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  • Опубликовано: 12 окт 2022
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  • @douxchats2868
    @douxchats2868 Год назад +2574

    The lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her...this has been my life for at least ten years. Knowing there is one other soul on the earth who has this same thought doesn't make me feel better, just less alone.

    • @cblw14
      @cblw14 Год назад +83

      I felt the same way for awhile but it shifted after knowing Jesus.

    • @leviismyoppa967
      @leviismyoppa967 Год назад +35

      Sometimes I feel like that and I just sit or lie down until it passes.

    • @quinhoprimeiro1049
      @quinhoprimeiro1049 Год назад +57

      I felt that way too, what helped me was literaly leaving organized religion and becoming an atheist

    • @billwilliam9419
      @billwilliam9419 Год назад +39

      I join you as well....not necessarily get hit by a car, anything that ends my life without pain would be better. I remember when I turned a year older, I prayed to God to shorten my life if possible....not that I'm even depressed. I just no longer have the will to live but for sure I won't commit suicide

    • @Cheri94
      @Cheri94 Год назад +29

      @@quinhoprimeiro1049 that’s so sad, my faith is the only thing that saved me. I’m sorry you lost your faith

  • @Queenlibra22
    @Queenlibra22 Год назад +1197

    Prayers go out to the first young man ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and to the lady who said she'd wish a car would hit her and everybody else who told a secret.

    • @Cheri94
      @Cheri94 Год назад +44

      You’d be surprised how many people feel this way.😔

    • @Queenlibra22
      @Queenlibra22 Год назад +7

      @@Cheri94 💔💔💔💔

    • @minionstealer
      @minionstealer Год назад +9

      The Chinese woman 😔

    • @Queenlibra22
      @Queenlibra22 Год назад +3

      @@minionstealer 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔

    • @melissabrown9179
      @melissabrown9179 Год назад +11

      I have felt that women's pain , it's a very lonely place...😞

  • @khalilahd.
    @khalilahd. Год назад +732

    Wow what a mix of confessions. Some random and some really sad. The one that really hit me was the First Gentleman and the woman at the end. It just seemed like she had a really good reason for not wanting to be around her family but didn’t want to talk about it. I hope she’s okay 🥺

    • @Queenlibra22
      @Queenlibra22 Год назад +9

      I pray they're all ok ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @sy_dianne5224
      @sy_dianne5224 Год назад +6

      The last one got to me too, because it's the same way I feel about Christmas with my family, I would rather spend it alone.

    • @blythetaylor4063
      @blythetaylor4063 Год назад +2

      Yeah it’s embarrassment and cries for help. The embarrassment ones make me sad because, next to the cries for help, it makes it clear that people hold intense shame for things they should let out. The cries for help are more tough, because you don’t know what uncertain future they are going back to, if they can find their joy again, and the solution is not as clear.

  • @teresmajor6954
    @teresmajor6954 Год назад +648

    To the girl who said she doesn’t feel like she has a personality because she changed it a lot for people to like her... I never knew there was someone out there who felt this way too.
    At some point growing up, I became like a chameleon, changing myself to fit into other people’s needs because of the negative words I was told. I never knew who I truly was.
    So, guess what I did recently... I broke up with whomever I was dating, cut off those friends whom I couldn’t be myself around, and spent more time discovering my true self. May seem too late, but at least, the best gift you can give yourself is your attention. Not just giving it to others and neglecting yourself. Coz anyone who has been at the receiving end of my love and attention knows how freaking priceless it is.

    • @yasminammouri
      @yasminammouri Год назад +7

      i feel you, i'm exactly the same and i always felt this way and got this mechanism of changing my personality and kind of being a mirrorball (taylor swift oops ;)) of the version people wanted me to be. i hope you're doing good!

    • @elizab6529
      @elizab6529 Год назад +7

      The best gift you can give your self is your attention.
      This resonates so deeply with me. I appreciate this gem and everyone who shared!

    • @mbear958
      @mbear958 Год назад +4

      I’m curious to know if your autistic, (sorry if this is off topic) but I also can relate hard on this… I’ve lost all my connections to my friends and also broke up with my bf, due to not being authentic and just maintaining being someone who I wasn’t for this long is mentally exhausting to do everyday. I carried the guilt, knowing I’m lying to them and myself, just so I can protect my own self. Now that I’m 18, I’ve haven’t learned anything about who I am. It sucks to skip a step on life when many of my peers have already figured out what they want to do and who they are. I really admire you cut off your relationships it’s really hard to and ik it probably cost you a lot of time thinking. And I also wish you very well!!! Your already a step ahead to finding yourself! Even if small minded people don’t appreciate you, I will and many others will who will love the way you exist. Live your life! We are here in this time period so make the best of it and it will become a good future for history.

