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  • Опубликовано: 26 июн 2024
  • Full Original Song | “Let It Out” by C-DOT (ft. Bella M) [Produced by Raspo]
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    Instrumentation (Produced by Raspo): • Free Xxxtentacion x Bi...
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    Original Song on RUclips: • Let It Out (feat. Bell...
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    Original Song on Apple Music: music.apple.com/ca/album/let-...
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    Original Song on Spotify: spotify.link/79JvMmDswDb
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    Original Song on SoundCloud: / lxvz7elfmi3zour28
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    C-DOT on ALL PLATFORMS (Instagram, TikTok, Discord, & Facebook: links.vip/cdot
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    From C-DOT's "DICHOTOMY" Album - RUclips: • DICHOTOMY (FULL ALBUM)
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    “DICHOTOMY Album Spotify: spotify.link/lyLYMfAswDb
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    Written by: C-DOT
    Vocals by: C-DOT & Bella M
    Video Edited by: C-DOT
    Video Editing Using VN & CapCut
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    0:00-0:17 Intro
    0:17-1:08 Verse 1
    1:08-1:42 Bridge
    1:42-2:18 Emotional Peak
    2:18-2:55 Chorus
    2:55-3:11 Interlude
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  • @cdotmorethanmusic
    @cdotmorethanmusic  9 месяцев назад +254

    See Description for Full Song on All Platforms
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    Feel free to vent & share your story in the comments

    • @patriciajohnson-gblove11
      @patriciajohnson-gblove11 8 месяцев назад +10

      ❤❤❤

    • @micaveringmeier2793
      @micaveringmeier2793 8 месяцев назад +2

      ❤❤❤ mooi gezongen kan het ook in neterlands

    • @YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm
      @YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm 8 месяцев назад +7

      Im having to move out of house at 16 and have nowhere to go 💔😭

    • @SeanShirke
      @SeanShirke 8 месяцев назад +8

      Be my friend

    • @SeanShirke
      @SeanShirke 8 месяцев назад +7

      @@YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm I'm a Singaporean and homeless,come to Singapore and let build a friendship I can apply for a house here,I'm alone,all my friends and family has ditch me ,I need a good friend

  • @user-fd7lj8lb7e
    @user-fd7lj8lb7e 5 месяцев назад +427

    Sometimes being alone is the best feeling but feeling lonely hits different

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +17

      That’s a bar 🤧🤧🤧 very true
      Not a fun experience

    • @user-yz4hh6kk3j
      @user-yz4hh6kk3j 5 месяцев назад +3

      Amen

    • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
      @DavidSoon-fl2ch 5 месяцев назад +7

      Ive never been so distraught,disconnected, and lonely feeling empty inside for the last 9 months! I’m approaching 51 years old and lost loving relationship that has broken me as a person!

    • @positivelove444
      @positivelove444 5 месяцев назад +6

      When I feel lonely I always say that's Jesus checking in.🫂🙏🏽❤️

    • @user-hj2ig6ev2y
      @user-hj2ig6ev2y 5 месяцев назад +9

      I agree, being alone is so rare after you become a parent and it truly is my only peaceful time in life with just me “no distractions/ judgements” against and I’m like, “hey old friend, been too long since we’ve talked” and enjoy the quiet. So the self and inner still don’t speak when alone rather enjoy eachothers presence in our present

  • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
    @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 5 месяцев назад +943

    I'm an 18 year old girl who has depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, ADHD, and su!cidal thoughts. This song has me in tears. It's beautiful and perfect. Thank you.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +111

      I’m so glad that it’s made an impact 😊
      Always remember, you are not those labels 😊
      May God Bless you and watch over you and I pray for deep healing in your life 🙏🏼🤍😊✝️
      If you open yourself up to God and allow yourself to be open to truth and molded by it, God will restore that little, innocent, inner girl deep inside 🥹 and you will have true fulfillment & peace that is beyond understanding 😊
      I have more songs similar to this on my page and also social media & a podcast if you’re interested: links.vip/cdot
      But most of all, I encourage you to go to God 😊🙏🏼 he is truly a healer. Even if you don’t know how to pray, just do what you know and ask God to reveal himself to you and teach you more 🙏🏼
      I pray that the right people will come into your life to help guide you, and that you would have the discernment to recognize them
      God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️ God Loves You. He is our Father - our good, great Father 😁

    • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
      @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 5 месяцев назад +67

      @@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you. I have opened up to some of my family and I have prayed as well. I am getting better day by day.

    • @kundaisean7197
      @kundaisean7197 5 месяцев назад +24

      You'll be OK

    • @DaisyandSolar-gb9to
      @DaisyandSolar-gb9to 5 месяцев назад +23

      @@kundaisean7197 I hope so.

    • @jayr7529
      @jayr7529 5 месяцев назад +13

      Same

  • @dk7541
    @dk7541 7 месяцев назад +626

    It's crazy to think in a world full of people, how alone you can feel

  • @theundisputedera8588
    @theundisputedera8588 8 месяцев назад +935

    The worst feeling is when you don't have any friends and I am going through this feeling right now ✨😖

  • @bertrambrown2988
    @bertrambrown2988 5 месяцев назад +76

    I will pray for those who are suffering from depression and
    loneliness or any other pain😢

  • @user-mw4du3mf8l
    @user-mw4du3mf8l 5 месяцев назад +160

    Too all you haven't cried , let it out . Please do . My son lived in darkness for years . He died at 29 . There's more people who care then you think

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +14

      literally :( thank you and I'm so so sorry about your son
      Praying for healing and peace for you

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 5 месяцев назад +6

      I'm so sorry about your son. May God comfort you and give you peace.♥️

    • @eisthebestletter7836
      @eisthebestletter7836 4 месяца назад +4

      I’m so sorry about your son. Thank you for this.

    • @lkayde1996
      @lkayde1996 3 месяца назад +5

      That’s so sad I’m sorry to hear that it’s a cold world we’re living in it’s hard to believe that people care but when you’re alone all the time and have 0 friends you try to do your very best my condolences to your son. He’s at peace now and no more pain I hope you’re going to be OK though time will heal 😭 🙏

    • @MariaSeabra-no1zp
      @MariaSeabra-no1zp 3 месяца назад +3

      Agree because I always try to put myself in that place

  • @UncleBready
    @UncleBready 7 месяцев назад +106

    I’ve grown up without a father, and all I’ve ever wanted was just a damn hug,

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +14

      Let this be at least a virtual one 🥹🫂
      May God Bless you and show you that he is the best father 😊✝️🙏🏼

    • @THEEGUARDIANANGEL
      @THEEGUARDIANANGEL 5 месяцев назад

      🫂👋❤️‍🩹😇

    • @codyreynolds2585
      @codyreynolds2585 4 месяца назад +6

      I relate. No I'm proud of you. No father and son talks. No father and son anything. I don't mean to express myself such on a comment but I promised both my boys at birth I'd give them both the one thing I never had... and I think I'm doing a pretty damn good job at that. At least I hope

    • @HMarie72077
      @HMarie72077 3 месяца назад +2

      Big cheesy and dramatic HUGS from CO, much ❤ friend 🙏

    • @davidk413
      @davidk413 3 месяца назад +2

      Grab a pillow and hold it tight.That's a hug from me. Do you have a dog or cat? Give them a big hug. De'De Kershaw

  • @kylandunn2009
    @kylandunn2009 6 месяцев назад +533

    Thank you! I’m 11 years old and suffering from severe depression and this song just makes me feel safe and comfortable. Thank you so so much!

