So cold~Ben Cocks (slowed)

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  • Опубликовано: 20 дек 2024

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  • @eelxts
    @eelxts 4 года назад +2125

    LYRCIS
    Oh, you can't hear me cry
    See my dreams all die
    From where you're standing
    On your own
    It's so quiet here
    And I feel so cold
    This house no longer
    Feels like home
    Oh, when you told me you'd leave
    I felt like I couldn't breath
    My aching body fell to the floor
    Then I called you at home
    You said that you weren't alone
    I should've known better
    Now it hurts much more
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still owe me a reason
    I can't figure out why
    Why I'm alone and freezing
    While you're in the bed that she's in
    I'm just left alone to cry
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still awe me a reason
    I can't figure out why
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still awe me a reason
    I can't figure out why
    Oh, you can't hear me cry
    See my dreams all die
    From where you standing
    On your own
    It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
    This house no lounger
    Feels like home

    • @luzmariaramirezcamposramir9147
      @luzmariaramirezcamposramir9147 4 года назад +1

      Ok

    • @evebr8311
      @evebr8311 4 года назад +8

      Thank you💜

    • @rxvenxx
      @rxvenxx 4 года назад +10

      bruh how can you fuck up the word 'lyrics' when you even copy and paste to get that font lol

    • @eelxts
      @eelxts 4 года назад +5

      Quelraven no one asked dear :)

    • @rxvenxx
      @rxvenxx 4 года назад +2

      @@eelxts asking wasn't necessary.

  • @oof8598
    @oof8598 5 лет назад +3604

    I miss the old me. It used to be so happy...I dont even know how it feels anymore. I feel so empty...I wish I could turn back time.

    • @justafriendofyoux1435
      @justafriendofyoux1435 5 лет назад +48

      Oof you can always :(🖤 you have me by youre side i know you dont know me but we Should be there for each others cause who else would💪🏼

    • @oof8598
      @oof8598 5 лет назад +14

      @@justafriendofyoux1435 you're right💜 thanks :)

    • @mnalll7365
      @mnalll7365 5 лет назад +25

      Same :( im here for anybody who wanna talk x

    • @watcher2033
      @watcher2033 5 лет назад +5

      Same

    • @emotionalrollercoaster6109
      @emotionalrollercoaster6109 5 лет назад +30

      I wonder what its like to feel happy again. I can smile but my happiness doesn't feel genuine.. something just doesn't feel right.

  • @mariajrgensen5191
    @mariajrgensen5191 5 лет назад +3711

    "See my dreams all die..."

  • @justtalia2849
    @justtalia2849 5 лет назад +2467

    Is it just me or does a song have so much more meaning when it's slowed down? Especially this one🌸

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 5 лет назад +6

      just talia yes...

    • @kaeyamilk637
      @kaeyamilk637 5 лет назад +3

      I agree

    • @bonponionowo2072
      @bonponionowo2072 5 лет назад +27

      I think it feels that way because when it's slowed, it gives you time to actually listen and take in the words. It gives you time to feel the music, I suppose?

    • @amberbarber1049
      @amberbarber1049 5 лет назад +8

      I agree a friend of mine just died and I am trying to fight the tears

    • @kim97023
      @kim97023 5 лет назад +1

      It’s Yo gurl amber13 I’m so sorry for you😔

  • @zenawahid7348
    @zenawahid7348 5 лет назад +4387

    “This house no longer feels like home” that hits hard anyone else?

  • @MariaAguilar-zz1gf
    @MariaAguilar-zz1gf 5 лет назад +991

    "When you told me you'd leave, I felt like I couldn't breath"

  • @softthorns604
    @softthorns604 5 лет назад +559

    ''Oh, you can't hear me cry...''

  • @sarabostan3221
    @sarabostan3221 5 лет назад +490

    "this house no longer
    feels like home"
    felt that.

    • @libbyrogersx9262
      @libbyrogersx9262 5 лет назад +2

      Sara Sara same 🥺

    • @_krxs3910
      @_krxs3910 3 года назад

      Yep💔

    • @keirajoiner3652
      @keirajoiner3652 3 года назад +2

      Yea Same, tbh I can't even get my dad to be happy for a 24 hour period. I feel like I'm jus drowning and losing myself again.nd no matter how much I try to keep from it it happens anyway.

  • @sophiamcgilvray
    @sophiamcgilvray 5 лет назад +814

    Every hard beat was like a gunshot to my heart...

    • @Nikkibopper
      @Nikkibopper 5 лет назад +16

      Oh my god, I feel it too...

    • @123aliiah
      @123aliiah 4 года назад +5

      I felt it too😭

    • @cryforyou255
      @cryforyou255 4 года назад

      I feel all of you 💔

    • @nanamifuruta4965
      @nanamifuruta4965 4 года назад +6

      Same, is it weird I see my dead best friend.. man, I'm going insane...

