what to do when you don't want to do anything
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- Опубликовано: 5 сен 2020
- hello everyone! i know this is a very different video for me, but i've mentioned before that i've been wanting to experiment with new types of content and this video concept has been stuck in my mind for over a year now so i decided to finally get over my fears and make it. originally, this was supposed to be a "how to guide" type of video, but as i started filming and editing, it kind of morphed into something else entirely and now it's more of a day in my life/self care/quarantine vlog? to be honest, i'm not exactly sure what this video is or how helpful or entertaining it might be to you, but i am proud of it and at the very least, i hope it makes you smile.
thank you for sticking with me and for allowing me to make things that bring me joy. i know that when you subscribed to my channel, you probably just came here to hear me talk about books, but it means a lot to me that you all still support me even when i don't. i hope you're all well and i hope this video brings you some comfort. i love you 💛💛
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Not me watching this in bed after waking up from my depression nap ✨
Hii Cindy! I love your videos.🥰
😔✊
Hope you feel better soon🥺. I am going through the same stuff as well.
Mood.
I was wondering why this for recommended to me. Now I understand.
I’m glad you normalized the idea that end of friendships are comparable to breakups- I know a lot of people who don’t understand this
It really is the same. Friendships are a form of relationships.
This is so important, are there any fiction or fantasy books about friendship breakups?
@@berglindheiarsdottir2773 i'd really like to know this as well
That's right. I can relate. I wandered around streets and places we went with this friend before and cried while listening Camila's song Real friends.
@@berglindheiarsdottir2773 when you were everything by ashley woodfolk is one!
The Avatar fan in me spots that adorable Appa plush.
I wonder where I can get one 🤔😳
SAMEEE^^
@@alenasmolemoreader3584 I have seen them on Amazon. I have a plush of Pabu.
Aww! I just noticed the appa plushie
Lol honestly the very first thing I noticed😆 I totally do not have an addiction to avatar or Appa at all😅
This title is my biography name
Mine too
The DANCING she’s so cute guys🥺💛
🥺🥺 thank u!
this was, by far the best and most realistic "self-care" video, I have seen. thank you.
thank you so much 💛
Agree
I loved how raw and honest this was. No sugarcoating, no trying to force toxic positivity and say “Everything will be okay!” Because some days you just won’t be okay. Take care, Hannah. Thank you for this video💛
“imagine all you could accomplish if you believed in yourself” hit me hard bc same
it's so rough!
A Clockwork Reader its rough, buddy 😔 but you’re doing it! you’re putting out amazing content and creating an awesome community! you’re so inspiring and i know from experience its hard to conceptualize how others perceive you but please know that you really are helping others and making a difference in people’s lives. 💚
i can't stress enough how much my mental health needed this, especially from you (bc i feel like we're really similar and i honestly admire you a lot) the past few weeks have been absolute hell for me. i was having anxiety attacks almost every day and i was hating myself for not being responsible and mature enough and avoiding confrontation. Hating that everyone around me was doing things with their lives and me failing and then feeling like i'm self centered for even thinking like that. Feeling so broken at the thought that my mental health had taken over all my teen years (i turn 19 this year, same day as you yeet). Just feeling like absolute garbage and like I was a burden to everyone or that I wasn't doing my part in the world. I appreciated everything you said in this video so much, because I try to tell myself every day, but my brain just hates me for some reason. Like you said, my brain wants to convince me that I don't matter. I think that you perfectly explained how the little things you do in a day can do wonders for your mental health, but it doesn't fix everything. This is just a way to get through your bad days.
Sorry for the long comment but just know that you're loved and appreciated by so many people and you deserve everything good in the world. Thank you for this video, you're an absolute angel
Oh my, I am in a very similar situation and mind space 🙈 Please, remember that you are so strong - struggling with mental health in your teen years is fucking exhausting, many people aren't even aware of how much energy it takes. You aren't a burden and you will find your place in the world. You have to be you, even if right now you may not be sure who that is, and honestly that's it - that's your purpose for now, to just be yourself, to learn some new things, to grow. You have time to figure everything out; right now just focus on breathing every day and remember that life is not a race and that you will find your place. Sending you much love 💓💓💓
i hope you know that you're loved and appreciated too. thank you for sharing this 💛💛💛
I have similar thoughts a lot. Please remember everyone is on a different path and those paths won't look the same for everyone. Remember that the struggles you have overcome have made you a stronger person and that you can keep moving forward. Do what you feel is right for you and don't worry about others, because your time will come and it will be the perfect time for you. You do matter. ❤️
“this video if for those days”
oh so everyday 😀
yes 😂
I just want to say "Thank you". Thank you for this video, for allowing us to see your vulnerable side, for giving hope, for being realistic, for being yourself, for a number of other things.
