I hope and pray you are involved in some type of counseling! In my own opinion I think all of us can benefit from ccounseling. Thank God for grammas!!! And what a wonderful gramma and you best know that God gave you that gramma for a reason! Grammas and God two of the best words that begin with the letter G in the English language! Bless you Gramma Carolyn for taking care of Christina as she sure has helped with taking care of a lot of us!
Cornelia Kobilke I know I agree poor girl I am so happy she is so resilient and has a happy ending. We usually don’t remember things at 3 yrs old but she remembers these horrific things because they were that tragic
When you are abused there is a line of abuse that we separate. We look at certain types of abuse as “not that bad” because we know worse. If I’m remembering correctly it’s a type of disassociation from the traumas.
I think she was specifically talking about the dangling her head in the toilet as compared to the hand burning and kicking her in the head. "Weren't that terrible" being not compared to a normal situation but compared to the worst she went through.
Oh baby.... I've been subscribed to your channel for a while now and I'm just now watching some of your older videos, learning about your life and all I can say is... GIRL YOU ARE AMAZING!!! I'm so proud of you and I'm so glad you're here. Love you! ❤
@Denise Duarte ... Jesus you can say that again... I have a 2 year old baby girl and hearing Christina explain that brought me to tears and still does.. I would go to jail happily to protect my daughter from that kind of abuse ... I don’t understand it but she’s living a beautiful life and I’m so thankful god has saved her
I am crying as I type this. I didn't land on this video out of thousands on the internet by accident. I needed to hear this. Thank you Christina. I would LOVE to hear about your visit from God. Please.
My father was severely abused and turned out to be the best dad in the whole world. He said his parenting motto is "what would my parent's do?" and then does the opposite.
@@roadrunner40 Agreed!! As a mother how tf could you just sit around all nonchalant knowing, hearing and seeing what’s happening to you’re baby!?!? Fuck “John” & “Betty” I hope karma comes back with a vengeance for those two pieces of shit.
"I love when people that have been through hell walk out of the flames carrying buckets of water for those still consumed by the fire." (Stephanie Sparkles) Keep telling your story and shining your light!
Makes me wonder about that nurse. How she felt seeing you come into the hospital, so little and abused and alone. She probably thinks about you, even to this day. Dear Jesus.
I was just thinking that same thing...I wish there were a way for them to meet again. She’d be so proud of Christina and all the struggles she has overcome.
Nurses must & do learn to leave their tears outside the room of the patient ..leave those tears out in the hall .they won't help anyone in that room .& there's work to be done ....healing
I'm a male. Old enough to be your father. It made me cry. You, are a blessing, you, Christina are one of God's children. These videos are just the beginning of your journey to learn, grow, influence. I respect you and love you as a beautiful human being. Take care of yourself. Your husband, your children. Stephen
Monsters like that creature, "John" (I won't call him a man, he's not human)....they don't have a reason, there is no why. I'm so so sorry, sweet angel. I just wish I could hug that little girl inside of you and keep her safe. You are a beacon of light to others who've survived atrocities.
Atrocities like these are committed because traumatized psychopaths are compulsively and unconsciously reenacting their own childhoods. Yes they're vile monsters. But over the years I've found there most definitely is a reason.
Thank you grandma for taking care of that child (now beautiful Iady) and being her consistent family. How anybody could do that to a child, its heartbreaking and infuriating at the same time.
Dont say those things arent so bad. They are torture. You have been through hell, but you have come so far. I'm not religious but I hope I find what you have, your amazing. I'm so sorry this happened.
Lord. This child just called on you to have what this lady has. I pray you come into her life, let her know that you are real, let her feel your love. in Jesus name Amen.
@@jazzyplaysrobloxagain9380 you are so rude to make such a comment. One thing I feel 100% confident about is she is a truth teller. DO NOT EVER make such a heartless statement, on her channel. Please respect her story.👍💖🙌🙏♥️
jazzy plays Roblox AGAIN Omg you’re such a bad listener... Her grandma corrected her and said that when they kidnapped her she was about 1 year old and when she ended up in a hospital she was almost 3 years old
I gave this a thumbs up. Not because I enjoyed hearing of your trauma but to show you how much I respect you and the path you traveled to get where u are today xx
Me too! Sadly this hits me in a very personal way. But it gives me strength in knowing it doesn't matter where you came from you can always get out of the abuse cycle and still become somebody better & have good thinhs, including yourself, be a good mom. Doesn't matter what happened to you in the past you can still become a good person :)
Precisely, that is the reason I'm giving my like, takes a strong, confident person to relive certain times, others can draw strength and courage just knowing that they are not alone, you guys take care and God Bless ❤️
Abusers and drunks are like that. Anything goes wrong and they got to take it out on the 1st person whether it's a kid or a person that cant defense themselves.
There aren't words to describe how absolutely tragic, horrendous, disgustingly horrifying your story is. No amount of sorries could ever come close to consoling you. You are an Extraordinarily Fantastical example of a woman, human, mommy. I am so thankful I stumbled across your YT page. ❤❤❤
Honey you need to write a book about your whole life from beginning until now. Your story reminded me a lot of the book “A Child Called It” it’s a 3 book series written by a man that went through hell as a child too. 💕💕💕
You popped up out of nowhere in my videos 2 nights ago. I don't know how you showed up, but I don't believe it was a coincidence. Thank you for this video. I recently had my PTSD from sexual abuse triggered and I've been struggling. I needed to see this ♥️
I was an RN at Charity Hospital in Louisiana & took care of some horrifically abused children in the 70’s. We would do the same with gloves, making a balloon to distract & help in some small way. I still remember the worst cases & wonder if they are ok, if they are still alive today, in their 40’s. God bless you; you will have jewels 💎 in your heavenly crown.
I counsel children rescued from that type of trauma. It appears you have done a lot of work to embrace baby Christina and give her the love she deserves. You are so brave and deserve all the happiness you get out of this world. God bless you, dear.
Yes! Working through those events & loving the little you & letting little you know that you deserve better! You deserve love, been there done that....still do it ❤
@@kittycaruso50 Same. I am disabled and on disability. I can't get outside my community, and no one here knows how to deal with the trauma I faced. Virtual hug. You deserve help. Find a person specializing in trauma. Look into EMDR. If nothing is helping...look into ayahuasca.
@@lovinliverpool Honestly we don't know... maybe that man was keeping her locked up as well. She mentioned that he might've been raping her... Not justifying her actions, but she wouldn't be the first woman to also be a victim along with her children.
you need to become a public speaker, especially to children or at schools, maybe even at churches! i think a lot of kids, especially ones who maybe weren’t dealt the best hand in life would appreciate your story and you words. you can definitely change lives.
I know I'm late, but, can we talk about how beautiful Grandma is! You can tell she is strong af, takes literally no BS, keeps it all the way 💯, but is actually covering a pure heart of gold!! Christina, I already know you know how fortunate you are to have her be your one constant support in line, especially after everything you've been through. These are our true angels living right here on earth! Hope you and Grandma are well! ❤
Mine too..I got warm all over from anger and felt the tears coming..she is so brave and just the thought of someone hurting her at any age but especially as a little girl...what a life!! God knows how she is even able to talk about it but she is so inspirational
@Indigo Leigh Religion is at its most manipulative potential when it is able to hijack a grieving process. The dead does not care if you hope it burns in an imaginary realm. If the bad guy is dead, there's no sense in thinking about that corpse's experience. Their delete button has been pressed.
