Roses aren't always red, Violets are exactly blue, The society that we live in never seem to speak the truth, Smiles aren't always happy, And frowns aren't always upset, People judge too quickly, And our feeling are what they forget.
You should have more likes this made me cry....I hope one day every one can speak out for them selves and stop living in this cruel world we live in now
Smiles aren't always happy cause they are forced Frowns aren't always upset cause some people are born like that Ever heard of a resting pissed off face? Guess what.I have it
I have anxiety and depression (and diagnosed with a lot more) and the hard part is that I want to die but am afraid of dying. So I'm in this endless cycle of denial
I don't suffer from severe depression but rather just mild depression. It's hard enough. I keep it all to myself because my family thinks Im the happiest thing ever. I just feel empty each day. No purpose. Just there. I probably shouldnt be complaining since I've it easy compared to so much other individuals. Thankfully I can have a moment of comfort in music. But this, this is just beautiful.
It doesn't matter if it's severe or mild. Depression is a horrible thing no one deserves. Even though I don't know you I.know that you are amazing and deserve to live an amazing life.full.of love and happiness. I hope it gets better for you!
+Lee Seul Hee talk to someone no matter who it is. i was diagnosed with a mild depression too. its anything but fun. so talk to someone who will help. before its too late.
The scariest part about having depression and being suicidal is that even looking at any type of sharp object can have your thoughts screaming "take it! You can kill your self right now and you won't have anyone stop you."
@@SupaStarStatus20 This is difficult to hear. I checked her Instagram only a few days before she passed, and yet until now, I thought she was alive, fighting like the soldier she is. May she rest in peace.
I’ve developed a fear of happiness. I’ve been conditioned to expect the worst as soon as things get slightly better. When I feel a single ounce of joy creep in, I reject it because I know that as soon as it’s gone, I’ll be worse than I was before.
I'm not afraid to die. I'm just afraid of how my family or friends will feel when I do. I don't want them to hurt or feel the way I felt. I just want us all to be happy.
i cry i cut i sob but somehow i still call myself beautiful somehow i keep myself alive somehow im still here and im proud im proud of being okay and saving myself
Tamara Mondragon strive through it. you can do it. everything you are going through will not hit you down and you will come out of this smiling. we have all got you.
I recently found a memory card with lots of pictures that I took just a couple of months before I got extremely depressed and I couldn't remember almost anything from all of those pictures... It was really scary.
Yeah - and it's terrifying. I've been depressed for so many years that my memory is gone. I can't remember my childhood. I can barely remember when I met my husband, 5 years ago.
Yeah, I don't even remember exactly when I got it, but I figure about 3 , soon 4 years ago. I remember the concept of feeling numb, alone etc. but I don't remember what I was doing or anything before. I think I was/still am so afraid of remembering being alone(my so called "friend" isolated me for 3 years, might have been why)
Dear Depression, Why would you make me hurt myself?? Why do you make me feel sad and not happy?? Why do you make me hate myself?? Why do you make me want to die?? Why won't you go away?? Why won't you just leave me alone??
I find it sad how many people are depressed nowadays - something went very wrong. Everyday we invent things to make life better, easier and such, but somehow all this stuff makes people even more sad. Keep up, to all of you who suffer from depression, there is a place for everyone and you will find joy in your life, one day - dont worry.
You could have bipolar depression but we all get sad sometimes, hopefully it isent as bad as her, she's tough, ps not saying depression only makes u as sad as everyone else
It could be that nature must balance things out. There must be trials, there must be pain, and as we try to improve as a species things have to get worse in order to maintain balance, because happiness does not exist in a world without sadness.
Ragnar Lothbrok It's not that depression didn't exist before or that we are sadder than we were in the past. It is because we talk about it now, we are not ashamed to have depression, It is more socially acceptable to share your emotions and mental health than it was 50 years ago. We have grown as people with our knowledge, mental health and chronic diseases are easier to diagnose now, therefore it seems that there are more illnesses in the world but really they have always existed, we just did not understand.
+Emma McDonald They can't force you. They don't rule you, even though it may feel like they do. They're like shadows lurking around you, dark and imposing and menacing, and I know they can make you feel powerless and overwhelmed, but think about it...If you want to get rid of shadows, of darkness - you don't need to build complicated walls or defense mechanisms around you. All you have to do to make them disappear is just...turn on the light.
This is so true, going through depression is like hell. I wish it didn't exist. Because of depression I cried everyday, I locked myself in my room, I started to hate myself, I started cutting and starving myself and thinking about/trying to attempt suicide numerous times. It took my grandpa's life and it almost took mine. I'm glad to say I'm all better now but I'm left with scars on my arms but that's okay because it reminds me of what I have overcome. Everyone be strong it will get better, I promise. :)
Lily Kilsby listen to me Your beautiful Your kind Your a gift to this cruel world Your as beautiful as a diamond and a rose! Your smart Your worthy of love and care I'm doing this because I to have depression and I wish people would tell me these things ❤God bless you❤
Fantasy world Your beautiful Your kind Your a gift to this cruel world Your as beautiful as a diamond and a rose! Your smart Your worthy of love and care This applies to you more than anyone. To be able to encourage without encouragement, is a hard thing to do.
