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  • Опубликовано: 25 окт 2024

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  • @sophielouuuise
    @sophielouuuise 6 лет назад +617

    Jodes i'm so so so proud of you for uploading this! & i'm so happy to hear you're on the right track with recovery. Love you so much 💗

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +33

      Sophie my darling thank you so much, you are such a gorgeous girl & i would love to see you soon.

    • @maryamali_
      @maryamali_ 6 лет назад +10

      I love it when youtubers support one another!!💗💗😘

  • @sophdoeslife
    @sophdoeslife 6 лет назад +280

    love you ❤❤❤

  • @JodieJPorteous
    @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +438

    This is most real, vulnerable video I have ever made. A video that I think may be the most important one I ever film.
    This is the scariest thing I’ve ever done in my whole life... but if it helps even just one person out there to feel less alone, or to feel even for just a second a glimmer of hope, then it’s been 100% worth it. I truly feel blessed to have been given this platform to share my story & spread awareness of this devastating illness.
    I want to inspire people. I want people to say because of you, I didn’t give up.
    This video is for you. This video is for everyone out there who has never stopped believing in me, even when I didn’t believe in myself. 💗
    I love you with my whole heart.
    I’ve left all links in the description box of things & people I mentioned, & follow me on instagram instagram.com/just_jodes where you can also follow my journey :) & here's Emmy's instagram (go give her some love please hehe) for you to follow too:
    instagram.com/emmymbrunner/?hl=en
    Also please be sensitive & mindful in the comments (no triggering stuff or scary number talk please!

    • @rubytyler5991
      @rubytyler5991 6 лет назад +2

      well done for posting this, we ar all here for you

    • @kayseyo601
      @kayseyo601 6 лет назад +2

      So brave of you to share your story. Don’t expect a reply but so so proud of you for sharing. I have previously also struggled with anorexia alongside depression, anxiety, BDD and PTSD. I know how much of a struggle battling anorexia is and I’m so proud to say that I’m not anymore although I struggle massively with my weight. Jodes I’m so proud of you take care of yourself take your time. I don’t love myself but I’d love to learn but I hope that you can learn to love yourself. I’m so so proud of you💗

    • @alicecatherine9116
      @alicecatherine9116 6 лет назад +3

      Just Jodes i love you. you are so brave x

    • @soraia180593
      @soraia180593 6 лет назад +1

      Just Jodes I am so so proud of you for uploading this jodes. Even though I don't know you personally I have so much respect for you. I'm sure a lot of your fans (me included) had worries and questions about what was wrong with your health as we could physically see changes but you really are so so brave 💟💟💟

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +2

      thank you so much x

  • @SophieFoster
    @SophieFoster 6 лет назад +275

    You are truly one of the nicest people I've ever met and I wish nothing but the absolute BEST for you xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +7

      Sophie that means the absolute WORLD to me. I would love to see you soon xxx

  • @Imogenhorton.
    @Imogenhorton. 6 лет назад +226

    You're so amazing and inspirational. I love you and I'm always here if you need ANYTHING xxxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +9

      thank you my sweet, the same goes for you

  • @LucyJaneWood
    @LucyJaneWood 6 лет назад +242

    So proud of you. Here for you every step of the way always, you’ve got this 💗

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +13

      I cannot thank you enough for being the most beautiful, kind hearted human who I am so honoured to call my friend x

    • @mandiivictoria8316
      @mandiivictoria8316 6 лет назад

      Lucy Wood i

  • @LucyFlight
    @LucyFlight 6 лет назад +200

    So proud of you. Love you endlessly ❤️

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +10

      I love you & I cannot thank you enough for being such an incredible support for me. You & your beautiful family x

    • @LucyFlight
      @LucyFlight 6 лет назад +5

      We love you so much. You’re so incredibly brave❤️

  • @makeupbyleyla
    @makeupbyleyla 6 лет назад +110

    You truly are such a brave girl with such a beautiful vibrant soul;
    You shine so much brighter than you know. So proud of you x

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      Thank you so much you beautiful angel 💗 love you xxx

  • @Sophie-cl8ld
    @Sophie-cl8ld 6 лет назад +62

    I was very concerned about you the past year, I never commented because I know how defensive people are with an eating disorder, as was I. I’ve had a eating disorder for 2 years and is on way to somewhat recovered (I don’t think it will 100% go away), anorexia is horrible. I’m so sorry you are going through this ❤️ you can get through this girl, take your time xxx

  • @EleanorNeale
    @EleanorNeale 6 лет назад +60

    You are incredible Jodes, really! I'm sure this video will help more people than you can even imagine!! Good luck with your recovery, you've got this girl!! xxx