@juul cat That's wishful thinking to help those who have been wronged to cope. There is no evidence that it's actually true. It's just a mind game. Adolf Hitler's body is rotting in a grave, but his mind and memory is erased. He shot himself to escape the consequences of his actions, and indeed he has.
Wow. Among other reactions, this certainly puts your calls for kindness into a whole new light. You're a beautiful person, a survivor, and a great example.
I am so sorry you ever went through any of this, I've literally only just seen this. This is heartbreaking but I am so glad to see where you are now Christina, you have truly overcome ridiculous odds. You are an inspiration ❤
I'm a 50yr old grown ass man and I don't think I've sobbed so much listening to your story. But proud as hell of you to become the person you are now. Not many have come out of these experiences and survived and if they did not be a total wreck.
As a fellow victim of child abuse the fact you are the person you are now, breaking cycles and being a bad ass mother. I can't tell you how admirable that is 💗🕊
@Noodles Same here. I was used, abused and made to grow up in misery. I have a daughter now and am giving her everything a child deserves. She will never experience what I went through.
Yassss baby! Yassss! I used to be so embarrassed of my sexual abuse story! Now, I LOVE sharing my story! I now use it to try and raise awareness to parents and help others come forward against their abusers!!! It’s made me stronger!
Such amazing strength in you ladies.. it’s testimony to the strength of spirit to survive abuse and also break the cycle of abuse that can occur (not at all excusing it as I’ve experienced it) and pass it down to more generations of victims and so on.. it’s sadly much more prevalent than most people realise. Breaking the cycle is a gift, it takes a precious and loving soul to say “not my child/children”.. I couldn’t ever mentally or physically abuse my children, no matter how frustrated or riled I feel, I’ve always walked away and taken a breath with the calm strength to just love them deeply and appreciate them for the precious babies that I’ve had the blessing to receive. It might sound corny, but I feel that way with all that I am. It’s unconditional love 💕 God bless you ladies, I wish you all the happiness that you deserve x
@@adriannegreene7567 no shit. Why would you say that? Of course they're not as traumatized as the person who experienced it, but hearing about it is very scary, especially if you're someone who's also experience child abuse
you are right it is so extrem painful, you have to stop in between to prepare yourself to cope with this horror, Speaking about is crucial, let the world know what is going on, it is so important. We have to listen, its our duty to be there for each other, this is the dawn of a new day, there was so much darkness, its indescribalble!
She's beautiful..one year older than me but damn, she's gorgeous and a very strong woman. Hope she will finally heal the scars deeply entrenched in her soul..
Christina . You are such a strong person. To cover all these cases and even your own personal ones is beyond amazing you are so strong and I really look up to you ! I love you!!
I am a 63 year old firefighter that has experienced and seen everything in life! I stumbled on your video a couple days ago and started listening to your story! Let me say you are one more beautiful (gorgeous) women, with a story that needs to be told to the world! Your flashbacks are symptomatic of post-traumatic stress syndrome (PTSD)!!! I love you and your willingness to expose yourself and to be so transparent to the world!
@@margojulian1003 I’m sorry that you’ve been through such trauma, I hope that you are able to heal & get past such experiences, no matter whether it’s been 1 week or 1 year, or a decade, trauma scars a person for life, it never goes away completely.
God bless you for illustrating the horrors that a little child can go through. I hope people can be more aware of what children might be going through. I'm so glad you survived. Youre not a MESS..... those HORRID people were the mess.....mess and way more: criminal psychopths WHO ARE CRIMINALS. HOW DO YOU DO THAT TO A TINY KID.? HE NEEDED TO RECEIVE SEVERE PUNISHMENT..
I am so so sorry you went through all of that pain. Only a MONSTER could do that. I was 4 when I was physically, sexually and mentally abused and I remember everything. I am 60 now..
Comments like this scare shit out of me cause i struggle with that too, and i try to think i can overcome it and that it'll go away, but everynow and then its BAM! blast from the past, like those old memories are explosive diarrhea staining every aspect of my life since then and im scared of living my whole life like this :/ How do y'all cope with it?
I agree. Why an adult thinks they're so cool, or so tough for treating someone so much smaller, less mature and at such the disadvantage, is beyond me.
@@bjjjb3056 In most cases where an explanation to the behaviour could be heard, it's about getting sexually arroused by torturing by causing panic and pain to somebody defenceless. That's their sick reason of it all.
My heart goes out to you for having to endure such awful things at such a young age. You're incredibly strong and a beautiful woman mama. You're helping so many complete strangers and you truly are adored by so many ❤ thank you for speaking your truth and sharing it with us!!!
@@codycode2001 yes I also hope they are haunted every night..putting people to death I feel like is a cop out for abusers of all types.. they should have to go through hell on earth and then the ultimate hell.. sorry to go on a rant!🤚🏻🤦🏻♀️💔
One day youll be on a TED talk stage and when that day comes im going to be screaming with pride haha Mark my words, you'll end up there and your journey is going to help so many ppl. Also, Grandma be a bad bish! Lol i love her to pieces. She reminds me so much of my gma and great gma, im telling you i think we have to be related haha Your gma and my gma could be sisters they look and act so much alike its actually scary 😂
By the time you are a grandma , you have seen & experienced so much SHI - that's why I think there are so many g.MA's that are just alike . they have been thru similar things & experienced trauma & pain . the worst thing in the world is not what you can do to me but what you can do to someone I love ...that kind of pain . g.MA's & g.pas are tough . they have to be !
I hate it SO MUCH that you're in the middle of a traumatic thought, almost breaking down and you really apologized to US. NEVER. We love you, and im so thankful you shared this with us. It takes a lot. 🖤 I'm so glad you've came out of this a wonderful person and an amazing mom. 🥲🥰
I feel the same way. She's brave enough to talk about all the horrific things she was put thru and has came out as a seemingly well rounded amazing lady, wife, mother and friend. Christina Randall never apologize for showing true raw emotion. We love you
I love you christina, what I know I know of you. I can't imagine what your mother is like or if you're an only child . who would not protect you ? Especially as a child? Not being just I just can't imagine is all. Hi grandma good job w Christina you are a very strong woman & very loving
When you said “that wasn’t that bad, right” I want to tell you it WAS bad. You get to own all that pain. And, I am very sorry that happened to you. You never deserved to be hurt. You deserved to be loved and protected as a child.
Penny -- She meant that it was not as hard as she thought it would be, talking about it. She didn't mean that what happened wasn't that bad. ;-) She knows how bad it was. But we all agree, she never deserved it. No one does. She is strong and brave. I am glad she shared her story.
These were your parents? Girl no wonder why you went haywire. People don't realize that their upbringing a lot of times is what paves peoples future. That it looks like you came back from that and you really should write a book
There’s a special place in hell for child abusers. I’m so sorry, Christina, that you had to endure this. You are a strong, beautiful, amazing woman. Thank you for everything you do
What she went through is beyond child abuse, and there is a whole sperate level of hell for monsters like that pos, and given the opportunity I would love to drop him off there a little earlier than planned.....
