@@YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm I'm a Singaporean and homeless,come to Singapore and let build a friendship I can apply for a house here,I'm alone,all my friends and family has ditch me ,I need a good friend
Ive never been so distraught,disconnected, and lonely feeling empty inside for the last 9 months! I’m approaching 51 years old and lost loving relationship that has broken me as a person!
I agree, being alone is so rare after you become a parent and it truly is my only peaceful time in life with just me “no distractions/ judgements” against and I’m like, “hey old friend, been too long since we’ve talked” and enjoy the quiet. So the self and inner still don’t speak when alone rather enjoy eachothers presence in our present
That’s so sad I’m sorry to hear that it’s a cold world we’re living in it’s hard to believe that people care but when you’re alone all the time and have 0 friends you try to do your very best my condolences to your son. He’s at peace now and no more pain I hope you’re going to be OK though time will heal 😭 🙏
I relate. No I'm proud of you. No father and son talks. No father and son anything. I don't mean to express myself such on a comment but I promised both my boys at birth I'd give them both the one thing I never had... and I think I'm doing a pretty damn good job at that. At least I hope
I got a stroke in 2021 I was out for 24hours or more my family thought I wasn't coming back. But am here now when I returned I couldn't walk. Now I can but my hand isn't one hundred either but am here and thank go's every single day I came bavk for a reason not a purpose. This is me giving back to God and Jesus for sending me back. Am alive and happy praises to the most high creator 🙏 🙌
I had a massive stroke in February 19th 2023 I lost my ability to swallow and my balance is not right I spent a month in the hospital I used a wheelchair for the first month after being released now a yr later still can't swallow my balance still hasn't came back and I walk with a cane I'm 44 now will be 45 that was my 3rd stroke prayer's for you
I am a 51 year old n suffering with Depression anxiety ptsd ocd and trauma since I was a kid to now n I need a friend that will understands what we all go through on this earth God Bless everyone ❤🙏
Not alone, 23, trauma since I remeber,ptsd,depression,anxiety and antisocial, might have a bit of ocd too but my psychiatrists didn't ever care about that or ADHD... I am a pretty good listener, if u need, please write me. And this is for everyone, we are here and we need to be heard like human beings not like a mistake of life, if no-one else can help us, let's help ourselves together! Fuck everyone who thinks we are not worth it! We are worthy! Yet we still feel we're not enough or have bad thoughts and some of us want to give up and jump of te edge, and all we need is a chance to have a normal life without everything we go through RN! 😢 yes we need the help, and it is hard, cause we had it hard back in the days! Remember how diamonds are made 💎 you are the diamond but RN you are bilions pieces of this diamond 💎 ❤
I'm an 18 year old girl who has depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, ADHD, and su!cidal thoughts. This song has me in tears. It's beautiful and perfect. Thank you.
I’m so glad that it’s made an impact 😊 Always remember, you are not those labels 😊 May God Bless you and watch over you and I pray for deep healing in your life 🙏🏼🤍😊✝️ If you open yourself up to God and allow yourself to be open to truth and molded by it, God will restore that little, innocent, inner girl deep inside 🥹 and you will have true fulfillment & peace that is beyond understanding 😊 I have more songs similar to this on my page and also social media & a podcast if you’re interested: links.vip/cdot But most of all, I encourage you to go to God 😊🙏🏼 he is truly a healer. Even if you don’t know how to pray, just do what you know and ask God to reveal himself to you and teach you more 🙏🏼 I pray that the right people will come into your life to help guide you, and that you would have the discernment to recognize them God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️ God Loves You. He is our Father - our good, great Father 😁
I’m so sorry you’re going through that and I’m glad that this song resonates 🥹 here’s another one I wrote that’s almost like a sequel to it: ruclips.net/video/llsQwNY3Odg/видео.htmlsi=9Z-Nr8Oe1hLdEdjg And the Sequel to that one is essentially this 😅 ruclips.net/video/TqJ3rMaEYR4/видео.htmlsi=78NOOY4ZyYagUlSS
Hold on what you're going through will pass just like a thunderstorm everything will subside.. Hanging there yah.. Abba Father loves you and will send you people into your life..
hello person reading this, if this reaches anyone. we're from different parts of the world, we lead different lives, we are different people. but yet, this piece, this video, has brought us together. and i will never meet you, but just remember we're still connected by this piece- by simply listening to it, together. it's crazy how the internet can bring people together, huh? and i hope you're doing more than "okay," and if you aren't, remember: you will be okay, and that's a promise. please be easy on yourself- it's been a tough year, i know, but we're almost over it, and you will be happy. i don't know how much you'll remember of this, but i'm glad that our lives intertwined in this little way. have a nice day, or night, and lastly, nice life.💖💖💖💖💖💖 Edit: Hi again! I thought I would share my story with you all to make you all feel better. hey, im a 13 year old suffering from depression and lack of skill/talent. There's nothing that makes me special or unique both of my sisters are more successful than me, and yeah. I have no real friends cause the people i hang out with make fun of me and mock me. this is really hard to write ive never really told his to anyone and i struggle to type this without bawling cause ppl are in the room. my story is a sad one, and i have no idea who you are and we will never meet, but this song has brought us all together. isnt that cool? thank you for taking time out of your day to read my stupid story, and youll probably never think about this or even remember me again, but thank you. have a good life, and hopefully it's better than mine. and even if you need anything, vent in the replies and ill read them all if there are any. goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, maybe we will meet in the afterlife if at all. goodbye sorry for the long comment, please vent in the replies it makes me feel a little better love you all :) Edit 2: hi again, thank you all for the likes and the replies, you guys are so amazing. Just know for all of you like me and ur not alone. Someone once told me: It took 9 months to create your heart, don’t let someone break it in 15 seconds. I’ll give you updates on myself when I feel like it, please continue to vent it makes me happy to know I’m not alone. And for those wondering why I don’t tell family is that they would think this is stupid and they would view me differently and I don’t want that. I’m also not straight and that makes me depressed because my religion can’t be gay and my whole massive family would not love me as much yet I just want to love and live. I dont want to be gay but I can't help it can I? I guess everything happens for a reason, I hope this gets better. No way it can’t get worse right? Well I love you all so so much even tho I don’t know who you are I still love you. Goodbye ❤❤️💕💕 this above was written in tears by me this has to be the longest comment ever written with no copy and pasting Edit 3: hi again guys feel free to skip this part, but I just want someone to know this. so i have this friend, and she's nice and all, but then i figured out her crush was my kinda crush. so it was really weird, but it was okay. but today i found out that her other crush is my main crush. and whats even more annoying is that i was going to finally tell her that i like him because i cant deal with this anymore. i have no literally no one to tell, so i figured here would be the perfect place. like yall r awesome for reading this but i dont know you. (i hope i dont cause if i did well.........) so i have to resort to even more depression. how do i deal with this? well im hoping i can start lucid dreaming again so i can be free and do what i want with no restraints. thatll take some time but hopefully it'll work... and for those wondering, my crush is also prob straight cause they have a lot of guy friends :( well anyways you have now spent a little bit of your life reading my story. honestly this is so long no one's gonna read the whole thing. ill prob share more things later but genuilly thank you for reading this, and if you have advice or want to vent..... u know what to do :) peace out guys be back soon :3 thanks for 100 likes XD this part above was not written in tears, but with the biggest pit in my stomach Edit 4: ok well theres no chance of my crush liking me apparently according to like 10 kids im the ugliest in the grade. im so depressed i cry myself to sleep, no friends, no nothing. this practically cant get worse i just cant i need support i need love i need help 😭😭😭😭
You have yet to realise that no one really cares if where around or not, by listening to this song it has bort us together but we really don't care that anyone else is around, if we where in a big no one will care if you leave or die because people are just selfsentered to themselves and don't care and that's what most of the people here are, this is a place where people come to argue and fight or escape this world we live in, you might not know it but think, you'll truly see if you have a good life or not.
Hello , I’m in uk , have bipolar and anxiety, depression hits as soon as I wake up, I have to force myself to get out of bed, then the crying mood kicks in , and I have to do cleaning up , don’t want to, I know this is bad , I have one drink and start to feel better, I know that’s bad , well females that live alone are targets , I’m scared every night , I will never get over my best friend dying, she was my mum, died to young suddenly from a blood clot, I’m sorry I have bored you to much , hey take care xx
@@TinaDeeks so sorry if it makes you feel any better ur not alone heres my story hey, im a 12 year old suffering from depression and lack of skill/talent. There's nothing that makes me special or unique both of my sisters are more successful than me, and yeah. I have no real friends cause the people i hang out with make fun of me and mock me. this is really hard to write ive never really told his to anyone and i struggle to type this without bawling cause ppl are in the room. my story is a sad one, and i have no idea who you are and we will never meet, but this song has brought us all together. isnt that cool? thank you for taking time out of your day to read my stupid story, and youll probably never think about this or even remember me again, but thank you. have a good life, and hopefully it's better than mine. and even if you need anything, vent in the replies and ill read them all if there are any. goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, maybe we will meet in the afterlife if at all. goodbye i made another comment this was it
I am a young teen with severe depression and nobody in my life understands. This song was really comforting and to all the other people out there who have depression or anxiety, remember, someone loves you.
Hey I need to tell you the only way to really hear from God is by reading God word (three bible), I'm not taking about religion ok, you don't have to go to a building made by men to speak with him, but you do have to read his word, it's alive and provides life and he speaks to us through his written word, if you don't read his word you won't hear much back from him, I wish someone would have told me this but they never knew this secret either, it's the key 🗝️, I want to tell you I know what your going through as I went through many years of misery as a child I went though terrible things growing up that are still with me to this day, I know it's not easy and you don't understand why life is so hard and I can tell you it's for a reason, I didn't understand this for many years and you won't either but just know you have a loving creator father that loves you and will never abandon you or foresake you, family, men women and friends will almost always let you down and that's cause they have issues their own and it gets taken out on the innocent sometimes, just know this is not doing of our father in heaven, he gives us all freewill to choose how to live our lives, and sadly most don't choose right, the right way is to live with forgiveness, love, compassion for your fellow brethren, and have faith in your God, know he loves you and is what's keeping you breathing, every beat of your heart is proof of him, your made in his image and likeness, just know he is the ONLY one you can count on in life and will always guide you and help you AS LONG AS YOU SEEK A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM BY READING HIS WORD, all you have to do is call out to him and find a Bible to read, it is the only thing that saved me from suicide and wanting to end it, it doesn't matter how Old you are call out to him and he will answer, please trust me on this one it will save you a lifetime of pain, i wish someone would have told me this when i was young, seek him by reading his word and praying taking to him from your heart and HE WILL ANSWER YOU in a way you understand, I'm not talking about religion or mans past down traditions, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WRITTEN EYES WORD, (BIBLE) AND HUMAN RELIGIONS AND TEACHINGS, WE HAVE ONLY ONE TEACHER AND THAT'S GOD, WE ARE THE CHURCH AND YOU ARE THE TEMPLE OF GOD, NOT BUILDINGS MADE OF BRICK WOOD AND CONCRETE, also know we have an enemy named Satan, yes he's real and the world IS biblical, he tries to tell you constantly in your mind THROUGH your thoughts that you aren't good enough, nobody loves you and you can't do it, this is what you need to know, this is how the enemy works and most adults aren't even aware of this, you have to seek him yourself and know these things because the schools and teachers don't teach or know the answers to life's greatest questions, but you can even at your young age, I pray this message reaches you and you understand what this means, you can message me back with and questions I'll be happy to answer, he's answered all my questions and will for you too, then you will know how to defeat the enemy.
I’m a 50 year old man that suffers with depression, anxiety, since I was a teenager. I’ve recently been falling apart due to being erased out of my fiancés life and memory! I was left suddenly 9 months ago without no explanation! This relationship I thought was secure! I also deleted my friends because of them being fake! I’m finding myself caught in a lonely hole with nothing but negativity and hate! So I’m constantly thinking about what wrong I did! This song relaxes me thank you!
Thank you for your concern ! I was falling apart daily for the past 10 months! I recently surrendered to JESUS CHRIST AND ATTEND A CHURCH WITH GODS PEOPLE!!
