"I dont even know why you cry." "Your life is litterally fine" "Dont be so ungrateful" "My life is worse then yours and im not crying" "Stop trying to get attention" Humanity is so fucking disgusting...
i desperately want to run away from all my emotions and thoughts, and if ending my life is what i have to do, then im prepared, i cant live like this any longer
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love the major things you do i love your nose i love your eyes i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your forehead i love your height i love your lips i love your eyebrows i love your body hair i love your chin i love your cheeks i love your eyelashes i love your freckles (or lack of) i love your head i love your body weight i love everything about you as the therapist friend i really hoped this helped all the poor souls that need a hug i wish i knew this sooner but in order to love yourself, you need to stop loving the people that bring you down, as tough as it might be.. i promise.. you‘ll feel a weight fall off your shoulders just so you know, i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
Timestamps:: -- 00:00 : Jealous - eyedress -- 1:43 : inside out - duster -- 3:44 : cigarettes out the window - TV girl -- 6:32 : not allowed - TV girl -- 8:55 : treehouse - alex G -- 11:10 : untrust us - crystal castles -- 13:48 : little bit - Lykke Li
⚠️!WARNING VENT! ⚠️ TO BE HONEST LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROUP OF FRIENDS LAUGHING AND THEN LONELINESS HITS YOU AND YOU REALIZE THAT YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE A BESTFRIEND AND YOU'RE NOBODY'S FAVORITE PERSON AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST DO IS SMILE INFRONT OF PEOPLE
At school I just feel so lonely, like none cares about me, the worse is when I try not to cry and then she comes up "are you okay? You look like you're crying" :/
Pov: You were calmly doing your homework for the next day. I was a warm Sunday night and it was getting late. You reached for your phone to change the music and randomly stumbled on this. So your put it on, placed your phone next to you and closed your eyes. A small smile crossed your face and you decided to keep working. A few minutes in you spotted drops of water falling onto your work. Only to realize it was your tears. You broke down at your desk. Alone. And you wouldn't have had it any other way.
well, i was in class, and this came on. the whole class hates me and i have no friends in school, so i was beginning to almost cry when i hid my tears for other ppl
its 12 right now, I dont know what to do with my life anymore, the person who gave me reasoning to live is leaving me, i dont even know who im SUPPOSED to be, why am i like this. i dont think i have much time left
to everyone listening to this playlist: can you do something for me? go eat something if you haven't. stay hydrated. get some sleep if you're tired. I'm so proud of you love
every day feels so dull, its like nothing really catches my eye nowadays, nothing really excites me. i am so desperate for friends even though i don't know how to properly make one. i force myself to change yet it doesn't work, nothing works. i wish i was like me back then, happy and friendly, had alot of friends. and everything changed. i think i was in the wrong here, i was the one who made all my friends leave me for good. i know i know i still have friends, but you know it got me overthinking "what if they actually hate me and just stay friends with me out of kindness, what if they're actually annoyed with me?" all of these what ifs, probably's, maybe's... it doesn't seem right anymore, everything isn't real. my friends aren't real. "SHUT UP! YOU'RE JUST OVERTHINKING!" i said that to myself multiple times yet i still couldn't move on. i've gotten so stressed that i stopped doing the things i love and need to do. "why are you acting like this?" i actually ask myself that many times already yet i still couldn't find a answer why. i should stop blabbering and complaining about everything, i'm still alive and healthy. everything should be just fine.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
To the person reading this, what I adore about you…. your smile your laugh your eyes your cute nose the way you laugh when your happy your flaws your beauty your complexion your glass skin your silky hair your cuteness your kindness your happiness your sadness your humour Your taste the way you see the world your opinion your love your healthiness your style your tears the way your relatable your amaziness the person that made you happy your body your height your size your shadow your reflection your cute face your walk your talk your good habits your bad habits And most importantly… you
Hi guys, ik it’s rough. I also know I’m a random person on the internet you don’t know. But go drink some water. And if you haven’t eaten, take small bites of something. Like baby steps. Listen, I’m proud of you! No matter if it’s school, relashionships, sh, sa, su!c!de, stress, family, friends etc I’m proud of you. You reading this is good. It means you at least have energy to get through this. You are important. I promise. I don’t know who you are or anything, but ily. Ily all. Do smth that makes you happy for once. Talk to them. Wear that dress. Dye your hair. Live your life , ok? I know. I know it sucks. But it’ll all be okay. Now listen to me and listen to me close, you are doing ok. You are good enough. Ok? Never forget that. Next time you’re sad or anxious or whatever it is, I’m proud of you.
•• Vent •• I am a side character. In my own story, i’m not the main focus. I have watched life go by like a blur for 3 years. I remember before that how happy i was, I had friends. That was the main thing. It’s funny isn’t it? How people drop you the moment you aren’t convenient to them. I gained weight in 2020 as most people did. that lockdown was the worst thing to happen to me. As soon as I was bigger than them, they dropped me. I st@rved myself as much as I could without dying just so i’d be pretty enough to them. To this day, whenever anybody brings up people’s weight, my heart drops. Everything feels like it gets slower. It isn’t that bad. I have a cool mother. sometimes. When I’m not getting the full side-eye for being me ( as much as i can without being disowned). She never supported me. She was one of the other people who mocked my weight. I wasn’t even that big man. She didn’t support me coming out either though. Everything sucks. I get referred to as a girl every day no matter how many times i tell them im not. She used my preferred name for a day. Then she gave up. It wasn’t even that hard to learn. It was a few letters off of my dead name. I realised no matter what i did i would never be happy with myself. So I began watching others. I study them closely, I take notes sometimes. I know so much about people who can’t even remember my name (dead or normal name). I have always beeb an observer. It’s all I’m good at. I remember things too. I hold grudges. I’m bitter. I’m either snapping at someone or silent. I’m rude. I’m awkward. I’m jealous. I am not a good person. edit: yeah no i’m not even done yet. +grammar I have shit grades too y’know. No matter how many sleepless nights. No matter how long i spend, how many books i read, how many pages i write. But you want to know what’s funny? The popular kids get great grades. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?
@@s.a.i.f5612 I don't think they made the comment with ill intentions. They meant the original commenter was being too harsh on themselves and that they shouldn't blame themselves.
are you still living life like a side character? Then do things that make you happy and don't care about what anybody thinks, then you will be the main character. I also relate to living life this way, as a kid I would be the most quietest kid and when people would be happy I would watch from the side. When my friends hung out with people other than me, I watched from the side. When people were having fun, I watched from the side. Then I started regaining confidence in myself as I saw that I had many opportunities to improve myself. I also gained some weight from quarantine, but I was at a healthy BMI, and I would still hate how chubby I was. So I tried working out at home, but it wouldn't help that much, so I learned to just be confident with my body and how I look. I started getting into makeup to make myself look prettier, I started acting like the person I wanted to be, I learned more about myself, I started taking the lead in life, I talked to people more, and I made more friends. My parents and siblings may give me weird looks as I acted like myself, but I didn't care, as long as I was happy, no one could stop me. Now I feel more like the main character than a side character when I was in 8th grade. It will take some time to improve your self-worth and everything but it's worth it in the end.
