winter aid - the wisp sings (slowed down)
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- Опубликовано: 23 авг 2018
- • The Wisp Sings
winter aid ♡
/ winter aid - topic
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Lyrics:
let me sleep
i am tired of my grief
and i would like you
to love me, to love me, to love me
this is the night when these woods sigh
come with me
there are people who cannot speak
without smiling
they would take me from your hand
or they would try, they would try
this is the murmur of the land
this is the sound of love's marching band
and how they hold you like a gun
and how i sing you like a song
i heard when i was young
and buried for a night like this 
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Yeah, I came here to cry. And I'm not disappointed.
Let's all cry together.
That would help..
Same lol
Thank You...
Now I don’t feel alone lmao
안재로Karl ok.
im so scared of growing up. lifes hard enough. im so terrified for what the future has in store. i don't know what to do.
Destiny Vlogs same 💀😪
just live life and embrace it
Destiny Vlogs completely relate
Destiny Vlogs I feel you. I never want to grow up. As much as I hate my life now, I’d rather stay here where I can be safe.
It’s scary out there.
But one day at a time, one hand in front of the other.
And it will get better. Stay strong and it will slowly get better.
that's the most amazing part in life not knowing what the future has in store because it can be the most amazing thing and yeah it could be the worst but you just gotta have faith and you be fine. don't worry about it to much 😇
“Sleep isn’t sleep anymore. It’s just another escape from reality.” -Someone wise.
it really is.
No sleep is depression, sleep is deep depression, because your sitting their on your bed thinking about everything rn when you could me smiling with your family and do things, but it’s, take your time, you have all you need to heal and everyone is here for you
@@_exotic_3466 not everyone. I hate it when people say “we’re here for you” cause I honestly feel like they just say that. I have no one absolutely no one. I just want someone to hug and to cry in their shoulders cause I’m exhausted from this pain inside of me.
“I don’t want to die I just want the pain to stop”
-some other wise person
😭
the depressing thing about being sad is not finding a reason to be sad and still feeling sad
'Usually when people ask how I'm doing, the real answer is I am doing shitty, but I can't say I am doing shitty because I don't have a good reason to be doing shitty. So if I say "I am doing shitty" then they say "Why, what's wrong?". And I have to be like "I dunno all of it".' -Bojack Horsemen
this.
True
@@kevinthomas1649 bojack horsemen.... he really hits hard doesn't he
💯
-i'm tired
-go sleep!
-no, you don't understand.
I relate so much
Felt m
"You don't understand, I can't"
I’m tired of life. When I say “I’m tired” I want to be tired to go to sleep not tired of life. yk
im tired of everything. the abuse. the hate. the toxicity. the depression. i just want a break from it all. i want out for a few days. that's all.
As I scroll through these comments, I come to the realization that strangers are nicer than our own friends...
Kyla Miller lol for real
It’s better not knowing people then eh?
Being alone isn’t that bad
I like being alone
But non of my friends respect that
Well I don’t have friends anymore
I rather be in peace by myself than have a lot of friends who I ain’t happy around
Its true sometimes ill meet random people in town or at place that i dont know and just have some of the best moments in my life I cry so hard i cant breath, i laugh so hard i cant contol my bladder, i feel free
That's reality bro
My friends don’t even care. They think I just want attention..
"Lonely people dont realize how lonely they are till that one person walks into their life, and they dont realize how lonelier it will be when that same person leaves"
Espero que no sea tarde, pero
¡Tú puedes! y todo pasará, ya verás que sí
And I'm crying all my tears out...
Goddammit. So true. Imagine the person who made you feel less lonely leaves, how devastating.
indeed...
Your music is very good i will always support you☘ 💛 🌱
is anybody else sitting there, listening to this and you feel like crying, but you can’t because your body’s numb and dry. there are no tears anymore..
Me:( are u ok?
Every day
Feeling like this right now, i cant sleep and im smoking like snoob dog and even like this i wanna cry and i just cant, i hope you all feels better
God I hate it. It’s like I know I’m in pain and I can’t get it out. I can manage to get a tear to role down my face occasionally but it doesn’t help because it’s not real it’s not really crying and I’m numb but Im also in so much pain and I’m so tired. I just need the pain to be gone. Im so fucked up in the head, I’m not eating properly I want it to be over. Im 13 I don’t know if I can keep doing this
You are not a loser, only those who fall know how to win
Is anyone else at the point where they feel like crying but you just physically can’t, all you can do is sit there and feel your heart being torn apart bit by bit
It’s being numb. I know that feeling.
Same. Like a few months ago I cried so much that now I physically can't cry anymore even if i try. It hurts and idk what to do, 2019 has been the hardest year in my life.
Finn Stuchbery look at that we are both breaking down in the same hour🙂💔
@@jigokucat7101 I don't know what to do .. 😔
Finn Stuchbery lets physically and mentally fight it🙂 I know that it is hard to get used to our life’s and bodies but just know... that it’s temporary ❤️🥀
my friend thought of this awhile back and she said, “we’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.”
this is so true, it hurts
Pastel Gaming she didn’t think of that lol that’s from like tumblr
@@Ally880 but still true
not all of us...
yeah bit some ppl just pretend
Grieving the loss of someone who is still alive is a different kind of pain.
i relate, i relate very much.
and the worst part... i know for a fact that i will never be able to get them back.
you know what's deeper than that, If they don't even know that all you're going through is even happening
Grieving the loss of someone who never even exsisted, i.e. a baby in dream
Facts
I, genuinely feel, like I was put on this earth to give more love than I will likely ever receive in return.
i feel like my sole perpose here is to give the love i deserve to everyone that didn't get theirs
Have you accepted it?
indeed...