I can relate so much to this. I'm not 50 but I'm afraid that I'll be forever alone. Everyone is so fake, full of lies, deceitful, manipulative and selfish with no empathy. It's corrupting me inside out and I don't know if I can trust the right person because I always gravitate towards the worst people thanks to my CPTSD and childhood trauma and it doesn't make sense.
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 it’s ok Deep breath and one step at a time we can recontextualize our past memories Have you ever seen the movie “Inside Out”? I just watched it with my girlfriend and it’s all about emotion and it is truly such a fantastic movie with so much to learn from it 😊 if you’re open to watching it I think it could be helpful 🙏🏼😊 God Bless ✝️🤍💪🏼
When you let the tears out, there’s someone else in need of help. Damn, that hit’s hard because people always tell ya. There’s always someone who has it worse then you.
I’m 34 was stabbed to death 4 years ago I’m grateful to be alive I didn’t know I was living with ptsd until that happened to me I just want whoever is reading this that feels like there’s nobody or nothing and no one understands your loved by all there’s people rooting for you people speaking great of you ❤
I love the arsenal of people who are here supporting each other and lifting each other up. ❤ if your struggling, know there are people here who love you and care for you.
I'm 23 and have severe anxiety, OCD, depression, and ADD. I had a friend, but they grew apart from me when I wasn't ready. To those out there reading: despite these challenges, I STILL was able to graduate college. Take it one day at a time. You WILL get through this! ❤💪
I hear you, and I get it!! You hurt inside but can't quite put your finger on it of why? Get a blank paper krinstion and write on it these very same words: Me and my own ego, heart, mind body and soul having any more anxiety what so ever. Now with a Red pen write the word VOID straight across those very words that you just wrote on that paper, and write VOID right through it in capital letters, and write over it 11 times. Now take a deep breath and release it onto that paper 3 times in a row. Your breath gives the word VOID all your power, your divine power that God gave to you. Keep this paper for one full year from the day you do this, do it again on another blank paper and breathe on it too, then take it out side crumple it up and burn it!! This way it's written by your hand, and it is also written in fire the language of the Gods. Get a white candle carve your name and Jesus too if you like, then carve into the candle: I. AM FULLY HEALED! Then breathe onto the candle then light it, and let it burn all the way out , use a big fat 2 or 3 inch diameter candle about 10 inches tall, make sure it's in a bowl and a safe place while it's burning, a big candle that burns for 4 days or more is good, and get one that has only 1 wick. All the best to you, your prayer has been heard and now answered by me. 👍👍😇😇🇨🇦
This opened my eyes .. to stop yelling at my kids so much n have patience I don't ever want my babies to feel like they have no one n that's always what my son says
Wow 🥹 I’m so glad that you had that realization! That is so healthy for you and your children 😊 they’ll experience the benefits 🙌🏼😊 and so will you! Love is difficult at times, but it’s so fulfilling 😊🤍
@@leilanimussro8053 stop now , your kids deserve a mummy . Imagine not having them, , . Your son is amazing , at least you have them . If I was you I would see your doctor, so you can get some antibiotics for depression, they do take a while to kick in , but talk to your doctor please xxx
🥺 I’m so sorry to hear that You are so valuable and loved. God created you with a purpose 🥹🙏🏼 I have many more songs that I believe could really be valuable to you: “Another Way ft. Coastside” “Lion of Judah ft. Joseph Goulding” “Labyrinth” “Under the Bed” “Airplane Mode” And on my next album I will have a song called “Who Are You?” Which I’m currently working on and I believe that song will be like the ultimate song for you 🥹🙏🏼 I plan to release it sometime in summer
😊 unfortunately I still have a lot of work to do on the Album 😭 so I’m not sure when it will be done, but it is going to be even more meaningful and impactful than I imagined 🤧🤧🤧 so stay tuned 😁
To everyone who is reading this comment right now...... I don't know what's going on in your life but I am sure you are strong enough to let it out....... all I want to say is it's ok
Thanks my hole life there where arguments by that my mom and dad couldn’t take good care of me i’m 11 now and they had a break up and still there are still arguements i try to do my best to do at school because that is the only place where i feel save and my mom is always trying to be happy and i love that thanks
My husband suddenly died last year at just 52. No life insurance, he said we didn’t need it because of his military pension and the fact I’m his legal wedded wife. But guess what? Because he died just four weeks before our first--our FIRST--wedding anniversary, they’re denying me my rights as a military widow, so no survivor half-pension either. But the REAL zinger? He died on my BIRTHDAY, for Heaven’s sake!!!
@@cdotmorethanmusic My husband suddenly died last year at just 52. No life insurance, he said we didn’t need it because of his military pension and the fact I’m his legal wedded wife. But guess what? Because he died just four weeks before our first--our FIRST--wedding anniversary, they’re denying me my rights as a military widow, so no survivor half-pension either. But the REAL zinger? He died on my BIRTHDAY, for Heaven’s sake!!!
I see one comment on this a girl tells her depression and so many are there to help her but for one boy there is none to help him what world we are living 😢 i m giving a hug for the boys who suffer i know its only this is needed for them and i started studing physchology for a year now only because the treatment cost 😂 too much
🙏🏼🥺🤧 I’ve been doing my best to respond to every comment but I try to make sure that if I reply I have something encouraging to say where I can address the message I have a back log and haven’t had a chance to get to them all 🤧 I hope my music can share with guys that vulnerability is strength and we need to let ourselves feel emotions & address traumas. Thank you for your comment & I wish you the best in your studies 🥹🙏🏼 May God Bless you 🙏🏼😊✝️
@@cdotmorethanmusic 😄 ok brother but that is just a side study i basically now studing for physiotherapy 😂😂😂 the dark thing is psychologist ask more money for one session 😂 i don't know why they are using this at patients
65 years old man cries with this simple but profound song. It's the Inner Child that wants to be heard. Be sure; letting it all out in trusting the Universe shall heal all wounds no drug or other medicine ever will. We're in it all-together; crying out loud to the gods we are...!!! Have faith in Nature, explore Classical Music (esp. Mozart, but there's so much more). Keep a journal, stay honest as possible; no one is to blame; we're in everlasting evolution. BE BLESSED
God Bless You and I pray that God reveals to you the PERSON that is behind the universe and nature 😊 He loves you and he knitted you together in your mothers womb He knows that inner child so deeply 🥹 God Bless you and I pray that God brings into your life the connection that is necessary to replace any sort of addictions in your life 🙏🏼😊 You are loved and you deserve love and attention and acceptance and to be heard I’m so sorry if others haven’t offered you that 🥺 Psalm 27:10 Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.
I am a 16 year old boy suffering from depression and anxiety.I was filled with tears and sadness listening to the song and reading the stories,I hope that everyone out there is able to get through their tough times😢😭
My parents died when i was 4 .. the paine i know .. i was bullied and picked on in school ... But today I am well of and successful.....its that paine that will drive you to become that successful man 💪 tomorrow ...I hacked my entire school district when i was your age ... Remember knowledge is power
“Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid mom was distant and that’s difficult to forgive why weren’t they there to comfort and hug their own kid” hits so close to home 💔💔
Its hard to tell your child how hard it is when mom and dad are no longer together. Parents goes thru trauma too and its hard, because we push thru the trauma to care for our kids! Im sorry u felt unloved.
@@hphggr9652 he was in and out when I was a kid just to see my mom and once I got older and decided I didn’t want him apart of my life at all then he made me out to be the one that never wanted him around ever
@@cdotmorethanmusicIs it ok if I use this song for a video game I’m developing? I really feel this song could save a bunch of lives from--um--“self termination”.
And for those who are not believers take comfort in knowing you are not alone. what you are experiencing isnt exclusive to you. you are not the reason for your unhappiness. you are not broken. You are beautiful and perfect the way you are. Just hang on and you will find happiness stronger than the despair you feel right now.
Ive had depression for a long time ever since my first big trauma. Life hasnt been easy but Ive always been able to get through it with my family. This April a part of that family passed away. My younger brother left us by his own hand at age 16. He was the light in so many lives and I wish he could've seen that...
I’m so sorry to hear about your brother 😞🥺 it’s so good that you have your family in a time like that Your brother was a light, and you are too 🥹 continue to be 😊 God Bless You 🙏🏼🥹🤍✝️ I hope you find this encouraging
My 12 year old brother died a couple years ago. His death anniversary is just around the corner. It doesn’t get easier you just grow and learn to live with the pain. I am sure you are sick of all the sorrys just know Im proud of you for still going.
I'm adhd bipolar bpd most days are a fight. ❤️ never give up. we just got work harder. One beautiful thing to is we can help others with lived experience ❤
It’s in the adversity and rough patches that we find our gifts given by the creator…like buried treasure we have to uncover them…always remember “this too shall pass”💯🙏🙌🏻
I know this was a year ago but I’m 19 and have ADHD, a little depression, anxiety and outbursts of anger and lately I’ve been focusing more on myself and been having battles. A couple months ago or so my ex and I didn’t end things in a good way and that’s when the depression hit but this song helped me realize that if I let it out to the right people then it’s all gonna be okay. I hope that anyone and everyone who has listened to or discovers this song listens to it all end up being better emotionally and mentally
Thank you for the kind words my friend. I appreciate it very much! You matter and you are important as well! Your life and voice matter too! Your own story matters! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! As Rocky Balboa said in “Rocky Balboa” “It ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.”
And I'm crying on the inside, or at least my soul is anyway. I may look like an adult, but I'm really not. I'm actually a little five year old toddler girl kid trapped and stuck inside an adult body. And mentally, I am a ten year old kid. And all of this is due to the fact that I had to grow up way too soon and too fast to the point that I never even got a chance to even be a kid or to even have a childhood or something like one anyway.
