I wish I was 5 again when life was perfect when life was great when I loved my self when I had no insecurities when I thought everyone and everything loved me but now I’m 12 and live a sh*ty life
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) :}
Same. The thoughts never stop. Something will happen, and you can't stop worrying. You fail at something and you can't stop mulling over it. Your head is constantly making problems out of nothing. I feel you on that...
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
heres a poem i made. (i hope people realate to this 😭) wish. i wish i could disapear. temporarily ofc. i wish hiding in the bathroom wasnt my first instinct i wish i wasnt always waiting, wanting for somone to ask if i was ok. what would i even say? im lonely? im left out? i feel like death its self? i cant. beacause then im a cry baby. then im sensitive i wish i could disapear. not forever tho, just for a day. a day for a break. a day for me. a day without friends. i wish i wasnt so insurcure i wish i didnt belive what people say. i wish i was that cool pretty girl that everyone loved. i wish i was her. i wish everytime i looked in the mirror i didnt want to gash my eyes out. i wish i could dissapear. temporarily... of course.
I can relate to this so much during school, especially when the teacher calls on you and everyone just has to look at you and all you say sounds so quiet the teacher asks you to speak up or they come closer to you and you’re just on the verge of tears as everyone notices your mistakes. Then comes overthinking and feeling the need to run away .. fun 👍🏼
@@malloryjohnsons3927 You seem to feel you can’t win, we all have been there. This will pass… every storm eventually does… be thankful you have so many who care, and others, like us , who understand. What helps me? It sounds corny and lame, but ALWAYS helps:write a list of Not what’s wrong, but what’s right- it’s so easy to take things for granted- if you are healthy and can walk, have food, a safe place to sleep and a shower- THOUSANDS of people right now would give ANYTHING to be you. Think of all the homeless, the prisoners around the world, those in the hospital, in pain, in war torn countries where their friends and family are suffering or dead. I had the flu, sprained my wrist and lost my voice last month- ugh! Miserable.- don’t realize how much you use your right hand until you can’t!you know? I’m SO glad I’m better now. You have priceless things that can’t be bought- like: if you can see, and hear, and walk, and have your health and hair- old folks and cancer patients envy you- list all the things that make life good- your favorite foods, music, games,places, scents,be mindful of what your senses are telling you- enjoy the smell of coffee or your favorite shampoo, massage your scalp and breath deep, stretch and notice what is nice around you: a pretty view of lush green summer outside? Or the peaceful beauty of frosty winter snow? List the things you’re THANKFUL for- a loyal friend, goals you’ve accomplished, you and those you care for are safe and healthy- it’ s more than many have, my family’s gone… It’s overwhelming when you’re in a bad headspace and then getting yelled at- like torture. It’s not fair, it’s not right. You don’t deserve it. God I know it sucks. It can help a lot to journal, and do guided meditations or breathing on RUclips- it’s surprisingly helpful. Even though we want to push everyone away, please look into online support for depression. There’s lots of hotlines that can help get you through when you feel hopeless and helpless. Channel your anger into exercise so it will be released and strengthen you. Every storm passes. But in the meantime, be grateful you’re under a roof and it’s not washing everything you have away in a flood- that’s happening all over the world at one time or another. I con overthink myself into a panic attack and exhaustion, but if we shift our obsessive brains to focus on the good, not the bad, that’s how we’ll see the world and ourselves, and find some peace . I’m sorry if I’m way off, but counting my blessings instead of my worries- and writing them down keeps me from self harm and worse. For anyone reading this, I wish you strength, hope, comfort, security, health, happiness and whatever you need, I pray you will have it. Be good to yourself, take care. You’re not alone. Everything’s going to be ok. You got this.
To all the people with positive comments thank you ive read 3 very very long ones its all so positive and kind thank you for reminding me not everyone is hateful and rude you all should be blessed❤
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Godbless u❤
I'm probably not alive anymore the moment ur reading this, these are just my last vents to feel better about myself. Knowing i changed many people's lives, knowing i influenced people, knowing i made mistakes, knowing I TRIED makes my feel a little bit happier., with those two things you can change a lot of things and people. Sadly, i lack the traits to partake in society and i dont think i can go further in life. It pains me knowing i'm leaving so soon, but what's there to it if i don't have anything that cheers me up. My reason to go is: I'm too weak, every little comment that someone makes about me cuts so deep. And whenever i ask for help its either the typical ''It's fine'' or the ones that just go ''same, haha''. I'm starting to go insane. Don't even get me started on the whole education system. All i do is just sit in my bed and dream of being a kid again. i hate the way i look, the way i smile, the way my face looks, my body shape, my personality, my anger issues, the way i talk. There's no reason for me to keep going, sobbing like a failure every night, it'll be better for me to just take my own life, with no regrets whatsoever. I don't think anything can change my mind to not commit, the only individuals i will be missing are my cat and dog, they were always there for me, on the days that i cried, on the days that i smiled and laughed, i love them very much. The way they get along, the way they wait by the door when i come back from school. Now i'm going to cherish the last moments of my life after typing all of this out. Goodbye everybody. Hello everybody, as you can see i didn't commit. I found a therapist and i'm slowly recovering from all of my trauma. I just wanted to thank you all for these messages, they inspired me lots. You are the ones that saved me. i cannot describe how grateful i am. i hope that everything comes out well for everyone in the end. Have a great life everyone
Hey, it must be hard for you. I won’t say I understand what you’re going through but if you’d like to talk to me about all this I’m going to try my best to listen and help you. Please give life one more chance. Perhaps you should call a suicide hotline and they’ll help you a little. If not reply to my message and I’ll try to help you in every way I can. Your feelings, anger and sadness are all valid. Please reconsider. There are people willing to help you, if not around you then on the internet.
I had depression ever since when I was like 11 and I’ve never been OK ever since and I was listening to sad songs like this, and it made me feel happy now😢
I constantly feel like everyone is looking at me judging about everything I do so I tend to look down while walking and I not confident in conversation anymore. I want my older self back.
**Overthinking's Web** In the labyrinth of mind, where thoughts twist and turn, The shadows grow heavy, concerns churn and churn. Each fleeting moment, each glance, each word, Magnified, analyzed, boundaries blurred. The "what ifs" and "maybes" dance in a spree, Conjuring scenarios, as far as eyes see. Past conversations replayed, again and again, Seeking deeper meanings, fueling the brain. The silence of night amplifies every doubt, The weight of "I should've" becomes a shout. Imaginary outcomes, fears that entwine, "Am I overthinking, or is this a sign?" Yet in the midst of this mental disarray, A glimmer of clarity might light the way. For overthinking, though a challenging tide, Is also a sign of a heart open wide. Seeking understanding, craving to know, The depths of existence, the highs and the low. So when thoughts spiral, remember to breathe, Ground yourself, and give your mind a reprieve.
300 thousand views, that says a lot about the world, the fact that the world is so messed up that hundreds of thousands, even more, people are depressed, means we have failed as a society.
