“Not as good as I could be, but not as bad as I’ve been” is an oddly positive and perfect way I could describe things rn. It’s accepting of the situation, acknowledging things aren’t great, but positive that I can and will do better because I’ve already come so far
I once saw written on a wall, "don't ask me about my future i"ll cry" and even the tiniest piece of me, hurt. I suddenly, in the middle of the day, felt devestated. Healing takes time, you are doing fine. Take care of yourself, and be patient. You'll be okay, you really are going to be okay, you'll see.
This is the first time in my entire life seeing someone with the exact same laundry problem , somehow folding them and putting them in the closet are the most procrastinated tasks . It felt good to relate
Hi Hannah. Just one reason to make you smile, you were the first booktuber I ever watched and then recently, I got into bts because of you. They're an essential part of my life now. Thank you. ❤
There's this thing I noticed in the USA that people ask "How are you" just to be polite and not because they actually want to know how your life is going and I don't blame these people for doing it. It's just that people are expected to say "I'm fine". In Germany (where I live) people are less into smalltalk, so when someone asks you "how are you doing?" you can actually say what's going on, what scares you and what's not going as you want it to be in your live. Well the point is that you've taken the courage to talk about your live on RUclips and we now know what's going on. Thank you!
Hannah so much of this was so personal, thank you for sharing with us, I know that's probably difficult! I genuinely think you're such a strong person, I'm glad you've been taking the time out to "work" on yourself
Kennedy Gifford No it’s okay, I was just wondering what the thought process behind that decision was :) personally, I do consider it work to try to improve your mental health. Just like it takes effort to recover from a serious physical injury (think PT, treatments, etc.), mental illness takes intentional effort to improve as well. And there can often be relapses and setbacks too, so it’s a never ending battle. It can be really exhausting sometimes lol 😂
OMG Hannah u probably aint gonna see this, BUTTTT i am so proud of you. it's amazing first of all, you are such an awesome booktuber and im sure an awesome person as well. 💕 i feel like when someone asks me when i'm okay, if things are not going well for me i immediately break down because i seriously cannot pretend to be otherwise bc my face is LITERALLY the most open book in the world i hate it the most ksdjskdjsk. its hard when life is moving in circles where you're getting better, then doing bad again, then getting better, etc. it's important to take small steps which is something my mom ALWAYS tells me bc like you mentioned about wanting to solve/fix things immediately, that's exactly how i am and it's so hard. taking smaller steps and going day by day is so important and it really is so encouraging when you take it that way bc every little step feels so important and life changing. therapy is so exhausting sometimes but its an important exhaustion and it's so hard to look at yourself in that view and realize oh dang i gotta get it together. GIRL OMGGGG THE ALL OR NOTHING THOUGHTS OMGGGGGGG. dude i am like that honestly especially academically like if something isn't working im like either this or that oops thats it ma'am. im the same way w relationships, too. LOL. making sure you're mentally healthy before going back to school is so smart and it's such a difficult decision, yeah. omg my enneagram type is type 7 LOLOLOLOL. i legit just did the test right now HAHAHAHA. i am a 68% 7 AND I OOP. and i also have like 61% in 6. OMG MY MYERS is ENFP. HAAHAHA. Hmmm its interesting how you feel about your channel and watching your own videos. i get what you mean from that. it's an interesting concept especially when you see yourself in a different, non-camera setting. i have not done yoga in so long but it was so great, but meditation is an on and off thing for me as well. i think my whole body needs to be moving before i feel relaxed hahahaha. HANNAH I AM SO PROUD OF U AND WHERE YOU'RE GOING. you don't know me and my opinion is like a grain of rice but you inspire me so much it's ridiculous. 💕 keep going!!! you've got this and I STAN THIS BLEND. 💕💕💕💕
whentheyaskyouhowyouareandyoujusthavetosaythatyourefinebutyourenotreallyfinebutyoujustcantgetintoitbecausetheywouldneverunderstand Btw that’s what I thought of when you were saying that any time you ask someone how they are, they say they’re fine.