@@Alex-ft1df embrace your inner child 😊 it’s ok to experience now what you missed as a kid My grandma had a similar experience and now in her 70’s she openly has fun like a little kid and it’s Great 😁 The Bible says, “Mathew 18:23: Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” We are God’s children and we should rely on him that way that a child SHOULD be able to rely on their father It’s ok to embrace that inner child, to have fun, to feel emotion, just as long as we’re still able to function healthily and productively as adults 😊 God’s got you 😊 run into his arms like a little girl runs to their father when they’re sad or afraid 🙏🏼🤍✝️ God Bless You and I’ll pray for you and I wish you the absolute best 😊
@cdotmorethanmusic Yeah, I might just do that because this world is crazy! And scary and falling apart with half of everyone always at each other's throats all the time. And I do embrace my inner child. I still play with toys and sleep with a nightlight on because I'm still scared of the dark. My bedroom is to me the most safe place I can even have as a kid or underneath my bed in case I need to hide from someone with bad intentions that want to do me harm a.k.a my parents who weren't the nicest of people towards me and I had sensed this the moment that I was born into this world because God had gifted me with a sixth sense that immediately was right away telling me that my parents were not good people to be with because I had seen in my own mother's eyes as a baby a look of disgust and annoyance and it was the same thing with my father too and this was all due to the fact that she and my dad had wanted me to have had been a baby boy but I was born into this world as a baby girl which might explain all of the year long abuse that I had underwent from between those two people who couldn't even appeachiate what they even had they were both so wrapped up in their own stupid lives and fighting each other and hurting each other and me as well I even got shaken as a baby too which might explain my epileptic seizures that I had gotten later on in my life from that and all the times I fell down the stairs and smacked the back part of my head and skull on the wall a lot from both upstairs and the downstairs basement stairs wall too it is still stained red from where my head had hit it and I didn't miss step down them I was pushed by a unseen force like by a evil demon spirit who picked on me a lot in that household he was probably the reason for on why my mom and dad had abused me that and they also did this because I was born as a girl and not like as a boy that they had always wanted me to be I had overhead my mom saying to my aunt that she had wanted a boy and not a girl to my aunt it was so hurtful and it made me feel so unwanted but at least I got the heavenly father to be my parent instead since I look up to him more than I do my own earth parents who were mean and cruel to me but not him he was nice and kind to me as was the spirit that I had met as a five year old little girl wearing a purple hooded cloak and pale blue skin and red eyes that were filled with kindness and compassion and love and he held a big golden staff with a clock gear on it with a ball orb at the tip of it. His name was Ratio, and he was a ghost that only I could see due to me having had the gift of spirit sight due to my sixth sense he taught me how to stand again and then how to relearn how to walk again he even let me use his big long ghostly thick tail for something to balance up against for balance because I at the time was oh so very weak from not being fed food or water for many day's weeks or even months and had been without love and kindness and comfort and compassion and hugs and kisses that only parents can give to their kids but not me I was denied all of this my own very parents who I had called monsters the only one who wasn't was the kind ghost who was a nice guy he pretty much took care of me and raised me as his own since my parents wouldn't even bother with that I also had to raise myself which wasn't easy I remember going to my mom and dad's room and saying mom I'm hungry and my moms response was a grumpy go to bed Alex and so I did just that and spent the night in my room with a empty hungry growling stomach and crying myself to sleep on my bed. I also had to steal food and drinks in my own childhood home because my parents wouldn't even let me have anything to eat or drink at all they would even hurt me if I so much as dropped a napkin onto the floor so... yeah, I had to practically resort to stealing food and drink downstairs in the cover of darkness, which, for me, was scary when I was five years old it didn't make it any better when I had a dark evil presence following me up the stairs feeding off of my fear of the dark like a leech and I was anorexic from not being fed food or water or anything else for a long time I was nothing but skin and bones basically a living skeleton with skin still attached to it when I had turned on the light in my bedroom I had as quietly unwrapped a granola bar and would quickly stop whenever I had heard a sound coming from my mom and dad's room and then I resumed unwrapping the granola bar wrapper off and I tried eating it and because my body had gone so long without any food or water for awhile now until now my bodies stomach tried to reject the granola bar but I still made it go down and drank sodas to wash it down with my stomach tried to reject that too but I didn't allow it to I was going to get food and soda into it whether it wanted me to or not and it was a successful trip and I went back and forth like this stealing snacks and sodas and then sneaking as quietly as I possibly could back upstairs to my bedroom with my stolen food and drinks and this went on like this for quite some time for awhile until I was caught by my mom and dad and given a beating and all the snacks and sodas taken away from me and a chair being put up in front of my bedroom door underneath the doorknob to keep me from eating their food and drinking their sodas this abuse went on all the way til I was 8 years old and I had still snuck out of my room and underneath the chair and this time I did this carefully so as to not knock it over like how I did last time as a six year old little kid at that time and I went for a whole year of hearing the clank and scrape of silverware on the plates of my parents as they ate their dinner and mine as well awhile I was upstairs in my bedroom with belt whip open deep wound bleeding out in my bedroom and crying myself to sleep once again from not just the pain from my back wound but also between my legs from my dad raping me afterwards of belt beating me in my dreams there was food to eat and drinks to drink and friends to play with and there were even dream world parents like my mom and dad only they were loving and kind and caring and compassionate towards me unlike the ones that I had in real life in the waking world I even had siblings in the dream world version of my family and a horse and a couple of dogs that lived indoors instead of outside in a kennel on a chain all their lives and even some cats too. The abuse continued til I was 9 years old, and my mom, for the very first time in my life, actually stood up for me against my dad, who was choking me to death with his big hand wrapped up tightly around my throat my monster of a dad had let go of me and dropped me and I coughed and hacked to get air back into my air deprived lungs again and apparently my dad choking me had been a wake up call for her because she now knew where all my wounds came from and so there was court case thing that had happened and it was loud and noisy and very scary for me because there was a lot of shouting and yelling at that place and my mom and dad had a divorce and went our separate ways and me and my mom moved out of the house that I had lived in and was abused in and we moved to Sunnyside and bought a house there and I never got abused ever again since then. Now you know what my childhood backstory is like, and all of this is all true every single word of it.
Hey I love this song I'm 16 year's old and have depression, social anxiety, ADHD and struggling to heal by my own as no one wills to help me :) But it's okay, never mind...I have God with me 👍..
Lot of positivity around you same happening with me disorders making it even worse I'm getting stuck in my traumatic life don't know what to do how to cure myself don't have friends in my life nobody to share things I mean people doesn't like to hear you when you are too boring after all who would like to talk with a depress guy that looks arrogant nobody gives a f about me I know and I'm the one who can help myself.... You'll be fine soon
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 my goal is to help those kids heal in every way that I can. But ultimately God is the one who can do it and I’m just a vessel. I’m praying the same prayers. Thank you 🙏🏼🤍✝️
I lost my son, Jessie. The hype just don't seem the same no more. I feel like I scream inside all the time and no one can hear. I never thought I would ever experience this pain. I know my mother did but she lost my sister now I understandad she was never the same. His name was Jesse. What a beautiful soul I miss. Him so much . And you just don't know where this pain, where to put it?
So sorry to hear that 😔 he sounds amazing 😊🙌🏼 If you don’t know what to do with the pain, just let it out 🥹 As the song says, “What now? It’s time to let it out…”
I've been there I know how u feel I'm 60 now i know it's hard I had depression for years till I get help and now I'm a better person than I was before be strong person believe in Ur self u can do this ❤
"Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid, mom was distant and that's difficult to forgive, Why weren't they there to comfort and hug their own kid?", words I'll never say out loud.
AMEN we all got to let it out some time or nother if not it can drive us into doing something wrong we can't come back from or we leve or family Wondering won't we cond have done?
I wanna share my story here in the comments, hoping that one day I'll come back to this comment in a better place. So, when I was six years old, my mom and dad left me, and my grandma took care of me. I used to call her "mom" because I barely remember my real parents. Two years later, my grandma passed away, and they put me in an orphanage. Since I was in a country that doesn’t care much about kids' rights, I went through a lot. They used to beat me and lock me up in dark places. When I turned 13, an old lady adopted me. She was really kind, but she passed away when I turned 18. She was so good to me, and I miss her a lot. She made sure I stayed in school and learned as much as I could. Just when I was about to start college, war broke out in my country, and I had to flee to another country all by myself, not knowing anyone. Now, I work three jobs just to pay for my room and continue my studies. I study during my breaks at work, and when I get home, I listen to this song and cry. I’m really exhausted and hope that one day when I look back at this comment, things will be better. If your life is even a bit better than mine, be grateful for what you have. Despite everything, I’m truly grateful. Please wish me well, friends.
I hope everything goes well for you ❤️🩹🫂. I can’t imagine what you had to go through, now I too have been suffering from clinical depression for 2 years. A war started in my country and I had to leave with my family to another country and this is very difficult morally. My family is not particularly friendly. I have no friends, no one understands me. I probably have a number of other mental illnesses that no one knows about. I may get hysterical, have anxiety attacks, etc. Recently, my left eye even half closed due to stress. I didn't tell anyone about this. Fortunately, everything went away within a day. I also experience severe headaches every day and my back or stomach often hurt. Of course, I’m trying to smile, but I don’t have the strength at all. I know that there are many people who are much worse off than me. And this thought further spoils my mood, which is already constantly bad.
@@Killer_fury only because I don't have the energy to have the same things happen to over and over again I would much rather die than to consider another person a safe place ever again
This made me cry because on Halloween/ today I saw my dog died in front of me and when I heard his song it made me cry for him to come back and to all you people out thier who have lost a loved one remember thst as long as you remember what you have you will always be happy (:
Your dog hasn't left you yet. His soul is l still with you until you can recover. It's horrible to see a loved one die in front of you and you can't do anything but cry out for God to help you. I hope you can be at peace soon. You'll get a visit from your dogs spirit. I did. It meant everything to me. Allowed me to heal. ❤
Sadly I know that pain few years ago my dog drop dead literally and 2 years later I had a house fire and lost one of my dogs that was so close and ment a lot to me died. I’m sorry for ur loss bud
I lost my dog on Halloween also. I raised her from a newborn and literally babied her. She was my baby. She would've been a year this Thanksgiving. I love her so deeply and I watched her suffer from a gunshot. It hurts deeply. She wasn't my pet, she was my baby. I feel your pain. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry for mine. God has a place in His kingdom for them also though. I believe they were already angels sent down here disguised as dogs to help us. 5 years ago I also saw my boyfriend get killed due to a gunshot. 4 years later, God sent me my angel and she showed me love that was real. And showed me that I can also love her back. I guess maybe her job was done with me. I don't know because she fought so hard to stay alive though the results of the way she was shot show it almost impossible. Thanks for your commitment on here. I haven't even listened to the song yet. I just so happened to look straight at your commitment like God Himself pointed it out to me. Bless you.
I can relate to this song. I deal with depression, anxiety and PTSD. I have been told by my father in the past I didn't deserve to live. I pushed out of the home I grew up in by my own family. I've been in a domestic violence shelter before. I was abused all my life until I got my apartment. My family has nothing to do with me. I have very few friends that are my age for most of my friends are all old enough to be my mother or father. My parents never wanted me. I've thought of ending my life but that's when God entered my life and showed me a different road. My prayers go out to everyone who is dealing with problems. Remember you can reach out and talk to God he does listen and answers your prayer.
Praise God 🥹🙏🏼 you are SO strong 💪🏼🥹 and I am so proud of you for enduring all of that and coming out with a hopeful perspective that you want to share with others You are a hero. You went through all that and it didn’t make you shake your fist at the world. That is beautiful Thank you for this comment 🙏🏼 you are amazing 😊
Oh my, you just described my current situation. I've severe complex PTSD, can't afford treatment I've needed in 12+years. Back in with parents, who have no tolerance or emotional maturity and I now see it was like that in my childhood that I'd blocked out. It's a bitter pill to swallow in top of the Trauma that truly set my PTSD off. My parents are always trying to throw me out when I moved here to care for them. No way did I ever think this could happen and I'm gonna be looking into a Domestic Violence Center to find a place to go...yet inside my PTSD Brain I've just had more than I can endure and don't want to go on anymore. There's no help or intense Trauma care I need, and over a decade of my daily descent into a Hell I never could imagine existed mentally and emotionally, I'm hanging on minute by minute I pray, yet my Faith has been shattered..my who world, Beliefs in the World, my Self Identity has been broken into a million pieces and parts of my very Soul are lost all over and I can't find them. I'm glad you shared, as I can relate and it makes me feel that I'm not alone❤Thanks You and may God Bless You❤
I know exactly how you feel , surrounded by that heavy darkness looking for lights to help us brighten it up , yet many just have dimmed lights themselves or have just refused to see , walking blind. I have really had a life filled with lack of love from the people I needed it from the most . I realize now though they are hurting and some just went numb ... I pray that we can overcome our own darkness so we can be the lamps for those still walking blind . I pray you will overcome and become a warrior to help defeat evil in our world spiritually speaking and in some ways physically . Sending you my love
This song saved my life. I listen to this song when I really feel hopeless. When I was depressed and really want to make a decision... , everyone around me considered me a stranger, so I always acted like I'm fine. Only music is where I truly live. That why I love this song so much. 🖤
Praise God 🙏🏼 you are so loved down to the core of your Soul 🥹 I just pray that God reveals his love for you and that you experience it 😊 for me, having a vision of Jesus on the Cross dying for me and seeing him look at me with pure love and understanding in his eyes has changed my life I’m currently working on another Album that I’m preparing to be really inspirational so I hope it has an even more profound impact when it’s done 😊
Thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏼 you have no idea how much this means to me I wrote this song as a guide to feel my emotions because I was numb for so many years I’m so glad that you feel it to the depths that it was created for. It’s music for the Soul and that’s what I try to do with all of my songs. May God Bless you, comfort you, and watch over you in all the ways that you need Also, I think you’ll really appreciate this song aswell. It’s called “Another Way” and it’s about seeking different ways to numb the pain but struggling to find a solution. I’ll try to make a lyric video for it soon: ruclips.net/video/CmdWpveByEc/видео.htmlsi=u45zdh_OuiNl2eAB
the creator is actually so sweet for replying to nearly all of the comments even tho the song was from 9months ago i wish u all the best especially the song creators
thank you so much - that's my girlfriend and I :) I'm doing my best to reply to them all but theres still at least hundreds that I haven't got a chance to yet... I really appreciate your comment and I'm working on more stuff! :) God Bless!