I want anyone else that is listening to stop, breathe.. and let themselves cry. Whether you are going through the loss of a pet, loved one, mother or father or parent, sister or brother or sibling, a breakup. If your dealing with SA, SH, depression, autisum, a divorce, abuse, ADHD, DID, any health problems whether its physical or mental. Coming out to homophobic parents, dealing with bullying, abuse, verbal or mental or even physical, and if that please tell someone... Even if your getting over your trauma, SA, breakup, and anything and everything inbetween.. You deserve to cry, and show emotion. Your life and feelings are an important matter and part of your life ❤ Love, A fellow 14 year old SA survivor, and a friend to those on the web that find this comment, I hope you are inspired and feel loved, even if just a little more then before. ❤
i stay up all night talking to this guy and it just feels like hes playing with me, im feeling low and depressed, i feel like im wasitng time loosing sleep for this boy, grades dropping but i just cant leave him i feel too attatched and when i ask him what we are he just says 'more than friends' 'im just going with the flow' feel like i let him down or i did something wrong
@@irdkxox I have left him, he didn't like it and a lot happened, im now working on myself but im not talking to anybody which has helped me find out my friends were honestly fake this whole time but im okay i think
Dude, don’t waste your life on someone. I know it’s hard, but just take time off for yourself. Your world does not revolve around him, and his doesn’t revolve around you either, im sorry to sound harsh but I’m serious, before you make a bad mistake and stick around with that boy, please leave him to take care of yourself. You need to realize that he just isn’t worth your own happiness. You’ll find someone who loves you better, I promise, I’ve been there. Please, please take good care of urself.
@@ellor380 I have, and I’ve found someone new and I’m happy with him, I feel like I’m genuinely wanted and now I have some decent friends it’s just a shame I’ll be leaving school soon
I always put a smile on my face or put a smile on others but i feel sad inside I got called a fat as or get told to shut up or your annoying or why you so loud I always brush it off but it’s always hurt my feelings and I cry inside but smile on the out side. People look at me when I make weird noises I tried to brush it off and I stay quiet for a moment and asking myself if they think I’m weird or stupid so I just keep a smile on my face and keep calm and try to make people happy. .
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤
If your struggling try some of these Find someone to talk to Have a drink Have a snack Grab a blanket Take a brake from what your doing Have a nap Draw Colour something in Read Write your thoughts and feelings during the day Turn of social media notifications Go on a walk Listen to music Take your dog out for a walk(if you have one) Sit with your pet near you Watch a show/film you like Look at the stars at night Look at clouds Take photos of nature Finish an art project Take a small break from homework Write in a journal But one thing I want everyone one to do even if your not struggling is to tell yourself "I'm amazing as i try my best, even if peopledont see it" Have an amazing day/evening/night, Enjoy the playlist and whatever your working on ✨️Your amazing✨️
these comments >> Thank you so much everyone who commented such kind words on these videos. i dont know if i was the only one who cried on some of these but thank you. everyone please stay healthy, to everyone who's feeling sad, dont cry please, you are perfect. not a single thing about you is bad. everything is perfect about you. you can do this, okay? everyone supports you. at least in this comment section. dont give up anything in your life. Its gonna get better okay?
Dear to the person reading this, Your PERFECT Your the BEST person anyone can have Nothing is wrong with you You have perfect teeth You have perfect hair Its not youre fault People love you Your body type is perfect Your smile is perfect Your good enough Your face isnt ugly Life is going to get better Dont blame it on yourself Your hair is fine You can talk to people Your not an attention seeker If you s3lf h@rm your not just a emo you have reasons Your grades are okay People dont judge you Life may be hard but enjoy it while you can Im pround of you for everything Edit: i know im kinda late for this but i just wanna try to make you guys feel better have a good day/night ily and im proud
when a random stranger comments I love you” it makes me cry knowing that there is a person I don’t even know trying to comfort me even if they are also going through stuff
Me when I try to make everyone smile and just be generally happy and quite literally apologize for EVERYTHING but I still get nothing in return and ending up feeling like the bad guy. (Emu Kinnie Moment)
its actually 1:55 AM, and i having a felling that i am losting a very close friend and i cant help but feel sad and that playlist is helping me out A LOT! thank u very much! Edit: some folks replied to my comments and I just wanna 2 say somethings 1. I lost him, he say that he didn't wanna be friends with me 2 days after I commented this, but is ok, tbh I was quite toxic to him and he needed the attention that I couldn't gave him 2. Very thanks for the consent and advice, seriously, you guys are amazing! (And I don't wanna be THAT guy, but thanks for the likes 2)
I have abandonment issues and let me just say don't do what I did but I lost two friends at the same time friend 1 was my friend for most of my life then we got put in different classes and she didn't even bother and ended up replacing me with someone else I still stuck around though but I was going through one of the hardest times in my life and she didn't even ask once and other people who were in our old classes where noticing it made it seem like I was the pathetic clingy one which I will admit I was being clingy but it hurt and with friend 2 it was mostly my jealousy because I thought I knew what was going to happen and we both became toxic to each other sometimes it would get manipulative but I was so scared that I was being left alone for the tenth time anyway it feels like my friend now is leaving me its only been two days and I know I shouldn't trust myself on what to do because I do go to panic mode when it comes to this so I think Im just going to isolate myself from them unless I have to ask something important or just going to let them talk to me whenever they want to but they aren't talking to me much or as much as their other friends anyway it may be painful but forcing it will make it burn
To anybody who reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you even if your at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
Если вам грустно , то грустите. Вы со всеми справитесь. Я понимаю жизнь кажется трудной очень трудной, но пытайтесь выбраться из этой пучины, ведь если вы не можите себе помочь то некто не сможет!))). И помните если не кто не верит в вас, значит верьте в самого себя)))!)я верю в вас❤!) И даже если жизнь кажется трудной, то пожалуйста не сдавайтесь) Всех люблю и обнимаю ❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍
Я уже забыл что такое симпатия к людям. Умер кто-то, ну и умер.. Принимать комплименты от незнакомцев я не собираюсь. Справиться с моими мыслями и депрессией помогает только музыка и видео игры. Eminem, TV girl и т.п. ...
По поводу Ваших слов "если вы не можете себе помочь то никто не сможет", это не во всех случаях помогает, иногда людям нужна реальная поддержка от других в ситуациях в которых они сами не могут справиться.
I listen to this because it really helps. Just recently I made someone I really loved quit discord. If it weren't for the things I have said, they wouldn't be gone right now. This helped me get through it, thank you so much.
