a day in my life: stressed, depressed, but no longer a complete mess

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  • Опубликовано: 2 авг 2024

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  • @viiib3sss
    @viiib3sss 3 года назад +590

    “I don’t have time for the anxiety. I don’t have time for the mental illness.” Girl SAME! Iconic right there 😂🙌🏾

    • @irenee6064
      @irenee6064 Год назад +1

      I would've liked but I dont wanna ruin your 555 😅

  • @paperbackdreams
    @paperbackdreams 3 года назад +783

    wow literally the most relatable video in existence at this moment ty for this gift

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +60

      💖💖💖

    • @inglesdagabs5668
      @inglesdagabs5668 3 года назад +10

      Yeeeep. I came here to comment the same.

    • @silviag.s.9894
      @silviag.s.9894 3 года назад +18

      That's exactly what it is! This video made me realize how stressed I've actually been feeling the past few months. I have no motivation for anything anymore and I can't stop procrastinating all the time. And I feel completely lost about how to change my current situation...

    • @superpayaseria
      @superpayaseria 3 года назад +5

      Marry me and we take each others stress all away.

    • @HDOUGLAS21
      @HDOUGLAS21 3 года назад +1

      Agreed.

  • @keilaelyasi4821
    @keilaelyasi4821 3 года назад +496

    Hannah is her own aesthetic

  • @missm2223
    @missm2223 3 года назад +102

    I literally just paused this and went to finish a paper I've been putting off for two days. Now that it's done I'm back to watch guilt free.

  • @meenyard
    @meenyard 3 года назад +283

    i was having a lot of anxiety and putting off studying because of it and this video popped up in my notifications. pretty sure this was meant to be

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +46

      💗 I hope it helps the anxiety a little bit

    • @meenyard
      @meenyard 3 года назад +16

      @@AClockworkReader your videos are always very soothing and comforting for me so it's definitely helping atm ❤

    • @thedangerousivy
      @thedangerousivy 3 года назад +3

      Me too, Hannah saves

  • @ACupofNicole
    @ACupofNicole 3 года назад +300

    YOUR HAIRRRR I'm obsessed it's so beautiful

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +26

      thank youuu ♥️

    • @believer7280
      @believer7280 3 года назад

      Ok, after seeing multiple comments about her hair, I have to agree...she's got pretty hair. I actually didn't notice until the comments.

  • @_sarathedreamer
    @_sarathedreamer 3 года назад +72

    That slow zoom at the beginning when you talk about wanting to do work but then being tired and then taking a break but thinking about all the work you have to do and stressing more is the most relatable thing I’ve ever seen lol ❤️

  • @lecciciapires2166
    @lecciciapires2166 3 года назад +166

    3:10 me, a chronic procastinator, watching this and realizing that: yes, I actually was born a week AFTER my due date, so *I can actually say that I've been procastinating since before I was born*

    • @Simplystarra
      @Simplystarra 3 года назад +3

      HA! I love it

    • @KimberlysS89
      @KimberlysS89 3 года назад +2

      Oh I love this! I was two weeks late to my birth party and I relate to this comment so much 😂 Always waiting for the perfect time to do things

    • @doctorwholover1012
      @doctorwholover1012 3 года назад +1

      Lmao I had to be induced after missing my due date and I was still a day late 😂

  • @vikillustrations
    @vikillustrations 3 года назад +131

    “I don’t have time for the anxiety." I´d advise being careful about this sentiment. Sometimes yes, you just have to put it aside and do what has to be done. But I have been doing this for years, pretending my anxiety doesn´t exist, not feeling it until it just exploded.
    what helped me recently was to stop treating my anxiety like an enemy I have to fight, but like a friend that needs support. To acknowledge how I´m feeling and why, remind myself that it´s okay and move on. My anxiety is still there, but it stopped roaring to my face

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +63

      I talked about this at the end of the video. how sometimes you just have to let yourself feel the anxiety and that's not a bad thing

    • @vikillustrations
      @vikillustrations 3 года назад +12

      ​@@AClockworkReader I somehow missed that, sorry (I tend to do other things when watching vlogs, I probably got distracted)

  • @mathildeholmgaard7781
    @mathildeholmgaard7781 3 года назад +86

    i just know that namjoon would be so proud of you

  • @aaliyah.ally05
    @aaliyah.ally05 3 года назад +47

    Thank you for speaking about mental illnesses and the struggles with it!! For everyone out there: You are not alone!