The part in which you said that taking care of ourselves is an "effort" we have to make, really struck me. Because you're right. It's not easy, it's not quick and it does feel like work. It feels intimidating. But we'll get there. We'll learn. 💜
We are so surrounded by hustle and “self care” culture that pressures us to be “the best version of ourselves” allllll the time. Really that’s just not realistic or necessary. Videos like this remind me of the importance of focusing on real self care, looking after yourself seperate from expectations and external pressures, and being genuinely kind to yourself. Hannah truly radiates kindness, and it’s definitely catching.
@@emmayounger5430 you're making me cry! seriously, thank you so much 💛
This video title has been my only thoughts for the past 6+ months 😂
still lucky. for me more than 9 years.
@@ekhan1621 i hope it gets better for you. please stay strong. you will get through it.🖤
@@ekhan1621 I hope happier thoughts come your way ❤ It will get better
@@harleenkooner4266 Thank you very much, you are so kind and beautiful soul. Yes I am doing fine. I have depression and on meds. all these 9 years I could not even think about doing anything at all just wast my time watching youtube videos facebook etc. God bless you.
@@amber.kitcher Thank you very much for your kind words. Yes I am on meds and really trying to do my best. God bless you kind and beautiful soul.
This inspired me to write a ‘bad day to do list’ for all the days when I can’t do anything and it’s filled with things that I know will help me get and stay out of bed
Aaa that's such a great idea!! Thank you I'll be doing this too
My GOODNESS that is a fabulous idea! Stealing it too :)
She loves books and shes loves kpop PERFECT
I swear you just made me realize I have the same anxiety pattern where as soon as I feel like I did something well my brain lists down all the things I did wrong to make me feel unworthy again. Maybe now that I'm aware of it I can fight it.. Thanks Hannah, you're an angel ❤
you CAN fight it 💛💛💛
me: i don't want to do anything
also me: I HAVE TO WATCH HANNAHS VIDEO
I was 20 seconds in when i realised that this was a video i really needed and will probably need in the future, so thank you so much
💕💕💕💕
Every time you upload I literally *gasp*
I’m excited for the future of your channel and you venturing outside of bookish content 🥺
Friendship break up sucks. Going through the sameee thing. It's okay. Take care hannah, i love you❤
I love how real Hannah is with us! much appreciated :))
I completely understand where you're coming from. On my worst days I either spend almost an entire day in bed bingewatching stuff to numb myself or I try to block these unwanted thoughts by listening to happy music, exercising etc. Getting better is a never-ending process that requires so much energy and time; sometimes it's easier, sometimes it seems impossible that you'll ever be happy again. But I truly believe that happiness exist somewhere out there and I want to believe that I deserve it.
You are so strong and I believe in you and in your process. Sending you so much love xxx
This has been me all year. Between depression and Covid...I finished my first book yesterday, and it has been a struggle all year.
Me too. I wanted to read a hundred books this year (because I love setting unrealistic goals for myself) and I've barely read at all. My mental health just sometimes seems to be getting worse even though I've been to therapy and gotten help. It's just hard existing sometimes. Sorry to spill this onto you, a random stanrager, but it's just easier sometimes talking to someone you don't know. I hope life gets easier for you soon. Stay strong ❤️
@@soymilkj9360 no you're fine. Sometimes I think it is easier to talk to a stranger than people you know. I cant afford therapy, or I'd try it. As it stands, I have 15 books that I am in various places at in each. I just..hit a wall. The energy is gone. I still see them on my bookshelf everyday and I enjoyed all of them, but the motivation to pick them up isnt there. When I get it, I"m lucky if I can even read 3 pages before I am mentally exhausted again.
