Hated by life itself. english ver. 【Oktavia】命に嫌われている。【英語で歌ってみた】
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- Опубликовано: 28 сен 2024
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I’m so tired but I managed something. Finally. Hopefully will have more soon. Actually keyed something down for once (I always try to sing in the originally key because as someone with perfect pitch, I like to appreciate the song in the original chosen key as best I can. Other people may not notice, but ITS HELLA IMPORTANT TO ME LOL)- tried singing it in the original key, then down to A Major, but ultimately I decided it sounded best down in A Flat Major. That’s also my absolute favorite major key (Oktrivia: My favorite minor key is F Minor, IDK, guess I have an affinity for four flats), so maybe I was best able to connect with the song in this key as well (I… Have a dislike for C Major, I’m sorry C Major Stans). That was really the goal here, I think. I wanted to be able to sing this song in a way that was truthful to me. I’ve worked really hard on this, and in the end even after doing this so many times, I think it could be better, but…
The truth is, I could be better. When I stopped singing after Rinne, that was a big sign that things weren’t alright- I ALWAYS make time to do a cover, and for a while I was able to post at least once a month! But yeah, things got really bad and I just felt like it wasn’t worth it to sing anymore. In fact, my parents and I recently made the decision to put me on medical withdrawal for this semester, to get me back to 100% and receive proper psychiatric help for my eating disorder. I’m worried, but then again, I never thought I would get into university in the first place. In high school, eventually I got so depressed I just stopped caring and let myself get Cs and Ds, sleeping through class not because I was tired, but because I just didn’t give a shit anymore. When I got to college, I made it my goal to stop being that way- and I was successful! For the past 5 semesters, I’ve maintained a 4.0 GPA! I think I just need a little breather, a bit of time to get better, and I’ll be back on my feet.
Thank you so much to Myo/Forgetfulsubs for the translation reference and also for the lovely subs because I was NOT about to attempt all that myself L O L
And thank you all, for being so patient with me.
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Vocals/Mix: Oktavia
Music/Lyrics/Video: Kanzaki Iori (nicovideo.jp/my...)
Sub: Forgetfulsubs ( / @forgetfulsubs )
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No youtube , I am not suicidal , this song is just really good
^^
They'll never understand true beauty
me here being suicidal because of how youtube throws ads at me after telling me that this video has suicidal/self harm stuff
RUclips: you listen to this song a lot, are you depressed?
Me, who, despite what some might say, is actually quite happy with my life: ...Sure, Jan
I’m happy you aren’t suicidal! It’s not a fun thing to be lol, speaking from experience. I’m rooting for you! ✨
“Kids with passion to make believe will become young adults with a will to achieve”
I wish I knew that when I was younger...
unknown dragon Really??? Because I’ve always had a strong imagination and..well let’s just say I’m indifferent about dying.... in anyway at any time any place.
I was one of those kids and yet i have no idea what i wanna achieve. It makes me feel as if i failed.
But the next line though is, "As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf"
Me who wants to die because she can never have those childhood fantasies be real and doesn't know what else to do with her life:😑
@@cosmic_seabunny playing make-believe is a saying that you imagine things are better than they are. Which the lyrics say that when someone is older they will want to improve the world
“I could be dead tomorrow, yet im sure in some way...when I go I’ll get to know my life was such a waste.” That one hit me the most.
The first section hit me quite strongly, I guess I avoided the negativity.
I saw your chuuni pfp and since I'm crying already I wanna say that anime means so much to me.
the
'why "i want to die" is treated like another joke' hit me the most
Nihilism huh.
The one that hit me the hardest was “‘Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be’ Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me with those words you never mean”
Choosing to live even when life itself is your worst enemy. This song is seriously some powerful stuff. Thank you for the amazing translation.
Death is only bad if life is good. It's Death that gives life meaning. Sad but true. I can't decide if death or immortality would be worse.
@@Jordan-RamsesI believe death is often misunderstood and exist as an escape from mortal suffering and pain.This is not me saying death is better than living btw. I'm hoping nobody takes what I said the wrong way. I'm not promoting suicide. This is me validating what you said because I agree with you. Those of us that are suffering and that have lost hope look to dying as an escape because death does look better when misery overstays its welcome. 5 years ago I was in a bad spot and ready to end it. Fast forward to now, I'm in a better place and prefer to stay alive. It really does depend on what side of the fence you're on.
“While I don’t care to die I don’t mind a bit but someone I love?...God,I think I’d wish I did.”
Same But thats alright
*pats back*
It took several months and learning the actual lyrics of the Japanese version of this song to truly realize how brilliant this cover is. The lyrics are so masterfully crafted, and bring this song from a simple translation into something much stronger and something that has transcended a mere imitation. THIS is what covers should be.
LITERALLY,,,,,,QUEEN OF SINGING TRANSLYRICS FOR SONGS WITH 1000 BPM 💖💖💖🖤🖤🖤
Hikaru Station
♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪
GOOD GOOD GOOD SO GOOD VERY GOOD
10000000 bpm
Simp!!! Jk
^^
I wanna die but I'm scared to die.
I wanna live but I'm scared to live.
I wish there's another choice.
Edit: is dis copyright?
tfw "I wanna die but i am scared" *feel*. That shit painful
Idk, but I think it's copyrighted in some way or form. I'm not the one do say exactly but that's what I think
You might like the song called Empty. Not by Jaiden, the other one.”
@@someone-fd6pz What's copyrighted? This girl is saying her thoughts. Regardless of whether those words may be in some song or something idk that doesn't mean she's breaking any copyright rules. They are W O R D S. It's not copyrighted.
@@archerestarcher I said, I'm not the one to say if this is copyright or not. It's just my own opinion
I know the comments section is flooded with people who are already saying they relate to this, but I just wanted to thank you for posting this at the time you did. I’m going through one of the hardest times in my life and it feels so comforting to listen to music that resonates with me. It gives me a lot of courage and hope, along with your voice which sounds amazing in this song
I hope your mental health continues to improve and you can keep doing what you love, whatever it may be.
piko's left leg I personally think listening to upbeat, happy music would help more.
Hurricanian this has a happy upbeat tune.
I pray your life turns out good . All the best 👍😊
@@hurricanian6146 that works for me sometimes but sometimes i listen to the lyrics about like positivity or love and i think about how un-relatable it is and it makes me feel worse.