to people who have a hard day, get water, blanket, and get rest, to people who are depressed, get a snack.water.lay down, and rest to people who are tired, breathe slowly, get a blanket, lay down, and rest we hope we made ur day
vent! I had a group of three people and everything was going great until one of them screwed up, bringing up the other person's insecurities and saying that he was no longer interested in me, I met them 2 years ago and it hurts. Then I told my other group of friends what just happened to me and they just ignored me and started telling me their problems, I'm tired of it. everything is going well until you realize you have to act like it's nothing or you'll be a drama queen
!VENT! Im that kid who puts people first and wants my friends to be happy first. When ever im with them I put my happy face on I don't want my bad mood to ever rub off on them. When they ask how im always happy all I can ever come to say is im not but that does not matter I want u to be happy is there anything I can do to help u be happier. thats me :| . There was this kid I liked and kinda still do he was the frist person I could be me around, talk about what I like and music I like without being judged or feeling as the person im talking to hates me. It made me so fxcking happy so I started to crush on him, turns out he liked me to becuase he does not make may new friedns and me want to be freinds with him was somthing that never happens so he love me cuz I carred and actually wanted to be around him (sry for the bad spelling and run on secntaces.) This on day he called me a coffesed to me at this point my feeling were not clear and the freind I asked to help me on what to say conviced me to say no. bad choise worst of my life. but the next day I reslised that I liked him so I was going to say somthing but one of my best freinds was telling me on the walk to school how she has liked him for like 4 years and now that he said somthing to me she is going to try to get with him. So even tho I loved him so much and wated to be with him so bad I didn't say anything and instead got her with him. they are in love now. and when i tell u it hurts to see them kiss, and cuddle, and do everything i wish I could with him. but I found someone else but he is no where near as amizing but the problem was one of my friends who I used to be EXTREMLY CLOSE with liked him. but I saw how that went last time and I was like i never do this but im going to get with him do somthing with me for once. good job me, I lost 2 of my friends who I used to be extremly close with for years we would call everyday and we loved talking. I will never be able to have the freindship again, even tho it hurts i did something for myself for once and i don't even know how i feel anymore becuase if i din't i don't want the other thing to happen again but i lost close people becuase I did. so here i am now dateing this kid lost my friends and sad becuase of another but its ok me and the first kid are rlllyyyyyy close freinds at this point and ill take it. another diffrent thing there was another kid who liked me and fessed to me I said no nicely. when i saw nicely i mean it i tryed to be a sweet as i could. the next day on the walk to school i leard he was thinking about sxicidx becuase i said no. so i went back and said never mind and i kinda did like him. it got rlly toxic and he pushed all his friends away for me. i finally cut it off and he went back to the bad state of mind. but all my friend said to not do anything and leave it be which i did even tho it was hard. he is better now and no longer like that im glad we are now good freinds. TW!!!!! SELF HARM!!!!!!!!!! this is somthing i have never actalluy stated ever exetp for note books but during all this time I ended up cxttxng my self a bit and the thing is in the moment it was so nice but after i would just cry and the next days and weeks i would feel so guilty. but after the scare faded god i just wated to again and again i have stoped its be over 1 1/2 mothes scince i have cxt and im feeling better overall. I was also sxicdxl at one point and almost ______ but I stoped myslef and in a good place now that was like 4 mothes ago im stable now and no longer feel that way. but i just want to say don't do this from a person who has get help, talk to someone don;t hurt yoyrslef pls pls pls pls and dontn end your life even though you may not feel that way there are people who love you and never forget that i love you
This is a great mix of songs for a vent playlist, but it also reminds me of the songs I used to listen to in my old alt phase of early 2021 and it makes me a mix of happy and sad because I truly wish I could go back to those times because it was so much fun but also seems so cringe now. Man, times have changed :')
You’re not cringe for being happy. Do what makes you happy, be who you want. People’s perceptions of you shouldn’t change just bc ur happy. If they do, they’re not worth your time anyway. Alt is beautiful, and if you enjoy it, it’s for you.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you’re excited i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love the major things you do i love your nose i love your eyes i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your forehead i love your height i love your lips i love your eyebrows i love your body hair i love your chin i love your cheeks i love your eyelashes i love your freckles (or lack of) i love your head i love your body weight i love everything about you
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! not my words, copy and paste if you wanna get peoples moods up and not feeling upset
I keep trying to be someone im not just to feel wanted i change how i feel about things even if i enjoy it idk why im just so scared ppl wont like me for me to the point i would change myself if that means someone wont get sick of me i feel so lost, so lost in my own head i dont know what i like, what i hate, i just know how to please ppl almost as if im not even supossed to be a normal human and if i do one thing wrong i mess it all up i always do then everyone hates me for it No matter how hard i try to explaine it they wont listen all they do is call me a lier. Its now kind of become something ppl know me for even tho i try to prove im not in so many ways. Sometimes i just wanna go in a deep none ending void where i can be left with myself and nothing but a dark room filled with the sense of calmness, reilf, and happines, yk? its like when sometimes u feel like that in some room or with someone instead i just want it to be a none ending void, most of my life i always have been there for ppl but No one has taken any time for me i always was to be blame for anything, in one side i think im ugly bc ppl say i am i belive it so much that i cant even belive someone thinks im pretty.
That always hits had when their is hardly any voice, or a very light voice tht u struggle to hear It always make u feel like u have imaginary friends, and one is calling. It also makes u very emotional
to who is broken are non broken to those who think they aren't enough to those who think there werid or there ugly or even hate there body i may be one but there are hundreds who know this you are perfect no matter if you think its your looks or body your beautiful if you don't think you are good enough you are there could be a hundred who know this YOU ARE PERFECT❤💘💘❤❤❤
"I can’t help but start this vent post with an obligatory apology first. I’m sorry. And thank you. For me, something negatively shifted in my psyche around the time I turned 10 or 11. Somewhere around that age. Before that, when I was even younger-it sounds really stupid, made up, melodramatic when I type it out, but I had a bad obsession with death. It was a very severe fear. The anxiety made me terrified to fall asleep, because every night my 8 year old self was sure it’d be my last. I was always convinced I won’t be able to wake up. Genuinely. Deeply. I honestly believed that I would die in my sleep, whether through natural causes or by the hands of my ever-angry mother. I developed twitchy eyes, whether from lack of sleep or anxiety or both. Explaining the fear I had (have) for my mother would take forever. She is an angry, loud, aggressive person. An emotionally and verbally abusive person. Toxic. Guilt-tripping. You get the idea. To the point where I was sure she will kill me. And not like, oh, “Man, my ma is seriously gonna kill me!!” Like, no exaggeration. Anyway. So even before I became depressed, I was riddled with severe anxiety. Wasn’t the best student, hated going to school, loved learning and writing and reading-but fuck school. Fuck grades, tests, cliques, the whole systematic mess. I honestly feel like I’ve carried a really fucked up and detrimental mental state from a young age. I’m 26 now. I really thought I’d overcome my struggles. In some ways, I guess there’s improvement. But overall, I feel really...pointless. Terrible. Sick. I really don’t want any of this. I don’t want any part of this. I really feel like I am terribly unfit for society’s demands and expectations and normalcies. And it tears me up. I struggle with a constant mantra, “Be normal, be normal.” I’ve tried medication and talk therapy. I am tired of reading the same self-help techniques, but I do wish I could just snap my fingers and stop being a fucking basket case. I know I made this lofty enough already; I just simply feel depressed, have always felt mentally ill, and I fear there’s no changing it or healing. I hate the idea of failing to force myself into the stupid robot that society apparently needs so badly. I would be more helpful being dead and donating my organs to someone who does need them and wants to live, y’know. Like that one book. “Unwind”? By Neal Something? I feel like I screwed my life up. I got my GED years ago. (VERY long story here about why I stupidly dropped out of high school, but tl;dr: friends turned on me, I’m a lesbian from a rural town-I was outcasted by other outcasts, already hated how the school system was) I hate working. I just do. It seems really taboo to admit it. That’s why I wish I wasnt alive so that no one has to deal with a deadweight. I hate working these shitty minimum wage jobs. I hate how much bullshit and lies and fakeness you need just to hopefully get an interview. I hate people, for the most part. Rather, I hate dealing with rude, entitled people. I love animals. I feel better in nature. I hate feeling like I have to force myself to be a functional person. I have a hard time getting up. I hate leaving my bed. I feel really sad. Like a very deep, deep loneliness and disatisfaction with my life. My mother is still an ever-looming presence. Can you at least imagine what speaking to her about my mental state is like? Not fruitful, not comforting. Very, very dismissive at best. At worst, she gets very passionate in telling me how fucking lazy and worthless I am. How superior SHE is. I have 3 other siblings who are so...intelligent. They’re going places, y’know? It sucks to be so behind and below. I just need to tell someone, anyone, the Void, that I feel really broken and I wish I could stop having to fight myself every day. Just to get up. Just to clean. Just to make myself food. I feel like these are strenuous battles. I could go on droning forever, I’m really sorry. I just feel like this all sucks. I feel physically symthoms, too. Like real pain. The having no energy is aggravating. I wish I was someone else and more normal and functional. I’m glad I’m not entirely alone? Someone probably understands these feelings."
