the cinematic orchestra - to build a home (slowed & reverb) [with lyrics]

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  • Опубликовано: 7 окт 2020
  • 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘦
    slowed down (& reverb) version of to build a home by the cinematic orchestra.
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Комментарии • 5 тыс.

  • @sharma_jyoti7437
    @sharma_jyoti7437 3 года назад +8822

    "Take her to the moon for me"

  • @maiisiedouglas9484
    @maiisiedouglas9484 3 года назад +4449

    ‘dont take life too seriously.
    nobody makes it out alive.’

  • @f1cardigan
    @f1cardigan 2 года назад +520

    It's so strange that strangers on the internet understand us more than the people we think we are close to

    • @the_ring_bearers
      @the_ring_bearers 8 месяцев назад +2

      i agree

    • @logeinchernich7623
      @logeinchernich7623 6 месяцев назад +10

      And yet we hate each other in real life.. this world's something else man

    • @amandalyn7005
      @amandalyn7005 3 месяца назад +2

      It really is…. This world has done an amazing job at separating us and making us fight….

    • @brent20625
      @brent20625 2 месяца назад

      Dat zijn teksten

    • @FiveNightsAtFreddys_1
      @FiveNightsAtFreddys_1 2 месяца назад

      I agree

  • @mxstazz8537
    @mxstazz8537 2 года назад +932

    I can finally cry my eyes out, thanks to this song. Don’t u just hate the feeling like u need to cry but u physically can’t? It sucks, don’t it. Sometimes a good cry is just the thing u need. In my opinion, at least.

    • @Angel-ko9jp
      @Angel-ko9jp 2 года назад +21

      Omg yes I want to cry so baddd bc it feels like that’s what I need but I can’t, the tears just won’t come out of my eyes even tho I can feel myself crying in the inside ~_~

    • @mxstazz8537
      @mxstazz8537 2 года назад +9

      @@Angel-ko9jp Yess that’s exactly how I feel sometimes

    • @kyurin4u480
      @kyurin4u480 2 года назад +3

      I feel you :( we're all dead inside.

    • @sheepy719
      @sheepy719 2 года назад +1

      Do you have more songs like that I think I need them.

    • @mxstazz8537
      @mxstazz8537 2 года назад +1

      @@sheepy719 I would recommend ‘Unfair’ by the neighborhood, and ‘Welcome Home’ by radical face!

  • @Bee-so2wu
    @Bee-so2wu 3 года назад +4435

    I wish I could just hug everyone in the comments.
    April 22nd, 2021 2:40 PM
    I come back to this post to say, I have just lost my childhood friend to suicide. I know it wasn’t easy for him. It’s not easy for me. Not easy for his family. I just hope his storm is finally clear and he can just relax. It was a great 15 years well spent brother. See you on the otherside

  • @jussiniacreighton6683
    @jussiniacreighton6683 3 года назад +1929

    I hate living in my head. & constantly convincing myself everyone around me hates me.

  • @mdisco10
    @mdisco10 2 года назад +1560

    “When a man cries, it’s not because he is weak. It’s because he has been strong for too long.”

    • @kelkirp1649
      @kelkirp1649 2 года назад +17

      edgy af

    • @mdisco10
      @mdisco10 2 года назад +95

      @@kelkirp1649 I was at rock bottom when I posted that. I hope you never have to experience that brother.

    • @loyal_prince698
      @loyal_prince698 2 года назад +25

      @@mdisco10Bro bad times don’t last for ever. The same thing goes for good times. You just got to make the best out of it. You have to think about the people who starve to death or die because they don’t have a roof over their heads. We all have to be thankful that at less we have the basic things we need in life to move forward. Those people don’t even have food but they live the best and happy life as they could.

    • @GameToonify
      @GameToonify 2 года назад +4

      Itachi ?

    • @kayleelowe7440
      @kayleelowe7440 2 года назад +7

      - itachi uchiha 💔

  • @Blixx_tv
    @Blixx_tv Год назад +532

    We don't search for old songs,
    we search for old memories.

  • @harrypotterfan2500
    @harrypotterfan2500 3 года назад +7629

    You don't realize the good moments until they become memories and its all you have left.

    • @mstuff2460
      @mstuff2460 3 года назад +19

      yeah

    • @lucidly
      @lucidly 3 года назад +15

      True that:/

    • @tay_8184
      @tay_8184 3 года назад +15

      Bro Fr...

    • @anaa2059
      @anaa2059 3 года назад +14

      and when u don't have memories anymore what do u do? asking 4 a friend lol

    • @harrypotterfan2500
      @harrypotterfan2500 3 года назад +15

      @@anaa2059 haha omg, I was not expecting this, well if you dont have memories then go make some, it might come out good

  • @kamila8430
    @kamila8430 3 года назад +5729

    Pov: your losing yourself again

    • @kaylab3029
      @kaylab3029 3 года назад +106

      how did you know?

    • @shmuliwitkes7674
      @shmuliwitkes7674 3 года назад +29

      Fr

    • @joycemarjory4616
      @joycemarjory4616 3 года назад +48

      I guess that i will never love me again lol...

    • @yenym9055
      @yenym9055 3 года назад +27

      Yeah... I'm now writing down notes to myself that I love myself and that I'm beautiful. If that's even not weird

    • @affairoftheheart2485
      @affairoftheheart2485 3 года назад +30

      @@yenym9055 it’s not weird, you’re better than the rest of us who don’t have the courage to do so yet :)

  • @IvoriHonor
    @IvoriHonor 8 месяцев назад +80

    It was last month where I was diagnosed with terminal lung cancer. I only have three months to live and honestly I’ve come to accept my time. This song in an odd way let’s off a bittersweet yet somber feeling that I have had knowing my time is short. If I am to die, I will die with the memories of the people I have come to hold so dear to my heart and I will make sure I will die with no regret, only content. I’m sorry if this comment is grim but I can’t do much more than express my emotion at its fullest now
    Edit:
    Thank you all to who left a comment on this, my brother has sadly passed away but he will forever be in our memories. It really meant a lot to us (his family) to everyone who showed support and concern even for a small moment, we deeply appreciate it. I did take the liberty to handle this account but again, thank you all
    - his sister

    • @limateus6736
      @limateus6736 8 месяцев назад +8

      Enjoy your time with your family with friends you like, make this last time worth it... It's sad that I read your comment and can't help, but here's my hug, brother

    • @MaxDoom786
      @MaxDoom786 6 месяцев назад +4

      If you are reading this spend your time with your loved ones and dont worry we all will have a time to rest in our graves, here is my love brother.

    • @keylajimenez5090
      @keylajimenez5090 5 месяцев назад +7

      Hope you're still with us .

    • @Disciple550
      @Disciple550 5 месяцев назад +1

      May you find peace with Christ our savior. My prayers are with you

    • @chloed1924
      @chloed1924 5 месяцев назад +1

      I am so glad that you are surrounded by people you love

  • @emilymadigan1432
    @emilymadigan1432 2 года назад +85

    How can people I don’t know on the internet understand me more than the people I know irl. Damn.