Lana Jane oh, yeah. My opinions have changed since then, but you still gotta remember the good in life.
I'm not that depressed and don't relate to all of these lyrics, but I still find them very pretty and genuine
Same
Depression isn't really a disease so it can't really be cured
There's only digging up a grave for depression and putting it in it to leave it behind
At some point, we will relate to them, though. Some of it, anyway.
@@DrageLee A cold isn't a disease and it can be cured. Diseases aren't the only thing that can be cured.
The vocal skills needed to sing the English translation of this song are so damn high, and this woman blew through its ceiling and into outer space. Massive respect. Like, wow.
Lyrics:
“Don’t you wish for death when you’re feeling weak!
Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be!”
…Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me
With those words you never mean.
While I don’t care to die, I don’t mind a bit
But someone I love? …God, I think I’d wish I did
I suppose “Because I won’t like it”
Is all my ego is.
Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t-met,
Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend
Even so, we’re supposed to “live a peaceful life”?
Even though I bet it’s nice, I bet we’ve tried.
Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor
Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor
Hearing that song, a humming young boy wandered
Off with a knife and an offer.
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why they force code and ego on the radio.
Day-to-day, they’re singing out “I’ll take you down”, but then again,
Who takes when they’re really being generous?
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “I want to die” is treated like another joke.
That world where we see the worth in growing old,
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Penniless again, through the day anew,
I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune
Lost upon life’s meaning, I take in the truth,
Breathe and see there isn’t anything I’m meant to do.
Would these wounds be better off expressed
With the lowly illustration “I’m so lonely” suggests?
Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness,
I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed
Kids with passion to play make-believe will
Become young adults with a will to achieve.
As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf,
Carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed…
Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design,
Bored for eternity, the only to survive…
…These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind.
Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I’m not afraid,
All the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I’d break
Lost in conflicting thoughts, I’m sure they’d have a lot to say
Yes, I can guess what they’d convey:
“Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were.”
“If you can’t confront demise, then live the life you don’t deserve.”
Since we’re bound to end up sad and back to being hurt,
We should laugh with the friends we lack forever
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why we claim to get the happiness we haven’t shown.
Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud,
We smile while pretending that we’re better now
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “So long” took on the meaning of “I wanna go”.
That time where “Goodbye” implied “For now, I hope”
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Contentment and exits, affection and friendships-
They’re gifts you can get for your money
…Within but a whimsical fantasy.
I could be dead tomorrow, yet I’m sure in some way,
When I go, I’ll get to know my life was such a waste.
Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn,
We die everyday, and that’s exactly why I chase
No wishes or visions; since all I can afford
Is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more.
Of course… That’s surely
All I’ll ever need to sing for.
Hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
What makes the meaning matter when we die alone.
It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two,
Soon enough, the rest of us will sink like a leaf into
Anywhere we know it’s not for naught, ‘cause we don’t stop
Going out and off, always giving everything we got
To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting,
Living, living, living, living,
Living on.
i've listened to this an alarming amount of times-
well, i don't think it's a bad sign if you keep listening this song for some reasons.
@@someone-fd6pz mental
The seal on the lonliness breaks
Physical I become dumb(unable to hear)
😂😂😂😂😅😅😅
@@inovativeteacher6188 yeah :D
Relatable man
Oof
An absolutely beautiful song. It’s a shame everyone just considers it a suicide song. It simply isn’t. It’s trying to fight that idea itself. But anyway this is a tune I put in my work out playlist
Exactly. It's a song about seeing all the hate, the ugliness, the sadness in the world... And choosing to live on. No matter how many times you get knocked down, you get back up. You tell the world you REFUSE to be broken. And you live on. You fight tooth and nail to keep on living, because no matter how small, there's good in the world
@@ericmurotake5180ruclips.net/video/utRRAnF-mIk/видео.htmlsi=DQV395Uv9Re7a2_8 imo very similar to this song, about living on despite it all
I saw this song come up and was excited for another Oktavia cover. I hadn't ever heard this song before, so I was only vaguely aware of what to expect. Maybe it's because I'm feeling tender and emotional today, but what I found was a song my past self connected with a little too wel...and somehow, it was encouraging.
Maybe it's because I'm still here. Maybe it's because I can look back now and see that all those times where the only thing keeping me from giving up was my family have been worth it, because my life HAS improved. Maybe it's because I suddenly don't feel so alone in the moments where those thoughts threaten to come back. In any case, it was like my past was popping up to remind me of how much it hurt and make me realize just how far I've been able to come.
So thank you, Oktavia. And to everyone else who's where I was...hey, take me as living proof things CAN get better. I know it doesn't feel like it--believe me, I do--but if you just keep going, just keep forcing yourself through, just keep trying new things...maybe one day, you'll be able to call these feelings a part of your past. I'm marching right along with you. ❤
Ok, guess I'm first comment.
I totally relate with you, and you're giving me a lot of hope. Thank you, I've been feeling kinda sad lately but it's... getting better? And both this song and your comment are a bright light at the end of the tunnel for DEFINITELY not just me. So, thank you.
From, a stupid middle school girl(that definitely shouldn't have written this on the judging internet)
this really struck home with me. i've definitely had long, long periods of time that all i felt i had left was my animal companions or my sisters, etc. knowing i made it this far makes me so proud of myself. finding people like me, like you, that have gone through all this pain and are still here is such a beautiful feeling. knowing we're far from alone and we're welcomed with open arms into a group of survivors.
your comment will stick with my heart for a long, long time. thank you
sincerely, a teenaged boy that just needed to hear that someone made it through okay :)
@@_pyxeled The people here are surprisingly kind (in the comments section).
@@kucak7835 oh shit, this was two years ago??? holy hell
guess this comment section deserves an update! jesus. first off, not in middle school anymore! second off, not a girl anymore! and third, quarantine's been a bitch but we are still pushing through. shoutout to "ive been feeling kinda sad lately" in my first comment! oh dear, sweet baby pixeledink, that was just the start of it.
i'm being overdramatic here, haha. things have actually improved a lot. i know who i am, i know who my friends are and what i want to be, and on most days i can say that i'm content in where i am now.
