"Some Kind of Heaven" by Sleeping At Last (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубликовано: 28 дек 2024
  • "Some Kind of Heaven" belongs to an unexpected collection of new songs I'm calling "Mother" which will release one at a time leading up to Mother's Day, 2023.
    My mom passed away very suddenly last year in March. In the days right after, I sat down at my piano, which felt like a friend, and wrote a song called "Mother" in her honor. I tried to get back into writing songs for my Atlas: III project, but I wasn't ready. Instead, unexpected songs and themes began to surface that was my own way of processing and untangling the grief of such a huge loss in my life. Music is my way of understanding myself and so these songs naturally came to life from what I was experiencing. These "Mother" songs needed to be written before continuing on in my Atlas: III project.
    It's bittersweet for this collection of music to begin to release now, at the first anniversary of losing my mom, but I'm really grateful for each of these songs, which felt deeply comforting to write. As we all have experienced loss and longing, I am honored to share them with you and hope that they can somehow be a source of comfort and connection for you as well. I'll be recording episodes of The Sleeping At Last Podcast for each song, talking through grief, death, loss and hope. Today, "To Be Enchanted" is out everywhere, along with its podcast episode.
    Huge thanks to Sharon Gerber who played Cellos and Anya-Katerina Gerber who played Violins!! And to Chris Bethea for mastering this song, as well as artist, Joey Chou who painted the gorgeous cover art (Joey is one of my Mom's favorite artists of all time, so it means so much to me that he would be willing to create the cover art for each of these "Mother" songs)

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  • @jessh.2281
    @jessh.2281 Год назад +31

    “I wake in a panic.. nervous system’s acting up,” is such an accurate representation of grief.

  • @vi_xy
    @vi_xy Год назад +236

    I know your mom recently passed. I’m sorry to hear that. Years and years ago I actually met you and the band in person, including your mom as she was your manage at the time. My best friend and I still talk about how cool it was to meet you guys and eat at Perkins together afterwards. Everyone was super nice and especially your mom - she was so sweet ❤ Your music is so healing for everyone. I turn to it all of the time myself and I hope this song brings you a bit of comfort and solace

  • @jeannysselflovetogo9539
    @jeannysselflovetogo9539 Год назад +9

    I have 2 kids in Heaven 🕊❤️🥺 thank you for this Gift ❤

  • @xuantiemnguyen2747
    @xuantiemnguyen2747 Год назад +11

    To whosoever is listening to this prayers I wish above all things that you be in health today and your soul prosper, Have a Peace filled, and Prosperous New Week ahead.

  • @melissaphillis7247
    @melissaphillis7247 Год назад +13

    Run into the arms and heart of our Heavenly Father. Jesus took your burdens and He loves you and radically accepts you. She's very happy and in peace now! She's in her reward. It sounds like she did her best to teach you to trust in your maker. Honour her work in you and believe.
    Love and peace to you brother. ❤

    • @zulihernandez8265
      @zulihernandez8265 Год назад +3

      Exactly❤️Only you've to BELIEVE❗and you will find the PEACE that you seek so much🙏

  • @martinadavidson3006
    @martinadavidson3006 Год назад +4

    Jesus "you don t understand now but you will later."

  • @ParrieXoXo
    @ParrieXoXo Год назад +84

    This song is everything. My mom has vascular dementia and for some reason she's in the stage of dementia where she "hates" me. I know I shouldn't take it to heart, but I am 25, I need my mom. Why did she have to get sick 3 years ago? It feels unfair to be an orphan this soon. I'm inevitability waiting for the call that she's had another stroke and it was the one to take her out. For a lady so full of hope and of faith in God. I feel as though he has abandoned her and my faith is shaken, I don't believe in a God anymore. I just want her to be peaceful. I miss her, who she was before this horrible sickness took everything from her.