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +41

      I’m so sorry you’re going through that and I’m glad that this song resonates 🥹 here’s another one I wrote that’s almost like a sequel to it:
      ruclips.net/video/llsQwNY3Odg/видео.htmlsi=9Z-Nr8Oe1hLdEdjg
      And the Sequel to that one is essentially this 😅 ruclips.net/video/TqJ3rMaEYR4/видео.htmlsi=78NOOY4ZyYagUlSS

    • @kylandunn2009
      @kylandunn2009 6 месяцев назад +23

      Bless you and thank you for your kind heart in Jesus' name I pray

    • @Ahmedi94
      @Ahmedi94 6 месяцев назад +21

      May Allah make u stronger

    • @gracelai7224
      @gracelai7224 6 месяцев назад +20

      Hold on what you're going through will pass just like a thunderstorm everything will subside.. Hanging there yah.. Abba Father loves you and will send you people into your life..

    • @kylandunn2009
      @kylandunn2009 6 месяцев назад +17

      Thank you all endlessly for your help and kindness, god bless you all!

  • @paulagover1193
    @paulagover1193 Месяц назад +11

    I am a 51 year old n suffering with Depression anxiety ptsd ocd and trauma since I was a kid to now n I need a friend that will understands what we all go through on this earth God Bless everyone ❤🙏

    • @CreepyVillage
      @CreepyVillage Месяц назад +1

      Ocd is worst, it's the same for me like you 😭

    • @LoudiMcRowdy
      @LoudiMcRowdy 16 дней назад +1

      Also, I am 54, and just truly struggling hard.

  • @veronicacampbell9852
    @veronicacampbell9852 4 месяца назад +22

    I got a stroke in 2021 I was out for 24hours or more my family thought I wasn't coming back. But am here now when I returned I couldn't walk. Now I can but my hand isn't one hundred either but am here and thank go's every single day I came bavk for a reason not a purpose. This is me giving back to God and Jesus for sending me back. Am alive and happy praises to the most high creator 🙏 🙌

  • @awsome1487
    @awsome1487 5 месяцев назад +85

    I am a young teen with severe depression and nobody in my life understands. This song was really comforting and to all the other people out there who have depression or anxiety, remember, someone loves you.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +4

      🙏🏼 thank you for this comment 😊
      You are so loved 😊🙏🏼🤍✝️
      God Bless You

    • @CapitalGwithChad
      @CapitalGwithChad 5 месяцев назад

      Hey I need to tell you the only way to really hear from God is by reading God word (three bible), I'm not taking about religion ok, you don't have to go to a building made by men to speak with him, but you do have to read his word, it's alive and provides life and he speaks to us through his written word, if you don't read his word you won't hear much back from him, I wish someone would have told me this but they never knew this secret either, it's the key 🗝️, I want to tell you I know what your going through as I went through many years of misery as a child I went though terrible things growing up that are still with me to this day, I know it's not easy and you don't understand why life is so hard and I can tell you it's for a reason, I didn't understand this for many years and you won't either but just know you have a loving creator father that loves you and will never abandon you or foresake you, family, men women and friends will almost always let you down and that's cause they have issues their own and it gets taken out on the innocent sometimes, just know this is not doing of our father in heaven, he gives us all freewill to choose how to live our lives, and sadly most don't choose right, the right way is to live with forgiveness, love, compassion for your fellow brethren, and have faith in your God, know he loves you and is what's keeping you breathing, every beat of your heart is proof of him, your made in his image and likeness, just know he is the ONLY one you can count on in life and will always guide you and help you AS LONG AS YOU SEEK A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM BY READING HIS WORD, all you have to do is call out to him and find a Bible to read, it is the only thing that saved me from suicide and wanting to end it, it doesn't matter how Old you are call out to him and he will answer, please trust me on this one it will save you a lifetime of pain, i wish someone would have told me this when i was young, seek him by reading his word and praying taking to him from your heart and HE WILL ANSWER YOU in a way you understand, I'm not talking about religion or mans past down traditions, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WRITTEN EYES
      WORD, (BIBLE) AND HUMAN RELIGIONS AND TEACHINGS, WE HAVE ONLY ONE TEACHER AND THAT'S GOD, WE ARE THE CHURCH AND YOU ARE THE TEMPLE OF GOD, NOT BUILDINGS MADE OF BRICK WOOD AND CONCRETE, also know we have an enemy named Satan, yes he's real and the world IS biblical, he tries to tell you constantly in your mind THROUGH your thoughts that you aren't good enough, nobody loves you and you can't do it, this is what you need to know, this is how the enemy works and most adults aren't even aware of this, you have to seek him yourself and know these things because the schools and teachers don't teach or know the answers to life's greatest questions, but you can even at your young age, I pray this message reaches you and you understand what this means, you can message me back with and questions I'll be happy to answer, he's answered all my questions and will for you too, then you will know how to defeat the enemy.

    • @stevenadams1931
      @stevenadams1931 5 месяцев назад

      Prayers to you 🙏

    • @Iriska151
      @Iriska151 5 месяцев назад

      I was the same at your age. Just to say, try and find someone to talk to.🧡

    • @awsome1487
      @awsome1487 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you so much ❤️

  • @leilanimussro8053
    @leilanimussro8053 7 месяцев назад +46

    This opened my eyes .. to stop yelling at my kids so much n have patience I don't ever want my babies to feel like they have no one n that's always what my son says

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +7

      Wow 🥹 I’m so glad that you had that realization! That is so healthy for you and your children 😊 they’ll experience the benefits 🙌🏼😊 and so will you!
      Love is difficult at times, but it’s so fulfilling 😊🤍

    • @davidhanft8642
      @davidhanft8642 7 месяцев назад +3

      Hugs & kisses

  • @sillygoose93
    @sillygoose93 7 месяцев назад +48

    “Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid mom was distant and that’s difficult to forgive why weren’t they there to comfort and hug their own kid” hits so close to home 💔💔

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +3

      🤧🙏🏼🥺

    • @jbutcher8691
      @jbutcher8691 7 месяцев назад +1

      Its hard to tell your child how hard it is when mom and dad are no longer together. Parents goes thru trauma too and its hard, because we push thru the trauma to care for our kids! Im sorry u felt unloved.

    • @Suk3yn0ob3d
      @Suk3yn0ob3d 4 месяца назад +2

      Yes, yes it does. 😢

    • @hphggr9652
      @hphggr9652 2 месяца назад +1

      If he left n stayed gone n wasnt back n forth be thankful

    • @sillygoose93
      @sillygoose93 2 месяца назад

      @@hphggr9652 he was in and out when I was a kid just to see my mom and once I got older and decided I didn’t want him apart of my life at all then he made me out to be the one that never wanted him around ever

  • @kait2000
    @kait2000 7 месяцев назад +138

    Ive had depression for a long time ever since my first big trauma. Life hasnt been easy but Ive always been able to get through it with my family. This April a part of that family passed away. My younger brother left us by his own hand at age 16. He was the light in so many lives and I wish he could've seen that...

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +9

      I’m so sorry to hear about your brother 😞🥺 it’s so good that you have your family in a time like that
      Your brother was a light, and you are too 🥹 continue to be 😊
      God Bless You 🙏🏼🥹🤍✝️ I hope you find this encouraging

    • @manuelatarasow1890
      @manuelatarasow1890 7 месяцев назад +7

      Don't surrender, you are not alone. I think about you and wish you the best 😊

    • @user-lm4do4us4x
      @user-lm4do4us4x 7 месяцев назад +4

      Yeah same this side someone I knew did the same 24 years old people don't realize they struggling it's very sad

    • @mentally_and_physically_un6757
      @mentally_and_physically_un6757 7 месяцев назад +2

      My 12 year old brother died a couple years ago. His death anniversary is just around the corner. It doesn’t get easier you just grow and learn to live with the pain. I am sure you are sick of all the sorrys just know Im proud of you for still going.

