Porter Robinson - Russian Roulette

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  • Опубликовано: 23 янв 2025

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  • @steaqwq
    @steaqwq 7 месяцев назад +3934

    I LOVE YOU PROTEIN RIBOSOME

    • @민준김-p1g
      @민준김-p1g 7 месяцев назад +107

      I can’t like this comment more

    • @constellar6330
      @constellar6330 7 месяцев назад +27

      is this an actual anagram???

    • @PIXELEMPlRE
      @PIXELEMPlRE 7 месяцев назад +154

      ROBERT PATTINSON

    • @Souma_Shiki
      @Souma_Shiki 7 месяцев назад +78

      protein ribosome is crazyyy🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

    • @cuchutrain
      @cuchutrain 7 месяцев назад +84

      @@constellar6330 yeah... but only if his name is Porteo Robinsoim

  • @VirtuallySane
    @VirtuallySane 7 месяцев назад +2143

    “Don’t kill yourself, you idiot” is so direct that it’s both hilarious and deeply meaningful to me at the same time

    • @fafflerproductions
      @fafflerproductions 7 месяцев назад +25

      Don't tell me what to do porter

    • @MatthieuYuan
      @MatthieuYuan 7 месяцев назад +133

      @@fafflerproductions the sky, look at it now

    • @Perrigon
      @Perrigon 7 месяцев назад +43

      @@MatthieuYuan in hopes you'll get your wish.

    • @ItsQubic
      @ItsQubic 7 месяцев назад +43

      @@fafflerproductions Your self, KNOCK IT OUT. NOW.

    • @민준김-p1g
      @민준김-p1g 7 месяцев назад +25

      Your wish. Get it now.

  • @sailorrainbowyt
    @sailorrainbowyt 7 месяцев назад +2251

    "The saddest thing
    About my whole machine
    She says, and she’s right,
    "It depends on me"
    THE SAD MACHINE REFERENCE I CAN'T DO THIS

    • @mjdevlog
      @mjdevlog 7 месяцев назад +62

      also shelter reference??

    • @okayemjay
      @okayemjay 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@mjdevlog wait where??

    • @SeverianofNessus
      @SeverianofNessus 7 месяцев назад +6

      cringe

    • @djcoolgirl43
      @djcoolgirl43 7 месяцев назад

      @@SeverianofNessus RUclips Review Funny Monkey Takes A Piss Into His Own Mouth Crazy!

    • @suddhalaksana1411
      @suddhalaksana1411 7 месяцев назад +107

      ​@@SeverianofNessusL take

  • @Neemoe
    @Neemoe 7 месяцев назад +493

    3 years ago, Porter saw my comment on "Look at the Sky" and had his team send me an Oculus VR headset after learning that my best friend passed away from cancer. The past decade of listening to Porter, his music has always came when I needed it most, and here we are again. Who would've thought a guy I've never met would leave such a positive lasting impact on me, hopefully I can express my gratitude to him one day.
    Dude is truly a good person... and a funny monkey.

    • @cameronwisher1872
      @cameronwisher1872 7 месяцев назад +12

      Dude this comment is like a little light that guides others to pass on the kindness so you are doing just fine. Made me have a little more hope for tomorrow. Glad that Porter’s music can lead us all together ❤

    • @mrlabonte
      @mrlabonte 7 месяцев назад +7

      That is soooooo sick!!!! I love this.

    • @last_raven
      @last_raven 6 месяцев назад +2

      That's amazing!

  • @Perrigon
    @Perrigon 7 месяцев назад +1997

    "the album I was TRYING to write was this nonstop party - NO sincerity, ALL fun, an album that revels in absurdity for a world that rejects context. And that was the plan until I accidentally started confessing how I was really feeling ... and you'll hear the rest."
    I think we all know what you mean now, Porter, even if we're only 3 songs in. Thank you.

    • @JasonsSongStop
      @JasonsSongStop 7 месяцев назад +73

      We're 3 for 3 now. I did not expect this to hit the way it did

    • @thecosmicparade
      @thecosmicparade 7 месяцев назад +65

      @@JasonsSongStop halfway through the song I was like "mehh I like the other ones more" and then I read ahead on the lyrics and it all clicked. Porter is too powerful to make bad songs XD

    • @Alcinos
      @Alcinos 7 месяцев назад +5

      Profile picture checks out.

    • @BM-ek4tn
      @BM-ek4tn 7 месяцев назад +53

      Something about this album hits me the way Nurture hit's me, except in reverse. It sort of hits that style of Bo Burnham's day ruining songs. Like, yeah my day is ruined now but in a positive way, the way he talks so earnestly about these topics really hits me in a spot I would have never guessed it would have, this is an absolute masterclass in writing

    • @leonardodiaz2845
      @leonardodiaz2845 7 месяцев назад +8

      Es el comienzo, nosprepara para el album

  • @AZA_Rhodea
    @AZA_Rhodea 7 месяцев назад +1171

    I'm gonna be honest, the intrusive thoughts were winning when I clicked on this.
    I'm not where I wanted to be at 30. I've been unemployed for months. I lost my best friend. I cut contact with the girl I loved. I pretty much gave up on my dream of being an artist and writer. My self worth this year has been on a downward spiral with little hope of recovery.
    I don't know if this song "saved me" or whatever. But I feel like I could hang on a little longer, at least for my cat, if nothing else.
    Thanks.