    • @teresmajor6954
      @teresmajor6954 Год назад +6

      @@mbear958 Aww, thanks for your kind words. And No, I ain’t autistic, just a girl who struggled with low self-esteem for over 15 years. Constantly reminded that I'm stupid, ugly, and unlovable.
      But I'm better now, hahaha 😂
      You’ve got your entire life ahead of you. As long as you’re breathing, it’s never too late. Who cares what the world thinks? They will gossip no matter what you do, so, might as well enjoy the ride and let them say what they want.
      Peace ✌️

    • @jasmineolivia9984
      @jasmineolivia9984 Год назад +2

      I completely feel this. You explained this all so well ❤

  • @carolmorris5753
    @carolmorris5753 Год назад +233

    To the Asian girl at the end - you’re NOT alone. I’m American, but also did not grow up in the ideal family. At 63 years old, I dread the holidays every year because I have to act like all is good. I dream often of moving far away from them, but I have too many responsibilities to walk away from 😢

    • @charlescharliejpeg
      @charlescharliejpeg Год назад +3

      Gorl forgive and forget. Stop holding onto to the past and give your love freely!

    • @shonb989
      @shonb989 Год назад +1

      This is literally my same exact feeling. my family and I live in 2 different states, same time zone but far enough you would plan to drive. And im glad I got away. Its just my children and I and I love it. I can make it through thanksgiving but Christmas I dread ever single year. Its also my moms bday. she is still here so i try to be happy. because I know i will regret it once she's gone. I plan to move to another side of the country once my kids are older and out the country when Im grown. you're are not alone Carol.

    • @mahoganysoul1798
      @mahoganysoul1798 Год назад +15

      @@charlescharliejpeg Some people just want to be heard. You don't know how deep some peoples issues run, so telling them to forgive and forget isn't that simple.

    • @carolmorris5753
      @carolmorris5753 Год назад +1

      @@ashleymarie8714 I totally understand the feelings of jealousy and insecurity around your partner’s family. I will say that it is a gift for your partner to have this - a gift for you. I was taken in a few times when I was younger by friends’ families when things were really terrible for me. I was so astonished to learn what a “real” family was, how they treated each other with love and respect. Jealous? Sometimes, but mostly very grateful to have experienced their generosity and kindness. I think back often on those days and smile 😊. May you experience the same in your life 🥰

    • @holocene2164
      @holocene2164 Год назад +3

      @@charlescharliejpeg You know nothing of that person's life or family. Some people are toxic and you are sadly kind of stuck with them. Some people are abusers and do not deserve to be forgiven. Broad, unsolicited advices are rarely helpful...

  • @musicandpoetry_8
    @musicandpoetry_8 11 месяцев назад +11

    “I wish I would just get hit by a car so I don’t have to live anymore” felt that, being passively suicidal about life is such a shit feeling

  • @silviariestra901
    @silviariestra901 Год назад +248

    The woman who wishes to be hit by a car just broke my heart. I used to feel that way when i was a lot younger and had severe untreated depression. I used to walk on the middle of the road just to see if I could get hit by a car. Obviously it never happend but as soon as i heard her secret i remembered that time in my life and how bad i felt. I really wish her the best and that she gets the help that she needs to get rid of the suicidal thoughts 💔 Also the Chinese woman brought me to tears. My fam and i also used to pretend we were a normal happy family but we never actually were none of that. The shipping of your book will be international?? I'm from Spain and would like to get one ❤️

    • @Queenlibra22
      @Queenlibra22 Год назад +3

      I hope your ok and healing now ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @silviariestra901
      @silviariestra901 Год назад +2

      @@Queenlibra22 i actually am in such a better place now. Thank you so much and wish you the best too :))

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      You people brought this depression epidemic onto yourselves now live with it

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      And you should live for others that’s how society functions

    • @silviariestra901
      @silviariestra901 Год назад

      @@Saber23 lol sure, you clearly don't suffer with mental health issues to just say such a stupid thing and i hope you never do...

  • @luisdireito
    @luisdireito Год назад +661

    The last girl expressed exactly how many people feel about Christmas but don't have the guts to say. I for one can't relate anymore to the concept of Christmas I have always known, let alone relate to pointless family and acquaintance gatherings and hanging out with some people who I only see once a year, people who don't know me, and who mean nothing to me.

    • @hermiesrokmysox
      @hermiesrokmysox Год назад +35

      💯- I hate holidays. They just make me feel guilty and sad and fake. I get such bad anxiety this time of year because of this. I’m so sorry to everyone else who goes through this.

    • @luisdireito
      @luisdireito Год назад +17

      @@hermiesrokmysox Many people feel just like you, but they are guilt-tripped into repeating the same old habits and "traditions" every year. Christmas used to be my favourite time of the year, it was for many years, but it changed radically over the last couple of years, and now I actually dread it (except for Christmas songs). I used to feel guilty, sad and fake as well, but then I decided no one could force me to spend the holidays with them just to play house and pretend we're happy families, just so they could feel good about themselves. Since I decided that, I feel less anxious that time of year.