Hey I’m sorry you are going through all that… you don’t deserve it you seem like a great person and I know this is a cliche to say but it’s gonna get better.
if your reading this please “ please hang on and follow your dreams i will be waiting for you and cheering forever. even your sad. so please hang on and love your self. i know your seeing pain rn but you need to love you and care abt you. “ ( i cried while typing this but keep on following your dreams. ❤️ )
vent! i'm tired of everything,,, everything around me seems to be going so fast. im autistic, and my therapist proceeded to lie about me being neurotypical; as to say, she told me I was autistic and then told my sister (who is my guardian for therapy, even if i have both my parents with me) that she never said that. she denied what we had talked about in multiple sessions. i had finally understood myself, i was finnaly embracing myself. Until she invalidated me. I don't know what to do, im certain im autistic so i suppose id just have to be self-diagnosed. im afab, so its even harder for me to get a diagnosis. im tired of not knowing what's up with me, what am i feeling... why am i feeling like this. i feel like i'm a burden to everyone, like i'm not anyone's joy. i have a best friend who i love very much, but am i really important to him? he's the coolest, he deserves someone better as a friend. last year, i tried to take my own life. this year im close to entering an episode like that again, and i really dont want to... but things are getting so difficult.. and im about to start uni next year. everything moves too fast, but i am way too slow. im so fucking dumb its embarassing,, i try to be inteligent, i try to be someone. but im some nobody. and it feels like ill always be. like ill be forgotten. And i have not much to complain, others have it worse than i do... but i still complain, ungrateful... Pardon my lack of good orthography, I don't feel like writing correctly right now. If anyone reads this, thank you! Have a nice day, rest when you need it.
If you haven't already, tell your family to get a new therapist for you. I'm not sure how therapy works but if there is anyone higher up you could ask about it then do that too. As for your best friend, if you don't want to outright ask if you're important you could try a subtle test? Idk there's some stuff you could google about friendship tests if you really feel like they are being uncaring. But, if this is not the case then you should try to understand that you ARE worthy of them, and that just because you don't feel like it doesn't make it untrue. I know it's really hard to believe, but you're probably way more important to them then you realize, even if that sounds cliche. As for your intelligence, don't say stuff like that about yourself! It honestly doesn't matter and being "smart" or "dumb" kinda depends on situations. School isn't the best for determining that, especially when you are dealing with other stuff. Your life is way more important than school. I hope you do well in uni if that's what you want. Sorry if this isn't good advice, but anyway I just wish you the best! Good luck for whatever you decide
@@silverrrr2992I hadn't been able to answer to this comment before, I didn't get a notification. Thank you so so much, it is good advice! I hope you have had a great 10 months since you've last responded, it's nice to know someone wants to help :')
POV:Me when I'm getten yelled at but only bc I got a b and I was good at everything else and I was just making people happy at school and being happy (At least try to-) but what do I,get ? Nothing, that just shows how family is not family at least not a good one- I will never see my "family" as real family...
Hey how are you? Your not alright? Aw man im sorry please don't be sad just stop what are you doing and stand up take 4 deep breaths get a water bottle to calm yourself down go back to whatever place you were if you're tired just don't move for 15 minutes calm yourself down and stop thinking just think of a pitch black and close you're eyes if it didn't work just let your tears out and calm down Remember.... I always love you and im always proud of you!! ❤❤❤
I only listen to vent playlist cuz i cant vent to my mom without her saying im being over dramatic or im a hypochondriac or she says i think im deppresed because of the internet even when i dont say im deppresed
Vent♡ I am so tired of my life i keep feeling worthless and that makes me lose my motivation for school I keep getting bad grades and i know its my fault but i cant find motivation at all I barely have any friends,luckly i am in 8th grade and maybe in highschool ill have more luck I keep making small mistakes and it makes me burn inside I wanna cry but got no tears at all And when i got tears its the wrong moment If i would be able i would just cry and cry and cry
i dont wanna die but
i do want to stop existing
I always feel the same way.. Like sometimes I say I wana go in a coma and be in a dream for a while its just kinda weird💀
Почему у всех эта музыка ассоциируется с депрессией?
Я например получаю от нее кайф😶
I feel the same. ☹️💗
Me too....
Same :(
"I dont even know why you cry."
"Your life is litterally fine"
"Dont be so ungrateful"
"My life is worse then yours and im not crying"
"Stop trying to get attention"
Humanity is so fucking disgusting...
and the fact u cant vent to ur "friends" without them going behind ur back to say ur nothing but a pick me
@@monroebors7008 yess that hurts the most..
Yea…
i know...
So true :(
life is getting tiring ong ong
:(((
@@wwoakliits alright man
yeah.
facts fr
fr bro
i desperately want to run away from all my emotions and thoughts, and if ending my life is what i have to do, then im prepared, i cant live like this any longer
Lets not do that maybe. Try talking to someone It'll help ya. I wish you happiness in the future stay strong friend
Please don't let it win there are people out there please please please please don't people are here for u don't do this ❤
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love the major things you do
i love your nose
i love your eyes
i love your mouth
i love your teeth
i love your forehead
i love your height
i love your lips
i love your eyebrows
i love your body hair
i love your chin
i love your cheeks
i love your eyelashes
i love your freckles (or lack of)
i love your head
i love your body weight
i love everything about you
as the therapist friend i really hoped this helped all the poor souls that need a hug
i wish i knew this sooner but in order to love yourself, you need to stop loving the people that bring you down, as tough as it might be.. i promise.. you‘ll feel a weight fall off your shoulders
just so you know,
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
Thank you
❤💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜
it made me cry, thanks a lot
thank you so much.
thank you so much, i cried, this really helped
Timestamps::
-- 00:00 : Jealous - eyedress
-- 1:43 : inside out - duster
-- 3:44 : cigarettes out the window - TV girl
-- 6:32 : not allowed - TV girl
-- 8:55 : treehouse - alex G
-- 11:10 : untrust us - crystal castles
-- 13:48 : little bit - Lykke Li
all my fav song :00
спасибо, прекрасный человек
Ily for doing that ❤️
@@Xiaocvmeater ily too!!
yo, Ty for the time stamps :)
⚠️!WARNING VENT! ⚠️ TO BE HONEST LIFE SUCKS WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROUP OF FRIENDS LAUGHING AND THEN LONELINESS HITS YOU AND YOU REALIZE THAT YOU DON'T REALLY HAVE A BESTFRIEND AND YOU'RE NOBODY'S FAVORITE PERSON AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST DO IS SMILE INFRONT OF PEOPLE
Same :(
If we were friends you’d be my favorite:)
@@thecat658 me ???
Damm you didn’t need to hit me in to reality🥲
At school I just feel so lonely, like none cares about me, the worse is when I try not to cry and then she comes up "are you okay? You look like you're crying" :/
I just saw a picture of my old best friend , we were friends 4 years ago but I had to move school, I miss her so much.
cigarettes out the window. ♡
Pov:
You were calmly doing your homework for the next day. I was a warm Sunday night and it was getting late. You reached for your phone to change the music and randomly stumbled on this. So your put it on, placed your phone next to you and closed your eyes. A small smile crossed your face and you decided to keep working. A few minutes in you spotted drops of water falling onto your work. Only to realize it was your tears. You broke down at your desk. Alone. And you wouldn't have had it any other way.
crying tbh
this is so accurate ;-;
wow, pov; me
Это прекрасно, у меня и так руки трясутся, но это было так красиво написано..:")
well, i was in class, and this came on. the whole class hates me and i have no friends in school, so i was beginning to almost cry when i hid my tears for other ppl
i’ve never loved my headphones more than ever rn..
its 12 right now, I dont know what to do with my life anymore, the person who gave me reasoning to live is leaving me, i dont even know who im SUPPOSED to be, why am i like this.
i dont think i have much time left
to everyone listening to this playlist: can you do something for me? go eat something if you haven't. stay hydrated. get some sleep if you're tired. I'm so proud of you love
ty (:
i have no food but hot coco? ^^
@@cluqverxeve that will do ! take care
I want to sleep and never wake up
@@pok7z361 ty!