No, that's LIFE. DEPRESSION is a debilitating disorder, and it is *much* worse than those common feelings of "guilt, insecurity, sadness, and nothing."
No-one will see or read this comment but. I believe in every person with depression or any mental disorder, believe you can do it. Make it. I'm no humanitarian but your potential is so much more than what your mind tells you, and seeing people live up to their potential makes me so happy. I'm surrounded by depressed people and I can't empathize. I'm constantly thinking, what if they're killing themselves right now? And to think millions of people have been through or are going through what they are, and a percentage may not make it through. A percentage will not make it through,But you're more than a percentage, are you, You're a person, breathing and thinking,Don't lose yourself, falling, cutting or over-drinking,Such potential you hold.This struggle is temporary. I know it is cold.I know you feel alone. I know you feel scared.But into the eyes of fate stare, as many have stared,You can make it. You can, you know.You have to know this first, though.
[I am sharing this because I need to vent sometimes, also because of the people who might think that they are alone, I am NOT sharing this because I want or need attention. I would never joke or fake that I have depressed.] First of all, depression isn't something you decide to have, it sneaks up on you and can be all-consuming. Sometimes I don't even realize I'm depressed before I catch myself constantly thinking bad things about myself, thinking that everyone around me thinks badly of me, and when my thoughts drift to suicide. I can lay in my bed at night wide awake with negative and angsty thoughts running through my head. And other times I can sleep for the entire day not wanting to be around people. Or rather, I can't be around people. My mind makes me analyze and second-guess everything, it makes me distrust anyone I meet and I convince myself they are talking behind my back, that they secretly think badly of me. It makes me feel unloved, it makes me feel worthless and ugly both inside and out. I can be waiting for the bus and the thought of walking in front of it crosses my mind. I can be cooking dinner and suddenly those angsty and negative thoughts take over and it would be JUST SO EASY to cut my wrist. Those are my bad days, my really f*cked up days. And then there's the numb days. Those days are dangerous in their own way because I don't feel anything mentally. Nobody knows my thoughts or how I feel because I keep it all bottled up inside. I keep that painful smile plastered onto my face and act like the "normal" woman people around me think me to be, because I am too afraid. I'm afraid that they won't believe me. I am afraid that their eyes that once looked at me with love will look at me with pity, that they will act differently around me and treat me like a broken object that can be FIXED BACK TO NORMAL. But I am not something that can be fixed back to normal, because THIS is the normal me. This is what I have been living with, or rather coexisted with for so many years. Some days are worse than others, but I also have those good days you know. The days (and fleeting thoughts during my bad days) when I fight to remind myself how much I am loved and how much I will hurt the ones who love me if I leave this world.
Depression is a horrible thing. A horrific, terrible illness. It feels a way nothing else feels. It's not only sadness; it's draining, it's tiring, it takes your energy and motivation and makes you feel like you are nothing. Anyone saying this doesn't have physical effects as well is wrong. I have been struggling with depression for a long time now, and I'm finally looking for a therapist. All I need to say is if someone tells you about their depression it can be hard. You don't want others to feel burdened because of your mental illness, but telling them you love and care about them can just about mean the world to them. I know some of the smallest things make the biggest difference, like when someone asks if I'm feeling okay out of the blue. It shows you care, and that's truly helping. Sometimes you'll feel alone in this world. You'll be surrounded by those who love you, but you feel like there is no one by you. Just remember, things will look up, you just have to stay positive and not push yourself too hard. If you have depression and you're reading this, as someone with depression, I get what you're going through. Sometimes it feels like the whole world will come crashing in, but you'll be okay. I promise
craigo my eggo thank you I have depression and I feel everything in this video and I try to hide it away but it's a hard thing it started at the age of 8 and went on for 2 years I felt that I wanted it to stop but have no idea I still have it today :(
I'm in the point of my life that I can see no light. This video hit me hard because that is how I'm feeling. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of fighting. Somedays I feel like just to fall asleep and never wake up. But I have to fight because my parents are fighting for me, with me. I have to defeat it but it's just so hard. I just want it to be over with.
Angel wow. My parents don't care. I've tried telling them about my anxiety and depression and they just say that I'm making stuff up. My mom yelled at me for trying to tell her. The first time I met depression was in pre-k. When I was 4 or 5. It's one of the only things I remember from when I was younger. I always knew I was different and hate myself for it. When I was in 2nd, 3rd, 4th grade I wanted to die but I didn't have the motivation to kms. Let's say that if a car was coming for me, I would move out of the way. I would let myself die. My hands are shaking while writing this. It is hard.