You're the first booktuber I followed, and I missed you so much that I thought, "I really actually don't mind just watching Hannah fold laundry." LOL! But this was a genuinely lovely video, thank you so much for it. I'm happy to hear that you're better now. Lots of love! :)
Hannah, you are so strong ❤ I totally relate to the cycle of feeling good, then bad, then going round and round again, plus the need to 'fix everything'. I am trying to live each day an hour at a time for now as I can't cope with any more at a time. Breaking the cycle is the first step and you are amazing for doing that. Please try to remember that when you are having a low day; you are far stronger than you will ever know xx
I'm so glad to see you making videos again I pray that you get motivated again everyone missed a lot but I'm very happy to see better and still improving on yourself. You have been such a role model for me and my reading but not only that just my regular I completely understand why you took a break from everything and focused on yourself more because sometimes you just that time.
the amount that i relate to literally everything you’ve talked about in this video is wild. the genuineness and openness that you exude in this video has made me tear up a couple of times-i genuinely admire your strength and perseverance and you inspire me to be a better person. take care of yourself! ❤️
Hey Hannah, I’ve really missed you and I’m glad to see you’re doing okay. Just hearing about your journey and how strong you are about dealing with your mental health has really pushed me to tackle mine as well. I just want to thank you for talking about your struggles even when it’s difficult. You are so strong and amazing! All I can really say is thank you for being who you are and please know you are really helping others ❤️
I really appreciate this video like a lot. It makes me feel normal? To see that despite all these people that are here for you that you're very much human and very real and you're a "viewer" just like us and that's comforting to say the least. Thank u for the group therapy 🥺❤️
Super appreciate how open and honest you are ❤️ putting laundry away is so relatable, and I’m going to try making my bed every morning in the hopes of feeling even a tiny bit more put together as a human. Sending love!
Omg I recently had a kind of burst of energy and I cleaned my entire room, including my laundry which had been piling up for a couple months (not joking), and it made me feel so much better. I have to be productive or I actually get depressed, and me being highly unmotivated for those months definitely didn't allow me to be productive. And I've recently been more anxious (mostly because of school) but I'm trying to think more positively and find my motivation. Some days are definitely better than others but I'm trying and I'm learning and I feel like that's what matters. I know it's okay to not be okay sometimes. Anyways, thanks for this video Hannah, I was actually painting my nails (something that helps me de-stress) while watching! I purple you!
i just wanted to say that i am so happy that you are back! i also wanted to say that it was your video about BTS that made me listen to them and fall in love with them, and i’m an Army now! thank you so much Hannah, i purple you a lot 💜
Great to see you, I hope to see more of you in the future, no joke you got me back into reading after years of reading nothing and watching your videos keeps me motivated to read. I read some of my favourite books beacuse of your videos lile Circe, An Ember in the Ashes and Daisy Jones so thank you very much and again I hope to see more of you soon.
I love you 💕. I really struggle with the small steps thing. I always give me way too high of expectations to be better and then I feel bad because I feel like a failure for not reaching my expectation. Thanks for talking about this topic. I feel like no one talks about it but it’s so important. Everything just seems like it should be fixed right away. Love you and thanks!
I really appreciate you being willing to talk about your life. Even though you are going through a rough time, it's inspiring to see you working through it and I feel like your advice can help so many people. Thank you for making your videos!! I love hearing your thoughts on life and books and anything!!
I really appreciate this video. I'm working on recovering from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. And while my friends are amazing and supportive and wonderful, none of them are going through it. Thank you for being so open in this video. It makes me feel less alone 💙💙
So glad to see you're doing okay! This is actually motivating me to finally clean my room... Something that helps me is to watch something or listen to music to make it something to look forward to. I'm proud of you for fighting through all of this! Stay well :)
I love this video so much! I'm the worst for actually putting my laundry away once I wash it and it's nice to know I'm not alone. I love that you addressed the entire concept of pretending you're okay because you know people are asking just to be polite. Either ask and truly give a shit, or don't ask me at all. I try to practice what you did and be honest when I'm asked whats wrong because I want people to know that I'm going to be real with them if they ask me! Also, the first Canadian Reformation store opened a couple of months ago and I DESPERATELY want to get something, the dresses are gorgeous.
Hannah! I’m so happy to see a video from you and I’m so proud of you for taking small steps to make things better! Small steps are still steps. Keep going and taking things at a pace that is right for you! Love you!
