"No matter how far you manage to go, distance will never be able to erase those beautiful memories. There is so much goodness that we shared together."
Sometimes being alone makes me feel better and more comfortable in my own skin because I can express my emotions without anyone being there to do absolutely anything. I prefer not being talked to or comforted when I'm feeling emotional but I also feel like no one likes me when they do that... I'm so confusing I even confuse myself sometimes. I hate that part of me.
"just leave me alone" ,, people at school are calling me names and threatening to hurt me , and I really relate to that lyric. I just want to rest in peace.
I just want him to listen. every time I try to hint I need or want to vent he just brings something else up like I didnt just say I was going to relapse. now fucking strangers on the internet are more comfort than any irl friends
Hey, if you wanna share who “he” is, im curious but also you dont have to, and no matter who is, I will listen to you, i understand what it is like to have someone shut your feelings down, of course we are all different, i dont know exactly what you are going through, i cant say i completely understand, but i can say that i have been in similar situations, and trust me, things will get better for us, it may be a while but it will, i know it will, and you know it will too, you may be loosing hope, but the reason you are still here is because deep down, even if you dont notice it, you still are hanging on in hopes things will get better, they will
SONG LIST 0:00 Jealous - Eyedress 1:44 Inside Out - Duster 3:44 Ciggaretes out the Window - TV Girl 6:33 Not Allowed - TV Girl 8:55 Treehouse - Alex G 11:10 Untrust Us - Crystal Castles 13:48 Little Bit - Lykke Li (AutoErotique Bootleg Remix) Thanks Mia for telling the names of the last two songs!
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
omg thank you this is so underrated i realy needed this. this made my day i have been feeling so lonely lately and i have the contstan feeling that nobody acualy cares about me. from now on when i feel lonely i will look at this to make me feel better. THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS MY FAVORATE COMMENT EVER amen🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍
to anyone who has ate, drank, changed, got clean, etc. im so proud of you! life is tough and you got this! i believe in you, no matter whats happening, stuff will get better soon! you got this! i love you so so so so much! just always know i will be proud of you! dont listen to what other people say abt you. you are gorgeous. always believe in urself. love you
To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder:After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
if you’re reading this i want you to know you’re so strong and amazing, life is literally so tough and hard just breathing can be so hard but you’re still here like you made it this far and i just want to tell you i’m super duper mega proud of you and i’m cheering you on sm because i know you can keep on going❤️. no matter what’s going on just know everything will be alright soon, you will find a way out of that bad hole eventually and you’ll be happy
just wanted to vent anonymously i feel like a failure to myself, i’ve never felt more insecure, i’m making up excuses for myself, i’ve been so aggressive to everyone and i just want to say sorry to everyone for being there i have nothing to contribute to their lives, i’m so average, with my looks, my fitness, my personality, my intelligence i feel like i have no right to be angry, sad or cry i want to wallow alone, go for a walk somewhere one day and just cry for a bit alone i feel selfish for wanting someone to find me if that does ever happen i want people to be with me but i have nothing to give im so sorry, i hate me too i feel so sensitive, one comment makes me spiral, why can’t i just take a joke anymore i’m the joke here
I’m so sorry love. Things will get better. But they won’t get better on their own, you need to work to get to your goal. Taking care of yourself is a great way to start. Drink some water, eat whatever you want, sleep. You deserve it.
я никогда не страдал от одиночества, и не мог понять людей, которые готовы разбиться в лепешку, лишь бытие упустить от себя других, дорогих им людей. но только сейчас я осознаю, что делал и думал так только из-за того, что все время окружал себя людьми, с которыми мог поговорить. никогда не мог пожаловаться на отсутствие собеседника - всегда было как минимум три человека, и оттого острой нехватки общения тоже не было. только сейчас, когда по какой-то глупой случайности у меня не осталось никого, кроме пары людей, которых я ужасно не хочу загружать проблемами, и которые появляются в моей жизни крайне редко, я понимаю, что просто намеренно сбегал от признания, что тоже боюсь быть одиноким. мне ужасно плохо. но весь мой максимум - говорить об этом в пустоту в интернете, зная, что никто из моих реальных знакомых никогда не прочитает это. не поймёт, что это я, и я не нагружу их тем самым.
“Cigarettes out the window” is what my friend said I was if I was a song when we were doing “me if I was…” I’m still recovering on how true it is because she knows everything.
Hey, I may just be any ordinary stranger but I know that you’re going through stuff and I know it’s hard but I know that you’ll get through it and sooner or later you’ll find your happiness and freedom it just takes time and I believe in you. And parent will always be parents and not listen to their kids when they are hurting but don’t worry cause you’ll find happiness.
я чувствую себя ужасно, ребят, я каждый день слушаю подобные песни и плачу. я рада, что хотя бы могу плакать, но у меня совершенно нет сил, я ненавижу всё, что окружает меня, я хочу убежать, но мне некуда спрятаться. все ненавидят меня...? ну.. или.. у меня такое ощущение. я хочу чтобы всё поскорее закончилось
its 10:48pm and im listening to this playlist reading throught the comments.. i relate to most of them, im still young, but i feel the pain, i wish people knew that.
i can't believe i made them cry, i loved and appreciated them so much and i just absent-mindedly screamed at them. They won't talk to me. Please, I'm so.. so sorry.
It isn't your fault. If you have anger issues, you can't control them. You should probably confront them in person (if you live in the same city/state). Talking to them over texts will make them ignore you. So its better to let them know that you didn't mean to over call or in person.
i have a good life wit good parents and stuff but these playlists make me cry for some reason. thinking about things that happened to me when i was really young... makes me feel sad. these playlists are my favorite type of music. thank you.
Vent [I don't really know if its a vent though]: I don't know how to smile. everyone else does it perfectly. I just have terrible smiles or I just aren't built for happiness. Am I ugly or stupid? Am I dumb or do I just don't know? I guess we will never know.
