No, no. The internet isn’t as bad as people say. Yeah, there’s toxic people, predators, and overall still bad people but you can do so many things. I think I’m the happiest on my phone, home no longer is a place I feel good because of school. I’m so stressed out because of it.
@@madisnzz this is why I long for fulldive virtual reality, there I'd feel like there would be so many things that I could do in there rather than the real world and I feel like if I'm capable of fighting in there that I'd feel more alive than ever...and maybe make long lasting friendships...and use it as an escape from the real world...
Holy sh- I've never heard that before but it is so true and I feel so bad for saying that. I comfort my friends with stuff I want to hear and I feel like I'm lying to them somehow
@Jiayne1335 Incorrect. Watching someone grow up having a happy childhood then fall into the wrong crowd, turn to addiction and become a husk of the person you remember them to be is soul crushing. You must live a very sheltered life.
It seems to me that everyone who has made it here is hurting. Rather than cutting others with our broken pieces. I choose to say you are not alone in the pain, and neither am I. So let us simply sit together so that each others presence might provide some semblance of comfort.
“We’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide isn’t the answer” ummmmm can someone pls explain to me how this has 1k likes... i know it doesn’t seem like a lot but honestly this just made my day
@@ucyrus8 i was going to say that i was having suicidal thoughts but after i watched the show i knew then that i dont want to die and keep living mostly the speech that clay gave in season four while graduation it just made me hold to life more than anything
if someone makes suicide, this person will die the same way over and over and over again till the judgment day, and in some cases for eternity! be very careful and warn everyone!
@@la-ilahe-illallah.777 the worse thing you can tell a suicidal person is that god won’t forgive them in judgment day. My family is heavily religious and it’s one of the reasons I am suicidal. It’s sickening having to listen to all the bs everyday about how Jesus won’t love me if I do this this or that.
I lost my wife 2 weeks ago from covid-19. The feeling of having to watch the love of your life slowly choke to death, alone in icu and not being able to do anything about it...is indescribably horrific and it tore a hole in me. She tried to call me while I was at work, before they sedated her because knew she wasn't coming back. I missed her calls due to the poor reception where I work. She left her sister a message to give me saying "tell trinity that I love him.". I loved her more than I ever thought I could love someone. And although my heart still beats... I died with her in icu that day. RIP Kathryn Bernard. I hope you know how much you meant to me. I miss you so much, it literally hurts me. I would have done anything to rewind time long enough to have been able to answer when you called. If I could only go back in time long enough to give you one last painful kiss.
Wow....your story hit me FN hard! I am so sorry for your loss. .. she is still with you everyday.. and I'm sure she knows how bad you feel..things like you having bad service happen for a reason with her leaving a message she got to say everything she wanted to say to you without you hearing you so upset making her feel worse than I'm sure she already did, knowing the love you had for her in her knowing there's nothing she could do about leaving you, now you have a message that you can listen to over and again..... I'm sure you're thinking your crazy lady you have no clue!!! but I do have a clue unfortunately but I also understand there's absolutely nothing anyone can say to you in this moment to really make you feel better ...with .that.beginning said .. I am truly sorry again. IT'S just after reading I felt the need to tell you that I'm sure she loves you I wants you to be happy I'm sure when your sad it makes her feel bad still....only with time it won't hurt as bad ..I wish you all the best this world has to offer!!
Hurts Like Hell" How can I say this without breaking How can I say this without taking over How can I put it down into words When it's almost too much for my soul alone I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah it hurts like hell I don't want them to know the secrets I don't want them to know the way I loved you I don't think they'd understand it, no I don't think they would accept me, no I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell Yeah it hurts like hell Dreams fight with machines Inside my head like adversaries Come wrestle me free Clean from the war Your heart fits like a key Into the lock on the wall I turn it over, I turn it over But I can't escape I turn it over, I turn it over I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell
I know a lot of people here including myself, are feeling depressed and sometimes suicidal but suicide is never the answer, you only have one life don’t get rid of it because there is bad in the world because for as much bad as there is, there is also good. Don’t stop living, love yourself, and be happy
sometimes i worry about you, the stranger reading these words through a screen in the dark. the stranger who is fighting a war by yourself. it's not easy being you but you do it to the best of your abilities. it's not easy being you and yet you survive on nights like this. you inspire me so much despite being a stranger. you inspire these words as you continue to fight for the love you deserve. i know it feels like moving on is impossible and sometimes you don't even know where to start but I hope you know that there's a power that lives within you. a power that no one can destroy. a power that can be used to set yourself free. sometimes i worry about you but then i remember how strong you are. i believe in you, please believe in yourself. take care.
Mabel Pines you're not the only person that feels like they are dying inside. you feel like those emotions because you are dying inside. dont worry, i am also dying inside. not just inside my body, its also my heart, soul, and my feelings. cause i loved and i loved and i lost you. (not you. just somebody else that i had to leave behind and that person was my family or part of my family.)
One love to anyone that has lost someone or suffering from depression or just here for this beautiful song.. everyone of us are missing someone and time will heal but we will never forget..
All i can imagine while looking at this comment section is just a small town of poor souls that cant take it anymore yet, they still talk to each other and tell them to not give up to make thier day better. Just a small village in black and white that is about to die just like an old discord group chat. This radiates the feeling of not wanting to wake up yet wanting to wake up just for the people they have left. Like a small and a big family
I- I can't do that anymore ! This people made me numb ! And I just don't feel the pain, but sometimes I think about my life, and the pain comes back in this moment, I just cry, and cry, and cry ! That happened once, last night, and I.. it was so bad I just saw all the bad moments in my life, and in that moment I knew that I didn't felt that pain for a long time ! It's hard to life..
Amaly Slibi I know it can be tough but you just gotta hold on! Things will get better...but please think before doing anything that will cause you and your dearest ones regret. Just wait, something great will happen to you...
This song hits so hard for those of us that have loved and lost do to life circumstances!!! It literally hurts like hell!!! Fleurie is amazing for putting that hurt down in a song!!!
Having depression isn't the worst thing in the world.There are other things that hurt so much.Please don't say that someone is lucky just because they don't have depression,you don't know what goes on in their life.If they don't have that,they have something equivalent which also hurts.