    • @erinmctague7188
      @erinmctague7188 Год назад +11

      I used to enjoy the holidays but no one makes them feel like they used to. I could feel love and and everyone having a good time now that’s gone

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад +1

      Lol not “many” people feel that way losers who choose to be depressed feel that way

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      @@luisdireito tradition literally builds society you stupid fuck 😂

  • @melissaball9711
    @melissaball9711 Год назад +74

    The Asian woman talking about not wanting to spend time with her family. I feel that. Sometimes you have to do what is best for you and not anyone else. I think its ok to separate yourself from family if it is toxic. It took me a while to realize it. Now I create my own traditions and that makes me happy. Sending her love ❤️

  • @radfoo72
    @radfoo72 Год назад +161

    The story about the thong rash fetish
    was funny until the woman turned around and was smiling.
    Then it became HILARIOUS🤣💀

  • @exs3574
    @exs3574 Год назад +371

    People don't tell you that kind of things at all. Most of us keep wearing masks and trying to hide or at least not to expose what's inside. All of a sudden you play another video and realize again that you're not alone. Thank you ALL for sharing your emotions. If we were more open to each other maybe the world we live in would be better 👍
    Thoraya - RESPECT ✌️

    • @Surftouka
      @Surftouka Год назад +4

      👍

    • @epicNolstagia
      @epicNolstagia Год назад +3

      well said 🙌 every video leaves me with emotions I can't fully understand or describe

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      Not really these people are usually exceptions not examples most people are fairly simple and all that whole “not alone” crap if you thought you out of 7 billion people is unique in their problems you must have just been delusional

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      @@epicNolstagia I can describe them: sympathy, empathy, and compassion there

    • @epicNolstagia
      @epicNolstagia Год назад +2

      @@Saber23 Try sampling any random people and you'll realise the fairly simple are the exceptions and while we know that our problems are not new, what makes them unique to each person is the circumstances in which they encounter them ranging from location, age, social status, personality etc

  • @momo_sbtg1000
    @momo_sbtg1000 Год назад +128

    i shared a secret that i never could share with anyone before because i am ashamed of it. It felt really good to get it off my chest. Thank you for your great content. I know it helped me and im pretty sure it helped a lot of other people as well knowing that they are not alone with their struggles.

  • @kakathi4776
    @kakathi4776 Год назад +119

    Secrets are hard to keep to yourself especially when you're hurt. At some time you reach a point when everything that you'd keep bottled up just gets overwhelming and nobody knows what's wrong with you. I encourage everyone who feels that way to find somebody/anybody to share your secret with. 💛 I hope everyone in this video stays healthy or gets better.

    • @drapido728
      @drapido728 Год назад +1

      Thanks for the advise, but I don't want people have to deal with my middle class shit problems.

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      @@drapido728 shit the fuck up bruh most people are middle class and dealing with “middle class problems” you ain’t special my guy

  • @KZesty
    @KZesty Год назад +62

    The person sharing about the Asian festivals and the family, my heart breaks for them. I wish I could give them a hug and listen to what they have to say.

  • @Ahjusshi_Brown
    @Ahjusshi_Brown Год назад +51

    That Second Lady who said she’s religious so she doesn’t want to take her own life but she wishes every day that a car would just hit her spoke to me bc when I was young (like really young) I was exactly the same way. Looking back I just never felt like anyone in my family loved me and I always felt so alone so I would cry in the bathroom and pray for God to kill me and take me out of misery.
    One day my mom “caught” me in one of those moments bawling my eyes out and she did everything in her power to pray with me and help me get out of that place. So I pray that God also helps her out of the dark place she’s in and helps her to feel a sense of purpose and worth. It’s hard to do on your own so I also pray that God can send someone that can help comfort her and build her up until she’s strong enough to stand on her own and live life with joy once again.

  • @veroniquel7263
    @veroniquel7263 Год назад +82

    My secret is I love to watch those episodes and I feel less alone when I relate haha

  • @Cheese_crackers
    @Cheese_crackers Год назад +16

    “I don’t know what’s up” ….. ahhh my gosh we all do some weird stuff and that line is what we all feel inside

  • @ChuaXiong
    @ChuaXiong Год назад +16

    I appreciate the balance of these secrets. No matter how sad or funny, it’s still a secret.

  • @browndreamer1427
    @browndreamer1427 Год назад +28

    My secret is
    1. 5 years ago, My best friend told me that the world would be a better place if i just stopped breathing and that caused me so much hurt. But a year ago we met again, i forgave him when he told me he was suffering from cancer which i later found out was all an elaborate lie.
    2. I feel so overwhelmed because my parents have such big expectations from me. I feel so suffocated when I'm around my family because they constantly ask me what I'm doing or where I'm working, it stresses me out so much, and it makes me feel like such a failure in life.

    • @mowl
      @mowl Год назад +1

    • @classicambo9781
      @classicambo9781 Год назад +1

      You only need make yourself proud. Do what you want to do - truly. I sought external praise for decades on a background of SA that made me feel worthless and it took a long time but now I just do what makes me feel good and gives my own life meaning.

    • @browndreamer1427
      @browndreamer1427 Год назад +1

      @@classicambo9781 ❣️

    • @raspberrybriars
      @raspberrybriars Год назад +1

      I’m sorry your friend treated you so badly. You don’t deserve to be treated that way.💗 I understand the feeling of dealing with the pressure of other people’s expectations. It’s difficult. In the end though we have to know we’re making ourselves happy and honestly, if they’re that caught up in what you’re doing they probably don’t have enough going on in their own life.