    • @countrygirl1127
      @countrygirl1127 6 месяцев назад +2

      U not alone my friend lefted lefted us at 16 due to his own hands 💔

  • @artiesst666
    @artiesst666 5 месяцев назад +8

    65 years old man cries with this simple but profound song. It's the Inner Child that wants to be heard.
    Be sure; letting it all out in trusting the Universe shall heal all wounds no drug or other medicine ever will.
    We're in it all-together; crying out loud to the gods we are...!!!
    Have faith in Nature, explore Classical Music (esp. Mozart, but there's so much more). Keep a journal, stay honest as possible; no one is to blame; we're in everlasting evolution.
    BE BLESSED

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      God Bless You and I pray that God reveals to you the PERSON that is behind the universe and nature 😊
      He loves you and he knitted you together in your mothers womb
      He knows that inner child so deeply 🥹
      God Bless you and I pray that God brings into your life the connection that is necessary to replace any sort of addictions in your life 🙏🏼😊
      You are loved and you deserve love and attention and acceptance and to be heard
      I’m so sorry if others haven’t offered you that 🥺
      Psalm 27:10 Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.

  • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
    @DavidSoon-fl2ch 4 месяца назад +5

    I’m a 50 year old man that suffers with depression, anxiety, since I was a teenager. I’ve recently been falling apart due to being erased out of my fiancés life and memory! I was left suddenly 9 months ago without no explanation! This relationship I thought was secure! I also deleted my friends because of them being fake! I’m finding myself caught in a lonely hole with nothing but negativity and hate! So I’m constantly thinking about what wrong I did! This song relaxes me thank you!

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 4 месяца назад +2

      I'm really sorry to hear. What been through. I really hope you are ok. 🙏🏼

    • @DavidSoon-fl2ch
      @DavidSoon-fl2ch 2 месяца назад +2

      Thank you for your concern ! I was falling apart daily for the past 10 months! I recently surrendered to JESUS CHRIST AND ATTEND A CHURCH WITH GODS PEOPLE!!

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 2 месяца назад +2

      @@DavidSoon-fl2ch You're welcome. I am really so glad you came through all that brother. God Bless 🙏

  • @EmoiGosu
    @EmoiGosu 5 месяцев назад +19

    I’ve been suffering from trauma flashbacks all week and last week. I needed this. I promise I’m trying.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 it’s ok
      Deep breath and one step at a time we can recontextualize our past memories
      Have you ever seen the movie “Inside Out”? I just watched it with my girlfriend and it’s all about emotion and it is truly such a fantastic movie with so much to learn from it 😊 if you’re open to watching it I think it could be helpful 🙏🏼😊
      God Bless ✝️🤍💪🏼

    • @MadonnaGrogan
      @MadonnaGrogan 5 месяцев назад

      Better days ahead

  • @heidiecks1948
    @heidiecks1948 7 месяцев назад +96

    I needed these lyrics today, as tears stream down my cheeks. Amazing song!!

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +6

      🥹🙏🏼 so glad that it was impactful

    • @cb145
      @cb145 7 месяцев назад +2

      Keep your head up. Someone loves and depends onyou

    • @Alex-ft1df
      @Alex-ft1df 5 месяцев назад +1

      And I'm crying on the inside, or at least my soul is anyway. I may look like an adult, but I'm really not. I'm actually a little five year old toddler girl kid trapped and stuck inside an adult body. And mentally, I am a ten year old kid. And all of this is due to the fact that I had to grow up way too soon and too fast to the point that I never even got a chance to even be a kid or to even have a childhood or something like one anyway.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад

      @@Alex-ft1df embrace your inner child 😊 it’s ok to experience now what you missed as a kid
      My grandma had a similar experience and now in her 70’s she openly has fun like a little kid and it’s Great 😁
      The Bible says, “Mathew 18:23: Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”
      We are God’s children and we should rely on him that way that a child SHOULD be able to rely on their father
      It’s ok to embrace that inner child, to have fun, to feel emotion, just as long as we’re still able to function healthily and productively as adults 😊
      God’s got you 😊 run into his arms like a little girl runs to their father when they’re sad or afraid 🙏🏼🤍✝️
      God Bless You and I’ll pray for you and I wish you the absolute best 😊

    • @Alex-ft1df
      @Alex-ft1df 5 месяцев назад

      @cdotmorethanmusic Yeah, I might just do that because this world is crazy! And scary and falling apart with half of everyone always at each other's throats all the time. And I do embrace my inner child. I still play with toys and sleep with a nightlight on because I'm still scared of the dark. My bedroom is to me the most safe place I can even have as a kid or underneath my bed in case I need to hide from someone with bad intentions that want to do me harm a.k.a my parents who weren't the nicest of people towards me and I had sensed this the moment that I was born into this world because God had gifted me with a sixth sense that immediately was right away telling me that my parents were not good people to be with because I had seen in my own mother's eyes as a baby a look of disgust and annoyance and it was the same thing with my father too and this was all due to the fact that she and my dad had wanted me to have had been a baby boy but I was born into this world as a baby girl which might explain all of the year long abuse that I had underwent from between those two people who couldn't even appeachiate what they even had they were both so wrapped up in their own stupid lives and fighting each other and hurting each other and me as well I even got shaken as a baby too which might explain my epileptic seizures that I had gotten later on in my life from that and all the times I fell down the stairs and smacked the back part of my head and skull on the wall a lot from both upstairs and the downstairs basement stairs wall too it is still stained red from where my head had hit it and I didn't miss step down them I was pushed by a unseen force like by a evil demon spirit who picked on me a lot in that household he was probably the reason for on why my mom and dad had abused me that and they also did this because I was born as a girl and not like as a boy that they had always wanted me to be I had overhead my mom saying to my aunt that she had wanted a boy and not a girl to my aunt it was so hurtful and it made me feel so unwanted but at least I got the heavenly father to be my parent instead since I look up to him more than I do my own earth parents who were mean and cruel to me but not him he was nice and kind to me as was the spirit that I had met as a five year old little girl wearing a purple hooded cloak and pale blue skin and red eyes that were filled with kindness and compassion and love and he held a big golden staff with a clock gear on it with a ball orb at the tip of it. His name was Ratio, and he was a ghost that only I could see due to me having had the gift of spirit sight due to my sixth sense he taught me how to stand again and then how to relearn how to walk again he even let me use his big long ghostly thick tail for something to balance up against for balance because I at the time was oh so very weak from not being fed food or water for many day's weeks or even months and had been without love and kindness and comfort and compassion and hugs and kisses that only parents can give to their kids but not me I was denied all of this my own very parents who I had called monsters the only one who wasn't was the kind ghost who was a nice guy he pretty much took care of me and raised me as his own since my parents wouldn't even bother with that I also had to raise myself which wasn't easy I remember going to my mom and dad's room and saying mom I'm hungry and my moms response was a grumpy go to bed Alex and so I did just that and spent the night in my room with a empty hungry growling stomach and crying myself to sleep on my bed. I also had to steal food and drinks in my own childhood home because my parents wouldn't even let me have anything to eat or drink at all they would even hurt me if I so much as dropped a napkin onto the floor so... yeah, I had to practically resort to stealing food and drink downstairs in the cover of darkness, which, for me, was scary when I was five years old it didn't make it any better when I had a dark evil presence following me up the stairs feeding off of my fear of the dark like a leech and I was anorexic from not being fed food or water or anything else for a long time I was nothing but skin and bones basically a living skeleton with skin still attached to it when I had turned on the light in my bedroom I had as quietly unwrapped a granola bar and would quickly stop whenever I had heard a sound coming from my mom and dad's room and then I resumed unwrapping the granola bar wrapper off and I tried eating it and because my body had gone so long without any food or water for awhile now until now my bodies stomach tried to reject the granola bar but I still made it go down and drank sodas to wash it down with my stomach tried to reject that too but I didn't allow it to I was going to get food and soda into it whether it wanted me to or not and it was a successful trip and I went back and forth like this stealing snacks and sodas and then sneaking as quietly as I possibly could back upstairs to my bedroom with my stolen food and drinks and this went on like this for quite some time for awhile until I was caught by my mom and dad and given a beating and all the snacks and sodas taken away from me and a chair being put up in front of my bedroom door underneath the doorknob to keep me from eating their food and drinking their sodas this abuse went on all the way til I was 8 years old and I had still snuck out of my room and underneath the chair and this time I did this carefully so as to not knock it over like how I did last time as a six year old little kid at that time and I went for a whole year of hearing the clank and scrape of silverware on the plates of my parents as they ate their dinner and mine as well awhile I was upstairs in my bedroom with belt whip open deep wound bleeding out in my bedroom and crying myself to sleep once again from not just the pain from my back wound but also between my legs from my dad raping me afterwards of belt beating me in my dreams there was food to eat and drinks to drink and friends to play with and there were even dream world parents like my mom and dad only they were loving and kind and caring and compassionate towards me unlike the ones that I had in real life in the waking world I even had siblings in the dream world version of my family and a horse and a couple of dogs that lived indoors instead of outside in a kennel on a chain all their lives and even some cats too. The abuse continued til I was 9 years old, and my mom, for the very first time in my life, actually stood up for me against my dad, who was choking me to death with his big hand wrapped up tightly around my throat my monster of a dad had let go of me and dropped me and I coughed and hacked to get air back into my air deprived lungs again and apparently my dad choking me had been a wake up call for her because she now knew where all my wounds came from and so there was court case thing that had happened and it was loud and noisy and very scary for me because there was a lot of shouting and yelling at that place and my mom and dad had a divorce and went our separate ways and me and my mom moved out of the house that I had lived in and was abused in and we moved to Sunnyside and bought a house there and I never got abused ever again since then. Now you know what my childhood backstory is like, and all of this is all true every single word of it.