No one can tell me that the enemy isn’t real and working in this world because this man is an example of pure evil... I am sorry this happened to you but you are so strong.
I actually would not blame anyone else than the person who did the acts, no matter what you believe in. It takes the responsibility away from him, which is not right.
Pupax please don’t think I’m trying to take the blame off this man. He deserves to be in prison for the rest of his life and to never be around children again, ever.
Amazing and now i see you so differently. I never imagined you had this life. I grew up in foster and was forced into sex trafficking as a child and have never ever told my story to anyone ever. You’re braver than you know.
Maybe nows the time to speak up and make them pay....in fact now may be the perfect time...with all that's going on now with JEpstein...and his accusers...plus several others. Make your voice and story be heard....
I had to pause so many times because I kept crying. I don't know how you went through that and STILL grew up to be a wonderful human. You are an angel.
This broke my heart into a million pieces. I had a rough childhood but damn it’s really true what they say.. someone always has it worse. I’m so sorry you experienced such trauma from such a young age. No one deserves this, especially a child. I’ve watched your videos for a while and I had no idea about this story until tonight. This will stick with me. You are so strong and inspirational
Such courage to tell your story and be so vulnerable. No way could I do what you've done. My kids and husband have no idea about parts of my childhood. I'm so glad you've turned yourself around and encouraging others to do the same.
I have a 3 year old and I was looking at her thru this story and I just cant understand it. I'm so sorry Christina. I hope that SOB gets or got his!!!!
Same. My niece is gonna be 3 in two months and I cant imagine why someone would want to do something so terrible so a little baby who just wants to be loved and play. I literally started crying when she was talking about the tub.
@@ericaenjoyeverymomentofyou540 Because her mother kidnapped Christina from her grandmother, who had custody. When her mother took her to the hospital she just left her there and nobody knew who she was, so she was put into foster care!!
No child should go though any type of trauma, they are innocent and I couldn't imagine doing anything bad either of course to any child. Thanks for sharing your story and I totally respect your strength and how you don't let your past define you, as I don't let mine define me and am positive 💖
‘The difference between a flashback and a memory is the way your body reacts’ So powerful. I never thought about it this way until now, but that explains a lot.
I agree it's demonic. Evil possession. They attack the bright innocent children. She came through it. God bless her. It's sad that there is child trafficking happening now.
Ihad a rroiugh start as well. My mom was gone alot when i was small and my dad was seeking work but was to old to be hired . long store short i was raised by my aunt and uncle
I still sometimes go back to your oldest videos and remember your beginnings and life stories, and important milestones that only YOU are responsible for. You are still a great inspiration for me, you are simply a magnet for people who got lost a little along the way. And I remember when this video just came out, I can't believe that I've been with you for so many years, or you with me - without you realizing it. I'm still sending hugs and so much love and light from Amsterdam, Netherlands. Judita 🌷
Heyyyy Grandma 😍 You are an amazing person for being there for Christina and not turning your back on her and we all know Christina absolutely loves and adores her Grandma ❤️
The fact that you remember all of this from the age of 3 shows how traumatic that must have been. I remember a lot since I was 3, but I sure as hell don't remember as much as this. No child should go through this sort of treatment, unfortunately we won't get rid of horrible people from the world...
I've been living in the survival mode for 50 years because of a traumatic childhood too. It's only now I understand it was not my fault and I'm learning to accept that I am beautiful and special. So sorry you had to experience those traumatic things sweetheart but I'm so grateful to you for sharing love you and your Channel 😘😘😘😘😘🙏🙏💞💝
and I just much pray Gods powerful peace and comfort be multiplied to you and your family tootsb.......i pray the people that did you harm quickly are Godly influenced to be saved and come to know the only savior Jesus Christ that can deliver their souls before it’s eternally too late!!!!!! God Bless you tootsb unimaginably and immeasurably!!!!!!
Let me start by saying I AM SO PROUD OF HOW FAR YOU’VE COME & SURVIVED!! I’ve followed you for a long time now & I hadn’t seen all of your older vid yet. I just happened across this part of your story & it breaks my heart you were put through this stuff 💔🫂 I can relate to a lot of the trauma memories/flashback stuff though. even being so young, it’s crazy what our brains retain in such detail! You’re such an amazing human & I love getting to see you thrive! Keep being you!
What a nightmare. Your resilience is off the charts. You not only survived but you thrived. What an inspiration you are . That man’s place in hell is locked stocked and set in stone.
And you wonder why you were a fighter during your teens..... jeeze Christina, you are a work of art!!! Congrations on becoming the wonderful woman you are- thanks for being you!! ♥️
*WHAT A TESTIMONY!* From a fellow survivor of serious childhood trauma, I'm proud of you! Thanks, Grandma, for being the unfailing pillar of Strength for Christina!
Oh my goodness I completely forgot about this 😢! I just happened to stumble across this video even though I already watched it YEARS ago! You’re such a beautiful soul Christina, it’s amazing how far you’ve come after everything you’ve experienced. This story made me sob, it’s disgusting that anyone could do this to a child smh. You’ve overcome so much adversity and you should be so incredibly proud of yourself! You inspire me so much, you’re absolutely amazing 💖 God bless you, your family & your grandma 🥰
God bless your Grandmother. She ultimately made a difficult decision between her own daughter and her granddaughter. I’m so glad she made that decision because look at you now! You’re a blessing to this world girl~ 💕
This is enraging to hear; I despise people who hurt children. Especially from a parent! I am so sorry this happened to you. You are such a beautiful person and I am so thankful this abuse did not turn you dark. Keep your light bright! Sending lots of love.
I'm so sorry that, that happened to you. I'm really sorry that you didn't have a mother there to protect you, because if someone did something like that to my daughter, I'd be sitting in jail for murder, but I wouldn't of put my child in that situation. You were blessed to have your grandmother, and you have grown into a wonderful person.
I cannot even imagine 😢 I have an almost 4 year old and a 1 year old and I just cannot. I am actually going through therapy for ocd and trauma, part of my ‘homework’ is to watch the things that terrify me such as people’s horrific experiences, especially as children (basically as proof that by watching it or hearing about it, it does not mean these things will happen to my children because that is a huge fear and belief I have) watching how strong you are and the life you have created following this is truly so inspiring and I thank you for sharing your story because it must have been so hard to revisit and I just want you to know that people like you are helping me with my mental recovery so thank you 🙏
Omg, I get so scared to hear or watch stories about kids ever since having my son. Human trafficking is something I think about almost daily. I just am so scared something is going to happen to my little boy. I have to talk myself down and out of an anxiety attack whenever he's not with me. I guess I thought my fears were somewhat normal but maybe I am way overboard and actually need help working through it.
OH MY GOODNESS, You are one of God's MOST PRECIOUS WOMEN. My 20 yr old daughter showed me your video's snd pease let me tell you"You shine light like a light house in a dense fog to today's daughter's of The Most High.Thank you for your courage and strength and wisdom that can reach thousands and I love you young lady,from one daughter of Christ to another daughter of Christ.💖😇
I don't understand how that kind of homework is healthy. I had one very tramatic experience when I was 8 and I am also drawn to stories of survival, abuse, kidnapping and human trafficking. But, I don't think it's good for me. I am very aware of the evil in the world. I couldn't even watch this video past a few minutes. My heart breaks for children who are suffering. God bless you for telling your story sweetie.
the fact that someone would even consider doing that to another person makes me physically ill. you’re really strong and i admire you a lot. you’ve overcome so much shit. a lot of people can’t do that. you’re an inspiration.