    • @Crystaltint
      @Crystaltint 7 месяцев назад +60

      Sending lots of love to you and keep giving your cat all the kisses

    • @localhjay
      @localhjay 7 месяцев назад +38

      Shit can only go up from here, and at the top you'll look back and smile

    • @tamisroom3140
      @tamisroom3140 7 месяцев назад +23

      life is beautiful because from a second to another something unexpected and beautiful comes to you and you never gonna know what it is. that's your sign, and around for it xx

    • @kieran7675
      @kieran7675 7 месяцев назад +22

      Hope you're doing ok dude/dudette, there's always someone who cares even if it's just some RUclips comments on a Porter Robinson video, hope everything starts to look up for you soon 💖

    • @toag3822
      @toag3822 7 месяцев назад +20

      We're all here for you-don't give up. You're your own amazing person, and your life matters so much more than any of us could ever put into words, though we'll still try. Even if things aren't working out for you now-and even if they still don't work out for you in the near future-they'll still work out for you eventually, and your ability to open up and find the determination to keep living shows an unyielding strength within you that you should always hold on to.

  • @caribou0200
    @caribou0200 7 месяцев назад +1691

    Apparently he had something scheduled on the 5th

    • @CamGold
      @CamGold 7 месяцев назад

      B!tch I’m Taylor Swift

    • @Big-boned_Pikachu
      @Big-boned_Pikachu 7 месяцев назад +93

      Hah great catch!

    • @FortressBros
      @FortressBros 7 месяцев назад +132

      So he is Taylor Swift?

    • @daemoneria
      @daemoneria 7 месяцев назад +92

      ​@@FortressBros meaning he got a hundred million on his wrist?

    • @Diamondesignsempires
      @Diamondesignsempires 7 месяцев назад +90

      ​@@daemoneria I think he's also physically sick

  • @pizzas.8323
    @pizzas.8323 7 месяцев назад +231

    damn, the ending really snapped me out of these suicidal thoughts i've been having lately. i will try to live another day. thanks porter for everything

    • @PentiFi
      @PentiFi 7 месяцев назад +11

      It’s great that this music is helping you confront your thoughts. Wishing you the best with healing mentally and overcoming your challenges. Give life the chance to show you how beautiful it can be and I hope you find what you want in life.

    • @pizzas.8323
      @pizzas.8323 7 месяцев назад

      @@PentiFi thank you so much, that was very sweet 😭😭 i hope the same for you. we all deserve what life has to offer! 🥺❤️

    • @JM-qp8yb
      @JM-qp8yb 7 месяцев назад +1

      Go boy💗 you’ve got this

  • @yuzupuppy
    @yuzupuppy 7 месяцев назад +449

    never thought i'd be crying over a song with "Takes a piss into his own mouth" as a lyric, but here we are. i had a really rough start to 2024 and that chorus hits me hard

    • @CarlMakesVideos
      @CarlMakesVideos 7 месяцев назад +12

      I feel like I've heard about the funny monkey pees in own mouth video from someone, like the idea of it was very funny to some youtuber or podcaster who kept referencing it, but I can't remember who it was.

    • @peeks7165
      @peeks7165 7 месяцев назад +25

      ​@@CarlMakesVideosreferencing a 1/10 review for an album of some other artist. The review linked that video. The context is on genius lyrics

    • @njdotson
      @njdotson 7 месяцев назад +3

      I thought that was a meme at first

    • @cr4shmycar118
      @cr4shmycar118 7 месяцев назад

      @@peeks7165 It was Pitchfork's 0/10 review of Shine On by Jet

  • @24Jeffster
    @24Jeffster 7 месяцев назад +327

    “I wanna lose my phone one more time…”
    Well, you threw your phone into the sea, so…

  • @rustykerman1678
    @rustykerman1678 7 месяцев назад +1104

    "The saddest thing about my whole machine"
    I see what you did there porter.

    • @me0101001000
      @me0101001000 7 месяцев назад +78

      "iS aNyOnE tHErE?"

    • @_qaz_
      @_qaz_ 7 месяцев назад +44

      porter robinson reference?

    • @vepics2218
      @vepics2218 7 месяцев назад +55

      Right after he says "it depends on me" so it's most definitely about Sad Machine

    • @YzuAiha
      @YzuAiha 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@me0101001000 oH, Hi

    • @umigalhas
      @umigalhas 7 месяцев назад

      @@me0101001000 "OOoo~ Hi! ^-^"

  • @NeonMarble
    @NeonMarble 7 месяцев назад +773

    Ok-my two cents on the song meaning:
    I think here Porter is comparing his experience of being a musician and pop-culture figure to playing Russian roulette. With every album drop, Porter feels that he’s being pushed to happily play the role of a “content creator”, someone who turns real, human emotion into something manufactured and consumable. Every time he does so, he’s aware of how fragile it all is and how, any day now, he could lose either his fame and success or himself and his authenticity as he becomes more and more a part of the content-creation machine. Its a gamble with his life and "soul." He brings up this pitchfork review as a metaphor for how genuine artistic expression can be reduced to a meme that is here one moment and gone the next. Everyone is trying to out-pace each other with wit and cynicism at the expense of our humanity. This is further highlighted with the mention of how somebody bad dying became a meme-it further shows how much the internet and meme culture have made us disconnected from the reality of people’s existence. In the end, Porter decides that he wants to both find a way to exist as himself while also accepting the absurd reality we live in. At the same time that he talks about how he wants to prioritize being around those he loves and spending time connecting with nature, he also acknowledges that the inauthenticity of the culture is paradoxically, authentic to who we are as human beings. With the line about the beat at the end being a cliche while also being beautiful, I think that’s porter trying to find a synthesis between this idea of wanting to be authentic while accepting the inevitability of our participation in a seemingly insincere system. He wants to find a way to love both himself and the world that he's in.