  • @VladimirS38
    @VladimirS38 6 месяцев назад +64

    The mirror is my best friend, it doesnt laugh when i cry,it cries with me... Many thanks for the song!

  • @linaprevitera4348
    @linaprevitera4348 6 месяцев назад +16

    The worst feeling is when your friends have passed away 😞 and your left alone that's me

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +2

      🥺 I’m so so sorry to hear that. What is the best way to get through that? 🥺

    • @joshualife9237
      @joshualife9237 5 месяцев назад +2

      😢🫂 me2 feel ya

  • @AdamJMMason
    @AdamJMMason 6 месяцев назад +39

    “My grace is sufficient, for my strength is made perfect in your weakness” 2 Corinthians 12:9 ❤ and blessings to all

  • @moronicversion5879
    @moronicversion5879 4 месяца назад +23

    I’m 34 was stabbed to death 4 years ago I’m grateful to be alive I didn’t know I was living with ptsd until that happened to me I just want whoever is reading this that feels like there’s nobody or nothing and no one understands your loved by all there’s people rooting for you people speaking great of you ❤

    • @gb9530
      @gb9530 3 месяца назад +3

      Be positive your strength I admire

    • @user-zl6ye8ls5q
      @user-zl6ye8ls5q 3 дня назад

      Thank you for your bravery. U did great.

    • @mareebrocklehurst9370
      @mareebrocklehurst9370 23 часа назад

      How are you still texting if you were stabbed to death?

  • @NeilMinyard_J
    @NeilMinyard_J 3 месяца назад +2

    Hi, I'm 15 yo girl who suffered from selfharm for a long time and sometimes has depressive episodes.
    Whatever who u r, u r not alone. I'm with u❤

  • @stacbolyard6560
    @stacbolyard6560 6 месяцев назад +67

    I can relate to this song. I deal with depression, anxiety and PTSD. I have been told by my father in the past I didn't deserve to live. I pushed out of the home I grew up in by my own family. I've been in a domestic violence shelter before. I was abused all my life until I got my apartment. My family has nothing to do with me. I have very few friends that are my age for most of my friends are all old enough to be my mother or father. My parents never wanted me. I've thought of ending my life but that's when God entered my life and showed me a different road. My prayers go out to everyone who is dealing with problems. Remember you can reach out and talk to God he does listen and answers your prayer.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +1

      Praise God 🥹🙏🏼 you are SO strong 💪🏼🥹 and I am so proud of you for enduring all of that and coming out with a hopeful perspective that you want to share with others
      You are a hero. You went through all that and it didn’t make you shake your fist at the world. That is beautiful
      Thank you for this comment 🙏🏼 you are amazing 😊

    • @Britdv
      @Britdv 6 месяцев назад +1

      Oh my, you just described my current situation. I've severe complex PTSD, can't afford treatment I've needed in 12+years. Back in with parents, who have no tolerance or emotional maturity and I now see it was like that in my childhood that I'd blocked out. It's a bitter pill to swallow in top of the Trauma that truly set my PTSD off. My parents are always trying to throw me out when I moved here to care for them. No way did I ever think this could happen and I'm gonna be looking into a Domestic Violence Center to find a place to go...yet inside my PTSD Brain I've just had more than I can endure and don't want to go on anymore. There's no help or intense Trauma care I need, and over a decade of my daily descent into a Hell I never could imagine existed mentally and emotionally, I'm hanging on minute by minute
      I pray, yet my Faith has been shattered..my who world, Beliefs in the World, my Self Identity has been broken into a million pieces and parts of my very Soul are lost all over and I can't find them.
      I'm glad you shared, as I can relate and it makes me feel that I'm not alone❤Thanks You and may God Bless You❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 praying for you and that God brings into your life the support you need 😊🥹
      I’m so sorry to hear that you went through that 🤧

    • @Birdy777-bw1fp
      @Birdy777-bw1fp 5 месяцев назад

      I know exactly how you feel , surrounded by that heavy darkness looking for lights to help us brighten it up , yet many just have dimmed lights themselves or have just refused to see , walking blind. I have really had a life filled with lack of love from the people I needed it from the most . I realize now though they are hurting and some just went numb ... I pray that we can overcome our own darkness so we can be the lamps for those still walking blind . I pray you will overcome and become a warrior to help defeat evil in our world spiritually speaking and in some ways physically . Sending you my love

    • @janfusse6061
      @janfusse6061 5 месяцев назад

      Amen... Mine are being answered now. ❤❤❤❤

  • @teresaschapel9782
    @teresaschapel9782 3 месяца назад +4

    Sending love and light to all who need it, you are loved 🫂🙏❤️

  • @rebeccacannon7351
    @rebeccacannon7351 5 месяцев назад +4

    I'm adhd bipolar bpd most days are a fight. ❤️ never give up. we just got work harder. One beautiful thing to is we can help others with lived experience ❤

  • @delphinedella
    @delphinedella 8 месяцев назад +37

    This is the feeling I am in right now I just need a shoulder to cry on

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +4

      God is waiting for you to run into his arms :)
      May God Bless You and watch over you

    • @delphinedella
      @delphinedella 8 месяцев назад +3

      Amen 🙏🙏

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @DJ-tb4ni
    @DJ-tb4ni 5 месяцев назад +40

    For everyone that is feeling alone, may God find you and comfort you🙏🏽👱🏻‍♀️🌹

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      🙏🏼😊

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you so much ♥️🙂 And God bless you.

    • @valy673
      @valy673 4 месяца назад +1

      And for those who are not believers take comfort in knowing you are not alone. what you are experiencing isnt exclusive to you. you are not the reason for your unhappiness. you are not broken. You are beautiful and perfect the way you are. Just hang on and you will find happiness stronger than the despair you feel right now.

  • @WilliamSanchez-uk8zy
    @WilliamSanchez-uk8zy 8 месяцев назад +61

    Its so sad how many kids this soungs applies to 😢 so much evil in this world. Lord bless us all !!❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +2

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 my goal is to help those kids heal in every way that I can. But ultimately God is the one who can do it and I’m just a vessel. I’m praying the same prayers. Thank you 🙏🏼🤍✝️

    • @Mara-wg3sh
      @Mara-wg3sh 7 месяцев назад +2

      i hearyou

    • @leonameriweather1366
      @leonameriweather1366 6 месяцев назад

      AMEN

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 5 месяцев назад

      😪

  • @user-pc5ph9qb9e
    @user-pc5ph9qb9e 6 месяцев назад +10

    My life have been very hard this past few day. I feel alone no matter how many people are around me.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +1

      What’s something that brings you joy even in the midst of difficulty? 😊 a hobby, passion, etc?

