I’m a 35yo man who was raised by a mother who was an addict that suffers from BPD, and I literally can’t listen to this without boohooing. It was mine and my sister’s childhood. Thanks for this. Not that I would wish that upbringing on anyone, but it’s nice to know we’re not alone.
I thought it was important that the lyrics to this masterpiece be posted: Lighting up cigarettes in the seventh grade That's what my mother taught me As she was falling asleep driving down 68 I drove just to get us back safe Wishing hard that I could escape Tripping down all the steps of the local school bus Wishing I didn't have to go home Oven was heating the house if our electric was on I hope dad left money for us Its three days and I haven't had much And I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life Love mе when you need a high I'm done spending my monеy on you And if dad was off, oh then boy we were gone Just driving 'round listening to tunes Because we had peace of mind if she couldn't find us We were all constantly on the move My whole life I've been running from you And I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I'm done spending my money on you I'm done now and I'm through with you And I'm through with you, ya And I'm tired of being nice I just don't have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I'm done spending my money on you Cause I'm through with you And I'm through with you
@@Stillerzfan1 My heart cries for him and children having to deal with parents like this. Listening to these lyrics, so very sad. I had to work two jobs or the sole breadwinner most of my marriage to my first. I stayed 20 yrs in fear of him. It ruined my oldest daughter,...and left my youngest daughter, hating her father. They only made up a day before he died, which left her with scars to heal over time. I'm living with guilt I didn't leave sooner. Maybe my girls lives would've been different, happy.
The rust belt has been Raped by the Sacklers and robber Barrons long enough. They better quit F%&KING with them. There will be a braveheart situation soon.
Lighting up cigarettes, in the seventh grade,that’s what my mother taught me Well she was falling asleep, driving down 68 I drove just to get us back safe Wishin hard, that I could escape Trippin down all the steps of the local school bus Wishing I didn’t have to go home Oven was heating the house, if our electric was on I hope dad left money for us Cause three days and I haven’t had much And I’m tired of being nice,I just don’t have it inside me I can’t take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I’m done spending my money on you Oh and if dad was off, then boy we were gone Driving round listening to tunes Cause we had peace of mind, if she couldn’t find us We’re all constantly on the move My whole life I’ve I’ve been running from you Yeah, and I’m tired of being nice I just don’t have it inside I can’t take much more shit from you And I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high Im done spending my money on you Yeah I’m done now and I’m through with you And I’m through with you, yeah And I’m tired of being nice, I just don’t have it inside me I can’t take much more shit from you and I have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high I’m done spending my money on you Cause I’m through with you And I’m through with you.
I'll be 41 next month, this song knows my childhood too well. If there are this many of us in this generation that this song sings to our hearts, can you even imagine what our parents went through to get to be how they were/are? Definitely not an excuse at all, I wouldn't put someone I can't stand through the childhood I had. But man, I'm so happy there are so many of us still hanging on and hopefully breaking these cycles for the next generation.
Wow “OUTSTANDING!” This is coming from his heart and soul ! What a Amazing voice and man he is so talented! I hope he gets far and he deserves to be Recognize!
For those of us who can relate with this song on a personal level, this is our anthem. Neglectful parents, cold sleepless nights, maybe dinner maybe not. Multiple schools multiple marriages/divorces multiple step-parents. “Im through with you”
I literally can't get enough of this song, how raw and real, my God, he makes me feel the story he's telling in a way few songs do anymore. I expect music to make me feel something and this gives me tears and goosebumps. That is what I want a song like this to do. Perfect.
Honestly this song brought back so many painful memories that I just sat here and cried, the worst part is that my awesome wife wanted to hold me and couldn't understand why I didn't want her to. Still trying to just get through it at 40 y/o and it's still hard.
@@chipdoesitbetter I’m so sorry for your pain brother. Unfortunately the only way for a wound to heal is often to lance it first. Don’t waste your pain. Pursue healing. I believe if you ask Jesus into those broken and vulnerable place they can be healed. God bless your journey and the path you walk.
As a nearly 40 year old fully disabled combat veteran myself, I grew up in a “broken family” and we lived with my Mother who was an abusive alcoholic because my father was a truck driver and didn’t know how bad it was for us until years later at which point he took us away from her. She went from the “perfect” family to living on people’s couches with NOTHING until she ultimately succumbed to cancer which she left undiagnosed until it was too late. My sisters kept relationships with her because they each had kids of their own and wanted them to have their grandmother in their lives. I DIDN’T, I stopped talking with her and I NEVER FORGAVE HER, and as an Avowed Atheist I’m not sure I ever would’ve. If there was a heaven (which obviously I don’t believe there is) I don’t know if she would be in it.
