A Mysterious YouTube Commenter: picsmics4

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  • Опубликовано: 20 апр 2023
  • In this video we look through the interesting comment section of an old rock band gameplay video, enjoy :)
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  • @oo_wais
    @oo_wais 11 месяцев назад +1062

    **looking for picsmics4 in the comment section** 👀

    • @HotTakeAndy
      @HotTakeAndy 6 месяцев назад +12

      Same. 😅

    • @cMind607
      @cMind607 6 месяцев назад +20

      Same lmao. When the vid ended I asked myself, wonder if he left a comment? 🤣 maybe one day.

    • @lincekawaiilindi5422
      @lincekawaiilindi5422 5 месяцев назад +1

      FRFR

    • @apxlloastro888
      @apxlloastro888 5 месяцев назад +1

      yup

    • @brookeschell4634
      @brookeschell4634 5 месяцев назад +6

      Thank you for sharing this story! The internet catches a lot of shade for facilitating negativity and it's essential for the human spirit to be reminded how much genuine selfless love is shared here as well

  • @jthopkins
    @jthopkins Год назад +11378

    Can you imagine how legendary it would be to see this guy upload a video of himself playing the drums on rock band?

    • @sophiavanbuskirk4175
      @sophiavanbuskirk4175 Год назад +428

      that would be such a great ending for this legacy

    • @fwholy
      @fwholy Год назад +263

      @@sophiavanbuskirk4175 i would fucking cry

    • @Duck-yg8xd
      @Duck-yg8xd Год назад +107

      ​@@fwholy bro I'm crying right now 😭

    • @fwholy
      @fwholy Год назад +63

      @@Duck-yg8xd the finale of the picsmics4 era series

    • @GumSkyloard
      @GumSkyloard Год назад +51

      @@fwholy A perfect finale, closing the story with a golden moment.

  • @CyhAnide
    @CyhAnide 10 месяцев назад +3816

    Wtf. I went from being disturbed, to genuinely concerned, to outright tearing up at the realization of how much humanity and kindness this world still has to offer. I was not expecting this video to be my daily dose of wholesomeness.

    • @L1MBO12
      @L1MBO12 10 месяцев назад +87

      Yeah I immediately thought he was crazy or mentally ill or smth like that. And now I kinda feel like an a hole after thinking about how judgmental I am 😅

    • @Hellokittyscumbag
      @Hellokittyscumbag 10 месяцев назад +40

      @@L1MBO12well he definitely is mentally ill

    • @wandering-W33D
      @wandering-W33D 9 месяцев назад +35

      Yeah I thought it was gonna be a bad end but aren't we all Picsman4 at the end of the day?

    • @wandering-W33D
      @wandering-W33D 9 месяцев назад +21

      ​@@Hellokittyscumbagmost ppl are capitalism rots your brain

    • @DailyPragmatism
      @DailyPragmatism 9 месяцев назад +5

      I think that’s more so holding a mirror up for ya man. Kinda a stretch

  • @clain21
    @clain21 11 месяцев назад +1284

    This is like a very, very good book. It's got the characters, the story, the beginning and the ending, and a very profound message. Good, good, good.

  • @TheMarshmallowMushroom
    @TheMarshmallowMushroom Год назад +16263

    something about you saying "woowoowoo" in a completely monotone voice is just hilarious to me

    • @squirrelcoom
      @squirrelcoom Год назад +339

      This is the voice of the excitement for life I have some days

    • @Valdaur
      @Valdaur Год назад +339

      He sounds like a generic text to speech bot reading out someone's comment during a twitch stream.

    • @rx-heaven8934
      @rx-heaven8934 Год назад +86

      Sounds like TTS.

    • @FunkyNutBlast2005
      @FunkyNutBlast2005 Год назад +36

      This vid rlly reminds me so much of Mr.Tortilla who constantly comments on the claire de lune video that has alot of views

    • @cornsyrup123
      @cornsyrup123 Год назад +10

      joeyworld tour reference 😱

  • @germanratgaming8131
    @germanratgaming8131 Год назад +6741

    its crazy to think that this guy went from a kid 15 years ago enjoying this video to progresively aging into different parts of life

    • @LikaLaruku
      @LikaLaruku Год назад +267

      I'm looking forward to the day when I click on a music video & see that my last comment was 20 years ago.

    • @Valdaur
      @Valdaur Год назад +89

      @@LikaLaruku I'm not lol.

    • @XzenuIsMyName
      @XzenuIsMyName Год назад +176

      @@LikaLaruku it’s so weird because I’m close to that point, I found a 12 year old comment a month ago on music and cringed but it’s like a weird, happy type of cringe

    • @mud4309
      @mud4309 Год назад +48

      @@XzenuIsMyName god I wish I could do that… Ive moved so many accounts, so many game saves, so many comments, playlists I used to absolutely LOVE and would blast on my dad’s big ass borderline-concert speakers while I played games, (DOOM 2016 being one of my favorites to blast - admittedly- dubstep music to) vaporwave songs that used to make me feel so melancholically peaceful while I hung out with my dad super late at night, microtransactions in games that I absolutely ADORED, hell, even old friends and drama on Google+ I got in to as a little kid over the dumbest things and that I took SO seriously.
      All gone, existing only in vague but happy memories.
      Theres so many memories and so much nostalgia tied to both music and old RUclips accounts, to see picsmics hold on to and embrace those old, good memories even after over a DECADE is just so damn sweet.

    • @snailart9214
      @snailart9214 Год назад +10

      ​@Your Mums Co-Worker I literally find old comments sometimes and delete them out of self cringe

  • @astrangerdestiny6588
    @astrangerdestiny6588 10 месяцев назад +602

    I'm not going to lie, I was just watching this as a background video whilst working in Blender, but ended up in actual tears by the end, this is such a heart-warming and saddening story. I hope picsmics4 all the best in life.

    • @ZEPHAINEx
      @ZEPHAINEx 10 месяцев назад +13

      Me too 😭

    • @mrfoodskater
      @mrfoodskater 4 месяца назад +1

      You actually need to touch grass

    • @CoffeeRobin-cs1nf
      @CoffeeRobin-cs1nf 4 месяца назад +6

      And how about you stop judging people for finding something heart warming? @@mrfoodskater

    • @sethmadlad5573
      @sethmadlad5573 2 месяца назад

      @@mrfoodskater SORRY past that point. if you know what the word. retopology means. touching grass is too dangerous

  • @seducedbysasquatch
    @seducedbysasquatch 10 месяцев назад +166

    I have OCD so this somewhat resonates with me. I often have beats, phrases, quotes, etc. from videos, games, shows, and songs play in my head all the time (intrusive thoughts). any moment my mind isn't occupied this happens. i've always loved shitpost style memes, probably stemming from me repetitively watching ytps in elementary school. i do the same thing now, i become obsessed with certain phrases or melodies and i have to search it up and watch it. sometimes it's cathartic, like with old school runescape music barraging into my brain. when i go and listen to the music, it brings me back to my childhood when i would play the game with my older brother, we would have so much fun.

    • @lunactiathemoth
      @lunactiathemoth 9 месяцев назад +2

      relatable tbh...

    • @SuperGamingHouse
      @SuperGamingHouse 8 месяцев назад +10

      holy crap i thought this was normal, this happens to me so often

    • @seducedbysasquatch
      @seducedbysasquatch 8 месяцев назад +7

      it's more common than you would think but i feel like it's typically only tied to those with ASD and such. woke up this morning with a gwen stefani song blaring in my head for 30 mins straight lmfaoo, pure torture@@SuperGamingHouse
      edit: got an ASD diagnosis today from a psychiatrist. 😭

    • @Lastofhiskind-00
      @Lastofhiskind-00 8 месяцев назад

      Bruh I also have beats in my head tf! That's not normal?