    • @wolfbloodalite
      @wolfbloodalite Год назад +12

      I can relate a good bit to this comment. My Mom doesn't suffer from any mental issues (other than mild depression,) but she gave birth to me at 46. (Which is why we're all *convinced* God has a sense of humor because **I** exist.)
      So when your mom starts driving less because she's afraid of her failing reflexes and sight, and then *both* your parents get a diagnosis of Type II Diabetes due to obesity, fear starts setting in very fast. Because Mom drove us everywhere, and what do you mean this could lead to heart attack or stroke?
      For different, but still significant reasons, my faith in God and Jesus has also been shaken. I won't preach at you, cuz I know how annoying that can be, but I will say what I've thought. Questions like, "Why do good people, with good hearts suffer?" "Do good people who don't know you still go to hell?" "Why give me this compassionate heart that can't help but fall in love with the beauty and the goodness in the world, if I'm just going to have it stomped on and thrown back in my face all the time?"
      And to be honest, I still don't know all the answers to my questions. But recently I came across a book(not specifically the Bible, though even taking a shallow dip in that has helped,) by C.S. Lewis that, when I saw it in the book store, practically smacked me in the face with its title: "The Problem of Pain."
      It deals with similar questions we both seem to have. The inside cover summary goes:
      "If God is good and all-powerful, why does he allow his creatures to suffer pain? And what about the suffering of animals, who neither deserve pain nor can be improved by it?"
      Yes, I bought it.
      Again, I won't say it solved all my problems (though I'm only on Chapter 3, and whooo-boy is that a humdinger,) but it has given me alot of . . . clarity . . . on certain things. (Especially Chapter 3.) If you're at all interested, see if your local library of bookstore has it. I've had a few good cries while reading. And a few good laughs. (Why did nobody bother to inform me C.S. Lewis was a freakin' comedian?)
      Annnnnnyway, long comment, sorry 'bout that. (I swear, all my recent comments have turned into full-blown letters.📜) But Thank You for reading this far if you did!!
      I'll just leave with this; I said I wasn't going to preach @ you, and I won't. I'm just gonna say this slapped my face in a good way, and maybe it will for you too. Maybe you've heard of the Beatitudes? The first few go like this:
      "Blessed are the Poor in Spirit,
      for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven.
      *Blessed are those who Mourn,*
      *for they will be Comforted.*
      Blessed are the Meek,
      for they will inherent the earth.
      Blessed are those who Hunger, and Thirst, for Righteousness,
      for they will be Filled.
      *
      Blessed are the Pure in Heart,
      for they will see God."
      Again, sorry for the long comment and possible preachy-ness. And Thank You again, for reading, if you did.
      I know it may not mean anything, but I'll be praying for you and your Mom.🐺🌺💙

    • @nickcarriero8274
      @nickcarriero8274 Год назад +12

      "My god, my god, why have you forsaken me?" Many stories in the bible try to tackle the feeling of abandonment by God. If you still want to believe, but just (understandably) can't, I would absolutely recommend reading the book of Job.

    • @kotlcdeeperkeepers5074
      @kotlcdeeperkeepers5074 Год назад +7

      God is still here with you, I know it feels like He’s let go and has left you. But trust me, He’s still in the details of your life. God gives trials to those He loves, He needs you to grow and to learn from the heartache you face with your mom. I know it’s hard for you, I couldn’t imagine what that feels like. But please, don’t give up on God, because He will NEVER give up on you.

    • @daniello9155
      @daniello9155 Год назад +2

      Very sad to read this Paris, I hope you are ok. Try not to lose your faith, its somehting that can keep you going through the hard times.

    • @GlobeKrusha
      @GlobeKrusha Год назад +1

      It's the devil that lurks in the details. It's in our strength to fight that, not our glorious creator.

  • @ComfyDonut
    @ComfyDonut Год назад +30

    I’ll thank you for your mother, she must have been a wonderful woman if she made such an amazing child. She’s proud, and I’m sure she’s still proud of you. Thank you and god bless you

  • @carmensparkles
    @carmensparkles 11 месяцев назад +4

    I always start crying at "now being awake feels unsafe"

  • @mtfrosty2cor471
    @mtfrosty2cor471 Год назад +11

    This is a beautiful, beautiful song. My goodness.
    "Help me remember the voice of my mother."
    "She deeply believed it."
    "I'm too tired to fight in a civil war of faith."
    You, kind sir, have a serious gift and it is a sincere joy to partake of it. Thank you for the blessing of sharing it with us.

  • @Racecar2024
    @Racecar2024 Год назад +17

    Found out yesterday that we lost our first baby. This song really hits hard with Mother’s Day coming up but it’s a beautiful song.

    • @Xplicit_fpv
      @Xplicit_fpv Год назад

      Sooo sorry 2 hear. Love and prauers.

  • @itsdmod362
    @itsdmod362 Год назад +168

    I'm not crying, YOU'RE crying 😭

  • @lumidotexe
    @lumidotexe Год назад +34

    this was so peaceful yet bittersweet to listen to, i think ive found my new comfort song. beautiful music as always

  • @EtheralCaelifer
    @EtheralCaelifer Год назад +4

    My heart is with you the way your music is with mine. You are still loved, and she will still be there for you. Always.

  • @martinmart-33
    @martinmart-33 Год назад +77

    This is so incredibly beautiful in its vulnerability. So sorry for your loss, Ryan. She lives in each of your songs.

