Hayd i play this song every day, it helps me move forward. I was wondering if you’re talking to yourself or if you were directing towards someone. In my head you’re talking to you. Much love and respect. Keep changing the world one song at a time!
Lyric I've been going through the motions Learning how to pretend That everything is perfect And I've been sinking in an ocean Drowning but I'm silent Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat I'm running through mazes, mazes Maybe it's just a phase but regardless I'm flipping the pages, pages I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some patience Along the way? I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some mercy If I start to stray? I've been chasing after feelings Most of which are fleeting I still feel empty And I've been trying hard to fit in But how come I'm so different From everyone I see? I'm running through mazes, mazes Maybe it's just a phase but regardless I'm flipping the pages, pages I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some patience Along the way? I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some mercy If I start to stray? Trying to fight the seasons Trying to find my meaning Maybe there's a reason Why I'm going through these changes
I've become a person that i don't want around. I want to be a good person, but I'm struggling to remember what my smile looks like, and I wonder if it's only a matter of time before someone notices. I want to go out and have fun with my friends, but having fun isn't fun anymore. I'm too emotionally exhausted to care about anything other than the sheets beneath my uselessness. I can barely stay awake as I listen to the sounds of everyone around me making love song that doesn't rhyme. I drag myself through empty halls lined with a million locks, and behind every door lies a joyous time of my life when I was actually happy. I cannot relive those memories, because I don't remember what it felt like to be truly happy. I just really want to be happy again.
you know what sucks? the fact that we both know we're toxic for each other and that it won't work out yet we have this attraction and connection to each other that we can't ignore
@Jeanna Margarette Chua - Best wishes to you... Know how u feel... What are some of your other favourite songs? Some of mine are Landfill and Medicine by Daughter, Station by Lapsley, Too Sad by Ex:Re, and Lonely by my Cdn homeboy JB.
@@ItsLotus99 🥺💗 thanks :) one of my favorite songs are POV by Ariana Grande, When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars, Changes by Hayd, and yea more songs like those... I hate rock and loud songs I like more slow and calmer songs :)
for anyone reading this; it’s okay, it’s okay to not be okay, it’s going to be okay, you’re going to be okay, don’t give up, someone really loves and cares about you. it’s going to be okay
Hey guys and girls and everyone else ☺️, I just wanted to say that I love you and no matter what your going through right now you will always be an amazing intelligent beautiful/handsome (whichever u prefer) HUMAN BEING. The colour of your skin, your sexual orientation,who your perants are, who your siblings are .. non of those things change anything you are amazing ok and don't tell me Ur not cuz you are I love you ❤️
When u're the happy go lucky kid in your family and whenever u're hurting or you're falling apart you just masked it up with your cheerful bright smile. Its so hard to ask for help when u know no one might believe u're in pain cause they never see u cry.
Thank you :) I rlly needed this, I'm going through a lot, I have no one to talk to really. So I'm just here to listen to some slowed songs, my favourite
THANKYOU FOR 700k yorobun🥺❤️🔥 Im just gonna tell you that no matter what happened to your life you have to stay strong for yourself its hard but trust me you’re gonna be just fine okay❣️ Trust the process 🙌🏼
I Cry Every Night I Cry Every Year I Cry Every Day I Cry Every Hour I Cry Every Minute I Cry Every Sec I Cry Every Moment Of My Life. I Cry Cause There Are So Many Changes My Friends Make That I Can't Keep Up With.. I Quit Thinking About Fitting In. And Instead I Wanna Stand Out. By That I Mean Wear Colorful Stuff, Ima Lesbian And I'll Stand Out. I'll Always AND I MEAN ALWAYS STAND OUT. Edit ~ I was not okay back then- BUT IM OKAY NOW :]
We are just living to die, but in between the start of a book and the finish theres still a lot to read. Suicide is reading a book halfway then stopping because you dont like it, but school makes you keep reading it, but in this case school is our family and friends edit- i was high when i wrote this
Man theirs something about watching the world go on and on living getting older while things come and go some stay some don't but there's always u standing there watching everything grow older and change left confused and scared for the future
Today really showed how much people care and who cares. It’s my birthday and the amount of people who forgot even my own family. Like I know you don’t love me you have made that very obvious but you can’t give up 10 seconds to say happy birthday over a text. At least some people in the family did I guess. I should be use to this by now cause it happens every fucking year. I just thought because of everything that’s happened they’d care a tiny bit. It’s not only that I also got kicked out of my music group by my “friend” just because the one song. THE ONE SONG didn’t fit my voice. My crush most likely doesn’t like me. I was 18 days free of... now I’m a couple hours. I want to scream but I can’t I’m too tired. I’m just tired. I’m broken. I’m lost. I’m fine. I’m weak. I’m smiling. I’m dying. I’m crying. but I’m fine.