  • @deadkey
    @deadkey 3 года назад +3415

    "We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun."
    - Winnie the Pooh

    • @yusuff4750
      @yusuff4750 3 года назад +21

      he really said that? lmao

    • @ttv_sabotage_1austin984
      @ttv_sabotage_1austin984 3 года назад +21

      Damn that hit hard

    • @tantrumcompton8570
      @tantrumcompton8570 3 года назад +16

      I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering

    • @tantrumcompton8570
      @tantrumcompton8570 3 года назад +4

      I know 😔 now when I look back at the memories I cry I miss those moments those happy days now all I see is pain and suffering

    • @Bluesky-lo3zr
      @Bluesky-lo3zr 3 года назад +3

      @@tantrumcompton8570 do you want to talk about it?

  • @kiyahnoel7
    @kiyahnoel7 3 года назад +5168

    I just made up a whole fake scenario in my head now I’m sad 🤦🏾‍♀️

    • @makayla1625
      @makayla1625 3 года назад +70

      MEEEE BAHAHAH

    • @noobmastuh
      @noobmastuh 3 года назад +192

      Me pretending my life is perfect making up scenarios with my favorite actor/actresses pretending I'm famous on Jimmy Kimmel show laughing. I'm best friends with every actor lol that life sounds hella fun

    • @Lucyyyjaneee
      @Lucyyyjaneee 3 года назад +48

      Do it every night

    • @jacyntheherrera1462
      @jacyntheherrera1462 3 года назад +10

      MEE.

    • @b3llacami
      @b3llacami 3 года назад +14

      @@noobmastuh LITERALLY ME

  • @noahgleason9915
    @noahgleason9915 Год назад +81

    "Some friendships feel like they last forever, and others end far too soon. Not every friendship is meant to last a lifetime. What does last forever is the pain, when that person is gone" - Barry Allen

  • @Leah-zt3oo
    @Leah-zt3oo 2 года назад +189

    "The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
    ― Nicholas Sparks

  • @witna6746
    @witna6746 3 года назад +1292

    This whole comment section is a big fat proof that it's not just "the damn phone".

    • @romaisabella5349
      @romaisabella5349 3 года назад +8

      Yeah

    • @kookiemaster9259
      @kookiemaster9259 3 года назад +19

      They still wouldnt believe us though

    • @Ester-dv7ny
      @Ester-dv7ny 3 года назад +2

      facts

    • @heiker.9167
      @heiker.9167 3 года назад +3

      Yeah

    • @ild4099
      @ild4099 3 года назад +8

      It's just the phone. If there was no social media, these people craving attention, wouldn't whine around on the internet, but would work on themselves i real life.

  • @claramalfoy5127
    @claramalfoy5127 3 года назад +8802

    this hits hard when your true home is in another reality.

    • @brisa2810
      @brisa2810 3 года назад +238

      You'll shift soon ❤✨

    • @capricornfilm9460
      @capricornfilm9460 3 года назад +69

      i feel you.

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 года назад +287

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @4fteryou_u
      @4fteryou_u 3 года назад +47

      i know you can do it, i believe in you

    • @sonjaadebahr3781
      @sonjaadebahr3781 3 года назад +58

      felt so much omg:( i just wanna go home

  • @onelusciouslad7841
    @onelusciouslad7841 Год назад +197

    "This is quite sad isn't it? The end?"
    "The way I see it, if something makes you sad when it ends, it must have been pretty wonderful when it was happening."

    • @noepp
      @noepp Год назад +2

      😢 I miss TIU but I'm same time happy they made such a beautiful ending 😢

    • @benthomas9776
      @benthomas9776 Год назад +3

      It was either wonderful, or it had the potential to be wonderful but for whatever reason it wasn't

  • @oldfriendofyours6284
    @oldfriendofyours6284 Год назад +20

    "held on as tightly as you held on me" will always hit me in a way deeper than any other song lyric

  • @Pablozahren
    @Pablozahren 3 года назад +2856

    Someone who thinks that Christmas is not the same as before?

    • @nicholas_gurr
      @nicholas_gurr 3 года назад +86

      I certainly do. For me, I miss going to school for the Christmas events, the Secret Santa, singing and listening to Christmas songs with my friends. I miss the life I use to live. I miss going school. I miss the thrill of the outside world. I often imagine what 2020 would’ve been if everything bad that happened just... didn’t. 2020 could’ve been the best year of our lives.

    • @gacharnnie7185
      @gacharnnie7185 3 года назад +54

      Literally... Christmas felt like a normal day, when Christmas is about spending time with your family,,.

    • @rania1833
      @rania1833 3 года назад +24

      Honeslty yes, I remember Having so much fun at school drinking hot chocolate, getting to be able to eat so much food while talking to my friends on christmas and then being able to spend so much time with my family, Christmas in 2020 just didnt feel the same...

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 года назад +37

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @anonymous-eq6yw
      @anonymous-eq6yw 3 года назад +2

      @@sienna9730 you made my day. Thank you so much for this.

  • @solouso2936
    @solouso2936 3 года назад +2283

    I sit in my bed just hoping to die soon, but...
    i'm scared to die.

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 года назад +67

      Please do not leave this earth, I promise that you are loved and it will get better... if you need to talk I am right here

    • @matildagibson6209
      @matildagibson6209 3 года назад +19

      @@matthewfoster5264 Thats actually really nice this made me cry

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 года назад +27

      @@matildagibson6209 I recently lost my cousin who was very close to my to suicide... it’s hurts so bad, and I just don’t want any other family to go through what we did

    • @zodiac6669
      @zodiac6669 3 года назад +14

      @@matthewfoster5264 I promise it will get better if you want to talk we can❤❤❤sending virtual hug your way

    • @jesperoosthoek3618
      @jesperoosthoek3618 3 года назад +15

      @@matthewfoster5264 I lost my uncle, aunt and my grandpa to suicide...i am not making an end on mine bc I know my mom cant take it. Otherwise I don't know if I would be here right now.

  • @mckennareed906
    @mckennareed906 2 года назад +54

    Ive had this song on repeat for an hour and just layed in bed and cried.

  • @Joshua-fy2zt
    @Joshua-fy2zt Год назад +16

    “Do not be sad that its over, be happy that it happened”.

  • @mae-vd7iw
    @mae-vd7iw 3 года назад +4788

    One of the deepest pains is watching everyone around you move on while you are stuck wishing you were in the past.