As an addict that decided to get clean for my wife and kids, over a year clean now and it was the best choice I could've made as a responsible parent and husband. Hearing this side of the story,the pain and hurt that it put you through. And just knowing that could've just as easily been me, putting my wife and kids through such heartbreak is devastating. It also helps me to know that the struggles I have overcome are worth the fight and my wife and kids always deserved better of me. Thank you for telling an amazing story ❤
Hang in there! I haven’t walked in your shoes, but I have walked next to some who have. I know some days are really hard, but nothing of value comes easy. I’m rooting for you and your family.
Im 38 and haven't heard any song ever hit home like this one. Not going to get into my childhood, but i have 4 children of my own now. Ill never understand how a parent could ever hurt their children. Its beyond my comprehension that a mother or father could make choices that would hurt your own child for the rest of their lives. Dad loves you more than anything girls.. if you ever stumble upon this. I did the best I could with you all... Always take care of one another.
I don’t think I have ever had a song reach in the depths of my being and pull out so many raw emotions and tears from my body. I have been sobbing to this song for hours now on repeat. I relate to this song so very much. The pain behind the chorus takes me to my knees. This was my childhood. I suffered in silence, but I remember all these feelings and phases. Geez.. this is mind blowing how the emotion is so eloquently conveyed. Thank you..
If my life was "the Truman show", this would be the song playing over the montage of my childhood. Hope someday ill grow tired enough of being nice myself. The song is therapy that I didn't know I needed until I heard it. I fantasize the relief in being able to say it all out loud.
I keep coming back to this song. I had a great mom but my best friend had the mirror image of this guys home. He took his own life when he was 20 years old, 19 years ago. I don't know you brother, but i love you more than you know
@@NolanTaylorMusic love this song man. I’m sure I speak for too many when I say this song resonates with my soul. From the cigs way too early, not wanting to go home, the drugs, not having what most folks would call necessities. Can’t picture giving my kids the childhood I had. I’d die before I let that happen. Comedy music has became my outlet for dealing with these things. You wrote the song I couldn’t and I gotta love ya for it. Thanks man 🙏
Nolan, I remember you from high school, congratulations on following your dreams and making it this far, I enjoy seeing you on your journey. This song is amazing and I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you're healing.
I'm happy to have discovered Nolan, I know we've all seen rich men north of Richmond blow up overnight crazy how has this hasn't?!?! Amazing song gave me chills!!!!!
Nolan is more of a vocal talent than I’ve seen in some time. His song writing touches the soul and his voice has impacted all our our senses. I’m glad to have discovered him through this channel
This song speaks words so many broken hearts can’t say out loud….god bless the children who lived this. God bless Nolan for this art…hurts to hear but heals to sing along with it.
Here's to all the children like me that was raised in a broken home that are try to find in themselves what they didn't receive as a child. You're worth it, my friends. Keep going. ❤
@@caseyfelella7450the best we can do is make sure our kids have it better. Many days I’m working from 8 am to midnight, just to make sure the electric is on and there’s food in the fridge. Otherwise I’ve failed them.
My mother taught me nothing but heart break and addiction, i feel this song in my soul. Im almost 30 and im crying, you're the hero we all needed, just no one let you know. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your music.
Lighting up cigarettes in the seventh grade Thats what my mother taught me As she was falling asleep driving down 68 I drove just to get us back safe Wishing hard that i could escape Tripping down all the steps of the local school bus Wishing i didn't have to go home Oven was heating the house if our electric was on I hope dad left money for us Its three days and i haven't had much And im tired of being nice I just dont have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And i have cut you out of my life Love mе when you need a high Im done spending my monеy on you And if dad was off, oh then boy we were gone Just driving 'round listening to tunes Because we had peace of mind if she couldn't find us We were all constantly on the move My whole life ive been running from you And im tired of being nice I just dont have it inside me I can't take much more shit from you And i have cut you out of my life You love me when you need a high Im done spending my money on you Im done now and im through with you And im through with you, ya
I've listened to this 25 times today, just to see if I can get though it without breaking down. No luck so far. Thank you so much for this song. I never thought there would be a song that actually mirrors my feelings for my mother. I needed this.
In my opinion this is the most raw and emotional voice I've ever heard. I could literally feel his pain through my phone. That's magical, that's true music. ❤
My Mom was a saint, she always made sure I had something to eat even though we were struggling. Upon the sudden realization that I now have to face the same challenge alone I don't know how to find the strength. This song makes me miss my mother so much. I love you man just know that you changed someones life.