    • @sh3enak
      @sh3enak 4 года назад +1

      I feel u❤️

  • @dashabelopolsky477
    @dashabelopolsky477 4 года назад +474

    “I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”
    ― Robin Williams

    • @thefirstechlon5522
      @thefirstechlon5522 4 года назад +8

      The only reason i get up in the morning at this point

    • @lottahartikainen4774
      @lottahartikainen4774 4 года назад +4

      @@thefirstechlon5522 I know this propaply won't make a difference but YOU MATTER❤️

    • @elxhqiwsum8617
      @elxhqiwsum8617 3 года назад +3

      I do that and I just wish someone did it back but no one does I feel like everyone is robots they all do the same they say “ I do everything to keep others happy but no one keeps me happy “ or “ I’m always there when someone needs me but no one is there when I need them “ like? Every person I know has had a deep talk with me and I have always stayed quiet and comforted them but no one does it to me and I’m so sick and tired of building everything inside me not having anyone sucks man I’m so sad and mad now days my sadness is just anger I don’t want to be here anymore every one ignores me like I’m not a person with real feelings like I don’t exist trying to talk to my friends abt my feelings they talk shit behind me calling me pick me and sensitive “ oh she has it better then us “ plz.. trying to talk to my mom is the worst cuz she literally straight up ignored me and it breaks me into pieces and trying to talk to my sister she doesn’t care at all I have no one man no one I’m so done with bottling it all up I just want to disappear I just want my feelings and this fire inside me that won’t go away to stop I want everything to stop everything is going so fast i don’t know if I can keep up with life

    • @schattengeist1
      @schattengeist1 3 года назад +4

      The loneliest people are the kindest. The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see anyone else suffer the way they did.
      -Jellal Fernandes

    • @uter9371
      @uter9371 3 года назад +3

      Broken people are always kind to others 💔🙃

  • @harleywolf5691
    @harleywolf5691 5 лет назад +303

    I am
    Done
    With my life
    No one helps me
    Everyone ignores me...
    I hate myself
    I’m just a mistake.. I give up

    • @sophiaredwanski9160
      @sophiaredwanski9160 5 лет назад +16

      You are here for a reason, you are loved, it may not seem like it but people are here for you, I know it’s hard right now but things will get better, don’t give up on life, suicide is forever it’s not a temporary thing if your thinking about giving up in life talk to someone, anyone, you can even talk to me I’m here for you I may not know you but don’t worry please don’t give up...

    • @lexisgone
      @lexisgone 5 лет назад +7

      I already gave up

    • @taleenxoxo3428
      @taleenxoxo3428 4 года назад +1

      @@lexisgone dont. please dont. I'm here if you wanna talk!

    • @lexisgone
      @lexisgone 4 года назад +2

      @@taleenxoxo3428 thank you but Life is hard in that Moment

    • @taleenxoxo3428
      @taleenxoxo3428 4 года назад +2

      @@lexisgone it'll get better trust me! I'm always here if you wanna talk

  • @Usernotfound19187
    @Usernotfound19187 5 лет назад +192

    "See my dreams all die"
    "What dreams"

    • @lexisgone
      @lexisgone 5 лет назад +1

      😔

    • @papi6613
      @papi6613 4 года назад +2

      just my made up mightmares

  • @kazutfx
    @kazutfx 5 лет назад +282

    *"cause this house no longer feels like home"* *"when i called you at home, you said you we'ren't alone, i shouldve known better, now it hurts much more"* *"now im just left alone to cry..."*
    I RELATE, my house isn't a safe a place, i want to run.

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 года назад +11

      bil i want to run, too. i don’t know where. i wanna run against the wind down an empty street while tears run down my cheeks and my bare feet run across the rough road, and i am alone. no one to bother me. just one time that i can escape. once i can feel free. and i will never stop running. just for a while.

    • @rockstargirl9995
      @rockstargirl9995 4 года назад +1

      diora me too diora, me too

    • @mesholalexander5382
      @mesholalexander5382 4 года назад +3

      I wanna run away to my house is so abusive and toxic I’m scared

    • @rockstargirl9995
      @rockstargirl9995 4 года назад +1

      Meshol Alexander it’ll get better i promise and if anything i’ll always be here to talk🥺

    • @p.celeste1307
      @p.celeste1307 3 года назад

      Patience I what we'll have to practice...until we can move out and away

  • @sophienewsom3068
    @sophienewsom3068 5 лет назад +1393

    im done
    everything sucks and im just
    *done*

    • @Usernotfound19187
      @Usernotfound19187 5 лет назад +36

      Sophie Newsom
      Thats what i said....
      But i cant keep leading my life on like this...
      I want to die
      I want to end it all
      I am sick of it, I'm sick of everything and everyone
      We cant be living a bad life for ever!
      We need a better life,
      Yes i am young and people say you have a whole life ahead it will get better.
      My mum let it slip right by when she found out i was cutting they never care no one does, at least they'll care when were dead

    • @juliazastrow3461
      @juliazastrow3461 5 лет назад +7

      same.

    • @oldieaccounty
      @oldieaccounty 5 лет назад +30

      Ok bby, I love you. Everyday that you live through makes you stronger it’s ok hunny

    • @karimeperez1688
      @karimeperez1688 5 лет назад +4

      same..

