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I didn't even think much about Kundalini until it happened to me last year. It was provoked by trauma (due to war in Ukraine which is my country), psychedelic experience that opened my third eye no joke, and some intense feelings I had towards a person. It all provoked wild energy moving from lower to higher chakras, and I could feel where the blockages were. I also was having intense emotional waves and cried like crazy, sitting with all that is and giving it space, becoming a safe space for myself. I had such a profound energy movement that it shook all my previous beliefs to the core. 👁️👁️👁️ It's such a wild, untamed , beautiful power. P. S. I was on a deep self-discovery journey since 2010, so it also impacted that.
Great video and very glad you shared this. I did a year-long Kundalini course with a teacher and 2-3 months in had a huge experience, but very different to what you describe. Mine happened in the head but sent me into borderline psychosis and completely ruined me - as in, I lost touch with reality (This chair I'm sitting on isn't real, the floor isn't real, this is all an illusion 'Maya' and I've completely lost touch with reality). It also changed my vision to ultra-high definition (which has remained) but also caused visual snow (which has also remained) - as in, my entire vision is overlaid with dots - as if reality is made of pixels and I can see them. It took a long time to recover (from true darkness) and bring myself back - nature was the key. So for me, it was a truly horrific experience but likely caused by my 'chasing' and 'pushing' for an experience my body / mind / psyche wasn't ready for. That being said, I wouldn't undo any of it as it did break me open such that when I finally managed to put myself back together, my entire perspective on life had changed (in a good way). I finally settled the matter by realising that it was up to me to choose what to believe to be 'true' for me. Trees. Big expanses of water. Big rocks. The feeling I get when I hug my kids etc. And finally coming to the realisation that you mention in the video - that ultimately I'm here to be human and have the human experience, in a very grounded way. So now I no longer 'chase' or 'push' for any kind of awakenings etc, rather I just let nature take it's course and remain open to whatever may occur. Many end up in psyche wards after this kind of experience (as I've since come to realise) so, again, you share very wise words - stay grounded and keep being human. So glad you shared this. Much loves...
Beautiful experience! I also experienced something similar. When I was 19 years old and wondering who I was. All of a sudden that happened. 😂 If I have to be honest, what it did to me: it put my dark side in spotlight. All the lies and conditioned thoughts about myself and who I was gradually became clear. Led me into deep depression for 6 years until gradually my authentic self emerged. To add to your story. The first person my heart got in touch with was Mooji. Every day I listened to him and after several years I went on silent retreat in Portugal. Am grateful to him, because he was exactly the in the right time when I was looking for answers. greetings
I didn't know what Kundalini was. I was deep in an ibo ceremony and a very large ball of energy went up and then came down my spine with such a force that I bled from the root (which makes sense given my childhood experience that I didn't remember until months later. ) When I kept asking the medicine what was happening, it kept telling me to yell "Kundalini." I kept asking "what is that," and it kept telling me,"SAY IT!" I did yell it out, and the pressure stopped. I had been working really hard for years to heal myself through therapy/ EMDR/ self-love, but I had no idea about Eastern practices. After yelling it out, I was told to clear a demon out, and the rest of the ceremony was amazing. I laughed and played for the remainder. After the ceremony Iwas at peace, I spent the next year slowly releasing the dark energy inside myself via certifying in and doing self reiki and deep meditation. I had always been able to see the dark, I now can see the light. 🙏🏼 I am grateful and feel honored to have had the experience. I am at peace. I wasn't looking for it, it just happened.
Would love to talk with you about these matters. After 6 years of kundalini and a few shroom trips later I realized there was only one thing ever experiencing this. Infinite bliss orgasmic heaven white light is all I remember, it's where we are now but the ego blocks it. The ego isn't actually real though, it's real because we keep it alive.