I relate sooo much. I've been very depressed lately and It's been a rough reading year. What kinda worked for me was going back to reread books that I loved as a child (like HP and PJO. I fell like those books are my security blanket) and now I am slowly, but surely, picking up my reading pace. Just thought I'd share that cause it worked for me. Hope you get well. Lots of love ♡ (and forgive my spelling mistakes, English is not my first language)
Congratulation! You've done great, hon'. Thank you for being strong and making through this far. Be safe. ❤
i've only read a handful of books this year too, i completely feel you on this
I love what you said about shifting what you think about movement! Made me recognize that exercise is much more than just about weight. It makes you feel so much more refreshed!
What i reconfirmed from this - it does take efforts to stop feeling sad and to stop going along with the flow of downward spiral of unnecessary negative thoughts. Also that talking to friend is a really good therapy
Hannah : "If you're going outside make sure to wear sunscreen because it's good for your skin."
Me *Sitting here with my painful sunburn* "Oops."
I saw the title of this video as I sat down about to do nothing, perfect timing.
One thing that sometimes helps for me when I'm feeling really low and wondering what the point is, is to think about my lowest and compare it to now and how far I've come, and then try to imagine how much further along I will be in the future when that same amount of time has passed. Especially effective for my mental health
I have anxiety and PTSD. I think everyone should have an annual mental check up just like a physical one that should be covered.
Also, music is a big help for me, too!
This is a video we rlly needed. Thank you Hannah
thank you for watching! 💗
Honestly, this is the most seen I've felt watching a video about mental health ever. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression since I was 11. Lately my main struggle has simply been getting up and taking care of myself. People always make it seem so simple to get up and wash and eat, but it's honestly such a struggle most days. Basically, thank you for making a video that I can actually relate to, and not feel like I'm completely alone in feeling like this.
As a 30 year old mother who deals with mental issues. I truly appreciate you making this video to help others know it takes years to come up with your own plan to try and get out of that deep slump. It took me 10 years to figure out what I need to do to get out of my own slump. I still struggle but it's easier to get out of compare to when I was in my early 20's and teen life.
I love how honest and raw you were when speaking about self care and how it's work, because I feel like a lot people forget that sometimes
This made me feel better "it's like building a muscle" 11:07
This might be my favorite video you’ve ever done 🥺 so genuine and real but also comforting and hopeful ♥️ and the editing is immaculate ✨
ily 🥺♥️
I absolutely adore your strength and determination! You inspire me! I have been watching you for only a couple weeks and subscribed to you after the first video I watched❤️ thank you for being one of 3 people that I follow on RUclips! You helped me in just these few short weeks ☺️
Almost everything you said in this video resonated with me. I'm a bit along in my recovery, probably about the same as you, and I've had so so many of the same thoughts. Just hearing them again from another person feels really validating and reinforces that I'm not the only one going through something like this
One of my friends was diagnosed with anxiety and even though she's not a reader and has nothing to do with booktube, I felt the urge to show her this video. You are so very helpful to many people in this world, Hannah. The only thing keeping you from believing this is yourself. And working towards the goal of loving and accepting yourself is very inspiring. I feel like more people should talk about the struggles you are facing but more importantly state that it's okay not to be okay some days and it doesn't always work but you have to always keep trying. Thank you so much for this video, Hannah. We love you.
"I can feel good about myself for multiple days at a time" this helps so much. I'm so proud of how far you've come 🥺❤️
Thank u sm for sharing this, I‘ve been pretty down lately but I started rewatching your old videos cuz they are comforting somehow idk why I just love hearing your voice and the way u talk about books, and the fact that u share a vid like this (even if it was kinda long ago lol) is amazing, tysm you‘re amazing ❤️🥺
i’m so happy i find your channel, you are genuinely such a gorgeous person inside and out! i appreciate you so much & thankyou for making me feel understood
I’m high key here for Hannah throwing that passive aggressive shade at antimaskers
" I think about how powerful I would be if I believed in myself "
thank you for this, everything you said in this video is exactly how I feel but you finally put it into words for me, it really has helped me think a lot more about how I treat myself and how negativey I think a lot about myself and how that always affects everything around me, I literally felt this today when I could do so many things that I love and enjoy so much like journaling or reading or creating and editing a video or writing the story ideas I had but I just didn't have any passion or motivation to do so, and then I just felt more disappointed in myself, im trying to make myself have a healthier mindset towards myself and life so thank you so much for this again cause I really think the stuff you said will give me a stepping stone to it :)
Thank you so much for sharing this. I can't express how important this is! Your honesty and being so open is so healing. You are shining a spot light on mental health that so many people hide. This is beautiful and raw and there is so many people you are helping. Everyday is a new one we have to learn to be gentle and to go through everything that we feel. Again thank you. ❤
i’ve been having a really rough time recently so thank you from the bottom of my heart hannah🥺💓
Friendship breakups always feel like a death. I hope you are doing okay.