(PS. this song still bangs harder than my neighbors do at two in the morning.)
cheers. from, a dumbass high school boy (that definitely shouldn't have updated this on the "judging" internet).
"Contentment
And exits,
affection,
And friendships
They're gifts you can get for your money..."
I wish I could say that's a lie..
well you can accept them as a beautiful lie that you can have. but yeah a lie never gonna stop the bleeding but only make it slower
But you forget the next line.
"Within but a whimsical fantasy. "
I wished my school could watch this so they stop making 'I'm lonely' and 'I want to die' jokes
Idk what caught my eye first. Kanadead or death jokes.
I personally make death jokes because its a way to cope. And humor is a way that I deal with things
I should play this at my high school talent show while playing the piano.
But sometimes people joke about that to cope. Such as myself. I say edgy jokes making fun of death and suicide to cope. So I won't hurt myself and won't do it myself. It makes me forget about the urges. And I think it helps me better than any other coping skills put in front of me. Especially if I say it around others, it's to ground myself. Again, it's also healthier than self-harming, drinking, drugs, and attempting to kill oneself.in my opinion.
Maki Roll love your name
I really don't know if this is really the english lyrics..
I wanted to listen to this on repeat, but now I have to click the proceed button.
Should still be able to set it to loop afterwards.
I actually cried listening to this. The whole song just struck a chord in me and your singing just brought it to the next level! Thank you.
After hearing/reading “we should laugh with the friends we lack forever” had me
“Don’t you wish for death when you’re feeling weak!
Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be!”
…Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me
With those words you never mean.
While I don’t care to die, I don’t mind a bit
But someone I love? …God, I think I’d wish I did
I suppose “Because I won’t like it”
Is all my ego is.
Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t-met,
Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend
Even so, we’re supposed to “live a peaceful life”?
Even though I bet it’s nice, I bet we’ve tried.
Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor
Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor
Hearing that song, a humming young boy wandered
Off with a knife and an offer.
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why they force code and ego on the radio.
Day-to-day, they’re singing out “I’ll take you down”, but then again,
Who takes when they’re really being generous?
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “I want to die” is treated like another joke.
That world where we see the worth in growing old,
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Penniless again, through the day anew,
I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune
Lost upon life’s meaning, I take in the truth,
Breathe and see there isn’t anything I’m meant to do.
Would these wounds be better off expressed
With the lowly illustration “I’m so lonely” suggests?
Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness,
I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed
Kids with passion to play make-believe will
Become young adults with a will to achieve.
As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf,
Carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed…
Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design,
Bored for eternity, the only to survive…
…These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind.
Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I’m not afraid,
All the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I’d break
Lost in conflicting thoughts, I’m sure they’d have a lot to say
Yes, I can guess what they’d convey:
“Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were.”
“If you can’t confront demise, then live the life you don’t deserve.”
Since we’re bound to end up sad and back to being hurt,
We should laugh with the friends we lack forever
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why we claim to get the happiness we haven’t shown.
Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud,
We smile while pretending that we’re better now
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “So long” took on the meaning of “I wanna go”.
That time where “Goodbye” implied “For now, I hope”
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Contentment and exits, affection and friendships-
They’re gifts you can get for your money
…Within but a whimsical fantasy.
I could be dead tomorrow, yet I’m sure in some way,
When I go, I’ll get to know my life was such a waste.
Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn,
We die everyday, and that’s exactly why I chase
No wishes or visions; since all I can afford
Is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more.
Of course… That’s surely
All I’ll ever need to sing for.
Hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
What makes the meaning matter when we die alone.
It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two,
Soon enough, the rest of us will sink like a leaf into
Anywhere we know it’s not for naught, ‘cause we don’t stop
Going out and off, always giving everything we got
To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting,
Living, living, living, living,
Living on.
...really
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@@Maz1o jeidbdisnxiandosmdowndownciskd
this song hits me especially hard recently. School's been going terribly, I haven't had time to really do anything I enjoy. At times I just go "If someone runs a red light at the next intersection and takes me out, maybe that's for the better."
I've been thinking "Well, if i fail, maybe i'll just die along with my grades."
terrible mindset to be in. It's almost like I'm arguing with myself in my head. My logical side knows I'm in a terrible mental state and I need to get out of it, yet the rest of me can't seem to agree. I'm hopelessly lazy, haven't learned a thing this year, and I have to worry about the future soon.
I can't disappoint my parents, yet I don't want to worry them either. All the pressure is on me, and I'm the only one putting it there. Who do I blame? My parents aren't the usual horror story asian parents, they are genuinely understanding and have good intentions. My school might be terribly structured, but is it their fault that I can't learn there? No. It all falls on me. I know this, and I can't find myself doing anything about it. It hurts. It really does. All i can do is complain, but deep down i know I can't blame anybody but myself.
I really need finals to come, go, and stay away. those two months of summer vacation will be the perfect therapy.
I’m sorry to hear that, that’s really rough. Wanted to remind you that things will always get better eventually even if they don’t feel like they will!! I’m here to talk if you need me!!! Sending all my love and support
I may not know your story nor your exact situation indepth meaning I can not say what you're feeling is wrong in a typical sense. However despite you knowing it's an issue and that you want to fix it is a good sign. Sure it might torment you to death but honestly the first step is realizing and then getting to work. Imagine if you weren't self aware. That'd be more terrifying having to stay stuck in the same problem.
Sure it might not be easy, I think first if anything you need to focus on having a good support system and then focusing on getting encouragement from them or getting better for them. Maybe just their energy will help you if you can't get deep with them like you maybe want to.
You have potential to change, realizing what you are now and what you use to be in the past. Remember those good traits and times? I don't know if you can exactly use that as a basis but use it to inspire yourself to aim higher.
I don't know if my words will reach you. I'd share my own experiences but I don't know if I should. It's weird, I kinda feel like it's easier to speak to strangers about your problems because you have no connection and maybe you have a few things in common. If you want to talk and if we relate then maybe I will respond with some of my own story. Shafireman#6556 is my Discord.