    • @MockingbirdEDM
      @MockingbirdEDM 7 месяцев назад +57

      Loveeee this analysis; great work putting all these pieces together! It's all so densely meaningful, and I hadn't thought of the correlation between someone's death, meaningful art, and monkey piss all being weighed as equally discardable to the internet mass.

    • @freyafoxmusic
      @freyafoxmusic 7 месяцев назад +8

      very well said

    • @connercruz4274
      @connercruz4274 7 месяцев назад +10

      chils bro, great analysis

    • @ceru_8208
      @ceru_8208 7 месяцев назад +5

      Incisive

    • @BontesiOfficial
      @BontesiOfficial 7 месяцев назад +7

      I agree absolutely, with the rise of the internet the absurdity of this issue has risen a hundredfold, that being the age old insecurity of an artist feeling as though they are invalidating themselves by contributing to a world that revels in insincerity and ephemeral moments, but the truth is the world is not artistic, and I feel like everyone gets to a point where they realize that it is okay to just let yourself live rather than despair over something precious being given to people who won't value it as much as you do.

  • @GamesAThome
    @GamesAThome 7 месяцев назад +925

    I was laughing then suddenly I was crying the fuck outta of my brains. Porter Robinson typa experience

    • @JannerBr
      @JannerBr 7 месяцев назад +6

      I KNOWWWW I'M SO GLAD I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE

    • @karebujo
      @karebujo 7 месяцев назад +4

      fr tho i canttttt

    • @gatomao
      @gatomao 7 месяцев назад +5

      literally me now, in tears

    • @aya-lb7ov
      @aya-lb7ov 7 месяцев назад +2

      haha same

    • @ShawnOlsenSecat93
      @ShawnOlsenSecat93 7 месяцев назад

      Yeah, same

  • @driesverhaag8955
    @driesverhaag8955 7 месяцев назад +103

    I better hear everyone boo and cheer with the end of the song during the live tour

    • @itsphoenixingtime
      @itsphoenixingtime Месяц назад

      I was at the concert, [and saw recordings of it from other countries because I wanted to see Porter Robinson do the [city] tell me, something comforting bit with various cities]. They all did. Guaranteed it was at the start of the song instead, but hearing everyone boo and cheer to mimic the song was amazing.
      The cliche part was also replaced with "The cliche of shouting out the city's name from the stage, causing everyone to cheer: like this: [CITY NAME]"
      It was amazing.

  • @taylorwef2
    @taylorwef2 7 месяцев назад +1170

    “Don’t kill yourself, you idiot” has gotta be one of the best lyrics of all time

    • @vinimooraess
      @vinimooraess 7 месяцев назад

      Right there with "youtube review: funny monkey takes a piss into his own mouth, crazy!"

    • @MrColez1234
      @MrColez1234 7 месяцев назад

      So true

    • @jessicagreenfield6584
      @jessicagreenfield6584 7 месяцев назад +7

      I really needed that right now 🥹🥹❤️❤️

    • @민준김-p1g
      @민준김-p1g 7 месяцев назад +23

      Along with "BITCH IM TAYLOR SWIFT"

    • @CobraAce04
      @CobraAce04 7 месяцев назад +16

      @@민준김-p1g Taylor switch called me a bitch and an idiot and told me not to kill myself. 10/10 album of the year

  • @SpaceOfSoul23
    @SpaceOfSoul23 7 месяцев назад +40

    Probably at my lowest of lows right now. That ending literally brought me to tears. I think I can kick it for a little while longer.

    • @rocknrory
      @rocknrory 7 месяцев назад +2

      I have empathy for you, this is but a chapter in your life. It's touching to see what this song is providing for people. I honestly and sincerely encourage you to give reading the gospels of the Bible a chance. I truly believe it can help you. Can find it online, NIV is an easy version to read.
      Big love and prayers

    • @Wewillwaitforthis
      @Wewillwaitforthis 7 месяцев назад +5

      You got this, love. Keep kicking and do not give up. Ever.

    • @lady.shawn1111
      @lady.shawn1111 4 месяца назад +1

      *hugs* keep going, friend... bless you. may you have as many "UPS" as you do 'downs' 🥰

  • @veryfrosty
    @veryfrosty 7 месяцев назад +795

    Porter sold me Nurture on vinyl behind an Arby's

    • @Visleave
      @Visleave 7 месяцев назад +59

      You too? I thought that was our thing :(((

    • @iguat1235
      @iguat1235 7 месяцев назад +7

      😂😂😂

    • @lokilen.9774
      @lokilen.9774 7 месяцев назад +15

      asking for a friend, which Arby's? XD

    • @jg4prez
      @jg4prez 7 месяцев назад +7

      i've never had a unique experience 😭

    • @infinitebats
      @infinitebats 7 месяцев назад +4

      was the Arby’s Witch there

  • @tobiasgreeeen
    @tobiasgreeeen 7 месяцев назад +49

    I really respect artists who aren't afraid to be silly in their lyrics.