    • @honeyroberts5227
      @honeyroberts5227 3 года назад +70

      are the moving on tho or are they all faking it just like me and you you’ll never know

    • @ninon5945
      @ninon5945 3 года назад +67

      damn you described my feelings so well

    • @linhphuong5398
      @linhphuong5398 3 года назад +24

      true, even how much i tried, i always left behind

    • @m_mm0682
      @m_mm0682 3 года назад +11

      Sry for bringing ST into this but...
      Will Byers with everybody else in stranger things ^

    • @kefuoemaseli2502
      @kefuoemaseli2502 3 года назад +6

      This hit home 😔

  • @nicolecasprowitz4115
    @nicolecasprowitz4115 3 года назад +3114

    Life gets harder and harder by the day and music becomes the only reason I’m still alive

    • @ESCMV
      @ESCMV 3 года назад +46

      Stay good man contunue to fight

    • @lindakastarina9764
      @lindakastarina9764 3 года назад +25

      Keep going you did a great job☺️

    • @aminibrahim4362
      @aminibrahim4362 3 года назад +14

      life can flip around and become better in a day never give up

    • @nuagmandal3505
      @nuagmandal3505 3 года назад +8

      God is the reason your still alive

    • @jamirahks
      @jamirahks 3 года назад +8

      music doesn’t even help anymore, it’s gotten tot he point I feel trapped inside my mind with no control over my thoughts

  • @RespectMyThickness
    @RespectMyThickness 2 года назад +66

    this makes me think of simpler times...i can see like a montage of moments playing in my head of the times i had with my friends before the pandemic hit. everything was fine. we had our problems, but we got through them together. nothing seemed impossible.

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 года назад +2

      I keep playing moments in my head from my best friend. I had feelings for her but never did anything about it because I was completely oblivious

  • @preach303
    @preach303 2 года назад +52

    “ Even if you are not ready for the day, It cannot always be night “ 🖤

  • @manhafathima6060
    @manhafathima6060 3 года назад +1675

    The worst part bout depression is that when u r finally in a good mood it comes back and u gotta be emotional while everyone is enjoying the moment and u have to break down

    • @solouso2936
      @solouso2936 3 года назад +12

      @@manhafathima6060 It's like my dad whenever he yells at me, i just feel.. isolated.

    • @ananyanair5132
      @ananyanair5132 3 года назад +5

      me everytime i try to be happy :((

    • @gege_cn
      @gege_cn 3 года назад +3

      Yes unfortunately. I cant have a happy moment anymore

    • @thaorphuong3045
      @thaorphuong3045 3 года назад +2

      Literally me rn, like im in my room crying while typing these

    • @matthewfoster5264
      @matthewfoster5264 3 года назад +2

      My cousin recently lost her battle to depression, hit us like a truck of bricks... please do not leave this world, you are loved, and if you need to talk I’m right here.

  • @pyro_simp
    @pyro_simp 3 года назад +3783

    Death is not the worst thing in life, the worst, that's what dies in us when we live...
    -Albert Einstein

    • @meep1723
      @meep1723 3 года назад +59

      I had a stroke reading this ._.

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius 3 года назад +16

      @@meep1723 Stop being horny, it just makes you sadder than you already are buddy

    • @meep1723
      @meep1723 3 года назад +33

      @@Qophillius huh

    • @lanidimonaco
      @lanidimonaco 3 года назад +32

      @@Qophillius having a stroke doesn't make you horny tf? They were making a simple joke grow tf up and stop seeing everything in a sexual way nonce

    • @Qophillius
      @Qophillius 3 года назад +11

      @@lanidimonaco Chillout thought he is joking, wtf why are you so mean (Im from germany girl my english is not the best)

  • @user-nr5cd3zm4i
    @user-nr5cd3zm4i 2 года назад +32

    "I think there is nothing more artistic than loving choosing people."
    Vincent van Gogh

  • @tanishav.6066
    @tanishav.6066 2 года назад +37

    My parents sold my childhood home. I did all I could to stop them but they got an offer for much more than they were asking. This song relates to that moment so much. I still revisit the song every time I go down memory lane to that house.

  • @neil1358
    @neil1358 3 года назад +2052

    It sucks when the person you want, doesn’t want you back.

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 года назад +63

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @karasaekano
      @karasaekano 3 года назад +30

      I have felt that before, but then I realized that it feels so much better when you learn to want yourself more than any outsider ever could.

    • @mila6761
      @mila6761 3 года назад +5

      she's my best friend, im not hers.

    • @salmaelbai5135
      @salmaelbai5135 3 года назад +5

      @@mila6761 Yeah same... She means so much to me but doesn't notice and probably doesn't want it...You have the same name as her...

    • @mila6761
      @mila6761 3 года назад +4

      @@salmaelbai5135 oop that's kinda awkward... but listen i'm sure she does notice it and maybe she has a lot going on. sometimes the way people feel can effect the way they treat others. if you know there's something wrong, then talk with her about it. talking is sometimes the best way to go :)

  • @twistoflemon.
    @twistoflemon. 3 года назад +1225

    This is painful. Everyday, I realise how much I've changed from the happy kid I was. Now, I'm just an anxious teen who wishes to die. I guess my past self would be really disappointed in me.

    • @zodiac6669
      @zodiac6669 3 года назад +30

      No she woudnt ...she would look at how strong you are .....how you have kept going how you have carried on despite feeling . There will better days don't give up!!!!! I admire and I am very anxious as well I have quite severe anxiety . But I will brave the storm we can win
      .......we can win

    • @twistoflemon.
      @twistoflemon. 3 года назад +6

      @@zodiac6669 thank you so much I really needed this right now. You made my day better ty! Take care ♥️❤️

    • @Vamp-ht4lr
      @Vamp-ht4lr 3 года назад +2

      She wouldn’t trust me if she saw u right now she would tell u how much u haved growned and turned from beautiful to beautiful seeing u grow in the past and future is always proud and sad because u ain’t gonna see ur past the kid u were but remember what she actually wanted to do and u can achieve it..

    • @alondramia6491
      @alondramia6491 3 года назад +1

      @@zodiac6669 same.

    • @Pb12049
      @Pb12049 3 года назад +1

      It'll get better I know you'll fight all the negative feelings because you're a fighter and you'll win this fight believe in the good days and when you feel sad remember the good memories you had and fight to do a great memories (I believe in you ❤️

  • @jaylinraffety5730
    @jaylinraffety5730 2 года назад +16

    I'm jealous of the stars. Not only because they are off this planet, but they are admired and don't even know it. So many people talk to the stars and compliment them. Being a human to Earth isn't the same as a star above. The difference is that stars are only complimented never insulted, being human, you can't be as lucky.

  • @acef0x889
    @acef0x889 2 года назад +60

    “As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss”
    - Cassandra Clare

  • @san_gem
    @san_gem 3 года назад +792

    I feel safe in the comment section.

    • @myradulay1113
      @myradulay1113 3 года назад +12

      same it’s sad but also wholesome in a way...