every day feels so dull, its like nothing really catches my eye nowadays, nothing really excites me. i am so desperate for friends even though i don't know how to properly make one. i force myself to change yet it doesn't work, nothing works. i wish i was like me back then, happy and friendly, had alot of friends. and everything changed. i think i was in the wrong here, i was the one who made all my friends leave me for good. i know i know i still have friends, but you know it got me overthinking "what if they actually hate me and just stay friends with me out of kindness, what if they're actually annoyed with me?" all of these what ifs, probably's, maybe's... it doesn't seem right anymore, everything isn't real. my friends aren't real. "SHUT UP! YOU'RE JUST OVERTHINKING!" i said that to myself multiple times yet i still couldn't move on. i've gotten so stressed that i stopped doing the things i love and need to do. "why are you acting like this?" i actually ask myself that many times already yet i still couldn't find a answer why. i should stop blabbering and complaining about everything, i'm still alive and healthy. everything should be just fine.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words, but spread these and copy paste
But i only have soda and sweet tea and sugarcubes
Tysm I love these comments
Tysm for motivation i was Reading this while drawing
I dont want to eat i eat too much
@@Riko.to.kot79 that alr
I turned on this playlist and went out to smoke on the balcony. My grandfather saw me, hugged me and began to smoke too.
To the person reading this,
what I adore about you….
your smile
your laugh
your eyes
your cute nose
the way you laugh
when your happy
your flaws
your beauty
your complexion
your glass skin
your silky hair
your cuteness
your kindness
your happiness
your sadness
your humour
Your taste
the way you see the world
your opinion
your love
your healthiness
your style
your tears
the way your relatable
your amaziness
the person that made you happy
your body
your height
your size
your shadow
your reflection
your cute face
your walk
your talk
your good habits
your bad habits
And most importantly…
you
AHH U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH U JUST MADE MY DAY GIRL ILYSMM
YOU WANT TO MAKE ME CRY OR???? ❤❤❤❤❤
this isn't helping. you don't know me! you don't know what i've done.
Tyyyy! :)
how to make me cry:
step one:
this
Hi guys, ik it’s rough. I also know I’m a random person on the internet you don’t know. But go drink some water. And if you haven’t eaten, take small bites of something. Like baby steps. Listen, I’m proud of you! No matter if it’s school, relashionships, sh, sa, su!c!de, stress, family, friends etc I’m proud of you. You reading this is good. It means you at least have energy to get through this. You are important. I promise. I don’t know who you are or anything, but ily. Ily all. Do smth that makes you happy for once. Talk to them. Wear that dress. Dye your hair. Live your life , ok? I know. I know it sucks. But it’ll all be okay. Now listen to me and listen to me close, you are doing ok. You are good enough. Ok? Never forget that. Next time you’re sad or anxious or whatever it is, I’m proud of you.
Thank you, спасибо
Nothing can make me happy, but thank you. You are a good person. I hope you are happy now
thank you sweetheart
...♡
gracias persona q no conosco me alegraste mi noche
the first song is just amazing
•• Vent ••
I am a side character. In my own story, i’m not the main focus. I have watched life go by like a blur for 3 years. I remember before that how happy i was, I had friends. That was the main thing. It’s funny isn’t it? How people drop you the moment you aren’t convenient to them. I gained weight in 2020 as most people did. that lockdown was the worst thing to happen to me. As soon as I was bigger than them, they dropped me. I st@rved myself as much as I could without dying just so i’d be pretty enough to them. To this day, whenever anybody brings up people’s weight, my heart drops. Everything feels like it gets slower.
It isn’t that bad. I have a cool mother. sometimes. When I’m not getting the full side-eye for being me ( as much as i can without being disowned). She never supported me. She was one of the other people who mocked my weight. I wasn’t even that big man. She didn’t support me coming out either though. Everything sucks. I get referred to as a girl every day no matter how many times i tell them im not. She used my preferred name for a day. Then she gave up. It wasn’t even that hard to learn. It was a few letters off of my dead name.
I realised no matter what i did i would never be happy with myself. So I began watching others. I study them closely, I take notes sometimes. I know so much about people who can’t even remember my name (dead or normal name). I have always beeb an observer. It’s all I’m good at. I remember things too. I hold grudges. I’m bitter. I’m either snapping at someone or silent. I’m rude. I’m awkward. I’m jealous.
I am not a good person.
edit: yeah no i’m not even done yet. +grammar
I have shit grades too y’know. No matter how many sleepless nights. No matter how long i spend, how many books i read, how many pages i write. But you want to know what’s funny? The popular kids get great grades.
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG?
im truly sorry u have felt this way, I have felt this way aswell. And it is terrible.
You know what u doin wrong ? Blaming urself luv
@@s.a.i.f5612 I don't think they made the comment with ill intentions. They meant the original commenter was being too harsh on themselves and that they shouldn't blame themselves.
This made me cry. I wish you the best, even if your situation seems unfixable. I cant give you advice because I've never been there.
are you still living life like a side character? Then do things that make you happy and don't care about what anybody thinks, then you will be the main character. I also relate to living life this way, as a kid I would be the most quietest kid and when people would be happy I would watch from the side. When my friends hung out with people other than me, I watched from the side. When people were having fun, I watched from the side. Then I started regaining confidence in myself as I saw that I had many opportunities to improve myself. I also gained some weight from quarantine, but I was at a healthy BMI, and I would still hate how chubby I was. So I tried working out at home, but it wouldn't help that much, so I learned to just be confident with my body and how I look. I started getting into makeup to make myself look prettier, I started acting like the person I wanted to be, I learned more about myself, I started taking the lead in life, I talked to people more, and I made more friends. My parents and siblings may give me weird looks as I acted like myself, but I didn't care, as long as I was happy, no one could stop me. Now I feel more like the main character than a side character when I was in 8th grade. It will take some time to improve your self-worth and everything but it's worth it in the end.
[aggresively catJAMs]
I want anyone else that is listening to stop, breathe..
and let themselves cry.
Whether you are going through the loss of a pet, loved one, mother or father or parent, sister or brother or sibling, a breakup. If your dealing with SA, SH, depression, autisum, a divorce, abuse, ADHD, DID, any health problems whether its physical or mental. Coming out to homophobic parents, dealing with bullying, abuse, verbal or mental or even physical, and if that please tell someone...
Even if your getting over your trauma, SA, breakup, and anything and everything inbetween..
You deserve to cry, and show emotion. Your life and feelings are an important matter and part of your life ❤
Love,
A fellow 14 year old SA survivor, and a friend to those on the web that find this comment, I hope you are inspired and feel loved, even if just a little more then before. ❤
When I think of a vent playlist, this is exactly what comes to mind. Thanks for making this :)
they stole it
They stole this shit
@@fragmentsofsoren did anyone ask
@@PRIDExKING who is og
@@_pixy_stix_4964 here
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this reminds me even though your happy for now your problems will always come back
i stay up all night talking to this guy and it just feels like hes playing with me, im feeling low and depressed, i feel like im wasitng time loosing sleep for this boy, grades dropping but i just cant leave him i feel too attatched and when i ask him what we are he just says 'more than friends' 'im just going with the flow' feel like i let him down or i did something wrong
girl/boy LEAVE HIM YOU DESERVE BETTER IF NO ONE HAS TOLD YOU YET I WILL YOU ARE LOVED YOU ARE WANTED DON'T LET SOME BOY GET YOU DOWN 💝💖💝
@@irdkxox I have left him, he didn't like it and a lot happened, im now working on myself but im not talking to anybody which has helped me find out my friends were honestly fake this whole time but im okay i think
@@H3ll0kittygIrl 💖
Dude, don’t waste your life on someone. I know it’s hard, but just take time off for yourself. Your world does not revolve around him, and his doesn’t revolve around you either, im sorry to sound harsh but I’m serious, before you make a bad mistake and stick around with that boy, please leave him to take care of yourself. You need to realize that he just isn’t worth your own happiness. You’ll find someone who loves you better, I promise, I’ve been there. Please, please take good care of urself.
