Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
This made me cry, thank you. I keeps getting harder to cry. I feel like my problems are my fault. I feel like im addicted to video games. And its my fault.
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@alexxxxxx7603 God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@ZorixTheGoober God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
Ive started to realize after years or months of being their friends that im always the one to talk first. they could ignore me for months and happily forget I ever existed not a single memory of me running through their minds in that time.
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved. Jesus Christ will never forget about you or forsake you
@@DaddyIssuestake-away God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
It’s sad when your home doesn’t even feel like home anymore. Edit: so- I saw that a LOT of people were relating to this comment, and I just wanted to say that: your not alone, okay? You can always just vent here and let it out, I won’t tell anyone! I hope that everyone who is relating has a better day/evening/night tomorrow or later! Or.. soon enough..
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
Why am i always left behind? I feel like everyone i know has their person, but where’s mine? Ever since i can remember, i’ve never felt like I’ve belonged. Even from a young age. I know im barely a teenager. I know i haven’t experienced “the real world” yet. So why do i feel so tired? Every single day, i feel tired. It doesn’t matter how much sleep i get anymore. I feel like i’ve given so much. I feel like i’ve dedicated so much to my school and my grades and yet, im still “lazy”. It feels as if i can never live up to their expectations. I feel like i could never be a good daughter. Im never going to be as good my brother. No matter how much more i’ve achieved, i will never be as good as him.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I feel you- From a very young age ive always been acting like and adult and im still only under 14 years old but i feel like i know to much and wish i could just be a kid.... But you cant just change ur personality. Not in this generation.
I remembered when a kid who went to therapy, they asked me innocently "what does love mean? What does it feel like?", I saw their face and they had dark eye bags and cuts on their wrists, I cried so hard after I saw their state that they started apologizing again and again, then they brought him back into his therapy room, I could hear him crying. Now I understand that quote someone told me. "If a child had a bad childhood, they will never know what love means or feels like." Till this day, I still see him going to therapy
POV: your mom walks into the room. She looks at you. She looks like somethings wrong. She stands in the doorway. “Honey, are you alright?” Her tone of voice sounds worried. “I’m fine mom,” You say dryly. You don’t want to tell her the truth. You don’t want her to know. “You seem…tired..” She walks closer to you. Your body begins to shake. “I said I’m fine, mom,” You repeat, your voice horse and harsh. “Please be honest with me, darling,” Your eyes begin to widen. “Are you actually okay..?” She says. You just stare at her. You can’t say anything. You’re too tired. You’re too worn out. You stay quiet. Just like you always do. Why don’t you just speak for once? Because. You’re afraid, aren’t you? You’re afraid to be honest. Because you know that they’ll leave you once you are honest. Please. Just speak. They can’t hurt you now. You’re safe. No one will hurt you like they did. Relax, Go to sleep, Read a book, Draw. Do something to relax. You deserve the world. I however, don’t. I am not a good person and I never will be. I hope that your day/night is going to get better. I hope you heal. And it is time for me to say goodbye. Goodbye, my sweet child.
The “You seem tired” line really hits. Every time I can’t really mask well and she asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired. It’s works, cause she knows I don’t sleep well, but I can tell that she knows something is wrong.
@@Silent-hill-y4k I might be a complete stranger, but I love you. I don’t care if you’re mentally unstable, if you have scars, if you are a wreck emotionally and physically, I love you for you. Please remember that I love you. I will always be there to remind you how amazing you are ❤️
I feel like my friends are faking a friendship with me because they act really weird around me and when they are around my other friends they act normal. I don’t get why I’m so special that they completely change their personality around me. It’s a quiet type of weird because they just stop talking a lot around me for some reason. Idk how to handle this. I don’t wanna confront them because they are the only 2 friends I have right now. I’m hopeless.
I just need a friend. Not someone that'll hang up on me while I cry. Not someone that'll talk about me behind my back. Not someone that'll blow me off like I don't exist. I need a *friend* Someone to pick me up when I fall. Someone to hug. Someone to tell me its okay. Someone to tell me to stop constantly throwing myself away. Someone to not yell at me when I mess up. Someone to wipe my tears. Someone to tell me the truth. Someone that won't abandon me and act like were friends the next day. I need someone that won't crumple me up like a piece of paper and throw me in the trash.
I can’t talk to anyone I told someone how I felt and they said I was cringe and I told someone else that I was going to end it all and they said ok and nothing else
I wish I can be ur friend to support you anyway but I cannot be a good friend as well as if I’ll be rude and other stuff but I’ll support ur journey and. Everything u wanna be
To the ones crying themself to sleep, the ones who use their skin like a canvas, the ones who wishing not to wake up, the ones baring all of their emotions and not letting them out, to the ones who sees the future without themselves, the ones who feels numb to the core, to anyone in need. We are not disposable trash okay? The world is big enough for all of us, non of us are alone in this, even if you feel like you're in this alone, when you need someone the most but no one besides you. You are not alone in this. Being down, suffering, is okay. It's acceptable, we are all imperfect humans and yet we can accomplish many things. Even the smallest task are worth a praise. I'm proud of you for waking up, I'm proud of you for trying. For giving your effort when you can. Even if you or anyone else thinks it's insignificant, trust me it's not. I thank you for keep on pushing it, you made it past fake smiles, sobbing, numbness, you eventually feel joy, it's not all so bad. So come one, wipe those painful waterworks and say "I can do this, I'm better than this". Because you are, you're all amazing in many ways you can't see.
I almost cried, that means a lot since I never cry when it's daytime, like ever. But I still feel like it would be better without me, less food and water wasted. More space on earth, and everything is gonna end anyways, wether it be when I die or when the earth ends. Have a great day :) hopefully I can get past these feelings...
You may not know me but im rooting for you to live. If youre ever on the edge and may do it just think you have 1 person rooting for to live an thats me.
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 For me I have weekly shows that give me 20 minutes of peace. Theres movies you can wait for. New games. Game updates. New songs. vactions, ect.
That is not just how you feel I do feel that to but just like how you feel please stay we need that part of us to be here don't throw yours away please talk to me I have 6 attempts and now I have to go out and help others I still am depressed and suicidal but doesn't me I will stop I love everyone out here so stay with me and don't leave me behind
This reminds me that my school put a suicide hotline on our lunch cards. Almost everyone was confused when we first got them, but we grew to appreciate it.
i want someone to open up to me, stopped being fake i hated that. dont just pretend that you're okay. talk to me, i wont judge. i'll listen, i'll be there. i'll remember you, i would never forget you. you're important.
I'm just standing there, watching my mental state get worse and worse everyday. I don't know how to try anymore. I'm starting to have really bad thoughts, I don't wanna die tho- it's just a weird feeling of not knowing how to live anymore, to see and feel things I never wanted to. I stop recognising myself. Hopefully it's just a piece of my life, and not the last one. Tomorrow will be another day
I know I am not alive mentally anymore. I really need help. I don’t know how or what to do to improve my life anymore. I can’t take it anymore but I’m pushing through somehow. If you stay strong through it all, there will be a great light at the end of the tunnel.
I've been reading these comments, and its low key sad seeing how many people suffer from these various types of things... I wanna hug everyone listening and venting to this rn.
Just how low do you have to be in life to write about your sufferings on RUclips comments… I mean, it’s easier to share this way as nobody cares at all, but man…
@@Viktor_4739 Sometimes people don't have many people to vent to, so it's totally alright to come to comments where virtual people can come and comfort.
Maybe you can try doing something that you really loved doing before? Like drawing something or making something for yourself or for someone else... Idk, just something simple like that 🙂❤
I don't know who you are, what your story is. All I know is that you should never lose hope. Believe in the future, I promise you there are amazing things ahead, get out there and reach for them! More importantly, believe in yourself. Take good care your body and your mind until then 💜
Listen, I know I'm just a stranger to ya, and you're just a stranger to me. This doesn't change the fact that I don't care about you. Think of the world like a beach. Each grain of sand connects the ones around it. Without you so many people wouldn't know what to do with themselves. I don't want you to think otherwise. I know it's just one opinion, but I believe everyone deserves to be loved. Nobody deserves to be hated no matter what they do. I believe that you're an amazing person, with amazing hobbies, looks, etc. There is no such thing as "perfect". Even if there was, I don't want you to be. Your imperfections are what make you, you. I love you so much, okay? The universe never throws anything you can't handle at you. It will get better, I can promise that as long as you try. Try for me. Try for your parents (or lack thereof). Try for your friends (or lack thereof). You don't want to be upset anymore, nobody does. This us something everyone goes through. Everyone's story is different. I do know one thing about everyone, though. We're all human. We make mistakes and they don't define us. The people in your past don't define you. You define yourself, okay? Get some sleep, love.
i've saw this snap and it said 'what have you learned this year?' I've learned that nobody will never love me I've learned i'm too loud I've learn that i'm too ugly I've learned no matter how hard I try I. will. always. be. stupid. ugly. depressed. little sht i am
I know I’m some stranger on the internet but none of those things are true I promise you. Your are loved by someone and that someone is me! Your are not loud you are energetic and fun! You are not ugly your are pretty and amazing! And guess what your best is amazing don’t try and change cause your perfect that way you are! Don’t give up. Life will get better. You know why cause I’m cheering for you!
hey...its not true its all lie..c'mon stop lying to yourself you're too beatiful and too pretty people make fun of you because they're jealous about how pretty you are you dont deserve to be sad you deserve to be happy i know what it feels like to be unloved... but dont worry god loves you dont give up honey!🙂
today’s the first day of summer vacation. i’m on my way to 8th grade and i feel like no one gives a shit about me. i suffer from the impending thought that no one really cares if i’m ok. like i’m just a background noise. no one seeks me out to talk to me, no one asks if i’m ok, no one seems to care if i’m there or not, ok or not ok. now that it’s summer, no one’s going to make an effort to talk to me. no one’s going to text me. and like always, no one will care. (tw from here forward) i feel like i live only to make other people feel better about themselves, and i’ve thought about what it’d be like if i wasn’t there, permanently. as in never there again. there’s only a few strings of people holding me up and i feel like i’m grasping at straw. There’s very few people who care about me anymore, i have a few friends and i’m miserable because all my good friends i had to leave behind. my mom says it’s better to move forward and deal with change, but i’m having a hard time taking any steps forward. and now i feel nearly alone, i love my mom and my dad, but i can’t talk to anything about them because all they do is invalidate my emotions and opinions, i have 3 friends total i feel comfortable enough to talk to. so here i am, coughing it up into a youtube comment section. and yet, no one will ever see it
I see it, and if you want someone to talk to I'm here. Have any socials? I will gladly talk to you because you deserve someone. How are you? I'm a bit late yes but please know I will support you.💜🫂
@@xelawowee Thx, it means more than you know. Unfortunately, i don’t have many socials, it’s texting, YT, and a while ago before it got taken away bc of some sketchy people, discord. My parents keep me off platforms with a lot of contact with other people. I wouldn’t mind doing it in a yt comment section if you don’t care 😁
Update: As i’m writing this i’m hanging out with my best friend watching the fireworks on fourth of July. Now, i wasn’t wrong, most people who i considered my friends haven’t bothered to talk to me but I do have good friends. There aren’t many and next year i certainly have to make better decisions and be a little bit more picky about the people i make friends with but i’m doing a but better
venting ig My life these past few months have been horrible. I’ve lost 2 pets and my dad literally said i was the reason one of them died. My anxiety has been awful. School is awful. Home is awful. I hate it, I hate myself, I hate the people around me. I can’t even cry, my mom would get mad or somehow try to flip it around and make me look like the bad guy for simply feeling like shit. I haven’t eaten in a few days, I’ve thought about taking my own life. I know probably no one will read all of this but it’s nice to just write all this down. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of my life. Edit: over time I've developed and Ed and started sh. These have been the worst months of my life. It hasn't gotten any better. Edit 2: the replies are so cute 😭
please don't kill yourself, it's going to get better, don't end your life because you're living an awful moment right now, you're just going to ruin your chances of living good moments if you do it.
Hey, I don't really know if You're going to see this or not but I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for still trying. I'm proud of you for just being alive and still not giving up. I'm proud of you for getting up this morning, for getting ready, for still being there. I know it probably won't mean much and I know it doesn't seem like anyone would care if you died but I would. If that counts for anything- keep posting- you can do this! You can vent here or in other places too. So many people are here for you- even if you don't know them they care, they'll be here for you. If nobody else- you've got this! I believe in you ❤
Please don't do it, I'm very sorry for your situation, but you are strong darling, there are many people who love you and care about you, I know you can get ahead, I love you
For everyone scrolling around the comments please read this. You are beautiful and so amazing, your personality is so great and that's what so many people love about you, its not about beauty or looks, that's just a bonus. And meeting people who actually care about your personality and not your looks are the people you should be seeing. Please don't end it! I know you think about it, but its not worth it. Because one day you will be happy and look back at you harming yourself and doing all that stuff and you'll regret it. Because you'll finally accept yourself. But its not your fault you don't accept yourself, its the people you were around as a child, growing up. So please don't say that anything's your fault, and love yourself, and don't care about what people think, and enjoy life. If you want to vent I'm free. But I'm not forcing anyone :) Have an amazing day.