    • @eleasengelhoff9140
      @eleasengelhoff9140 3 года назад +8

      it still makes me cry but I feel u as hell

    • @existedperson4119
      @existedperson4119 3 года назад +4

      You are safe here 😶

    • @maddielol03
      @maddielol03 3 года назад +3

      exactly, like i can say how im feeling without being judged.

    • @marietorres7264
      @marietorres7264 3 года назад +2

      I am tired of being doing this perfect live on my head but living in this horrible life

  • @NightGamerin
    @NightGamerin 3 года назад +1296

    "Depressed people are angels that just want to go home." -anonymous

  • @_eggroll._
    @_eggroll._ 2 года назад +31

    My dance class is using this song to fit our concert theme. I'm honestly glad I found it, it's such a beautiful song

  • @krining92
    @krining92 2 года назад +18

    This hit hard when you're living alone, in a place far away from your hometown.

    • @maria-em8mp
      @maria-em8mp 2 года назад +1

      I'm sorry and I understand you

  • @k2lnsvg815
    @k2lnsvg815 3 года назад +3360

    The four dislikes are people who cried and didn’t see it’s the wrong button

  • @daliaxoxo4816
    @daliaxoxo4816 3 года назад +3312

    "This is a place where I dont feel alone"
    that's here..
    Thank you guys

    • @elkslife101xoxo5
      @elkslife101xoxo5 3 года назад +11

      🥺🥺

    • @daliaxoxo4816
      @daliaxoxo4816 3 года назад +6

      @@elkslife101xoxo5 💕💕

    • @sabrinalostorto5756
      @sabrinalostorto5756 3 года назад +20

      hey. i love u. i hope you're okay. if not, it'll be alright, everything will be fine, i promise bby.

    • @daliaxoxo4816
      @daliaxoxo4816 3 года назад +2

      @@sabrinalostorto5756 ohhhh yes im okay thank yu ❤❤❤❤

    • @sabrinalostorto5756
      @sabrinalostorto5756 3 года назад +4

      @@daliaxoxo4816 glad to hear that :)

  • @onswesleyy4866
    @onswesleyy4866 2 года назад +16

    *''What doesn't destroy you, only makes you stronger''*
    - A wise man

  • @jackabbott3127
    @jackabbott3127 2 года назад +9

    “You don’t realise how much a moment means to you until it becomes a memory”

  • @therealboomhauer69
    @therealboomhauer69 3 года назад +312

    The thing about depression is that you hate yourself for being sad all the time knowing you can be happy but your mind chooses not too.

  • @becho6871
    @becho6871 3 года назад +761

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    I hope you will remember my words- becho :)

    • @alliyahwood6137
      @alliyahwood6137 3 года назад +33

      Thank you :) this helps people like you wouldnt imagine

    • @wosk
      @wosk 3 года назад +50

      started reading and instantly started bawling. it’s nice to hear those words every now and then. thank you

    • @carl9939
      @carl9939 3 года назад +6

      can i copy and paste?

    • @iiamlivvv
      @iiamlivvv 3 года назад +14

      i love you.

    • @samarchouikha8431
      @samarchouikha8431 3 года назад +8

      Omg 🥺🥺❤️❤️

  • @Joeytjee
    @Joeytjee 9 месяцев назад +24

    If your reading this. Trust me its gonna get better eventually. It might take awhile but just dont give up. Your stronger than you think!

    • @DrDub04
      @DrDub04 4 месяца назад

      You commented this the day she left me lmao 4 months later it’s the same

    • @jasonholdsworth2137
      @jasonholdsworth2137 Месяц назад

      Its been 35 years and its only getting worse

  • @cobradesings2221
    @cobradesings2221 2 года назад +23

    This is the song i will always comeback when i feel down or bad. Currently feeling realy bad, disappointed, clueless inside. I just dont know what to do or how to go on with life anymore. Seeing people, good friends and such succeed, and seeing yourself still way behind others making no progress. Currently 17 years old and tbh i wish i was younger, i remember telling myself that i want to age faster, become an adult. Now i just want to feel good like in the old days make people happy or atleast make myself.

    • @rah_galathynius011
      @rah_galathynius011 Год назад +1

      life is like an ocean. storms and big waves come, and sometimes you think you're going to drown. and maybe you want to drown because you've been trying to swim for too long and you're just tired of everything, but keep going. keep swimming. there is amazing and wonderful happiness waiting for you, just try to keep going, it will be worth it. I trust you.
      I love you

    • @cobradesings2221
      @cobradesings2221 Год назад +1

      ​@@rah_galathynius011 thank you bro

  • @miastrong491
    @miastrong491 3 года назад +2881

    this hits different at 2 am, lying in bed, its pitch black, and you're overthinking everything while crying.

  • @chloec1762
    @chloec1762 3 года назад +626

    I recommend listening to this song while laying down on the floor staring at the ceiling. I did this last night and cried so much, I felt like I was in a movie haha

  • @TokioHotelMyLife
    @TokioHotelMyLife 10 месяцев назад +4

    the worst feeling is when your friends come to you to vent and you always help them, even if you know that you are the first person to know that your life is unfair. I would need someone to cry with, not just count on people from another realities and celebrities, it's just that it's hard to get back in touch with the important people in your life when someone cheats on you

  • @Tribal_Sky75
    @Tribal_Sky75 2 года назад +31

    I remember listening to this song after I found out my Best Friend took his life last year. I cried for days, I couldn't stop it got to the point I wasn't sleeping. I still miss him, but now I guess all I do is distance myself from the thought of it because it's too painful 😓😪

    • @RynoJ5
      @RynoJ5 2 года назад +3

      I’m so sorry. The moment I read this my heart just sank for u. I hope you’re doing well

    • @fredoxygrimm1002
      @fredoxygrimm1002 Год назад +2

      So sorry to hear. Hope you’re still doing well

  • @sydneygansberg2989
    @sydneygansberg2989 3 года назад +1657

    i am not sad about anything in particular, but i still feel the need to cry in the dark every night. i have nothing to be sad about yet i am struggling to find ways to remember the feeling of being genuinely happy. im tired of hurting all the time.

    • @btsarmylovejimin4489
      @btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад +103

      Thats exactly me, nothing that bad happened to me yet, but i dont feel happy, i feel like i dont belong to this world, i wanna go somewhere soo far away

    • @rjsquad3743
      @rjsquad3743 3 года назад +7

      @@btsarmylovejimin4489 same

    • @R0cK3T5
      @R0cK3T5 3 года назад +38

      why is this so relatable, i literally- omfg..i literally - my mom asks me whats wrong, and i say nothing, she thinks that ik a reason but i dont, im just sad, without knowing why, not feeling always so happy

    • @flamingwafflewarrior6782
      @flamingwafflewarrior6782 3 года назад +5

      @@R0cK3T5 same

    • @jacebrantley4300
      @jacebrantley4300 3 года назад +20

      You didn’t have to make me cry from reading this. How is this me?

  • @TrillGenx
    @TrillGenx 3 года назад +397

    its hard to move on when she was the only reason you wanted to keep going.