    • @IsuiGtz
      @IsuiGtz 5 месяцев назад +6

      I am an autistic person, support level 2, with absolutely debilitating OCD. What is called "monotropism" is at the core of autism, and when it comes mixed with OCD... you have no idea.
      I don't show emotions, I have them, I have empathy, it's just that I don't know how to put them out of my brian: so this video made me cry, on the inside, because I somehow felt seen by that mysterious person.
      I swear I live in the past. All the media I consume. The videos I go back to. The music. Time and time and time again and I don't get bored of it all, in fact, I need it to be that way. It's... like air to my lungs.
      I could have been him/her.

  • @GeorgTheGr8
    @GeorgTheGr8 Год назад +8263

    It’s strange to think about how many cases like this are out there, seeing as this slipped under the radar for 15 years

    • @kreuner11
      @kreuner11 Год назад +57

      Ok

    • @jourcontre-jour1286
      @jourcontre-jour1286 Год назад +34

      Youmu!

    • @GlipGlig
      @GlipGlig Год назад +213

      Does anybody remember BrodyQuest? It's comment section is filled with diary entries now.

    • @Jan34279
      @Jan34279 Год назад +193

      There is a weird polish yt channel called "Koprolity", which means fossilized animal poop... He has some weird videos, where he is telling not funny jokes with camera set to capture only his legs, but he is well known for commenting almost every polish yt video. This channel is still active since a few years ago, and it's mystery remains unsolved.

    • @tek3576
      @tek3576 Год назад +27

      I haven't seen anyone cover those youtube videos that always have people commenting on them. The video for moonlight sonata and the first youtube video have CONSTANT comment showing up for some reason

  • @Shockload
    @Shockload Год назад +5598

    I actually shed a tear at Picsmics4's last comment, it was heartwarming seeing a happy "ending" to this dude's struggle with life for the past 15 years.

    • @joapa6031
      @joapa6031 Год назад +57

      Me too it was so amazing

    • @ignitionstunting9452
      @ignitionstunting9452 Год назад +92

      Sorry I don't wanna be that guy but it's picsmics4 not pismics4

    • @borisstojanovic6646
      @borisstojanovic6646 Год назад +72

      ​@@ignitionstunting9452hey, if you did not do it somebody else would

    • @Shockload
      @Shockload Год назад +36

      @@ignitionstunting9452 Thanks mate

    • @ignitionstunting9452
      @ignitionstunting9452 Год назад +8

      @@borisstojanovic6646 sorry either way lol

  • @davidtatum8682
    @davidtatum8682 5 месяцев назад +39

    Dude was just putting his thoughts out into the ether. I don't necessarily think he was looking for a response. Heartwarming.

  • @melsyoutube
    @melsyoutube 4 месяца назад +68

    “today it’s as if all the echoes came back ringing at once, and they were more caring and loving than i ever imagined”
    my god this made me tear up

  • @electricmango3
    @electricmango3 Год назад +4639

    i was expecting this to be way darker than it ended up being, so the fact it had a happy and heartwarming ending was very great

    • @Acidlib
      @Acidlib Год назад +207

      Yeah, I was expecting more of a “slow decent in to madness” sort of narrative, but the ending was a welcome change of pace

    • @zayaan7964
      @zayaan7964 Год назад +4

      zame

    • @greenockscatman
      @greenockscatman Год назад +51

      It's like the best possible ending. Love it!

    • @SkyPearlzG
      @SkyPearlzG Год назад +7

      ​@@Acidlib same😭

    • @barebonesjones
      @barebonesjones Год назад +7

      It was very wholesome:)

  • @jacob9538
    @jacob9538 Год назад +2934

    man, it's gonna blow this dude's mind when he discovers music videos.

  • @fuzzy7644
    @fuzzy7644 8 месяцев назад +169

    You know this isn't even that uncommon. There's a few videos on this website like the one for the water theme of DK Country which people used as a "checkpoint" for their life.
    There's a beauty to it all. People get the impressive (often rightfully so) that youtube comments are mostly useless but every now and again you get something different. People expressing themselves in surprising ways in a form that is very easy to be forgotten in.

    • @Crunch_cronch
      @Crunch_cronch 7 месяцев назад

      popish

    • @squidtv9263
      @squidtv9263 7 месяцев назад +9

      ive been to the DK Country japanese title checkpoint! just randomly popped into my recommended one day

  • @laurapaivab
    @laurapaivab 10 месяцев назад +770

    This has been the most wholesome "rabbit hole" video I've ever watched. I wasn't expecting this at all, and, to be honest, I kind of needed something like this, because I wasn't doing well today myself. I think Picsmics might be a genuinely nice person and I'm glad they're doing well. ☺️

    • @feliciagaffney1998
      @feliciagaffney1998 8 месяцев назад +8

      *hugs!*

    • @laurapaivab
      @laurapaivab 8 месяцев назад +7

      @feliciagaffney1998 thanks 🥰🥰🥰 sending hugs to you as well!

    • @cosmicparsec9463
      @cosmicparsec9463 5 месяцев назад +2

      Ainda não vi o vídeo todo, mas seria picmics4 brasileiro? Já que a risada "kk" é de origem brasileira, suponho que ele seja BR.

    • @laurapaivab
      @laurapaivab 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@cosmicparsec9463 eita, boa pergunta. Eu não tinha pensado nisso!

    • @cecilia686
      @cecilia686 4 месяца назад

      @@cosmicparsec9463kk é a abreviação para okok em inglês mas ele pode ser brasileiro tb

  • @AbyssalWaste001
    @AbyssalWaste001 Год назад +2814

    not gonna lie im crying at the "it is as if the 15 years of echos came ringing back at once" i feel so much pain for the loneliness that he felt.
    (Edit: that's the most likes I've gotten lol)

    • @Jamdouglass
      @Jamdouglass Год назад +53

      i know i cried at the same line

    • @karebear804
      @karebear804 Год назад +19

      Me too, man. Me too.

    • @MissMega75
      @MissMega75 Год назад +42

      same I did not go into this video expecting it to be so emotional 😭

    • @eyevix
      @eyevix Год назад +17

      i got chills when i herd that

    • @toolworks
      @toolworks Год назад +36

      The man is a poet. What an unexpected turn.

  • @benadrylcumberbun
    @benadrylcumberbun Год назад +5583

    "It was echoes into the void, and I think I found some comfort in nothing echoing back, other than the sound of a familiar piece of music. Today, it is as if the fifteen years of echoes all came ringing back at once, and they were more caring, loving, and powerful than anything I'd ever imagined"
    And I thought poetry was dead

    • @tfree7273
      @tfree7273 11 месяцев назад

      @@thecorruptversion cool way to be a dick on a wholesome video

    • @katiekawaii
      @katiekawaii 11 месяцев назад +229

      ​@@thecorruptversion It was a perfectly nice comment. Don't ruin it with your negative one.

    • @DanielGoodLarson
      @DanielGoodLarson 11 месяцев назад

      @@thecorruptversion-🤓🤓🤓🤓

    • @sharpeningtheaxe
      @sharpeningtheaxe 11 месяцев назад +107

      Those words made me cry.

