REACTING TO MY FIRST YOUTUBE VIDEO EVER (8 YEARS LATER)

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  • Опубликовано: 14 янв 2025

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  • @JellyJezebel
    @JellyJezebel 5 лет назад +434

    I just want to give baby Shan a hug and tell her everything will be okay

  • @debbiebeveridge1883
    @debbiebeveridge1883 5 лет назад +101

    That was so sweet! I remember those days. You've come a long way!

  • @vivsgm7538
    @vivsgm7538 5 лет назад +26

    "I don't love myself all the time, but I'm getting there"
    Shannon Beveridge.
    Thank you.

  • @foxesrule9037
    @foxesrule9037 5 лет назад +76

    Shannon at the first few minutes: Changes the color of the subtitles on her shirt to make it visible.
    Shannon later: "Fvck it Y'all better listen closely" doesn't change the color.
    But it's fine because the audio was good so

  • @TheBbLlAa
    @TheBbLlAa 5 лет назад +154

    Some of what you say in that old video reminds me so much of « a letter to you » :’)

  • @itsjustme7091
    @itsjustme7091 5 лет назад +181

    “I’m just so little and orange” that’s exactly how I feel about my younger self, except I was yellow because of stress 😂

  • @eminemma282
    @eminemma282 5 лет назад +129

    Only thing better than a Shannon video is a video of Shannon reacting to baby gay Shannon

  • @Pixelhugss
    @Pixelhugss 5 лет назад +278

    Crurrent state: patiently waiting for the assumption about JPAN video.

    • @honeya3183
      @honeya3183 5 лет назад

      They going to re shoot it

    • @AmbeyPankake
      @AmbeyPankake 5 лет назад

      SAMEEEE

    • @honeya3183
      @honeya3183 5 лет назад +1

      @@AmbeyPankake she said she re shoot video with jess

  • @nevaehhenley1873
    @nevaehhenley1873 5 лет назад +79

    4:27 ❤️”I do not cry” I love you Shannon we’re all here for you and love you so much// edit: thanks for all the likes

  • @naeleiw1855
    @naeleiw1855 5 лет назад +29

    My heart really needed to hear those things. Thanks little Shan ❤️

  • @TheJeanLouisse
    @TheJeanLouisse 5 лет назад +464

    Why did I think you were gonna be 8 in the video 🙃

    • @joketsu100
      @joketsu100 5 лет назад +4

      Why did we all think that

    • @SKYYLOVE
      @SKYYLOVE 5 лет назад +5

      Jean Go *youtube wasn’t a thing back then* 😭

    • @KassyGO
      @KassyGO 5 лет назад +1

      The title changed! Omg! (8 Years Old) to (8 Years Later)

  • @ReginalE123
    @ReginalE123 5 лет назад +10

    Loved how you’re looking at yourself ...how much you have grown into the person you are today....taking in every word and still letting it speak to you/us. Keep up the good work!

  • @abohmabohm
    @abohmabohm 5 лет назад +1

    since her first video she’s been helping people out no matter how uncomfortable she was. it really shows how caring & strong she is. nothing makes me happier than seeing she’s posted a new video, she’s just the best. ❤️

  • @jordanperkins303
    @jordanperkins303 5 лет назад +23

    In 8 years you can do an inception video of you watching yourself watching this video and feel the same way about young Shannon as you do about yourself right now..

  • @klara_hansen8528
    @klara_hansen8528 5 лет назад +16

    8:50 "I'm just so little and orange" Omg ahashhshahhsa

  • @aljawhraha7492
    @aljawhraha7492 5 лет назад +2

    Honestly i lovvveee watching your videos because first of all i LOVE you ❤️ i think you’re an amazing human being and I look up to you in many ways and whenever I watch your videos idk how to explain this but that feeling of anxiety it goes away I swear it’s so healing just watching your videos give me such a positive message and energy “I struggle with anxiety so bad that sometimes I can’t leave the house“ so I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU AND LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH AND PLEASE KEEP UP YOUR AMAZING VIDEOS AND BEING YOUR AMAZING SELF BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ❤️.