    • @Tarangrimsby
      @Tarangrimsby 3 года назад +11

      Hi! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things have become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, it's a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously, nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath, and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins, and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sins was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My discord Rainy#4447
      If you ever need someone to contact, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†
      !

    • @loganwilliams7545
      @loganwilliams7545 3 года назад +2

      fun times

    • @billiesinvisalign3182
      @billiesinvisalign3182 3 года назад +2

      It’ll get better. I promise you. it’s been 2 months I hope you’re doing okay

    • @sienna9730
      @sienna9730 3 года назад +2

      release all your muscles. close your eyes and open them after taking two deep breaths with me. wow. awesome! you are so strong. the strongest person i have ever met. you are so worthy and so loved. it may be hard for you right now for many different reasons. but i want you to promise me something. please don’t give up. it’s so not worth it. there’s so many things you haven’t accomplished or discovered. hey. one last thing. have you eaten today? if not, go grab something. it doesn’t need to be a whole meal. just a small snack is perfectly fine for now. don’t forget your glass of water:) love you so much .

    • @solidxmoe6665
      @solidxmoe6665 3 года назад +1

      Facts 💯💯

  • @b7r0
    @b7r0 Год назад +6

    When you miss your childhood friends

  • @ShantaleDabat
    @ShantaleDabat Год назад +8

    I will never get tired of this song. Whenever I long for something/someone I used to listen to this. Whenever I find it hard to burst into tears, I listen to this song as if it's a trigger. I listen to this anytime... I wish everyone's happiness and healing.

  • @ChristineMor
    @ChristineMor 2 года назад +4132

    “How lucky am I to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard” - Winnie the Pooh

    • @fubleruble3483
      @fubleruble3483 2 года назад +32

      I have nothing and it’s still hard ☹️

    • @GUTZ4ZALE
      @GUTZ4ZALE 2 года назад +109

      "They took my fucking eyes." -Winnie the Pooh

    • @kimberlygibson5408
      @kimberlygibson5408 2 года назад +7

      Ugh that hit hard. I wish I had that too

    • @michaelc.5809
      @michaelc.5809 2 года назад +16

      @@GUTZ4ZALE this made me chuckle 😂

    • @GUTZ4ZALE
      @GUTZ4ZALE 2 года назад +3

      @@michaelc.5809 🕺

  • @raeee994
    @raeee994 3 года назад +437

    “Maybe life should be about more then just surviving”
    -Clarke griffin

    • @sabrinawinchester
      @sabrinawinchester 3 года назад +3

      omg yessss

    • @monstvhh
      @monstvhh 3 года назад +6

      I think she said
      “you were right Klark.. life is more than just surviving”
      as she was dying🥲

    • @alischa981
      @alischa981 3 года назад +2

      @@monstvhh do you mean clarke?

    • @jacelyngiambelluca8410
      @jacelyngiambelluca8410 3 года назад

      damn this hurt

    • @Gijsver
      @Gijsver 3 года назад

      This hits hard

  • @ftbleditz9630
    @ftbleditz9630 Год назад +26

    This song makes me realise that my life is at the end of its era... but the worst thing is, it's true. Going to high school, never seeing some people in my life ever again. Makes me sad you know? You know that feeling in your stomach and heart when you realise everything is over, struggle with it everyday man... Can't some things just last forever? If it does, I would live my best life... Dont you just hate that? Well, some things are ment to end. Just like my childhood... Its over. My life feel like its ending. The stress, I cant handle it. Maybe I should just end it all you know? All my problems would be gone. Gone forever...

    • @GlenJHenderson
      @GlenJHenderson Год назад +1

      As another depressed individual, please don't end it, there are many like you, me and others in the same situation that keep pushing on through the pain as it can only get better, i hope you can continue on just know that we're here for you.

    • @fredoxygrimm1002
      @fredoxygrimm1002 Год назад +1

      I am a few years ahead of you and trust me, I know what that feels like. It does feel sad initially when you realise you may not see some people as much again. But the ones who really matter will make an effort to see you and moving on to something new creates a great opportunity to meet new people . Your childhood may be ending, but you still got so much life left to live and so many great times are coming. Hope you have found this since you posted your comment ❤

  • @thalitha134
    @thalitha134 2 года назад +10

    This song moves me emotionally, its like closing your eyes and imagining everything good that you wish for your future, amazing partner, a beautiful house, travelling, being so happy you cant control your tears,taking a walk in the forest when theres light rain and its in the morning, anyways let me finish my assignment

    • @russellkarabelnikov539
      @russellkarabelnikov539 Год назад +1

      Ami, i dunno precisely but i think we gotta enjoy living in reality or just survive there since we must earn to eat , to help parents. All of those possibly cannot let even dream your fascinating future life up.

  • @jayleenhernandez7027
    @jayleenhernandez7027 3 года назад +1435

    "depression isn't a mind game, it's a death game.." unknown-

    • @generaliroh2276
      @generaliroh2276 3 года назад +25

      Well.. it is a mind game.. not to kill the vibe or anything.

    • @gaby4612
      @gaby4612 3 года назад +11

      @@generaliroh2276 💀

    • @cryptoboss2655
      @cryptoboss2655 3 года назад +13

      It’s not even a game..

    • @eutiago-ac1433
      @eutiago-ac1433 3 года назад +1

      Hi

    • @eutiago-ac1433
      @eutiago-ac1433 3 года назад +4

      My name is Tiago , I'm from Brazil hahaha

  • @chahdoudhini1047
    @chahdoudhini1047 3 года назад +366

    I believe this song was written in heaven.

    • @name5951
      @name5951 3 года назад +4

      I don't believe in God, but I'm a hypocrite. Most nights I pray. I pray for a way out. Away from another asshole. Away from another monster. I pray for help.

    • @jsr6126
      @jsr6126 3 года назад +5

      I don't believe in god .. but every time i be outside smoking a cigarette looking at the sky i wish it inside .. i wish time could move a bit faster to the better times .. i have moments or silence wishing and feeling inside but never show it on the outside.. i don't believe in god .. i don't believe in an afterlife.. but i know better times will always come .. no matter what.

    • @antaniascott1389
      @antaniascott1389 3 года назад

      Stfu

    • @chahdoudhini1047
      @chahdoudhini1047 3 года назад +1

      @@antaniascott1389 no you stfu because that comment was written 4 months ago so no need to reply with something unnecessary like that lol

    • @antaniascott1389
      @antaniascott1389 3 года назад

      @@chahdoudhini1047 stfu

  • @Aubreyy.whyy.
    @Aubreyy.whyy. 6 месяцев назад +3

    POV your crying in your room breaking down feeling depressed and feeling like your a really bad person with the doors closed and your also trying not to cry super loud so you family doesn’t worry we’ll this is me rn.

