don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜
@Isabella Garrido .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great day
@@Carol-rs4rw .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/ruclips.net/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/видео.htmlttps://ruclips.net/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/видео.htmlttps://ruclips.net/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/видео.html
To anyone reading this: you are worth it. you are enough. you are loved. Your thoughts and the way people treat you does not define who you are. You are so much more than what you are going through. You are not alone. If you are sad, upset, or mad let yourself feel it, understand it & do what you need to do to be happy. I know this message won't fix everything but i hope this just reminds you of how amazing you are & things will get better! These are not my words but I hope you spread them.
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜
@@MGA276 you're right, i used to always see life in a negative way, instead i should be thankful for everything i have, thanks for the reply by the way.
what a pity when you don't notice a lot in your life and miss your happiness. i tried hard. but u don’t need me. i continue to love you. and don't bother anymore
"why are you always on ur phone?? Do something else!" "Why are you so sad?" "Why are you tired all the time?" " Your so weird" " Why don't you have friends?" " Go to bed for once! " Listen... I'm trying. I'm trying so hard everyday, to get up, out of bed. To feed myself. To get dressed. To take showers and to brush my teeth. I try. To. Be. Happy. But I'm just not. I'm not dumb, I'm just misunderstood and lonely. I'm stuck in my head at school, can't concentrate. But I'm still trying. I'm still working until the pain ends... Then, maybe... I'll be happy
Hey it's alright. Nothings wrong with being on your phone, it's the only thing you can do. No one has the right to question your feelings. They should maybe try keeping there mouth shut if they have nothing nice to say. Define weird, everyone has a different definition of weird, in someone else's life, they think your perfect. It's an option, why have friends when you have music? Saying that is easy falling asleep is the hard part. Your amazing don't let anyone tell you anything different.
I'm going through the same thing, and others say the same things to me also. Hope one day we will be able to lead a really happy life. Don't know if these words matter but thought it would help you someway
Another story? Okay. So this made me think of my dad for some reason. Borderline genius guy. Sucked up into the crack epidemic. Did a lot of bad things, couldn't keep himself out of trouble/drugs. But at his core. Still a good person, and always acted as my best friend and guide in life when he was around because as he said "he may not be able to be a father figure, but he will always be my best friend". He was also the rock of both sides of our family. If there was a problem, he was there. When everyone was emotional, his shoulder was there for everyone and he never broke. Fast forward, served time in the military. Some things happened that are in another story somewhere. Then find out my dad has a terminal illness. The kicker, it was just when he got completely clean. Got a stable job. Cleaned up his act. Ironic. He looked great at this time. Happy, like genuinely happy. Some time goes by and I see him again. His face is drooped and he talks slow with a stutter from strokes and damage to his brain. Then he asks "I know I don't deserve to ask anything of you. But nobody else will be able to make this decision. Nobody else can carry this with them. If it comes to it will you make sure I pass and they not drag this out?" And of course I didn't even think twice about it. Some more time goes by and my mom (they were still friends and close after divorcing) calls me. I get to the hospital and all of my family is already there. The doctors pull me aside and give me the rundown of its unlikely he will pull through and if he does he would be in a vegetative state. I make the call to pull him off life support. Go over the legal paperwork and we are back in the room. The doctor starts to go over what will happen. Everyone starts crying. Some I can see are irritated at me. They cut the life support. My dad opens his eyes a bit and gasps for air. The doctor just confirms it's normal for things like this to happen. Most of my family leaves the hospital after he passes. My uncle (one of my dad's brothers) pulls me aside. "You can cry, you need to cry, you can't bottle this up." Part of me wanted to just say "then whos left to pick up the pieces of everyone else if I break too?" But I just said I know. I have sleep paralysis and night terrors originally. But leading up to his funeral I had night terrors of choking him, unable to move. Unable to open my hands. Only being able to look into his eyes as he passed. It made me second guess everything, everything he said. Everything the doctors said. That what if. What if he would have been okay. The wake and funeral were like a blur. What a remember specifically is only a few in my family really talked to me. My uncle still worried about me bottling things up. My cousin saying the same. His brother being the one who took his life when he first came home from the Marines. After the funeral and to this day nobody else from the family talks to me. From what I've been told they hate me for what I did. That I didn't talk it over with anyone else. That I didn't even give it a chance. Truthfully that part eats at me too. Because what if I gave it a chance? Anyhow, thank you if you got this far.
I don’t think I have depression but there are long periods of time where I feel so empty and sad for no reason, thinking that nothing ever goes well for me. And last year I felt so happy but ever since school started I’ve been starting to feel melancholy. And it’s not because of the stress I just feel that even though I don’t pay attention to online classes
@@matthewlahti4639 I feel so sorry for what you are going through but remember that for everyone in the world there is a person who can make you feel good, you just have to find it, it takes time it's true but sooner or later you will find it, do not get discouraged and just think about living your life because in the end we only have one and it's a shame to waste it getting depressed❤️
I feel like this generation isn’t ok..we all seem sad we just don’t know why. We think we are happy but at night we let out our tears listening to music....