For me, it was a feeling of lightness, vitality and the potency of it. It also got me wondering how I lived life before. Leading up to that, I was going through an intense dark time, nothing bad( it was an internal turmoil that I had no idea how it would end). With the KA, also came the onion layers peeling off but being ready for it made a difference, being the witnesser😉. So many insights then came about life and myself, excited to see what unfolds😬 Have a good one Vic😊
Wow, amazing. I agree with you on all points. You have such amazing sensibility. I have to commend you. I'll tell you my thoughts or feelings about your experience; that is a massive amount of healing energy you were producing. Everyone has these abilities. It's innate within us all. We don't all choose to have the same experiences or same abilities etc....Why would we? What would we learn from that? Plus, not every is equipped to handle it, or understand. Anyway. My understanding is that it is a healing light/energy. What it is healing within you, I can't say. Could be something physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual. Only your higher self knows. But for whatever reason, at that time, it was a necessary experience. And how awesome an experience it was! But I totally agree, there is no end to this road here. People can and do, I've seen it, fall into the trap of thinking they are the chosen ones, or special or what have you because they have certain abilities and experiences. No one is more special than the other. Some are just more aware/conscious. Everyone has these abilities, their just not aware. Plus, it is my belief/knowing that not everyone here in this world has chosen to use all of their abilities. We chose what abilities to awaken within us. Not everyone is chosen to use all of their clairvoyant abilities. Some see spirits, some channel, some heal, some have a knowing, and so on. I believe the reason for this is if we all had the same abilities, then we wouldn't need one another, so we wouldn't need to come together to aid one another. We are here to learn, not just from or for ourselves, but for each other. That's how I see it anyway. That is what I have learned from my experiences with my higher self. This is what I innately know. ❤❤
I completely agree with you with what you say, but I feel with your words you've just opened a tiny bit of a window to allow the draft in. We all do have the same capacity. We are conditioned accordingly to the residual parts of the environment of which we have tendencies for; the time in which we live in, means we do not have to be a product of this, hence the experiences of millions across this planet, helped by the infrastructure of Internet. The experience is there to be exactly like you said, chosen by ourselves. In the same way generations before us calmly sat and watched the masses around them in what they thought was 'necessary' , we do the same, just at a different stage. The stage is what is important.. where collective consciousness is concerned, it is a matter of experience, absolute to the human experience, by human experience that does not mean according to the 5 senses , it means of the metaphysical, by expanding our experience of that which is beyond, is how we can help the collective. Once each individual is done of 'healing' , the effort must transpire towards a level of experience that is transcendent of that. The tools the human system has, has to be experienced and explored, this will speed things up. As everyone is understanding, it was all a choice, the choice to get here, right now, in the capacity we are in. Point is - as we master the well known layers of the human experience, the necessity is there to understand and master the unknown layers of human experience. We have to have the courage to encourage this, and lead by example.
@pursuitofspirit you are right, but many more are starting to become more aware. It took me a very long time due to the belief systems of society that we are ingrained with. I still struggle a bit, but I'm working on it. To me, none of those matter as much. What matters most to me is coming into awareness/consciousness by doing the best to your ability. I can get super overwhelmed if I listen to too many others' viewpoints or research too much. If it resonates, that's what I stick with. If who I listen to or books I read are all on the same basic concept. There will be variations, twists on words, etc... but as long as it feels good and loving within my heart, I'm good. Otherwise, I get overwhelmed, and anxiety kicks in. Some people over explain and/or overthink. Sometimes, I can't keep up on all the ideas, methods, and so-called laws/rules I get frustrated. I know that is within myself, so I stick to my path of just love and light, take what I'm capable of understanding, keep an open mind, but don't overthink it. Try not to take what people say personally and live this human life the best I am personally capable of. People who get super downright technical in explaining just confuses me. I'm 63 years old, man, my brain is tired! 😆 🤣
Really enjoyed hearing about this! Wow! There’s been something happening to me lately but it’s not kundalini. It’s just really different. Before I go to sleep I lie down and meditate and the legs have been shaking violently. It’s actually pleasant and is not resisted. I feel that it’s energy moving around and some trauma being released. It’s allowed to run its course. What do you make of it, Vic? Is this common?
I'm not sure what that is, to be honest. It could be what you intuit it is, but it also could be something like RLS (restless leg syndrome). I would just research and look into it but if it's not hurting you and it feels like it helps then I would think it's probably okay.
@@pursuitofspirit I’m a recovering alcoholic/addict and I’ve felt withdrawals more times than I’d like to admit. RLS is a feature of opioid withdrawal and this is nothing like that. It’s more like the feeling of a zillion bees buzzing around in my body. It’s soooo nice!