    • @gabija.tietz06
      @gabija.tietz06 5 лет назад +14

      But do not give up. You matter hun. You are not alone. You will get off every bad phase, but you need to fight.

  • @kaylaalana9087
    @kaylaalana9087 5 лет назад +96

    *i miss his voice, God please give him back*

  • @69dawg
    @69dawg 5 лет назад +457

    well. This song truly wants me to cry but my parents and siblings are in the same room. I CAN'T....

    • @rluzifer8018
      @rluzifer8018 5 лет назад +2

      Same

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 года назад +27

      when there are times like that go in the bathroom and sit down. take a deep breath. breathe out slowly. run your hands under the the warm or cold water. depending on how you are feeling. if you feel panicky and like you can’t control your emotions, just cry for a little. (if you are in a rush) let it all out in those few minutes. wash your face with cold water and take some deep breaths again. everything will be alright . sometimes we just have to be alone...

    • @arminegevorgyan326
      @arminegevorgyan326 4 года назад +1

      😭😭😭

    • @mesholalexander5382
      @mesholalexander5382 4 года назад +1

      diora why do I do taht right befor super every day is that a bad thing am I rly that sad and broken?

    • @name5951
      @name5951 3 года назад

      @@diora266 Thank you but what if you can’t cry how to I let my emotions out when I can’t cry?

  • @sashahienz8097
    @sashahienz8097 5 лет назад +88

    Her smile. Her laugh. Her eyes. Some of the most captivating things he'd ever seen. But I guess centuries of living will give you doubts. Those doubts were the worst thing that happened to him. He let her get close to him because a part of him had already let her undo him. Apart of him accepted that he loved this girl. But that love was to strong, because he left her.
    She was heartbroken. He was heartbroken. But he refused to return and let himself get hurt when she was frail and dying. They both continued they're lives. They smiled an laughed but the day he left, anyone around him knew that he had lost something. Someone. About two years later he had learned to bury those emotions and pretend they didn't exist. He learned to only weep over the loss of a love he could have had at night when others were silent an oblivious to his pain.
    When he finally broke and went back to her, to the woman he loved, he didn't find his love. Not alive anyway. He walked into the house which had an empty feeling that chilled him. He searched the house that he had become so accustomed to all those years ago. He had sat in her room and watched her sleep enjoying the moment when he didn't need a mask. But when he walked into the room he wished he had never come. God, he wished he had never come. There was the love of his life that he had so selfishly abandonded lying on the ground surrounded by her own bloody wrists and empty pill bottles. He let out a choked sob and stumbled over to her lifeless form. Oh no no no why you you were perfect he whispered softly touching your face softly tears streaming down his ghostly pale skin. He hugged her body close and sobbed. Then he stopped. He remembered a way,. An ancient way but a way to get her back nonetheless.
    Dun dun dun what'll happen next .

    • @ehrenbruderralf5526
      @ehrenbruderralf5526 3 года назад +2

      Bruh why did u stop I wanna read the rest I felt like reading a whole book😂

    • @mandypandy1999
      @mandypandy1999 2 года назад

      What happened??!!!

  • @valentineancay2469
    @valentineancay2469 6 лет назад +743

    Oh, you can't hear me cry
    See my dreams all die
    From where you're standing
    On your own.
    It's so quiet here
    And I feel so cold
    This house no longer
    Feels like home.
    ohhh... Mmmm
    ohhh... Mmmm
    Oh, when you told me you'd leave
    I felt like I couldn't breath
    My aching body fell to the floor
    Then I called you at home
    You said that you weren't alone
    I should've known better
    Now it hurts much more.
    ohhh... Mmmm
    ohhh... Mmmm
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still owe me a reason
    Cause I can't figure out why...
    Why I'm alone and freezing
    While you're in the bed that she's in
    And I'm just left alone to cry.
    ohhh... ohhh
    Yeahh... Yeahh
    Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh...
    ohhh... ohhh
    Yeahh... Yeahh
    Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh...
    ohhh... ohhh
    Yeahh... Yeahh
    Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh...
    ohhh... ohhh
    Yeahh... Yeahh
    Yeahh... Yeahh... Yeahh...
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still owe me a reason
    I can't figure out why...
    You caused my heart to bleed and
    You still owe me a reason
    I can't figure out why...
    Oh, you can't hear me cry
    See my dreams all die
    From where you standing
    On your own
    It's so quiet here and I feel so cold
    This house no lounger
    Feels like home. Sorry I just want sing

    • @dannijurgele5237
      @dannijurgele5237 5 лет назад +2

      Valentine Ancay same btw same, but cry too x

  • @hahahahahahhaha4078
    @hahahahahahhaha4078 5 лет назад +756

    It’s weird how you can be so sad just over 1 person...

  • @robyn9645
    @robyn9645 5 лет назад +239

    “You okay?”
    *the anger I feel is just built up pain that I’ve been hiding...and I take it out on people 💔*
    *i hate myself in every way possible*
    *i feel helpless like im in a cage of nothing but choices im forced to make*
    *i feel like I just wanna end it all*
    *im in an endless loop of pain*
    *help me please*
    I’m great! :)
    How are you..?