  • @ayakamii
    @ayakamii 7 месяцев назад +593

    he really did drop a song on the fifth

    • @asianmaria
      @asianmaria 7 месяцев назад +14

      holy shit!

    • @anpancake
      @anpancake 7 месяцев назад +62

      He did know his schedule! The absolute liar!

    • @ayakamii
      @ayakamii 7 месяцев назад +35

      ​@@anpancake i bet he isn't Taylor Swift like he claims to be!!

    • @hyuugo7462
      @hyuugo7462 7 месяцев назад +11

      @@ayakamiiidk man, that guitar looks expensive…. maybe it costs a hundred million?

    • @mrcnwk
      @mrcnwk 7 месяцев назад

      holy hell

  • @buddyg3
    @buddyg3 7 месяцев назад +56

    It seems like the common thread between the songs released so far is that Porter is wrestling with the challenge of stretching himself in new artistic directions while acknowledging the people he might fail to support by trying new things, both his fans and his team. The pop sound that he is creating is derivative, but he makes a point in the outro to express why there's value in that. Porter fans have built such a deep and emotional connection to his music, so making something that appears surface level may very well bring his machine to a halt. Creating this music is like playing Russian roulette with his career and musical legacy, but what's interesting is that the thought of this makes him want to smile. If he loses the game, he also loses his need to keep providing for his fans and his team. The fact that this thought is so cathartic to Porter is what makes this song so sad...

  • @adamdb94
    @adamdb94 7 месяцев назад +237

    oh man... that got dark but in such a good way. I hugged my wife the second I saw the lyric "I wanna marry her one more time" part.

    • @crite555
      @crite555 7 месяцев назад +12

      porter robinson fans have wifes?

    • @adamdb94
      @adamdb94 7 месяцев назад +19

      @@crite555 cool that you learned something new today

    • @RushWheeler
      @RushWheeler 7 месяцев назад +11

      ​@@crite555if Porter can have a girlfriend, his fans can too

    • @crite555
      @crite555 7 месяцев назад +4

      just so were clear. i was joking

    • @adamdb94
      @adamdb94 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@crite555 no worries 😂 I was too, it's all good

  • @jessechuff
    @jessechuff 7 месяцев назад +43

    I don’t have suicidal ideation or anything, but I do struggle with the briefness of life and struggle with finding the “point” a lot and I keep coming back to this song lately. My anxieties have been weighing on me heavy and I need a reminder of the value of living in the moment more often and appreciating what I have, not being scared of what’s to come. Life can be so hard.

    • @ninevolt
      @ninevolt 7 месяцев назад +8

      wishing you the best. i struggle with this too, constantly worrying about the future and sometimes mulling too much over the past. reminders like this song about the things that make each moment precious are so needed

  • @pinkerhero
    @pinkerhero 7 месяцев назад +209

    "I wanna kiss my cat one more time" oh crying

    • @ledojaeger7474
      @ledojaeger7474 7 месяцев назад +14

      That line made me ugly sob (and then I gave my cat many kisses)

    • @amandapark7786
      @amandapark7786 7 месяцев назад +9

      Ugh same. I’m about the kiss the crap out of my babies.

    • @ttv_Simply_Soph
      @ttv_Simply_Soph 7 месяцев назад +10

      My cat is 18 and not doing great and every day with her, every time I get to kiss her and cuddle her and hear her purr, is so fragile and SO precious.

    • @krystle1695
      @krystle1695 7 месяцев назад +3

      I'd give anything to kiss my angel one more time or hear her meow.

  • @Tyc9909
    @Tyc9909 7 месяцев назад +38

    The pitchfork reference about the reduction of someone’s artistic efforts to a pissing monkey video is so fire
    Delivered in such a witty way too
    Love this track so much

  • @Emmycron
    @Emmycron 7 месяцев назад +352

    10 years of sad machine memorialized

  • @Louis-uj8mw
    @Louis-uj8mw 7 месяцев назад +59

    Porter Robinson manages to save my life one more time at the absolute worst and unexpected time. Man you are invited to my wedding

    • @lawlesswasteland
      @lawlesswasteland 7 месяцев назад +4

      This. Porter if you're reading this right now, you are invited to my vows being renewed (since I'm already married). Louis - we are blood brothers, that's for sure!

    • @jessicagreenfield6584
      @jessicagreenfield6584 7 месяцев назад

      Porter, come to my wedding too if I do in the future. You saved my life many times too man ❤️❤️

  • @idavid8391
    @idavid8391 7 месяцев назад +253

    Oh. A 6 minute song about the strangeness of life and ideation and the struggle to live.
    Porter wasn't kidding when he said this would be heartbreaking, but at least it's relatable.