Sorry I am awkward I understand how you feel. My parents too didn't believe me at first but when I talked to my elder sister who's studying psychology, she explained my parents all about it. It gets hard I know. But you have to fight. I just want you to know that you are not alone. I'm with you and so are other people who care about you. Try talking to someone who understands about it and you'll feel a lot better. Stay strong.
I don't know you guys and you don't know me but seeing your comments here have made me feel that I have someone out there who can understand me and i know you understand me too. I just want to say that we are not alone. We'll fight this together
At 14, I went from sad to sadder, world slowly sinking around me til all of a sudden, my world was black. At 15, I was afraid to die, but the hourglass was what ticked through my nightmares. At 16, I welcomed death with sweet nothings but he refused me every time. At 17, I was grabbed by the wrists and had my hands grip the ledge of my sadness. At 18, I've started to pull myself up. I know I'll never truly escape this, but I know I can be better. That I can feel better.
Lauren Lind Piano music was my favorite. Music, in general, was my go to. Something I am so passionate about now. But nature too. Sometimes I would climb a tree, or go up on my rooftop, or hike to a far out spot and just relax while I was there.
Nichole Sinclair I hope that one day, you will wake up and realize that you managed to escape it. :) For now, I really do wish you the best of luck and I wish you the strength and hope to get through each day. Little steps will take you far. And hopefully, it will take you to where you want to be :) Always remember to be good to yourself
I know the feeling dude. I always feel like I'm going to muck up and then someone bigger, stronger, more powerful than me will come and take me away. It feels like I can't make one simple move without second-thinking it, then missing my chance to do what I wanted to. It's like my freedom has disappeared into the bottom of my heart. The part I can't control. Thank you for reading...
+Cleo Green You don't even have to understand. Just be there for them. Even when they push you away, make sure they know that you're always willing to listen. You don't have to be up in their face about feeling better, or making them go outside. They just need you to be there to hold off the demons for awhile while they regain their strength.
Faewulf yep. as someone with BPD, which isn't depression, but it is another mental illness, just having someone to spill your guts to, it has saved my life.
Delaney Mutch I have had depression for 7 years now and i´m only 15 years old, I know from experience that you can´t just "avoid it".., Depression is or can be such a big thing and or felling that you can´t just avoid it!
I hope u kno that ur amazing n that u do mean so so much to so many ppl! I'm sorry I wish I cld hug to tight n say ur so imp to me but I'm still here wen ever u need me like really! I juz feel so so bad that I can't help but trust me I'm here n will always b no matter wat! Also I'm so so sure God has everything planned for u this phase will pass n u will be happy! Remember that u r the one who will bring light into someone's life, remember that person is waiting for u!!! I kno its easy to say but all ik is that ur v v special cause u have survived so far n I'm sure u will do further too!💜
+Darrius Hayes You Cant just say: "Stop Feeling depressed." Maybe you Are trying to Help, but its not Working. dont tell people to Do something that Can Seem impossible to some. WHAT if it was you? Think about something before you say it.
You do have a point there I mean if someone told me to stop being depressed then I start thinking that they are angry or upset that I'm like this so then I'll get more depressed because of that.so I agree with you
I feel so alone. I am so alone. I want to fight, but it would take a miracle for a single scared girl to fight of the thousand man army that is depression. I want out.
***** I know how you feel. I've been dealing with depression for the past 4 or 5 years. The best advice I can give you is to find someone who can help you. Whether it's friends or a therapist. But make sure it isn't a therapist who isn't going to put you on a bunch of meds. Because every therapist I've ever been to has tried that and I've always flat out refused and only the one I see now has been willing to try other things. Not saying meds are always bad but they're not always good either. But yeah unless you're like me and have only one friend who you never see or talk to and is a total airhead I'm sure there's someone you can talk to. It doesn't last forever. The problem is when you become so used to it and you're afraid to not be depressed. Stay strong. Don't let it own you.
Too get out u must fight out, don't give up the war, you have power over the 1000 man army, you can control and conquer them all, you can rise from the ashes, you can feel worthy, you can be you, you can be free with strength and time and help, you can be happy
You don't need to feel lone. Many of us hav or are going through depression. I don't want anyone to lose their lives because of it. Please. Things will get better if you just keep moving forward and dont let it hold you back. I too am trying, :)
Don't worry I am too. People think it's just something you can get over but they don't understand how people with depression feel. They don't understand the hurt and pain people feel. They don't understand how much people with depression would rather take that blade in their hand and just end it all there instead of having to hide behind a fake smile forever. But just think of all the people who love you and care about you and want to protect you and are hurt seeing you in pain and tears. But keep staying strong and keep searching for a reason to live if a simple depressed person like me can do it I'm sure a strong beautiful female like yourself can do it too...
I really wish they'd understand and not get mad when we are being selfish trying to better ourselves. It's all too overwhelming. But thank you, keep on fighting.