  • @ZoroASL
    @ZoroASL 4 месяца назад +20

    I see one comment on this a girl tells her depression and so many are there to help her but for one boy there is none to help him what world we are living 😢 i m giving a hug for the boys who suffer i know its only this is needed for them and i started studing physchology for a year now only because the treatment cost 😂 too much

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  4 месяца назад +1

      🙏🏼🥺🤧 I’ve been doing my best to respond to every comment but I try to make sure that if I reply I have something encouraging to say where I can address the message
      I have a back log and haven’t had a chance to get to them all 🤧 I hope my music can share with guys that vulnerability is strength and we need to let ourselves feel emotions & address traumas.
      Thank you for your comment & I wish you the best in your studies 🥹🙏🏼
      May God Bless you 🙏🏼😊✝️

    • @ZoroASL
      @ZoroASL 4 месяца назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusic 😄 ok brother but that is just a side study i basically now studing for physiotherapy 😂😂😂 the dark thing is psychologist ask more money for one session 😂 i don't know why they are using this at patients

  • @exaleinder
    @exaleinder 4 месяца назад +7

    im 15 and suffering for severe anxiety for the past half year, this song speaks all my doubt. thank you so much❤️

    • @BikingKiddo
      @BikingKiddo 4 месяца назад +3

      Hope you’ll get better soon ❤

    • @Cornelious1882
      @Cornelious1882 4 месяца назад +2

      I really hope you are ok 🙏🏼

    • @user-hh4er7mv7l
      @user-hh4er7mv7l 2 месяца назад +1

      I hear you, and I get it!! You hurt inside but can't quite put your finger on it of why? Get a blank paper krinstion and write on it these very same words: Me and my own ego, heart, mind body and soul having any more anxiety what so ever. Now with a Red pen write the word VOID straight across those very words that you just wrote on that paper, and write VOID right through it in capital letters, and write over it 11 times. Now take a deep breath and release it onto that paper 3 times in a row. Your breath gives the word VOID all your power, your divine power that God gave to you. Keep this paper for one full year from the day you do this, do it again on another blank paper and breathe on it too, then take it out side crumple it up and burn it!! This way it's written by your hand, and it is also written in fire the language of the Gods. Get a white candle carve your name and Jesus too if you like, then carve into the candle: I. AM FULLY HEALED! Then breathe onto the candle then light it, and let it burn all the way out , use a big fat 2 or 3 inch diameter candle about 10 inches tall, make sure it's in a bowl and a safe place while it's burning, a big candle that burns for 4 days or more is good, and get one that has only 1 wick. All the best to you, your prayer has been heard and now answered by me. 👍👍😇😇🇨🇦

  • @user-oi4ru9rz1g
    @user-oi4ru9rz1g Месяц назад +10

    To anyone suffering. Don't give up and keep pushing. I understand anxiety and depression and have had many episodes with it. Don't give up good people

    • @POWERMAN-cs9si
      @POWERMAN-cs9si Месяц назад +1

      You doing ok now?

    • @user-oi4ru9rz1g
      @user-oi4ru9rz1g 4 дня назад

      Unfortunately no friends I'm not, but doing my best

    • @POWERMAN-cs9si
      @POWERMAN-cs9si 4 дня назад

      @@user-oi4ru9rz1g keep going it'll be alright if you need someone to talk to your more than welcome to talk more here and I'll reply hang in there

  • @NO-GAMES
    @NO-GAMES 2 месяца назад +9

    You're never alone. There's always someone who love love loves you. There's more love in this world and beyond than you realize, I promise you that. ❤

  • @user-zl6ye8ls5q
    @user-zl6ye8ls5q 3 дня назад +1

    I am tired of crying and faking smiles. Thank you for such a lovely song. 😢

  • @HeyZukoHere188
    @HeyZukoHere188 9 месяцев назад +121

    I cannot properly describe just how deeply this song touched my soul and how many times I have rewatched this. Thank you so much for this masterpiece.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  9 месяцев назад +10

      Thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏼 you have no idea how much this means to me
      I wrote this song as a guide to feel my emotions because I was numb for so many years
      I’m so glad that you feel it to the depths that it was created for. It’s music for the Soul and that’s what I try to do with all of my songs. May God Bless you, comfort you, and watch over you in all the ways that you need
      Also, I think you’ll really appreciate this song aswell. It’s called “Another Way” and it’s about seeking different ways to numb the pain but struggling to find a solution. I’ll try to make a lyric video for it soon: ruclips.net/video/CmdWpveByEc/видео.htmlsi=u45zdh_OuiNl2eAB

    • @nightmarefire-jt5mg
      @nightmarefire-jt5mg 8 месяцев назад

      yeah some of us get that we feel like you want someone but cant talk to everyone@@cdotmorethanmusic

    • @shelly-bun
      @shelly-bun 8 месяцев назад +1

      To whoever is going thru a tuff time rn i wish u all the love in the world keep praying god timing is best

    • @sandradutoit736
      @sandradutoit736 8 месяцев назад

      They not worth yoy

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      😊🙏🏼

  • @Lexi.01
    @Lexi.01 5 месяцев назад +4

    I'm 13 suffering from depression and cellphone addiction,and I am still fighting my way out.And this song just brings back myself.

  • @patrickbrandon2813
    @patrickbrandon2813 7 месяцев назад +49

    This made me cry because on Halloween/ today I saw my dog died in front of me and when I heard his song it made me cry for him to come back and to all you people out thier who have lost a loved one remember thst as long as you remember what you have you will always be happy (:

    • @artandnature-arnelalvarez6219
      @artandnature-arnelalvarez6219 7 месяцев назад +2

      sorry for your loss brother sending hugs

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      Stay strong 👊🏼 hang in there 😊

    • @colleenporter1119
      @colleenporter1119 7 месяцев назад +2

      Your dog hasn't left you yet. His soul is l still with you until you can recover. It's horrible to see a loved one die in front of you and you can't do anything but cry out for God to help you. I hope you can be at peace soon. You'll get a visit from your dogs spirit. I did. It meant everything to me. Allowed me to heal. ❤

    • @scot6666
      @scot6666 7 месяцев назад +2

      Sadly I know that pain few years ago my dog drop dead literally and 2 years later I had a house fire and lost one of my dogs that was so close and ment a lot to me died. I’m sorry for ur loss bud

    • @DJGreene-bk6gx
      @DJGreene-bk6gx 7 месяцев назад +2

      I lost my dog on Halloween also. I raised her from a newborn and literally babied her. She was my baby. She would've been a year this Thanksgiving. I love her so deeply and I watched her suffer from a gunshot. It hurts deeply. She wasn't my pet, she was my baby. I feel your pain. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry for mine. God has a place in His kingdom for them also though. I believe they were already angels sent down here disguised as dogs to help us. 5 years ago I also saw my boyfriend get killed due to a gunshot. 4 years later, God sent me my angel and she showed me love that was real. And showed me that I can also love her back. I guess maybe her job was done with me. I don't know because she fought so hard to stay alive though the results of the way she was shot show it almost impossible. Thanks for your commitment on here. I haven't even listened to the song yet. I just so happened to look straight at your commitment like God Himself pointed it out to me. Bless you.

  • @The_last_Izanagi_user
    @The_last_Izanagi_user 2 месяца назад +2

    Feeling Lonely is the best thing but when you need to talk with someone you can't .

  • @donmwape6330
    @donmwape6330 4 месяца назад +3

    Lord help me,i pray that u touch and help my daughter more❤

  • @kerryfitzgerald9079
    @kerryfitzgerald9079 8 месяцев назад +14

    Knowone understands me , i got noone , i just wanna go up to the stars were i belong 😭😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +2

      😭 i feel that
      But you don’t belong up with the stars. You belong where God has called you to be - I don’t know where that is, but if you seek God with all your heart, he will reveal it to you ✝️🤍🙏🏼

    • @COLLENS-yq3ll
      @COLLENS-yq3ll 8 месяцев назад +1

      You don't have to..we will connect through our broken hearts and one day God will reveal himself

    • @o2bnob
      @o2bnob 8 месяцев назад +1

      I know that’s a terrible feeling, but somehow, if you can find a way to surrender everything to God and ask him to help you I know he will do it. I pray for you for peace for strength, hold on.