    • @oliviabritton7332
      @oliviabritton7332 6 лет назад +1

      Eleanor Neale OMG! I didn't know u watched Jodes too! I love your videos!!!! ❤️🌎😘

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +3

      thank you so much you gorgeous soul! so much love xxx

  • @Alyshadevon95
    @Alyshadevon95 6 лет назад +156

    You’re a bloody inspiration, so brave and I love ya SO much xxxxxxxxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +7

      Major love my warrior friend, we've got this! xxxx

  • @emilylemon7169
    @emilylemon7169 6 лет назад

    I’ve suffered with anorexia for about 9 months seriously ( diagnosed for 4), although the thought were there for much longer. The part you said about people asking for diet tricks and tips was something I also experienced. When at my lowest, I was eating 3 different foods, was unhappy, tired and cold yet people were telling me how amazing my body was and how I lost weight. I was shocked, I didn’t know what to say? It fuels the disorder and it is disgusting that society tells us that anorexia is beautiful. It’s ugly, it’s painful and it’s angry. You choosing recovery is so brave and you are a true inspiration! I hope you’re okay, everything will be worth it in the end and recovery is truest one of the best things in the whole world xxxx

  • @shannonofficial
    @shannonofficial 6 лет назад +61

    I feel guilty for pouring my heart out to you , but thank you for still listening to me even though you were struggling yourself. This is why you are amazing, I love you so so much and am so proud of you! Sending all the hugs in the world 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +15

      honey i'm just glad i could be there for you, sending so much love & i hope you found some hope in this video x

    • @shannonofficial
      @shannonofficial 6 лет назад +3

      Just Jodes You really have been amazing to me lately and I cannot thank you enough. Always here for you too my angel 😇
      This video really does give me hope, thank you xxx

  • @oona_499
    @oona_499 6 лет назад +3

    Eating disorder isn't a choice and it doesn't make you a bad role model. It makes you a real person. You are so brave for doing this, and I wish you strenght to keep choosing your health every day ❤️

  • @tamararachael6404
    @tamararachael6404 6 лет назад +30

    You wouldn't be without RUclips and we wouldn't be without you ❤

  • @mandy
    @mandy 6 лет назад +85

    Very proud of you. Lots of love x

  • @cathy3339
    @cathy3339 6 лет назад +33

    I became very aware that this might be something you were struggling with over the last year or so from seeing your physical changes but did not want to be the person who commented and made things more difficult! You have been so so brave making this video and here is to your recovery

  • @lauragracexo
    @lauragracexo 6 лет назад

    I’m so proud of you for talking about this. Over 5 years ago I got diagnosed with anxiety and I remember how watching RUclips gave me the distraction I needed, it helped me to feel less anxious.
    2 years ago in September I was lucky enough for my Nan to pay for me to go to a private therapist. It was the best decision I have ever made to go. I’ve done so many new things and it’s all thanks to my therapist.
    I know how it feels going through therapy and recovery, I’m so so happy that you were able to go to the clinic and get the help and support that you needed.

  • @GemmaSheldon
    @GemmaSheldon 6 лет назад +69

    VERY proud of you for making this video x

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +2

      I cannot even tell you what a godsend finding your channel was a month ago. You have been a HUGE part of my recovery & I have nothing but love for you beautiful girl x

  • @abbiegabriella8911
    @abbiegabriella8911 6 лет назад +1

    After suffering with anorexia for 6 years. This is so so brave. Sending all my love and hugs❤️❤️

  • @jomeredith3919
    @jomeredith3919 6 лет назад +28

    I’ve wondered for a while if you were going through this. Very proud of you for making this video. Am experiencing this with the daughter of a friend at the moment. Nice to have people like you speaking on this subject.
    Stay positive Jodes xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      please send her my love & tell her she CAN beat this. Lots of love to you xxx

  • @elbutlerxox1678
    @elbutlerxox1678 6 лет назад +1

    Jodes, I'm so proud of you for making this video and getting help! xxx

  • @myidentityisasecret4430
    @myidentityisasecret4430 6 лет назад +10

    You shouldn’t have been nervous to film this because you know that all your fans will be behind you through everything ❤️

  • @chantellehiggins486
    @chantellehiggins486 6 лет назад +3

    As a young girl really struggling right now thank you so much for just bringing this topic up , I’m currently in a psychiatric ward right now trying to recover from anorexia and it’s really hard because although u see statistics about how many people struggle u still can’t help but feel alone and ashamed.So to see my favourite RUclipsr open up and bring light to the issue really inspires me.this video was done in such way that it was not triggering at all (no numbers or photos) and it was purely just sharing ur story which helped me so much , so Jodie we are stronger than this and we will beat this 💪🏼and to anyone reading remember to nourish ur body , u can be in control but still in a healthy way☺️

  • @tiegbernice695
    @tiegbernice695 6 лет назад +86

    i think youd be an amazing advocate for mental health and working with mental health charities have you ever considered it?

