It's like everything i used to pray for is just an empty space now. The beautiful, peaceful mornings i dreamed of; books i listed, movies i told myself i will watch, lessons i've been studying, that pure love i always kept in my heart, dream of being pregnant someday - craving for having my pretty healthy baby in my arms - the garden i always wanted to have just to plant flowers, rooms without fights and screams, the idea of being too away to be hurt... That safe house i always planned to buy for my mom, those foods i was willing to cook and feed everyone, everything i ran from and i was scared of, those songs i used to feel like playing in my veins, strangers with beautiful faces and cold walls in the middle of the winter... i feel like time passed just like in a minute and i am not who i wanted to be. I don't remember what i used to fight for, what i used to dream about, what i used to love. I don't feel love, i don't feel safe, i don't feel like i want to make any move for any dream anymore. Cause they don't feel like my dreams. Wars, forest fires, sicknesses, earthquakes and so many people that hurting... i don't know if things were harder back then but i don't fit this century and my soul is like screaming inside. sometimes i feel like God forgot me here and he won't come back to fix anything. And i am scared that i will find myself in this endless empty space forever.
God didnt let you slide. He just gives you a harder test. All those things you said that turned you sad are actions of the devil who wants to become one another lifeless creatur. You have to reject this kind of feeling. You have to become stronger and faster than the devil. God didnt forgot you. Maybe you stopped seeing the beauty of what is god capable of. Not he has to come back. You have to get back up. God is there for you. You just have to take action and take the opportunity of believing in you, god and jesus. Amen
I suggest getting off the internet and spending time with people who make you feel safe. It's only harder nowadays because tragedy is pushed in our faces constantly because of media and news. Tragedy and war and suffering had always existed, and it will continue to exist. Don't give up yourself because of it.
She was really the one. But you know what I stopped crying about losing her. Instead I started smiling when I remember the times. Thank you for the love you have me. I know we separated but I am forever changed.
Loving you Was like smoking cigarettes. I was so quickly addicted. As fast as I was hooked on you, You were gone. But the thing is, Once you're a smoker, Your lungs are forever damaged And you are forever craving Just one more smoke.
I never understood how it feels to desire someone, to appreciate their presence, Never understood how it feels to sit next to the moon, and not just stare at it from afar, I never understood how it feels to be wanted by someone until you fall harder for them than they fell for you, I never understood, until i met her then i finally do understand to let go of what I wanted to understand most
This is fucking hard to accept. Being aware that you never felt those feelings. I'm 21, I feel lost time to time but I always have my hope by my side. Hoping to loved and wanted for once makes my day better, and sometimes worsens.
His face was beautiful, sculpted from the gods. His skin was the perfect shade, golden in hue. My hands craved to trace over every scar, every bump, every dip, until his body was seared into my mind. Kiss after kiss, my heart would crack. The closer I got to him, the more my heart hurt. The knowledge of what I would do to him drove me over the edge. What I had to do to him. All a lie, they said. It wasn’t a lie, I truly loved him. But in the end, the ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.
He was perfect He was everything i’ve dreamed of Except that night. That night that he threw all of my dreams away That night my heart got ripped out of my chest That night my whole world fell apart But still do i worship him His lovely words drugged me His lovely words made me feel alive His lovely words are heaven He is a devil in disguise but i always get lost in those angelic eyes
How true that title rings. Sometimes in life you have to take chances, you have to expose yourself to the risk of getting hurt in order to maybe, just maybe, find someone who’s right for you. And sometimes it truly seems like you found comfort, perhaps even peace, but the fragility of shallow connections can make all of this vanish in an instant. I truly thought that I could love again. I truly thought that for once I have found someone like me who accepts me and enjoys being with me. And maybe at times she did. But the more I tried to get closer to her, the more she closed herself to me and pushed me away. I am just tired of this constant search of someone who will accept me. I do not think that I am unworthy, for we are all just people with a story, and maybe this is the end of a chapter in my story. But who wants to read a book which is full with failures and disappointments? And who wants to love a man who has never been truly loved? I really did try to make it work between us but it seems that for you I am just a toy. I doubt that anyone will ever read this, but if you do I hope that you will find some comfort in this comment and music, and know that you are not alone. We are all here, doomed to eternally suffer in this darkness, until a spark comes and we are tasked with catching it. Sometimes we catch it and it runs away, and sometimes it enters our soul, engulfs and lights up our darkness. I am still waiting for that spark to come.
That is the thing, you don't have to find the spark. Love yourself become the absolute best version of yourself it will take time and effort I know I haven't accomplished yet but if you keep trying to be the hero of your own story eventually you will become a sun that burns without mercy all the darkness away. In that moment when you expect it the least someone will knock at your door, and that person will be the one.
Oh yes,no jealousy cuz there is no desire, no suspicion cuz there is no more curiosity just admiration, pure admiration for who they are and what you know of them, it's peaceful this way. So peaceful.
Am I the only one that is crying just looking at the woman expression?Like damn, that sadness and emptiness does hit kinda hard. It's almost like if the man broke her heart and soul yet she still caresses him. Her eyes, so hurt and tired
He taught me how to be gentle with myself. He taught me to listen to every part of me that was screaming for help. He taught me that life is all about trying and fighting against myself to love me better. He made room for me to stop holding in my emotions and to live them to its fullest. I felt at ease with loving him. He was a safe place for me to unfold all the love that I’ve been wanting to pour into someone else. And I did. I did love without limits. It was beautiful. Amazing even. I loved being vulnerable to him and express my love in different forms. We would use to night drive with the windows open and some love songs with my legs on his lap whilst driving. I’d be looking and smiling at him for the whole ride. Id realize I’ve never fell for someone the way I did for him. I fell but it wasn’t painful. I fell and he was the one catching me at the end. He revived some parts of me, parts I thought were lost forever. I’d feel some type of way seeing him smile at me with the spark in his eyes. He’s a soul I liked to touch, to feel. He’s a soul that asked me to be careful with, a soul that I had to touch with delicacy with the tip of my fingers. He made me live so much in a short time. He made me feel for hundred years. Through him, I found moments that made life worthy to live for, feelings that fed my soul. Through him, i fell in love with love again. Through him, i learned to let my tears run down my face for love. He left me with beautiful memories, with remaining of joy in my heart. I’m writing this with a smile on my face. I feel lucky that my heart was in his care. I feel lucky for the moments I shared, for all the parts of him that I had the chance to embrace. I hope I made him feel warm when he had been having cold thoughts. I hope the feeling of my touch on his skin would stop his time. I hope he felt the same fire passion as mine. I hope, for the moment we were together, that he felt loved. And safe. I believe that some people are meant to cross your path to pour some magic in your life and to show you that there is so much worth living for. He was worth living for. He is the love that made me write this comment, the love that will forever warm my heart ❤
( Another Time Maybe? ) Her eyes captivate me. My soul seeks her. Her lips so pure and soft. My soul wants to be near but my mind says no. Her hair so pristine and soft. How my eyes gaze at her beauty. Her skin so tender. I gaze at her hands. Her arms. Her face. My soul is trapped and cries out. Yet only there is silence. Her eyes so bright. So soft. Just one glance and it tells a story. How my soul wishes to reach out. Just for one touch. To hear her voice. Yet fear strikes my soul. How could it be? So far from my soul. Like a ship gone a drift. Further and further it drifts into the horizon. Oh her beauty. Why does she torment me? How so much do i desire her. How I lust for her and only her. Just one kiss. Just one touch. Oh how i desire her and only her. Yet it cannot be so. Further and further i drift. B. Augustine ( 2022) Revised (2016) Dedicated to : Reyna G.
Youth and first love. The greatest of them all. A short moment together but so full of emotion. So much to learn about human nature and yet so lost. How did it feel to hear those shy words "I love you" for the first time. But can anything hurt more when you said "I don't love you anymore". It's been over 30 years now and that wound is still bleeding inside me. We were young fools once and the world was different. It is no longer the same and the heart does not burn as it did back then. Colors don't glow and the spring sun doesn't dazzle like it did then. Where the pale moon once made our young eyes twinkle, now it brings cold comfort to this old body. My wound is still bleeding. So much you hurt me, but that's how it has to be. I knew so little about life back then, but now I know that no one gets through life without pain. Life gives and takes and there is no point in looking for blame. Life is bigger than my old memories. It is bigger than our young love was, even if we didn't believe it at the time. We are only young once and we experience first love only once. I am so grateful that I got to experience it with you. And I am grateful to you for being the one who hurt me so much. No one else but you. Maybe that's what true love is. Be blessed wherever you are now. We are only here for a moment. Youth and love are fleeting moments and soon you will find yourself becoming old. Our life is only a short path and whatever we encounter along the way, let us be grateful for everything. Don't cry for the one who left you. Be grateful that she was the one who shared a part of life with you. Be grateful that you once felt love so great that it still hurts you.
Thanks for this comment brother. May life blesses you with all the good things. You may not know but I feel every word you said. Love from your cosmic brother ❤️
Wow i felt i am reading a great peot. Just that feeling. Because every word you chose just completed the whole words before it. That was super pretty and soft. Loved the acceptance this romantic soul has beside this beautiful writing.
@@ZahraSadati13 Thank you for your kind words. Acceptance is exactly the right word for my writing. When you get old, you realize that life doesn't ask your permission when it decides differently than you do. Sometimes it's sad, but it still brings peace to a restless heart.
The closer I got to you, the more distant you felt . Until you were no longer there.. i search for you in every crowded place, waiting for you to be carried in by a mysterious air. My soul yearns for our next meeting, I’m missing you like a root misses its stem, like how the moon cannot exist without the sun. Like the stars that tickle throughout our veins. I can’t help but remember your soul from another place.. another time. Its just two souls repeating a tale as old as time.