@@hai.budzie.292 Happened to me before.. They said I was lucky to have a family that loves me, a full family, and that I was lucky I wasn't depressed or anxious. But there are things going on I can't explain on YT.
Am I the only one who turns into a comedian when times are dark? I feel like breaking, screaming, but I just smile and do stupid things so people surrounding me laugh. Even when I fainted. I could only say “I’m okay” “you guys worry too much” I said these words when I couldn’t even see my family’s face
i personally don't think actions play a huge role whereas words can really affect someone considering you can't do anything to fight or prevent someone from saying them.
I'm chronically depressed for over 20 years, and I tell you Get Help! Being numb is being on the edge! Life is too short, even fighting every day I still find my happy moments!
Imagine you are crying you felt for your best friend, and you know he would never love you back. Then happends a miracle. You start dating. You feel yourself full, then lost your boyfriend and best friend forever. "It hurts like hell"
I loved and i loved and i lost you.... it hits fucking hard. It has been 8 months i haven't seen him. In this time i should have moved on and forgotten him but still when i listen this song it hurts like hell
@@innocentweeb9863 i literally can't. It's like even if i contact him now we have end i after sometime because you know our religions are different so in case our families found about it, we are dead😐
Do you guys ever feel that feeling when you expect way more from a special person but they end up always disappointing you.. But you always say "Its okay,They will be a better person".. But they will not..
This song reminds me of my dad. I finally got close to him after years of him coming in and out of my life. Just for him to tell me he has lung cancer and only had 6 months.
Y’all all sad so imma just tell you guys what my therapist tells me, “Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are doing great. Don’t forget that..” Please remember this beautiful and amazing reader!
Me duh imma say this, nothing is as big as it seems. If you had asked me a couple of months ago if I was happy I would have probably broke down and told you no. Now I have a good supportive group of friends and family and I’m getting the help I need, can’t say I’m fully happy yet but the sun seems to be a little brighter. So please remember people who would miss you, please remember that everything comes to pass, I hope you feel better from the bottom of my heart. Cause I know that it sucks to hit rock bottom and feel you can’t get out. There are going to be things in your life that will crush you and that will lift your face with such a bright smile the sun wouldn’t be necessary anymore. And I’m not going to lie, things get tough. But everything ends and every time you hit rock bottom, eventually you will bounce back with energy you may have not known you had. Edit: Added a bit
Dedicating this to my sweet kitten, Aayla, who passed away a few hours ago from complications with her spay ... I love you, my sweet baby. I'll miss you forever.
“I don’t want them to know the secrets I don’t want them to know the way I loved you I don’t think they’d understand it, no I don’t think they would accept me, no…” HOLY DAMN I DID NOT EXPECT THIS TO BE RELATABLE
I laughed ironically while reading this.. but if you think about it that way.. there is no one better than us to suggest other people like us because we know how it feels.. other happy person giving advise to a sad person is like.. you know what I mean though..right..
Roses are red Violets are blue Sugar is sweet And so are u But the Roses are withered The violets are dead The bowl is empty And my wrists are stained red (Not my poem)
I'm here, reading comments as I'm sad myself and I wanted to say a few words. This too shall pass... Everything can pass if you give the time it needs.. Stop fighting it just hug it, try to understand it.. Take care of your sorrow and when you feel enough is enough just let it go... Say thank you, because I'm sure you learned so many great things about yourself and the world while it was there.. Let's assume feelings are guest, we don't know how long they'll stay with us, but we'll have to be good hosts. So, take care of yourself and your guests, for a little while you'll be together so there's no point in to fighting, it'll only make your time with them worse. I know it's not easy but I like to believe that whenever I'm in a dark room there's always a window with a little light. I just have to fight to get up and get to the little light to feel better. But even if I can't at the moment, the light is still there... It is always there!! That gives me comfort, tho I know it's more than fine to stay a bit in the dark and feel okay with it too. And when I'm ready I know I'll get to the light. Everything has its purpose, even pain. So give pain the time he needs and then bloom like a beautiful garden with all the lessons he taught you. Take care beautiful flower🌹 when your time is up, you'll bloom into something really amazing, I'm sure!
This may sound pathetic to someone but I'm really scared to fall really in love with someone because I'm afraid that they're gonna stop loving me and I'll be the one who's left broken-hearted but at the same time I really want to feel how it is to actually be loved like that and the attention🙃
Iselin Jenni me too, I just got out of a relationship were I was hurt even tho I loved her soooo much and she didn't love me the same and it "hurts like hell"
WyvernMyth I know a girl who I've been friends with forever but when I asked her out....She only dated me for and hour....it hurt so much....I love her so much.... now she's dating my ex...
My boyfriend recently broke up with me and I honestly have cried my eyes out, but this made me cry harder and I saw this comment and wanted his tight hug but realized that I would never feel his warmth again
"Moonchild, don't cry... When moon rise it's your time." I don't know if you're an ARMY or not, but I saw your name and those lyrics felt like the best advice I could give to you.
I can't count the times I listened to this song today, just 12 hours ago I got proof that my angel, my lovely girl has died, loosing you're solemate after just 4 1/2 months... I knew she'd probably not get very old cause of what she had been through and how many women in her family, including her mom died young but I thoughtwe would have 10-15 years together, I just had to play this song, thank you to everyone who was envolved in producing it!
Cuz u don't want anyone else to go though the shit u have cuz when u were there all u wanted was someone to care but no one was there so maybe u can be there for someone else n help them
I always thought people that were depressed were just weak, then the one i loved and lived with for 10 years left me 2 months ago. Now I understand the pain.
It happens, my dude. We often criticize certain things until we experience them ourselves. At least you are learning. I hope you are ok and my condolences for what you are going through.