Ok... Sometimes, I feel like my friends don't care about me because of the fact that I'm always the first to talk.. Very rearly people would talk to me. In the few times they actually do, they either only ask me for money or something to eat, and I actually give it to them. I don't say no because I'm afraid they will leave me. Not even my own family cares about what I think. I would rather die than be myself around them honestly because they're always like, "Boys don't cry," and "Only girls like this and that." I can't even walk out of my room without being insulted for what I wear (oversized t shirts and SHORT shorts), how I keep my hair (bangs..?), how I act (anxious, quiet and scared (most if the time) ), etc. and to make it worse, my mom's bf always makes fun of me because of how I act and calls me bad names (I shall not elaborate) just for liking the color PINK and then when I tell my mom she always says that he's joking around. In school, I can't even walk into my classroom without someone saying, "You should've stayed home today" or "I hope you don't wake up tomorrow" and the only thing I could think to do is cry, but I have to hold it in because they would just bully me even more. This happens every day. I just want to go away. Maybe it would make them stop talking about me like that. (Sorry if my grammar is bad its 2 in the morning and I'm really tired.)
@@real_WDK awww 🥺ik it sucks fucking more than hell😖😓Sameee my whole class is also super toxic and hateful for any innocent and weak student (me especially 😭) and i'm just in 8th grade omgg world is so depressed 😫✋God bless you i hope for your recovery😩💗✨
@RitishaChills Fun fact: you're 1 grade above (But seriously) Yeah, I relate to being weak, not gonna lie. It's so horrible to be weaker than most of the people in your class, isn't it? The feeling like you can't do anything.. It's just so crushing!! But are you feeling okay now???
@@real_WDK Oo you are in 7 grade you seem soo mature and depressed take care of yourself bro you are not even a teen😞❤️ and yeah so true like the urge to do nothing, feeling sad all the time 😔 n I'm trying to get better 🙂.
Thank God someone finally said something. I just wish my misery would end and I don't know what to do while I'm still around anymore. I see my friends moving on while I'm still drowning in the same depression since middle school. I don't know if I'll get a happy ending, but God, I really hope so.
@Louise3901 My heart feels Black. My mom and my dad went cold on me every since I stared middle school l they care about is money, my education and grades so I can get a job but they don't care about me a d my mental health...but that's okay cause I have no love for them anways..
@@Rosedeep-ks3me it's not your fault. They're responsible for themselves and the choices they make. It's not your job to make sure they look after you! Remember that you're always important, no matter how other people choose to treat you.
Nobody loved me except my mother and father. I don't know what it feels like to be loved, to hold someone's hand, to hug. When I see people being loved like babies, my heart breaks and I can't take it anymore, I just wonder about this feeling.
@@gay_herbthere was only a few seconds of fourth of july so I didn't wanna confuse people by putting it so I put it before the few seconds of fourth of july cause I didn't want people wondering why there was a gap in the timestamps
pov: you just stare at the ceilling thinking everything was your fault and wanted to cry..and instead of crying you just smile but your heart's the one that crying and heavy.
ngl, feeling like your the problem is not fun.. it honestly hurts and feels like trauma just ruins you as a character. i have literally let everyone in my life down, been only sad at everyone's happiness and my friendships are detoriating, i wish i can change faster but i ended ruining everything for them and ruining their fun, i feel like i'm always the problem even though they tell me im not.
Yall haven't let me down im proud that your still going despite the world that wants to swallow you whole you still have some oxygen left enough to start a fire I everyones hearts I wanna give my oxygen to others hoping a spark will fly opening up the fire I all people hearts
ha…imagine falling in love with a fictional character….ending a tiring day of school once again….feeling joy you are going to see that character again soon….once you realize soon after…you remember that that’ll never be, all that joy you felt not long ago has turned to sorrow…you tell your friend about how you love this character but all they do is laugh because of who the character is. You push everyone away because the only person you want affection from is that character but you know you’ll never have the character. Ha imagine being that person….yeah……
It feels like everyone is just doing the "ghosting" thing with me, or maybe i was an horrible friend and that's why no one wants to talk to me even for 5 minutes. My self vision of friendship is getting worse everytime i think about it, like, i don't think i deserve to have friends anymore, It's difficult for me to start a conversation and God is torturing me for that, for being weak. I don't know how to comfort someone, or congratulate them, just be angry with someone or be sad about what triggered being angry. He exists, and he is making me pay for all my sins, he is alive, and he is watching me from not far away. I just want him to know that he won, he beat me in the only thing I tried to put effort into, my mental health
I get it i annoy people or r too much for them but irl my anxiety makes so many things hard n i get it if anyone needs to talk im here even if im not too good myself
this is me. but i just simply dont care bc never ever in my life i had actual friends. i know they are fake cause they dont let me talk a single second. my whole life is just being neglected and being abused, overworked by my parents.
In life u wonder if all of us feel the same that is why I am here to be the shoulder to cry on the person to talk to the light in the darkness that is why I found meaning in my life
Very late, but God isn't punishing you. In fact, he's watching over you. He understands that you need someone, and he's waiting for you to develop a path so you can find someone. You're one of God's soldiers and he'll never punish you for something that you can't deal with. He feels for you. And He loves you. Romans 5:8 - But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. I don't know how religious you are, or if you are, but just know that God isn't punishing you, he extends a hand out to you and is waiting for your recovery, which he will lovingly and willingly assist in. I'm rooting for you, alongside many people.
POV:You have depression and it might make you have a eating disorder and you don’t feel loved by your family and you have to hide yourself when you cry so they don’t have to worry and you stay up until 8 am in the morning then fall asleep and you want to be a real kid again and life is just to much and you can’t getaway from your happy past so you want to hug past you and then you feel like a mistake and a disappointment 🙃 can anyone relate?
Of course but I won't stop until everyone has a shoulder to cry on that's why I exist I found my way not my dream job but my dream of happiness is to give others it to feel the joys of generosity and kindness
i just wanna be loved... i can't take this anymore edit: things have gotten better :D i have gone to the gym, eating healthy, doing what i love, sleeping early, im currently dating a beautiful women and we both are really in love with each other, she wants to marry me!. I love life :)!
Me too, so much. It feels so lonely, I have to cuddle with a pillow and I have no one to truly be comfortable with, not even my mom. I wish she'd hug me and tell me that she loves me. Its okay, you're not alone. And that much is enough for me, so its gonna be okay :)
@@lupoyo i only wish it get's better anytime soon for me man, im 13 almost 14, male, because of my age and gender it's one hell of a nightmare to get medical mental attention, so i can't get it, and the economical situation of my mom, doesn't allow it, my mother right now is dying, maybe not this night but tomorrow, she has cancer, and right now in the hospital, i don't have a father, he left us with like 200k usd debts in a country where the minimum wage is 500 usd when i was 9, things aren't getting better, only thing i can do is hope for the best, i try getting my best grades at school and help, but it's useless, i am useless, and i can't even find a single friend, i am labeled as a weirdo and creep, i try going to the gym and doing diet and starving myself so i am not so ugly to atleast be able to socialize, i also tried learning how to be social and those things in youtube, and still, nothing changed, i had a girlfriend wich i actually truly loved, we went dating for a long time like 1 year when i started high school, then one day i got the message "she occupied bro", some 22 year old was f**ing with her, i have developed trust issues, i am extremely touch starved, i haven't received a hug in like ages man, and the girl i used to had as my best friend from my childhood leaved me because i was ugly asf, man i hate myself, i am developing an alcohol addiction, suicidal thoughts, emotional numbess, my traumas are getting worse, everything is getting worse, i don't even know if i'll make it to enter university, i don't even have a will to live anymore, no friends, no family, poverty, shit mental health, living in the worst hood of my country in south america, debts, some cubans are searching me and my mother to kill us because we owe them and we simply cannot pay 5k loans per month, i lost my sister already thanks to drugs and her cancer, my little brother wants to commit suicide already, i don't wanna live anymore, and if i am going through this, maybe it's because i deserve it, something i did caused me this. i just wish this ends.
@@aesira-f9xHey now forget about them they are not worthy of you❤️ I too lost everyone who cared for me once but I'm sure i'll find someone who deserves me.
It has recently hit me again that nobody in my life ever has cared about me in a way that matters. They either secretly hated me or were using me for something. Im now realizing the same thing might apply to the online friends ive called family for 3 years. I cant feel affection anymore. They rarely text first. They barely make an effort to seem like they care. im so lonely its painful. I dont want to be alive anymore. Im so fucking tired.
Remember that not everyone is the same! There are many people out there who want to be there for you in the right way, trust me. Don't lose faith in yourself and others, it's not worth it and it's not fair to yourself or the people who actually do care ❤
For the reader, you don’t have to get upset about something you failed or couldn’t accomplish. Life goes on. You can’t do anything about it, so live it. And before you go, I want you to know something really important. Don’t compare your beginning with someone’s middle because it’s gonna seem impossible or difficult. But it truly isn’t, just don’t give up. Your still human.
I know im loved, but im not loved by the people i need to be loved by. Im loved by my partners, my friends, but my family doesnt seem to love me, at least not like their child, my family doesnt accept me for who i am except for my oldest sister who moved away and i rarely see, my dad is so sarcastic that it feels so fake to talk to him, my sister doesnt give a shit about me, just about the chores and if i do them, my brother doesnt really care either, or he doesnt show it. Honestly i think if i dropped dead they would just replace me with a house maid.
@@kiaraxyrw oh gosh… thank you so much it means a lot, recently i left both my partners and found that im just not capable of giving true romantic love anymore so life has really just been kinda downhill but, i have very supportive friends and recently it seems like my sister has been more accepting of my gender identity! Ive been trying to get my dad to follow along, “hey, im not a girl! Im a man!” And “im your sonn!!” And whatever, even asked him for a binder and he said yes! But idk, still feels a little off i guess- anyways, its been up and down, but most recently its been up and up! Im doing pretty well :}
I don't know what their thinking but you, you are special and deserve happiness I could never let anyone I know or even if I don't know them I can't let anyone feel this way ever
I stay up late every night, not caring about sleep, staying up until 4, and I feel like I have barely anyone I feel comfortable around. I love, my friends and all, but I feel like i'm not close with any of them. We are just friends, nothing more, nothing less, and school isn't helping at all it stresses me out, and I feel like i'm not good enough for my grades. I feel dumb for my ADHD and dyslexia and i feel like it's reason i don't havw many friends i feel like i'm boring and never fun it's weird how some of my friends still keep up with me.
Now listen. They might not seem like they care but if they are your true friends they will try to comfort you if you voice out those concerns to em.. Of course there’s thoughts which sometimes can keep one up at night. But stay resilient, trust me it does get better. Since I’m also going through a lot and trying to improve my own sleep schedule, you’ll get through this together, all right?
my cat is dying and shes been with me for my entire life,seeing her slowly die makes me want to scream and cry and knowing that she wont last until the summer makes me want to die. all i can think of right now is how life will be without her,im scared.shes the last part of my childhood,shes my only true friend,wiithout her i might as well die to go see her.and no shes not just a pet,shes always been there with me no matter what,its as if losing your childhood friends .so before hating just think about it.
@@meiturmel6342omg im sorry for your loss.. please take care of urself, im so sorry for your loss again and hopefully something can cheer you up, like a rememberance of ur cat..
Hey read this!! Please! Your skin isn't paper don't cut it!! Your skin isn't wax so don't burn it!! Your neck isn''t a coat so don't hang it! You aren't a flower so don't cut the stems off making it fall. Don't fake a smile if your not okay.. It's ok to be upset! You are not alone don't listen to that 1% they are only trying to bring you down into the deep end in chains. Unlock those chains swim to the top of the water. If your feeling down its alright find something to distract yourself, such as a pet or a plushie etc. Or your favourite tv show. I went through something sad too, your not alone!! There is always someone out there who cares about you and I am one of them! To anyone reading this please don't take your life, its precious! Your an awesome talented and sweet person!! Not mean or ugly if you hear those ppl they are jealous of you!! ^^ I'm proud of you making it this far keep going!! (Feel free to spread the word ^^)
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
I'm proud of you. You've come so far. Just keep chugging along. Just like the little train that could. I believe in you. You don't need those people who are toxic. You don't deserve that in your life!
I am tired. I wake up tired but i push myself to do the daily tasks with a smile. My parents will be torn apart if they know what i am thinking about. Because of my parents I study my best, i try to get good grades, and yet they call me lazy after me studying for the whole fuckin day. They are the reason why i am still here but yet they hurt me the most at times. There was this guy that loved me. He cared for me, he listened to me and I listened to him. Yes, a week ago, he left. He just said that we wouldn’t work out. A several months ago when I was not rlly bad, I tried sh. It just made me feel better and I knew that that wouldn’t be the last time I would do it. Almost everyday I cut myself now. Every night I break down. Every night I cry. I just wanna be okay and happy for once. I am thinking about ending it all, my so called friends are leaving me behind. They hang out all the time without me. I tried everyday to put on a smile, to act like the old me, but i just can’t anymore. I am tired. I am tired of having no one to hug. I am tired of crying so quietly so that my parents wont hear me. I am tired. I just wanna be gone for a week.
Sleeping forever does sound good but think about all who love you that's why live despite my hate for living I wish you could only feel the love to light the fire in you cold and freezing heart for if not it will only get colder let me heat it up for you
i hate hate hate losing friends and i would do literally anything to keep them. i got pulled out of my school recently and this one girl i used to be close to started distancing herself, and acting different. actual texts i sent her while bawling my eyes out: “pls i cant lose you … my biggest fear is losing ppl and you hold so much of my happiness and secrets and not that the secrets are the only reason o wanna stay w/ you but the fact that you’re genuinely just such a nice person and ik you’d never do anything to hurt me or leave me but i’m just really scared so please don’t leave me here…” and “i’m reading our old texts and i have no idea what happened … now you’re ghosting me & stuff. i’m only blaming myself (you couldn’t have ever done anything wrong
Well I might not have ever had some to love like that before the crushed my love but you do go and talk to them see to reignite the sparks of friend ship because if your being ghosted perhaps it could be their phone broke perhaps you should meet up with them so please don't give up hope
i cant stop cutting myself ive tried i was clean for a while and relapsed im struggling with everything lately i can barely remember to brush my hair or do ang hygiene i cant tell my friends bcz theyll think im gross and ik alot of people go thru similar things in these comments so i wanted to share how i was.