Don't feel like you're a burden to me, despite what I'm doing I've kinda helped many people at the right time which is why I have the mindset I do today.
i get you. your comment has been a year ago, so i hope youre doing much better now. you are so loved
don't worry, you're not alone! i'm sorta in the same situation, except my parents are.. ehhh. anyway, i hope you get loads better during summer vacation!!!!!!!! do whatever you want, cus you're free!!!!!!!
hey kiddos, i know that shit gets really hard but i beg of you, that if you're feeling this way, PLEASE get some help. it may seem pretty normal because of how common it is now, but i promise you that this is NOT normal. i was hospitalized in november because of a suicide attempt, something which could've been avoided if i'd spoken out about my struggle rather than internalizing it all. please, speak up if you're hurting.
I wouldn't say speaking up will fix everything though. I spoke up about my issues after years of bottling it all up and once I finally opened up about it nothing really changed. I was hospitalized and was seeing a psychiatrist but none of that helped and honestly I feel like I am at my lowest point currently. They put me on meds and sent me on my way. I saw a psychologist sometimes after that but that wasn't helping either. Eventually I stopped going and I'm no longer taking the meds because they weren't helping either. I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel trapped and helpless. I think about killing myself multiple times on a daily basis and the only things really keeping me from doing so is I dont want to do that to my family and i remember reading something that said suicide is always on the table but make sure you do everything else within your power before taking that option. If you honestly try to change things and you still can't get through it, then go through with it. So I try every day to change things. I dont know why I'm typing this out and I'm sorry if this is a downer for anyone, I guess this was just something I had to get off my chest. Thanks for reading this if anybody did I guess, and sorry again for this post.
Edit: wanted to clarify that this is just my perspective and situation and maybe therapy or medication could possibly help someone else who is struggling, I'm not writing those off for other people so I agree that you should speak up and seek out help of you need it, I suppose I just wanted to share my experience. If anyone out there needs help then try to get the help you need, maybe it will work out for you.
@@clarificationmayberequired2155 You shouldn't really say "then go through with it" in any situation. As for psychiatrists/psychologists, try to get to talking with someone you can actually connect with, as psychologists can't magically cure your issues, they can only help you get on the right path and walk through it with you.
That being said, I know a point of feeling like nothing else will ever help as I've been there and nearly gone through with "it". What ended up helping me is really trying to open up and actually speak my mind as well as let myself be helped. Of course not everyone is going to be as fortunate as I was with how many people were ready to help me once I allowed it to happen, but there's always a way to go look for help. No matter what state you're in, even here on the internet there will always be people that want to be there for you. Don't give up and "go through with it". Always keep trying no matter how horrible you feel, because god damn am I glad I didn't give up, and I'm fairly certain you'll feel the same.
tl;dr speaking up itself won't fix anything, but it'll allow you to open up and start working on yourself with the help of others. Please, do your best and try to let people help you.
And because I'm sure some of you feel the same way I used to; You don't need to feel bad or embarrassed about wanting to feel happy again and getting help to achieve your goals. Let people be there for you, plox
@@Jepysauce I'm sorry, it seems I wasnt clear on the "then go through with it" point. What I meant there was that was my personal mindset on the subject of trying to get through everything, not that I'm telling everyone else that they should do the same thing. That's just my personal "rule set" I guess I would call it. Try everything and if I am at the end of my rope then that is still there. I guess its hypocritical to say that others shouldn't follow the same "rules" as me but to me that is just the answer I found for myself, and I think others should do their best and find out what works for them as well. Maybe it will make sense if I say that in a twisted way that for me it's like saying "hey you have nothing to lose to keep going that extra day and if in the end nothing works out that will be there for you" for me to have as an alternative. Also I understand that there is no magical cure to fix things, I just simplified my situation down instead of getting into it. I tried to work with them on communicating my issues but it wasnt going anywhere and I didn't think anything was improving in my situation. I also understand that it's a two sided situation because I need to put effort into trying to fix things too. In regards to finding people to communicate and connect with that is really hard for me to do. One of my biggest issues in life has been making connections because of multiple different factors and I am at the point where i am actively avoiding these now because I am terrified of other people and I have a hard time even talking to people in person about normal stuff let alone my problems. I see myself as insignificant and a burden on everyone else and I dont want to get involved in other peoples lives because I dont want to cause problems for them either. I could keep going but I dont want to trouble you any further than I already have. Thank you for taking the time to respond and I'm sorry for wasting your time. I hope you have a nice day/night.
@@clarificationmayberequired2155 You aren't wasting our time. I have hope that things will get better for you.
"we smile while pretending we're better now"
dang....
that hit HARD
I was just about to comment that
This song hits so deep.. Japanese and English both really get me in my feelings.
how did u get kermit as an account
gavin bonet Because :3
Reminder:
I know things are going to get tough, but you have to remember that for every time you fall, you have to keep getting up. No matter how *strong* or *weak* you are. There are things to look forward to. It's okay not to understand why we're here, what *feelings* are, and how to keep going through life the way you are. All you really have to do is what feels right. No matter what anyone else says. Even if you truly are alone. Just keep moving forwards through life as you see fit. If you ever feel like it's getting to be too much, talk to someone. You can even talk to me! No one is truly a horrible person, as long as they have positive qualities, which everyone has. You can never be *that* bad, because even throughout everything, if you truly need and want to, you are able to change. (EDIT: Please stop with the negative replies, this was meant to be positive. I really do mean these words. You are loved, and you are cared for.
Do you mean this words? If so it doesn't matter.
Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me with those words you never mean.
even with all the efforts, its down to you to decide if they mean it or not. even with all the efforts, its still your decision, no matter what. i would like to believe they mean it and understand you dont think so.
Gemini be like Asta-
Thanks, but it doesn't help me typically because honestly i deserve depression I'm a bad person and oh you might say "But you're not a bad person I'm sure you're good" (as if anyone would ever say that), i bullied people and i had no reason to, i did it for my own satisfaction, i didn't mind what i did to my victims, i hurted them, i put them down. Soon enough i had a mental breakdown of regret honestly it changed my heart but it didn't stop me, i honesty don't know why i still hurt people although i know it's wrong, when i do it I'm naturally at a loss of empathy but my mind and heart still are regretting at the moment. I think i deserve depression, it's my karma for not being good, i know no one can truly be good without doing some wrong but I'm beyond that I'm bad. I wish i could truly change but what's the point? I'd just slowly return to my past self like i always do. It makes me hate being persistent I'm surprised i haven't gave up and just accepted it, i want to lock myself away, people will never understand since I'm not a victim of bullying since i was the bully. I hate when people talk about bullies, how they got bullied and how much they hate them because it's so awkward i would love to be there for them but i always leave the conversation.