When we walk alone we see all of the times we should have said or done MORE. YOUR walk is still ongoing… SHARE that path with another sojourner… we are NOT meant to be alone… much love
The pendulum of life is wild. Your mother, in her neglect and struggles, somehow through this provided you with the emotional fuel and depth to reach within and write music like this. Quite the collateral damage gift...Thanks for sharing this amazing music with us!
This is the type of music to make you sit and re-evaluate your own life… addiction affects more than yourself and this is a beautiful way to convey that… hits hard and it hits deep… but it is the absolute truth… it’s beautiful my brother keep pouring your soul out you’ve got a talent to explain what nobody wants to talk about
I've listened to this song probably 50 times in the past 48 hours. I've never felt so much in a song. This is nothing like my childhood, yet I feel like I'd lived this when I listen to it. The heart in this is beyond what music is supposed to make you feel. Truly a masterpiece.
I've listened to this so many times! It hits so hard, u are not alone, we all feel you with our own stories, we love you! This song is so healing, tysm sir!
This hits so close to home. So glad to hear this generations men making music about the pain of life, the darkness & the coldness. It’s giving me chills man.
Looped and on a dark road. Vibing to the sound of heartbreak and a hopeful rebirth. Strong song and I'm sure it sounds different to each person. Each cord resonates differently with each listener. Bravo my man.
Jesus Christ brother. You have no idea how powerful of a message you are sharing with many of us who feel the same way. You music is food for the soul.
I’ve heard him do this song in several different places, but this one…..it’s a fucking masterpiece. You feel it. He bares his entire soul in this one. Thank you Nolan. I’ve listened to this version no less than a hundred times and I choke up every single time.
The tribulations ive been going through the past 8 years have put a hold on my musical life. I told myself I have stories to tell when I have my peace of mind. The time is almost here to pick my acoustic again and tell my stories. Your music is kick me in the ass. It's time! It's time to tell the world, show the world the hurt and pain and the truth. Everyone needs to hear our souls because many are going through the same thing. This music helps them beyond words. Glad i found you on a fb reel
Think we’re witnessing the next Zach Bryan. This man certainly deserves for his music to be heard by so many. God, what a song. Wish more musicians realized how much raw music is needed. Not over edited or over produced. Just played like it’s meant. Big things coming for this guy.
What a stupid fucking comment. This man has far more talent than that clown. Zach Bryan is a Tyler Childers rip off targeting college girls and tik tok kids…. Dude is entry level country music.
This song hurt on several levels. But I seem to keep listening to it. I, thankfully, don't know about growing up with an addicted parent but I know that feeling of not wanting to go home because of fighting parents. This is easily one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard. I want nothing but peace and joy for this young man.
this is the second song to ever make my eyes water. The first being oliver anthony. I come from an audio engineering background. I make electronic dance music but dont really do it for any ears but my own now adays. I love using my audio tools, to the point where i abuse them. There is something you cant replicate with a man, his instrument and minimal processing, if any. Nothing is more moving than the vocal chords, the belching and the heart felt passion 🙏
You know, I think the radio doesn’t play the best songs because we are meant to find them randomly to get us out of bad times… 😭😭what a beautiful fricken voice. Your vibe is EVERYTHINNNGGG.This song brings me to tears every time I listen to it. And for me that’s an emotion I hope to feel so I Know I’m actually human and not cold as fuck inside. So thank you for making me feeeeel something❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Nolan I just want you to know that this song has suddenly hit a depth within my feelings that I never even fathomed to exist. Thank you brother for the song that so many people didn’t know they needed……thank you
This is my 3rd time within an hour listening. I keep leaving comments but I’m obsessed. This song brings me to tears having a mom as an ex addict I can relate.
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Somebody get this man an award for this song.
Appreciate it!
Fucking amazing brothahh
@@NolanTaylorMusic You earned it
big facts
And a hug for gods sake
Corporate America in the record industry can never touch this level of raw and honesty in song writing.
It's got no soul. My wife wonders why I like this and detest the mainstream garbage.
Yes sir!
Luckily for us
Factual
Wow, just Wow. 👏
I'm 7 months sober, I have a 4 year old daughter this song helped me realize what I was doing. thank you
keep up the good work and when in doubt of yourself remember that kid is counting on you. good luck in youre life adventure
thanks! life's tough sometimes but bad times don't last
Straighten up for them. You got this...do they got you?
Why the fuck are you being locked up my son great person and you decided to finally not be a scumbag
8 months for me. Quit after my son was born
"I'M TIRED OF BEING NICE, JUST DONT HAVE IT INSIDE ME" Goddamn it i feel this way too much
Yeaaaaaah!!!!! 😂
Imagine going on a hike through the woods and stumbling upon this guy putting on the best performance for the trees
ID swear I was on SHROOMS LMAO
Me too
Welcome to West Virginia. You may very well see this one day.
