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  • Опубликовано: 17 янв 2021
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Комментарии • 224

  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 3 года назад +193

    its so bizarre to see the living room so OPEN like that!!! THAT HOUSE IS AMAZING, like truly a dream house

    • @LuckyUrbana
      @LuckyUrbana 3 года назад +2

      Lol😂😂😂you using the word bizarre is sending meeee!

    • @SamElle
      @SamElle 3 года назад +3

      @@LuckyUrbana I KEEP THINKING ABOUT THE TIKTOK SOUND LOL

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +10

      haha for real! it's truly a glass house but luckily no close neighbors around :)

    • @EnyaKellermann
      @EnyaKellermann 3 года назад +3

      HAHAHA how bizarre?!?! 😂❤️

  • @aura8028
    @aura8028 3 года назад +110

    it looks like the Cullens house heheh

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +13

      haha i dont remember but i did LOVE twilight xD

  • @cassidyshim7118
    @cassidyshim7118 3 года назад +103

    Watching this literally just makes me feel at peace

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      yay i'm glad- thanks for being here cassidy!

  • @hannahramirez3591
    @hannahramirez3591 3 года назад +65

    Amy, I just want you to know that your rawness and vulnerability is so appreciated. When you were crying, it just made me want to give you a big hug. I AM SENDING YOU SO MUCH LOVE AND HEALING. I was having a great morning, and watching your video made it that much better. Love you!!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +2

      aw thank u hannah!! I’m so happy you could have an even BETTA morning cuz of this vid 😤💓🤣 sending u a hug ✨

  • @AnetaBartova
    @AnetaBartova 3 года назад +210

    Your videos are like a warm hug. Thank you for being so open, it really makes me feel like we are long lost best friends. I wish you only the best for the new year!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +6

      aw shucks thank you so much aneta! I’m feeling the genuine warmth from this comment 😭♥️

  • @carbqueencass
    @carbqueencass 3 года назад +151

    41 MINUTES AND 5 SECONDS OF AMY LEE?!
    ✨I’m here for it✨

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +3

      carb queen?! i too am a fellow carb kween LOL thnx for bein here

    • @carbqueencass
      @carbqueencass 3 года назад

      @@amy_lee LOVE IT~💓

  • @BeingTiffany
    @BeingTiffany 3 года назад +2

    wow..."we cant selectively numb our emotions. when you numb out the negative ones, you also numb out the positive ones" what a word! 🤯

  • @samanthabrooks8168
    @samanthabrooks8168 3 года назад +113

    Honestly, immediately when I noticed she had out “we’re not really strangers “ game I was like oh no. ~ :/ it’s bound to dredge stuff up with family (speaking from my own experience my own family issues/ trauma/ learned behavior etc)

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 года назад +14

      Seriously I wanted to get that to do with my friends I couldn’t imagine doing it with my family so much stuff kept deep down

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +34

      totally- i guess we can use my experience as a warning sign for ya'll xD tread with caution haha

    • @gabriellas
      @gabriellas 3 года назад +5

      lmao let's just play monopoly

    • @Mikalya100
      @Mikalya100 3 года назад +4

      @@gabriellas lol girl even monopoly is stressful 🙄

  • @sylvette8277
    @sylvette8277 3 года назад +35

    i haven't been feeling well and i asked the universe for a little burst of happiness and you posted this, everything really happens for all of us.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +3

      thanks for being here zy na! i hope you're feeling better today!! keep on keeping on :]

  • @JuliethGG
    @JuliethGG 3 года назад +39

    You make me laugh and cry and all those emotions, but i wanna thank you for that!! Its a good thing to feel the negative too

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +6

      YAY im so glad i could support you in any way julieth feel it heal it :]

  • @estrellasjournal
    @estrellasjournal 3 года назад +56

    it’s so sweet that you did that for your parents!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +8

      my brother did this year's but it IS really sweet, aint it lol :D

  • @ninjamuffinish
    @ninjamuffinish 3 года назад +19

    Parents staycation is Goals 😍

  • @kaymcdowell9860
    @kaymcdowell9860 3 года назад +12

    Seeing you laugh with your family makes me feel so happy. The relationship you share is so beautiful and special

  • @boroyalty6281
    @boroyalty6281 3 года назад +16

    The interior reminded of the house in the movie Parasite xD

  • @leesh2051
    @leesh2051 3 года назад +2

    Amy, I look forward to your living alone diaries every time you upload. I live alone and work from home and rarely get to see friends because of the pandemic so I feel connected to you through your videos. I resonate deeply with having family issues and trauma and it's oddly refreshing to see that other people have these issues too. I know it isn't the "happy" side of RUclips, but thank you for showing your struggles with your family and your emotional breakdowns because it shows your beautiful authentic self.