    • @bloodclaat
      @bloodclaat 11 месяцев назад

      @@thecorruptversionjust because you lack social interaction more than others doesn’t mean you need to be a shrimp dick

  • @dksh3874
    @dksh3874 8 месяцев назад +137

    I just discovered this channel (woo, lost media list algorithm) and feel compelled to leave a comment on this video, even if it is 7 months after posting. This is the sort of wholesome online adventure that is rare to occur and even more rare to learn about, and I really want to thank this video's creator for sharing it with us.
    And for anyone who reads this buried comment: I wish you the best. I hope you find things that bring you joy and comfort in this world that can be so chaotic and cruel.
    I hope Spotify calls you out on how many times you've heard your favourite song this year, I hope that stuffed bear you dragged everywhere as a kid still gets to live in your bedroom, I hope you find friends that make you laugh, and I hope you come back to your favourite youtube videos when you feel that itch for something familiar.

    • @peacelovemetal5197
      @peacelovemetal5197 6 месяцев назад +3

      I just discovered this video and channel as well. No clue how it ended up on my feed since I only watch a select few video essay channels, none of which are all that related to lost media. But damn I'm glad I saw this.
      I wish all the best for you as well! I hope you continue to find happiness in all the obscure parts of life!

    • @maiahbradley3272
      @maiahbradley3272 5 месяцев назад +1

      Back at you friend :)

    • @alyasfukename3355
      @alyasfukename3355 5 месяцев назад +2

      I also discovered him recently and it's been a blessing. I love the darker rabbit holes but he doesn't take that approach and I think for that reason he finds so many unheard of lost pieces of lore and content. So many videos all have the same mysteries but shaii goes out of his way to find ones that are new and interesting and have a much more wholesome feeling.

    • @alyasfukename3355
      @alyasfukename3355 5 месяцев назад +2

      Side note on the teddy bear thing- I still get a pang of deep regret over the family heirloom stuffed dog and stuffed lion I had as a child. Lost it when homeless as a teen because I was making bad choices and didn't care about anything. Then I look at the picture collage on my wall that survived all the weather, freezing winters and all of those bad choices and I smile.

    • @wrenwoods2642
      @wrenwoods2642 3 месяца назад

      you’re so kind. i hope you’re doing well, friend

  • @rezurrectxd7450
    @rezurrectxd7450 8 месяцев назад +146

    started out wierd an creepy. Ended with tears of joy. This guy matured over the years and It was truly like a novel of a persons life in comment form. Hope all the best for this guy

    • @Gamefreak924
      @Gamefreak924 5 месяцев назад +1

      honestly still pretty weird. I don't wanna be *that* guy but this guy does have a problem. I hope things do continue to get better for him

    • @olivercharles2930
      @olivercharles2930 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@Gamefreak924 True. But aside from the strange obsession

  • @kingofthegrill
    @kingofthegrill Год назад +1443

    "I almost died last night. This video is my only friend."
    I'm not crying, you're crying.

    • @Bowser2532
      @Bowser2532 Год назад +8

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @_.rens._
      @_.rens._ 9 месяцев назад

      Nan Im Dying

  • @jaffa3717
    @jaffa3717 Год назад +1956

    Ok but his metaphor of him talking to the void and hearing nothing back, but suddenly hearing the echoes of love (new positive comments) after 15 years of commenting in an empty section actually kinda got me a little emotional. Hope this fella is doing well

    • @prod_cio
      @prod_cio 10 месяцев назад +42

      could you imagine hte last 15 years of your life you visit a website theres no change then all of a sudden theres everything

    • @-xxMelissaxx-
      @-xxMelissaxx- 10 месяцев назад +70

      ​@@prod_cio it's like shouting into the void for 15 years and suddenly hearing a voice shouting back at you saying "hey little buddy, I know I'm not supposed to say anything back but, are you ok? You're not alone."

    • @Azurethewolf168
      @Azurethewolf168 7 месяцев назад +33

      @@fjb3275bots weren’t even that common back then and certainly didn’t have the ability to make such human like responses

    • @cbtsavage8802
      @cbtsavage8802 5 месяцев назад +3

      oh my goodness this is amazing

  • @ZMS463
    @ZMS463 6 месяцев назад +29

    Came into this video not really knowing what it was - something creepy? But no, this was genuinely heartwarming.
    Thank you for sharing this.

  • @GrogletTheFroglet
    @GrogletTheFroglet 24 дня назад +3

    Picsmics4 is definitely gonna be in the internet credits

  • @DEVY2K
    @DEVY2K Год назад +1351

    The evolution of his grammar and how it changes throughout his comments show the times we were living in. In 2008-2010 that was whole different time for internet grammar 🤣

    • @OrangeYTT
      @OrangeYTT Год назад +88

      True, you can see him drop the cringe 2009 emoticons (like XD) after a few years.

    • @UBvtuber
      @UBvtuber Год назад +80

      @@OrangeYTT or the O.o emoticon, that was a certified weeb classic.

    • @strechemall
      @strechemall Год назад +48

      ​@@UBvtuberdon't forget ^_^

    • @faronomus1589
      @faronomus1589 Год назад +66

      @@OrangeYTT XD cringe now?
      I always see emojis more cringe than emoticons

    • @salvadormuro7346
      @salvadormuro7346 Год назад +11

      XD oh no 💀 I feel eld

  • @kyleag86
    @kyleag86 Год назад +1034

    its crazy to see how he lost that childlike innonance once life started to kick off through youtube comments. i wish him nothing but the best.

    • @Sharpless2
      @Sharpless2 8 месяцев назад +36

      The fact that this happened at all is sad, really damn sad. Life is nothing but generating revenue to be able to continue generating revenue.

    • @Mercurius-Arbitri-Apostello
      @Mercurius-Arbitri-Apostello 8 месяцев назад +4

      Might as well get hella good at it@@Sharpless2

    • @baconpancakes5479
      @baconpancakes5479 6 месяцев назад +15

      I remember once looking back at some of my really old texts and posts from when I was a kid and thinking, wow I was so embarassing and obnoxious with the way I typed, smileys and all caps and the whole jazz. When I look back now all I see is blissful innocence and excitement that I've grown to forget and can't recognize in myself anymore

    • @shaheer_04
      @shaheer_04 6 месяцев назад +7

      @@baconpancakes5479 Same here. The way people talked to each other on the internet was far more innocent pre 2010 or so in general.

    • @cMind607
      @cMind607 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@baconpancakes5479Damn damn damn.. I’ve been unable to put that feeling into words. Ty

  • @thiagoribeiro2711
    @thiagoribeiro2711 7 месяцев назад +33

    It really be like that when life gets to you. Im glad my man is managing, i dont think the transition from teenager/young adult to a fully responsible adult is talked about enough. People will joke about being hard, unfair but the mental toll and the anguish of wanting to go back to the good old days and realizing things will never be the same, that will forever keep on changing... it can only be experienced.
    I wish everyone a good one, happy 2024. And for anyone going through what picsmics went through: it does get better, you just need to find yourself in your new world, confident, fearless and kind. Whatever you come up with, it'll work out, just focus and go for it

    • @DG-iw3yw
      @DG-iw3yw 5 месяцев назад +2

      Or realize that, you are right about how terrible the world is and how any real ideas of freedom where the stories told to children. Even the bricks that make our houses were baked by slaves in pakistan. We should be the change and revolution, not content and complacent in the folleys of our predecessors

  • @noodletribunal9793
    @noodletribunal9793 3 месяца назад +3

    kinda sad for me too cause all the silly cutesy typing eccentricities of the first 3 or so years of comments not only marked a change in picsmics when they stopped using it, but its also personal to me as i knew people that typed like that when i was in high school only a year or 3 later from the start of this. it made me feel the time that's passed, too

  • @lelenny7725
    @lelenny7725 Год назад +750

    wish youtube would compile every comment i've written in my lifetime into a single document for me to read. i'm kind of interested in the insane amounts of text i must have written on here throughout the years

    • @Leeahh
      @Leeahh Год назад +134

      You can see all your RUclips comment history ya know, click the history tab then comments down the right side

    • @larsswig912
      @larsswig912 Год назад +71

      ​@@Leeahh oh god. time to roll down a rabbit hole

    • @Residentevil1.5
      @Residentevil1.5 Год назад +14

      @@larsswig912 How was the journey down

    • @3c2ty
      @3c2ty Год назад +18

      I'm a watcher, i write rarely.