I'm in.
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I’m a 35yo man who was raised by a mother who was an addict that suffers from BPD, and I literally can’t listen to this without boohooing. It was mine and my sister’s childhood. Thanks for this. Not that I would wish that upbringing on anyone, but it’s nice to know we’re not alone.
This is true. Me and my lil brother! Glad u made it out!
31 alcoholic/addict with bipolar myself, this song hits that right spot in my soul
Amen brother
My ex had BPD and as a result we never had kids. Stories like yours make me so glad I made the tough choice for the sake of the unborn.
The part that makes me feel sad is seeing that so many of us are here with the same story mine still digs her claws in every chance she can
I thought it was important that the lyrics to this masterpiece be posted:
Lighting up cigarettes in the seventh grade
That's what my mother taught me
As she was falling asleep driving down 68
I drove just to get us back safe
Wishing hard that I could escape
Tripping down all the steps of the local school bus
Wishing I didn't have to go home
Oven was heating the house if our electric was on
I hope dad left money for us
Its three days and I haven't had much
And I'm tired of being nice
I just don't have it inside me
I can't take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
Love mе when you need a high
I'm done spending my monеy on you
And if dad was off, oh then boy we were gone
Just driving 'round listening to tunes
Because we had peace of mind if she couldn't find us
We were all constantly on the move
My whole life I've been running from you
And I'm tired of being nice
I just don't have it inside me
I can't take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I'm done spending my money on you
I'm done now and I'm through with you
And I'm through with you, ya
And I'm tired of being nice
I just don't have it inside me
I can't take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I'm done spending my money on you
Cause I'm through with you
And I'm through with you
powerful words, passionate song. Such a sad reality for so many kids
MVP
Thank you for posting those!!
thank you man!
@@Stillerzfan1 My heart cries for him and children having to deal with parents like this. Listening to these lyrics, so very sad. I had to work two jobs or the sole breadwinner most of my marriage to my first. I stayed 20 yrs in fear of him. It ruined my oldest daughter,...and left my youngest daughter, hating her father. They only made up a day before he died, which left her with scars to heal over time. I'm living with guilt I didn't leave sooner. Maybe my girls lives would've been different, happy.
Real talk. I'm 37 and from a bottom feeder family. This is reality for so many people. Thankyou for connecting us!
We’re all just trying to figure out our ass from our elbow. Some are lost in ways that harm others.
Sounds like you’re the change you wanted.
West Virginia gingers are taking OVER! PUTTING OUT POWERFUL MUSIC!! Cheers y'all
If anyone says "gingers don't have a soul" they should just watch this video and shut up!
You probably watched some of Oliver Anthony's work too.
@@MynameisJeffTV 😂
@@MynameisJeffTV i came from his video it was amazing, and this is awesome too !
The rust belt has been Raped by the Sacklers and robber Barrons long enough. They better quit F%&KING with them.
There will be a braveheart situation soon.
The trees in that forest wept that day. Nolan is fantastic.
❤❤
Yes they did 🙏
Yes he is great
The truth 😢
Phenomenal comment
I’ve played this song 10x today and I needed each one in a different way.
Beautifully said!
Yes me too
Me too ! Im done
I pray for you brother.
Find this song today.. instant favourite
I am 68 years old and I tear up every time I hear this song
I'm a 38 year old man brought to tears listening to this mans pain. God bless him
Right?! Blown away!
My heart felt so heavy! his voice is so full of raw pain its beautiful. Love it!
The joy of being with a narcissist. Been there.
Have to agree man! This guy is outstanding!
Same feel it brought back memories
Lighting up cigarettes, in the seventh grade,that’s what my mother taught me
Well she was falling asleep, driving down 68
I drove just to get us back safe
Wishin hard, that I could escape
Trippin down all the steps of the local school bus
Wishing I didn’t have to go home
Oven was heating the house, if our electric was on
I hope dad left money for us
Cause three days and I haven’t had much
And I’m tired of being nice,I just don’t have it inside me
I can’t take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I’m done spending my money on you
Oh and if dad was off, then boy we were gone
Driving round listening to tunes
Cause we had peace of mind, if she couldn’t find us
We’re all constantly on the move
My whole life I’ve I’ve been running from you
Yeah, and I’m tired of being nice I just don’t have it inside
I can’t take much more shit from you
And I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
Im done spending my money on you
Yeah I’m done now and I’m through with you
And I’m through with you, yeah
And I’m tired of being nice, I just don’t have it inside me
I can’t take much more shit from you
and I have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
I’m done spending my money on you
Cause I’m through with you
And I’m through with you.
Dope.