The worst part of having depression is that once you get it, it never truly goes away, and I would know because I live it. AND it does HURT LIKE HELL :(
Same, I've become somewhat controlled of my emotions, but it's always in the back of mind, in all the decisions I make, it's always there. Sometimes it gets particularly bad, and sometimes I don't feel it at all. It's just an emptiness a sense of hollowness that feels like it'll never be filled, and sometimes progress into bad thoughts, but I fight them *hard* and I'm proud of myself for not letting it take me over. And the guilt I still feel from that....one...thing....has never left either. So now ever time I do something that I even think might have accidentally or maybe not at all hurt someone's feelings, I suffer immeasurably guilt for it, and for stuff I didn't even do. It's like an everyday thing, that just feels normal now, but still weirdly alien like at the same time, and it hurts too(even when it's not physically hurting, it's still feels like it, a hard weight that won't leave your chest, or something similar)... I apologize if this triggered anyone, because it did for me a little, and I'm only typing it, I hope it gets better for everyone With Love from me💖
Angela A Its fine, it's just a thing that's there, and honestly I'm still a teenager and it effects me, but I don't doubt that it'll follow me as I get older, it'll probably get worse, but thank you, I don't know why I feel the need to say it, but Thanks:)
*if you ever feel like it’s over,* *like you can’t go on anymore,* *put your hand on your chest.* *take minute to breathe.* *feel that?* *that beat?* *that, right there, is proof that it’s not.*
People usually don't show their feelings to others but by this one song in particular everyone in the comments are telling their feelings how they feel... that is really something
The darkness seems to always greets me with such brokenness and despair, but my Father pulls me back to the Light of Him every time. I thank you my Savior for always saving me and show me the joy and love you give so faithfully and enduringly!❤️🙏
you never know what somebody is going through behind closed doors. no matter how happy someone looks, how much they smile, there can still be a level of hurt they cant explain. so please be kind. even when others arent, chose to be kind.
dude I wish more people understood this one time I made a suicide joke (jokes are how I handle my depression) and this dude from across the room goes why would you say that you don't have a bad life I legit blew up in him and had a mental break down because I was getting builled by my teacher abused by my older sister and brother in law I never saw my mom because she was always working I live in a house that was litterly a death trap and I was cutting/planning to commit suicide having both panic and anxiety attacks but because I smiled joked and laughed at school he though my life was perfect
sorry for your loss, she will always be there by spirit and soul. may u find your way thru The fire safely and let you be made by it, but not burned from it. Let go and let God handle what you may or may not understand. He never allows you have more than we can handle. Stay strong and open to your rawness, the more u talk about your struggles, it will definitely help others goin thru it and most importantly, yourself but I understand what's life like to feel the grief,ache, and overwhelming sorrow for your mom. three years onThis date I lost my bff since I was twelve to cancer and he was only 35, with so much more to give and offer, like love overflowed from his being no matter who, what or wherever he was and the pain isn't getting any better I miss him more and more everyday with no understanding of why someone like that gotta be taken from us but thru time I realize sometimes that those people who left such an impact on your life will definitely leave a lil hole inside your heart that no one can fill. It's sucks but u taking the first steps towards a new realization that can only help U. RIP to your mom and God bless you
that feeling when you're doing something exhilarating and dangerous and it's like someone screenshots that one moment of your life and edits it to make it brighter and for that 1.5 seconds everything is perfect and you start to wonder if your entire life used to feel like that because you've been numb for what feels like so long now that you don't even remember what it feels like to live in a world where everything isn't dimmed down.
it hurts to see people cry and it hurts when you cry in pain the world can be cruel but there's always someone out there to help you with the pain your hiding inside of you there's always a light inside you not just a broken heart.
Prémon Mon You're right! It actually did! Man, who is this oracle? That's some future manipulation power right there! I actually wanted to kill myself, then this man came, said it'll be better, I said it won't, few weeks later, awesome girl fell in love with me... Oh, great ancient one, teach me your magic!
I want love, but I want to die. I want to live, but I want to die. To what voice should I listen? To the voice of my depression or to the voice of what's still left of me
Tbh I'm almost gone, the numbness of my pain is taking over, but if I can try to find a way out, I will. So I think instead of sitting here sulking in the depressing comments of a song video, making the pain worse, we should get up off of our asses and try our best to build ourselves back up together
I love the fact that people here are comforting each other...
The world isn't as cruel as they say afterall...
This is my favourite comment from this comment section, it makes me see how the world is also Beautiful sometimes
it's refreshing to see people still up to date with it, i agree. really gives you some hope for humanity, if even a small portion of it.
No, no. The internet isn’t as bad as people say.
Yeah, there’s toxic people, predators, and overall still bad people but you can do so many things. I think I’m the happiest on my phone, home no longer is a place I feel good because of school. I’m so stressed out because of it.
@@madisnzz this is why I long for fulldive virtual reality, there I'd feel like there would be so many things that I could do in there rather than the real world and I feel like if I'm capable of fighting in there that I'd feel more alive than ever...and maybe make long lasting friendships...and use it as an escape from the real world...
It isn't cruel it's just hard to find those who care
The person who searched *“I loved and I loved and I lost you”* *has entered the chat*
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Hi
ME XD
STAHP CALLING US OUT MAN 😂
I didn't
"We comfort people with the words we wish to hear."
This is literally the most accurate thing I've ever heard...
Bro that's so truee .... But we never get comforted :)
Yessss exactly
Yes...💔
I broke down when I saw this,thank you ❤️I hope you're doing fine ❤️
Holy sh- I've never heard that before but it is so true and I feel so bad for saying that. I comfort my friends with stuff I want to hear and I feel like I'm lying to them somehow
Who’s here in 2024
Me
Depression is like you’re colorblind and been told how colorful is world
No one:
Not a single soul:
People in the this comment section: *depressing quotes*
A little originality could be used.
so?
@@nessfernandes8766 Point made.
Holy fuck you made me smile for the first time today!! Thank you!!
@@Roniisghost You are welcome.
It’s true that someone faraway, in another country can comfort you online better then the people closer to you can.
This is so true
Yea
I knooow n its such a beutiful thing💛
It who I loved and lost. Someone so far away that was so close to my heart. Now I'm alone.
✨ Y e s ✨
One of the worst feelings is grieving someone who's still alive.
True so very true
@@Jiayne1335 I said one of the worst, not the worst, learn how to read before commenting.