Oh, where to begin?! I’m 57, I’m also a combat veteran. I have struggled with all kinds of things that I’m not sure if they even have a label or not. From suffering, childhood abuse and trauma. To a failed marriage. To veterans type issues that only a veteran would understand. Bouts of alcoholism and drug addiction. But this 57 year old man still has a 10 year old boy inside, crying his eyes out.
It’s ok to let it out Let the healing begin 🥹 You are so loved, and I pray that God dives into the depths of your soul to heal every wound and restore you 😊🙏🏼✝️🤍🫂 Praying for you You are not defined by your past
Thank you. I was abused by a close family member as a kid. Dad worked a lot, mom had her own problems. I was lied to by the person constantly, "Go ahead and tell. Nobody will believe you." Any time I'd try, I'd remember this and stop. It kept me frozen in place and numb for a very long time. I finally told mom in a letter when I was 20. She was mad: "You walked around carrying this all these years and didn't say a word to anyone." I was so confused and hurt. She said she'd tell my dad. She never did and when the letter was searched for? It was gone. She'd thrown away the ugly. I had a full-on psychotic break because of the secrets I was keeping. I've cried so many times at so many different ages that I think I've let a lifetime's worth out. Thank you for a song that reminds me that it's always okay and always appropriate when I think of these things.
It’s ok to let it out… 🥺 I’m so so so sorry that you experienced that. You did not deserve that and it wasn’t your fault. I pray for continued healing in your life 🙏🏼 I see you as the one in your family who breaks chains of generational trauma and who is a light to those you interact with God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️🤍
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you very much. I am a chain breaker- I spoke up. I did something about it. Most of the women in my family have been abused, but I have been the first to stand up and say, "No more silence. What happened happened and we're not going to pretend it didn't because it's unpleasant to think about." I meet other survivors and let them know there is NO shame on their end and they can move past their past to be more than that person who was hurt. Folks like you help, though. If I can share songs like yours that let them know someone sees their situation, someone cares, someone understands, it can give them the courage to speak up. Your voice gives others back theirs ❤️ Given a gift for a reason.
Amen 🥹 wow You’re gonna make me cry, geez 🤧🥺 I see the pain that people go through and I just wanna be a light and I really see that in you too. You’re so strong and you’re like the one that reaches out and arm to help others up Continue to be strong - for some, seeing your strength may be all they need to feel inspired to change their life 🙏🏼 you are a Blessing God Bless you 😊 you have such a pure and beautiful Soul 🙌🏼
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you so very much. I'm not great at accepting compliments, so I'll simply say that you humble me. I'm still human, still grappling demons, but I take it moment by moment. I appreciate the kind words and take them as affirmation that I'm moving in the right direction as a human being. Working on moving from survivor to thriver. Please continue to be an outlet for those who may not even realize they need one, no matter their situation. You create audio safe spaces for others to be vulnerable and in this day and age? That's invaluable.
This song hits different. And it feels so true in my life. Being alone can feel freat but the feeling of loneliness hurts. We all just want our voice to be heard and people to understand what we're going through, but that doesn't always work.
You’re so so right. We all just want to be loved and held and comforted, and other people fail us sometimes 🤧 I feel the same way. One thing I learned is that God is the only one who can always be there for me because he is infinite and eternal, and he loves me and you despite our mistakes.
😭 i feel that But you don’t belong up with the stars. You belong where God has called you to be - I don’t know where that is, but if you seek God with all your heart, he will reveal it to you ✝️🤍🙏🏼
I know that’s a terrible feeling, but somehow, if you can find a way to surrender everything to God and ask him to help you I know he will do it. I pray for you for peace for strength, hold on.
If you can't find someone that will actually listen to whatever has to come right out from your core. With all it's rotten bits attached. Like swearing, anger , crying . Filthy rotten just as it is. Then write it and keep writing it. Hear yourself saying it as it comes with all it's repulsed feelings you have towards it all and them all who have done you wrong. It's not coming out all pretty wrapped up in a nice package. Do it over again and again until the lot has lost its grip. I'm in the process myself, and it's so very helpful, empowering to hear yourself drudge up the real and let it come as it is, Filthy rotten. This shit held me hostage for 64 years. I so hope you have a go at this. You will reap the rewards. ❤
You’re not alone 😊 but I understand feeling alone… after all I wrote the song lol But if you can change your perspective and environment, one step at a time, everything can change and God can lead you to the people that you belong with Maybe you just haven’t found the people yet that you REALLY connect with 😊 and that takes time. For me it took years but God led me to them 😁
Don’t know if I’m repeating my response. I feel ya! I want to say that when you are feeling alone and on your own, kind words of comfort can come from complete strangers. Feel the words they wrote. Their sincere with what
I’m afraid I’ve got that beat. The ACTUAL worst feeling in the world is your own mother looking you in the eye and telling you to your face that she wishes you’d never been born. That happened to me one night in high school, and I just turned 41; that night and those words STILL haunt me
"If i die, don't come to my grave, don't sit there crying for hours and saying i love you, because that's what i ever wanted to hear when i was alive" - normal person -
@@Ridz_Hoo 🥺 you are so so so incredibly loved 🥹 I pray that the love that the Creator of the Universe has for you is made clear and that you feel it so deeply to the core of yourself and you feel set free by it It’s taken me like 20 years to realize that I’m genuinely loved and accepted and desired by God… and that is so incredibly profound. My whole life I thought I had to earn his love, but the Bible says that while we were sinners, he loved us and sacrificed himself for us It’s so deep and it’s so easy to hear that and just shallowly nod in agreement but when the depth of that is truly recognized and becomes engrained in your soul, you can never be the same 🥹
I'm a war surviver Anxiety and PTSD are a common thing now I'm trying to make peace with it before it ends me To be honest i keep trying to find something to hold on to Mainly being of help to others cause thats the only thing that's giving meaning to my life I hope you all find away to keep going forward 🙏🏻
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❤❤❤ mooi gezongen kan het ook in neterlands
Im having to move out of house at 16 and have nowhere to go 💔😭
Be my friend
@@YeseniaEspinoza-ds5xm I'm a Singaporean and homeless,come to Singapore and let build a friendship I can apply for a house here,I'm alone,all my friends and family has ditch me ,I need a good friend
Sometimes being alone is the best feeling but feeling lonely hits different
That’s a bar 🤧🤧🤧 very true
Not a fun experience
Amen
Ive never been so distraught,disconnected, and lonely feeling empty inside for the last 9 months! I’m approaching 51 years old and lost loving relationship that has broken me as a person!
When I feel lonely I always say that's Jesus checking in.🫂🙏🏽❤️
I agree, being alone is so rare after you become a parent and it truly is my only peaceful time in life with just me “no distractions/ judgements” against and I’m like, “hey old friend, been too long since we’ve talked” and enjoy the quiet. So the self and inner still don’t speak when alone rather enjoy eachothers presence in our present
Too all you haven't cried , let it out . Please do . My son lived in darkness for years . He died at 29 . There's more people who care then you think
literally :( thank you and I'm so so sorry about your son
Praying for healing and peace for you
I'm so sorry about your son. May God comfort you and give you peace.♥️
I’m so sorry about your son. Thank you for this.
That’s so sad I’m sorry to hear that it’s a cold world we’re living in it’s hard to believe that people care but when you’re alone all the time and have 0 friends you try to do your very best my condolences to your son. He’s at peace now and no more pain I hope you’re going to be OK though time will heal 😭 🙏
Agree because I always try to put myself in that place
I’ve grown up without a father, and all I’ve ever wanted was just a damn hug,
Let this be at least a virtual one 🥹🫂
May God Bless you and show you that he is the best father 😊✝️🙏🏼
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I relate. No I'm proud of you. No father and son talks. No father and son anything. I don't mean to express myself such on a comment but I promised both my boys at birth I'd give them both the one thing I never had... and I think I'm doing a pretty damn good job at that. At least I hope
Big cheesy and dramatic HUGS from CO, much ❤ friend 🙏
Grab a pillow and hold it tight.That's a hug from me. Do you have a dog or cat? Give them a big hug. De'De Kershaw
Sending love and light to all who need it, you are loved 🫂🙏❤️
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Nope the one person who loved me is dead
@@Labun123 im sorry to hear that🫂
It's crazy to think in a world full of people, how alone you can feel
Fr 🤧
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Facts..
Never a truer word spoken 🙏🏻
No doubt 😢
Sometimes lonely is good but sometimes it feel overthinking
It is simply impossible to overthink, Einstein once said I'm not any smarter the question just stays with me longer.
I will pray for those who are suffering from depression and
loneliness or any other pain😢
Me too
thank you
Thank you so much!
Thank you
Thank you
I don't feel I have a purpose in this world. But it makes me feel good to make others happy.
Than that's your purpose. How wonderful.
@@ivycarrano8207 Thank you. I didn't realize that before.
Well ig I'm just like you after all...
You’re just like me.
The worst feeling is when you don't have any friends and I am going through this feeling right now ✨😖
God is with you.. 🙏
I'm here
Can completely relate to you.
I sobbed realising I related to the song
U always have God n Jesus Christ n holy sprite
I got a stroke in 2021 I was out for 24hours or more my family thought I wasn't coming back. But am here now when I returned I couldn't walk. Now I can but my hand isn't one hundred either but am here and thank go's every single day I came bavk for a reason not a purpose. This is me giving back to God and Jesus for sending me back. Am alive and happy praises to the most high creator 🙏 🙌
I had a massive stroke in February 19th 2023 I lost my ability to swallow and my balance is not right I spent a month in the hospital I used a wheelchair for the first month after being released now a yr later still can't swallow my balance still hasn't came back and I walk with a cane I'm 44 now will be 45 that was my 3rd stroke prayer's for you
God bless you.
If your reading this, it’s your time to just let it all out, god bless everyone.
I am a 51 year old n suffering with Depression anxiety ptsd ocd and trauma since I was a kid to now n I need a friend that will understands what we all go through on this earth God Bless everyone ❤🙏
Ocd is worst, it's the same for me like you 😭
Also, I am 54, and just truly struggling hard.
You are not alone..
Not alone, 23, trauma since I remeber,ptsd,depression,anxiety and antisocial, might have a bit of ocd too but my psychiatrists didn't ever care about that or ADHD... I am a pretty good listener, if u need, please write me. And this is for everyone, we are here and we need to be heard like human beings not like a mistake of life, if no-one else can help us, let's help ourselves together! Fuck everyone who thinks we are not worth it! We are worthy! Yet we still feel we're not enough or have bad thoughts and some of us want to give up and jump of te edge, and all we need is a chance to have a normal life without everything we go through RN! 😢 yes we need the help, and it is hard, cause we had it hard back in the days!
Remember how diamonds are made 💎 you are the diamond but RN you are bilions pieces of this diamond 💎 ❤
I can be your friend :)
I'm an 18 year old girl who has depression, anxiety, PTSD, OCD, ADHD, and su!cidal thoughts. This song has me in tears. It's beautiful and perfect. Thank you.
I’m so glad that it’s made an impact 😊
Always remember, you are not those labels 😊
May God Bless you and watch over you and I pray for deep healing in your life 🙏🏼🤍😊✝️
If you open yourself up to God and allow yourself to be open to truth and molded by it, God will restore that little, innocent, inner girl deep inside 🥹 and you will have true fulfillment & peace that is beyond understanding 😊
I have more songs similar to this on my page and also social media & a podcast if you’re interested: links.vip/cdot
But most of all, I encourage you to go to God 😊🙏🏼 he is truly a healer. Even if you don’t know how to pray, just do what you know and ask God to reveal himself to you and teach you more 🙏🏼
I pray that the right people will come into your life to help guide you, and that you would have the discernment to recognize them
God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️ God Loves You. He is our Father - our good, great Father 😁
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you. I have opened up to some of my family and I have prayed as well. I am getting better day by day.
You'll be OK
@@kundaisean7197 I hope so.