Thank you brotha ❤️
Comin in clutch
Not all heroes wear capes
Thanks for this
I cant explain how badly i need a nolan taylor, oliver anthony, and tyler childers tour
They'll make Tyler Childers look bad 😅
@@pepperdaddy69 they really do they are special in my opinion they fr could change the world just them 2 alone
Same....strong medicine
Add Jake Kohn and I'd buy tickets... ..
WV is on fire!
That “I’m through with you “at 2.35 is the most powerful way I’ve ever heard anyone tell someone they are done once and for all! Damn it’s powerful
"Doneness" can be sacred love in contexts like this.
I’ve never felt more pain through a song in my life. God bless this man. Out here saving life through his music for sure.
100% my thoughts exactly man
41 and this takes me right back to my childhood, it’s gut wrenching to see how many of us there are…
Yet inspiring that so many of us have pushed through it. That's something to be proud of.
God has also been there for us we just ha e to let him in
41 as well....took me right back...had to precess for a second. sending you love!
I'll be 41 next month, this song knows my childhood too well. If there are this many of us in this generation that this song sings to our hearts, can you even imagine what our parents went through to get to be how they were/are? Definitely not an excuse at all, I wouldn't put someone I can't stand through the childhood I had. But man, I'm so happy there are so many of us still hanging on and hopefully breaking these cycles for the next generation.
46 and here with you.
Thanks to Oliver Anthony’s song. I’ve found this song.
What a talented musician and singer.
Loves this 🙌
you should drop oliver - hes a white nationalist racist dog whistle for the astroturf Koch family
The emotion that arises when you know that your mother's favorite is a substance.
This man brought the world to tears with simple chords and a story painted by a hurt soul.
Thank you so much.
Wow “OUTSTANDING!” This is coming from his heart and soul ! What a Amazing voice and man he is so talented! I hope he gets far and he deserves to be Recognize!
Three chords and the truth
so beautiful
What’s the chords??
For those of us who can relate with this song on a personal level, this is our anthem. Neglectful parents, cold sleepless nights, maybe dinner maybe not. Multiple schools multiple marriages/divorces multiple step-parents. “Im through with you”
Damn. You didn't even know it was wrong until you grew up.
Seriously. This song has been a bit of therapy. I can’t stop listening to it
It's been on repeat since I found it
Wow. If that wasn’t a message I needed to read right now..
Wish I could like that twice
I literally can't get enough of this song, how raw and real, my God, he makes me feel the story he's telling in a way few songs do anymore. I expect music to make me feel something and this gives me tears and goosebumps. That is what I want a song like this to do. Perfect.
One of the greatest songs ever.
This is a song that I hope no one understands... but if you do, your not alone my friend, we get through it
i have listened to this over and over and i just want to say "im getting through" and i hope its just me and you who understand cause the pain is real
@@patrickcooper8375 We are in this together, brother.
Honestly this song brought back so many painful memories that I just sat here and cried, the worst part is that my awesome wife wanted to hold me and couldn't understand why I didn't want her to. Still trying to just get through it at 40 y/o and it's still hard.
@@chipdoesitbetter I’m so sorry for your pain brother. Unfortunately the only way for a wound to heal is often to lance it first. Don’t waste your pain. Pursue healing. I believe if you ask Jesus into those broken and vulnerable place they can be healed. God bless your journey and the path you walk.
As a nearly 40 year old fully disabled combat veteran myself, I grew up in a “broken family” and we lived with my
Mother who was an abusive alcoholic because my father was a truck driver and didn’t know how bad it was for us until years later at which point he took us away from her. She went from the “perfect” family to living on people’s couches with NOTHING until she ultimately succumbed to cancer which she left undiagnosed until it was too late. My sisters kept relationships with her because they each had kids of their own and wanted them to have their grandmother in their lives. I DIDN’T, I stopped talking with her and I NEVER FORGAVE HER, and as an Avowed Atheist I’m not sure I ever would’ve. If there was a heaven (which obviously I don’t believe there is) I don’t know if she would be in it.
As an addict that decided to get clean for my wife and kids, over a year clean now and it was the best choice I could've made as a responsible parent and husband. Hearing this side of the story,the pain and hurt that it put you through. And just knowing that could've just as easily been me, putting my wife and kids through such heartbreak is devastating. It also helps me to know that the struggles I have overcome are worth the fight and my wife and kids always deserved better of me. Thank you for telling an amazing story ❤
I'm proud of you !
God speed brother
Please keep going. You got this.
