:((RUclips CAPTURED THIS VIDEO AND TURNED ON MONITIZATION BASED ON COPYRIGHT, I DID NOT INCLUDE ADS)): (I dont own this music, I've just added the slowed + reverb)
It does speak words. But not in a language that separates us, makes us feel different from each other. It speaks in the language of the heart, of the universe, and all of us can understand it
@@abcboi1 yeah I fully agree, I aspire to be a musician when I'm older and if I can create a piece of music that is so emotionally touching as this one I'll be happy to say that if I die I have lived my life to is best abilities.
@@abstractEW I wish you luck on that journey. Be sure to inform me when you come up with a piece this beautiful, as I wanna be the first one to hear it :)
@@netecrivernetecassassins2945 Hey! I am still on that journey, though I'm studying phycology in med school, but that's besides the point. I have been working on a few pieces that are based of mental illnesses and my personal struggles, I'm really happy people are still clicking onto this amazing song!!
You don't, you're free to express your feelings naturally without culpability. We're human beings, we feel, we experience all around of us. Your feelings are as important as you. Don't depress your emotions, let them out so that you mentally relieve yourself. Hope ur doing well, bro, cheers up!
This song expresses sadness, memories and at the same time gives me many strengths and new hopes. It's as if he wants to tell us never to give up, in any situation you are in, try to find your place and purpose in this world so that we can move on. Be strong!
My anxiety is getting to me again, I can't sleep. Sometimes I think about taking all the batteries, or jumping out of the building, I can't take it anymore...
I know how you're feeling. I'm struggling currently with it. I suggest you try to get some psychological help, you need to talk to someone about how you're feeling and thinking about all this situation. There's hope, there's life, you're ALIVE, you're a human BEING, it's ok if sometimes we feel like if nothing else matters, like if we couldn't do anything else, like if we were about to give up, but u know what? There's a light, there's a little hope inside of us, always there's a solution for our problems. Don't let your mind get you down, go out and breath pure air, clear your mind, analyze your thoughts and look for help, come on, don't give up yet, YOU GOT THIS! ❤️❤️❤️
I was in my deepest 2 years ago..i was very depressed and i was done with life. I cried and cried, until Jesus showed up..( i was an atheist and i supported satinism), i’m trying to tell you guys that no matter what…jesus loves you..call out to him and i promise you he will show up..he came for me even when i blasphemed jesus name…his love sinks mountains of anxiety and depression and sin…jesus christ is the only reason why i am here…as a brother to brother..i say to y’all come to Christ☦️
I should creat the person i want to be, i should learn from my mistakes, i should change, i should learn how to focus and how to organize my self, i should be cautious and never let anyone hold something on me, i should trust myself more and believe i am great, i should give myself another chance and don't give in to sadness, life has shown me that it strikes me at my blind spots, that's really cruel, but also teaches me what i should be aware of, thanks it's a lesson learnt.
We learn from our mistakes and experiences, one war or another, we always can learn something from the pain and of the sadness. The point is not to get stuck in our failures and always try to get by as we can.
Bringing to mind a lifetime of experiences and emotions as well as a deep soulful connection. Lots of power and momentum behind this one. I love the slowdown to appreciate each note and the reverb adds the perfect touch of sound understandable in all languages 🔥👊🏽
@@micheledattoli4029 today was probably the last day that I saw many of my friends. And without a proper goodbye. Found this song by playing this kind of music for 3 hours now. There isn’t a lot of time. Just go for it, easy say than done but still. Better she says no or even eww but you are done with it or hopefully this goes somewhere, than u regretting it.
Anyway I wish the best for all people I wanna see everyone happy and survival, I want from everyone to try a new start ,new life ,this life is just a passage full of experiences and lessons, don’t be a slave of this life and the most important is to never forget god
احس بضياع وألم وخوف وتوتر وقلق من المستقبل اريد احقق أبسط احلامي اشتري ملابس جديدة اشتري مكياج جديد اشتري عناية اطلع بالشارع يوم تمطر الدنيا اطلع ويا اخواتي وحدنا نفتر ونتمشى وناكل بالمطعام افرفر وحدي احب نفسي واحب عائلتي اغير من نفسي اكون بنت تحب الخير لغيرها تعرف تعبر عن مشاعرها بطريقة صحيحة وتختار الشخص الصح ليكون شريكها ، حبيبي متجاهلته من شهر ونص واحس بألم وتوتر ارجع اراسلة خايفة ليكون كرهني بسبب تجاهلي اله
Sometimes, when you're really depressed, you look for a way to express what torments your soul, that which you can't express but that you manage to attenuate in an artistic way, whether in music, poems, singing, etc. It's strangely beautiful and gloomy how some artists and some people do that, maybe they're just expressing something really deep and ineffable...
@@beyondthestars225 It truly is strangely beautiful how artists can transform things from something as little as a pen and paper, paint and a canvas or even a small beat and an idea and make all of these beautiful amazing works of art I will always appreciate artists for how strangely beautiful they see the world around us and I’ve never seen such a true comment until yours (Edit: I fixed spelling errors)
I believe that us artists are just not in touch with the world around us because somehow we are special and different to a point where we cannot exist in this world and maybe there is a world that is seeking us but is hidden behind the walls of reality.
u aint gonna notice a thing once u die cus when u die ur not only dying by body but ur soul will be broken down. Burnt to ashes as ur body rottens away so will ur soul. U only have one life. U should enjoy it before its too late. We truly dont know what happens after u die but i believe nothing will be good after ur gone
if you think deeply you will find out that we humans are nothing but weak creatures, so don't take it too much and fucous on the things that makes you happy.
@@SonOfIrak Well I believe God has made us beautifully, in His image. It's just that sin destroys this world and thereby the things we love. If you look at only this, these sounds and this song, that didn't just happen, it is God who made these sounds, the emotions that we feel. That's just my belief, I hope you have a great day John 3:16
Guys I messed up. I know you don’t care but you are the only people who will listen. I messed up and everyone hates me. I hate me too. I stopped eating for your expectations, I pushed my self so hard at the gym that I’ve realized if anything should help the pain of my heart. It should be making every single other muscle hurt more.
Try not to do anything for others just to satisfy them. You are way more worth of that, you deserve better if the society aroud you are making you feel and do that. How did you messed up? You don’t have to answer that ofc. Please don’t overwork yourself. Sport can maybe be a good deflection, but also dangerous. Please try to eat healthy and enough, drink enough. If you feel bad about that, try to think everytime very often “fuck that, it’s my body, my soul, my health. I don’t care what they will think, I do what I like and won’t stop just because some idiot tells me so. “ try to remember that. Make yourself do it. Take a deep breath regularly, make yourself drink and eat something. Just think that you like to do this/to eat it, do your best to block your negative thoughts. You're stronger, you just have to try and not give up. And that applies to everything. I know it’s hard and I don’t really know what exactly happened to you, but I believe that you can make it. Of course there a moments where everything can get worse but also better. We all make mistakes and that’s okay. No matter how bad it is, you even feel guilty for that I think and that’s making you /good/.
If a bad thought comes up or a bad person talks to you, pushes you down with their words, to yourself and to them, yell “NO!” in your head or loud. Do that everytime when you feel that the negativity starts to rise up. Negativity is like water. You sink when you let water in the ship, the ship will drown. And if you let the negativity in you, you’ll drown too. Take your time.
Babe, I don't know you.I don't know what your life is at all. But please, don't give up! You matter, your life matters! Don't listen to the others! You are loved! And how I've said, I don't know you, but I hope that you will still fight! You will see the results, I promise you!
This actually made me tear up...please eat.. if you die imagine what your family would be feeling right now...if you died ..and don’t work to hard...it’s actually really unHealthy
don’t work for other people love, work for yourself. There’s no one going to help you but yourself in this world and you’ve got to make it happen. be happy for yourself, smile for yourself, eat for yourself, love for yourself, cry for yourself, but for nobody else. This is your life not anybody else’s and it’s your right to live it the way you want. what anybody thinks is nothing on you, let them be. What you show to others is what YOU want yourself to be. what YOU dream to be. be yourself. Live your own life. Make what you wish happen. Life is a game, and no one will win it for you but yourself. live your best life and follow your dreams, the only way out of sadness is happiness and the only way you’ll get that is if it’s YOU that want it to happen. so go out there, show them who you are and what you wish to be. Be yourself, then everyone around you will see how strong and great you are.