  • @TheChemist418
    @TheChemist418 3 года назад +35

    This title gets me. I just cleaned out my fridge for the first time in months. I’m still a mess otherwise but that one part of me isn’t.

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +14

      little things add up and they matter! you're doing well 💕

  • @elizabethhaynes5908
    @elizabethhaynes5908 3 года назад +18

    "Paradise" by BTS really describes my mindset right now in my life. I'm trying to stop running for nothing lol.
    Also, SO MUCH HANNAH CONTENT LATELY. I feel blessed.

  • @katiemariecohen2781
    @katiemariecohen2781 3 года назад +53

    Anxiety but make it aesthetic 💛✨ Love how genuine and real you are in these, makes me feel less alone

  • @jadynko5961
    @jadynko5961 3 года назад +72

    I am convincing myself that I’m productive while watching Hannah be productive :) ps I’m Korean and I love how you watch kdramas

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +21

      resting is also productive! sometimes that’s what you need most!

  • @sophisticated7368
    @sophisticated7368 3 года назад +110

    The title is a poem not even Shakesphere could write

  • @sophisticated7368
    @sophisticated7368 3 года назад +41

    This video is relatable on a whole new level

  • @lucypackard8739
    @lucypackard8739 3 года назад +20

    YOUR HAIR IS SO.....EVERY SINGLE ADJECTIVE. just so good.

  • @witheredahlia
    @witheredahlia 3 года назад +7

    as someone who procrastinates a lot and suffers through a lot of stress and anxiety because of it, seeing your vlogs always comforts me and gives me more motivation to be productive myself, thank you so much !!

  • @hannahb154
    @hannahb154 3 года назад +16

    Watching someone be productive is way more fun than be productive

  • @catherinebruno1689
    @catherinebruno1689 3 года назад +14

    I’m a master procrastinator because it takes a lot for me to get over my anxiety to do things.

  • @megan-wx4nv
    @megan-wx4nv 3 года назад +5

    i was on the verge of a panic attack but this video made me feel so much better and calm down

  • @lecciciapires2166
    @lecciciapires2166 3 года назад +9

    "I don't have time for the mental illness" when I tell you that I need a shirt with this!

  • @inespereira8028
    @inespereira8028 3 года назад +20

    These videos make my day 🥰. I realise that actually everyone deals with anxiety, I am not alone. Your hairstyle is beautiful! 💗 Love from Portugal 🇵🇹

  • @amandinhaaires1883
    @amandinhaaires1883 3 года назад +26

    I love your vlogs so much, and what I like the most is that you are honest with us about whats really going on, you don't pretend everything is perfect. It helps me a lot and sometimes even motivates me. thank you ❤

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +10

      thank you so much! that’s always my goal, to truly just be honest 💛
      thank YOU for being so kind and for watching!

    • @meherbagri2568
      @meherbagri2568 3 года назад

      @@AClockworkReader please make more vlogs I love them so much

  • @taylornicole4316
    @taylornicole4316 3 года назад +6

    I can totally relate to having to do stuff and dealing with mental illness and anxiety. So hard...

  • @mads4471
    @mads4471 3 года назад

    proud of u 🥺💜 and also i really needed to see this. i love & really appreciate videos like this!! sending a lot of love and rooting for u!!!

  • @ACupofNicole
    @ACupofNicole 3 года назад +1

    love you a lot hannah

  • @Nk-rb4fp
    @Nk-rb4fp 3 года назад

    Hannah!! I loved this video ❤️ Thank you so much for uploading it

  • @ilhaamladha
    @ilhaamladha 3 года назад +10

    Sending love from Kenya❤️🇰🇪

  • @elly3466
    @elly3466 3 года назад +1

    I love these videos soo much!! Love you 💕

  • @kezziee7690
    @kezziee7690 3 года назад

    this video was so inspiring! thank you x it’s so nice seeing you doing well and pushing through!!

  • @titotobi-lawal2083
    @titotobi-lawal2083 3 года назад +2

    this was so soft and heartwarming I wanna give Hannah a hug omg

  • @emmanaturegirl1318
    @emmanaturegirl1318 3 года назад

    thank you for sharing such a REAL day! It's so so helpful to see someone else going through the same things I am. This is seriously awesome.

  • @jankyginge
    @jankyginge 3 года назад

    i love the realness :) so glad i subscribed!