No one will ever love someone like me. I have trauma from this world . Im mentally ill and im just to much i beg for someone i bleed for someone who will understand and wont stop caring i would have died for anyone and no one would have died for me. I have no friends and i just want to leave this world . I feel so angry at myself for being the way i am. I. Will. Never. EVER. Love again.
@@Silent-hill-y4k you're not alone, we all struggle with something. Don't give up on yourself, it's never worth it. You're important, you matter and you're always worth it! Stay strong my friend! 😊❤
Though i don't know you it just means I can never be lost for im on the internet so I will say it I love you it is sad how the internet is the only place that has people willing to help without anything in retujr5
@@LeahWolf_111I have no friends and I am tired but not tired that I need to sleep just so tired of everything. I don't want to wake up please. My girlfriend cheated on me and I feel so lost she used me and I don't know what to do.. people keep telling me to stop being so sad ab it but I've always been sad I just can't hold it in anymore.
i wanna js to be loved by him. that hurts when he js leaves me for no reason. im crying. i want to fall asleep with him. waking up and seing his arms covering me. i want to make coffee for him everyday. its js a dream. but still. i love him. im losing my motivation to life. js.. life is difficult. idk what to do. qnd he saved my life... thats why i love him alot. i hope he will see this.(he wont...) ily zen❤️
Though I have no Idea how it feels to feel loved I do know one thing you have all of us who comments to set you on the path of life no matter how many times I tried to end my own
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone They didn't notice how attentive you were They didn't notice how sweet you actually are... They didn't notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractiveness They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all your flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let then take you down And you know they weren't good enough for you And that's what makes you stronger not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)
To anyone who is listening to this song on repeat: Heyyy, how are you? Life’s tough right? It’s okay not to be okay. I’m also not okay. You are not alone. You can talk to me if you wanna. I’ll listen to everything you want to say. I love you. I’m proud of you for being here after all those breakdowns and episodes. I’m proud of you for being alive, cuz that’s hard. I love you so much. I love you for who you are. I love your smile I love your eyes I love your nose I love your mouth I love your hair I love your face I love your body I love you when you are happy I love you when you are sad I love you when you are angry I love you when you are depressed I love you when you are anxious I love you when you are stressed I love you for you I love you so much I love you when you are confident I love you when you are outgoing I love you when you are lonely I love you when you are tired I love you when you are shy I love you when you are embarrassed I just love you I am proud of you I am proud that you still try your best I am proud that you still go to school I am proud that you still go to work I am proud that you are who you are right now I am proud that you are here I am proud that you are still alive I am proud that you got up this morning I am proud that you went to sleep yesterday I am so proud of you for everything you’ve done in life And soooo much more. Remember, we are in this life only once! I know you are tired, but I know that you are strong. I know you are sad, you feel empty, but it won’t last forever. I promise, just try your best to enjoy the little things in life. Maybe get some air, eat some of your fav food, and do whatever you want to do. As long as you don’t hurt yourself, because that will hurt me too. If you need someone to talk to, I am always here. I will not be gone. I love you so much, for everything, for the exact person you are right now. I’m proud of you, I am rooting for you. You are amazing. I love you hmm just eat some food, drink some water, cry. Cry whenever you want, it’s good for you. You deserve happiness. All the happiness in life. I love you, I am always here for you, just talk to me in the reply section, I will reply to every messages you send❤
I like this girl but she just keeps hurting me. I have been chasing her for a measly 3 months now , trying to get her to pay attention to me. Nothing worked , never did. I know she is actively hurting me by just straight up ignoring me and seemingly not liking talking to me. I want to move on , but my stupid heart tells me "Don't let go , she's the one" over and over. I keep thinking about her , and I damn well know that she isn't the one. My life has always been like a fragile and almost breaking thread that keeps torturing me inside out , seemingly not wanting to snap or break. I always had problems with love , I don't know why , but I've been through so many rejections , heartbreaks , backstabbing , ghosting , blocking and even abused when I was finally able to get a relationship. Nothing will work with love and me , and I know that fully , yet , don't understand. I'm single forever , and by now , I have accepted that for the last 3 years of my life. It's over , I give up , that's it. Game over. Edit: My life flipped upside down. It really did. The same girl? Yeah...she just blocked me because she didn't know what to do because she was struggling at that time. She said I was very kind to her and that she'll think about it to unblock me. I just hope that it goes uphill from now. Maybe there is a little determination in me. Just maybe. Edit 2: Ay my life got so much better! Well...a bit...2 friends of mine passed away due to a car crash , but the same girl I was all on yapping about is now finally a good friend of mine and she has been supporting me greatly since the incident. I might even have a suspicion that she likes me , but , I'll be doubting that for now.
Dont let it be your game over when theres more levels ahead, shes blind to not see how valuble you are and you also have to know your worth, shes doesnt deserve the chasing. One day you'll find *her* and I'll pray for it to be soon💜 youre tough bro
Ha even if it's game over you can try again I guess through out all your struggles you finally have someone who might allow you to find happiness and sorry for you friend
why is it so hard to for me to tell a person how I feel about them, and just have them agree... Why can't I just figure out my role... I just want to love someone and have them love me back... I'm desperate and I hate it, I want to be loved and I hate it, I hate myself for not being able to just fix everything and I hate it... thank you for the playlist though, it really helps me know that there are places for me to be safe...
I want to be Loved so badl... I have disabilities and mental health issues and it doesn't feel like people care or love me..and it looks like people are annoyed or tired of seeing me...every day and night I wait for love and Acceptance...
How are you? I already know we would be besties… Bcuz I already accept you. Also I do care about you, if I didnt I wouldnt be trying to help. Vent if you need, just know I'm here now.
I already accepted you before you I will meet because you will sometimes find through the darkness that is the internet in the deepest darkness of depression people who will love you despite your differences
its 2 the point when youve been called ugly when everyone says your real smile is fake, but it isnt. when everyone u cared for abandoned u when times got tough. when the only reason they loved you was because of how i treated them. Its 2 the point where i cant believe any compliment that comes my way because of the way ive been treated my whole life. Being bullied, hit, mentally abused. Its just so draining. Suicide has been on my mind for awhile now, im slowly loosing my game.
Sorry I'm late for a cheering up. (I could use one myself.) Buddy, please don't, in spite of everything and everyone, it's still your life. I don't know your age and I don't care, it's not important to your situation. I feel the same way half the time. I don't know how people truly feel about me and half of them do the same as what your dick-headed acquaintances do. I'm not a fan of people online, strangers, saying that they're there for you when they physically can't be, but...in this case...I am. I wish I had a truly understanding person. Not family nor therapist, just a relatable human being. Were in this together...please reply❤
Life isn't easy it is like a nothing anything can relate too just so you know there are 8 billion people out there even if 99% hate you 75 million still loves you
@@isaacja5807and you just like all the rest I don't know you but keep fighting I see you don't think out of the 30ish people I'm talking to I would forgot one person I santa clause mother fucker take my gift of love
I hope you don't think your mom doesn't care and I hope she does cause I love talking to people like me in this way if you need someone to talk to you have me
im so stupid i dont have a reason to be sad my life is perfectly fine its just everything is repeating over and over and its so boring. theres nothing new happening for me and ill i do is rot in my room playing games or calling friends, if they even care to answer. life is just boring for me. plus i feel as if im not good enough, cause everytime i do something wrong, my ‘friends’ act better than me. i feel worthless and dumb.
When your bored, learn a new skill-literally anything. Look at the words you used to describe yourself as stupid, worthless, and dumb. You become what you think of yourself. If you think you are a terrible friend, you will become one. You need to break the cycle of boredom, though. Get a piece of paper and write a check list of things to do. Start with a small one, and no matter what happens that day, they need to be done. Long-term comfort becomes torture. Think of boredom as the result of not doing difficult things, and so your mind kind of hypotrophies (shrinks), and the things that were once easy also become difficult.
I just wanted to let you know that you are worth it, you are enough, and you deserve to be happy, loved, and you deserve to live. The world is a much better place with you in it, and you will get through this. I’m proud of you no matter what. You might not be perfect, but no one is, and you’re you. Being you is more than enough, and there’s only one of you in this whole entire world. Losing you would be losing something incredibly special. Suicide might seem like your only option, and though it might get rid of your pain, all it does is pass it on to the people who love and care about you. (It might be hard to feel this way but people do love and care about you, I know we haven’t met but I love and care about you.) And this is hard to see, but you have so so much to live for. You’re going to have so many good opportunities in the future and I know one day you’ll be able to look back on this and think: “I’m glad I never gave up.” You are strong. You are beautiful. You deserve everything good in life. I believe in you with all my heart, and hope that one day you’ll be able to say and believe I’m proud of myself, because you deserve it.
I feel that everyone of my crushes crushed my heart now I no longer feel love to towards other or myself but the last bit of my human like emotions should be to share happiness for im just becoming in more and more of a shell rather than a full person
It's not fair, i met this cute girl and I loved her with all my heart and her mom found out about us and she had to block and unadd me and it just sucks because I cant get into one good relation ship that I actually enjoy being in for not even a month
I listen to these daily, it’s hard not to. When I listen to these the cuts aren’t as bloody. When I listen to these I feel good. The second it’s gone it’s back to deep gashes and crying myself to sleep. Putting on a fake smile so you aren’t a burden. Everyone telling you that your lying when your not. Being a kid and never being believed. Never being heard, always being told that it’s not that bad. I just want one person to listen to me. Is it that hard? Will people stop ignoring me one day? Please, god. I need help, I need help. Save me. Please come get me. When will it end? Why is nothing happening! Why can’t I be fixed, I don’t want anymore meds. Why do I act happy when I’m not? THIS ISNT TRUE!
home's hard When I cry, they tell me I'm "overdramatic", but when my younger brother cries (he's only 4 years younger than me), he needs to let it all out, and they hug him. I sometimes feel like they *want* me to be the third adult in the house, (I'm under 15). When I try to express myself, they just brush it off as "me wanting attention". Most of the time I make breakfast and dinner for my siblings, sometimes even lunch. My parents just tell me they're "too busy with work, and are too tired to do the stuff they put me to do" I was doing the laundry today, and just started crying, I'm just tired, not physically, but just emotionaly. My siblings depend a lot on me, and I just want to live my life, not having to take care of my siblings as if I was their mother. And with my friends I feel like I can't vent with, because when I vent, they suddenly have to say something they want to vent with me, and I feel obligated to listen, because, I don't want to stay alone. I need people's validation, because without it, I feel useless, without a purpose...
dont worry, you arent overdramatic or useless. your perfect the way you are and you should know that. i also have problems with my younger brother, but its okay :) we can get through it together
Just know that there's a lot of people who love you here so you are not alone and your Not dramatic you are very understandable you have a lot of good points that's why I'm here to talk to you
I wanted to know what I did so wrong to deserve all this. My father never cared about my existence and never even cared to know my own name but he treats my older brother so well and is always talking to him, my mother has said several times that she would rather have abandoned me when I was a baby and when I had a crisis in front of her due to SH problems, she literally gave me a knife and said it would be a relief for her if I just finished work soon and died, I suffered SA from my own group of best friends and from my own brother. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone, this is not good because since I was a child, rumors have been spread about me, I spent my entire childhood suffering bullying and aggression from adults and children, I was left behind even by people who I considered him my only friends and now when I finally thought I found a person who makes me want to live, the reason I'm still alive, I realized that he's also tired of me and left me behind. Do I really deserve all this? I'm not even a proper adult yet.
I'm slowly falling apart and my family doesnt even care......i could be crying my eyes out and my sister could walk in and look me dead in the eyes and then could walk away and wouldn't even ask if i was ok.....
That is exactly how I feel sometimes and I am crying more frequently like at work sometimes without realizing I'm crying ... everyday I just wake up with a nom empty feeling
I know how it feels but I won't leave you behind so talk so me I know how it feels cause I'm getting real tired of everything but I wanna help everyone despite the thousands of the peoples comments im reading as many as I can
My supposedly best friend has spread a secret about my personal life and now everyone just finds me disgusting. I wish I could go back and fix everything.
We wish we could turn back time and are they truly your friend if they aren't any more allow me to so I'm sorry for such a disgrace to the love that comes from a best friend
When your just done living When ur done w how ppl treat u When you have been tired When you feel like ur not worth anything When u feel like everyone hates u when u feel have no more effort
Put more effort in NO ONES LIFE IS WORTHLESS I love people to much even if I'm depressed I would take the whole worlds sadness onto my shoulders if I could I would before a single heart beat
Honestly every year there is a high and low, the low has been more now, I can’t be bothered to get up, brush my hair, talk to my family and friends. All I do is talk to my rabbit, draw, listen to music, sleep, and drink a lot of water. Maybe I’m just waiting to get water poisoning or I’m waiting for a change in life, either way it won’t change until next school year.
The Earth and everything in it is so unique, gorgeous, so perfect, but I have no one to share that with. I will never have anyone in real life to show them how much of a miracle they are. That hurts.