At first It was a simple glance We started to talk for a second seconds turned to minutes minutes turned to hours to the point I could call you a friend Days went by and our bond strengthend Days became months Months beame years And finally my soul lusted for yours The lust, The desire for you was marvelous Yet when our souls touched it would tranish mine But my soul kept reaching for yours Your soul was sweet like citrus Yet the further we touched it came with a sour tinge to it No longer were you sweet to me but sour As if I had done something so unforgivable Although all I did was to get closer Now there is a sour wall that I no longer can bypass No longer can I withstand all your sour words No longer you fill my senses with sweetness or sourness No longer do you fill me up with anything You stopped touching my soul You stopped caring about mine You left me with just emptyness While you are filled with mine
It's been 8 long years but those memories of us still comes in my mind every single second , even when I'm sleeping . The more I grow the more I miss as I'll never be able to see the world with those innocent eyes of mine anymore.
whenever i get her to love me, i seem to make her bored after a while. because she needs to know, how willing i am to pursue her in dire times. that is when i have to fight for her love, to prove to her, my unyielding loyalty; - to keep her for a while once more. when i am drowning in misery of her leaving, she is tearing my heart open, to see if it is still love that is inside. the pain eventually makes me surrender to the possibility of losing her forever.. and i grow cold, and learn to let go. that's when she suddenly loves me the most. and why they say: if you love her, let her go.
Beyond truth and gesture - Spare my heart fully and completely ;understand That beauty is derived from pain the beauty of Love is never ending The songs that come near you And me create the thoughts and possibilities of philosophy Aren't you closer to me -? When I am the farthest to you? YOU WONDER HOW COULD I LOVE YOU BE HAPPY? KNOWING AND EXPERIENCING YOUR FIERCE ROYAL SPARTAN STrength AND SKILL ** FOR I WAS CAPABLE COMPATIBLE AND WILLING TO LOVE ALL OF YOU - AND I ALWAYS WILL. AND WITH AN EMINENT HEART I SALUTE MY LOVE HAS BEEN VALIENT AND RUTHLESS FIGHTER + IT JUST SEEMS TO KICK UP MY FARAWAY DESIRE When we walk by each other in heaven but we met in hell
The closer I got, the farther I was from you How can something be close, far? I wanted to get to know you I asked and asked questions As we talk, I am drawn to you But as I get to know you, the more I get far away The more I know, the more I do not know As I get to know you, I realize that, I am just a nobody. A nobody that you'll forget, soon.
I dont just miss you, since the day you left, i miss everything. The little things we shared, your laugh, your voice, your smell, your eyes oh these lovely eyes, i loved how they always shine. Your little compliments. Everything. And everytime i see you, one piece from my broken heart fells. And i just wish, you write me one time again.
Her eyes met mine It felt like our souls were meant to be Her eyes clear and honest Her eyes bright as honey Reminding me of galaxies Does she hear my heart pounding? Can she sense my soul aching to be beside her? When she speaks Her voice sounds like a cool spring day Warm and a new Can she tell the joy she brings me? Her hair Her lips Her eyes Her skin The most precious She is the one I desire She looks at me I feel our souls connect But she turns away Can she not feel it too? I reach for her She so close But yet so far How come? Why do her eyes brighten when she speaks to another Why do they go dull when she speaks to me Why does she show them a bright smile While me a small wave Ah, but yet again She isn’t mine She was never mine She is his And I am simply A small spec While him Her whole Her soul and his together And mine lost Has she deceived me? No, I looked for the love and warmth That was never mine.
such a beautiful thing you wrote. i couldn't relate better since my heart loved one that was never his. he's hers, but still his soul belongs to me, he knows and so do i.
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
May I compare you to the unmistakable noise of leaves under feet That a dream like you was born on a taunted street May thy words fail my mouth and thoughts my reason That a flower like you withstood every season That a man like me and a woman like you, ever loved and behoved… Yet, of your memories I pray, may thy glimpse of you, never decay.
Tears filled her eyes blurring the yellow light from the street lamp. She quickened her pace holding her breath to keep in the wail that pushed in her throat. He said it was over with an exhale that stilled the universe. 40 years to that tender hearted girl broken from her first love. That first love the most pure and the deepest pain.
My reflection is no longer My eyes cloud with regret and sorrow For she is gone And shall never return I stumble once again My hand bled My head, spinning Keep going Searching Its there Its in front of you Your hands tremble You stare at your reflection Now broken and mangled Your eyes dim once more Your breaths as sharp as the broken fragments of your reflection Because There was no "her" For you were chasing what you wish you were Who you used to be Now a shell Empty Your tears fall in time with your blood The opaque mix of tears and crimson mix Leaving you breathless For you are no more You can no longer feel The spark is gone And she won't return Farwell
I love the way you stare at me, but when I catch you, I might look away, not because I’m nervous, it’s because I’m scared to fall in love again. I’m scared of getting hurt again, I don’t even know how it feels like to love someone anymore. You got me thinking about you every night, wondering if I love you or not, imagining you next to me, repeating our moments over and over again. I don’t know if I should love you or if I do, I don’t wanna hurt again..
The odds of the world meet at us. We endure the endless burdens of our respective lives. Leave it all behind and take me before I collapse. The weight we bear is too much, the love we share is so great. I wake up and realize that it will never be. By some glimmer in the mind unmeasurable and in the minds of so many may I find comfort in this moment wishing for the moments I’ll never have.
I could never love him the same. The way his sweet words touched my ears and lips. Now fire burns there. There's nothing there how do you hurt someone you love I asked. He saiid idk but it wasn't meant to be. Now I go back to feeling like there's a hole ripped in my chest and no ones coming to save me. Ive asked so many times where is my soulmate he is not there. How do I accomplish my dreams without someone to hold me. No You'll do them on your own someday but you will be as happy as you once thought youd be. What is this hell that torments us and keeps us from seeing the one. No longer are they the one but a quaint memory in our heads. Thank you for reading!!!
Buradaki bütün müzikler bana insanların ne kadar kalp kırıcı olduğunu hatırlatıyor. Değer verdiğimiz herkes bizi bırakır. Herkesin sonu olduğu gibi hislerinde sonu vardır. Insanlar sevdiklerini bir süre sonra kaybolan hisleri yüzünden kırar. Uzdukleri kişiye ne yasattim diye düşünmezler. Ama o arkada bıraktıkları kişiler onlar için fazlasıyla acı çeker. Bütün gun ağlarlar belkide. Ismini duydukları an yüz ifadeleri düşer. Onların yokluğuna sarılırlar. Bunu yapan değil ona yapılan anlar...
I lied and she cried Pieces of me died When I saw her like this How could I fail To see what was in front of Me all this time The reason to live The reason to breathe And now The further she goes The more I stumble And fall Falling and falling Falling and falling Until I can't no more
We broke up today, he never understood me, it didn't matter to me, i loved him i still love him I'd probably love him forever or I'm gonna forget about him someday .what matter is i really gave him all the effort i have .now i have nothing only his memories in my heart
i don't even have any memories of him i just loved him, even when i know he has not any feelings for me, i just love his eyes his smilies i loved him alot but he didn't even notice me, that hurts alot 💔
She encompasses everything for me. She is the source of the despair that comes from unfulfilled dreams, she is also the beacon of hope that shines in the midst of darkness. She is the haze that envelops my solitary mornings, as well as the dew that moistens my evenings. She is the very essence of the primal instincts that drive me. She is everything.......!
For a long time I got into the habit of wasting my nights thinking about him. Still I fight against my flaws to be perfect for him. In the impression of losing my blood and my faith there each time. He was there, gently touching my heart, with his fingertips, he quoted. Touching my soul at the same time. Why am I crying? Why did my soul fly away with him? I held his hand, ready to hold it in mine for good. The girl that I am finds herself lost. With no one to drag me down his path. No hand to guide the young soul I would like to create. I'm drowning. I drown looking for my love. By losing it, thinking only of unhealthy ideas. I think I refuse to end up alone. Yet, being the solitary person that I am on a daily basis. Crushing my tears on the blue rug on my bedroom floor. A cold room now. Disarmed of its atmosphere and its warmth. A room for crying. Because the rest of my world is destined for silence. J'ai longtemps pris l'habitude de perdre mes nuits pour penser à lui. Toujours je me bat contre mes défauts à être parfait pour lui. Dans l'impression d'y perdre mon sang et ma foi à chaque fois. Il était là, à toucher délicatement mon coeur, du bout des doigts, avait-il cité. Frôlant mon âme par la même occasion. Pourquoi je pleure ? Pourquoi mon âme s'est envolée avec lui ? Je tenais sa main, prête à la garder dans la mienne définitivement. La fille que je suis se retrouve perdue. Sans personne pour m'entraîner dans son chemin. Aucune main pour guider la jeune âme que j'aimerais créer. Je me noie. Je me noies en cherchant mon amour. En le perdant, pensant qu'à des idées malsaines. Je crois que je refuse de finir seule. Pourtant, en étant la personne solitaire que je suis au quotidien. Écrasant mes larmes sur le tapis bleu du plancher de ma chambre. Une chambre froide désormais. Désarmée de son ambiance et de sa chaleur. Une chambre réservée aux pleurs. Car le reste de mon monde m'est destiné au silence.
To have you around me was a true blessing I enjoyed every second of it. But little did you know, you were loving a demon A demon, full of thoughts and hatred, A demon, attached to a lot of things. Unable to set right priorities Superficial, but yet so honest And here you are falling down the abyss. Hoping for a little spark in the dark
Unrequited, I long for you. Selfishly, I wish to invade your tortured solitude. Carelessly, you say "I missed you," "I'd love to see you," "when will I see you again?" Oh...oh, no, you don't mean that how I heard it. Oh, not again. Please, one more time. I am not what you are seeking, but please, let this confession rest my searching mind. I have loved you for a long time. Oh, curse you. Forget me. Forget me. Forget me.
The closer I get to believing in and loving myself the futher I get from my parents, they're divorced. They hate eachother, fight all the time and I am in the middle of this. I don't know what to think anymore, they are both such manipulators. I'm told all stuff about them (how they insult eachother all the time), that I can't distinguish what's right to do and to think. And at the end of the day, no matter how much they hate eachother, no matter how much they deny that they're the same, it won't the truth. I can't imagine a peaceful life with them both being present (at the same time atleast or in a big amount) in my life. In the future I will move out far away, where's only a few people. It's going to be a place where I can enjoy my true mother, nature. Then I'll be able to live tranquily, not caring about no one, but myself. But 'till then, I need to be strong enough to withstand any obstacles my parents and my peers put in my way.