It's because genZ is the smartest of which,and there is a saying that states the fact that smarter people are prone to sadness,idk now,it's just a saying.
geezers out there tellin this new z generation is nothing but tech addict, not aware of life but its reversed. we are the only ones so far to get rid of those fkin strings linking us to past and be aware of this current world's anguish and cruelty, that makes us sad and depression spreads from one to another like coronavirus xD. but these disgusting ass sorrow bringing comments wont save us either, just stop complaining about "ooh idh a boifriend", "corona ends soon and i reunite w my friends pls god". do what you currently can, dont waste your time on useless things and spend it however you like considering the future outcomes of course. i believe in meme supremacy, it will save us from mental breakdowns and grief 100%, i chose my path, you should choose yours. take my advice, you'll see ultimately you will have nothing to regret when you look back 🤗 also scrw kpop
@@evoidpsycho409 bro- you can't just go sharing your number on media social, it's dangerous you know? How if dangerous people see it and use it for bad thing?
"But you never go away (never go away), so I guess I gotta stay now" I love this lyric. I think it means that someone's presence is always around, no matter where they are.
Please don't say things like this we can always look at the bright side, happiness is what never ends it's just pain that sometimes ruins such happiness and I pray for your happiness 🖤
For example after Recess after I remembered that he touched another girls hand I told my friend that dust got in my eye and I’m by a window so perfect excuse for crying at school
And what happens when that 2 month person betrays you and acts like all they did was right,you were the one who is wrong and hurted them :)))) personal experience so yeah
Hey I know this is late and that this is very cheesy and easier said than done but bottling up emotions like that isnt healthy. Do you have anyone you can talk to?
@@multifandoms__films59 I have my family, my friends ,bestie ........but somethings are need to be discussed lonely even when you get silent betrayal from all ........dude I know your vibes but you know what it's better' than crying on pillow than on people's head let them think I'm good and going on well wid my life . Last but not least I wanna say that when you you are 12 no one will relate to your depression , anxiety, stress, emotional betrayal and tears
@@akshitaaaa1 it's good to know that you have support. I know it sounds cheesy but you're not alone. Anyways, I have this obsession with reading comments and the amount of certain comments on this video kinda makes me concerned for peoples mental health. Anyways, wish you the best. :)
Respect your mirror for not laughing when u feel insecure Your pillow for catching your tears when no one else would Your shower for not judging your singing And your music who comforts you when no one else would I might be a stranger but no matter who you are i love you and eventually things might get better. (Edit was a spelling mistake )
“Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out (found) But you never go away (never go away) So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walkin' out of town Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place) Something's on my mind (mind) Always in my head space But I know some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Whoa, yeah Yeah, ah Whoa, whoa Hello, welcome home“ -thelyricist
cry and then brush yourself off and use the pain as jet-fuel to turn your life around and succeed. use the pain or failure as motivation to achieve the impossible.
It was mentioned in Hinduism that this era is of Kaliyug where Gods & demons are not separate entities any more...they both reside in everything,both control some parts of thoughts & activities Ps: If offended pls don't reply as it meant as an abstract not for any missionary act
I've been alive for 14 years, and I can't stand being alive, but I don't wanna leave my little sister alone. It feels like I've done decades upon decades of work, I just want it to be over
It might not be the most comforting right now, but I do promise it gets better. When I was 14, I honest to god never thought I would make it to my 15th birthday. In a week now I'll be 18, going to my first choice college with a full ride and I think I might have found the one. I am not fixed and I still have bad days but I promise you there is so much more out there waiting for you. It may be hard but man does it make the good days so much more worth it. Right now maybe finding simple reasons to keep going will help. I also didn't want to leave my sibling and then it became a thing out of spite. There are so many people who said I'd never make it and proving them wrong is one of the best feelings ever. The best part, however, is looking back and seeing just how much I've grown and just how far I've come. 14 year old me wanted this but could never see it happening. It's hard when you're the one who's down in battle but just remember there are people there for you in a plane above ready to guide you to safety. (ps sorry for my war analogy but this is what my therapist told me)
Who else feels like they just don’t fit in at all? Your friends are all doing good at life, getting into relationships and your just there, the ‘therapist’ for your friends, and never in the middle of things. Your just the popular loner, have a lot of friends, yet only hang out with the same 2, never gets invited to parties, tries their hardest to make everyone laugh while holding in the depression and tears. Yes, me too.
This is literally me I have to friends and they are so happy when they have problems I'm always there for them but sometimes I just feel like im being selfish if I talk about my problems and I don't know what to do im so broken inside but I feel like I don't anybody to express my feelingd to
@@mcKinzieleone all of my friends come up to me and tell me I’m popular. Yet I only have three or four really close friends. But I feel like I’m so different from my friends. I end up watching movies and talking to myself like I’m talking to someone from a movie. Almost like talking to imaginary friends. And honestly those are the types of people that will never judge you for who you are.
and that's the truth isn't it...the people that smile the most are also the people slowly drowning in their own tears, chained down, watching the water rise until it covers them and they can't breathe, unable to do anything about it.