  • @_notreallyhere0088
    @_notreallyhere0088 2 года назад +13

    This is my first time listening to this song in almost 3 years. In 2018 I was meant to be doing a solo to it. (I’m a dancer but not professionally) I worked hard all year to show my teacher how good of a dancer I was, only to be in the shadow of my older sister. She’s the one who everyone talks about how great she is and what an amazing dancer she is. She came in to the practice every week and instead of my teacher focusing on me she’d put her attention to my sister sitting in the corner, my sister would correct me and try to teach me different moves than what my teacher had. On the day of our concert I was on stage practising, then I froze. I had forgotten the whole dance and when I looked up in panic, my teacher wasn’t there. She was busy in the foyer, so I ran off stage and cried. It hurt that she wasn’t even there when I needed her. So I didn’t do the dance, I didn’t do my solo and I’ve regretted it everyday since. I was too scared to do it even after I had remembered it.
    After 3 years, the minute I hear this song I’m still filled with anger, anger at myself for giving up, and sadness and hurt from my teacher not being there and for my sister for taking all of her attention. I’m always the backseat to my sister. The year after my sister and my teacher did a duet together…

  • @emilymunoz1294
    @emilymunoz1294 3 года назад +167

    My favorite part of life is music :)

    • @oakley7234
      @oakley7234 3 года назад +3

      I’ve never related to a comment this much .. :)

    • @alliesmith5791
      @alliesmith5791 3 года назад

      To be honest music understands me more than my own parents. That’s why I love it so much. It’s always there for you no matter what

    • @emilymunoz1294
      @emilymunoz1294 3 года назад

      @@alliesmith5791 parents don’t even pay attention to us anymore lol.

    • @alliesmith5791
      @alliesmith5791 3 года назад

      @@emilymunoz1294 your right.

  • @annajohn4416
    @annajohn4416 3 года назад +231

    “i’m sorry for what i am” - john coffey

    • @netheration
      @netheration 3 года назад +9

      Sorry mom for not making you proud :')

    • @sophia601
      @sophia601 3 года назад

      You make me proud no matter what, I dont even know you,your life story, or anything about you but you are worth so much and you put on this earth for a reason and it's just waiting for you! I love you so much!♥️

  • @lolagourdon2613
    @lolagourdon2613 2 года назад +13

    This is a song that breaks me every time I hear it it’s so beautiful ❤️

  • @tanishapadiyachi9394
    @tanishapadiyachi9394 Год назад +5

    I have cried so much in my life now I can't cry anymore since I got no tears left💔🙂

  • @jocelynxxx2683
    @jocelynxxx2683 3 года назад +258

    It's sad how someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling,to the reason you cry yourself to sleep...

  • @StoneCold90s
    @StoneCold90s 2 года назад +968

    I grew up too fast....I miss being a child

    • @TheKing-dg1uz
      @TheKing-dg1uz 2 года назад +5

      Really 💔

    • @metebay442
      @metebay442 2 года назад +2

      😥

    • @memw680
      @memw680 2 года назад +11

      You're lucky if you miss your childhood

    • @reapertypemoon8464
      @reapertypemoon8464 2 года назад

      301 club

    • @anothernamlesscommenter352
      @anothernamlesscommenter352 2 года назад +3

      Sara's right Ayrton if you miss you childhood bro that's a good thing it means that you lived a life of blessing ESPECIFALLY if you remember it to the point where time went by fast and you still you remember it as though it was just yesterday cause the more connected you are with your past the more you'll be able to be in touch with yourself and those around you cause that's how we connect with each other bro.....Through memories so it's not a bad thing that you feel the way that you do on the contrary it's great😊 I feel great for you bro! It's wonderful to know that you had good childhood so cherish it's memories my friend and don't be so disheartened!😆😉❤💯💪 🔥

  • @Gh0strqxs
    @Gh0strqxs 2 года назад +6

    The fact that the only happy memories we have are from the time we wished to be a teenager, because “everything would be perfect” is honestly heartbreaking.

  • @musicchannel1037
    @musicchannel1037 3 года назад +547

    I feel like Im losing my friends😞

    • @solouso2936
      @solouso2936 3 года назад +23

      I've lost mine. And it might be for the best 😔

    • @Iceisverycold
      @Iceisverycold 3 года назад +12

      Same. But they say its my fault so I agree and now I am starting to believe them

    • @BigSober
      @BigSober 3 года назад +15

      I’ve lost everything and everyone I don’t know what to believe

    • @caira3410
      @caira3410 3 года назад +12

      I don't have any to lose

    • @rubycoombe6627
      @rubycoombe6627 3 года назад +1

      all of them are out with out me right now, I miss them so much and I don’t know what to do about it has anyone got any advice ? ((

  • @kileychilders1949
    @kileychilders1949 3 года назад +2582

    “is it…terrifying?”
    “No, I don’t think so. It’s the way it is you know. Everything must come to an end. The drip finally stops.”
    “See you on the other side.”
    “Oh, Bojack, no, there is no other side. This is it.”

    • @DreadPirateElla
      @DreadPirateElla 2 года назад +81

      Dude I’ve never seen that show and I rlly want to but every time i hear that scene it makes me so sad 😭

    • @timmyandjimmy1441
      @timmyandjimmy1441 2 года назад +32

      that episode bro UGHHHHFJSFHDHGH it messed me UP

    • @timmyandjimmy1441
      @timmyandjimmy1441 2 года назад +5

      @@DreadPirateElla watch it omg

    • @captainrex6904
      @captainrex6904 2 года назад +2

      @@timmyandjimmy1441 FRRR

    • @bart850
      @bart850 2 года назад +4

      @@timmyandjimmy1441 what show is it

  • @judahthejesusfreak241
    @judahthejesusfreak241 Год назад +11

    Whoever is reading this,I pray you stay strong and don’t give up. God is with you wherever you go ❤

  • @correctionyt6544
    @correctionyt6544 2 года назад +3

    ‌I don't fear dying first I fear dying last.

  • @meghna_is_cool4156
    @meghna_is_cool4156 3 года назад +703

    I don’t wanna grow up, I wanna live a happy carefree life with my parents and friends:(

    • @ananircia1343
      @ananircia1343 3 года назад +3

      Same

    • @cameronpack1860
      @cameronpack1860 3 года назад +15

      Then don’t focus on the thought of losing them and your youth, focus on the present and you will be more aware and enjoys this time as it last

    • @vedika7897
      @vedika7897 3 года назад +2

      without my parents and friends

    • @R0cK3T5
      @R0cK3T5 3 года назад +1

      so do i.

    • @realthejosue9849
      @realthejosue9849 2 года назад +4

      But imagine not having friends and ur parents broke up 🤧🤧.. that’s me 😭😭

  • @uglyfatbitch9637
    @uglyfatbitch9637 3 года назад +145

    I once cried to this song in my grandmas bathroom as it I stared at myself in the mirror while it played in my ears for like half an hour. I don’t know why, I just needed to let it out. For some reason the image of myself made me so angry I couldn’t hold it back any longer.
    To anyone reading this, you are someone special. You have a unique beautiful personality and an amazing smile. Don’t let anything break you and hold you down. Life is too damn short and you deserve to be happy and to be loved. I hope you all are ok.