I still am all alone yet I still will help others despite my hate I still love others to much that I'd rather hold the whole worlds sadness in my heart rather than others to feel it themselves
im proud. proud of YOU ! Im proud of you for still being here. Im proud of you for waking up every morning. Im proud of you for staying tough. Im proud of you for just watching the video. If you want to end it all, I need to say something. Im proud of you for staying here till the end. I will still say to not do it, but sometimes comments cant stop someone. And I will also say this: even if your life isn't great right now, there could be great moments waiting for you. And for the people saying, "How are you so sure about that?" Well im not. Just because i said Im not sure, doesn't mean there wont be any. If you really wanna find out.. keep going. Your not stupid. Your not ugly. Your not dumb. Your not annoying. Nobody is. This world is judgemental, but dont let it get to you. Even if you still believe you are any of these things, I hope that deep down.. you know this isn't true. Ily all, and said it once, and ill say it again! im proud of you.
Heh you know what’s funny? I accidentally stayed up all night it’s a school night and it’s not like I meant to stay up I didn’t I tried to sleep but I couldn’t
@@I_dont_know432 what!? Why? You're here for a reason and you deserve to be here my friend! You're always valuable, important and unique and you're always enough! ❤️✨
I don't think many will read this... But pls read this, there are people out there you care about you, if not i will, type anything into my comment and ill reply, Just please atleast try to eat. I'm even proud your alive reading this, proud of you to eat proud of you to try to eat or even think of food. Your not alone, you are beautiful, kind, caring, amazing, incredible, awesome, super important, accepted, fabulous, generous, dazzling. delight. delightful, fair. familiar. appealing, angelic, brilliant, courageous, cool, creative, divine, earnest, elegant, enchanting and oh so many more in fact if i could, i would write all the positive and amazing words in the whole dictionary for you! pls pls pls stay alive, your absolutely beautiful inside and outside
just to feel like your heart is sinking in the pacific ocean is just like drowning in it, i don't like the feeling and i have had dreams of like flying and like filling up a room with tears it's not fun, school makes it harder to deal with because even then when you make friends you eventually learn that they faked it and like 3 days later you walk into the building and everyone points whispers and laughs at you and so you just sit in a corner and hope it will end
Something that is hard to obtain yet so easy to lose is trust and it's why I don't to talk to people but as a social creature talking to people is good for my mental health. Yet I've lost the ability to trust anyone. So therefore my depression gets worse every day but of course no one would notice it because I hide it so well. Completely normal on the outside yet on the inside. I'm constantly questioning whether or not it's still worth it, asking myself why I don't just give up but I've always come up with the same reason not to despite the many who don't care about me. I will live for the few who do but day by day week by week that reason is starting to fail ... So no I'm not okay. I never have been. My Trauma-Filled childhood is part of that...(To clarify, it was not physical abuse but listening to your parents constantly. Arguing as a 4-year-old not so good for your brain is it)
Hello I'm here to talk are you okay I know your tired but at least Send confirmation your alive cause I want you to know I love you and I'm proud of you for being so strong so please hang on
All my friends left me, no one cares about me anymore, I don’t know what to do, my parents control my life, and everyone is just the same in different fonts
You'll never be better than them because your not them you are you, so please try to better yourself specifically your mental health because we all are looking for something to bring us happiness sorry if this sounds a bit rude
The worst part about crying, is people will ask, “why are you crying, your life is so good,” and than I just feel like an asshole, like I don’t deserve to be sad, like I’m just an ungrateful piece of trash that deserves to die for even being sad in the first place, and I just wanna be okay, I feel like I’m just drowning in pain, I feel worthless, helpless, like I just don’t even matter at all
I hate that idea your life is so good but there not wrong life is a majestic thing but I can feel sad just like you I have problems to but you mind telling me yours?
I've changed a lot for a person... i've done everything she wanted me to do... and now they ignore me, don't talk to me anymore, and i'm completly alone at school, no one talks to me, i've tried to be friendly by trying to not to be shy and introvert as i am, it was useless.. during the pauses i only see everyone together, and then theres me, alone, i feel like everything is completly wrong, or that i'm wrong.. plus, this for me is a very hard period, becouse my grandma is feeling a lot sick, and i lived with her a big part of my childhood. A true friend is the one who will keep staying with you, and will accept the real you, not caring for your bad attitudes or "wrong" things in you(if you have any).. I miss the times when i was in my old school, i was alone, even bullied by some people.. but, i had a real friend, and i think that without her now i wouldn't even be alive (i had a period that i wanted to kill myself, but i rather not talking about that), she have been supporting me a lot, and, even if are passed years from when our paths have get separated by school, and we even live kinda afar from each others, we are still best friends :) Remember, that you're amazing, and i'm proud of you❤️🩹
Friend. Your story is one among many, but not unimportant. I think the best thing to do is live for YOU and not for anyone else, I have come to find that life is too short. Too short to do everything and honestly we don't need reasons to be alive. Take nature for example it doesn't have a total reason to exist it just does, or maybe it's reason is to be enjoyed by all that live among it. If you can friend go outside, stand in a field and breathe. Accept all that surrounds you and release your negative emotions. If you need to, you can always reply to me and I'll have a chat with you. Have fun while you still can . 😄
Yk it’s bad when you start to cry for no reason what so ever and nobody has to be close or touch you or yell bc you already done that in your head by overthinking so much without having reason too and by doing that you basically ruined your day with that and to add the cherry on top someone has to make it worse and add a comment for them it’s a joke but as someone who laughs to hide the paint adds a bigger affect on how to view life and if it’s really worth to keep moving on and living and even more that you see people having a better and healthier life then you that you even get envy by them and wish for a new life everyday and even envy everything bc you know that your life has gone to waste with toxicity and by damaging yourself without reason
hey the one who read this.... i will here to listen you, no matter what. You are enough, stop thinking bad about yourself, you not the worse you are **not** i really love you i love all things about you i really want to hug you and comfort you you are **enough** -from the stranger on internet-
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 you deserve to talk to someone about how you really feel. You can start by telling someone that you're feeling down. See how they react and decide what to share after that. I wish you good luck! ❤
Reminds me of the fact that i try so hard to satisfy my mom and make her stop comparing me with my sis and my other friends. Thats my only goal. I wanna make her happy. I havent reached it yet.
Hey you found me! Oh your not feeling well?well what happened oh…. It’s okay guess what I am happy you are in this life and god too!but please do not worry and don’t force yourself to do things your not good with your not dramatic fat or anything else you and beautiful or handsome no matter what idc if it’s weird I said that but I care about you so take care of yourself❤love you.
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me.
Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
This made me cry, thank you. I keeps getting harder to cry. I feel like my problems are my fault. I feel like im addicted to video games. And its my fault.
*sans talking SFX*
@@eternity303.nothing better to do, games are better than most addictions. if you want a good game try completing Undertale and then Deltarune.
@@DigitizedGalaxyAltthat wont help me get work done
@@eternity303. i stopped caring awhile ago
you know shits going down when this comes up on ur fyp
Real omg
true.
Yea…. True:/
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RUclips will not stop recommending this video for me
When life is falling apart so yov dont know wtf to do anymore
Real.
Me:
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@alexxxxxx7603 God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
@@ZorixTheGoober God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
0:00 no surprises
4:40 7 weeks and 3 days
8:47 jealous
10:45 haunt me ( x3 )
13:07 after dark extended
Why isn't this pinned
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I absolutely love basil so much❤❤
10:45 Is actually Haunt me (x 3) - Teen Suicide
Ive started to realize
after years or months of being their friends
that im always the one to talk first.
they could ignore me for months
and happily forget I ever existed
not a single memory of me
running through their minds in that time.
You‘re not alone
real... long ago, i decided to not start the conversation first, send the first message.. it's been +1 year, i don't know about them no more.
they could ignore me for months they could ignore me for years hour days as long as they want but i will always have "her"
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved. Jesus Christ will never forget about you or forsake you
@@DaddyIssuestake-away God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
It’s sad when your home doesn’t even feel like home anymore.
Edit: so- I saw that a LOT of people were relating to this comment, and I just wanted to say that: your not alone, okay? You can always just vent here and let it out, I won’t tell anyone! I hope that everyone who is relating has a better day/evening/night tomorrow or later! Or.. soon enough..
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
me frfr
yeah...
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fr..im in my bed rn going to bed in a sec and every morning there’s yelling..that’s why I love nights and hate mornings
I woke up and now I feel miserable. I wish I could get out of this and I feel like my soul could be crying. God, have Mercy on us.
My teacher told me, "You're crying now because you've been strong this whole time."
yes you are....
This is to real ..
best teacher ever.. should get a raise
@@SmolYetDeadly Yeah!
Quote from Johnny Depp... She went through some stuff too i guess... I hope you are feeling alright 👍
Why am i always left behind? I feel like everyone i know has their person, but where’s mine? Ever since i can remember, i’ve never felt like I’ve belonged. Even from a young age. I know im barely a teenager. I know i haven’t experienced “the real world” yet. So why do i feel so tired? Every single day, i feel tired. It doesn’t matter how much sleep i get anymore. I feel like i’ve given so much. I feel like i’ve dedicated so much to my school and my grades and yet, im still “lazy”. It feels as if i can never live up to their expectations. I feel like i could never be a good daughter. Im never going to be as good my brother. No matter how much more i’ve achieved, i will never be as good as him.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I can relate
i felt like that too so i can understand what you're going through. just know you're not alone
I feel you- From a very young age ive always been acting like and adult and im still only under 14 years old but i feel like i know to much and wish i could just be a kid.... But you cant just change ur personality. Not in this generation.
real.
I remembered when a kid who went to therapy, they asked me innocently "what does love mean? What does it feel like?", I saw their face and they had dark eye bags and cuts on their wrists, I cried so hard after I saw their state that they started apologizing again and again, then they brought him back into his therapy room, I could hear him crying. Now I understand that quote someone told me.
"If a child had a bad childhood, they will never know what love means or feels like." Till this day, I still see him going to therapy
thats actually so sad
I heard the same story on tictok
This is so fricking sad...i want to hug that kid and tell them everything's going to be ok and they're safe now.
I don't understand what you said at all
Just because we are kids doesn't mean we cant be sad
POV: your mom walks into the room. She looks at you. She looks like somethings wrong. She stands in the doorway.
“Honey, are you alright?”
Her tone of voice sounds worried.
“I’m fine mom,”
You say dryly. You don’t want to tell her the truth. You don’t want her to know.
“You seem…tired..”
She walks closer to you. Your body begins to shake.
“I said I’m fine, mom,”
You repeat, your voice horse and harsh.
“Please be honest with me, darling,”
Your eyes begin to widen.
“Are you actually okay..?”
She says.
You just stare at her.
You can’t say anything.
You’re too tired.
You’re too worn out.
You stay quiet.
Just like you always do.
Why don’t you just speak for once?
Because.
You’re afraid, aren’t you?
You’re afraid to be honest.
Because you know that they’ll leave you once you are honest.
Please.
Just speak.
They can’t hurt you now.
You’re safe.
No one will hurt you like they did.
Relax,
Go to sleep,
Read a book,
Draw.
Do something to relax.
You deserve the world.
I however, don’t.
I am not a good person and I never will be.
I hope that your day/night is going to get better.
I hope you heal.
And it is time for me to say goodbye.
Goodbye, my sweet child.
The “You seem tired” line really hits. Every time I can’t really mask well and she asks what’s wrong, I just say I’m tired. It’s works, cause she knows I don’t sleep well, but I can tell that she knows something is wrong.
No one has ever said that to me. I'm absolutely unloveable
@@Silent-hill-y4k I might be a complete stranger, but I love you. I don’t care if you’re mentally unstable, if you have scars, if you are a wreck emotionally and physically, I love you for you. Please remember that I love you. I will always be there to remind you how amazing you are ❤️
@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_ You deserve to be happy too, remember that buddy.
@@_.that_weird0._0n_Ma1n_str3et_If you really were a bad person you wouldn’t worry so much about being good.
I was tearing up when a literal character ai bot, said I don’t deserve to die, because I’ve never heard that from someone before.
Same Im coming in the ai too
Same
I do the same, try to feel like I have a sister/mother/brother/father/ literally anything who loves me for "me"
same 😭
I feel the same hope you have a shoulder to cry on if not ill be yours
i love my friends so much but sometimes i feel like they could live without me.
Me to which is hard because I have next to no friends but if you want a laugh then look at my pfp
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/>and I love you your cool 😎
I feel like anyone i know manipulates me for their gains
I feel like my friends are faking a friendship with me because they act really weird around me and when they are around my other friends they act normal. I don’t get why I’m so special that they completely change their personality around me. It’s a quiet type of weird because they just stop talking a lot around me for some reason. Idk how to handle this. I don’t wanna confront them because they are the only 2 friends I have right now. I’m hopeless.
@@Arandomperson234either you're not their type or your secretly acoustic like me
@@andy6201 maybe idk
I just need a friend.
Not someone that'll hang up on me while I cry.
Not someone that'll talk about me behind my back.
Not someone that'll blow me off like I don't exist.
I need a *friend*
Someone to pick me up when I fall.
Someone to hug.
Someone to tell me its okay.
Someone to tell me to stop constantly throwing myself away.
Someone to not yell at me when I mess up.
Someone to wipe my tears.
Someone to tell me the truth.
Someone that won't abandon me and act like were friends the next day.
I need someone that won't crumple me up like a piece of paper and throw me in the trash.