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +20

      that is my aim, i would absolutely LOVE to

  • @Zoe-MammafulZo
    @Zoe-MammafulZo 6 лет назад +24

    You know how much I love you & how I’ve always been incredibly proud of you, but I know how difficult it would have been to make this video, and I am so so proud of you for making it. You’re an amazing young lady & I’m so proud and honoured to be your friend 💖 you will beat the demon darling, and as always I’ll be right behind you. Love you loads darling, always right behind you 💖💖💖💖💖

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      you know how much you mean to me, & i'm the one who should be honoured because you are the definition of strength. Sending all my love as always

    • @Zoe-MammafulZo
      @Zoe-MammafulZo 6 лет назад +1

      Just Jodes love you 💖💖💖

  • @elizabethmay3637
    @elizabethmay3637 6 лет назад +50

    I’m also recovering - it so so hard but I know it’ll be worth it....There is such a lack of help and support out there though, especially for those who can’t afford it....it’s also so hard because I feel so alone in this...

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +4

      It will be so worth it my darling, keep going. & I am aware the lack of help is awful & it’s something I will fight my absolute hardest to make change 💗 sending my love x

    • @elizabethmay3637
      @elizabethmay3637 6 лет назад +2

      Just Jodes it’s been 4 years of pure hell. I was having therapy through the NHS but as soon as my BMI reaches 18 I was discharged because I physically no longer needed the help and had used my allocated number of sessions...desperately looking for some help...I don’t know how much longer I can cope with my head!

    • @leannad2625
      @leannad2625 6 лет назад

      I'm in the same situation as you lovely, I feel you. I was inpatient and as soon as my bmi reached 18 (twice over) they discharged me and I relapsed straight away because eating disorders aren't all about weight and the NHS don't seem to get that. Keep fighting x

    • @Carmen-hh3cq
      @Carmen-hh3cq 6 лет назад +2

      Elizabeth May hey girl, i know this might be weird because we don’t know each other but message me on insta if you ever need to vent!!! @carmenfoster_ xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +3

      it breaks my heart to read this. I am so determined to make some sort of change. I will do everything in my power, sending you love x

  • @bollyRAINBOW14
    @bollyRAINBOW14 6 лет назад +3

    You’re bloody brilliant Jodes. I’m so so proud of you. You’re so brave for telling your story. Always here if you want/need to chat. Anorexia took away too many years of my life and now that I’m fully recovered and living my best life I am in the position to help others and it is the best feeling in the world. You’ve got this girl, we love you.

  • @tianabub
    @tianabub 6 лет назад +18

    Jodes, you are such a strong human being. It really takes a great amount of bravery to post a video like this, and I cannot even begin to describe how proud I am of you for even talking about it in the first place, let alone posting this. You are incredible, truly. I have your poster that says 'good vibes only' and it makes me smile every time I look at it. I was thankful when I discovered your channel because you have always been so positive and kind and uplifting and genuinely grateful for your following. I aspire to be everything that you are. Thank you for sharing your story. I love, so so so much, that you want to be a voice for those who have a hard time finding their's. I know you can do it and I know that you can help others and be a huge influence and inspiration for those who are quietly struggling. Again, thank you for being you. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for being brave. Thank you for being kind. Thank you for being strong. Thank you for being determined. Thank you for fighting your struggles. Thank you for living. Thank you for being Just Jodes. xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      thank you SO much you have my crying (again hahaha)! This comment is so lovely & means the world, big love xxx

  • @surimalandre3232
    @surimalandre3232 6 лет назад +3

    Hi jody, I think you're incredibly brave to talk openly about your eating disorder. I myself have had an eating disorder most of my life and I'm 49 now and some days still struggle. I understand how difficult it is to be better. But I wish you all the best...much love. Health and happiness for you. ❤️

  • @eves5245
    @eves5245 6 лет назад

    You are incredible Jodes! How you've turned such a difficult experience for you into something to help others is incredible. You're sitting here struggling to talk about an aspect of your life you've struggled with yet you're managing to somehow put so much positivity into a video. You're amazing coping with this whilst living online, you're amazing girl! YOU GOT THIS

  • @bethanydavincourt7080
    @bethanydavincourt7080 6 лет назад +1

    I’m so so pleased you’re so determined to stay on the right track. I’ve been worried about you but also mindful of prying or upsetting you by asking whether things were ok. Keep strong lady, don’t ever give up on yourself xxx

  • @susanpearson-creativefibro
    @susanpearson-creativefibro 6 лет назад +1

    Brave girl, thank you so much for shining a light on such an important subject. I’m so glad you are getting the help you need and deserve. Stay strong you are beautiful in the way that matters the most, inside as well as outside.