"Do the wires in your mind get sewn together Rubbed and severed by the heat You don't know how long I could stare into your picture And wish that it was me I guess it's different 'cause you love him But I've got an interactive Sick and twisted imagination And that's gotta count for something." most relatable lyrics.
i was 9 years old..when it all started i started to feel different i felt that i couldnt be happy anymore i always faked a smile pretend to be a chaotic energy kid, but when i was alone i always cried wishing to be like other kids happy im currently 11 i see a psycologist every month and im kinda getting better but i still cry a lot and think: “ its so unfair why cant i be happy,what did i do wrong?” ( sorry for bad grammarly im mexican )
this isn't a vent, but i just wanted to thank all my current friends for helping me out. they're everything for me. they helped me with some of my classmates, some of my problems and i'm really grateful to have them. i wish you the best guys
@@Pinkyminchild he/she did had bad times. just bc she get happy times doesn't mean he/she is Lucky, and no this is not a hate comment im just telling you! :)
screaming, crying, smashing my head against the wall, wailing at the fact that he will never know how much my heart twisted itself everytime i passed him to the point where him staring at me and giving me the slightest smile could lift me up out of the pits of hell. i will never love anybody like him. we were supposed to be together. it was supposed to be us. not me, and then him and her. *me.* why was i not good enough? i did everything he asked. what could i have possibly have done wrong. what did i do wrong. why can't he love *me?*
Idk why I am telling this to a youtube comment section but I decided to anyways, i feel like i can express this since it’s a vent playlist. I’ve always been better at a lot of things than my sister, It sucks to say since I hate talking highly of myself to bring others down but it’s the truth. However theres been a few things she’s been better at that I can never be good at. Looks, popularity and having true friend, the three things i’ve always wanted. She’s always been prettier than me to the point that not one guy I have been with or even guys that i’ve been attracted to have thought I was prettier than her or have been as attracted to me as they were to her. I always have a lot of friends because I try to talk to everyone, half the people I consider friends consider me as nobody anyways whereas she’s so effortlessly popular and people want to talk to her, nobody ever WANTS to talk to me to the point it’s such a one sided conversation or I even just shut up sometimes because I’m clearly just talking to myself. She also has these few friends that she can really trust and rely on that she’s known forever, I don’t have friends like that, I have maybe 2 friends I could trust but not the way she can trust these friends. I’ve had so many people come and go in my life where she’s only had one friend group like that. And whenever I express that lots of people i’m friends with suddenly stop talking to me and including me than i i’m asked if it’s my fault, maybe it is idk. I’ve never been one of those girls that walk into a room and everyone wants to talk to or wants to be, my sister has though and will always be and i’ll always be jealous of her. Sometimes I feel like she’s well aware of this as she often rubs it in my face in a way, like how she knew I was so happy for someone to be attracted to me only for her to tell me that he was attracted to her, i’d honestly prefer if she didnt tell me. I feel like all my efforts to come to acceptancew with this and building my self confidence has been destroyed after she informed me of this, she knew how happy I was about it. I just wanted to let everyone who is experiencing something similar that you are unique and gorgeous in your own way and that you don’t need to feel jealous of someone as no one looks the same therefore there shouldn’t be such a thing as “ugly” and “pretty”, everyone is human in the end, our looks is just what defines us as an individual person.
this was a while ago but i hope it's a lot better now. don't compare yourself to other people. no one's "better" than anybody, there's things that people are good at and some aren't. it's always going to be like that no matter what. don't force yourself on to other people and if you be yourself, people will come to you. friends aren't too important as long as you know there is someone that loves you just as much as you love them. i love you and i hope you built you self confidence and started feeling better about yourself
I really am the family screw up. I have so many missing assignments, straight F’s and am packed with anxiety and mental health issues. I don’t see the point in going on much longer
You are not it may seem like that but you are not and it’s okay i know it’s hard with school but you gotta keep going。 it’s okay ok people love you so much they would cry if u left this world.
Always when i feel left out. When i feel unwanted When i feel insecure When i feel sad When i want to cry When i want to be wanted When i want to be loved When i want to vibe When i want to cry hard that my eyes fall out.. I listen to music..it's funny how Music can understand you more than anyone more than even a family member..
" They leave me out so much, why do i have to keep going near them, when im just standing there for nothing? Why do i have to play the role of someone, who is trying to be a good friend? Friendship isn't just about forcing people to like me, it is about happiness and love. Friendship is like a boat. A boat, that's strong. A boat, where the pirate feels safe. But why did this boat drown? What was the reason?What is the reason for trying, when they don't want me there. Summer will be whitout calling they said, same as next year. What is this friendship about? What is friendship whitout meeting? Nothing like that exists. If it was by them, they wouldn't meet me anymore. What did i do wrong? Why me?"
Me listening to this. Knowing it's 3 am,laying in bed, my little brother sleeping next to me, I have 2 exams today. But I just can't stop crying and idk why anymore. I just feel empty and that's it.
this is the playlist of my winter..my hardest winter it hurts me so much to listen to all these songs, they just devastate me and I'm dying inside again But despite all this, I can't stop listening to them.
i get sad days everyday and ive been looking for vent playlists like this. this may be the only way to clear out my sadness and hop onto music i love. thank you.
this isn't much of a vent, but my one friend group with me and my bf are in means the world to me, i love that friend group sm. they make me feel so safe, and welcomed and we all respect each others triggers. i wanna make this group last forever.
i am that desperate to just try and have a conversation between myself since no one wants to talk to me. but fr music is the only thing that can comfort me anymore, i just feel numb or deluded when someone irl tries to do it. like they aren’t good enough. or am i just the one overthinking here? idk i just want to be truly loved by someone. i don’t have true friends since last year and i don’t even understand anymore how to push away the fake ones. it’s not like i can’t but i won’t do it. i simply want some affection or friendship. i just want to remind anyone that if your passing thru types of situations like mine they will somehow get better, trust me. love y’all out there
Lil vent because I don’t feel real. Why am I not perfect for my parents, they want the best for me so I should repay them, but it feels wrong but they’re my parents, is anything real anymore…?