Hey Victor, interesting insight indeed. I feel like there might be some forces, that want to distract you from the path of awakened. It's not about some devil forces of some sort, me personally I feel like the Advaita Vedanta path teaches you to see yourself as the ultimate, which is the goal. It says that all you see, all you feel, and all you perceive is ultimately still only you. But what if some inner part of you, part of the real you, the everlasting, is trying to keep you blind. What if there's part of the awareness, which wants to block itself from realizing the ultimate truth about awareness. What you spoke of might be some layer of "self defense" system of awareness dispersing, or letting your mind be more subtle, and this was just some way, how to distract you. Remember, Jesus was walking through desert for 40 days and the devil was trying to seduce him from the path. What if the devil is inner part of each and every part of the awareness and even on a path of Advaita you seem to struggle against some forces, call it devil if you want, that don't want you to succeed, as a safe mechanism for not breaking this world apart... Every awakened soul has a huge power and even awareness of itself might be terrified of that power. If you read it through, thank you and I'd be glad, if you share your notions on this topic. Stay safe and I'll be watching your journey Ram Ram Om Shanti Shanti Shanti
Yeah I agree with the most part, but I don't think it's a distraction unless you make it one. The entire retreat with Mooji was focused on the True Self as awareness, so even though this happened, I returned my focus to what was important: the True Self!
@@pursuitofspirit Yeah sure, I mean, any experience can be a distraction if you make it one. I've experienced some hints of eternal bliss inside my body a few times and every time it sets a trigger for a circle of thought "it's finally happening, I'm there now" and immediately I start doing nonsense and abandon my practice... It always happens only in my mind and body but I'm my own prisoner in this sense. Anyway, we all are in the place, where we need to be, so I believe this was just a part of my journey and so was your kundalini experience
@@pursuitofspirit this reminds me of rumi's quote, "“I have lived on the lip of insanity, wanting to know reasons, knocking on a door. It opens. I've been knocking from the inside.” we are in it and there is no outside!
Hey friends, my new eBook: "Channeled Messages From The Facility" is now Available. This eBook includes 184 Messages of Revelation, Illumination, and Truth - all written with pen and paper while I was being tested on like a lab rat in a government facility. If you're interested, you can click here to purchase: www.pursuitofspirit.com/product-page/channeled-messages-from-the-facility
I didn't even think much about Kundalini until it happened to me last year. It was provoked by trauma (due to war in Ukraine which is my country), psychedelic experience that opened my third eye no joke, and some intense feelings I had towards a person. It all provoked wild energy moving from lower to higher chakras, and I could feel where the blockages were. I also was having intense emotional waves and cried like crazy, sitting with all that is and giving it space, becoming a safe space for myself. I had such a profound energy movement that it shook all my previous beliefs to the core. 👁️👁️👁️ It's such a wild, untamed , beautiful power.
P. S. I was on a deep self-discovery journey since 2010, so it also impacted that.
Great video and very glad you shared this. I did a year-long Kundalini course with a teacher and 2-3 months in had a huge experience, but very different to what you describe. Mine happened in the head but sent me into borderline psychosis and completely ruined me - as in, I lost touch with reality (This chair I'm sitting on isn't real, the floor isn't real, this is all an illusion 'Maya' and I've completely lost touch with reality). It also changed my vision to ultra-high definition (which has remained) but also caused visual snow (which has also remained) - as in, my entire vision is overlaid with dots - as if reality is made of pixels and I can see them. It took a long time to recover (from true darkness) and bring myself back - nature was the key.
So for me, it was a truly horrific experience but likely caused by my 'chasing' and 'pushing' for an experience my body / mind / psyche wasn't ready for. That being said, I wouldn't undo any of it as it did break me open such that when I finally managed to put myself back together, my entire perspective on life had changed (in a good way). I finally settled the matter by realising that it was up to me to choose what to believe to be 'true' for me. Trees. Big expanses of water. Big rocks. The feeling I get when I hug my kids etc.
And finally coming to the realisation that you mention in the video - that ultimately I'm here to be human and have the human experience, in a very grounded way. So now I no longer 'chase' or 'push' for any kind of awakenings etc, rather I just let nature take it's course and remain open to whatever may occur.
Many end up in psyche wards after this kind of experience (as I've since come to realise) so, again, you share very wise words - stay grounded and keep being human. So glad you shared this.
Much loves...
Wow man that sounds intense! I'm glad you were able to manage it and find peace with it though.
