MY BAD TRIP IN DETAIL
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I just imagine how destiny was sitting in some kind of purgatory where he had to debate himself for eternity
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Holy shit yes!
Destiny would have lost that debate
The best trip sitter i ever had repeated over and over before i went under "your bed is safe, your bed is the place where you are safe" and he fell asleep after 4 or so hours because i took them at 2am but even when he went to bed i felt okay because his voice was ringing through my being telling me where to go to be okay. What an awesome friend. He saved me from scarring thoughts definitely
What a gangster,
Helpin his boy not have an existential life crisis and shit
@@madisonhands2078 fight ur demons let that crisis happen
2:59 "That being said I don't think he would" FeelsBadMan
That one hits way different 2 years later
@No One ???? how
@No One how?
:^( yeah
destiny destroyed destiny in this debate
Destinys ego destroyed Destiny in this debate
>takes destinys advice
>seeks professional help
>gets addicted on pills
>overdoses while watching destiny debate ABL cuz the pain is too much to handle
I'm just not cool enough to know someone who sells shrooms or psychedelics.
Plz DM me your drugs if you can spare.
n o t c o o l e n o u g h
stop jeopardising my plan
ye true i thought of xanies, but they're benzos
Kid in Bed 9/10 meme
Ego Deathstiny
A bad trip =/= ego death
Destiny Ego got destroyed on this debate... Just memeing
GIFT1FROM1THE1GODZ He definitely hit ego death off 10.5 grams buddy
Not necessarily buddy. You don't just eat x amount of shrooms and are given ego death in return. That's not how it works.
If they were P. Cubensis then there's no way he didn't get ego death off 10.5g's. People take half that and experience ego death (Terrance Mckenna). Also, if you listen to his description of his trip in the video, it's textbook ego death.
pfff he thinks he's not on the couch anymore. Just let him pretend he's driving home
he probably thinks he posted this on the ''internet'' . what an idiot.
Dark.
Lol why you fucking with the man
@MrAlexhey i love the death loops that's the best part it can br healthy when you die in a trip you accept death never smoke dmt if u don't like death loops
@MrAlexhey yeah lsd bad trip will fuck you up shrooms can too depending on who you are and your trip
Reckful was literally doing everything wrong trip sitting though:
1: aggressive
2: asking questions constantly
3: being super close and touchy
4: No helpful advice, staying on a couch for such enormous amounts of time
He seems really stupid
No, Destiny said that he was glad that the Reckful didn't help. But it was never for that reason he brought Reckful.
Reckful wasn't the trip sitter, he was on mushrooms too. The two blurred people were the sitters.
@@dougal5892 Reckful clearly was aswell... Just because someone was on shrooms, doesn't mean they weren't the trip sitter. An ideal trip sitter would be someone who wasn't on anything, but Reckful was still the trip sitter.
i feel like so much more research should've been done before just random consumption of a powerful psychedelic. but its true that the negative experiences are the most beneficial in the long run
>be nathan
>grow up
>find videos of your dad doing shrooms on youtube
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Not as bad as finding my dad's gay porn works that afforded the house I grew up in.
BurnHitsForLove When you find out your beloved playstation was bought by having bcc’s upp your dads backdoor.
@@isakferm7674 DADDY NOOOOOOO!!!
>do shrooms
Imagine making a serious breakthrough during your trip and your sitter thinks he has jokes
imagine getting gnomed during the trip
Patricio Emparán that would end him
That happened to me while i was tripping. Don't watch streamer compilations
Destiny was in itachis genjutsu
what's up that’s what k2 is like
THE TSUKUYOMI
Reckful's Genjutsu
In my 7 gram trip I thought all of this world was the infinite tsukuyomi and I was really from the naruto universe
Dylan Duke how is k2 like genjutsu
Wow, Destiny's Ego got destroyed in this trip
Muller should do an investigation into this as well, we have to release Destinys trip footage to the public. Democrats, Republicans and even trump would get behind this.
42:50 i think its so funny that even from the shadow realm, destiny is bullying Lilly
LUL
From thinking you're in a reality show, to begging for it to end and the time loops and infinite eternities as well as thinking that you were losing track of reality and thinking that you were psychotic and everything that you had done before the shrooms were a lie. This is exactly how my 600 ug trip of lsd went and im SO glad you made this video.