To anyone reading this... •im proud of u for u •im proud of u for getting up out of bed •im proud of u for brushing ur hair •im proud of u for going to school •im proud of u for crying •im proud of u for trying •im proud of u for not giving up •im proud of u dor asking for help •im proud of u for ur beauty •im proud of you for eating •im proud of u for trying to eat •im proud of you for drinking •im oroud of u for being ur best • im proud of u for being urself •im proud of u for what u are •im proud of u for how hard u try •im proud of u even if u dont try •im proud of ir face •im proud of how u look .... ❤❤im proud of u and every feature about you ur pefrect❤❤
It hurts so bad that they only see your mistakes... They don't see me being so so fucking sweet.. and me giving them what they want and what they need.. they don't see me trying.. I remembered that time when I confess I have a depression, they didn't believe me... They say I'm overreacting and it's just a phase.. it's been 3 years now since I have this stupid depression... 4 weeks later I finally snap and yelled at them.. and now I am in the airport with my mom because I'm too "naughty" and I should fix my behavior... I didn't think that me finally snapping (FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE) is gonna change everything. Today, I realized.. that holding my feelings and being silent is better and im not good enough for them.
Hey man dont listen to them, try to start small talk the slowly try to transition into the reason why you wanted to talk to them, and if they still won't listen then ask a friend to help
overthinking is natural for me. it doesnt matter where, when, what the actions were, my brain always manages to give me something to feel scared about. i get constantly bullied and any little mistake reflects the next ten years of my life. and if you saw my personalty in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouodnt be able to tell what we are the same person. its too hard to cope with. i just stare directly at the floor and do the bare minimum - whether thats going from point A to point B. and my friend groups are small since i prefer it that way. but i feel like such a bad person so much. and theres no way to change the past. the future is now, and every time youve messed up negatively affects you in some way. im at a new low.
Keep holding on man... I've been there too. I would suggest journaling, it really helps. It did for me anyway... Even if it doesn't though, just remember that at the end of the day there are always gonna be some folks that care about you. I'm sure you'll get through this.
What you said here " if you saw my personality in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouldn't be able to tell what we are the same person," I am the same way, no one understands, they won't believe us if we tell them our problems because of our false personality, and we can't just change it instantly or else they think its just different, no one listens, no one ever did listen, I hope you have found yourself in a better place, and if not, I hope we can, one day. -From a Stranger, going through the same...
If we wanted to suffer how did we get here?..:) if we wanted to suffer why did we die inside? If we wanted to suffer... nobody would be here...at all..pal..😐👍🏾
Sorry, I'm Russian and I'm writing through a translator. Thank you for such kind words, they make me live!)) I wish that everything is fine with you and that you are always full of strength!💓
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@Yui_An «Придите ко Мне все труждающиеся и обремененные, и Я успокою вас». Матфея 11:28 благодаря ему я исцелен. и он тоже хочет исцелить тебя. он причина, по которой я сегодня жив💖 И это не конец. Много раз в Библии они думали, что это конец. Как смерть Иисуса. Или как Моисей в пустыне. И даже Я думал, что это конец, Но Бог спас меня. Даже если ты не христианин. Отдай свою боль Иисусу. Он любит тебя.❤ Я буду молиться за тебя❤❤❤❤❤
ur skin aint paper dont cut it ur neck aint a coat dont hang it ur head aint a target dont shoot it ur not a book so dont judge it just be you thanks for listening goodnight or day where ever u are ❤💕💕💔💔💔
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn :)
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤ And yes true❤
Seeing so many positive comments and people helping each other when they're on their worst, just fills me with hope, It's just wholesome to watch this comment section, made me think about venting my traumas here too
Lol here’s a lil about me I’m the youngest daughter out of three older bros. The first two never bully me but the third one does. He gets mad at me for everything. One day he said the family would be better if I was never born.😂😂😂. He never apologised. And it’s stupid but I can’t get it out of my mind. I think he was right. I mean I’m not talented and I’ve just always wanted the best for them🙂 Anywho thx for reading have a lovely life❤❤
I'm sure you've got something you're good at, everyone does; it's just a matter of finding it. I'm sure in your own way; you're a cool person to be around.
I-I feel just lonely I don’t like to cry but yet i still do I hide it every day and yet I still like I’m nothing we all made one mistake as kids that was the worst of all it’s that we wanted to grow up so fast im 10 and writing this to everyone.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤ And no. Overthinking doesn’t make u. That’s not what God wanted it u to be. He made u a child of him. He found me and wants to find u. If you know what I mean❤
{VENT} I have three best friends, they would always be there for me. During all the times past, they got all addicted to the internet. I asked them to play, but they ignored me. They got affected through the internet, and not a day, two of my best friends always mocked and insults me. I overthought, what did I do? what happened to them? Are those words for me? Ever since my parents fought and I told them, they spread my story, to the whole class. I TOLD them not to tell, they broke the promise. After I got home, I went to my room and cried quietly. Now I realized, that two of my best friends are toxic according to Google, except my one best friend. Even though she is always bored, she always listened to my tale and explained my feelings. She never insults me, she never mocks me, and she never says anything toxic to me. I feel grateful that I got a good and innocent friend like her, even though her grade isn't that good. She was the greatest friend ever I've ever met. One day, I heard 2 of my friends, gossip about me. edit : slaylists slayed, i used to hear this playlist when I got stressed.
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.” Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖 And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤ I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
What good is a God who does nothing to stop this pain? Who does nothing to help the animals, the plants, or even his own followers? What good is a God who killed almost all of life, because he felt like it? What good is a God who tortures the children of a criminal? Those children were innocent. Hell, heaven may be pleasant, but even then... Won't our boredom cause suffering? There are many arguments against immortality. I shudder to think about the slow and inevitable decay those lambs would face...
@@baneofaraarasirdubious5614 He’s there. There’s a reason u see this. He wants to help u. And God caused the flood because the hearts of men were evil and it broke his heart. Your still alive for a reason. And God doesn’t torture the children. It breaks his heart to see them in pain. And we won’t be bored in heaven. I’m sorry u see that way. Jesus loves u. I love u. I’ll pray for u
When I was younger I wanted to turn 18 so I can do a lot of stuff. Now look at me the time flew so fast and I’m 18 i feel depressed, over the years my depression got worse it Kinda took over me. It’s eating me if that makes sense my sh dosent stop it’s like a addiction I can’t quit. I feel numb, helpless, no one can hear my screams
by the time anyone reads this i will most likely be dead i just want to say i went through alot of pain i tried getting better i helped others rather than myself i think that was my fault i always took on others peoples burdens and made sure they were alright in the end i always helped them all of they are fine now what hurts the most is none of them ever asked me how im doing even after i told them what im goin through and after a day theyd forget even my own parents stopped asking me checking my arms after 3 days right after i got out of the hospital it pains me that no one throughly cares about me and im a burden in everyone life. Every person who has ever gotten close to me i seem to fuck there life up and i think theyd rather me gone but right after im fully gone everyone will say why didnt he come to us for help and i really tried i really did and for anyone who reads this try get help im to far gone to get any help and this painful existence will finally be over all the oain i caused for everyone and the pai n i had to endure for half my life will finally be over i cant remember the last time i was actually happy and someone was excited to see me goodbye everyone
It's been two weeks since this is written...... If by any chance Are you ok..? Are your arms alright..? Do you feel like crying You can But alone or else they will look down to you... But dont worry I don't even know if these words will be read by the person they're meant to.. Damn.. Are you alive Fk..