Thank you for this video. I'm struggling with mental health myself and watching this helped me realize that it's okay to not be okay sometimes. Thank you for being inspiring and talking about your mental health! And ugh, yes, therapy takes every bit of energy, I can relate so much.
This video was such a breath of fresh air. I can relate so much. Please do make more as the mood strikes! You actually inspired me to do some things while watching/listening.
Life can be a struggle,but keep moving forward as much as you are able. Your honesty helps so many people who feel similar to you, so you are definitely making a contribution to peoples lives. I’m 52 years old and I would have liked knowing more people felt like I did at your age. My life is fantastic now, if only I had known in my 20’s that thing would turn out great for me. Hang in there! It’s great seeing you on RUclips again. You have been in my prayers. Praying for strength and comfort in your life.
Thanks for sharing. I can personally relate not to all things you covered but to some of them, especially to self-care. Thinking about it like it is work is definitely works for me.
Pretending that I am a real adult is literally all I do every day! Thank you so much for your honesty! I think it's super important to talk about the things you talk about, and say I'm not fine and that's okey, so thank you so much for being you, love youu 💜
Hannah I just wanted to say how much this means to me. I'm not doing so well at the moment and some of things you said resonate so much with me. I constantly feel the need to be perfect and when things go wrong I feel I need to fix them immediately and if I cant I freak out. I'm feeling lost right now and seeing you do this video gives me hope
I'm sorry you're going through so much, I appreciate you being so honest and open!! My mental health is going through some hard things, but I'm trying to make myself do what I need to to stay healthy. Ugh it's so hard though.
Hannah, I’m so glad to hear you’re doing okay. I really missed your videos but I’m glad you’ve been taking time to prioritize your health. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and advice with us. I would love more videos like this 💖💜❤️
I relate to this so much! Ive always had the all or nothing thought process and I didn't realise how detrimental it was to my mental health until I finally got into therapy. Thank you for talking about this I appreciate it more than I can say 💕
Thank you for sharing your personal thoughts, I really teared up and i really hope that you do something similar to this in future, because you’re so inspirational and it’s really interesting to get to know more about you(sorry this sounds weird englisch isn’t my first language and I cant put it in words) like at this point I watch your videos because you rather than the subject of your videos if you know what I mean like there are youtubers I watch because they talk about certainty things but I’m not particularly interested in them as a person and then i watch your videos because I like you as a person (and also the topics you speaks about but u get my point) I could listen to you all day, especially because a lot of what you say is really thoughtful and thought provoking
I love this video. Thank you so much for it. This comment may be a bit personal, but I was diagnosed with a disease last year and it completely shook up my life. I've always struggled with my confidence, insecurity, and self-worth. Getting sick has not only made things harder for me physically, but mentally and emotionally for me as well. I will have a good day, but then I can easily become depressed for the next month. I am constantly starting over. I've had to learn to be easier on myself and take care of my mental and physical health better. It is still a struggle everyday, but like you said, we have to take everything a step at a time. Your video makes me feel like I am not alone and that I can do this. We got this. Stay strong. 💪💜
hi Hannah, I'm so glad you're back and I really enjoyed this video. Just listening to you talk is the best content, I think your thoughts on some of the subjects you talked about are really interesting, insightful and relatable. I hope you'll do much better very soon, wish you all the best and hope that you know how loved you are on here
This video was so relatable - everything from the month old pile of clean laundry to the black and white thinking to the struggles of ED recovery. Thank you for sharing
Therapy is a huge help for me, so I totally get what you mean when you say its emotionally exhausting. When people have asked me about how much therapy helps, I always say it helps a lot, but there are sessions you have where you feel super raw afterwards. I'm so happy you are getting help, I hope its helping you as much as it has helped me.
you are seriously not alone, i relate to so much of what you talked about :( currently kind of stuck in that " oh i feel like shit im gonna try to do everything all at once" and then get overwhelmed and stressed because i cant be "just good" all at once
I was so relieved to hear you talk a bit about school because I’m in the same boat and it’s so hard to talk about but, school is so draining that it’s hard to be there when your not in the headspace.