I recently came upon you from someone on Tik Tok, so I went to your channel and subscribed. You research your stories, so proud of you, girlfriend. Yes Christina you were traumatized as a toddler. Now I understand, how you are loyal to your friends. Like you said your a good fighter! I understand why? I also understand why your mantra is not to hate on anybody anywhere. I have alot of Respect and Love for you. You are a Beautiful Resilient person inside and out. This was hard for you. Yet you have alot of Love to give. Thank you for ridding yourself of the spirit of infirmity and generational curses. You do not follow in your Betty's footsteps, for you show and provide Love and stabilization to your children and Hubby. Your Grandmother God Bless her pea picking heart for getting custody of you. Your Grandmother gave it all to God and so did you. Thank you for sharing this, Christina, your beginnings. 🌹
"I won't care, I'll be dead" Grandma is a savage 😂 I just stumbled across your channel today, and I have to commend you on your courage and strength for making videos like this. Your story is inspirational and I foresee myself binge watching your videos ❤
Here from the future. I really feel her success is due to videos like this, her true honest, opening up the good , bad , and the ugly. And I applaude you for it, girl! 👏
If you ever write a book; I would 1000% buy and read it. I HATE reading.
El_love I would too
Me tooooo
Audiobook one hundred percent!!!!
Yes an audiobook that you read!
Meee too!!!
"those things werent that terrible" yes they were girl. yes they were.
I hope and pray you are involved in some type of counseling! In my own opinion I think all of us can benefit from ccounseling. Thank God for grammas!!! And what a wonderful gramma and you best know that God gave you that gramma for a reason! Grammas and God two of the best words that begin with the letter G in the English language! Bless you Gramma Carolyn for taking care of Christina as she sure has helped with taking care of a lot of us!
Cornelia Kobilke I know I agree poor girl I am so happy she is so resilient and has a happy ending. We usually don’t remember things at 3 yrs old but she remembers these horrific things because they were that tragic
When you are abused there is a line of abuse that we separate. We look at certain types of abuse as “not that bad” because we know worse. If I’m remembering correctly it’s a type of disassociation from the traumas.
I think she was specifically talking about the dangling her head in the toilet as compared to the hand burning and kicking her in the head. "Weren't that terrible" being not compared to a normal situation but compared to the worst she went through.
OMG AGREE 100%
There's a special place in HELL for people who do such terrible things to children.
God forgive
I hope these people burn
Nosarumen Idaho Are you defending a child abuser? Special place in hell for you too.
Fsr this comment gives me lucifer vibes from netflix LOL
So both my patents are in hell?
Oh baby.... I've been subscribed to your channel for a while now and I'm just now watching some of your older videos, learning about your life and all I can say is... GIRL YOU ARE AMAZING!!! I'm so proud of you and I'm so glad you're here. Love you! ❤
I’m in the same boat and I agree
Ditto ❤
As a mother my heart breaks for that 3 year old little girl, and as a mother I am so proud of the woman you have become.
@Denise Duarte ... Jesus you can say that again... I have a 2 year old baby girl and hearing Christina explain that brought me to tears and still does.. I would go to jail happily to protect my daughter from that kind of abuse ... I don’t understand it but she’s living a beautiful life and I’m so thankful god has saved her
Absolutely 100 percent agree with Denise Duarte
That is beautiful
The woman and mother she have become!!!! I’m so happy for you that you are alive and living.
I am crying as I type this. I didn't land on this video out of thousands on the internet by accident. I needed to hear this. Thank you Christina. I would LOVE to hear about your visit from God. Please.
My father was severely abused and turned out to be the best dad in the whole world. He said his parenting motto is "what would my parent's do?" and then does the opposite.
What a great dad . Ur blessed
Same here, my husband dealt with massive abuse from his stepfather, years, and he's the most amazing man husband and father!
God bless you and your dad🙏
That is how its done. I don't/ didn't like it. so i don't do it to other's.. Thousand % up vote. Bless.
That's my life mantra !!! Do the opposite
There is a special place in HELL for people who hurt little children 💔😢
There is a special place in hell for people who hurt innocent people in general
And the elderly...
Ok
That includes the mother.
@@roadrunner40 Agreed!! As a mother how tf could you just sit around all nonchalant knowing, hearing and seeing what’s happening to you’re baby!?!? Fuck “John” & “Betty” I hope karma comes back with a vengeance for those two pieces of shit.
"I love when people that have been through hell walk out of the flames carrying buckets of water for those still consumed by the fire." (Stephanie Sparkles) Keep telling your story and shining your light!
Makes me wonder about that nurse. How she felt seeing you come into the hospital, so little and abused and alone. She probably thinks about you, even to this day. Dear Jesus.
I was just thinking that same thing...I wish there were a way for them to meet again. She’d be so proud of Christina and all the struggles she has overcome.
god I would like but it’d be 666
I think someone in the comments said that that nurse was her/his aunt. Just scroll through the comments and you'll probably see it
I am a nurse. I can tell you, that nurse has never forgotten her, I’m sure.
Nurses must & do learn to leave their tears outside the room of the patient ..leave those tears out in the hall .they won't help anyone in that room .& there's work to be done ....healing
I'm a male. Old enough to be your father.
It made me cry.
You, are a blessing, you, Christina are one of God's children.
These videos are just the beginning of your journey to learn, grow, influence.
I respect you and love you as a beautiful human being.
Take care of yourself. Your husband, your children.
Stephen
Monsters like that creature, "John" (I won't call him a man, he's not human)....they don't have a reason, there is no why. I'm so so sorry, sweet angel. I just wish I could hug that little girl inside of you and keep her safe. You are a beacon of light to others who've survived atrocities.
So well said!❤️
Seriously!
John is very human. The human animal without civilisation is a terrible creature.
Atrocities like these are committed because traumatized psychopaths are compulsively and unconsciously reenacting their own childhoods. Yes they're vile monsters. But over the years I've found there most definitely is a reason.
He's a man who did that.
Thank you grandma for taking care of that child (now beautiful Iady) and being her consistent family. How anybody could do that to a child, its heartbreaking and infuriating at the same time.
Girl I hope you got some good therapy at some point. You went through such hell...you are such a strong woman.
Grace Cornelius it sounds like she may have had to go after her son turned 3-4
I hope you get really good therapy too. Childhood trauma like that doesn’t just go away.
EMDR therapy I've heard can be quite effective for some with PTSD
Katherine Margeson no it doesn’t just go away, but therapy can help. Healthy coping mechanisms are so important
Grace Cornelius sometimes therapy doesn’t do shit.
Dont say those things arent so bad. They are torture. You have been through hell, but you have come so far. I'm not religious but I hope I find what you have, your amazing. I'm so sorry this happened.
I think she is lying cuz u cant still be 3 after 17 months lmao
Lord. This child just called on you to have what this lady has. I pray you come into her life, let her know that you are real, let her feel your love. in Jesus name Amen.
jazzy plays Roblox AGAIN how can you even say that after hearing about all the things that happened to her?