  • @shenicejohnson7059
    @shenicejohnson7059 6 лет назад +1

    Omg I fucking love you, I'm so proud of you for speaking about your issues. I completely understand and I wish you all the best in the world. You deserve to achieve all your dreams and I hope one day that you can completely fight your battles ❤️❤️❤️

  • @mennamaethomas1340
    @mennamaethomas1340 6 лет назад +14

    The way you spoke about RUclips is how I feel about you, and I think it’s important that you know that. We love you Jodes. Beautiful video and so open and honest. I appreciate you so much.

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад

      Mennamae Thomas Thank you soooo much. 😭😘 Your support & kind words mean the world to me 💗

  • @AnnaleaOfficial
    @AnnaleaOfficial 6 лет назад +15

    Jodie, I'm so proud of you! This video is so brave and raw. But it's also eloquent and mature and so full of hope. Thank you for being so honest, I wish you all the best for your recovery xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад

      Annalea this is a beautiful comment, thank you so much 💗

  • @lizzie8191
    @lizzie8191 6 лет назад +2

    Whilst I don’t have an eating disorder, this video has really motivated me to get some help and therapy for my anxiety, OCD and phobias. Being open about your struggle has really motivated me. You’re inspiring and a true role model, encouraging others to get help by sharing your story and reminding others it will get better and that others are there for them. Thank you for sharing and thank you for helping me and many others, love you and you deserve the world 💕

  • @NatashaReidMusic
    @NatashaReidMusic 6 лет назад +2

    I’m so pleased you have finally found the strength to speak on this. One of my best friends has been in recovery for 18 months after battling her disorder for 5 years so I spotted your signs and I felt awful for you and seeing lots of comments asking for tips. Part of me was also frustrated with you for not being honest sooner, my cousin who is 10 has been trying to “get skinny like jodes” and I’ve wanted to scream and tell her that I don’t think Jodes is feeling well! However, as frustrated as I was - I knew none of it was intentional, malicious or anything. It is an illness and a devastating one at that. I have suffered with mental illness for over a decade and I know how hard it is to choose recovery because recovery is so frightening. Wishing you lots of love, health & happiness in this tough time! X

  • @sarahharrison3332
    @sarahharrison3332 6 лет назад +1

    So much admiration for you Jodes, beautiful person inside and out 💕

  • @DaniHerbert
    @DaniHerbert 6 лет назад +2

    I don’t often comment on the videos I watch - but I couldn’t watch this and not send my love to you jodes, another voice in the sea of supporters letting you know we’re all here for you and are all so proud of you! 💖

  • @lauren7083
    @lauren7083 6 лет назад +23

    Oh Jodes, Soso proud of you for being so honest & open in your video and raising so much awareness on mental illnesses and the affects it can have on someone's life! I'm sending my complete love and support on your healthy recovery!💓😊

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      sending so much love, thank you a million xxx

  • @daisyupstell2770
    @daisyupstell2770 6 лет назад

    Omg jodes this is amazing I struggled with anxiety for so long and finally came out the other side earlier this year. Your right a beautiful life is the other side of the dark times and you are so much stronger than you thought💞 this is so amazing that you are bringing attention to this incredibly important subject and that people will realise they are not alone🌍 well done I’m so proud of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @adelaidestyle6591
    @adelaidestyle6591 6 лет назад +1

    Hello Darling, sorry I’ve taken so long to comment, I’ve had some stuff happening.
    I think you have such beautiful strength, that even when you’re feeling not yourself, you continue to be a light in other’s life and inspire them.
    I am so glad that you are getting the help you need and I pray you have the most beautiful life you can have.
    I love you.

  • @tgsxjodesx1905
    @tgsxjodesx1905 6 лет назад +2

    can i just say one thing, thankyou. thankyou for speaking out, thankyou for being such a positive presence and thankyou for this video. jodes i can’t put into words how proud i am of you, like honest to god, putting yourself in such a vulnerable position, uploading this raw video, in order to help others, you are an incredible human being. you’ve helped me in so many ways before this video, and once again this video has showed me why i class you my role model. thankyou for everything you do, i’m glad you’re doing better, x so much love for you

  • @misstammygamble
    @misstammygamble 6 лет назад +1

    I must admit, I've actually been quite worried about you for a number of months now but never wanted to comment on the changes I was noticing in case it made things worse. So glad things are improving for you x