![lovely - billie eilish ft. khalid [slowed & reverb] [1Hour]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/1hg5rQEOeWk/mqdefault.jpg)
this song + these comments = perfect reason to cry
Wish there was someone to listen
@@farhatzamani5925 same….
this song + these comment: r/im14andthisisdeep
@THE WARRIORS [ IYI ] чпірвкґпюадчдрдчжидоюжабржежвлржаєрдпжобаєожжежгєрдоєпбпжожадлажобпдрєкжоюєпдррхпжожпєпжоєжаємжрдаютєежржежп
fr.
want to cry...but have no reason to cry...or maybe theres no tears left to cry
THIS!!!
@Heather BAHAHAHAHA I actually didn't know ariana had a song like this
Oh, I hope things get better for you
@@brookbrook6055 thank you 🙂❤
nO tEaRs lEfT tO cRyYyYyYyYyyYyy
So iM pIcKiN iT uP
PicKiN iT uP
Okay srry i had to- XD
Edit : chin up queen you dropped your crown 👑 :)
"We are a sad generation with happy pictures"
-Stan Lee
this is srsly UNDERRATED-
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜
@Isabella Garrido .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great day
True bruh 😔💕
@@Carol-rs4rw .don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜. Hope you are having a great dayvm.tiktok.com/ZSJe7VXGd/ruclips.net/video/usAOzfUU__Qh/видео.htmlttps://ruclips.net/video/WzvhSU5esqUh/видео.htmlttps://ruclips.net/video/DX0bYAu2LXE/видео.html
To anyone reading this: you are worth it. you are enough. you are loved. Your thoughts and the way people treat you does not define who you are. You are so much more than what you are going through. You are not alone. If you are sad, upset, or mad let yourself feel it, understand it & do what you need to do to be happy. I know this message won't fix everything but i hope this just reminds you of how amazing you are & things will get better!
These are not my words but I hope you spread them.
Thanks for making us feel ok 😁💔
this made me cry.. thank u so much for this. This does help people that feel very down.
Your words made my eyes tearful .. thankss a lot dear
Thanks ❤
❤❤❤ от марьям
this..hits completely different when you're completely broken and in pain.
overthinking , crying and stress at the same time is the worst feeling.
Truth
don't cry , Strong warrior for God is there with you , Jesus is love , he loves everyone no matter what ever they have done
Jesus wept for John the Baptist and lazurs , he loves and cries for u , no matter how many times u failed he still loves you and will never give up on u ❤️. The greatest man in history is Jesus. He had no servant yet they called him master . He had no degree , yet they called him teacher . He had no medicines yet they called him healer . He had no army , yet kings feared him . He has not won military battles yet he conquered the world . He committed no crime yet he was crucified . He was bruised tomb . Yet he lives today
Spread the Love of our Lord ♥️🧡💛💚💙💜
Yes you are right ❤
nobody cares about your feelings, go do some push ups
- Top G
I know. But just think about how far you’ve come. You can do it. I’m here for you ❤❤❤❤
In my opinion lovely is better then bad guy(it’s cause I like calm songs)
then listen to i love you by billie eyelash
meg :D *eilish
Same
ofc its better bad guy is for locals tho
samee
Therapist: What’s something you regret?
Me: Growing up.
Felt that 😖✌
💯
Omfg I said that same thing and she diagnosed me with severe depression at 2nd grade
Real talk bro... Growing up sucks... 😢
Oh yes...
I really cried while reading some of those comments😭 and realised not only me many people in this world are so alone💔
Meet 🥲Jo khen10:47🗿🖤
Yeah 😢
Sim 😢
"Someday someone will break you so badly that you'll become unbreakable"
-Joker
I found those people and I'm tired of acting fine
I'm playing Batman Arkham knight rn and this made me sad-
spoilers ahead
Because joker died and I already locked him away :'(
Yeah
Wow been through this shit already when I was only 13 😭☹️
@@A_A_.17 I'm 12
“Don’t take life so seriously no one’s gonna make it out alive”
-the Joker💔😴
Dang..right
Can I repost this on Tiktok?
@@a7lakurdi. bro seriously 😐💔
Oohh i love this 1
Damn
"the mirror is my best friend, because when i cry it doesn't laugh."
-Charlie Chaplin
That hit me really hard....
@@eilisf ikr
Instead mirror laughing at you, it's crying with you
Now i just wanna hug Chaplin...
(bad english i know, sorry difhc
)
😭😍😭😭😭
I miss life, when it was beautiful and simple.💔😞
I hope you are happy now , mate 😄
Life is never constantly difficult. It's just that you don't appreciate what you have, maybe now is the easiest time you have.
@@adityad972 yeah bro thanks, i'm doing better
@@MGA276 you're right, i used to always see life in a negative way, instead i should be thankful for everything i have, thanks for the reply by the way.