  • @clareflattery8720
    @clareflattery8720 3 года назад

    Hannah I needed this video. Thank you

  • @gaurigupta6636
    @gaurigupta6636 3 года назад

    thank you for making this video even though it might be hard to be productive. this is so relatable

  • @lucypettigrew9089
    @lucypettigrew9089 3 года назад

    I loved this video so much!! Hope you're feeling less anxious today

  • @halleprebianca426
    @halleprebianca426 3 года назад

    I’m really loving the more lifestyle ish videos. Just seeing more of you and your life is great. Also glad to know someone else who struggles with email anxiety cause it’s real

  • @doroteaivankovic3134
    @doroteaivankovic3134 3 года назад

    I love this types of videos and I just love your presence because it's so calming and nice

  • @_sarathedreamer
    @_sarathedreamer 3 года назад

    I’m so proud of you and your mental health journey ❤️ you’re right, little steps matter so much and it’s important to remember that! After a long day of masters thesis work this was just what I needed 🥰

  • @lynxlou
    @lynxlou 3 года назад

    Loved that you shared this. Taking small steps and eliminating things like comparing myself to other people is pretty much always what gets me out of my worst episodes of anxiety! Lot's of love to all the other stressed and anxious people out there - you got this! 💕💕💕

  • @sp00kygem
    @sp00kygem 11 месяцев назад

    Hannah I love these videos! I wanna see more of these days in your life, they give me so much joy.

  • @teresarosereads
    @teresarosereads 3 года назад

    Your videos are always so relaxing to watch💕

  • @ipek8209
    @ipek8209 3 года назад +5

    i related to EVERYTHING you said in this video so much... from the kdrama romance opinion to the mood you described in the beginning. thank you :) i have so much work piled up, i HAVE to start but every time i try, the anxiety gets to me. this video helped a lot.

  • @marjoryhowland9640
    @marjoryhowland9640 3 года назад +2

    Hi Hannah! Loved this video! I definitely relate with you on the comparing yourself with other people, I do it too much and it is depressing. I ended up deleting my Instagram app a couple months ago and it has been freeing! I still have an account but I thought it’d be good to do a social media detox. I definitely recommend it to anyone going through this same thing, because I find myself doing other things to fill my time (like reading or housework) and it has helped me to be more positive and peaceful.

  • @thaliamarcela1092
    @thaliamarcela1092 3 года назад

    omg i cant wait to hear u talking about true beauty

  • @elinalindahl7776
    @elinalindahl7776 3 года назад +4

    Thanks for being brave enough to share your anxiety and let others know that they are not alone

  • @timtim2247
    @timtim2247 3 года назад

    It’s so nice seeing something this relatable on the Internet thank you 🥺♥️

  • @rosepetalpages
    @rosepetalpages 3 года назад +5

    i really struggle with comparing myself to other people too and I can make myself so miserable so fast because of it, so a big goal i've been working on this year has been learning how to turn off that negative voice in my head and be kinder to myself. the negative thoughts still come but i've gotten better at acknowledging them and not letting them completely take over my brain

  • @stephlopez834
    @stephlopez834 3 года назад

    Just started the video it’s extremely relatable but also I just can’t stop thinking that you are one of the most beautiful people I’ve ever seen.

  • @allisonyuchasz979
    @allisonyuchasz979 2 года назад +1

    I love you Hannah you help me so much🖤 thank you for making these :)

  • @laurenelizabethsreads7548
    @laurenelizabethsreads7548 3 года назад

    Yay I love your vlogs! Also your voice is so soothing!

  • @kristenjohnson701
    @kristenjohnson701 3 года назад

    I needed this today! I spent yesterday feeling the same way and felt like the day was wasted. This video has given me the motivation to make today different so that I can feel better about myself! Thank you for sharing!!! 💜

  • @hannahjbmcadam
    @hannahjbmcadam 3 года назад

    i loved this video sm how do you always upload right when i need it

  • @foebe5874
    @foebe5874 3 года назад

    gotta love a reliable notification bell🥰 we love you hannah, thanks for the serotonin boosts🥺

  • @thequeenofcydonia
    @thequeenofcydonia 3 года назад +9

    I'm only at the begining of the video and i have to say it's crazy how relatable what you're saying is. Recently my anxiety has been crazzzy but I had to study and I kind of managed. Barely. But now that the exam season is done I want to challenge myself to do new things that scare me. I have to bring changes to my life and be productive in order to combat my anxiety.
    Thanks for being relatble and good luck with your mental heath and work balance! ✨