please stay with me and don't forgate how u trouly are. I am sure u don't deserve this at all, but rn u will get through it and maybe also the next 80 years. don't end your life. let it be the way it shell be and if it isn't the way u like it just change it. make it how u like. i'm so proud of u and i mean it. Don't think that u will not survive, think that u'll get through today, tomorow, the next day, the day after and so on. do it for yourself, not for me, just for you. I am a stranger for u, but every friendship started like to strangers. make every day your day. stay strong. I LOVE U!!
Tired I'm tired, tired of people telling me what to do, tired of trying but not succeeding, tired of thinking, tired of everything... I have nothing left. I wake up and the first thing I do is think about her. I dont want to think about her but i still do. I try to keep my mind on something else by playing video games, but I stil have that strange biting feeling in my stumach the feeling no one likes... I dont even know what this feeling is... maybe its mourning maybe its something else Idk. When that feeling overwhelmes I start to think, does she still love me? Doesn't she hate me? Why doesn't she wanna see me... After I questionned myself about itI most of the time start listening to music and thats the moment that I lose it all. And I'm so sick and tired of it, all of it the crying, the thinking, i'm even tired of living to be honest. I dont want to live with this feeling and I think I really need help, So I somethimes hope that I fade away slowly so no one notices...
I’m working on bettering myself, but I don’t think I can until these cuts heal..Yet..every few days it seems like there’s new ones...but I’m ok! Really!
I've listened to this song last month ago. Btw my name is Anthony and I'm just wanting to share my story. I'm from Philippines. I've suffered 1 year of being depressed and alone. Whenever I feel alone and stress I prefer going outside for a fresh air. And everytime when me and my mom had a little argument I went silent and cry. and sometimes i felt like I just wanna run away. to escape reality and being depressed. Since I was a little kid I've got used having a many friends. But now I got used being alone.
My life is just hiding behind the mask of the person I used to be, I can’t be myself cause nobody listens…everyone judges me and thinks I’m not changing like everyone does.
Maybe u will see this song so I hope u love me and remember I love you more than myself and I don’t understand how I feel right now I hurts inside so much and when I remember u love another girl I feel pain I can’t see you with another girl so pls Marwan don’t hurts me like that I can’t
Look YOU ARE PERFECT OK IF THAT FUCKING IDIOT LEAVES U U HAVE US U HAVE ME IL ALWAYS BE HERE YES I AM A STRANGER FROM INTERNET BUT IF U HURT U HURT AND THERE'S A FEELING THAT NO ONE IS THERE BUT THERE IS IF THEY DON'T LIKE U THEY HAVE LOST U AND SHAME ON THEM FOR DOING THAT!
Se que ella jamás va ver este comentario, solo quiero decir gracias :') fuiste lo mas bonito y triste que la vida pudo decirme que se puede tener y a la vez perder ♥️
I’m realy in pain and music and my brother jossiah is the only thing I’m holding onto I don’t care I’m only 12 I will end it SO fast at my age ,because there is nothing to look to my parents would say “u have ur whole life in frount of you still “ but if this is my life I don’t want any more of it .
bruh I’m fucking pissed I literally was getting happier and ofc I went to the one person I trusted cause I cut myself again cause it’s addicting and idk he called the cops I went to the mental hospital and when I went back home and went online he broke up with me and I feel so replaced right now he’s calling with this boy named max wtf did I do except be loyal and love him I just wish I never met him because I’m deeply in love with him and I can’t fucking get over him and I keep going back to him it’s so annoying
No one loses there reason to live because there are many reasons your alive, and one day you will see those reasons. I mean i have a happy home and family yet still can’t find a reason to live yet, but it will come one day!
I love this so much. Thank you for posting my song. I love you all. I hope this song can speak to you
OMGGG! YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR SONG 😭😭 Your song just heal everyone and make us felt much better 🥰 Thank you for this masterpiece ♥️
All your songs are so deep and it's exactly what I need.
I needed this thank you for making such a masterpiece ❤️
Hayd i play this song every day, it helps me move forward. I was wondering if you’re talking to yourself or if you were directing towards someone. In my head you’re talking to you. Much love and respect. Keep changing the world one song at a time!