To my broken babes out here, I know you're hurt, you're struggling but you can't share it with anyone.. even though you did once, nobody cared fr.. I know how it feels.. I can understand your pain.. but you did nothing wrong babe... That wasn't your fault.. at a time that's (whatever you're regretting rn) exactly what you wanted.. yeah!! You did it to make yourself alright... but things didn't go better... I know... And it's absolutely fine... Even if you're fully broken.. even if you think you're useless.. you're still lovable. You're absolutely lovable!!! Your smile is beautiful.. your heart is precious.. I know you are strong..!!! Baby you got this damn it!!! We got this..!! You want me to come there and slap(+hug) you to make you believe my words huh? No one's happy in this world know? We can be peaceful at least... Whatever happened happened.. you're you... And I LOVE "YOU" yes *"YOU"* YOUUUUUU...
Thanks for sharing some of your time writing this great comment. I really appreciate it and I know that they also appreciate it. It's pretty kind of you, thx a lot for giving us some relief and hope.
I am crying rn. Not just because its an emotional song, because infront of my eyes, i see my pathethic middle school and high school memmories that caused anxiety and trauma.... honestly i couldnt find anything better, thank you so much for this slowed version. No hate but you made my day a little sad. İts okay ı have my imaginary girlfriend to calm me down. Thank you thank you thank you..... this is beautifull. İ couldnt keep my promise to my big brother but ı want to see my fellow friends (you guys) keep my big brothers promise please... for me and my bigbrother who isnt in this world anymore- dont let anything damage you or kill you inside. Keep positive and kind, dont bully people or discriminate, this leads to lonelyness, anxiety and insecurities. Please god, please empathy people and think twice before hurting people. Stand up for your self and dont give up. Although ı couldnt keep this promise, i expect you guys to. Smile for me please... i love you guys. Even though i dont know you guys, and never forget this sentence: Strangers understand you better then your friends and sometimes family. Open up to someone, dont keep it in you and make a damage on your self. Thank you for giving your precious time and reading my sorry and thank you letter i want to see you guys another time 💜💙
Ive heard this so many times but the melody just strucks my heart, its truly a beautiful work of art. You can see ud memories flashing and you cant let go of those you love, its like fighting with destiny and you try and try, you give up for a momment but u stand up agian once more.
I wanna give up, I'm so tired, I can't do this anymore I'm sorry for everything, maybe what you've said is true.. that I'm annoying, worthless, a waste of space, unlovable, the worst daughter you could wish for... I just can't keep this up anymore, I tried to stay here, to listen to your words every single day and still answer you with an "don't worry I'm fine" every time you ask me how I'm Doing.. I really try to fake my whole being, my emotions, everything when I'm around you but I can't do this anymore, although you hate me already, I'm afraid you'll hate me as much as I hate myself so maybe afterlife doesn't sound that bad after all, maybe I'll be finally happy there...? I just need the courage to do it, but I just can't, but if I continue like this I might just go insane..and I don't want you to see me like that.. All I ever did was to please you, when you said that I'm fat, I would starve myself for the longest time possible When you said thatI'm being childish I would keep my emotions hidden even more When you said that I'm a piece of shit, I always try to show you my better self but its never enough is it? Is it not enough for you to blame me for every little wrong thing that goes on your life? Why do you have to treat me like this? Why do I have to feel this way? Why do I want to just close my eyes and never open them again? Why can't I just live and really enjoy life rather fighting to breathe, to keep fighting like I'm suffocating underwater I can't keep going with this suffering, I really can't I'm so sorry I have to disappoint you even more with this but I gave up, I gave up trying to breath Well, I guess you were right this whole time when you said I was a sore looser, because I finally lost my battle with life..
Hey, listen. I know its hard. U know... ending your precious kind life isnt the best way. Try ignore stuff that hurts you. Ur not alone. U just think like that. For example (im telling this example to myself but u can think too) There is zibbillions of people out there but i never found that 1 person! Sometimes there is too many problems that u think u cant handle. When u think that, take a diary or a notebook and start writing sad and hurtfull things. Then read it and think to your self: "Do ı have people at least 1 people caring for me?" "Did ı try fixing this problem?" "Did ı ever tried new things?" Hooefully u will be better soon. This stranger in youtube loves you and cares for you 💙
@@omega4u928 hopefully not! I want to think that its not that way. There is still a lot opportunities in life! İf your hurt. Stop and go for another goal that makes you happy
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
I am so so so grateful to you. Thank you for these wonderful words, thank you for your effort, thank you for your pure heart and thank God THAT HE CREATED YOU! Feel hugged by me and the 42 people who liked it. Yes, we are strangers who don't know each other, but I will not forget your name Becho and mention it in my prayer -the strange Girl Aymira♥️
I'm not particularily depressed but when I read through this I started crying. I don't know where the emotions are coming from but I guess I need to let it out.
Be yourself but don't be too naive, u gotta take care of yourself first of all, u matter, ur important, don't forget it bro, just keep moving on but remember that you don't have to please everyone, you don't have to lose your essence, u gotta be strong and pretty sure of yourself. I'm proud of you, the fact that you're a nice person, at least it seems that u are. Don't be bad, never get become bad just because some people is being bad and unfair with you. Remember that although we are good, some people will not value it, but that does not mean that our actions are not worth, much less that we have no value. Go ahead, help others as you do but do not let them take advantage of you, stay with those who value your way of being. Hope ur doing well bro
honestly i just wanna fall asleep and never wake up. be in a state of mind were i have inner peace and i love myself. sleep for a whole eternity, i feel so empty. so tired in a way? it’s the same every single day. being stuck in a loop of unhappiness without being able to express yourself. it’s all so tiring having to put on a smile when you’re so burnt out inside. but in the end you just gotta get up again and again hoping one day it’ll come to an end.
I feel u, I really hope u get better. Remember that while there's life, there's hope. It seems that you've been struggling really hard with that pain. I can imagine how tired, hopeless and empty you're feeling now and how you've been feeling lately as well. I wish you the best, look for some psychological help and take care of yourself first of all. Please, don't give up, you got this, u can do it.
That's my life. I tried to get better from mental illness and suicide, but I can't I just feel so....hallow like I cut escape it. And love I've tried but all o got was nothing. Their nothing for me. So I agree that sleep is the only thing I can feel. It's the only thing. I just want to sleep at this point.
I know u dont care but i just wanna let it out . I disappointed everyone i was never enough no matter how hard i try it just doesn't changes anything my mother hates me my brother won't talk to me i messed up
It’s ok you will manage To be honest me and my mom had a fight let’s say yesterday and we aren’t talking to each other My siblings are mean to me even though I’m the oldest child in which they should respect me This is life, what can we do about it? Just wanna let you know that you are not alone in this world 🤍
I love you and so many people love you as well, always remember that, you’re probally so beautiful inside and outside , always remember what really matters & I promise we will be so happy one day
''The most painful thing isn't a cut or a broken bone, its seeing the people you made memories with slowly become memories.'' People never care about your pain how do you feel of what's wrong with you they just look at your mistakes.
people tend to look at other people's mistakes because they don't understand what they are doing when they behave like that. You can either tell them about your feelings, or become stronger. When I wrote, I used translation
Bu gün sendeleyerek geliyorum tekrardan hâlâ buradayım hâlâ çabalıyorum vaz geçmiyorum Düzlük önümde Görebiliyorum Delicesine koşmaya az kaldı Yeter ki arkandaki engele takılıp kalma :)
Вчора помер мій котик, єдиний чорно-білий лучик щастя в моєму житті. Я слухала цю пісню і плакала, закриваючи рот рукою, щоб ніхто не почув. Дякую, я ще ніколи не плакала так сильно:,-)🐾
Спокойствие, тишина, блаженство, наслаждение, тревога, опасение, бегство, принятие, борьба, усилие, падение, надежда, воспрятие, отпор, победа, умиритворение, радость, смерть... Эта песня передаёт все циклы человеческой жизни. Насколько она проницательна, как она описывает ту боль и страдание, где мы остаёмся наедине с собой со своими мыслями, страхами и притупленной смелостью. Жизнь того стоит, чтобы слушать подобное звучание. Будьте счастливы и дарите счастье другим, кто нуждается в нём.
I found out that music means much more that people actually think , than what it seems , these types of music have a dark message ,may not have lyrics but dark message
No this music sounds dark but if you listen to all of it, you'll hear fear, hopelessness, hope, strength and love. The original one is more intense and better sounding.