    • @paulabou1271
      @paulabou1271 5 лет назад +3

      Try to make kind gesture to the people that need it the most. Without asking for a thank you. You will feel so good outside and in. Be good to the world and ull feel good for yourself

    • @ßlaÐê4
      @ßlaÐê4 4 года назад +3

      You just read my thought. I am that alone that i think im not that? I cant explain myself but im still alone-

    • @user-lt7ff1tg9f
      @user-lt7ff1tg9f 4 года назад +3

      I'm giving you a virtual hug, sending lots of love. I know the pain too.

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 4 года назад +3

      Same with me and *Fakes a smile* have a nice day your beautiful today and keep up the positivity ( *even though I say all that and people always refer to me as a sweet and innocent person they don’t know who is behind the mask and acting I am trying to stop but I am super confused with who I really am my whole “life” I “lived” like a slave or robot pleasing others “living” how they want and doing things that they like and acting how they like instead of doing it for myself I feel so confused as I try to stop the acting and remove the mask* )

    • @ammy_heart
      @ammy_heart 4 года назад +1

      I felt that🥺

  • @daniellebrock1957
    @daniellebrock1957 5 лет назад +104

    “This house no longer, feels like home” damn that got me 🤧

  • @argeliaamaro9051
    @argeliaamaro9051 4 года назад +61

    isn't it weird that we all feel a similar connection (loneliness, depressed, anxiety, etc) through just a simple song?

  • @fallenangel9085
    @fallenangel9085 5 лет назад +48

    the tears are too afraid to spill over too afraid to break again.

  • @dominikajozefow3684
    @dominikajozefow3684 5 лет назад +72

    This song hit me so hard because of the stuff I am going through. I just can't do this anymore
    ' this house no longer feels like home '

  • @Daisy_19971
    @Daisy_19971 5 лет назад +34

    Roughly two years ago I went through a life changing break up, I didn’t want to get up, I didn’t want to work, I didn’t want to eat or drink, I didn’t want to breath. I remember playing this song on a loop for hours. I want anyone to know it does get better. Today in married and more happy than I could’ve ever guessed I’d be. Everything happens for a reason. Please keep moving forward.

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад +6

      I recently broke up from an abusive relationship and feel exactly how you described it. thank you for sharing this, im slowly getting better

  • @anastasia0438
    @anastasia0438 5 лет назад +46

    I didn’t know this song could be sadder but it can !

  • @mnalll7365
    @mnalll7365 5 лет назад +32

    “This house no longer feels like home” I felt that.. 💔

  • @princessmanguito3584
    @princessmanguito3584 5 лет назад +41

    "I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, i'll dream of you. Because it's about you. it's always been about you."

  • @angeleforoughe5135
    @angeleforoughe5135 5 лет назад +27

    always loved this song. listened to it a few years back when i was going through a hard time. i got better and i feel better. do not worry it will pass trust me! theres so much to live for and you are amazing and everything will work out.

  • @keannecrouche6687
    @keannecrouche6687 3 года назад +68

    "Death is not the greatest lost in life, the greatest lost is what dies inside us while we are living"🙂🥀

    • @PageSmith-ij8rh
      @PageSmith-ij8rh 2 месяца назад

      Fear life not death because death is guaranteed but life at any minute om tomorrow or whenever at any moment is never guaranteed

  • @yt.mikayla9689
    @yt.mikayla9689 5 лет назад +125

    3:07 A.M sitting here crying asking myself why I wasn’t good enough.

    • @constantin4444
      @constantin4444 4 года назад +3

      You are enough. The other Person just wasnt able to see it and soon they will regret it.

    • @shaz_khiaruiz4795
      @shaz_khiaruiz4795 3 года назад

      🥺💖💔

    • @xArxsta-df2xz
      @xArxsta-df2xz 8 месяцев назад

      its been 4years since this comment, but you're way more than good enough ml

  • @Dawnblad3
    @Dawnblad3  5 лет назад +1339

    I see a lot of people going through a hard time.. I just want all of you to know that it does get better and this comment section is a safe place to share your stories. Just know you are loved and you can get help. Love you all ☺︎♡

    • @blackhole7909
      @blackhole7909 5 лет назад +3

      Brianna MG thanks a lot😍😍😍😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @strawberiv2501
      @strawberiv2501 5 лет назад +18

      how the fuck could i get help? no really...i tried to get help for 1 year and no one gived me even a chance...guess so i will be the next one after Rosalie

    • @YourFavoriteAxolotol
      @YourFavoriteAxolotol 5 лет назад +4

      Thank you, it means alot, you are loved too 💜

    • @fee6145
      @fee6145 5 лет назад +1

      @@strawberiv2501 Try to find a therapist or just a person who will listen to your problems. There are so many people out there who want to help, you will find someone, please just don't give up

    • @jadewu111
      @jadewu111 5 лет назад +2

      Brianna MG Can you do evanescence songs slowed like my immortal or hello

  • @gingermarley7
    @gingermarley7 5 лет назад +110

    They are all songs I would cry when we were in 2014

  • @romy1754
    @romy1754 4 года назад +56

    Do you know that feeling when you want to cry but you just can’t and just stare at anything and don’t move and your heart slowly breaks into pieces

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад +2

      I hope you're doing okay

  • @Jziyuo
    @Jziyuo 4 года назад +16

    Am I the only one who has to constantly cry silently and finally has a time to like.. cry out. That's the best feeling to me. Its like a release, it feels good.