Same
Compliments to the artist and anyone else who helped you're out such a blessing
Thank you! I’m 11 years old and suffering from severe depression and this song just makes me feel safe and comfortable. Thank you so so much!
I’m so sorry you’re going through that and I’m glad that this song resonates 🥹 here’s another one I wrote that’s almost like a sequel to it:
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And the Sequel to that one is essentially this 😅 ruclips.net/video/TqJ3rMaEYR4/видео.htmlsi=78NOOY4ZyYagUlSS
Bless you and thank you for your kind heart in Jesus' name I pray
May Allah make u stronger
Hold on what you're going through will pass just like a thunderstorm everything will subside.. Hanging there yah.. Abba Father loves you and will send you people into your life..
Thank you all endlessly for your help and kindness, god bless you all!
hello person reading this, if this reaches anyone. we're from different parts of the world, we lead different lives, we are different people. but yet, this piece, this video, has brought us together. and i will never meet you, but just remember we're still connected by this piece- by simply listening to it, together. it's crazy how the internet can bring people together, huh? and i hope you're doing more than "okay," and if you aren't, remember: you will be okay, and that's a promise. please be easy on yourself- it's been a tough year, i know, but we're almost over it, and you will be happy. i don't know how much you'll remember of this, but i'm glad that our lives intertwined in this little way. have a nice day, or night, and lastly, nice life.💖💖💖💖💖💖
Edit: Hi again! I thought I would share my story with you all to make you all feel better.
hey, im a 13 year old suffering from depression and lack of skill/talent. There's nothing that makes me special or unique both of my sisters are more successful than me, and yeah. I have no real friends cause the people i hang out with make fun of me and mock me. this is really hard to write ive never really told his to anyone and i struggle to type this without bawling cause ppl are in the room. my story is a sad one, and i have no idea who you are and we will never meet, but this song has brought us all together. isnt that cool? thank you for taking time out of your day to read my stupid story, and youll probably never think about this or even remember me again, but thank you. have a good life, and hopefully it's better than mine. and even if you need anything, vent in the replies and ill read them all if there are any. goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, maybe we will meet in the afterlife if at all.
goodbye
sorry for the long comment, please vent in the replies it makes me feel a little better love you all :)
Edit 2: hi again, thank you all for the likes and the replies, you guys are so amazing. Just know for all of you like me and ur not alone.
Someone once told me:
It took 9 months to create your heart, don’t let someone break it in 15 seconds.
I’ll give you updates on myself when I feel like it, please continue to vent it makes me happy to know I’m not alone. And for those wondering why I don’t tell family is that they would think this is stupid and they would view me differently and I don’t want that. I’m also not straight and that makes me depressed because my religion can’t be gay and my whole massive family would not love me as much yet I just want to love and live. I dont want to be gay but I can't help it can I? I guess everything happens for a reason, I hope this gets better. No way it can’t get worse right? Well I love you all so so much even tho I don’t know who you are I still love you. Goodbye ❤❤️💕💕
this above was written in tears by me
this has to be the longest comment ever written with no copy and pasting
Edit 3: hi again guys feel free to skip this part, but I just want someone to know this. so i have this friend, and she's nice and all, but then i figured out her crush was my kinda crush. so it was really weird, but it was okay. but today i found out that her other crush is my main crush. and whats even more annoying is that i was going to finally tell her that i like him because i cant deal with this anymore. i have no literally no one to tell, so i figured here would be the perfect place. like yall r awesome for reading this but i dont know you. (i hope i dont cause if i did well.........)
so i have to resort to even more depression. how do i deal with this? well im hoping i can start lucid dreaming again so i can be free and do what i want with no restraints. thatll take some time but hopefully it'll work...
and for those wondering, my crush is also prob straight cause they have a lot of guy friends :(
well anyways you have now spent a little bit of your life reading my story. honestly this is so long no one's gonna read the whole thing. ill prob share more things later but genuilly thank you for reading this, and if you have advice or want to vent.....
u know what to do :)
peace out guys be back soon :3
thanks for 100 likes XD
this part above was not written in tears, but with the biggest pit in my stomach
Edit 4: ok well theres no chance of my crush liking me apparently according to like 10 kids im the ugliest in the grade.
im so depressed i cry myself to sleep, no friends, no nothing. this practically cant get worse
i just cant
i need support
i need love
i
need
help
😭😭😭😭
You have yet to realise that no one really cares if where around or not, by listening to this song it has bort us together but we really don't care that anyone else is around, if we where in a big no one will care if you leave or die because people are just selfsentered to themselves and don't care and that's what most of the people here are, this is a place where people come to argue and fight or escape this world we live in, you might not know it but think, you'll truly see if you have a good life or not.
@@katiehall3469 That's very true.. society doesn't care about us in this world except God
Hello , I’m in uk , have bipolar and anxiety, depression hits as soon as I wake up, I have to force myself to get out of bed, then the crying mood kicks in , and I have to do cleaning up , don’t want to, I know this is bad , I have one drink and start to feel better, I know that’s bad , well females that live alone are targets , I’m scared every night , I will never get over my best friend dying, she was my mum, died to young suddenly from a blood clot, I’m sorry I have bored you to much , hey take care xx
Good xxx
@@TinaDeeks so sorry if it makes you feel any better ur not alone heres my story
hey, im a 12 year old suffering from depression and lack of skill/talent. There's nothing that makes me special or unique both of my sisters are more successful than me, and yeah. I have no real friends cause the people i hang out with make fun of me and mock me. this is really hard to write ive never really told his to anyone and i struggle to type this without bawling cause ppl are in the room. my story is a sad one, and i have no idea who you are and we will never meet, but this song has brought us all together. isnt that cool? thank you for taking time out of your day to read my stupid story, and youll probably never think about this or even remember me again, but thank you. have a good life, and hopefully it's better than mine. and even if you need anything, vent in the replies and ill read them all if there are any. goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, maybe we will meet in the afterlife if at all.
goodbye
i made another comment this was it
I am a young teen with severe depression and nobody in my life understands. This song was really comforting and to all the other people out there who have depression or anxiety, remember, someone loves you.
🙏🏼 thank you for this comment 😊
You are so loved 😊🙏🏼🤍✝️
God Bless You
Hey I need to tell you the only way to really hear from God is by reading God word (three bible), I'm not taking about religion ok, you don't have to go to a building made by men to speak with him, but you do have to read his word, it's alive and provides life and he speaks to us through his written word, if you don't read his word you won't hear much back from him, I wish someone would have told me this but they never knew this secret either, it's the key 🗝️, I want to tell you I know what your going through as I went through many years of misery as a child I went though terrible things growing up that are still with me to this day, I know it's not easy and you don't understand why life is so hard and I can tell you it's for a reason, I didn't understand this for many years and you won't either but just know you have a loving creator father that loves you and will never abandon you or foresake you, family, men women and friends will almost always let you down and that's cause they have issues their own and it gets taken out on the innocent sometimes, just know this is not doing of our father in heaven, he gives us all freewill to choose how to live our lives, and sadly most don't choose right, the right way is to live with forgiveness, love, compassion for your fellow brethren, and have faith in your God, know he loves you and is what's keeping you breathing, every beat of your heart is proof of him, your made in his image and likeness, just know he is the ONLY one you can count on in life and will always guide you and help you AS LONG AS YOU SEEK A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM BY READING HIS WORD, all you have to do is call out to him and find a Bible to read, it is the only thing that saved me from suicide and wanting to end it, it doesn't matter how Old you are call out to him and he will answer, please trust me on this one it will save you a lifetime of pain, i wish someone would have told me this when i was young, seek him by reading his word and praying taking to him from your heart and HE WILL ANSWER YOU in a way you understand, I'm not talking about religion or mans past down traditions, PLEASE UNDERSTAND THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WRITTEN EYES
WORD, (BIBLE) AND HUMAN RELIGIONS AND TEACHINGS, WE HAVE ONLY ONE TEACHER AND THAT'S GOD, WE ARE THE CHURCH AND YOU ARE THE TEMPLE OF GOD, NOT BUILDINGS MADE OF BRICK WOOD AND CONCRETE, also know we have an enemy named Satan, yes he's real and the world IS biblical, he tries to tell you constantly in your mind THROUGH your thoughts that you aren't good enough, nobody loves you and you can't do it, this is what you need to know, this is how the enemy works and most adults aren't even aware of this, you have to seek him yourself and know these things because the schools and teachers don't teach or know the answers to life's greatest questions, but you can even at your young age, I pray this message reaches you and you understand what this means, you can message me back with and questions I'll be happy to answer, he's answered all my questions and will for you too, then you will know how to defeat the enemy.
Prayers to you 🙏
I was the same at your age. Just to say, try and find someone to talk to.🧡
Thank you so much ❤️
I’m a 50 year old man that suffers with depression, anxiety, since I was a teenager. I’ve recently been falling apart due to being erased out of my fiancés life and memory! I was left suddenly 9 months ago without no explanation! This relationship I thought was secure! I also deleted my friends because of them being fake! I’m finding myself caught in a lonely hole with nothing but negativity and hate! So I’m constantly thinking about what wrong I did! This song relaxes me thank you!
I'm really sorry to hear. What been through. I really hope you are ok. 🙏🏼
Thank you for your concern ! I was falling apart daily for the past 10 months! I recently surrendered to JESUS CHRIST AND ATTEND A CHURCH WITH GODS PEOPLE!!
@@DavidSoon-fl2ch You're welcome. I am really so glad you came through all that brother. God Bless 🙏
I can relate so much to this. I'm not 50 but I'm afraid that I'll be forever alone. Everyone is so fake, full of lies, deceitful, manipulative and selfish with no empathy. It's corrupting me inside out and I don't know if I can trust the right person because I always gravitate towards the worst people thanks to my CPTSD and childhood trauma and it doesn't make sense.
Gahd I'm choking on my own tears and mucus while typing that.
I’ve been suffering from trauma flashbacks all week and last week. I needed this. I promise I’m trying.
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 it’s ok
Deep breath and one step at a time we can recontextualize our past memories
Have you ever seen the movie “Inside Out”? I just watched it with my girlfriend and it’s all about emotion and it is truly such a fantastic movie with so much to learn from it 😊 if you’re open to watching it I think it could be helpful 🙏🏼😊
God Bless ✝️🤍💪🏼
Better days ahead
me 2 my friend. its not easy but I. too stubborn to quit. Plus I don't feel I have a choice, without fighting I will fade and not survive ❤
You’re 18 years old do not feel depressed. That’s always another time. God bless.
When you let the tears out, there’s someone else in need of help. Damn, that hit’s hard because people always tell ya. There’s always someone who has it worse then you.
Bro facts, that statement never helps anyone. Everyone has their own hell and comparing makes it worse.
You're never alone. There's always someone who love love loves you. There's more love in this world and beyond than you realize, I promise you that. ❤
Sorry there's nobody here
I’m 34 was stabbed to death 4 years ago I’m grateful to be alive I didn’t know I was living with ptsd until that happened to me I just want whoever is reading this that feels like there’s nobody or nothing and no one understands your loved by all there’s people rooting for you people speaking great of you ❤
Be positive your strength I admire
Thank you for your bravery. U did great.
How are you still texting if you were stabbed to death?
I love the arsenal of people who are here supporting each other and lifting each other up. ❤ if your struggling, know there are people here who love you and care for you.
I'm 23 and have severe anxiety, OCD, depression, and ADD. I had a friend, but they grew apart from me when I wasn't ready.