@Jiayne1335 Incorrect. Watching someone grow up having a happy childhood then fall into the wrong crowd, turn to addiction and become a husk of the person you remember them to be is soul crushing. You must live a very sheltered life.
It seems to me that everyone who has made it here is hurting. Rather than cutting others with our broken pieces. I choose to say you are not alone in the pain, and neither am I. So let us simply sit together so that each others presence might provide some semblance of comfort.
@@Phoenix-ej8hm I agree. I'm not sure why that person decided to randomly start an argument.
"being in love is painful, pointless and overrated "
-Damon Salvatore
Yea that's true, that's also why is called a crush. They crush your dreams, your heart, your goals, and your life
@@lyss1006 oh my God I was just thinking about that yesterday
@@naraynip9984 wow really 😂
@@lyss1006 ya 😂
Respect
“We’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids suicide isn’t the answer”
ummmmm can someone pls explain to me how this has 1k likes...
i know it doesn’t seem like a lot but honestly this just made my day
It's a painful fact
13 reasons why is honestly one show that shows us how the real world actually is..
Why is this so true.. the painful truth
So true 💔😭
@@ucyrus8 i was going to say that i was having suicidal thoughts but after i watched the show i knew then that i dont want to die and keep living mostly the speech that clay gave in season four while graduation it just made me hold to life more than anything
Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.”
I know it's hard but never give up!
if someone makes suicide, this person will die the same way over and over and over again till the judgment day, and in some cases for eternity! be very careful and warn everyone!
@UCOZ5ENyoAVdxj4rm_GjvyVA Please shut the fuck up with your "religious" bullshit that's bullshitting on someone's choices on life.
@@la-ilahe-illallah.777 what do you mean??
@@la-ilahe-illallah.777 the worse thing you can tell a suicidal person is that god won’t forgive them in judgment day. My family is heavily religious and it’s one of the reasons I am suicidal. It’s sickening having to listen to all the bs everyday about how Jesus won’t love me if I do this this or that.
@@la-ilahe-illallah.777 you and you religious bs
“How can I say this without breaking”
Hits different
This is literally one of the depressed comment section I've ever seen.
Yes it is. I'm just scrolling through the the comments and I'm crying
Honestly, some of the comments are very relatable, but we are all comforting each other. Gen-Z isnt as bad as parents make it out to be.
Yeah, a lot of song like this have a comment section like... This.
It’s 2021 you made this 10 years ago.
I actually thought this was 10 years ago
It hurts when u have to act that you're okay but deep inside you're heartbroken
^^^^^
Me everytime I put my fake face on
Legit me
Waking up is even painful!
Shirly Walter true...
*A best friend's betrayal hurts more than anything else in the world*
Yeah🥺🥺🥺
True💔😢🥺
indeed 😔
TRUE😓
Ha,....that's why I Don't have Best friend/s
"Everything you left behind became my everything." - Given
If you get this, I respect you 😌
Damn....
u didnt have to give me mafuyus quote
The people who disliked couldn't see the button because they were crying
Ya sorry bout that
This comment has so many likes...
LMAO
@@user-vk3my7vi6m *777*
@@innocentweeb9863 bout? You mean doubt? I don’t agree with @Innocent weeb.
Being in love with someone who doesn’t love you, is one of the most painful feeling.
I lost my wife 2 weeks ago from covid-19. The feeling of having to watch the love of your life slowly choke to death, alone in icu and not being able to do anything about it...is indescribably horrific and it tore a hole in me. She tried to call me while I was at work, before they sedated her because knew she wasn't coming back. I missed her calls due to the poor reception where I work. She left her sister a message to give me saying "tell trinity that I love him.". I loved her more than I ever thought I could love someone. And although my heart still beats... I died with her in icu that day. RIP Kathryn Bernard. I hope you know how much you meant to me. I miss you so much, it literally hurts me. I would have done anything to rewind time long enough to have been able to answer when you called. If I could only go back in time long enough to give you one last painful kiss.
Wow....your story hit me FN hard! I am so sorry for your loss. .. she is still with you everyday.. and I'm sure she knows how bad you feel..things like you having bad service happen for a reason with her leaving a message she got to say everything she wanted to say to you without you hearing you so upset making her feel worse than I'm sure she already did, knowing the love you had for her in her knowing there's nothing she could do about leaving you, now you have a message that you can listen to over and again..... I'm sure you're thinking your crazy lady you have no clue!!! but I do have a clue unfortunately but I also understand there's absolutely nothing anyone can say to you in this moment to really make you feel better ...with .that.beginning said .. I am truly sorry again.
IT'S just after reading I felt the need to tell you that I'm sure she loves you I wants you to be happy I'm sure when your sad it makes her feel bad still....only with time it won't hurt as bad ..I wish you all the best this world has to offer!!
❤
@@cristyglidewell9791 no.
wow i am in tears right now
Losing someone who loves you is the worst pain to endured
Hurts Like Hell"
How can I say this without breaking
How can I say this without taking over
How can I put it down into words
When it's almost too much for my soul alone
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
I don't want them to know the secrets
I don't want them to know the way I loved you
I don't think they'd understand it, no
I don't think they would accept me, no
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Yeah it hurts like hell
Dreams fight with machines
Inside my head like adversaries
Come wrestle me free
Clean from the war
Your heart fits like a key
Into the lock on the wall
I turn it over, I turn it over
But I can't escape
I turn it over, I turn it over
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
I loved and I loved and I lost you
And it hurts like hell
Thank you for the lyrics❤
kid: mom, why do good people die?
mom: when you're in a garden, which flowers do you choose to pick?
Woaw.
ok unoriginal
the dead ones
nebramm nice
the saddest lil wilted ones
"I loved, and i loved, and
I lost you"
I lost myself. I don't even know me anymore.
I didn't think I could relate on one of the comments of this song as a non-depressed human being but I guess everything is possible '-'
this hit me more than i thought i wished it would
This hits deep...
@Lana Joy bruh-
I hope you find yourself Xx
Rest easy, king.