This video was so much like hanging out with a friend! I love the personal content. Keep creating things you love, and doing what feels right in the moment. Sending lots of good thoughts your way. 💜
Thank you so much for making this video. I don't know what you see when you see yourself, but I see a brave woman who may be struggling, but who is not giving up. And I think that is something both our younger and current selves need to see. Lots of love to you P.S. Also, thank you for getting me to finally put away my laundry as well...
Admiting that you aren't that okay is good way to let it out. I'm glad that you are talking about this and opening up. Take all your time to feel better and focusing to become a better version of yoursel. It's no easy, but the journey is worth.
i had my clean laundry sitting in a pile for like ... weeks ... just put it all away while watching this video, thank you lol. also i relate to everything you said and just want to thank you for your vulnerability and openness ❤️
Hannah, this video means so much to me. Something about just seeing you doing a mundane thing but getting so real about things so many of us can relate to is just brave beyond words. You ARE her. I did IOP (after PHP) at ERC while unemployed and I know exactly what that life is like. It's such an intense time because it's this very concentrated period of learning and growing while also doing the scariest shit ever. Every day. For hours. And there's something so powerful about you owning it and talking about it in a more casual setting, normalizing it in some way. You're doing such a good job and working so hard. Be gentle with yourself, okay? I love you girl.
I've been in a really low mental place the past few days, and watching your video compelled me to get some things done that I was avoiding. I am feeling a little lighter on my feet. Thank you.
Love this random video of you just talking while folding your laundry! lol And I relate to using the method of looking and focusing on the small things in life to get by. It really puts you and your personality into perspective. To appreciate what you have around you more!
First of all, I relate to the laundry problem on a spiritual level. Second you are so fantastic for doing this. Opening up can be so hard and I admire you so much for everything you are doing.
“I know who she is but I can’t be her, I don’t know how to be her.” That’s so relatable I cry
Do more of these, I’m doing my laundry that’s been sitting for far too long with you. It’s a laundry mukbang!!
That is a great idea of doing Laundry
hahah this comment sums up everything i love about the internet
"not as good as could be, not as bad as i've been" WOOF if that isn't a whole mood!!!!!
happy to see your face on my screen
I relate to the laundry enigma far too much...
“Not as good as I could be, but not as bad as I’ve been” is an oddly positive and perfect way I could describe things rn. It’s accepting of the situation, acknowledging things aren’t great, but positive that I can and will do better because I’ve already come so far
I once saw written on a wall,
"don't ask me about my
future
i"ll cry"
and even the tiniest piece of me, hurt. I suddenly, in the middle of the day, felt devestated.
Healing takes time, you are doing fine. Take care of yourself, and be patient. You'll be okay, you really are going to be okay, you'll see.
This is the first time in my entire life seeing someone with the exact same laundry problem , somehow folding them and putting them in the closet are the most procrastinated tasks .
It felt good to relate
Asma aria Same here. I haven’t put away my laundry in quite a while... just keep digging into the basket to find what I want to wear.
please don't give up, I'm genuinely kind of worried about you. I don't know the whole story but I know how hard life can get but don't give up.
Hi Hannah. Just one reason to make you smile, you were the first booktuber I ever watched and then recently, I got into bts because of you. They're an essential part of my life now.
Thank you. ❤
everything you wrote same with me ! ✨ i would not be who i am without her videos I appreciate everything you do Hannah thats 2 reasons to smile
Hannah is in my top 5 favorite BookTubers. The 5 all consist of people that I relate to the most. I love how honest Hannah is and she’s super sweet 💙
last time i was this early yoongi was taller than jungkook
SCREAMING
haha
There's this thing I noticed in the USA that people ask "How are you" just to be polite and not because they actually want to know how your life is going and I don't blame these people for doing it. It's just that people are expected to say "I'm fine". In Germany (where I live) people are less into smalltalk, so when someone asks you "how are you doing?" you can actually say what's going on, what scares you and what's not going as you want it to be in your live. Well the point is that you've taken the courage to talk about your live on RUclips and we now know what's going on. Thank you!
Your bracelet/ scrunchie/ bow situation is the most beautiful thing ever
Hannah so much of this was so personal, thank you for sharing with us, I know that's probably difficult! I genuinely think you're such a strong person, I'm glad you've been taking the time out to "work" on yourself
Kennedy Gifford why is work in quotation marks?