  • @alittledreamer5964
    @alittledreamer5964 6 лет назад +2

    Gosh... Can I just say I am in total awe of you.😍
    First of all to beat such a hard time and be able to let go of the struggle.
    It couldn’t have been easy, dealing with some thing that mentally puts you in a destructive place.
    I don’t think words do justice in this case, I just congratulate you on how strong you are.
    Secondly, to share such an experience and vaunrability with honest words.
    I don’t think I could have done such a brave action :)
    And that’s saying something because I am typically fearless :))
    I don’t usually write comments like this, usually I am so shy :) but your strength is so so precious and worth noticing and writing about.
    From the bottom of my heart I do wish you the best things in the universe and mostly your genuine happiness.
    Then again thank you for bravery and honesty.
    Hope you have a wonderful day, xxx💙

  • @HannahHanmanYates
    @HannahHanmanYates 6 лет назад +1

    Jodes I am so proud of you! You’re such an inspirational, strong, loving, caring person, and beautiful both inside and out. You know we’ll all support you on this journey, and you have made so many other people feel supported by speaking out and being honest. You’re just jodes but just amazing! Love you gal 💕

  • @mairarosevanemden9643
    @mairarosevanemden9643 6 лет назад +2

    I know you are probably not going to read this but you are so incredibly amazingly strong to make this video. I’ve been watching you since the beginning, you are so amazing! I have actually been struggling with an eating disorder myself and it is really though. I am in recovery too now. I wish you the best !! Both of us can do it! Lots of love❤️

  • @imogenmcleod1674
    @imogenmcleod1674 6 лет назад +32

    love you forever and always, we’re with you every step of the way and we’re all forever proud of you, keep being you angel you’re incredible

  • @leannad2625
    @leannad2625 6 лет назад +1

    I'm so proud of you for posting this. I'm just concerned that you say you're in recovery but in every video your weight loss seems more and more? I have anorexia so I do know how hard it is, I know it's really fucking hard and I've been hospitalized twice and still can't say I'm in 'recovery' because I'm still severely underweight. All I'm saying is I hope you're getting the support you need (ie. a meal plan) because that's just as important xxx

  • @jenjenivive
    @jenjenivive 6 лет назад

    I’m 29, I developed an eating disorder last year. I have never felt as lonely as I do right now. I lost a ridiculous amount of weight in such a short space of time. I am now on the waiting list for therapy. Every day is so hard, every day is a new challenge.
    Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are so inspiring and your video helped me feel like I am not alone in this. 💜

  • @aliciaclarkex6414
    @aliciaclarkex6414 6 лет назад

    So proud of you for making this, I’m currently going through recovery for anorexia myself and I felt so alone. You have helped me by making this. I love you x

  • @Laura-xz8kv
    @Laura-xz8kv 6 лет назад

    I understand this battle far too much and I just wanted to say how much of an inspiration you are hunnie... I am so so pleased you've been able to access some good support finally.. getting treatment is not easy and I know people who like you have been able to go private and still the treatment was rubbish so I am so so pleased it worked out for you. Stay strong sweet.. this is one hell of a battle and I like you have suffered for years but your doing amazing and YES YOU DO DESERVE THIS ❤❤❤ keep fighting xxxx

  • @MusicByEllaAndLucy
    @MusicByEllaAndLucy 6 лет назад

    hey jodes, i’m currently also in anorexia recovery and videos like this keep me going when my ED voice over powers my rational voice. knowing i’m not alone in feeling this way, and fighting this battle is immensely comforting and i cannot thank you enough. you truly are a wonderful person who never deserved to suffer with this cruel illness, but just know that you are so strong, so worthy, and so capable of recovery xxxxx

  • @jaysociety
    @jaysociety 6 лет назад

    you are truly inspirational! thank you for using this platform to change peoples lifes!! i had an eating disorder for so long and it feels so good to be recovered, i promise you its sososo worth it! i did a video about this topic too a year ago i think and i was so scared to upload it but it was definitely one of the best decisions ive ever made cause it started conversation with so many of my viewers! im so glad you felt comfortable opening up cause its gonna help a lot of people! keep going baby, you are so strong! ❤️

  • @TasLike
    @TasLike 6 лет назад +1

    You’re such a beautiful soul Jodes so never lose sight of that, you were put in this position to inspire others. The challenges you’ve been put through is horrendous but it’s taught you things about yourself and I’m so glad you’re now receiving the correct help, as you can’t always do it alone you need a support network..
    I’m sending you all my love and healing you, and just remember although you’ve spoken about it and been open about this, you’re STILL Jodes.
    You’re a fabulous girl, keep doing you xx

  • @jamie9801
    @jamie9801 6 лет назад +7

    I've been concerned about you for a while and just wanted to know if you were okay. I'm so glad you've got the help you deserve and need. I don't have an eating disorder but I have emotionally unstable personality disorder and with that makes me extremely self conscious of my body. I think about it day in day out. And don't go to school a lot because of the way I feel. I've had this for pretty much my whole life. I want us to work as a team to raise mental health awareness. You're so brave and I love you! X