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад +1

      I feel the same way, the sleep after it is amazing too

  • @nikolettaxd1046
    @nikolettaxd1046 6 лет назад +90

    That's the best thing i've ever heard. Thank you

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  6 лет назад +8

      Nikoletta Chioteli You’re very welcome :)

  • @brittanyphillips3990
    @brittanyphillips3990 5 лет назад +122

    Why does my freaking depression hit me.like waves one is bigger and harder to get above I'm stuck in the undertow of the waves I feel like I'm drowning in it in my freaking self and no matter what I do I can't reach the surface I can't find it I'm so lost and I don't know what to do anymore

    • @rahafkatout6195
      @rahafkatout6195 5 лет назад

      your will get over it trust me just stay positive

    • @diora266
      @diora266 4 года назад +1

      stay strong bbg. hopefully you're doing better now. i bet you are. :)

    • @rockstargirl9995
      @rockstargirl9995 4 года назад +1

      Brittany Phillips couldn’t explain it better

  • @athenatowerwolf1257
    @athenatowerwolf1257 5 лет назад +35

    This song is beautiful. causes that I lack air. I feel that I can listen to it all the time, especially when I'm sad.

  • @roobrown
    @roobrown 5 лет назад +15

    "It's so quiet here and I feel so cold. This house no longer feels like home." What a mood, to inspire change if taken out of context of the song.

  • @lydiawilliams7961
    @lydiawilliams7961 5 лет назад +39

    you caused my heart to shatter.

  • @Vossy00
    @Vossy00 3 года назад +4

    Wow back then when i was deep stressed/depress, every day every night i go to bed crying. I was deeply hurt by everyone. My relationship with family,friends and boyfriend. And this song remind me of it, the pain , the suicidal thoughts everything. I was just waiting for my body to give up cause i really cant do it anymore.I was mentally and physically abused by everyone, but still here I am on the process of healing and getting stronger and stronger.thank God

  • @cassiiiebotelho7370
    @cassiiiebotelho7370 5 лет назад +70

    it really is,, sad boi,,, hours.

  • @ustinovkarin9139
    @ustinovkarin9139 4 года назад +14

    “When you are happy -you enjoy the music, but when you are sad -you understand the lyrics.”
    3:33 am and that song hit my feelings like a fucking train

  • @sydneystallbaumer8237
    @sydneystallbaumer8237 5 лет назад +188

    Comment sections of videos like these always make me feel like I’m not the only one suffering lol

    • @user-lt7ff1tg9f
      @user-lt7ff1tg9f 4 года назад +2

      ikr, we have the kindest ppl here

    • @kore2568
      @kore2568 4 года назад +4

      @@user-lt7ff1tg9f I get more support on youtube than I do from my own family and friends :) yall just understand me ig.

  • @maxquinndraws
    @maxquinndraws 5 лет назад +83

    It’s so quiet here...and I feel so cold...this house no longer...feels like home

  • @Iam_free
    @Iam_free 9 месяцев назад +2

    This is one of the saddest and the most romantic song I ever heard

  • @psychoboy4128
    @psychoboy4128 5 лет назад +279

    (no friends no father my ex left without any reason .depressed broken suicidal.) i'm okay 🙂

    • @ninadiy383
      @ninadiy383 5 лет назад +13

      Stay strong! You're not alone

    • @psychoboy4128
      @psychoboy4128 5 лет назад +1

      @@ninadiy383 thanx🙂

    • @zenawahid7348
      @zenawahid7348 5 лет назад +3

      If you need someone to talk to I’m here

    • @someuser103
      @someuser103 5 лет назад +1

      please feel free to talk if need

    • @ornella7820
      @ornella7820 5 лет назад +4

      You’re not okay, but you’re not alone !

  • @heyitskate5158
    @heyitskate5158 5 лет назад +25

    It's just so calming 💕

  • @playwithkenito
    @playwithkenito 5 лет назад +385

    I miss you and love you so much Scotty Jacob McMillan and I can’t wait to see you🥺😭💔

    • @amyrobinson9025
      @amyrobinson9025 4 года назад +7

      R.I.P

    • @sylvie395
      @sylvie395 3 года назад +1

      Who?

    • @hiccup3967
      @hiccup3967 3 года назад +4

      How did that end up?

    • @K3nzyy1416
      @K3nzyy1416 3 года назад +7

      Sorry For Your Loss

    • @vi5331
      @vi5331 3 года назад +14

      @@hiccup3967 a little boy passed away because of his stepfather. it wrecks my heart to hear about that case:(

  • @user-lt7ff1tg9f
    @user-lt7ff1tg9f 4 года назад +13

    This past year my parents were getting a divorce and it felt like hell on earth. Music was and still is my medicine, last fall I was feeling really upset with all the misery and then I found this song, I listened to it on the top of the stairs near the front door and I watched the rain pooring down feeling like I was drowning and drowning and I couldn't come up for air. The tears kept coming down and I just felt so raw and that I was going to feel like this forever, with the song filling my whole being.