    • @musikinspace
      @musikinspace Год назад

      Cut off contact with that friend. None of that is normal. You are dealing with a really twisted individual

  • @domingosnhamussua3070
    @domingosnhamussua3070 Год назад +30

    I never told this to anyone: my secret is I don't know who my father is, my mom doesn't know who got her pregnant. That brokes me everytime I remember

    • @majadinicc
      @majadinicc Год назад +9

      so sorry to hear that. thank you for sharing this and wishing you the best

    • @XiBMCiX
      @XiBMCiX Год назад +4

      My mom got pregnant at 18 by a much older man who left her when she told him back when she first came to America. For some reason she gave his last name to me probably hoping that he would try to look for me but to be honest I don't care to know him and if I did he would end up hurt really bad or dead. Usually people ask me what ethnicity my parents are from and I only tell my mom's side, when they ask about my dad side I just tell them I don't know and don't care.

  • @grandma460
    @grandma460 Год назад +8

    To the woman from China. I can only say that your pain sounds and feels so raw. Praying that you feel peace. You are so kind and sweet, one can easily tell. So many families are soooooooooo messed up. You are not alone. Our families can be formed by our friends and kindred spirits. But I feel your loss and will pray for you. 💜💙

  • @pieboy107
    @pieboy107 Год назад +18

    The one about not having a personality because they just change it to have people like them hits me hard. Wow!

  • @sarahp7007
    @sarahp7007 Год назад +5

    I've never told anyone this. I'm not sure how to fully express it. I spent 14 months in the troubled teen industry. I was a good kid, I was just struggling so bad with my mental health. when I went in I was treated like an animal. I would run away only to be placed in a series of violent restraints, I became someone that I didn't want to be. the person that people were trying to make me out to be. I got back almost a year ago. I have struggled ever since. i have had nightmare after nightmare. I don't know how to process everything. If I tell people I worry they will leave. these videos help me realize that I am not the only one carrying heavy stuff deep down.
    to anyone who is struggling with the same stuff, I hear you and you are not alone.

  • @maryee4829
    @maryee4829 Год назад +63

    lmfao the thong thing is wild but you go girl

    • @AthenaIsabella
      @AthenaIsabella Год назад +17

      No joke love that she turned around, she was so beautiful and self accepting I love her!!

    • @titamartinez162
      @titamartinez162 Год назад +14

      I didn’t expect her to turn around 😂

    • @austincde
      @austincde Год назад

      I was gonna say you know what my pets like when I scratch near their tailbone too 😆

  • @username15yearsago52
    @username15yearsago52 Год назад +197

    Thoraya one suggestion, I think you should apply a light kind of blurry filter cause sometimes tattoo and clothing can be revealing to people they know. When they walk away, it means they don’t want people to know so maybe it would be nice to have little more privacy in a way. I don’t know how editing works but this is just my suggestion.

    • @blueskies773
      @blueskies773 Год назад +18

      Smart username lol. I was confused for a sec.
      Yes I thought this the entire time.
      If I had seen my friend this particular day, I would be able to identify them from what they’re wearing, their body shape and voice.
      It’s not really anonymous for those who desire anonymity.

  • @gothsinn23
    @gothsinn23 Год назад +29

    Every one of these people is incredibly brave, even the sillier confessions are a testament to that bravery. It just really goes to show that you never truly know everything that people are dealing with, and that the bubbliest of people can have the weight of the world on their shoulders. You always have a choice how you treat others. Always choose to be kind.

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      Not brave when it’s anonymous

    • @gothsinn23
      @gothsinn23 Год назад +2

      @@Saber23 Not entirely. People who live in these areas might know these individuals' voices/bodies/mannerisms/way they dress and recognize them. It's not complete anonymity just because their face isn't visible.

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      @@gothsinn23 then the video is just straight clickbait and that's assuming the 1 in 1 million chance the people they know actually end up seeing the video

    • @gothsinn23
      @gothsinn23 Год назад +2

      @@Saber23 Or we can just recognize that it takes bravery to be vulnerable in front of strangers, whether anonymously or otherwise, and leave it at that?

    • @Saber23
      @Saber23 Год назад

      @@gothsinn23 go ahead nobody is trying to stop you

  • @Ankesadventures
    @Ankesadventures Год назад +23

    To the last guy: I feel you so much! I know the feeling of not wanting to spend the holidays with my family and being surrounded by people who don’t have the same experience ❤ love goes out to you!

    • @eva-w
      @eva-w Год назад +5

      You might wanna change it to "last person". To me the voice sounded female actually...

  • @elizabethmusco5359
    @elizabethmusco5359 Год назад +12

    The second one. It's hard being successful for others but having no purpose or success for yourself. It really does drive you to feel hopeless and tired. And I just feel so much less alone hearing her say what I've felt

    • @jennifermadrid5881
      @jennifermadrid5881 Год назад +1

      You’re really not alone, I’m going through the same thing right now and it is the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life and I’m only 21. I want to live but sometimes it’s hard to not think if I really should

  • @caleledhmei12
    @caleledhmei12 Год назад +26

    These videos are what life is about. To continue on, we must face our worst fears and accept the pain thrust before us. We have to persevere, and with support, that can go a long way.