  • @bloom_some1402
    @bloom_some1402 3 года назад +8

    I appreciate your rawness so much! I admire how open you're. You're a true inspiration. How sweet of your manager to reach out to you, bless his heart 💜 hope you're doing good now

  • @fluxusjpg
    @fluxusjpg 3 года назад +1

    Ur videos make me feel less alone in my healing journey. Thank you 😊

  • @esthere4255
    @esthere4255 3 года назад +5

    Your father seems so sweet. The shots with your family had me smiling so big. 😍

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      He is! Kindest man who wants to help everyone ♥️

  • @laurad3863
    @laurad3863 3 года назад +48

    "this is a parasite vibe" lol

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 года назад

      did someone actually say that? the blatant racism

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +3

      lol my family and I joked that “but we’re the family underground!” 😭🤣

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +3

      @@kvtiebug haha i said it! :]

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 года назад

      @@amy_lee omg i was about to be so pressed, still watching the video 👀

    • @kvtiebug
      @kvtiebug 3 года назад

      @UCrJ3noopdTXyDB7FqusyCrw yes and that’s why i asked if someone actually said that...

  • @channeylag3250
    @channeylag3250 3 года назад +5

    The support and vibes I needed, but didn’t know where to get it, and then boom Amy delivers 💛

  • @marinaussami9816
    @marinaussami9816 3 года назад +3

    amy your videos help me so much with my self-esteem! When I see you, I think with myself "oh, she's so pretty" and then "oh, I loook a little like her!". Asian women need to admire asian women e need to admire themselfs!! Hugs from Brazil

  • @JustKhristine
    @JustKhristine 3 года назад +1

    Wow! I cannot tell you how much joy your vlogs brings me. Thank you for sharing and just simply being you.

  • @Frost-wb7sh
    @Frost-wb7sh 3 года назад +5

    It is so Korean culture that a dad asks some erand that he is surely able to do himself, and one of kids(mostly a woman, not a man)does it instead for him, but as soon as daughter-in-law hears it, she quickly stands up and finally does it because she can't handle the pressure of duty as a daugher in law. She would felt like she had an obligation to do every single labor during family in law gathering.😭
    I am in same position with her as a korean, so it kind of makes me sad a bit. I didn't expect to see the scene in Amy's blog, but her family is also so Korean following old tradition, even in USA. 😅 Just thought.
    I am happy to see her vlog for a long time though. I hope it has been a great refresh for her.💙

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      Haha yes and also no! Bc my dad wouldn’t mind if me or Elysia said no and to get it himself LOLOL ive done this before. 🤪
      also he would do that for us :) grab smth from far away.

    • @Frost-wb7sh
      @Frost-wb7sh 3 года назад

      @@amy_lee Thanks for sharing Amy! And l apologize if I have been too prematurely judged. Lots of love from Korea🌌

  • @gloriatorres1055
    @gloriatorres1055 3 года назад +3

    I feel the same way about the capacity thing, taking breaks from social media helps somehow. Wishing you the best and I am glad that you're taking care of yourself. 💕✨

  • @MunchyMoka
    @MunchyMoka 3 года назад +4

    “Cry at the kindness of the world” :,) awww I love you Amy! I see you. I am you!

  • @annipallaspuro
    @annipallaspuro 3 года назад +1

    watching this was so comforting after spending weeks mostly alone, thank you again for sharing amy! all the best for the new year

  • @rudig5698
    @rudig5698 3 года назад +18

    I waited for such a video soo long! I’m so excited on what 2021 has to offer! 🥺❤️ Thank you Amy, for always making me smile, you’ve even inspired me for starting my own channel!🤗

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      thanks for being here rudi- good luck on your channel! ill check it out :)

  • @hollyh1148
    @hollyh1148 3 года назад +2

    I needed something like this. Thank you for sharing your soul, Amy.

