(BOTW) English Ver.「Deathly Loneliness Attacks // 猛独が襲う」歌ってみた✿ham SLOWED + REVERB

Credit to SirHamnet and Melay for audio and video.
No matter how you live your life, you're breathing everyday
Depending on somebody else to lead you on your way
But even if they disappear, you're breathing all the same
'Cause all you'll do is drag along whomever keeps you safe
The people who I cherished and the people I forgot
Relationships came and went without another thought
Although I felt inkling this is not how things should be
I guess I really didn't know a single thing
Whatever anyone may say
I know I've always been this way
As I avert my gaze away from bonds I've severed to this day
Even I cry when I'm alone
Even if nobody will know
'Cause deathly loneliness strikes on its own
For all the people's feelings that I threw off to the side
Although I know I needed them to keep myself in line
The punishment for running from my duty all those times
Has tightened all around my chest and now begins to bite
Before I know it, something in my heart begins to change
I wish I had somebody else to share my everyday
My body feels so numb as I succumb to prickling pain
I realize now that solitude is not a strength
Whatever words I said out loud
I know there's no returning now
And yet again I tell myself "It's fine because it can't be helped"
No matter just how much I cry
No one will be there by my side
The cracks within my heart run deep with time
So that it wouldn't break, So that I wouldn't break
Although my hands were shaking, I still tried to keep it safe
Oh what a simple feeling and I fail still to comprehend
I held too tight and it broke to pieces in the end
Hugging my knees I cry in vain
Knowing that not a thing will change
No one will answer to my useless cries that echo in this room
Even the silence of the night
Even the veil of the moonlight
Won't erase, won't erase what I try to escape, and that's the truth
There's no way I can say all the words hid away
So deathly loneliness has followed me to this day
Song and video are not mine.