Technoblade 1999 - 2022
I know a lot of people here including myself, are feeling depressed and sometimes suicidal but suicide is never the answer, you only have one life don’t get rid of it because there is bad in the world because for as much bad as there is, there is also good. Don’t stop living, love yourself, and be happy
“That one person who searches Depressing Music so they can cry because of how relatable it is” has joined the group
I always do that
People do that? I just go to Wattpad and look up any fan fiction over RUclipsrs
what? Why?! What the heck
@@melxy it’s because most stories have a depressing middle, or tragic event that makes you cry.
@@dragongaming5397 oh its not the same but ok
sometimes i worry about you, the stranger reading these words through a screen in the dark. the stranger who is fighting a war by yourself. it's not easy being you but you do it to the best of your abilities. it's not easy being you and yet you survive on nights like this. you inspire me so much despite being a stranger. you inspire these words as you continue to fight for the love you deserve. i know it feels like moving on is impossible and sometimes you don't even know where to start but I hope you know that there's a power that lives within you. a power that no one can destroy. a power that can be used to set yourself free. sometimes i worry about you but then i remember how strong you are. i believe in you, please believe in yourself.
take care.
That made my evening ... thank you :) enough internet for today i go to bed
You should really put this on the net, you'll save lives..
You made me cry. Thank you so much, from someone contemplating suicide
Thank you! That made my day!
i cried love you🙁🥺
This song was played at my best friend’s funeral yesterday..🕊 she loved this song
Hope she knows you love her too
i came here because my grandma passed away this morning. i always loved her, she was so nice and kind.
i love you grandma❤️
I pray that her soul is at ease, rest in peace to your grandma❤
1. I woke up
2.Walked outside
3.Saw her
4.Hugged her
5.kissed her
order: 2,3,4,5,1
I cry every time
it took me a second to figure that out
Juan Perez shit man.... d e p r e s s i n g
Ohhh man
😢
Juan Perez 😰
am I crazy or does this make you feel like your dying inside
Mabel Pines you're not the only person that feels like they are dying inside. you feel like those emotions because you are dying inside. dont worry, i am also dying inside. not just inside my body, its also my heart, soul, and my feelings. cause i loved and i loved and i lost you. (not you. just somebody else that i had to leave behind and that person was my family or part of my family.)
Mabel Pines
I guess
You not crazy hehe
Mabel Pines yes ):
One love to anyone that has lost someone or suffering from depression or just here for this beautiful song.. everyone of us are missing someone and time will heal but we will never forget..
All i can imagine while looking at this comment section is just a small town of poor souls that cant take it anymore yet, they still talk to each other and tell them to not give up to make thier day better. Just a small village in black and white that is about to die just like an old discord group chat. This radiates the feeling of not wanting to wake up yet wanting to wake up just for the people they have left. Like a small and a big family
Who else listening to this at night on the bed, while staring at the wall.
Planet Sury me. (Also I’m 69th like but that doesn’t have to do with anything)
Me
I- I can't do that anymore ! This people made me numb ! And I just don't feel the pain, but sometimes I think about my life, and the pain comes back in this moment, I just cry, and cry, and cry ! That happened once, last night, and I.. it was so bad I just saw all the bad moments in my life, and in that moment I knew that I didn't felt that pain for a long time ! It's hard to life..
Amaly Slibi I know it can be tough but you just gotta hold on! Things will get better...but please think before doing anything that will cause you and your dearest ones regret. Just wait, something great will happen to you...
This is other kind of hurt.🙃
We all are depressed
And we want to save all depressed people ...
Because we know how it's feel like
I pray for you .
Thank you,same I will pray for you
@@honeylemon9778 thank you a lot ...
Thank you we will pray for you too
Same here dear
Thanks
I don't mean to be rude but at this point not even praying can save me, I'm exhausted 😧😢
Her voice sounds like the sunrise on a warm winter day
This song hits so hard for those of us that have loved and lost do to life circumstances!!! It literally hurts like hell!!! Fleurie is amazing for putting that hurt down in a song!!!
I didn't lose him... I never had him... I only had in my heart... he formed my soul and my life... but he broke my heart.....
it hurts like hell that barely yesterday I got this feeling, it feels as he literally ripped my heart apart
Basically what someone did to me
I was in love, he was not, that broke me.
Genesis Tista I’m so sorry love
The same... just the same :(
I’m not even depressed and this song still hits hard
Lucky you ;w;
must be nice
Having depression isn't the worst thing in the world.There are other things that hurt so much.Please don't say that someone is lucky just because they don't have depression,you don't know what goes on in their life.If they don't have that,they have something equivalent which also hurts.
how does it feel
@@hai.budzie.292 Happened to me before.. They said I was lucky to have a family that loves me, a full family, and that I was lucky I wasn't depressed or anxious. But there are things going on I can't explain on YT.
Am I the only one who turns into a comedian when times are dark?
I feel like breaking, screaming, but I just smile and do stupid things so people surrounding me laugh.
Even when I fainted. I could only say “I’m okay” “you guys worry too much”
I said these words when I couldn’t even see my family’s face
I'm just like you, but this time I'm so hurt that i couldn't do that, I'm at the edge
how many suicides is it going to take for people to realize words hurt?
fai 伤心
Is it all words, or are actions involved?
i personally don't think actions play a huge role whereas words can really affect someone considering you can't do anything to fight or prevent someone from saying them.
fai 伤心 so true
shizo 伤心 true
25
People truly don't know what a fake smile can hide it's really sad 💔
It's also sad that some people, people who are close to you, they know it's fake. The smile. Yet they still leave you, while you are hurting.
Hydra Bug yea what's sad is that you shouldn't have be good at hiding your feelings. People are just so damn careless sometimes
Hanna Kropkowska I don't know if there is at least one person who has a real smile anymore
+Elen's World That's so true 💔
true
"I loved and i loved and i lost you"
Yeah i feel you Mikasa ")
ouch
💔
The comment section: being depressed and possibly suicidal
Me: trying to sing while sounding like a seagull💀
“and it hurts like hell”
no. it doesn’t. i’m numb.
Nayzzz 123 🤷🏻♀️🙏
That's depression babey
Samee
just someone me too.. me too
I'm chronically depressed for over 20 years, and I tell you Get Help!
Being numb is being on the edge!
Life is too short, even fighting every day I still find my happy moments!