You're so near yet still far away to hold Your eyes shine so bright, it is because of me? Every word you utter, sounds like a melody on my ear Your thoughts, words, and perspective is beautiful as you. If you see things, does i cross your mind? I want you to embrace me but I know you'll never be able to Cause i wanna be yours, I want you by my side and yet I keep running away from you. Is it because I'm scared of love? Or it because I already know the ending of us?
I tried to find A LOVER many times in known and unknown places. People came and left. They always betrayed me I don't know why whether I gave best of myself to them. Then I found MYSELF. This feeling is so satisfied that now I'm not running towards the unloyal people. I always think that people didn't give me such respect what I deserved and then I came to know that THIS IS LIFE. More satisfied alone with myself. I wish all the people find their true loved ones who stay till last breathe.
I stare at the starry night Remembering the sun For no night it was but morning like bright When on a dark twilight I found the one Darker than the void was the eve Darker than her eyes But it was bright I perceived When I looked at the sun at midnight, surprised The sky was blue and clouds were white Stars disappeared into swirls For it was the yellow morning light When I saw her hair in the wind unfurl December had turned to march Snowy winter became the green spring That is what I believed with my heart For my eyes forgot how to blink That was the night of the morning glow It did not just plant affection, love it sowed But she was gone quicker than a breath Alone in the dark again was I left
There was this boy, whom i admired so much. He was the man of my dreams. Because of family decision i transferred school, the first step of my new classroom the thought of regression 'cause my recent school was precious and like a home to me. Until i saw him...when i first saw him my eyes were suddenly field with love and hope. Thinking that this would be a new journey because it was the first time i fell inlove in a first sight. Days...weeks...months..pass by i was still inlove with him UNTIL. Until, I saw him flirting with another girl, it was the most heartbreaking moment of my life i never thought it would end up this way. I thought he like me too...i began to cry but i stopped 'cause I don't wanna embarrassed myself. Going home with my heart broken i felt like my heart became a stone, it was really hard to accept. Years pass by, i lost sparks and interest also have move on. And then, i saw him..but it was different now my eyes is full with sadness and hopeless love now. It was a hard experienced it but atleast i learned my lesson.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! ___________________________________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around!
I loved you And I know you loved me too But it's just Maybe The world doesn't wants us to work Because each time I get closer to you You just leave me alone at the dark It hurts But Maybe that's what universe wants to tell us Maybe we are not meant for each other Maybe we will be together but not in this life. Yet whenever I see you It always makes me happy and at the same time aches my heart. You were near but far away. I love you from the stars to ur moon Even if u hurt me I'll still continue to love you forever Maybe that's how weak i was. And I doubt I'll never love anyone else the same as I did To you...
his face, his presence. his eyes, sent from the heavens his hands, so warm it's him i adore. but what i must find i cannot seek, for he loves a girl, but that girl is not me. the more i get closer, the farther i get for i have to deny my feelings, was it all just a bet? kept searching and searching, alone, i weep dug and dug, but have i dug too deep? i have one purpose, and that is to find him. but he was already gone, and it was all just a sin. his face, his presence his eyes sent from the heavens he has already drifted, and i have learned my lesson.
Love is glancing timelessly out your window at night, listening to those sorrowfully, deeply captivating songs while only having one thing in your mind, him, your love, you have the strongest yearnings for. Love is motivating, gets me up in the morning, makes me practice the piano, nocturnes in cis moll chopin, he always cheered me up to start again, never give up on the dreams I ignored so long and gathered them in my subconsciousness. Love is opening yourself to the person, showing vulnerability while being more than sure that your secrets are safe with him,that you are safe with him, that safety is surrounding you, endlessly not bound to any rules, promises, conditions. But love is also grieve, pain, crying, realizing that you have drifted too far away, physically, emotionally, so many kilometers are parting us. Is this really going to stop us? Or is it a you and me again, no unity? It has only started why do I feel like the timing isn't right, maybe in a parallel universe we'd had a chance. Your love made me recover from my eating disorder, my depression, my anxiety because with it I felt light regardless of all the struggles trying desperately to weigh me down. Oh your "i really like you" was like candy to my ears. But I guess i might not be enough.not pretty, not musically, not worthy enough. Maybe in another universes our paths would cross again,.starting with a staring contest like our old us and we could finally fall eternally to sleep with each other listening to the same music, riding on the same wave, having grown old together. But now I'm here, listening to the music that were meant for us alone.
He was sweet At times he were bitter Mostly I didn’t understand him But still I craved for his touch I lust for things like flavorful words But at the end it tasted like nothing He seems to be in love with me But am I? All his words were filled with dances of joy Tastes of cinnamon… Or that is what the others told me But still I felt nothing So I said nothing And I gave…nothing But then When he touched me a spark ran through my fingers And so I realize That we were meant to be Even when he said to me I love you Because his words… Flavorless and… Colorless and he’s always known
You, the one who fixed me The one who cared The one I run into when I'm scared You've been my everything When I didn't have anything You, the one who I have loved The everything I had You, the one I vowed to protect The one I've strived for The one who gave me strength I thank you for everything For you have gave me one of the best days in my life I'm really thankful to you, and I've always loved you. Please forgive me that I didn't become someone who was best for you. I'm now stronger thanks to you I am also better because of you But forgive me if unknowingly hurt you. The closer I get the farther you've been. But it's okay because I know i must repent for my sin.
The closer I got, the further I was from you, An endless chasm that I couldn't see through. With every step, the distance grew, And my heart sank with a heavy hue. I thought I had you within my grasp, But the more I tried, the more you'd clasp. The words you spoke were empty air, As if you weren't really there. My heart yearned for your sweet embrace, But all I found was an empty space. The closer I got, the further I was from you, And I was left feeling so very blue.
It was a burn I yearned to feel, and when it kissed me it swallowed me whole. Now, I have nothing left. All are his, and his only. There are chances at day when I slip unconsciously looking for parts that belonged to me. Yet, I find nothing. All are his and his only. When he is away my thoughts swirl around my room. Out of fear, out of despair. A burning candle left to burn itself in darkness. All are his, and his only. You promised that we will burn together until we are nothing but ashes but I sometimes feel lonely. Where are you? All are his... Do I have all of him? His only.... is he mine? I am mournfully unsure.
First I heard about you from my friend Then I finally got to meet you It felt like we were meant to be Like everything was planed as it is for the stories we read We were so good together We really were But it didn't last for long Everything has an "until" And our "until" came too We are not as we used to be Now I hear about you only from my friend and not you And you hear about me from my friend not me This isn't how it was supposed to be We both know we love each other We feel it we see it Everyone sees it But why There is no reason But again why ... Maybe we were something that we couldn't be But I really want to be that something again Because that was the best part of my life I wanna live it again So please come back I need you and you need me too
First time hearing your music, this was featured for me and glad I clicked it. I’ve been having a rough day full of emotions, and listening to this whilst crying has helped my pain a little bit. Thank you, bless you for your beautiful music ❤
Sometimes, a betrayal of others is actually a betrayal of oneself. I was afraid of silence and did what was best for all. A fleeting moment and a decision made. This melody causes the yearning to return... that I fight so desperately to suppress.
She is so soo soo tired , when all he’s doing is begging her to hold on to keep going ,although he knows he may be the reason she is tired , not just that she deals with the weight of the world the people whom she thought would always be there and promised to stay , just walked away so she sits her days keeping a strong face when she feels the emptiness in her soul in the quite of home she lives at and in her life she just don’t wanna feel so alone what can she say thier isn’t no way to put it in words so you keep wanting her to keep holding on she is but not because you asked , because she is all she has .
@@cuddlycurb884 awh honestly if your not happy it better you set this partner free you will find happiness with in yourself and for you I have and it’s hard to let go but they hurt you and don’t listen to you so set it freee
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
Thank you for this playlist and thank you the people who write the comments and poetry down here feel like love is something feeling that’s love in this world thank you guys…
He bought light into my life after three years of dark shade hovering over me He lifted the curtain again which I closed with much rage for the former man in my life He showed me light again He became the source of warmth for me after ages of cold drops uneased me He became dear to me so as much as life itself. I met him only once.... But he made me feel all the love I couldn't achieve from my past endeavours He treated me like a flower..... For the first time that I had experienced such feeling.... Oh Lord please save that man from a menace and disgrace like me....... Oh Lord bestow him the power to leave me..... Please Lord take that favorite Mistake of mine away from me
The closer I got, the further I was from you. Like the starry morning burns darker in your hue, A faint ghost of a moon in the shine of your sun, I wasn't quite who I thought I'd become. The closer you got, the clearer it grew. You were a spirit to my mind, a North star. There was nothing to see in us, nothing to grow, Our made-up story was just all I knew. The closer we got, the less fog I'd see. Your every pore and wrinkled smile, It seemed maybe something could grow there. Maybe the real person you could become to me.
It’s okay to feel melancholic sometimes … the best part is that at least you have acknowledged the way you feel a certain way.. the worst scenario is, people trying to escape from reality and running after things like sex, drugs, money, sugar, etc. hoping it would make them fell better someday…only to realise it’s making things even worse …. it’s fine not feeling comfortable sometimes,,, i guess accepting things just the way they are solves half of the problem…. Good and evil , sad and happy, rich and poor, thick and thin are two sides of the same coin … people who crave happiness are the ones who are often most depressed … i hope we all find peace somewhere, someday … god bless you all❤️
What i was I was a soldier But this war Its a lot harder Its impossible to handle And I'm afraid I'll break I believe i can fight this deep urge But when you look at me when you're near When all i can smell is you Even when you're gone When all i can hear is your voice Even when you're not speaking When all i can see is you Even when you're not here Not even near This war is dangerous Because its between me And myself And im afraid I'll lose Against this urge to Bury your body Mix your soul Connect your lips With mine .