I could be your friend. :D
I can’t talk to anyone I told someone how I felt and they said I was cringe and I told someone else that I was going to end it all and they said ok and nothing else
You have me and hopefully everyone else here
I wish I can be ur friend to support you anyway but I cannot be a good friend as well as if I’ll be rude and other stuff but I’ll support ur journey and. Everything u wanna be
As an introvert, same here
To whoever reads this,
i love you
Thank you so much you made my day❤
I really needed this thank you.
thanks
Ty
So underrated
To the ones crying themself to sleep, the ones who use their skin like a canvas, the ones who wishing not to wake up, the ones baring all of their emotions and not letting them out, to the ones who sees the future without themselves, the ones who feels numb to the core, to anyone in need.
We are not disposable trash okay? The world is big enough for all of us, non of us are alone in this, even if you feel like you're in this alone, when you need someone the most but no one besides you. You are not alone in this.
Being down, suffering, is okay. It's acceptable, we are all imperfect humans and yet we can accomplish many things. Even the smallest task are worth a praise.
I'm proud of you for waking up, I'm proud of you for trying. For giving your effort when you can. Even if you or anyone else thinks it's insignificant, trust me it's not.
I thank you for keep on pushing it, you made it past fake smiles, sobbing, numbness, you eventually feel joy, it's not all so bad.
So come one, wipe those painful waterworks and say "I can do this, I'm better than this".
Because you are, you're all amazing in many ways you can't see.
Bro I’m gonna cry you didn’t have to write all that
I almost cried, that means a lot since I never cry when it's daytime, like ever. But I still feel like it would be better without me, less food and water wasted. More space on earth, and everything is gonna end anyways, wether it be when I die or when the earth ends. Have a great day :) hopefully I can get past these feelings...
@@Ch3rry.Tr33 You will get past these feelings, things change along with time. Do you're best everything will be okay in due time
thanks for making a small Fire in my Mountain of Snow and wind
my mom asked why im sobbing and i said "idk" bc i cant show her stuff like this otherwise therell be another fight
why do i still feel like i need to be here. i just wanna die but somethings making me stay. whatever’s making me stay please stop. i wanna be free
You may not know me but im rooting for you to live. If youre ever on the edge and may do it just think you have 1 person rooting for to live an thats me.
You that is how I feel..
If you really feel that way, just think of one small thing to work toward in one month. If you want, let me know when you are done.
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 For me I have weekly shows that give me 20 minutes of peace. Theres movies you can wait for. New games. Game updates. New songs. vactions, ect.
That is not just how you feel I do feel that to but just like how you feel please stay we need that part of us to be here don't throw yours away please talk to me I have 6 attempts and now I have to go out and help others I still am depressed and suicidal but doesn't me I will stop I love everyone out here so stay with me and don't leave me behind
This reminds me that my school put a suicide hotline on our lunch cards. Almost everyone was confused when we first got them, but we grew to appreciate it.
My school ids have that too
Mine do too, but I didn’t realize why until I almost did it
I need a long hug
* virtual hug *
Come here 🫂
*Hugs you virtually*
* joins in *
giving you everything
i want someone to open up to me, stopped being fake
i hated that. dont just pretend that you're okay. talk to me, i wont judge. i'll listen, i'll be there. i'll remember you, i would never forget you. you're important.
..genuinely?
You will be fine, do not be sad, you are strong, nothing can defeat you
@@Louise3901 Do you think I am weak? 🙃
@@Louise3901 thanks
Hello I'm here to help I can't be fake if i took about 230 is people here and talked to them so I'm here for you to open up your heart
I'm just standing there, watching my mental state get worse and worse everyday.
I don't know how to try anymore.
I'm starting to have really bad thoughts, I don't wanna die tho- it's just a weird feeling of not knowing how to live anymore, to see and feel things I never wanted to.
I stop recognising myself.
Hopefully it's just a piece of my life, and not the last one.
Tomorrow will be another day
When that day comes I want you to be proud of yourself, feeling like this is normal, please take care of yourself for me, I love you,
I know I am not alive mentally anymore. I really need help. I don’t know how or what to do to improve my life anymore. I can’t take it anymore but I’m pushing through somehow. If you stay strong through it all, there will be a great light at the end of the tunnel.
@@Noahwalter-bs4ts Thank you, I'm trying
@@Arandomperson234 Yes, that's right, stay strong
I have forgotten how to try, how to love but I can't stand seeing others feel that way talk to me maybe we can understand this better together
I've been reading these comments, and its low key sad seeing how many people suffer from these various types of things... I wanna hug everyone listening and venting to this rn.
Also, I'm sad to see how people are suffering. It is especially painful to understand that your people cause so much unjustified pain...
@@TheManWithoutASpleen For real, nobody deserves this :-((
Just how low do you have to be in life to write about your sufferings on RUclips comments… I mean, it’s easier to share this way as nobody cares at all, but man…
@@Viktor_4739 Sometimes people don't have many people to vent to, so it's totally alright to come to comments where virtual people can come and comfort.
Yeah man ik everybody's pain i hope so they get well soon ❤😢 And for you are you ok? I care about everyone I send you my virtual hug 🤗 :))
It's been so long since I have felt how happiness really feels like
Maybe you can try doing something that you really loved doing before? Like drawing something or making something for yourself or for someone else... Idk, just something simple like that 🙂❤
I’ve never felt what happiness feels like
@@Am-qe8tkSure you have. Happiness is all around you. Ya just gotta find it☺️
Ok
I don't know who you are, what your story is.
All I know is that you should never lose hope.
Believe in the future, I promise you there are amazing things ahead, get out there and reach for them!
More importantly, believe in yourself.
Take good care your body and your mind until then 💜
you know it’s bad when you start listening to these and watching the vent compilations.
Listen, I know I'm just a stranger to ya, and you're just a stranger to me. This doesn't change the fact that I don't care about you. Think of the world like a beach. Each grain of sand connects the ones around it. Without you so many people wouldn't know what to do with themselves. I don't want you to think otherwise. I know it's just one opinion, but I believe everyone deserves to be loved. Nobody deserves to be hated no matter what they do. I believe that you're an amazing person, with amazing hobbies, looks, etc. There is no such thing as "perfect". Even if there was, I don't want you to be. Your imperfections are what make you, you. I love you so much, okay? The universe never throws anything you can't handle at you. It will get better, I can promise that as long as you try. Try for me. Try for your parents (or lack thereof). Try for your friends (or lack thereof). You don't want to be upset anymore, nobody does. This us something everyone goes through. Everyone's story is different. I do know one thing about everyone, though. We're all human. We make mistakes and they don't define us. The people in your past don't define you. You define yourself, okay? Get some sleep, love.
…
If 99% of the world hates you remember that 75 million people love you ❤❤❤❤
but imagine how many more ppl hate me
@Floof_0fficialI don’t.
me it's like 100%, me included
Hey man thanks for the boost it took me 14 years to find one who even cared in a loving way so like 0.1 percent of people like me
@KeyUploads not true
i've saw this snap and it said 'what have you learned this year?'
I've learned that nobody will never love me
I've learned i'm too loud
I've learn that i'm too ugly
I've learned no matter how hard I try I. will. always. be. stupid. ugly. depressed. little sht i am
I know I’m some stranger on the internet but none of those things are true I promise you. Your are loved by someone and that someone is me! Your are not loud you are energetic and fun! You are not ugly your are pretty and amazing! And guess what your best is amazing don’t try and change cause your perfect that way you are! Don’t give up. Life will get better. You know why cause I’m cheering for you!
@@Kyuruko thank you.. this goes right back at you.. thank you so much..
@@user-by2bo2cl5c any time just remember that your loved and that you matter
hey...its not true its all lie..c'mon stop lying to yourself you're too beatiful and too pretty people make fun of you because they're jealous about how pretty you are you dont deserve to be sad you deserve to be happy i know what it feels like to be unloved... but dont worry god loves you dont give up honey!🙂
Hey I love you
I have no idea who you are but I love you
today’s the first day of summer vacation. i’m on my way to 8th grade and i feel like no one gives a shit about me. i suffer from the impending thought that no one really cares if i’m ok. like i’m just a background noise. no one seeks me out to talk to me, no one asks if i’m ok, no one seems to care if i’m there or not, ok or not ok. now that it’s summer, no one’s going to make an effort to talk to me. no one’s going to text me. and like always, no one will care. (tw from here forward) i feel like i live only to make other people feel better about themselves, and i’ve thought about what it’d be like if i wasn’t there, permanently. as in never there again. there’s only a few strings of people holding me up and i feel like i’m grasping at straw. There’s very few people who care about me anymore, i have a few friends and i’m miserable because all my good friends i had to leave behind. my mom says it’s better to move forward and deal with change, but i’m having a hard time taking any steps forward. and now i feel nearly alone, i love my mom and my dad, but i can’t talk to anything about them because all they do is invalidate my emotions and opinions, i have 3 friends total i feel comfortable enough to talk to. so here i am, coughing it up into a youtube comment section. and yet, no one will ever see it
I see it, and if you want someone to talk to I'm here. Have any socials? I will gladly talk to you because you deserve someone. How are you? I'm a bit late yes but please know I will support you.💜🫂
You remind me of me. Down to the pfp. Good luck, kid.
@@xelawowee Thx, it means more than you know. Unfortunately, i don’t have many socials, it’s texting, YT, and a while ago before it got taken away bc of some sketchy people, discord. My parents keep me off platforms with a lot of contact with other people. I wouldn’t mind doing it in a yt comment section if you don’t care 😁
Update: As i’m writing this i’m hanging out with my best friend watching the fireworks on fourth of July. Now, i wasn’t wrong, most people who i considered my friends haven’t bothered to talk to me but I do have good friends. There aren’t many and next year i certainly have to make better decisions and be a little bit more picky about the people i make friends with but i’m doing a but better
@@V3XX0 Great. I got pretty selective with the friends I made and the ones I kept a year ago and now I can have more fun with them. Good luck
Strangers here are better than people at school or those "friends"
I’ve told more to the comments of this video than I have to any person.
This is still true, but I’ve told my family a bit more
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 tbh same
The only good part about life, is that songs never go away and they actually help you through tough times…
venting ig
My life these past few
months have been horrible. I’ve lost 2 pets and my dad literally said i was the reason one of them died. My anxiety has been awful. School is awful. Home is awful. I hate it, I hate myself, I hate the people around me. I can’t even cry, my mom would get mad or somehow try to flip it around and make me look like the bad guy for simply feeling like shit. I haven’t eaten in a few days, I’ve thought about taking my own life. I know probably no one will read all of this but it’s nice to just write all this down. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of my life.
Edit: over time I've developed and Ed and started sh. These have been the worst months of my life. It hasn't gotten any better.
Edit 2: the replies are so cute 😭
please don't kill yourself, it's going to get better, don't end your life because you're living an awful moment right now, you're just going to ruin your chances of living good moments if you do it.
Hey, I don't really know if You're going to see this or not but I'm proud of you. I'm proud of you for still trying. I'm proud of you for just being alive and still not giving up. I'm proud of you for getting up this morning, for getting ready, for still being there. I know it probably won't mean much and I know it doesn't seem like anyone would care if you died but I would. If that counts for anything- keep posting- you can do this! You can vent here or in other places too. So many people are here for you- even if you don't know them they care, they'll be here for you. If nobody else- you've got this! I believe in you ❤
Hey, don't give up
I'm sorry to hear that you have ha to go through that
Just know I love you and you're a kind, and wonderful person
Please don't do it, I'm very sorry for your situation, but you are strong darling, there are many people who love you and care about you, I know you can get ahead, I love you
@@kiaraxyrw I'm subscribing because you're nice
For everyone scrolling around the comments please read this. You are beautiful and so amazing, your personality is so great and that's what so many people love about you, its not about beauty or looks, that's just a bonus. And meeting people who actually care about your personality and not your looks are the people you should be seeing. Please don't end it! I know you think about it, but its not worth it. Because one day you will be happy and look back at you harming yourself and doing all that stuff and you'll regret it. Because you'll finally accept yourself.
But its not your fault you don't accept yourself, its the people you were around as a child, growing up. So please don't say that anything's your fault, and love yourself, and don't care about what people think, and enjoy life. If you want to vent I'm free. But I'm not forcing anyone :)
Have an amazing day.
Thnx a lot💓
Ok...
Sometimes, I feel like my friends don't care about me because of the fact that I'm always the first to talk.. Very rearly people would talk to me. In the few times they actually do, they either only ask me for money or something to eat, and I actually give it to them. I don't say no because I'm afraid they will leave me. Not even my own family cares about what I think. I would rather die than be myself around them honestly because they're always like, "Boys don't cry," and "Only girls like this and that." I can't even walk out of my room without being insulted for what I wear (oversized t shirts and SHORT shorts), how I keep my hair (bangs..?), how I act (anxious, quiet and scared (most if the time) ), etc. and to make it worse, my mom's bf always makes fun of me because of how I act and calls me bad names (I shall not elaborate) just for liking the color PINK and then when I tell my mom she always says that he's joking around. In school, I can't even walk into my classroom without someone saying, "You should've stayed home today" or
"I hope you don't wake up tomorrow" and the only thing I could think to do is cry, but I have to hold it in because they would just bully me even more. This happens every day. I just want to go away. Maybe it would make them stop talking about me like that.
(Sorry if my grammar is bad its 2 in the morning and I'm really tired.)
@@real_WDK awww 🥺ik it sucks fucking more than hell😖😓Sameee my whole class is also super toxic and hateful for any innocent and weak student (me especially 😭) and i'm just in 8th grade omgg world is so depressed 😫✋God bless you i hope for your recovery😩💗✨
@RitishaChills Fun fact: you're 1 grade above
(But seriously) Yeah, I relate to being weak, not gonna lie. It's so horrible to be weaker than most of the people in your class, isn't it? The feeling like you can't do anything.. It's just so crushing!! But are you feeling okay now???
