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Some really good considerations here. Shooting video of the two of us at the end of the shoot was risky we both knew. She told me her mom was nearby watching us and the camera gear sitting there. There was a guy who hovered around my video camera at the end, but we both saw him and that is when I went over to the camera to make sure nothing happened. Luckily our shoot was done at that point. As for an assistant, I don't know anyone I could bring with me at times.

Thank you Stacy! It was a fun shoot and both of us enjoyed the time together. I understand the music may bother you, but it's really low level and my voice is easily heard. I find music cuts through the dead air while talking and elevates the mood. Music is a must in dramatic movies too, so I would never not include it. But thank you for letting me know.

@@braxus351W of course!

Thank you. Glad you enjoyed it. It really is the best of the 3 we did.

Women are starting to get the favoritism these days. It's a double standard really. Guy bad, woman good is the way of things these days.

Curious, which part of the film was it in?

I did that hike again for my 3rd film, which you can now also view on the channel. Thank you for your comments.

Glad you liked it!

Thank you Andy. I consider this one the best of the 3 we did back when.

Thank you Andrew!

Thank you for that. It's a silly film. Just depends on your sense of humor if you'll like it.

You mean of my friend in the hat? It's a good Pic if not slightly out of focus. He's a great guy!

@braxus351W 😄 That is so nice of you to say! I appreciate the compliment! It's me, buddy 😆! I really like the channel. Keep up the good work! PS: You're pretty darn cool yourself

@craigstreet6553 shucks Craig. Haha I didn't know it was you, but the tip off was Craig in your name. I'll see you maybe this Saturday.

Yup. I thought of something after and already trimmed off the beard at that point.

@@braxus351W the beard suits you...

@analogueandy8x10 maybe, but after a couple weeks it gets itchy and I have to shave it off. Keeps it from getting too bushy too.

No haven't heard about him. Looks like I need to look him up. Is he online here?

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Im so sorry you are going through this. No its not fair. I can feel your anger on this side of the screen. I pray things do get better at some point. Yes schizophrenics often isolate because of the people around us view us negatively. We really do live in an evil world. I try not to judge others, especially people like myself with a condition like this. Im not sure what really else to say without sounding crass or insensitive. As per Christians, keep in mind no one is perfect, and we too are often under attack. So we may act badly at times. Again no one has the market on being perfect and often say the right/wrong thing in situations. I mess up a lot myself. I hope some of your comments weren't directed towards me, as I dont really know you. That said Im here to keep the discussion open.

@@braxus351W I wasn’t directing anything towards you. I try to let it go with Christians but where is God’s love from most of them. All they speak about is demons and devils and everything they don’t understand is demons demons demons - they speak about devil more than about Jesus makes me think that is who they truly worship. I realize people are not critical thinkers - yet they have treated me the worst in life. I don’t care what people believe - but why attack people so much with Christian values that are not even biblical. Maybe my illness like the blind man wasn’t that he is evil or his parents sinned like Christ said but maybe my illness is like the blind man to show the glory of God. Your message was kind, and in no way was talking about you

@nyxnoch ok. Thank you for that. Yes as a Christian we are taught to love others, but often fail at that. Me included. Jesus came for the sick, which includes people like me and others who really need him. Don't look at Christians as the example of perfection, as we may be far from that. It's why we need Jesus in the first place. I'll apologize for Christians treating you badly, as I don't think they intended to do that to you. Or maybe some messages got crossed between you and them, like misunderstandings somewhere. Hang in there if you can. Ending a life is not what people want to see others do. Again I'm still here if you want to talk more.

Sometimes even when you do have friends, whether you are really still connected with them is in question. I have quite a few friends, but I rarely see them, other than the ones I work with. Isolation seems to be a real thing for our condition, either by choice or not.

What do you mean by “prints”?

@@kylebb1901 just a pun 'picture print' eluding to photo's. sorry for the word play

I'm still confused. What does Zyprexa mean in this context?

@@braxus351W I'm sorry. I was prescribed Zyprexa for my condition and assume that we all take the same medication., i see now that my pun was inappropriate. Again, I apologize.

@@Mr.Blister1960 I kinda figured it was a medication, but I'm missing the connection between a medication and pictures.

I just checked him out after a suggestion from another commenter. Demonic spirits indeed. I alluded to this in a previous video I posted. Jerry's book looks interesting. I'll have to check it out. And yes I call myself a Christian, however a not very good one, so I have belief yes.

@@braxus351W MY MAN

Hi Sofia. I did mention my hallucinations in my previous schizo series videos, yes. But to break it down, I basically had audio hallucinations. People commenting on what I do, or at worst, saying really nasty negative stuff about me. I havent had any hallucinations for a long time now, though a couple years ago, my symptoms flared up and I thought my neighbor was watching me and commenting. Typically I rarely hear anything like a hallucination, as my medication works well enough to keep me somewhat controlled. Thank you for watching.

Thanks Sylvia. Documenting part of my struggles is partly why I do these videos, but I do them more-so to help others. Both people wanting to learn about the condition, and to give more hope to those with the condition

Thank you for the comment as well!

¡Muchas gracias! Trato de hacer buenos videos, ya que es un esfuerzo continuo.