I see a lot of people online saying that as a flex, but if you think it a lot to your self in private moments then it really stings more deeply. It sucks, but you'll get through it. ❤️
@@muralmarshall5044 Yes, this was a quote i saw from another part of the internet, although at the time i saw it and wrote this i truly felt this was the truth about me. I had no friends really, and had trouble talking to people, i was also struggling with an eating disorder and juggling my moms emotions with me basically acting like peoples personal therapist when i had my own unresolved issues.
I’m proud to say now i’ve developed a life for myself i couldn’t be happier with, i am surrounded by amazing people and have a direction i think i want to go with my life. I have a wonderful girlfriend and family that supports me for being non-binary and lesbian :) *^* just also as a follow up story on what happened to me after i wrote this 7 months ago.
Tears rolling down my cheeks is the only warm feeling I have right now.
Sage Shellum I really do wish it was that easy 😔
i wish i could feel the tears but there’s none left.
hope you’re feeling better now :)
Same😔
Sage Shellum thx💞
"we accept the love we think we deserve."
s a r a h which for a lot of people, like me, is none
s a r a h i’ve replayed that line over and over for five years. idk why it always stuck w me
s a r a h ah perks of being a wallflower 😌
You come from the video "if you love someone you tell them" edit, too?
s a r a h you’re wrong. we all deserve love. everyone of us. we just don’t want the love. we’re afraid of what comes after the love leaves, so we push the love away.. even if that loves here to stay. we’re all scared. but i love you and i think you deserve my love
when my father sick in hospital we listening this song every night when want sleep,now my father sleep forever🖤 Good bye my Hero🥀
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I’m so sorry for your loss❤️
Stay strong, dear
Things will get fine ♥️
so sorry for your loss ..
*Goodbye
When I say I’m tired I don’t mean that I didn’t sleep enough. I’m tired of suffering and never meeting someones expectation. I’m exhausted. I feel like I was running the whole time and now I’m out of breath.
heyy friend i have felt that before i know were you are coming from but be more selfish and start living for you not them. you feel exhausted because the burden is there all the time if you live for yourself you will lose that burden and have alot more energy to better yourself in that way you will go beyond there expection. live for youself so you will become your best self that way you help alot more people including yourself
Что бы не случилось знай что где то далеко есть незнакомый человек который выслушает, поймёт, поддержит...
Все будет хорошо, обещаю!
This too shall pass my friend. I hope you are better ❤️❤️
Anyone else feel like they don’t have a soul anymore? I feel numb.
Add my insta darius.pighee
That’s tough
i had a panic attack and my whole body felt numb, i think i almost passed out
vKoryo me too
Me too baby but I have hope that we will become better one day.....just one day
“Take her to the moon for me, okay?”
Edit: Haven’t been on this post in ages, almost a year. I hope y’all are doing fine, cause I was in a dark place when I posted this comment, but I’m better now. Thank you lads
WTF are you doing to me do not remind me of that
AAAAH DONT SAY THAT
They played that movie when I was getting evaluated at a hospital. Cant watch it without having flashbacks of that day.
one of the most painful sentences I've ever ridden
What movie is that from?
Let me sleep
I am tired of my grief
And I would like you
To love me, to love me, to love me
This is the night when these woods sigh
Come with me
There are people who cannot speak
Without smiling
But they would take me from your hand
Or they would try, they would try
This is the murmur of the land
This is the sound of love's marching band
And how they hold you like a gun
And how I sing you like a song
I heard when I was young
And buried for a night like this
Buried for a night like this
The best sounds ever! Thank you for sharing such great video! 💜 😘 💖
i remember being at the lowest point in my life. i kept this song on repeat for some reason. it was a tough time… but this song is beautiful
Same for me I remember laying alone in the dark with this playing in the background and not crying but just laying there feeling empty
Not that it's any1's business but same but in my point of view or however you would say it.. I was slowly overdosing to this song in my room. As I was laying there, my vision and hearing were fading away and tbh it was very peaceful for me. But I realized what was happening so I jumped up ran to the bathroom started the shower and sat there in cold water till I was fine
هذا ما يحدث معي في كل ليله تقريبن🥀
it’s honestly scary how quiet i can cry
I feel that.
Shrek luv you shrek lol ❤️💀🥺
@@izabella-7 ❤💯
I do this so my family doesn’t ask what’s wrong lol 🙂
Absolutely Not that always makes it worse when they ask because you want to tell them but they won’t understand or will underestimate your problems :(
i want to climb a mountain, run to the top and scream, sing a song, cry, talk alone. i don´t want it, i need it.
Same. I want my friends back. They hate me because I’m too “ugly”.
Me freaking too, let's do it together. IDC WHEN OR EVEN IF WE GO UP THE SAME MOUNTIAN JUST AH IDK JDJDJDJSUUSS
I did that once and trust me it feels so relieving, it might have not been a mountain but it was a hill that went high. Try it out
Welp everday i want to be in a super dark place and thinking about my life
*e s c a p e w i t h m e*
What scares me the most is how I could go through so much and still be so weak. Aren't I supposed to have learned to bear it by now?
this is true for me.
the “i want you to love me...to love me” part in this song is what makes me break down. i’m surrounded by people yet i feel so alone
i know nobody’s gonna see this, but i really need to vent.
i haven’t felt like myself in so long. everything feels like it should be normal but... something feels missing. i don’t know if it’s seasonal depression or anything like that, but i’ve just been so sad lately. it’s like that somber numbness that you get right after a mental breakdown. but some nights i just completely break down and cry for hours. sometimes i’ll cry so hard it gets hard to breathe or speak- and i know i’m not unique or anything for feeling this way but i haven’t felt this terrible in a long while. everything’s feels like it’s just falling apart. i’m losing touch with my long distance partner, i’m losing my best friend. and i’m so tired. the kind of tired that makes you question if it’s even worth it anymore.
anyways thanks if you read this entire thing. i hope it gets better for you wherever you are.