“I’ll always laugh through the pain, even if it means breaking myself even more.”
Me ever family funeral girl
I cry through hate and anger.....
I can relate. Laughing and making jokes out of everything is my defense mechanism. Even though it kills me a bit more.
If something sad happens I hidey pain and walk away smileing and telling them I'm fine but then...... break down in my corner 🙂🙃
Thats what i do
It took so much time for me to realise how terrible it is to loose someone, until I myself lost someone I loved... It's just crazy.
Jesus loves you, he is the one who can heal you, give you peace. Jesus is the one you should turn to one every dark day.
@@Butterfly._flie Thank you for your response
Imagine you are crying you felt for your best friend, and you know he would never love you back. Then happends a miracle. You start dating. You feel yourself full, then lost your boyfriend and best friend forever. "It hurts like hell"
*That moment when you are so emotionally numb you don't even remember what sadness feels like at this point*
… Everyone here is fucking depressed...... I mean I’m depressed too so-
I loved and i loved and i lost you.... it hits fucking hard. It has been 8 months i haven't seen him. In this time i should have moved on and forgotten him but still when i listen this song it hurts like hell
@@littledragon3010 tExT hIm
@@innocentweeb9863 i literally can't. It's like even if i contact him now we have end i after sometime because you know our religions are different so in case our families found about it, we are dead😐
@@littledragon3010 ohhhhhhhh
Do you guys ever feel that feeling when you expect way more from a special person but they end up always disappointing you.. But you always say "Its okay,They will be a better person".. But they will not..
Yeah but you'll love them no matter what
People don't change. They might hide it, but they don't change
Yes it hurts all the fucking time and the pain will ne'er go away
Yes, and that's why I cried during this song
+Paulo Paulino Tza dont have high expectations
a cup of coffee along with your favorite book with this song in the background in a rainy day.. perfection.
This song reminds me of my dad. I finally got close to him after years of him coming in and out of my life. Just for him to tell me he has lung cancer and only had 6 months.
Rest In Piece Terrance Jospeh Burnside 11-02-15
im so sorry for your loss
@@greyplays1049 i am sorry, hope your doing better :/
@@BlitzWizard94 I am doing a lot better actually. I appreciate it.
@@greyplays1049 glad to here your still alive and well, i hope for even better things to happen in your life :)
rip oreo that fell in my milk....
Molly Evans XD wtf?
Molly Evans Found my sister here!
Same last name and same personality 😂
RIP
Taylor Elizabeth Evans Oh yes!!! :)
HAHAHAH, i drooled and i drooled and i lost you
Y’all all sad so imma just tell you guys what my therapist tells me,
“Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You are doing great. Don’t forget that..”
Please remember this beautiful and amazing reader!
i guess..
@ KatQueen01 what if I want a permanent solution
Me duh imma say this, nothing is as big as it seems.
If you had asked me a couple of months ago if I was happy I would have probably broke down and told you no. Now I have a good supportive group of friends and family and I’m getting the help I need, can’t say I’m fully happy yet but the sun seems to be a little brighter.
So please remember people who would miss you, please remember that everything comes to pass, I hope you feel better from the bottom of my heart. Cause I know that it sucks to hit rock bottom and feel you can’t get out.
There are going to be things in your life that will crush you and that will lift your face with such a bright smile the sun wouldn’t be necessary anymore.
And I’m not going to lie, things get tough. But everything ends and every time you hit rock bottom, eventually you will bounce back with energy you may have not known you had.
Edit: Added a bit
KatQueen01 {Bleh} I’m hurt. But glad to know you’re doing better now
Me duh and I hope you experience it too. It’s like a weight off your shoulders. And I hope everyone experiences that feeling
Dedicating this to my sweet kitten, Aayla, who passed away a few hours ago from complications with her spay ... I love you, my sweet baby. I'll miss you forever.
I feel your pain
@@lidiareyes7048I'm sorry. :(
I'm so sorry
@@daniellevaughan8693 Thank you. 😔💔
@@lidiareyes7048 ;(
“I don’t want them to know the secrets
I don’t want them to know the way I loved you
I don’t think they’d understand it, no
I don’t think they would accept me, no…”
HOLY DAMN I DID NOT EXPECT THIS TO BE RELATABLE
I wish i could hug all of you
I needed that
I newwd someone to talk to
Call me
Do you facebook account
@@randynoble4768 yes
I’m giving out free hugs to anyone who needs them💕💕💕
Omg you look cute 🙋 al take one thank you x
AA X
Hugs for days!!🤗😂
Can I have a hug
No Ni
OF COURSE!!!!!💕🥰🤗🤗🤗
Thanks 😊
I miss him like crazyy
This was in my recommendations ... I'm glad I tapped it ! Where was this gem !!!
We're just some suicidal people telling to other people to don't kill themselves
exactly
Okay, hate that you're right
I laughed ironically while reading this.. but if you think about it that way.. there is no one better than us to suggest other people like us because we know how it feels.. other happy person giving advise to a sad person is like.. you know what I mean though..right..
charvee agrawal it’s like a naturally pretty girl telling an ugly one that she doesn’t need makeup, it’s easy for them to say.
@@MewSakura12 exactly my point...
I'm in the arms of my first love. The first person I ever loved. The person I'll always. I love you. Scott. Scott McCall.
YOU DID NOT
HOW DARE YOU
Rainbow MSP Eheheh oops...
WHO GAVE U THE RIGHT
Sofia Winchester SATAN
"I don't want them to know the secrets, I don't think they would understand it, I don't think they would except me no..." This hits hard
Pain of loss is only temporary in this world thankfully.
Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
And so are u
But the Roses are withered
The violets are dead
The bowl is empty
And my wrists are stained red
(Not my poem)
Damn, hits hard
Oh same my dude.
It hits my heart so hard I am going to cry 😢
@@shabirahmedbhat6427 HAHAHHAHAHA
@@alicevondahn4343 yes indeed
when I dropped pizza 😂😢it hurts like hell
BAHAHAHAHHA SAME
yeeaah😭😭
😂😂😂😂
Heyitsjust Yeneth really?