MaxAPM 3 600ug lol no wonder, but destiny felt this on 1.5g of mushrooms? Don’t you find that a bit strange?
Barry Shitpeas he says that he took 3 eighths... 10.5 grams
@@cassanateli 600ug would be around 14.5g of shrooms.
Barry Shitpeas he took 10.5 grams lmao
I took 7 grams of penis envy Shrooms and I had this without anyone there I experienced this when I would freak out everything would turn red and faces came up and then to calm down I calmed my breathing and I gave the red faces love and everything turned into beautiful colors
"OH GOD!" - Destiny
The great thing about having a bad trip is the joy, relief, and thankfulness of being alive after.
Exactly
TRUE
Me right now
This is the best trip story I have ever heard, I can relate so fkn much dude. Literally thought I was the only one who had felt like this but you hit the nail on the coffin with the way you described the trip
11:30 "It didn't feel like I experienced death, it felt like I experienced the stage after death where there's no one left to experience death." That's what some proponents of DMT say is the afterlife-like experience it offers, too. Super interesting and existentially insightful, I think.
Yup
RELEASE THE TAPES
Thought loops on psychedelics are crazy, they can be both terrifying and humbling at the same time.
I had the exact same experience on acid after taking mushrooms for about a year. The lingering effects and panic still haunt me years later. You can get through it, but anyone considering it I'd heavily advise not to. You don't know what's lurking and dormant in your brain waiting to be unleashed.
It happened cuz you were fighting the experience
"The shoelaces got fully tangled and it was all downhill from there"
Destiny debating Destiny on shrooms about reality xD
A couple hours ago I had the exact same experience.
Besides the people you were with and so on of course but the experience was exactly what you're talking about.
It was the most horrible thing I ever went through by far but I'm still glad it happened.
"We're looping im still on reckfuls couch" is my favorite destiny meme lmao. Also better help sponsorship oh mega lol
omegalul*
Set & Setting my guy. You didnt abide, you got abused. Its that simple.
the loops and eternity stuff sounds similar to what Arin Hanson describes with edible weed.
I've had a similar experience to what i think you're trying to explain. It feels like insanity in every sense of the word, very mentally unsettling.
watching u read stuff while driving gave me anxiety
Knowing about loops does nothing to help you out of them in my experience. Made the dread worse knowing that I KNOW I'm in a loop, and would instsntly fall back through it
2:51 oof
ouch
Damn
That one hurts
I really appreciate the disclaimer Destiny. I know I can use it, and plenty of people who could.
I've been watching Destiny since the Starcraft 2 days, and this was one of the most interesting pieces of content I've ever seen from him.
Smitty Games Weird flex but ok
Do you still watch him?
@@jacksonhall286 I actually don't haha. I still catch a few clips from time to time. I enjoyed the gaming and definitely enjoyed the D&D arch. But the debate era got too toxic.
@@smitty7326 yeah i get that
@@jacksonhall286 @smitty7326 How about now?
49:30 it sounds like being conscious but during the moment consciousness starts, at each level of consciousness, you experience experiencing that for the first time (and the emotions that come with that) at the same exact time for HOURS.
>always seek professional help
>pushes betterhelp
>destiny plz
neglesaks ngl kinda disappointing hearing him advertise them with all their controversy
You Are all this was before the pewdiepie video about them betterhelp had been around for a long time
One of the worst thing about the loops also is when you get out and realize that this wasn't the first one but one of many and it's gonna happen again and you feel as you slip away again the ego death itself wasn't that bad but the loops and trying to figure out what's reality that's the worst thing I ever lived through (yesterday)
I Experience the same This last time I had a bad trip but I was able to control it and knew how to get in the other Reality I got my phone and started recording myself explaining how to get in and out of the other side. And I can only explain that there is a dark creepy mirror image of ourselves underneath us that controls our movement here on this side I can only say that I have a strong mind for this type of mind trip but this was very real because all your senses open up at the same time even your nasal passages open eyes water nose run every senses has to open in order for you to tap into and see the vibrationsI remember every detail in how I got in
I don't understand what he's implying about not wanting an enjoyable experience. He said looking at colours is boring but that's not what you take them for unless you've never done them before. Looking at pretty colours is still a reality tier experience. A good trip experience goes beyond that in a way that is hard to describe because it goes beyond what any sober person can relate to, but the whole experience in itself is what is enjoyable. Your brain feels like it has been rebuilt from scratch and if you know how to manage a trip, you can have a say in how your thoughts are constructed, what your feelings feel like and how you perceive existence, and if you have a good grip on your mind you can hold onto a little bit of that change when you are sober. You can have a super powerful experience that tears you from any familiarity with existence and still enjoy it, you kinda have to at that point or else you'll be too scared to focus on the experience.