Beautiful experience! I also experienced something similar. When I was 19 years old and wondering who I was. All of a sudden that happened. 😂
If I have to be honest, what it did to me: it put my dark side in spotlight. All the lies and conditioned thoughts about myself and who I was gradually became clear. Led me into deep depression for 6 years until gradually my authentic self emerged. To add to your story. The first person my heart got in touch with was Mooji. Every day I listened to him and after several years I went on silent retreat in Portugal. Am grateful to him, because he was exactly the in the right time when I was looking for answers.
greetings
I didn't know what Kundalini was. I was deep in an ibo ceremony and a very large ball of energy went up and then came down my spine with such a force that I bled from the root (which makes sense given my childhood experience that I didn't remember until months later. ) When I kept asking the medicine what was happening, it kept telling me to yell "Kundalini." I kept asking "what is that," and it kept telling me,"SAY IT!" I did yell it out, and the pressure stopped. I had been working really hard for years to heal myself through therapy/ EMDR/ self-love, but I had no idea about Eastern practices. After yelling it out, I was told to clear a demon out, and the rest of the ceremony was amazing. I laughed and played for the remainder. After the ceremony Iwas at peace, I spent the next year slowly releasing the dark energy inside myself via certifying in and doing self reiki and deep meditation. I had always been able to see the dark, I now can see the light. 🙏🏼 I am grateful and feel honored to have had the experience. I am at peace. I wasn't looking for it, it just happened.
Wow, that's pretty intense. I'm glad you were able to find peace with it though. Definitely sounds like Kundalini.
The best way to hold it is to hold it lightly. 100 pc true. 👌 👍
I had done kundalini breathwork 2-3 times during the last month. The only thing that I can say is that meditation felt cold and different
Would love to talk with you about these matters. After 6 years of kundalini and a few shroom trips later I realized there was only one thing ever experiencing this. Infinite bliss orgasmic heaven white light is all I remember, it's where we are now but the ego blocks it. The ego isn't actually real though, it's real because we keep it alive.
Always hits home❤
For me, it was a feeling of lightness, vitality and the potency of it. It also got me wondering how I lived life before. Leading up to that, I was going through an intense dark time, nothing bad( it was an internal turmoil that I had no idea how it would end). With the KA, also came the onion layers peeling off but being ready for it made a difference, being the witnesser😉.
So many insights then came about life and myself, excited to see what unfolds😬
Have a good one Vic😊
Wow, amazing. I agree with you on all points. You have such amazing sensibility. I have to commend you. I'll tell you my thoughts or feelings about your experience; that is a massive amount of healing energy you were producing. Everyone has these abilities. It's innate within us all. We don't all choose to have the same experiences or same abilities etc....Why would we? What would we learn from that? Plus, not every is equipped to handle it, or understand. Anyway. My understanding is that it is a healing light/energy. What it is healing within you, I can't say. Could be something physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual. Only your higher self knows. But for whatever reason, at that time, it was a necessary experience. And how awesome an experience it was! But I totally agree, there is no end to this road here. People can and do, I've seen it, fall into the trap of thinking they are the chosen ones, or special or what have you because they have certain abilities and experiences. No one is more special than the other. Some are just more aware/conscious. Everyone has these abilities, their just not aware. Plus, it is my belief/knowing that not everyone here in this world has chosen to use all of their abilities. We chose what abilities to awaken within us. Not everyone is chosen to use all of their clairvoyant abilities. Some see spirits, some channel, some heal, some have a knowing, and so on. I believe the reason for this is if we all had the same abilities, then we wouldn't need one another, so we wouldn't need to come together to aid one another. We are here to learn, not just from or for ourselves, but for each other. That's how I see it anyway. That is what I have learned from my experiences with my higher self. This is what I innately know. ❤❤
I completely agree with you with what you say, but I feel with your words you've just opened a tiny bit of a window to allow the draft in.
We all do have the same capacity.
We are conditioned accordingly to the residual parts of the environment of which we have tendencies for; the time in which we live in, means we do not have to be a product of this, hence the experiences of millions across this planet, helped by the infrastructure of Internet.
The experience is there to be exactly like you said, chosen by ourselves. In the same way generations before us calmly sat and watched the masses around them in what they thought was 'necessary' , we do the same, just at a different stage.
The stage is what is important.. where collective consciousness is concerned, it is a matter of experience, absolute to the human experience, by human experience that does not mean according to the 5 senses , it means of the metaphysical, by expanding our experience of that which is beyond, is how we can help the collective.
Once each individual is done of 'healing' , the effort must transpire towards a level of experience that is transcendent of that.
The tools the human system has, has to be experienced and explored, this will speed things up.
As everyone is understanding, it was all a choice, the choice to get here, right now, in the capacity we are in.
Point is - as we master the well known layers of the human experience, the necessity is there to understand and master the unknown layers of human experience.
We have to have the courage to encourage this, and lead by example.
Thats a great perspective. I agree I think we all have special powers, but how many of us actually access those? Probably not many.