  • @lauracanedo1446
    @lauracanedo1446 Год назад +6

    Honestly, my deepest secret: I feel like people love me conditionally. I feel like if I don’t do things a certain way and live my life a certain way, I could be cut off any minute by my loved ones. I feel vulnerable because I don’t have income and I feel like people like to attack me because of my OCD and depression. Every day I worry about what my life would be like if my family cut me off. I buy excessive amounts of clothes to make sure I have enough because I don’t ever want to be dirty or exposed. I think of my stomach growling and my son wanting food. I feel if I say something wrong or do something that someone doesn’t agree with, I’m done for. I’m a stay at home mom, I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t smoke, I don’t party, nothing. My life is revolved around my son, but I still feel like everyone judges me for everything and deep down inside, it kills me.

  • @cameronx8711
    @cameronx8711 Год назад +22

    I feel so much less alone when I come to your channel , you really are making the world of difference

  • @wrenadams7550
    @wrenadams7550 Год назад +18

    The confession of the last girl hit me home. I don't know you but trust me I feel the exact same way. I am literally in tears while listening to you , I m also tired of pretending of having a conventional family ,they fucked me over .I m also trying to get away .hopefully someday.
    hope you get all the happiness in the world and just don't feel alone because somewhere someone feels the same truth ,they are just scattered all across the universe.
    -
    across the world(india)

  • @lacemsboo
    @lacemsboo Год назад +29

    The book sounds like it’s gonna be juicy! Great video and it’s exciting that you’re gonna write a book, keep soaring. You’re such a rare light in this world.

  • @seandunn1128
    @seandunn1128 Год назад +39

    As always, thank you Thor. You look good and healthy! As an older man I'm always surprised at the insecurity and pain that people carry and hide. What you provide as a venue and the very nature of humans to reach out is the gift that grounds us back in humanity. Your channel is an example of recognizing our interdependence and how it often fails, but that we flock back to each other like moths to a flame. Peace

    • @daniliveson1
      @daniliveson1 Год назад

      What a beautiful and thoughtful comment :)

  • @hannahvelez6838
    @hannahvelez6838 Год назад +12

    The butt scratching woman made me laugh 🤣🤣

  • @user-cc2sv8fp5q
    @user-cc2sv8fp5q Год назад +7

    My heart is with the last person. You are not alone. Some day you will have your own family that will love you, hear you and understand you. And people who gave you birth will become less important to you, like some distant relatives. It happens that we are born in a family that we dont fit in. It is just one of the trials that life gives us. I coped with it, left my parents at 16, live far from them. Sometimes we communicate, sometimes dont. They dont know me,dont understand me and dont care about me and its ok with me because thats who they are. Thank you for saying it out loud, it feels better for me not to be not alone too.

  • @faizelhoosain4055
    @faizelhoosain4055 Год назад +7

    That's why it's always important to love and respect everyone cause you never actually know what they're going through
    Please take your mental health seriously. Once it gets a point that you feel the world no longer needs you, that's exactly when you HAVE TO drop everything and seek help, medical or natural.
    To anyone experiencing this, the world needs you!

  • @JDSabre
    @JDSabre Год назад +17

    Thoraya, you're really doing a service for the world with these videos.

  • @J1W5M7
    @J1W5M7 Год назад +30

    Thank you for giving us a platform. Telling my story feels surreal. What a beautiful idea you've created. You should smile, you're helping people more than you realize.

    • @L1MBO12
      @L1MBO12 Год назад +1

      You were in the video?

    • @J1W5M7
      @J1W5M7 Год назад +1

      @@L1MBO12 No I wrote to her on another platform

    • @L1MBO12
      @L1MBO12 Год назад

      @@J1W5M7 Oh cool!

  • @cinnamonrollypoly
    @cinnamonrollypoly Год назад +6

    Everyone has something that they'd rather people didn't know, and many will hold that to the day they die. But isn't it fascinating how, if your identity is kept secret, willing people are to share? It really opens your eyes to realizing that, no matter how bad it gets, or how alone you feel, there is always someone out there who understands.

  • @micahsnow346
    @micahsnow346 Год назад +26

    I can tell that this was filmed at Washington Square Park right by NYU’s campus (used to go there). Most of the people responding are students at that school. If you are a believer please pray for that student body, there is so much depression and suicidal thoughts hanging over that school.

  • @kristibunny1620
    @kristibunny1620 Год назад +14

    Herpes is super common and love isn’t stopped or blocked by a small medical condition that most people don’t even know they have. They didn’t tell me that when I was diagnosed but I slowly discovered the type of people that wouldn’t be interested in me as a person still aren’t the kind of people I want in my life anyway.
    Hit by the car lady. I lived a long time that way. I finally got out of the bad situation I was in and got to know myself beyond my trauma. It was hard but so so worth it.

  • @amazinggrace313
    @amazinggrace313 Год назад +27

    That's up what that dude did to his mother giving her water from the toilet! Him not regretting it is what blows me away .

    • @lindokuhlekhoza7571
      @lindokuhlekhoza7571 Год назад +1

      I laughed😂 but he was young and it was such a long time ago

    • @mazzee
      @mazzee 4 месяца назад

      I don't know how would you even think of doing it to your MOM ...