Edit: sorry if i repeated words... I find it hard to remember what i wrote therefore i may have repeated what i said (well the topic)...
As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed... This line just sticks with me for some reason and I don't know why. I only recently started obsessing over the original song and now I find this English vers and hot damn for the lyrics and singing are both so good.
I see it as a testament to the one ultimate truth of life. That, in the end, we will wither and vanish. And in time, we will be forgotten by the world. Which is strangely comforting, in a way. Because in the end, none of it will matter. Rich or poor, great or small, all deeds and ills... it all is just a tiny speck in the vast ocean of life. Even if we feel like something is the end of the world, it's just a tiny droplet in the ocean
Sorry for the essay, tl;dr: I'm happy this is up, I'm happy for you, and proud you're deciding to focus on your recovery.
Aaaaa this song has had so much meaning to me when I was in really bad mental stages and you covered this song so perfectly.
i have related to this song so many times
Yeah I know right! It's a really good song.
Also hi Maki
@@DuneTheKaiju, wait, Harukawa-san was here?
@@_snowy_weather_ Yes, the profile picture
@@DuneTheKaiju, oof, sorry, I can be an idiot sometimes.
One of the best English version of a japanese song that actually captures the song's essence.
this comment section is such a wholesome place
I wish the whole world was like that.
Their are always good people in the world you just have to know where to look
You sure? They're like super sad and depressy. I really wanna try to help them But I can't. Because I don't know how.
Wholesome yet depressing...
@@katalimendoza2569 same Tvt
I don't know why this song just feels so...hopeful, I guess?
It feels almost like a breath of fresh air to me. I don't take suicidal thoughts from it, if anything it feels kinda like the world we live in being described by someone young, and aware of all the bad in life yet they still live on for the sake of others. It feels surreal
It is reallistick but not pessemistik, it might be one of the most sober and neutral takes on live itsself
Lyrics
Don’t you wish for death
When you’re feeling weak!
Hardships aren’t as hard
As they seem to be!
Sure, say that all you want
You’re not fooling me
With those words you never mean
While I don’t care to die
I don’t mind a bit
But someone I love?
God, I think I’d wish I did
I suppose
Because I won’t like it
Is all my ego is.
Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t met
Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend
Even so, we’re supposed to
Live a peaceful life?
Even though I bet it’s nice
I bet we’ve tried.
Someone succumbs behind
The colors of the monitor
Deep in grief, another weeps
By singing in their honor
Hearing that song
A humming young boy wandered
Off with a knife and an offer
Everybody hated well by life itself
We’ll never know
Why they force code
And ego on the radio
Day-to-day, they’re singing out
I'll take you down
But then again
Who takes when they’re
Really being generous?
Everybody hated well by life itself
We’ll never know
Why
I want to die
Is treated like another joke
That world where we see
The worth in growing old
Anybody hated well by life itself
Will never know
Penniless again, through the day anew
I decide to praise the
Lazy and sing out of tune
Lost upon life’s meaning
I take in the truth
Breathe and see there isn’t
Anything I’m meant to do
Would these wounds be
Better off expressed
With the lowly illustration
I’m so lonely suggests?
Shouldering nothing
But this stubbornness
I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed
Kids with passion
To play make-believe will
Become young adults
With a will to achieve
As we age, there comes a day
We fester like a falling leaf
Carried down without a clue
To prove we ever breathed
Breathing on for centuries
In a deathless design
Bored for eternity, the only to survive
These are the kinds of sci-fi
Dreams always on my mind
Numb to the pain
Can I die? Though I’m not afraid
All the same, I have to pay attention
To the hearts I’d break
Lost in conflicting thoughts
I'm sure they’d have a lot to say
Yes, I can guess what they’d convey
Perfect things need to stay as
Perfect as they always were
If you can’t confront demise
Then live the life you don’t deserve
Since we’re bound to end up
Sad and back to being hurt
We should laugh with the
Friends we lack forever
Everybody hated well by life itself
We’ll never know
Why we claim to get the
Happiness we haven’t shown
Angered by our past hands
Past, as we complain aloud
We smile while pretending
That we’re better now
Everybody hated well by life itself
We’ll never know
Why
So long
Took on the meaning of
I wanna go
That time where
Goodbye
Implied
For now, I hope
Anybody hated well by life itself
Will never know
Contentment and exits
Affection and friendships
They’re gifts you can get for your money
Within but a whimsical fantasy
I could be dead tomorrow
Yet I’m sure in some way
When I go, I’ll get to know
My life was such a waste
Through daylight and stardom
Through springtime and autumn
We die everyday, and
That’s exactly why I chase
No wishes or visions
Since all I can afford
Is protecting your life, I ask
For that and nothing more
Of course
That’s surely
All I’ll ever need to sing for
Hated well by life itself
We’ll never know
What makes the meaning
Matter when we die alone
It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two
Soon enough, the rest of us
Will sink like a leaf into.
Anywhere we know it’s not for
Naught, ‘cause we don’t stop
Going out and off, always
Giving everything we got
To killing, to kicking
To grinning, to gritting
Living, living, living, living
Living on.
This song reminds me a lot of my life...
Wanting to die but not WANTING death, only thing keeping me alive being how my death would negatively impact everyone around me, being brushed off as joking, being scared of growing up, and feeling like life itself hates me because I'm constantly hit with hardships and unfair situations.
最後の「living on」が、日本語の「生きろ」と発音が似てて、胸がギュッてなった
The fact this song is now stuck in my mind and whenever I write in class I keep on writing the lyrics instead of what I need to write and when I don't notice it my friend then asks me why i'm writing something else and then i realize and i erase it quickly and not answer they're questions, i'm well enough to understand all the hatred in our world and i'm truly almost against many things in the world but don't blame me i just don't like them or so.
Me too, well at least the lyrics ive memorised
the biggest tragedy is this not being on spotify
Honestly, this description absolutely breaks my heart. No one should ever have to go through this kind of shit, especially someone as undeserving of it as you. I am so, SO glad that you're getting help, though, and that you've gotten better the last few months, and that you've regained the ambition to continue making covers again! Take all the time you need to rest and don't push yourself too much, though - if singing gets to be too much, everyone understands if you need to take a step away and stop doing it for a while. Love you!