Deciding that you don't want an enjoyable experience isn't letting the mushrooms decide your experience or anything, they're mushrooms they don't decide shit. Deciding that you didn't want an enjoyable experience was deciding that you wanted a bad experience and you got exactly what you wanted. When you decide to enjoy it, consistently manage your feelings and take the experience as some groovy chemical shit going on in your head instead of an alternate hell dimension you accidentally fell into, you can have a lot more control and such an experience can help you learn how to control certain things about your mind that you could only otherwise learn from an experience as profound as a near death experience, a mental breakdown, a death in the family, a birth in the family, or other things that have a lot more real impact on your life than a few hours on drugs.
DMT is a different beast though, you can't fight DMT you must take the experience it gives you or else it will give you a bad experience seemingly out of spite.
It sounds like you had derealization. I’ve had that when I was sober and it lasted for about 2 or 3 months. It was literally the worst time of my life. I felt like I was observing the world as a third party and my body was on autopilot. Things looked kind cloudy, like if there was a white fuzzy filter around what I saw. I didn’t know if anything was real or not. Everything felt completely fake. But at the same time I knew it was real? It’s hard to explain. But apparently derealization or depersonalization is linked to anxiety. I get it whenever I smoke weed so i don’t smoke anymore.
I used to get random bouts of derealization or depersonalization that lasted only a few minutes randomly throughout my day. Every time I thought "oh ig living was just a dream, well let's wake up I guess" but I stopped getting it a few years back
@@ME-ki7vq Thank you
Thats more then derealization, sounds like you got HPPD, Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder, you should look into it. The visual snow will become pretty psychedelic if you smoke but will leave you super derealized the next day, it lessens with time but can last for a really long while.
Once you see reality for what it is you can't unsee it. Psychedelics destroy your fear of death but give you a healthy fear of what life really is.
I love you Destiny. Thank you for this.
29:38 kinda like what Kurisu was for Rintarou; I think this might be an archetype embedded in the human psyche
PLEASE upload at least parts of it ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I feel like destiny'll enjoy a decently high dose lsd trip. Especially with the vast amount of knowledge he has, I feel he'd enjoy a further dive into his consciousness.
MADHOUSE always felt that LSD is more cerebral than mushrooms
"Vast amount of knowledge he has"
Lmfao
The thing is, is that the far extreme of existential dread and horror is one far end of a spectrum where you could also experience the opposite extreme of existential beauty and warmth and peace... and the sad thing is, is that because you didn’t have respect for the psychedelics and had no earthy clue about what sort of depths you were diving into, you probably are going to be too scared to try psychedelics again and won’t be able to experience the real beauty that is as potent and transcendent a trip like this... but awesome and stunning and inspiring and beautiful.
SIR, YOUR BAD TRIP IS PROOF OF BAD ARGUMENTS.
I REST MY CASE.
40:00 made me verbally say “OOF”
That was... Well, trippy
lol that better help sponsorship didn't age well lmao.
So fucking crazy that you explained all of this so well
Something about the way steven rambled over the solution to his trip around 45-6-7-8 minutes in reminds me of the way the original Evangelion anime ended (about shinji relating *stuff to himself) (the only corresponding element might very well be the iterative ascending order or scale in which steven relates everything to himself (I don't remember the conclusion to evangelion but relating the crux of everything or just *stuff to a lesson he's learned about himself really draws to mind the series of psychedelic animation portrayed in that portion of the episode. Did I make any sense, does anyone else feel similarly?
Groundhog day and scott pilgrim sounds like massive influences to this trip lol
As a person with DPD: Dissociative Personality Disorder, this is insane to listen to, hearing that watching ones self from a third person for a lifetime would be intense enough to make a normal person kill themselves. You can never know how one person thinks from another, consciousness is far too complex as a construct to understand how one person could even live ones life differently from another in terms of feeling and perception.