  • @meriamj5150
    @meriamj5150 Год назад +50

    I'm sending prayers to the second one it's so hard to be living a life even though it's "successful" in people eyes but you're feeling useless , bad or down and trying to please everyone but yourself and feeling you don't matter just like everybody else. Sending love and prayers to her and to anybody here reading these
    You're not alone 🌹❤️

  • @sacredtarotbysophia2543
    @sacredtarotbysophia2543 Год назад +12

    I love your videos
    Prayer to all especially the guy with cancer and the lady who feels like she doesn’t want to be here anymore, I know what that feels like. ❤

  • @vijzon
    @vijzon Год назад +2

    7:50 I wanna give this person a hug so bad!! 😭The way their voice quivers, it's heartbreaking

  • @Hope-fo8wl
    @Hope-fo8wl Год назад +9

    My heart goes to everybody going through something. We all are really going through a lot in this world 😥

  • @Enchanted_590
    @Enchanted_590 Год назад +5

    Knowing these secrets hurts. I truly wish I could help these people in some sort of way. I wish these people the best.

  • @espectroarcoiris
    @espectroarcoiris Год назад +12

    To the Chinese woman who talked about Mid Autumn Celebrations; you are not alone sister

  • @MộtMình_VẫnVui
    @MộtMình_VẫnVui Год назад +3

    I felt for the first lady because I've been there and done that. But it isn't worth it. Please find something in life that make you happy, that you enjoy to do. Make a bucket lists of thing you want to do, where you want to do and make them happen.
    I see myself in the Chinese lady's story. In the past few years, I realize that my parents and my extended family are toxic and I no longer in touch with them. It's very painful and I know that I can't be the old me again. Because of growing up in a toxic family, I was/ am attracted by toxic ppl most of the time from relationships, friendships, workplaces,... Idk when it's going to end although I be aware of these kind of people.
    It was very sad when I visited my hometown, I didn't see my family and have no home to go, got to travel around and stay in hotels. When I'm back to the US, ppl asked me about the trip and family, I had to lie or try to avoid to tell the truth.
    Sometimes I'm very hopeless and depressed of knowing no one cares for me and I'm all alone in this world.

  • @gadjodilo22
    @gadjodilo22 Год назад +2

    me too, not that i am not grateful for life, but I am down in a hole. i have never been here in this place in life. i have had the most amazing experiences in my early life in the last 10 years have been dealing with trauma, loss and totally loss of motivation for life. complete loss of motivation. no living. so i relate to the first lady. I am surprised how many other live like this. This is not the way to live and walk through life, i know it as knowledge but far from practising it in life.

  • @fallingbaby
    @fallingbaby Год назад +3

    The lady who admits ti being jealous of her friends successes is SO relatable , for years I've been ashamed to even admit that to myself ,but by simply hearing another admit to whats considered something selfish makes me feel less alone, and that doest justify the selfless of my jealousy , I've been working in it and I feel it less , its just hat its hard being around people who have more privilege than yourself, its hard to nit feel inferior.

  • @hoangjackie3653
    @hoangjackie3653 Год назад +3

    I’m scared of dying. But I can’t stop but wishing to sleep and just never wake up. Sound like a wonderful dream.

  • @fernandot6712
    @fernandot6712 Год назад +2

    6:34 its been literally my life for the past 5 years and its so hard to "explain" what it feels like. Is like you know its better to be alone but hard at the same time

  • @lindsayb7811
    @lindsayb7811 Год назад +15

    Just existing is so difficult for so many people. I too can relate to secret number 2. No amount of antidepressants can erase wanting to disappear.

  • @PS-Straya_M8
    @PS-Straya_M8 7 месяцев назад +3

    For anyone thinking about stepping in front of a car or train etc .. please remember the poor drivers whose lives are changed forever. Please seek help so you can live your best years 😁❤

  • @carloscarion1748
    @carloscarion1748 Год назад +1

    This site has touched my heart so much,My family life, my childhood my adulthood, my love, love lost, on and on. I only wish I had someone that I could talk to frankly as a child I got an adult, because there’s so many questions that we never answered for me and I always carry the wounds

  • @NoPulseGames
    @NoPulseGames Год назад +5

    I'm so glad I found this channel. I really needed something to help me realize just how special life is and to stop holding back. Quit stopping yourself from telling anybody anything. If you don't get what you need off your chest, you will only come to regret it in the future!

  • @shreyalove715
    @shreyalove715 Год назад +3

    low-key missed this series. glad its back!:)

  • @gadjodilo22
    @gadjodilo22 Год назад +1

    and i am tierd of keeping things to my self, trauma, abuse and the way that you really feel is not supposed to be a secret. if you are not feeling good you are not feeling good. pretending that you feel good and forced to pretend that you feel good only leads to more disconnect with the people around you and worse even to own self. i cannot believe that we are made to hold so much inside. i am also writing here cause in some way its annomous the ones that are around me will never know this is how i really feel.

  • @Alisha-zd6hw
    @Alisha-zd6hw Год назад +5

    Listening to people's confession is kinda healing for me. I too wanna confess :
    1. I'm irresponsible
    2. I'm ugly and fat
    3. I'm not loyal , dependable and trustworthy
    People hate me and I think my heart deserved to be broken... Because of my foolish decisions

    • @sofiapeters6130
      @sofiapeters6130 Год назад

      Who ever made you feel this way is wrong! You are deserving of love and you are amazing!

