Sharing with yall some stuff I do when I don’t know what to do with my life. This video is for me as it is for anyone who needs it :) Thank you all for 2k🩵
Honestly, I feel like being an adult you get so many existential crisises because it is like ever since I graduated hs I feel like I am constantly questioning my life choices and existences that its like damn, it scares me how this change as we are not in school anymore. Edit: One thing I learned as an adult is that nothing makes sense and that we should go with the flow, its crazy how one moment I was in school the next I am an adult with a job its crazy. I have been doing things that make me happy and also trying to better myself as I get older.
Your rants genuinely make me feel a sense of happiness and bring me back to myself. I really appreciate your videos, thank you for being so genuine and putting out your positive energy 🫶
Calm, bright, witty and f-word respectful. That's you. I'm grateful for your lines of reminding thoughts. It's good sometimes to hear it from afar. Makes the one's resembling here fresh and new. Many times we block our own thoughts due to life 's noise. You break the noise. I can hear the music. Hope you have a great day too!🙂
Just keep it moving. That’s how I go through life, with ups or downs. I just ‘Keep it moving’. Nothing more to be done, do what you can and enjoy what you got. Hope you guys all find peace and live a great life.
Alex, teeming with existential angst, yet again. Buddhists have an understanding of balance rooted in detachment, letting go of material things, letting go of labels past and present, letting go of identifiers we cling to, including the noise of thoughts as a preliminary step to "enlightenment."
@@joelharris4399 Also letting go for the desire of enlightenment too, as that is also a sort of attachment. It is an unnerving and never ending journey to figuring out just how one does that.
Great topic! I always feel more introspective this time of year. Trying to find that balance of slowing down while not letting myself ruminate too much
We are all fulfilling our meaning. Some people may look like they’re succeeding more than others but we are all succeeding. Bottom line is we will all be dead and nobody will remember anything.
You are an awesome genuine person you are always interesting love your videos life never really makes sense. Weas human beings just try to make whatever sense of life
Uggh i feel the same way sometimes,like im trying to start my own clothing brand,sometimes i just stare at the wall like why am i really doing this,and do i really want to do it.
As an INTP, I too am always asking WHY! But, the difference is, I'm asking the WHY about how things work, how to improve things. More mechanical, than emotional, since I'm fairly emotionally clueless. I know some INTP's can be very philosophical, but I'm more concerned with things that can possibly have some control over. I also have a fairly nihilistic view of the universe, so why worry about stuff that is beyond my control? It's very interesting how everyone has a difference view of themselves, others, and the world around us. But some of us try to keep that sphere of influence small enough to not lose ourselves with things that cannot be controlled. My view is probably a result of being married for 32 years to a narcissitic woman who thinks she should control everything and everyone. I do what I can to stay outside of her sphere, and keep control of myself and my sanity, as simple as I might be.
Interesting to know you’re an INTP, as I am an INFJ. My Introverted Intuition takes me to places I can’t quite grasp. There’s a world of patterns that exist and my job is to make sense of them all. Will I succeed? I’m not entirely too sure. You’re right how it’s interesting that people are so vastly different. And we’re all trying our best to
@@AnLittleAlex Look up Personality Junkie. He's an INTP. He's written a couple of great books on Typing and the INTP. But, his wife in an INFJ. They've also written a book on the INFJ, which I haven't read, but I assume is also great. And the website is a Highly Recommended resource on all things MBTI! From what I've read, the INFJ is a very puzzling type, both to others and themselves. Which would explain all of your confusion of what you're doing, or where you're going.