@@real_WDK Oo you are in 7 grade you seem soo mature and depressed take care of yourself bro you are not even a teen😞❤️ and yeah so true like the urge to do nothing, feeling sad all the time 😔 n I'm trying to get better 🙂.
Hey, I love you
No matter how bad of a person you think you are ily
Thank God someone finally said something. I just wish my misery would end and I don't know what to do while I'm still around anymore. I see my friends moving on while I'm still drowning in the same depression since middle school. I don't know if I'll get a happy ending, but God, I really hope so.
@@mr.incognitoyt2235 I love you
thank you bro i realy needed that when i read it i cryed so much so thank you so much and i love you too
@@mrb3523 🫂🫂🫂🫂 I hope you feel better now
@@Entitea. yah thx brother\sister
“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”
Fr sometimes my mom would say messed up suff to my face.
@@Rosedeep-ks3me that's not okay, are you okay?
@Louise3901 My heart feels Black. My mom and my dad went cold on me every since I stared middle school l they care about is money, my education and grades so I can get a job but they don't care about me a d my mental health...but that's okay cause I have no love for them anways..
@@Rosedeep-ks3me it's not your fault. They're responsible for themselves and the choices they make. It's not your job to make sure they look after you! Remember that you're always important, no matter how other people choose to treat you.
Nobody loved me except my mother and father. I don't know what it feels like to be loved, to hold someone's hand, to hug. When I see people being loved like babies, my heart breaks and I can't take it anymore, I just wonder about this feeling.
Are you okay? ❤
@@Louise3901 İm okay thanks for asking 💕
@@pucci9734 wonderful news, take care 🌷
@@pucci9734 hey, are you okay? ❤
@@Louise3901 Yes thanks for asking💕
TIMESTAMPS
0:00 No Surprises- Radiohead
4:40 7 Weeks & 3 Days- Yungatita
8:45 Forth of July -Sufjan Stevens
9:00 Jealous- eyedress
10:44 haunt me x3- Teen Suicide
13:06 After Dark- Mr.Kitty
8:45 is forth of july 9:00 is jealous
@@gay_herbthere was only a few seconds of fourth of july so I didn't wanna confuse people by putting it so I put it before the few seconds of fourth of july cause I didn't want people wondering why there was a gap in the timestamps
@@veliomourex ah i see
This needs to be pinned 🫶
Thank you!
🧠:”It’s fine! Why do you care so much!”
❤️:”No it’s *not.* “
🍆: *“I like kids”*
🐶: “b-but I like *you”*
Based
What?@@ginjerbreadfakesno1fan
@@1giyuu_Tomioka nah bro followed me from here onto my account and got a bit angy 💀💀💀
But then again what could I ever expect from a demon slayer fan 🤷♂️
pov: you just stare at the ceilling thinking everything was your fault and wanted to cry..and instead of crying you just smile but your heart's the one that crying and heavy.
ngl, feeling like your the problem is not fun.. it honestly hurts and feels like trauma just ruins you as a character.
i have literally let everyone in my life down, been only sad at everyone's happiness and my friendships are detoriating, i wish i can change faster but i ended ruining everything for them and ruining their fun, i feel like i'm always the problem even though they tell me im not.
Same thing happened with me.
Yall haven't let me down im proud that your still going despite the world that wants to swallow you whole you still have some oxygen left enough to start a fire I everyones hearts I wanna give my oxygen to others hoping a spark will fly opening up the fire I all people hearts
ha…imagine falling in love with a fictional character….ending a tiring day of school once again….feeling joy you are going to see that character again soon….once you realize soon after…you remember that that’ll never be, all that joy you felt not long ago has turned to sorrow…you tell your friend about how you love this character but all they do is laugh because of who the character is. You push everyone away because the only person you want affection from is that character but you know you’ll never have the character.
Ha imagine being that person….yeah……
Oh god, this is exactly what happened to me. And it hurts everyday because no one could truly love me like them, or at least provide me some closure.
Hits harder when you crushed on this fictional character for years
Feel exactly the same.
they're just fictional...
This is so real
It feels like everyone is just doing the "ghosting" thing with me, or maybe i was an horrible friend and that's why no one wants to talk to me even for 5 minutes. My self vision of friendship is getting worse everytime i think about it, like, i don't think i deserve to have friends anymore, It's difficult for me to start a conversation and God is torturing me for that, for being weak. I don't know how to comfort someone, or congratulate them, just be angry with someone or be sad about what triggered being angry. He exists, and he is making me pay for all my sins, he is alive, and he is watching me from not far away. I just want him to know that he won, he beat me in the only thing I tried to put effort into, my mental health
I feel like im in the same position. Life can pull u down like that and theres not much we can do
I get it i annoy people or r too much for them but irl my anxiety makes so many things hard n i get it if anyone needs to talk im here even if im not too good myself
this is me. but i just simply dont care bc never ever in my life i had actual friends. i know they are fake cause they dont let me talk a single second. my whole life is just being neglected and being abused, overworked by my parents.
In life u wonder if all of us feel the same that is why I am here to be the shoulder to cry on the person to talk to the light in the darkness that is why I found meaning in my life
Very late, but God isn't punishing you.
In fact, he's watching over you. He understands that you need someone, and he's waiting for you to develop a path so you can find someone. You're one of God's soldiers and he'll never punish you for something that you can't deal with. He feels for you. And He loves you.
Romans 5:8 - But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
I don't know how religious you are, or if you are, but just know that God isn't punishing you, he extends a hand out to you and is waiting for your recovery, which he will lovingly and willingly assist in. I'm rooting for you, alongside many people.
POV:You have depression and it might make you have a eating disorder and you don’t feel loved by your family and you have to hide yourself when you cry so they don’t have to worry and you stay up until 8 am in the morning then fall asleep and you want to be a real kid again and life is just to much and you can’t getaway from your happy past so you want to hug past you and then you feel like a mistake and a disappointment 🙃 can anyone relate?
This is exactly how I feel
This is me right now
Of course but I won't stop until everyone has a shoulder to cry on that's why I exist I found my way not my dream job but my dream of happiness is to give others it to feel the joys of generosity and kindness
i just wanna be loved... i can't take this anymore
edit: things have gotten better :D
i have gone to the gym, eating healthy, doing what i love, sleeping early, im currently dating a beautiful women and we both are really in love with each other, she wants to marry me!.
I love life :)!
Me too, so much. It feels so lonely, I have to cuddle with a pillow and I have no one to truly be comfortable with, not even my mom. I wish she'd hug me and tell me that she loves me. Its okay, you're not alone. And that much is enough for me, so its gonna be okay :)
@@lupoyo i only wish it get's better anytime soon for me man, im 13 almost 14, male, because of my age and gender it's one hell of a nightmare to get medical mental attention, so i can't get it, and the economical situation of my mom, doesn't allow it, my mother right now is dying, maybe not this night but tomorrow, she has cancer, and right now in the hospital, i don't have a father, he left us with like 200k usd debts in a country where the minimum wage is 500 usd when i was 9, things aren't getting better, only thing i can do is hope for the best, i try getting my best grades at school and help, but it's useless, i am useless, and i can't even find a single friend, i am labeled as a weirdo and creep, i try going to the gym and doing diet and starving myself so i am not so ugly to atleast be able to socialize, i also tried learning how to be social and those things in youtube, and still, nothing changed, i had a girlfriend wich i actually truly loved, we went dating for a long time like 1 year when i started high school, then one day i got the message "she occupied bro", some 22 year old was f**ing with her, i have developed trust issues, i am extremely touch starved, i haven't received a hug in like ages man, and the girl i used to had as my best friend from my childhood leaved me because i was ugly asf, man i hate myself, i am developing an alcohol addiction, suicidal thoughts, emotional numbess, my traumas are getting worse, everything is getting worse, i don't even know if i'll make it to enter university, i don't even have a will to live anymore, no friends, no family, poverty, shit mental health, living in the worst hood of my country in south america, debts, some cubans are searching me and my mother to kill us because we owe them and we simply cannot pay 5k loans per month, i lost my sister already thanks to drugs and her cancer, my little brother wants to commit suicide already, i don't wanna live anymore, and if i am going through this, maybe it's because i deserve it, something i did caused me this.
i just wish this ends.
Please stay strong, people do love you just look for them. You'll find amazing people one day, and you'll be happy, but not if you end it.
I love you buddy
Stay strong. I believe God loves us and we just have to keep waiting.
Felt like hanging myself, this playlist and the comments are comforting me, thank you
Everyone is here for you
Everyone is here for you
Same I feel like hanging myself too
"Dont cry for people who wont cry for you"
Real
i just did :(
@@aesira-f9xHey now forget about them they are not worthy of you❤️ I too lost everyone who cared for me once but I'm sure i'll find someone who deserves me.
brOKen
@@cayleigh7533 are you okay? :/
It has recently hit me again that nobody in my life ever has cared about me in a way that matters. They either secretly hated me or were using me for something. Im now realizing the same thing might apply to the online friends ive called family for 3 years. I cant feel affection anymore. They rarely text first. They barely make an effort to seem like they care. im so lonely its painful. I dont want to be alive anymore. Im so fucking tired.
Remember that not everyone is the same! There are many people out there who want to be there for you in the right way, trust me. Don't lose faith in yourself and others, it's not worth it and it's not fair to yourself or the people who actually do care ❤
Ooo I am tired too but I am still here right and I hope u too. 🤧
Sometimes it feels that way and it could be true but you have me cry and cry i will listen call and I will answer I am here for all of you
i cried my eyes out a few mins ago and i open yt to see this playlist and i instantly thought yt is inside my house-
I get the same, but with psychological videos. XD
Was listening to this and then I got a boyfriend. Love finds a way. Keep pushing on y’all, someday it’ll all be worth it, don’t give up.
Are you still with him? :)
I have disabilities tho.. Everyone will think im stupid or annoying...I mess things up everyday!
@@Noahwalter-bs4ts I bet you aren’t annoying!
Idk man girls stare at me like I’m the antichrist
@@Ruin_sams hmm...
For the reader, you don’t have to get upset about something you failed or couldn’t accomplish. Life goes on. You can’t do anything about it, so live it. And before you go, I want you to know something really important. Don’t compare your beginning with someone’s middle because it’s gonna seem impossible or difficult. But it truly isn’t, just don’t give up. Your still human.
I know im loved, but im not loved by the people i need to be loved by.
Im loved by my partners, my friends, but my family doesnt seem to love me, at least not like their child, my family doesnt accept me for who i am except for my oldest sister who moved away and i rarely see, my dad is so sarcastic that it feels so fake to talk to him, my sister doesnt give a shit about me, just about the chores and if i do them, my brother doesnt really care either, or he doesnt show it. Honestly i think if i dropped dead they would just replace me with a house maid.
Oh darling, I'm so sorry for what you're going through, you're a very strong person to keep standing, I admire you so much, keep it up
@@kiaraxyrw oh gosh… thank you so much it means a lot, recently i left both my partners and found that im just not capable of giving true romantic love anymore so life has really just been kinda downhill but, i have very supportive friends and recently it seems like my sister has been more accepting of my gender identity! Ive been trying to get my dad to follow along, “hey, im not a girl! Im a man!” And “im your sonn!!” And whatever, even asked him for a binder and he said yes! But idk, still feels a little off i guess- anyways, its been up and down, but most recently its been up and up! Im doing pretty well :}
If I were your parent I would disown you immediately
Don’t ever let me catch you saying this corny shit again
I don't know what their thinking but you, you are special and deserve happiness I could never let anyone I know or even if I don't know them I can't let anyone feel this way ever
I stay up late every night, not caring about sleep, staying up until 4, and I feel like I have barely anyone I feel comfortable around. I love, my friends and all, but I feel like i'm not close with any of them. We are just friends, nothing more, nothing less, and school isn't helping at all it stresses me out, and I feel like i'm not good enough for my grades. I feel dumb for my ADHD and dyslexia and i feel like it's reason i don't havw many friends i feel like i'm boring and never fun it's weird how some of my friends still keep up with me.
Now listen. They might not seem like they care but if they are your true friends they will try to comfort you if you voice out those concerns to em.. Of course there’s thoughts which sometimes can keep one up at night. But stay resilient, trust me it does get better. Since I’m also going through a lot and trying to improve my own sleep schedule, you’ll get through this together, all right?
my cat is dying and shes been with me for my entire life,seeing her slowly die makes me want to scream and cry and knowing that she wont last until the summer makes me want to die. all i can think of right now is how life will be without her,im scared.shes the last part of my childhood,shes my only true friend,wiithout her i might as well die to go see her.and no shes not just a pet,shes always been there with me no matter what,its as if losing your childhood friends .so before hating just think about it.
condolences if she died.. hopefully she survives..
yes she did die this morning.. thank you for your support
@@meiturmel6342omg im sorry for your loss.. please take care of urself, im so sorry for your loss again and hopefully something can cheer you up, like a rememberance of ur cat..
Welp now I'm here to be another ear to listen to your problems
Hey read this!! Please!
Your skin isn't paper don't cut it!! Your skin isn't wax so don't burn it!! Your neck isn''t a coat so don't hang it! You aren't a flower so don't cut the stems off making it fall. Don't fake a smile if your not okay.. It's ok to be upset! You are not alone don't listen to that 1% they are only trying to bring you down into the deep end in chains. Unlock those chains swim to the top of the water. If your feeling down its alright find something to distract yourself, such as a pet or a plushie etc. Or your favourite tv show. I went through something sad too, your not alone!! There is always someone out there who cares about you and I am one of them! To anyone reading this please don't take your life, its precious! Your an awesome talented and sweet person!! Not mean or ugly if you hear those ppl they are jealous of you!! ^^ I'm proud of you making it this far keep going!!