EDIT: i thank all of you from the bottom of my heart. whenever i feel depressed i come to your replies and they help.
i’m going to be honest, it’s been rough. my long distance partner left me a few months ago and tbh i didn’t realize how much i needed them until they were gone. it was unhealthy.
currently, i’ve been trying my best to get out of this ditch. again, thank you for all of your kind replies- i truly appreciate it.
Yee Haw - i thought i was the only one that cried at night. :’))
everything is going to be okay, i promise. there are people out there that love you, even if you don’t know who they are, dear. i’m proud of you for sharing this. we all love you ❤️
LiteratePictures thank you, that helps more than you can imagine ❤️
Yee Haw i hope your pain eases. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this you’re not alone ,hang in there Ik it’s hard but things will be okay . You’re loved let it out as much as you need too everything will be okay one day ❤️
I can’t cry anymore
this comment section, has this kind of unity. We don't necessarily know each other, but we understand each other, more than people that are actually around us do.
Jana Gwen yeah, I love seeing everyone here join together, saying that hope your okay!
@@lynn-yi4qc what is this kind of Depresuising shit my sister watch 😂
@StartToMiddle yesss omg
StartToMiddle ahh I can imagine
yep
“it gets better.” when? it’s been i don’t even know how long since i’ve felt pure joy. i just wanna feel again. is that too much to ask for?
I too wonder when it'll get better and I've been wondering for about 3 years now but I still hold on to those words who kept me alive since it all began . Everytime I thought it was time for me to end it all, I told myself that if I kept living on, then maybe... something would change. It's been one year since you've posted this comment but I just hope you're okay
@@lynx__1019 been about 6 years for me. it never gets better.
There's a moment where your numbness goes away and you burst into tears, and it just wouldn't stop, and that's the one of the most painful feeling. To realize the pain is still there. To finally let it all out.
Me tonight
Damn this hit hard
Crying with strangers at 2am is a must at this point
Edit: wow this got some likes hope you are all okay. xx
its 2am for me rn im tearing up reading these sad stories and eating Twizzlers
I feel you!
love this
felt this on a spiritual level.
I made this the 666 like
We dont want to end our lives. We just want to end the pain
But how else can you end the pain
Tjasa Smonkar by living through it and shining in the very end
ik, I don’t have depression, but I have awful anxiety and panic attacks all the time. it feels like I can’t live my life and sometimes makes me want to sleep all the time. not die, just sleep.
Tjasa Smonkar smoke weed... works for me
@@layshaaaaaaa same and drinking
It scares me, because I never understood when they said "no tears left to cry" until now. Now I just sit while feelng numb... I literally can't cry.
I understand...
to everyone out there. you’re not alone. you have people that love you, care about you and adore you. they may not show it or you may have not met them yet. but they exist. they’re somewhere. I know how it feels being alone and it’s okay. sometimes us people need to be alone. but you’re enough. you’re more than enough, you’re perfect. don’t be hard on yourself because you’re trying. you’re so strong. because hey! Look at you you’re still breathing, do you know how strong you are? I’m so proud of you. I know I’m just a stranger but I’m proud of you! You’re doing great! You’re a wonderful person! You’re lovely and beautiful/handsome. Keep breathing. Stay. I promise you it’s worth it. You will find happiness. Because you deserve it. Keep pushing one day you’ll look back and be glad you stayed. You got this! I love you!
-a random stranger :))
I just want to go back to being a kid not caring about how I look or what my future will be, I just wanna be happy and laugh with everyone
our profile pictures 🥺🔥
@@melorapearl5641 twins 🥺🥺
stuck in my house it was meant to be 🙊🥺
@@melorapearl5641 yyaaasss
im deciding what i want to do as a career right now and i feel that, i just wanna be a little kid again
:] eh
Face it, we’re all lost souls looking for someone who will truly care for us.
yea :(
we all have someone who cares for us, it is just the matter of if they truly want to care or if they are just doing to make us feel better knowing they think differently anyway and just lie to us
Yur Mum I thought I did. But they left and so far have never come back
I had that someone but i lost her
exactly..
Sometimes I wish I could be gone without hurting anyone I love. If there was a way, I would be long gone.
I feel the same way
This song reminds me so much of the birthdays I spent all alone with my stuffed animals. It makes me cry so hard, because it makes me realize that when i was a kid the only thing that loved me was my dog and my stuffies. I wish i could feel loved
U are loved i promise❤
I hope your heart is in a better place and that a lot of love has manifested in your life ❤
im stuck between feeling nothing and everything.
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
I felt this one 🥺
Sending love your way 🌸
Hello. I have stood in the place where you stand now. I have looked into the abyss, which has left you stranded on a dark street corner with two pathways to take. On one hand, you can feel nothing, and move on in life hardened, but the weight of your experiences will grind you down. Or, you can take a harder path. Lean into everything you feel - experience the depths of emotion that exist within you. Learn these emotions, and base yourself in them. Let them guide you through the rough days when getting out of bed does not seem like an option. In the depth of your emotions, you can and will find happiness, joy, peace, solace, truth, light, and comfort. It may not be easier, but walk the harder road, because it will make you a better person in the end, no matter how many times you break. Let it be hard. If you do that, it can be over, without looming over your existence like a blackened cloud. It may get worse, and it may get harder to walk through the depths of your soul, but in the end, you will find a freedom and peace of mind you did not know existed.
You found the words i couldn’t describe 😔
I don’t know who you are, How old you are or what you’re going through. But if you’re reading this, You’re loved. It’s hard, I know. You’ve got so much to live for. Stay alive.
You’re never alone.
I love you.
thanks i really needed this
Best comment of the day for me. Thanks!
Thx, I love you too....
Love u too mate
Thank you brother
told someone i was tired and they said “from what? u didn’t do anything all day all u did was sleep” and that’s when it hit me. They’ll never understand
They never will.