  • @CristianZG
    @CristianZG Год назад +58

    "Some Kind Of Heaven"
    Just little longer now
    Shouldn't be much longer-
    Wait, tell me again...
    What is this about?
    I'm having trouble sleeping
    I keep thinking my phone's ringing
    I wake in a panic-
    What's wrong now?
    My nervous system's acting up
    I'm worried it's forever messed up
    Now being awake feels unsafe
    Please, help me remember
    The voice of my mother
    Reminding me everything's okay
    She deeply believed it
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    But what about the meantime?
    How do I ignore the signs
    That one day, everything I love will fade?
    I'm too tired to fight
    In a civil war of faith
    Just a little longer, God knows
    I'm growing impatient, I know
    How cliche but I need proof
    Radical acceptance
    Sure feels like surrender
    But I've still got so much to prove
    I still talk to my mother
    I keep saying I'm sorry
    The only words that feel like truth
    God I need to believe
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    That there's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    There's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    With unimaginable grace
    With unimaginable grace
    After all, she was usually right
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    "Some Kind Of Heaven"
    Just little longer now
    Shouldn't be much longer-
    Wait, tell me again...
    What is this about?
    I'm having trouble sleeping
    I keep thinking my phone's ringing
    I wake in a panic-
    What's wrong now?
    My nervous system's acting up
    I'm worried it's forever messed up
    Now being awake feels unsafe
    Please, help me remember
    The voice of my mother
    Reminding me everything's okay
    She deeply believed it
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    But what about the meantime?
    How do I ignore the signs
    That one day, everything I love will fade?
    I'm too tired to fight
    In a civil war of faith
    Just a little longer, God knows
    I'm growing impatient, I know
    How cliche but I need proof
    Radical acceptance
    Sure feels like surrender
    But I've still got so much to prove
    I still talk to my mother
    I keep saying I'm sorry
    The only words that feel like truth
    God I need to believe
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    That there's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    There's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    With unimaginable grace
    With unimaginable grace
    After all, she was usually right
    "Some Kind Of Heaven"
    Just little longer now
    Shouldn't be much longer-
    Wait, tell me again...
    What is this about?
    I'm having trouble sleeping
    I keep thinking my phone's ringing
    I wake in a panic-
    What's wrong now?
    My nervous system's acting up
    I'm worried it's forever messed up
    Now being awake feels unsafe
    Please, help me remember
    The voice of my mother
    Reminding me everything's okay
    She deeply believed it
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    But what about the meantime?
    How do I ignore the signs
    That one day, everything I love will fade?
    I'm too tired to fight
    In a civil war of faith
    Just a little longer, God knows
    I'm growing impatient, I know
    How cliche but I need proof
    Radical acceptance
    Sure feels like surrender
    But I've still got so much to prove
    I still talk to my mother
    I keep saying I'm sorry
    The only words that feel like truth
    God I need to believe
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    That there's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    Just a little longer
    Everything will make sense
    Broken things will be remade
    There's some kind of heaven
    Just around the corner
    And all this pain will be replaced
    With unimaginable grace
    With unimaginable grace
    After all, she was usually right
    1.341 / 5.000
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    "Algún tipo de cielo"
    Solo un poco más ahora
    No debería ser mucho más largo-
    Espera, dime otra vez...
    ¿De qué se trata esto?
    tengo problemas para dormir
    Sigo pensando que mi teléfono está sonando
    Me despierto en pánico-
    ¿Que esta mal ahora?
    Mi sistema nervioso está actuando
    Me preocupa que esté en mal estado para siempre
    Ahora estar despierto se siente inseguro
    Por favor, ayúdame a recordar
    la voz de mi madre
    recordándome que todo está bien
    Ella lo creía profundamente
    Solo un poco más largo
    Todo tendrá sentido
    Las cosas rotas serán rehechas
    Pero ¿y mientras tanto?
    ¿Cómo ignoro las señales?
    ¿Que un día, todo lo que amo se desvanecerá?
    Estoy demasiado cansado para pelear
    En una guerra civil de fe
    Sólo un poco más, Dios sabe
    Me estoy impacientando, lo sé.
    Que cliché pero necesito pruebas
    Aceptación radical
    Seguro que se siente como rendirse
    Pero todavía tengo mucho que probar
    Todavía hablo con mi madre.
    sigo diciendo que lo siento
    Las únicas palabras que se sienten como la verdad
    Dios necesito creer
    Solo un poco más largo
    Todo tendrá sentido
    Las cosas rotas serán rehechas
    Que hay una especie de cielo
    A la vuelta de la esquina
    Y todo este dolor será reemplazado
    Solo un poco más largo
    Todo tendrá sentido
    Las cosas rotas serán rehechas
    Hay una especie de cielo
    A la vuelta de la esquina
    Y todo este dolor será reemplazado
    Con una gracia inimaginable
    Con una gracia inimaginable
    Después de todo, por lo general tenía razón.