TW!! - Suicidal Thoughts and Uncontrollable ME in my head I talk to. After being diagnosed with Depression and BPD. Im just so impulsive and everything is so loud. Im so upset with myself, I want to die. I dont know why though... I hate myself. I hate people. I want everyone to die... "Do I?" I keep asking myself. Why am I depressed? I cant even figure that out. Maybe this is all a dream, right? Why do I hate people. What did they do to me... They did everything to me. I dont know. I stumble on everything.. I hate everyone Im just so confused.. with everything. Why me!? But why not me.. right. I really am just a walkway. I pretend to be all happy but I dont know? Maybe I was happy in the moment.. No, you were always sad. "Its because im ugly isnt it?" I had asked someone who had beat me up. No.. No it wasnt. It was because everyone already hated me and why not? "Everyone wants to blend in.. So when someones hated. Your supposed to follow." He told me. Your right, he was right. Infact, I already knew that myself. I was so OBSESSED with being somebody. Someone who wasnt me. I continue to hate myself. Why am I depressed? BPD? Thats bullshit. I... I never know do I? Why me? Why does everyone hate me. This ugly scarred face of mines.. thats why isnt it. I just want to die. I want to live, I want to... I think. No, kill me. Huh? Im confused... me too. I hate you. I hate.. things. I cant deal with myself. Fuck this. Why do I think this way? There is NO fixing me, is there? :D
These playlists are the ones that make me bawl every once in a while but thats good because i keep everything bottled up and then eventually cry it all out
Read this if your here. You're special, Your perfect and always will be through the darkest times in the brightest terms. If you ever need someone to vent to I will always be here because I understand what pain can feel like. Maybe not yours because everyone's pain is different, but remember your feeling matter even if its something small or big, it matters!
As soon as everything is going good it like it just collapses. Times like this make me want to relapse so badly but I don’t wanna make my parents upset especially because it’s summer and they know how much I use to love to swim and I just can’t tell them no
you know those people that are skinny but then when you look to the side they have a lower stomach? or if that’s you, you’ll probably relate to me. i started looking at my body and I gained weight over the year. it wasn’t that much but i though i looked fat. so I started exercising in private and starving myself, and other things for a few months. over time I did loose weight and the pooch went down but not fully. now I can feel my muscle where it was and the pooch is still noticeable. so I hated myself for the longest time and kept starving myself thinking i wasn’t enough. my stepsisters are born skinny and me wearing a 2 piece makes me feel so insecure compared to them. but now in the present, my pooch is still there and it makes me insecure about myself and I still try to get rid of it. i hate my body and I always will.
I'm proud of you for waking up . I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing . I'm proud of you for trying/making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water. I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you . I'm proud of you for TRYING to smile. I'm proud of you for continuing even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself . I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive . I'M PROUD OF YOU
u don't know how much i needed this. thank you so freaking much for making me cry HAPPy tears for once. i haven't heard someone say "i'm proud of you" to me in awhile so this made my day
SLAY MIA SLAY U MADE THIS PLAYLIST FOR UR SELF AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE VENTING RN THATS ME RN MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHOOSE MY LITTLE SIS AND BRO OVER ME SO THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST THANK YOU MIA! - XOXO, ARI UR BIGGEST FAN LIKE FR
if you readin this,i js want to let ya know that everythings hpn is not ur fault okay ur not the problem,it js ur thought it not true at all,it alr meant to be:) stop blaming urself! its okay right
Vent ig To be honest I just want to end it all, the reason is because I feel like a failure and I ruin every relationship with everybody in my life even my parents they loved me and they still do but not the same way before when I was a child. I really just want to say sorry to everyone who has been there for me because I'm really not worth anything, everyday I feel insecure about myself everything is horrible about me. No matter how hard I try I always seem to fail and it ruins my feelings and my heart but I still seem to wonder how I'm still here
Okay I’ve been listening to this since you posted it and I remember it only having 100 likes and only a few views. Im so happy you have made it this far, this “overly “ sped up version has been my favorite so far ❤
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words Im just passing this around! :) From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU Don't give up ❤
Thanks that made me cry its so nice and gentle, im proud of you for making people feel less shity, and its a struggling for me to be here or to just do my bed or just cleaning lmy room its as giving me the motivation to move a little, you helped me much more than any other humain irl
I want to feel like the world is burning around me but its ok i want to feel like my troubles will never end but its fine I want to feel like the world isnt real but someone out there is waiting for me I want to feel like even though im supposed to be grown i can still feel like i did as a child I want to feel like the thoughts are swirling again but my body is empty i want to feel confined but free I want to feel like Even though im trapped im ok with where i am I want to feel the void consume me as i think of everything that hurts but I feel like I dont care I want to feel like the fear is sinking in while the world closes in and the eyes stare at me but im staring back I want to feel like all the sadness is something i can smile at even though it hurts so much I want to be able to let the thoughts consume me Feeling empty but content Feeling Lost but not caring to find my way feeling scared but empowered by the fear Feeling sad but in control I want it to be different from my reality but i know i cant have everything i want so i will compromise though i know joy isn’t an option i want to feel content i want to feel whole
vent- at school literally im losing all my friends beacause of ONE person. its stupid bc it makes me feel like shit and my life is just going down hill and im tired of pretending to have sm energy and be happy. i just wish i was over with highschool. i literally only have online friends that care about me and i love them sm, they always make my day
Hello sweetie! Please remember that you deserve so so much better and you are worthy of love and please don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise because you are a powerful and a fantastic person no matter what others say! And you are allowed to have an opinion or interest because it's uniquely you! Everything will be okay I promise. I will always be here for you and you can tell me anything you're comfortable with telling me! You should never be so hard on yourself for being you! You are so much more than that! And you are not a waste of space! You are a living organism that us people need! I love you all have a great day or night! Ilysm
(Vent??) I honestly hate the feeling of being the youngest sibling, I feel like as I grow older, everyone will leave me and I will have to go through every funeral of my love ones, I love all of my family honestly, they helped me figure out everything, how to use things, how to have manners and such, I'm also scared of losing my friends, even though recently, I ghosted all of my online friends, the best ones, they helped me feel better when I felt down, they helped me laugh, smile and even go through my shy phase, and so did my family, I'm happy I met them all but I feel horrible for ghosting my friends, I feel like I'm empty without them, I wish I could just apologize to them. I wanna give up on everything, I just wanna sleep forever and never wake up, I miss the days were I was just happy and things were just never so weird and sad, the days were I was so innocent. I am a confident person, thanks to my friends and family but I feel ugly sometimes, I hate the things I do, I hate the things that I used to do, I hate how I talk. I wish I had every good ending yk? Like those Disney movies. I feel like a disappointment.