50 Reasons Why You Should Stay Alive I would miss you. To listen to your favorite artists’ new music. To fall in love with all the new things in the world worth loving. To pet cute animals. To lie atop a hill and count the stars in the sky. To have a sleepover with your friends and play silly games. To have a photoshoot dressed in your sexiest clothing and feel so beautiful. To go to an amusement park and go on rides you end up regretting going on, but having fun anyway. To befriend strangers and discover your soulmate(s) through the process. To sip your favorite drink under the summer sun by the pool. To dance around the room and be silly. Things do get better. And maybe after getting better it might get worse again. But even a moment of feeling better is worth all the pain. There will be a time where you’ll experience something amazing and think: “Wow I’m really fucking glad I’m still alive to experience this.” There will be so many incredible opportunities headed your way. Everyone has a purpose. There’s a reason we were born and were able to survive until this very moment. Staying alive will give you more time to find yours. It’s never too late to learn something new. To dream a new dream. To start a new path. To move to a new place. To start a new career. It’s never too late to start. Staying alive is the biggest, most crucial first step. To pull an all-nighter doing something you love, losing track of time, and getting a headache the next morning because of sleep deprivation, but it’s all so so worth it. To travel to places you’ve never been to and eat food you’ve never tried before, and some of it you’re going to hate, but that’s what makes the whole thing fun. To laugh at something you feel bad at laughing about but you still find amusing like people tripping and doing dumb things. To give someone a hug, tell them you love them, and have a long conversation about how sad you are but how you’re still holding on because you love them. To sit around a bonfire at a beach and listen to the ocean. To go on a roadtrip with the windows down and the music blasting. You might win the lottery someday, and that’s a lot of money dude. Think about all the cool things you’d get to do with it and all of the stuff it would fund for you to pursue your dreams. To go to a bar and watch drunk people be weird and existential. To talk to your best friend about that shitty person that ruined your day and for the conversation to derail 5 minutes in into something strange like aliens and whether they’d even want to invade our planet. To splurge a shit ton of money on a fancy room in a fancy hotel all for the sake of feeling fancy. To watch your favorite movie with your favorite person whilst eating too much junk food. To go on public transit and laugh out loud because your friend sent you something funny and for all the people in your proximity to look at you like you’re a weirdo but ~whatever~ To be able to explore a treehouse or maybe even build your own!!! To be able to one day embrace how fucking special and unique you are, because you’re the only you! And you’re the only person in the world who can be the best you, because that’s only something you can do. Bitches may try to be you, but you’re still the cooler you. Your favorite food??? Hello. All of the things you’ve ever loved to eat. Ever. Gotta stay alive for the food. To make snow angels and throw snowballs at people and wear one layer too little and feel cold but snow is so pretty. Also please don’t eat yellow snow. It’s pee. We all know that. But I mean, if you want to, I literally can’t stop you. To be able to not give a shit about how people think of you because bitch, I’m alive and that’s a fucking accomplishment. Haters will hate, but potatoes will potate. #potatofam To be able to realize that being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect nor does being happy equate to being happy all the time. Life is imperfect. There will be ups and downs, but it’ll all be okay! It’s okay to not be okay all the time. It’s okay to just be. To be able to smile for real one day and realize, “Fuck, I’m really happy right now.” To have a really nice bath with your favorite bath bomb or to be able to go to Japan and relax in the baths at a bath house. If you haven’t experienced it yet, goodness, stay the fuck alive and buckle the fuck up peeps, it’s INCREDIBLE. To be able to sleep in and have a lazy day doing whatever the fuck you want. To fart really loudly and do all sorts of disgusting things and be like “Huh, my body still works. I really should keep it around for a little while longer.” To create something you’re proud of and one day maybe even showing it to the world for them to admire. To be able to meet someone on Twitter, become best friends, and then actually meet them and think “Wow, technology man. Bless this wretched bird app for bringing us together.” To watch a season of a TV show you’ve always wanted to watch but never got around doing because you never had the time. To be able to hug a friend that lives on the other side of the world or one that you haven’t seen for years. To be able to just experience life. The good, the bad, the ugly. Life really is temporary after all. Why cut it short? So many incredible things can happen. We just need to give it time. To read your favorite book in your favorite armchair. To watch your favorite artist in concert and cry to your favorite songs. To watch RUclips videos and suddenly be recommended a very strange video which then sends you into the deep dark pits of RUclips and then suddenly 3 hours has passed and you’re like what the fuck am I doing. Because you are talented and the world needs to know. And if you don’t think you’re talented, well, YOU ARE. Maybe you haven’t found out what talent you have yet. Staying alive gives you more time to figure it out! Orgasms. Enough said. You don’t know me, but I care about you. I love you. I really do. It sounds cheesy, but I really do love you. And if a total stranger loves you this much, then all the people you are closest to love you a lot more. And even if you don’t have people you’re close to, I’m here for you! I can be your friend. DM me please. I’d love to talk to you. To read this list again. If none of these 49 reasons resonate with you, please stay alive for more time to figure out your reason to stay alive.
Hata yaptım, ya da hatalar... Ben genelde çevremdeki insanların hatalarını kapatıp onlari motive eden biri oldum , yaptıkları hataların onlardan daha değerli olmadığını hep dile getirdim. Fakat dün, cok uzun bir uykudan kalktim, bir babam vardi. Omzuma elini koyup hallederiz diyen o da yok gitti az bir zamanda olmamış gideli yeni anladim ve yalnız olduğumu . En azindan anladim kimseden bir beklentim yok , tek başımayım onu biliyorum. Nereye yaslansam düştüm savruldum bir anneye bir kardeşe bir eşe bir arkadaşa, ben onlara yaslandikca onlar halbuki top gibi oynuyorlarmis ama uyandım artik gunaydin.
As a Dad, I approve this honestly. He's right, we aren't always right and we can't control our children everywhere they go or what they do. All we can do as Parents, is just hope that they are happy and accept them for who they are.
I just moved, I can’t handle, this I’m growing up I need people there for me, I lost everything I can’t even go outside, I don’t feel safe without knowing anyone, I’m not a kid that runs everywhere, all I do is sit and play, I don’t even eat properly cuz I want to be the “perfect” friend.
I really have been confused about what I feel I don’t know if I should be mad or sad or happy about things I always have a straight face on I’m just confused
Daily reminder: Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it. Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it. Your body is not a book, so don't judge it. Your heart is not a door, So don't lock it. Your life is not a movie, so don't end it. Remember to always love yourself❤
Whoever reads this, I need you to read this very carefully. You are worth it. Nothing about you is useless no matter who tells you. All those hurtful words thrown to you by people whether it's your family, your 'friends', kids at school, your teachers, random idiots online. You are not useless. You are NOT ugly. You are NOT stupid. You are NOT fat. You are NOT annoying. You are NOT over dramatic. You are NOT crazy. You have your moments of sadness and that's okay. Sometimes life sucks and it beats you down, that is normal. Hating yourself at some point is normal. Feeling regret over something you shouldn't have done is normal. Arguing with a loved one over pointless things is normal. Everyone has done this and will do this. You will make it up together. Never forget how much you are loved. And if it isn't by the people who is currently around you then it can be me. It will be someone who you will meet sometime in the future. Please don't give up. Don't give in to those horrible words people throw at you and such horrible actions given at you for absolute no reason. Life is worth living as long as you make it worth living. You're beautiful, strong, kind, creative, smart, funny, a hint of a good and silly crazy, just the right amount of silly sarcasm. I know these things are cheesy when put all on here, but you need to know, and you need to hear it. Don't beat yourself up for stupid things other people have done. Please don't punish yourself for someone else mistakes. It isn't your fault, it never was, and it never will be. You'll never forget the things they have done to you, but you can forgive yourself for allowing yourself to accept and live with the pain. It takes time, just like grass. We cut then down, hurt them. But with time and proper feeding and healing they'll grow up strong and big again. But at some point someone will come back and chop them down. But do you know what they do after? They heal themselves, grow bigger, and stronger. Life will always throw curveballs at you, especially from people. But it doesn't mean you should stop trying. I love you, whomever may you be. If you didn't need this, well that's great, please take this as kind words to keep you going. And if you did need this, I'm sorry for what ever may have hurt you, and I wish you all the best. Please take great care of yourself, I love you, and I'm sure plenty of other out there loves you. Someone out there loves all of you. Please remember to eat, to drink, to get some rest, and maybe even ask a trusted friend to go out on walk with you to the nearest park or coffee shop, or maybe take your dog on a walk with you. Have an amazing night/day, whomever you may be!