    • @yoon1151
      @yoon1151 3 года назад +7

      i wish i could hug you so tight right now, you deserve comfort, love, happiness, i know you dont know me but i wanna make sure ure safe happy and accepting urself, ur image,
      heres my snapchat if you needed someone to talk to @sinner.xxd i’ll be there to show you how much ur life worth it, i want you alive, i need you to be happy and strong and u can do it.

    • @ananircia1343
      @ananircia1343 3 года назад +1

      I love you,stay strong❤

  • @smokey4519
    @smokey4519 Год назад +5

    I just moved out of the house that I was literally born in a few months ago, lived there for 23 years. ever since then I’ve been playing back memories in my head, smoking in the garage, barbecues with the homies, late night game seshes, sitting on the roof looking at the Milky Way. I just don’t want to ever forget where I came from.

  • @f1cardigan
    @f1cardigan 2 года назад +10

    I was just going through some photos from when I was younger, it's really sad too see how happy I was, how I didn't care how I dressed and when I had a true smile. It makes me realise that you don't know how great something is until you lose it. Cherish the happy memories and hang in there, you're worth it, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! If you wanna talk I'm here

  • @Denis-cz9uo
    @Denis-cz9uo 3 года назад +1421

    It was 4 am. I was at my friends house, sitting on the kitchen floor and talking with them about life tbh. When the the beat of the song started, i hugged him, i hugged him so much that i started crying. He looked at me, and started crying too. He kissed me on the forehead and said everything will be okay, i never felt so safe before, his arms were the most safest thing ever. I love him so fucking much
    ((Update) we're not friends anymore lmao)

    • @Yellowkitty
      @Yellowkitty 3 года назад +69

      friend-soulmate sorry thought i would correct you:)

    • @maiarab8369
      @maiarab8369 3 года назад +50

      Hopefully i find someone that makes me feel safe

    • @boggeyy263
      @boggeyy263 3 года назад +27

      Had this with my friends a few months ago, we got into some real dark shit, we were drinking, it was freezing cold, and pissing it down but honestly I’d do anything to back to that moment

    • @BlacketalHeadNor
      @BlacketalHeadNor 3 года назад +22

      Good for you i cant even talk to the one i love because she doesn't give a complete fuck

    • @cameronpack1860
      @cameronpack1860 3 года назад +15

      This, this will one day soon happened to me, I will find the one for me… it must happen

  • @marleewynne9246
    @marleewynne9246 3 года назад +539

    I thought this year would be better. I'm losing myself again, mentally. And I hate it. I want to scream and cry, but I can't. This song is so beautifully written, it makes me feel all those good moments, but mostly bad. All the pain, I can't release. I need help, but nobody sees it..:/

    • @realestatewithkaicisouza-i585
      @realestatewithkaicisouza-i585 3 года назад +10

      It will get better. Hold on and know the world is a better place because you're in it...

    • @marleewynne9246
      @marleewynne9246 3 года назад +3

      This means a lot to me..

    • @btsarmylovejimin4489
      @btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад +3

      Speak here, me and people in this comment section will try to help you, we are just strangers who can understand each other most

    • @isaacwillreturn1757
      @isaacwillreturn1757 2 года назад +2

      Never give up you're not alone ☺️

    • @te495
      @te495 2 года назад +2

      Me too

  • @cassidymcmillan4552
    @cassidymcmillan4552 8 месяцев назад +2

    What really hurts.. is feeling like you’re drowning and everyone else around you is swimming and watching you.. fail.

  • @stormherald13
    @stormherald13 Год назад +4

    "sometimes that bright smile you knew.
    was never a smile that was real." -me

  • @FilthyGandalf
    @FilthyGandalf 3 года назад +379

    Damn, that song really hit too close to home. It's like relieving my shit life again. It's shit but I think I need to speak out because I can't hold it anymore. If you'd like to hear me out, thank you.
    Here's my miserable story:
    I'm 21 and I've been in a relationship four times. Sound nice, right? None of them lasted more than month.
    My first girlfriend ever cheated on me when we were only 16. Second one I met when I was 17. Turned out she was a psycho, she demanded from me to only talk to her. No friends, no family. Only her. She broke up with me because I wasn't good enough for her.
    Here comes the part from this summer. I met that girl during my holiday. I've got a pretty stressfull job so it really meant much for me. We both serve in uniforms, we had so much in common. We talked all the night. It was really magical for me, Two days later we had to go our ways home. I visited her two times. The second time she just started crying and told me that she had two boyfriends before me and both cheated on her because the lived far and she doesn't want to get hurt anymore. I agreed. Maybe I shouldn't, I dont know.
    The last one I knew some time before our lovely evening, she said she always felt something for me. I did too. But only after few weeks she said it was't real love and she doesn't feel a thing for me.
    That hurt the most. Hurts to this day. Can't get over it. Can't sleep, eat. I'm afraid I'm gonna do something to myself. I just want to feel her love one more time.
    If you read all of this then you're a madman. After all I'm just another random guy on internet. But thank you. Take care of yourselves people.

    • @bippitybopittyboo8036
      @bippitybopittyboo8036 3 года назад +28

      I wish I could give you a hug.

    • @jakemorgan162
      @jakemorgan162 3 года назад +12

      I just..
      That's just so bad. I'm sorry. I hope it gets better for you.
      I read this and i just had a argument with my gf and I'm feeling shit about it because she hasn't replied in a hours I'm just here waiting and idk what to do anymore.

    • @FilthyGandalf
      @FilthyGandalf 3 года назад +10

      @@jakemorgan162 Just do me a favour, go and hug her. Try doing whatever you can. You don't find love on every corner, don't let go. I'm counting on you.

    • @marianafsika
      @marianafsika 3 года назад +5

      BRUH, I LOVE YOU DONT DO THIS❤️YOU GOT THIS

    • @victoriapowers4403
      @victoriapowers4403 3 года назад +3

      Listen I don't know you...but i would love to hug you right now. Trust me there are so many things worth living for, you would miss out on finding the love of your life, and leave her. You would leave me... I love you and never give up❤️ sending the biggest hug. Don't give up buddy.

  • @amandaviera9934
    @amandaviera9934 3 года назад +847

    “Suicide doesn’t take the pain away is just passed it on to another person” I’ve tried to put that in my head but I’m just a teen who’s disappointed in myself and doesn’t know what to do anymore

    • @animesimp3956
      @animesimp3956 3 года назад +23

      And as a fellow teen you don’t gotta have your whole life figured out rn .💙u don’t gotta have a game plan and u definitely don’t need to push yourself more than u can handle Ik the feelin and it’s not a good one but u can get past it u gotta find a reason to live for yourself not everyone else I hope it gets better

    • @camilacastro9920
      @camilacastro9920 3 года назад +15

      I know this comment may not help, but I want you to know that even if you don't see it now, there is always a way out. I know it is difficult and that there is nothing that feels good, but seeking help is always the solution.