    • @danieldaniels7571
      @danieldaniels7571 Год назад +9

      ​@@Leeahh can you do that with the Android app? I only use RUclips with the app.

  • @PEACEOUTPAT
    @PEACEOUTPAT Год назад +1231

    I bet there are a ton of people who have been inadvertantly leaving a diary/history in their youtube comments over the years. Obviously over many videos, not just one, but still. This is a more common practice than I'm sure many people have been keen to realize.

    • @thewiseowl8804
      @thewiseowl8804 Год назад +100

      Was thinking the same thing. *Especially* on music videos.

    • @TheMarshmallowMushroom
      @TheMarshmallowMushroom Год назад +21

      i totally have personally

    • @randomtinypotatocried
      @randomtinypotatocried Год назад +44

      I think I've done that a few times, usually while drinking and going through a rough patch

    • @rivetsquid8887
      @rivetsquid8887 Год назад +87

      That was the saddest part of Nintendo nuking the original internet checkpoint, all those little lights in the night, gone one day.

    • @sonicfanboy3375
      @sonicfanboy3375 Год назад +36

      Some guy in the comment section of a video called BRODYQUEST is doing this for 3 years or something

  • @papaversomniferum8508
    @papaversomniferum8508 9 месяцев назад +51

    i came here expecting an arg or a mental breakdown unfold, not a heartwarming story about a community coming to lift up some stranger they haven’t even seen once in their life. this video genuinely made me so happy rn. i hope this person is doing well!! ❤

  • @RyzesTechZone
    @RyzesTechZone 6 месяцев назад +10

    Really goes to show that something, no matter how small it may seem, can mean the world to some people.
    Drazen definitely didn't expect it, but they helped someone through the toughest times in their life.
    All through a simple Rock Band video, i just think thats cool.

  • @vodkasvoice
    @vodkasvoice Год назад +3071

    This reminds me of the kids who would roleplay together in the comments of book sales online, or the kids who get all their tumblr and twitter posts they can find through pinterest when everything else is blocked or they aren't allowed to access other websites. Humans finding outlets wherever they can for their feelings and creativity, anonymously confiding things they can't to anyone in their real life. It makes me wanna cry hearing about how kind people were towards this person.
    What started off as a very bizarre thing that looked like a troll ended up simply being someone lonely who thought they'd found a public yet private place to voice their thoughts, and they ended up finding a loving community of people who want them to do well in life. Sometimes, the internet is good.

    • @Dreezie
      @Dreezie Год назад +35

      Beautifully said

    • @Aerith_GainsBro
      @Aerith_GainsBro Год назад +45

      Agreed. There’s a lot of negative stuff on the internet but things like this really overshadow it from time to time and restore some hope for humanity. At least for me

    • @PolumbiusTheThird
      @PolumbiusTheThird Год назад +1

      erm... tails would be an empath... so typical... ugh...

    • @saturationstation1446
      @saturationstation1446 Год назад

      no matter how awful it may seem sometimes, the internet has been the single most positive thing to have ever happened to the human species. never before could we communicate this much with each other. never before did humans have the capacity to gain the ability to see virtually any information without an environmentally forced bias and we never had the opportunity to access conflicting information to those forced biases before too. the internet is basically the closest thing to an actual real life religious experience. it gave us access to our humanity when delusional inbr3d maniacs sought to have total control over what people were allowed to learn and what people were allowed to discuss. the internet is the first and only time humans have ever had a widespread autonomy over any aspect of their lives.

    • @dzydzy101
      @dzydzy101 Год назад +1

      haha i used to always use pintrest to save twitter and tumblr posts

  • @natalyst
    @natalyst Год назад +3633

    when people find stuff like this it's really easy for it to slip into negativity and people bashing him for being weird, i'm really glad it didn't and everyone was supportive instead

    • @JC-ts5ii
      @JC-ts5ii Год назад +15

      💯

    • @klutzyblubber9877
      @klutzyblubber9877 Год назад +175

      He's really lucky he was discovered in 2023 where people are now chill and not like 2016 where that exact scenario might happen.

    • @iluvme222
      @iluvme222 Год назад +14

      for real! this is genuinely just such a beautiful thing

    • @zigzagintrusion
      @zigzagintrusion Год назад +37

      Because it’s fucking weird! Spamming the creator with messages of his personal life completely unsolicited (even after the creator said he was scared) is weird.
      I’m not saying this guy had bad intentions, and I’m glad he had something so close to him all these years but JFC dude.

    • @NostalgiCrazy
      @NostalgiCrazy Год назад +91

      @@zigzagintrusion Ok, so it's weird, but is it hurting anyone? People showed love and support and that's all that should matter. Sure, the OP might be annoyed lol, but if he was so bothered he could just disable comments or block the poor lad.

  • @bassblaster505
    @bassblaster505 6 месяцев назад +6

    as of January 2024, picsmics4 last commented on that video 2 months ago

  • @ih001backhome
    @ih001backhome 10 месяцев назад +4

    he was comenting on that video for longer than i lived

  • @EveBatStudios
    @EveBatStudios Год назад +2387

    "It was echos into the void, and I think I found some comfort in nothing echoing back, other than the sound of a familiar piece of music." I cried.

    • @LukeVader77
      @LukeVader77 Год назад +16

      Same 😭

    • @disclose_beauty
      @disclose_beauty Год назад +117

      Yes this man is poetic af . I dont get how people here in the comments call him the R word or like he have some kind of intelligent problems , he seems normal if not above normal people, pretty smart

    • @itsbunic3856
      @itsbunic3856 Год назад +72

      He has a way with words, especially with that last essay he wrote

    • @T_hardy
      @T_hardy Год назад +5

      Cringe

    • @alexramirez4723
      @alexramirez4723 Год назад +2

      Honored to be like number 1,000

  • @Valdaur
    @Valdaur Год назад +1552

    I'm just so glad that Drazen never turned off the comments, and took this in a good way.. because I know that some people probably would have just got sick of the comments and either blocked Picsmics or turned off the comments.

    • @qwopiretyu
      @qwopiretyu Год назад +23

      Truly.

    • @goofygoober7050
      @goofygoober7050 Год назад +93

      That would've been so upsetting

    • @UnLiMiTEDrX
      @UnLiMiTEDrX Год назад +97

      Let that man cook

    • @RodinRaskol
      @RodinRaskol Год назад +59

      It would be understandable if he did turn it off, but i think drazen either just enjoy these "troll" comments or doesnt have notificiations on, so he doesnt know about the comments until he checks it.

    • @babayega1717
      @babayega1717 Год назад +5

      Was thinking about the same. Bro felt *it* even if he didn't know it at the time.

  • @richardwilliamshare
    @richardwilliamshare 10 месяцев назад +14

    First time i saw this video i cried a little at picsmics4's comments. Watched it again today and shed a tear again. Hope he's doing okay.

  • @ungabunga7879
    @ungabunga7879 10 месяцев назад +15

    I didn't expect this video to make me tear up a bit but it did. what a beautiful story, and im glad it has worked out for picsmics

  • @TalCat
    @TalCat Год назад +4725

    i have a friend that passed away in 2007. to this day, i still go to the message board where we met, leave her messages, comment on how life is for both me and the actor we are a fan of. i know that no one will ever read these messages, i know that she cannot see them, and i know that the board does not even remember her. but it feels like i'm able to be open and free about anything i want to say. i used to stay up for hours at night chatting with her about tv shows, the actor, and life in general. she was such a special person that anytime i get news, i want to immediately run and tell it to her. i really feel for this person, because they found comfort somewhere and went with it. it's really hard to be lonely.