Heyitsjust Yeneth only fucking comment i relate in
_Greetings, people with great music taste._
Listening to this song during covid 😭🥺💖
-"hey bro"
-"hey"
-"how are you?"
-"i'm fine"
-"someone hurt you, didn't?"
-"yeah"
-" how much it hurts?"
-"it hurts like hell bro..."
Nochelle Lover where is this from? Is this a movie?
Faraz i just thought this..is not from somewhere😂❤
Manar Dawood nope it's from my mind😂❤❤
Nochelle Lover wow it sounds really dramatic and cool! I would have definitely watched it if it was a movie
Manar Dawood oh thanks 💙
My smile hides my sobbs.
My eyes hides my tears.
My body hides my scars.
My heart hides the pain.
i just have pain
Queen of Your Heart true af
OMG same 😔😔😔
Queen of Your Heart Omg that touched my heart
Thanks.....
I'm so numb I've almost forgotten how to smile for any one who feels the same way I know your pain.
I'm here, reading comments as I'm sad myself and I wanted to say a few words. This too shall pass... Everything can pass if you give the time it needs.. Stop fighting it just hug it, try to understand it.. Take care of your sorrow and when you feel enough is enough just let it go... Say thank you, because I'm sure you learned so many great things about yourself and the world while it was there.. Let's assume feelings are guest, we don't know how long they'll stay with us, but we'll have to be good hosts. So, take care of yourself and your guests, for a little while you'll be together so there's no point in to fighting, it'll only make your time with them worse. I know it's not easy but I like to believe that whenever I'm in a dark room there's always a window with a little light. I just have to fight to get up and get to the little light to feel better. But even if I can't at the moment, the light is still there... It is always there!! That gives me comfort, tho I know it's more than fine to stay a bit in the dark and feel okay with it too. And when I'm ready I know I'll get to the light. Everything has its purpose, even pain. So give pain the time he needs and then bloom like a beautiful garden with all the lessons he taught you. Take care beautiful flower🌹 when your time is up, you'll bloom into something really amazing, I'm sure!
R.I.P
Stan Lee
Alan Rickman
Paul Walker
Robin Williams
Cameron Boyce
Luke perry
Mac Miller
Lil peep
Xxtentacion
Juice wrld
Nipsey
😔💔
Kobe & Gigi Bryant & all the others in the helicopter 🥺
**Leo Valdez dying intensifies**
*Leo was revived in the book if you wondered.*
Don't forget Avicii
Alan Rickman 🥺😔🕊
And luke Perry 🥺😔🕊
This may sound pathetic to someone but I'm really scared to fall really in love with someone because I'm afraid that they're gonna stop loving me and I'll be the one who's left broken-hearted but at the same time I really want to feel how it is to actually be loved like that and the attention🙃
Sorry for my English btw😅
Iselin Jenni story of my life 😭😭
Iselin Jenni me too, I just got out of a relationship were I was hurt even tho I loved her soooo much and she didn't love me the same and it "hurts like hell"
Iselin Jenni. i know how you feel. My boyfriend broke up with me only to go to another girl. he said he used to love me, but not anymore.
WyvernMyth I know a girl who I've been friends with forever
but when I asked her out....She only dated me for and hour....it hurt so much....I love her so much....
now she's dating my ex...
This song is so heavy I can feel it touching my soul omg 😭
There is no worse pain than connecting with someone and then having them exit your life.
This comment section needs a hug..
adoraвle, eхplodιng ĸιттen
I truly love your tiny comment.
Please continue to ponctuate RUclips with these kind words. 😊
My boyfriend recently broke up with me and I honestly have cried my eyes out, but this made me cry harder and I saw this comment and wanted his tight hug but realized that I would never feel his warmth again
The people in this comment section need to stop saying they're depressed when more than half of them aren't
adoraвle, eхplodιng ĸιттen for real
+Chuckles I was thinking the same thing....IT'S FUCKING WRONG
my parants told me that they are here for me and would help
biggest lie i ever heard
Haha.
I can fucking relate. I hate them. And I love them. Fuck.
I do relate to this, if you are going to support me at least pretend to belive me
"Moonchild, don't cry... When moon rise it's your time."
I don't know if you're an ARMY or not, but I saw your name and those lyrics felt like the best advice I could give to you.
Be strong and independent. It's more satisfying that way. Been there done that
Find a reason to be happy in this sad world :)
"I don't think they'd understand it" true, no one recognizes how much it hurts to lose your best friend
I can't count the times I listened to this song today, just 12 hours ago I got proof that my angel, my lovely girl has died, loosing you're solemate after just 4 1/2 months... I knew she'd probably not get very old cause of what she had been through and how many women in her family, including her mom died young but I thoughtwe would have 10-15 years together, I just had to play this song, thank you to everyone who was envolved in producing it!
who is here 2019.? You're my unknown friend dear one stay blessed wherever you are
:)
Im here and my life is all over the place
me and life is everywhere
im over here
somali official ❤️
*She conquered her fears and turned her scars to wings.*
-Atticus
To kill a mockingbird
wow.
aTtiCuS FiNCh
Cuz u don't want anyone else to go though the shit u have cuz when u were there all u wanted was someone to care but no one was there so maybe u can be there for someone else n help them
Wow
I’m not depressed or anything like that, I just enjoy this song. Sending lots of positive encouragement to those who resonate with this.
I always thought people that were depressed were just weak, then the one i loved and lived with for 10 years left me 2 months ago. Now I understand the pain.
Power to you!
It happens, my dude. We often criticize certain things until we experience them ourselves. At least you are learning.
I hope you are ok and my condolences for what you are going through.
Being lonely is not the feeling of being alone, it’s the feeling that nobody cares
This ..
heart has been broken.
no it has been completely...