To those out there reading: despite these challenges, I STILL was able to graduate college. Take it one day at a time. You WILL get through this! ❤💪
im 15 and suffering for severe anxiety for the past half year, this song speaks all my doubt. thank you so much❤️
Hope you’ll get better soon ❤
I really hope you are ok 🙏🏼
I hear you, and I get it!! You hurt inside but can't quite put your finger on it of why? Get a blank paper krinstion and write on it these very same words: Me and my own ego, heart, mind body and soul having any more anxiety what so ever. Now with a Red pen write the word VOID straight across those very words that you just wrote on that paper, and write VOID right through it in capital letters, and write over it 11 times. Now take a deep breath and release it onto that paper 3 times in a row. Your breath gives the word VOID all your power, your divine power that God gave to you. Keep this paper for one full year from the day you do this, do it again on another blank paper and breathe on it too, then take it out side crumple it up and burn it!! This way it's written by your hand, and it is also written in fire the language of the Gods. Get a white candle carve your name and Jesus too if you like, then carve into the candle: I. AM FULLY HEALED! Then breathe onto the candle then light it, and let it burn all the way out , use a big fat 2 or 3 inch diameter candle about 10 inches tall, make sure it's in a bowl and a safe place while it's burning, a big candle that burns for 4 days or more is good, and get one that has only 1 wick. All the best to you, your prayer has been heard and now answered by me. 👍👍😇😇🇨🇦
This opened my eyes .. to stop yelling at my kids so much n have patience I don't ever want my babies to feel like they have no one n that's always what my son says
Wow 🥹 I’m so glad that you had that realization! That is so healthy for you and your children 😊 they’ll experience the benefits 🙌🏼😊 and so will you!
Love is difficult at times, but it’s so fulfilling 😊🤍
Hugs & kisses
wish my mum was like that (and dad)
@@leilanimussro8053 stop now , your kids deserve a mummy . Imagine not having them, , . Your son is amazing , at least you have them . If I was you I would see your doctor, so you can get some antibiotics for depression, they do take a while to kick in , but talk to your doctor please xxx
This made me see life in a different way.
I’m a 13 year old girl suffering from depression anxiety and suicidal thoughts and I was in tears when I heard this thank you😭😭
🥺 I’m so sorry to hear that
You are so valuable and loved. God created you with a purpose 🥹🙏🏼 I have many more songs that I believe could really be valuable to you: “Another Way ft. Coastside” “Lion of Judah ft. Joseph Goulding” “Labyrinth” “Under the Bed” “Airplane Mode”
And on my next album I will have a song called “Who Are You?” Which I’m currently working on and I believe that song will be like the ultimate song for you 🥹🙏🏼 I plan to release it sometime in summer
@@cdotmorethanmusicthank you for all your music I’m excited for the next album in summer thank you again ❤❤
😊 unfortunately I still have a lot of work to do on the Album 😭 so I’m not sure when it will be done, but it is going to be even more meaningful and impactful than I imagined 🤧🤧🤧 so stay tuned 😁
I'm 13 suffering from depression and cellphone addiction,and I am still fighting my way out.And this song just brings back myself.
Kid You can do it stay strong love you 💖
Stay strong
To everyone who is reading this comment right now...... I don't know what's going on in your life but I am sure you are strong enough to let it out....... all I want to say is it's ok
Thanks my hole life there where arguments by that my mom and dad couldn’t take good care of me i’m 11 now and they had a break up and still there are still arguements i try to do my best to do at school because that is the only place where i feel save and my mom is always trying to be happy and i love that thanks
Thnanx dude
Don't give up I no how you feel I have made it 43 years now and I still feel the same look to God
The mirror is my best friend, it doesnt laugh when i cry,it cries with me... Many thanks for the song!
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🥹
Rereading this hit me so hard, finally clicking in my mind what that truly means. Facts my guy.
“My grace is sufficient, for my strength is made perfect in your weakness” 2 Corinthians 12:9 ❤ and blessings to all
Amen 😊🙏🏼🤍✝️
@@cdotmorethanmusic❤
The worst feeling is when your friends have passed away 😞 and your left alone that's me
🥺 I’m so so sorry to hear that. What is the best way to get through that? 🥺
😢🫂 me2 feel ya
My husband suddenly died last year at just 52. No life insurance, he said we didn’t need it because of his military pension and the fact I’m his legal wedded wife. But guess what? Because he died just four weeks before our first--our FIRST--wedding anniversary, they’re denying me my rights as a military widow, so no survivor half-pension either. But the REAL zinger? He died on my BIRTHDAY, for Heaven’s sake!!!
@@cdotmorethanmusic My husband suddenly died last year at just 52. No life insurance, he said we didn’t need it because of his military pension and the fact I’m his legal wedded wife. But guess what? Because he died just four weeks before our first--our FIRST--wedding anniversary, they’re denying me my rights as a military widow, so no survivor half-pension either. But the REAL zinger? He died on my BIRTHDAY, for Heaven’s sake!!!
Atfer hardship comes ease !
Be patient... Brighter days are one the horizon ✨🌈
My life have been very hard this past few day. I feel alone no matter how many people are around me.
What’s something that brings you joy even in the midst of difficulty? 😊 a hobby, passion, etc?
I see one comment on this a girl tells her depression and so many are there to help her but for one boy there is none to help him what world we are living 😢 i m giving a hug for the boys who suffer i know its only this is needed for them and i started studing physchology for a year now only because the treatment cost 😂 too much
🙏🏼🥺🤧 I’ve been doing my best to respond to every comment but I try to make sure that if I reply I have something encouraging to say where I can address the message
I have a back log and haven’t had a chance to get to them all 🤧 I hope my music can share with guys that vulnerability is strength and we need to let ourselves feel emotions & address traumas.
Thank you for your comment & I wish you the best in your studies 🥹🙏🏼
May God Bless you 🙏🏼😊✝️
@@cdotmorethanmusic 😄 ok brother but that is just a side study i basically now studing for physiotherapy 😂😂😂 the dark thing is psychologist ask more money for one session 😂 i don't know why they are using this at patients
That's so true, us guys have to " tough it out" and we cant. We need hugs and shoulders like everyone else. Boys feel sad too.
65 years old man cries with this simple but profound song. It's the Inner Child that wants to be heard.
Be sure; letting it all out in trusting the Universe shall heal all wounds no drug or other medicine ever will.
We're in it all-together; crying out loud to the gods we are...!!!
Have faith in Nature, explore Classical Music (esp. Mozart, but there's so much more). Keep a journal, stay honest as possible; no one is to blame; we're in everlasting evolution.
BE BLESSED
God Bless You and I pray that God reveals to you the PERSON that is behind the universe and nature 😊
He loves you and he knitted you together in your mothers womb
He knows that inner child so deeply 🥹
God Bless you and I pray that God brings into your life the connection that is necessary to replace any sort of addictions in your life 🙏🏼😊
You are loved and you deserve love and attention and acceptance and to be heard
I’m so sorry if others haven’t offered you that 🥺
Psalm 27:10 Though my father and mother forsake me, the LORD will receive me.
@@cdotmorethanmusicEXACTLY! PSALM 83:18
Я потеряла сына в 2020 году, я осталась одна... Одиночество мой друг...
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I am a 16 year old boy suffering from depression and anxiety.I was filled with tears and sadness listening to the song and reading the stories,I hope that everyone out there is able to get through their tough times😢😭
My parents died when i was 4 .. the paine i know .. i was bullied and picked on in school ... But today I am well of and successful.....its that paine that will drive you to become that successful man 💪 tomorrow ...I hacked my entire school district when i was your age ... Remember knowledge is power
Hope your doing alright, buddy
Same- they all broke my heart. I hope you’re doing okay, God bless ♥️
“Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid mom was distant and that’s difficult to forgive why weren’t they there to comfort and hug their own kid” hits so close to home 💔💔
🤧🙏🏼🥺
Its hard to tell your child how hard it is when mom and dad are no longer together. Parents goes thru trauma too and its hard, because we push thru the trauma to care for our kids! Im sorry u felt unloved.
Yes, yes it does. 😢
If he left n stayed gone n wasnt back n forth be thankful
@@hphggr9652 he was in and out when I was a kid just to see my mom and once I got older and decided I didn’t want him apart of my life at all then he made me out to be the one that never wanted him around ever
Hi, I'm 15 yo girl who suffered from selfharm for a long time and sometimes has depressive episodes.
Whatever who u r, u r not alone. I'm with u❤
❤❤❤
Do what you can and leave what you can't to God
It's true beautiful song I'm in tears. Beautiful again.
🥺🤍🙏🏼
@@cdotmorethanmusicIs it ok if I use this song for a video game I’m developing? I really feel this song could save a bunch of lives from--um--“self termination”.
For everyone that is feeling alone, may God find you and comfort you🙏🏽👱🏻♀️🌹
🙏🏼😊
Thank you so much ♥️🙂 And God bless you.
And for those who are not believers take comfort in knowing you are not alone. what you are experiencing isnt exclusive to you. you are not the reason for your unhappiness. you are not broken. You are beautiful and perfect the way you are. Just hang on and you will find happiness stronger than the despair you feel right now.
Ive had depression for a long time ever since my first big trauma. Life hasnt been easy but Ive always been able to get through it with my family. This April a part of that family passed away. My younger brother left us by his own hand at age 16. He was the light in so many lives and I wish he could've seen that...
I’m so sorry to hear about your brother 😞🥺 it’s so good that you have your family in a time like that
Your brother was a light, and you are too 🥹 continue to be 😊
God Bless You 🙏🏼🥹🤍✝️ I hope you find this encouraging
Don't surrender, you are not alone. I think about you and wish you the best 😊
Yeah same this side someone I knew did the same 24 years old people don't realize they struggling it's very sad
My 12 year old brother died a couple years ago. His death anniversary is just around the corner. It doesn’t get easier you just grow and learn to live with the pain. I am sure you are sick of all the sorrys just know Im proud of you for still going.
U not alone my friend lefted lefted us at 16 due to his own hands 💔
I'm adhd bipolar bpd most days are a fight. ❤️ never give up. we just got work harder. One beautiful thing to is we can help others with lived experience ❤
It’s in the adversity and rough patches that we find our gifts given by the creator…like buried treasure we have to uncover them…always remember “this too shall pass”💯🙏🙌🏻
I been on my own a long time and didn’t know it. Reality sinks in and I lean on God. God is with me, he is with you, so you are never alone!
Amen 🥹🙏🏼🤍
@@OriginalBMOREbaby I lean on God daily I've chested death twice he has a plan a purpose for us all God bless
I know this was a year ago but I’m 19 and have ADHD, a little depression, anxiety and outbursts of anger and lately I’ve been focusing more on myself and been having battles. A couple months ago or so my ex and I didn’t end things in a good way and that’s when the depression hit but this song helped me realize that if I let it out to the right people then it’s all gonna be okay. I hope that anyone and everyone who has listened to or discovers this song listens to it all end up being better emotionally and mentally
You are important and you matter ! Your feelings matter ! Your voice matters ! Your story matters ! Your life matters ! ALWAYS 👏 Take Care my Friend
Thank you for the kind words my friend. I appreciate it very much! You matter and you are important as well! Your life and voice matter too! Your own story matters! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! As Rocky Balboa said in “Rocky Balboa” “It ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.”
I needed these lyrics today, as tears stream down my cheeks. Amazing song!!
🥹🙏🏼 so glad that it was impactful
Keep your head up. Someone loves and depends onyou
And I'm crying on the inside, or at least my soul is anyway. I may look like an adult, but I'm really not. I'm actually a little five year old toddler girl kid trapped and stuck inside an adult body. And mentally, I am a ten year old kid. And all of this is due to the fact that I had to grow up way too soon and too fast to the point that I never even got a chance to even be a kid or to even have a childhood or something like one anyway.
@@Alex-ft1df embrace your inner child 😊 it’s ok to experience now what you missed as a kid
My grandma had a similar experience and now in her 70’s she openly has fun like a little kid and it’s Great 😁
The Bible says, “Mathew 18:23: Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.”