@@folklaur because its self care, but she said she has to think of it as work. I wouldn't consider it work but she does. I wasn't trying to be rude
Kennedy Gifford No it’s okay, I was just wondering what the thought process behind that decision was :) personally, I do consider it work to try to improve your mental health. Just like it takes effort to recover from a serious physical injury (think PT, treatments, etc.), mental illness takes intentional effort to improve as well. And there can often be relapses and setbacks too, so it’s a never ending battle. It can be really exhausting sometimes lol 😂
OMG Hannah u probably aint gonna see this, BUTTTT i am so proud of you. it's amazing first of all, you are such an awesome booktuber and im sure an awesome person as well. 💕
i feel like when someone asks me when i'm okay, if things are not going well for me i immediately break down because i seriously cannot pretend to be otherwise bc my face is LITERALLY the most open book in the world i hate it the most ksdjskdjsk. its hard when life is moving in circles where you're getting better, then doing bad again, then getting better, etc. it's important to take small steps which is something my mom ALWAYS tells me bc like you mentioned about wanting to solve/fix things immediately, that's exactly how i am and it's so hard. taking smaller steps and going day by day is so important and it really is so encouraging when you take it that way bc every little step feels so important and life changing.
therapy is so exhausting sometimes but its an important exhaustion and it's so hard to look at yourself in that view and realize oh dang i gotta get it together. GIRL OMGGGG THE ALL OR NOTHING THOUGHTS OMGGGGGGG. dude i am like that honestly especially academically like if something isn't working im like either this or that oops thats it ma'am. im the same way w relationships, too. LOL.
making sure you're mentally healthy before going back to school is so smart and it's such a difficult decision, yeah. omg my enneagram type is type 7 LOLOLOLOL. i legit just did the test right now HAHAHAHA. i am a 68% 7 AND I OOP. and i also have like 61% in 6. OMG MY MYERS is ENFP. HAAHAHA.
Hmmm its interesting how you feel about your channel and watching your own videos. i get what you mean from that. it's an interesting concept especially when you see yourself in a different, non-camera setting.
i have not done yoga in so long but it was so great, but meditation is an on and off thing for me as well. i think my whole body needs to be moving before i feel relaxed hahahaha.
HANNAH I AM SO PROUD OF U AND WHERE YOU'RE GOING. you don't know me and my opinion is like a grain of rice but you inspire me so much it's ridiculous. 💕 keep going!!! you've got this and I STAN THIS BLEND. 💕💕💕💕
also, i freaking love your beautiful curly hair! you look so cute!💕💕
Why this seems like a book title? 😂
Aina Love spoiler: it’s the title of my first book
whentheyaskyouhowyouareandyoujusthavetosaythatyourefinebutyourenotreallyfinebutyoujustcantgetintoitbecausetheywouldneverunderstand
Btw that’s what I thought of when you were saying that any time you ask someone how they are, they say they’re fine.
I can hear thissssss
Hey , Hannah I missed you so much 💕 hopefully you can be your motivated beautiful self again
That green reformation dress has major evelyn hugo vibes
You're the first booktuber I followed, and I missed you so much that I thought, "I really actually don't mind just watching Hannah fold laundry." LOL! But this was a genuinely lovely video, thank you so much for it. I'm happy to hear that you're better now. Lots of love! :)
love this video and love you
ily too 💛💛
Genuinely so proud of you for how far you’ve come. Love you girl! 💓💓💓
NO JOKE I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU AND NEEDING AN UPLOAD AND HERE THIS IS SKDJHDHGAJSHD
m e g a n Same
I love your videos. This one has become one of my favourites. I love it when you get personal and honest on your channel, because it’s an inspiration
We love and miss you so much hannah❤❤❤,glad to see you be back kind of.
I love how open about your mental health you are, it's so inspirational and it makes me feel so understood.
Love you! And remember, it’s ok to not be ok. Take your time
Thank you for the encouragement and motivation! I really needed it
LOVE THIS. LOVE YOU. ALL THE PARTS. GOOD AND BAD. ALSO CHUNGA IS FLOURISHING ❤️
I love you tooooo
I feel like this is one of the most important videos i've watched in such a long time. Your honesty is so helpful 💞
💜💜💜 the feeling of "better" you get after a time and a fight like this is so worth sticking with it. Much love and strength for you.