    • @abbymwero9051
      @abbymwero9051 8 месяцев назад +1

      ❤❤❤from me Don feel alone dear

  • @PlordDavid-qk8ib
    @PlordDavid-qk8ib 8 месяцев назад +5

    The worst feeling walking with a bunch of people and no one is being a friend

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад

      🤧 1 genuine friend is better than 100 fake ones

  • @kellierae7602
    @kellierae7602 8 месяцев назад +7

    I lost my son, Jessie.
    The hype just don't seem the same no more.
    I feel like I scream inside all the time and no one can hear. I never thought I would ever experience this pain.
    I know my mother did but she lost my sister now I understandad she was never the same. His name was Jesse. What a beautiful soul I miss. Him so much . And you just don't know where this pain, where to put it?

    • @user-vc9zd7si8q
      @user-vc9zd7si8q 8 месяцев назад +1

      Sorry to hear that I'm here for you gods there for you were all her for you ❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +2

      So sorry to hear that 😔 he sounds amazing 😊🙌🏼
      If you don’t know what to do with the pain, just let it out 🥹
      As the song says, “What now? It’s time to let it out…”

    • @kellierae7602
      @kellierae7602 7 месяцев назад

      @@user-vc9zd7si8q Thank yo

  • @openworld_tim7710
    @openworld_tim7710 9 месяцев назад +14

    the lyrics gave me goosebumps

  • @mbusengseheshe1205
    @mbusengseheshe1205 7 месяцев назад +17

    If we can learn to let it out and stop suppressing our feelings, we can avoid a lot of life lost due to depression.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      You’re exactly right 😪

    • @leonameriweather1366
      @leonameriweather1366 6 месяцев назад

      AMEN we all got to let it out some time or nother if not it can drive us into doing something wrong we can't come back from or we leve or family Wondering won't we cond have done?

  • @user-qf4mk1yv9c
    @user-qf4mk1yv9c 3 месяца назад +1

    Thanks for writing these very truthfully pain stricken words, witch best describes one of my issues... I just don't feel safe enough to let it out in which the way I NEED. I CANNOT FO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TO DO WITH NO ONE HERE TO HELP ME.... I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TOO TOO MUCH ALL BY Myself, ALONE WITHOUT ANYONE HELPING ME SINCE LATE 2014 OR EARLY 2015, ARIVING MY TOWN/CITY In Which I HAVE RESIDED IN Since2016. I HAVE BEEN BACK HOME FOR NOW 10 YEARS TOTAL WITH THE CITY I LIVE BEEN ALL BUT THE FIRST YEAR.

  • @KhararchonawungshiAwungs-hl7ly
    @KhararchonawungshiAwungs-hl7ly 3 месяца назад +2

    Sometimes lonely is good but sometimes it feel overthinking

  • @ravanahleigh
    @ravanahleigh 6 месяцев назад +5

    It’s crazy, how many people in my life that there are,I feel so alone still 😢 😖

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +1

      I feel that 🥺
      Have you reached out to the ones that have proven themselves to be trustworthy? 😊

  • @user-rh9fl9nn7x
    @user-rh9fl9nn7x 5 месяцев назад +4

    This is exactly how i felt my whole life i didnt realise how alone i was until the person i love chose to die rather than to live with me

  • @skzstan775
    @skzstan775 2 дня назад +1

    i am a 13 year old who suffers with depression and self h@rm, and this song has me in tears

  • @rabodonnell4385
    @rabodonnell4385 6 месяцев назад +13

    8 billion people in this world and i’m all alone 💔

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +1

      You’re not alone 😊 but I understand feeling alone… after all I wrote the song lol
      But if you can change your perspective and environment, one step at a time, everything can change and God can lead you to the people that you belong with
      Maybe you just haven’t found the people yet that you REALLY connect with 😊 and that takes time. For me it took years but God led me to them 😁

    • @christiaandutoit1094
      @christiaandutoit1094 5 месяцев назад

      Make a friend in Jesus and live it you'll never feel alone again

    • @bhavnamehta6951
      @bhavnamehta6951 3 месяца назад

      Sending you love.

    • @gb9530
      @gb9530 3 месяца назад

      8billion fools ! ?

    • @Practicingpreparedness
      @Practicingpreparedness Месяц назад

      Most of us are

  • @user-zo2rr6jl3f
    @user-zo2rr6jl3f 4 месяца назад +4

    This song so resonates with me 😭😭😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  4 месяца назад

      May God comfort you when you’re feeling low 😊🥹🙏🏼✝️

  • @trixswanepoel5627
    @trixswanepoel5627 7 месяцев назад +26

    You have GOD! No need to cry for years and be depressed. Pray, listen to posittive vibes. Im bipolar but with God Almighty, I'm a surviver! Hallelujah

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +2

      Amen 😊😁🙌🏼

    • @Godsservant-cy7sy
      @Godsservant-cy7sy 7 месяцев назад +3

      God's always with you, a love that can never die out or change. He loved us so much that He sent His only Son for our wrongs so that we may live with Him eternally. That sort of love is for us all, nothing that you have done can keep you from God's grace, and He welcomes you with open arms. Just accept Jesus as Saviour and Lord and every sin will be forgiven

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      Amen 😊🙏🏼🤍🫂✝️

    • @vitalnoemi1482
      @vitalnoemi1482 5 месяцев назад

      Amen

  • @HolySkunkwater-gd3bt
    @HolySkunkwater-gd3bt 3 месяца назад +1

    Compliments to the artist and anyone else who helped you're out such a blessing

  • @darrinneat2920
    @darrinneat2920 3 месяца назад +1

    I've always preferred to be alone❤ the finding out that I'm not alone was greater than any tear that I shed❤ because I said it for his sake and grace and mercy❤

  • @tammymestas1718
    @tammymestas1718 6 месяцев назад +8

    I lost my Grandson july 5 2023 I have cried so many tears and it is so heard to make it day to day with out him my heart hurts and feels so empty

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад

      I’m so so sorry to hear that 🥺 what’s something that you could do to bring some joy back into your life? 🥹
      I’m sure that’s what he would want 🥹🙏🏼🤍✝️

  • @Mutinda-vw2cb
    @Mutinda-vw2cb 4 месяца назад +3

    I like being alone coz I'm used to the feeling since childhood

  • @nehabhardwaj9713
    @nehabhardwaj9713 4 дня назад

    If you love the person whom you're alone with, you will never feel lonely... 🤞💖

  • @tunmisebassey6772
    @tunmisebassey6772 5 месяцев назад +8

    The song hits hard. I love it.
    Also battling PTSD. Life just a mess. But i know God will help.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +2

      One day at a time, trust in God, seek him with all your heart
      He will provide

  • @user-fm4wn4zw2m
    @user-fm4wn4zw2m 7 месяцев назад +4

    I wish I had someone who cared 😢 I'm alone, depressed,hurt n all my friends are gone💔😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад

      🥺 is there anyone that you can reach out to?
      And new environments you can put yourself in to meet new people?

  • @user-ji2vx4kn4o
    @user-ji2vx4kn4o 3 месяца назад +1

    Thanks for reminding me that when I do let it out my shoulder is the only one that has always been there for me to cry on and the only one that will ever be.