Thank you for such good music Hayd really meaningful
Lyric
I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
I've been chasing after feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how come I'm so different
From everyone I see?
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes
Tysm 😊
TYSM
I've become a person that i don't want around.
I want to be a good person, but I'm struggling to remember what my smile looks like, and I wonder if it's only a matter of time before someone notices. I want to go out and have fun with my friends, but having fun isn't fun anymore.
I'm too emotionally exhausted to care about anything other than the sheets beneath my uselessness. I can barely stay awake as I listen to the sounds of everyone around me making love song that doesn't rhyme.
I drag myself through empty halls lined with a million locks, and behind every door lies a joyous time of my life when I was actually happy. I cannot relive those memories, because I don't remember what it felt like to be truly happy.
I just really want to be happy again.
same babe, same is gonna be okay :(
To the private story this goes cause i can relate
Everything will be okay I promise (:
Even at your worst, you are always loved and lovable. Take a deep breath, you've got this.
This is why I like slowed songs. It puts me a very quiet mood, but in a good quiet. it feels comforting. Makes me feel sleepy
you know what sucks?
the fact that we both know we're toxic for each other and that it won't work out yet we have this attraction and connection to each other that we can't ignore
Thanks! I'm going through a lot right now and I prefer depressing slowed songs :)
i wish you can overcome everything that you face now 🥰
@@nataella875 🥺❤️ you too
@Jeanna Margarette Chua - Best wishes to you... Know how u feel... What are some of your other favourite songs? Some of mine are Landfill and Medicine by Daughter, Station by Lapsley, Too Sad by Ex:Re, and Lonely by my Cdn homeboy JB.
@@ItsLotus99 🥺💗 thanks :) one of my favorite songs are POV by Ariana Grande, When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars, Changes by Hayd, and yea more songs like those... I hate rock and loud songs I like more slow and calmer songs :)
Just tell me if you need someone to talk to. Remember everyone matters, everyone cares about you 😁
I have literally listened to this the last few nights a ton, thank you so much for this
I'm going through so much torment and it's eating me inside but I find comfort in this song, so thank you ❤️
for anyone reading this;
it’s okay, it’s okay to not be okay, it’s going to be okay, you’re going to be okay, don’t give up, someone really loves and cares about you.
it’s going to be okay
Awe ty
dang when i tell you this is on a new level of sad...
this needs more then 1k likes:)
wdym? it only has 96 right now
girl upon a star exactly it still doesn’t have 1k likes
@@rainsoundssi ah i see
It does
Hey guys and girls and everyone else ☺️, I just wanted to say that I love you and no matter what your going through right now you will always be an amazing intelligent beautiful/handsome (whichever u prefer) HUMAN BEING. The colour of your skin, your sexual orientation,who your perants are, who your siblings are .. non of those things change anything you are amazing ok and don't tell me Ur not cuz you are
I love you ❤️
Thank you so much.
Thank you so much 🥺✨
thank you for this! ive been waiting for this song to come out and theres already a slowed version!
I'm still listening to this rn:)
Same. It’s like me in a song I relate to it so much
Same
I have heard this song like a million time because I am feeling really down these days 😭❤️
“And I’ve been trying hard to fit in but how come I’m so different from everyone I see?”
That hit hard :(
Thank you so much for this I’ve been looking for a good slowed version
When u're the happy go lucky kid in your family and whenever u're hurting or you're falling apart you just masked it up with your cheerful bright smile.
Its so hard to ask for help when u know no one might believe u're in pain cause they never see u cry.
Idk if it's just me but I personally like sad songs because I feel like the person singing it understands me 😕
yea my family calls me depressed all the time and wont understand me
I think this is my new favourite song, love you hayd
Gosh idk why but i love this song so much and the picture in the background is so beautiful it fits perfdct
Thanks for posting this!
Thank you :) I rlly needed this, I'm going through a lot, I have no one to talk to really. So I'm just here to listen to some slowed songs, my favourite
THANKYOU FOR 700k yorobun🥺❤️🔥 Im just gonna tell you that no matter what happened to your life you have to stay strong for yourself its hard but trust me you’re gonna be just fine okay❣️ Trust the process 🙌🏼
Thank you for this ❤️
I Cry Every Night
I Cry Every Year
I Cry Every Day
I Cry Every Hour
I Cry Every Minute
I Cry Every Sec
I Cry Every Moment Of My Life.