@@ellor380 I have, and I’ve found someone new and I’m happy with him, I feel like I’m genuinely wanted and now I have some decent friends it’s just a shame I’ll be leaving school soon
I always put a smile on my face or put a smile on others but i feel sad inside I got called a fat as or get told to shut up or your annoying or why you so loud I always brush it off but it’s always hurt my feelings and I cry inside but smile on the out side. People look at me when I make weird noises I tried to brush it off and I stay quiet for a moment and asking myself if they think I’m weird or stupid so I just keep a smile on my face and keep calm and try to make people happy. .
I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤
i love you so much.
nice
LMAOOO
im proud of you for making this
I had a rough week with my dog dead and my grandma has cancer and testing, I just want to go back to 2015-2019. And this is actually helpful
If your struggling try some of these
Find someone to talk to
Have a drink
Have a snack
Grab a blanket
Take a brake from what your doing
Have a nap
Draw
Colour something in
Read
Write your thoughts and feelings during the day
Turn of social media notifications
Go on a walk
Listen to music
Take your dog out for a walk(if you have one)
Sit with your pet near you
Watch a show/film you like
Look at the stars at night
Look at clouds
Take photos of nature
Finish an art project
Take a small break from homework
Write in a journal
But one thing I want everyone one to do even if your not struggling is to tell yourself "I'm amazing as i try my best, even if peopledont see it"
Have an amazing day/evening/night,
Enjoy the playlist and whatever your working on
✨️Your amazing✨️
im not ok
how can i trust someone that doesn't know how to spell "off". and anyway, it wouldn't help. none of these songs help anyway.
@@eozisland1542 what if they dyslexic?
i have a gecko, he cant sit next to me :')
All these things i can do yet i feel bored of my mind with no motivation whatsoever.
these comments >>
Thank you so much everyone who commented such kind words on these videos.
i dont know if i was the only one who cried on some of these but thank you.
everyone please stay healthy, to everyone who's feeling sad, dont cry please, you are perfect. not a single thing about you is bad. everything is perfect about you. you can do this, okay? everyone supports you. at least in this comment section. dont give up anything in your life. Its gonna get better okay?
agreed
Dear to the person reading this,
Your PERFECT
Your the BEST person anyone can have
Nothing is wrong with you
You have perfect teeth
You have perfect hair
Its not youre fault
People love you
Your body type is perfect
Your smile is perfect
Your good enough
Your face isnt ugly
Life is going to get better
Dont blame it on yourself
Your hair is fine
You can talk to people
Your not an attention seeker
If you s3lf h@rm your not just a emo you have reasons
Your grades are okay
People dont judge you
Life may be hard but enjoy it while you can
Im pround of you for everything
Edit: i know im kinda late for this but i just wanna try to make you guys feel better have a good day/night ily and im proud
damn, thanks
thank you for this it actually helped me alot ty !!
@@xdoge_x np have a great day !
@@St4r.l1ght168
when a random stranger comments I love you” it makes me cry knowing that there is a person I don’t even know trying to comfort me even if they are also going through stuff
Me when I try to make everyone smile and just be generally happy and quite literally apologize for EVERYTHING but I still get nothing in return and ending up feeling like the bad guy. (Emu Kinnie Moment)
Bro, literally same
Bro has the same life as me😕
@@HAL0_MEMES real
@@gh00st42 why are so many people treated like this it makes no sense 😕
@@HAL0_MEMES right?
its actually 1:55 AM, and i having a felling that i am losting a very close friend and i cant help but feel sad and that playlist is helping me out
A LOT!
thank u very much!
Edit: some folks replied to my comments and I just wanna 2 say somethings
1. I lost him, he say that he didn't wanna be friends with me 2 days after I commented this, but is ok, tbh I was quite toxic to him and he needed the attention that I couldn't gave him
2. Very thanks for the consent and advice, seriously, you guys are amazing! (And I don't wanna be THAT guy, but thanks for the likes 2)
Make sure you stay in contact with them so you don't lose them
i actually lost my best friend, anything happens... STAY BY THEM!
@@fishychippy bad news
@@nuclearfox9833 bad news 2x
I have abandonment issues and let me just say don't do what I did but I lost two friends at the same time friend 1 was my friend for most of my life then we got put in different classes and she didn't even bother and ended up replacing me with someone else I still stuck around though but I was going through one of the hardest times in my life and she didn't even ask once and other people who were in our old classes where noticing it made it seem like I was the pathetic clingy one which I will admit I was being clingy but it hurt and with friend 2 it was mostly my jealousy because I thought I knew what was going to happen and we both became toxic to each other sometimes it would get manipulative but I was so scared that I was being left alone for the tenth time anyway it feels like my friend now is leaving me its only been two days and I know I shouldn't trust myself on what to do because I do go to panic mode when it comes to this so I think Im just going to isolate myself from them unless I have to ask something important or just going to let them talk to me whenever they want to but they aren't talking to me much or as much as their other friends anyway it may be painful but forcing it will make it burn
To anybody who reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you even if your at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
needed that
я очень хочу с тобой встретится
Если вам грустно , то грустите. Вы со всеми справитесь. Я понимаю жизнь кажется трудной очень трудной, но пытайтесь выбраться из этой пучины, ведь если вы не можите себе помочь то некто не сможет!))). И помните если не кто не верит в вас, значит верьте в самого себя)))!)я верю в вас❤!) И даже если жизнь кажется трудной, то пожалуйста не сдавайтесь)
Всех люблю и обнимаю ❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍❤🤍
Я уже забыл что такое симпатия к людям. Умер кто-то, ну и умер.. Принимать комплименты от незнакомцев я не собираюсь.
Справиться с моими мыслями и депрессией помогает только музыка и видео игры.
Eminem, TV girl и т.п. ...
По поводу Ваших слов "если вы не можете себе помочь то никто не сможет", это не во всех случаях помогает, иногда людям нужна реальная поддержка от других в ситуациях в которых они сами не могут справиться.
I listen to this because it really helps. Just recently I made someone I really loved quit discord. If it weren't for the things I have said, they wouldn't be gone right now. This helped me get through it, thank you so much.
to people who have a hard day, get water, blanket, and get rest,
to people who are depressed, get a snack.water.lay down, and rest
to people who are tired, breathe slowly, get a blanket, lay down, and rest
we hope we made ur day
vent!
I had a group of three people and everything was going great until one of them screwed up, bringing up the other person's insecurities and saying that he was no longer interested in me, I met them 2 years ago and it hurts. Then I told my other group of friends what just happened to me and they just ignored me and started telling me their problems, I'm tired of it.
everything is going well until you realize you have to act like it's nothing or you'll be a drama queen
i listen to this every day...
I don't understand the purpose of living anymore... I'm just existing at this point.
same
same; but don't worry, it'll get better, stay strong and take care of you
POV You're the funny friend...
i really relate
Writing vents / random shi in your notes whilst listening to these playlists>>>
if u want someone to talk to, you can always consider me an option
THIS IS SO GOOD ..I DONT USUALLY COMMENT ON RUclips BUT THIS IS ONE HANDSOME OF A VIDEO😊
THAT INSIDE OUT VERSION IS PERFECT
Okay but why do I save millions upon millions of vent playlists...
Is something wrong with me?
nothing is wrong with u.. but are u ok what happend?
@@arnr4674 your so nice
nah girl u just emo 😭
@@zyi7987 bro- comfort them :/
@@AFC_Base_Offical my bad
thank you for this, this really helped, I cant explain how I'm feeling with everything and this made me feel secure. Sometimes I just wanna be free.