Hannah, you are so strong ❤ I totally relate to the cycle of feeling good, then bad, then going round and round again, plus the need to 'fix everything'. I am trying to live each day an hour at a time for now as I can't cope with any more at a time. Breaking the cycle is the first step and you are amazing for doing that. Please try to remember that when you are having a low day; you are far stronger than you will ever know xx
we are all so happy that you're feeling better
and you look perfect despite you had nothing clean o wear
I'm so glad to see you making videos again I pray that you get motivated again everyone missed a lot but I'm very happy to see better and still improving on yourself. You have been such a role model for me and my reading but not only that just my regular I completely understand why you took a break from everything and focused on yourself more because sometimes you just that time.
the amount that i relate to literally everything you’ve talked about in this video is wild. the genuineness and openness that you exude in this video has made me tear up a couple of times-i genuinely admire your strength and perseverance and you inspire me to be a better person. take care of yourself! ❤️
Hey Hannah, I’ve really missed you and I’m glad to see you’re doing okay. Just hearing about your journey and how strong you are about dealing with your mental health has really pushed me to tackle mine as well. I just want to thank you for talking about your struggles even when it’s difficult. You are so strong and amazing! All I can really say is thank you for being who you are and please know you are really helping others ❤️
Thank you so much for being so honest and brave. We love you!
I really appreciate this video like a lot. It makes me feel normal? To see that despite all these people that are here for you that you're very much human and very real and you're a "viewer" just like us and that's comforting to say the least. Thank u for the group therapy 🥺❤️
You being honest about your feelings is so inspiring and great to see you put out there!
Thanks so much for sharing. You are helping people like me know they are not alone in their struggles. It means a lot.
So happy to see this update. Healing is such an uphill battle but you're doing a great job finding ways to keep yourself moving.
Super appreciate how open and honest you are ❤️ putting laundry away is so relatable, and I’m going to try making my bed every morning in the hopes of feeling even a tiny bit more put together as a human. Sending love!
Omg I recently had a kind of burst of energy and I cleaned my entire room, including my laundry which had been piling up for a couple months (not joking), and it made me feel so much better. I have to be productive or I actually get depressed, and me being highly unmotivated for those months definitely didn't allow me to be productive. And I've recently been more anxious (mostly because of school) but I'm trying to think more positively and find my motivation. Some days are definitely better than others but I'm trying and I'm learning and I feel like that's what matters. I know it's okay to not be okay sometimes. Anyways, thanks for this video Hannah, I was actually painting my nails (something that helps me de-stress) while watching! I purple you!
i just wanted to say that i am so happy that you are back! i also wanted to say that it was your video about BTS that made me listen to them and fall in love with them, and i’m an Army now! thank you so much Hannah, i purple you a lot 💜
You just gave me the energy to fold my laundry.. Thanks Hannah!!
i love how raw and real this video is. it’s so nice to see you in a natural element. you seem so comfortable and genuinely okay. i love you!!💘
Great to see you, I hope to see more of you in the future, no joke you got me back into reading after years of reading nothing and watching your videos keeps me motivated to read. I read some of my favourite books beacuse of your videos lile Circe, An Ember in the Ashes and Daisy Jones so thank you very much and again I hope to see more of you soon.
I love you 💕. I really struggle with the small steps thing. I always give me way too high of expectations to be better and then I feel bad because I feel like a failure for not reaching my expectation. Thanks for talking about this topic. I feel like no one talks about it but it’s so important. Everything just seems like it should be fixed right away. Love you and thanks!
I really appreciate you being willing to talk about your life. Even though you are going through a rough time, it's inspiring to see you working through it and I feel like your advice can help so many people. Thank you for making your videos!! I love hearing your thoughts on life and books and anything!!