  • @chhavvii
    @chhavvii 6 дней назад +1

    I'm a 15 year old nd i listen to it almost everyday now. The lyrics just hit so true that it shakes me to my core everytime i listen. All the sufferings in my past show up that i buried a few years ago. Its like i wanted to cry but i couldn't. After listening to the song the first time i cried so hard. Thank you for this underrated masterpiece😢 . After going through all the pain all I wanted a year ago was to be numb to emotions , to feelings. I didn't wanna feel that way anymore , i was failing in life . Now i have a different perspective of life nd i just go through everyday believing that nothing is permanent. Still it's hard to do this remembrance of ur loved ones just weakens u through ur core. I just have my mother now nd i show as if i m okay nd i don't need anyone else .. but i wish i pray and i cry everyday that my father was here.. he is in a better place now but his absence left a hole in my heart..
    It's hard to let it out..
    Thank you for this❤

  • @mexieskimo605
    @mexieskimo605 8 месяцев назад +35

    This song hurts so bad.. I haven't related so deeply with a song in such a long time.. I'm 34, and living with depression and anxiety since I was 11.. I remember my first plans.. I've had plans recently. I would never act on them, but they exist inside my head. If I've made it this far, you can, too. I know it gets hard, trust me I know. You are not alone. We are not alone.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад +3

      Be strong. You are strong. And one day at a time you can build up the calling God has for your life 😊
      Be encouraged!
      His love never fails, and never gives up, and never walks out on you.
      In due season you shall reap if you don't faint.....Our God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we would ask or think of Him. God does the impossible. Never give up
      We all are born with abundant emotional courage and strength. Our souls are full of energy which just needs to be channeled in the right direction. You need to always choose the path of positivity and keep negativity out of your heart, mind and soul. ..........No matter how many times you fail to accomplish what you desire, don’t let go. Never give up trying to achieve what you desire. ........Never give up on your dreams........ Don’t be disheartened even if you fail a million times because you have unlimited strength and power hidden inside you.
      If you have seen the weakness in you that makes you fall…then its time to wake up and gather the strength within you that will make you rise........ Just tap that reservoir of strength that you were born with. You will be astonished when you realize that your soul is a storehouse of energy and you can accomplish anything you desire with the determination to keep working towards your goals....…may you always achieve the goals of happiness.........that would give meaning and direction to your life
      God Bless 🙏🏼✝️🤍

    • @mworiaanttonite1632
      @mworiaanttonite1632 8 месяцев назад +1

      Sending hugs dear❤

    • @johniemarie4305
      @johniemarie4305 8 месяцев назад +1

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      🤍

    • @mariakonstantaroy6229
      @mariakonstantaroy6229 7 месяцев назад

      😢Just the same feeling

  • @Whatthawa
    @Whatthawa 3 месяца назад +3

    I been on my own a long time and didn’t know it. Reality sinks in and I lean on God. God is with me, he is with you, so you are never alone!

  • @LoneNight-ue3uu
    @LoneNight-ue3uu 2 дня назад +2

    Im not going through anything at the moment but it hurts reading what you guys are going through i hope u guys overcome your pain soon

  • @Perfectscars2001
    @Perfectscars2001 2 месяца назад +1

    The one I trusted and loved walked away, now am diagnosed with a bone tumor, am the eldest supporting my family. It's too much for me 😭😭.

  • @spmoran4703
    @spmoran4703 5 месяцев назад +3

    Oh so many sad broken people . I give hugs to all of you.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад

      🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🤧

    • @Dawn-su1gh
      @Dawn-su1gh 5 месяцев назад

      Thank you ♥️

    • @spmoran4703
      @spmoran4703 3 месяца назад

      ​@@Dawn-su1ghThat's ok if you need a hug then you get one

  • @Krushna1524-
    @Krushna1524- 5 месяцев назад +9

    I literally cried after hearing this song thank you so much

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад

      Of course 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 God Bless You 😊

  • @paulinegurske1504
    @paulinegurske1504 5 месяцев назад +1

    I'm a 50+ year old woman who survived childhood molestation.. I have been diagnosed with ptsd, acute depression, suffer from anxiety and any relationship that goes beyond friendship makes me very fearful.

  • @sarahdouglas5175
    @sarahdouglas5175 6 месяцев назад +2

    Had depression and anxiety since I was 9 I suffer in silence but if anyone ever needs a friend I'm here 😢

  • @user-cv4rs4oz1k
    @user-cv4rs4oz1k 25 дней назад +3

    😢😢the most painful thing in my life was when I was left alone by the people I loved🥺🥺🥺,I used to think I'm not worthy of myself but when I heard this song,I couldn't control my emotions but made me cry ,but one thing I have learned in this song,is to let it out and has made me strong😢😢😢

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  25 дней назад +2

      You are fundamentally loved to the core of your being by the Creator of the Universe 😊🙏🏼
      I’m so glad this song spoke to you and gave you strength 🥹🙏🏼 May God Bless You

  • @sayj59
    @sayj59 3 месяца назад +3

    Let It Out..I Love You
    Love Mom

  • @javieryera4734
    @javieryera4734 17 дней назад +1

    Nothing I can say
    Will change how you feel, I just say, don't let death beat you, you are loved!

  • @hansseeger3302
    @hansseeger3302 5 месяцев назад +2

    Im 15 year old boy who has been heartbroken way to many times

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      :( hey, send me a message on Instagram @c.dot.official or email me - cdotofficialmusic@gmail.com - I'd love to help out and encourage you :)

  • @roshelabuhan6388
    @roshelabuhan6388 7 месяцев назад +14

    sad to say even your closet best friends don't know what's happening inside you

  • @CallanPonnen
    @CallanPonnen 3 месяца назад +3

    Dont give up❤ god will never leave his children ❤❤

  • @itsnylaa410
    @itsnylaa410 5 месяцев назад +2

    Your there for everyone but not everyone you want to be there for you is there😕

  • @CookieJam-zi8su
    @CookieJam-zi8su 3 дня назад +1

    It feels so comforting and beautiful

  • @Darkcrow1519
    @Darkcrow1519 7 месяцев назад +18

    I lost my oldest son two years ago and this has been the worst thing in my life I have ever had to face as a human being a person a man and as a dad and to face this fear dealing with the loss of my son is hard to describe the pain depression sadness I feel. that is speaking for myself because anyone that has lost a child feels different yet we all can relate to each other but to know my son was killed and his mom contributed to the cause of his death and the anger I have for her and I done all I could do to save his life and to feel like I failed him as a dad and parent is what is so hard to live with.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +2

      😞😣🙏🏼 I’m so so terribly sorry to hear about the situation with your son
      May God be with him and wrap him in his arms of love 🙏🏼🫂✝️
      and may God enter into your situation and begin healing all of the wounds, pain, resentment, guilt, etc. Anything that is a source of darkness 🙏🏼
      Praying for you. You are so strong 👊🏼 but it’s ok to feel it all… in fact, it’s necessary

    • @bterrill2522
      @bterrill2522 7 месяцев назад +3

      We were not made to bury our children. You never get "over it"....the best you can hope for is to get used to it because grief is just love with nowhere to go. Treasure the memories and never be afraid to just let yourself cry

    • @user-qp4qn8ur1v
      @user-qp4qn8ur1v 7 месяцев назад +3

      May his gentle soul rest in peace 🤲💔

    • @angelashort1331
      @angelashort1331 7 месяцев назад +4

      If you agree , that we just don't have enough forgiveness in us of our own , to cover the pain wound, then ask Jesus for some of His , I did this myself , when I admitted I'd come to the end of myself , I held SO MUCH unforgiveness in me toward my old man, my heart felt bleak as. When I was asked by someone, did I want to forgive my dad , I said , I don't have what it takes to do that ,I don't have enough forgiveness of my own, EXACTLY , YOU HAVE SAID A TRUE THING ,said my advisor , but I know someone who does , GO ahead , Ask Him , for some of His , , I DID ,! And the chains fell off my soul ,! I was imprisoned by my own unforgiveness, NOW, I CAN LOVE MY DAD , in a way that I hadn't been able to since I was a girl , , His forgiveness works wonders!❤❤❤❤❤

    • @user-lm4do4us4x
      @user-lm4do4us4x 7 месяцев назад +1

      Im sorry for your loss and the struggles you are going through but I want you to know never say you failed him as it is not true and you can't blame yourself for what has happened ❤as you tried your best and he will be thankful for what you did for him always remember that