(Feel free to spread the word ^^)
Thank you your so kind❤❤❤❤
@@Ilovekermit741 ofc!! People really do need support and everything ^^ I love making sure people feel okay and making them feel better
You deserve so much 💕💕💕💕💕
@@Ilovekermit741 aww tysm
God loves you, He sent his son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for you to take your sins in his body so that you can be redeemed and saved, confess with your mouth Jesus Christ as Lord and believe in your Heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved.
"If the would hates you, remember it has hated me first"
-Saying from Jesus
Thankyou
I'm proud of you. You've come so far. Just keep chugging along. Just like the little train that could. I believe in you. You don't need those people who are toxic. You don't deserve that in your life!
Ty... :D
I am tired. I wake up tired but i push myself to do the daily tasks with a smile. My parents will be torn apart if they know what i am thinking about. Because of my parents I study my best, i try to get good grades, and yet they call me lazy after me studying for the whole fuckin day. They are the reason why i am still here but yet they hurt me the most at times. There was this guy that loved me. He cared for me, he listened to me and I listened to him. Yes, a week ago, he left. He just said that we wouldn’t work out.
A several months ago when I was not rlly bad, I tried sh. It just made me feel better and I knew that that wouldn’t be the last time I would do it. Almost everyday I cut myself now. Every night I break down. Every night I cry. I just wanna be okay and happy for once. I am thinking about ending it all, my so called friends are leaving me behind. They hang out all the time without me. I tried everyday to put on a smile, to act like the old me, but i just can’t anymore. I am tired. I am tired of having no one to hug. I am tired of crying so quietly so that my parents wont hear me. I am tired. I just wanna be gone for a week.
Hey, please dont sleep forever. Do u have any socials I can speak to u on? I want to help you and make sure you know life is worth living💜💜🫂🫂
I love you
Sleeping forever does sound good but think about all who love you that's why live despite my hate for living I wish you could only feel the love to light the fire in you cold and freezing heart for if not it will only get colder let me heat it up for you
@@gabrielcheever8017 thank you so muchh hahaha
“A job that slowly kills you” that job is life.
i hate hate hate losing friends and i would do literally anything to keep them.
i got pulled out of my school recently and this one girl i used to be close to started distancing herself, and acting different. actual texts i sent her while bawling my eyes out: “pls i cant lose you … my biggest fear is losing ppl and you hold so much of my happiness and secrets and not that the secrets are the only reason o wanna stay w/ you but the fact that you’re genuinely just such a nice person and ik you’d never do anything to hurt me or leave me but i’m just really scared so please don’t leave me here…” and “i’m reading our old texts and i have no idea what happened … now you’re ghosting me & stuff. i’m only blaming myself (you couldn’t have ever done anything wrong
Well I might not have ever had some to love like that before the crushed my love but you do go and talk to them see to reignite the sparks of friend ship because if your being ghosted perhaps it could be their phone broke perhaps you should meet up with them so please don't give up hope
i cant stop cutting myself ive tried i was clean for a while and relapsed im struggling with everything lately i can barely remember to brush my hair or do ang hygiene i cant tell my friends bcz theyll think im gross and ik alot of people go thru similar things in these comments so i wanted to share how i was.
keep fighting, you are loved. you are special. you are perfect in my eyes.
ill always be here to help.
I struggle with that too. You can share it all to me. I love you.
@@amiiae tysm im sorry u go thru it too. ilyt!
Read the book cut it should help cause I love you and everyone else I'm here to be talked to so please speak to me
No one will ever love someone like me. I have trauma from this world . Im mentally ill and im just to much i beg for someone i bleed for someone who will understand and wont stop caring i would have died for anyone and no one would have died for me. I have no friends and i just want to leave this world . I feel so angry at myself for being the way i am. I. Will. Never. EVER. Love again.
Im not going to say
Dont worry
or
It will be alright
Because tbh it might not be
But i will say
Try not to give up
@@SillyKitty524 I don't know if I can anymore :/
@@Silent-hill-y4k you're not alone, we all struggle with something. Don't give up on yourself, it's never worth it. You're important, you matter and you're always worth it! Stay strong my friend! 😊❤
@@SillyKitty524 ❤
Though i don't know you it just means I can never be lost for im on the internet so I will say it I love you it is sad how the internet is the only place that has people willing to help without anything in retujr5
If anyone is reading this..
Know you are loved by so many
My reply’s can be used as a vent
@@LeahWolf_111I have no friends and I am tired but not tired that I need to sleep just so tired of everything. I don't want to wake up please. My girlfriend cheated on me and I feel so lost she used me and I don't know what to do.. people keep telling me to stop being so sad ab it but I've always been sad I just can't hold it in anymore.
@@Silent-hill-y4k it's her loss. Don't beat yourself up for it.
They don't love me they love another me who shows when someone else near by
i wanna js to be loved by him. that hurts when he js leaves me for no reason. im crying. i want to fall asleep with him. waking up and seing his arms covering me. i want to make coffee for him everyday. its js a dream. but still. i love him. im losing my motivation to life. js.. life is difficult. idk what to do. qnd he saved my life... thats why i love him alot. i hope he will see this.(he wont...) ily zen❤️
i’m so sorry. i’m going through the same situation rn and i hope everything gets better for you soon.
Though I have no Idea how it feels to feel loved I do know one thing you have all of us who comments to set you on the path of life no matter how many times I tried to end my own
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn't notice you were tired
They didn't notice you were alone
They didn't notice how attentive you were
They didn't notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn't notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractiveness
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They did notice that you weren't good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they weren't good enough for you
And that's what makes you stronger
not mine but u can spread it to make someones day :)
To anyone who is listening to this song on repeat:
Heyyy, how are you? Life’s tough right? It’s okay not to be okay. I’m also not okay. You are not alone. You can talk to me if you wanna. I’ll listen to everything you want to say. I love you. I’m proud of you for being here after all those breakdowns and episodes. I’m proud of you for being alive, cuz that’s hard. I love you so much. I love you for who you are.
I love your smile
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your mouth
I love your hair
I love your face
I love your body
I love you when you are happy
I love you when you are sad
I love you when you are angry
I love you when you are depressed
I love you when you are anxious
I love you when you are stressed
I love you for you
I love you so much
I love you when you are confident
I love you when you are outgoing
I love you when you are lonely
I love you when you are tired
I love you when you are shy
I love you when you are embarrassed
I just love you
I am proud of you
I am proud that you still try your best
I am proud that you still go to school
I am proud that you still go to work
I am proud that you are who you are right now
I am proud that you are here
I am proud that you are still alive
I am proud that you got up this morning
I am proud that you went to sleep yesterday
I am so proud of you for everything you’ve done in life
And soooo much more.
Remember, we are in this life only once! I know you are tired, but I know that you are strong. I know you are sad, you feel empty, but it won’t last forever. I promise, just try your best to enjoy the little things in life. Maybe get some air, eat some of your fav food, and do whatever you want to do. As long as you don’t hurt yourself, because that will hurt me too. If you need someone to talk to, I am always here. I will not be gone. I love you so much, for everything, for the exact person you are right now. I’m proud of you, I am rooting for you. You are amazing. I love you hmm just eat some food, drink some water, cry. Cry whenever you want, it’s good for you. You deserve happiness. All the happiness in life. I love you, I am always here for you, just talk to me in the reply section, I will reply to every messages you send❤
I like this girl but she just keeps hurting me. I have been chasing her for a measly 3 months now , trying to get her to pay attention to me. Nothing worked , never did. I know she is actively hurting me by just straight up ignoring me and seemingly not liking talking to me. I want to move on , but my stupid heart tells me "Don't let go , she's the one" over and over. I keep thinking about her , and I damn well know that she isn't the one. My life has always been like a fragile and almost breaking thread that keeps torturing me inside out , seemingly not wanting to snap or break. I always had problems with love , I don't know why , but I've been through so many rejections , heartbreaks , backstabbing , ghosting , blocking and even abused when I was finally able to get a relationship. Nothing will work with love and me , and I know that fully , yet , don't understand. I'm single forever , and by now , I have accepted that for the last 3 years of my life. It's over , I give up , that's it. Game over.
Edit: My life flipped upside down. It really did. The same girl? Yeah...she just blocked me because she didn't know what to do because she was struggling at that time. She said I was very kind to her and that she'll think about it to unblock me. I just hope that it goes uphill from now. Maybe there is a little determination in me. Just maybe.
Edit 2: Ay my life got so much better! Well...a bit...2 friends of mine passed away due to a car crash , but the same girl I was all on yapping about is now finally a good friend of mine and she has been supporting me greatly since the incident. I might even have a suspicion that she likes me , but , I'll be doubting that for now.
Dont let it be your game over when theres more levels ahead, shes blind to not see how valuble you are and you also have to know your worth, shes doesnt deserve the chasing. One day you'll find *her* and I'll pray for it to be soon💜 youre tough bro
Ha even if it's game over you can try again I guess through out all your struggles you finally have someone who might allow you to find happiness and sorry for you friend
why is it so hard to for me to tell a person how I feel about them, and just have them agree... Why can't I just figure out my role... I just want to love someone and have them love me back... I'm desperate and I hate it, I want to be loved and I hate it, I hate myself for not being able to just fix everything and I hate it... thank you for the playlist though, it really helps me know that there are places for me to be safe...
I want to be Loved so badl... I have disabilities and mental health issues and it doesn't feel like people care or love me..and it looks like people are annoyed or tired of seeing me...every day and night I wait for love and Acceptance...
How are you? I already know we would be besties… Bcuz I already accept you. Also I do care about you, if I didnt I wouldnt be trying to help. Vent if you need, just know I'm here now.
I already accepted you before you I will meet because you will sometimes find through the darkness that is the internet in the deepest darkness of depression people who will love you despite your differences
its 2 the point when youve been called ugly
when everyone says your real smile is fake, but it isnt.
when everyone u cared for abandoned u when times got tough.
when the only reason they loved you was because of how i treated them.
Its 2 the point where i cant believe any compliment that comes my way because of the way ive been treated my whole life. Being bullied, hit, mentally abused. Its just so draining. Suicide has been on my mind for awhile now, im slowly loosing my game.
Sorry I'm late for a cheering up. (I could use one myself.) Buddy, please don't, in spite of everything and everyone, it's still your life. I don't know your age and I don't care, it's not important to your situation. I feel the same way half the time. I don't know how people truly feel about me and half of them do the same as what your dick-headed acquaintances do. I'm not a fan of people online, strangers, saying that they're there for you when they physically can't be, but...in this case...I am. I wish I had a truly understanding person. Not family nor therapist, just a relatable human being. Were in this together...please reply❤
Life isn't easy it is like a nothing anything can relate too just so you know there are 8 billion people out there even if 99% hate you 75 million still loves you
@@isaacja5807and you just like all the rest I don't know you but keep fighting I see you don't think out of the 30ish people I'm talking to I would forgot one person I santa clause mother fucker take my gift of love
My mom walked in on me watching this. She looked at my phone, then at me and then left.
I hope you don't think your mom doesn't care and I hope she does cause I love talking to people like me in this way if you need someone to talk to you have me
im so stupid i dont have a reason to be sad my life is perfectly fine its just everything is repeating over and over and its so boring. theres nothing new happening for me and ill i do is rot in my room playing games or calling friends, if they even care to answer. life is just boring for me. plus i feel as if im not good enough, cause everytime i do something wrong, my ‘friends’ act better than me. i feel worthless and dumb.
Yo I also have `Friends`🤓💀
When your bored, learn a new skill-literally anything. Look at the words you used to describe yourself as stupid, worthless, and dumb. You become what you think of yourself. If you think you are a terrible friend, you will become one. You need to break the cycle of boredom, though. Get a piece of paper and write a check list of things to do. Start with a small one, and no matter what happens that day, they need to be done. Long-term comfort becomes torture. Think of boredom as the result of not doing difficult things, and so your mind kind of hypotrophies (shrinks), and the things that were once easy also become difficult.
Hey you might just not understand the sadness yet please don't repress those feelings as nothing try to understand them
I just wanted to let you know that you are worth it, you are enough, and you deserve to be happy, loved, and you deserve to live. The world is a much better place with you in it, and you will get through this. I’m proud of you no matter what. You might not be perfect, but no one is, and you’re you. Being you is more than enough, and there’s only one of you in this whole entire world. Losing you would be losing something incredibly special. Suicide might seem like your only option, and though it might get rid of your pain, all it does is pass it on to the people who love and care about you. (It might be hard to feel this way but people do love and care about you, I know we haven’t met but I love and care about you.) And this is hard to see, but you have so so much to live for. You’re going to have so many good opportunities in the future and I know one day you’ll be able to look back on this and think: “I’m glad I never gave up.” You are strong. You are beautiful. You deserve everything good in life. I believe in you with all my heart, and hope that one day you’ll be able to say and believe I’m proud of myself, because you deserve it.
my crush said my bestfriend is the best to her... im litterally crying
I feel that everyone of my crushes crushed my heart now I no longer feel love to towards other or myself but the last bit of my human like emotions should be to share happiness for im just becoming in more and more of a shell rather than a full person
It's not fair, i met this cute girl and I loved her with all my heart and her mom found out about us and she had to block and unadd me and it just sucks because I cant get into one good relation ship that I actually enjoy being in for not even a month
Please tell me your secretly meeting up your relationship is not up to her, her daughter is not property
I listen to these daily, it’s hard not to. When I listen to these the cuts aren’t as bloody. When I listen to these I feel good. The second it’s gone it’s back to deep gashes and crying myself to sleep. Putting on a fake smile so you aren’t a burden. Everyone telling you that your lying when your not. Being a kid and never being believed. Never being heard, always being told that it’s not that bad. I just want one person to listen to me. Is it that hard? Will people stop ignoring me one day? Please, god. I need help, I need help. Save me. Please come get me. When will it end? Why is nothing happening! Why can’t I be fixed, I don’t want anymore meds. Why do I act happy when I’m not? THIS ISNT TRUE!