I Cry Cause There Are So Many Changes My Friends Make That I Can't Keep Up With..
I Quit Thinking About Fitting In. And Instead I Wanna Stand Out. By That I Mean Wear Colorful Stuff, Ima Lesbian And I'll Stand Out. I'll Always AND I MEAN ALWAYS STAND OUT.
Edit ~ I was not okay back then- BUT IM OKAY NOW :]
YESS GIRL THAT'S WHAT U GOTTA DO YOU ARE PERFECT THOSE FRIENDS WHO CARES ABOUT THEM SHAME ON THEM FOR LOSING U!
YES!!!
YEAH! SHOW YOUR TRUE COLORS GIRLY! We stand out, never heard of fitting in!
this is rlly good🥺❤🌹
This song makes me cry, whenever I have my crises I come here and listen to it
*_"Learning how to petered that everything is perfect..."_*
Yes. Learning how to petered.
This is so good
This song is basically just explaining all the teens in pain and how they mask it.
I didnt know I needed this until now
Hi uhm yeah I wanted to thank u for this I am going through a lot and a lot hurts so this helps a lot
this is amazing, thank you for making me feel a bit better :)
This is -B E A U T I F U L-
Thank you for this. This is just what I need ❤️
When those cold shivers run down your spine even though you're buried in your blankets, your body is warm, but you're cold on the inside...."
This breaks my heart, you are loved. This will pass, I'm still here for you.😘
The amount of
This makes me happy
I’m so exhausted
this song hits way to close to home
We are just living to die, but in between the start of a book and the finish theres still a lot to read.
Suicide is reading a book halfway then stopping because you dont like it, but school makes you keep reading it,
but in this case school is our family and friends
edit-
i was high when i wrote this
You may have been high but this makes a lot of sense
In case nobody told you this I'm proud of you and Keep trying 😊♥️
thankyou
thank you, its so hard to keep trying when you’ve lost the motivation to.
Ya'll should stan Hayd his is very talented and worth it!
Thanks for posting this.appreciate it!😩❤️
wow it's amazing, thank u
Man theirs something about watching the world go on and on living getting older while things come and go some stay some don't but there's always u standing there watching everything grow older and change left confused and scared for the future
HAPPY 1M everyone 💜 THANKYOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT ON MY CHANNEL 💜
I wish i was lucky enough to cry again..
im so exhausted. they act like im perfect : D
Too much pain sometimes feels like pleasure not every one gets to feel or maybe I'm just loosing my mind..
I love this song
This song is fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Today really showed how much people care and who cares. It’s my birthday and the amount of people who forgot even my own family. Like I know you don’t love me you have made that very obvious but you can’t give up 10 seconds to say happy birthday over a text. At least some people in the family did I guess. I should be use to this by now cause it happens every fucking year. I just thought because of everything that’s happened they’d care a tiny bit. It’s not only that I also got kicked out of my music group by my “friend” just because the one song. THE ONE SONG didn’t fit my voice. My crush most likely doesn’t like me. I was 18 days free of... now I’m a couple hours. I want to scream but I can’t I’m too tired. I’m just tired. I’m broken. I’m lost. I’m fine. I’m weak. I’m smiling. I’m dying. I’m crying. but I’m fine.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
I hope u had an amazing day!!
please stay with me and don't forgate how u trouly are. I am sure u don't deserve this at all, but rn u will get through it and maybe also the next 80 years. don't end your life. let it be the way it shell be and if it isn't the way u like it just change it. make it how u like. i'm so proud of u and i mean it. Don't think that u will not survive, think that u'll get through today, tomorow, the next day, the day after and so on. do it for yourself, not for me, just for you. I am a stranger for u, but every friendship started like to strangers. make every day your day. stay strong. I LOVE U!!
Still listening to this july 2021😀🖤💔 hurts.
still listening to this in September 2021. still hurts.
Life's changing and those are negative changes but Ig that's how life is people change so does life but I'll have to be patient to find the better me
I love it sm
GRACIAS RUclips POR LA RECOMENDACIÓN
Tired
I'm tired, tired of people telling me what to do, tired of trying but not succeeding, tired of thinking, tired of everything... I have nothing left. I wake up and the first thing I do is think about her. I dont want to think about her but i still do. I try to keep my mind on something else by playing video games, but I stil have that strange biting feeling in my stumach the feeling no one likes... I dont even know what this feeling is... maybe its mourning maybe its something else Idk. When that feeling overwhelmes I start to think, does she still love me? Doesn't she hate me? Why doesn't she wanna see me... After I questionned myself about itI most of the time start listening to music and thats the moment that I lose it all. And I'm so sick and tired of it, all of it the crying, the thinking, i'm even tired of living to be honest. I dont want to live with this feeling and I think I really need help, So I somethimes hope that I fade away slowly so no one notices...