You can’t make sense of it all because it’s all unintelligent design. Humans have optimism bias and are constantly running away from the reality which is, your parents sentenced you to death. That why you’re here. This is not a Disney movie, this is a nightmare
Find it calmly hilarious and super cute that wild flying beasties are darting around Alex Kidd sitting in front of her dying sunflowers pouring out her mind. It's not so great that you don't love all of your jobs but Great that you're a bit of a workaholic and stay away from drugs and just have the occasional cigar, as long as you don't inhale, because if you did you'd have arse\assholes come into your life and screw your world up and spit you out and if you didn't work and had no real routine\structure in your weeks it would probably end up driving you totally insane with you continually thinking about eventual impending doom. Noticed almost immediately that you have real and natural artistic talent from your vids, camera work and how you word and present yourself. Wish I could go into an Aliens movie simulator and have you as one of my comrades blowing big bugs to smithereens together because you're so bloody cool! Well done haha. 🌻
@@juicedope2669 nope. 1. I didn’t ban u, 2. you deserve no credit because I didn’t steal anything you said and this topic wasn’t inspired by you. 3. You’ve been disrespectful in streams so I might keep you banned.
Honestly, I feel like being an adult you get so many existential crisises because it is like ever since I graduated hs I feel like I am constantly questioning my life choices and existences that its like damn, it scares me how this change as we are not in school anymore.
Edit: One thing I learned as an adult is that nothing makes sense and that we should go with the flow, its crazy how one moment I was in school the next I am an adult with a job its crazy. I have been doing things that make me happy and also trying to better myself as I get older.
Your rants genuinely make me feel a sense of happiness and bring me back to myself. I really appreciate your videos, thank you for being so genuine and putting out your positive energy 🫶
@@wes_rj225 Wes!!! thank you for being here and watching my rants!!! What a sweet comment :) I’m so grateful 🩵
Thank you for making these videos. Your authenticity brings a valuable and unique perspective.
@@tennotsukai87 that is so kind, thank you 🙏
Calm, bright, witty and f-word respectful. That's you. I'm grateful for your lines of reminding thoughts. It's good sometimes to hear it from afar. Makes the one's resembling here fresh and new. Many times we block our own thoughts due to life 's noise. You break the noise. I can hear the music. Hope you have a great day too!🙂
Just keep it moving. That’s how I go through life, with ups or downs. I just ‘Keep it moving’. Nothing more to be done, do what you can and enjoy what you got.
Hope you guys all find peace and live a great life.
Those garden bricks are quite nice!
@@joelyons3713 thanks Joe! Lol
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Alex, teeming with existential angst, yet again. Buddhists have an understanding of balance rooted in detachment, letting go of material things, letting go of labels past and present, letting go of identifiers we cling to, including the noise of thoughts as a preliminary step to "enlightenment."
@@joelharris4399 Also letting go for the desire of enlightenment too, as that is also a sort of attachment. It is an unnerving and never ending journey to figuring out just how one does that.
@@AnLittleAlex Try not to think of it as a final answer but as an opening🙏
Think of yourself by the poolside🧘♀️
Thank you for the video Alex. You are the best. So elegant. ❤❤❤❤❤😊😊
Great topic! I always feel more introspective this time of year. Trying to find that balance of slowing down while not letting myself ruminate too much
@@Lunanaranja96 I get the same way, it’s a hard balancing act for sure. I often find myself feeling guilty for it.
We are all fulfilling our meaning. Some people may look like they’re succeeding more than others but we are all succeeding. Bottom line is we will all be dead and nobody will remember anything.
@@Vse_yob what a scary yet freeing thought that we will all die and no one will remember anything
Great video, Miss Alex! You nailed it on the head.
You are an awesome genuine person you are always interesting love your videos life never really makes sense. Weas human beings just try to make whatever sense of life
its a blessing to see a girl with short cut fingernails in this generation.
@@yugimuto4612 brb going to go get my nails done 💅
this a damn good title, i usually try to shrug these off with "well why not?"
@@fadedtheCJ Ty!!! And so true actually, why the hell not??
Follow your heart/intuition/ human instinct.
''The ultimate goal in life is to love yourself unconditionally''.
Said by Lucinda Bassett.