they really do. i’m a bit better now though, thank you 💗
yep, going through my first one rn. it's really hard
Thank you Hannah! I'm watching this video wayyyy after it came out, and it really helps to see so many people here also struggling and working to feel better. Watching your video motivated me, and I think I'm going to come back to it on my bad days. Thank you!
Thank you so much for this. I really needed this. You voicing your feelings made me feel more compassion for myself. I have been horrible to myself lately and I struggle to get out of that mentality but as you said, these things take years and I have been living with this for most of my life. I think giving ourselves space to breathe is so important and you reminded me of that. Thank you. Sending you loads of love!
You have no idea how much I needed this!!!! Thank you so much!!!!
YES TO INCEPTION BY ATEEZ i love them sm!! thank you for this video, i’ve been having a few bad days lately so it’s so nice to have a video like this 🥺💜
Love this. Wish more creators were open like this because as a subscriber it's great not feeling alone during those intense moments of anxiety. We are all taking this a day at a time and doing the best we can.
I just wanted to say thank you for being so open in this video. I know that’s not easy to do, especially on such a big social media platform. You’re definitely not alone in having days like this, especially during this incredibly stressful pandemic, it’s totally ok, and I would say even normal, to have off days. Your videos absolutely do make a difference (booktube has gotten me through this pandemic, it’s basically all I’ve been watching). I hope that you’re able to remember on your worst days that you deserve self-care and to feel all your feelings (as all of us do). Hope you’re feeling better.
This video couldn’t have come at a better time for me. I wish I saw it sooner, even. I didn’t get out of bed today until 7 pm. I wallowed. I slept. I didn’t eat. I didn’t drink water. Forgot my medicine. Wallowed and slept some more. It was 7 pm before I was able to drag myself out of my bed. I sat on my couch and stared out the window before I ate or medicated or anything else. I just couldn’t. I finally took my medicine and ate and did some cleaning up in my kitchen and my closet and it’s just barely 1 am and I’m back in bed. I related to every second of this video. Every second of your struggle. The whole entire week was fairly good. I remember exactly when it all went to crap. Saturday night on a call with a friend I got upset. Thought nothing of it and woke up feeling like, “hot garbage.” I was meant to see this video today. You were meant to make it. It was exactly what I needed; not to see that you felt like crap too but that someone else knew exactly how I feel and the bullshit that goes on in my head. My life is so much like yours. Motivated sometimes, mostly not. I’ve been in therapy for a long time and have made some giant progress but we all still have these kind of days. It happens in patterns like you too. So, from the bottom of my heart I thank you for making and posting this video. It was exactly what I needed today. One day at a time, girl. We’ll get this. Thank you. 🧡
sending lots of love your way
I needed this in my life right now
thank you so much! i had an off day yesterday and thought it would be over. but i woke up still feeling down. your video helped me to at least get up. Also having you talk so honestly about your journey made me reflect on my own. Some days are going to be cloudy and that is okay. we take one day after the other and slowly get better. step by step. Now I dont feel so bad anymore. Thank you so much!!!
I love what you said about kind of being “prepared” for the hard moments. Lately, a plan of attack has been a tool in my arsenal so I totally agree. Learning my triggers help me understand myself and develop better strategies. Sometimes the same coping mechanism won’t work and you’ll have to use another but I think that’s part of the journey. Thank you for this video and keep moving forward girl!
i NEEDED this. Ilysm Hannah ❤
ily! 💛
My depression has literally been so bad recently, and this video just served as the one glimmer of hope for me to keep going. Thank you ❤️
much love to you 🌻
Thank you so much, you as well ❤️😭
awh🥺♥️
I can't express how much this honesty means to me when I'm going through a rough patch myself. You were one of my gateways into booktube and I felt I really connected with your content for a while, and then just.. fell out of touch for a while. I think I understand why now that I see you putting the truth out. Too much was hidden for me to feel comfortable for a time, and I understand why it could be really hard to start being more open, I really do. But it feels wonderful to see you opening up as you are now and showing that it's okay to be in a place like this even when you've been known for so long as a simple spot of sunlight by so many.