    • @michaelarkanghel
      @michaelarkanghel 2 года назад +8

      Sometimes being selfish is not bad. Choose yourself. Choose to free yourself from pain.

    • @senpaiisan5417
      @senpaiisan5417 2 года назад +1

      Same🥺

    • @apolly125
      @apolly125 2 года назад +8

      I’ve read this quote so many times, but for as long as I can remember, I’ve never been able to empathise with others, or understand emotions most humans do. And that lead to me not caring about others emotions, there’s no one around me that I genuinely care about, and I wouldn’t care if the pain got passed on to them. Call me mean, or insensitive, but my brain has to cope in some way, and this is the way it chose.

  • @Y2k_azaria
    @Y2k_azaria Год назад +5

    Nothing can explain how much this song makes me cry every night :(

  • @giuliasanasi2190
    @giuliasanasi2190 2 года назад +8

    6:15 this part omg.. i can’t stop crying

  • @slay3rr
    @slay3rr 3 года назад +71

    the thought of death could be so scary yet so peaceful, it’s the end of a time of experiences, emotions, happiness, sadness, stress, love... it can’t be that bad...

    • @btsarmylovejimin4489
      @btsarmylovejimin4489 3 года назад +1

      Exactly, like i dont want to kill myself, but i am not scared of death, it is just the end, it cant be bad...

  • @Savannahbanana_1
    @Savannahbanana_1 3 года назад +808

    "He's just a boy"

    • @alexfinley6291
      @alexfinley6291 3 года назад +14

      Omg 🥺

    • @Aries.111
      @Aries.111 3 года назад +6

      😭😭

    • @kassadyherrera9373
      @kassadyherrera9373 3 года назад +24

      she was such a good mom.

    • @ka.ly_ana
      @ka.ly_ana 3 года назад +3

      I'm dying yaaaah

    • @ivory8589
      @ivory8589 3 года назад +12

      @@kassadyherrera9373 was she though i mean yes she cared for him but she didn't care enough to at least try and stop the abuse

  • @dabsmakemeparanoid
    @dabsmakemeparanoid 2 года назад +11

    Interesting how a lot of people including me have the same kind of feelings with this song. We all miss this one person we never get back into our lives :(

    • @dabsmakemeparanoid
      @dabsmakemeparanoid Год назад

      Update. This one person I missed for years came back to my life, Hurt me and left again.
      I give up I don’t believe in true love anymore

  • @FiveNightsAtFreddys_1
    @FiveNightsAtFreddys_1 2 месяца назад +1

    It’s nice that people online actually understand me more than the people I’m close to… it makes me feel better knowing that others know how I feel..

  • @farrahwakefield3395
    @farrahwakefield3395 3 года назад +180

    This song invokes a sadness in me that I cannot describe.
    It reminds me of how what I loved the most was ripped away from me.

  • @shaddygwapo7149
    @shaddygwapo7149 3 года назад +147

    This is the slowed + reverb we all didn't know we needed!!

  • @atriafsarzadeh
    @atriafsarzadeh 2 года назад +6

    "All i have is myself at the end of the day"

  • @vickyotie
    @vickyotie 4 месяца назад +1

    This isn't a song, it's a feeling.
    I was here.

  • @joiediciaula8049
    @joiediciaula8049 3 года назад +543

    if your parents wont accept you
    if you feel left out
    if you feel unloved
    if you have no one
    i will be your new person. you can talk to me. i never listen and tell. if you dont feel comfortable sharing, you can just say hello.
    your all beautiful and unique. you can like whoever you want. be whoever you want. look however you want. and like whatever you like.
    dont let people put you down. because when people leave you, you dont lose them. they lose you.
    its ok to cry sometimes. when you cry, it doesnt mean your weak. it means youv been too strong for too long.
    there is someone out there for you. wether its a friend, a significant other, family, their out there. even if you havnt met them yet. and when they come, youll wonder how you ever existed without them. you are beautiful and loved.

    • @lackofsleep4933
      @lackofsleep4933 3 года назад +9

      Thank you for ur kind words ❤️

    • @joiediciaula8049
      @joiediciaula8049 3 года назад +2

      @Kassen Yamashita yes it is

    • @Daniel-tr4yx
      @Daniel-tr4yx 3 года назад +3

      @Kassen Yamashita of course. This is where we put our different lives aside ❤

    • @brook125
      @brook125 3 года назад +2

      i luv you

    • @e.y2871
      @e.y2871 3 года назад +3

      I need someone to talk because i know if I still keep everything inside of me like I’ve been for 8 years I am and will not be here anymore I losing myself and I can’t stop it...

  • @randomthingsido4949
    @randomthingsido4949 3 года назад +457

    “The person who gave you the best memories always becomes a memory” -me

  • @lebogangzemona9397
    @lebogangzemona9397 Год назад +4

    Watching the sunset while listening to this hits different ❤😭

  • @simplystarz.3669
    @simplystarz.3669 2 года назад +4

    hey you, yes you, I love you,I’m proud of you, keep going have faith in yourself 💖💖

  • @ittybittyrampagingcommittee
    @ittybittyrampagingcommittee 3 года назад +486

    Life is terrifying for a number of reasons, but in my opinion, what's most terrifying about it is looking back and realizing just how much you were living in the moment, for the moment. You keep living, keep going. Time never stops, never slows down. And then, before you know it, the friends you grew up with are gone, family members have passed away, and you're alone. You'll die alone. And that's _terrifying._

    • @arvinjohntorres2945
      @arvinjohntorres2945 2 года назад +1

      That is true and mine already starts months ago i lose my mom, my relatives and my friends are slowly drifting far so is my mind on talking to people is drifting away too.

    • @alexwhitton1
      @alexwhitton1 2 года назад +3

      I'll be all alone in ~2070, my parents long gone, my grandparents long gone. What will that feel like. They won't be there too say goodbye and tell me it's going to be okay 😥

    • @sabinoguzman7780
      @sabinoguzman7780 2 года назад +1

      @@arvinjohntorres2945 you’re memories will last forever sorry for your lost we learn to live with the pain and to make new memories

    • @arvinjohntorres2945
      @arvinjohntorres2945 2 года назад

      @@sabinoguzman7780 Thanks, i appreciate ur comment

    • @theoriginalstud8641
      @theoriginalstud8641 2 года назад +1

      @@alexwhitton1 Appreciate what they do right now, live in the present. Tell them you love them when you think about them. And when you miss them, make an effort to see them again. Tomorrow is never promised that's why today should be treated like it's your last time here. Life is a gift.