Just thought I should drop by to this channel to find some microtonal music upon watching an episode of Cosmos. I wanted to experience traveling beyond known dimensions. Ad to my sweet surprise, I stumbled upon a newborn music. Feeling the outer worlds within, now.
@@uraniidumbra5219Wow, you are both a musical artist and a visual artist then?! I didn't know you drew these pictures yourself! ..Well the sunglassed rainbow ones i sort of guessed though.
Not really. It can be a hard subject, but only because we humans overcomplicate it, and insist on vitalizing harmful ideas and emotions about gender, especially toxic victim memtality. Gender is very simple in principle. All life exists as an interplay between two polarized energies: the Feminine that gives form, and the Masculine that gives movement. In the meeting between form and movement, consciousness arises. Inside consciousness there is both the Feminine and the Masculine energies, polarized against each other, but also striving for harmony. These are the genders within everyone's psyche. One of these two genders are always dominant in one's body. This means one is intended to be either dominantly Feminine (if having a female body) or dominantly Masculine (if having a male body), at least for this incarnation. But both gendered energies are needed to exist and develop within one's psyche, in order for one to have a healthy attitude towards the sex/gender of oneself and of others, and in order to lay the grounds for a healthy romantic relationship dynamics (through the interplay between the Anima and the Animus of one's own psyche, and *healthy* projections of this towards other humans). Due to strong energetic "memories" of past lives, hormonal imbalances, or deep childhood trauma though, one's main gender (or sometimes the polar opposite of that one) may be repressed, causing either hatred over one's bodily gender and others of that gender, and inferiority complexes, or hatred towards those of the opposite gender, and superiority complexes. Needless to say, both these types of complexes are false and harmful illusions, and all this (mostly subconscious) hatred is irrational and harmful. Such problems are mainly psychic problems, and need to be treated through integrative psychotherapy, but sometimes they are also physical hormonal problems that need to be treated, not by toxic "puberty blockers" but sometimes through sexual hormones corresponding to one's bodily gender i.e. one's sex, and in any case through balanced nutrients and often detoxifying herbs. The most healthy attitude towards gender is both affirming that both the Feminine and the Masculine genders exist within your own psyche, and need to be acknowledged and loved, and also accepting the sex of your physical body, and internalize it within your own psyche as the most dominant gender of yours, for this incarnation, so that you can cultivate healthy self love towards yourself (body, psyche and mind), affirming everything natural in you as good, and denying none of it as bad. If there is anything in you that is bad, then it is a wound or imbalance of some sort, usually a false idea or a painful trauma of some kind, always something unnatural in some sense.
@@henrikljungstrand2036 I _wish_ the world was as straightforward as it is in your head. my experiences, though, tell me, with a rare amount of clarity, that the world is complicated and varied, and what feels true from looking inside yourself and looking at only the parts of the world you can see can sometimes prove to be horribly off-base. as an example, even the animal kingdom alone is full of life that doesn't follow the division you posit, and other kingdoms of life far more so - is that out of balance? and - have you lived inside everyone's psyche? do you truly know what it's like to be these people you're giving your opinion so freely about, have you lived as one of them, or heard their own honestly shared experiences daily for years? do you truly believe that the joy I've felt, and seen countless times in my friends, from simply letting ourselves be who we want to be, is an illusion born of nothing but hatred? I spent so many years of my life building and demolishing my own worldviews out of the jumbled pieces of what I've heard and seen. I've built so many careful edifices in my mind only to find them unstable designs from the start, that I know never to fully trust my understanding of the world. it's easy to be confident in what you've crafted, believe that you've found the truth of the world, just because you've made one of many different possible conceptual structures that happen to be mostly consistent with your experiences so far. but my advice is, never act this certain of what you believe, because if you're truly seeking universal truth that helps others, and not just a satisfying story to live inside, you'll likely have to rebuild your worldview from the foundation up many times, and that's a good and worthwhile thing - and if you do, you'll regret having spoken with such certainty before test your beliefs - continuously and stringently. I hope you already do. I know I have a hard time doing it sometimes, I can be very afraid to upset the foundations of my own world for this or that reason. but if it needs to be upset, it'll be for the best in the long run. I can't say for sure that you'll find your current beliefs to be flawed at some point in the future, partly because I can't say for sure that mine aren't - but in my opinion, it's at the very least a bit of (very normal, very human) hubris to be or act this confident in so many things that are fundamentally extremely difficult to prove or demonstrate (idk if this helps anyone or anything for me to say lmao)