I shared every thought with you, i shared my soul with you, i was honest, i was real , i tried to be You just to be with you, but everytime I took a little step into you, you run roughly miles from me ...
I made up a character of you in my mind, it was not you but my imagination I gave my love , my purity,my honesty,my self to you but it was not you whom I was giving myself, but it was my imagined character And when I caught you cheating, you were crying for me , I can't understand anything anymore The character I was giving everything to , is dead . I can't give myself to this person But its not your mistake, its mine , instead of loving you I loved my fantasy of you I can't leave you, I can't accept you, O God are you there?
Felt like a piece of hope and tranquility disappeared over night. Then that same night I stabbed the feeling of dispare in the heart. That heart bleed more than I thought it ever could
I could tell you what it's like to love you, everything inside of me is apart of you, never felt so close even at a distance, like your heart beats the music, I can feel you in every tune.
Night and day this stubborn heart seeks your Love endlessly. For TRUE Love knows no end. I have become your shadow of Love and have Loved you in my silence. My heart and my soul clinch too you my Love. You're my heaven on this earth. Thank you! for existing. 🙏
You see I am one with the dirt I have been left in, locked out of my own own home, But I am still in my Kingdom, the trees hug me and whisper messages, the grass kisses me, the tiny messengers carry me, and when it all burns I will always rise because I have been a phoenix a thousand times in a thousand lives. I dance in the dust and smile while I sow my hearts wounds with threads of gold and capture my diamond tears
There's no more thrill i need The desires that we shared From the channels of our dreams To the grave I'll find you again somewhere I believe You'll find me somewhere again I believe
I thought I could have trust her. My own mother. She looks at me like a stranger, with envy in her eyes. I have now realized that she is a person who is evil and seeks out revenge. I wanted to save you but not everyone wants to be saved. Is it me? Am I not good enough? Should I speak more softer and watch how I speak with my words? Should I be on my tippy toes when there’s glass on the floor? Or should I be on my knees crawling for forgiveness of what I haven’t done? It never made sense to me. I have blamed myself from all your wrong doings. Because of you, I lost my voice. Because of you, I am scared of the world. Because of you, I’m scared of love. I cannot bring myself to be close with another being, but to close my door and hide under my blanket. As I cried in my room, you never asked me if I was okay because you didn’t care for me. So loneliness was my comfort, my safe place. Hiding in my shell wherever I go. I am no longer sorry for standing up and speaking my truth. I will fight for my souls desire. I will not be like you! I will not back down from the harsh words you speak. I will learn to grow and evolve even if it hurts. If it takes me to crawl, I will do so. And you will not stop me.
Dores da alma q se esconde na vastidão de sentimento inexplicável! Sensação de não pertencer a esse universo !Vidas paralelas q nunca se cruzam e seguem se arrastando a passos esmos! Busca incessante e inexplicável! !
"The closer i got, the further i was from you" literalmente eu quando me ajoelhei para rezar e implorei para me sentir amada, por Deus, por mim, pelos meus próximos.
I have always dreamed of my future, what it would be like, who I would meet, where I would go. I had a plan. I knew what I wanted, understood what I deserved. That is….. Until there was you. You were more than beautiful, untouched by the cruelty of this world. You were radiant, more so than the sum of every star in the universe. You were charming, witty, gentle, fierce, and so beyond my reach that I could hardly believe we shared the same air. Even though it pained me more than any wound ever could, I knew deep down that I could never deserve you. No matter what I did, who I became, you would remain only the angel in my dreams. So I left. I packed my bags and ran away like a coward, because I could not face you. I could not face myself. I regret that decision more than anything, but I know it was the right choice. You can, and eventually will, meet a better man than me. Someone intelligent, kind, and generous. Someone who can give you what I can not. Someone with whom you will spend the rest of your days. I wish that man could be me, but alas, fate had different ideas for the two of us. Fate. It surely must be the thing that now pulls me along this beaten road, my plans long since forgotten and tossed aside. My confidence in my future has wilted, just like the flowers with the arrival of this cold winter, as I know my life will never be full without you in it. Now I solemnly venture into the next chapter of my life, no longer with purpose or goal. I do not know where this road I’m taking will end, only that it leads me away from you, my angel. Away from the foolish dreams I had of a life together. Away from joy and happiness. Away from the only love I will ever know. Every step I take leads me closer to my looming future, and consequently, further from you. Oh, what an ending.
"I'm free now, Though I would be enslaved by her gaze, I'm free now, When I witness the beauty held by her face, I'm free now, Counting the time we've been seperated and it's been days, I'm free now, All I need is her love at this phase"
You were there with your green jacket arrived out of the blue the want of feeling you is not lesser now it's just impossible your dimples still makes me blush your eyes still makes me wonder your smile still makes me thunder I stopped wondering about moon you know I stopped embracing moon you know what if, what if I see you there You are, you were and you will always be an incomplete wish which is never going to complete but it's complete in my world. Yes it gave me pain but the memories are still there.stuck. I still embrace you I still see you I still imagine about you the flowers the wrapping paper the pictures it's all there, right there every little thing is connected with you my life was you Love is nothing just four words but what I felt for you was more than just those four words.
Sometimes it leaves me wondering what we would become. If the right timing was set and each held the right love potion, Would we bathe in the sunlight we created? Or be smothered by the toxicity each caused, blindly thinking that it was oxygen then slowly perish. A withering death. I guess I would never know How much of a flame would we be or how we'd devour ourselves cruelly.
Benliğimin derinliklerine dalmamı sağlıyor bu müzik. O kadar güzel ve o kadar ulvi duygular içerisindeyim ki... Şu an aldığım keyif, bana hiç kimse tarafında verilemez.
Everything changed....those where the days.... ✨ She was like an another world....i lived..i loved..i cared...i cried...i lost.. I will not complain...i know her... Once I had a great love... Those moments...will always stay as the most wonderful memories for life.. 🦋 I will not complain...i know her....
I'm at losing stage.....we both love eachother.....but he can't stay with me......n can't stop him.......we both cry......but smile when see eachother.......once I said to him that meeting him has become a cursed for me.......why u make me so cry...why we can't be stay with eachother.......but somehow with time I....... I'm living now......strings are breaking n it's hurting.......but now I just want to say to him ......thank you
"feathers on the sand, my wings turn to falling leaves; your branches wear fire." 🥀🍂🔥🕊️ A haiku I once wrote that was semi-inspired by this exact painting. Nice to see the picture again. It's so soft and yet so harsh at the same time, perhaps even a bit eerie. I always wondered what the woman is experiencing here. Her expression is so distant and sad, but her hands are so tender. The elements of passion and tragedy that inhabit this painting could tell many stories, and we can only guess what they might be. 💔
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It's like everything i used to pray for is just an empty space now. The beautiful, peaceful mornings i dreamed of; books i listed, movies i told myself i will watch, lessons i've been studying, that pure love i always kept in my heart, dream of being pregnant someday - craving for having my pretty healthy baby in my arms - the garden i always wanted to have just to plant flowers, rooms without fights and screams, the idea of being too away to be hurt... That safe house i always planned to buy for my mom, those foods i was willing to cook and feed everyone, everything i ran from and i was scared of, those songs i used to feel like playing in my veins, strangers with beautiful faces and cold walls in the middle of the winter... i feel like time passed just like in a minute and i am not who i wanted to be. I don't remember what i used to fight for, what i used to dream about, what i used to love. I don't feel love, i don't feel safe, i don't feel like i want to make any move for any dream anymore. Cause they don't feel like my dreams. Wars, forest fires, sicknesses, earthquakes and so many people that hurting... i don't know if things were harder back then but i don't fit this century and my soul is like screaming inside. sometimes i feel like God forgot me here and he won't come back to fix anything. And i am scared that i will find myself in this endless empty space forever.
I feel the same .. how beaitifully written.. i am there exactly..
Omg .. I found myself in this..😰
Be your own god like the times u used to dream make fixes yourself, I will be here on the other side of the world doing the same
God didnt let you slide. He just gives you a harder test. All those things you said that turned you sad are actions of the devil who wants to become one another lifeless creatur. You have to reject this kind of feeling. You have to become stronger and faster than the devil. God didnt forgot you. Maybe you stopped seeing the beauty of what is god capable of. Not he has to come back. You have to get back up. God is there for you. You just have to take action and take the opportunity of believing in you, god and jesus. Amen
I suggest getting off the internet and spending time with people who make you feel safe. It's only harder nowadays because tragedy is pushed in our faces constantly because of media and news. Tragedy and war and suffering had always existed, and it will continue to exist. Don't give up yourself because of it.
She was really the one. But you know what I stopped crying about losing her. Instead I started smiling when I remember the times. Thank you for the love you have me. I know we separated but I am forever changed.
With you smiling on it never was a loss
@@uchihakitten4094 exactly 🙏
I'm sorry, did you just assume my gender??!
@Rania Laghraib uhh yea, I identify as a helicopter 🚁 🚁🚁 I think I will file a lawsuit on you
🥺💖
"i'm fine. Just tired."
@@nayjer2576 who?
Shhhhhhhh
he told me this last night...what does it mean? because certainly there's a meaning that I am not aware of :/
Me too 💔 I feel empty, even though everyone is surrounded by me. I want to escape from myself. I feel nothing 💔
@@jannatmaaroufi809 I pray the feeling passes by asap🤗
The poetry people made in the comment section are so beautiful :’)
True poets
@@vibes2749 yeah :D
So true…
Loving you
Was like smoking cigarettes.
I was so quickly addicted.
As fast as I was hooked on you,
You were gone.
But the thing is,
Once you're a smoker,
Your lungs are forever damaged
And you are forever craving
Just one more smoke.
beautiful.
Damn
You've summed up my story :/
The last line hits so damn hard
Not true. Your lungs revivify & become perfectly clean .