I couldn't sleep, not because I was afraid, no because I was obsessed with the question: what drives a person to commit such unimaginable acts? - my question towards salvador ramos, the gunman who shot 21 people on 24 may 2022 in uvalde texas in a elemantary school
Vent I’m so tired of my parents dismissing my diagnosed chronic pain and telling me that using crutches would be giving in. Maybe I wanna give in!! Maybe for just a little while I want to be able to go places with my friends again maybe i don’t want to it every ounce of my energy into just walking around. I just want a break, I can’t keep going
venting because why not? I dont even know how i feel anymore. I pushed everyone i loved away. Everyone thinks im mean, cold, rude, disrespectful, dramatic and stuff. Ive always been a straight A student which people see and think im doing great in life. Im angry about everything but mostly myself. All i want is a friend but theres no one left. I want to blame someone but theres only me. I miss everyone and everything i used to have. No one ever listens to me. Everyone laughs, mocks, gets mad, yells at me or spills embarrassing and private moment when i try to express myself. Some people have tried being friends with me but all i see is my old friends faces. I dont want to lose more people. I dont benefit anyone. I dont have anything to offer. I hate school but everyone expects me to love it. Everyone at school is mean and couldnt care less how i feel. They will bother me to my limit then call me mean when i snap. I just want to be alone but i know im no good by myself. I dont have any control over my life. I cant stand looking in the mirror. I cant stand the feelings of having a body. Im so over everything. Everyone says that it gets better but when? I waited years to have a friend. I just want to cry and scream and punch someone but then i just act like the monster everyone said i was. I wish everyone would just shut up and leave me alone. I dont want to hurt anyone. Im tired of being mad. I just want to live my life. I just want to take my turtles and dog and run. I dont know where but somewhere safe Only me and nature to hang out. Climbing trees, playing with worms, walking my dog, walking into my room to be greeted by my turtles. Listen to music everyday to empty my brain. I miss my old friends a lot. I doubt they feel the same. I wish i could end it all. Just to be free and see whats after this. I hate the world we live in anyway
its funny how music can understand you so much better than any friend or family
fr
This is so true
ikr
real.
ikr its so true
"I need to cry, but I can't get anything out of my eyes", is one of the most relatable sentence ive ever heard
( From a Song)
"the hero always becomes the villian." - cyborg teen titans 🫤
Exactly
Yes
i actually got scared when that happened to me. SIKE! ALL I FEEL IS NOTHINGNESS HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!! ahah.. aha
@@Dollettepaws I know-
"No matter how far you manage to go, distance will never be able to erase those beautiful memories. There is so much goodness that we shared together."
Absolutely love your coments bro
Your comments are always super cool
This comment.
@@lexie4725 n lol. I
Buy u u I hyhyhyh
@@oongaboongap1738 and qqatu7n
''I just wanna be alone.''
most relatable line i've ever heard in my life.
SAMEEEE
same.
Sometimes being alone makes me feel better and more comfortable in my own skin because I can express my emotions without anyone being there to do absolutely anything. I prefer not being talked to or comforted when I'm feeling emotional but I also feel like no one likes me when they do that... I'm so confusing I even confuse myself sometimes. I hate that part of me.
"While I was growing up, I was completely lost, and then after I met you guys I was still lost, but at least we got lost together."
“Oh your crying? I’ll give you something to cry about!!”
Relatable. :(
Litterly my dad in two sentences
my parents say thet to me so much that its all i hear when they speak to me.
"just leave me alone" ,, people at school are calling me names and threatening to hurt me , and I really relate to that lyric. I just want to rest in peace.
I am so sorry for that just know that they r assholes.
i hope everything gets better
i really hope it gets better
donald trump said hes gonna bomb you
I just want him to listen. every time I try to hint I need or want to vent he just brings something else up like I didnt just say I was going to relapse. now fucking strangers on the internet are more comfort than any irl friends
Hey, if you wanna share who “he” is, im curious but also you dont have to, and no matter who is, I will listen to you, i understand what it is like to have someone shut your feelings down, of course we are all different, i dont know exactly what you are going through, i cant say i completely understand, but i can say that i have been in similar situations, and trust me, things will get better for us, it may be a while but it will, i know it will, and you know it will too, you may be loosing hope, but the reason you are still here is because deep down, even if you dont notice it, you still are hanging on in hopes things will get better, they will
I can relate.
Talk to him if he doesn’t listen then well that’s your choice from then on
real
everythings gnna be alright
SONG LIST
0:00 Jealous - Eyedress
1:44 Inside Out - Duster
3:44 Ciggaretes out the Window - TV Girl
6:33 Not Allowed - TV Girl
8:55 Treehouse - Alex G
11:10 Untrust Us - Crystal Castles
13:48 Little Bit - Lykke Li (AutoErotique Bootleg Remix)
Thanks Mia for telling the names of the last two songs!
untrust us, little bit remix
@@miasocringe ay thank you for telling the names! really love your playlist videos btw!
nice bruhh
tysm
Thanks
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
very very underrated man, im struggling, thanks for this, even if you c & p'd it, atleast you posted it.
i don't deserve it
omg thank you this is so underrated i realy needed this. this made my day i have been feeling so lonely lately and i have the contstan feeling that nobody acualy cares about me. from now on when i feel lonely i will look at this to make me feel better. THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS IS MY FAVORATE COMMENT EVER amen🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍😍
@@ekzGD agreed
@@ekzGD no one deserves to suffer🫶🏽
to anyone who has ate, drank, changed, got clean, etc. im so proud of you! life is tough and you got this! i believe in you, no matter whats happening, stuff will get better soon! you got this! i love you so so so so much! just always know i will be proud of you! dont listen to what other people say abt you. you are gorgeous. always believe in urself. love you
ooga! hi my name os Grug the caveman and I like to wat blueberries. Do you like to eat blueberries?
@@magnumfetus3830 i personally prefer strawberries ^-^
@@seungminkimm Me too !
awww, ily sm
i love you so much ur a precious perosn
To everyone who's studying with this music:
Checklist:
• A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧
• Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋
• Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧
• a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕
• Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨
•Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈
Reminder:After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me.