    • @nightcoreeclub
      @nightcoreeclub Год назад +75

      ❤❤

    • @larcenie
      @larcenie Год назад +326

      that’s beautiful. just because of your words, i at least know of her existence now. you’re kind of like her legacy, you know?

    • @SalveASMR
      @SalveASMR Год назад +70

      I'm sure that she is happy for you and remembers all of your good times... Hang on in there ❤

    • @rajveerkanojiya2985
      @rajveerkanojiya2985 Год назад +67

      ​@@larcenie 🥺bro just stop everyone is making me tear

    • @igoryanga
      @igoryanga Год назад +34

      I shed a tear reading it. It is so special

  • @kittens7690
    @kittens7690 Год назад +440

    I usually cry when I see kindness in people.
    Not everyone have evil intentions

    • @Kodeb8
      @Kodeb8 Год назад +52

      Yeah I was honestly expecting people to troll the guy and call him a weirdo, I was relieved that they didn't.

    • @craftah
      @craftah Год назад +1

      @@Kodeb8 i mean he is a weirdo so that would be correct

  • @crustycarrots538
    @crustycarrots538 2 месяца назад +3

    This is actually the most beautiful and hilarious story ever. I’m so glad Picsmics is doing better

  • @justtrynalive
    @justtrynalive 7 месяцев назад +9

    i kinda get him. nostalgia is really a strange feeling and if you are going through something it makes you remember the old times and you end up wanting to go back there again and again. as someone who was growing up in the early 2000s as well i totally get this guy. friends go seperate ways for the most part you wanna keep reliving those old innocent memories again and again. i hope hes doing well

    • @magivenderstudios
      @magivenderstudios 4 месяца назад

      i do get this nostalgia either and had been lonely and not a very interactive person but glad that this person gets the loving community

  • @Jamdouglass
    @Jamdouglass Год назад +1006

    the final comments about how all the echoes came back to support him all at once made me cry. that was really powerful

    • @JakeWolven
      @JakeWolven Год назад +41

      honestly beautiful writing. They could be a poet

    • @RAAZR-
      @RAAZR- Год назад

      @@JakeWolven "they" .. this new generation is truly mentally ill.

    • @tamtam2939
      @tamtam2939 Год назад +13

      Enough to make a grown man cry

    • @tyegordon
      @tyegordon Год назад +9

      Me too that was incredibly beautiful. I was really moved by that.

    • @DveTheWve
      @DveTheWve Год назад +3

      I feel the same way

  • @OscarByrneYT
    @OscarByrneYT Год назад +809

    Imagine just uploading a video playing a game and being told some guys life story for years

    • @irenic_raccoon
      @irenic_raccoon Год назад +77

      I'd be all there for it ngl. Like yeah dude life sucks tell me more‼‼‼‼ Awh shit u almost died DAYUM THAT SUCKS FR‼‼‼‼💥💥

    • @goofboof1284
      @goofboof1284 Год назад +39

      Tbh that would make me super happy. You liked this video so much that it was a source of comfort for over a decade and you were comfortable enough to constantly open up about your life and struggles, even if you were sure that no one would care.
      It would be an honor to post a video that would become a beacon of hope and comfort for someone, even if it wasnt intended to be one💪

    • @philidor9657
      @philidor9657 Год назад +4

      I would welcome it as long as it's not creepy tbh. It's a surprisingly intimate look into someone else's life and personal experiences and I would find that interesting if not touching. Knowing my content, as shitty and old as it would be, left enough of an impact on one person to follow them for 15 years and bring them comfort. Kinda wild but in a sweet way.

    • @MrRyan-wu4jx
      @MrRyan-wu4jx Год назад +1

      His life story mostly consists of Wooos and Oh Yeahs I guess.

    • @RAAZR-
      @RAAZR- Год назад +1

      Super annoying. Would block him

  • @Odd-Bike
    @Odd-Bike 7 месяцев назад +6

    his comments went from young kid having fun to adult struggling. Makes me sad, but beautiful

  • @plsbepatientihaveadhd
    @plsbepatientihaveadhd 8 месяцев назад +5

    This is one of the most wholesome internet stories i have ever heard of it makes me so happy and comforted for some reason

  • @LikaLaruku
    @LikaLaruku Год назад +679

    Picsmics4 should download the video to his hard drive, just in case. You never knw when RUclips is going to take something down for an arbitrary reason, or if it gets a DMCA takedown for music.

    • @tablescissors
      @tablescissors Год назад +25

      Word. 👍🏿

    • @TheMatsushitaMan
      @TheMatsushitaMan Год назад +68

      I read your comment, went to the video and downloaded it onto my PC for additional safekeeping.

    • @UBvtuber
      @UBvtuber Год назад +2

      I did that with the Counter Strike Holla Holla video...... and if you know, then you know exactly why lol

    • @fearzstealth
      @fearzstealth Год назад +16

      Bro if youtube would ever take down this video
      It will vanish all his comments

    • @emsparklemoji
      @emsparklemoji Год назад +2

      I'll be honest I'm shocked that's not what's already happened

  • @Xamsims
    @Xamsims Год назад +1416

    The feels, man. Imagine how many early RUclips videos that still have those types of dedicated daily commentators, keeping in mind some of them aren't as wholesome as picsmics4. Lol.
    What an absolute legend. So glad to see he's doing well.

    • @BuddyLee23
      @BuddyLee23 Год назад +4

      DID YOU JUST ASSUME PICSMICS4’S GENDER?!? SO TRIGGERED!! 😡🤬🤯

    • @navisludge
      @navisludge Год назад +89

      @@BuddyLee23 dawg is stuck in 2017 💀 get a better joke

    • @mementomori1553
      @mementomori1553 Год назад +1

      @@navisludge ok

    • @aromanticfranziskavonkarma
      @aromanticfranziskavonkarma Год назад +34

      @@BuddyLee23 r/onejoke moment

    • @arieson7715
      @arieson7715 Год назад +4

      Wholesome? That dude has to be mentally deranged. But hey, in this day and age, mental illness is wholesome as ever.

  • @carseatheadrestt
    @carseatheadrestt 9 месяцев назад +18

    literally crying because of this, i had no idea who this was but oddly it feels like ive known them for 15 years. this felt like reading a long book. its so strange to have seen the smallest portion of a strangers life journey throughout such a long period of time; the awareness of their existence throughout it; and being able to watch them grow from a little peephole. i genuinely wish them nothing but the best and i hope the rest of their life is good ^_^

    • @Azurethewolf168
      @Azurethewolf168 7 месяцев назад

      You just copied this from the video

    • @carseatheadrestt
      @carseatheadrestt 7 месяцев назад

      @@Azurethewolf168 what are u talking about

    • @Azurethewolf168
      @Azurethewolf168 7 месяцев назад

      @@carseatheadrestt someone said the exact same thing you said in the video

    • @carseatheadrestt
      @carseatheadrestt 7 месяцев назад

      @@Azurethewolf168 yes im sure someone said that Whole Entire Paragraph word for word in the video that i came up with using my brain. which part man

    • @Azurethewolf168
      @Azurethewolf168 7 месяцев назад

      @@carseatheadrestt the start of it

  • @AngrySuzy_AngrySuzy
    @AngrySuzy_AngrySuzy 9 месяцев назад +5

    This is so wholesome! People can be so kind to one another. Wish they would always choose to be this way

  • @asii5012
    @asii5012 Год назад +661

    Came for the creeps, stayed for the feels.
    It's not often you hear about positive stuff like this, glad I watched

    • @TinchoX
      @TinchoX Год назад +1

      I couldn't agree more 😮 😊

  • @chadcollins6068
    @chadcollins6068 Год назад +1042

    I was amazed by five things:
    1. Their persistance
    2. The honesty and sincerity
    3. Their sense of humour
    4. Their absolute mastery at communicating something difficult to express. ( Honesty and sincerity again ).
    5. Their ability to shoulder a heavy burden and move forward with a willingness to take all responsibility. A great sense of integrity.
    Just amazing.