Love you Alex and your philosophy videos ❤
Maybe it's time to start a podcast! You can share all the moments where you still don’t know what to do-but now with a cool intro jingle
Uggh i feel the same way sometimes,like im trying to start my own clothing brand,sometimes i just stare at the wall like why am i really doing this,and do i really want to do it.
@@indigosun6561 That sounds sick!!! I feel like hitting that wall is part of the creative process. You got this.
@@AnLittleAlex thanks
Thanks Alex.
I'm just gonna have fun with what is left of my life. Beer every evening 🌖
As an INTP, I too am always asking WHY! But, the difference is, I'm asking the WHY about how things work, how to improve things. More mechanical, than emotional, since I'm fairly emotionally clueless. I know some INTP's can be very philosophical, but I'm more concerned with things that can possibly have some control over. I also have a fairly nihilistic view of the universe, so why worry about stuff that is beyond my control?
It's very interesting how everyone has a difference view of themselves, others, and the world around us. But some of us try to keep that sphere of influence small enough to not lose ourselves with things that cannot be controlled.
My view is probably a result of being married for 32 years to a narcissitic woman who thinks she should control everything and everyone. I do what I can to stay outside of her sphere, and keep control of myself and my sanity, as simple as I might be.
Interesting to know you’re an INTP, as I am an INFJ. My Introverted Intuition takes me to places I can’t quite grasp. There’s a world of patterns that exist and my job is to make sense of them all. Will I succeed? I’m not entirely too sure.
You’re right how it’s interesting that people are so vastly different. And we’re all trying our best to
@@AnLittleAlex Look up Personality Junkie. He's an INTP. He's written a couple of great books on Typing and the INTP. But, his wife in an INFJ. They've also written a book on the INFJ, which I haven't read, but I assume is also great. And the website is a Highly Recommended resource on all things MBTI!
From what I've read, the INFJ is a very puzzling type, both to others and themselves. Which would explain all of your confusion of what you're doing, or where you're going.
inspirational alex
You can’t make sense of it all because it’s all unintelligent design. Humans have optimism bias and are constantly running away from the reality which is, your parents sentenced you to death. That why you’re here. This is not a Disney movie, this is a nightmare
I'm just a creature doing my best
OMG everything you say is too fkn real
I ask my ancestors for help and hope they’re listening
@@TheWeekendYogurt I do the same. :) I like to say that I talk to the skies and hope for a sign.
You ever get any answers?
@@TheWeekendYogurt Yeah, sometimes :)
kanye west - fried
Im drunk and I can say 100% certain you are for real
Had to drop a vid to get back over 2k, I see you lol
@@Sierra-Whiskey22 👀👀👀
Did you ever read The Alchemist by Paul Coelho?
You are way too real for us mfrs
Find it calmly hilarious and super cute that wild flying beasties are darting around Alex Kidd sitting in front of her dying sunflowers pouring out her mind. It's not so great that you don't love all of your jobs but Great that you're a bit of a workaholic and stay away from drugs and just have the occasional cigar, as long as you don't inhale, because if you did you'd have arse\assholes come into your life and screw your world up and spit you out and if you didn't work and had no real routine\structure in your weeks it would probably end up driving you totally insane with you continually thinking about eventual impending doom. Noticed almost immediately that you have real and natural artistic talent from your vids, camera work and how you word and present yourself. Wish I could go into an Aliens movie simulator and have you as one of my comrades blowing big bugs to smithereens together because you're so bloody cool! Well done haha. 🌻
And lmfao at 9:31 😂
i deserve credit for this video idea but instead you just ban me off your streams? i see how it is
Wasn't me
@@juicedope2669 nope. 1. I didn’t ban u, 2. you deserve no credit because I didn’t steal anything you said and this topic wasn’t inspired by you. 3. You’ve been disrespectful in streams so I might keep you banned.
@@AnLittleAlex Doesn't take any shit lol
If you have so many ideas why didn’t you make your own video?
Everyone fake AF b
but then theres u