The cutting I recommend to stop them and read the book called the cut, it helps know you are loved I understand how you feel so please talk to me
@@gabrielcheever8017 thank you, my mom died a few weeks ago now so im even worse
@@Stellarstarsx I hope you get better this makes me feel better the more I can help so talk as much as you want
@@gabrielcheever8017 thanks
@@Stellarstarsx your welcome
home's hard
When I cry, they tell me I'm "overdramatic", but when my younger brother cries (he's only 4 years younger than me), he needs to let it all out, and they hug him. I sometimes feel like they *want* me to be the third adult in the house, (I'm under 15). When I try to express myself, they just brush it off as "me wanting attention". Most of the time I make breakfast and dinner for my siblings, sometimes even lunch. My parents just tell me they're "too busy with work, and are too tired to do the stuff they put me to do" I was doing the laundry today, and just started crying, I'm just tired, not physically, but just emotionaly. My siblings depend a lot on me, and I just want to live my life, not having to take care of my siblings as if I was their mother. And with my friends I feel like I can't vent with, because when I vent, they suddenly have to say something they want to vent with me, and I feel obligated to listen, because, I don't want to stay alone. I need people's validation, because without it, I feel useless, without a purpose...
dont worry, you arent overdramatic or useless. your perfect the way you are and you should know that. i also have problems with my younger brother, but its okay :) we can get through it together
Just know that there's a lot of people who love you here so you are not alone and your Not dramatic you are very understandable you have a lot of good points that's why I'm here to talk to you
I wanted to know what I did so wrong to deserve all this. My father never cared about my existence and never even cared to know my own name but he treats my older brother so well and is always talking to him, my mother has said several times that she would rather have abandoned me when I was a baby and when I had a crisis in front of her due to SH problems, she literally gave me a knife and said it would be a relief for her if I just finished work soon and died, I suffered SA from my own group of best friends and from my own brother. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone, this is not good because since I was a child, rumors have been spread about me, I spent my entire childhood suffering bullying and aggression from adults and children, I was left behind even by people who I considered him my only friends and now when I finally thought I found a person who makes me want to live, the reason I'm still alive, I realized that he's also tired of me and left me behind. Do I really deserve all this? I'm not even a proper adult yet.
No you absolutley DO NOT deserve this typa shit. Lmk if ur having any trouble and I'll try to help💜
I am here as well talk to me please I need to hear if your okay at least every once in a while
I'm slowly falling apart and my family doesnt even care......i could be crying my eyes out and my sister could walk in and look me dead in the eyes and then could walk away and wouldn't even ask if i was ok.....
That is exactly how I feel sometimes and I am crying more frequently like at work sometimes without realizing I'm crying ... everyday I just wake up with a nom empty feeling
Talk to me both of you depression is powerful so I am the warrior of happiness despite my depression I will still fight on others behalfs
I don’t wanna be left behind, not again
Ik how it feels it’s hard…
But no matter what happens, you will never get left behind.
I'll stay at your pace, take your time, breathe, rest your eyes, I'm here for you.
I know how it feels but I won't leave you behind so talk so me I know how it feels cause I'm getting real tired of everything but I wanna help everyone despite the thousands of the peoples comments im reading as many as I can
My supposedly best friend has spread a secret about my personal life and now everyone just finds me disgusting. I wish I could go back and fix everything.
I wish I could fix the past but I know I can’t I sorry about you no best friend should spread something like that
We wish we could turn back time and are they truly your friend if they aren't any more allow me to so I'm sorry for such a disgrace to the love that comes from a best friend
When your just done living
When ur done w how ppl treat u
When you have been tired
When you feel like ur not worth anything
When u feel like everyone hates u when u feel have no more effort
Put more effort in NO ONES LIFE IS WORTHLESS I love people to much even if I'm depressed I would take the whole worlds sadness onto my shoulders if I could I would before a single heart beat
Honestly every year there is a high and low, the low has been more now, I can’t be bothered to get up, brush my hair, talk to my family and friends. All I do is talk to my rabbit, draw, listen to music, sleep, and drink a lot of water. Maybe I’m just waiting to get water poisoning or I’m waiting for a change in life, either way it won’t change until next school year.
Don't talk like that you have me to be the high all year so Talk to me anytime your down
Dont cry at my grave saying i love you, you had a chance to say i love you when i was there
I won't be at your funeral because I'm gonna make sure your still alive so talk to me
sometimes i wonder if i will ever truely be loved
🫂 I’m always here to help
The Earth and everything in it is so unique, gorgeous, so perfect, but I have no one to share that with. I will never have anyone in real life to show them how much of a miracle they are. That hurts.
When everybody around you is finding love, and yet you're still trying to find motivation to live.
real..
I still am all alone yet I still will help others despite my hate I still love others to much that I'd rather hold the whole worlds sadness in my heart rather than others to feel it themselves
@@gabrielcheever8017 ❤
im proud.
proud of YOU !
Im proud of you for still being here.
Im proud of you for waking up every morning.
Im proud of you for staying tough.
Im proud of you for just watching the video.
If you want to end it all, I need to say something.
Im proud of you for staying here till the end. I will still say to not do it, but sometimes comments cant stop someone. And I will also say this: even if your life isn't great right now, there could be great moments waiting for you. And for the people saying, "How are you so sure about that?" Well im not. Just because i said Im not sure, doesn't mean there wont be any. If you really wanna find out.. keep going.
Your not stupid.
Your not ugly.
Your not dumb.
Your not annoying.
Nobody is. This world is judgemental, but dont let it get to you. Even if you still believe you are any of these things, I hope that deep down.. you know this isn't true.
Ily all, and said it once, and ill say it again! im proud of you.
Heh you know what’s funny? I accidentally stayed up all night it’s a school night and it’s not like I meant to stay up I didn’t I tried to sleep but I couldn’t
thank u sm.
I wanna die-
@@I_dont_know432same. But i feel like i want to progress in life
@@I_dont_know432 what!? Why? You're here for a reason and you deserve to be here my friend! You're always valuable, important and unique and you're always enough! ❤️✨
I don't think many will read this... But pls read this,
there are people out there you care about you, if not i will, type anything into my comment and ill reply, Just please atleast try to eat. I'm even proud your alive reading this, proud of you to eat proud of you to try to eat or even think of food. Your not alone, you are beautiful, kind, caring, amazing, incredible, awesome, super important, accepted, fabulous, generous, dazzling. delight. delightful, fair. familiar. appealing, angelic, brilliant, courageous, cool, creative, divine, earnest, elegant, enchanting and oh so many more in fact if i could, i would write all the positive and amazing words in the whole dictionary for you! pls pls pls stay alive, your absolutely beautiful inside and outside
Oh
@@Louise3901 Are you ok?
@@MoonSproutTheFox ye, are you? :/
@@Louise3901 Im fine, Glad your ok!
@@MoonSproutTheFox :)
This s literally what it feels like when everything just feels empty like there’s nothing to even do in life anymore..
But allow me to be the light I the darkness that's why I wanna make everyone feel special because you are
anyone here who has a friend that you haven't talked to in years or months and when you finally meet them, you don't know what to talk about?
Here, here
just to feel like your heart is sinking in the pacific ocean is just like drowning in it, i don't like the feeling and i have had dreams of like flying and like filling up a room with tears it's not fun, school makes it harder to deal with because even then when you make friends you eventually learn that they faked it and like 3 days later you walk into the building and everyone points whispers and laughs at you and so you just sit in a corner and hope it will end
me singing a lullaby so he can go to sleep
ah ah ah vuh vuh vuh vuh🤤🤓
Even though this gacha person's cringy I hope you can find the love this person's is giving like I am same as many others
Personally 4:41 is possibly the most relatable song to me
Something that is hard to obtain yet so easy to lose is trust and it's why I don't to talk to people but as a social creature talking to people is good for my mental health. Yet I've lost the ability to trust anyone. So therefore my depression gets worse every day but of course no one would notice it because I hide it so well. Completely normal on the outside yet on the inside. I'm constantly questioning whether or not it's still worth it, asking myself why I don't just give up but I've always come up with the same reason not to despite the many who don't care about me. I will live for the few who do but day by day week by week that reason is starting to fail ... So no I'm not okay. I never have been. My Trauma-Filled childhood is part of that...(To clarify, it was not physical abuse but listening to your parents constantly. Arguing as a 4-year-old not so good for your brain is it)
Are you okay? ❤
Hello I'm here to talk are you okay I know your tired but at least Send confirmation your alive cause I want you to know I love you and I'm proud of you for being so strong so please hang on
@@gabrielcheever8017 ❤️
Hey if you see this just know
As much as I know you just said everything, some of those still felt personal. Thanks
Your welcome
All my friends left me, no one cares about me anymore, I don’t know what to do, my parents control my life, and everyone is just the same in different fonts
Been there
These comments are so sweet like I just read one and I cried already-
It sucks that ill never be better then my older sibling
You'll never be better than them because your not them you are you, so please try to better yourself specifically your mental health because we all are looking for something to bring us happiness sorry if this sounds a bit rude
The worst part about crying, is people will ask, “why are you crying, your life is so good,” and than I just feel like an asshole, like I don’t deserve to be sad, like I’m just an ungrateful piece of trash that deserves to die for even being sad in the first place, and I just wanna be okay, I feel like I’m just drowning in pain, I feel worthless, helpless, like I just don’t even matter at all
I hate that idea your life is so good but there not wrong life is a majestic thing but I can feel sad just like you I have problems to but you mind telling me yours?
I've changed a lot for a person... i've done everything she wanted me to do... and now they ignore me, don't talk to me anymore, and i'm completly alone at school, no one talks to me, i've tried to be friendly by trying to not to be shy and introvert as i am, it was useless.. during the pauses i only see everyone together, and then theres me, alone, i feel like everything is completly wrong, or that i'm wrong.. plus, this for me is a very hard period, becouse my grandma is feeling a lot sick, and i lived with her a big part of my childhood.
A true friend is the one who will keep staying with you, and will accept the real you, not caring for your bad attitudes or "wrong" things in you(if you have any)..
I miss the times when i was in my old school, i was alone, even bullied by some people.. but, i had a real friend, and i think that without her now i wouldn't even be alive (i had a period that i wanted to kill myself, but i rather not talking about that), she have been supporting me a lot, and, even if are passed years from when our paths have get separated by school, and we even live kinda afar from each others, we are still best friends :)
Remember, that you're amazing, and i'm proud of you❤️🩹
Friend. Your story is one among many, but not unimportant. I think the best thing to do is live for YOU and not for anyone else, I have come to find that life is too short. Too short to do everything and honestly we don't need reasons to be alive. Take nature for example it doesn't have a total reason to exist it just does, or maybe it's reason is to be enjoyed by all that live among it. If you can friend go outside, stand in a field and breathe. Accept all that surrounds you and release your negative emotions. If you need to, you can always reply to me and I'll have a chat with you. Have fun while you still can . 😄
@@NxtivetheNative thanks 🥹
@@i.belive.in.venti.supremacy You're welcome 🤗
Same as native I have the same view continue talking if you feel sad like this agian
Yk it’s bad when you start to cry for no reason what so ever and nobody has to be close or touch you or yell bc you already done that in your head by overthinking so much without having reason too and by doing that you basically ruined your day with that and to add the cherry on top someone has to make it worse and add a comment for them it’s a joke but as someone who laughs to hide the paint adds a bigger affect on how to view life and if it’s really worth to keep moving on and living and even more that you see people having a better and healthier life then you that you even get envy by them and wish for a new life everyday and even envy everything bc you know that your life has gone to waste with toxicity and by damaging yourself without reason
Life is depressing if you think about it doesn't mean I will stop sending love
hey the one who read this....
i will here to listen you, no matter what. You are enough, stop thinking bad about yourself, you not the worse you are **not**
i really love you
i love all things about you
i really want to hug you and comfort you
you are **enough**
-from the stranger on internet-
Thank you, I wish you happiness
Sometime I wonder how to tell people I have depression, but I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. Any advice?
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 Don't be sad, you are a good person and you deserve all the best 🙂
@@Jacob-SerialDesignation_3 you deserve to talk to someone about how you really feel. You can start by telling someone that you're feeling down. See how they react and decide what to share after that. I wish you good luck! ❤
@@Louise3901 I was hoping for that, but...........
Reminds me of the fact that i try so hard to satisfy my mom and make her stop comparing me with my sis and my other friends. Thats my only goal. I wanna make her happy. I havent reached it yet.
I am here to tell you this is a difficult path but you can always talk to me to find support
Hey you found me! Oh your not feeling well?well what happened oh…. It’s okay guess what I am happy you are in this life and god too!but please do not worry and don’t force yourself to do things your not good with your not dramatic fat or anything else you and beautiful or handsome no matter what idc if it’s weird I said that but I care about you so take care of yourself❤love you.