This was a good video!! I really liked how casual and conversational it was
I really appreciate this video. I'm working on recovering from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc. And while my friends are amazing and supportive and wonderful, none of them are going through it. Thank you for being so open in this video. It makes me feel less alone 💙💙
So glad to see you're doing okay! This is actually motivating me to finally clean my room... Something that helps me is to watch something or listen to music to make it something to look forward to. I'm proud of you for fighting through all of this! Stay well :)
I love this video so much! I'm the worst for actually putting my laundry away once I wash it and it's nice to know I'm not alone. I love that you addressed the entire concept of pretending you're okay because you know people are asking just to be polite. Either ask and truly give a shit, or don't ask me at all. I try to practice what you did and be honest when I'm asked whats wrong because I want people to know that I'm going to be real with them if they ask me! Also, the first Canadian Reformation store opened a couple of months ago and I DESPERATELY want to get something, the dresses are gorgeous.
Hannah! I’m so happy to see a video from you and I’m so proud of you for taking small steps to make things better! Small steps are still steps. Keep going and taking things at a pace that is right for you! Love you!
Thank you for this video. I'm struggling with mental health myself and watching this helped me realize that it's okay to not be okay sometimes. Thank you for being inspiring and talking about your mental health! And ugh, yes, therapy takes every bit of energy, I can relate so much.
You look gorgeous, black is really becoming to you 😍😍😍
I love your personal videos which don't have anything to do with books, please do more 😊
so glad to see you again
SO glad to see you back. I'll be praying for you beautiful!!
Proud of you :D! Small steps are very important, I’m trying to take them too!
This video was such a breath of fresh air. I can relate so much. Please do make more as the mood strikes! You actually inspired me to do some things while watching/listening.
Life can be a struggle,but keep moving forward as much as you are able. Your honesty helps so many people who feel similar to you, so you are definitely making a contribution to peoples lives. I’m 52 years old and I would have liked knowing more people felt like I did at your age. My life is fantastic now, if only I had known in my 20’s that thing would turn out great for me. Hang in there! It’s great seeing you on RUclips again. You have been in my prayers. Praying for strength and comfort in your life.
hi Hannah, I'm so glad you're back and doing okay
HANNAH!! ugh im so happy to see u back
love u always!
It is so cathartic to see you get everything organized, I feel like I should do it with my life...and my wardrobe.
Thanks for sharing. I can personally relate not to all things you covered but to some of them, especially to self-care. Thinking about it like it is work is definitely works for me.
Keep going girl! I’ll always be here for this creative and genuine content ❤️ thank you for sharing with us
Pretending that I am a real adult is literally all I do every day!
Thank you so much for your honesty! I think it's super important to talk about the things you talk about, and say I'm not fine and that's okey, so thank you so much for being you, love youu 💜
Hannah I just wanted to say how much this means to me. I'm not doing so well at the moment and some of things you said resonate so much with me. I constantly feel the need to be perfect and when things go wrong I feel I need to fix them immediately and if I cant I freak out. I'm feeling lost right now and seeing you do this video gives me hope
You help so many and I know you will get better one day and All we can ever be grateful for is that you are taking it day by day ❤
Love to see you posting! Small steps are awesome and I’m always rooting for you! 😊
I'm sorry you're going through so much, I appreciate you being so honest and open!! My mental health is going through some hard things, but I'm trying to make myself do what I need to to stay healthy. Ugh it's so hard though.
Hannah, I’m so glad to hear you’re doing okay. I really missed your videos but I’m glad you’ve been taking time to prioritize your health. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and advice with us. I would love more videos like this 💖💜❤️
I love this. It honestly is the most relatable thing I've watched in a long time. All of my clean laundry is sitting in a basket.
I relate to this so much! Ive always had the all or nothing thought process and I didn't realise how detrimental it was to my mental health until I finally got into therapy. Thank you for talking about this I appreciate it more than I can say 💕
Thank you for sharing your personal thoughts, I really teared up and i really hope that you do something similar to this in future, because you’re so inspirational and it’s really interesting to get to know more about you(sorry this sounds weird englisch isn’t my first language and I cant put it in words) like at this point I watch your videos because you rather than the subject of your videos if you know what I mean like there are youtubers I watch because they talk about certainty things but I’m not particularly interested in them as a person and then i watch your videos because I like you as a person (and also the topics you speaks about but u get my point)
I could listen to you all day, especially because a lot of what you say is really thoughtful and thought provoking
I love this video. Thank you so much for it. This comment may be a bit personal, but I was diagnosed with a disease last year and it completely shook up my life. I've always struggled with my confidence, insecurity, and self-worth. Getting sick has not only made things harder for me physically, but mentally and emotionally for me as well. I will have a good day, but then I can easily become depressed for the next month. I am constantly starting over. I've had to learn to be easier on myself and take care of my mental and physical health better. It is still a struggle everyday, but like you said, we have to take everything a step at a time. Your video makes me feel like I am not alone and that I can do this. We got this. Stay strong. 💪💜
Thank you for being so open. Watching this video is part of my self care.