  • @Targaryenwhore
    @Targaryenwhore 5 лет назад +42

    okay I'm gonna need a whole video of you talking in just your Texas accent thank you

  • @talia.m.c
    @talia.m.c 5 лет назад +43

    I just love it when Shannon uploads. Shannon is a beautiful human inside and out ❤️🌈

  • @H.Wotton
    @H.Wotton 5 лет назад +1

    I’m so happy that you showed fetus Shan so much love and empathy

  • @NinjaJoanie
    @NinjaJoanie 5 лет назад +6

    It’s so cool that you have this little piece of yourself to look back on. I’ve gone through some of my old journals, but they’re so depressing bc for so long I believed that I was going to hell for being gay. That broke me for soooooo long. But friends, it’s okay to be you!! You ARE perfect just the way you are ❤️

  • @chinitown
    @chinitown 5 лет назад +15

    I’m so proud of you Shan, this video shows how much confident and sure you are about yourself now, and how everything gets better. It’s amazing! 💛

  • @saltytreehugger1026
    @saltytreehugger1026 5 лет назад +195

    Shannon I just wanted to say that I love your videos and that your videos are helping so many people 🏳️‍🌈

  • @TaylaAleci
    @TaylaAleci 5 лет назад +12

    Literally so many of those things you said in your “A Letter to You” video I love you I’m so proud of how you’ve grown and accepted yourself Shan❤️

    • @emilyc7303
      @emilyc7303 5 лет назад +3

      Tayla Aleci A Letter to You is such an amazing video. Probably my favorite I’ve ever seen. It’s crazy to see the growth but also her advice has always been the same. Love ya Shan!!❤️

  • @Jess-wc1wx
    @Jess-wc1wx 5 лет назад +23

    Love you Shannon! ♥️ I’ve been watching for 4 years and will continue to watch you. 🙃

  • @lizgrzyb5513
    @lizgrzyb5513 5 лет назад +5

    Shannon, this is how you were when you were getting comfortable with yourself. This is how I was when I was getting comfortable with myself. And this is how many people are today as they are growing into who they are. It's always going to be cringy to look back on yourself, but you should give your young self credit for having the courage to even make this video.

  • @music-xo2fe
    @music-xo2fe 5 лет назад +16

    So many of her quotes from this video are in her video from 2 years ago called “A Letter To You” go watch it & you will see💕

  • @Andrea-vr8zt
    @Andrea-vr8zt 5 лет назад +42

    I just one a hug and befriend baby Shannon. Tumblr was good at the time I have to agree.

  • @carlijnvanhelden9416
    @carlijnvanhelden9416 5 лет назад

    Dear Shannon, i came out to some of my friend last week, it felt good, but still like you were at first i don’t feel so comfortable with it yet. I’m scared of what my other friends will think and what my grandparents will think. Seeing this gave me really hope that things will get better. Looking at you how you’ve grown gives me hope and strength and it keeps me going. Things will get better, thank you so much for this video❤️

  • @marahabd2012
    @marahabd2012 5 лет назад +1

    It’s heartwarming how genuine Shannon’s words are ❤️

  • @vita.esotico
    @vita.esotico 5 лет назад +1

    i really resonated with this video. thank you, shannon. i was at such a low point in my life a few months ago but life’s slowly getting better. love you so much 💕

  • @cocoyanyan5956
    @cocoyanyan5956 5 лет назад

    i love how shan always gets up and always look at the positive side of life, all people have been depressed once in their lifetime but the important part is to be well and look life in a positive way again. you inspired me alot. keep uploading shan

  • @ejm3381
    @ejm3381 5 лет назад +1

    Great reaction! You have come such a long way, and helped many along your journey, thank you for putting content on the internet for us to relate to,
    much appreciated.

  • @Mackenziedoingthings
    @Mackenziedoingthings 5 лет назад +1

    I'm so glad you shared this! Oh how I wish I had seen your video 8 years ago. It really does get better. I am so inspired by you and how you share so openly about your journey. I try to remind myself to be that brave. I'm 26 and was also in a sorority.. now considering joining the Junior League in my city. Its so intimidating to be in a room with 60 + women and wonder and have doubts about weather they will accept me. Most are married, with kids or engaged (South Louisiana). I think I am the only one who is an open lesbian, but I have similar interests and goals as these women and my sexual orientation should not matter or even be a thought. But, its scary, and I remind myself of what you are doing and how seeing you and your videos has helped me, and it makes me realize that I can be an example too, that just because I am gay does not mean I need to hide, or not do the things that I love. Hopefully becoming an involved and public figure in my community will help younger girls see that its okay, and if I can do for them what you have done for all of us, then I will be very proud of myself. I'm proud of you, and relate to you and I hope you're extremely proud of yourself, Shannon! So much love