"we die everyday and that's exactly what I chase no wishes or visions its all we can afford is protecting your life, I ask for nothing more"
yea time to cry
this line.. along with the whole song hits so close to me. i always keep up a brave face for my friends who struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. i always bring them out of the suicidal attempts and constantly try and make them feel better.. because i don’t want them to feel what i feel. so, i’ll protect their life and i want nothing in return.. because it’s all i could ever ask for, for them to keep living and fighting for me.
A song I can get emotions out when I feel weak or desperate.
I love the cover and it's sounds so passionate and filled with emotions I'm glad I found this
"No wishes or visions, since all i can afford is protecting your life, i ask for that and nothing more"
This line is my current sense of self tbh
ngl this song is one of the things that helped pull me out of a very suicidal mentality. I had grown up in a home where i was raised believing that I was the reason my family split up, thinking that I am inherintly less valueable than everyone else, and just thinking that the world would be better off without me. Eventually covid happened and the only good things i had in life were taken, my mom sold my dog, I was forced to move to the city where i knew no one and with online school I was completly isolated from people. Life just kept kicking me in the face and eventually after my mom said she wished i would just jump off the roof I legitametly gave up on life and attempted to end it numerous times. I got sent to a mental hospital that only made my issues worse but now just added more trauma. After I got out of the hospital I was at my worst, i was sitting on the roof trying to get myself to jump almost every night. I made a friend during the first year back in school and that added a little bit of stability to my life. Recently I think I have broken out of my old mindset, sure life sucks and it loves to punch you in the face, but there is still goodness and beauty in the world if you look hard enough, and maybe even if just as a big middle finger to life, I have chosen to stay alive.
Letting yourself go to waste, then picking up after yourself and then keeping a perfect GPA? Thanks for the inspiration since I'm also trying to come to this ending. Thank you.
Everyone’s all depressed in the comments while im here noticing that at 3:43 the second “living” is a size bigger than the other three.
And I’m just over in the corner thinking abt how much it reminds me of certain fictional character(s) I like ;-;
Life doesn't hate me today cause I got to hear an awesome cover!
"Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven't met // cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend" is a clever way to interpret 「他人が生きてもどうでもよくて // 誰かを嫌うこともファッションで」
It adds meaning and hits harder than the original line. Cowering and hatred are usually used like opposites, but it's perfect here. Nice going!
"Why 'I wanna die' is treated like another joke. That world where we see the worth in growing old, anybody hated well by life itself we'll never know."
*cries*
This hit me right in the feels.
I don't even have words for how beautiful this is
" Kids with passion to play-make believe will become young adults that will achieve."
When I was younger (10-11) I dreamed of getting accepted into FIU and study to become a physician's assistant.
Get married. Have two kids one boy, (Samuel) and one girl, (Arcee)
Now I know that the chances of all of that happening are low.
I haven't given up yet but I'm losing hope.
Is it ok if I know what's your fantasy?
My fantasy is to own a small bookstore and cafe in Oamaru, New Zealand with my best friend. I want to have a Ph.D. in psychology and research mental illnesses like DID, ASD, and schizophrenia. Maybe I'll eventually have a girlfriend that I would be happy to spend my life with. I just want a future that I can hold on to.
Honestly? I'm just hoping I have a future.
I want to open a pro bono psychology clinic.
I want to become a lawyer and fix this stupid legal system where we are. I want to have a small family one girl, a dog and snake. I don't think it will happen but I'll still hope
Mine is not realistic sadley
かっこよさが異常で鳥肌立ちすぎて鳥になった((ε( ° Θ ° )з))
あと日本人いるかい？
おります！ヽ(´∀｀≡´∀｀)ﾉ
歌声も発音も美しいですよね✨
はい (･ω･)ﾉ*｡.･°*
いまーす
いるぜ！！！
"If you can't confront demise, then live the life you dont deserve" Hits hard.
Yes it does
"perfect things need to stay perfect as they always were"
Knowing most people on the world
agree to this remind of how rotten the world is......
I've watched this video every now and then. I used to get recommend the "Don't do it hotline" alongside this video. I'm so glad that doesn't show up anymore, because I never saw it as a dark song, I always saw it as a hopeful song. Yes sometimes, times will get dark, but that doesn't mean it always is, and you can always ask for help. I know I did, and I don't regret it.
HOLY CROW! HOW DID YOU FIND THE TIME TO BREATHE!!! AND FULLY PRONOUNCE WORDS!!!!
"Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor deep in grief while another weeps by singing in their honor"
Too close
Way too close
Theres a lot to unpack from this song, it all hurts and feels nice at the same time.But the lines that stuck with me the most were definitely:
"I could be dead tomorrow, yet im sure in some way, when i go ill get to know my life was such a waste."
"Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain allowed. We smile while pretending that we're better now"
and lastly " Since we're bound to end up sad and back to being hurt, we should laugh with the friends we lack forever"
A lot of pain in those ones for me.
OKTAVIA THIS WAS 1000% WORTH THE WAIT THIS IS SO GOOD AAAAAA
i dont mind at all having to wait this long, and i think others can agree too. especially if it has something to do with recovering from mental health!
take it easy oktavia you deserve it.
I'm not suicidal or anything but damn this song is really good and it really gives me a sense of determination when I listen to it
i just wanted to mention how much this cover means to me. this song has convinced me to keep going countless times. a few months ago, one of my friends committed suicide. my life hasn't been the same without him & i miss him every single day. this is the first time i've listened to this song since he passed. i've never cried so hard to this song. it reminded me so much of him. i wish someone could have told him this. i know he's in a better place now, but i wish i could have told him some of these things when he needed it the most. thank you for this.
OMG YES! I have wanted an English cover of this song for SO LONG but could never find one!
THIS IS SO WORTH WAITING FOR THANK YOU!!!
I love how you can hear every breath she takes in the song so you can sing along with her, I just love it
there's now a suicide hotline now attached to this video and you need to click a bottom to continue with watching the video now.
I have never felt strong, hardships are not as hard as they seem to be when it is all you ever known, sometimes you just have to accept that it cannot be helped and nothing can be done about!