Thank you. It truly helps me so much.
I just recently discovered your channel and this was really helpful to me. Thank you so much for being so open and honest.
I always loved your channel but especially recently when I'm realizing how much we have in common.... I also struggle with food sometimes but you help me with that a lot ❤
sending lots of love 💗
@@AClockworkReader Thank you💖
Am I the only one smiling throughout this whole video? This is so heartwarming :')
I really appreciate your recent videos in which you're talking about how things haven't been all that great for you. It takes courage to talk about your personal struggles online where everyone can watch but I love you all the more for it. You are a wonderful person and an inspiration to so many people. Thanks for making others feel less alone and helpless in these tough times ❤
Thank you for this video Hannah. The part that resonated with me this most is when you said that it takes effort to take care if yourself. Very true words that I often have to remind myself. I hope you continue you your journey of self-care and self-love
Ahh omg. I have just been feeling awful. My dog passed away 2 days ago and just seeing this gave me some joy. 💛
i'm so sorry for you loss. i understand the pain of losing a pet and it's so hard to deal with. sending lots of love ♥️
Exile is a very deep song. I always find that Invisible String makes me feel really happy after an emotionally rough song like Exile
This video is so good wtf thank you so much for making this. I've been struggling with that same pattern of feeling good and bad out of nowhere since I finished high school, so, 3 years ago, and just now im starting to understand how my brain works, and my anxiety, this helped so much thank you!!
i love u so much tbh. i love EVERYTHING you make. i relate with you one spiritual level and you literally are my FAVOURITE on youtube. we love you hannah. you're amazing. and we're always gonna be here for you♥️
This made me feel so much better ❤️
When you're about to sleep and your favorite person posts a video
" no sleep. i don't want you today"
Exactly!!
Same!😂
Thank you so much for filming this video!! I’m in a similar-ish boat but I feel super close to how you’re feeling. I broke up with first partner two months ago and I feel utterly and completely lost and alone! I can’t go a full day without crying or needing time to wallow! As much as I know how unrealistic it is, I really want to try again and work on our relationship but deep deep down I know he wants me to move on with someone who’s better for me. It absolutely sucks and anytime I try to do something for myself or whenever I start making any type of progress my brain drags me down claiming I don’t deserve happiness because I failed so epically and now I deserve to live in regret. I don’t think I’ll never not want to try again with him, and I’m okay with that. I just want to be able to start focusing on my day to day life and doing what makes me happy because I was happy before him and I can be again. He brought so much joy and positivity into my life and he’s someone who helped me gain my self- confidence back. I have to be the one to do that for me now. Wish you and everyone reading this all the best! 🤗
Thank you for being so open with all of us. Im watching this on a day that im completely out of it. This helped push me to go for a walk, and do something with my day 💜💜
I always want to take a walk, but I feel soo watched by all my neighbors when I leave the house, even though they probably don't see me or don't care but still...🥴
I’m so earlyyy❤️❤️ love you hannah!!
i love you too!!! 💛💛
Thank you so much for making this video and for being so open about your mental health Hannah💞 you’re amazing even when your brain tells you you aren’t and you’re so incredibly strong ❤️
Thank you for sharing this and for sharing aspects of your story so to speak. I've often struggled with depression, anxiety as well as being very self conscious and there have been days when it's been hard to get out of bed. It's rare that I don't go a day without second guessing what I say to most people. It's for sure a process where there's a mixture of good and not so good days and sometimes that self care for me is as simple as drinking something I enjoy and reading or binge watching tv shows. Other days, I feel like I'm on a roller coaster and I stay in my own little bubble so to speak. Mental health is so important and I very much agree that it does take work.