+AmazingFifi xD it's ok I feel and understand your pain. My parents never really got along. And then we found out he was having an affair with another woman who then got pregnant. Money was tight and we didn't really have much food and we lived In an apartment so their were thousands of dollars to pay. I was being bullied and teased and mocked at school but I never told my parents thinking I would be a burden to them.so I cut and. Cried in the silence in my room alone. I had no one to depend on no one to cry with so I always thought I would be alone. Many people in my family left us to deal with our own problems. And all I had to do was sit and put on a fake smile for the rest of humanity until I could finally break down.
I don’t want to keep going. I’m so tired of the constant pain and stress. It’s eating me alive and I try to tough it out but I reach moment when my heart feels heavy in my chest and all I feel is empty. Walking in a world that has cast me out I can only pretend to be happy and sometimes I start to believe it but the pain always comes back. I don’t want to live anymore. I only made it these 6 years because I was scared of leaving my family behind but now I wonder if it matters anymore
I don't want to die. I don't cut. I'm not sad all the time. I'm not emo. But i have depression. I don't openly share it, usually. I'm not stereotypical. Depression isn't being sad, being suicidal, being emo. It's that feeling inside, that pit, that sinking feeling that's always with you and you know it can never leave. It's a part of you, part of your soul. It's always there. You can ignore it, but it lingers. Always. And please don't commit suicide. It doesn't diminish the chances of life getting worse. It eliminates the chance of it getting better.
I feel you. I don't want to be rude but I feel like people around me mostly pay attention to the suicide and self harm aspect of depression and not this.
Echoisawkward yeah it doesn't help when somebody's carrying a table and your in their way and they say "just run her over." Or literally 10min after that somebody calls you stupid. Oh no, it doesn't end there. When you realize your crush has absolutely no interest in you and they tell on you bc you didn't go out in dodgeball. It can't be worse than that.
Echoisawkward I think every human being has experienced real depression in their lives at atleast some point. It almost feels like you wouldn't be a human if you hadn't. Learning about the individual self comes with its pains. You hold on to thought patterns and doubt yourself many times. You get stuck in rigid routines and isolate yourself from people because you don't need to absorb their energy. It feels like the world is fake and buzzing about nothing since most of life we know seems like an illusion. Everyone who feels depressed just needs to learn patience. Don't act harshly towards yourself. Be compassionate. Recognize that you're lonely, sad, and feel like you can't relate. Also recognize that even the smartest and most outwardly successful people feel it. It's something many of us feel and know inside. We shouldn't be afraid to talk about it openly and honestly.
It's fine to make mistakes. I hope you fight depression and win because you nor anyone deserve to go through so much agony. I, too, go through hard times but I am not diagnosed. I just hope you feel better someday and I hope you know that there will always be someone there for you. And if not, come to me or anyone else offering moral support online. Yes, I'm a stranger, but I still care.
Inês Grou Story of my life since I was fourteen, you put the general feeling of depression into a simple but effective set of words. The fact that I engage in behaviors which help to preserve my life, such as maintain a healthy nutrition intake, coming home to my room everyday, and stepping a few feet back from the yellow line when the train speeds by, ultimately contradict my will to die. yet withdrawing from friends and family, investing little to no concern of the future, and reeling into a pattern of counter-productiveness contradicts a will to live too. The fear of death keeps me here, but the fear of life keeps me from living.
Depression is not you dear! You are not what this horrible thing is telling you you are, it is hard to not believe it cause it is in your mind. This is why we need to find what we love, to grab on to it and don't let go of our life. I have felt like you are feeling, I steel am, so afraid of dying or harming myself and so afraid of facing my life, my responsibilities, my future. Just grab on to what you really love, not a person something that makes you really truly happy and do not let go. WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS, we will feel happy again and it is going to be so beautiful and so worth all this pain and confusion and fear.
I think being depressed is different than having depression. Anyone can become very depressed time to time and it can sometimes lead to depression. ^.^ None knows whats going through that other persons head, they might be trying to get help from being depressed so it won't escalate into depression, yet none believes that person and thus the person might now have depression. Though I get what you're saying. ^^
Oh my god. Thank you so much. You literally saved my life. I was going commit suicide this Sunday, I was even planning it. I’ve dealt with so much bull crap that I can’t take it anymore. But, you made me realize that my life is so much more living and there is a reason why I was given it. I will not be silent anymore. I will be loud, let joy overtake to the point where they think I’m crazy. Thank you. God bless you. ❤️
Praying to everyone who suffers from an illness, depression, disease, anything that causes you physical, emotional, or mental pain. I wish I could let go. This video really touched me. I cried.
I feel her pain she is so powerful it hurts she is showing me I don't need to listen to those voices saying just stop it all. This women has shown me depression doesn't haft to win I believe in her and now she is a great inspiration to me.
It hurts to be myself. It hurts more at home than school. It hurts to be called stupid just because of a pity test, while I tried me hardest. It hurts to be lonely. It hurts to be depressed.