Take everyday as it is and keep moving forward, even a bad day can have good little moments and those are what matters!
Regardless of my minor disagreement with the start of the song it is a really good one!
you kind of proved the point I feel. to say "sometimes you have to accept that it cannot be helped and nothing can be done about it" is not unlike saying hardships aren't as bad as the seem to be.
this is about the feeling when life has beaten you down so much that even small hardships completely stop you in your track. "you're not fooling me with those words you never mean" is more of a denial due to this mental state. and just saying one has to accept it is ineffective or even counterproductive since they're so deeply buried in their own head.
@@spamspam9367 the point behind the statement hardships are not as hard as the seem is a lie we tell ourselves, it is something the musician is calling out probably because she use to lie herself it that manner, it is like saying something doesn't bother you when it does you can say it you can convince yourself but it will continue to bother you.
But what is the alternative to not having hardships? To just magically become a person this song and bad apple really hits me because this song is the first half and because I am a sociopath the second half will there ever be a place for the broken in the light, turns out when you don't show emotions for the hurt and injured even though you cannot people will hold cruel opinions of you!
So those words hardships are not as hard as they seem to be is more of a lie for myself I don't need to fool you I need to fool myself!
God, your voice is so freaking beautiful. You absolutely ROCKED this song!
RUclips just gave the number for the national suicide prevention hotline wtf
I don't think there has ever been a song that has portrayed the constant internal battle with oneself as accurately as this one has..
After actually looking and interpreting the lyrics this song is so deep, like the line "saying 'i want to die' can be treated as another joke" good job to the creator of the song and for you for singing it so well
死にたいなんて言うなよ。諦めないで生きろよ。」
そんな歌が正しいなんて馬鹿げてるよな。
実際自分は死んでもよくて
周りが死んだら悲しくて
「それが嫌だから」っていうエゴなんです。
他人が生きてもどうでもよくて
誰かを嫌うこともファッションで
それでも「平和に生きよう」
なんて素敵なことでしょう
画面の先では誰かが死んで
それを嘆いて誰かが歌って
それに感化された少年がナイフをもって走った。
僕らは命に嫌われている。
価値観もエゴも押し付けていつも誰かを殺したい歌を
簡単に電波で流した。
僕らは命に嫌われている。
軽々しく死にたいだとか
軽々しく命を見てる僕らは命に嫌われている。
お金がないので今日も一日中惰眠を謳歌する
生きる意味なんて見い出せず、
無駄を自覚して息をする。
｢寂しい｣なんて言葉でこの傷が表せていいものか
そんな意地ばかり抱え今日も一人ベッドに眠る
少年だった僕達はいつか青年に変わっていく。
年老いていつか枯れ葉のように誰にも知られず朽ちていく。
不死身な身体を手に入れて、一生死なずに生きていく｡
そんなSFを妄想してる
自分が死んでもどうでもよくて
それでも周りに生きて欲しくて
矛盾を抱えて生きてくなんて怒られてしまう。
「正しいものは正しくいなさい。」
「死にたくないなら生きていなさい。」
悲しくなるならそれでもいいならずっと一人で笑えよ｡
僕らは命に嫌われている。
幸福の意味すらわからず、生まれた環境ばかり憎んで
簡単に過去ばかり呪う。
僕らは命に嫌われている。
さよならばかりが好きすぎて本当の別れなど知らない
僕らは命に嫌われている。
シンプルに自分用
AAAAAH this was so worth the wait!
I was really excited for this, and you did such a fantastic job covering this song.
I know you've had a rough time recently, and I really hope things are going better now.
I still regularly come back to listen to this. Your cover absolutely knocks it out of the park. Thank you for this, so much!
Yeah I have found this Song three years ago and still find myself comming back to it
This song... it’s one of the things I can listen to when I need to stop myself from doing something I regret... no matter how negative the lyrics may seem, this song is seriously a beacon of hope for me. Thank you for translating this so well... it really helps
Most relatable song I've ever heard, it's like my life in a song.
Lyrics:
“Don’t you wish for death when you’re feeling weak!
Hardships aren’t as hard as they seem to be!”
...Sure, say that all you want, you’re not fooling me
With those words you never mean.
While I don’t care to die, I don’t mind a bit
But someone I love? ...God, I think I’d wish I did
I suppose “Because I won’t like it”
Is all my ego is.
Happy to gaze upon the pain of the haven’t-met,
Cowering in our hatred has become a fashion trend
Even so, we’re supposed to “live a peaceful life”?
Even though I bet it’s nice, I bet we’ve tried.
Someone succumbs behind the colors of the monitor
Deep in grief, another weeps by singing in their honor
Hearrng that song, a humming young boy wandered
Off with a knife and an offer.
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why they force code and ego on the radio.
Day-to-day, they’re singing out “I’ll take you down”, but then again,
Who takes when they’re really being generous?
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “I want to die” is treated like another joke.
That world where we see the worth in growing old,
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Penniless again, through the day anew,
I decide to praise the lazy and sing out of tune
Lost upon life’s meaning, I take in the truth,
Breathe and see there isn’t anything I’m meant to do.
Would these wounds be better off expressed
With the lowly illustration “I’m so lonely” suggests?
Shouldering nothing but this stubbornness,
I’m nothing but alone when I go to bed
Kids with passion to play make-believe will
Become young adults with a will to achieve.
As we age, there comes a day we fester like a falling leaf,
Carried down without a clue to prove we ever breathed...
Breathing on for centuries in a deathless design,
Bored for eternity, the only to survive...
...These are the kinds of sci-fi dreams always on my mind.
Numb to the pain, can I die? Though I’m not afraid,
All the same, I have to pay attention to the hearts I’d break
Lost in conflicting thoughts, I’m sure they’d have a lot to say
Yes, I can guess what they’d convey:
“Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were.”
“If you can’t confront demise, then live the life you don’t deserve.”
Since we’re bound to end up sad and back to being hurt,
We should laugh with the friends we lack forever
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why we claim to get the happiness we haven’t shown.
Angered by our past hands, past, as we complain aloud,
We smile while pretending that we’re better now
Everybody hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
Why “So long” took on the meaning of “I wanna go”.