    • @mibeckers8852
      @mibeckers8852 10 месяцев назад +3

      you've just described very well

    • @GeneralKenobi69420
      @GeneralKenobi69420 9 месяцев назад +1

      It's a guy. It's ok to say "his"

    • @chadcollins6068
      @chadcollins6068 9 месяцев назад +3

      @@GeneralKenobi69420 It's equally fine to say their, as has been the case for the entire history of the english language.

    • @jocelynneville8504
      @jocelynneville8504 9 месяцев назад +2

      ​@chadcollins6068 Actually.. saying "their" as a gender neutral, singular term is a pretty new thing. That started when I was a kid (2000s) and we were taught that it's gramatically incorrect. Kind of like how "ain't" was always considered gramatically incorrect but is now in the dictionary. The word "they" went through the same thing. In literally every other country, the term "they" is absolutely always plural. Regardless, I don't really care how people use the word lol

  • @blahajgang
    @blahajgang 6 месяцев назад +4

    imagine how the redditor felt after bringing picmics4 so much attention

  • @kevo8137
    @kevo8137 9 месяцев назад +2

    I imagine he set this as his homepage and just kept it up

  • @a_tree5793
    @a_tree5793 Год назад +1960

    Fuck man this is making me emotional. Yeah it's a bit strange this one video resonated with him to such a profound extent but his entries really just highlight how resolute and steadfast the human soul can be even when faced with odds that seem insurmountable. There's so, so much beauty in this world and if a simple rock band video provides you with that sense of awe, so be it. Keep er goin

    • @djbucksd
      @djbucksd Год назад +22

      Clearly autism, in my opinion. Reminds me of my kid brother. He’s too young, otherwise I would assume he was picsmics.

    • @accidentalpatient4152
      @accidentalpatient4152 Год назад +5

      Clearly was joking, it’s not that deep

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 Год назад +11

      When u have depression and chronic anxiety u view the world as hell, when youre healthy, its heaven.

    • @jonathan-si8xd
      @jonathan-si8xd Год назад +6

      bros getting emotional lmao

    • @neinbruderja7519
      @neinbruderja7519 Год назад +20

      ​@@jonathan-si8xd forgot the "💀" emoji for your 2023 RUclips comment starter pack.

  • @SmeddyTooBestChannel
    @SmeddyTooBestChannel Год назад +567

    i wish i had as much joy for something in life as this guy has for this video

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 Год назад +5

      Same...

    • @aetherland1883
      @aetherland1883 Год назад +1

      @Wyrna shut up delusional bluepiller

    • @seokseok9683
      @seokseok9683 Год назад +5

      Fucking same. I feel constantly empty and I envy this guy. :(

    • @1ztype343
      @1ztype343 10 месяцев назад

      the time it takes to complain, is time u could be spending on looking for that purpose mate

  • @Sadistic626
    @Sadistic626 6 месяцев назад +4

    Plot twist: Drazen is picsmics4 .

  • @dawn9780
    @dawn9780 8 месяцев назад +6

    I found this video really interesting, he was going through a very stressful time in his life, and found the rock band vid picking his mood up everytime.
    I'm really glad it did and I'm so happy he is also in a better place in his life today because he seems like a nice genuine guy.
    And all the comments of concern 15 years later is incredible. Good luck.❤

  • @ionut716
    @ionut716 Год назад +1053

    You can see how this guy matured just by reading his comments! The story is so crazy that it's almost unbelievable and even shocking!

    • @5uper5kill3rz
      @5uper5kill3rz 10 месяцев назад +8

      It is a bit strange, I do relate to him coming back to a video and commenting again, I’ve done that myself but usually only once or twice after several years, but the comments were just really odd haha

    • @benjamies4136
      @benjamies4136 10 месяцев назад +2

      ​@5uper5kill3rz yup I have a specific freestyle that I went back to, which I commented on and didn't even realize I had commented previously already and was quite shocked

    • @CantTellYou
      @CantTellYou 10 месяцев назад

      @@benjamies4136 same on my old acct, and I feel like that probably happens often with ~10 year-old accounts. It’s so easy to forget we watched something before, let alone that we left a comment years ago.
      The difference is most people aren’t going back to comment religiously 😂
      I can kinda see the beauty in the picsmics strategy though... it is something wild about coming across a comment you left years back & being transported back, in a way, to a bit of a memory from that time

  • @thisrandomdude_
    @thisrandomdude_ Год назад +3380

    "Today, it is as if the 15 years of echoes all came ringing back at once, and they were more caring, loving, and powerful than anything I ever imagined." Holy shit.
    The majority of those early comments were a little incoherent tbh, seeing him slowly get more verbose and then drop us with that eloquent _banger_ of a comment with beautiful lines like the one I quoted was _freaking amazing._ What a guy. I truly wish him the best.
    Edit: Formatting

    • @reemeruxd
      @reemeruxd Год назад +115

      Totally was not expecting his final message to include so many bangers. When I read your comment I was like “DUDE YESSS HE GETS IT”

    • @thisrandomdude_
      @thisrandomdude_ Год назад +15

      @@reemeruxd Glad we feel the same way :D Thanks for your comment!

    • @tyegordon
      @tyegordon Год назад +59

      Yes that line brought me to tears man. That is so beautiful and heartwarming and I just feel so close with them now. They should really pick up writing as a hobby if they don’t because I’ve never felt a more powerful connection to someone’s words.

    • @brettfeinbaum
      @brettfeinbaum Год назад +3

      @@tyegordon I cried as well. Wow...

    • @unicornhuntercg
      @unicornhuntercg Год назад +4

      That was so wholesome tbh.

  • @melanie7678
    @melanie7678 10 месяцев назад +6

    I love that this mystery ends wholesomely, and it makes me want to hug and applaud picsmics. My life and mental health after highschool also crumbled into this sense of deep agony in existence and feeling trapped in this dreadful cycle caused by my own poor habits and choices - coping with escapism, stuck reminiscing on the past when I felt i lived at my peak, and dissociating in the present wanting to not exist at all. Didn’t help that I felt so lonely all the while and yearned for close meaningful friendships all my 4 years in college. I would put effort but nothing felt reciprocated and nothing matched the community and joy i felt like that from my high school. It sounds like his personal life affected his college years and his time as a young adult finding his place in this world. Honestly, it can also be vice versa. My point is college can really take a mental toll on some people, feel discouraging, take a dark turn, and blur their perception on how they feel about themselves, ultimately affecting every other aspect of their life. I empathized with picsmics’s comments from start to finish, feeling close to home with the way his tone shifts throughout the years. I’m so glad he managed to see and feel the light at the end of the tunnel. It’s inspiring and makes me feel happy to know you can get yourself out of the hole you dug or found yourself in, and that in some ways things do get better. And that the self work and determination don’t go unnoticed.
    I’d pick him a million special flowers if I could 🫶🏻

  • @nicestps5
    @nicestps5 10 месяцев назад +3

    My man was on a 15 year long Rock Band RUclips video binge and it was a complete rollercoaster of emotion and excitement the entire time

  • @ELVISofc
    @ELVISofc Год назад +3488

    Imagine how fcking wholesome it would be if picsmics and the creator met up and played that song on rockband 😢🥺

    • @nashooo5903
      @nashooo5903 Год назад +169

      The creator doesn't seem too fond of this "ultimate troll"

    • @liminalityy_
      @liminalityy_ Год назад +252

      ​@@nashooo5903 they don't seem to care either, at this point they probably don't think it's a troll though

    • @obesekaren
      @obesekaren 11 месяцев назад

      it’s creepy. You’re all supporting this creep

    • @numbskull4899
      @numbskull4899 11 месяцев назад

      Redditor.

