Wasting All My Teen Years- Original Song Lyrics (TW CHECK DESCRIPTION)

Trigger warning: mentions of s*lf h*rm, drugs, s*icide attempt, eating disorders, abuse, and addiction
I know my voice isnt that great but I'm still getting used to singing in a lower tone now that my voice has dropped significantly on T, I wrote this song back in May when I had just left the mental hospital after a severe attempt and it holds a special place in my heart as THE first song that I felt confident enough in to play for other people. I uploaded 'Shadow People' before this one only because that song was most recently written.
My next song to work on uploading was also written post-MH but pre-ED treatment so the lyrics are very graphic in how I describe an ED voice to sound like: "Keeping Yourself Empty", I'm looking forward to posting more of my music!

[@firepowder]

your voice sounds so good, the song has such an intense feel and hits hard. absolute banger.

[@LonelySail]

Thank you sm!

[@ben-tb6bx]

another banger i see

[@MayMay-hq4il]

How can this song only have 10 likes??? It's amazing and your voice sounds great!!
(btw, I am aware of the fact that I am three years late and nobody will ever read this)

[@LonelySail]

Aw thanks! Ngl I wish I had better audio quality and instrumentals (I recorded it on my phone) but I'm happy you like it!!