  • @markiewinters6750
    @markiewinters6750 3 года назад

    i have the same thoughts on while you were sleeping, when im watching it its so enjoyable but the minute i look away it, i forget just how much i enjoyed it

  • @bookoffholicbookwart5945
    @bookoffholicbookwart5945 3 года назад +2

    Thank you so so much for making this video. It's easy to forgot that others are going through something just like you and to feel super alone and weird, especially when you see so many of them being "super productive " on social media all the time. Love you so much hannah.

  • @helenatieck7911
    @helenatieck7911 3 года назад

    I literally feel right now like what you said you felt like yesterday and
    This video is so helpful for me right now! 💛

  • @thalia4666
    @thalia4666 3 года назад

    this is one of my comfort videos 💛 thank u

  • @markiewinters6750
    @markiewinters6750 3 года назад

    i think this is one of my favourite videos of yours. i love the ones where you just strip it all back and show us an honest day in the life reflection. look forward to more of these :)

  • @sophiecarbone4977
    @sophiecarbone4977 3 года назад

    Loved this so much! The most relatable video on this site!

  • @isabellap8266
    @isabellap8266 3 года назад +2

    The best start to the weekend I could have asked for :)

  • @disneymama3162
    @disneymama3162 3 года назад

    That cycle you described in the beginning is MEEEEEEEEE. It’s so hard to explain but thank you for putting it into words.
    What has helped me the most is “chunking” and do small things every day towards a big goal. I’m a VERYYYY much a “all or nothing” thinker and so big projects exhaust me. Setting time limits also helps and forcing myself to walk away. It’s taken YEARS TO get that point. But slowly we are getting there! Thank for making this part of your channel.

  • @tell.me.mor.
    @tell.me.mor. 3 года назад

    thank you for gently motivating me, online school has done terrible things for my anxiety 💞

  • @abyherrerasagot8895
    @abyherrerasagot8895 3 года назад

    Thanks for this video, I needed to hear these things 💓

  • @mindylee2591
    @mindylee2591 3 года назад

    Your intro is so relatable. I only recently found your channel. Thanks for being so open and honest. It makes one feel not so alone.

  • @balanfelicia4445
    @balanfelicia4445 3 года назад +8

    I know u probs heard this a thousand times but ur hair is sooooo gorgeous!!!!!

  • @jenifferjennie5625
    @jenifferjennie5625 3 года назад

    She is the realest and I just love her💕💕💕

  • @sharonperezserrano8736
    @sharonperezserrano8736 3 года назад

    Thank you Hannah for sharing. I needed to be reminded that little steps matter.

  • @thelittlewitchbooks9746
    @thelittlewitchbooks9746 3 года назад

    I’m going through significant mental illness/anxiety/depression challenges at this time, and your videos are so inspiring. Seeing the progress you have made in your own struggles gives me hope that things do get better. Thank you for sharing with us.

  • @lizzyh.4539
    @lizzyh.4539 3 года назад +3

    I gotta say this video really helped me out, especially the end part. I've been having a lot of stress and anxiety lately and I haven't been sure how to deal with it. But the things you said in this video really made me feel understood and feel calmer about my mental state. You're super awesome and amazing, thank you❤

  • @amishashrivastava9328
    @amishashrivastava9328 3 года назад

    I just finished watching your live it was super relaxing and you're fun to watch ❤️❤️i love you ❤️❤️

  • @alexiscardenas9147
    @alexiscardenas9147 3 года назад

    Hannah thank you so much for your videos! I had this happen this past week and I’ve felt guilty! Thank you for being open!

  • @lifewithcita
    @lifewithcita 3 года назад +1

    Thank you for being such a big inspiration Hannah and also for starting my Avatar the Last Airbender obsession!

  • @alexist.142
    @alexist.142 3 года назад

    i really loved this video. you explained what i’ve been going through so perfectly. i have so much work to do, but when i start working, i feel tired and my mind keeps running. and when i take a break, i constantly remember how much work i have to do and can’t relax. my mind has been churning like this since the beginning of the school year so it made me feel better to know that other people are going through the same thing🤍 thank you for this video

  • @kailiasage
    @kailiasage 3 года назад +2

    Oof this video is such a mood. I’m 100% when you say that you sometimes have to allow yourself to be in your feelings. Which is basically don’t pretend like anxiety doesn’t exist but man I definitely need days where I can’t let it control my life. Such a relatable video.