Holy shit... getting a little teary eyed. Wasn't expecting this to be so powerful. I've been afflicted by depression for as long as I can remember, and this... this is amazing.
Holy shit is what I said to myself too. Depression can really eat someone up... I'm glad Tanya was able to get through it and share her story with such passion. I don't move people with my words, but I'm sure one day I can share my story my own way. I'm also only sharing because your comment was so close to what I was thinking and knowing that someone isn't afraid to share helped me. Thanks.
it's so sad that depression destroyed my life. At 9 years old I already had scars on my arm at 13 it was so much more. I didn't want to end my life I wanted to end my pain, but to this day I don't know how. I trying and trying to be strong but every day I feel like I'm losing the battle.
I relate so much to what u have send. I’m 13 and I have scars all over me. Just remember you have people like me that understand what you are going through. You have people like me, even though we don’t know eachother, that love you. I love you and don’t ever forget that.
I relate I had depression since I was 5 I started drawing on myself, started eating disorder, I have tried taking my own life when u was 10 im 13 and I ask myself "when is this gonna stop " I'm told that my problems aren't nothing and I'm slowly starting to believe my problem is pathetic and I'm just childish
yeah, I guess you're right... but you know I can't talk to them or anything. They don't hate because you don't hate your Family, but they don't like me as well. they told me as soon as I'm 18 I have to move out. I'm the black sheep.. you're absolutely right and I should appreciate that I have my Family around me, but it's not easier for me because of that...depression hits me just as much...
"Stress, anxiety and depression are caused when we are living to please others" - paulo coelho Life would be so much better if only i could implement these words in my damn life
People think depression can go away. Easily with a few pills everyday Love and support from your friends and family It'll be okay But it's much more than that You need to find the strength within yourself And that is not easy...
Harmøny Mlp Having friend and family support does help, though. My friends helped a lot. In fact, my best friend, who's basically a sister to me, pulled me out of my depressive state multiple times. Now, I can stay out of that state for the most part.
I hope you have support from friend and family, I honestly do. When people you have trusted are the ones who mistreat you things are alot harder to work through. I have but one person and it scares me to think what would happen to me if they left, I don't know if I would have strength enough to carry on. Being alone is one of the worst things and I hope you get any and all the help that you need
i dont usually go to sleep until its around 1-3 a.m I hardly feel like eating And its gotten so bad that i have gotten social anxiety so it made me scared to make friends I have only about 1-3 friends every school year since depression entered my life My father left me, abandoned me, i had a very close friend who died. My whole family tree isn't close, everyone hates each other. Only my mom and siblings are together and they are the only people who truly care about me. Ive been bullied and betrayed by friends plenty of times. Ive had to move schools and states so many times and every time it was meant for me to make new friends and having social anxiety made it way horrible. So id say that I've been through a lot, my depression was HORRIBLE a few years ago but I've gotten better and I've been pretty happy lately, i have a nice house, nice school and a good family, 1 good best friend and i appreciate what i have. The only thing im worried about is, my future. Overall im good. ^^
They need to make one on anxiety I have anxiety/depression and I have fought through suicidal thoughts and i wanted to say anyone who is suicidal please tell someone an adult or friend or even hotlines on google please get help, If i did you can to and now i realize that life is amazing
I know things seem hard now, but talk to someone how you feel, no matter if its anonymous or not, it will make you feel better. Maybe even talk to yourself in the mirror. Find a hobby, be proud of it. Find people who will except you. And most importantly, hug. I know it sounds odd, but hug.
I know how you feel. I'm going through what your going through right now. I dont know if I'll survive it like some people but what I do know is that I'm going to fight, I'm going to fight till I can't fight it anymore. I'm gonna go out guns blazing. I'll be damned if I let this control my life. This thing isn't me. So I'm not going to make it me. Thanks you.
the other day i wanted to die so badly. when i was holding a knife up ready to stab myself i realized that i couldn't do it. I couldn't just give up that easily. i dropped the knife feeling useless, weak, and worthless because i was coward for not taking that opportunity to end all the pain.
+Genie Mae you're not worthless I understand how you feel. Have hope for today, tomorrow and the next day because one day it will get better. Never lose hope because once it's lost all is lost. You aren't alone in how you feel and please stay strong you are worth so much more than you could even know. Please if you can't do it for yourself do it for me.
+Genie Mae I knw his u feel because I did the same thing, I wanted to do it, but I dropped the knife because my body wasn't agreeing with what my mind was telling me to do. 😢😢😢
God is good for all the things He has done to help us, you all need to understand, God put us here for a reason. We are all important to Him and to the world.
+Genie Mae It gets better, I promise. And that feeling, when you suddenly realize you are actually and honestly smiling and you are happy again... that feeling is priceless. You just have to keep on fighting even though it feels like you can't anymore. You can.