As a writer, and as a mere reader of these comments…we don’t belong in this world. We are too great for this world. Don’t stop being you, love. Trust me, this world flinches at your perfection, it dreams of being you. So the next time you tell yourself you aren’t worth it. Just remember this message. Four simple words that should live on in your special heart. “You are worth it.” ❤️🔥
والحلم بات أمنية عظيمة وتظنها مستحيلة ... ولكن لانعلم بأن لدينا رب عظيم ليس لديه مستحيل أحلام كبيرة وقلب يدعو الله كل يوم أن يتقرب منه .. وأوجاع لا يعلمها الا لموجوع عصينا ربنا ويقول عبدي ولو بلغت ذنوبك عنان ااسماء لغفرتها لك ... الكل يريد الجنة ولمؤلم لاأحد يريد الموت 😢.... وتتالى الاحداث الايام ويبقى مرور الوقت هو أكبر معلم في الحياة ويجب أن نعلم بأن اافشل ليس نهاية بل هو البداية نفشل لكي نخرج من أنفسنا شخص لايقهر كن أي شئ وأول طريق النجاح وهو التعرف على الله ....❤ولله يهيئ لك أشياء لم تكن تتخيلها أوتحلم بها حتى هذا ماكان في قلبي لهذا ليوك أرجوا أن تتابعوا أحلامكم وأن تتوكولو على الله ... وفي النهاية الى الله راجعون 🖤🖤✨️
Hayatıma anlam katan tek bir düşünceye sahibim sevdiklerim ve kendim için Aşmam gereken tonlarca sıkıntı problemler duygular var imkansızlık içinde imkan yaratmaya çalışıyorum(uz) Hayatı günlük yaşarken mutlaka kendiniz için sevdikleriniz için uzun sürede planlama yapın Kendinizde o gücü bulacaksınız Büyük bir yangın için küçük bir kıvılcım yeter gelmiş geçmiş en kudretli insan kendini uçurumun kenarında bulan ve vaz geçenlerdedir Bazen yol o uçuruma çıkar Geriye adım atıp Kendini sorgulamak kötü değildir! Gidecek bir yerin var ve henüz yolun ortasındasın İnan ki bu durumdan illaki sıyrılıp sıra sana gelecek işte tam o anda delice koşmaya gazı köklemeye ihtiyacın var Yanlız değilsin Hüznü depresyonu hisseden milyar insanlar var mutlaka değişecek ve kazanacaksın!!
Selam Ahhhh nereden başlayacağımı bilmiyorum. Tek söylemek istediğim keşke bir babam olsaydı. Belki o zaman evimi bırakıp kmlerce uzakta iş bulup orada çalışmak zorunda kalmazdım. İşimi seviyorum aslında Umut. Güzel para kazanıyorum. Lakin saat 18:00 olduğunda insanlar evine giderken benim hâlâ gidecek bir evimin olmaması üzüyor beni. Çok sessizleştim çok güçlendim değiştim. Bazen İremi çok özlüyorum arada bakıyorum profiline bir sevgilisi var çok mutlular zaten hep öyle olsunlar. İyi insanlar mutlu olmayı hakeder. Söyleyecek pek bir şey yok. Genç yaşta başladın hayata , insanlara , farklı davranışlara , senden aptal olan insanlarsan emir almaya alışmaya , sokakta görsen suratına tüküreceğin insana abi demeye , birlikte çay bile içmeyeceğin bir insana bile çay ikram etmeye ve gibi gibi. Bir evim olsun Umut alacaksın o evi inanıyorum ben sana. Gökdelenler arasında bir ev gece manzaran şehrin ışıkları binlerce insan arasında görünmez olacağın bir ev. Bulutların arasında… Bir mutfağın olsun mesela yemeklerini pişirdiğin bir oturma odan olsun bitkilerini suladıktan sonra kahveni yudumladığın bir oturma odası. Biliyorum bunları yazmak hiç ama hiç içimi rahatlatmıyor. Çünkü ben hayal kurmaktan hiç bu kadar nefret etmemiştim ve hiç bu kadar hissizleşmemiştim. Güçlü kal başaracağız birlikte başaracağız. Uykusuz gecelerin verilen emeklerin elbet bir karşılığı olacaktır.
Selam adaş yoldaşın olmama izin ver lütfen Benzer durumdayım bende O ev o mutfak çiçekler her şey bizim olacak Olmaması için bir sürü sebep var gibi görünüyor ama olması için gereken adımlar bunlar Selametle
I like to think of this song slowed, like falling in love with your friend but then they find their lover and slowly drift apart from you, leaving you with nothing.
I love the way it sounds when falling to sleep, it's like drifting through the cold water of peoples hearts smooth and gentle but at the same time very slow
People who found this are lucky.
Yes
Nice
Yes
I did
Nice…
This music has no words yet speaks so many
It does speak words. But not in a language that separates us, makes us feel different from each other. It speaks in the language of the heart, of the universe, and all of us can understand it
@@abcboi1 yeah I fully agree, I aspire to be a musician when I'm older and if I can create a piece of music that is so emotionally touching as this one I'll be happy to say that if I die I have lived my life to is best abilities.
@@abstractEW I wish you luck on that journey. Be sure to inform me when you come up with a piece this beautiful, as I wanna be the first one to hear it :)
@@abstractEW hey bud, hope you're still on your journey! No matter what it is. Hope you're doing well
@@netecrivernetecassassins2945 Hey! I am still on that journey, though I'm studying phycology in med school, but that's besides the point. I have been working on a few pieces that are based of mental illnesses and my personal struggles, I'm really happy people are still clicking onto this amazing song!!
I deserve an apology for the amount of times I cried myself to sleep while listening to this song
You don't, you're free to express your feelings naturally without culpability. We're human beings, we feel, we experience all around of us. Your feelings are as important as you. Don't depress your emotions, let them out so that you mentally relieve yourself.
Hope ur doing well, bro, cheers up!
@Ali Alnazary it doesn’t matter how hard you can hit… it matters how HARD you CAN GET HIT AND KEEP. GOING.
@@RossTraan and keep moving forward how much you can take and keep moving forward thats how winning is done
Anyone here broken in 2024 💔💢
Right here, have social anxiety, introverted, abused, traumatized from so much stress, kinda depressed.
But still handling it with my certain determination.
and also i want you to recognize me by the end of 2025 let me see for myself if im still alive then.
@@meowerkitty7877 in shaa Alah 💙😔
Me
Not once, not twice, I listen to This everyday. Masterpiece.
This song expresses sadness, memories and at the same time gives me many strengths and new hopes. It's as if he wants to tell us never to give up, in any situation you are in, try to find your place and purpose in this world so that we can move on. Be strong!
My anxiety is getting to me again, I can't sleep. Sometimes I think about taking all the batteries, or jumping out of the building, I can't take it anymore...
I hope you get better!!
I really love you don’t give up 🫂♾
You deserve more 🫂🥺
I know how you're feeling. I'm struggling currently with it. I suggest you try to get some psychological help, you need to talk to someone about how you're feeling and thinking about all this situation. There's hope, there's life, you're ALIVE, you're a human BEING, it's ok if sometimes we feel like if nothing else matters, like if we couldn't do anything else, like if we were about to give up, but u know what? There's a light, there's a little hope inside of us, always there's a solution for our problems.
Don't let your mind get you down, go out and breath pure air, clear your mind, analyze your thoughts and look for help, come on, don't give up yet, YOU GOT THIS! ❤️❤️❤️
I was in my deepest 2 years ago..i was very depressed and i was done with life. I cried and cried, until Jesus showed up..( i was an atheist and i supported satinism), i’m trying to tell you guys that no matter what…jesus loves you..call out to him and i promise you he will show up..he came for me even when i blasphemed jesus name…his love sinks mountains of anxiety and depression and sin…jesus christ is the only reason why i am here…as a brother to brother..i say to y’all come to Christ☦️
Do not lose hope, nor be sad.
I should creat the person i want to be, i should learn from my mistakes, i should change, i should learn how to focus and how to organize my self, i should be cautious and never let anyone hold something on me, i should trust myself more and believe i am great, i should give myself another chance and don't give in to sadness, life has shown me that it strikes me at my blind spots, that's really cruel, but also teaches me what i should be aware of, thanks it's a lesson learnt.
We learn from our mistakes and experiences, one war or another, we always can learn something from the pain and of the sadness.
The point is not to get stuck in our failures and always try to get by as we can.
this restores humanity memories of elementary school up to the year everything you learned is valued
This musicc have no words but is says so much..
I grabbed his hand as the wave snared at our boat.
To all the strong warriors out there keep on the fight never ever stop it untill our time finally comes ...wish you all well believe in God
Bringing to mind a lifetime of experiences and emotions as well as a deep soulful connection. Lots of power and momentum behind this one. I love the slowdown to appreciate each note and the reverb adds the perfect touch of sound understandable in all languages 🔥👊🏽
That's what i was looking for!
جدا جميله الموسيقى
پیسر پرشین
I want this to be played on my fureneal so others will feel exactly what I felt.
Everything is going to be okay 🤍
We all need some an "experience"
When i listen this became in me a wish to kiss a girl that i love, keep going guys the life is short
Are you in love? Did u tell her that u love her, bro? 🥺
@@beyondthestars225 i can’t make it couse i’m too shy to go to talk with her 😢
@@micheledattoli4029 today was probably the last day that I saw many of my friends. And without a proper goodbye. Found this song by playing this kind of music for 3 hours now. There isn’t a lot of time. Just go for it, easy say than done but still. Better she says no or even eww but you are done with it or hopefully this goes somewhere, than u regretting it.