    • @BrianGriffin57
      @BrianGriffin57 11 месяцев назад

      .... . / ..-. --- ..- -. -.. / -- .

  • @jameso2290
    @jameso2290 Год назад +232

    This reminds me of old GameFAQs forums. You could search up really obscure games and find that the forum had only like 3 users who were just friends using it as their own personal chat room. Discussion wouldn't be about the game at all.
    It was sort of a "thing to do" to hunt down obscure games with empty forums and "claim" it as your own space. I wonder if people still do this today. I havent used GameFAQs in over a decade, as RUclips kinda replaced all that.

    • @NitwitsWorld
      @NitwitsWorld Год назад +11

      some do but it's rare because some sites are unknown I know one forum site for some former reviewer that became some big worker at a huge phone company. I won't say which one that is for legal reasons but he has a Twitter account and none of his phone fans knew he used to review movies or games on his channel back in the day

    • @kyarumomochi5146
      @kyarumomochi5146 Год назад +15

      Discord and reddit killed FAQs so yeah...

    • @jayguero2123
      @jayguero2123 Год назад +1

      @@NitwitsWorld wat

    • @liljatupsu
      @liljatupsu Год назад +4

      My online home since 2018 has been a small game studio forum. It's not exactly dead (currently 7 people online), people come and go (I miss so many of them), but the game most of us originally joined for isn't being updated anymore.
      What's funny is that the forum is divided into 4 sections, one for each game as well as an off-topic one, and no one from the two other games' forums ever interacts with the people in the off-topic or first game sections. There's a little overlap between the communities of game 1 and game 3, but the area for game 2 is a whole other (likely much less active) community there and we treat it like the shadow lands from the Lion King.

    • @NitwitsWorld
      @NitwitsWorld Год назад

      @@jayguero2123 a former reviewer from channel awesome worked in a big phone company won’t say yet

  • @nopfp416
    @nopfp416 10 месяцев назад +5

    Imagine it was just the video creator's alt account

    • @solomon1453
      @solomon1453 10 месяцев назад

      that is what i was thinking

  • @cloudsoflilac9731
    @cloudsoflilac9731 29 дней назад +1

    "It was echoes into the void, and I think I found some comfort in nothing echoing back, other than the sound of a familiar piece of music."

  • @MrKite
    @MrKite Год назад +180

    I half expected this to turn into some weird, creepy stalker arg thing. Wasn't expecting a wholesome ending.

  • @buck2817
    @buck2817 Год назад +288

    My assumption is the average RUclips user isn’t of the age where a strong connection to rock band would be resonant with them, but I do think it’s hard to understate how transcendent it was to just hang out with your friends and play a full band on rock band for a few hours. I have never really enjoyed a RUclips video as much as the video’s subject, but I totally understand yearning for those days again.

    • @GuyNamedSean
      @GuyNamedSean Год назад +19

      I'm probably around four years younger that picsmix and I still remember spending the entire summer of 2011 playing GH and RB with my friends.

    • @TheSultan1470
      @TheSultan1470 Год назад +9

      Yeah, rhythm games used to be huge with very devoted fanbases.

    • @clouds-rb9xt
      @clouds-rb9xt Год назад

      @@GuyNamedSean How old is he?

    • @TheExigency
      @TheExigency Год назад +4

      ​@@clouds-rb9xt Well if he was in high school 15 years ago he must be around his early 30s now

  • @michakaikarsten7331
    @michakaikarsten7331 7 месяцев назад +4

    What irritated me most was the comment that read "it's 2015 now" and the screenshot saying "8 years ago" like that can't be right I'm not THAT old

  • @Man_ThumbsUp
    @Man_ThumbsUp 7 месяцев назад +5

    A rare wholesome internet story that warm's your heart... all i could ask for :D

  • @BBB-to4cc
    @BBB-to4cc Год назад +1739

    The stalker part and the “I don’t mean to be creepy!” part made me sad. Somewhere inside I’m just a really sad and lonely child reaching my hand out trying to connect with others and getting my hand smacked away. We have all felt it. Also, RUclips saved my life too. I had this one RUclips playlist of music I loved, and when my dad passed away I didn’t like any of those songs anymore. They didn’t make me feel the same happiness. I created a new playlist called “I love you daddy” with our favorite songs and it gets me thru hard times. Thanks RUclips for being a part of my story too.

    • @Senjamin
      @Senjamin Год назад +49

      I really relate to that lonely child comment. I'm glad you have a playlist that allows you to still feel connected with your dad.

    • @askreternal
      @askreternal Год назад +32

      Wow that's beautiful, may your dad rest easy, and may you find moments with him still while listening to the music playlist, I'm sure you are listening together.

    • @BBB-to4cc
      @BBB-to4cc Год назад +10

      @@askreternal thanks so much that means so much to me 🥰

    • @lattekawa7005
      @lattekawa7005 Год назад +11

      May your dad rest in peace and i hope you're doing well, stay safe and healthy 💗

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Год назад

      ​@@BBB-to4cc ❤❤❤

  • @selinnazsur2328
    @selinnazsur2328 Год назад +285

    I'm just utterly fascinated by how complicated and amazing this thing we call "the human experience" can be. It's always the small things that make it so interesting. This dude went through 15 years obsessively commenting on a single video, because that's where he found true sanctuary in a life full of struggle. A moment of nostalgia in a snippet of internet history meant that much for him. And with that genuine expression of his human experience he touched people, brought positivity out of them in a platform where it's so easy to be mean.

    • @zekorys
      @zekorys 11 месяцев назад +3

      thank u hal from homestuck, this was a well written comment

  • @jmac7288
    @jmac7288 9 месяцев назад +3

    not sure whats weirder picmics or me for watching this

  • @user-qj8zj8ux1c
    @user-qj8zj8ux1c 10 месяцев назад +8

    At first I thought it was strange, and as the narrative continued I also felt sorry for PicsMics, but at the end it brought a couple of tears to my eyes……there is a lot of amazing caring people out there on RUclips. Luv ya all.

  • @WhyDidntIInventYT
    @WhyDidntIInventYT Год назад +371

    Picsmics4 is one of the most endearing human beings I've ever encountered. Also, the outpouring of love for his shenanigans & life struggles is internet culture at its finest.

  • @saracha-sauce
    @saracha-sauce Год назад +102

    This is one of those internet stories that I'll randomly think about years from now and revisit like a cozy nostalgic memory

    • @renerpho
      @renerpho Год назад +17

      Funny to think that a video about someone's nostalgic memory could itself become just that.

  • @Ilovecats72836
    @Ilovecats72836 6 месяцев назад +2

    This has to be one of the most interesting and wholesome stories I have ever heard on youtube! I honestly went from laughing at their comments to almost crying as they progressively became more personal.