You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book.
I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸
Thank you
@@meoqqi
thanks :)
ty
@@emomiku3480 ♥♥♥
if you’re reading this i want you to know you’re so strong and amazing, life is literally so tough and hard just breathing can be so hard but you’re still here like you made it this far and i just want to tell you i’m super duper mega proud of you and i’m cheering you on sm because i know you can keep on going❤️. no matter what’s going on just know everything will be alright soon, you will find a way out of that bad hole eventually and you’ll be happy
Thank you for the loving words 💙
@@MCHLvisual do not thank me because everybody deserves to hear this ❤️
bro you don't even know how much that helped thanks
I needed this so badly omg ty
I STARTED CRYING, I was on the edge of doing horrible things, this helped so much, I am so happy abt this rn, I am tryna get better
just wanted to vent anonymously
i feel like a failure to myself, i’ve never felt more insecure, i’m making up excuses for myself, i’ve been so aggressive to everyone and i just want to say sorry to everyone for being there
i have nothing to contribute to their lives, i’m so average, with my looks, my fitness, my personality, my intelligence
i feel like i have no right to be angry, sad or cry
i want to wallow alone, go for a walk somewhere one day and just cry for a bit alone
i feel selfish for wanting someone to find me if that does ever happen
i want people to be with me but i have nothing to give
im so sorry, i hate me too
i feel so sensitive, one comment makes me spiral, why can’t i just take a joke anymore
i’m the joke here
I can already tell you’re a good person
Same
I hope your ok though
i kin you
I’m so sorry love. Things will get better. But they won’t get better on their own, you need to work to get to your goal. Taking care of yourself is a great way to start. Drink some water, eat whatever you want, sleep. You deserve it.
я никогда не страдал от одиночества, и не мог понять людей, которые готовы разбиться в лепешку, лишь бытие упустить от себя других, дорогих им людей. но только сейчас я осознаю, что делал и думал так только из-за того, что все время окружал себя людьми, с которыми мог поговорить. никогда не мог пожаловаться на отсутствие собеседника - всегда было как минимум три человека, и оттого острой нехватки общения тоже не было. только сейчас, когда по какой-то глупой случайности у меня не осталось никого, кроме пары людей, которых я ужасно не хочу загружать проблемами, и которые появляются в моей жизни крайне редко, я понимаю, что просто намеренно сбегал от признания, что тоже боюсь быть одиноким. мне ужасно плохо. но весь мой максимум - говорить об этом в пустоту в интернете, зная, что никто из моих реальных знакомых никогда не прочитает это. не поймёт, что это я, и я не нагружу их тем самым.
“Cigarettes out the window” is what my friend said I was if I was a song when we were doing “me if I was…” I’m still recovering on how true it is because she knows everything.
the fact that i need a someone who doesnt even know i exist to comfort me and not my parents and siblings is just truly sad :/
Hey, I may just be any ordinary stranger but I know that you’re going through stuff and I know it’s hard but I know that you’ll get through it and sooner or later you’ll find your happiness and freedom it just takes time and I believe in you. And parent will always be parents and not listen to their kids when they are hurting but don’t worry cause you’ll find happiness.
Frl… people on social media comfort me and let me vent to them all the time… but my own family can’t?
я чувствую себя ужасно, ребят, я каждый день слушаю подобные песни и плачу. я рада, что хотя бы могу плакать, но у меня совершенно нет сил, я ненавижу всё, что окружает меня, я хочу убежать, но мне некуда спрятаться. все ненавидят меня...? ну.. или.. у меня такое ощущение. я хочу чтобы всё поскорее закончилось
у меня тоже самое)
бля сочувствую тебе надеюсь это будет всего лишь один раз :)
Все имеет свой конец. И однажды, ты обретёшь покой в своей душе. Обязательно. Сил тебе, солнце, держись на плаву!!!!
@@whoookie_ спасибо, милашик, на самом деле мне уже намного лучше и я смогла стать гораздо счастливее!!
@@tiahoky бесконечно рада это слышать, котёнок!!! Продолжай в том же духе, верю в тебя ;333
its 10:48pm and im listening to this playlist reading throught the comments.. i relate to most of them,
im still young, but i feel the pain, i wish people knew that.
i feel you my friend. it will get better. its all good if you need someone to vent to. im here x
It's actually funny how music can describe our life so easily and make us understand our stress unlike anyone we talk to
music understands me more than life does :/
i can't believe i made them cry, i loved and appreciated them so much and i just absent-mindedly screamed at them. They won't talk to me. Please, I'm so.. so sorry.
It isn't your fault. If you have anger issues, you can't control them. You should probably confront them in person (if you live in the same city/state). Talking to them over texts will make them ignore you. So its better to let them know that you didn't mean to over call or in person.
i have a good life wit good parents and stuff but these playlists make me cry for some reason. thinking about things that happened to me when i was really young... makes me feel sad. these playlists are my favorite type of music. thank you.
Vent [I don't really know if its a vent though]:
I don't know how to smile. everyone else does it perfectly.
I just have terrible smiles or I just aren't built for happiness.
Am I ugly or stupid?
Am I dumb or do I just don't know?
I guess we will never know.
ur perfect the way u are dont listen to what others say abt u I love you and only listen to positive people. We love you
Hey, look, you're not alone. I seriously understand what is going on
you r not ugly
U are perfect when you're smiling
I judge people by music taste and ur taste is so GOOOD OH MY GOD I LOVE U
"Do the wires in your mind get sewn together
Rubbed and severed by the heat
You don't know how long I could stare into your picture
And wish that it was me
I guess it's different 'cause you love him
But I've got an interactive
Sick and twisted imagination
And that's gotta count for something."
most relatable lyrics.
hope ur doing okay bby
i was 9 years old..when it all started i started to feel different i felt that i couldnt be happy anymore i always faked a smile pretend to be a chaotic energy kid, but when i was alone i always cried wishing to be like other kids happy im currently 11 i see a psycologist every month and im kinda getting better but i still cry a lot and think: “ its so unfair why cant i be happy,what did i do wrong?” ( sorry for bad grammarly im mexican )
Same as u , But I don't have anyone to Express my feelings and my pain with , no one listens to me
"our child photos were ugly but at least our smiles were not fake."