I know how this feels. I deal with depression everyday. I try to not give up but it gets harder everyday. life is like a video game, with no respon. you don't know if you wanna keep trying or just give up and leave. you don't know if this game is worth your time or if it's worth playing. you don't know if you should of even tried this game, or even thought about waking up the next day. you don't know, if there's anyone to help you beat this game.
Unfortunately there are no cheat sheets on how to beat this video game you speak of, but there are many guidebooks giving you new tips and tricks on how to make it past many levels. The game will still be hard to beat but these tips will teach you new ways to go about this level to try and make everything easier. It takes practice. There are many, many, many people who want to help others who are suffering from mental illness or illnesses. There is a purpose for everyone on this planet and we all will find our happiness. You've heard this line a million and two times before but life gets better. These sad thoughts and feelings are only that. They are not of physical matter - meaning that you can change them. These feelings aren't permanent, though they still have meaning. Life really does get better, you just have to push through the mud and keep truckin' on. I've been at the lowest of lows and have made it through. I am living proof that life does get better. It'll get better for you too, sunshine. I shall keep you in my prayers. Much love xx
Morgan Beck thankyou I needed that as I do deal with depression.my friends have suspected I was depressed. They even talked to me one time cause they thought I might commit suicide, to be honest I did think about it and still do sometimes today.but I am getting better,I will not leave without a fight,and I won't stop trying till my heart,till my mind,till my body,and till my emotions give out. I do still have depression but my fight with it is much less than over.again thank you words of inspiration always help even if only 1 sentence or 1000 sentences. For any one else dealing with this know it does get better and say that everyday trust me it helps.
Dear Depression: I don't know if you are here now, Watching me, laughing as I moved my fingers across the keyboard pathetically. I didn't know you would ever come to me. I don't even know if I even know you. But I will never know. My parents say I am too whiny. I don't even bother to explain. So, if you are here, by my side right now. Out. I am done with you. Poping in and out of my life as if it were a joke. Ruining everything, muting my creativity. I shouldn't have listened to you, And camouflaged my real self. Everyday I face all my friends and family cheerfully, And cries into my pillow at night. It all begun as a small sickness a year ago. "It will go a away soon" They said It didn't. Maybe I will be able to face my sickness, If you hadn't drained my strength. Out. Don't ever come back. Out. I am officially done. Out. I will defeat you one day. Out. Out. Out. Sincerely, Jacob Gong
+Jacob Gong That was amazing man, you should publish that, you are very talented and you are not alone! Keep your head up there is always hope my friend! May GOD BLESS you! Good luck bro...
Anxiety is an overprotective mother. It has good intentions. It’s just trying to keep me safe. From myself. It saw my emotions as a threat. It took them away and hid them in a shelf up high. I can’t reach my emotions anymore. All I can feel is fear now. It’s fear or nothing. And that just makes me scared to think about. But I’ll grow. I’ll be able to reach them soon. And soon. My anxiety wont be able to stop me.
Everyone thinks that depression is a joke or an emotion that lasts for a couple of seconds, minutes, or even hours. Depression is the most real it can ever be and it is something that lasts longer than an emotion.
Honestly depression is more than just feeling sad, I feel like this video missed the mark on that. Depression is laughing with your friends and feeling every ounce of joy drain out of in the 5 seconds after the laughter stops. Depression is sleeping for 14 hours a day and still feeling exhausted. Depression affects more than just emotions. It is physically debilitating.
Tatiana Tchobanova Yeah, this didn't sound like it was about clinical depression. When you have clinical depression, you feel depressed even if there's nothing else wrong in your life. This sounded like she actually had many issues in her life causing her feelings. But I don't see how that makes this poem any less valid since it wasn't meant to specifically address clinical depression.
At least people understand what depression is to some extent. Most people can't differentiate between anxiety and stress. I can't even tell people I'm going through anxiety issues and need time alone because they'll think I have problem with stress (which I have almost never had). Stress is different from anxiety... Very different.
Ren Dickson I understand that depression is a terrible thing and not a regular emotion, but I make jokes about everything so I'm sorry :( Also I've had something like a very long sadness that lasted about a year. and I just didn't want to do anything.. so I have some sort of experience with something more than sadness, nothing like depression though... I'm not going to be one of those fakers.
I was scrolling through these comments and it honestly hurts my heart to see so may people feeling so alone. I want to tell you, who ever is reading this, that it gets easier, it gets better. Everyday you have to remind yourself that you ARE better than those people putting you down at school, You ARE better than the abusive parent at home, you ARE better than your ego telling you you're not enough. Please believe me when I tell you it gets easier.
Luna Rayne Sorry I wasn't able to respond to you quickly because something went wrong with my notifications. You shouldn't say something like "It will get better," because that's not always easy to believe. You SHOULD have said something like "You were born on this planet for a reason."