!VENT!
Im that kid who puts people first and wants my friends to be happy first. When ever im with them I put my happy face on I don't want my bad mood to ever rub off on them. When they ask how im always happy all I can ever come to say is im not but that does not matter I want u to be happy is there anything I can do to help u be happier. thats me :| . There was this kid I liked and kinda still do he was the frist person I could be me around, talk about what I like and music I like without being judged or feeling as the person im talking to hates me. It made me so fxcking happy so I started to crush on him, turns out he liked me to becuase he does not make may new friedns and me want to be freinds with him was somthing that never happens so he love me cuz I carred and actually wanted to be around him (sry for the bad spelling and run on secntaces.) This on day he called me a coffesed to me at this point my feeling were not clear and the freind I asked to help me on what to say conviced me to say no. bad choise worst of my life. but the next day I reslised that I liked him so I was going to say somthing but one of my best freinds was telling me on the walk to school how she has liked him for like 4 years and now that he said somthing to me she is going to try to get with him. So even tho I loved him so much and wated to be with him so bad I didn't say anything and instead got her with him. they are in love now. and when i tell u it hurts to see them kiss, and cuddle, and do everything i wish I could with him. but I found someone else but he is no where near as amizing but the problem was one of my friends who I used to be EXTREMLY CLOSE with liked him. but I saw how that went last time and I was like i never do this but im going to get with him do somthing with me for once. good job me, I lost 2 of my friends who I used to be extremly close with for years we would call everyday and we loved talking. I will never be able to have the freindship again, even tho it hurts i did something for myself for once and i don't even know how i feel anymore becuase if i din't i don't want the other thing to happen again but i lost close people becuase I did. so here i am now dateing this kid lost my friends and sad becuase of another but its ok me and the first kid are rlllyyyyyy close freinds at this point and ill take it.
another diffrent thing there was another kid who liked me and fessed to me I said no nicely. when i saw nicely i mean it i tryed to be a sweet as i could. the next day on the walk to school i leard he was thinking about sxicidx becuase i said no. so i went back and said never mind and i kinda did like him. it got rlly toxic and he pushed all his friends away for me. i finally cut it off and he went back to the bad state of mind. but all my friend said to not do anything and leave it be which i did even tho it was hard. he is better now and no longer like that im glad we are now good freinds.
TW!!!!! SELF HARM!!!!!!!!!!
this is somthing i have never actalluy stated ever exetp for note books but during all this time I ended up cxttxng my self a bit and the thing is in the moment it was so nice but after i would just cry and the next days and weeks i would feel so guilty. but after the scare faded god i just wated to again and again i have stoped its be over 1 1/2 mothes scince i have cxt and im feeling better overall. I was also sxicdxl at one point and almost ______ but I stoped myslef and in a good place now that was like 4 mothes ago im stable now and no longer feel that way.
but i just want to say don't do this from a person who has get help, talk to someone don;t hurt yoyrslef pls pls pls pls and dontn end your life even though you may not feel that way there are people who love you and never forget that i love you
We can sit n cry together its gonna be ok 😭
This is a great mix of songs for a vent playlist, but it also reminds me of the songs I used to listen to in my old alt phase of early 2021 and it makes me a mix of happy and sad because I truly wish I could go back to those times because it was so much fun but also seems so cringe now. Man, times have changed :')
6:35 sí
agreed
You’re not cringe for being happy. Do what makes you happy, be who you want. People’s perceptions of you shouldn’t change just bc ur happy. If they do, they’re not worth your time anyway.
Alt is beautiful, and if you enjoy it, it’s for you.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you’re excited
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love the major things you do
i love your nose
i love your eyes
i love your mouth
i love your teeth
i love your forehead
i love your height
i love your lips
i love your eyebrows
i love your body hair
i love your chin
i love your cheeks
i love your eyelashes
i love your freckles (or lack of)
i love your head
i love your body weight
i love everything about you
My favorite.... :)
i can't do this anymore ‼️💯🔥🙏
stay strong please.
Мне нравится, большое спасибо за такой плейлист :3
I clicked on this vid for the picture for an idea but omg this is so good
GURL YOURE MUSIC JUST HEAL ME THANKSSS
Am I the only one that's vibing to this?
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
not my words, copy and paste if you wanna get peoples moods up and not feeling upset
same pfp! ^^
Thanks for the playlist! Its rly what i needed…
From ur 100th sub
I keep trying to be someone im not just to feel wanted i change how i feel about things even if i enjoy it idk why im just so scared ppl wont like me for me to the point i would change myself if that means someone wont get sick of me i feel so lost, so lost in my own head i dont know what i like, what i hate, i just know how to please ppl almost as if im not even supossed to be a normal human and if i do one thing wrong i mess it all up i always do then everyone hates me for it No matter how hard i try to explaine it they wont listen all they do is call me a lier. Its now kind of become something ppl know me for even tho i try to prove im not in so many ways. Sometimes i just wanna go in a deep none ending void where i can be left with myself and nothing but a dark room filled with the sense of calmness, reilf, and happines, yk? its like when sometimes u feel like that in some room or with someone instead i just want it to be a none ending void, most of my life i always have been there for ppl but No one has taken any time for me i always was to be blame for anything, in one side i think im ugly bc ppl say i am i belive it so much that i cant even belive someone thinks im pretty.
the only playlist ill cry to.
I SWEAR MUSIC IS THE ONLY REASON IN CONTINUING ❤❤❤
Same
its stolen
@@tsukiusagi6911 its stolen
@@probablyvannyy what
@@tsukiusagi6911 its stolen. i Said that clearly. The OG is from mia
thks for this playlist :))
there's all my fav song ✨
im listening to this while reading heartstopper
just had a breakdown on a toilet to this great thanks
2am crying and dying
at 1:44 seconds that is the time i cry i swear that song hits hard as soon as it started i wanted to cry
Same.
That always hits had when their is hardly any voice, or a very light voice tht u struggle to hear
It always make u feel like u have imaginary friends, and one is calling. It also makes u very emotional
Same
to who is broken are non broken to those who think they aren't enough to those who think there werid or there ugly or even hate there body i may be one but there are hundreds who know this you are perfect no matter if you think its your looks or body your beautiful if you don't think you are good enough you are there could be a hundred who know this YOU ARE PERFECT❤💘💘❤❤❤
I LOVE THIS PLAHLIST OMLL
I LOV THIS PLAYLIST it calms me.. Good job! :>
Fav playlist.
Tysm for this. ❤
This really forced my tears out tbh
hay dios mio que hermosas canciones 😩❤🩹
SI
How do I let out my emotions and at least tell someone what I feel without them laughing and say I'm cringe
if someone laughs at you there not a true friend
i feel like life is for overthinking... sometimes i just wanna scream. ur just depressed and wanna snd it/
wow i went from a love playlist to a vent playlist
Классно, мне очень нравятся эти песни
Мени тоже можна чучуть погрустить а потом вона начне тебе успокайвать и таким темпом я чуть незаснула💕💞💓💗💖💝
That first song u think will always be one of my favs 🖤❤
Finally a sad playlist that's my style.
i hope were still friends yeah hope you dont mind...all by myself sitting alone
This playlist is amazing 🤍
this isnt theirs original
ruclips.net/video/HsY2Pr-yaLc/видео.html&ab_channel=mia
give her support instead!!
its stolen
For the ones who are saying its stolen I went to the original :)
thank you for this
finally i find someone that can make a good playlist
i dont wanna die
i do want to stop existing....
Same I wish I was invisible
"I can’t help but start this vent post with an obligatory apology first. I’m sorry. And thank you.
For me, something negatively shifted in my psyche around the time I turned 10 or 11. Somewhere around that age. Before that, when I was even younger-it sounds really stupid, made up, melodramatic when I type it out, but I had a bad obsession with death. It was a very severe fear.