    • @PossibleBat
      @PossibleBat 7 месяцев назад

      You are allowed to make mistakes and be human. You aren’t born to be productive. You aren’t born to please others. You deserve peace.

  • @majakochman4251
    @majakochman4251 Год назад +6

    I've had a hard time for a long time with never having the opportunity to share my secret with anyone. It means a lot to me that I was finally able to do so. thank you so much

  • @lovingmayberry307
    @lovingmayberry307 Год назад +6

    To the woman who said, I will not do it again, I HOPE. Please learn to take responsibility for your own actions.

  • @novalyn.acidgin
    @novalyn.acidgin Год назад +3

    The first and last ones hit me hard. ♥️ Always love your videos.
    Keeping an eye out for the book! 🌹

  • @seablue711
    @seablue711 7 месяцев назад +1

    I shared my deepest secrets with someone who promised me he was my friend. He used them to try to destroy me and abandoned me when I was drowning. I’m never going to forget and nobody gets close to me anymore. Everyone I loved betrayed me at the same time, and how I loved them-I dedicated my life to giving my energy, money, and effort so others might be provided for.

  • @corpsenymph9499
    @corpsenymph9499 Год назад +1

    5:57 As a US citizen born and raised I feel the same way. It's common to feel that way even though it hurts, because in a sense you feel like your disrespecting the home you were raised by. Your not wrong for feeling happy that you don't celebrate with your family anymore, chances are you had to carry a lot pain and suffering that is impossible to speak about without be judged heavily for it by your community. I'm proud that you spoke up about it, even if it's discreetly.

  • @obedzurc8
    @obedzurc8 Год назад +8

    It's amazing the history that each person has! I wish the best to all of you!!! (I'm learning English sorry if my sentence is bad :/)

    • @cstump2005
      @cstump2005 Год назад +2

      Your sentence was perfect!

  • @scrumps101
    @scrumps101 Год назад +2

    To the first guy, the one with cancer. Please tell anyone and everyone who you feel safe with. You need support and love right now, as much as you can get. You deserve love and support. You might think that you are strong enough to get through this on your own or telling just a few select people but I promise you that it will be easier to bring people in and share this. The long term PTSD you likely will face after you survive this can be overwhelming. Getting love and support to help you through this now will and can very likely help lessen the severity of trauma from a life threatening illness in the future. Much love, respect and hope to you my friend. ❤❤

    • @MrNoName7474
      @MrNoName7474 Год назад

      My biggest regret was not reaching out to my friend before he passed from cancer. Didn’t hear about the diagnosis right away because covid sent us home from college. I guess I just assumed he would beat it and I could support him once classes came back. It hurts so much to know that he was closed off and probably needed a friend the most and I didn’t show up for him.

  • @TheAmazingKris
    @TheAmazingKris 2 месяца назад +1

    The first one caught me off guard. Been feeling it myself, but instead of being religious, it´s only because my mom still here and I want and can´t do it. Thank you.

  • @Ismailov10
    @Ismailov10 Год назад +4

    Can you make a video about the most hurtful things someone said to others and if they regret that.
    Love your videos.
    Greetings from Germany !

  • @CatroGainsbourg
    @CatroGainsbourg Год назад +7

    To the Chinese lady, you are not alone. And to the lady who said she had her heart broken the day before - I hear you, xx

  • @reginafarias
    @reginafarias Год назад +10

    5:55 Now this is exactly what a deepest secret is ! Was it on purpose (she said "ex" best friend)? Is the friend really dead ? Anyway, this is material for a life long conscious torment.

    • @cstump2005
      @cstump2005 Год назад +4

      This is the one that intrigued me the most! I need more info lol

    • @reginafarias
      @reginafarias Год назад

      @@cstump2005 Nope! This is a deep secret, remember ?

  • @kayachamling
    @kayachamling Год назад +3

    Sending lots of love & hugs to the first guy.....🙏

  • @mehaksharma9414
    @mehaksharma9414 Год назад +1

    I am afraid to tell anyone that I sleep everyday hoping that I don't wake up in the morning.

  • @Phynne85
    @Phynne85 Год назад +7

    „I got my heart broken yesterday.“ after a guy telling he broke up with his girlfriend the other day.. okayy 😆
    Big Thank-you from Oldenburg, northwestern Germany.

  • @spareperky9537
    @spareperky9537 Год назад +2

    I’m sorry but the toilet water one 😂

  • @robertbeining141
    @robertbeining141 Год назад +3

    Congrats!!! Look forward to reading the book. Will be happy to share a secret.

  • @denise9542
    @denise9542 Год назад +11

    The female about living for others i get it , i do it to and it makes me feel so lonely and miserable

  • @marlenelehano4996
    @marlenelehano4996 Год назад +1

    Prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 to those who has been suffering with either health problems/some kind of abuse. For the guy who has been diagnosed with cancer, I understand how u are feeling because I have been diagnosed with brain cancer little over 2 1/2 years now n it’s very challenging for me but I NEVER give up! Wen our Savior decides that it’s my time to be in HIS Kingdom above, I’ll be ready because then I can be reunited with my mom who passed of heart problems at age 38, my dad who passed last February due to cancer, n my sister who passed in June at age 56 to breast cancer. Please everyone, please be kind to one another n don’t judge people by the cover of the book. Remember, life is precious so be humble.
    Blessings to all...
    Aloha from Hawaii 🌈💜

  • @hafedhabdulhafeedh3195
    @hafedhabdulhafeedh3195 Год назад +7

    I am a big fan of this channel!
    God bless you!