OMG this is so inspiring....I'm in tears....her voice and her demeanor are so powerful& confident....I'm just in awe....I understand that dark cloud of depression. Which tries to take over my mind every day...that loneliness that traps me & the voice that tells me I'll never be good enough or loved enough...ive dealt with it for most of my life that when I tried blocking out all the negative & evil things that have happened& tried taking me over that I blocked out so much of the good... ..im 37 now and finally starting to find the good from my past and remain hopeful for the good of today and I'm the future....you inspire me to remain hopeful
Valorie Castillo depression is actually one of the most genetic mental illnesses. it's not just a susceptibility, at least for some with major depressive disorder. you can't really stop it if you do have mdd
I need you help too I tried to kill myself 3 times I'm only ten but I'm afraid of pain and plz don't say because I'm ten I happy and just doing this for attention because I do feel like the world would be better without me and that I'm a burden to my parents and anxiety don't get me started on it because it sucks to have
Smallie :3 , same love. Just remember one thing, u have people that support you. I will support you because I am going through the same thing, and we all need a little love some times. So, I love you
Depression. I remember when I first met you. Not long ago. You cam along with anxiety to ruin my life. And it's only been a few months. I'm only 12. Soon to be 13 next month. And I'm becoming sadder and sadder. No one in my family understands. They think that the way I act is only a phase. That I'll get over it. All I have are my friends. The friends who my mother says "don't truly care about me". The friends that help me get through this whirlwind of emotions and sadness. The friends who show me that self harm and death is not the answer. The friends who I can talk to, and I know I can trust them. Depression, you've told me things, and made me do things, that I would have never thought to do. Back when I promised myself, when I vowed that no matter what happens in life, I will stay strong, and I will not cut, I will not become suicidal. You have lead me to break my promise. To break my mother's heart. To raise my voice to my older brother for the first time in my life. To become a person I would have been afraid of. I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid of living. I'm afraid of being loved, and being forgotten, thrown away like I never even existed. I'm afraid of what will come next. I'm afraid of myself. Of what I'll do next. Of what I'll think to do to myself. I will stay strong. I will not loose this battle. I will fight. Depression and anxiety will not win. They may stay, forever even. They may leave. Either way. They. Will. Not. Win. Sincerely, Alyssa.
To become a person I would have been afraid of. I'm afraid of living. I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid of being loved, and being forgotten, thrown away, like I never even existed. I'm afraid of myself. What you'll make me do next. I will stay strong. I will fight. I will not loose this battle. Depression and anxiety will not win. They may stay, forever even. They may leave. Either way. They will not win. -Sincerely, Alyssa.
+Paintzuri People who say that are not willing to understand our pain, but instead, they want to get over it and not deal with it because they just don't care.
You can never get rid of depression, or grow out of it. but you can accept it and that doesn't mean ending it all, there are ways to overcome depression, surround yourself with people who will listen to you and understand what your going through. When you are with people who really truly make you smile it gets better from there trust me xx just know you DESERVE to be loved and anyone who says otherwise has issues. And if you need anything talk to me.💖
Genevieve Clarke It's ok to know that I deserve to be loved. That's theory. But in my case, nobody in my surroundings shows me love. They pretend to care, but they never come to me to ask me if I'm ok, or just to talk. They talk only when I'm coming to talk to them. I can't stand that hypocrisy. If they really cared, I wouldn't be a ghost. But I am.
French DogeYeah I understand what you mean I've been in a similar situation, I could never ask for help and I used to have panic attacks and faint when I was younger, nobody talked to me in school and I was just considered as that loner girl in class that never did anything apart from faint. People only came over after I and they only pitied me. Even the teachers didn't really care it was as if they got fed up with me too. They were just 'doing their job' Situations might be different but the pain is all the same.
I'm so sick and tired of trying to fight this... I've tried my best The therapists say "meds will help" I dont want to take meds..i wanna be free Free from my derpression and anxiety I wanna be free and feel like I am myself again And to all of u out there with depression or anything like that, we'll get through it... Just stay strong
Absolutely, but people should not be afraid of Ned either. They really have gotten a bad rap because many therapists aren't doing their jobs. It's up to the depressed people to take their treatment into their own hands in a sense and educate themselves on the right treatments. Many people do not need any meds and talk therapy will do the trick; please go to a doctor that will not try to force meds down your throat... Try to find the root of your depression (everyone is different) mine was lack of sleep that spun my body into a hormonal imbalance, while also forcing my brain to kill time and overthink which caused more lack of sleep. In that case, talk therapy, was not right for me. Meds were, a sleeping pill/antidepressant worked for me. Here's the thing, antidepressants are meant to only be temporary, most they should be prescribed is for 6 months! Yes... 6 months and they should work. (Again, everyone is different, but they are not meant to be permanent not long term for depression of course.) now, the most effective, is usually a mixture of talk therapy and meds... the importance here is finding the root cause of your depression and tailoring your treatment to that. Just educate yourself enough about these things so you know who is a legitimate doctor who wants to help, and those who want to make a quick buck and get you out of their office!