So its 3am and im drowning in nostalgia or sadness, lets cry with this
This comment section turned into a group therapy session lmao
Lol
Matthew Carlson agreed kinda funny
It shows how much people relate to eachother
Even with all the controversy and bad stuff,theres always the good side,its ok to let out your feelings,it eases you,makes you feel better.
I know, isn't it lovely.
Much better than meme spaming.
Matthew Carlson LMAOOOO ITS WORSE THAN THE SOUNDCLOUD COMMENTS
The saddest thing, is that some of the people in this comment section aren’t here on earth anymore 😔
@@sedonabookbinder4233 we need more people like you, seriously
Yeah like In a couple days I’ll be added to that list :)
Kiddos Martinez NO!! you will continue to live on. It will all be better in time, just hold on, it will get better and you will be ok. YOU will overcome whatever you are going through because YOU are strong❤️🙏🏽
@@aracelimrtz I promise you theres more to life than what you feel now. We create our own realities from the form of our beliefs. This means that it's in our control to change what we want. Whatever you're struggling with, you must fight it. Someday you'll look back and appreciate yourself more than ever. It's hard to show empathy over some text. But believe me when I say you matter, to your family, to me, to everyone reading through this comment section, and even to others you may not think.
@@aracelimrtz Hey dont say that I'll tell ya what my mother tells me. She tells me that our lifes every single one of us are borrowed by god and when we are ready god takes our lifes bc we did what we were ment to do and that is live to the fullest make friends, start a family be loved by those that are close to ya. And rn that time for you to leave this world has not yet to come so plz I'm begging you do not leave this world already you have yet to experience the most beautiful things in life. You might be asking what those things are and I'll tell you rn those things are POEMS, BEAUTY, ROMANCE,LOVE those are the things we stay alive for. do not leave until you have yet to do those things and if you think your not loved then let this stranger love ya okey?😁❤ (Sorry if I'm bad at writing tbh I should have payed attention in English😅)
The perfect song to close a stage of your life and start a new one.
My aunt has stage 4 cancer. I was supposed to drive out and see her this past weekend (12 hour drive) but got sick and was unable to. My mom and grandma still got to, but it feels so unfair because this was probably my last chance to see her, and I didn't get to, but my mom and grandma who talk bad about her all the time still got to. And now that she's dying they wanna act like they never said anything. Life's so unfair
i dont want to die I just want to go somewhere alone where it's calm
You! I love you! I comment because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is actual hope, not just saying that to say it, you can be made new, a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ You are VALUABLE, you are not the product of a random cosmic explosion from nothing with brain barf, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully designed by God, and hey I’d love to to tell YOU the GOOD NEWS, but there is some bad news first, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, every time we have lied and stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (like saying OMG-), saying bad words, and so on. We have spent our life in rebellion against God, storing up His wrath, yet He provides us food, family, and the breath we use to blaspheme His name. You see, God is perfectly Holy, Just and Good. His justice means Hell for those who are guilty, a just judge is going to bring forth justice for those who break the law, and God will righteously punish sin and condemn guilty sinners to Hell. However, there’s GOOD NEWS! God made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice.... You and I broke, God’s laws, Jesus came to pay our bail! God Himself took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to do having the perfect righteousness, and then offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Imagine there’s a HUGE truck coming towards you while you are distracted, and before it hits you, someone whom you’ve spent your life hating runs into the road, pushes you out of the way and is completely crushed and slaughtered by the force of the truck for you, how would you feel? Well that’s what Jesus did for us when Jesus took the wrath of the Father that we deserved, was buried, then rose from the dead. showing the penalty fully paid! God offers salvation as a gift, you can either reject it or receive through repentance (giving up fighting against God, turning away from sin and turning to God) and place your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:8 “But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.” No amount of good deeds or works can save you, simply just receive it! God promises eternal life and a new heart that will desire righteousness. If you have a Bible, and obey what you read, not to earn your way to God, but because out of love God knows and wants the best for you. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! God bless. He was actually crucified (an actual historical event affirmed by scholars and historians, actually modern science itself arose from Christianity, the Bible contains 57,000+ manuscripts, 2200+ prophecies with 25,000+ archaeological evidence, 3000+ years ago it talked about the universe’s expansion and earths unsuspension, the hydrolic cycle and so on, for more info you can check out this! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html Take care, and I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you! † † ††
Exactly
What if there was a place? Where you could be calm, everything from the architecture to the outside was all made in mind to make you feel warm and calm. Would you take it?
iGetBulliedAtSchool maybe we can go to beach together nice breeze, walk on top of the mountain side, go to a tropical lake side. Life has lot of discoveries don’t let death overcome your decision.
@@Jbeats37 Someday. Im going to build a place just like that. For people who just want to be at peace
We are just depressed people telling each other that it’s all gonna be ok.
pretty much
that's very true. most my friends are all depressed so I tell them that i'm the only exception when it comes to bringing yourself down.
Sunflower340709 Flower Did they self diagnose lmao
yeah. and we tell everyone its gonna be ok yet we don’t believe that ourselves.
Good point dammit
we wait our whole lives waiting for something to happen, for it to get better...
but it never does
I lost myself trying to help everyone find themselves, now im losing everyone trying to find myself..
one of my biggest fears when i get older is my kids sitting in their bedroom crying at 3am and i have no clue
@Carl Williams thank you for taking the time out of your day to comment this, but i am athiest (i think thats how you spell it) but thank you
@MADELYN HART if you have friends that won't wait or be patient for you, they're not really friends, I know from experience
same with me, I think I don't want to bring any children into this horrid world, they wouldn't've asked for it, just like I didn't ask for this existence
ik just thinking about that breaks my heart
Same man
I don’t want my future kids to feel this pain :(
Carl Williams I’m not really religious but thank you
It would break my heart.