  • @megantheestallion6433
    @megantheestallion6433 3 года назад +8

    “u cant hear me cry” Hits hard when u struggle showing ur emotions, having to pretend everything is okay.

  • @ruta4685
    @ruta4685 5 лет назад +43

    When it's summer and you should be happy, but you just lay in your bed and cry because of memories about him

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад +2

      I hope you're better now

  • @loreynalove4392
    @loreynalove4392 5 лет назад +162

    my grandma lived with me. she passed away and this house no longer feels like home

    • @Izabella.N
      @Izabella.N 5 лет назад +5

      I'm sorry. I'm here for you and I know you are strong!! Really strong so let's win this war of tears with each other ❤️❤️

    • @Melsworld222
      @Melsworld222 5 лет назад +2

      loreyna love same 😭💔

    • @ybnmatilda5297
      @ybnmatilda5297 5 лет назад +2

      loreyna love same. Except my grandma was sick and couldn’t walk great so we thought maybe she was just a little sick so we would walk her around the house...She died two weeks after we finally took her to the hospital. She could’ve lived if we didn’t walk her around the house. I blame myself everyday.

    • @tofikymarnia6271
      @tofikymarnia6271 4 года назад +1

      @@ybnmatilda5297 It's not your fault remember that 💗

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад +1

      I hope you're feeling better love

  • @lydiawilliams7961
    @lydiawilliams7961 5 лет назад +51

    i feel so cold.

    • @leeeeeea9960
      @leeeeeea9960 4 года назад +2

      hey. i believe in you. i wish you only the best 🤍

  • @ari-oq6tt
    @ari-oq6tt 5 лет назад +273

    is anyone else looking at the rain drops, waiting for them to fall? ... i guess just me

    • @coolkidsneverdie7429
      @coolkidsneverdie7429 5 лет назад +4

      she is me it's not just u...

    • @nvbke_2263
      @nvbke_2263 5 лет назад +8

      U mean tears ; (

    • @ari-oq6tt
      @ari-oq6tt 5 лет назад +1

      @@nvbke_2263 ah, i meant my dreams, my bad

    • @chelseascofield2857
      @chelseascofield2857 5 лет назад +3

      it doesn't really rain where i live we are going thought droughts since December

    • @julia5702
      @julia5702 5 лет назад +1

      That is making my tears fall xD

  • @asiafabisiak194
    @asiafabisiak194 5 лет назад +4

    "Oh, you can't here me cry"... this is very sad and beautiful song love it

  • @jennatracy1785
    @jennatracy1785 4 года назад +8

    this song hits different for me. no matter what. it will always mean something to me. i’ve been a dancer my whole life. i’ve competed for a couple years now. last summer, we had to do this exercise thing where we were paired with an older dancer (boy or girl) and a person from our age group. the task was that the older dancers had to choreograph a duo (or trio) for the younger dancers they were paired with. then after they did that, the younger dancers had to choreograph a piece for the older dancers. i was paired with this boy anthony (he was the older one and he happened to be my dance teachers “son”) and a girl my age annabella. since it was during the summer, we had 3 older dancers and 6 or 7 younger. so there was 2 groups of 3 and 1 group of 4. there was only 2 dance rooms in the dance studio so me, annabella and anthony went to the front of the studio in a lobby place. anthony began choreographing and then once we were all done, we showed our dance teachers and then we began choreographing for the older dancers. i picked the song. it was “i fall apart by posty”. our dance teacher kept checking in on us because we were with the youngest-oldest dancer. but i ended up choreographing most of the dance. my dance teacher LOVED the dance and the next day had me choreograph another dance for him. she ended up putting me in a student choreography category for a competition and i choreographed a dance to this song. it’s been almost a year since that competition and since corona happened, our dance studio had to close permanently. so this song really gets me. and i think about that moment every time i have it playing.

  • @kayleighbradley3022
    @kayleighbradley3022 4 года назад +6

    "This house no longer feels like home" I really felt that.

  • @kylerheper9264
    @kylerheper9264 5 лет назад +3

    l just want to say thank you for singing this song slowed it makes me realize that l am loved and that l also love all of you . love you all guys 💗💗💗💗💗💞💞💞 ❤❤thank you

  • @cahackers850
    @cahackers850 4 года назад +2

    This is bringing back memories......😢😢

  • @marktankersley3618
    @marktankersley3618 5 лет назад +6

    I have been going through a tough time lately.. my lil bro passed away, then my dog passed away, I lost almost all my friends and I am just in deep depression.. this always helps x

  • @mnalll7365
    @mnalll7365 5 лет назад +28

    “This house no longer feels like home” 💔

  • @elisabeth-hi9ii
    @elisabeth-hi9ii 5 лет назад +4

    “I should I’ve known better now it hurts much more” why does this mean so much to me?♡

  • @inazeaanazazi9605
    @inazeaanazazi9605 5 лет назад +9

    thank you so very much, this is very healing :) I feel calm

  • @humanbeing5636
    @humanbeing5636 4 года назад +5

    "This house no longer feels like home" I can relate! It's not felt like home for years.