  • @Skittree
    @Skittree 7 месяцев назад +13

    lost my mom about three months ago to alcohol. she was amazing and i still really miss her every day but your music really helps (been relistening to nurture like crazy). life gets hard but i can't help but cry with a smile, your music really encapsulates that bittersweet feeling. i'll keep fighting every day for her and everyone that i love. thanks

  • @vicproductions7420
    @vicproductions7420 7 месяцев назад +138

    "Maybe this time, I won't be alright."
    Damn... I think the hardest thing to admit to yourself is your own vulnerability.

  • @mikejr7727
    @mikejr7727 7 месяцев назад +114

    I really got emotional at 2:06.. "Funne, Monke" really just hit a whole different way.

    • @m3zmr
      @m3zmr 7 месяцев назад +15

      Uh oh, stinkieee

  • @lolripk
    @lolripk 7 месяцев назад +316

    >Drops a new banger without any warning
    >Doesn't elaborate any further

  • @thornmarch
    @thornmarch 7 месяцев назад +31

    Hoo boy, you weren't kidding about that "maybe my most heartbreaking album" part.
    Thank you.

  • @DTTArt
    @DTTArt 7 месяцев назад +650

    My chemical robinson really knocked it out of the park with this one

    • @adeidara9955
      @adeidara9955 7 месяцев назад +35

      Really knocked it out of the linkin park

    • @fluffyspark798
      @fluffyspark798 7 месяцев назад +25

      We need paramore songs like this tbh

    • @sginrummy88
      @sginrummy88 7 месяцев назад +8

      he really stepped on a papa roach with this one

    • @bullshooter4040
      @bullshooter4040 7 месяцев назад +8

      he's good at americ anfootball too

    • @grumpy989
      @grumpy989 7 месяцев назад +2

      The insane finale made me panic at the disco

  • @nickgilstad9276
    @nickgilstad9276 7 месяцев назад +106

    "Don't kill yourself, you idiot"
    Not sure why that monotone line got me crying in the club right now

  • @Realturboterrapin
    @Realturboterrapin 7 месяцев назад +72

    I think this song is probably my favorite from SMILE out of all the ones you've released so far Porter. I think it has my favorite message

    • @seppy73
      @seppy73 7 месяцев назад +1

      Couldn’t agree more

  • @Adtrevino37
    @Adtrevino37 7 месяцев назад +17

    I lost my mom suddenly in 2019. I never got to tell her I loved her one last time. When I heard the line "I wanna see my mom one more time", I lost it. I would give anything to see her one more time.

  • @koulb5720
    @koulb5720 7 месяцев назад +1303

    NO WAY ANIMEBOY DROPPED A SONG OUT OF NOWHERE

    • @monochromesoul5873
      @monochromesoul5873 7 месяцев назад +38

      Its not out of nowhere, hes releasing a new album. He already released 2 songs from it and is on tour

    • @dylanpajuelo8352
      @dylanpajuelo8352 7 месяцев назад +12

      He just wanted to say hi

    • @SwordArt141
      @SwordArt141 7 месяцев назад +31

      @@monochromesoul5873Yeah but usually he lets us know days before when a video is coming out like with the other two

    • @superStarshines
      @superStarshines 7 месяцев назад +5

      They would NEVER do such a thing >:C we get PLENTY OF NOTICE AND REMINDERS FOR EVERYTHING PORTER RELATED
      lololololol🥰happy dayyy

    • @sediew
      @sediew 7 месяцев назад +1

      DROPPED A BANGER

  • @anpancake
    @anpancake 7 месяцев назад +284

    "Don't kill yourself, you idiot"
    - Stephen Hawking

    • @robertoinzunzamorales1844
      @robertoinzunzamorales1844 7 месяцев назад

      Arthur schopenhauer

    • @PTClipsYT
      @PTClipsYT 7 месяцев назад +2

      But I wanna die though

    • @St4nFPS
      @St4nFPS 6 месяцев назад

      Hahahahahaah

    • @St4nFPS
      @St4nFPS 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@PTClipsYTbro how are you going to live if you die?

    • @PTClipsYT
      @PTClipsYT 6 месяцев назад +1

      @@St4nFPS That's the goal, homie

  • @wuphy
    @wuphy 7 месяцев назад +291

    STILL HERE WITH THE ONES THAT I CAME WITH 🔥

  • @BontesiOfficial
    @BontesiOfficial 7 месяцев назад +20

    Worst thing about my life is having so many words to say about something that I don't know where to start, but I see why he called this album his most heartbreaking, I picked up on the message with the lyrics of Cheerleader and KYO, but this lays it on thick. Nurture had this comfortable sadness (melancholy?) to it but this is tragic. Not to mention THE INCREDIBLE PRODUCTION AND SINGING!

  • @veryberrysaber
    @veryberrysaber 7 месяцев назад +103

    references and such aside this song is beautiful tbh? the way its so humorous while diving into shit like being suicidal and how people act about that?? bless your heart porter i actually kind of needed this

    • @Chl0333Z
      @Chl0333Z 7 месяцев назад +2

      I'm also pretty glad he dropped this, pretty good contrast to Adam's Song and the like.

  • @fouur
    @fouur 7 месяцев назад +27

    This album is gonna have us crying and dancing all at the same time. I am so ready for this album

  • @ameiys8168
    @ameiys8168 7 месяцев назад +141

    Song took me by surprise. I love it

  • @EShum
    @EShum 2 месяца назад +4

    The reiteration of "I wanna" hits so damn hard. It's amazing how your music can motivate your fans to fully experience life when they feel adrift.
    My brother and I can't wait to see you in Seattle next weekend!! You've helped us and plenty others through moments of uncertainty, thank you.