@@jazzyplaysrobloxagain9380 you are so rude to make such a comment. One thing I feel 100% confident about is she is a truth teller. DO NOT EVER make such a heartless statement, on her channel. Please respect her story.👍💖🙌🙏♥️
jazzy plays Roblox AGAIN Omg you’re such a bad listener... Her grandma corrected her and said that when they kidnapped her she was about 1 year old and when she ended up in a hospital she was almost 3 years old
I gave this a thumbs up. Not because I enjoyed hearing of your trauma but to show you how much I respect you and the path you traveled to get where u are today xx
Me too! Sadly this hits me in a very personal way. But it gives me strength in knowing it doesn't matter where you came from you can always get out of the abuse cycle and still become somebody better & have good thinhs, including yourself, be a good mom. Doesn't matter what happened to you in the past you can still become a good person :)
Precisely, that is the reason I'm giving my like, takes a strong, confident person to relive certain times, others can draw strength and courage just knowing that they are not alone, you guys take care and God Bless ❤️
Me too. So amazed at the strength of this amazing lady.
Same ❤
me too. christina is the strongest person.
This channel just keeps surprising me. I came for the crazy crime stories and stayed for you Christina . ❤
Same
I don't understand how anyone can do that to an innocent baby girl. I can't even wrap my mind around it
So horrifying
Awful....
They will face God
Abusers and drunks are like that. Anything goes wrong and they got to take it out on the 1st person whether it's a kid or a person that cant defense themselves.
Can we have John's name...we just wanna talk to him
Yeah... talk
Yea..... what they said.....🔫😁🔪
Nothing else you know just talk knife to face whoops....”i mean face to face”
Adrianna Tomlinson for real
He's probably dead or in jail i don’t know 🤷🏻♂️
The fact she literally says “those things aren’t that bad” breaks my heart😭😭
I thought the same thing!
Made me cry. That's what trauma does. We scale things from not that bad to..I can't talk about that. Its all so hard to live with. But its what we do.
Same. Knife to my heart.
Me getting carjacked today actually brought me to this channel. I don't know why but at least that's one good thing about the whole tragedy.
@@BlisteringBlue42 what happened? pray for YOUR justice!!!!!!
There aren't words to describe how absolutely tragic, horrendous, disgustingly horrifying your story is. No amount of sorries could ever come close to consoling you. You are an Extraordinarily Fantastical example of a woman, human, mommy. I am so thankful I stumbled across your YT page. ❤❤❤
Honey you need to write a book about your whole life from beginning until now. Your story reminded me a lot of the book “A Child Called It” it’s a 3 book series written by a man that went through hell as a child too.
💕💕💕
I read all those books.. They were crazy
It was actually proved he made most of that up
I love that book I did presentations on it at school
Dave Peltzer is the author... great series.
I read that book in prison, wow😥💜
We must protect children at all costs
Could you please do a story time on how you got reunited to your grandmother
Yes!
I would love to hear that story.
Yesss please
I would watch that video
yes
It's a miracle you are alive Christina and
are the outstanding beautiful lady that you are today! Love love love you!
At least her mother saved her life. I guess she knew she had to leave her or he would kill her.
You popped up out of nowhere in my videos 2 nights ago. I don't know how you showed up, but I don't believe it was a coincidence. Thank you for this video. I recently had my PTSD from sexual abuse triggered and I've been struggling. I needed to see this ♥️
I'm SO sorry this happened to you. This stuff is so serious and mentally damaging I can't even... I sent to you all the love I can ❤️
@@basicscorpio thank you so much
Same girl stay strong❤️
@@dalicia1322 💗
Lacey Bynum I also have PTSD but from physical abuse it sucks. Stay strong girl 💜
I was an RN at Charity Hospital in Louisiana & took care of some horrifically abused children in the 70’s. We would do the same with gloves, making a balloon to distract & help in some small way. I still remember the worst cases & wonder if they are ok, if they are still alive today, in their 40’s. God bless you; you will have jewels 💎 in your heavenly crown.
Watching this and reading your comment. Couldn’t say it better. I’m in tears.
God bless you for the work you have done. I am certain that at least some of those children are alive today because of you.
Thank you for working with those children. It is hard emotionally to see this every day. Blessings to you and your family!
I can't handle seeing pets or kids hurt in anyway, you def are one strong person and has a heart of gold. Ty for your service
Thank you all for your kind words.
I counsel children rescued from that type of trauma. It appears you have done a lot of work to embrace baby Christina and give her the love she deserves. You are so brave and deserve all the happiness you get out of this world. God bless you, dear.
Yes! Working through those events & loving the little you & letting little you know that you deserve better! You deserve love, been there done that....still do it ❤
I wish I had had someone to counsel me for the things I was put through
@@kittycaruso50 Same. I am disabled and on disability. I can't get outside my community, and no one here knows how to deal with the trauma I faced.
Virtual hug. You deserve help. Find a person specializing in trauma. Look into EMDR. If nothing is helping...look into ayahuasca.
I love that you chose to be a survivor and not a statistic💕
I think your mom left you in the hospital because she descided it was best for you, instead of staying with the abuse you were in
That's the only thing her mom did right.
Miss Marilyn ROASTED HER XD
We'll her mother still a HORRIBLE person dropping your kid at the hospital doesn't justify anything
Yeah but she's also a coward.
@@lovinliverpool Honestly we don't know... maybe that man was keeping her locked up as well. She mentioned that he might've been raping her...
Not justifying her actions, but she wouldn't be the first woman to also be a victim along with her children.
Hey Grandma...Thank you for being a constant in her life...
❤👊
she aint gonna be a constant soon lol
@@skinnyrat7531 💩💩💩💩💩💩
@Bella Beau why are they hating on her?? She’s flipping amazing
you need to become a public speaker, especially to children or at schools, maybe even at churches! i think a lot of kids, especially ones who maybe weren’t dealt the best hand in life would appreciate your story and you words. you can definitely change lives.
Second this!!!!!
I 3rd this!
molly kate I wish she can come to my school and do it for pray week
I know I'm late, but, can we talk about how beautiful Grandma is! You can tell she is strong af, takes literally no BS, keeps it all the way 💯, but is actually covering a pure heart of gold!! Christina, I already know you know how fortunate you are to have her be your one constant support in line, especially after everything you've been through. These are our true angels living right here on earth! Hope you and Grandma are well! ❤
When she started crying my heart literally broke 🥺💔
I know 😥😥😥
justyce williams I wanted to give her a hug💔
Mine too..I got warm all over from anger and felt the tears coming..she is so brave and just the thought of someone hurting her at any age but especially as a little girl...what a life!! God knows how she is even able to talk about it but she is so inspirational
Ditto
Imagine the thousands of children who are living in similar and if possible worse conditions. May their abusers burn in hell.
Ameen
They won't burn in hell because it doesn't exist.
Those who die experience no consequences for their actions.
@@imaginaryfriend3827 🙄
@Indigo Leigh
Religion is at its most manipulative potential when it is able to hijack a grieving process.
The dead does not care if you hope it burns in an imaginary realm. If the bad guy is dead, there's no sense in thinking about that corpse's experience. Their delete button has been pressed.
@juul cat
That's wishful thinking to help those who have been wronged to cope. There is no evidence that it's actually true. It's just a mind game.