  • @isabelb.9031
    @isabelb.9031 5 лет назад

    Everything you‘ve said in your old vid was exactly how i felt. Especially when you said it’s okay to be gay, but i don’t wanna be gay. But it really helps to accept oneself if one tells others about being gay, bi or whatever

  • @mamatihayati3512
    @mamatihayati3512 5 лет назад +2

    Happy birthday to you shannon🎁

  • @g.i.chowtime8302
    @g.i.chowtime8302 5 лет назад +2

    Awe you are such a sweet person! I Came out to my parents... my mom cried out of suprise and my dad said pass me the beer. Lol. Everyone has their story. Ur amazing!. Just wanted to say, what ever life brings.. find something to smile abput each day! A smile is the best thing anyone can ever wear on any given day. Much love!!

  • @alizea.8707
    @alizea.8707 5 лет назад +7

    Ugh, she is so BEAUTIFUL!😍

  • @zinakassah
    @zinakassah 5 лет назад

    My heart is so... full. This journey is the best and most relatable one out there. The fact that little shan is literally me from 2 years ago is absolutely crazy to me because I do believe her now. Things do get better and it does get easier and seeing that I'm still in high school and that I still have a longer way to go with so much more surprises and hopefully more happiness it makes me so excited for the future and I guarantee you that feeling was not there 2 years ago 😅. I'm so happy for Shannon and I'm happy that she's happy and living her life with not only hundreds but thousands of people who love her and actually know her (not personally but still, you get my point). It gets better and... well, Tell someone ❤️

  • @jessicavasquez5899
    @jessicavasquez5899 5 лет назад

    I think you've always just been good at giving advice. And it's nice to see how much can change in a person's life for the better, it makes me feel a bit hopeful for myself. I love you Shannon xx

  • @Brooke-hm5nz
    @Brooke-hm5nz 5 лет назад

    i watched that video when you first made it and it’s crazy to know that even though you were giving all of us advice, you didn’t fully believe it for yourself. i’m really glad you do now

  • @michellet4451
    @michellet4451 5 лет назад +10

    It's like an old version of "A LETTER TO YOU" 😍❤️❤️

  • @korenisme
    @korenisme 5 лет назад +14

    Off topic but you, my friend, are breathtaking!

  • @damselintuxedo
    @damselintuxedo 5 лет назад +7

    I love you for just being who you are and for inspiring everyone in your own ways. You are a golden heart. 💛

  • @reneedegroot6490
    @reneedegroot6490 5 лет назад

    wow the transition between than and know is so big! I'm so proud of u i cant even put it in words. i love u so much! keep being u, cause ur making the world a better place

  • @TheLjubojevic12
    @TheLjubojevic12 5 лет назад +3

    This was so sweet. Kinda video I can show to a kid who is struggling to show them that things get better. That being who they are is fine.

  • @KyJoLove
    @KyJoLove 5 лет назад

    Honestly wish I could meet you and tell you how GORGEOUS you are to your face. Not just looks but your whole being is beautiful!

  • @BE-kg6vd
    @BE-kg6vd 5 лет назад

    There are so many "references" to A Letter to You, one of my favorite videos of all time, in this video! "It feels so much better to have one person really know you and love you anyway, than to have hundreds of people like you but never really know you", You telling the story of praying for a guy to come and change you, and just your general message, and it is so amazing to see how you keep trying to spread positivity and love into the world, then and now, and you have changed so many people's lives for the better, Shannon, so thank you very much for that

  • @eboniz
    @eboniz 5 лет назад +20

    the slow dialogue reminded me of kristen stewart in twilight lmao

  • @larawrrr9736
    @larawrrr9736 5 лет назад

    Little Shannon gives me peace. I needed that. Thank youu

  • @TaterTiitan
    @TaterTiitan 5 лет назад +4

    On one hand, oW MY HEART
    On the other hand, you’ve always been an inspiration and had an awesome message to share ❤️

  • @KatherineGardner13
    @KatherineGardner13 5 лет назад

    Sooo I was ready for this to be all funny and cute but honestly it kind of took my breath away when you described what I’ve been going through. I feel like I’m comfortable with who I am until I see things like this and realize I’m still not there yet. It’s so so good to see how far you’ve come in terms of being comfortable with yourself and it’s good to know that I can get to that point someday. Sorry to be sappy lol but this was such a good reminder for me 💜💜