  • @mjdevlog
    @mjdevlog 7 месяцев назад +111

    Porter basically sharing out his whole intrusive thoughts in a single song

  • @johnsmithsbedroom
    @johnsmithsbedroom 7 месяцев назад +22

    Goddamn, didn't think I'd hear Porter's commentary on the toxicity of social media and contemplation of suicide in this new album. Hard hitting stuff.

  • @hevistomusic
    @hevistomusic 7 месяцев назад +22

    The lyrical content in this one particularly during the second half hit incredibly hard for me. This is really real and I see so much of my present perspective in its themes, can't wait to see you for the first time on tour soon!

  • @antanaspaskauskas9432
    @antanaspaskauskas9432 7 месяцев назад +25

    Those lyrics in the end are so powerful...
    "I wanna try to change one more time"

  • @Praxicaeon
    @Praxicaeon 7 месяцев назад +18

    As someone who's dealt with a lot of existentialism in the past and not wanting to be here anymore, I started bawling at the end. Thanks for making music Porter. We all depend on you 💜

  • @xMiala
    @xMiala 7 месяцев назад +11

    Not gonna lie, I have been fighting my depression for a few weeks now and between listening to multiple songs old and new. This hit me the hardest. Thanks as always for the amazing music and the inspiration that it brings.

  • @mudikyu
    @mudikyu 7 месяцев назад +65

    Never thought I'd be quick enough to catch a Porter Robinson song before it has 50 views. Surprise release!

  • @muted_msc
    @muted_msc 7 месяцев назад +15

    The last time a song made me cry on the first listen, it was "trying to feel alive". 3 years later you did it again

    • @edmar8711
      @edmar8711 7 месяцев назад

      Same here and mirror

  • @itsmefuruza
    @itsmefuruza 7 месяцев назад +104

    DUDE JUST DROPPED THIS OUT OF NOWHERE

    • @JPPWB
      @JPPWB 7 месяцев назад +1

      Dude's in the middle of an album cycle, how is it out of nowhere man? 😂

    • @veyar9267
      @veyar9267 7 месяцев назад +2

      @@JPPWB No teasing

    • @itsmefuruza
      @itsmefuruza 7 месяцев назад +6

      @@JPPWBmake sense. maybe the fact that he always promote his upcoming songs to his social media, but not this one.

    • @Perrigon
      @Perrigon 7 месяцев назад +2

      ​@@JPPWB ​Well, we've gotten announcements for these songs for the "SMILE! :D" album, but with this song, nothing. He just dropped it randomly without any announcement.

    • @tegar.nastar
      @tegar.nastar 7 месяцев назад +12

      He doesn't know his schedule on the 5th that's why

  • @rossburhans8761
    @rossburhans8761 7 месяцев назад +8

    So many incredible things have been brought up about this song but one thing I haven't heard mentioned is how it almost feels with that last big drop porter is going "I wanna live!" and then trying to immediately invoke this sense of "These are the moments we live for" after we all get emotional thinking about the things we want to have a chance to do one more time, back to the present, living in the moment... What a truly beautiful song.

  • @fabricioencinas6458
    @fabricioencinas6458 7 месяцев назад +52

    porter nurture is back on this track.

    • @bullshooter4040
      @bullshooter4040 7 месяцев назад +8

      It's as if nurture, the album said, no anime boy - tell the WHOLE truth.

  • @ColdTiger
    @ColdTiger 7 месяцев назад +24

    this song sounds like the latter part of the album, where he said that he unintentionally put more of his thoughts and feelings to it instead of making a fun carefree album

  • @skrmory
    @skrmory 7 месяцев назад +57

    I'm not joking when I say this: This song bluescreened my dogshit ass PC. 10/10

  • @josephthomas7462
    @josephthomas7462 5 месяцев назад +4

    Happy 10 years to Worlds. An album that undoubtedly played a huge part in making me who i am today. I’ve said it so many times but truly, Thank you Porter what you have done for me and so many others cannot be understated. So thank you from the bottom of my heart.

  • @vekze
    @vekze 7 месяцев назад +95

    PORTERRRRRRR YOU JUST KEEP ON COOKING

    • @Wishful22
      @Wishful22 7 месяцев назад +3

      We eating good 🤩

  • @clk04
    @clk04 7 месяцев назад +24

    The amount of growth Porter Robinson has had as an artist is insane.

  • @Onislogo
    @Onislogo 7 месяцев назад +30

    We even got a reference to Sad Machine? And a PSA? Best song ever

  • @lich5985
    @lich5985 7 месяцев назад +11

    i dont think a song has ever evoked this kind of pure emotion out of me. i want to laugh, cry, and dance all at the same time.
    incredible.
    wow.

  • @ninevolt
    @ninevolt 7 месяцев назад +23

    cried real good to this, was not prepared for the ending lol
    also the verse at the 4:11 is so heart-wrenchingly beautiful and reminds me of bon iver
    thank you for this song

  • @guiguig5999
    @guiguig5999 7 месяцев назад +9

    The only thing I dislike about this song is that I never heard it sooner, when I most needed it. Growing up not knowing who I was or who I wanted to be while in a rough spot with my family, this song would have brought me to tears many many times.