This is the only reason that makes me question if I want kids or not. Sometimes feels like being born is unfair.
Fabián Frayre omg me too...
@@fabianfrayre4928 Same.. Like I never got a say in being here, and if anything, my birth has made my parent's lives so difficult. Because of my birth, they tried to stay together for me, and they hurt each other so much during that time. And they couldn't move on after their divorce, because *I was connecting them*. If I was to have a child, I know that they wouldn't have a father figure. I just don't attract stable men/women to date. And I wouldn't want them to suffer from that. I have diagnosed mental disorders, including antisocial personality, depression, and anxiety. Not only are those things genetic, they are also learned and environmental. I don't know that I'll ever be healthy enough to not teach my child these negative thoughts and views of the world. And even if I am, they are genetically at risk of those issues. It's so scary, you know? I don't want to put someone into this world if they're going to hate living in it.
Just because your alone it doesn’t make you lonely. I love you from a tired soul to another
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
You matter:)
i don’t wanna feel this pain, but i’m scared to die..
It’s going to be okay
We will all be here for you, it's gonna be okay. You can talk to me in this comment section. We all love you ❤️
Nah,you are just afraid you won't be able to live the way you want. Death is like a catalyst. You do shit to make yourself immersed in something to suppress the terror of death. That's not afraid of death. It's just life 👍🏻
It's going to be okay- it'll take time to heal, but it will also be worth it when you do. Just remember, "Flowers do not bloom without rain. Everything has its purpose, even pain". Think about it, one day you will look back on this day and think about how much stronger you've become. Just stay strong, you got this.
We’re all a bit lost and that’s okay
Carl Williams wow.. thank you..
I’m just heart broken :/
rissa 1 ruclips.net/video/15KmzlDzYcc/видео.html hope you get through it
a lot lost* or just me...
?? Hella lost
And broken
We all say we want to die, but we just truly want to start living
Edit: i know you probably hear the same bs every time like I do, but it will get better. I promise. I don’t even know you but I want to hug and just tell you everything will be alright. Every once and a while when I’m upset, I come back to this comment and read the replies. Everyone has their own story and needs to let it out from time to time. I love you, and if you need to talk, my Twitter is @iamashrimpp . You are so much stronger than you believe you are, and your feelings are valid. You will he heard. I know your mind might be in a scary place right now but please fight it, don’t let go. I’m so proud of everyone that woke up today. You haven’t counted all the stars yet. Don’t end things now, you haven’t finished your story yet. Stay and keep reading until the end.
..... 🤧🤧
I watched a spoken word about anxiety disorders and a phrase that stuck with me was "it must be so hard to want to live so badly". As someone with an anxiety disorder (GAD) I completely relate to that phrase being worried constantly about a future that has yet to come and being scared of everything unknown. It's not that I'm too afraid to die, I'm too afraid to stop living my life in the present
@Å n x i ë t y ' s _ H ø s t ~ I have anxiety to and that’s pretty much my view on lots of things. I was trying to poke it more to the depressive thought more than anxiety (if that makes any sense whatsoever) I’ll have to stick that phrase in my head
We just wanna be able to close our eyes and feel alright
@Niemand ~ if only
I don't know what's worse, feeling everything or feeling nothing, this emptiness inside of me, I can't take it anymore, I can't it's too much.
God bless us all my friend Seni seviyorum ❤️🌼
Aquí estoy de nuevo llorando todas las nochess para despertar como día tras día con una sonrisa y ver que tu familia no te quiere te jusga sin saber lo que te pasa y sientes, solo quiero un día dormir y no despertar...
Tienes una vida por delante, esas lagrimas se convertirán en lagrimas de no aguantar mas la risa, eres una señorita increíble, creo en ti, aquí está tu familia, aquí tienes a alguien. ✨ échale ganas bonita.
Tu si estas bien pendej0 jjaja de la gente no se vive jaja
@@marlonanrrango802 Hay gente que le cuesta aprender ciertas cosas, y qué vengas tú tan solo a burlarte da una mala imagen. Sí no vas apoyar, mejor no escribas nada.
Yo no te voy a venir a decir que todo estará bien, ni tampoco te vendré a decir que debes olvidarte de ellos. Simplemente, me gustaría que fueras a terapia. Es el mejor consejo que te puedo dar, acepta la ayuda, y deja que te ayuden. No me gustaría engañarte y decirte que todo está bien y que no importa. Ve a terapia, estarás bien.
Duele, y dolerá por mucho tiempo. Ojalá todos aquí pudiéramos decirte palabras para que todo mejore.. o mejor aún, darte un abrazo.
Se fuerte, se valiente. Tu puedes con esto.
You don’t understand-
*no amount of sleep in the world can cure the tiredness I feel*
People don't understand that we're not just physically, but mentally tired
It's not like we're tired in the physical way.....
We are just tired of suffering and feeling so miserable all the time....
@@jelloello9592 wait... What is this song and the comment section?? Idk if my sister still uses the account where she made a Playlist with only this song, but I think it's weird..
Ryan. NL LOL um it's just a song that gets in my feels
@@jelloello9592 so true:)sometimes i just wish to not exist in this world until im ready to exist again.i just need to rest from every feeling
crying alone in my room has become part of my daily routine.