I’m working on bettering myself, but I don’t think I can until these cuts heal..Yet..every few days it seems like there’s new ones...but I’m ok! Really!
the thought of death makes me so happy
I’m slipping thorough that thread. and I’m not going to be able to climb out of it agian
Is magic🤩🤩🤩🤩🌸🌸🌸
I've listened to this song last month ago. Btw my name is Anthony and I'm just wanting to share my story. I'm from Philippines. I've suffered 1 year of being depressed and alone. Whenever I feel alone and stress I prefer going outside for a fresh air. And everytime when me and my mom had a little argument I went silent and cry. and sometimes i felt like I just wanna run away. to escape reality and being depressed. Since I was a little kid I've got used having a many friends. But now I got used being alone.
Hope things have improved Anthony.
Listening outside while there’s a storm
My life is just hiding behind the mask of the person I used to be, I can’t be myself cause nobody listens…everyone judges me and thinks I’m not changing like everyone does.
Maybe u will see this song so I hope u love me and remember I love you more than myself and I don’t understand how I feel right now I hurts inside so much and when I remember u love another girl I feel pain I can’t see you with another girl so pls Marwan don’t hurts me like that I can’t
Look YOU ARE PERFECT OK IF THAT FUCKING IDIOT LEAVES U U HAVE US U HAVE ME IL ALWAYS BE HERE YES I AM A STRANGER FROM INTERNET BUT IF U HURT U HURT AND THERE'S A FEELING THAT NO ONE IS THERE BUT THERE IS IF THEY DON'T LIKE U THEY HAVE LOST U AND SHAME ON THEM FOR DOING THAT!
I really miss him 😭
we all have that one person we really miss
Se que ella jamás va ver este comentario, solo quiero decir gracias :') fuiste lo mas bonito y triste que la vida pudo decirme que se puede tener y a la vez perder ♥️
anyone else hate it when you have no new messages?.. yeah me too..
can I just disappear for a moment , just wanna escape from all of these things it's destroying me
but I don't wanna leave my cat he'll be alone
This song reminds me of middle children and im a middle child as well
school makes me wanna crawl in a hole and rot. “ why arent you doing your work you have SOO much free time “ im sorry i really am.
I feel to alone to tell my friends i want to stop because they won't take me serious
How do I carry on living a life I don’t want.
I came here to vent. I just wish I was perfect not constantly getting deadnamed I just wanna be happy.
❤️
..
Dear jayden
Girl ,i just understand you so fucking much :)
@@Anastasia-qv4gt Im sorry for that, :) ily stay strong!
@@nat-iv8eg lyt bestie
@@Anastasia-qv4gt
I’m realy in pain and music and my brother jossiah is the only thing I’m holding onto I don’t care I’m only 12 I will end it SO fast at my age ,because there is nothing to look to my parents would say “u have ur whole life in frount of you still “ but if this is my life I don’t want any more of it .
bruh I’m fucking pissed I literally was getting happier and ofc I went to the one person I trusted cause I cut myself again cause it’s addicting and idk he called the cops I went to the mental hospital and when I went back home and went online he broke up with me and I feel so replaced right now he’s calling with this boy named max wtf did I do except be loyal and love him I just wish I never met him because I’m deeply in love with him and I can’t fucking get over him and I keep going back to him it’s so annoying
Thinking what I want to be. Until now I don’t know what to do with my lite
I lost my best friend do to my anger isssues and im trying to have her answer...
hru now?
i have the same hair as that girl :)
This song hits different when ur family hates u 😅🥲
This is what being self-aware and having a cluster b personality disorder feels like
Im trying my best to change ;)
i lost my reason to live today
🥺
Stay alive fren
No one loses there reason to live because there are many reasons your alive, and one day you will see those reasons. I mean i have a happy home and family yet still can’t find a reason to live yet, but it will come one day!
Me thinking what would happen to me in future
after your roblox girlfriend ignores you talks to your best friend:
:)
pqp minha vida tá tudo errado. 👍🏼💔
Um. I'm hurt.
Is it just me or is this terrifying
Algum brasileiro??
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