@@JasonLuther1 Thanks. Having had some mild gender dysphoria myself during my upbringing this lifetime/incarnation, i have thought a lot about this gender matter [and other matters, like the cycle of life and death - rejecting naive views like physical materialism/nihilism and the static hell/heaven dichotomy in favour of a repeated three staged incarnation process (life, afterlife, "paradise") with discarnate rest between - and the question of the relationship between the divine and the worldly - having come to shun the notion of a "personal divinity" in favour of an impersonal divine law of compassionate justice], and tried many paths in accepting and healing myself in my body, my psyche, and especially my mind. For me the body is the physical part of the personality, the psyche is its emotional part, and the mind is the mental part of it. Three kinds of material/conscious/dynamic structures, yet intimately interwoven with each other. Of course, these are just my own reflections (and internalized esoteric ideas from studies), not some "absolute truth". Others may have different opinions and views than me, and that is totally okay with me. I am open to factual/rational criticism if someone wants to give such. Won't answer to blatant negativity though, i ignore such things.
Always a good day when JUMBLE uploads... there's not enough microtonal in this world and my man's here to fix it 💪
I went to sleep with this on loop, and it was the most restful sleep I’ve had in a long time
Just thought I should drop by to this channel to find some microtonal music upon watching an episode of Cosmos. I wanted to experience traveling beyond known dimensions. Ad to my sweet surprise, I stumbled upon a newborn music. Feeling the outer worlds within, now.
So peaceful and melancholic...
This is legitimately nearly making me cry
this is so beautiful, super well done!
what a lovely piece of music
Beautiful
This has such an introspective feel. The subtle dynamic shifts are lovely; especially the swell just after 2' in. What a tender journey this is.
Leaves look golden in this context.
Ye! I used a gold metallic pen for the stem and leaves. :D
@@uraniidumbra5219 Oh wait… now I see that it seems to be indeed drawn on real paper! 🚀
At first I thought it’s digital.
Ye! It's a physical drawing with real markers, I've been in love with Grabie acrylics as of late!
@@uraniidumbra5219How did you even ? Its looks too out of this world to be true , MAJIC PERSON
@@uraniidumbra5219Wow, you are both a musical artist and a visual artist then?! I didn't know you drew these pictures yourself! ..Well the sunglassed rainbow ones i sort of guessed though.
THIS IS SO PRETTY OMG 😭🙏
i'm glad to be alive so that i could have heard this, nice artwork too :)
Posted 22 hrs ago
Why?
Gender is a hard subject, i hope you can work through it
Not really. It can be a hard subject, but only because we humans overcomplicate it, and insist on vitalizing harmful ideas and emotions about gender, especially toxic victim memtality.
Gender is very simple in principle. All life exists as an interplay between two polarized energies: the Feminine that gives form, and the Masculine that gives movement. In the meeting between form and movement, consciousness arises.
Inside consciousness there is both the Feminine and the Masculine energies, polarized against each other, but also striving for harmony. These are the genders within everyone's psyche. One of these two genders are always dominant in one's body. This means one is intended to be either dominantly Feminine (if having a female body) or dominantly Masculine (if having a male body), at least for this incarnation. But both gendered energies are needed to exist and develop within one's psyche, in order for one to have a healthy attitude towards the sex/gender of oneself and of others, and in order to lay the grounds for a healthy romantic relationship dynamics (through the interplay between the Anima and the Animus of one's own psyche, and *healthy* projections of this towards other humans).
Due to strong energetic "memories" of past lives, hormonal imbalances, or deep childhood trauma though, one's main gender (or sometimes the polar opposite of that one) may be repressed, causing either hatred over one's bodily gender and others of that gender, and inferiority complexes, or hatred towards those of the opposite gender, and superiority complexes. Needless to say, both these types of complexes are false and harmful illusions, and all this (mostly subconscious) hatred is irrational and harmful.