  • @niamhmol
    @niamhmol 6 лет назад +1

    I really admire your clarity in how you communicated your message so openly and clearly in this video. It's very admirable :)

  • @tammyearrye1172
    @tammyearrye1172 6 лет назад +11

    So incredibly proud of you for sharing this. It takes a very strong person to make a video of themselves being so open and vulnerable. You have all of us behind you, and we will always be here in our own ways. Stay strong, sending love and good vibes.
    You’re giving me the strength to carry on with my recovery. I will get better. I will. Xxx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад

      thank you so much beautiful, keep going, you are strong & wonderful. x

  • @chanelleramejkis4769
    @chanelleramejkis4769 6 лет назад +2

    I had a feeling you was going to say this. It is amazing that you are speaking out and you have made the choice to recover. It is amazing for your followers to see that just because you are a big youtuber you are still only human!💕 I hope your journey goes smoothly and you continue to speak out and feel like you have support. You are incredible and so so beautiful 💕

  • @KimberleyD1991
    @KimberleyD1991 6 лет назад +3

    Oh Jodes :( I commented on a pic you posted a while back and said I thought I knew what it was that was wrong and I was unfortunately right :( I see the signs as someone who has also struggled with eating disorders I know how you feel and it does get better, you are an inspiration and we love you for you xxx keep getting happier ❤️

  • @genevieve2125
    @genevieve2125 6 лет назад +1

    My beautiful Jodes, honestly so much love and respect for you for making this video, know that myself and the rest of this lovely lot are here for you no matter what
    “Always remember you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think and twice as beautiful as you’ve ever imagined” - thought I’d just share this little quote of wisdom!
    LOVE ALWAYS ❤️❤️Xx

  • @neurodivergentdawn
    @neurodivergentdawn 6 лет назад +3

    I nearly cried watching this. Thank you for this, this video is important xx

  • @smallmousebeuatymouse_xoxo1401
    @smallmousebeuatymouse_xoxo1401 6 лет назад

    I'm proud of you!! I have suffered with anorexia for about 2 years now, its harder then people think to speak about it. Well done. Xxx

  • @missydale1284
    @missydale1284 6 лет назад +1

    Omg, Jodes just remember we’ve got your back and we all love you so much, you are so strong for making this video and you will help thousands❤️I love you so much. Stay strong 💕

  • @NewbieToBeauty
    @NewbieToBeauty 6 лет назад +18

    I’m so proud of you for making this video, in fact pride isn’t the word I’m looking for, it’s more than that. Your beautiful. Everything will be okay! I know you always post quotes and things and tell other people things will be okay, remember that yourself, everything will be okay, I promise you. I’m always here if you need to talk beautiful, I love you ❤️

  • @cj3617
    @cj3617 6 лет назад

    I rewatch this often. I often feel overwhelmed by things I see online about fitness, weight loss, etc. it makes me feel inferior, even though I stopped restricting many years ago. Everyone has those thoughts, I think, not just eating disorder survivors. Every time I feel bombarded by videos and posts about “health,” I come back to this video. And I remember how far I have come. And how far you have come. And I feel hopeful again. Thank you for this video.

  • @beccasian5152
    @beccasian5152 6 лет назад +1

    A lot of respect for you for making this video!! So happy that you’re okay now! Love you jodes❤️❤️❤️

  • @PerryPresents
    @PerryPresents 6 лет назад +21

    This video is so honest. You have so much courage to openly talk about this but it's so good that you do. I have so much respect for you and what you're doing here. It's important to share so that others can learn and grow with you. Sending you lots of love, hugs and smiles your way! Stay smiley Jodie we are all here for you xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад

      thank you so much, you are too kind! all the love xxx

  • @Hannah-iv8bo
    @Hannah-iv8bo 6 лет назад +18

    You are loved! You are so brave to post this, which inspires me to stay positive and strong, even when I'm not feeling the best. You bring a positive light to my life and help me to realise how much better it is to have a positive mindset. We love you, Jodes! You are strong. Sending so much love💖💕❤

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад +1

      Awwwweee so much love!!! Stay positive you beautiful human xxx

    • @Hannah-iv8bo
      @Hannah-iv8bo 6 лет назад

      Just Jodes Thank you so much!