this isn't a vent, but i just wanted to thank all my current friends for helping me out. they're everything for me. they helped me with some of my classmates, some of my problems and i'm really grateful to have them. i wish you the best guys
hope you guys stay by each other's sides forever ; . )
Wish I could relate but happy 4 you
Lucky
@@Pinkyminchild he/she did had bad times. just bc she get happy times doesn't mean he/she is Lucky,
and no this is not a hate comment im just telling you! :)
I wish i could relate as someone who's in a inescapable very toxic friendship
honestly, music just rlly helps me to cope. hope everything gets better for everyone
same it's really comforting
yes same,and hope the best of you too
screaming, crying, smashing my head against the wall, wailing at the fact that he will never know how much my heart twisted itself everytime i passed him to the point where him staring at me and giving me the slightest smile could lift me up out of the pits of hell. i will never love anybody like him. we were supposed to be together. it was supposed to be us. not me, and then him and her. *me.* why was i not good enough? i did everything he asked. what could i have possibly have done wrong. what did i do wrong. why can't he love *me?*
''Life is like climbing a mountain you may tumble down , but eventually you'll reach the top.''
О БОЖЕЕ, ЭТО САМЫЙ ПРЕКРАСНЫЙ ПЛЕЙЛИСТ, Я ИСКАЛА ИМЕННО ЕГО
СПАСИБО ТЕБЕ 😭😭😭😭
Жиз
@@Rioneccc бахаха
даже не зная что значит vent ахэахэхахаэ
@@user-xh1jy4wc8l вентиляция
@@civiocra че. именно в этом смысле это так не переводится))
Idk why I am telling this to a youtube comment section but I decided to anyways, i feel like i can express this since it’s a vent playlist. I’ve always been better at a lot of things than my sister, It sucks to say since I hate talking highly of myself to bring others down but it’s the truth. However theres been a few things she’s been better at that I can never be good at. Looks, popularity and having true friend, the three things i’ve always wanted. She’s always been prettier than me to the point that not one guy I have been with or even guys that i’ve been attracted to have thought I was prettier than her or have been as attracted to me as they were to her. I always have a lot of friends because I try to talk to everyone, half the people I consider friends consider me as nobody anyways whereas she’s so effortlessly popular and people want to talk to her, nobody ever WANTS to talk to me to the point it’s such a one sided conversation or I even just shut up sometimes because I’m clearly just talking to myself. She also has these few friends that she can really trust and rely on that she’s known forever, I don’t have friends like that, I have maybe 2 friends I could trust but not the way she can trust these friends. I’ve had so many people come and go in my life where she’s only had one friend group like that. And whenever I express that lots of people i’m friends with suddenly stop talking to me and including me than i i’m asked if it’s my fault, maybe it is idk. I’ve never been one of those girls that walk into a room and everyone wants to talk to or wants to be, my sister has though and will always be and i’ll always be jealous of her. Sometimes I feel like she’s well aware of this as she often rubs it in my face in a way, like how she knew I was so happy for someone to be attracted to me only for her to tell me that he was attracted to her, i’d honestly prefer if she didnt tell me. I feel like all my efforts to come to acceptancew with this and building my self confidence has been destroyed after she informed me of this, she knew how happy I was about it.
I just wanted to let everyone who is experiencing something similar that you are unique and gorgeous in your own way and that you don’t need to feel jealous of someone as no one looks the same therefore there shouldn’t be such a thing as “ugly” and “pretty”, everyone is human in the end, our looks is just what defines us as an individual person.
I hope your okay now and ignore your stupid sister and focus on your life .
this was a while ago but i hope it's a lot better now. don't compare yourself to other people. no one's "better" than anybody, there's things that people are good at and some aren't. it's always going to be like that no matter what. don't force yourself on to other people and if you be yourself, people will come to you. friends aren't too important as long as you know there is someone that loves you just as much as you love them. i love you and i hope you built you self confidence and started feeling better about yourself
this song came into the right moment when i was lost in my emotions and needed to vent
Same.
i cant even cry anymore i’m so numb and used to this pain
I really am the family screw up. I have so many missing assignments, straight F’s and am packed with anxiety and mental health issues. I don’t see the point in going on much longer
You are not it may seem like that but you are not and it’s okay i know it’s hard with school but you gotta keep going。 it’s okay ok people love you so much they would cry if u left this world.
i really hope things get better bc im at my lowest rn
realising that nobody cares about me and that the only thing that makes me happy anymore is my favourite book
i do. i care about everybody who feels like they are sinking in a hole, with nobody to help, because i am in that hole too, i want to help you
Funny how music and random strangers on the internet understand us all better than anyone..
This will always be my favorite playlist, thank you Mia.
“Remember your memories” they said.
I listened and now I'd do anything to rid my mind of them.
Always when i feel left out.
When i feel unwanted
When i feel insecure
When i feel sad
When i want to cry
When i want to be wanted
When i want to be loved
When i want to vibe
When i want to cry hard that my eyes fall out..
I listen to music..it's funny how Music can understand you more than anyone more than even a family member..
this was written 3 MONTHS AGO but like fr
" They leave me out so much, why do i have to keep going near them, when im just standing there for nothing? Why do i have to play the role of someone, who is trying to be a good friend? Friendship isn't just about forcing people to like me, it is about happiness and love. Friendship is like a boat. A boat, that's strong. A boat, where the pirate feels safe. But why did this boat drown? What was the reason?What is the reason for trying, when they don't want me there. Summer will be whitout calling they said, same as next year. What is this friendship about? What is friendship whitout meeting? Nothing like that exists. If it was by them, they wouldn't meet me anymore. What did i do wrong? Why me?"
im sorry
Me listening to this. Knowing it's 3 am,laying in bed, my little brother sleeping next to me, I have 2 exams today. But I just can't stop crying and idk why anymore. I just feel empty and that's it.
"no matter what you do they don't believe you,if you fail they see your future failure."
this is the playlist of my winter..my hardest winter it hurts me so much to listen to all these songs, they just devastate me and I'm dying inside again But despite all this, I can't stop listening to them.
i get sad days everyday and ive been looking for vent playlists like this. this may be the only way to clear out my sadness and hop onto music i love. thank you.