  • @austingreene9566
    @austingreene9566 7 месяцев назад +5

    I like how this song has Worlds elements in it and at the same time sounds like Unfold. It’s a real experimental piece for sure. Porter you da man!! Please keep making music! Love the song.

  •  7 месяцев назад +39

    The part when Stephen Hawking says "don't kill yourself, u idiot" is just magical

  • @Perrigon
    @Perrigon 7 месяцев назад +89

    New Porter Robinson Song? *Sick.*

  • @Whasmun
    @Whasmun 7 месяцев назад +4

    This is exactly what i needed, thanks Porter, you don't know how this meant to me and how much it helped me. Thanks for making me see beauty in life

  • @lmarsisodder
    @lmarsisodder 7 месяцев назад +163

    no fucking way he dropped this less than 12 hours after i survived an attempt

    • @Jiyanico2
      @Jiyanico2 7 месяцев назад +77

      Hey man, just want you to know as cliche as it is im glad youre okay. Im sorry for whatever lead you to that and want you to know that I get it and I've been there, I hope the world after that moment for you becomes brighter and meaningful enough to press on, because you deserve to experience your life to the fullest. Stay Healthy friend

    • @jacob3761
      @jacob3761 7 месяцев назад +33

      6:21

    • @lmarsisodder
      @lmarsisodder 7 месяцев назад +32

      @@Jiyanico2 that's the conclusion i came to last night, though it's not easy to believe coming from myself, if that makes sense. thank you very much

    • @lmarsisodder
      @lmarsisodder 7 месяцев назад +20

      @@jacob3761 nice pfp :) i wasn't in a state to remember that under no circumstances should i prevent myself from seeing luffy become king

    • @lmarsisodder
      @lmarsisodder 7 месяцев назад

      @@lin_9012 very kind of you to offer support. much love to you, and i hope you take care of yourself as well

  • @KrommyMusic
    @KrommyMusic 7 месяцев назад +40

    This song sounds like a hot and humid summer night

  • @lordjosh286
    @lordjosh286 7 месяцев назад +10

    Damn as someone who contemplated suicide this year after my dad passed the week before Christmas this hits hard.
    Its rough dealing with those thoughts but having those around you wanting you here is what sometimes is the difference between pulling the trigger or putting it down and seeking help.

  • @jadetemple
    @jadetemple 7 месяцев назад +9

    5:26 insane serotonin boost

  • @tristanblikman
    @tristanblikman 7 месяцев назад +29

    This wasn’t an emotional rollercoaster. This was an emotional dog fight

    • @lawlesswasteland
      @lawlesswasteland 7 месяцев назад

      Couldn't have said it better myself.

    • @stalinavgn497
      @stalinavgn497 7 месяцев назад

      Genius and underrated comment

    • @edmar8711
      @edmar8711 7 месяцев назад

      Oo yeaah !!!

  • @Strange_System
    @Strange_System 7 месяцев назад +21

    I love getting to listen to a new Porter Robinson song for the first time all over again

  • @aya-lb7ov
    @aya-lb7ov 7 месяцев назад +6

    hey porter ik you wont read this but ive been listening to your music for over 8 years now, and your art has meant a lot to me and played a big part in my life
    ive also been struggling with suicidal thoughts for a very long time now and today was particularly shitty, and this song popped into my recommended. this song made me really happy and i even teared up at the end, definetely wasnt expecting that when i clicked play
    thanks porter :)

  • @Cheezy_Cheesburber
    @Cheezy_Cheesburber 7 месяцев назад +125

    PORTER CURSING IN A SONG IN HIS OWN VOICE?!?!?!?!?!
    WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @LuperSoop69
      @LuperSoop69 7 месяцев назад +1

      "bitch i'm taylor swift"

    • @thesolitaryowl
      @thesolitaryowl 7 месяцев назад +1

      it's really sad :/

    • @explosionmage
      @explosionmage 7 месяцев назад +19

      He did in knock yourself out xd though?

    • @ZeAllMighty1
      @ZeAllMighty1 7 месяцев назад

      @@thesolitaryowl shut up nerd

    • @fjr1799
      @fjr1799 7 месяцев назад +4

      We got porter cursing before gta 6

  • @alan_moon2004
    @alan_moon2004 7 месяцев назад +4

    Honestly, didn't expect something this dark coming from you.
    And I'm all here for it.

  • @terrasloush
    @terrasloush 7 месяцев назад +38

    RAAAAAAAAH NEW FOSTER LOBINSTON SONG WHAT THE FUCK IS A HAPPY MACHINE ?! 📢📢🔊🔊🔊🔥🔥🔥

  • @derontanzil6939
    @derontanzil6939 6 месяцев назад +5

    "i wanna live i dont wanna die" upon hearing these lyrics, i felt the same, like the song was speaking out to me, and understood that i want to live my life, i want to experience more things, i want to love my family more, i wanna hang out with friends more, i wanna do everything more, bad or good, i just wanna live and experience life.