Adolf Hitler's body is rotting in a grave, but his mind and memory is erased. He shot himself to escape the consequences of his actions, and indeed he has.
Wow. Among other reactions, this certainly puts your calls for kindness into a whole new light. You're a beautiful person, a survivor, and a great example.
AN EXTRAORDINARY THRIVER!!!!
@@MariaLopez-mi4ol I get chills, this woman is incredibly strong and humble, may the Lord grant her with wisdom her complete life.
A great example for survivors. ❤
I am so sorry you ever went through any of this, I've literally only just seen this. This is heartbreaking but I am so glad to see where you are now Christina, you have truly overcome ridiculous odds. You are an inspiration ❤
I'm a 50yr old grown ass man and I don't think I've sobbed so much listening to your story. But proud as hell of you to become the person you are now. Not many have come out of these experiences and survived and if they did not be a total wreck.
Same!!
@@jackhenry8015Ditto!
Agree!🙌🏻❤️😊
As a fellow victim of child abuse the fact you are the person you are now, breaking cycles and being a bad ass mother. I can't tell you how admirable that is 💗🕊
@Noodles
Same here. I was used, abused and made to grow up in misery. I have a daughter now and am giving her everything a child deserves. She will never experience what I went through.
Amen!
Yassss baby! Yassss! I used to be so embarrassed of my sexual abuse story! Now, I LOVE sharing my story! I now use it to try and raise awareness to parents and help others come forward against their abusers!!! It’s made me stronger!
Such amazing strength in you ladies.. it’s testimony to the strength of spirit to survive abuse and also break the cycle of abuse that can occur (not at all excusing it as I’ve experienced it) and pass it down to more generations
of victims and so on.. it’s sadly much more prevalent than most people realise.
Breaking the cycle is a gift, it takes a precious and loving soul to say “not my child/children”.. I couldn’t ever mentally or physically abuse my children, no matter how frustrated or riled I feel, I’ve always walked away and taken a breath with the calm strength to just love them deeply and appreciate them for the precious babies that I’ve had the blessing to receive. It might sound corny, but I feel that way with all that I am. It’s unconditional love 💕
God bless you ladies, I wish you all the happiness that you deserve x
All 🙌glory to God in the highest!! ❤🙏🏼❤
I’m traumatized from even listening to this
Not as traumatized as Christina
@@adriannegreene7567 no shit. Why would you say that? Of course they're not as traumatized as the person who experienced it, but hearing about it is very scary, especially if you're someone who's also experience child abuse
you are right it is so extrem painful, you have to stop in between to prepare yourself to cope with this horror, Speaking about is crucial, let the world know what is going on, it is so important. We have to listen, its our duty to be there for each other, this is the dawn of a new day, there was so much darkness, its indescribalble!
She's beautiful..one year older than me but damn, she's gorgeous and a very strong woman. Hope she will finally heal the scars deeply entrenched in her soul..
Emily thank you x
Christina . You are such a strong person. To cover all these cases and even your own personal ones is beyond amazing you are so strong and I really look up to you ! I love you!!
you have the strength of a thousand angels, you're divine light through the darkness
I am a 63 year old firefighter that has experienced and seen everything in life! I stumbled on your video a couple days ago and started listening to your story! Let me say you are one more beautiful (gorgeous) women, with a story that needs to be told to the world! Your flashbacks are symptomatic of post-traumatic stress syndrome (PTSD)!!! I love you and your willingness to expose yourself and to be so transparent to the world!
💯🥰💕
I wish I could tell my life story as boldly and transparent as you!❤️ people would be flipping,if they knew my whole life! bless you girl!I'm 50 btw!
@@margojulian1003 I’m sorry that you’ve been through such trauma, I hope that you are able to heal & get past such experiences, no matter whether it’s been 1 week or 1 year, or a decade, trauma scars a person for life, it never goes away completely.
God bless you for illustrating the horrors that a little child can go through. I hope people can be more aware of what children might be going through. I'm so glad you survived. Youre not a MESS..... those HORRID people were the mess.....mess and way more: criminal psychopths WHO ARE CRIMINALS. HOW DO YOU DO THAT TO A TINY KID.? HE NEEDED TO RECEIVE SEVERE PUNISHMENT..
.....
"The difference between a flashback and a memory, is the way that your body reacts.."
Well said.
PTSD FOR SURE 🥺
Exactly!
Yes and it hits you out of the blue anywhere and at any moment.
I now realise what is meant by flashbacks
I am so so sorry you went through all of that pain. Only a MONSTER could do that. I was 4 when I was physically, sexually and mentally abused and I remember everything. I am 60 now..
I just wanted to say that I hope you have a beautiful and lovely day.
I do t know you but I just wanted to tell you I love you and I’m so sorry you were subjected to that! ❤️
Horrifying....
Stay strong ma’am 💙
Comments like this scare shit out of me cause i struggle with that too, and i try to think i can overcome it and that it'll go away, but everynow and then its BAM! blast from the past, like those old memories are explosive diarrhea staining every aspect of my life since then and im scared of living my whole life like this :/
How do y'all cope with it?
I will never ever understand how people can hurt small, innocent children… thank you for this story ♥️♥️♥️♥️
I agree. Why an adult thinks they're so cool, or so tough for treating someone so much smaller, less mature and at such the disadvantage, is beyond me.
And how a mother can allow it
@@bjjjb3056 In most cases where an explanation to the behaviour could be heard, it's about getting sexually arroused by torturing by causing panic and pain to somebody defenceless. That's their sick reason of it all.
Your mom or him ever get held accountable for this?
There is a special place in hell for people like him, I’m sorry you had to go thru so much 🥺 Thank you for sharing your story
I certainly do agree!
We’re your abusers ever prosecuted??? You absolutely should press charges.
And her the mom is worse allowing it.
My heart goes out to you for having to endure such awful things at such a young age. You're incredibly strong and a beautiful woman mama. You're helping so many complete strangers and you truly are adored by so many ❤ thank you for speaking your truth and sharing it with us!!!
There's a special place in hell for men like "John " .. He will feel fire..🙏🏼🙏🏼 I cried the whole time😢😭
same & i agree. that man will be in the worst place when he dies...hell is waiting for him. I'm sorry baby christina
@@codycode2001 yes I also hope they are haunted every night..putting people to death I feel like is a cop out for abusers of all types.. they should have to go through hell on earth and then the ultimate hell.. sorry to go on a rant!🤚🏻🤦🏻♀️💔
@@codycode2001 I'm confused.. I'm just saying sexual abusers and women beaters.. not talking about you.. to you 💯
Not man, monster
Truth.
One day youll be on a TED talk stage and when that day comes im going to be screaming with pride haha Mark my words, you'll end up there and your journey is going to help so many ppl.
Also, Grandma be a bad bish! Lol i love her to pieces. She reminds me so much of my gma and great gma, im telling you i think we have to be related haha Your gma and my gma could be sisters they look and act so much alike its actually scary 😂
I wonder if her mother has ever tried reaching out to her now that she's older
Speaking into existence!
By the time you are a grandma , you have seen & experienced so much SHI - that's why I think there are so many g.MA's that are just alike . they have been thru similar things & experienced trauma & pain . the worst thing in the world is not what you can do to me but what you can do to someone I love ...that kind of pain . g.MA's & g.pas are tough . they have to be !