I never understood how it feels to desire someone,
to appreciate their presence,
Never understood how it feels to sit next to the moon,
and not just stare at it from afar,
I never understood how it feels to be wanted by someone until you fall harder for them than they fell for you,
I never understood, until i met her
then i finally do understand
to let go of what I wanted to understand most
This is fucking hard to accept. Being aware that you never felt those feelings. I'm 21, I feel lost time to time but I always have my hope by my side. Hoping to loved and wanted for once makes my day better, and sometimes worsens.
What poetry !
So beautiful and moving
His face was beautiful, sculpted from the gods.
His skin was the perfect shade, golden in hue.
My hands craved to trace over every scar, every bump, every dip, until his body was seared into my mind.
Kiss after kiss, my heart would crack.
The closer I got to him, the more my heart hurt.
The knowledge of what I would do to him drove me over the edge.
What I had to do to him.
All a lie, they said.
It wasn’t a lie, I truly loved him.
But in the end, the ones we love are the ones we hurt the most.
Is this a guilt cope?
shit... this is so beautiful
LeeAnn Jones is such a great author
goosebumps*
The villain saved the hero, but no one was there to save the villain.
The villain was the hero all along
HUH?
He was perfect
He was everything i’ve dreamed of
Except that night.
That night that he threw all of my dreams away
That night my heart got ripped out of my chest
That night my whole world fell apart
But still do i worship him
His lovely words drugged me
His lovely words made me feel alive
His lovely words are heaven
He is a devil in disguise but i always get lost in those angelic eyes
This reminds me of lily and ryle💔.
❤
"He is a devil in disguise"
How true that title rings. Sometimes in life you have to take chances, you have to expose yourself to the risk of getting hurt in order to maybe, just maybe, find someone who’s right for you. And sometimes it truly seems like you found comfort, perhaps even peace, but the fragility of shallow connections can make all of this vanish in an instant. I truly thought that I could love again. I truly thought that for once I have found someone like me who accepts me and enjoys being with me. And maybe at times she did. But the more I tried to get closer to her, the more she closed herself to me and pushed me away. I am just tired of this constant search of someone who will accept me. I do not think that I am unworthy, for we are all just people with a story, and maybe this is the end of a chapter in my story. But who wants to read a book which is full with failures and disappointments? And who wants to love a man who has never been truly loved? I really did try to make it work between us but it seems that for you I am just a toy. I doubt that anyone will ever read this, but if you do I hope that you will find some comfort in this comment and music, and know that you are not alone. We are all here, doomed to eternally suffer in this darkness, until a spark comes and we are tasked with catching it. Sometimes we catch it and it runs away, and sometimes it enters our soul, engulfs and lights up our darkness. I am still waiting for that spark to come.
Nothing more true, said in a beautiful way. If I could save comments, this would be one of them.
❤
the spark… 🙏🏼
The feeling your words expressed says everything.
That is the thing, you don't have to find the spark. Love yourself become the absolute best version of yourself it will take time and effort I know I haven't accomplished yet but if you keep trying to be the hero of your own story eventually you will become a sun that burns without mercy all the darkness away.
In that moment when you expect it the least someone will knock at your door, and that person will be the one.
Reading the comments while listening to this playlist is something else! ❤
feels safer to like someone from a distance
Oh yes,no jealousy cuz there is no desire, no suspicion cuz there is no more curiosity just admiration, pure admiration for who they are and what you know of them, it's peaceful this way. So peaceful.
:( it is
@@Ipmat-ef3ty te gustaría ser examinado? tengo ganas de hablar y revelar los aspectos de las dinámicas sociales de diferentes grupos con vos
Been there, done that 🤍
Oh, it is.
But when you find love…
When you are loved…
Genuinely loved…
And you give your love in return…
There is nothing else like it in this world.
Am I the only one that is crying just looking at the woman expression?Like damn, that sadness and emptiness does hit kinda hard. It's almost like if the man broke her heart and soul yet she still caresses him. Her eyes, so hurt and tired
мы все это видим, иногда мне становиться легче когда я вижу таких же сломанных людей, но я бы никому не пожелал испытать истинную пустоту
this is all i felt love ❤🔥
No, I'm consumed with the same Emotions..🫂
That's the look of pain and love😥
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He taught me how to be gentle with myself. He taught me to listen to every part of me that was screaming for help. He taught me that life is all about trying and fighting against myself to love me better.
He made room for me to stop holding in my emotions and to live them to its fullest. I felt at ease with loving him. He was a safe place for me to unfold all the love that I’ve been wanting to pour into someone else. And I did. I did love without limits. It was beautiful. Amazing even. I loved being vulnerable to him and express my love in different forms.
We would use to night drive with the windows open and some love songs with my legs on his lap whilst driving. I’d be looking and smiling at him for the whole ride. Id realize I’ve never fell for someone the way I did for him. I fell but it wasn’t painful. I fell and he was the one catching me at the end. He revived some parts of me, parts I thought were lost forever. I’d feel some type of way seeing him smile at me with the spark in his eyes. He’s a soul I liked to touch, to feel. He’s a soul that asked me to be careful with, a soul that I had to touch with delicacy with the tip of my fingers. He made me live so much in a short time. He made me feel for hundred years.
Through him, I found moments that made life worthy to live for, feelings that fed my soul. Through him, i fell in love with love again. Through him, i learned to let my tears run down my face for love. He left me with beautiful memories, with remaining of joy in my heart. I’m writing this with a smile on my face. I feel lucky that my heart was in his care. I feel lucky for the moments I shared, for all the parts of him that I had the chance to embrace. I hope I made him feel warm when he had been having cold thoughts. I hope the feeling of my touch on his skin would stop his time. I hope he felt the same fire passion as mine. I hope, for the moment we were together, that he felt loved. And safe.
I believe that some people are meant to cross your path to pour some magic in your life and to show you that there is so much worth living for. He was worth living for. He is the love that made me write this comment, the love that will forever warm my heart ❤
This comment gave me goosebumps. It is so beautiful yet so sad. But isn't sadness part of love?
( Another Time Maybe? )
Her eyes captivate me.
My soul seeks her. Her lips so pure and soft.
My soul wants to be near but my mind says no.
Her hair so pristine and soft. How my eyes gaze at her beauty.
Her skin so tender. I gaze at her hands. Her arms. Her face. My soul is trapped and cries out. Yet only there is silence.
Her eyes so bright. So soft. Just one glance and it tells a story.
How my soul wishes to reach out. Just for one touch. To hear her voice.
Yet fear strikes my soul.
How could it be? So far from my soul.
Like a ship gone a drift.
Further and further it drifts into the horizon.
Oh her beauty. Why does she torment me?
How so much do i desire her. How I lust for her and only her.
Just one kiss. Just one touch.
Oh how i desire her and only her.
Yet it cannot be so.
Further and further i drift.
B. Augustine ( 2022)
Revised (2016)
Dedicated to : Reyna G.
This is so romantic 🥺😭
my belly aches
Simp or Stalker's Motto.
Hey there, my sad poetic beautiful soul friend. I can feel you ♡
just go for it
Does anyone else just listen to this cause they enjoy it and not because being sad has become fashionable
Youth and first love. The greatest of them all. A short moment together but so full of emotion. So much to learn about human nature and yet so lost. How did it feel to hear those shy words "I love you" for the first time. But can anything hurt more when you said "I don't love you anymore".
It's been over 30 years now and that wound is still bleeding inside me. We were young fools once and the world was different. It is no longer the same and the heart does not burn as it did back then. Colors don't glow and the spring sun doesn't dazzle like it did then. Where the pale moon once made our young eyes twinkle, now it brings cold comfort to this old body. My wound is still bleeding. So much you hurt me, but that's how it has to be.
I knew so little about life back then, but now I know that no one gets through life without pain. Life gives and takes and there is no point in looking for blame. Life is bigger than my old memories. It is bigger than our young love was, even if we didn't believe it at the time.
We are only young once and we experience first love only once. I am so grateful that I got to experience it with you. And I am grateful to you for being the one who hurt me so much. No one else but you. Maybe that's what true love is. Be blessed wherever you are now.
We are only here for a moment. Youth and love are fleeting moments and soon you will find yourself becoming old. Our life is only a short path and whatever we encounter along the way, let us be grateful for everything. Don't cry for the one who left you. Be grateful that she was the one who shared a part of life with you.
Be grateful that you once felt love so great that it still hurts you.
Thanks for this comment brother. May life blesses you with all the good things. You may not know but I feel every word you said.
Love from your cosmic brother ❤️
@@kunalrathore528 Thank you. I'm just a silly romantic. An old man longing for his youth. Still, your words warm my heart.
I hope that something miraculous happens in your life. ❤
Wow i felt i am reading a great peot. Just that feeling.
Because every word you chose just completed the whole words before it. That was super pretty and soft. Loved the acceptance this romantic soul has beside this beautiful writing.
@@ZahraSadati13 Thank you for your kind words. Acceptance is exactly the right word for my writing. When you get old, you realize that life doesn't ask your permission when it decides differently than you do. Sometimes it's sad, but it still brings peace to a restless heart.
The closer I got to you, the more distant you felt . Until you were no longer there.. i search for you in every crowded place, waiting for you to be carried in by a mysterious air. My soul yearns for our next meeting, I’m missing you like a root misses its stem, like how the moon cannot exist without the sun. Like the stars that tickle throughout our veins. I can’t help but remember your soul from another place.. another time. Its just two souls repeating a tale as old as time.
At first It was a simple glance
We started to talk for a second
seconds turned to minutes
minutes turned to hours
to the point I could call you a friend
Days went by and our bond strengthend
Days became months
Months beame years
And finally my soul lusted for yours
The lust, The desire for you was marvelous
Yet when our souls touched it would tranish mine
But my soul kept reaching for yours
Your soul was sweet like citrus
Yet the further we touched it came with a sour tinge to it
No longer were you sweet to me but sour
As if I had done something so unforgivable
Although all I did was to get closer
Now there is a sour wall that I no longer can bypass
No longer can I withstand all your sour words
No longer you fill my senses with sweetness or sourness
No longer do you fill me up with anything
You stopped touching my soul
You stopped caring about mine
You left me with just emptyness
While you are filled with mine
Wow that sucks
Beatiful and sad
Whats up with the poetry my guy? I mean this shits full on art my guy
Wow.. so relatable
It's been 8 long years but those memories of us still comes in my mind every single second , even when I'm sleeping . The more I grow the more I miss as I'll never be able to see the world with those innocent eyes of mine anymore.
whenever i get her to love me,
i seem to make her bored after a while.
because she needs to know,
how willing i am to pursue her in dire times.
that is when i have to fight for her love,
to prove to her, my unyielding loyalty;
- to keep her for a while once more.
when i am drowning in misery of her leaving,
she is tearing my heart open,
to see if it is still love that is inside.
the pain eventually makes me surrender
to the possibility of losing her forever..
and i grow cold, and learn to let go.
that's when she suddenly loves me the most.
and why they say:
if you love her,
let her go.