" There is no "quit" button in your life. " " You might not feel loved but you are very loved. " " People can be jerks. Show them you are stronger. " " People who make fun of you are jealous of you and how you look and how smart and beautiful you are. " " Be careful. You can kill someone with your words. " " When you cry every tear makes you stronger. " " You can't ever say you want to kill your self. You feel like it but when you are dead you will be sorry. " " Everyone is special and different. If you want to be like someone else. Remember that you are you and you are special. " " Remember when you were having fun.. You can still do that. " " You can feel sad. But there is a choice. Want to be happy or sad? " " Remember when you are your at your hardest times. We are all here for you. " " Remember crying at 3am? How about.. Close your eyes and sleep. " " You are special. Some people are jerks! You can't realize that you are stronger then them. " " Why listen to sad music when you can listen to happy music? " " You can handle the changes. I see you and you are strong and beautiful. " " Help your self and get your self a treat. You deserve it! " " You feel like you have no friends. But really you have everyone there for you. Even your bullys. " " Have fun in life instead of being on your phone and computer.. " " Go outside for a minute and breathe.. In and out 5 seconds. "
The last day of school, a wonderful time for all students. A day of reflection, and happiness, thinking about your future adventures. As Colin left the big doors of the place he had grown up, and met the best friends of his life, he took one last look before getting into his mother's car not knowing he would think about that moment for the rest of his life. "Bye guys! Ill see you soon!" he said after driving away, only not knowing that maybe wouldnt be so true. On the way back home, his mother asked him how his last day was, getting the usual reply of "it was great!" After arriving back home, Colin was glad that summer had started, and he could rest. The days had zoomed by, ultimately ending him up at his brand new high school. Colin was not the type to love school, but he went in with a happy face anyway. He did not know anyone there, and he was still fguring everything out, until he ran into a group of kids that looked around his age. Colin had said hello to them, but only received a nasty look. He did not think much of this and went on with his day. After about a week of this, he just wanted everything back. He had no freetime due to the immense work, and no friends. He became hopeless, and just wanted to return to his place, his home, he wanted his friends, he wanted to laugh, he was lonely. No day was enjoyable. He would come home, not speak to anyone, and just collapse in bed, avoiding the wold. This boy was me, my first year in my new high school, not knowing anyone. I learned to make friends and make the best out of my situation, and you need to too. A lot of people love you and don't forget that. I believe you can make a change.
If it means anything, I care. I suggest journaling. It helped me when I was at a low and I think it might help you. Might sound cliche but... Things do get better. It might be a matter of perspective, but they do.
Everone else talking about the bad thing Me : thinking about the bad memories and comparing them to all the good ones .im litterally crying bc all memories i create now are bad and depressing i cant handle this cruel world its hurting everone 's mental health sometimes i wish i was dead everone calls me ugly and insecure and a slag and everything im sick of it now im thinking of ending it all idc if anyone would cry its for the best everone gets tired of me within a few days everone thinks im annoying bc im trying to be myself i hate being alive its not fair for the amount of young kids that also go through this aswell .Depression always seems like its a good thing bc i cry that often if anyone whos out there and is struggling ily ur beautiful
I suggest you try journaling, I'm sure you're a great person to be around. Even if you're not the greatest person in the world... There's always the future. I wish you the best of health man.
I don't know what I did to get here but since I'm planning to go for a Psychology major, the comment section is a great place to analyze mental health.
It comes to a point where there's level of pain nobody can ever take away. For the simple fact that it will never leave you until you die and leave this sick cruel world. The dark reality is you just have to try to live with it. All while keeping yourself sane in a world where there is no such thing as sanity cause the world has gone insane. On top of that insanity isn't bound to anything and has no restraints. Which honestly The line between sanity and insanity is so grey and blurred. It would be hard to tell difference. So what do you do in a world that has gone insane?
Unlike her, I don't have any friends. I did my best not to lose her, I never expected her to apologize, no matter how much it broke my heart. I did what she said like I was a pet, and whenever I went against what she said, I was the bad one. I gave everything to not lose her, and in the end, I'm all alone again. Am I the problem or am i just trying too hard?
You're not at fault, people can be snakes, they pretend to love and care, they suck you dry, then they discard you...she did it because she's broken and doesn't love herself, she can't love others in the state she's in. She took you, a kind person, used you for all you had until it no longer worked anymore for her and left, selfish and uncaring of you and your feelings.
If you're having a bad day, just know that there is always at least one person in your world that can brighten your mood, think of them, think of happy past memories. focus on the present and future not the past, keep on pushing through! If you have no one, think again, I am here for you, though I may not be a therapist, it doesn't matter, I understand you. I love you, you are amazing, you can be whoever you want. Just remember that I'm here. If you're su!c!d@l, don't do it, it's not worth it. if someone has made you feel this way just know that they aren't worth it. I'm here, keep me in your mind and anyone else you may slighly like. Just remember that there will always at least be one person who will miss you. I may not know you or what you are going through, but you'll make it through. Just remember babes it's ok to feel this way, it's ok to vent! Bye bye love y'all! Edit 1: Please don't do it please I'm begging of you don't k!ll yourself, my brother is su!c!d@l and it hurts so much, so I'm doing everything in my power to make him feel happier. Please don't do it you are worth it, you are loved, you are valuable and please go see someone if you are feeling this way. it won't last forever. And I just want you to know that I love you all so much and that I'm proud of you, you will make it through your tough time!
Well this is my goodbye I know what you said but it hurts more than anything thank you for the support but I can't do it I can't deal with life I'm so sorry but goodbye
I really love people on the internet they are very kind! I just want to hug them… If you think you are ugly you aren’t If you think you’re stupid you aren’t If you think you deserve this you don’t If you think you aren’t loved you are loved by me If you think you don’t deserve love everyone deserves love If you think you aren’t perfect nobody is perfect If you think you aren’t good enough you are enough for me If you think you deserve hate you don’t If you think you are bad you aren’t If you think you are a crybaby you aren’t If you think you should kys you don’t If you think you have to fake smile you don’t have to If you think you have to hide emotions you don’t If you think you can’t vent to me you can If think you are weak you aren’t you are the strongest person I know If you think you are weird you aren’t If you think you have to hate yourself you shouldn’t If you think that you should suffer you shouldn’t If you think that I don’t love you I actually love you so much If you think your smile is ugly it’s perfect If you think that you don’t need help from anyone I’m here to tell you that everybody needs help I love you so much 🩷 idk if you will read this but you are perfect
I use to seek videos like these and reading the comments would make me smile. Now these videos find me and I don't read the comments anymore because they make me cry.
A lot of people say growing up is hard and you shouldn't want to. When I was a kid, I had horrible parents. Growing up and getting a job was the best decision I ever made.