I hate it SO MUCH that you're in the middle of a traumatic thought, almost breaking down and you really apologized to US. NEVER. We love you, and im so thankful you shared this with us. It takes a lot. 🖤 I'm so glad you've came out of this a wonderful person and an amazing mom. 🥲🥰
I feel the same way. She's brave enough to talk about all the horrific things she was put thru and has came out as a seemingly well rounded amazing lady, wife, mother and friend. Christina Randall never apologize for showing true raw emotion. We love you
Bravo awesome fantastic loving moma bear😇😙😘😚I'll be honoured to meet u
HugeWarmSafe Hugs for you Christina. You are an amazing, beautiful inspiration
She's an amazing mom and my favorite utuber..
I love you christina, what I know I know of you. I can't imagine what your mother is like or if you're an only child . who would not protect you ? Especially as a child? Not being just I just can't imagine is all. Hi grandma good job w Christina you are a very strong woman & very loving
And i can see how much grandma loves you
Her breath was taken away talking about how proud she is of you
When you said “that wasn’t that bad, right” I want to tell you it WAS bad. You get to own all that pain. And, I am very sorry that happened to you. You never deserved to be hurt. You deserved to be loved and protected as a child.
Penny -- She meant that it was not as hard as she thought it would be, talking about it. She didn't mean that what happened wasn't that bad. ;-) She knows how bad it was. But we all agree, she never deserved it. No one does. She is strong and brave. I am glad she shared her story.
Penny Quist I agree with you that was well said
That’s not your grandma girl...that’s your momma! ❤️❤️❤️ So glad you were able become someone successful!
Yesenia G her Big Mimma
These were your parents? Girl no wonder why you went haywire. People don't realize that their upbringing a lot of times is what paves peoples future. That it looks like you came back from that and you really should write a book
You don't truly understand until you live it.
It’s a miracle that you survived . This is insane ,what you went through .
This was so hard to listen to. My heart aches for little Christina. My goodness. Blessings, girl.
There’s a special place in hell for child abusers. I’m so sorry, Christina, that you had to endure this. You are a strong, beautiful, amazing woman. Thank you for everything you do
What she went through is beyond child abuse, and there is a whole sperate level of hell for monsters like that pos, and given the opportunity I would love to drop him off there a little earlier than planned.....
No one can tell me that the enemy isn’t real and working in this world because this man is an example of pure evil... I am sorry this happened to you but you are so strong.
Amen to that! And thank you so much ❤️
Michaiah Senyk the enemy?
I actually would not blame anyone else than the person who did the acts, no matter what you believe in. It takes the responsibility away from him, which is not right.
ccap3211 she means the devil or something of the like. I’m not gonna get into my beliefs, but just wanted to clarify for you.
Pupax please don’t think I’m trying to take the blame off this man. He deserves to be in prison for the rest of his life and to never be around children again, ever.
Giving baby Christina a big big hug 🤗. It’s no surprise you’re such a sweetheart and a great mom. You became who you needed as baby Christina ❤
I'm 9 minutes in and can honestly say that this is one of the hardest things I've listened to. I'm sorry about all of this...I'm just so sorry.
Amazing and now i see you so differently. I never imagined you had this life. I grew up in foster and was forced into sex trafficking as a child and have never ever told my story to anyone ever. You’re braver than you know.
Agree - very brave young girl!
Maybe nows the time to speak up and make them pay....in fact now may be the perfect time...with all that's going on now with JEpstein...and his accusers...plus several others. Make your voice and story be heard....
I'm so sorry this happened to you, Amy.
You're brave for commenting here...
God Bless!!!
Hugs from Texas, Amy. You are a miracle, and a blessing 💙
I had to pause so many times because I kept crying. I don't know how you went through that and STILL grew up to be a wonderful human. You are an angel.
Adriane Orzechowski I’m with you 💯
You seriously need to write a book, you’re amazing 💖
awful person that "john", i hope he got arrested and will suffer much in prison and / or hell, hopefully both.
This broke my heart into a million pieces. I had a rough childhood but damn it’s really true what they say.. someone always has it worse. I’m so sorry you experienced such trauma from such a young age. No one deserves this, especially a child. I’ve watched your videos for a while and I had no idea about this story until tonight. This will stick with me. You are so strong and inspirational
I just want to cuddle her, like I cuddle my own children when they're sad!!
She deserves so much love!!!
Such courage to tell your story and be so vulnerable. No way could I do what you've done. My kids and husband have no idea about parts of my childhood. I'm so glad you've turned yourself around and encouraging others to do the same.
I have a 3 year old and I was looking at her thru this story and I just cant understand it. I'm so sorry Christina. I hope that SOB gets or got his!!!!
Exactly. My 3 year old is laying beside me watching cartoons, and I cant imagine anything like that happening to her. So sweet, and innocent.... 😭❤
Same. My niece is gonna be 3 in two months and I cant imagine why someone would want to do something so terrible so a little baby who just wants to be loved and play. I literally started crying when she was talking about the tub.
Yes I agree whole heartedly I hope the pos meets his maker soon rather then later and thank the lord christina has her grams
Right? My son is 4 and no matter how bad he’s being, I could never. I started crying watching this, had to go hug on him 😢
I love your grandmother. She has clearly been through so much heartache , but you say she never gave up on you. She's a wonderful & incredible person.
Why didn’t she live with here grandma instead of foster care
@@ericaenjoyeverymomentofyou540
Because her mother kidnapped Christina from her grandmother, who had custody. When her mother took her to the hospital she just left her there and nobody knew who she was, so she was put into foster care!!
Hey Grandma.
Thank you for being her Grandma.
No child should go though any type of trauma, they are innocent and I couldn't imagine doing anything bad either of course to any child. Thanks for sharing your story and I totally respect your strength and how you don't let your past define you, as I don't let mine define me and am positive 💖
Her own Mother. I bet that woman has had a horrible life and is probally dead by her boyfriends hands.
‘The difference between a flashback and a memory is the way your body reacts’ So powerful. I never thought about it this way until now, but that explains a lot.
People that abuse children are plain evil. There is never a reason to hurt a child. Karma will get each and everyone of these monsters.
I agree it's demonic. Evil possession. They attack the bright innocent children. She came through it. God bless her. It's sad that there is child trafficking happening now.
As a mother I couldn’t imagine letting anyone hurt my babies like that or hurting them myself. Hugs to you
Ihad a rroiugh start as well. My mom was gone alot when i was small and my dad was seeking work but was to old to be hired . long store short i was raised by my aunt and uncle
I still sometimes go back to your oldest videos and remember your beginnings and life stories, and important milestones that only YOU are responsible for. You are still a great inspiration for me, you are simply a magnet for people who got lost a little along the way. And I remember when this video just came out, I can't believe that I've been with you for so many years, or you with me - without you realizing it. I'm still sending hugs and so much love and light from Amsterdam, Netherlands. Judita 🌷
Hey Grandma. You raised a wonderful person. You must be a special lady.
You’re the greatest discovery I’ve made this year. Bless your beautiful soul
kim weber I couldn’t agree more... I stumbled on to her page by mistake and now I’ve subscribed
I totally agree!