  • @johnh8197
    @johnh8197 7 месяцев назад +6

    Oh, where to begin?! I’m 57, I’m also a combat veteran. I have struggled with all kinds of things that I’m not sure if they even have a label or not. From suffering, childhood abuse and trauma. To a failed marriage. To veterans type issues that only a veteran would understand. Bouts of alcoholism and drug addiction. But this 57 year old man still has a 10 year old boy inside, crying his eyes out.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      It’s ok to let it out
      Let the healing begin 🥹
      You are so loved, and I pray that God dives into the depths of your soul to heal every wound and restore you 😊🙏🏼✝️🤍🫂
      Praying for you
      You are not defined by your past

    • @gb9530
      @gb9530 3 месяца назад +1

      Respect I salute you

  • @jennaswann2191
    @jennaswann2191 24 дня назад +2

    I really connected with the lyrics. So glad I found this song when I did because it saved me in that moment to help me to get through the next.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  23 дня назад

      I’m so glad 🥹🙏🏼 praying for you 😊🙏🏼

  • @metrofernandez4364
    @metrofernandez4364 Месяц назад +1

    Isn't it crazy how even the happiest person you know, has something hiding deep inside? A part of them that's broken...

  • @foxie589
    @foxie589 3 месяца назад +3

    I’m a 13 year old girl suffering from depression anxiety and suicidal thoughts and I was in tears when I heard this thank you😭😭

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  3 месяца назад

      🥺 I’m so sorry to hear that
      You are so valuable and loved. God created you with a purpose 🥹🙏🏼 I have many more songs that I believe could really be valuable to you: “Another Way ft. Coastside” “Lion of Judah ft. Joseph Goulding” “Labyrinth” “Under the Bed” “Airplane Mode”
      And on my next album I will have a song called “Who Are You?” Which I’m currently working on and I believe that song will be like the ultimate song for you 🥹🙏🏼 I plan to release it sometime in summer

    • @foxie589
      @foxie589 3 месяца назад

      @@cdotmorethanmusicthank you for all your music I’m excited for the next album in summer thank you again ❤❤

  • @SharonRome-zp8gu
    @SharonRome-zp8gu 8 месяцев назад +5

    Im scared facing life alone and the future seems such a huge empty void....sleep is my only safe haven at the moment...I hope life changes soon

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  8 месяцев назад

      It’s ok to feel scared 😊 the future is unknown to all of us, but we can create it. And remember, life won’t change unless you do 👊🏼 and that’s super tough at first, but once you gain momentum, you will be blown away but the things you see you’re capable of 😊
      I wish you the best 🙏🏼🙌🏼👊🏼😊 God Bless 🙏🏼✝️🤍

  • @user-po9yr9qe4p
    @user-po9yr9qe4p 3 месяца назад +2

    The end... So very very true
    I don't think our souls ever get old... Love your inner child 💜

    • @user-po9yr9qe4p
      @user-po9yr9qe4p 2 месяца назад

      Always... Some ppl tel me to act my age . 🤣 I just laugh, and stomp in the puddles or dance in the rain with y daughter sometimes her friends also... Build blanket first and have food fights...
      U are definitely right.
      Never let our inner child grow old
      I don't want to grow old with someone, I want to stay younge with them. 💯💜

  • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
    @BrysonSappingtonMusic 4 месяца назад +2

    Eventually you just get so tired that you can't sleep, amiright? This was surprisingly comforting... idk why, it just is.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  3 месяца назад

      Maybe it addressed & comforted some painful things from your past 🥹
      I always pray that God comforts people through the music I make 😊

    • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
      @BrysonSappingtonMusic 3 месяца назад +1

      @cdotmorethanmusic ay man, then God answered your prayer, bc it comforted me. Keep up the work dude 💪 💪

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  3 месяца назад +1

      @@BrysonSappingtonMusic thank you man I'll do my best - working on my next Album now :)

    • @BrysonSappingtonMusic
      @BrysonSappingtonMusic 3 месяца назад

      @@cdotmorethanmusic heck yeah brother!

  • @jonnip7225
    @jonnip7225 5 месяцев назад +3

    Hi there. I spent a lot of years teaching fragile young people, one thing always worked, and that is, each person has something they are good at, big or small so I spent time developing that strength, and saw many of them come to shine like a diamond! Just one success was all they needed.. then with confidence, came another😊💗. Find that one thing, and go with it🌄❤

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  5 месяцев назад +1

      Thank you for this comment 😊🙏🏼

    • @jonnip7225
      @jonnip7225 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@cdotmorethanmusic You are most welcome, and the comment is true, accomplishments on their part. Quite rewarding, all around.

  • @Gomnijilen
    @Gomnijilen 7 месяцев назад +6

    I am alone but I am happy coz I know how to...... 😢

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад +1

      What’s a step you can take to reach out to others? 😊

  • @user-wq7ll1fc8k
    @user-wq7ll1fc8k 27 дней назад +1

    Im 24 years old who diagnosed with depression, anxiety.. I've died last year.(It was a suicide).. i miss my family and also they will miss mee.. this song really helps to heal and live here in a dig !!

  • @roythompson6137
    @roythompson6137 4 месяца назад +1

    63 years old , so in love it hurts like hell....

  • @MasonHall-md8xs
    @MasonHall-md8xs 2 месяца назад +5

    I’ll pray for every one of you god pls help your children get though all of there tonight time and help them with money help then get looser to you and get to know you in Jesus name I pray amen I’m the Bible it sees when 2 or more pray it shall be done I love you all and I hope you find you way home🫶🙏

  • @neilvincent3935
    @neilvincent3935 5 месяцев назад +4

    Amazing song. So many people will relate to this. We all need to talk more.😢

  • @anitharaj6581
    @anitharaj6581 4 месяца назад +1

    My blessings are with you all the time i miss your talks , i miss you my son you cant imagine my pain because you are still a child ...

  • @zeeze2330
    @zeeze2330 4 дня назад

    Sending love in June. Men make the best songs

  • @maddoc1974
    @maddoc1974 5 месяцев назад +4

    Ohh so wonderful song i had my troubles at times but now it's been little easier. I wish everyone who is listening here this for all best in future 😊

  • @The_Moon_Family_
    @The_Moon_Family_ 6 месяцев назад +3

    I am going through this since I was 8 and it escalated when I was 11. So in total I go through this for already 8 years. I felt everything: betrayal, trust being broken, being used, bullied, toxic family, fake love, fake care, manipulated emotionally to the point where I almost fully broke, those things leading to self harm and suicide thoughts etc. I went through it all. Even now I still go through it, but finally get better. It really does feel like you're breaking free from chains that held you down. But the first 7 years I went through it all, completely on my own. Only one online friend, who I met last year, was giving me the final push into the right direction. And now I am clean from self harm for almost 2 years. The suicide thoughts still do come back but don’t control my mind anymore. There are always some small set backs, but that doesn't mean my whole process is gone. I got through it all, and I am grateful for those who helped me and didn’t give me up

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  6 месяцев назад +2

      I am so proud of you, and you should be so proud of yourself 😊
      You’re so strong 🥹🙏🏼
      God Bless you 😊🤍🙌🏼

  • @TamikaArends
    @TamikaArends 4 месяца назад +1

    I was feeling like that depression, anxiety almost had heart attack but god save me and im healed he is your only protecte ,provide he will never let you down never❤

  • @InnocentLumpa
    @InnocentLumpa Месяц назад +1

    This song is getting all my problems away.❤️

  • @klaire150
    @klaire150 7 месяцев назад +10

    Honestly, I did not cry I smiled. Simply because this song told me that it's okay to get frustrated and down in the dumps. As long as you have someone who will be there for you. Then there's nothing wrong with crying but I did not cry.

    • @cdotmorethanmusic
      @cdotmorethanmusic  7 месяцев назад

      That’s good 😊🙌🏼 it is more than okay to feel, as long as we can express it in a healthy way and not let our feelings control our destiny