The anxiety made me terrified to fall asleep, because every night my 8 year old self was sure it’d be my last. I was always convinced I won’t be able to wake up. Genuinely. Deeply. I honestly believed that I would die in my sleep, whether through natural causes or by the hands of my ever-angry mother.
I developed twitchy eyes, whether from lack of sleep or anxiety or both. Explaining the fear I had (have) for my mother would take forever. She is an angry, loud, aggressive person. An emotionally and verbally abusive person. Toxic. Guilt-tripping. You get the idea. To the point where I was sure she will kill me. And not like, oh, “Man, my ma is seriously gonna kill me!!” Like, no exaggeration.
Anyway. So even before I became depressed, I was riddled with severe anxiety. Wasn’t the best student, hated going to school, loved learning and writing and reading-but fuck school. Fuck grades, tests, cliques, the whole systematic mess.
I honestly feel like I’ve carried a really fucked up and detrimental mental state from a young age. I’m 26 now. I really thought I’d overcome my struggles. In some ways, I guess there’s improvement. But overall, I feel really...pointless. Terrible. Sick.
I really don’t want any of this. I don’t want any part of this. I really feel like I am terribly unfit for society’s demands and expectations and normalcies. And it tears me up. I struggle with a constant mantra, “Be normal, be normal.”
I’ve tried medication and talk therapy. I am tired of reading the same self-help techniques, but I do wish I could just snap my fingers and stop being a fucking basket case.
I know I made this lofty enough already; I just simply feel depressed, have always felt mentally ill, and I fear there’s no changing it or healing. I hate the idea of failing to force myself into the stupid robot that society apparently needs so badly. I would be more helpful being dead and donating my organs to someone who does need them and wants to live, y’know. Like that one book. “Unwind”? By Neal Something?
I feel like I screwed my life up. I got my GED years ago. (VERY long story here about why I stupidly dropped out of high school, but tl;dr: friends turned on me, I’m a lesbian from a rural town-I was outcasted by other outcasts, already hated how the school system was)
I hate working. I just do. It seems really taboo to admit it. That’s why I wish I wasnt alive so that no one has to deal with a deadweight. I hate working these shitty minimum wage jobs. I hate how much bullshit and lies and fakeness you need just to hopefully get an interview. I hate people, for the most part. Rather, I hate dealing with rude, entitled people. I love animals. I feel better in nature. I hate feeling like I have to force myself to be a functional person. I have a hard time getting up. I hate leaving my bed.
I feel really sad. Like a very deep, deep loneliness and disatisfaction with my life. My mother is still an ever-looming presence. Can you at least imagine what speaking to her about my mental state is like? Not fruitful, not comforting. Very, very dismissive at best. At worst, she gets very passionate in telling me how fucking lazy and worthless I am. How superior SHE is.
I have 3 other siblings who are so...intelligent. They’re going places, y’know? It sucks to be so behind and below. I just need to tell someone, anyone, the Void, that I feel really broken and I wish I could stop having to fight myself every day. Just to get up. Just to clean. Just to make myself food. I feel like these are strenuous battles.
I could go on droning forever, I’m really sorry. I just feel like this all sucks. I feel physically symthoms, too. Like real pain. The having no energy is aggravating. I wish I was someone else and more normal and functional.
I’m glad I’m not entirely alone? Someone probably understands these feelings."
Hey I’m sorry you are going through all that… you don’t deserve it you seem like a great person and I know this is a cliche to say but it’s gonna get better.
if your reading this please “ please hang on and follow your dreams i will be waiting for you and cheering forever. even your sad. so please hang on and love your self. i know your seeing pain rn but you need to love you and care abt you. “ ( i cried while typing this but keep on following your dreams. ❤️ )
Thought this was removed off RUclips so I was happy I downloaded it before… but I’m glad it wasn’t because now I can listen to it on my other iPad.
огромная ностальгия для меня
vent!
i'm tired of everything,,, everything around me seems to be going so fast. im autistic, and my therapist proceeded to lie about me being neurotypical; as to say, she told me I was autistic and then told my sister (who is my guardian for therapy, even if i have both my parents with me) that she never said that. she denied what we had talked about in multiple sessions. i had finally understood myself, i was finnaly embracing myself. Until she invalidated me. I don't know what to do, im certain im autistic so i suppose id just have to be self-diagnosed. im afab, so its even harder for me to get a diagnosis. im tired of not knowing what's up with me, what am i feeling... why am i feeling like this. i feel like i'm a burden to everyone, like i'm not anyone's joy. i have a best friend who i love very much, but am i really important to him? he's the coolest, he deserves someone better as a friend.
last year, i tried to take my own life. this year im close to entering an episode like that again, and i really dont want to... but things are getting so difficult.. and im about to start uni next year. everything moves too fast, but i am way too slow. im so fucking dumb its embarassing,, i try to be inteligent, i try to be someone. but im some nobody. and it feels like ill always be. like ill be forgotten. And i have not much to complain, others have it worse than i do... but i still complain, ungrateful...
Pardon my lack of good orthography, I don't feel like writing correctly right now.
If anyone reads this, thank you! Have a nice day, rest when you need it.
If you haven't already, tell your family to get a new therapist for you. I'm not sure how therapy works but if there is anyone higher up you could ask about it then do that too. As for your best friend, if you don't want to outright ask if you're important you could try a subtle test? Idk there's some stuff you could google about friendship tests if you really feel like they are being uncaring. But, if this is not the case then you should try to understand that you ARE worthy of them, and that just because you don't feel like it doesn't make it untrue. I know it's really hard to believe, but you're probably way more important to them then you realize, even if that sounds cliche. As for your intelligence, don't say stuff like that about yourself! It honestly doesn't matter and being "smart" or "dumb" kinda depends on situations. School isn't the best for determining that, especially when you are dealing with other stuff. Your life is way more important than school. I hope you do well in uni if that's what you want. Sorry if this isn't good advice, but anyway I just wish you the best! Good luck for whatever you decide
@@silverrrr2992I hadn't been able to answer to this comment before, I didn't get a notification. Thank you so so much, it is good advice! I hope you have had a great 10 months since you've last responded, it's nice to know someone wants to help :')
i love her.
I got cancer thanks this helps
POV:Me when I'm getten yelled at but only bc I got a b and I was good at everything else and I was just making people happy at school and being happy (At least try to-) but what do I,get ? Nothing, that just shows how family is not family at least not a good one- I will never see my "family" as real family...
Never related more.
I love this playlist!
Hey how are you? Your not alright? Aw man im sorry please don't be sad just stop what are you doing and stand up take 4 deep breaths get a water bottle to calm yourself down go back to whatever place you were if you're tired just don't move for 15 minutes calm yourself down and stop thinking just think of a pitch black and close you're eyes if it didn't work just let your tears out and calm down
Remember.... I always love you and im always proud of you!! ❤❤❤
i dont want to die, i just want to go explore other universes with a chinchilla and a talking parrot
real
I only listen to vent playlist cuz i cant vent to my mom without her saying im being over dramatic or im a hypochondriac or she says i think im deppresed because of the internet even when i dont say im deppresed
Yeah...
I love your play list
Vent♡
I am so tired of my life i keep feeling worthless and that makes me lose my motivation for school
I keep getting bad grades and i know its my fault but i cant find motivation at all
I barely have any friends,luckly i am in 8th grade and maybe in highschool ill have more luck
I keep making small mistakes and it makes me burn inside
I wanna cry but got no tears at all
And when i got tears its the wrong moment
If i would be able i would just cry and cry and cry
этот плейлист = КОМФОРТ
ruclips.net/video/HsY2Pr-yaLc/видео.html here’s the original video
EXACTLY! this video was stolen.