Such problems are mainly psychic problems, and need to be treated through integrative psychotherapy, but sometimes they are also physical hormonal problems that need to be treated, not by toxic "puberty blockers" but sometimes through sexual hormones corresponding to one's bodily gender i.e. one's sex, and in any case through balanced nutrients and often detoxifying herbs.
The most healthy attitude towards gender is both affirming that both the Feminine and the Masculine genders exist within your own psyche, and need to be acknowledged and loved, and also accepting the sex of your physical body, and internalize it within your own psyche as the most dominant gender of yours, for this incarnation, so that you can cultivate healthy self love towards yourself (body, psyche and mind), affirming everything natural in you as good, and denying none of it as bad. If there is anything in you that is bad, then it is a wound or imbalance of some sort, usually a false idea or a painful trauma of some kind, always something unnatural in some sense.
@@henrikljungstrand2036 I _wish_ the world was as straightforward as it is in your head. my experiences, though, tell me, with a rare amount of clarity, that the world is complicated and varied, and what feels true from looking inside yourself and looking at only the parts of the world you can see can sometimes prove to be horribly off-base. as an example, even the animal kingdom alone is full of life that doesn't follow the division you posit, and other kingdoms of life far more so - is that out of balance?
and - have you lived inside everyone's psyche? do you truly know what it's like to be these people you're giving your opinion so freely about, have you lived as one of them, or heard their own honestly shared experiences daily for years? do you truly believe that the joy I've felt, and seen countless times in my friends, from simply letting ourselves be who we want to be, is an illusion born of nothing but hatred?
I spent so many years of my life building and demolishing my own worldviews out of the jumbled pieces of what I've heard and seen. I've built so many careful edifices in my mind only to find them unstable designs from the start, that I know never to fully trust my understanding of the world. it's easy to be confident in what you've crafted, believe that you've found the truth of the world, just because you've made one of many different possible conceptual structures that happen to be mostly consistent with your experiences so far. but my advice is, never act this certain of what you believe, because if you're truly seeking universal truth that helps others, and not just a satisfying story to live inside, you'll likely have to rebuild your worldview from the foundation up many times, and that's a good and worthwhile thing - and if you do, you'll regret having spoken with such certainty before
test your beliefs - continuously and stringently. I hope you already do. I know I have a hard time doing it sometimes, I can be very afraid to upset the foundations of my own world for this or that reason. but if it needs to be upset, it'll be for the best in the long run. I can't say for sure that you'll find your current beliefs to be flawed at some point in the future, partly because I can't say for sure that mine aren't - but in my opinion, it's at the very least a bit of (very normal, very human) hubris to be or act this confident in so many things that are fundamentally extremely difficult to prove or demonstrate
(idk if this helps anyone or anything for me to say lmao)
@@henrikljungstrand2036 very nicely thought out and written
@@JasonLuther1 Thanks. Having had some mild gender dysphoria myself during my upbringing this lifetime/incarnation, i have thought a lot about this gender matter [and other matters, like the cycle of life and death - rejecting naive views like physical materialism/nihilism and the static hell/heaven dichotomy in favour of a repeated three staged incarnation process (life, afterlife, "paradise") with discarnate rest between - and the question of the relationship between the divine and the worldly - having come to shun the notion of a "personal divinity" in favour of an impersonal divine law of compassionate justice], and tried many paths in accepting and healing myself in my body, my psyche, and especially my mind.
For me the body is the physical part of the personality, the psyche is its emotional part, and the mind is the mental part of it.
Three kinds of material/conscious/dynamic structures, yet intimately interwoven with each other.
Of course, these are just my own reflections (and internalized esoteric ideas from studies), not some "absolute truth". Others may have different opinions and views than me, and that is totally okay with me. I am open to factual/rational criticism if someone wants to give such. Won't answer to blatant negativity though, i ignore such things.
@@henrikljungstrand2036 this is the most philosophical way ive seen someone be transphobic, ever. bravo on that, at least.
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