Heyyyy Grandma 😍 You are an amazing person for being there for Christina and not turning your back on her and we all know Christina absolutely loves and adores her Grandma ❤️
The fact that you remember all of this from the age of 3 shows how traumatic that must have been. I remember a lot since I was 3, but I sure as hell don't remember as much as this.
No child should go through this sort of treatment, unfortunately we won't get rid of horrible people from the world...
I've been living in the survival mode for 50 years because of a traumatic childhood too. It's only now I understand it was not my fault and I'm learning to accept that I am beautiful and special. So sorry you had to experience those traumatic things sweetheart but I'm so grateful to you for sharing love you and your Channel 😘😘😘😘😘🙏🙏💞💝
You're loved, strong, and God's child.
and I just much pray Gods powerful peace and comfort be multiplied to you and your family tootsb.......i pray the people that did you harm quickly are Godly influenced to be saved and come to know the only savior Jesus Christ that can deliver their souls before it’s eternally too late!!!!!! God Bless you tootsb unimaginably and immeasurably!!!!!!
Same😥
@@PooleSilly 😘😘😘😘😘🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Positive vibes, love, hugs, prayers from Kentucky in USA. No one deserves any hurt or bullying while growing up. Im so proud of you!!
The reason he did it is because he's plain evil. There's no other explanation. The devil was in that man.
Yes and it’s scary how many there are
Let me start by saying I AM SO PROUD OF HOW FAR YOU’VE COME & SURVIVED!! I’ve followed you for a long time now & I hadn’t seen all of your older vid yet. I just happened across this part of your story & it breaks my heart you were put through this stuff 💔🫂 I can relate to a lot of the trauma memories/flashback stuff though. even being so young, it’s crazy what our brains retain in such detail! You’re such an amazing human & I love getting to see you thrive! Keep being you!
What a nightmare. Your resilience is off the charts. You not only survived but you thrived. What an inspiration you are . That man’s place in hell is locked stocked and set in stone.
And you wonder why you were a fighter during your teens..... jeeze Christina, you are a work of art!!! Congrations on becoming the wonderful woman you are- thanks for being you!! ♥️
*WHAT A TESTIMONY!*
From a fellow survivor of serious childhood trauma, I'm proud of you! Thanks, Grandma, for being the unfailing pillar of Strength for Christina!
Oh my goodness I completely forgot about this 😢! I just happened to stumble across this video even though I already watched it YEARS ago! You’re such a beautiful soul Christina, it’s amazing how far you’ve come after everything you’ve experienced. This story made me sob, it’s disgusting that anyone could do this to a child smh. You’ve overcome so much adversity and you should be so incredibly proud of yourself! You inspire me so much, you’re absolutely amazing 💖 God bless you, your family & your grandma 🥰
God bless your Grandmother. She ultimately made a difficult decision between her own daughter and her granddaughter. I’m so glad she made that decision because look at you now! You’re a blessing to this world girl~ 💕
This man will get what he deserves. On earth or not!
Yes he will if he hasn’t already. Karma has a funny way of working things out. ❤️
hopefully a cartel member already handled it a long time ago
This is enraging to hear; I despise people who hurt children. Especially from a parent! I am so sorry this happened to you. You are such a beautiful person and I am so thankful this abuse did not turn you dark. Keep your light bright! Sending lots of love.
Grandma…Thank you for standing by Christina her whole life, thick & Thin and all of it!!💕🙏🏻🤗
Hi grandma! Thank you for not abandoning Christina, and being by her side through everything. You both are amazing women!! 💜
As a survivor of child abuse my self, I remember everything too. As you described it so well, it’s like a movie. Thank you for sharing your story. 🙌❤️
Yes exactly!
I'm so sorry that, that happened to you. I'm really sorry that you didn't have a mother there to protect you, because if someone did something like that to my daughter, I'd be sitting in jail for murder, but I wouldn't of put my child in that situation. You were blessed to have your grandmother, and you have grown into a wonderful person.
I love honesty. And you are not depressing. You worked very hard to go from 17 yr old to current age. Beautiful lady
Wow. Evil is in this world. I love how God got a hold of your life and set your feet in higher ground. ❤️And I love your grandma! She's an angel!
BIG AMEN..THANK YOU JESUS for Healing this Beautiful Soul!! GOD BLESS YOU Christina..You ARE Sooo Loved😌🙏🙏🙏✝️🕊💖💕💋
I cannot even imagine 😢 I have an almost 4 year old and a 1 year old and I just cannot.
I am actually going through therapy for ocd and trauma, part of my ‘homework’ is to watch the things that terrify me such as people’s horrific experiences, especially as children (basically as proof that by watching it or hearing about it, it does not mean these things will happen to my children because that is a huge fear and belief I have) watching how strong you are and the life you have created following this is truly so inspiring and I thank you for sharing your story because it must have been so hard to revisit and I just want you to know that people like you are helping me with my mental recovery so thank you 🙏
Omg, I get so scared to hear or watch stories about kids ever since having my son. Human trafficking is something I think about almost daily. I just am so scared something is going to happen to my little boy. I have to talk myself down and out of an anxiety attack whenever he's not with me. I guess I thought my fears were somewhat normal but maybe I am way overboard and actually need help working through it.
OH MY GOODNESS,
You are one of God's MOST PRECIOUS WOMEN.
My 20 yr old daughter showed me your video's snd pease let me tell you"You shine light like a light house in a dense fog to today's daughter's of The Most High.Thank you for your courage and strength and wisdom that can reach thousands and I love you young lady,from one daughter of Christ to another daughter of Christ.💖😇
Good for you. It's a hard road - you can do it!
I don't understand how that kind of homework is healthy. I had one very tramatic experience when I was 8 and I am also drawn to stories of survival, abuse, kidnapping and human trafficking. But, I don't think it's good for me. I am very aware of the evil in the world. I couldn't even watch this video past a few minutes. My heart breaks for children who are suffering. God bless you for telling your story sweetie.
the fact that someone would even consider doing that to another person makes me physically ill. you’re really strong and i admire you a lot. you’ve overcome so much shit. a lot of people can’t do that. you’re an inspiration.
I recently came upon you from someone on Tik Tok, so I went to your channel and subscribed. You research your stories, so proud of you, girlfriend. Yes Christina you were traumatized as a toddler. Now I understand, how you are loyal to your friends. Like you said your a good fighter! I understand why? I also understand why your mantra is not to hate on anybody anywhere. I have alot of Respect and Love for you. You are a Beautiful Resilient person inside and out. This was hard for you. Yet you have alot of Love to give. Thank you for ridding yourself of the spirit of infirmity and generational curses. You do not follow in your Betty's footsteps, for you show and provide Love and stabilization to your children and Hubby. Your Grandmother God Bless her pea picking heart for getting custody of you. Your Grandmother gave it all to God and so did you. Thank you for sharing this, Christina, your beginnings. 🌹
"I won't care, I'll be dead" Grandma is a savage 😂 I just stumbled across your channel today, and I have to commend you on your courage and strength for making videos like this. Your story is inspirational and I foresee myself binge watching your videos ❤
I found her yesterday and am still watching today! A lot of things I can relate to. One of if not the realest youtuber I've come across. 😄
Here from the future. I really feel her success is due to videos like this, her true honest, opening up the good , bad , and the ugly. And I applaude you for it, girl! 👏