Living Life As A Schizophrenic Today For Me - Part 7

Here is a part 7 of my continued journey living with this condition. I pray this video gives one hope you can live a life with this condition. I am continuing to try and get to know myself more and my conditions, and to better my life as a result. Its not an easy life, but hopefully a more fulfilling life. Im owning I have this condition, but trying to not let it own me.
This video is a commentary of Lauren's video how I compare against her symptoms and how it affects her as well.
• What it's like Living ...
Link to the video mentioned and clips from Lauren's "Living Well With Schizophrenia" channel.
Music used is: "The Way Home" by Pixabay.

[@analogueandy8x10]

It's interesting the comment about schizophrenia and autism being closely linked. Many of the autistic kids I've had in my classes, think that they see things. One kid, at the end of the class, drags objects on the floor with his foot, across the classroom and out the door before he leaves. Obviously it's a hallucination. Good video, Scott.

[@braxus351W]

Thanks Andy. Yes my old high school friend told me about the connection between the two of them. And it makes sense, because I feel I have some traits of Autism myself. Again a coworker who was autistic was talking with me for a day and he also said he felt I was on the spectrum of autism. He was high functioning of course.

[@Mr.MadHat]

You deserve so much more dude, putting all this work for almost nothing, I hope your channel grows into what it deserves

[@braxus351W]

I appreciate your thoughts. Yes my subscriber count is low (I actually restarted my channel a year ago), but I've come to the realization it probably wont grow to huge numbers. I do these videos out of love for doing them, and being creative. Regardless of my low sub count, the videos are actually reaching more people than that. It would be nice if my channel got bigger, but its not the focus of why I do these videos.

[@Mr.MadHat]

@@braxus351W oh thats nice, well, keep doing your best

[@Melon-pn5yt]

I hear you my friend. I too was labelled and went through a lot of denial when I lost my sense of self in the process.
We are an easy target for people to gossip about behind our backs, but i don't worry about this even if i hear their snarky comments only in my head.
Remember, stay positive and shine your light strong, you're not alone. Peace.

[@braxus351W]

I still get triggered by nasty comments when I hear them. Since im the sensitive personality type, it's hard for me to let that roll off my back. I'm trying though. Thank you for your comments.

[@braxus351W]

Even today a manager telling one of my coworkers I'm insane. Pretty bad and toxic coming from a manager who is obviously watching my videos.

[@lapulgaencuerayrabiosa9778]

In my eyes you are an inspiration - just keep going - wishing good luck to the channel also and also that things get better

[@braxus351W]

Thank you for your compliment. Maybe its something I need to hear, but in your eyes, what makes me an inspiration? I may not be seeing myself what you see.