  • @lexacutable
    @lexacutable 9 месяцев назад +3

    oh my god, this ended on such a beautiful note I wasn't expecting. I wasn't sure if it was someone mentally unwell or yeah just a joke, and then suddenly it became completely relatable in a way that hit in the feels

  • @katmipp
    @katmipp Год назад +298

    man this made me cry. we will never have the times we did as a kid. we can do the same things we did as kids but it wont feel the same, we dont view the world as we did before. everything was simpler. i miss it.

    • @renerpho
      @renerpho Год назад +17

      All we can do is cherish the memories, and be kind.
      Take care.

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 Год назад +10

      It sucks, especially if u suffer from a mental illness when as a kid u were fine and happy

    • @Flaccidtetris
      @Flaccidtetris Год назад +3

      Absolutely. The memories of the past are what keep me going, and I hold on to any nice things I like about present times. Who knows what you'll reminisce about in the future

    • @Heroball299
      @Heroball299 Год назад

      Far out, why is everything crying over this. It's just some silly guy doing this for attention

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 Год назад +7

      @@Heroball299 attention?
      Bro that video comment section was like a safe place for him, not just a notepad but the place where he can return to whenever he feels down or lost, to feel safe once again.

  • @neizanmendez6317
    @neizanmendez6317 Год назад +466

    If you ever go to Debussy's Claire de Lune and pick the first one, you'll find so many people doing their journals, one of them is about 790ish days in. Those people I admire so much, because they've found what he found many years ago, comfort.

    • @Rose_Valcourt
      @Rose_Valcourt Год назад +11

      i love that so much ❤

    • @seva7500
      @seva7500 11 месяцев назад +31

      da bussy 😳😳😳🤤🤤🤤🤤

    • @davidaugustofc2574
      @davidaugustofc2574 11 месяцев назад

      ​@@seva7500First thoughts as well

    • @IosaJ
      @IosaJ 11 месяцев назад +17

      da bussy 😳😳😳🤤🤤🤤🤤

    • @skeleton819
      @skeleton819 11 месяцев назад +28

      why are people using youtube as a journal?

  • @garance8353
    @garance8353 6 месяцев назад +3

    I love this. As someone who watches a lot of creepy/horrir internet content, I find it refreshing coming across such wholesome stories once in a while. Picsmics seems like a really kind person + the commenters being generally nice to him really bring a smile to my face. Thank you for sharing. W00t yayayaya

  • @Alk3fan22
    @Alk3fan22 6 месяцев назад +5

    Alright...... I had to watch the video that was worth revisiting for 15 years straight. And after watching the video, I gotta say........ the video is actually very impressive! Music plays such an interesting role in our lives.

  • @MyNameIsKayser
    @MyNameIsKayser Год назад +134

    I can relate a bit with this guy. They seem to battle loneliness a lot, finding comfort in just commeting on a video. So glad this story had a happy ending, they deserve some support in life.

  • @chumiiart
    @chumiiart Год назад +5223

    Pics mics 4 is literally doing what I have been afraid to do for YEARS. There's a handful of videos here on YT that I have been going back to over and over throughout the years bc they help me a lot emotionally, I just never left any comments because I always thought peeps would think I'm insane, but man, PicsMics didn't care. He just does it.
    Kudos to you, my man. Keep up with the comments. Hope things get better for him.

    • @V0Y463R
      @V0Y463R Год назад +54

      Me with old h3h3 and filthy frank videos.

    • @User-jr7vf
      @User-jr7vf Год назад +104

      No need to be afraid of what others will think because you aren't showing your real name nor your location in your RUclips account.

    • @Fae7Rose
      @Fae7Rose Год назад +6

      Yooo same

    • @AtaraxiaIsRainy
      @AtaraxiaIsRainy Год назад +3

      Ahhh same.

    • @snakejuce
      @snakejuce Год назад +7

      Dude you have an anonymous account.......

  • @renanalves6524
    @renanalves6524 3 месяца назад +2

    I cried when people wrote so many great massages to him.

  • @serenedaoud
    @serenedaoud 9 месяцев назад +2

    Just imagine if picsmics4 himself commented on this very video!

  • @glmtwn
    @glmtwn Год назад +440

    literally crying over picsmics4. ive never heard of this before but it feels insanely good to see that he overcame his struggles and to see his happiness upon returning to so many ppl supporting him. sometimes i love people

  • @samysnes
    @samysnes Год назад +371

    This has got to be one of the most wholesome internet stories I've heard. So simple yet so endearing. It's a tiny window into the human psyche. A coming of age story about nostalgia and our vital need for comfort. A place to call home, a place to feel safe and carefree.

  • @astralchimera
    @astralchimera 9 месяцев назад +3

    this is seriously the most touching video and i didnt expect it that way? i thought it would go a much creepier route but the way it went towards growing up and having support around you when you didnt for a long time, at least to this extent, is extremely touchy for me and really beautiful. i seriously hope the guy is doing well now, i cant express how much this warmed my heart and my hope for the future. thank you for covering this beautiful oddity ♥️♥️♥️

  • @swoopingdeath1717
    @swoopingdeath1717 6 месяцев назад +3

    This may be a neurodivergent person with a special interest in this video not knowing what's socially appropriate in a RUclips comment section.

  • @db9454
    @db9454 Год назад +298

    This was such a amazing situation. Somebody starts documenting their life on a random video they like, they go through their ups and downs through the years, random people find out about it and flood them with love and support making the once barren comment section lively again. Thank you for covering this, it may not be as dark or mysterious as the usual content but seeing this definitely made my day slightly better, who knows maybe I'll start commenting on this video for 15 years as well haha.

    • @weebgraphy
      @weebgraphy Год назад

      Lol you really need to have dedication too

  • @PreservationPunk
    @PreservationPunk Год назад +129

    I thought this was going to be creepy, but turned out to be very heartwarming.

  • @tasteychackras7023
    @tasteychackras7023 10 месяцев назад +1

    Wow this one hit me so deep personally. Me and my siblings loved Rock Band and played it very steady for about 7 years. Sadly all our equipment and eventually the disc itself just stopped. As someone that...mightve had a similar life growing up and even now, lacking new hardware, feeling behind and such. It makes me happy he's got noticed and praised and feels good to hear how great his life is improving, that finally being able to buy for himself made my heart melt. Thanks for making this

  • @Emurui99
    @Emurui99 6 месяцев назад +5

    sanest strokes fan

  • @SPARKRIZZLE
    @SPARKRIZZLE Год назад +184

    this is actually so so sweet man. i hope the dude is doing well, he seems like an amazing person. i actually used to do this as a kid, repeatedly commenting on videos over time. it may seem strange, but it really is a personal thing.

  • @AbrahamLure
    @AbrahamLure Год назад +302

    This is really common on "late night playlist" type videos that are an hour of selected songs, especially post rock and sovietwave.
    I honestly love reading people's cries to the internet void whilst I'm listening to obscure sad music at 2am. Sometimes, I'll add my own comments

    • @keithnoir1
      @keithnoir1 Год назад +6

      brother...

    • @suschilegge1683
      @suschilegge1683 Год назад +18

      Brother... We need to know those videos too, so we can bump into each other in the long journey through the void from time to time, like we did now

    • @rxnii
      @rxnii Год назад +4

      Same bro i love doing that and I thought i was the only one

    • @ajadace
      @ajadace Год назад +4

      you are noticed, friends.

    • @AM22Salabok
      @AM22Salabok Год назад +9

      The random obscure indie music videos always have the best comment sections.

  • @kalvon
    @kalvon 5 месяцев назад +3

    You can see that the way he writes his comment was slowly starting to change.
    From not using commas, 2000s internet lingo and a lot of emoticons

  • @crazynoob159
    @crazynoob159 8 месяцев назад +2

    And now I’m crying over picsmics4
    Beautiful