  • @nicoleprince9090
    @nicoleprince9090 5 лет назад +14

    "You caused my heart to bleed and, you still owe me a reason" that hit hard..

  • @pia..
    @pia.. 5 лет назад +43

    you caused my heart to bleed and you still owe me a reason, cause i can’t figure out why

  • @astoria6838
    @astoria6838 5 лет назад +5

    this song means so much to me

  • @willstuart4504
    @willstuart4504 5 лет назад +7

    Beautiful song... One of my all-time favs.
    The perfect Mood song...❤

  • @cmrb05
    @cmrb05 5 лет назад +28

    Beautiful this rhythm...congratulations😍😍

  • @oldieaccounty
    @oldieaccounty 5 лет назад +16

    It’s funny how you catch feelings so quick

  • @hevizakholi6654
    @hevizakholi6654 3 года назад +1

    The saddest thing is to cry and be sad for no reason, because then there’s nothing that can make u happy like u were before again..

  • @babizinhadeyse7100
    @babizinhadeyse7100 3 года назад +3

    I will always be forever grateful to have found someone as incredible as you I literally love you all ....

  • @xssx5379
    @xssx5379 5 лет назад +7

    ,,This House no longer, feel's like Home..."
    So true:)

  • @livjones9859
    @livjones9859 4 года назад +4

    *why does this make me feel happier*

  • @nono-lg7lb
    @nono-lg7lb 5 лет назад +45

    Can you do a 1 hour please?

  • @blodripa8684
    @blodripa8684 5 лет назад +8

    I’m so sick and also right now super scared of throwing up (I have emetophobia) and this song somehow calms me down when i’m on the verge of an anxiety attack.

  • @veronicacarrington5437
    @veronicacarrington5437 4 года назад +59

    This song hits hard when it’s 3am and you’re crying in you bed bc you wanna end it. Trust me it does.

  • @Idk-qd2zb
    @Idk-qd2zb 3 года назад +4

    To anyone who's reading this..
    I just wanted to tell you that,
    You're beautiful/handsome.
    You don't need them, relax.
    They aren't worth your heart.
    Don't listen to what other people say.
    They are jealous of you hun.
    Plus you deserve the whole world.
    You are worth it.
    You are intelligent and special.
    You are perfect.
    You are everything someone can have.
    I love you.

  • @callmed4221
    @callmed4221 5 лет назад +2

    "when you told me you leave, i feel i cant breathe" omg this is sooo true..

  • @clauclau3623
    @clauclau3623 4 года назад +4

    "See my dreams all die,, and "this house no longer feels like home,, hit me hard. Exactly me right now

  • @momo-tq9yr
    @momo-tq9yr 5 лет назад +4

    "This house no longer feels like home" wow like just wow, it did really hit hard, knowing that my home is a living hell

  • @julia5702
    @julia5702 5 лет назад +19

    " *You can't hear me cry, see my dreams all die..* " ;-;

  • @stephanieknecht1375
    @stephanieknecht1375 5 лет назад +2

    This song is just something else me. It reminds me of my mom. Bc shes a drug addict.
    " This house no longer feels like home."
    "You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain
    But it's disintegrating from all the medicine."
    It's just that the drugs changed her completely and shes not like my mom at all anymore she pushes me away like nothing and always blames me for everything.
    "What you said you were when you met me"
    And I just wish she could be the person she use to be and the person she always told me she was when I was younger.

  • @koalabar2621
    @koalabar2621 5 лет назад +58

    I hate it so much
    Why is it impossible for others to just be kind to everyone why does everybody always hate on everybody it makes so many lifes awful

    • @ohno984
      @ohno984 4 года назад

      U now just be evil and u will be fine,what about me ? Now ? I have a plane that if it dose not work i will kill myself
      Have a nice day
      Bye

  • @crashgirl6302
    @crashgirl6302 3 года назад +2

    Heyy you all, I know how much it can hurt. Everything and I know how it is to be depressed but please stay ! There will be better days and it will get better!!
    You are so strong!
    I love you!
    I don't know if anybody reads this but I was depressed and I wanted to end my life and I 🪒🔪 myself i was at my worst!! and everyday i felt more like giving up. But i didn't gave up!!
    And now i don't cut myself and my life is better 2 years later! My full life has changed because i searched help and knew I can't life LIKE THAT anymore. I still struggle somedays and sometimes it's just so hard but you must stay strong because good things will happend and even if your not fully out of depression and feel empty like me it's ok I just try to life like that and you just gotta focus on the good things :)
    Stay save I love u ❤️

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 4 года назад +17

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @parker-cy2bj
      @parker-cy2bj 4 года назад +3

      I appreciate you

    • @lyssia5588
      @lyssia5588 3 года назад +1

      thank you so much

    • @pumpkinpumpkin3507
      @pumpkinpumpkin3507 Год назад

      Hello! I know you wrote this beautiful message 2 years ago and probably won’t see this reply but I wanted to say thank you❤️ I’m going through a really rough time with myself rn and I have a lot of self hate but I just came across this message while listening to this song and it really made an impact on how I’m feeling. It was a sign that things I’m going through are just temporary and I will get through them. Thank you for believing in me and everything you said in that message❤️

  • @nai_legend
    @nai_legend 8 месяцев назад +2

    when you cry to this deeply; that’s when you know something is wrong.

