In here, i love to see how people support each other...even though we don't know each other and what we've been through here.. until we've found this song
i wish you loved me mom. i wish you listened to me, and what i’m going through. i wish i was part of your family. you’ve always told me otherwise. you make me wanna give up. you make fun of me for having depression that you gave me. you always tell me i’ll never be good enough for you or anyone else. i just want you to love me, and be there for me. i wish i didn’t feel like giving up. i wish that you kept promises, and loved me as much as you do my brothers and sisters. i wish you knew the pain i go through. i wish you would’ve gotten the abortion instead of reminding me everyday how much you regret not having it. i wish i didn’t ruin your life like i do. i wish you were understanding of me. i wish that you saw me like your daughter, not your worst enemy😔
This bullet In my gun would feel like a feather right now I feel so broken inside I can’t see straight I wish I still had you in my life but a bullet not so soft took you from me the doctors don’t help me I miss you so much I wish you didn’t do it I wish I could of stopped you I just can’t deal with it I can’t stand being here alone this change isn’t what we talked about it was never supposed to be like this but thoughts take over I couldn’t understand why or even the point of it but lil brother I see why and I hear you where ever you are I love you good bye 🥀
Don't give up please, the world needs you imagine how devested everyone would be when they find out you were dead. Honestly your brothers pain is over but at the same time killing yourself wont change anything Hes still gonna be gone. His pain, your pain may be fixed, but only temporily. Imagine how bad he feels (In heaven or other afterlife) for killing himself but honestly suicide only passes the pain on I know it may be hard but you can do this.
Sometimes i think my dad loved my younger self but not myself right now. He rarely says that i did well. He never hugs me. I always get tears in my eyes when i see the picture from me and my aunt, my father took 7 years ago when we went to a concert. Today was my sisters birthday. My dad says to her: „Now you have an age number where there are 2 numbers!“ He said that to me the night before my 10th birthday too. My relationship with my dad is not rlly good. I don‘t tell him anything personal. My friend says, she likes to spend time with her dad. With me and my dad it would be akward. He always talks about what he is currently doing and is always excited about it. Why can‘t he be excited when it comes to me? In the last to years i was rlly good in school. Last year my final grade was a B+ and this year it was a A. I layed the sheet with my grades on the dinnertable. Both years my Dad looked at it when I wasn‘t present. When he signed it, he didn‘t say a word. I had a single B in Chemistry. At dinner I asked him if he saw my grades. He just said: „Yes, my eye spotted instantly the Chemistry grade“ and laughs. It was a joke. But he didn‘t said anything from this aside. Is it so hard to say I am proud of you? Is it so hard to say you did well? My dad watches movies with my brother. He takes time to visit musees with him. I think he has just given up and stopped trying to get close to me. I wasn‘t really social and interested in activities with him during my early teenage years. So we didn’t do anything together. And since then it stayed that way. Sometimes I think it is my fault. That i should have been more open.
You're the only person who truly knows yourself, tell yourself what you think you're good at and proud of, that's enough, depending on people to validate you is emocional dangerous, even though it's someone from your family...
@@NZT17thank you for the kind words. I wrote this one year ago and I am doing definitely better now especially because of my friends. And I don’t care what my dad says most of the time. Hope you are doing well too ;)
lyrics: I've been going through the motions Learning how to pretend That everything is perfect And I've been sinking in an ocean Drowning but I'm silent Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat I'm running through mazes, mazes Maybe it's just a phase but regardless I'm flipping the pages, pages I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some patience Along the way? I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some mercy If I start to stray? I've been chasing after feelings Most of which are fleeting I still feel empty And I've been trying hard to fit in But how come I'm so different From everyone I see? I'm running through mazes, mazes Maybe it's just a phase but regardless I'm flipping the pages, pages I'm going through changes But I swear I'm the same Could you show me some patience Along the way? I'm going through changes But I swear I am the same Could you show me some mercy If I start to stray? Trying to fight the seasons Trying to find my meaning Maybe there's a reason Why I'm going through these changes
I don't know how I can explain but, I love you. I'm not gay I just love you like I love a homie. I love everyone here, It's just so beautiful and vibey if you know what I mean down here in the comments. Well I'm never probably gonna see one of your comments again in my life so. See you later my freind, Until we meet across the ocean, That's what my mother use to say to me every night. Anyways, Have a great life
The only thing to comfort me at night is my stuffed animals. I always feel like my friends are going to betray me. I have been betrayed so many times that now its just an expectation. I'm tired Tired of: Living Being in pain Always feeling betrayed Crying Breathing People telling me it's going to be ok Just let me die already. . .