  • @AyaInspiredTarot
    @AyaInspiredTarot Год назад +9

    Sending so much love to anyone who is relating with these lyrics.
    You're SO SO LOVED 🫶🏻😭

  • @alfredsimte1162
    @alfredsimte1162 Год назад +1

    The fact that my mother is still with me and there are people who have lost their love one's made me love and happy to spent time with her even more

  • @thewanderingspirit8536
    @thewanderingspirit8536 Год назад +58

    My mother passed away in 2016, and today is her birthday. Man this song couldn't hit harder

  • @franciscobetti
    @franciscobetti Год назад +1

    ❤❤❤ beautiful 🙏🙏🙏 I love all your music 🎶🎶🎶 .

  • @KelseyWasson
    @KelseyWasson 11 месяцев назад +1

    My 2yo daughter and I frequently listen to Sleeping at Last songs while she is falling asleep. I had not heard this album at all when we heard this song for the first time. I had been discharged from the hospital the day before with a suspected diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis after losing vision in my right eye. That night, I got a notification on the patient portal that my test results confirmed the diagnosis of MS. In that moment, I was devastated and I felt SO incredibly alone, even though I held the most precious tiny human in my arms. This song played soon after she had fallen asleep and all of the emotions I had been harboring just came out. I silently sobbed listened to the song, amazed at how fitting the lyrics were to my current situation. "My nervous system's acting up. I'm worried it's forever messed up." In such a hopeless moment, this song reminded me that I have the opportunity to make my daughter feel comforted by the same words that your mother comforted you with. Thank you for this beautiful song and for the entire collection, Mother. I know that your intention was to honor your mother with these songs, but I hope you know that you have far exceeded that.

  • @readytoletgo
    @readytoletgo Год назад +5

    Literally feels like this song just ripped out my heart and squeezed it so hard that my tears just keep flowing and my chest keeps hurting. very impactful song, makes me miss people who were once here with me.

  • @seleniteASMR1
    @seleniteASMR1 Год назад +44

    As someone who almost lost my mother this past week, this hits really hard

    • @eryismum
      @eryismum Год назад

      hug her for me, will you? 🫂

    • @페르난도-t3e
      @페르난도-t3e Год назад

      As someome who once saw a movie about war, this hits really hard

    • @natpeterson9735
      @natpeterson9735 Год назад +3

      @@페르난도-t3e Careful, might cut yourself on all that edge

    • @daltonhall6727
      @daltonhall6727 Год назад +3

      Selenite, my heart goes out to you. I’m sorry for the fear and heartache that you must have endured. I hope you get much more time to cherish her and laugh with her. I know that all the time we are granted together is never enough. Love hard and shine bright 🫶🏼

  • @PatienceBrody
    @PatienceBrody Год назад +10

    "I'm too tired to fight in a civil war of faith" hit hard. Your music is amazing and so healing somehow and thank you. I don't have words to express my sympathy at the loss of your mom. Take care of yourself please. Your music helps me take care of myself 😊

  • @scarm7129
    @scarm7129 Год назад +8

    How is it that every single one of your songs makes me weep?
    My mother isn't gone, she's just two walls away from me at the moment, but she is moving away from what has been home for a long time. Maybe all the way across the ocean. I've been holding onto the songs she's written, trying to collect things to soothe me when I can't just go get a hug. The fear of losing her for good has been in the back of my mind for as long as I can remember being alive. It feels like I'm preparing for a far more permanent parting than is actually happening.
    This song hurts and soothes. Thank you for reminding me to give her a hug, just because at the moment I still can.
    I hope your mother continues to be right, and that you find relief and peace in time.

  • @Ishrakhussain
    @Ishrakhussain Год назад

    Your voice is pure magic Boss

  • @doratheaussieexplorer
    @doratheaussieexplorer Год назад +259

    I could have really used this 23 years ago but I am a believer that true art especially (in my case) AUTHENTIC music comes into our lives at the right time and for a reason even if I don't understand it yet.
    You gave me my "trauma song" in Saturn that whenever I wake up from nightmares, night terrors etc I listen to Saturn usually on repeat. I've been doing this for nearly a decade now I guess.
    Crazy how time flies.
    Now you've given me another connection to my mother. All I can say Rob is thank you.
    As an unapologetically straight male I say this with all my heart. Thank you for what you give us all, even those who haven't experienced your music yet.
    You've touched my heart and soul over the years since you went solo. I rarely comment in general but please know I appreciate you as an artist, song writer and musician and a human being.
    Now I have to go listen to this song a few more times and see if I can figure out why this has come into my life at this time.
    Take care Rob and everyone else who reads this.