I was this women. He is now gone, and oh how my heart aches.
People who don't know how to love
It's a dead end battle of the heart
We still clinge to this false hope
@@maddietoms3870 where did he go?
Beyond truth and gesture -
Spare my heart fully and completely ;understand
That beauty is derived from pain the beauty of Love is never ending
The songs that come near you
And me create the thoughts and possibilities of philosophy
Aren't you closer to me -?
When I am the farthest to
you?
YOU WONDER HOW COULD I LOVE YOU BE HAPPY?
KNOWING AND EXPERIENCING YOUR FIERCE ROYAL SPARTAN
STrength AND SKILL **
FOR I WAS CAPABLE COMPATIBLE AND WILLING TO LOVE ALL OF YOU -
AND I ALWAYS WILL.
AND WITH AN EMINENT HEART I SALUTE MY LOVE HAS BEEN VALIENT AND RUTHLESS FIGHTER + IT JUST SEEMS TO KICK UP MY FARAWAY DESIRE
When we walk by each other in heaven but we met in hell
Where are you
The closer I got, the farther I was from you
How can something be close, far?
I wanted to get to know you
I asked and asked questions
As we talk, I am drawn to you
But as I get to know you,
the more I get far away
The more I know,
the more I do not know
As I get to know you,
I realize that,
I am just a nobody.
A nobody that you'll forget, soon.
I dont just miss you, since the day you left, i miss everything. The little things we shared, your laugh, your voice, your smell, your eyes oh these lovely eyes, i loved how they always shine. Your little compliments. Everything. And everytime i see you, one piece from my broken heart fells. And i just wish, you write me one time again.
Her eyes met mine
It felt like our souls were meant to be
Her eyes clear and honest
Her eyes bright as honey
Reminding me of galaxies
Does she hear my heart pounding?
Can she sense my soul aching to be beside her?
When she speaks
Her voice sounds like a cool spring day
Warm and a new
Can she tell the joy she brings me?
Her hair
Her lips
Her eyes
Her skin
The most precious
She is the one I desire
She looks at me
I feel our souls connect
But she turns away
Can she not feel it too?
I reach for her
She so close
But yet so far
How come?
Why do her eyes brighten when she speaks to another
Why do they go dull when she speaks to me
Why does she show them a bright smile
While me a small wave
Ah, but yet again
She isn’t mine
She was never mine
She is his
And I am simply
A small spec
While him
Her whole
Her soul and his together
And mine lost
Has she deceived me?
No, I looked for the love and warmth
That was never mine.
such a beautiful thing you wrote. i couldn't relate better since my heart loved one that was never his. he's hers, but still his soul belongs to me, he knows and so do i.
So beautiful
This is poetry
Ok 👌👍
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
May I compare you to the unmistakable noise of leaves under feet
That a dream like you was born on a taunted street
May thy words fail my mouth and thoughts my reason
That a flower like you withstood every season
That a man like me and a woman like you, ever loved and behoved…
Yet, of your memories I pray, may thy glimpse of you, never decay.
❤️
Tears filled her eyes blurring the yellow light from the street lamp. She quickened her pace holding her breath to keep in the wail that pushed in her throat. He said it was over with an exhale that stilled the universe. 40 years to that tender hearted girl broken from her first love. That first love the most pure and the deepest pain.
My reflection is no longer
My eyes cloud with regret and sorrow
For she is gone
And shall never return
I stumble once again
My hand bled
My head, spinning
Keep going
Searching
Its there
Its in front of you
Your hands tremble
You stare at your reflection
Now broken and mangled
Your eyes dim once more
Your breaths as sharp as the broken fragments of your reflection
Because
There was no "her"
For you were chasing what you wish you were
Who you used to be
Now a shell
Empty
Your tears fall in time with your blood
The opaque mix of tears and crimson mix
Leaving you breathless
For you are no more
You can no longer feel
The spark is gone
And she won't return
Farwell
I love the way you stare at me, but when I catch you, I might look away, not because I’m nervous, it’s because I’m scared to fall in love again. I’m scared of getting hurt again, I don’t even know how it feels like to love someone anymore. You got me thinking about you every night, wondering if I love you or not, imagining you next to me, repeating our moments over and over again. I don’t know if I should love you or if I do, I don’t wanna hurt again..
Neboj sa ❤
This playlist brought me so much memories that don't even exist
The odds of the world meet at us. We endure the endless burdens of our respective lives. Leave it all behind and take me before I collapse. The weight we bear is too much, the love we share is so great. I wake up and realize that it will never be. By some glimmer in the mind unmeasurable and in the minds of so many may I find comfort in this moment wishing for the moments I’ll never have.
You do not find best songs, best songs find you 😌
"I'm reminded of the sweet old days but the cruel reality I'm living is always something I wake up to"
I could never love him the same. The way his sweet words touched my ears and lips. Now fire burns there. There's nothing there how do you hurt someone you love I asked. He saiid idk but it wasn't meant to be. Now I go back to feeling like there's a hole ripped in my chest and no ones coming to save me. Ive asked so many times where is my soulmate he is not there. How do I accomplish my dreams without someone to hold me. No You'll do them on your own someday but you will be as happy as you once thought youd be. What is this hell that torments us and keeps us from seeing the one. No longer are they the one but a quaint memory in our heads. Thank you for reading!!!
Buradaki bütün müzikler bana insanların ne kadar kalp kırıcı olduğunu hatırlatıyor. Değer verdiğimiz herkes bizi bırakır. Herkesin sonu olduğu gibi hislerinde sonu vardır. Insanlar sevdiklerini bir süre sonra kaybolan hisleri yüzünden kırar. Uzdukleri kişiye ne yasattim diye düşünmezler. Ama o arkada bıraktıkları kişiler onlar için fazlasıyla acı çeker. Bütün gun ağlarlar belkide. Ismini duydukları an yüz ifadeleri düşer. Onların yokluğuna sarılırlar. Bunu yapan değil ona yapılan anlar...
cok haklisin..
I lied and she cried
Pieces of me died
When I saw her like this
How could I fail
To see what was in front of
Me all this time
The reason to live
The reason to breathe
And now
The further she goes
The more I stumble
And fall
Falling and falling
Falling and falling
Until I can't no more
We broke up today, he never understood me, it didn't matter to me, i loved him i still love him I'd probably love him forever or I'm gonna forget about him someday .what matter is i really gave him all the effort i have .now i have nothing only his memories in my heart
i don't even have any memories of him i just loved him, even when i know he has not any feelings for me, i just love his eyes his smilies i loved him alot but he didn't even notice me, that hurts alot 💔
She encompasses everything for me.
She is the source of the despair that comes from unfulfilled dreams, she is also the beacon of hope that shines in the midst of darkness.
She is the haze that envelops my solitary mornings, as well as the dew that moistens my evenings.
She is the very essence of the primal instincts that drive me.
She is everything.......!
For a long time I got into the habit of wasting my nights thinking about him.
Still I fight against my flaws to be perfect for him.
In the impression of losing my blood and my faith there each time.
He was there, gently touching my heart, with his fingertips, he quoted.
Touching my soul at the same time.
Why am I crying?
Why did my soul fly away with him?
I held his hand, ready to hold it in mine for good.
The girl that I am finds herself lost.
With no one to drag me down his path.
No hand to guide the young soul I would like to create.
I'm drowning.
I drown looking for my love.
By losing it, thinking only of unhealthy ideas.
I think I refuse to end up alone.
Yet, being the solitary person that I am on a daily basis.
Crushing my tears on the blue rug on my bedroom floor.
A cold room now.
Disarmed of its atmosphere and its warmth.
A room for crying.
Because the rest of my world is destined for silence.
J'ai longtemps pris l'habitude de perdre mes nuits pour penser à lui.
Toujours je me bat contre mes défauts à être parfait pour lui.
Dans l'impression d'y perdre mon sang et ma foi à chaque fois.
Il était là, à toucher délicatement mon coeur, du bout des doigts, avait-il cité.
Frôlant mon âme par la même occasion.
Pourquoi je pleure ?
Pourquoi mon âme s'est envolée avec lui ?
Je tenais sa main, prête à la garder dans la mienne définitivement.
La fille que je suis se retrouve perdue.
Sans personne pour m'entraîner dans son chemin.
Aucune main pour guider la jeune âme que j'aimerais créer.
Je me noie.
Je me noies en cherchant mon amour.
En le perdant, pensant qu'à des idées malsaines.
Je crois que je refuse de finir seule.
Pourtant, en étant la personne solitaire que je suis au quotidien.
Écrasant mes larmes sur le tapis bleu du plancher de ma chambre.
Une chambre froide désormais.
Désarmée de son ambiance et de sa chaleur.
Une chambre réservée aux pleurs.
Car le reste de mon monde m'est destiné au silence.
To have you around me was a true blessing
I enjoyed every second of it.
But little did you know, you were loving a demon
A demon, full of thoughts and hatred,
A demon, attached to a lot of things.
Unable to set right priorities
Superficial, but yet so honest
And here you are falling down the abyss.
Hoping for a little spark in the dark
Unrequited, I long for you. Selfishly, I wish to invade your tortured solitude. Carelessly, you say "I missed you," "I'd love to see you," "when will I see you again?" Oh...oh, no, you don't mean that how I heard it. Oh, not again. Please, one more time. I am not what you are seeking, but please, let this confession rest my searching mind. I have loved you for a long time. Oh, curse you. Forget me. Forget me. Forget me.