Hang in there! I haven’t walked in your shoes, but I have walked next to some who have. I know some days are really hard, but nothing of value comes easy. I’m rooting for you and your family.
it made you stronger... the past is the past. youre stronger now because of it! everyone gets one shot
Im 38 and haven't heard any song ever hit home like this one. Not going to get into my childhood, but i have 4 children of my own now. Ill never understand how a parent could ever hurt their children. Its beyond my comprehension that a mother or father could make choices that would hurt your own child for the rest of their lives. Dad loves you more than anything girls.. if you ever stumble upon this. I did the best I could with you all... Always take care of one another.
I don’t think I have ever had a song reach in the depths of my being and pull out so many raw emotions and tears from my body. I have been sobbing to this song for hours now on repeat. I relate to this song so very much. The pain behind the chorus takes me to my knees. This was my childhood. I suffered in silence, but I remember all these feelings and phases. Geez.. this is mind blowing how the emotion is so eloquently conveyed. Thank you..
Feel ya brother. It's my story
Same bro same!
The chorus gets me everytime, but the whole song is like a mashup of my childhood between both of my parents at different stages growing up.
Im a 30 year old grown ass man with 3 kids of my own and i just cried my eyes out listening to this song for the first time.... Nolan i love you man
Bro.. same
add me to that list . ive listened to this song 20 times already and it still grips me up
Same
Seems like us fathers can all relate. I listen while I’m driving an hour &1/2 to work gives a man time to think and reflect on life
oopos
This is the type of music that helps a good man through a shit time....much appreciated brother 👊.
Appreciate you.
If my life was "the Truman show", this would be the song playing over the montage of my childhood. Hope someday ill grow tired enough of being nice myself. The song is therapy that I didn't know I needed until I heard it. I fantasize the relief in being able to say it all out loud.
I can listen to this song over and over
Amen to that
big facts!! he has my support that is for sure
This is healing a part of my inner broken child. Insane that so many of us were living the same life but so alone.
❤❤
“Trippin down the steps of the bus, wishin I didn’t have to go home….” - that hits hard. I can relate 💯
I keep coming back to this song. I had a great mom but my best friend had the mirror image of this guys home. He took his own life when he was 20 years old, 19 years ago. I don't know you brother, but i love you more than you know
The level of emotion in this song is unparalleled. This is true art.
Thank you.
@@NolanTaylorMusic love this song man. I’m sure I speak for too many when I say this song resonates with my soul. From the cigs way too early, not wanting to go home, the drugs, not having what most folks would call necessities. Can’t picture giving my kids the childhood I had. I’d die before I let that happen. Comedy music has became my outlet for dealing with these things. You wrote the song I couldn’t and I gotta love ya for it. Thanks man 🙏
Wow... just wow. Thank you for this raw testimony!
You can feel see and hear his pain. There is no way this is just a song this man brought this song straight out of his soul
The raw emotion of the 2nd chorus is what music is all about
Thank you.
Man deserves so much more attention, he's a hell of a guy.
Damn thank you.
That voice! So so smooth! Keep coming brother! Love this channel!
This gets me right in the heart, must have listened a hundred times this past month, a piercing moment of pure honesty and hurt captured in time....
This is one of my go-to songs. Doesn't matter what mood I am in it always hits just right.
Nolan, I remember you from high school, congratulations on following your dreams and making it this far, I enjoy seeing you on your journey.
This song is amazing and I'm sorry you went through that. I hope you're healing.
This is so sweet and real ❤
I'm happy to have discovered Nolan, I know we've all seen rich men north of Richmond blow up overnight crazy how has this hasn't?!?! Amazing song gave me chills!!!!!
Rogan hasn't reposted it!! Only reason it hasn't blown up
this song can't be bastardized for partisan political use, therefore it hasn't been exploited yet.
Nolan is more of a vocal talent than I’ve seen in some time. His song writing touches the soul and his voice has impacted all our our senses. I’m glad to have discovered him through this channel
Less people find this relatable than Oliver Anthony’s song. Not discrediting this at all. But most people can’t relate. Beautiful song.
Oliver actually called this song out on his Rogan pod as one of his favorites in the industry at the moment.
Beautiful singer with so much emotion. This is what music is all about.
Something about these guys in the forest singing their hearts out to the trees with a guitar is so therapeutic and magical. I can't get enough of it.
As someone with a rough childhood. This spoke to me very deeply. I cried like a baby.
My kids have a mother similar to his.
Insanity. I hope she's dead before she starts fucking them over into their adulthood.
This song speaks words so many broken hearts can’t say out loud….god bless the children who lived this. God bless Nolan for this art…hurts to hear but heals to sing along with it.
Thank you!!!