    • @AshOzer
      @AshOzer Год назад +2

      🤗

    • @JustMe_Melodies
      @JustMe_Melodies Год назад +6

      Aside from the straight male part, I could’ve written all that myself. I lost my mom to suicide 8 years ago and I haven’t listened to my RUclips subscriptions in a couple weeks, because life got that crazy. Sitting on my floor surrounded by my 3 cats after I’d just put my daughter to bed, nearly in tears because I miss my mom so bad. This song just gave me so much comfort. I hope he never stops making music. I’m about to start my own journey to give myself a creative outlet and help me connect to others as well.

    • @joshuaevans7184
      @joshuaevans7184 Год назад +1

      Small note as to not to detract, but his name is Ryan (not Rob). Cheers.

    • @tjohnz3171
      @tjohnz3171 11 месяцев назад

      no you haven't

  • @Neetweeuk23477
    @Neetweeuk23477 Год назад +4

    I just feel the need to tell you that this is my fourth year coming to the States. I’m still struggling with grammar, culture, and everything. These strange days and sleepless nights, the comfort and security your music give me is the reason of why I can still be grateful when I think of life. It’s always you.

  • @chanlay5425
    @chanlay5425 Год назад +1

    My mother died in my age of 6 or 5!
    I can't even remember! And I can't even remember her voice ! All I remember is she teach me how to make fried rice! I still make this fried rice and still crying!
    Thank you for this beautiful song!

  • @jaysonkerr3218
    @jaysonkerr3218 Год назад +1

    This song reminds me of my mother so much and how I felt after she passed and still do. I can't find faith but I know she believed and she is up in heaven watching over me now, thank you for this amazing song.

  • @shelbyjohansen2596
    @shelbyjohansen2596 Год назад +7

    This is one of those cases where I feel like I've already know all the lyrics, because they are the exact words I've been telling myself for years. Very beautiful

  • @antoniocoppola3185
    @antoniocoppola3185 Год назад +2

    you already believe my man, you just need to realize and accept it

  • @aaronadams5885
    @aaronadams5885 11 месяцев назад +1

    This song is unbelievably, heartbreakingly beautiful. I lost my mum when i was 16, after a long period of illness. My dad and I cared for her till the end. Now, at 26, Ive lost my dad as well. I feel like im drowning and i dont know how to swim. Music has been my one saving grace, without it i dont think i could get up in the morning. This song gives me hope. Thank you, truly.

    • @su....
      @su.... 9 месяцев назад

      i'm so very sorry. being almost 70, i've found that at the end of the day all that truly matters, all that there is in life, is to KNOW one is adored, by god. KNOW YOU ARE ADORED BY GOD. that's really all there is.

  • @CarolynGranger
    @CarolynGranger Год назад +6

    You’re my favorite artist who holds such emotion. Never give up! Keep making music

  • @erika5820
    @erika5820 Год назад +3

    I've never cried this hard just because of a song. This is a masterpiece

  • @cindyblankfield1961
    @cindyblankfield1961 Год назад +1

    Love &strength to all of you !!

  • @annygabrielamartinsdeabreu6026
    @annygabrielamartinsdeabreu6026 Год назад +25

    My grandma passed away last Sunday, April 9th, ​​and I have been in overwhelming pain. this song reminded me of her in every word. thank you ryan for turning your pain into such beautiful lyrics as it will help me face mine 🤍

    • @staceytrundley5166
      @staceytrundley5166 Год назад +2

      So sorry for your loss 💜 May the memories you shared ease your pain 💐

    • @bloom2663
      @bloom2663 Год назад

      I lost my Grandpa the same day, nine years ago. Much love and many prayers going out to you.

  • @christinagambino4777
    @christinagambino4777 Год назад

    You are a beautiful Soul and your Mother will always be with you at your side. She is smiling at the joy of you.

  • @seaofsound
    @seaofsound Год назад +7

    This song is so beautiful, it made me cry so much, i can't imagine the pain of losing a parent, i think sometimes i take for granted that both my parents are still here with me and i really shouldn't, i guess i should appreciate them more and tell them i love them more often. The lyrics "Please, help me remember the voice of my mother reminding me everything's okay" just broke me, i think slowly forgetting the people you love that have passed away is painful and weird. Thanks a lot for sharing these songs with us!