  • @SabribriRei
    @SabribriRei 3 года назад

    I loved this video. I don't love that you have anxiety, but oooof I relate so hard to this video. Glad you're making progress!

  • @andritrou6321
    @andritrou6321 3 года назад

    Hannah, you have no idea how much you help me to get rid of my negative mindset and try to make a change in my day. also,, your videos could never be boring bc you and a camera are the best match

  • @arunimachakraborty4596
    @arunimachakraborty4596 3 года назад

    You are a really good speaker 💓💓💓

  • @TonitheGreatPretender
    @TonitheGreatPretender 3 года назад

    I really appreciate your authentic videos about your mental health cause I do always wonder how I could be as successful as others when I’m struggling with depression and anxiety all the time but seeing you is inspiring so thank you

  • @polastrri
    @polastrri 3 года назад

    i was having a bad day today and this video definitely helped a lot,especially the little message at the end 💕

  • @urlovev0613
    @urlovev0613 3 года назад

    funny how i’m currently watching while you were sleeping 😅. glad to hear it was good!

  • @mansinikam4760
    @mansinikam4760 3 года назад

    Hannah, you have no idea of how much I needed this video today. Living with anxiety and to keep up your productivity is one of my biggest struggle. Also, yes the social media thing, same girl 🥺

  • @ishanikulkarni38
    @ishanikulkarni38 3 года назад

    I LOVE YOU HANNAH YOU JUST MADE MY FRIDAY 100 TIMES BETTER

  • @thedangerousivy
    @thedangerousivy 3 года назад +1

    I love your personality it makes me so happy ❤❤

  • @rissyroooh4315
    @rissyroooh4315 3 года назад

    “I’m running my own race” ❤️❤️ love that statement. I have anxiety and temporal lobe epilepsy and both of these issues don’t help with my depression. I can relate to a lot in your video

  • @gracevining220
    @gracevining220 3 года назад

    I love you, your channel, and your videos so much omg

  • @falilia5619
    @falilia5619 3 года назад +10

    I literally cried when I saw that you posted this

    • @AClockworkReader
      @AClockworkReader  3 года назад +7

      please don’t cry!! 💗💗💗

    • @falilia5619
      @falilia5619 3 года назад +2

      @@AClockworkReader okay, I won’t 🥺 but thank you

  • @lisbethsam6500
    @lisbethsam6500 3 года назад +2

    Thank you for this video, seriously. Last night I was checking some stuff on Social Media, and I watched some people with, like, perfect lives, perfect bodies, perfect grades. And I felt so bad, I felt that I wasn't enough because, for example, I'm not good at math, I thought that the things that made me be me wasn't enough...but then I thought of all the things I've been gone through and I felt a little bit better. As you say, our lives are not a competition, we have to go at our own pace. This is something that I need to understand better, I know I got to get better at loving myself.
    So yes, thank you for this video, for showing how you just make up your mind and did what you had to do. 💖

  • @rebornmmmmuch
    @rebornmmmmuch 3 года назад

    idk why but i was just smiling throughout the whole video☺️ thank you for your precious and so so much helpful messages!💓

  • @meherbagri2568
    @meherbagri2568 3 года назад

    while you were sleeping is one of my favourite kdramas, along with vincenzo
    my friend and i were crying about the fact that it ended a couple days ago. i love the show so much

  • @shazzzz0
    @shazzzz0 3 года назад

    I really needed this video thank u

  • @karinalak7400
    @karinalak7400 3 года назад

    this is soo relatable THANK YOUUU!!!!

  • @candejimenez5292
    @candejimenez5292 3 года назад

    Beautiful message

  • @dylanre96
    @dylanre96 3 года назад +1

    Hannah, the amount of accuracy about how your anxiety works is literally me!! 😩

  • @lucycummings6851
    @lucycummings6851 3 года назад

    Me nodding at the ending chat because it was exactly what I needed today. Thank you so much💖

  • @vj7393
    @vj7393 3 года назад

    Thank you so much for this video 🤗. More power to you gurl

  • @yitmarak
    @yitmarak 3 года назад

    Omg while you were sleeping!! That’s my favorite k-drama. Literally a masterpiece!!