@@Casper77775Glad to hear that mate 😄
Respect our pillows they wiped our tears when nobody else did 😃🙃
And respect clouds and mirrors for crying with us!
respect yrself, for making it this far in life.
even in this cruel world :)
And the songs that makes it actually worth living
@@v4mpyy. sadder is people makes it cruel
it’s so real men
what a pity when you don't notice a lot in your life and miss your happiness. i tried hard. but u don’t need me. i continue to love you. and don't bother anymore
Don't give up
Ronald Weasley loves you
Thank you for this
@@lexi.smiff. Yw :)
*story of my life*
@@whotfsmyriam1459 *Hugs*
"hurting someone is easy as throwing a rock into a lake, but do you know how deep that rock can go?"
1000 feet…
Ohmy so true
farther then im aware of
Oh my god, your words are so deep just like the anime on your avatar.
damn
we can’t force a person to like you. This have to come from the heart, not mind. and i learned that from the most worst way possible.
school: try harder
friends; youre a snake!
parents: never understand you, dissapointed
music: its ok im here
wowwwww this is me
It's music and video games also
Yep..-
I like snakes :D they are pretty and also if you tame it they can be good friends
True
"One day you're gonna have to stop pretending that everything's ok"
- Elena Gilbert
Oh my god i saw this and now I'm crying a literal river
TVD fans unite!
TVD FAN GANG
Tvd fans unite...
TVD FORVERR😭😭
Younger me: “You’d said it would get better” “Why aren’t you smiling anymore”
Because there nothing to smile about 🥲
@@akari-kun8333 *coming to life, there's a reason.*
@@noahneck6985 well the only reason I smile is because of god and the loved ones he blessed me with
I really just can’t but pretend too
😢😢😢😢
Nothing hurts more than saying your okay even when your not
"Dead people receive more flowers than the living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude " 🖤
:(
@@fairyyjuiice8919 🙂✌🏻💔
Yooo this comment 😪
Anne frank
I was sort of chuckling to myself at the other comments trying too hard, but this one made me stop scrolling to think.
"why are you always on ur phone?? Do something else!"
"Why are you so sad?"
"Why are you tired all the time?"
" Your so weird"
" Why don't you have friends?"
" Go to bed for once! "
Listen... I'm trying.
I'm trying so hard everyday, to get up, out of bed. To feed myself. To get dressed. To take showers and to brush my teeth. I try. To. Be. Happy. But I'm just not. I'm not dumb, I'm just misunderstood and lonely. I'm stuck in my head at school, can't concentrate. But I'm still trying. I'm still working until the pain ends... Then, maybe... I'll be happy
Hey it's alright.
Nothings wrong with being on your phone, it's the only thing you can do.
No one has the right to question your feelings.
They should maybe try keeping there mouth shut if they have nothing nice to say.
Define weird, everyone has a different definition of weird, in someone else's life, they think your perfect.
It's an option, why have friends when you have music?
Saying that is easy falling asleep is the hard part.
Your amazing don't let anyone tell you anything different.
B don't give up..we would have no winners if everyone lost n gave up
I hope you get the best in life..anytime you wanna talk✌💫
@@Liloandsaro words.
It's.. Same here.. With me.. If you believe.. But everything's gonna fine someday.. I believe.. Take care friend
I'm going through the same thing, and others say the same things to me also. Hope one day we will be able to lead a really happy life. Don't know if these words matter but thought it would help you someway
“The sad thing is the person who gives you the most memories, ends up being a memory”- Naruto Uzumaki
So true.
Naruto?!
@@Leo-cf2hb yes
naruto
That’s life
This song makes so many memories come flooding back. A mix of sad and so beautiful
“I regret opening up to some people,they didn’t deserve to know me like that.”-unknown
I agree 😢
this.
Fr
Same🖤
Fr 💔
Life asked death, why do people love me but hate you? Death replied, because you are a *beautiful lie* and I am the *painful truth.*
Indeed
Ouch! That hit me like a sledgehammer!!! 🥺💔
Ssssssssssssssssssssss that's the sound I made when I read that
Some parts of life are horrible but there is also so much beauty in it. That is 100% real, we just still have a long way to come
well shit crying even harder now
I swear Billlie has enough power to make an onion cry
Lmao 😆
Oof this lightened up my mood
True
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 stop I'm like dead ass laughing while crying
She also has enough power to not get heatstroke while wearing 500 layers the depressed bitch
Another story? Okay.
So this made me think of my dad for some reason. Borderline genius guy. Sucked up into the crack epidemic. Did a lot of bad things, couldn't keep himself out of trouble/drugs. But at his core. Still a good person, and always acted as my best friend and guide in life when he was around because as he said "he may not be able to be a father figure, but he will always be my best friend". He was also the rock of both sides of our family. If there was a problem, he was there. When everyone was emotional, his shoulder was there for everyone and he never broke.
Fast forward, served time in the military. Some things happened that are in another story somewhere. Then find out my dad has a terminal illness.