I love your hair I love your eyes I love your nose I love your gender I love your mouth I love your face I love your grades I love your heart I love your sadness I love your happiness I love your loneliness I love your kindness I love your voice I love your singing I love your art I love your practice I love your work I love your time I love your music taste I love your strength I love your handwriting I love your weakness/weaknesses I love you when your kind I love you when your mean I love you when your smart I love you when you dont feel loved I love you when you are you I love you forever I love you now I love you every day I love you every month I love you every year I love you every second I love you every minute I love you every hour I love you every time you cry I love you every time your happy I love you every time you are you ----------------------------------- You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are. ---------------------------------- I love your neck, dont hang it. I love your body, dont cut it. I love your life, dont end it.. ------------------------------ I love you 1% I love you 2% I love you 3% I love you 4% I love you 5% I love you 6% I love you 7% I love you 8% I love you 9% I love you 10% I love you 11% I love you 12% I love you 13% I love you 14% I love you 15% I love you 16% I love you 17% I love you 18% I love you 19% I love you 20% I love you 21% I love you 22% I love you 23% I love you 24% I love you 25% I love you 26% I love you 27% I love you 28% I love you 29% I love you 30% I love you 31% I love you 32% I love you 33% I love you 34% I love you 35% I love you 36% I love you 37% I love you 38% I love you 39% I love you 40% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 50% I love you 51% I love you 52% I love you 53% I love you 54% I love you 55% I love you 56% I love you 57% I love you 58% I love you 59% I love you 60% I love you 61% I love you 62% I love you 63% I love you 64% I love you 65% I love you 66% I love you 67% I love you 68% I love you 69% I love you 70% I love you 71% I love you 72% I love you 73% I love you 74% I love you 75% I love you 76% I love you 77% I love you 78% I love you 79% I love you 80% I love you 81% I love you 82% I love you 83% I love you 84% I love you 85% I love you 86% I love you 87% I love you 88% I love you 89% I love you 90% I love you 91% I love you 92% I love you 93% I love you 94% I love you 95% I love you 96% I love you 97% I love you 98% I love you 99% I LOVE YOU 100% -------------------- I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ------------ spread the love around
I’m losing everything, my friends, my dog is being put down soon and most importantly my dad.. he drinks all the time doesn’t eat or sleep and is super stressed and depressed to, I just want everything to be happier again. Im on the brink of suicide and I don’t know what to do anymore :(
hey stranger, i dont know much about what your going through. But you should know that it will get better someday. Its really OKAY to feel this way. Its okay if you cry all night long. Somedays can be really hard to pull through. And you are here now it proves how strong and amazing you are. YOU matter to a lot of people so please cheer up. I hope this helps you and I Love You❤
I'm right alongside this other reply here... I don't know if I'll ever understand or relate to what you're going through but it does get better. I suggest journaling with anything you've got if it means anything.
Remember...There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful
Last year (2023) was the worst year of my life, because the only thing I remember from it was my bf dying of heart disease. I was in PE when I got a text from his family member. I thought it was him but when I read it I ran to the bathroom and broke down. I’d lost someone so dear to me, it hurt like no other feeling I’ve felt before. My friends say let it go. But I can’t let him go, I feel like if I do I’ll forget him forever. And i don’t want to I truly loved him with all my heart. The worse thing was, he didn’t tell me he had a heart disease, he told me he was going to Florida to go visit family, I said my goodbyes and I love yous. He said he was going to be back in a few days , he didn’t text me for a week and it just happened. Boom…gone.
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0:01:Space song- Beach house
5:29 :Yoang Ylang-FKJ
8:40 :young-forgot
10:26 :Can't handle change-Roar
can you make more peace
full space song i really love it
8:40 young-Vacations
The biggest mistake we made as a child is we thought growing up was fun
Same I'm still a kid tho
Yh.
Same
Same, I cry everynight
I wish I was 5 again when life was perfect when life was great when I loved my self when I had no insecurities when I thought everyone and everything loved me but now I’m 12 and live a sh*ty life
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love you even if you have insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love you even if you have failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you even on sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you act
i love you even if you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you even if you you're mean
i love you even if you're alone
i love you even if you can't feel
i love you even if you feel too much
i love you even if you can't take life anymore
i love you even if you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you even if you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you even if you don't believe in yourself
i love you even if you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you even if you have problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you even if you're in pain
i love you even if you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love you even if you have wounds
i love you even if you have scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you even if you lie
i love you even if you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you even if you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you even if you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you even if you have headache
i love you even if you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you're mature
i love you even if you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you even if life isn't bright
i love you when you're responsible
i love you even if you're irresponsible
i love you even if you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love even if your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)
(Not my idea but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.) :}
Tysm this made my heart❤😢
tysm i love you too
Oh that's so sweet💙
you dont even know me
It's crazy cause that's what they said🙁
I'm an Overthinking person. My brain... always manages to give me something to feel scared about...
Same. The thoughts never stop. Something will happen, and you can't stop worrying. You fail at something and you can't stop mulling over it. Your head is constantly making problems out of nothing. I feel you on that...
It's not your fault
Your not a problem
You are perfect
You aren't fat
You aren't skinny
You aren't the problem
You aren't a bad person
You are wonderful
You aren't a crybaby
Your don't deserve them
You love yourself
You are clean
You are kind
Your are the person that everyone wants
Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it
Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it
Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it
Your size isn't a book... don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie... don't end it
Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it
Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it
Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it
Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it
Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do.
The past of you suffering will end
Your suffering will end
Don't c^t your body your hair
Don't kill your self yet.
If you have a pet it will make your problem go away
They get mad at you for being soo perfect
They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning
You are brighting the world.. you are a true star
Keep going.. it will past.
We love you don't stop being kind to everyone
The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back.
They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you
You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous
Give everyone a second chance not too many tho
your eyes is perfect
your nose is perfect
your height is perfect
your skin is perfect
your mouth is perfect
your hair is perfect
your face is perfect
your body is perfect
your hands is perfect
your fingers is perfect
your teeth is perfect
your waist is perfect
Your torso is perfect
your legs are perfect
your thighs are perfect
your tounge and everything is perfect
YOU are perfect love your body and everything
You are so greatful for what you have.
Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you
And leave your fake friends
You deserve better.
Don't give up
Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person.
We are proud to see you alive.
We are so proud
We love your smile
We love your laugh
We love your personality
So don't give up
We love you.
We love you so much
Don't end it too fast.
Don't commit
Don't get controled
Don't make them control you like a puppet
Do your own way
Do everthing you like
Ignore the rude people
Ignore the hate
Ignore getting yelled
There's people by your side and always be.
We love you no matter what you do to yourself.
They don't know what your been through
They ain't been in your shoes
Don't belive them they are liars
Love youself.
We are proud of you existing here
We love you so much..
NEVER GIVE UP
You're precious
You made it this far.
And it's so amazing that you are still here
everything is YOUR FAULT 💯💯💯💯
These words remind me off my best friend who would say stuff like this
This makes me feel so loved. I don’t think I’ve cried this hard due to a comment before. Thank you
@@Ra-shel I became a therapist for my classmate😰
@@catloaf69kid 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥‼️
these songs feel like you want to be a kid again while your still here in the world just to suffer
My last genuine smile was when I was a kid. Never happened again since.
@@mightytaco123 hey its okay just remember that in the end god has a reason so in a period of time you will have a happy ending
Fr
dog what the fuck
That’s depressing
Timetrap
00:00 - 5:23 --- Space song
5:23 - 8:38 --- Ylang Ylang (speed up)
8:38 - 10:17 --- Young
10:17 - 13:39 --- Can't handle change
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“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
ty u❤
What hits hard is when your overthinking, turns out to be true.
damn
exactly, it just feels different. bad different
when ı over think it always happens
Yea because then you begin to trust your overthinking, and that's when you start to lose yourself.
Facts ..💔.
This playlist literally explains why I have no confidence and why I don’t make eye contact with anyone
Its hurts when ur overthinking comes to reality :)
true
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
It’s kinda sad how everything is falling apart and the majority of people are oblivious to it.
heres a poem i made. (i hope people realate to this 😭)
wish.
i wish i could disapear. temporarily ofc.
i wish hiding in the bathroom wasnt my first instinct
i wish i wasnt always waiting, wanting for somone to ask if i was ok.
what would i even say?
im lonely?
im left out?
i feel like death its self?
i cant. beacause then im a cry baby. then im sensitive
i wish i could disapear. not forever tho, just for a day. a day for a break. a day for me. a day without friends.
i wish i wasnt so insurcure
i wish i didnt belive what people say.
i wish i was that cool pretty girl that everyone loved.
i wish i was her.
i wish everytime i looked in the mirror i didnt want to gash my eyes out.
i wish i could dissapear. temporarily...
of course.