  • @MostArdently_Yours
    @MostArdently_Yours Год назад +1

    This music always makes me think about how we are all so different or far apart but these feelings of loss and grief make us so close together.
    We have this in common.
    The loss of my brother. The loss of someone else’s mother. The loss of a friend.
    We can feel connected. And in that way. There is a beautiful side to grief in that we are not alone.
    Our lost loved ones would have it no other way.

  • @nicolemoszko1285
    @nicolemoszko1285 Год назад

    Absolutely beautiful 🥹❤

  • @jerrychen1799
    @jerrychen1799 Год назад +3

    God bless you and your mother. Please keep writing songs for her and all of us. Your songs mean a lot to me when I feel unsecured. Thank you

  • @ShugaAnims
    @ShugaAnims Год назад +3

    Beautiful song, God bless ❤

  • @flaviamitiko798
    @flaviamitiko798 Год назад +2

    I can't even describe the feelings i've had while listening to this song, it's so bittersweet and full of hope...

  • @Jess-lc7ci
    @Jess-lc7ci Год назад +1

    Even if it talks about a mother, i can't help but remember my dad. He's an old man and he's having health problems lately and I'm far away from home because of college.
    I'm always afraid of getting a call saying that he's not longer here or he's getting worse. I always ask for a little more of time so i can graduate before he is gone.
    Thanks for the song, it makes me feel a little more of peace.

  • @ArtemisRayne94
    @ArtemisRayne94 Год назад +8

    We're having my grandads funeral next week... I find peace with this. These songs you write are my comfort and calm. Saturn (I themed my first tatoo after that one) in particular especially lately, but this one here is just the right thing at just the right time... thank you 🫶🖤❤

    • @staceytrundley5166
      @staceytrundley5166 Год назад +1

      Sorry for your loss 💐
      Saturn is my absolute fave but this one is serious competition…
      Hugs to you ❤

  • @mitalikshatriya
    @mitalikshatriya Год назад

    this song does sound like some kind of heaven

  • @shantae23
    @shantae23 Год назад +1

    This is song is just- WoW... I buried my mother on the 9th of April 2023 and i've been feeling off since. God has been faithful ❤‍🩹

  • @madbrown960
    @madbrown960 Год назад

    Around this time last year, my mother entered home hospice at the tail end of her fight with brain cancer. She lived 9 months post diagnosis, longer than we expected but still far, far too short. I have never been good with my emotions. I grieved as I held her hand as she died, and I grieved at her memorial, but beyond that I tried to bury it, to push through. This song broke me. Honestly, truly broke me. Thank you. Sincerely thank you for making me really grieve again, for reminding me that grief only gets easier with time if you actually grieve the person you lost.

  • @cmauj7688
    @cmauj7688 Год назад +3

    You're amazing! ❤️ Beautiful, just beautiful talent.

  • @zenpachi100
    @zenpachi100 Год назад

    Thanks you for the song

  • @ManqobaMthethwa-ii9bc
    @ManqobaMthethwa-ii9bc 2 месяца назад

    This man is blessed

  • @DurzoBlunts
    @DurzoBlunts Год назад +2

    Makes me wanna ask my mom to record her saying "i love you and everything will be okay" and me the same for her. Great song and my condolences for your loss, she raised an amazing person.

  • @emilyvogt66
    @emilyvogt66 Год назад

    This song describes exactly where my mind and soul are right now...my beloved mother passed away (after 85 years of a life well lived) 2 and a half years ago and I'm still feeling so lost without her. Mama and I were cut from the same cloth and I miss that close bond. Life goes on - as it must - but it's been dimmed by having lost one of its most beautiful lights.

  • @RelativeConfusion
    @RelativeConfusion Год назад +1

    Love you, Sleeping At Last

  • @Nixio-14
    @Nixio-14 Год назад +2

    This song hit me so hard 🥺🥺 it almost 1 year since I lost my mother, I would do anything to hear her voice again 🥺

  • @sparrowgrimwork3530
    @sparrowgrimwork3530 Год назад +2

    Every single song is so absolutely beautiful!
    This music helps me find inner serenity when I need it most❤️
    I am about to bring a baby into this world at anytime now, and I've been struggling with a lot of anxiety over it. This will be the first child born in my family for a while now. Over the last three years, there has been at least three losses between my sisters and I. After the grief we have endured, I swear I will try my best to never take a moment with my children for granted. I want to be the most loving, supportive parent I can be. This song reminds me to take a breath and remember it will all be okay this time. ❤️❤❤
    To everyone out there grieving your mothers, know that the love we feel is so much deeper than we have words for. Please keep on smiling and live a beautiful, rich life. That's all we want for our children ❤️❤️❤️
    Edit
    It was my daughters first birthday today and she's more beautiful than I could have ever imagined. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @darwinvasquez1051
    @darwinvasquez1051 Год назад

    A month ago, my mom got a diabetes comma, we saved her, she still alive, but the expectations are not good for the future. All I lived with her at the hospital, are well expressed in this song. Thank you. Oh man, I cried a lot whit this song.