Rise of the fallen Hero.
Essa música me deixa tranquilo com a vida. Com a tristeza ea alegria.
I have no regrets.
Close your eyes
Now you see better .
I’m so in love, but I’m scared to be.. because I know one day one of us will lose the other to death. Ugh I hate it.
And the hard truth of universe is, nothing will ever matter...
I´m happy , that i found that ^^
All that is left for us to do is fight and persevere
Anyway I wish the best for all people I wanna see everyone happy and survival, I want from everyone to try a new start ,new life ,this life is just a passage full of experiences and lessons, don’t be a slave of this life and the most important is to never forget god
people act so cruelly or they are, I wish it all started over
This dong makes me feel very good/sad
Extraordinário, incrível, espetacular!!!
the song is very beautiful
Crying.
احس بضياع وألم وخوف وتوتر وقلق من المستقبل اريد احقق أبسط احلامي اشتري ملابس جديدة اشتري مكياج جديد اشتري عناية اطلع بالشارع يوم تمطر الدنيا اطلع ويا اخواتي وحدنا نفتر ونتمشى وناكل بالمطعام افرفر وحدي احب نفسي واحب عائلتي اغير من نفسي اكون بنت تحب الخير لغيرها تعرف تعبر عن مشاعرها بطريقة صحيحة وتختار الشخص الصح ليكون شريكها ، حبيبي متجاهلته من شهر ونص واحس بألم وتوتر ارجع اراسلة خايفة ليكون كرهني بسبب تجاهلي اله
هاي كلها سهله اكو اصعب 💔
Yanlis bir karar sonucu
Yanmis hayatlar yasanmislik dolu
Bu yolun dönüsü yok sonu
Pain 💔🥺🥀
Are artistic people cursed by sadness? Does sadness make us more artistic?
This song really owns the word ‘beautiful’
Thanks
Sometimes, when you're really depressed, you look for a way to express what torments your soul, that which you can't express but that you manage to attenuate in an artistic way, whether in music, poems, singing, etc.
It's strangely beautiful and gloomy how some artists and some people do that, maybe they're just expressing something really deep and ineffable...
@@beyondthestars225 this entire comment thread breaks my heart but it's so beautiful
but with beauty comes pain, right?
The most beautiful comment I have seen. That power of some artists to transform horrible things into heartwarming feelings.
@@beyondthestars225 It truly is strangely beautiful how artists can transform things from something as little as a pen and paper, paint and a canvas or even a small beat and an idea and make all of these beautiful amazing works of art I will always appreciate artists for how strangely beautiful they see the world around us and I’ve never seen such a true comment until yours
(Edit: I fixed spelling errors)
I believe that us artists are just not in touch with the world around us because somehow we are special and different to a point where we cannot exist in this world and maybe there is a world that is seeking us but is hidden behind the walls of reality.
"hell is empty all demons are here"
Willian Shakespeare
u aint gonna notice a thing once u die cus when u die ur not only dying by body but ur soul will be broken down. Burnt to ashes as ur body rottens away so will ur soul. U only have one life. U should enjoy it before its too late. We truly dont know what happens after u die but i believe nothing will be good after ur gone
@Amna Wajid i dont believe i god but what i mentioned is most likely to happen if soul is real
‘We’re all just a side effect of death.’
-John Green
if you think deeply you will find out that we humans are nothing but weak creatures, so don't take it too much and fucous on the things that makes you happy.
@@SonOfIrak Well I believe God has made us beautifully, in His image. It's just that sin destroys this world and thereby the things we love. If you look at only this, these sounds and this song, that didn't just happen, it is God who made these sounds, the emotions that we feel. That's just my belief, I hope you have a great day John 3:16
I feel like music is a part of our nature
ur right, indeed it is;")
For sure
Everything we create is part of our nature, but music is the biggest representation
@@diegojuarez8288 love u
Right
You deserve an apology, WE deserve an apology. I am so sorry for you all babes!
@@planetshuichi_ that's right :-[
Thanks :')
Am I yor Babe...
@@planetshuichi_ shit happens life continue
If i was a pianost and id make one last song to put all my memories together into a song this would be it.
Its just so beautiful.. I cant..
It'd be awesome if you make it, ik it'd be just beautiful
i’m a pianist, and i’ve always loved this song, but never thought even for a second to do that. what a wonderful idea.
I’m also a pianist. This sounds like a amazing idea! Imma try it
@@danicrowe434 me too)
For real , make a video album & at the end make a flash photo shoot, like when u die u have flash back of ur life , this song would be perfect
never found a more beautiful song. it really shows how much i’m actually hurting.
😞
Bro u can talk any time with me
well yea its kinda called experience
We all are
@@there7563 girl i literally just said the song was called experience
Guys I messed up. I know you don’t care but you are the only people who will listen. I messed up and everyone hates me. I hate me too. I stopped eating for your expectations, I pushed my self so hard at the gym that I’ve realized if anything should help the pain of my heart. It should be making every single other muscle hurt more.
Try not to do anything for others just to satisfy them. You are way more worth of that, you deserve better if the society aroud you are making you feel and do that.
How did you messed up? You don’t have to answer that ofc.
Please don’t overwork yourself. Sport can maybe be a good deflection, but also dangerous. Please try to eat healthy and enough, drink enough. If you feel bad about that, try to think everytime very often “fuck that, it’s my body, my soul, my health. I don’t care what they will think, I do what I like and won’t stop just because some idiot tells me so. “ try to remember that.
Make yourself do it. Take a deep breath regularly, make yourself drink and eat something. Just think that you like to do this/to eat it, do your best to block your negative thoughts. You're stronger, you just have to try and not give up. And that applies to everything.
I know it’s hard and I don’t really know what exactly happened to you, but I believe that you can make it. Of course there a moments where everything can get worse but also better. We all make mistakes and that’s okay. No matter how bad it is, you even feel guilty for that I think and that’s making you /good/.
If a bad thought comes up or a bad person talks to you, pushes you down with their words, to yourself and to them, yell “NO!” in your head or loud. Do that everytime when you feel that the negativity starts to rise up.
Negativity is like water. You sink when you let water in the ship, the ship will drown. And if you let the negativity in you, you’ll drown too.
Take your time.
Babe, I don't know you.I don't know what your life is at all. But please, don't give up! You matter, your life matters! Don't listen to the others! You are loved! And how I've said, I don't know you, but I hope that you will still fight! You will see the results, I promise you!
This actually made me tear up...please eat.. if you die imagine what your family would be feeling right now...if you died ..and don’t work to hard...it’s actually really unHealthy
don’t work for other people love, work for yourself. There’s no one going to help you but yourself in this world and you’ve got to make it happen. be happy for yourself, smile for yourself, eat for yourself, love for yourself, cry for yourself, but for nobody else. This is your life not anybody else’s and it’s your right to live it the way you want. what anybody thinks is nothing on you, let them be. What you show to others is what YOU want yourself to be. what YOU dream to be. be yourself. Live your own life. Make what you wish happen. Life is a game, and no one will win it for you but yourself. live your best life and follow your dreams, the only way out of sadness is happiness and the only way you’ll get that is if it’s YOU that want it to happen. so go out there, show them who you are and what you wish to be. Be yourself, then everyone around you will see how strong and great you are.
This deserves more
moreee moreee
Yessss
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To my broken babes out here,
I know you're hurt, you're struggling but you can't share it with anyone.. even though you did once, nobody cared fr.. I know how it feels.. I can understand your pain.. but you did nothing wrong babe... That wasn't your fault.. at a time that's (whatever you're regretting rn) exactly what you wanted.. yeah!! You did it to make yourself alright... but things didn't go better... I know... And it's absolutely fine... Even if you're fully broken.. even if you think you're useless.. you're still lovable. You're absolutely lovable!!! Your smile is beautiful.. your heart is precious.. I know you are strong..!!! Baby you got this damn it!!! We got this..!! You want me to come there and slap(+hug) you to make you believe my words huh?
No one's happy in this world know? We can be peaceful at least... Whatever happened happened.. you're you... And I LOVE "YOU" yes *"YOU"* YOUUUUUU...
Thanks for sharing some of your time writing this great comment. I really appreciate it and I know that they also appreciate it.
It's pretty kind of you, thx a lot for giving us some relief and hope.
:')
Thanks...😢🎉😊
It would be peaceful to die on this song
"Çok tuhaftı, ağlıyamadım. Ama ruhum paramparça olmuştu."