  • @lou3893
    @lou3893 5 лет назад

    thank you so much, I'm somewhere in between where you were and where you are now and what you said about it keeps getting better even though it already got better and you are maybe stuck and have to deal with that kind of better that still isn't the best. Like I made so much progress from like trying not to think about the possibility of me liking girls to realising it and accepting it. And I never thought that it was actually a bad thing I just didn't want it for myself and yes it sounds like I'm just repeating what you said but that only shows how much I can relate to you and how much that is helping me, how much you are helping me

  • @breefts
    @breefts 5 лет назад +1

    you are always this cute person who always says brave and inspirational things, I am so proud of you, I feel more comfortable watching your videos, it seems that you are hugging me with your words. and look how far you've come! ily ♥️

  • @lunamartinezzz
    @lunamartinezzz 5 лет назад

    This made me wanna cry cause I realize with so many things that the old Shannon said and to see that today she is doing so well it’s so inspiring

  • @avaj9925
    @avaj9925 5 лет назад +8

    Can we all just appreciate how much Shannon has been posting 🤧🙏🏻🙌🏻

  • @michellerbn
    @michellerbn 5 лет назад

    this was the cutest video ever omg. looking back and seeing how far youve come is amazing

  • @emilypoppleton4471
    @emilypoppleton4471 5 лет назад +1

    Awwwww so adorable! Love you Shannon 😚 your such an inspiration!

  • @juliesobreira
    @juliesobreira 5 лет назад

    Little Shan is the cutest thing in the world... She was so right about everything, but she seems so sad.. glad that you are now feeling way better about yourself, you are normal, you are a perfect little human who love the person that she want and that’s all that matter. KEEP POSTING CAUSE YOU ARE A RUclipsR !AHAHA

  • @teagan8592
    @teagan8592 5 лет назад

    Little Shan is pretty much where I am right now. It’s nice to hear that it will get better eventually

  • @danielazav9874
    @danielazav9874 5 лет назад

    I find this so crazy because I remember watching that video and feeling like I was a part of something. You have helped me soo much and you’ve been a part of my journey without really knowing it. So thank you for being you!

  • @ShanesCreativeWorld
    @ShanesCreativeWorld 5 лет назад

    Amazing then and now! Thank you

  • @valeriareyes4255
    @valeriareyes4255 5 лет назад +1

    ily Shannon! Thank you for always giving us positivity and letting all of us know it always gets better💙

  • @jadafurtick2855
    @jadafurtick2855 5 лет назад

    omg i love how much you’ve grown and i’ve been watching u for a little over 5 years and it’s so crazy just seeing the person you’ve become omg u make me so happy!!!!!💕🥰🤩❤️❤️

  • @Brooke-hm5nz
    @Brooke-hm5nz 5 лет назад +1

    that was the shannon that changed my life. obviously still love you the same now but back then your videos saved me

  • @SkylarFaith-xx7yh
    @SkylarFaith-xx7yh 5 лет назад

    Happy Birthday Shannon 🎉

  • @jessicalee163
    @jessicalee163 5 лет назад

    So sweet seeing big Shannon empathizing with little Shannon

  • @alyv3583
    @alyv3583 5 лет назад

    Love you shannon !!

  • @joanacoelho630
    @joanacoelho630 5 лет назад

    this is so amazing. it's amazing to see how you and your confidence has grown so much over the years, it fills my heart with pure joy. your journey in general just... it's just inspiring. i love u, thank you for sharing it with us

  • @3Oh3metrostation
    @3Oh3metrostation 5 лет назад

    So glad you posted this. Love u shannon, always.

  • @alaabenjeddy9353
    @alaabenjeddy9353 5 лет назад +1

    After this vid i started thinking about telling my sister maybe it will make me feel way much better , thank u shannon for sharing it with us💕

  • @helenaslife4729
    @helenaslife4729 5 лет назад

    Aww baby Shannon ur amazing Shannon and ur videos are the best and ur channel is the best I love watching all ur videos 😍❤️💕 I love supporting u

  • @maryjoysanderson
    @maryjoysanderson 5 лет назад +2

    I love Shannon so much in these kind of videos where she reacts to old stuff. Maybe that’s my type: Cripplingly Embarrassed About Past Self