  • @ArualtikBaird
    @ArualtikBaird 5 месяцев назад

    My mother was recently diagnosed with stage 4 brain cancer. 3-4 months with out chemo. Maybe 18 months with out. This song and well all your songs have been helping me through it.

  • @cebukitty
    @cebukitty Год назад +2

    I could really relate to the words of this song. "I'm having trouble sleeping, I keep thinking my phone's ringing, I wake in a panic- What's wrong now?" My ma was in the ICU for weeks before she died in 2015. The nurses would call home or my phone if her condition worsened so as soon as I heard the phone ring, my heart would be nearly beating out of my chest in panic. "My nervous system's acting up, I'm worried it's forever messed up. Now being awake feels unsafe." I had trouble sleeping for nearly a year after she died. I felt like I had PTSD. "I still talk to my mother. I keep saying I'm sorry. The only words that feel like truth." This part made me cry. My ma had really aggressive stage 4 lung cancer, but I still had to sign the waiver to stop the doctors from resuscitating her. She was in pain but they couldn't give her painkillers. I knew letting her go was the right choice but the guilt still demolished me. Thank you Ryan and the band for giving voice to our pain. I'm a fan of your work, but this collection really resonates deeply with me. Thank You for crying my tears through this song, its helping me heal and I'm sure other listeners feel the same.

  • @EJC-be5kr
    @EJC-be5kr Год назад

    Stunning!!!!!

  • @CristianZG
    @CristianZG Год назад +5

    Echaba de menos esas melodías.. Ese timbre de voz.. 🙌🏻

  • @vaxroz453
    @vaxroz453 Год назад

    Thank you , no thank you in the world is enough

  • @eryismum
    @eryismum Год назад +1

    i hope someday you see this: ive been listening to you since i was 13, ever since i heard saturn. i always felt connected to your music and never disliked a song. ive grown and grown and now im almost 22. a couple months before your mother passed away, mine also did. that was my first loss. when “mother” was released on or around mothers day, i broke into very intense tears. because you understand, and although everyone will unfortunately understand someday, i didnt know you did. i’m sorry for your loss, im so sorry.
    but i will say this. your songs, ESPECIALLY this one, just made me feel so much less alone. my life went on pause after losing her. i felt so much guilt, she had caught covid from me and thats what made her pass. i had god awful panic attacks for about 10 months. i couldn’t eat, sleep, or function. your songs helped me keep going. thank you. thank you. just thank you.

  • @mackenziesisters4807
    @mackenziesisters4807 Год назад +1

    Damn! Literally the words to all my feelings lately. My mum passed away a year ago and my sis 9 months before her. We had two of your songs at my sisters funeral. Was perfect. Literally today I was talking to God and asking him to tell mum I’m sorry. And I even talk to her sometimes, just in case she can somehow hear me, through God.

  • @alanamirror
    @alanamirror Год назад

    So much love 💜

  • @SpyglassRealms
    @SpyglassRealms Год назад +2

    *Oh.*
    There's so much that this song makes me want to say, but I just can't find the words. I'm so sorry for your loss, I know that pain all too well; and thank you for sharing this work of eloquent vulnerability with all of us.

  • @cheese.8
    @cheese.8 Год назад

    all i could say is thank you for this song

  • @skatari
    @skatari Год назад +1

    I abruptly lost my mom late last year.....she was my best friend and the best person ever.
    Not gonna lie? This made me bawl like a baby
    Thanks for helping me on the path towards healing and moving on ~

  • @JOTC
    @JOTC Год назад

    My mom passed away 2 weeks ago from cancer. It's like this song is speaking to my soul. Thank you for sharing your talent with the world.

  • @BiBoFan
    @BiBoFan Год назад +4

    Gorgeous song 🥺❤️

  • @minik746
    @minik746 10 месяцев назад

    Your healing music and words is a prayer of hope for me. Your expression ''civil war of faith'' is exactly how I felt when l was weighed down with sorrow. Thanks to you as there will always be hope.