  • @lizi7174
    @lizi7174 5 лет назад +32

    I dont know what i did wrong. everyone hates me, my "friends", family, teachers, etc. i just cant do it. i watch everything be taken away from me and watch everyone move on with out me. im not important to anyone. It sucks:(

    • @izzythompson5596
      @izzythompson5596 5 лет назад +2

      Lizi it’s sad but i relate :(x

    • @SalwaRafiq18
      @SalwaRafiq18 4 года назад +1

      I’m So Sorry To Hear That,You Are Beautiful You Are Loved And You Are Strong,I Love You So Much And I Don’t Even Know You,Everything Will Work Out In The End,Hopefully Things Are Better Now,If Not Keep On Going,Don’t Give Up!Take Care Of Yourself Stay Alive And Stay Strong 🥺💕.

  • @foxybeast018
    @foxybeast018 4 года назад +1

    I swear, I spent so many days feeling numb and so many nights just crying my eyes out that now I’m just wondering why I’m even living, like I have no one to talk to and no one understand how I feel and it just gets so overwhelming. These songs really do a number on me and I just..... ugh I just can’t anymore

    • @Dawnblad3
      @Dawnblad3  3 года назад

      I hope you're doing better

  • @selenamajor7396
    @selenamajor7396 5 лет назад +6

    "This house no longer feels like home" that hit me hard..

  • @sammakkometsa7792
    @sammakkometsa7792 5 лет назад +1

    This song brings so many memories back....

  • @michaelscofield7772
    @michaelscofield7772 4 года назад +3

    THIS IS INCREDIBLE!! You are so talented!!

  • @annasmejdovcova8974
    @annasmejdovcova8974 4 года назад +2

    "this house no longer feels like home" I felt that,this hits hard :(

  • @wafflewoofs5684
    @wafflewoofs5684 5 лет назад +129

    It’s funny how I call a place home
    When I’m willing to just go on a walk and never return
    back where the pain just gets worse...
    It’s funny how I’m ready to die at a young age?
    It’s funny how I see my arms as paper
    I’m so depressed I can’t even be bothered to cut?
    I’m so angry that I smile
    I’m so quiet I’m an extrovert
    I’m so fake... but yet I’m so real to those who are blind
    Those who aren’t
    See me as if I’m invisible
    I see them as invisible...
    And we just turn our heads
    And walk away...
    Like everyone else...
    Broken minds
    Broken hearts
    Broken homes
    Broken family
    Broken..... Life.....
    Dreams much worse than nightmares!
    THEY ARENT DREAMS
    THEY ARE WHAT WE CALL
    “reality”
    But we never dare want people to see what reality is really like....
    So we smile, we laugh, we go out with anxiety and depression.
    We share our knowledge
    We share our wise ness?
    We share everything we could never be shared.
    We help those who wanna take their lives even though we wanna do the same.
    We are stronger than we think...
    It’s hard

    • @giannaf6960
      @giannaf6960 5 лет назад +3

      Dana WOOFS it is hard. and we will get through this together bbygrl❤️ i love you. you are beautiful and strong. keep up your battle. keep holding on i promise you this will get better. i hope you see this i just need someone to relate to but when everyone around me is in a sunshine state of mind, it’s tough. life is a wild rollercoaster, and you will make it all the way to the end. i love you beautiful. you got this angel.

    • @xsyldiorr
      @xsyldiorr 4 года назад +3

      This comment broke my heart. you are loved. you are worth EVERYTHING. your special in your own way. Your life... has a p u r p o s e. you are beautiful. You can do this ♡︎

  • @duda-ub5qq
    @duda-ub5qq 4 года назад +1

    "this house no longer feels like home"...
    i felt this

  • @allihenson9223
    @allihenson9223 4 года назад +9

    Reasons why I’m not dead yet.
    1. I’m not strong enough to do anything dumb.
    2. I want to fall in love and have that someone fall in love with me.
    3. My dad.
    4. I want a true friendship first.
    5. I can’t ever cut deep enough.
    6. There’s never enough pills.
    7. What if I don’t actually die? And I have to deal with people asking me why I did it?
    8. Him.
    9. Her.
    10. I want to come out first.
    11. How could I leave people in that kind of pain?
    12. I want people to realize what’s going on.
    13. What about the future?
    14. I need to live to help others.
    15. I can be happy.. maybe.

  • @Aryannaaa24
    @Aryannaaa24 3 года назад +2

    Thanks for this

  • @Cissablack708
    @Cissablack708 4 года назад +3

    I don't know how to cry in this body, but my soul still shakes with pain.

  • @terraniquestuart1250
    @terraniquestuart1250 4 года назад +1

    I can cry but no tears will show 😪👌🏽