The kicker, it was just when he got completely clean. Got a stable job. Cleaned up his act. Ironic. He looked great at this time. Happy, like genuinely happy. Some time goes by and I see him again. His face is drooped and he talks slow with a stutter from strokes and damage to his brain. Then he asks "I know I don't deserve to ask anything of you. But nobody else will be able to make this decision. Nobody else can carry this with them. If it comes to it will you make sure I pass and they not drag this out?" And of course I didn't even think twice about it. Some more time goes by and my mom (they were still friends and close after divorcing) calls me. I get to the hospital and all of my family is already there. The doctors pull me aside and give me the rundown of its unlikely he will pull through and if he does he would be in a vegetative state. I make the call to pull him off life support. Go over the legal paperwork and we are back in the room. The doctor starts to go over what will happen. Everyone starts crying. Some I can see are irritated at me. They cut the life support. My dad opens his eyes a bit and gasps for air. The doctor just confirms it's normal for things like this to happen. Most of my family leaves the hospital after he passes. My uncle (one of my dad's brothers) pulls me aside.
"You can cry, you need to cry, you can't bottle this up."
Part of me wanted to just say "then whos left to pick up the pieces of everyone else if I break too?"
But I just said I know.
I have sleep paralysis and night terrors originally.
But leading up to his funeral I had night terrors of choking him, unable to move. Unable to open my hands. Only being able to look into his eyes as he passed. It made me second guess everything, everything he said. Everything the doctors said. That what if. What if he would have been okay. The wake and funeral were like a blur. What a remember specifically is only a few in my family really talked to me. My uncle still worried about me bottling things up. My cousin saying the same. His brother being the one who took his life when he first came home from the Marines. After the funeral and to this day nobody else from the family talks to me. From what I've been told they hate me for what I did. That I didn't talk it over with anyone else. That I didn't even give it a chance. Truthfully that part eats at me too. Because what if I gave it a chance? Anyhow, thank you if you got this far.
i know i have no right but i think he is proud of you you kept his promise and personally i think you are a really strong person
Whe are here for you brother
😢❤❤❤😢😢😢😢
Thanks now my depression is depressed
🥀felted
im so sorry
Uffh 👏
Felt that...
Same
" i s n t i t l o v l e y , a l l a l o n e "
thx for the likes stay safe y'all
danna you too, rest well and you dropped this👑😁
@@BoyWithLongBlackHair no you dropped this 👑💞☆♡
No it's not lovely...
Lovely
I don’t think I have depression but there are long periods of time where I feel so empty and sad for no reason, thinking that nothing ever goes well for me. And last year I felt so happy but ever since school started I’ve been starting to feel melancholy. And it’s not because of the stress I just feel that even though I don’t pay attention to online classes
Yeah
Same here
Wait so you just say you hate school?
@TrueChow 786 thanks
@@zukki3003 I'll try seeking help thank you
3:07 Looking at the grey clouds outside tears coming out of my eyes 😪
"It's strange, isn't it? How your heart burns and burns and suddenly turns to ice"
-Shoto Todoroki
🫂
“That makes no sense”
-me
It is true
@@LyntzbartzkyPerez it's like when u get mad then u stop being
@@saifahmad7630 that’s some top tier grammar right there
“Everything will be okay in the end. If it‘s not okay, it‘s NOT the end!“
- John Lennon
hi little angel, i came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, jesus loves you very much and waits for your heart ^-
Omg that one hit me to hard....
who tf is jonny lennon
So untrue, once it's the end it's the end.
@@RYCH3 bitter truth 🙂
It is insane that strangers more understand us than our family...
Hemde çok çılgınca ve acı verici
@@endorys Yeah sadly I agree......
Sadly true...
@@liza_aaaa :(
✌
This song is so addictive, doesn’t make me sad in a way but just calms me for some odd reason🤨 But I ❤ it!
🚬🫄☺️😪😪😔😔
🫄😔😪❤️🩹
"you're just a kid you can't be depressed" well that's the point, i'm just a kid and i already know the feeling.
"When you're happy, you just enjoy the music, but when you're sad, you understand the music"
- A person who understand this music
Understand the lyrics*
"- A person who understand this music" stfu loser nerd
Gawd.....felt it!!!!
That's frank ocean btw
I understand the music
Yea, depression sucks, then again it’s the only thing that hasn’t left me.
Damn wtf. These comments are sumn else are you alright??
@@TobiasBruh idk what I feel anymorr
@@matthewlahti4639 I feel so sorry for what you are going through but remember that for everyone in the world there is a person who can make you feel good, you just have to find it, it takes time it's true but sooner or later you will find it, do not get discouraged and just think about living your life because in the end we only have one and it's a shame to waste it getting depressed❤️
@-Mithicalisa _ StarMine- you will find better ones, I have been there too but in the end I managed to find a real friend, you will too
this kid is an edge lord.
People’s lives don’t end when they die. It ends when they lose faith..
Real
Guess my life gone then 😂
Why do I feel like I heard that in Naruto
@@UzumakiGirl14 yeah, its itachi's quote, i guess
@@why_.shaurya ohh yeahhh!!!! i remember now! thx!
"no matter how hard it is, i always smile like an idiot."
*-park chanyeol*
Chanyeol 💔
True. That is me as well. I Personally Think It Is this mask we keep up.