  • @lou3893
    @lou3893 5 лет назад

    you know this gives me so much hope your progress and everything thank you so so much ❤

  • @lugarcia6201
    @lugarcia6201 5 лет назад +3

    Orange But still beautiful in a mad way..
    shan.. you made me come out 3 years ago.. it was all thanks to you I was able to do it..
    I will forever thankful to you.. forever.. ❤️

  • @camille9830
    @camille9830 5 лет назад

    Thank you so much for this video Shannon, I think it's very important for some people to know that what they are experiencing in the beginning will be so much easier and positive years after years. ❤️

  • @arielt6187
    @arielt6187 5 лет назад

    Aw love you Shannon ❤️

  • @nevaehhenley1873
    @nevaehhenley1873 5 лет назад +2

    YAY THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO SHANNON😍We love you so much thank you for everything you do❤️

  • @ut4354
    @ut4354 5 лет назад

    Love the message, crazy that u still stand by what u said but you seem so happy now

  • @rendlenaga2106
    @rendlenaga2106 5 лет назад

    I love you, Shan! ❤️

  • @susannareid3563
    @susannareid3563 5 лет назад +44

    am i the only one or does fetus shannon remind anyone of kristen stewart ?

  • @Viajeramzm4
    @Viajeramzm4 5 лет назад +1

    That´s great! Im glad to see how much youve changed but that you still have the same beliefs its amazing!

  • @isabellajones4026
    @isabellajones4026 5 лет назад +1

    little shan gives me so much hope for the future 😊😊

  • @Carolina-kb4jo
    @Carolina-kb4jo 5 лет назад

    I got tears in my eyes from watching this. So beautiful, thanks for sharing💕

  • @charleysmith5849
    @charleysmith5849 5 лет назад +1

    yesssss omg back and better than ever, ily and i'm so happy you're feeling better! actually feeling more confident myself atm, so ik how amazing it is xx

  • @lovinlife2744
    @lovinlife2744 5 лет назад

    I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE MAKING VIDEOS AGAIN! I’ve missed you! You’re my favorite youtuber, and have always inspired me. Ily. ♥️

  • @aidaamira_mr
    @aidaamira_mr 5 лет назад +11

    You should do a video on how you straight your hair

  • @OhhState
    @OhhState 5 лет назад

    This video will most definitely help a lot of people. To see you then and now, and that you're ok. Wish I would have seen a video like this when I was in high school. I'd have probably came out 10 years earlier.

  • @alwyda
    @alwyda 5 лет назад

    why am i crying?? anyway thank you lil shan! love you.

  • @colibritube
    @colibritube 5 лет назад

    This video actually made me feel better about myself, thank you for reminding me that things get better ❤️

  • @charessearmatey2775
    @charessearmatey2775 5 лет назад

    We love you and this recent flood of content! You’re literally the cutest! Praying you’re feeling better and happier ❤️

  • @kkthemarshmallow5113
    @kkthemarshmallow5113 5 лет назад

    thank you for making this video, i remember feeling the same way when i first came out and your content truly helped me so much! thank you for being you i love you

  • @k8tr14
    @k8tr14 5 лет назад

    This video is so inspiring. I'm probably somewhere between orange baby Shannon and current Shannon and I can't wait for things to get even better

  • @lunophile399
    @lunophile399 5 лет назад

    Happy Birthday!!!❤️❤️❤️

  • @anon2074
    @anon2074 5 лет назад

    i love you Shannon.

  • @nevaehhenley1873
    @nevaehhenley1873 5 лет назад +7

    I Love you Shannon your soo beautiful and amazing and so strong and so many people love you❤️

  • @heatherwinn9560
    @heatherwinn9560 5 лет назад

    Wow this gave me so much hope. I love this so much. Thank you girl❤️

  • @freidaclaxton2674
    @freidaclaxton2674 5 лет назад

    I love when yousay we are all in this together.....i say that all the time.

  • @ambiedextrus6191
    @ambiedextrus6191 5 лет назад

    ily! This was soooo good to watch. So special to witness this journey, I think it could comfort/help so many. Thank you for your vulnerability 😘🌟

  • @SiennaMeadow
    @SiennaMeadow 5 лет назад

    couldn't imagine a more fitting video from Piscean Shan to start bringing Pisces season to a close...super sweet 💖🙏

  • @thestephaniegroveman
    @thestephaniegroveman 5 лет назад

    Shannon, I love your content so much.