We are God’s children and we should rely on him that way that a child SHOULD be able to rely on their father
It’s ok to embrace that inner child, to have fun, to feel emotion, just as long as we’re still able to function healthily and productively as adults 😊
God’s got you 😊 run into his arms like a little girl runs to their father when they’re sad or afraid 🙏🏼🤍✝️
God Bless You and I’ll pray for you and I wish you the absolute best 😊
@cdotmorethanmusic Yeah, I might just do that because this world is crazy! And scary and falling apart with half of everyone always at each other's throats all the time. And I do embrace my inner child. I still play with toys and sleep with a nightlight on because I'm still scared of the dark. My bedroom is to me the most safe place I can even have as a kid or underneath my bed in case I need to hide from someone with bad intentions that want to do me harm a.k.a my parents who weren't the nicest of people towards me and I had sensed this the moment that I was born into this world because God had gifted me with a sixth sense that immediately was right away telling me that my parents were not good people to be with because I had seen in my own mother's eyes as a baby a look of disgust and annoyance and it was the same thing with my father too and this was all due to the fact that she and my dad had wanted me to have had been a baby boy but I was born into this world as a baby girl which might explain all of the year long abuse that I had underwent from between those two people who couldn't even appeachiate what they even had they were both so wrapped up in their own stupid lives and fighting each other and hurting each other and me as well I even got shaken as a baby too which might explain my epileptic seizures that I had gotten later on in my life from that and all the times I fell down the stairs and smacked the back part of my head and skull on the wall a lot from both upstairs and the downstairs basement stairs wall too it is still stained red from where my head had hit it and I didn't miss step down them I was pushed by a unseen force like by a evil demon spirit who picked on me a lot in that household he was probably the reason for on why my mom and dad had abused me that and they also did this because I was born as a girl and not like as a boy that they had always wanted me to be I had overhead my mom saying to my aunt that she had wanted a boy and not a girl to my aunt it was so hurtful and it made me feel so unwanted but at least I got the heavenly father to be my parent instead since I look up to him more than I do my own earth parents who were mean and cruel to me but not him he was nice and kind to me as was the spirit that I had met as a five year old little girl wearing a purple hooded cloak and pale blue skin and red eyes that were filled with kindness and compassion and love and he held a big golden staff with a clock gear on it with a ball orb at the tip of it. His name was Ratio, and he was a ghost that only I could see due to me having had the gift of spirit sight due to my sixth sense he taught me how to stand again and then how to relearn how to walk again he even let me use his big long ghostly thick tail for something to balance up against for balance because I at the time was oh so very weak from not being fed food or water for many day's weeks or even months and had been without love and kindness and comfort and compassion and hugs and kisses that only parents can give to their kids but not me I was denied all of this my own very parents who I had called monsters the only one who wasn't was the kind ghost who was a nice guy he pretty much took care of me and raised me as his own since my parents wouldn't even bother with that I also had to raise myself which wasn't easy I remember going to my mom and dad's room and saying mom I'm hungry and my moms response was a grumpy go to bed Alex and so I did just that and spent the night in my room with a empty hungry growling stomach and crying myself to sleep on my bed. I also had to steal food and drinks in my own childhood home because my parents wouldn't even let me have anything to eat or drink at all they would even hurt me if I so much as dropped a napkin onto the floor so... yeah, I had to practically resort to stealing food and drink downstairs in the cover of darkness, which, for me, was scary when I was five years old it didn't make it any better when I had a dark evil presence following me up the stairs feeding off of my fear of the dark like a leech and I was anorexic from not being fed food or water or anything else for a long time I was nothing but skin and bones basically a living skeleton with skin still attached to it when I had turned on the light in my bedroom I had as quietly unwrapped a granola bar and would quickly stop whenever I had heard a sound coming from my mom and dad's room and then I resumed unwrapping the granola bar wrapper off and I tried eating it and because my body had gone so long without any food or water for awhile now until now my bodies stomach tried to reject the granola bar but I still made it go down and drank sodas to wash it down with my stomach tried to reject that too but I didn't allow it to I was going to get food and soda into it whether it wanted me to or not and it was a successful trip and I went back and forth like this stealing snacks and sodas and then sneaking as quietly as I possibly could back upstairs to my bedroom with my stolen food and drinks and this went on like this for quite some time for awhile until I was caught by my mom and dad and given a beating and all the snacks and sodas taken away from me and a chair being put up in front of my bedroom door underneath the doorknob to keep me from eating their food and drinking their sodas this abuse went on all the way til I was 8 years old and I had still snuck out of my room and underneath the chair and this time I did this carefully so as to not knock it over like how I did last time as a six year old little kid at that time and I went for a whole year of hearing the clank and scrape of silverware on the plates of my parents as they ate their dinner and mine as well awhile I was upstairs in my bedroom with belt whip open deep wound bleeding out in my bedroom and crying myself to sleep once again from not just the pain from my back wound but also between my legs from my dad raping me afterwards of belt beating me in my dreams there was food to eat and drinks to drink and friends to play with and there were even dream world parents like my mom and dad only they were loving and kind and caring and compassionate towards me unlike the ones that I had in real life in the waking world I even had siblings in the dream world version of my family and a horse and a couple of dogs that lived indoors instead of outside in a kennel on a chain all their lives and even some cats too. The abuse continued til I was 9 years old, and my mom, for the very first time in my life, actually stood up for me against my dad, who was choking me to death with his big hand wrapped up tightly around my throat my monster of a dad had let go of me and dropped me and I coughed and hacked to get air back into my air deprived lungs again and apparently my dad choking me had been a wake up call for her because she now knew where all my wounds came from and so there was court case thing that had happened and it was loud and noisy and very scary for me because there was a lot of shouting and yelling at that place and my mom and dad had a divorce and went our separate ways and me and my mom moved out of the house that I had lived in and was abused in and we moved to Sunnyside and bought a house there and I never got abused ever again since then. Now you know what my childhood backstory is like, and all of this is all true every single word of it.
When u feel like your just here to be hurt by everyone including the ones you love feeling lonely is awful 💔
Hey I love this song
I'm 16 year's old and have depression, social anxiety, ADHD and struggling to heal by my own as no one wills to help me :)
But it's okay, never mind...I have God with me 👍..
Just let it out..
Lot of positivity around you same happening with me disorders making it even worse I'm getting stuck in my traumatic life don't know what to do how to cure myself don't have friends in my life nobody to share things I mean people doesn't like to hear you when you are too boring after all who would like to talk with a depress guy that looks arrogant nobody gives a f about me I know and I'm the one who can help myself.... You'll be fine soon
Amen me to
It's hard to accept the truth 😭😭😭😭
Same here. Wish we can talk
Its so sad how many kids this soungs applies to 😢 so much evil in this world. Lord bless us all !!❤
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 my goal is to help those kids heal in every way that I can. But ultimately God is the one who can do it and I’m just a vessel. I’m praying the same prayers. Thank you 🙏🏼🤍✝️
i hearyou
AMEN
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I lost my son, Jessie.
The hype just don't seem the same no more.
I feel like I scream inside all the time and no one can hear. I never thought I would ever experience this pain.
I know my mother did but she lost my sister now I understandad she was never the same. His name was Jesse. What a beautiful soul I miss. Him so much . And you just don't know where this pain, where to put it?
Sorry to hear that I'm here for you gods there for you were all her for you ❤
So sorry to hear that 😔 he sounds amazing 😊🙌🏼
If you don’t know what to do with the pain, just let it out 🥹
As the song says, “What now? It’s time to let it out…”
@@Xavifan-b6o Thank yo
I've been there I know how u feel I'm 60 now i know it's hard I had depression for years till I get help and now I'm a better person than I was before be strong person believe in Ur self u can do this ❤
Let it out. Think about it. Its okay. Its healthy. Im here. If you wanna talk or just chill im here.
Hello
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@@akinsolatimileyin9767 hello! So happy you are here. How you been?
"Sad your dad was absent when you were a kid, mom was distant and that's difficult to forgive, Why weren't they there to comfort and hug their own kid?", words I'll never say out loud.
This song so resonates with me 😭😭😭
May God comfort you when you’re feeling low 😊🥹🙏🏼✝️
Even you're in the room alone you feel many peoples around you 😢
UR NOT ALONE!
True you are right, you will never be alone
Lord help me,i pray that u touch and help my daughter more❤
If we can learn to let it out and stop suppressing our feelings, we can avoid a lot of life lost due to depression.
You’re exactly right 😪
AMEN we all got to let it out some time or nother if not it can drive us into doing something wrong we can't come back from or we leve or family Wondering won't we cond have done?
We may all feel lonely, but one thing is for sure: we’re not alone in feeling lonely.
Left me in tears... Depression at 13😓
I wanna share my story here in the comments, hoping that one day I'll come back to this comment in a better place.
So, when I was six years old, my mom and dad left me, and my grandma took care of me. I used to call her "mom" because I barely remember my real parents. Two years later, my grandma passed away, and they put me in an orphanage. Since I was in a country that doesn’t care much about kids' rights, I went through a lot. They used to beat me and lock me up in dark places.
When I turned 13, an old lady adopted me. She was really kind, but she passed away when I turned 18. She was so good to me, and I miss her a lot. She made sure I stayed in school and learned as much as I could.
Just when I was about to start college, war broke out in my country, and I had to flee to another country all by myself, not knowing anyone. Now, I work three jobs just to pay for my room and continue my studies. I study during my breaks at work, and when I get home, I listen to this song and cry. I’m really exhausted and hope that one day when I look back at this comment, things will be better.
If your life is even a bit better than mine, be grateful for what you have. Despite everything, I’m truly grateful. Please wish me well, friends.
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You're doing well and I'm so proud of you. Don't give up, everything will be alright soon ❤️💫
I hope everything goes well for you ❤️🩹🫂. I can’t imagine what you had to go through, now I too have been suffering from clinical depression for 2 years. A war started in my country and I had to leave with my family to another country and this is very difficult morally. My family is not particularly friendly. I have no friends, no one understands me. I probably have a number of other mental illnesses that no one knows about. I may get hysterical, have anxiety attacks, etc. Recently, my left eye even half closed due to stress. I didn't tell anyone about this. Fortunately, everything went away within a day. I also experience severe headaches every day and my back or stomach often hurt. Of course, I’m trying to smile, but I don’t have the strength at all. I know that there are many people who are much worse off than me. And this thought further spoils my mood, which is already constantly bad.
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you are an inspiration.
Hope you know that ❤
Sorry you had to go through that much pain! 😢but don’t give up success is around the corner❤
Praise the lord!! I am.set free!!
AMEN!!!! :)
Amen
Being alone in a crowd worst feeling ever not only love makes u cry sometimes we need someone to share ourselves🙃
U aren't alone u just limit urselfs
@@Killer_fury only because I don't have the energy to have the same things happen to over and over again I would much rather die than to consider another person a safe place ever again
@@Gema-mg6pw is there such a thing as safe zone use em as sheilds not safe zones
This made me cry because on Halloween/ today I saw my dog died in front of me and when I heard his song it made me cry for him to come back and to all you people out thier who have lost a loved one remember thst as long as you remember what you have you will always be happy (:
sorry for your loss brother sending hugs
Stay strong 👊🏼 hang in there 😊
Your dog hasn't left you yet. His soul is l still with you until you can recover. It's horrible to see a loved one die in front of you and you can't do anything but cry out for God to help you. I hope you can be at peace soon. You'll get a visit from your dogs spirit. I did. It meant everything to me. Allowed me to heal. ❤
Sadly I know that pain few years ago my dog drop dead literally and 2 years later I had a house fire and lost one of my dogs that was so close and ment a lot to me died. I’m sorry for ur loss bud
I lost my dog on Halloween also. I raised her from a newborn and literally babied her. She was my baby. She would've been a year this Thanksgiving. I love her so deeply and I watched her suffer from a gunshot. It hurts deeply. She wasn't my pet, she was my baby. I feel your pain. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm sorry for mine. God has a place in His kingdom for them also though. I believe they were already angels sent down here disguised as dogs to help us. 5 years ago I also saw my boyfriend get killed due to a gunshot. 4 years later, God sent me my angel and she showed me love that was real. And showed me that I can also love her back. I guess maybe her job was done with me. I don't know because she fought so hard to stay alive though the results of the way she was shot show it almost impossible. Thanks for your commitment on here. I haven't even listened to the song yet. I just so happened to look straight at your commitment like God Himself pointed it out to me. Bless you.
I can relate to this song. I deal with depression, anxiety and PTSD. I have been told by my father in the past I didn't deserve to live. I pushed out of the home I grew up in by my own family. I've been in a domestic violence shelter before. I was abused all my life until I got my apartment. My family has nothing to do with me. I have very few friends that are my age for most of my friends are all old enough to be my mother or father. My parents never wanted me. I've thought of ending my life but that's when God entered my life and showed me a different road. My prayers go out to everyone who is dealing with problems. Remember you can reach out and talk to God he does listen and answers your prayer.