We missed you Hannah but if you need time it’s alright❤️
i already commented but i just wanted to say how much this means to me, everything you talked about. so thank you, im proud of you
hi Hannah, I'm so glad you're back and I really enjoyed this video. Just listening to you talk is the best content, I think your thoughts on some of the subjects you talked about are really interesting, insightful and relatable. I hope you'll do much better very soon, wish you all the best and hope that you know how loved you are on here
This video was so relatable - everything from the month old pile of clean laundry to the black and white thinking to the struggles of ED recovery. Thank you for sharing
Therapy is a huge help for me, so I totally get what you mean when you say its emotionally exhausting. When people have asked me about how much therapy helps, I always say it helps a lot, but there are sessions you have where you feel super raw afterwards. I'm so happy you are getting help, I hope its helping you as much as it has helped me.
I love her. And i support her.In everything. Thats all i know.
you are seriously not alone, i relate to so much of what you talked about :( currently kind of stuck in that " oh i feel like shit im gonna try to do everything all at once" and then get overwhelmed and stressed because i cant be "just good" all at once
I was so relieved to hear you talk a bit about school because I’m in the same boat and it’s so hard to talk about but, school is so draining that it’s hard to be there when your not in the headspace.
I have a hard time deciding if I’m a type 1, 4 or 7 so thank you for talking about that
This video was so much like hanging out with a friend! I love the personal content. Keep creating things you love, and doing what feels right in the moment. Sending lots of good thoughts your way. 💜
Thank you so much for making this video. I don't know what you see when you see yourself, but I see a brave woman who may be struggling, but who is not giving up. And I think that is something both our younger and current selves need to see. Lots of love to you
P.S. Also, thank you for getting me to finally put away my laundry as well...
It's so nice and comforting to hear people talk candidly about how they're feeling, I love watching videos like this!
Admiting that you aren't that okay is good way to let it out. I'm glad that you are talking about this and opening up. Take all your time to feel better and focusing to become a better version of yoursel. It's no easy, but the journey is worth.
I can’t describe how happy it makes me feel when ever I see that you have posted a new videos.
Have a lovely day Hannah xoxo
i had my clean laundry sitting in a pile for like ... weeks ... just put it all away while watching this video, thank you lol. also i relate to everything you said and just want to thank you for your vulnerability and openness ❤️
Hannah, this video means so much to me. Something about just seeing you doing a mundane thing but getting so real about things so many of us can relate to is just brave beyond words. You ARE her. I did IOP (after PHP) at ERC while unemployed and I know exactly what that life is like. It's such an intense time because it's this very concentrated period of learning and growing while also doing the scariest shit ever. Every day. For hours. And there's something so powerful about you owning it and talking about it in a more casual setting, normalizing it in some way. You're doing such a good job and working so hard. Be gentle with yourself, okay? I love you girl.
I missed you you beautiful human lol I hope you're doing well, please don't be so hard on yourself, love you 💙
I've been in a really low mental place the past few days, and watching your video compelled me to get some things done that I was avoiding. I am feeling a little lighter on my feet. Thank you.
Thank you so much for sharing Hannah! I wish you all the happiness in the world!
We enjoy every type of video you do, Hannah!
Needed to hear some of this stuff today. thank you for being honest and vulnerable in this video, sending you love from Canada
Love this random video of you just talking while folding your laundry! lol And I relate to using the method of looking and focusing on the small things in life to get by. It really puts you and your personality into perspective. To appreciate what you have around you more!
First of all, I relate to the laundry problem on a spiritual level. Second you are so fantastic for doing this. Opening up can be so hard and I admire you so much for everything you are doing.