  • @DaisyShaz
    @DaisyShaz 3 года назад +2

    You and your family together is soo wholesome ❤️

  • @JustJRR
    @JustJRR 3 года назад +1

    Absolutely loved this video Amy. What you said about healing yourself having a ripple effect on your friends (& family) is so relatable. I've felt myself shift and the "role" I play in my family is so different than it once was. ✨

  • @spookitsukki
    @spookitsukki 3 года назад +12

    love you girly! you are always inspiring me to heal and love myself unapologetically ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +2

      so happy I could inspire you in any way. keep on keeping on!

  • @MsLadyLancelot
    @MsLadyLancelot 3 года назад +1

    Amy..i just want to say i really appreciate that you are open about the conflicts and fights you have with your family. It makes me feel like I am not alone when I have fights with my parents. It makes me feel that my family is also just a normal family. Especially being first-generation immigrations in the US and having parents who grew up not only in a different time but also a whole world away. Many times we don't agree on views and values but I still love them. :) Thank you!

  • @awakebynight
    @awakebynight 3 года назад

    Please don’t ever stop being you. You’re such a genuine soul and i really appreciate you showing the reality of your life. I enjoy your videos soooo muchhh 💓✨

  • @nateherrera1971
    @nateherrera1971 3 года назад +2

    Hi Amy! Do you mind sharing any podcasts you listen to and/or any workshops/classes you’re involved in? 2021 is gonna be my year of self growth and healing 🌱✨

  • @sophia5849
    @sophia5849 3 года назад

    thank you for everything amy. i hope one day i have people like you in my life

  • @lizdavis2764
    @lizdavis2764 3 года назад

    i just want to share that i have been SO feeling the same going into this first month of 2021. it has more been a time of processing and realizing all the trauma i have suppressed from 2020 (you know, just trying to get through it) than a time of a fresh start, new beginnings, all the things culture expects from us for a new year. thanks for being real. so relatable. much love, amy.

  • @samanthamejia4666
    @samanthamejia4666 3 года назад

    so so glad to have you back!!! we missed you amy!! happy to see you happy!! thank you for sharing all your parts with us! Love you!

  • @ddstyl3
    @ddstyl3 3 года назад +3

    literally everything you eat looks absolutely amazing!

  • @nonkululekohadebe4314
    @nonkululekohadebe4314 3 года назад +2

    I love how honest and real your videos are. Like my family is just like any other family. You are awesome I love you, all the way from South Africa.

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      aw wow thanks sibulele- sending my warm regards to south africa and ty so much for being here!

  • @teemalikxo
    @teemalikxo 3 года назад

    I love how you show up authentically Amy! We need more of this in the world. 💗💗

  • @zanaherbst4015
    @zanaherbst4015 3 года назад

    Amy I know you since last year and I freaking love everything about you, your honest spirit helps me to be a better person. You helped me a lot with my problems and I always cry,laugh and enjoy the videos with you ! much Love from me ❤️❤️❤️

  • @eggdrea
    @eggdrea 3 года назад

    Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable to us, your videos always make me feel understood ❤️

  • @EnyaKellermann
    @EnyaKellermann 3 года назад +1

    AMY YOU ARE SOOO WONDERFUL?! You’re such an inspiration and have such an amazing personality 😍 ❤️❤️

  • @anad1411
    @anad1411 3 года назад

    A few minutes ago I cried a lot, but your video made me smile, thanks Amy so much! I will enjoy my moments like you!

  • @jupitired777
    @jupitired777 3 года назад

    i love your vlogs amy. Feels like a warm hug

  • @ennabayudewa8660
    @ennabayudewa8660 3 года назад +1

    very late comment but just wanted to touch on ur point about positive impact because u rly did make a positive impact on me! attended a couple of the healing circles u hosted last year and it made me think a lot about prioritising myself going into 2021 and now i can say im ready to continue my journey of self-reflection and healing

  • @Shetravelstheworld
    @Shetravelstheworld 3 года назад

    I loveeee this vlogs! 🥰 after soo much overthinking, you inspired me to lose my fears and start my own youtube channel. Sharing my travels and life in Korea as Colombian, so far I can't be more happy! 💕 thank u sooo much for your love and beautiful energy in your videos! 💖

  • @destinydai908
    @destinydai908 3 года назад

    This genuinely made me happy ❤️ thanks for sharing

  • @EmilyYait
    @EmilyYait 3 года назад

    Love long vlogs! You and Sophia are making me excited every week!))) Amy, stay healthy and happy, always!)