0:00 I'm starting to feel like this song.
this isn't much of a vent, but my one friend group with me and my bf are in means the world to me, i love that friend group sm. they make me feel so safe, and welcomed and we all respect each others triggers. i wanna make this group last forever.
i hope the best for u and ur group, i used to b in a group like that they made me so happy!!
no matter how you always think "he's just sleeping" you know your lying to your self to stop the tears
-me a message to myself
i am that desperate to just try and have a conversation between myself since no one wants to talk to me.
but fr music is the only thing that can comfort me anymore, i just feel numb or deluded when someone irl tries to do it. like they aren’t good enough.
or am i just the one overthinking here?
idk i just want to be truly loved by someone.
i don’t have true friends since last year and i don’t even understand anymore how to push away the fake ones. it’s not like i can’t but i won’t do it. i simply want some affection or friendship.
i just want to remind anyone that if your passing thru types of situations like mine they will somehow get better, trust me. love y’all out there
Lil vent because I don’t feel real.
Why am I not perfect for my parents, they want the best for me so I should repay them, but it feels wrong but they’re my parents, is anything real anymore…?
no cause at this point idk what to do with myself. this whole playlist feels like a fever dream
TW!! - Suicidal Thoughts and Uncontrollable ME in my head I talk to.
After being diagnosed with Depression and BPD. Im just so impulsive and everything is so loud.
Im so upset with myself, I want to die. I dont know why though... I hate myself. I hate people. I want everyone to die... "Do I?" I keep asking myself.
Why am I depressed? I cant even figure that out. Maybe this is all a dream, right? Why do I hate people. What did they do to me... They did everything to me. I dont know.
I stumble on everything.. I hate everyone Im just so confused.. with everything. Why me!? But why not me.. right. I really am just a walkway. I pretend to be all happy but I dont know? Maybe I was happy in the moment.. No, you were always sad. "Its because im ugly isnt it?" I had asked someone who had beat me up. No.. No it wasnt. It was because everyone already hated me and why not?
"Everyone wants to blend in.. So when someones hated. Your supposed to follow." He told me.
Your right, he was right. Infact, I already knew that myself. I was so OBSESSED with being somebody. Someone who wasnt me. I continue to hate myself. Why am I depressed? BPD? Thats bullshit.
I... I never know do I? Why me? Why does everyone hate me. This ugly scarred face of mines.. thats why isnt it. I just want to die.
I want to live, I want to... I think. No, kill me. Huh? Im confused... me too. I hate you. I hate.. things. I cant deal with myself. Fuck this. Why do I think this way? There is NO fixing me, is there? :D
These playlists are the ones that make me bawl every once in a while but thats good because i keep everything bottled up and then eventually cry it all out
Read this if your here.
You're special, Your perfect and always will be through the darkest times in the brightest terms. If you ever need someone to vent to I will always be here because I understand what pain can feel like. Maybe not yours because everyone's pain is different, but remember your feeling matter even if its something small or big, it matters!
As soon as everything is going good it like it just collapses. Times like this make me want to relapse so badly but I don’t wanna make my parents upset especially because it’s summer and they know how much I use to love to swim and I just can’t tell them no
For the ones venting in the comments I hope you get better I hope you heal I'm here for you ❤️
i had a therapist for 4 years. i stopped needing to go, but I never told them a lot. I couldn't trust them.
"I remember you" "you d-do?" "Ofc not silly" "oh." "IM JOKING IK YOU LMAOO" "haha.."
It hurts to turn the page when you know someone isn't going to be in the next chapter...
But the story must go on...
you know those people that are skinny but then when you look to the side they have a lower stomach? or if that’s you, you’ll probably relate to me. i started looking at my body and I gained weight over the year. it wasn’t that much but i though i looked fat. so I started exercising in private and starving myself, and other things for a few months. over time I did loose weight and the pooch went down but not fully. now I can feel my muscle where it was and the pooch is still noticeable. so I hated myself for the longest time and kept starving myself thinking i wasn’t enough. my stepsisters are born skinny and me wearing a 2 piece makes me feel so insecure compared to them. but now in the present, my pooch is still there and it makes me insecure about myself and I still try to get rid of it. i hate my body and I always will.
'Poor little Liddy used to always quit
But she never really quit
She'd just say she did'
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I just wanna thank my friends for helping me out and comforting me especially Heidi
just sitting there and knowing I'm not important to anyone
I'm proud of you for waking up .
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing .
I'm proud of you for trying/making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water.
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you .
I'm proud of you for TRYING to smile.
I'm proud of you for continuing even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself .
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive .
I'M PROUD OF YOU
u don't know how much i needed this. thank you so freaking much for making me cry HAPPy tears for once. i haven't heard someone say "i'm proud of you" to me in awhile so this made my day
when I be kind to people they think I'm a weak person, but they don't know, strong people are the kindest
Facts
hi !! tysm for making this i cried while listening to this i rlly needed this
SLAY MIA SLAY U MADE THIS PLAYLIST FOR UR SELF AND OTHER PEOPLE THAT FEEL LIKE VENTING RN THATS ME RN MY PARENTS ALWAYS CHOOSE MY LITTLE SIS AND BRO OVER ME SO THIS IS ACTUALLY THE MOST PERFECT PLAYLIST THANK YOU MIA! - XOXO, ARI UR BIGGEST FAN LIKE FR
if you readin this,i js want to let ya know that everythings hpn is not ur fault okay ur not the problem,it js ur thought it not true at all,it alr meant to be:) stop blaming urself! its okay right
Thank you sm for this, I just really can’t deal with live rn and you helped me sm
@@Metalgoth_Possum glad it helps you !