  • @nshvllmusic
    @nshvllmusic 7 месяцев назад +35

    i was literally thinking like "when is there gonna be a new porter song" and then it came 😭

  • @DradonH
    @DradonH 7 месяцев назад +21

    My mothers best friend just killed her self a few days ago, she lives beside us and it's very odd to see her not here, never had a feeling like that seeing somebody I've known my entire life gone just like that.

    • @aullette
      @aullette 7 месяцев назад +4

      I hope you and your mom are doing okay. I'm sorry that happened.

    • @jessicagreenfield6584
      @jessicagreenfield6584 7 месяцев назад +2

      I'm so sorry 🫂🫂🫂

  • @jay-virm
    @jay-virm 7 месяцев назад +107

    TAYLOR SWIFT WITH THE SHADOW DROP LMAOO

  • @paigerenee4173
    @paigerenee4173 7 месяцев назад +7

    Porter Robinson when im alone: 4:12
    Porter Robinson when my mom walks in: 2:07

  • @thatshype_
    @thatshype_ 7 месяцев назад +56

    A SAD MACHINE REFERENCE OMFG

  • @ProxyLimit
    @ProxyLimit 7 месяцев назад +5

    Holy shit, I'm in tears and speechless. Haha this is such an amazing song! Thanks Porter.

  • @nickek8623
    @nickek8623 7 месяцев назад +49

    WELL HELLO NEW SONG, thanks for making my day better Porter!! ❤

  • @ItsQubic
    @ItsQubic 7 месяцев назад +5

    I'll admit that at first I was hesitant about the new direction, but you can still create the feeling of happy-sad that I love about your music, so I'm happy about it. Can't wait for the full album, and I can't wait to see you live!

  • @ChewingGore
    @ChewingGore 7 месяцев назад +20

    This entire album makes me want to have fun in an arcade

  • @serynsa9980
    @serynsa9980 7 месяцев назад +34

    BABE WAKE UP A NEW PORTER ROBINSON SONG DROPPED ON MY BIRTHDAY

  • @JacobBales-er3yq
    @JacobBales-er3yq 2 месяца назад +3

    I attended his world tour in Spokane, WA. My first ever concert, and I can’t be more happy I bought that ticket. Incredible talent across the board. “Russian Roulette” and “Mona Lisa” brought tears to my eyes

  • @iikxzmpiiofficial596
    @iikxzmpiiofficial596 7 месяцев назад +6

    the writing is so honest. i fucking love this guy! can't wait to see you Porter

  • @Vaiyelvet
    @Vaiyelvet 6 месяцев назад +4

    Muito obrigada por isso, Porter. Essa música se tornou meu hino de resistência e motivação. Suas músicas me motivam e me deixa muito reflexivo, acho que no bom sentido. Minha música favorita até então. 💝

  • @Frankie.D3
    @Frankie.D3 7 месяцев назад +10

    Sudden drop? Yes, please! Loving it! Super stoked to see you on tour, man. ♥

  • @DeleteEliminar
    @DeleteEliminar 7 месяцев назад +7

    The story of my life explained in 6:29 min 😥😄, thanks for making this song btw. Hope everyone is doing ok

  • @someone-n7h
    @someone-n7h 7 месяцев назад +8

    catharsis crying in the bridge and the drop hits so good im dancing with tears streaming wtf porter

  • @vin6282
    @vin6282 7 месяцев назад +3

    Porter's music has touched my heart. Every time I can always find spiritual healing here. You have no idea how important your musics are....Not just 《Nurture》, but all of Porter's creations have saved my life. ❤

  • @ibproductions1759
    @ibproductions1759 7 месяцев назад +25

    love the BSOD reference at the end

    • @netuhousi
      @netuhousi 7 месяцев назад

      I wonder if it is a coincidence or not, the BSOD vibes are so strong tho haha

    • @eggs4073
      @eggs4073 7 месяцев назад

      Blue screen of death?

    • @netuhousi
      @netuhousi 7 месяцев назад +1

      @eggs4073 BSOD - this is the hook

  • @Bl1zzard23
    @Bl1zzard23 7 месяцев назад +8

    I can only say: thank you very much, Porter.
    This song opened my eyes again and I realized how stupid I've been.
    I can't stop crying thinking about all that, but I won't do it and I'm just going to wake up better than yesterday.
    You saved my life again. Thanks for everything.

  • @anthonykordick
    @anthonykordick 7 месяцев назад +6

    What a crazy song. The first thing that came to mind the first time I heard it was my first semester of college. I originally went to college to study computer engineering because I wanted to be a software developer. I remember where I was sitting when I got my final grades from my first semester of college, a semester filled with grief and sadness and loss, and then getting up to go hang out with some friends. There was a point during that drive where I considered ending my life, but deep down, something inside me said “don’t do it. What if life gets better? It probably won’t, but what if it does and you aren’t there to experience it?” and I kept on driving
    That was over 5 years ago. I eventually dropped out of college to work at a local tv station in the city I grew up in, where I now direct newscasts with automation (ironically, this requires coding), do various engineering things, have some of the most insightful conversations about life and love and humanity, and also where I met the love of my life. She and I are going to see Porter together in September
    I was wrong. Life got better. I hope you all give living a chance, because the world is better with you in it ❤

  • @mcrfreak6030
    @mcrfreak6030 4 месяца назад +3

    seeing this performed live last night was such a powerful experience, i cried.