  • @rubygleeson9500
    @rubygleeson9500 6 лет назад +1

    As a person who has been struggling with anorexia nervosa for over six years nows (and still fighting) I applaud you on speaking out about your journey. Thank you for raising awareness, you will help more people than you will ever know. It’s a tough journey, I understand but I know just through the strength I saw you portray in this video that you will get there. You are loved, you are enough and you worthy of truly living and not just surviving. Keep on fighting, you’ve got this! xx

    • @JodieJPorteous
      @JodieJPorteous  6 лет назад

      thank you SO much, i'm sorry that you're struggling too but you need to read your own words & know that you are worthy of living & you have to keep going, you deserve freedom. Lets do this xxx

  • @katiepxx450
    @katiepxx450 6 лет назад +2

    Hi jodes, you've got this. I've never met you (but would love to!) And I can see how much you deserve thus life band recovery. You are so inspirational to thousands and thousands of people. I've just left hospital and recovering from my ed, so thiss video was really helpful to hear and I want to say how proud I am of you. Katie xxxxxxx

  • @xcarolinex1709
    @xcarolinex1709 6 лет назад +1

    You brave, lovely, kind, genuine & BEAUTIFUL human. I respect you so much. All my love and support your way Jodie. Thinking of you. Get well soon. NEVER be ashamed xxxx Lots and lots of love xx Caroline xx

  • @yazlowe8236
    @yazlowe8236 6 лет назад

    can’t thank you enough for being so strong in not just uploading this but choosing recovery, it’s not an easy choice but you are never alone.i can feel your determination and i want to thank you for making myself ,and everyone else going through similar things , feel hope. keep going gorgeous! xxx

  • @Tallie83
    @Tallie83 6 лет назад +1

    Thank you for a very very good and necessary video. Xx

  • @karenwood9632
    @karenwood9632 6 лет назад +2

    Big respect to you Jodes! This must have been so difficult to do! You don’t realise the impact of social media and by you being honest and tell us how it you you have probably saved a lot of lives! I think you are very brave for sharing this with us and I am so so pleased that you are on the right track now! I love watching your videos especially your vlogs! Lots of love to you xxx

  • @princesspigs1332
    @princesspigs1332 6 лет назад +1

    i'm so sorry, jodes. i wish you all the best w ur recovery

  • @joanasantos6728
    @joanasantos6728 6 лет назад +1

    mad, mad respect for you jodes. will always be here supporting you. lots of love from Portugal ❤

  • @omilane5032
    @omilane5032 6 лет назад +1

    Thankyou so much for sharing this Jodes, I'm so proud of you and this will help so many. Thankyou for spreading hope and positivity, you're such an inspiration. I wish you nothing but the best with you're recovery. We love you Jodes!

  • @evegracexoxo1105
    @evegracexoxo1105 6 лет назад +5

    I love you so much Jodes, you are so unbelievably strong and inspirational 💛 this video is so, so important ✨ I have had an ED for five years now and this video is one of the most amazing, most down to earth videos that I have seen, you deserve the world ~ take your time, we love you 💗😌 xxx

  • @sophiejayne8303
    @sophiejayne8303 6 лет назад +2

    Such an inspiration to many, many people. Sorry you had to suffer alone, but it takes a very strong person to speak up. So well done, honestly. I’m glad you are recovering from this horrendous illness, it’s great to see you speaking so positively ❤️

  • @sofiacharalambous2746
    @sofiacharalambous2746 6 лет назад +2

    You are such an amazing, strong and inspiring human being! I am a person that never likes to talk about stuff I’ m going through cause it makes me feel so vulnerable and seeing you talk about your own struggles makes me feel so proud of you. I know how scaring it is to reveal your secrets to the world especially when you didn’ t have the best experiences by doing so in the past. Seeing you opening up gave me a little bit of your own strength and hope about the future. You are significant! Keep being you and know that you deserve more than you can ever imagine! I wish you all the best! Love you 🧡

  • @emmadickson9881
    @emmadickson9881 6 лет назад +1

    You are one very special human being, a total inspiration

  • @ssrjx7543
    @ssrjx7543 6 лет назад +4

    I did have my suspicions you were unwell :( but you’re so so brave for doing this video, and I bet you will help so many people! I wish you the best for your recovery x

  • @emilyjane4815
    @emilyjane4815 6 лет назад

    You should feel very proud of yourself for having the guts to do this video. I suffer from a mental illness and I can't imagine telling everyone I know how I suffer so well done to you. You're a beautiful human and I wish you well on your journey to recovery and a happy life 💞

  • @chloemontana1745
    @chloemontana1745 6 лет назад +1

    So proud of you I can’t imagine how hard this must have been. Thinking of you, stay strong 💗💗💗💪🏻

  • @mandiivictoria8316
    @mandiivictoria8316 6 лет назад

    This video had me in absolute tears. While I don’t suffer from eating disorders I am having such a hard time with my general mental health and this helps a lot. You seem like such a genuinely caring lovely girl and it just breaks my heart to hear you’ve been suffering all these years. I could just hug you!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @aimeelouise7051
    @aimeelouise7051 6 лет назад