İnsancıklar, Dostoyevski
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Omg how beautiful, where did this phrase come from
@@esther-r1m4i Dosto the Russian A excerpt from Dostoyevski's book The" Bednye Lyudi"
@@bla_ wow
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I am crying rn. Not just because its an emotional song, because infront of my eyes, i see my pathethic middle school and high school memmories that caused anxiety and trauma.... honestly i couldnt find anything better, thank you so much for this slowed version. No hate but you made my day a little sad. İts okay ı have my imaginary girlfriend to calm me down. Thank you thank you thank you..... this is beautifull. İ couldnt keep my promise to my big brother but ı want to see my fellow friends (you guys) keep my big brothers promise please... for me and my bigbrother who isnt in this world anymore- dont let anything damage you or kill you inside. Keep positive and kind, dont bully people or discriminate, this leads to lonelyness, anxiety and insecurities. Please god, please empathy people and think twice before hurting people. Stand up for your self and dont give up. Although ı couldnt keep this promise, i expect you guys to. Smile for me please... i love you guys. Even though i dont know you guys, and never forget this sentence:
Strangers understand you better then your friends and sometimes family. Open up to someone, dont keep it in you and make a damage on your self. Thank you for giving your precious time and reading my sorry and thank you letter i want to see you guys another time 💜💙
cry nigga
Thanks for sharing bro ❤️
Ill pray you for brother this made me cry...😓😭
Thanks for sharing, we must stay strong and be better and overcome anything that is put in front of us.
You need to watch andrew tate...
For the 1% of people who read this article, I hope you will succeed in your life even more, a great and meaningful music video.❤️😍
Obrigado
Ive heard this so many times but the melody just strucks my heart, its truly a beautiful work of art.
You can see ud memories flashing and you cant let go of those you love, its like fighting with destiny and you try and try, you give up for a momment but u stand up agian once more.
I wanna give up, I'm so tired, I can't do this anymore
I'm sorry for everything, maybe what you've said is true.. that I'm annoying, worthless, a waste of space, unlovable, the worst daughter you could wish for...
I just can't keep this up anymore, I tried to stay here, to listen to your words every single day and still answer you with an "don't worry I'm fine" every time you ask me how I'm Doing.. I really try to fake my whole being, my emotions, everything when I'm around you but I can't do this anymore, although you hate me already, I'm afraid you'll hate me as much as I hate myself so maybe afterlife doesn't sound that bad after all, maybe I'll be finally happy there...? I just need the courage to do it, but I just can't, but if I continue like this I might just go insane..and I don't want you to see me like that..
All I ever did was to please you, when you said that I'm fat, I would starve myself for the longest time possible
When you said thatI'm being childish I would keep my emotions hidden even more
When you said that I'm a piece of shit, I always try to show you my better self but its never enough is it?
Is it not enough for you to blame me for every little wrong thing that goes on your life?
Why do you have to treat me like this? Why do I have to feel this way?
Why do I want to just close my eyes and never open them again?
Why can't I just live and really enjoy life rather fighting to breathe, to keep fighting like I'm suffocating underwater
I can't keep going with this suffering, I really can't
I'm so sorry I have to disappoint you even more with this but I gave up, I gave up trying to breath
Well, I guess you were right this whole time when you said I was a sore looser, because I finally lost my battle with life..
Dont give up! Its not over yet! The darkness will go away. And then it will come. Then again it goes away. Thats the beauty of life my friend
Did she committed suicide ?
@@omega4u928 I am not sure
Hey, listen. I know its hard. U know... ending your precious kind life isnt the best way. Try ignore stuff that hurts you. Ur not alone. U just think like that. For example (im telling this example to myself but u can think too)
There is zibbillions of people out there but i never found that 1 person! Sometimes there is too many problems that u think u cant handle. When u think that, take a diary or a notebook and start writing sad and hurtfull things. Then read it and think to your self:
"Do ı have people at least 1 people caring for me?"
"Did ı try fixing this problem?"
"Did ı ever tried new things?"
Hooefully u will be better soon. This stranger in youtube loves you and cares for you 💙
@@omega4u928 hopefully not! I want to think that its not that way. There is still a lot opportunities in life! İf your hurt. Stop and go for another goal that makes you happy
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
love u too becho 🥺
I love you. You’re such a kind human being.
Thank You.
I am so so so grateful to you.
Thank you for these wonderful words,
thank you for your effort,
thank you for your pure heart
and thank God THAT HE CREATED YOU!
Feel hugged by me and the 42 people who liked it. Yes, we are strangers who don't know each other, but I will not forget your name Becho and mention it in my prayer
-the strange Girl Aymira♥️
I'm not particularily depressed but when I read through this I started crying. I don't know where the emotions are coming from but I guess I need to let it out.
I'm tired of being nice...it hurts because people take advantage of that...why?
Be yourself but don't be too naive, u gotta take care of yourself first of all, u matter, ur important, don't forget it bro, just keep moving on but remember that you don't have to please everyone, you don't have to lose your essence, u gotta be strong and pretty sure of yourself.
I'm proud of you, the fact that you're a nice person, at least it seems that u are.
Don't be bad, never get become bad just because some people is being bad and unfair with you.
Remember that although we are good, some people will not value it, but that does not mean that our actions are not worth, much less that we have no value. Go ahead, help others as you do but do not let them take advantage of you, stay with those who value your way of being.
Hope ur doing well bro
حلم ليس مستحيل لاكن ... ليس سهل المنال ...الحلم لايأتي بسهولة ... يحتاج إلى تعب ةجهد كبيرر من رأى هذا تعليق أقول لك لاتسلم نهائيا تابع حتى تصل لحلمك
والي فقد الشغف في الحياه شيسوي 💔
honestly i just wanna fall asleep and never wake up. be in a state of mind were i have inner peace and i love myself. sleep for a whole eternity, i feel so empty. so tired in a way? it’s the same every single day. being stuck in a loop of unhappiness without being able to express yourself. it’s all so tiring having to put on a smile when you’re so burnt out inside. but in the end you just gotta get up again and again hoping one day it’ll come to an end.
I feel u, I really hope u get better.
Remember that while there's life, there's hope. It seems that you've been struggling really hard with that pain. I can imagine how tired, hopeless and empty you're feeling now and how you've been feeling lately as well.
I wish you the best, look for some psychological help and take care of yourself first of all. Please, don't give up, you got this, u can do it.
@Jessica are you still awake?
How are you going now....?
❤️
That's my life. I tried to get better from mental illness and suicide, but I can't I just feel so....hallow like I cut escape it. And love I've tried but all o got was nothing. Their nothing for me. So I agree that sleep is the only thing I can feel. It's the only thing. I just want to sleep at this point.
I love it i crying in My room
same
Does your eyes also feel so clean afterwards?
I hope u are okay right now 😕💓💓
@@Mavis.Rosefield yes
Same
I know u dont care but i just wanna let it out . I disappointed everyone i was never enough no matter how hard i try it just doesn't changes anything my mother hates me my brother won't talk to me i messed up
It’s ok you will manage
To be honest me and my mom had a fight let’s say yesterday and we aren’t talking to each other
My siblings are mean to me even though I’m the oldest child in which they should respect me
This is life, what can we do about it?
Just wanna let you know that you are not alone in this world 🤍
Hey buddy we care , it's alright go on , let it out , we all need to let it out once in a while
I need people like these in the comment section, in my life.
u mean depressed people?
@@bigsmokegaming838 the ones who reply to the depressed peoples' comments
@@1kenlie thats deep ,hope ur okay
I love you and so many people love you as well, always remember that, you’re probally so beautiful inside and outside , always remember what really matters & I promise we will be so happy one day
@@cookiemoney5565 we?
''The most painful thing isn't a cut or a broken bone, its seeing the people you made memories with slowly become memories.'' People never care about your pain how do you feel of what's wrong with you they just look at your mistakes.
people tend to look at other people's mistakes because they don't understand what they are doing when they behave like that. You can either tell them about your feelings, or become stronger. When I wrote, I used translation
This song makes me feel what the world attempted to give me but the fear of all things joyous pushed away
Same, like happy for being given this life, but sad knowing it will end one day.
عدم تحقيق الحلم ....يعني موت القلب إلى الأبد 🖤🖤
Diyorsun ki, tamam şu eşiğide geçeyim sonrası düzlük... Düzlük sandığın yere gidiyorsun, bir bakıyorsun orası da yokuşmuş, hiç bitmiyor..
İnsanlar her zaman yokuşu çıkmak zorunda
Burda önemli olan yokuşu çıkarken az sendelemek :)
Umarım dizlerin çok yara almaz :)
Bu gün sendeleyerek geliyorum tekrardan hâlâ buradayım hâlâ çabalıyorum vaz geçmiyorum
Düzlük önümde
Görebiliyorum
Delicesine koşmaya az kaldı
Yeter ki arkandaki engele takılıp kalma :)
Вчора помер мій котик, єдиний чорно-білий лучик щастя в моєму житті. Я слухала цю пісню і плакала, закриваючи рот рукою, щоб ніхто не почув. Дякую, я ще ніколи не плакала так сильно:,-)🐾
Hayat işte, insana ağladığı için teşekkür ettiriyor.