You're not the only one.
Extremely good.
Made me shed a tear
This is a very good poem 💖💗 i can relate😢💕
Have a good day or night people💞💞
THIS MADE ME SHIT ON THE TOILET💯💯💯💯
I can relate to this so much during school, especially when the teacher calls on you and everyone just has to look at you and all you say sounds so quiet the teacher asks you to speak up or they come closer to you and you’re just on the verge of tears as everyone notices your mistakes. Then comes overthinking and feeling the need to run away .. fun 👍🏼
@@malloryjohnsons3927 damn, at least we truly aren’t alone 🤷🏽♀, hope you’re doing well too
I k r...?
fr tho
@@malloryjohnsons3927 You seem to feel you can’t win, we all have been there. This will pass… every storm eventually does… be thankful you have so many who care, and others, like us , who understand. What helps me? It sounds corny and lame, but ALWAYS helps:write a list of Not what’s wrong, but what’s right- it’s so easy to take things for granted- if you are healthy and can walk, have food, a safe place to sleep and a shower- THOUSANDS of people right now would give ANYTHING to be you. Think of all the homeless, the prisoners around the world, those in the hospital, in pain, in war torn countries where their friends and family are suffering or dead. I had the flu, sprained my wrist and lost my voice last month- ugh! Miserable.- don’t realize how much you use your right hand until you can’t!you know? I’m SO glad I’m better now. You have priceless things that can’t be bought- like: if you can see, and hear, and walk, and have your health and hair- old folks and cancer patients envy you- list all the things that make life good- your favorite foods, music, games,places, scents,be mindful of what your senses are telling you- enjoy the smell of coffee or your favorite shampoo, massage your scalp and breath deep, stretch and notice what is nice around you: a pretty view of lush green summer outside? Or the peaceful beauty of frosty winter snow? List the things you’re THANKFUL for- a loyal friend, goals you’ve accomplished, you and those you care for are safe and healthy- it’
s more than many have, my family’s gone…
It’s overwhelming when you’re in a bad headspace and then getting yelled at- like torture. It’s not fair, it’s not right. You don’t deserve it. God I know it sucks. It can help a lot to journal, and do guided meditations or breathing on RUclips- it’s surprisingly helpful.
Even though we want to push everyone away, please look into online support for depression. There’s lots of hotlines that can help get you through when you feel hopeless and helpless. Channel your anger into exercise so it will be released and strengthen you. Every storm passes. But in the meantime, be grateful you’re under a roof and it’s not washing everything you have away in a flood- that’s happening all over the world at one time or another. I con overthink myself into a panic attack and exhaustion, but if we shift our obsessive brains to focus on the good, not the bad, that’s how we’ll see the world and ourselves, and find some peace . I’m sorry if I’m way off, but counting my blessings instead of my worries- and writing them down keeps me from self harm and worse.
For anyone reading this, I wish you strength, hope, comfort, security, health, happiness and whatever you need, I pray you will have it. Be good to yourself, take care. You’re not alone. Everything’s going to be ok. You got this.
@@malloryjohnsons3927 at least u have friends...
To all the people with positive comments thank you ive read 3 very very long ones its all so positive and kind thank you for reminding me not everyone is hateful and rude you all should be blessed❤
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Godbless u❤
I'm probably not alive anymore the moment ur reading this, these are just my last vents to feel better about myself. Knowing i changed many people's lives, knowing i influenced people, knowing i made mistakes, knowing I TRIED makes my feel a little bit happier., with those two things you can change a lot of things and people. Sadly, i lack the traits to partake in society and i dont think i can go further in life. It pains me knowing i'm leaving so soon, but what's there to it if i don't have anything that cheers me up. My reason to go is: I'm too weak, every little comment that someone makes about me cuts so deep. And whenever i ask for help its either the typical ''It's fine'' or the ones that just go ''same, haha''. I'm starting to go insane. Don't even get me started on the whole education system. All i do is just sit in my bed and dream of being a kid again. i hate the way i look, the way i smile, the way my face looks, my body shape, my personality, my anger issues, the way i talk. There's no reason for me to keep going, sobbing like a failure every night, it'll be better for me to just take my own life, with no regrets whatsoever. I don't think anything can change my mind to not commit, the only individuals i will be missing are my cat and dog, they were always there for me, on the days that i cried, on the days that i smiled and laughed, i love them very much. The way they get along, the way they wait by the door when i come back from school. Now i'm going to cherish the last moments of my life after typing all of this out. Goodbye everybody.
Hello everybody, as you can see i didn't commit. I found a therapist and i'm slowly recovering from all of my trauma. I just wanted to thank you all for these messages, they inspired me lots. You are the ones that saved me. i cannot describe how grateful i am. i hope that everything comes out well for everyone in the end. Have a great life everyone
HEYYYY NOOOO. Dont do this. seek help from your closest friends or family or anyone that you trust. please dont do this... pls have a little hope.
Hey, it must be hard for you. I won’t say I understand what you’re going through but if you’d like to talk to me about all this I’m going to try my best to listen and help you. Please give life one more chance. Perhaps you should call a suicide hotline and they’ll help you a little. If not reply to my message and I’ll try to help you in every way I can. Your feelings, anger and sadness are all valid. Please reconsider. There are people willing to help you, if not around you then on the internet.
Perhaps we can work together to help you improve your life and the way you view yourself. Let me know if I can be of any help.
if you are reading this not family not friends it just you if you lose everything ends trust yourself
Please be okay, if nobody else cares please know that we do.
u know what? the internet knows and feels us more than our parents....
Remember, don't trust you friends/bffs since they cannot always promise things and keep their mouth shut.. Don't trust anybody
i prefer to trust my friends tbh
@@Nioluvxssame
My best friend and I share everything and I’ve known her my whole life. No joke
I had depression ever since when I was like 11 and I’ve never been OK ever since and I was listening to sad songs like this, and it made me feel happy now😢
For me I always overthink everything that happens in my life
If it helps, I suggest trying journaling.
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
Lol this means a lot , how come people online get me more than real life people 😢
I constantly feel like everyone is looking at me judging about everything I do so I tend to look down while walking and I not confident in conversation anymore. I want my older self back.
Being a kid were so easy now im js some sh1t…
**Overthinking's Web**
In the labyrinth of mind, where thoughts twist and turn,
The shadows grow heavy, concerns churn and churn.
Each fleeting moment, each glance, each word,
Magnified, analyzed, boundaries blurred.
The "what ifs" and "maybes" dance in a spree,
Conjuring scenarios, as far as eyes see.
Past conversations replayed, again and again,
Seeking deeper meanings, fueling the brain.
The silence of night amplifies every doubt,
The weight of "I should've" becomes a shout.
Imaginary outcomes, fears that entwine,
"Am I overthinking, or is this a sign?"
Yet in the midst of this mental disarray,
A glimmer of clarity might light the way.
For overthinking, though a challenging tide,
Is also a sign of a heart open wide.
Seeking understanding, craving to know,
The depths of existence, the highs and the low.
So when thoughts spiral, remember to breathe,
Ground yourself, and give your mind a reprieve.
300 thousand views, that says a lot about the world, the fact that the world is so messed up that hundreds of thousands, even more, people are depressed, means we have failed as a society.