Pro tip, read the poems peoplw wrote in here while listening to the music. Especially the first song, fits so well w many poems
The closer I get to believing in and loving myself the futher I get from my parents, they're divorced. They hate eachother, fight all the time and I am in the middle of this. I don't know what to think anymore, they are both such manipulators. I'm told all stuff about them (how they insult eachother all the time), that I can't distinguish what's right to do and to think. And at the end of the day, no matter how much they hate eachother, no matter how much they deny that they're the same, it won't the truth.
I can't imagine a peaceful life with them both being present (at the same time atleast or in a big amount) in my life. In the future I will move out far away, where's only a few people. It's going to be a place where I can enjoy my true mother, nature. Then I'll be able to live tranquily, not caring about no one, but myself. But 'till then, I need to be strong enough to withstand any obstacles my parents and my peers put in my way.
When the time comes and you find a place of your own, can you tell me about it? I'm looking forward to it. Do your best.
I hope things workout for you ❤️
You're so near yet still far away to hold
Your eyes shine so bright, it is because of me?
Every word you utter, sounds like a melody on my ear
Your thoughts, words, and perspective is beautiful as you.
If you see things, does i cross your mind?
I want you to embrace me but I know you'll never be able to
Cause i wanna be yours, I want you by my side and yet I keep running away from you.
Is it because I'm scared of love? Or it because I already know the ending of us?
I tried to find A LOVER many times in known and unknown places. People came and left. They always betrayed me I don't know why whether I gave best of myself to them. Then I found MYSELF.
This feeling is so satisfied that now I'm not running towards the unloyal people. I always think that people didn't give me such respect what I deserved and then I came to know that THIS IS LIFE. More satisfied alone with myself.
I wish all the people find their true loved ones who stay till last breathe.
right person, wrong time. the exact definition of soulmates, but at the same time of strangers
I stare at the starry night
Remembering the sun
For no night it was but morning like bright
When on a dark twilight I found the one
Darker than the void was the eve
Darker than her eyes
But it was bright I perceived
When I looked at the sun at midnight, surprised
The sky was blue and clouds were white
Stars disappeared into swirls
For it was the yellow morning light
When I saw her hair in the wind unfurl
December had turned to march
Snowy winter became the green spring
That is what I believed with my heart
For my eyes forgot how to blink
That was the night of the morning glow
It did not just plant affection, love it sowed
But she was gone quicker than a breath
Alone in the dark again was I left
The comments and poems have reignited my love affair with people..I thank you all!..You all are beautiful 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
There was this boy, whom i admired so much. He was the man of my dreams.
Because of family decision i transferred school, the first step of my new classroom the thought of regression 'cause my recent school was precious and like a home to me. Until i saw him...when i first saw him my eyes were suddenly field with love and hope. Thinking that this would be a new journey because it was the first time i fell inlove in a first sight.
Days...weeks...months..pass by i was still inlove with him UNTIL.
Until, I saw him flirting with another girl, it was the most heartbreaking moment of my life i never thought it would end up this way. I thought he like me too...i began to cry but i stopped 'cause I don't wanna embarrassed myself.
Going home with my heart broken i felt like my heart became a stone, it was really hard to accept.
Years pass by, i lost sparks and interest also have move on. And then, i saw him..but it was different now my eyes is full with sadness and hopeless love now.
It was a hard experienced it but atleast i learned my lesson.
👀
To everyone who is doing homework,
leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep,
leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad,
grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating something,
you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
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-Not mine, but pass it around!
love you
thank u 🥲
Thanks be well
love you,whoever you are
I love you bro, thank you❤
"If you are the green aurora, I will be the blue tears, endless"
I loved you
And I know you loved me too
But it's just
Maybe
The world doesn't wants us to work
Because each time I get closer to you
You just leave me alone at the dark
It hurts
But
Maybe that's what universe wants to tell us
Maybe we are not meant for each other
Maybe we will be together but not in this life.
Yet whenever I see you
It always makes me happy and at the same time aches my heart.
You were near but far away.
I love you from the stars to ur moon
Even if u hurt me I'll still continue to love you forever
Maybe that's how weak i was.
And I doubt I'll never love anyone else the same as I did
To you...
his face, his presence.
his eyes, sent from the heavens
his hands, so warm
it's him i adore.
but what i must find i cannot seek,
for he loves a girl, but that girl is not me.
the more i get closer, the farther i get
for i have to deny my feelings, was it all just a bet?
kept searching and searching, alone, i weep
dug and dug, but have i dug too deep?
i have one purpose, and that is to find him.
but he was already gone, and it was all just a sin.
his face, his presence
his eyes sent from the heavens
he has already drifted, and i have learned my lesson.
Love is glancing timelessly out your window at night, listening to those sorrowfully, deeply captivating songs while only having one thing in your mind, him, your love, you have the strongest yearnings for.
Love is motivating, gets me up in the morning, makes me practice the piano, nocturnes in cis moll chopin, he always cheered me up to start again, never give up on the dreams I ignored so long and gathered them in my subconsciousness.
Love is opening yourself to the person, showing vulnerability while being more than sure that your secrets are safe with him,that you are safe with him, that safety is surrounding you, endlessly not bound to any rules, promises, conditions.
But love is also grieve, pain, crying, realizing that you have drifted too far away, physically, emotionally, so many kilometers are parting us. Is this really going to stop us? Or is it a you and me again, no unity? It has only started why do I feel like the timing isn't right, maybe in a parallel universe we'd had a chance.
Your love made me recover from my eating disorder, my depression, my anxiety because with it I felt light regardless of all the struggles trying desperately to weigh me down. Oh your "i really like you" was like candy to my ears. But I guess i might not be enough.not pretty, not musically, not worthy enough. Maybe in another universes our paths would cross again,.starting with a staring contest like our old us and we could finally fall eternally to sleep with each other listening to the same music, riding on the same wave, having grown old together.
But now I'm here, listening to the music that were meant for us alone.
He was sweet
At times he were bitter
Mostly I didn’t understand him
But still
I craved for his touch
I lust for things like flavorful words
But at the end it tasted like nothing
He seems to be in love with me
But am I?
All his words were filled with dances of joy
Tastes of cinnamon…
Or that is what the others told me
But still I felt nothing
So I said nothing
And I gave…nothing
But then
When he touched me
a spark ran through my fingers
And so I realize
That we were meant to be
Even when he said to me
I love you
Because his words…
Flavorless and…
Colorless and he’s always known
You, the one who fixed me
The one who cared
The one I run into when I'm scared
You've been my everything
When I didn't have anything
You, the one who I have loved
The everything I had
You, the one I vowed to protect
The one I've strived for
The one who gave me strength
I thank you for everything
For you have gave me one of the best days in my life
I'm really thankful to you, and I've always loved you.
Please forgive me that I didn't become someone who was best for you.
I'm now stronger thanks to you
I am also better because of you
But forgive me if unknowingly hurt you.
The closer I get the farther you've been.
But it's okay because I know i must repent for my sin.
Reading the poems in the comments while listening to this music gives me chills all over my body 🍁
Never delete this, i beg you !
The underrated ones are always the best videos😩
The closer I got, the further I was from you,
An endless chasm that I couldn't see through.
With every step, the distance grew,
And my heart sank with a heavy hue.
I thought I had you within my grasp,
But the more I tried, the more you'd clasp.
The words you spoke were empty air,
As if you weren't really there.
My heart yearned for your sweet embrace,
But all I found was an empty space.
The closer I got, the further I was from you,
And I was left feeling so very blue.
It was a burn I yearned to feel, and when it kissed me it swallowed me whole. Now, I have nothing left. All are his, and his only. There are chances at day when I slip unconsciously looking for parts that belonged to me. Yet, I find nothing. All are his and his only. When he is away my thoughts swirl around my room. Out of fear, out of despair. A burning candle left to burn itself in darkness. All are his, and his only. You promised that we will burn together until we are nothing but ashes but I sometimes feel lonely.
Where are you? All are his...
Do I have all of him? His only....
is he mine? I am mournfully unsure.
beautiful music and a picture that conveys a thousand words....💚
First I heard about you from my friend
Then I finally got to meet you
It felt like we were meant to be
Like everything was planed as it is for the stories we read
We were so good together
We really were
But it didn't last for long
Everything has an "until"
And our "until" came too
We are not as we used to be
Now I hear about you only from my friend and not you
And you hear about me from my friend not me
This isn't how it was supposed to be
We both know we love each other
We feel it we see it
Everyone sees it
But why
There is no reason
But again why
...
Maybe we were something that we couldn't be
But I really want to be that something again
Because that was the best part of my life
I wanna live it again
So please come back
I need you and you need me too
First time hearing your music, this was featured for me and glad I clicked it. I’ve been having a rough day full of emotions, and listening to this whilst crying has helped my pain a little bit. Thank you, bless you for your beautiful music ❤
The picture is beyond beautiful.
Sometimes, a betrayal of others is actually a betrayal of oneself. I was afraid of silence and did what was best for all.
A fleeting moment and a decision made.
This melody causes the yearning to return... that I fight so desperately to suppress.
She is so soo soo tired , when all he’s doing is begging her to hold on to keep going ,although he knows he may be the reason she is tired , not just that she deals with the weight of the world the people whom she thought would always be there and promised to stay , just walked away so she sits her days keeping a strong face when she feels the emptiness in her soul in the quite of home she lives at and in her life she just don’t wanna feel so alone what can she say thier isn’t no way to put it in words so you keep wanting her to keep holding on she is but not because you asked , because she is all she has .
This is how I feel with my partner. We’ve been together for 8 years, I want to let go. I feel trapped but I also fear abandonment.
@@cuddlycurb884 awh honestly if your not happy it better you set this partner free you will find happiness with in yourself and for you I have and it’s hard to let go but they hurt you and don’t listen to you so set it freee
Gracias por esta comentario 🎉
Miss o 🦋
It’s so hard knowing the one you love, when you know finally someone you can truly connect with like no other, goes for another that does not deserve her or appreciate and be grateful for having her in his fortunate life.