When the world tells you to quit, hope whispers, “one more time.”
Somehow this song reminds me a lot of Time by Hans Zimmer... Beautiful melancholy.
I'll make a slowed+reverb of that song 😁
@@beyondthestars225 Great I can't wait! 😀
Спокойствие, тишина, блаженство, наслаждение, тревога, опасение, бегство, принятие, борьба, усилие, падение, надежда, воспрятие, отпор, победа, умиритворение, радость, смерть...
Эта песня передаёт все циклы человеческой жизни. Насколько она проницательна, как она описывает ту боль и страдание, где мы остаёмся наедине с собой со своими мыслями, страхами и притупленной смелостью. Жизнь того стоит, чтобы слушать подобное звучание. Будьте счастливы и дарите счастье другим, кто нуждается в нём.
така е , поздрави от България
Ya it's very deep 😊
I found out that music means much more that people actually think , than what it seems , these types of music have a dark message ,may not have lyrics but dark message
this.
No this music sounds dark but if you listen to all of it, you'll hear fear, hopelessness, hope, strength and love. The original one is more intense and better sounding.
50 Reasons Why You Should Stay Alive
I would miss you.
To listen to your favorite artists’ new music.
To fall in love with all the new things in the world worth loving.
To pet cute animals.
To lie atop a hill and count the stars in the sky.
To have a sleepover with your friends and play silly games.
To have a photoshoot dressed in your sexiest clothing and feel so beautiful.
To go to an amusement park and go on rides you end up regretting going on, but having fun anyway.
To befriend strangers and discover your soulmate(s) through the process.
To sip your favorite drink under the summer sun by the pool.
To dance around the room and be silly.
Things do get better. And maybe after getting better it might get worse again. But even a moment of feeling better is worth all the pain.
There will be a time where you’ll experience something amazing and think: “Wow I’m really fucking glad I’m still alive to experience this.” There will be so many incredible opportunities headed your way.
Everyone has a purpose. There’s a reason we were born and were able to survive until this very moment. Staying alive will give you more time to find yours.
It’s never too late to learn something new. To dream a new dream. To start a new path. To move to a new place. To start a new career. It’s never too late to start. Staying alive is the biggest, most crucial first step.
To pull an all-nighter doing something you love, losing track of time, and getting a headache the next morning because of sleep deprivation, but it’s all so so worth it.
To travel to places you’ve never been to and eat food you’ve never tried before, and some of it you’re going to hate, but that’s what makes the whole thing fun.
To laugh at something you feel bad at laughing about but you still find amusing like people tripping and doing dumb things.
To give someone a hug, tell them you love them, and have a long conversation about how sad you are but how you’re still holding on because you love them.
To sit around a bonfire at a beach and listen to the ocean.
To go on a roadtrip with the windows down and the music blasting.
You might win the lottery someday, and that’s a lot of money dude. Think about all the cool things you’d get to do with it and all of the stuff it would fund for you to pursue your dreams.
To go to a bar and watch drunk people be weird and existential.
To talk to your best friend about that shitty person that ruined your day and for the conversation to derail 5 minutes in into something strange like aliens and whether they’d even want to invade our planet.
To splurge a shit ton of money on a fancy room in a fancy hotel all for the sake of feeling fancy.
To watch your favorite movie with your favorite person whilst eating too much junk food.
To go on public transit and laugh out loud because your friend sent you something funny and for all the people in your proximity to look at you like you’re a weirdo but ~whatever~
To be able to explore a treehouse or maybe even build your own!!!
To be able to one day embrace how fucking special and unique you are, because you’re the only you! And you’re the only person in the world who can be the best you, because that’s only something you can do. Bitches may try to be you, but you’re still the cooler you.
Your favorite food??? Hello. All of the things you’ve ever loved to eat. Ever. Gotta stay alive for the food.
To make snow angels and throw snowballs at people and wear one layer too little and feel cold but snow is so pretty. Also please don’t eat yellow snow. It’s pee. We all know that. But I mean, if you want to, I literally can’t stop you.
To be able to not give a shit about how people think of you because bitch, I’m alive and that’s a fucking accomplishment. Haters will hate, but potatoes will potate. #potatofam
To be able to realize that being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect nor does being happy equate to being happy all the time. Life is imperfect. There will be ups and downs, but it’ll all be okay! It’s okay to not be okay all the time. It’s okay to just be.
To be able to smile for real one day and realize, “Fuck, I’m really happy right now.”
To have a really nice bath with your favorite bath bomb or to be able to go to Japan and relax in the baths at a bath house. If you haven’t experienced it yet, goodness, stay the fuck alive and buckle the fuck up peeps, it’s INCREDIBLE.
To be able to sleep in and have a lazy day doing whatever the fuck you want.
To fart really loudly and do all sorts of disgusting things and be like “Huh, my body still works. I really should keep it around for a little while longer.”
To create something you’re proud of and one day maybe even showing it to the world for them to admire.
To be able to meet someone on Twitter, become best friends, and then actually meet them and think “Wow, technology man. Bless this wretched bird app for bringing us together.”
To watch a season of a TV show you’ve always wanted to watch but never got around doing because you never had the time.
To be able to hug a friend that lives on the other side of the world or one that you haven’t seen for years.
To be able to just experience life. The good, the bad, the ugly. Life really is temporary after all. Why cut it short? So many incredible things can happen. We just need to give it time.
To read your favorite book in your favorite armchair.
To watch your favorite artist in concert and cry to your favorite songs.
To watch RUclips videos and suddenly be recommended a very strange video which then sends you into the deep dark pits of RUclips and then suddenly 3 hours has passed and you’re like what the fuck am I doing.
Because you are talented and the world needs to know. And if you don’t think you’re talented, well, YOU ARE. Maybe you haven’t found out what talent you have yet. Staying alive gives you more time to figure it out!
Orgasms. Enough said.
You don’t know me, but I care about you. I love you. I really do. It sounds cheesy, but I really do love you. And if a total stranger loves you this much, then all the people you are closest to love you a lot more. And even if you don’t have people you’re close to, I’m here for you! I can be your friend. DM me please. I’d love to talk to you.
To read this list again.
If none of these 49 reasons resonate with you, please stay alive for more time to figure out your reason to stay alive.
Damn man
Hey... you have discord or something?.. id love to talk to someone
@@Requiem254 I don't have discord do you have insta or Facebook or snap we can talk
really didn't read any but sure
Wow
LISTEN TO THIS AND BE SILENCE, REMEMBER ALL THE THINGS YOU'VE EXPERIENCED ALL IN YOUR LIFE, AND TELL YIUR SELF THAT I'VE MADE IT 😓😭😭
You know, back when I was just a kid, I just did whatever I did. I didn’t it would be the greatest memories of my life.
Feel u😔
All I need is one day of bliss, no worries, a day to be happy and free... just one day would be enough to satisfy me for a long time,
Hang in there ❤️ what happened?
i agree man, life can't even give us a bit of joy
Você é incrível
Você é forte
Você é simplesmente explendido
Queria
você tbm.
Brasileiro
@@emywz0 Falei o msmo imediatamente
Who is from 2050?😢😢😢
Me, i miss the 2030... (I wasnt Even born) Dg 😅
😂😂
I'm from 2018
Your mother
I miss when we use to live on earth 2040
من يقول أن الحب الاول ينسى فهذا كذب لان الحب لاينسى مهما كانت الظروف الحب الأول لايمكن أن ينسى سوف يضل في عقلك وقلبك إلى أخر يو في حياتك🖤
❤😢
كلشي يختفي مع الوقت
This is what if feels like to watch your life fall apart
😞
Hata yaptım, ya da hatalar... Ben genelde çevremdeki insanların hatalarını kapatıp onlari motive eden biri oldum , yaptıkları hataların onlardan daha değerli olmadığını hep dile getirdim. Fakat dün, cok uzun bir uykudan kalktim, bir babam vardi. Omzuma elini koyup hallederiz diyen o da yok gitti az bir zamanda olmamış gideli yeni anladim ve yalnız olduğumu . En azindan anladim kimseden bir beklentim yok , tek başımayım onu biliyorum. Nereye yaslansam düştüm savruldum bir anneye bir kardeşe bir eşe bir arkadaşa, ben onlara yaslandikca onlar halbuki top gibi oynuyorlarmis ama uyandım artik gunaydin.
As a Dad, I approve this honestly. He's right, we aren't always right and we can't control our children everywhere they go or what they do.