To anyone reading this...
•im proud of u for u
•im proud of u for getting up out of bed
•im proud of u for brushing ur hair
•im proud of u for going to school
•im proud of u for crying
•im proud of u for trying
•im proud of u for not giving up
•im proud of u dor asking for help
•im proud of u for ur beauty
•im proud of you for eating
•im proud of u for trying to eat
•im proud of you for drinking
•im oroud of u for being ur best
• im proud of u for being urself
•im proud of u for what u are
•im proud of u for how hard u try
•im proud of u even if u dont try
•im proud of ir face
•im proud of how u look ....
❤❤im proud of u and every feature about you ur pefrect❤❤
LMAOOO
whats so funny?@@catloaf69kid
you're proud of me for drinking ? you shouldn't be proud of my drinking habits
@@Gass0208 Not what I meant but okay😭
@@rosie-lighdaniels643 that was the joke
It hurts so bad that they only see your mistakes... They don't see me being so so fucking sweet.. and me giving them what they want and what they need.. they don't see me trying.. I remembered that time when I confess I have a depression, they didn't believe me... They say I'm overreacting and it's just a phase.. it's been 3 years now since I have this stupid depression...
4 weeks later I finally snap and yelled at them.. and now I am in the airport with my mom because I'm too "naughty" and I should fix my behavior... I didn't think that me finally snapping (FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE) is gonna change everything.
Today, I realized.. that holding my feelings and being silent is better and im not good enough for them.
Hey man dont listen to them, try to start small talk the slowly try to transition into the reason why you wanted to talk to them, and if they still won't listen then ask a friend to help
overthinking is natural for me. it doesnt matter where, when, what the actions were, my brain always manages to give me something to feel scared about. i get constantly bullied and any little mistake reflects the next ten years of my life. and if you saw my personalty in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouodnt be able to tell what we are the same person. its too hard to cope with. i just stare directly at the floor and do the bare minimum - whether thats going from point A to point B. and my friend groups are small since i prefer it that way. but i feel like such a bad person so much. and theres no way to change the past. the future is now, and every time youve messed up negatively affects you in some way. im at a new low.
Keep holding on man... I've been there too. I would suggest journaling, it really helps. It did for me anyway... Even if it doesn't though, just remember that at the end of the day there are always gonna be some folks that care about you. I'm sure you'll get through this.
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
What you said here " if you saw my personality in school compared to my personality with friends, you wouldn't be able to tell what we are the same person," I am the same way, no one understands, they won't believe us if we tell them our problems because of our false personality, and we can't just change it instantly or else they think its just different, no one listens, no one ever did listen, I hope you have found yourself in a better place, and if not, I hope we can, one day.
-From a Stranger, going through the same...
you dont miss the old days. you missed being happy. - albert
Why do we all listen to songs that makes us even more depressed?
...
Have you ever wondered that maybe we want to suffer?
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
If we wanted to suffer how did we get here?..:) if we wanted to suffer why did we die inside? If we wanted to suffer... nobody would be here...at all..pal..😐👍🏾
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies
Sorry, I'm Russian and I'm writing through a translator. Thank you for such kind words, they make me live!)) I wish that everything is fine with you and that you are always full of strength!💓
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@Yui_An «Придите ко Мне все труждающиеся и обремененные, и Я успокою вас».
Матфея 11:28 благодаря ему я исцелен. и он тоже хочет исцелить тебя. он причина, по которой я сегодня жив💖
И это не конец. Много раз в Библии они думали, что это конец. Как смерть Иисуса. Или как Моисей в пустыне. И даже Я думал, что это конец, Но Бог спас меня. Даже если ты не христианин. Отдай свою боль Иисусу. Он любит тебя.❤
Я буду молиться за тебя❤❤❤❤❤
@@Dogestronaut2.0 thank you💓
ur skin aint paper dont cut it ur neck aint a coat dont hang it ur head aint a target dont shoot it ur not a book so dont judge it just be you thanks for listening goodnight or day where ever u are ❤💕💕💔💔💔
Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it
Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it
Your body isn't a book, don't judge it
Your life isn't a movie, don't end it
Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it
Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against
This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn :)
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
And yes true❤
Seeing so many positive comments and people helping each other when they're on their worst, just fills me with hope, It's just wholesome to watch this comment section, made me think about venting my traumas here too
Its 3am, I am currently crying. loving the playlist tho
Glad you enjoy it!
i consistently got blamed for shit i do and now i cant stop crying when i do sum wrong because of my past. I blame myself now and i cant stop.
Same ngl it's the truth but it's sad
I know this might be hard to think about but, consider the past as a lesson for the future. Not as a weight keeping you from walking forward.
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
Lol here’s a lil about me
I’m the youngest daughter out of three older bros. The first two never bully me but the third one does. He gets mad at me for everything. One day he said the family would be better if I was never born.😂😂😂. He never apologised. And it’s stupid but I can’t get it out of my mind. I think he was right. I mean I’m not talented and I’ve just always wanted the best for them🙂
Anywho thx for reading have a lovely life❤❤
I'm sure you've got something you're good at, everyone does; it's just a matter of finding it. I'm sure in your own way; you're a cool person to be around.
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
Очень круто под этот плейлист делать физику, ибо я плакала от отчаяния, спасибо, легенда:D
I-I feel just lonely I don’t like to cry but yet i still do I hide it every day and yet I still like I’m nothing we all made one mistake as kids that was the worst of all it’s that we wanted to grow up so fast im 10 and writing this to everyone.
10 isn't a good time to be depressed. If you need tomvent, im here for you, we can fight this together
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶
This made me cry... You're so sweet your friends are so lucky
I needed this really bad thank you
Tysm
And, I have failed, so, so many of these...
i failed
I needed this. Thank you 🙏. I love her but she doesn’t love me back , it hurts 😞
everyone got something that makes them, and overthinking is makes me.
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
And no. Overthinking doesn’t make u. That’s not what God wanted it u to be. He made u a child of him. He found me and wants to find u. If you know what I mean❤
@@Dogestronaut2.0 Thanks but im not normal, im fine like that. And im never gonna be normal.
@@feinhly well everyone’s normal until u get to meet them. Jesus loves u❤️
@@Dogestronaut2.0 uhh im atheist
Sometimes when people tell you things will get better you actually believe them but it stays the same way or gets worse as time goes by
to overthink you have to think in the first place
I'm anxiety-resistant
{VENT} I have three best friends, they would always be there for me. During all the times past, they got all addicted to the internet. I asked them to play, but they ignored me. They got affected through the internet, and not a day, two of my best friends always mocked and insults me. I overthought, what did I do? what happened to them? Are those words for me? Ever since my parents fought and I told them, they spread my story, to the whole class. I TOLD them not to tell, they broke the promise. After I got home, I went to my room and cried quietly. Now I realized, that two of my best friends are toxic according to Google, except my one best friend. Even though she is always bored, she always listened to my tale and explained my feelings. She never insults me, she never mocks me, and she never says anything toxic to me. I feel grateful that I got a good and innocent friend like her, even though her grade isn't that good. She was the greatest friend ever I've ever met. One day, I heard 2 of my friends, gossip about me.
edit : slaylists slayed, i used to hear this playlist when I got stressed.
I feel you, your words just melts my heart. You are good in someway, no one can tell but your true talent is in your heart. :)
“Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😊
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
THANKYOU!!, this is the biggest happy for me!, thank you thank you thank you!