Thank you for this playlist and thank you the people who write the comments and poetry down here feel like love is something feeling that’s love in this world thank you guys…
He bought light into my life after three years of dark shade hovering over me
He lifted the curtain again which I closed with much rage for the former man in my life
He showed me light again
He became the source of warmth for me after ages of cold drops uneased me
He became dear to me so as much as life itself.
I met him only once.... But he made me feel all the love I couldn't achieve from my past endeavours
He treated me like a flower..... For the first time that I had experienced such feeling.... Oh Lord please save that man from a menace and disgrace like me....... Oh Lord bestow him the power to leave me..... Please Lord take that favorite Mistake of mine away from me
Why ? Are you a bad person ?
The closer I got, the further I was from you.
Like the starry morning burns darker in your hue,
A faint ghost of a moon in the shine of your sun,
I wasn't quite who I thought I'd become.
The closer you got, the clearer it grew.
You were a spirit to my mind, a North star.
There was nothing to see in us, nothing to grow,
Our made-up story was just all I knew.
The closer we got, the less fog I'd see.
Your every pore and wrinkled smile,
It seemed maybe something could grow there.
Maybe the real person you could become to me.
We had spent our days and nights together, and now, we are strangers again.
It’s okay to feel melancholic sometimes … the best part is that at least you have acknowledged the way you feel a certain way.. the worst scenario is, people trying to escape from reality and running after things like sex, drugs, money, sugar, etc. hoping it would make them fell better someday…only to realise it’s making things even worse …. it’s fine not feeling comfortable sometimes,,, i guess accepting things just the way they are solves half of the problem…. Good and evil , sad and happy, rich and poor, thick and thin are two sides of the same coin … people who crave happiness are the ones who are often most depressed … i hope we all find peace somewhere, someday … god bless you all❤️
What i was
I was a soldier
But this war
Its a lot harder
Its impossible to handle
And I'm afraid I'll break
I believe i can fight this deep urge
But when you look at me
when you're near
When all i can smell is you
Even when you're gone
When all i can hear is your voice
Even when you're not speaking
When all i can see is you
Even when you're not here
Not even near
This war is dangerous
Because its between me
And myself
And im afraid I'll lose
Against this urge to
Bury your body
Mix your soul
Connect your lips
With mine .
I shared every thought with you, i shared my soul with you, i was honest, i was real , i tried to be You just to be with you, but everytime I took a little step into you, you run roughly miles from me ...
波をつくる人は至るところに🌊🎵
大切な人の背中が遠ざかっていくのが見えるようです。心ふるえる音をありがとう。
旋律の表現がとても美しい。
Gracias a ti 🥀
Miss o 🦋Artes Mondo 🌏
I made up a character of you in my mind, it was not you but my imagination
I gave my love , my purity,my honesty,my self to you but it was not you whom I was giving myself, but it was my imagined character
And when I caught you cheating, you were crying for me , I can't understand anything anymore
The character I was giving everything to , is dead . I can't give myself to this person
But its not your mistake, its mine , instead of loving you I loved my fantasy of you
I can't leave you, I can't accept you, O God are you there?
Felt like a piece of hope and tranquility disappeared over night. Then that same night I stabbed the feeling of dispare in the heart. That heart bleed more than I thought it ever could
I could tell you what it's like to love you, everything inside of me is apart of you, never felt so close even at a distance, like your heart beats the music, I can feel you in every tune.
Night and day this stubborn heart seeks your Love endlessly. For TRUE Love knows no end. I have become your shadow of Love and have Loved you in my silence. My heart and my soul clinch too you my Love. You're my heaven on this earth. Thank you! for existing. 🙏
You see I am one with the dirt I have been left in, locked out of my own own home, But I am still in my Kingdom, the trees hug me and whisper messages, the grass kisses me, the tiny messengers carry me, and when it all burns I will always rise because I have been a phoenix a thousand times in a thousand lives. I dance in the dust and smile while I sow my hearts wounds with threads of gold and capture my diamond tears
There's no more thrill i need
The desires that we shared
From the channels of our dreams
To the grave
I'll find you again somewhere I believe
You'll find me somewhere again I believe
I thought I could have trust her. My own mother. She looks at me like a stranger, with envy in her eyes. I have now realized that she is a person who is evil and seeks out revenge. I wanted to save you but not everyone wants to be saved. Is it me? Am I not good enough? Should I speak more softer and watch how I speak with my words? Should I be on my tippy toes when there’s glass on the floor? Or should I be on my knees crawling for forgiveness of what I haven’t done? It never made sense to me. I have blamed myself from all your wrong doings. Because of you, I lost my voice. Because of you, I am scared of the world. Because of you, I’m scared of love. I cannot bring myself to be close with another being, but to close my door and hide under my blanket. As I cried in my room, you never asked me if I was okay because you didn’t care for me. So loneliness was my comfort, my safe place. Hiding in my shell wherever I go. I am no longer sorry for standing up and speaking my truth. I will fight for my souls desire. I will not be like you! I will not back down from the harsh words you speak. I will learn to grow and evolve even if it hurts. If it takes me to crawl, I will do so. And you will not stop me.
My friend killed himself two years ago, and sometimes I just think about him and I’m like, damn. You took the easy way out and just left me here man.
Please, Keep going!
Reading the comments while listening to this playlist is something else! . "i'm fine. Just tired.".
Dores da alma q se esconde na vastidão de sentimento inexplicável! Sensação de não pertencer a esse universo !Vidas paralelas q nunca se cruzam e seguem se arrastando a passos esmos! Busca incessante e inexplicável! !
"The closer i got, the further i was from you" literalmente eu quando me ajoelhei para rezar e implorei para me sentir amada, por Deus, por mim, pelos meus próximos.
Thank you for this Magickal melody you got all my respect and Blessed be all 👌❤️🖤💜🌈♾
Very touching very emotional very sensitive 😇 soooo deep. Thanks a million for sharing.
I have always dreamed of my future, what it would be like, who I would meet, where I would go. I had a plan. I knew what I wanted, understood what I deserved. That is…..
Until there was you.
You were more than beautiful, untouched by the cruelty of this world. You were radiant, more so than the sum of every star in the universe. You were charming, witty, gentle, fierce, and so beyond my reach that I could hardly believe we shared the same air.
Even though it pained me more than any wound ever could, I knew deep down that I could never deserve you. No matter what I did, who I became, you would remain only the angel in my dreams.
So I left.
I packed my bags and ran away like a coward, because I could not face you. I could not face myself. I regret that decision more than anything, but I know it was the right choice.
You can, and eventually will, meet a better man than me. Someone intelligent, kind, and generous. Someone who can give you what I can not. Someone with whom you will spend the rest of your days.
I wish that man could be me, but alas, fate had different ideas for the two of us.
Fate. It surely must be the thing that now pulls me along this beaten road, my plans long since forgotten and tossed aside. My confidence in my future has wilted, just like the flowers with the arrival of this cold winter, as I know my life will never be full without you in it.
Now I solemnly venture into the next chapter of my life, no longer with purpose or goal. I do not know where this road I’m taking will end, only that it leads me away from you, my angel. Away from the foolish dreams I had of a life together. Away from joy and happiness. Away from the only love I will ever know.
Every step I take leads me closer to my looming future, and consequently, further from you.
Oh, what an ending.
As a kid we used to be happy cause we don't know what love is then we grow older we understand the value of happiness :)
"I'm free now,
Though I would be enslaved by her gaze,
I'm free now,
When I witness the beauty held by her face,
I'm free now,
Counting the time we've been seperated and it's been days,
I'm free now,
All I need is her love at this phase"
I'm so exhausted with being ..so utterly alone for so so ...many... years..
You were there with your green jacket
arrived out of the blue
the want of feeling you is not lesser now
it's just impossible
your dimples still makes me blush
your eyes still makes me wonder
your smile still makes me thunder
I stopped wondering about moon you know
I stopped embracing moon you know
what if, what if I see you there
You are, you were and you will always be an incomplete wish which is never going to complete but it's complete in my world. Yes it gave me pain but the memories are still there.stuck. I still embrace you I still see you I still imagine about you
the flowers
the wrapping paper
the pictures
it's all there, right there
every little thing is connected with you my life was you
Love is nothing just four words but what I felt for you was more than just those four words.
Sometimes it leaves me wondering
what we would become.
If the right timing was set
and each held the right love potion,
Would we bathe in the sunlight we created?
Or be smothered by the toxicity each caused,
blindly thinking that it was oxygen
then slowly perish.
A withering death.
I guess I would never know
How much of a flame would we be
or how we'd devour ourselves cruelly.
Benliğimin derinliklerine dalmamı sağlıyor bu müzik. O kadar güzel ve o kadar ulvi duygular içerisindeyim ki... Şu an aldığım keyif, bana hiç kimse tarafında verilemez.
Everything changed....those where the days.... ✨
She was like an another world....i lived..i loved..i cared...i cried...i lost..
I will not complain...i know her...
Once I had a great love...
Those moments...will always stay as the most wonderful memories for life.. 🦋
I will not complain...i know her....
I'm at losing stage.....we both love eachother.....but he can't stay with me......n can't stop him.......we both cry......but smile when see eachother.......once I said to him that meeting him has become a cursed for me.......why u make me so cry...why we can't be stay with eachother.......but somehow with time I....... I'm living now......strings are breaking n it's hurting.......but now I just want to say to him ......thank you
"feathers on the sand,
my wings turn to falling leaves;
your branches wear fire."
🥀🍂🔥🕊️
A haiku I once wrote that was semi-inspired by this exact painting. Nice to see the picture again. It's so soft and yet so harsh at the same time, perhaps even a bit eerie. I always wondered what the woman is experiencing here. Her expression is so distant and sad, but her hands are so tender. The elements of passion and tragedy that inhabit this painting could tell many stories, and we can only guess what they might be. 💔
EXACTLY...
Beautiful.