@pursuitofspirit you are right, but many more are starting to become more aware. It took me a very long time due to the belief systems of society that we are ingrained with. I still struggle a bit, but I'm working on it. To me, none of those matter as much. What matters most to me is coming into awareness/consciousness by doing the best to your ability. I can get super overwhelmed if I listen to too many others' viewpoints or research too much. If it resonates, that's what I stick with. If who I listen to or books I read are all on the same basic concept. There will be variations, twists on words, etc... but as long as it feels good and loving within my heart, I'm good. Otherwise, I get overwhelmed, and anxiety kicks in. Some people over explain and/or overthink. Sometimes, I can't keep up on all the ideas, methods, and so-called laws/rules I get frustrated. I know that is within myself, so I stick to my path of just love and light, take what I'm capable of understanding, keep an open mind, but don't overthink it. Try not to take what people say personally and live this human life the best I am personally capable of. People who get super downright technical in explaining just confuses me. I'm 63 years old, man, my brain is tired! 😆 🤣
Really enjoyed hearing about this! Wow! There’s been something happening to me lately but it’s not kundalini. It’s just really different. Before I go to sleep I lie down and meditate and the legs have been shaking violently. It’s actually pleasant and is not resisted. I feel that it’s energy moving around and some trauma being released. It’s allowed to run its course. What do you make of it, Vic? Is this common?
I think you could be right. It is some way of healing or letting go.
@@lauriedeshaies9301 That’s definitely the intuition of it. The body feels so peaceful when it’s played itself out.
I'm not sure what that is, to be honest. It could be what you intuit it is, but it also could be something like RLS (restless leg syndrome).
I would just research and look into it but if it's not hurting you and it feels like it helps then I would think it's probably okay.
@@pursuitofspirit I’m a recovering alcoholic/addict and I’ve felt withdrawals more times than I’d like to admit. RLS is a feature of opioid withdrawal and this is nothing like that. It’s more like the feeling of a zillion bees buzzing around in my body. It’s soooo nice!
Hey Victor, interesting insight indeed. I feel like there might be some forces, that want to distract you from the path of awakened. It's not about some devil forces of some sort, me personally I feel like the Advaita Vedanta path teaches you to see yourself as the ultimate, which is the goal. It says that all you see, all you feel, and all you perceive is ultimately still only you. But what if some inner part of you, part of the real you, the everlasting, is trying to keep you blind. What if there's part of the awareness, which wants to block itself from realizing the ultimate truth about awareness. What you spoke of might be some layer of "self defense" system of awareness dispersing, or letting your mind be more subtle, and this was just some way, how to distract you. Remember, Jesus was walking through desert for 40 days and the devil was trying to seduce him from the path. What if the devil is inner part of each and every part of the awareness and even on a path of Advaita you seem to struggle against some forces, call it devil if you want, that don't want you to succeed, as a safe mechanism for not breaking this world apart... Every awakened soul has a huge power and even awareness of itself might be terrified of that power.
If you read it through, thank you and I'd be glad, if you share your notions on this topic.
Stay safe and I'll be watching your journey
Ram Ram
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti
Yeah I agree with the most part, but I don't think it's a distraction unless you make it one.
The entire retreat with Mooji was focused on the True Self as awareness, so even though this happened, I returned my focus to what was important: the True Self!
@@pursuitofspirit Yeah sure, I mean, any experience can be a distraction if you make it one. I've experienced some hints of eternal bliss inside my body a few times and every time it sets a trigger for a circle of thought "it's finally happening, I'm there now" and immediately I start doing nonsense and abandon my practice... It always happens only in my mind and body but I'm my own prisoner in this sense.
Anyway, we all are in the place, where we need to be, so I believe this was just a part of my journey and so was your kundalini experience
You open a door to a room you are not yet ready to enter. Caution!
the end destination of all this spiritual thing is union with god so what is there to fear ? the ego will go through death, a fake death anyways
I heard a knock and opened the door,
It was me knocking from the other side!
@@pursuitofspirit this reminds me of rumi's quote, "“I have lived on the lip
of insanity, wanting to know reasons,
knocking on a door. It opens.
I've been knocking from the inside.”
we are in it and there is no outside!
I am feeling asexual after kundalini awakening ...will sexual libido come back??
Maybe. Your Body Is Using The Sexual Energy For Spiritual Purposes! I Would Rejoice!
This reminds of the bible story where Jacob wrestled with an angel all night. Hmmm I wonder what that really is about.