Hey hun! How are you, it’s been about three weeks and I’m just wondering if you’re okay? If not that’s okay! My DMs are always open and my insta is @x_robync_x and I will listen, I promise. Be safe angel 🤍
We have to be strong stand strong sister fighting with ourself... Everything will b fine soon
I’m so sorry you have to go through so much pain and I know it hurts. I hate having to go through it then seeing others have it even worse I mean sometimes i don’t even know why I’m so sad but I hope this can maybe help just a bit. You are beautiful, smart, and caring. Ik that may sound weird coming from someone you don’t even know but it sounds freakin awesome when someone says that to you. Someone loves you and cares for you. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. The world needs you. It’s going to be ok and I hope that someone close to you can help make you feel like you have a reason to be alive and they love you. We love you. ❤️
you’re not alone, remember. we’re here
Same
I’m only 18 but for most of my life I have felt this gut wrenching pain that eats away at me slowly everyday. I don’t even remember what I was like or what life was like before I felt this pain. I’m trapped in my mind with these tortuous thoughts and I can never seem to shake them. People say it gets better but it’s been years and nothing has gotten better. I still have barely any friends, I’ve never had a boyfriend and i still have all of this sadness and anger at the world and at myself and it hasn’t gotten better one bit. I so badly want to just float away and never breathe again but I couldn’t do that to my parents, they would be broken, so I have to stay here and continue to be broken myself.
How are you now
@@ansh3888 hi! Thank you for asking! I’m doing okay! I was doing pretty good for a while but some events in my life had made me very depressed again :( I’ll be okay though!
how are you again now? I hope everything's okay 🦆 we love you
@@rxsvie hiii thank you sooo much for your love and support!!! It means the world to me! I’ve been getting better but I still have my bad days but I’m still going strong😌 love you!!
I once felt the same thing, I'd just continue living by simple habit until I'd finally die. Sometimes I'd wake up in the morning wondering why I did wake up because I would always just hope I wouldn't. I wanted to die but wasn't brave enough to get it done and I knew I'd hurt the people around me so I kept living on painfuly. I got better only after I started talking about it. I hope you get better too.
"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn the light on"
Why do the nicest people have to feel all the pain, why do we have things taken away from us when we have done nothing wrong. It just doesn’t make sense.
Because they dont want others to suffer
What makes you a nice person?
I know right it just doesn’t seem fair
ZChris CrisisZ all the pain you’ve felt
This is what I think about all the time with tears in my eyes I really don’t understand it’s hurts so damn much 💔
dear stranger who’s reading this,
one day, you’ll find this person.
one day, you’ll find in love with the right person.
one day, you’re going to be happy.
one day, you’ll live the life you always wanted.
one day, someone’ll look at you as the same way as he/she looks at the starts.
one day, you’ll smile just because you know you’re loved by the person you love the more.
one day,
one day...
trust me.
if it’s not today, it’s gonna be tomorrow.
if it’s not, then wait.
keep waiting, cause one day, you’ll find your person.
i promise you.
i promise you.
i love u, even if i don’t know u.
you’re probably not going to see this comment again, but i just want u to know that everybody here loves u. and so do
Azzy ThePup this hit me mate thx
i love you too, stranger ♥️
idek I’m gonna let go
I love you so much 😭❤💕💖
I used to listen to this in the early stages of my grief. I was bullied and my brother took his own life. A very difficult year followed. After what has felt like a long period of time, things have started to get better. It's been almost 5 years but only feels a few months ago.
I love my girlfriend so much, I play this song and read our old text messages every night, I hope I stay with her forever
لا تتعلق بشخص بهذا القدر ابدا.. لان حين تتعرض الخذلان منه سوف تصبح رماد…
wish you happines
i’m too young to feel this sad all the time...
We all are, 15 till 85. We are too young for this. But one thing isn’t. What we pass on. People like Emily Dickinson, H.P.Lovecraft, and all others didn’t know what they contributed to this machine we call aging was great. But you do, you can make it to the finish line.
There’s a cup waiting for you there.
🥂🥤🍷🥃🍸🍺🍹
me too sis-
hi how are ya me too:(
Felt this
@@GhostSoapO im..11...
Do you ever just feel alone when you have friends family but you just don’t feel complete and you just feel empty
Yes, always, but remember that you are not alone, you are loved, you will find love and finally stop this horrendous feeling and feel complete once again
every day, but I just keep going and hope i find something/someone that completes me
Because of quarantine , I've been able to spend more time as in more time as across the entire last decade with my sister , , the only person who truly cares about me . And I feel exactly like you do , it will get better . Thing about rock bottom is , there's no other way but up.
that’s what I feel everyday I feel like something is missing , my life feels like a circle I just want to escape but there is no way out
What if were a thread hang on in a shell of a human body
"o tempo cura mais deixa as cicatrizes "
It’s great when you feel like you need to have a good cry but no tears come out.
if thats you in your pfp your kinda pretty
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
It’s hard holding back tears in front of friends and family
Facts😔
fr.
Faxxx i always feel like to cry when i can't
When i want to cry i just go to the bathroom, it's much easier and faster than explaining.
It is :( and when they walk in on u crying you just wipe tears away and put on a fake smile because you don't want them to see you are hurting because you feel like they do enough for you or they won't understand you and tell you that you're too young to feel like this
I hate everything. My attitude, my face, every single thing that's in my body.
Ian Chiong you’re beautiful just the way you are. Hang in there ❤️
U are amazing the way u are ❤
i feel ur pain but u just have to keep pushing through it all, alright? loving urself is an example of one of the hardest things someone could do but that doesn't mean that u could just give up. stay strong and sooner or later, all ur struggles will disappear. please trust me when i say that. take care of urself and if u ever need someone to talk to, i'll be there for u. i don't know u at all but i love u very much.
well i love you so much
Well, you shouldn’t. If it helps, I don’t hate you. I may not know you, but you clearly don’t know yourself that much if you hate yourself. I’m sure if you got to know the Real You, You’d love _You_ much more.
If you haven’t already, I suggest talking to someone about, like a full conversation. If you don’t want to talk to your family or if you don’t want to talk in person, you could make an anonymous account on Reddit or another Social Media and just write down Everything. I’m sure some people will approach you with better advice and help than I have, but I hope I’ve helped anyways.
hearing this for the first time hits me differently. it's like a new dimension/level of sadness, just pure depression. let's cheers to all those silent battles we've been dealing with and no one knews about it because we have to pretend we're okay and happy.