I took LSD because I was insanely depressed with my life, I had the time of my life for the first hours and through peaking but during the last few hours I went full on ego death, It was simple as someone disapproving of me then it flipped my whole mind over. I continued to delete all my social media and delete a ton of messages I had sent to any of my friends. Then I fell asleep and haven't felt very depressed since wouldn't recommend it don't do drugs.
If you haven’t felt very depressed since, would you say it was a net positive? I can totally relate to that though
I had a bad acid trip when I was like 16. Fucked my brain up for months. It was mostly just anxiety but it was like unreasonably bad, nonstop, all day. I probably would have blown my head off after more months. But anyway, moral of the story is Destiny is 100% right. If your brain is fucked up, go to a psychiatrist (not a psychologist, a psychiatrist). Dude I went to instantly recognized what was going on, put me on klonopin. Was on that for maybe 4 months and I tapered off of it without any withdrawals or anything. Haven't felt like I did in the months after the bad trip since. Psychiatrists know what they're doing.
You shouldn’t to psychedelics if you have a family history of mental illness
This boy was trapped in the tsukuyomi
Pretty much
I thought he had an amazing ability to remember and communicate what he experienced. I also had similar experiences on LSD in the 70's -- which set me on a really crazy spiritual search. I also I thought he did describe, in some way what UG Krishnamurti called his "calamity" -- the difference being, of course, UG was not on a drug and he did not let fear hold him from going through to the falling away of self. He would say YOU can't want this because it is the end of YOU. You might think you want it, but what you want is an imaginary idea of enlightenment. Some drugs seem to bring one to that death, and can really shatter the illusion of self existence and the story of 'me'. The fear keeps one from going through that. It can and does happen to people -- and each person of course has a background and experiences it differently, expresses it differently. There is no litmus test. As UG would also say, when this happens to someone, what comes is completely unique and you will never be a carbon copy of anyone. Once self ends - death - there is no one who can express it. This guy is still someone experiencing and holding on to the self for dear life - of course. But he really did a great job of it.
Sup destiny I met you through RUclips and you really changed my political views. Though you should know.
Imagine ripping about 30 NOS cartridges while this is coming on, and the madness that ensues. 10g humbled me beyond comprehension
Time to inject some krokodil, huff some jenkem and enjoy the video.
Barry O' Leary
jenkem, that's the good shit
1Nostrand1 good shit, mang!
Sniff some paint, smoke some bath salts
Dont forget to boof the mescaline
I've taken krokodil for 2 years to help with my skin routine, would recommend.
tripstiny
I've done shrooms and acid before (separately) and I can confidently say that I much prefer LSD over shrooms. The only real downside of LSD is the abundance of research chemicals that people sell as LSD (stuff like nBOME compounds have been known to kill people). In other words, it's really hard to find real LSD because it's so easy to fake, while shrooms are virtually impossible to fake, and are thus almost always guaranteed genuine.
Getting rejected brings us all back to reality :(
tinothat :(
My experience was very similar. ESPECIALLY the part where you would look at the time and feel like you had experienced months of death only to realize a minute had passed.
DA REAL Johnny Appleseed
I don't even remember. When I did it I was with a friend and we both just kept going back to the bag full of shrooms for more because we couldn't feel anything. Then it was a gradual spiral into horror for me but my friend was really relaxed and in control. Granted it was my first time and I starved myself all day in preparation and he had done it before and ate previously.
RIP Reckful
destiny you really need to try the P.T demo , i know its a meme that people say kojima does drugs thats why his stuff his so crazy , but the whole stuck in a loop , colors flashing , this sense of mistaking someone else for yourself or multiple you's , looking in the mirror and the other stuff in general really reminds me of stuff in PT
You should listen to "Out There Somewhere" by Orbital. I was trying to drive while listening to it once after eating some cookies - damn near existential crisis and the worst time to be driving on a bendy road with a cliff edge at twilight.
I just did a 10g trip and I can never explain what I saw, the truth, reality, other worlds, dimensions, spirits, I saw everything.... and it was the coolest shit ever
Homie was in the infinite tskukyomi
how much better the experience would have been if they said "you're still tripping" instead of "it's real"
Still one of my favorite vids
he didnt let go... he fought ego death in the trip... thats why he had a bad trip. if he had let go and endured the struggle of ego death i bet he would have had an amazing experience.
Anyone have better sleep after a trip? I sleep better for 3 days and feel way more refreshed. And that's even after a bad trip.