Thank you for your thoughts. Jesus really is the way. Even I have to learn that for myself.

Yes I reference her channel and her keto update was to be in my next video, but was unable to finish the video due to a computer failure. I should have it up next Tuesday though.

@@braxus351W I wish you all the best. God bless you.

@@revelation1215 thank you! God bless.

Haven't really seen much negative comments yet, unless I'm being blocked from seeing them. I'll check when I get access to my RUclips account again.

Sorry to hear that. That's really a tough break with all that in your family. Mental illness is the least understood of all medical issues, but it's slowly getting better. I'll pray for you and your family.

I'll pray for you brother. May God give you peace and a clear mind.

Sometimes things can be a blessing in disguise, even if one doesn't realize it. Who knows what kind of person I'd be if I never got schizophrenia? Would I be a decent human being if I wasn't? More obnoxious maybe? Who knows.

Thank you. Im talking with Andrew today, as you may know in the video, was saved and cured from Schizophrenia. I hope for the same result for myself, in God's timing of course.

Thank you for that. I really don't have much luck with women to be honest. Finding a single one at my age that is a good match for me is very much rare here.

I take as spiritual warfare and some of us have more of a connection with that world most don't see. Thank you for your comment.

@@braxus351W i think that's true. In recent times ive begun to think of it in that manner. But what about my schizophrenic family members? Is it warfare for them? Or me?

@FredPena-rd5cf I think the only thing you can really do is pray for them. God willing, hopefully he answers your prayer with change. Don't be upset if he doesn't answer, as there is always a reason or time for it.

@@braxus351W well its too late for mother. She has passed. A lifetime of manic behavior and suicide attempts. Father passed also. Had brain damage from a car wreck when he was 16. Liftime alcoholic. Middle brother is schizophrenic like mother. Had a stroke a few years back. Often hostile and manic. Sister is becoming like father and is an alcoholic. Little brother is a deviant. Ive lost them all in some way or another. I'd say im depressed. Dont really share in addiction or a mental illness. But the wreck of a family we were has been youthful anger now turned into less anger and more resignation to the hopeless reality. Thanks for the advice.

@@FredPena-rd5cf That all sounds so tragic. So sorry your life went that way. Faith helps in situations like this. Sometimes its all people have left. My father died by suicide (also schizophrenic like myself), so I can relate a little. I hope things do get better for you though. Stay strong.

I'm a milder case of a Schizophrenic, at least when I'm on meds. They do work for me for the most part. I'm blessed enough where the condition is manageable and allows some form of a life. I thank Jesus for that.

I agree. I couldn't understand why my prayer to be cured of schizophrenia wasn't answered then, but I'm seeing more of the why today. Wait for his plan for you, as his timing is perfect. He may not always say yes to you, but have to accept his understanding is greater than my own.

I still get triggered by nasty comments when I hear them. Since im the sensitive personality type, it's hard for me to let that roll off my back. I'm trying though. Thank you for your comments.

Even today a manager telling one of my coworkers I'm insane. Pretty bad and toxic coming from a manager who is obviously watching my videos.

Thank you for your compliment. Maybe its something I need to hear, but in your eyes, what makes me an inspiration? I may not be seeing myself what you see.

I appreciate your thoughts. Yes my subscriber count is low (I actually restarted my channel a year ago), but I've come to the realization it probably wont grow to huge numbers. I do these videos out of love for doing them, and being creative. Regardless of my low sub count, the videos are actually reaching more people than that. It would be nice if my channel got bigger, but its not the focus of why I do these videos.

@@braxus351W oh thats nice, well, keep doing your best

Thanks Andy. Yes my old high school friend told me about the connection between the two of them. And it makes sense, because I feel I have some traits of Autism myself. Again a coworker who was autistic was talking with me for a day and he also said he felt I was on the spectrum of autism. He was high functioning of course.

Andrew? Our basic differences are introvert vs extrovert. Thank you for your reply.

Thanks so much. I couldn't have done it without clips of videos from other channels though. Also congrats on being my first person to comment on this series of videos.

I would start with your favorite thing to shoot and see how the results go. It doesn't age much, so use it at 32 ISO. It does well on subjects that need a lot of mid tone separation. How you process it after scanning makes a difference too.

Glad you enjoyed it

You bet

Thanks for watching and understanding Andy. I feel this video won't get a lot views to be honest. I probably said too much, but I didn't want to sugar coat anything.

@@braxus351W I appreciate your openness and honesty.

@analogueandy8x10 I try to be that way. Sometimes when I'm completely honest and blunt about something, it's gets me into trouble. Hopefully not this time with this video.

Many thanks Terry!

Really? I get sound here.

@@braxus351W There is music, you are talking, but your voice is not heard.

@@reinhardankenbauer3241 could be a case where some people will hear it in the rear channels, which has happened on some of my older videos. This upload here is from over 1 year ago.

@@braxus351W O, well, rear channels, that's possible! Keep up the good work and Happy Ressurectin Day! Jesus is Alive!

@@reinhardankenbauer3241 Amen brother. Don't let Biden turn this into transgender day. Its the holiest day of the year!

I find Pan F is mostly good for scenics or landscapes. Not really good for people or animal shots as you say. It works for some things, just not everything.