Cuando me siento mal, me pongo a escuchar esta canción hasta que termino durmiendo con las lágrimas en los ojos
Yo también amiga, lloro asta que la no pueda y asta quedarme dormida….. saludos y muchos amor 🧡
Please go and like everyones comment, just to let them know that we heard him. That he's not alone..
I do it all the time because I know how lonely it feels
people in the comments trying to find another person, when I'm over here trying to find my self...
Yo man, I hope you gonna get better! You can do it! I know you'll find yourself. It just takes time and that okay. It's okay to be confused. Its okay to be not okay as long as it get better eventually!
Honestly I’m trying to find someone to help me find myself cause I’ve come to realize I can’t find myself or be happy with myself by myself 😔
AJ Villegas you can, i Believe in you ❤️
good
I hope you feel better soon.
"I've never missed someone so deeply that I haven't actually lost, and missing you is one of the most difficult things that I've ever had to do."
When I was younger I thought things would be better by now.. I’m 22 and still feel the same. Lonely, sad, hurt, I wish I could of made younger me proud, I’m sorry I’m still hurting so much inside 💔 maybe one day things will change ….
if you need help go talk to your Friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help.
You know what?...sometimes it’s ok to be sad, to be lonely. It reminded me of how abandoned I felt many times...till I realized I had no choice but to tell God I’m tired and if I wasn’t going to feel loved I’d end it all myself. Then a beautiful man with the kindest eyes and the softest arms I’ve ever felt would come here and there. We never spoke. He’d just look at me while I emptied out and tell me “I adore you my princess” lol a bloody, injured princess? Confusion is what had me by the butt. Ever since then I loved Him back as confused as I was and I still do not understand it all. All I’m sure of is His name is Jesus. He likes my books and thinks I’m a great sister... and I’m an amazing daughter to Him.
Let Him do what He does best, trust Him,
Sucks when you see the galaxy in someone's eyes when they can't see a star in yours
Is this a quote from something? If not, you just made a very good one.
@@WilfredThePig Hey ! I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you. Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no, you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on…. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes and we deserve to go to Hell for our willful crimes, but, if someone takes your Hell punishment for you, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus took the wrath of the Father dying for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! God calls you to repent, acknowledge your sins and that no amount of good works can save you or anything you do can save you, and put your faith in Jesus alone for salvation. God offers salvation as a gift, just receive it through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled! ruclips.net/video/XyNseXdd260/видео.html Jesuscares.com ruclips.net/p/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw ruclips.net/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/видео.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†!!
@@WilfredThePig he made it, thats deep..
@@WilfredThePig nah I read this quote online. It's from a poetry book if I'm not mistaken.
@@titas1124 no I think it's from a poetry book. I remember reading it and it hit quite deep ❤
imagine just going to sleep forever and not having to deal with anything ever again >
I feel you 💯
that's gonna happen one day anyways so why just waist time waiting for it. just enjoy the waiting period!
It's called a coma
I wish...
I tried doing it. I lived on sleeping pills for almost 11months back in 2017. I would just stay in bed, sleeping, and when I finally wake up after 15hours I would just wait for the sleep to come and take me away again. I skipped most of my school year. It ruined my brain, I feel like i can never fonction the same after that year. I lost passion in everything, even life. It's the darkest era of my life and hate it, I never talked abt it,or at least I never said the full story , even now. But I would do it again, the feeling that you get after waking up and feeling numb, feeling nothing, you can't even remember what day is it, or where you are for the few seconds after waking up was my greatest joy. It was the highlight of the day. I honestly don't know if I want anyone else to go through this. I just know it was the most peaceful thing to exist.
That heavy feeling in my chest...
Awww :( 🫂🫂 lots of hugs and prayers for You
@@user-is2bh1su9i thank uu
Hey today I made an appointment with a therapist. I‘m Proud of myself even though the others areent
I'm proud of you
@@caiwoodz that actually means so much to me thank you
@@Unicorn-pk9ht of course 😭
At this point I'm tryna just not cry every second. Got broken up with today :(
@@caiwoodz oh Nooo sweetie I‘m so sorry🥺 you sure are amazing dont worry to much about it and with the time it‘ll sure get better and you find someone who deserves you!❤️
i feel like my existence is annoying
Cricket You’re not alone
You're not alone, stay strong. I know it's hard but i know you can do this. Hope you're okay, if you ever need to talk then i'm here. I don't know you but i can be your friend.
Kaylee Cheechoo Stay strong, you can do this, wherever you are i hope you're okay. If you need a friend then i'm here for you. You're not alone
Kaylee Cheechoo ofc
You really aren’t alone, I am literally hated because I’m so loud in my family/school I am the “loud kid”
I was eight when it happened. I remember the smell of his house, the way the air hit my skin, the way his touch burnt into my skin and sept into my bones. And everything holy, everything innocent was taken from me that day. And it hurt so bad that my mind decided it was best for me to forget, a black hole of confusion sits in the back of my head to this day. What truly happened to me.
I was fourteen when the boy who called me beautiful in class decided that his hands belonged on me. When he placed his hands on me, it brought me back to that house. I could smell it. I could feel everything. And I felt like I was suffocating. He was young, but his intentions were cruel. And he stole what I had left of my childhood. I didn’t tell anyone.
I was sixteen. My ex boyfriend decided that I was just an easy kill after he got me high. My mind was so fuzzy, the word stop and no floated in my throat like balloons caught in the branch of a tree, desperately trying to reach the sky. I didn’t tell anyone.
I decided that I was no longer going to let my past make me feel weak or scared of anything anymore. Of people touching me. Or people being too close. So I joined the Army.