Praise God 🥹🙏🏼 you are SO strong 💪🏼🥹 and I am so proud of you for enduring all of that and coming out with a hopeful perspective that you want to share with others
You are a hero. You went through all that and it didn’t make you shake your fist at the world. That is beautiful
Thank you for this comment 🙏🏼 you are amazing 😊
Oh my, you just described my current situation. I've severe complex PTSD, can't afford treatment I've needed in 12+years. Back in with parents, who have no tolerance or emotional maturity and I now see it was like that in my childhood that I'd blocked out. It's a bitter pill to swallow in top of the Trauma that truly set my PTSD off. My parents are always trying to throw me out when I moved here to care for them. No way did I ever think this could happen and I'm gonna be looking into a Domestic Violence Center to find a place to go...yet inside my PTSD Brain I've just had more than I can endure and don't want to go on anymore. There's no help or intense Trauma care I need, and over a decade of my daily descent into a Hell I never could imagine existed mentally and emotionally, I'm hanging on minute by minute
I pray, yet my Faith has been shattered..my who world, Beliefs in the World, my Self Identity has been broken into a million pieces and parts of my very Soul are lost all over and I can't find them.
I'm glad you shared, as I can relate and it makes me feel that I'm not alone❤Thanks You and may God Bless You❤
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 praying for you and that God brings into your life the support you need 😊🥹
I’m so sorry to hear that you went through that 🤧
I know exactly how you feel , surrounded by that heavy darkness looking for lights to help us brighten it up , yet many just have dimmed lights themselves or have just refused to see , walking blind. I have really had a life filled with lack of love from the people I needed it from the most . I realize now though they are hurting and some just went numb ... I pray that we can overcome our own darkness so we can be the lamps for those still walking blind . I pray you will overcome and become a warrior to help defeat evil in our world spiritually speaking and in some ways physically . Sending you my love
Amen... Mine are being answered now. ❤❤❤❤
This song saved my life. I listen to this song when I really feel hopeless. When I was depressed and really want to make a decision... , everyone around me considered me a stranger, so I always acted like I'm fine. Only music is where I truly live. That why I love this song so much. 🖤
Praise God 🙏🏼 you are so loved down to the core of your Soul 🥹 I just pray that God reveals his love for you and that you experience it 😊 for me, having a vision of Jesus on the Cross dying for me and seeing him look at me with pure love and understanding in his eyes has changed my life
I’m currently working on another Album that I’m preparing to be really inspirational so I hope it has an even more profound impact when it’s done 😊
This is exactly how i felt my whole life i didnt realise how alone i was until the person i love chose to die rather than to live with me
I lost my Grandson july 5 2023 I have cried so many tears and it is so heard to make it day to day with out him my heart hurts and feels so empty
I’m so so sorry to hear that 🥺 what’s something that you could do to bring some joy back into your life? 🥹
I’m sure that’s what he would want 🥹🙏🏼🤍✝️
I wish I had someone who cared 😢 I'm alone, depressed,hurt n all my friends are gone💔😭
🥺 is there anyone that you can reach out to?
And new environments you can put yourself in to meet new people?
Same here
I like being alone coz I'm used to the feeling since childhood
I cannot properly describe just how deeply this song touched my soul and how many times I have rewatched this. Thank you so much for this masterpiece.
Thank you so much for this comment 🙏🏼 you have no idea how much this means to me
I wrote this song as a guide to feel my emotions because I was numb for so many years
I’m so glad that you feel it to the depths that it was created for. It’s music for the Soul and that’s what I try to do with all of my songs. May God Bless you, comfort you, and watch over you in all the ways that you need
Also, I think you’ll really appreciate this song aswell. It’s called “Another Way” and it’s about seeking different ways to numb the pain but struggling to find a solution. I’ll try to make a lyric video for it soon: ruclips.net/video/CmdWpveByEc/видео.htmlsi=u45zdh_OuiNl2eAB
yeah some of us get that we feel like you want someone but cant talk to everyone@@cdotmorethanmusic
To whoever is going thru a tuff time rn i wish u all the love in the world keep praying god timing is best
They not worth yoy
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the creator is actually so sweet for replying to nearly all of the comments even tho the song was from 9months ago i wish u all the best especially the song creators
thank you so much - that's my girlfriend and I :) I'm doing my best to reply to them all but theres still at least hundreds that I haven't got a chance to yet... I really appreciate your comment and I'm working on more stuff! :) God Bless!
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thanks for the reply It's nice to see you guys staying connected with fans even after all this time.
Its scary how accurate these lyrics are 😅
Thank you this helps me somewhat live with the feeling of being a stranger in my family
Oh, where to begin?! I’m 57, I’m also a combat veteran. I have struggled with all kinds of things that I’m not sure if they even have a label or not. From suffering, childhood abuse and trauma. To a failed marriage. To veterans type issues that only a veteran would understand. Bouts of alcoholism and drug addiction. But this 57 year old man still has a 10 year old boy inside, crying his eyes out.
It’s ok to let it out
Let the healing begin 🥹
You are so loved, and I pray that God dives into the depths of your soul to heal every wound and restore you 😊🙏🏼✝️🤍🫂
Praying for you
You are not defined by your past
Respect I salute you
If there is a cure for this, then it is that desire which is bestowed only on the lucky ones
Thank you. I was abused by a close family member as a kid. Dad worked a lot, mom had her own problems. I was lied to by the person constantly, "Go ahead and tell. Nobody will believe you." Any time I'd try, I'd remember this and stop. It kept me frozen in place and numb for a very long time. I finally told mom in a letter when I was 20. She was mad: "You walked around carrying this all these years and didn't say a word to anyone." I was so confused and hurt. She said she'd tell my dad. She never did and when the letter was searched for? It was gone. She'd thrown away the ugly. I had a full-on psychotic break because of the secrets I was keeping. I've cried so many times at so many different ages that I think I've let a lifetime's worth out. Thank you for a song that reminds me that it's always okay and always appropriate when I think of these things.
It’s ok to let it out… 🥺 I’m so so so sorry that you experienced that. You did not deserve that and it wasn’t your fault. I pray for continued healing in your life 🙏🏼 I see you as the one in your family who breaks chains of generational trauma and who is a light to those you interact with
God Bless You 🙏🏼✝️🤍
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you very much. I am a chain breaker- I spoke up. I did something about it. Most of the women in my family have been abused, but I have been the first to stand up and say, "No more silence. What happened happened and we're not going to pretend it didn't because it's unpleasant to think about." I meet other survivors and let them know there is NO shame on their end and they can move past their past to be more than that person who was hurt. Folks like you help, though. If I can share songs like yours that let them know someone sees their situation, someone cares, someone understands, it can give them the courage to speak up. Your voice gives others back theirs ❤️ Given a gift for a reason.
God bless you
Amen 🥹 wow
You’re gonna make me cry, geez 🤧🥺 I see the pain that people go through and I just wanna be a light and I really see that in you too. You’re so strong and you’re like the one that reaches out and arm to help others up
Continue to be strong - for some, seeing your strength may be all they need to feel inspired to change their life 🙏🏼 you are a Blessing
God Bless you 😊 you have such a pure and beautiful Soul 🙌🏼
@@cdotmorethanmusic Thank you so very much. I'm not great at accepting compliments, so I'll simply say that you humble me. I'm still human, still grappling demons, but I take it moment by moment. I appreciate the kind words and take them as affirmation that I'm moving in the right direction as a human being. Working on moving from survivor to thriver.
Please continue to be an outlet for those who may not even realize they need one, no matter their situation. You create audio safe spaces for others to be vulnerable and in this day and age? That's invaluable.
This is the feeling I am in right now I just need a shoulder to cry on
God is waiting for you to run into his arms :)
May God Bless You and watch over you
Amen 🙏🙏
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The song hits hard. I love it.
Also battling PTSD. Life just a mess. But i know God will help.
One day at a time, trust in God, seek him with all your heart
He will provide
This song hits different. And it feels so true in my life. Being alone can feel freat but the feeling of loneliness hurts. We all just want our voice to be heard and people to understand what we're going through, but that doesn't always work.
You’re so so right. We all just want to be loved and held and comforted, and other people fail us sometimes 🤧
I feel the same way. One thing I learned is that God is the only one who can always be there for me because he is infinite and eternal, and he loves me and you despite our mistakes.
Knowone understands me , i got noone , i just wanna go up to the stars were i belong 😭😭
😭 i feel that
But you don’t belong up with the stars. You belong where God has called you to be - I don’t know where that is, but if you seek God with all your heart, he will reveal it to you ✝️🤍🙏🏼
You don't have to..we will connect through our broken hearts and one day God will reveal himself
I know that’s a terrible feeling, but somehow, if you can find a way to surrender everything to God and ask him to help you I know he will do it. I pray for you for peace for strength, hold on.
❤❤❤from me Don feel alone dear
This is my heart and head always 💔💔
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If you can't find someone that will actually listen to whatever has to come right out from your core. With all it's rotten bits attached. Like swearing, anger , crying . Filthy rotten just as it is. Then write it and keep writing it. Hear yourself saying it as it comes with all it's repulsed feelings you have towards it all and them all who have done you wrong. It's not coming out all pretty wrapped up in a nice package. Do it over again and again until the lot has lost its grip. I'm in the process myself, and it's so very helpful, empowering to hear yourself drudge up the real and let it come as it is, Filthy rotten. This shit held me hostage for 64 years. I so hope you have a go at this. You will reap the rewards. ❤
I believe your voice e your lyrics are truly soul felt .your amazing and Blessed by God Debbie
🙏🏼🥹 praise God. God Bless you 😊✝️🫂🤍
I’m 72, live on my own and I’m happy after experiencing people all those years , I prefer my dog
8 billion people in this world and i’m all alone 💔
You’re not alone 😊 but I understand feeling alone… after all I wrote the song lol
But if you can change your perspective and environment, one step at a time, everything can change and God can lead you to the people that you belong with
Maybe you just haven’t found the people yet that you REALLY connect with 😊 and that takes time. For me it took years but God led me to them 😁
Make a friend in Jesus and live it you'll never feel alone again
Sending you love.
8billion fools ! ?
Most of us are
Don’t know if I’m repeating my response. I feel ya! I want to say that when you are feeling alone and on your own, kind words of comfort can come from complete strangers. Feel the words they wrote. Their sincere with what
Try the comfort words in Quran translation
The worst feeling walking with a bunch of people and no one is being a friend
🤧 1 genuine friend is better than 100 fake ones
I’m afraid I’ve got that beat. The ACTUAL worst feeling in the world is your own mother looking you in the eye and telling you to your face that she wishes you’d never been born. That happened to me one night in high school, and I just turned 41; that night and those words STILL haunt me
The most inspiring words i heard today is "It's okay."
May God shower his blessings on you and your loved ones
Thank you ❤️🩹
the lyrics gave me goosebumps
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"If i die, don't come to my grave, don't sit there crying for hours and saying i love you, because that's what i ever wanted to hear when i was alive"
- normal person -
@@Ridz_Hoo 🥺 you are so so so incredibly loved 🥹
I pray that the love that the Creator of the Universe has for you is made clear and that you feel it so deeply to the core of yourself and you feel set free by it
It’s taken me like 20 years to realize that I’m genuinely loved and accepted and desired by God… and that is so incredibly profound. My whole life I thought I had to earn his love, but the Bible says that while we were sinners, he loved us and sacrificed himself for us
It’s so deep and it’s so easy to hear that and just shallowly nod in agreement but when the depth of that is truly recognized and becomes engrained in your soul, you can never be the same 🥹
I'm a war surviver
Anxiety and PTSD are a common thing now
I'm trying to make peace with it before it ends me
To be honest i keep trying to find something to hold on to
Mainly being of help to others cause thats the only thing that's giving meaning to my life
I hope you all find away to keep going forward 🙏🏻
Yes' in Jesus Christ Mighty Holy name I pray. It's already done in his Name. love love love✝️🙏🏻🌹