In Love With Misery『 SOLARIA ✧ charM-P 』【SynthV Original】

Wasn't planning on giving this one a "MV" but I ended up really liking it so..yeah.
Art: Pink A
Song/Video: charM P
Soundcloud (+ download): soundcloud.com/user-791694398...
Off-vocal: www.mediafire.com/file/3dfd57...
Q&A:
Can I use this in a video/TikTok/whatever?
Go for it! Just make sure people know where the music comes from.
Can I do a cover of this?
Yes! The off-vocal is linked above.
Can I do (x) with this song?
I go by the Freddie Mercury principle of music. “Do whatever you want with my music, just don't make it boring.” As long as you’re not running around telling everyone you made this song, you can do what you want.
I'm trying out something so...JJJreact
Lyrics:
Guess I’m doing okay these days
Guess I don’t have much to say about it
I'm kinda aimless
Now my sister’s starting college
And I’m either of the edge of complete madness
Or happiness
Been in love with misery
Always seems like I’m feeling a little bit in agony
Twenty four seven
Or I’m in heaven
Why can’t I tell. the difference?
I’m rediagnosing myself as okay
For today
I’m ripping the labels off everything
And slipping into nothingness for a moment
For just a moment
Guess that it’ll be autumn soon
Thought for sure I’d leave this room by this hour
And take a fucking shower
How can I have energy
And still do absolutely nothing
For eternity
July was supposed to be my month to fly (to a brighter sky)
So I flew out the window, fell flat on my face, and died
How surprising!
That I’m still in love with misery
Don’t know any other way to be
I’m still in love with misery
Don’t know any other way to be

[@watching7647]

This absolutely fucks, surprised it don't got more views tbh. Excellent lyrics and story to it, the small animations on the art and the gradual zooming make it feel good, particularly with the zoom-out at the end.
The self-loathing that comes with cyclically attempting to improve only to 'fall flat on your face and die' is something I don't see being shown often, 's nice to find it expressed. Cheers.

[@bizzare1120]

This is painfully relatable.
Why aren't you already popular? Underated.

[@ev_rlasting]

This song seems incredibly personal to you and thank you for sharing it. It put a lot of experiences into words.
I've been dealing with life as a shut-in (and trying to get out of it) and the cycle of "this summer I'll get out" followed by the crash when it ends is really rough.
Solaria also sounds great here

[@Ta-m01]

omg its so good how why im breaking down breaking down breaking down down down SO LIGHT ME UP TAKE ME HIGHER SHOW ME WHAT LIES BEYOND AND co się stało z moim życiem

[@beaniesintheclouds]

I am miserably in love with this song, describes me so well

[@FriendlyNeighboorhoodGoofyGoob]

This is so relatable aaaaaa ai love it

[@curious2882]

This song is amazing, and I didn't even realize the voice was generated until a few listens later when I looked up what SynthV was. You made a truly amazing song, beautiful lyrics and you got the voice to sound so real it's shocking

[@SinewaveFox]

I am in love with your lyrics!!

[@_Rhatsody]

400th sub! and also great Solaria song!

[@redraincoatrabbit]

Love this song so much!

[@ioi3152]

THIS IS SO GOOD OMG

[@NaddleSchidaddle]

This is awesome!!

[@kieranotanuki]

Ahem, excuse me??? This is so good???

[@MizuIto2050]

can you post the lyrics in the description, please?

[@charm-p]

Sure thing