All we can do as Parents, is just hope that they are happy and accept them for who they are.
فقط
اريد
أن
اقول
I will do it with confidence باذن الله 🤲
I will to be win.
I just moved, I can’t handle, this I’m growing up I need people there for me, I lost everything I can’t even go outside, I don’t feel safe without knowing anyone, I’m not a kid that runs everywhere, all I do is sit and play, I don’t even eat properly cuz I want to be the “perfect” friend.
I lost my self again
I really have been confused about what I feel
I don’t know if I should be mad or sad or happy about things
I always have a straight face on
I’m just confused
😞Feel u
Im
Here for you! Want to talk,il listen to you!
Daily reminder:
Your skin is not paper, so don't cut it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
Your heart is not a door, So don't lock it.
Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
Remember to always love yourself❤
Kalbimde dürüst bir kişilik ve beynimde sürekli onu yalanlayan bir dürtü var ..
A los que sufrimos de ansiedad, bueno.. al menos yo, me da mucha paz esta melodía
Que bueno
@@lxnksegaplay JAJAJAJAJAJA QPD
@@diegoolaldecortes4954?
Whoever reads this, I need you to read this very carefully.
You are worth it. Nothing about you is useless no matter who tells you. All those hurtful words thrown to you by people whether it's your family, your 'friends', kids at school, your teachers, random idiots online. You are not useless.
You are NOT ugly.
You are NOT stupid.
You are NOT fat.
You are NOT annoying.
You are NOT over dramatic.
You are NOT crazy.
You have your moments of sadness and that's okay. Sometimes life sucks and it beats you down, that is normal. Hating yourself at some point is normal. Feeling regret over something you shouldn't have done is normal. Arguing with a loved one over pointless things is normal. Everyone has done this and will do this. You will make it up together. Never forget how much you are loved. And if it isn't by the people who is currently around you then it can be me. It will be someone who you will meet sometime in the future. Please don't give up. Don't give in to those horrible words people throw at you and such horrible actions given at you for absolute no reason.
Life is worth living as long as you make it worth living. You're beautiful, strong, kind, creative, smart, funny, a hint of a good and silly crazy, just the right amount of silly sarcasm.
I know these things are cheesy when put all on here, but you need to know, and you need to hear it. Don't beat yourself up for stupid things other people have done. Please don't punish yourself for someone else mistakes. It isn't your fault, it never was, and it never will be. You'll never forget the things they have done to you, but you can forgive yourself for allowing yourself to accept and live with the pain.
It takes time, just like grass. We cut then down, hurt them. But with time and proper feeding and healing they'll grow up strong and big again. But at some point someone will come back and chop them down. But do you know what they do after? They heal themselves, grow bigger, and stronger.
Life will always throw curveballs at you, especially from people. But it doesn't mean you should stop trying.
I love you, whomever may you be. If you didn't need this, well that's great, please take this as kind words to keep you going.
And if you did need this, I'm sorry for what ever may have hurt you, and I wish you all the best. Please take great care of yourself, I love you, and I'm sure plenty of other out there loves you.
Someone out there loves all of you.
Please remember to eat, to drink, to get some rest, and maybe even ask a trusted friend to go out on walk with you to the nearest park or coffee shop, or maybe take your dog on a walk with you.
Have an amazing night/day, whomever you may be!
thank you so much
sending love
Hi are u ok?
@@Sh--.a306 I am doing fine I think, thank you for asking :)
Are you doing alright?
@@onlyava62 yeehh i, m ok
I'm sure you're not feeling well:(
He promised me he would marry me…
Everything is going to be fine
What next?😢
As a writer, and as a mere reader of these comments…we don’t belong in this world. We are too great for this world. Don’t stop being you, love. Trust me, this world flinches at your perfection, it dreams of being you. So the next time you tell yourself you aren’t worth it. Just remember this message. Four simple words that should live on in your special heart. “You are worth it.” ❤️🔥
2:49 the cello part is everything !!!!
والحلم بات أمنية عظيمة وتظنها مستحيلة ... ولكن لانعلم بأن لدينا رب عظيم ليس لديه مستحيل أحلام كبيرة وقلب يدعو الله كل يوم أن يتقرب منه .. وأوجاع لا يعلمها الا لموجوع عصينا ربنا ويقول عبدي ولو بلغت ذنوبك عنان ااسماء لغفرتها لك ... الكل يريد الجنة ولمؤلم لاأحد يريد الموت 😢.... وتتالى الاحداث الايام ويبقى مرور الوقت هو أكبر معلم في الحياة ويجب أن نعلم بأن اافشل ليس نهاية بل هو البداية نفشل لكي نخرج من أنفسنا شخص لايقهر كن أي شئ وأول طريق النجاح وهو التعرف على الله ....❤ولله يهيئ لك أشياء لم تكن تتخيلها أوتحلم بها حتى هذا ماكان في قلبي لهذا ليوك أرجوا أن تتابعوا أحلامكم وأن تتوكولو على الله ... وفي النهاية الى الله راجعون 🖤🖤✨️
Quand tu réalise que tout les super moments avec tes amis sont disparu et que tu ne pourra plus jamais les revivre
O que isso me diz? "Apenas sinta e deixe ir". Pois coisas melhores viram.
Hayatıma anlam katan tek bir düşünceye sahibim sevdiklerim ve kendim için
Aşmam gereken tonlarca sıkıntı problemler duygular var imkansızlık içinde imkan yaratmaya çalışıyorum(uz)
Hayatı günlük yaşarken mutlaka kendiniz için sevdikleriniz için uzun sürede planlama yapın
Kendinizde o gücü bulacaksınız
Büyük bir yangın için küçük bir kıvılcım yeter gelmiş geçmiş en kudretli insan kendini uçurumun kenarında bulan ve vaz geçenlerdedir
Bazen yol o uçuruma çıkar
Geriye adım atıp
Kendini sorgulamak kötü değildir!
Gidecek bir yerin var ve henüz yolun ortasındasın
İnan ki bu durumdan illaki sıyrılıp sıra sana gelecek işte tam o anda delice koşmaya gazı köklemeye ihtiyacın var
Yanlız değilsin
Hüznü depresyonu hisseden milyar insanlar var
mutlaka değişecek ve kazanacaksın!!
Selam
Ahhhh nereden başlayacağımı bilmiyorum. Tek söylemek istediğim keşke bir babam olsaydı. Belki o zaman evimi bırakıp kmlerce uzakta iş bulup orada çalışmak zorunda kalmazdım. İşimi seviyorum aslında Umut. Güzel para kazanıyorum. Lakin saat 18:00 olduğunda insanlar evine giderken benim hâlâ gidecek bir evimin olmaması üzüyor beni. Çok sessizleştim çok güçlendim değiştim. Bazen İremi çok özlüyorum arada bakıyorum profiline bir sevgilisi var çok mutlular zaten hep öyle olsunlar. İyi insanlar mutlu olmayı hakeder. Söyleyecek pek bir şey yok. Genç yaşta başladın hayata , insanlara , farklı davranışlara , senden aptal olan insanlarsan emir almaya alışmaya , sokakta görsen suratına tüküreceğin insana abi demeye , birlikte çay bile içmeyeceğin bir insana bile çay ikram etmeye ve gibi gibi. Bir evim olsun Umut alacaksın o evi inanıyorum ben sana. Gökdelenler arasında bir ev gece manzaran şehrin ışıkları binlerce insan arasında görünmez olacağın bir ev. Bulutların arasında… Bir mutfağın olsun mesela yemeklerini pişirdiğin bir oturma odan olsun bitkilerini suladıktan sonra kahveni yudumladığın bir oturma odası. Biliyorum bunları yazmak hiç ama hiç içimi rahatlatmıyor. Çünkü ben hayal kurmaktan hiç bu kadar nefret etmemiştim ve hiç bu kadar hissizleşmemiştim. Güçlü kal başaracağız birlikte başaracağız. Uykusuz gecelerin verilen emeklerin elbet bir karşılığı olacaktır.
Selam adaş yoldaşın olmama izin ver lütfen
Benzer durumdayım bende
O ev o mutfak çiçekler her şey bizim olacak
Olmaması için bir sürü sebep var gibi görünüyor ama olması için gereken adımlar bunlar
Selametle
1:47 where my favorite part begins
I'm At the Lowest Point Of My Life , I Have to make the Biggest and the Greatest Comeback of My Life, I will be back here soon , Thank You
Maybe I'll be happy in my next life
I hope so, I also say it for myself
I like to think of this song slowed, like falling in love with your friend but then they find their lover and slowly drift apart from you, leaving you with nothing.
I love the way it sounds when falling to sleep, it's like drifting through the cold water of peoples hearts smooth and gentle but at the same time very slow
Just what I thought
You deserve more 🥺💖