I feel like this generation isn’t ok..we all seem sad we just don’t know why. We think we are happy but at night we let out our tears listening to music....
That's why it's called genZ, Everyone is gonna kill themselves, get abortions, and the world will end..
@Arshia Tehzeeb some people don’t even have time to grow up because there already gone...
It's because genZ is the smartest of which,and there is a saying that states the fact that smarter people are prone to sadness,idk now,it's just a saying.
geezers out there tellin this new z generation is nothing but tech addict, not aware of life but its reversed. we are the only ones so far to get rid of those fkin strings linking us to past and be aware of this current world's anguish and cruelty, that makes us sad and depression spreads from one to another like coronavirus xD. but these disgusting ass sorrow bringing comments wont save us either, just stop complaining about "ooh idh a boifriend", "corona ends soon and i reunite w my friends pls god". do what you currently can, dont waste your time on useless things and spend it however you like considering the future outcomes of course. i believe in meme supremacy, it will save us from mental breakdowns and grief 100%, i chose my path, you should choose yours. take my advice, you'll see ultimately you will have nothing to regret when you look back 🤗 also scrw kpop
that’s what i’m doing rn at almost 12 am. I put on this mask during the day when i know im so fucking broken
"something's on my mind, always in my headspace...."
*can relate*
still can relate...
@@deflawed1602 u good i can talk to u my number is 9727933499
@@evoidpsycho409 Good people...
@@evoidpsycho409 bro- you can't just go sharing your number on media social, it's dangerous you know?
How if dangerous people see it and use it for bad thing?
“Is it lovely?…all alone.. heart made of glass and mind of stone..” This gets me..
“Crying alone does not show that you are weak but it shows you are strong”
- anonymous
yup
the quote is from itachi uchiha
I really went from saying “I wanna be an adult” to “missing being a child” 💔
no
@@JoRdi-ul4xg yes say yes now
@@Morixbando no
@@JoRdi-ul4xg its yess say yess now >:(
@@Morixbando shut up depression kid
I can help with whatever the fuck is happening to you
But you will have to shut the fuck up
"But you never go away (never go away), so I guess I gotta stay now"
I love this lyric. I think it means that someone's presence is always around, no matter where they are.
If my tears were colourful then my pillow would be the best painting in the world 🌍
"Pain never ends we just find another reason to smile"
Yes
Please don't say things like this we can always look at the bright side, happiness is what never ends it's just pain that sometimes ruins such happiness and I pray for your happiness 🖤
Yeah That's Exactly Correct 😪💙
For example after Recess after I remembered that he touched another girls hand I told my friend that dust got in my eye and I’m by a window so perfect excuse for crying at school
Amar cheder bal
Pillow/You can cry on me
Mirror/I will not make fun of you
Shower/I will cry with you
I love my pillow so much but my parents wanna throw it away..
This hit different 😭💔
my shower is my best friend...
Why i shower whenever i wanna cry 😊
“Don’t take life so seriously, it’s not like you’re getting out alive” - Joker
I wish I could do that
I felt that bro 😞
not a joker quote 💀
U just can’t miss the last part 😢
“A person in 2 months can make you feel what a person in 2 years couldn’t. Time means nothing, character does.”
-Anonymous.
yes and can finish ur story with them forever character matters
A person in 2 weeks made me feel what a person in 12 years couldn't
so relatable..
And what happens when that 2 month person betrays you and acts like all they did was right,you were the one who is wrong and hurted them :)))) personal experience so yeah
The people u think will never hurt u you are the ones that make u heartless💔
At the end of the day i just like to listen to music and forget about everything else
But then everything just keeps coming back the next day...
Parents : Our daughter is so strong she never cries we never saw her cry
Pillow : Do you guys even now her ..........
Hey I know this is late and that this is very cheesy and easier said than done but bottling up emotions like that isnt healthy. Do you have anyone you can talk to?
@@multifandoms__films59 I have my family, my friends ,bestie ........but somethings are need to be discussed lonely even when you get silent betrayal from all ........dude I know your vibes but you know what it's better' than crying on pillow than on people's head let them think I'm good and going on well wid my life . Last but not least I wanna say that when you you are 12 no one will relate to your depression , anxiety, stress, emotional betrayal and tears
@@akshitaaaa1 it's good to know that you have support. I know it sounds cheesy but you're not alone. Anyways, I have this obsession with reading comments and the amount of certain comments on this video kinda makes me concerned for peoples mental health. Anyways, wish you the best. :)
Can I repost this on Tiktok?
@@a7lakurdi. Yeahhhhh why not
عُد الى الله تعالى ☺️ لا احد يُعالج قلبك المكسور سوا الله 🩵 صدقني …
الله❤
Everybody wants success, noone wants pain
But remember there's no rainbow without a little rain
- YOUR VIRTUAL FRIEND AKA ME
hi little angel, i came to remind you that you are special, enough and made with a lot of love, jesus loves you very much and waits for your heart ^-
I love you
ur not my friend gtfo my face u loser
Your word are beautiful as Irene
@@aldura8794 that escalated quickly lmao
Respect your mirror for not laughing when u feel insecure
Your pillow for catching your tears when no one else would
Your shower for not judging your singing
And your music who comforts you when no one else would
I might be a stranger but no matter who you are i love you and eventually things might get better.