I felt strong, untouchable. I felt independent. Then another male solider decided that I just looked like the type to stay quiet. But I wasn’t. So when he touched me, and six other females in that company, I told everyone I could. All the way up to the brigade. I watched as his life fell apart. I watched as the burn marks on my skin fade away.
I watched myself grow stronger.
Don’t be afraid to tell people. Don’t stay quiet.
You might have wanted to join the army because of that, but leave now... while you can, once you get deployed you will never and I cannot stress this enough, NEVER be the same again
Big daddy Hacks it’s not always like that
You are strong! The fact you went through that at the age 8 and made it out strong and still is breathing is so brave of you! I know you hit rock bottom but you can't stay low for long you gotta climb back up again! Keep climbing never stop!!💪
“When I am in the battlefield, I love it more then my wedding night with the most beautiful of women”
-- Khalid ibn al-Walid
this was powerful.
Don't know why, but this song makes me cry. It's like the end of the good life, now adult life begins with constant responsibilities and problems. I just wanna go back to those years when I was playing with my friends and everything was fine. I will always miss those years. I love you guys
This song makes me feel a certain way I can't describe, it feels so nostalgic and sad at the same time
Use me as a *Free Hug* button.
Edit: "because I love you"
Thank you... ♡😔
@@jelloello9592 you're welcome 💜♥️🍉
tysm ♡
howltae it’s a bot..
Its hard to believe that im so broken that an i love you comment makes me feel great from a total stranger, i love you 💕
have you ever just cried so hard to the point where you had to hold your hand over your mouth
Tia Earle do you want to talk?
Tia Earle OH I JUST CRY✨SILENTLY✨
basically every day 😹
@Carl Williams sigh
no
Uma sensação sem explicação, simplesmente amo essa música...❤
X2 ❤️❤️
My grandfather always says "take care of your pillow it catches your tears in situations when no one else can"
Been Numb for the past few days.
I bursted to tears after seeing your comment.
i remembered what my dad said when i was a kid.
"Dad why are you sad?"
"don't worry about it. enjoy your life, you're only 5 years old. As you grow up, you'll start to have problems as well"
"What do you mean dad?"
"You'll understand when you're older."
I'm 18 now and yeah...
This is to the 1% who will see this.
I Love You.
-Jasmine Winston/ me
💖I love you too. Thank you♥️
I love you too.
Thankyou.
I love you
💗💗💗💗take care and survive as long as you can take sweeties💗💗💗💗
I'm not happy.
So I try to make others happy.
It's a counter effect really.
Edit: I have been reading all of your replies and you all are so sweet! Thank you for all the love and support. If ANYONE in the comments ever needs someone to talk to. Or just to rant to, I’m here. Nobody ever deserves to feel this way. Stay strong. You are loved. Even if you don’t feel like it, just know that there is someone out there willing to give you a hug and tell you it’s ok. I love you all. Just hold tight❤️💕
Same im the joker of the lot but no ome knows the real me
same for me its what I hide behind all the time. I hope you're doing ok x
Kitty D thank you, I'm doing better. Still dealing with crap though. But hey, we can't all be perfect
@@juliak5993 so long as you're happy you don't need to be perfect just contempt within yourself
It's bc you want others to make you happy
I don’t cry, I just stare into thin air wishing that someone’s gonna be here for me
This song really makes me reminisce about the past even with the mistakes I’ve made, it still makes me miss the little moments I’ve had. I miss being in high school, but I wish I interacted enough to still be with my friends even after high school. Now I’ve never felt more alone.
I'm
_-sad-_
_-Depressed-_
_-Lonely-_
_-Isolated-_
_-Suicidal-_
_-Angry-_
_-Empty-_
Just tired.
it will get better i promise.
I’m going through the same thing,
and after 1 year of cutting, crying, and hiding....
I finally realized it gets better
You got this in you, I know it, because I did :)
sending you love and strength for your awaiting future 💞✨💜🤍
Perhaps i just need a break from this world or perhaps i want to destroy society, i literally can do something but not choose to do anything, my fingertips have the power to do something..i just won't it's bad i don't want to ruin her perspective of him but i know how bad he is for her..i literally can do something
just numb
Well i can see on your profil picture
i want to sleep and never see the sun rise again yet i want to stay awake till i see the sun peak at the top of a tree and smile at me.
does.. that make sense?
update 8 months later: thank you all for the kind words, I’m doing much better and have fixed problems I never thought I could fix. I believe all of you can beat whatever you’re going through. It’s gonna take a while but you got this :)
Too much sense, yes
it makes so much sense. thank you. :,)
same, but the stars and the sea involved in someway...
yes. it does.
There are so many people out there who will never think of smiling at the sun, dont waste the courage to do it. Be that change and let people see the beauty only damaged people can truly see.
Reading through the Commentsection... Enjoy the music. Let it get to you. Feel the movement of your emotions along with the music. Make these emotions another reason why it was worth to fight till this day - to experience it. There will always come a moment, for which it was worth staying strong along the way. At least.. thats what life teached me.
Is it possible to sit in a room full of people you know and still feel lonely? I guess it is.
Does anyone else just listens to this song in the middle of the night and cries and just feels so empty and tired from pretending to be „fine“ all day ??
Me rn
Ouch that hit so hard 😔🥺
It's 4 am and i'msad going through coments
its 12:44 and I feel shitty so u not alone :) was gonna cut myself but didnt for some reason
yep
I am not living anymore, I just exist.
Same Philip... same.
Same
Same.
It will get better, I promise, you just have to hold on❤️🥺
This hit me on another level
s/o to this song frr. got me through all four years of highschool. always had this playing on a tab from my laptop while i worked and when i sat in the locker room for lunch, hitting my cart and vape tho so it wasnt too sad all the time just m0st of the time 💀 c/o22 👿
I will be listening to this on Christmas and new year’s. Your worst enemy is yourself
Hope you spent a good Christmas and New Years not depressed