  • @nelli-kaneli3913
    @nelli-kaneli3913 3 года назад

    I love the vibes here! Want more of that into my life❤️❤️ Thank you for making these videos😘

  • @janad4678
    @janad4678 3 года назад

    everytime i feel down with myself or stuck with my life I come back to ur channel cause ur videos really inspire me to do better!! sending u so much love from the north of Spain beautiful

  • @xbbykristine
    @xbbykristine 3 года назад

    i love how real you are in your vlogs

  • @ruthnk6575
    @ruthnk6575 3 года назад

    aww i love this. this made me feel hopeful

  • @lu-ft4kp
    @lu-ft4kp 3 года назад

    i LOVE your parents! They seem so open and funny

  • @paulacakure8662
    @paulacakure8662 3 года назад

    Thanks, Amy! This video made me register for my first online meditation ever ur the best.

  • @terrah6172
    @terrah6172 3 года назад +1

    I found myself playing with the playdoh I bought my students last night. Glad we can still enjoy these little things!

  • @Aninpals
    @Aninpals 3 года назад +2

    Exactly what I needed today

  • @mouna8720
    @mouna8720 3 года назад +1

    Thank you. This was beautiful.

  • @Booomeow
    @Booomeow 3 года назад

    I'm literally crying over the cuteness of Komey at 3:55

  • @stars.are.blind_955
    @stars.are.blind_955 3 года назад

    I love everything about this, and yes. You did make a positive impact in our lifes. 💗

  • @alexacepeda2801
    @alexacepeda2801 3 года назад +1

    Omfg yalls dancing and singing took me OUT, the JOY!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @Moonshinevlogs
    @Moonshinevlogs 3 года назад +7

    wow unwinding with your vlog ❤️

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      thanks for being here!

  • @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577
    @jeanneleadelahoussaye8577 3 года назад +1

    i genuinely laughed so hard at your brother biting into the hot bread/spitting it out ahahahha, and then your mamma's walk, plus everything that comes out of papa Lee's month is simply hysterical! ahahahah thank you so much for allowing us to be apart of the Lee Family

  • @mewmew6158
    @mewmew6158 3 года назад

    I know exactly what you mean about crying because kindness in this world feels foreign. I'm definitely one of those people who can cry from a smile alone💙

  • @disladycaity8815
    @disladycaity8815 3 года назад

    you're just amazing and inspiring in every video

  • @MedieTC
    @MedieTC 3 года назад

    Wow Amy! Wow!
    Such a beautiful vlog ❤️

  • @MeiKrr
    @MeiKrr 3 года назад

    Happy New Year Amy! Your hair! ☺️

  • @Bee-qm7rd
    @Bee-qm7rd 3 года назад

    I cannot imagine what it’s like to live in the land of eternal sunshine.. just wow I hope you know how lucky you are😍

  • @lavisiondonde
    @lavisiondonde 3 года назад

    watching you play board games with ur fam made me happy cry. I miss my family

  • @LSanos
    @LSanos 3 года назад +1

    The queen is backk🥳🥳🥳

  • @qianacarney3578
    @qianacarney3578 3 года назад

    So glad I found you❤️ Love your content

  • @softlyspiritual
    @softlyspiritual 3 года назад

    love you amy!!

  • @LuckyUrbana
    @LuckyUrbana 3 года назад +1

    Woooow😍😍😍thanks for sharing with us!!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      thank YOU for being here!