(Edit was a spelling mistake )
thank you so much, 😣
U brought me to tears..
I wonder why does this comment has just one reply (2 including mine).. this must have crossed 1M
I love you ❤
@@Vamshi_0069 thats so creepy but at the same time wholesome
@@ldr420 yeah
"Those who laugh the most, are in the deepest pain"
-Uknown
Yeah 😭😭😭😭😭
Yup
@@kat.888 Yeah its relatable
@@kat.888 gay
Cry in rain and in dark night ...🙃that me
Rainy Weather and this song really broken is feel 🥺
“We didn’t realise we were making memories, we just knew we where having fun ” -Winnie the Pooh
*its enough to make a grown man cry*
I guess I’m just to tough to cry
*reads comment*
🥲
Dang🥺
Why did this make me so emotional-
😞💔💔
When someone cries, it's not because they're weak, it's because they've been strong for too long
-Uchiha Itachi
Around my friends and family I am strong but weak alone
He never said that
This the one
This one hits different
I wish I could be the one
I dont usually listen to billie but this really got me DEEP in my feelings.
no
Me to
@@JoRdi-ul4xg why are you just saying no to everything stfu
yas
Never count the days... make the days count.
"Never trust anyone too much, remember the devil was once an angel."
-Kaneki Ken
Yes
That me
Dayum
“Thats a really toxic mindset”
-me
😖 omg that is ture
"hey...it's alright..i will wipe your tears away when nobody will do it..." -Pillow
😭
That got me😞
i wish the one who wrote this is stil alive
@@liav4024 true :(
had me in the first half ngl
Bro I love how this sounds
It sounds lovely
@@chrisp.9385 really does
the worst feeling is when you want to cry but you are unable to do so 😭
Or cried that much that no tears are left🙁
"Evil queen's are just princesses who were never saved" - Malificent
That's dark
Evil witches
"Isn't it lovely? All alone"
I love sitting alone in my room drifting in my own world while listening to music 🙂
same
no
@@JoRdi-ul4xg what you mean no?
@@Tiramisu_lover69 yes
Same.🙂
“We are not friends, Not enemies just strangers with memories “
That hit so much❤️🩹
Wow that is so deep😭
Ouch😭
Damn
Friendship hurts vry bdly🙂💔
me and my old best friend be like :
Esta canción me lleva de vuelta a mi antigua vida.❤️🩹
"The wrost pain is when you have a lot of things in your mind and you have no one to share"
- UNKNOWN
SO TRUE
yes :(
:-(
:-((
Its so true we all can relate 😿😿💔💔🕳
“Thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out (found)
But you never go away (never go away)
So I guess I gotta stay now
Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Walkin' out of town
Lookin' for a better place (lookin' for a better place)
Something's on my mind (mind)
Always in my head space
But I know some day I'll make it out of here
Even if it takes all night or a hundred years
Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near
Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear
Isn't it lovely, all alone
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
Tear me to pieces, skin to bone
Hello, welcome home
Whoa, yeah
Yeah, ah
Whoa, whoa
Hello, welcome home“
-thelyricist
You perfect
thelyrics *
- the racist -
“A man does not cry because he is weak, but because he has been strong for far too long”.
- Itachi Uchiha
"Tell me, where should i go? To the left,where nothing is right,or to the right,where nothing is left?"
-Itachi Uchiha-
@@allahuakber552 bro so true
This made me cry🥺 the best song I've ever seen❤❤
Time doesn’t heal pain, it just teaches you to live with it
Itachi uchiha
yup 100%
cry and then brush yourself off and use the pain as jet-fuel to turn your life around and succeed. use the pain or failure as motivation to achieve the impossible.
Thank you
Action heals pain. Actions that are taken towards recovery
Be careful who you trust salt looks like sugar. -joker
Well damn ..
This has a small place in me now ✨
im carrying this quote in my pocket from now on
I've had fake friends who physically hurt me and left a scar on my hand.
🔥🙏
“If you get tired, learn how to rest. And NOT to quit.” -Unknown
🙂
But what if there is only one option to quit
no
Sometimes lonely is better than someone else
''The music inside you, will be your best friend forever, till you die.''
-me
This just makes me cry bec I depend on fictional characters more than real peoe
People
so relatable
@@lilasalbassam5965 us moment
@@lilasalbassam5965 SAME
"The saddest people are willing to see you smile" ~mom 😓
This one hit me hard.
She had me in a first half in that time not gonna lie.
They just described me
woah.
"Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a Mystery, Today is a gift. That's why it is called the present"
-Master Oogway
exactly!
this cracked me up. man like Oogway
so finding out that your entire family is homophobic except your sister is a gift?...that seems lie a harsh present to receive..