*S H A T T E R E D*
The worst part of having depression is that once you get it, it never truly goes away, and I would know because I live it. AND it does HURT LIKE HELL :(
Welcome to hell. Or asitscommonly known depression
Same, I've become somewhat controlled of my emotions, but it's always in the back of mind, in all the decisions I make, it's always there. Sometimes it gets particularly bad, and sometimes I don't feel it at all. It's just an emptiness a sense of hollowness that feels like it'll never be filled, and sometimes progress into bad thoughts, but I fight them *hard* and I'm proud of myself for not letting it take me over. And the guilt I still feel from that....one...thing....has never left either. So now ever time I do something that I even think might have accidentally or maybe not at all hurt someone's feelings, I suffer immeasurably guilt for it, and for stuff I didn't even do. It's like an everyday thing, that just feels normal now, but still weirdly alien like at the same time, and it hurts too(even when it's not physically hurting, it's still feels like it, a hard weight that won't leave your chest, or something similar)...
I apologize if this triggered anyone, because it did for me a little, and I'm only typing it, I hope it gets better for everyone
With Love from me💖
@@rainbowfarts920 I know how you feel. Thank You. Not everyone fully understands.
Angela A Its fine, it's just a thing that's there, and honestly I'm still a teenager and it effects me, but I don't doubt that it'll follow me as I get older, it'll probably get worse, but thank you, I don't know why I feel the need to say it, but Thanks:)
So true, ill never be the same
When you lost your soul along the way and someone finally gets it.
🥀
Back after 5 years after experiencing worst heartbreak....
*if you ever feel like it’s over,*
*like you can’t go on anymore,*
*put your hand on your chest.*
*take minute to breathe.*
*feel that?*
*that beat?*
*that, right there, is proof that it’s not.*
Thank you sometimes I sit here for hours looking through the the comments and you have made me so happy thank you 💕
@@ciarathomas2477 same actually.. :)
idk_what_to_put_here1887 wow...
I can’t feel it for some reason, and I’m not trying to sound depressed
@@beeisit6854 same, sometimes
If you are reading this. Just know you are beautiful 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
Victoria Galvan I wish I could be for once.
Victoria Galvan Thank you:))
Nah, I don't really think so
I'm not.
Amber Batch then what do you look like Darling
People usually don't show their feelings to others but by this one song in particular everyone in the comments are telling their feelings how they feel... that is really something
The darkness seems to always greets me with such brokenness and despair, but my Father pulls me back to the Light of Him every time. I thank you my Savior for always saving me and show me the joy and love you give so faithfully and enduringly!❤️🙏
you never know what somebody is going through behind closed doors. no matter how happy someone looks, how much they smile, there can still be a level of hurt they cant explain. so please be kind. even when others arent, chose to be kind.
Nirkzy #gayforbillie #bilsexual
dude I wish more people understood this one time I made a suicide joke (jokes are how I handle my depression) and this dude from across the room goes why would you say that you don't have a bad life I legit blew up in him and had a mental break down because I was getting builled by my teacher abused by my older sister and brother in law I never saw my mom because she was always working I live in a house that was litterly a death trap and I was cutting/planning to commit suicide having both panic and anxiety attacks but because I smiled joked and laughed at school he though my life was perfect
@@cluelessdestiney6140 everyone handles situations differently and some may need that positive energy to keep going to live another day.
I totally agree (I would write something long but I don't know what it will be)
@@matthias7968 go for it
My mum died last night. She sang this song a week before she died.
I am so sorry for your loss, may she rest in peace.
ur fren thank you :)
Aydan Joy oml poor you for your loos it makes me cry =(
Aydan Joy I cried when I saw this. I'm so sorry. Bless your beautiful soul ❤️😘
sorry for your loss, she will always be there by spirit and soul. may u find your way thru The fire safely and let you be made by it, but not burned from it. Let go and let God handle what you may or may not understand. He never allows you have more than we can handle. Stay strong and open to your rawness, the more u talk about your struggles, it will definitely help others goin thru it and most importantly, yourself but I understand what's life like to feel the grief,ache, and overwhelming sorrow for your mom. three years onThis date I lost my bff since I was twelve to cancer and he was only 35, with so much more to give and offer, like love overflowed from his being no matter who, what or wherever he was and the pain isn't getting any better I miss him more and more everyday with no understanding of why someone like that gotta be taken from us but thru time I realize sometimes that those people who left such an impact on your life will definitely leave a lil hole inside your heart that no one can fill. It's sucks but u taking the first steps towards a new realization that can only help U. RIP to your mom and God bless you
that feeling when you're doing something exhilarating and dangerous and it's like someone screenshots that one moment of your life and edits it to make it brighter and for that 1.5 seconds everything is perfect and you start to wonder if your entire life used to feel like that because you've been numb for what feels like so long now that you don't even remember what it feels like to live in a world where everything isn't dimmed down.
it hurts to see people cry and it hurts when you cry in pain the world can
be cruel but there's always someone out there to help you with the pain
your hiding inside of you there's always a light inside you not just a broken heart.
Hello emotions, I thought we talked about keeping me up at 3am crying.
Mood
Oh dem...felt this one
Your punctuation is incorrect, I'm afraid.
It's funny, because for me currently its 2am and I'm listening to sad music
Me rn
stay alive everybody. if you are going through a tough time, i just wanna say that it will get better. i promise.
It fucking didn't!
|-/
Jade Face But it will. 😊
Prémon Mon You're right! It actually did! Man, who is this oracle? That's some future manipulation power right there! I actually wanted to kill myself, then this man came, said it'll be better, I said it won't, few weeks later, awesome girl fell in love with me...
Oh, great ancient one, teach me your magic!
Jade Face Ahaha! I'm so glad to hear you're fine now but please don't ever think about suicide again😊 I wish the very very best to you & your lover!
“I am so broken I can't even cry ."
Said by Nobody
Ehm let me introduce myself 👋
Hello
@@-NoCreativity_ hi brother
When I used to be depressed I turn on this song to comfort me.
Depression is a soul that wants to die within a body that wants to live.
Ask yourself what both want
Not only one of them.
Omg that broke me :(
SirVin apparently mine wants love
I want love, but I want to die. I want to live, but I want to die. To what voice should I listen? To the voice of my depression or to the voice of what's still left of me
I think, even my body is slowly dying..
Tbh I'm almost gone, the numbness of my pain is taking over, but if I can try to find a way out, I will. So I think instead of sitting here sulking in the depressing comments of a song video, making the pain worse, we should get up off of our asses and try our best to build ourselves back up together