Every time I listen to this song I have got a tear on my face at the first second
Thank you for making this it’s amazing 😊
““Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.”
Matthew 11:28 because of him I’m healed. and he wants to heal you too. he’s the reason why I’m alive today💖
And it’s not the end. There are many times in the Bible where they thought it was the end. Like the the death of Jesus. Or like Moses in the wilderness. And even Me I thought it was the end But God rescued me. Even tho your not a Cristian. Give ur pain to Jesus. He loves u.❤
I’ll be praying for u❤❤❤❤
What good is a God who does nothing to stop this pain? Who does nothing to help the animals, the plants, or even his own followers?
What good is a God who killed almost all of life, because he felt like it?
What good is a God who tortures the children of a criminal? Those children were innocent.
Hell, heaven may be pleasant, but even then... Won't our boredom cause suffering? There are many arguments against immortality. I shudder to think about the slow and inevitable decay those lambs would face...
@@baneofaraarasirdubious5614 He’s there. There’s a reason u see this. He wants to help u. And God caused the flood because the hearts of men were evil and it broke his heart.
Your still alive for a reason. And God doesn’t torture the children. It breaks his heart to see them in pain. And we won’t be bored in heaven. I’m sorry u see that way. Jesus loves u. I love u. I’ll pray for u
I was crying you made my day
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
When I was younger I wanted to turn 18 so I can do a lot of stuff. Now look at me the time flew so fast and I’m 18 i feel depressed, over the years my depression got worse it Kinda took over me. It’s eating me if that makes sense my sh dosent stop it’s like a addiction I can’t quit. I feel numb, helpless, no one can hear my screams
I hear you ❤ I want you to know your strong 💞 u told us how that takes a lot of guts please ... I hope to hear from u again
Hey if you need to vent im here for you
I used to be smart. Now I'm struggling with everything. I want to be a child again
Feel the same.
Same I use to make a b honor role every single year now everything is hard I wish I could time travel..
Thanks for the music.
:)
by the time anyone reads this i will most likely be dead i just want to say i went through alot of pain i tried getting better i helped others rather than myself i think that was my fault i always took on others peoples burdens and made sure they were alright in the end i always helped them all of they are fine now what hurts the most is none of them ever asked me how im doing even after i told them what im goin through and after a day theyd forget even my own parents stopped asking me checking my arms after 3 days right after i got out of the hospital it pains me that no one throughly cares about me and im a burden in everyone life. Every person who has ever gotten close to me i seem to fuck there life up and i think theyd rather me gone but right after im fully gone everyone will say why didnt he come to us for help and i really tried i really did and for anyone who reads this try get help im to far gone to get any help and this painful existence will finally be over all the oain i caused for everyone and the pai n i had to endure for half my life will finally be over i cant remember the last time i was actually happy and someone was excited to see me
goodbye everyone
It's been two weeks since this is written......
If by any chance
Are you ok..?
Are your arms alright..?
Do you feel like crying
You can
But alone or else they will look down to you...
But dont worry I don't even know if these words will be read by the person they're meant to..
Damn..
Are you alive
Fk..
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
Goodbye...man ..rest in peace
Please stay alive for us I love you and care deeply about you....
Please talk to me about your struggles please....
Pov: Mostly all of your bookmarks are Vent Audios or playlists.
what a nice selection, thx for sharing !!!
This songs is so good!!!
" There is no "quit" button in your life. " " You might not feel loved but you are very loved. " " People can be jerks. Show them you are stronger. " " People who make fun of you are jealous of you and how you look and how smart and beautiful you are. " " Be careful. You can kill someone with your words. " " When you cry every tear makes you stronger. " " You can't ever say you want to kill your self. You feel like it but when you are dead you will be sorry. " " Everyone is special and different. If you want to be like someone else. Remember that you are you and you are special. " " Remember when you were having fun.. You can still do that. " " You can feel sad. But there is a choice. Want to be happy or sad? " " Remember when you are your at your hardest times. We are all here for you. " " Remember crying at 3am? How about.. Close your eyes and sleep. " " You are special. Some people are jerks! You can't realize that you are stronger then them. " " Why listen to sad music when you can listen to happy music? " " You can handle the changes. I see you and you are strong and beautiful. " " Help your self and get your self a treat. You deserve it! " " You feel like you have no friends. But really you have everyone there for you. Even your bullys. " " Have fun in life instead of being on your phone and computer.. " " Go outside for a minute and breathe.. In and out 5 seconds. "
im just lost in space rn bro thank you
Teachers always act nice at first but when you make one wrong move they yell at you sm.
The last day of school, a wonderful time for all students. A day of reflection, and happiness, thinking about your future adventures. As Colin left the big doors of the place he had grown up, and met the best friends of his life, he took one last look before getting into his mother's car not knowing he would think about that moment for the rest of his life. "Bye guys! Ill see you soon!" he said after driving away, only not knowing that maybe wouldnt be so true. On the way back home, his mother asked him how his last day was, getting the usual reply of "it was great!" After arriving back home, Colin was glad that summer had started, and he could rest. The days had zoomed by, ultimately ending him up at his brand new high school. Colin was not the type to love school, but he went in with a happy face anyway. He did not know anyone there, and he was still fguring everything out, until he ran into a group of kids that looked around his age. Colin had said hello to them, but only received a nasty look. He did not think much of this and went on with his day. After about a week of this, he just wanted everything back. He had no freetime due to the immense work, and no friends. He became hopeless, and just wanted to return to his place, his home, he wanted his friends, he wanted to laugh, he was lonely. No day was enjoyable. He would come home, not speak to anyone, and just collapse in bed, avoiding the wold. This boy was me, my first year in my new high school, not knowing anyone. I learned to make friends and make the best out of my situation, and you need to too. A lot of people love you and don't forget that. I believe you can make a change.
honestly, I've given up and I don't think ill ever recover..... My life has been nothing but pain and suffering and im just so done with it all.
If it means anything, I care. I suggest journaling. It helped me when I was at a low and I think it might help you. Might sound cliche but... Things do get better. It might be a matter of perspective, but they do.
the journy of the overthinking hooper💯💯💯💯
i love these songs
Everone else talking about the bad thing
Me : thinking about the bad memories and comparing them to all the good ones .im litterally crying bc all memories i create now are bad and depressing i cant handle this cruel world its hurting everone 's mental health sometimes i wish i was dead everone calls me ugly and insecure and a slag and everything im sick of it now im thinking of ending it all idc if anyone would cry its for the best everone gets tired of me within a few days everone thinks im annoying bc im trying to be myself i hate being alive its not fair for the amount of young kids that also go through this aswell .Depression always seems like its a good thing bc i cry that often if anyone whos out there and is struggling ily ur beautiful
I suggest you try journaling, I'm sure you're a great person to be around. Even if you're not the greatest person in the world... There's always the future. I wish you the best of health man.
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I don't know what I did to get here but since I'm planning to go for a Psychology major, the comment section is a great place to analyze mental health.
He said he’s tired of my “overthinking” but I can’t stop myself it’s not my problem
The first one made me cry
love this
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love you too (i know you clicked also on this video)
And listen beautiful with headphones🥲
I love this so much😊
It comes to a point where there's level of pain nobody can ever take away. For the simple fact that it will never leave you until you die and leave this sick cruel world. The dark reality is you just have to try to live with it. All while keeping yourself sane in a world where there is no such thing as sanity cause the world has gone insane. On top of that insanity isn't bound to anything and has no restraints. Which honestly The line between sanity and insanity is so grey and blurred. It would be hard to tell difference. So what do you do in a world that has gone insane?