Here's to all the children like me that was raised in a broken home that are try to find in themselves what they didn't receive as a child. You're worth it, my friends. Keep going. ❤
@@caseyfelella7450the best we can do is make sure our kids have it better. Many days I’m working from 8 am to midnight, just to make sure the electric is on and there’s food in the fridge. Otherwise I’ve failed them.
My mother taught me nothing but heart break and addiction, i feel this song in my soul.
Im almost 30 and im crying, you're the hero we all needed, just no one let you know.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your music.
His voice is flawless. The record companies would pay a lot of money for him to sell his soul to them.
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A man with that kind of true pain won't sell out.
Lighting up cigarettes in the seventh grade
Thats what my mother taught me
As she was falling asleep driving down 68
I drove just to get us back safe
Wishing hard that i could escape
Tripping down all the steps of the local school bus
Wishing i didn't have to go home
Oven was heating the house if our electric was on
I hope dad left money for us
Its three days and i haven't had much
And im tired of being nice
I just dont have it inside me
I can't take much more shit from you
And i have cut you out of my life
Love mе when you need a high
Im done spending my monеy on you
And if dad was off, oh then boy we were gone
Just driving 'round listening to tunes
Because we had peace of mind if she couldn't find us
We were all constantly on the move
My whole life ive been running from you
And im tired of being nice
I just dont have it inside me
I can't take much more shit from you
And i have cut you out of my life
You love me when you need a high
Im done spending my money on you
Im done now and im through with you
And im through with you, ya
thanks my 725 guy
I wish I could smash that like button a few hundred thousand more times. This is how music and art are supposed to be. Thank you, Nolan.
Sing that damn song brother. We can shine through the dark with songs like this. Thank you
It’s been a while since a song brought me to tears. My heart aches from the pain in this song. Absolutely beautiful.
How he can sing this without bursting into tears like I do when listening to it is beyond me. Absolutely incredible, hits right at the core.
He looks like he had a hard time holding it together there, the strength he has to be able to though speaks volumes.
The way his arm starts shaking uncontrollably during the last chorus…wow
I was thinking the same thing. Sent chills down my spine...
Vibrato is one of the more advanced guitar skills.
@@LionNotASheep Vibrato is one of the more advanced guitar skills.
I listen to this song everyday not because i relate to the story but i do the pain. Thank you for this my favorite song ive ever heard.
Sucks that pain and suffering make for such great music. May God smile on you my brother
The authenticity is overwhelming. Very well done.
Thank you.
This is the type of song that can break your soul but also heal it
The Real Definition of Soul Music.
Raw and so powerful ❤️🔥
I've listened to this 25 times today, just to see if I can get though it without breaking down. No luck so far.
Thank you so much for this song. I never thought there would be a song that actually mirrors my feelings for my mother.
I needed this.
Damn thank you.
Same
In my opinion this is the most raw and emotional voice I've ever heard. I could literally feel his pain through my phone. That's magical, that's true music. ❤
I got goosebumps
in my opinion liberals cant even get a haircut anymore fr
who needs a recording studio, incredible sound and music
My Mom was a saint, she always made sure I had something to eat even though we were struggling. Upon the sudden realization that I now have to face the same challenge alone I don't know how to find the strength. This song makes me miss my mother so much. I love you man just know that you changed someones life.
I hope you're doing well bro...life has it's hard times, but you gotta stick around for all the beautiful shit😊
When we walk alone we see all of the times we should have said or done MORE. YOUR walk is still ongoing… SHARE that path with another sojourner… we are NOT meant to be alone… much love
I’ve never heard anger and hurt sound this beautiful before. Inspirational.
The pendulum of life is wild. Your mother, in her neglect and struggles, somehow through this provided you with the emotional fuel and depth to reach within and write music like this. Quite the collateral damage gift...Thanks for sharing this amazing music with us!
Thank you Radio WV. You have given me so much. NOLAN TAYLOR, OLIVER ANTHONY, DRAYTON FARLEY AND so many more great artists. THANK YOU.
You can hear the pain in this man through and through. Head up brotha.
Appreciate ya.
I cant not cry, one of best songs ever heard, perfect timing as my brother going to rehab, screaming inside my soul
I have ministered to troubled kids all of my life. This song is so true. I am glad that he escaped although the scars remain.
Thank you for what you do.... it took years to sort my self out... if I even have yet...
Can't stop listening to this
This is the type of music to make you sit and re-evaluate your own life… addiction affects more than yourself and this is a beautiful way to convey that… hits hard and it hits deep… but it is the absolute truth… it’s beautiful my brother keep pouring your soul out you’ve got a talent to explain what nobody wants to talk about
Thank you so much.
I hadn't thought of it from that point of view. This song may help a family to end the cycle. Great point of view.
This is powerful AF.
So many emotions.