@@janellebracamontes6721 im sorry for what youre going through
@@kxllor5425 its okay..just gotta wait till im 18 to leave this place
My pillow will be the most colourful thing if my tears had colours
"We stopped looking for monsters under our bed when we realized they were inside of us"
-Joker 🃏
He never said that
@@destro3709 he did
Yeah
I don’t remember but was a wuote
It was mentioned in Hinduism that this era is of Kaliyug where Gods & demons are not separate entities any more...they both reside in everything,both control some parts of thoughts & activities
Ps: If offended pls don't reply as it meant as an abstract not for any missionary act
I've been alive for 14 years, and I can't stand being alive, but I don't wanna leave my little sister alone. It feels like I've done decades upon decades of work, I just want it to be over
Just hold on darling your pain will end ... I am also waiting for my pain to end
No feeling is final, everything we experience on this earth is temporary. Keep fighting, you'll get through this and you are not alone :)
It might not be the most comforting right now, but I do promise it gets better. When I was 14, I honest to god never thought I would make it to my 15th birthday. In a week now I'll be 18, going to my first choice college with a full ride and I think I might have found the one. I am not fixed and I still have bad days but I promise you there is so much more out there waiting for you. It may be hard but man does it make the good days so much more worth it. Right now maybe finding simple reasons to keep going will help. I also didn't want to leave my sibling and then it became a thing out of spite. There are so many people who said I'd never make it and proving them wrong is one of the best feelings ever. The best part, however, is looking back and seeing just how much I've grown and just how far I've come. 14 year old me wanted this but could never see it happening. It's hard when you're the one who's down in battle but just remember there are people there for you in a plane above ready to guide you to safety. (ps sorry for my war analogy but this is what my therapist told me)
and your reasons for continuing may seem stupid but if those reasons are keeping you alive i promise you they are not.
girl or boy i am the same can we be friends
“Respect the ones you love, before you don’t have the chance to.”
- me
I hope you are doing well
@@dearchanie thanks..
That hits hard..
no
I laughed because I was trying not to cry lol. Too relatable-
These lyrics are too real, like, it hurts to listen to this😢
Who else feels like they just don’t fit in at all? Your friends are all doing good at life, getting into relationships and your just there, the ‘therapist’ for your friends, and never in the middle of things. Your just the popular loner, have a lot of friends, yet only hang out with the same 2, never gets invited to parties, tries their hardest to make everyone laugh while holding in the depression and tears. Yes, me too.
😭😭😭
I’m scared. You literally just told my whole life story.
Wow...thank u for understanding me jesus christ VEVO
This is literally me I have to friends and they are so happy when they have problems I'm always there for them but sometimes I just feel like im being selfish if I talk about my problems and I don't know what to do im so broken inside but I feel like I don't anybody to express my feelingd to
@@mcKinzieleone all of my friends come up to me and tell me I’m popular. Yet I only have three or four really close friends. But I feel like I’m so different from my friends. I end up watching movies and talking to myself like I’m talking to someone from a movie. Almost like talking to imaginary friends. And honestly those are the types of people that will never judge you for who you are.
“ if love is just a word then why does it hurt so much when you realize it isn’t there “ 😭
I just finished reading “ in another life “ so seeing the likes made me smile
😭😭
"The pain is temporary, but the scar lasts forever" -Katherine Perigo
Jesus is coming repent now
@@dxnixble stop
Kintsugi the art of making the broken whole again,you are whole again because of your scars
@@th3king843 true
I have no words to describe how good this song is ❤
it’s crazy how much a smile can hide
-Park Jimin
and that's the truth isn't it...the people that smile the most are also the people slowly drowning in their own tears, chained down, watching the water rise until it covers them and they can't breathe, unable to do anything about it.
@@caitstake4872 😭😭😭😭
Lmaoo I love your username!! :3
@@emmamaria1604 I’m glad you like it💅🏼
right
"Smile can be fake but tears won't lie "🥀
111 likes just sound great hehe
111 likes just sound great hehe
“If love is just a word, then why does it hurt so bad when you realize it isn’t there?” -Gaara
Because it encompasses so much 💙
Because love is also a feeling/emotion. We can express love not only vocally but through our actions. It's much more than a word.
No love is not feeling its decision
HUSH IM GONNA CRY WHYY I WAS JUST HAVIN A GOOD DAY GOT ME SOME COFI AND READ THIS NOW IM ON THE VERGE OF TEARS-
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@saigemakezstuff U aren’t alone. Be strong!
You never know the value of a moment until its a memory- a wise man
“Life is not unfair, people are the ones that play dirty”
-Ken Kaneki
So true
"Even in my second life, a failure is still going to be a failure
"
-Hanagaki Takemichi
no
it's Mikey's fault
its all a phase of life, it will pass
@@kimseokjin3369 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Its from season 1 right?! Or its spoiler lol
This song will make people’s hearts heavy 🥺
it already made mine
yep bruh she left mee 😔💔she died in corona 💔💔......
@@thandapaniks9995 😢
@@thandapaniks9995 aare yarrr 😢
Respect god for he has carried our tears through times we swore to give up and guided us to greater moments.