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this song breaks my heart
In here, i love to see how people support each other...even though we don't know each other and what we've been through here.. until we've found this song
i wish you loved me mom. i wish you listened to me, and what i’m going through. i wish i was part of your family. you’ve always told me otherwise. you make me wanna give up. you make fun of me for having depression that you gave me. you always tell me i’ll never be good enough for you or anyone else. i just want you to love me, and be there for me. i wish i didn’t feel like giving up. i wish that you kept promises, and loved me as much as you do my brothers and sisters. i wish you knew the pain i go through. i wish you would’ve gotten the abortion instead of reminding me everyday how much you regret not having it. i wish i didn’t ruin your life like i do. i wish you were understanding of me. i wish that you saw me like your daughter, not your worst enemy😔
hi love you
@@tomcox1731 hi. thank you so much. i love you too🥺
U just Broke my heart 😔 , Love u
i’m sorry love 🥺i love you too🥰💕🤍
Please don't give up. Love you so much.
thank you sm for making this, now lets cry together :')
My favorite part was when she started running
same!
name of the anime?
Omg I love this so much 🥺 this deserves way more hype
This song reminds me of my life.
I need a 1h version of this.
This bullet In my gun would feel like a feather right now I feel so broken inside I can’t see straight I wish I still had you in my life but a bullet not so soft took you from me the doctors don’t help me I miss you so much I wish you didn’t do it I wish I could of stopped you I just can’t deal with it I can’t stand being here alone this change isn’t what we talked about it was never supposed to be like this but thoughts take over I couldn’t understand why or even the point of it but lil brother I see why and I hear you where ever you are I love you good bye 🥀
Don't give up please, the world needs you imagine how devested everyone would be when they find out you were dead. Honestly your brothers pain is over but at the same time killing yourself wont change anything Hes still gonna be gone. His pain, your pain may be fixed, but only temporily. Imagine how bad he feels (In heaven or other afterlife) for killing himself but honestly suicide only passes the pain on I know it may be hard but you can do this.
Thank you for this...
waiting for the "my favorite part was..."
This song hurts me I relate to much
Sometimes i think my dad loved my younger self but not myself right now. He rarely says that i did well. He never hugs me. I always get tears in my eyes when i see the picture from me and my aunt, my father took 7 years ago when we went to a concert. Today was my sisters birthday. My dad says to her: „Now you have an age number where there are 2 numbers!“
He said that to me the night before my 10th birthday too.
My relationship with my dad is not rlly good. I don‘t tell him anything personal.
My friend says, she likes to spend time with her dad. With me and my dad it would be akward. He always talks about what he is currently doing and is always excited about it. Why can‘t he be excited when it comes to me?
In the last to years i was rlly good in school. Last year my final grade was a B+ and this year it was a A. I layed the sheet with my grades on the dinnertable. Both years my Dad looked at it when I wasn‘t present. When he signed it, he didn‘t say a word. I had a single B in Chemistry. At dinner I asked him if he saw my grades. He just said: „Yes, my eye spotted instantly the Chemistry grade“ and laughs. It was a joke. But he didn‘t said anything from this aside.
Is it so hard to say I am proud of you? Is it so hard to say you did well?
My dad watches movies with my brother. He takes time to visit musees with him.
I think he has just given up and stopped trying to get close to me. I wasn‘t really social and interested in activities with him during my early teenage years. So we didn’t do anything together. And since then it stayed that way.
Sometimes I think it is my fault. That i should have been more open.
You're the only person who truly knows yourself, tell yourself what you think you're good at and proud of, that's enough, depending on people to validate you is emocional dangerous, even though it's someone from your family...
@@NZT17thank you for the kind words. I wrote this one year ago and I am doing definitely better now especially because of my friends. And I don’t care what my dad says most of the time. Hope you are doing well too ;)
@@Hannah_Viehweger That's so cool!!
i want to rant to someone, fall in love with them and marry them.
Same
we all love crying to sad music. Also, what is the name of this anime gotta add it to watchlist. Imma feel dumb for not knowing what it is
Sound! Euphonium
wow nice video, uhm what’s the name of the anime?
Found it. It's: Sound! Euphonium
lyrics:
I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
I've been chasing after feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how come I'm so different
From everyone I see?
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I am the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes
For anyone seeing this in the future, the name of the anime is: Sound! Euphonium
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I don't know how I can explain but, I love you. I'm not gay I just love you like I love a homie. I love everyone here, It's just so beautiful and vibey if you know what I mean down here in the comments. Well I'm never probably gonna see one of your comments again in my life so. See you later my freind, Until we meet across the ocean, That's what my mother use to say to me every night. Anyways, Have a great life
someone know the name of the anime?
Found it. It's: Sound! Euphonium
The only thing to comfort me at night is my stuffed animals. I always feel like my friends are going to betray me. I have been betrayed so many times that now its just an expectation.
I'm tired
Tired of:
Living
Being in pain
Always feeling betrayed
Crying
Breathing
People telling me it's going to be ok
Just let me die already. . .
Hey, i love you :)
Trying to find my meanings , maybe there’s a reason why I’m going through these changes .