That time where “Goodbye” implied “For now, I hope”
Anybody hated well by life itself will never know.
Contentment and exits, affection and friendships-
They’re gifts you can get for your money
...Within but a whimsical fantasy.
I could be dead tomorrow, yet I’m sure in some way,
When I go, I’ll get to know my life was such a waste.
Through daylight and stardom, through springtime and autumn,
We die everyday, and that’s exactly why I chase
No wishes or visions; since all I can afford
Is protecting your life, I ask for that and nothing more.
Of course... That’s surely
All I’ll ever need to sing for.
Hated well by life itself, we’ll never know
What makes the meaning matter when we die alone.
It’ll taint you, it’ll taint two,
Soon enough, the rest of us will sink like a leaf into
Anywhere we know it’s not for naught, ‘cause we don’t stop
Going out and off, always giving everything we got
To killing, to kicking, to grinning, to gritting,
Living, living, living, living,
Living on.
People tell me because I have a good life that I shouldn't be depressed or empty but in my opinion you don't have to have a bad life to feel sad or like you want to die😔
Even if you had an ideal life ya can still be depressed
True
When they give you everything you ever wanted but you can't feel anything from it. 😔
Just because someone else is suffering more than you,doesn't mean you're allowed to suffer.
@@tadicahya6439 don't you mean: "just because someone else is suffering more than you doesn't you're not allowed to suffer"?
im so happy i found this song again after so many years bro
WAIT THIS SOON? I WASN'T READY!
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okay now bring it on
Thank you for covering this song! Been waiting for someone to cover it and I love your voice
I just wanna let you know that you have an amazing voice! Like I'm blown away at how well you've done this song. It's a hard song to sing and to translate it is much harder in order for it to match the rhythm but you nailed it!! You kept its meaning which is just incredible. Your voice has such a nice tone to it and it's very unique. I hope more people will subscribe to you as you definitely deserve it 😁
I'm crying because I relate to this song so much...such a beautiful song.
It is very interesting that one person living in a small Far East island country created this kind of song which resonates with the loneliness of many people.
すごすぎ！カッコ良すぎです。
そしてこの歌を翻訳して、リズムに乗せて歌っていただいてとても嬉しいです。
英語は分かりませんが、このテンポに合わせて英語を合わせて歌うのは並大抵のことじゃ無いんだろうなと思います。
日本語の歌ももちろん好きですが、英語版もめちゃくちゃ良かったです！感動をありがとうございます！
"Perfect things need to stay as perfect as they always were"
Can I just say this song really achieves that
That world you see worth in growing old. You don’t think about that until you realize how long life can feel when your can’t see the reason why you get up day by day
I’ve watched this over 100 times never knew it had a suicide prevention line
There are times when I need to hear this Song. Maybe because it helps me actually feel something, feelings I want to feel, the tears I want and need to cry, the memories I want and need to remember. Thank you for making this
Why is it so hard to cry? Nothing seems to want make them fall.
Reading your description is really heart-warming. I feel calm after reading it really. Thank you.
I'm Japanese, but I'm glad that people overseas are listening to this song. My younger brother also died by suicide, so I know the sadness of suicide. Please, please talk to someone else before committing suicide.
Sorry if my English is wrong
YESSS!!! I LOVE THIS!!!! I have been super excited for this since you said you were posting a cover, and I absolutely adore it!!!
I,m 16 and I always have depression and stress when I was 11 I writing this to remind me to not to kill myself even all the pain I,m carrying
It's such a strange feeling. Whenever I hear songs like is, I'm suddenly back by the side of the bridge, considering jumping off the edge. It's been years, but I'm always right back there.
But... It's different. I made a choice then, a choice to live. That's why I'm still here writing this comment. I chose to open up to my best friend about how I was struggling, chose to keep walking.
Since they day I've been through hell, I've changed a million ways. I can't begin to count the number of times I've fallen and wondered if it's worth getting up again.
And every time I remember back to that bridge. That choice. To keep walking, keep living on.
And, for those of you where I was, where this video brings me back to... I never forget, but now I can look back with a smile. It was the right choice, life can be worth living.
Keep walking.
I’ve never been there, but I’m glad you kept walking.
This was actually such a powerful message. Thank you for this.
Me two months ago: This song (the Japanese version) is awesome!!! I don't want to listen to an English version, I'll spoil it for myself.
Me five minutes ago: Eh, what's the harm? Could be fun.
Me at the beginning of the video: THIS is in the wrong key.
Me 30 seconds in: LET'S DO THIS BABY WOOOOO
In all seriousness, I've never found a song that expressed my suicidal thoughts quite so well. Very powerful, and very well sung. Brilliant job! I really enjoyed this.
"I've never found a song that expressed my suicidal thoughts quite so well"
You still alive bro?
@@shmarfle47 I actually am. I've been doing a lot better, honestly.
@@cthulhufhtagn2483 That's good. I love this song so much. It's quite depressing but pretty uplifting at the same time.
@@shmarfle47 Agreed. One of my favorites by far.
You probably hear this a lot but your cover of this song and with help of my long distance friends have helped me so much over the past 2-3 years when I first found your channel. So I just wanted to say thank you for pursuing your dream, because I know you haven’t just help save me.
good this one is the greatest song I am suicidal but there might be hope?
👏🏼 👏🏼 👏🏼 what about amazing cover!! The translation of the lyrics are so perfect and keep the flow so well, I really love this!!
This is amazing. The lyrics. The voice. It’s all just.. amazing. Damn near perfect even. Keep it up
I thank You from deepest of heart!
This song garbed my attention even in original I don't understand. Thank you for letting me understand why it resonated with me so well.
I read about your struggles in description and I hope you feel better since than.
Know You are not alone in struggling with both live and collage.
Be strong and reach to others every time You need!
BEST WISHES!!!
I can Actauly hear the pain in the voice
'You don't know when another love one is going to pass so stick around with them.'
*"I decide to praise the lazy, and sing out of tune."* gives me 'Yeah, I'm fine' vibes, or pretending for others sake.
The hardest lessons ever but there are friendshios but these just sometimes temporary
Life is a massive roller coaster and the world is slowly falling apart. This song shows that you can push through the pain and grief the world will put you through. If you are someone suffering with suicidal thoughts or a deep depression, I know you can get through it. You got this