  • @yaelizhaki5690
    @yaelizhaki5690 Год назад +4

    really hope you make an audiobook as well

  • @MemeWiki71
    @MemeWiki71 Год назад +5

    The guy at 7:04 I feel you bro it’s hard for me to express that emotion

  • @cinnamoncat2731
    @cinnamoncat2731 10 месяцев назад +1

    The woman who said she felt like she didn’t have real personality cause she molded to make people like her… OOF I *felt* that 😮‍💨

  • @Marieq
    @Marieq Год назад +6

    Hi Thoraya I had a question for you, do any of these videos you do with strangers ever have a negative impact on you? Like you are at home or something and feel depressed? If that makes sense

  • @kelceynicole
    @kelceynicole Год назад +8

    “Don’t share anything incriminating”
    Me sitting over here wonder if the girl at 5:55 did exactly that🤔does anyone know what she meant by that? Maybe she felt like something she said or did (unintentionally) led to her ex best friends death? But the way she worded that was questionable.

    • @lindokuhlekhoza7571
      @lindokuhlekhoza7571 Год назад +1

      I get you, but I still doubt what she said is enough to incriminate her. She could defend herself by saying it was something she said or did that didn't directly result to someone dying🤷🏿

  • @cynthiasanchez1050
    @cynthiasanchez1050 Год назад +3

    My secret is I feel depressed all the time. I am not enjoying who I am as a person. I have no friends.

  • @Your_Favorite_Season
    @Your_Favorite_Season Год назад +7

    The girl w/the red hair is me. I talk so much ish. But I pray people don't call my bluff because my ass can't fight. 😂😂

    • @HouseMDaddict
      @HouseMDaddict Год назад +1

      You seem like a cool person. Be well and take care of yourself!

  • @crazyharmonizer1090
    @crazyharmonizer1090 Год назад +9

    I love this series 😊🙏🏾

  • @UnkWeilL
    @UnkWeilL Год назад +1

    7:25
    I totally feel you and i DO believe there are o lot of others who feels the same way

  • @AthenaIsabella
    @AthenaIsabella Год назад +11

    Sending love to every single person in this video and those reading this ❤

    • @bubba283
      @bubba283 Год назад

      You too, I would have told mine but I would've been too embarrassed

  • @carinavozoses2377
    @carinavozoses2377 Год назад +11

    22th video about sharing a secret. This shows that everyone needs to tell something to the world because they think anyone there would listen to them. Thoraya, I won't get tired to tell you the good you are doing to the world. Keep going and don't give up!
    Hi from Spain :)

  • @musicandpoetry_8
    @musicandpoetry_8 11 месяцев назад +1

    The girl who said I don’t feel like I have a real personality because I change it for everybody..same!

  • @oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314
    @oneoutoftheninety-nine.3314 Год назад +2

    My secret is that I still love my friend/ ex till this day. And he just messaged me but I believe he won't change and I don't want to make him. But I wish he would mature more quickly because I want to be with him. And I'm sorry that we didn't work out. 😔

  • @yashthehuman
    @yashthehuman Год назад +2

    going to watch this before I go to sleep tonight, thanks :)

  • @GratefulOne
    @GratefulOne Год назад +1

    Thoraya, you're such an inspirational person for me, you know..sometimes I imagine my self talking to random people and have a deep talk with them, have a true connection with them..but the thing is that i'm really shy and afraid of rejection...so I hope that oneday I'll have the courage to do it.

  • @jessicaann9357
    @jessicaann9357 Год назад

    I am so glad that you’re back!! I’ve missed this so much! Thank you for everything & and I wish you nothing but sheer success!

  • @reynard2ki
    @reynard2ki Год назад

    Why do I watch your videos? I'm a 52 year old man (admittedly, with anxiety and depression) and every single one makes me cry. Sometimes the tears are from feeling bad about what someone went through, and sometimes it's tears of happiness, seeing that someone has overcome something.

  • @sophiaisabelle0227
    @sophiaisabelle0227 Год назад +22

    If I were to share my deepest secrets, I’d probably not turn around to reveal my identity. I’d walk away, seemingly pretending that nothing ever happened. My secrets are kinda dark, so I think it’s best to keep myself completely anonymous. Kudos to people who have either walked away or showed their faces to the camera. Secrets are meant to be buried, but sometimes they can get out in the open, when you least expect them to.

  • @ShepardfortheLord
    @ShepardfortheLord 11 месяцев назад +1

    Prayers for all who feel alone or desperate. G-d is with you 🙏

  • @Justic3PourTous
    @Justic3PourTous Год назад +10

    I relate to the girl with herpes. I also feel like no one will ever love me because of this disease. Im almost 30 & I’ve never been in love

    • @See-if_I_care
      @See-if_I_care Год назад

      You are not missing out on anything.
      just look at the people around you in relationships, miserable as fuck!

    • @Ahyawnah
      @Ahyawnah Год назад

      Will people get it even if they have herpes 1 ?