    I cried so hard watching this! I’m going through a dark time with depression! Just know you’re an amazing person! I’m glad your feeling better, stay strong ❤️

  • @MissPaigeEllis
    @MissPaigeEllis 6 лет назад

    Hi Jodes, I’ve been subscribed for a few years now & honestly you’re so so beautiful 💕 it’s been noticeable this year you haven’t been yourself but that doesn’t mean we don’t all still love you Loads. Thank you so much for this video! You’re a VERY brave & inspirational and I love that about you! Keep up all the hard work and keep doing what your doing, I’m sure everyone watching this is behind you 100%. Love You Jodes 💕💕💕

  • @chezzabee3779
    @chezzabee3779 6 лет назад +36

    so honest and open ... well done just jodes and fantastic news your on the right track with recovery. It must of took so much courage and strength to open up about such a personal struggle. I believe this will help many who are suffering. I am just starting to get help even tho i am still in denial about whats going on within my head. Its a strange illness and effects individuals so differently as i am starting to learn. Al tho its nice to no we are not alone and there are other s struggling just the same as like you said it can feel very lonely and isolating... thank you. your an inspiration and i am so happy you are on the right track.
    please keep us up dated on your journey and the path to happiness and contentment within your self :-)
    sending much love ...
    chezza bee

  • @lillidack3297
    @lillidack3297 6 лет назад

    Hearing this made me feel so much better and realise that my problems I’ve endured match other people’s. I have had an eating disorder for over a year and I’m now recovering and I’m trying so hard and I’m better physically not mentally and hearing that your finding a way and having thought this before gives me so much hope to over come this illness fully. You’re never alone. You’re amazing and beautiful angel xxxx

  • @niamh669
    @niamh669 6 лет назад +2

    jodes, you are so brave and so strong, it’s takes a lot of courage to come out and talk about personal things like an eating disorder, it’s inspiring to see someone with a following of a younger audience raising awareness of anorexia as this could help so many of those who could be struggling and i look up to you so much after this video, wishing you the best ♥️

  • @louiseamyxo
    @louiseamyxo 6 лет назад +2

    This has inspired me so much to continue my fight, get answers about my illness and raise awareness about certain things, because not many people know or understand mental/some physical health problems💖 I'm starting to learn more things and trying to shut that voice out of my head but I can relate that it's VERY hard, and takes a hell of alot of time. And taking time and caring for yourself is not being selfish, It's the best thing you can do!🌟 I admire you so much for posting this, I could never be as brave as you💚

  • @hannahm6471
    @hannahm6471 6 лет назад +2

    Hey jodes. I previously commented on a video saying that I was concerned about your weight. I am so so glad to see that you are on the road to recovery. I hope my comment or any similar ones from other people did not making this process harder for you. I was just so worried about you and more worried that you hadn’t acknowledged that it was a problem so I didn’t know you were seeking help. You deserve to be better, good luck with your journey x

  • @itskatetaylor
    @itskatetaylor 6 лет назад +1

    I am beyond proud of you!! Well done for putting this video out there for others and to help them realise they are not alone, that they always deserve help, and that people will be there to give them the help that they need. Keep going jodes, just be you and you’ll get extremely far in life because of the way you are, such a kind person! Love you💓xxxx

  • @whythoidk
    @whythoidk 2 месяца назад

    This video is honeslty a comfort blanket for me every time i feel lost with my mental health, tysm youre wonderful Jodie x

  • @its_ya_gurlxx6233
    @its_ya_gurlxx6233 6 лет назад +1

    Your very brave for posting this .Hold your head high and carry on being the beautiful Jodes that everyone loves xxxx ❤💜

  • @oliviaaa_x
    @oliviaaa_x 6 лет назад

    Words can’t describe how proud I am Jodes! As someone who has struggled with my weight and mental health in general, this video has made me feel less lonely now, knowing I’m not the only person struggling. This video is so supportive, and I’m so happy you’ve found the courage to speak up about it. Thank you so much Jodes for helping me feel like I’m not on my own, and for always being so inspirational. So much love for you xo

  • @S17-w1l4b
    @S17-w1l4b 6 лет назад

    Your so beautiful not only on the inside but outside too, your soul is so precious and don’t forget that you are WORTH IT💖💖💖

  • @jessicaballard3261
    @jessicaballard3261 6 лет назад

    jodes, thank you for being you...im serious. everyone has deeper secrets and stories that we don't always want to share. When I was going for a very bad patch with anxiety and depression I watched your videos and your bubbly personality pushed me to carry on and helped me come through the other side of the bad days. YOU ARE A HERO. its ok to feel crappy sometimes but u are such a lovely person and deserve the absolute best. xxx lysm, Jess xx