Unlike her, I don't have any friends. I did my best not to lose her, I never expected her to apologize, no matter how much it broke my heart. I did what she said like I was a pet, and whenever I went against what she said, I was the bad one. I gave everything to not lose her, and in the end, I'm all alone again. Am I the problem or am i just trying too hard?
I feel you, In a way I'm going through the same thing. But I don't have an answer either
You're not at fault, people can be snakes, they pretend to love and care, they suck you dry, then they discard you...she did it because she's broken and doesn't love herself, she can't love others in the state she's in. She took you, a kind person, used you for all you had until it no longer worked anymore for her and left, selfish and uncaring of you and your feelings.
Glad i'm still spending my time as a child.. Preparing to grow and learn..
TY FOR 2.5K VIEWS😭🫶🫶
3.5k congo 🎉
thank for this video man I love all of the songs
If you're having a bad day, just know that there is always at least one person in your world that can brighten your mood, think of them, think of happy past memories. focus on the present and future not the past, keep on pushing through!
If you have no one, think again, I am here for you, though I may not be a therapist, it doesn't matter, I understand you. I love you, you are amazing, you can be whoever you want. Just remember that I'm here.
If you're su!c!d@l, don't do it, it's not worth it. if someone has made you feel this way just know that they aren't worth it. I'm here, keep me in your mind and anyone else you may slighly like. Just remember that there will always at least be one person who will miss you. I may not know you or what you are going through, but you'll make it through.
Just remember babes it's ok to feel this way, it's ok to vent!
Bye bye love y'all!
Edit 1: Please don't do it please I'm begging of you don't k!ll yourself, my brother is su!c!d@l and it hurts so much, so I'm doing everything in my power to make him feel happier. Please don't do it you are worth it, you are loved, you are valuable and please go see someone if you are feeling this way. it won't last forever. And I just want you to know that I love you all so much and that I'm proud of you, you will make it through your tough time!
i pissed on the chair again
Well this is my goodbye I know what you said but it hurts more than anything thank you for the support but I can't do it I can't deal with life I'm so sorry but goodbye
For all who are hurting I'm here
I really love people on the internet they are very kind! I just want to hug them…
If you think you are ugly you aren’t
If you think you’re stupid you aren’t
If you think you deserve this you don’t
If you think you aren’t loved you are loved by me
If you think you don’t deserve love everyone deserves love
If you think you aren’t perfect nobody is perfect
If you think you aren’t good enough you are enough for me
If you think you deserve hate you don’t
If you think you are bad you aren’t
If you think you are a crybaby you aren’t
If you think you should kys you don’t
If you think you have to fake smile you don’t have to
If you think you have to hide emotions you don’t
If you think you can’t vent to me you can
If think you are weak you aren’t you are the strongest person I know
If you think you are weird you aren’t
If you think you have to hate yourself you shouldn’t
If you think that you should suffer you shouldn’t
If you think that I don’t love you I actually love you so much
If you think your smile is ugly it’s perfect
If you think that you don’t need help from anyone I’m here to tell you that everybody needs help
I love you so much 🩷 idk if you will read this but you are perfect
is so nice and peace full :) i love it !
the fact is that no one can love except yourself
Nah I always overthink alot😅 like everyday 🙂
I use to seek videos like these and reading the comments would make me smile. Now these videos find me and I don't read the comments anymore because they make me cry.
?:is everything okay?..
I thought: no, it's terrible, what's it to you?, I want to die, there is no worse where
Me: yes
A lot of people say growing up is hard and you shouldn't want to. When I was a kid, I had horrible parents. Growing up and getting a job was the best decision I ever made.
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idc this playlisst made me smile :))
this is really cooll...
love ur vids
This is a place for you to feel safe,consider these comments a safe haven.
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your nose
I love your gender
I love your mouth
I love your face
I love your grades
I love your heart
I love your sadness
I love your happiness
I love your loneliness
I love your kindness
I love your voice
I love your singing
I love your art
I love your practice
I love your work
I love your time
I love your music taste
I love your strength
I love your handwriting
I love your weakness/weaknesses
I love you when your kind
I love you when your mean
I love you when your smart
I love you when you dont feel loved
I love you when you are you
I love you forever
I love you now
I love you every day
I love you every month
I love you every year
I love you every second
I love you every minute
I love you every hour
I love you every time you cry
I love you every time your happy
I love you every time you are you
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You right there, yes im talking to you. You are an amazing person, you can do anything your heart desires, you can have fun, you can be yourself, dont be someone that you dont want to be, be you. Love yourself for who you are. you never know if you'll see somebody that you love for the last time. Live life, be kind to people, ignore the haters, keep being yourself for who you are.
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I love your neck, dont hang it.
I love your body, dont cut it.
I love your life, dont end it..
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I’m losing everything, my friends, my dog is being put down soon and most importantly my dad.. he drinks all the time doesn’t eat or sleep and is super stressed and depressed to, I just want everything to be happier again. Im on the brink of suicide and I don’t know what to do anymore :(
hey stranger, i dont know much about what your going through. But you should know that it will get better someday. Its really OKAY to feel this way. Its okay if you cry all night long. Somedays can be really hard to pull through. And you are here now it proves how strong and amazing you are. YOU matter to a lot of people so please cheer up. I hope this helps you and I Love You❤
I'm right alongside this other reply here... I don't know if I'll ever understand or relate to what you're going through but it does get better. I suggest journaling with anything you've got if it means anything.
Remember...There's nothing wrong with your eyes.
There's nothing wrong with your nose
There's nothing wrong with your height
There's nothing wrong with your skin
There's nothing wrong with your mouth
There's nothing wrong with your hair
There's nothing wrong with your face
There's nothing wrong with your body
There's nothing wrong with your hands
There's nothing wrong with your fingers
There's nothing wrong with your teeth
There's nothing wrong with YOU
you are perfect.
I am so proud of you:)
You made it this far.
You are amazing:)
Don't give up.
NEVER GIVE UP
you're pretty
You're precious
Don't need to be insecure abt your face.
You are so beautiful
trust is like a eraser it gets smaller and smaller after each mistake
I feel like a desperate martyr willing to do anything for love
first song and i alr love it
its one of my favorite songs
I hate overthinking it js makes me so scared I js hope she loves me and stays with me forever
This playlist is fire 🔥🔥
NO💯💯💯💯
Your almost at 1k subs ;P
So close! Please support me by share my vid...thank you
all of these are on my playlist lmao-
Don't know why but I just want to cry 🥀
Soy tan bipolar :)
¡¡Ame, amo y amare este playlist :D!!
Gracias por leer ❤.
Last year (2023) was the worst year of my life, because the only thing I remember from it was my bf dying of heart disease. I was in PE when I got a text from his family member. I thought it was him but when I read it I ran to the bathroom and broke down. I’d lost someone so dear to me, it hurt like no other feeling I’ve felt before. My friends say let it go. But I can’t let him go, I feel like if I do I’ll forget him forever. And i don’t want to I truly loved him with all my heart. The worse thing was, he didn’t tell me he had a heart disease, he told me he was going to Florida to go visit family, I said my goodbyes and I love yous. He said he was going to be back in a few days , he didn’t text me for a week and it just happened. Boom…gone.
Que lindo Musica para desahogarme:")
I was thinking these sped up songs were dang until I realized my playback speed was set to 1.5x