Hey, Hannah, you were talking about noticing patterns in behavior and I was wondering if you ever read “Mind over mood”? It’s a really simple book that teaches a lot about observing and noticing things about ourselves and the relation between our thoughts and actions. It definitely didn’t magically make my anxiety and depression disappear, but it did help me to deal with it in a better way if that makes sense. Anyway, I hope you’re okay and having a good day💞
This soothes me in the middle of a bad day.❤️❤️✨
This was a MUCH needed video today tbh. I’ve been stuck in a cycle of feeling like I’m not gonna be having good days but bearable days instead and you give me hope to look for a small victory everyday. Thank you 💗💗💗
Thank u so much for this video. I'm so glad u posted this cuz it just shows that a lot of ppl suffer from similar things. Seeing your coping mechanisms really helps as I'm going to try to add some of them to my routine which I'm sure others will try as well. Sending my love ❤️❤️❤️
Hanaah you have the most soothing voice I've ever heard ❤️❤️
ps I love you 🌟
thank you 💗💗
I’ve been stuck in a depressive episode so thank you for this!🥺
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I'm so glad you put this video out. I just had a huge, totally unexpected setback; I got laid off in this horrible job economy. I've been feeling literally confused, scared, and just increasingly anxious, and it's just nice to see that I'm not the only one who feels this way. Thank you.
Thank you for making this video that I didn’t even know I needed but I definitely did.
Just thank you. It has touched and resonated with at least one more person.
The thing is...i really don't want to do anything
Same
Same
all the peace signs in this video bring me great bisexual joy ✌️
😂😂😂✌🏼
Thank you so much for making this video Hannah, you really don’t understand how much I needed to hear some of the things you said in here, I won’t leave with an empty platitude of ‘You’re great!!’ But u are, your videos find themselves in the highlight of my days, thank you thank you thank you ❤️
I am literally so thankful you made this video and shared all those feelings because it makes me feel like I am not alone and just listening to all this really helped me on my difficult day. Sending you alot of love and power❤️
I dont know if this helps you but I also used to feel a lot of self doubt and instead of tried to 100% believe in myself from the start I just went to the state where I am now - dont care. I work on a video for 30h and it ends up with 20 views? I had fun doing it so I dont care. Only 6 people watched my video? Its fine, at least someone saw it and it might helped them. I studied a LOT for a test and I end up having a mark Im not complety happy with? But I know what I know and a test doesnt define that.
I used to be a perfectionist and this mindset helped me. Sometimes it also maeks me sad because (take my grades for ex) I dont feel that presure that someone would help me to push myself forward but am happy that I am like I am now
When i'm feeling down, I grab my guitar to practice a bit.
More than anything, thank you for your honesty. I've been struggling with anxiety for 6 years now. And I am a lot better now than I was at the beginning, but some days are just so hard. And I punish myself constantly for not being able to "just be happy". Thank you for this, and I wish you all the best!
You're so real in your videos. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and your worries with us. We appreciate this! It's okay to have imperfections, to have bad days. These moments make us being humans. And I really think so. Thank you so much! You're my motivation!
A friend break-up is definitely devastating! I’ve been through a few from unhealthy and toxic relationships- sometimes it feels like pruning a tree bearing poisonous fruits. It took me a while to realize that the problem was from me, not others. Someone else in these comments said that losing friends is like a death. I wholeheartedly agree. I mourn the better person I could've been with the guidance of the friends that I lost because I let them down. To your no-longer-friend, I hope that they are, figuratively, in a better place.
Also I hope this is an opportunity for growth for you as well.
Ephesians 4:31-32 - Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
Title: what to do when you don't want to do anything
Me: 1. Yes! Need that
2. I usually do nothing aka listen to music whilst doodling and space out
it seems like so many people see self care as a pleasure and a reward in a sense. but self care is hard work personally like you said. i am so glad you made this thank you
This video is worth your time as it brought me understanding. It brought me that I’m not alone in my bad days. That sometimes no matter how hard we try, we’re still not happy. It’s a video I will come back to again and again.
Hey Hannah! I wanted to thank you for being so raw. Tbh you're one of my fave youtuber. Oh also i drew you awhile back cuz i think you're really beautiful!
p.s. tagged you on ig, would mean a lot if u'd see it^^
ig:@beyondfear911 (not a self promotion i just really wanted thank you for making these videosl^^)
keep inspiring 🌻
omg i will go look right now!! thank you for drawing me 🥺💕
@@AClockworkReader wahh i'm so happy!!
Wait how come no one told me she's an Atiny???? HELLO HOWNIS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS-
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You are so right about building that muscle, I try to tell my self the same and celebrate the little victories
i loved this video oh ❤️ ❤️ thank you for the honesty here and for talking about how self-care takes this much work because that's almost never acknowledged. also the thinking of how much you can accomplish is going to stay with me I think. sending love to you!