You never let go fully
I ate 7 grams after 20 years of not tripping was in my room alone in the dark all i can say is ego death was real colors and shapes and sounds my body seized up for a while man saw scary shit.
I just tried hawaiian baby woorrose seeds, took 15, pealed the outer layer and chewed them up. Vomited a bit an hour later but wasn't too bad, then at the 3:30 hour mark it turned into bad trip, one of the worst experiences of my life. I felt like my emotions were uncontrollable and mixed up (laughing/crying as if it made no difference) and that I lost my mind and i was stuck between reality and the dream word, scenes from bad dreams were looping in my head and mixing with real memories, i was totally aware i was in my home and in the living room but it didn't help. It was literal hell, i never knew how scary it was to lose control of your mind and reality and your body (could barely speak or communicate). Genuinely feel like i've regressed. Never again.
psychedelics are like scuba diving for those visuals to bring back to the surface, but you can lose your mind the deeper you go, and if you lose you're mind you're fucked.
Is there a video of that game of mafia taht Destiny was in?
@destiny
Now that you got your training wheels off you need to have a dmt experience. Its another tier. Literally fully traveling to another dimension without your body.
Smaller doses might not give you ego death but you can still have profound experiences while allowing you to retain some logic
Actually a quite good experience of mushroom trip. It's a sad thing that you (destiny) couldn't let go of the "self" and enjoy the expanded state of mind.
Ya no matter how much shroomies you take if you can’t let go it’s always uncomfortable
OH GOD
6:15 ugh weed seems cool but I literally don't feel like doing anything on it and I over think on it as well. I do enjoy the tingles tho
healingv1sion same ;( i just stick to my psyches
I did 4 hits of triple dip white blotter acid once and had a hell of an ego death.
sir this is a wendys
Shut up 😂😂😂
good trip and nice sponsor
This is something I have to experience, wow
This whole bad trip story is just an elaborate ploy to disguise the fact that Destiny had a debate with Little Benny, who DESTROYED him so hard his ego died
Luca wheres the vid?
Just search RUclips for: "Ben Shapiro EVISCERATES and INDUCES ACUTE RADIATION SYNDROME only to then EXTIRPATE triggered SJW snowflake and send his soul plummeting through time and space back to aeons immemorial" or something like that
Luca All that came up was a man in the later stages of progeria crying about abortion jokes on CNN
Sorry bud, it's probably already been taken down by the RUclips globalist thought police
Luca You mean Ben "Spin-the-Dradle Shapiro?
Consistent Reckful and Destiny content would be perfect.
The death tunnels would be a good band name.
You've experienced the multiverse, time consists of multiple dimensions just like space. The ''length'' dimension of time is just your single timeline which your consciousness can comprehend and handle pretty well. But the ''width'' dimension of time is all the infinite parallel realities that exist at the same "length'' position of time, like the time you spent on that couch during your trip. Now the trip opened you up to this extra dimension of time, but your consciousness can not handle this very well so you start to lose it and experience all kinds of terrors while flipping through all these infinite parallel realities. I've experienced this too, you will be okay after a couple years. But I do not recommend going back to that place unless you are truly ready to let go of reality altogether.
"Good Experiences" aren't at all just sitting and watching the colors. You can have amazing life changing experiences that show you impossible things about reality.
He definitely had a life changing experience
I wonder if there is anything on DeviantArt that matches the experience you went through?
I get 'loops' as well. Such a weird thing to experience, its funny to hear others have that same shit.
LJ I haven’t had shrooms, but I’ve taken LSD twice, and the loops were there too. I had some pretty heavy loops but my buddy with me was going through them much more... intensely I guess.
Lol this is really similar to what happened to me. The biggest difference is that in the middle of it I started to do experiments to see if things were real and eventually came to the conclusion that time was fake and that life was fake. It's pretty crazy.
p.s. you can remember everything perfectly for like 2 months which is super cool to think back on
p.p.s. the dreams you have afterwards are the best part
Always nice to see prerecordstiny
"Go back to being Steven for a while"
MonkaS
Hah that what I said over and over to finally come back
Thumbs up for the disclaimer
It's weird that Destiny likes to gain information to understand things more, but couldn't explain he's experiencing hallucinogens to gain understanding of the drug first hand.
yeah super important for good trips, every time I have felt like I was gonna die on shrooms I would say to myself "they can only convince you that you are dead they aren't able to kill you"