  • @sashankonyana7422
    @sashankonyana7422 3 года назад +1

    so wholesome

  • @Esther-xr9bb
    @Esther-xr9bb 3 года назад

    Your videos calm me and motivate me so much. Thank you for being so open. I found you trough your mean girls video when i was writing a paper on internalised misogyny and now i can’t stop watching ❤️ glad i found u! Wish u all the best & keep doing what ur doing. From the netherlands! 🥰

  • @janeosun
    @janeosun 3 года назад +1

    holy cow that malibu house has me drooling and dreaming

  • @ashleer3944
    @ashleer3944 3 года назад

    Beautiful video! ❤

  • @kellielin4506
    @kellielin4506 3 года назад +6

    them singing in the living room reminds me of that scene in parasite where they all sitting drinking the family's alcohol LMAO

  • @cynthiasanchez5040
    @cynthiasanchez5040 3 года назад

    oh amy you are the only youtuber I know who opens like this, so sincerely. We are not alone, the sensitive ones, the ones who show ourselves as we are. I hope someday you come to Argentina, we love you here

  • @agnerukaite5742
    @agnerukaite5742 3 года назад

    yay finally, 41 best minutes of my life! love you Amy!!!

  • @sarahharmonie
    @sarahharmonie 3 года назад +1

    I just discovered your channel and I love it, your videos are really chill and relaxing to watch :) subscribed!

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      omg yay welcome to the pahtaaayyy

  • @rootedro
    @rootedro 3 года назад +1

    House goals fo sho!!!!!¡¡

  • @rewanxo2916
    @rewanxo2916 3 года назад

    Its been soo long ❤️❤️❤️ we missed you ❤️ happy New year

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      hehe ty for being here rewan and happy new year!

  • @annabellepark2867
    @annabellepark2867 3 года назад

    This is so heartwarming

  • @victoriaruiz4672
    @victoriaruiz4672 3 года назад

    I love this

  • @bebenka222
    @bebenka222 3 года назад

    Watching you with the girls in the joshua tree gives me lifeee!!!

  • @Mikalya100
    @Mikalya100 3 года назад +6

    Your videos just do it for me. I have no other words but they inspire me to live a life for me, embracing my inner child, I even want to try different styles or just get out of my comfort zone and just do what makes me happy

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад +1

      YES yes yes!! ☺️ do it 🦋✨💓

  • @kvtiebug
    @kvtiebug 3 года назад +1

    your mom singing karaoke in korean made me think of my grandma who i haven’t seen all year bc of covid ❤️

  • @michellejy
    @michellejy 3 года назад

    wow that malibu house looks like a dream

  • @feedcin6314
    @feedcin6314 3 года назад

    Wow this has me right in the feels and I’m only 6 min in 🥲

  • @vevict
    @vevict 3 года назад

    thank you for being youuuuuuuu

  • @SkyMist227
    @SkyMist227 3 года назад +1

    Hey amy, it's ok if u never show john!! Ur guys' relationship is more important, so as much as id love to see him, it's okay if u decide to show less meal times/etc. to keep your relationship more private. at the same time, really appreciate the transparency abt ur family conflicts--i feel less crazy

  • @tamikonesley4236
    @tamikonesley4236 3 года назад

    Wow Amy thank you for sharing some of the highest and lowest points of your life. I've been watching you for years and always appreciate your honesty!

  •  3 года назад

    woooooow this house is STUNNINGGG 💗💗💗💗

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      thanks aurélie for being here! it really is 🥺

    •  3 года назад

      @@amy_lee thank you for having me 😊😊😊

  • @cynthiamartell8750
    @cynthiamartell8750 3 года назад

    That house tho 👀. Loved the decor and overall look. Must’ve been a blessing to have stayed there! Glad you enjoyed!

  • @betulcetinkaya7157
    @betulcetinkaya7157 3 года назад

    Felt like really hanging out with you guys! Thank you so much i am so in love with this video!🤍

  • @juliaciulpan1597
    @juliaciulpan1597 3 года назад

    Prob my favourite video of yours or one of, love from Canada x

  • @mella3360
    @mella3360 3 года назад

    Your videos make me happy to be alive:)

  • @gabbycalara
    @gabbycalara 3 года назад

    i love this sm i love spending 41 min with u

  • @kendallsfriend
    @kendallsfriend 3 года назад +2

    omg i missed you 💙

    • @amy_lee
      @amy_lee  3 года назад

      thanks for being here kendall!