Thank you
Made a grown man cry……..such pain. Beautiful pain.
WOW! This brought me to tears. New music doesn't have that effect often on me.
I've listened to this song probably 50 times in the past 48 hours. I've never felt so much in a song. This is nothing like my childhood, yet I feel like I'd lived this when I listen to it. The heart in this is beyond what music is supposed to make you feel. Truly a masterpiece.
That's a man who expresses his own life through his music. Sensational work.
Thank you!!
Amen brother
I've listened to this so many times! It hits so hard, u are not alone, we all feel you with our own stories, we love you! This song is so healing, tysm sir!
Love the Lyrics. Hits the heart and home. Feel you brother
This hits so close to home.
So glad to hear this generations men making music about the pain of life, the darkness & the coldness. It’s giving me chills man.
Looped and on a dark road. Vibing to the sound of heartbreak and a hopeful rebirth. Strong song and I'm sure it sounds different to each person. Each cord resonates differently with each listener. Bravo my man.
Well put .
Jesus Christ brother. You have no idea how powerful of a message you are sharing with many of us who feel the same way. You music is food for the soul.
I’ve heard him do this song in several different places, but this one…..it’s a fucking masterpiece. You feel it. He bares his entire soul in this one. Thank you Nolan. I’ve listened to this version no less than a hundred times and I choke up every single time.
I feel like this man could legit blow up big. This song is absolutely amazing
i really hope he does.
I can't seem to turn this up loud enough. Such raw talent...
Appreciate it!!
I am playing as loud as my computer will let me and have it on repeat
Man you absolutely kill it!
The tribulations ive been going through the past 8 years have put a hold on my musical life. I told myself I have stories to tell when I have my peace of mind. The time is almost here to pick my acoustic again and tell my stories. Your music is kick me in the ass. It's time! It's time to tell the world, show the world the hurt and pain and the truth. Everyone needs to hear our souls because many are going through the same thing. This music helps them beyond words. Glad i found you on a fb reel
A few chords on a guitar and a real meaning. This is what country music is supposed to be.
Think we’re witnessing the next Zach Bryan. This man certainly deserves for his music to be heard by so many. God, what a song.
Wish more musicians realized how much raw music is needed. Not over edited or over produced. Just played like it’s meant.
Big things coming for this guy.
Oh wow thank you hope you’re right.
You couldn't have said it better! Incredible talent
Absolutely 💯
What a stupid fucking comment. This man has far more talent than that clown. Zach Bryan is a Tyler Childers rip off targeting college girls and tik tok kids…. Dude is entry level country music.
@@slimjenkins09 damn triggered ya. Chill slimjim opinions are like assholes.
Literally the best song of 2023 as of now across the board my man... This is f#/@ing gold
Thank you!!
This song hurt on several levels. But I seem to keep listening to it. I, thankfully, don't know about growing up with an addicted parent but I know that feeling of not wanting to go home because of fighting parents. This is easily one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard. I want nothing but peace and joy for this young man.
this is the second song to ever make my eyes water. The first being oliver anthony. I come from an audio engineering background. I make electronic dance music but dont really do it for any ears but my own now adays. I love using my audio tools, to the point where i abuse them. There is something you cant replicate with a man, his instrument and minimal processing, if any. Nothing is more moving than the vocal chords, the belching and the heart felt passion 🙏
You know, I think the radio doesn’t play the best songs because we are meant to find them randomly to get us out of bad times… 😭😭what a beautiful fricken voice. Your vibe is EVERYTHINNNGGG.This song brings me to tears every time I listen to it. And for me that’s an emotion I hope to feel so I Know I’m actually human and not cold as fuck inside. So thank you for making me feeeeel something❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I feel you 100%
I swear to God you’re right 🙌🏾
@@bohendrix4693 💁🏼♀️
@@letaviouschandler687 🤞🤞
I had 2 great parents and I still cry when I listen to this beautiful masterpiece. Thank u sir
Such passion and emotion in a song. I always felt so lucky to be raised by 2 great parents. Prayers to all struggling with this lifestyle..😢😢
Damn!!!! The end of the song was so passionate. It seemed like he was actually yelling at his mom. His hand was even shaking. I felt this song hard.
This song will change lives...
Nolan I just want you to know that this song has suddenly hit a depth within my feelings that I never even fathomed to exist. Thank you brother for the song that so many people didn’t know they needed……thank you
As good as it gets!! ❤ my heart hears this one!
This is my 3rd time within an hour listening. I keep leaving comments but I’m obsessed. This song brings me to tears having a mom as an ex addict I can relate.
I’m sorry! Thank you for listening & commenting it means the world
This right here is REAL music!!!! 💥
Means a bunch thank you.