  • @anariel86
    @anariel86 Год назад

    Now that I'm a Mother, all I can tell you is that your mom's love is eternal... she is waiting for you in Heaven, God's gift for you!

  • @shawnee2759
    @shawnee2759 Год назад +1

    Lost my dad almost 2 years ago now, he died unexpectedly. It's hard to lose a parent like that, and the pain doesn't go away. Music is a way for me to cope too, it's why I love your songs since they talk about these kind of things. So thank you so much for sharing your music with us, I really appreciate it :)

  • @bambiebabie3897
    @bambiebabie3897 Год назад +1

    "I'm having trouble sleeping, I keep thinking my phone's ringing- I wake in a panic, what's wrong now?" hits me so hard. I still suffer ptsd from waking up to a bunch of missed calls, the reason being my sister decided to end her life. It's been years and I still wake up thinking I hear my phone ring and when I do see missed calls I can only think of the worst case scenarios.
    I'm sorry for your loss Ryan. Through great pain comes great art, and your music is truly an art gallery that touches hearts.

    • @claud1134
      @claud1134 Год назад

      i’m so sorry about your sister. i hope you’re doing okay, God bless you

  • @echooo9793
    @echooo9793 Год назад +2

    Really love your music. I always listen to it on when I’m walking to and from class, always listen while I’m just laying in bed. I’m listening to this now on a train ride home. Your music has changed my life, so thank you

  • @digthesechild-bearinghipsb2842

    I've been listening to your songs for over ten years, your songs helped me get through many hard times in my life, such as the passing of my grandfather. I can't imagine how awful it is to lose someone as close a mother, but I hope you are doing better and I just wanted to say thank you for the indirect help your music has provided me.
    I hope you have a lovely day and life from here on out

  • @Victor1998-m3b
    @Victor1998-m3b Год назад

    Performance ♥️

  • @memoaldrakarh5866
    @memoaldrakarh5866 Год назад

    I've listened it at the perfect moment. There's nothing that describes what I'm feeling now, nothing than this song.
    I've cried, I need cry...

  • @alchemyheart
    @alchemyheart Год назад

    I found you and these healing heart gems today. You and these songs are such a gift. I am infinitely grateful.🌜💖🌛

  • @Marie-kd5qw
    @Marie-kd5qw Год назад +1

    Heavenly

  • @herz__raum
    @herz__raum Год назад

    Needed this today, thank you ❤

  • @Joyce-nb6to
    @Joyce-nb6to Год назад

    Thank you.

  • @HiroyClay
    @HiroyClay Год назад +1

    I am so sorry for your loss... this song is perfect

  • @moa976
    @moa976 Год назад

    I 'm listening your music for the first time ; so happy to find you

  • @fumero86
    @fumero86 Год назад +1

    Real music, underrated, just beautiful ❤️

  • @nadiasimmons5403
    @nadiasimmons5403 Год назад

    Heartfelt! 😢🌻💛

  • @angelaverbowski995
    @angelaverbowski995 Год назад

    Blessed be thee, may you find peace after her passing -
    🌹🤍✌️

  • @nataliaramirez7646
    @nataliaramirez7646 Год назад +1

    ✨️✨️✨️💜 sublime!!!!

  • @K4dr0t
    @K4dr0t Год назад +2

    Gloria a Dios, ahora y por siempre

  • @99skyroxx
    @99skyroxx Год назад

    omg. TY

  • @bhflute
    @bhflute Год назад

    I needed this today, thank you

  • @heatherireton4842
    @heatherireton4842 Год назад

    Oh, sweet Jesus. This is amazing, a beautiful rendering of the internal fight between that which is Fearful in us, and that which is Wise and Calm.

  • @erikamattos3855
    @erikamattos3855 Год назад

    this song makes me feel.
    im so sorry for your loss, she is living in your songs

  • @sophiavasquez00
    @sophiavasquez00 Год назад +2

    this is beautiful 😭

  • @amer.8128
    @amer.8128 Год назад

    this is the most meaningful birthday present ive received
    thank you. ☺

  • @supercape6984
    @supercape6984 Год назад +1

    I really don't know how you do it Ryan, you've got me crying every time. Some of the most beautiful music I will ever listen to ❤

  • @feurigeist
    @feurigeist Год назад +1

    i lost my mother as a kid, this still hits really hard. beautiful work

  • @zafeiri
    @zafeiri Год назад

    Fantastic. Thank you .

  • @aliwalsh9252
    @aliwalsh9252 Год назад

    beautiful