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Vent ig
To be honest I just want to end it all, the reason is because I feel like a failure and I ruin every relationship with everybody in my life even my parents they loved me and they still do but not the same way before when I was a child. I really just want to say sorry to everyone who has been there for me because I'm really not worth anything, everyday I feel insecure about myself everything is horrible about me. No matter how hard I try I always seem to fail and it ruins my feelings and my heart but I still seem to wonder how I'm still here
Okay I’ve been listening to this since you posted it and I remember it only having 100 likes and only a few views. Im so happy you have made it this far, this “overly “ sped up version has been my favorite so far ❤
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
Don't give up
❤
Thanks that made me cry its so nice and gentle, im proud of you for making people feel less shity, and its a struggling for me to be here or to just do my bed or just cleaning lmy room its as giving me the motivation to move a little, you helped me much more than any other humain irl
I want to feel like the world is burning around me but its ok i want to feel like my troubles will never end but its fine I want to feel like the world isnt real but someone out there is waiting for me I want to feel like even though im supposed to be grown i can still feel like i did as a child I want to feel like the thoughts are swirling again but my body is empty i want to feel confined but free I want to feel like Even though im trapped im ok with where i am I want to feel the void consume me as i think of everything that hurts but I feel like I dont care I want to feel like the fear is sinking in while the world closes in and the eyes stare at me but im staring back I want to feel like all the sadness is something i can smile at even though it hurts so much I want to be able to let the thoughts consume me Feeling empty but content Feeling Lost but not caring to find my way feeling scared but empowered by the fear Feeling sad but in control I want it to be different from my reality but i know i cant have everything i want so i will compromise though i know joy isn’t an option i want to feel content i want to feel whole
This is the best playlist I have ever listened to.❤️
vent- at school literally im losing all my friends beacause of ONE person. its stupid bc it makes me feel like shit and my life is just going down hill and im tired of pretending to have sm energy and be happy. i just wish i was over with highschool. i literally only have online friends that care about me and i love them sm, they always make my day
Hello sweetie! Please remember that you deserve so so much better and you are worthy of love and please don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise because you are a powerful and a fantastic person no matter what others say! And you are allowed to have an opinion or interest because it's uniquely you! Everything will be okay I promise. I will always be here for you and you can tell me anything you're comfortable with telling me! You should never be so hard on yourself for being you! You are so much more than that! And you are not a waste of space! You are a living organism that us people need! I love you all have a great day or night! Ilysm
Hi babe, I love the playlists you make❤️
(Vent??)
I honestly hate the feeling of being the youngest sibling, I feel like as I grow older, everyone will leave me and I will have to go through every funeral of my love ones, I love all of my family honestly, they helped me figure out everything, how to use things, how to have manners and such, I'm also scared of losing my friends, even though recently, I ghosted all of my online friends, the best ones, they helped me feel better when I felt down, they helped me laugh, smile and even go through my shy phase, and so did my family, I'm happy I met them all but I feel horrible for ghosting my friends, I feel like I'm empty without them, I wish I could just apologize to them. I wanna give up on everything, I just wanna sleep forever and never wake up, I miss the days were I was just happy and things were just never so weird and sad, the days were I was so innocent. I am a confident person, thanks to my friends and family but I feel ugly sometimes, I hate the things I do, I hate the things that I used to do, I hate how I talk.
I wish I had every good ending yk? Like those Disney movies.
I feel like a disappointment.
Vent ig: thank you so much for this playlist ive been feeling so low recently and this has rlly helped when i felt numb and stuff
"Are you eating again?"
"Your annoying"
"Your fat"
"____ is the best!"
"Sorry i'm with______"
:(.
Alternate title: The embodiment of teen spirit Playlist.
This playlist understands me more than anyone I know or care about
I don’t think I can give life another chance,I can’t do it anymore..
aww ur videos are amazing i hope ur doing good
I couldn't sleep, not because I was afraid, no because I was obsessed with the question: what drives a person to commit such unimaginable acts? - my question towards salvador ramos, the gunman who shot 21 people on 24 may 2022 in uvalde texas in a elemantary school
When they say "I do care." But you know they don't, never have, and never will.
I'm almost done guys.
I don't know how much longer I can do this for.
Hey!!! Are you ok??!!
I need this in spotify omg
bro this channel has helped me with my deppreision thank you mia
Vent
I’m so tired of my parents dismissing my diagnosed chronic pain and telling me that using crutches would be giving in. Maybe I wanna give in!! Maybe for just a little while I want to be able to go places with my friends again maybe i don’t want to it every ounce of my energy into just walking around. I just want a break, I can’t keep going
Great music to listen to while my parents are arguing 😊
Sorry about that bro :/ I hope things will get better soon, take care
Does anyone feel like being left out and sometimes you just want to disappear.....
Goodthing me to😂
venting because why not?
I dont even know how i feel anymore. I pushed everyone i loved away. Everyone thinks im mean, cold, rude, disrespectful, dramatic and stuff. Ive always been a straight A student which people see and think im doing great in life. Im angry about everything but mostly myself. All i want is a friend but theres no one left. I want to blame someone but theres only me. I miss everyone and everything i used to have. No one ever listens to me. Everyone laughs, mocks, gets mad, yells at me or spills embarrassing and private moment when i try to express myself. Some people have tried being friends with me but all i see is my old friends faces. I dont want to lose more people. I dont benefit anyone. I dont have anything to offer. I hate school but everyone expects me to love it. Everyone at school is mean and couldnt care less how i feel. They will bother me to my limit then call me mean when i snap. I just want to be alone but i know im no good by myself. I dont have any control over my life. I cant stand looking in the mirror. I cant stand the feelings of having a body. Im so over everything. Everyone says that it gets better but when? I waited years to have a friend. I just want to cry and scream and punch someone but then i just act like the monster everyone said i was. I wish everyone would just shut up and leave me alone. I dont want to hurt anyone. Im tired of being mad. I just want to live my life. I just want to take my turtles and dog and run. I dont know where but somewhere safe Only me and nature to hang out. Climbing trees, playing with worms, walking my dog, walking into my room to be greeted by my turtles. Listen to music everyday to empty my brain. I miss my old friends a lot. I doubt they feel the same. I wish i could end it all. Just to be free and see whats after this. I hate the world we live in anyway
i fell asleep to this crying thank you so much it helped so much.
I just lost my bestfrienmd for 3 years. 34 minutes ago.
Sophie. Just know you were everything to me.
Dont worry, the playlist is even more than fine
this is everything.
thank u for making this i love it.
i thought i was getting better bro
There is no getting better