First try to understand why you have depressions.. Is it because of body issue ? Family problems ? Find out what it is and solve the problem ! Don't wait for a mirable to happen ! Now see all the good things you own. I'm sure you have a house, a bed, food. 75% of the worlds population don't has this privelege. Be happy for that. And if you don't, I can tell you You're special.. No one is or will be like you ! You're one of a kind ! Now believe in yourself, look hard and always look forwards ! Life is to short for all this shit..
Alicia Olsson Look, meds will help. Might take a couple of tries, but they do help, they give you a boost so you can get your life under control, stop wallowing in self-pity and anxiety and leave your room. It's a constant fight but it gets easier to handle. And get a good therapist, it makes a huge difference. If you don't like the one you're seeing, change it. Oh, and you also have to realize that depression is like a fucking addiction, I was literally in love with mine, completely romanticizing it only crying for help but not accepting any. It's fucked up, I know, but it can get better, it WILL take ages and be a fucking battle, but it's doable.
If you believe that no one understands you, then it is going to be harder for you to feel better. Know that there are so many people who know what it feels like. Find someone to talk to. You are strong enough to overcome this because you are capable of thinking about your future. Take a couple of minutes a day to relax and think about are the beauties of life. There is so much to live for. Believe and know you are strong enough to seek those out.
Hillary gonzalez CONTINUE!!! It REALLY does get better! Just look at Lilly Singh aka iiSuperwomanii! She's one of the happiest people I know! She battled depression. You can too! Don't ASK depression to go away! TELL IT OR MAKE IT! Get up and say that you won't take it anymore and that you're better than it! YOU are the power house!!!💘💖💓💜💙💚💛❤️ DO NOT let it win and DO NOT let play you! YOU play IT! Him or Her! You'll win! You've won the battle ✊️🙌I know that this is just a RUclips comment, but I know that iF you continue YOU will win your battle! Think about saying, "I won!!! Beat that depression!!!" Think about it!..........Feels AMAZING doesn't it!..... I thought so 😂 I hoped this helped. 😘😘
That's the kind of depression I would like to have..... The girl in the video is afraid of dying and wants to fight the depression. I am afraid of living and literally every night I go to sleep I hope that I die during that night while sleeping. And every morning I wake up, being very sad about still being alive. If you are depressive and you read this, do something against your depression. Being depressed feels horrible, it's worse than any physical injury I have ever had.
I have to ask: is there someone else than me that doesn't cry when something that should make me cry happens? Like, something that will change my life for the worse happens and I just don't cry. I just become empty and apathetic. Is there someone else with depression that feels the same? Most people seem to cry several times a day, but not me.
it's not just you... it's like everything is still and you can feel the heavy weight in your stomach but you can't bring yourself to cry and you're always questioning what's wrong with you. so all you can bring yourself to do is lay down and breathe out. it gets suffocating with time, though. numbing the pain for a while will only make it worse when you finally feel it
took me so long to realize how depressed i am... now that i know, then maybe i can move forward. it will get better, i hope. please pray for me. the only thing that scares me is that no matter how hard i work on getting better, there's no guarantee that it won't come back again in the future and knock me out into another episode of absolute existential despair. my depressive episodes are getting so scary, and they hurt SO badly.. the nights become unbearable... somedays the only thing that keeps me from committing suicide is the fact that i wouldn't want anyone to know that I'm suicidal, and i still can't think of a way that would make it look like an accident. please pray for me.
I hope some day it gets better for you...I try and help as many people out of suicide as I can (10 lives saved and counting) and I hope maybe a comment like this to say Have a nice day Even if you feel down remember there are always people out there who Carr. Wether you know them or not. There are people here in this world who don't want anyone to die that way. so plz believe me when I say I really hope you have. A nice day
I loved that she said "I am afraid to die" twice. Some people assume if you have depression, you're suicidal & you *want* to die. But the truth is, depression is so horrible it makes you want to end it all, regardless if you're afraid of dying. It will take away opportunities from you, it makes you forget what being happy feels like, makes you feel eternally alone.. We just can't help feeling useless, unwanted. Just keep your head up, one day we will overcome.
i'm actually dealing with depression i cried because of this :( depression is like a hole that pulls you in. the building is shouting "jump!" the blade is shouting "cut!" the pills are shouting "drink!"
I have depression, and so does my friends older sister, how i figured out? This is how.. I thought it was a normal sleepover until i looked in the journal, i was afraid to look, i did not know what i would see. She told me there was nothing in it "important"... In the journal i read innocent quotes, like school notes. I felt a knot in my stomach, getting tighter, as these quotes got scarier. the last quote i read said this... "Im not afraid of killing my self, im afraid of the thought of killing myself..." that was the last quote i read before i slammed the book, putting on the bedside table. i haven't ever told her about it, and i still see her at school, it scares me about the thought of my friends sister killing herself. But i still think the same thought, everyday, the same quote, and i wont stop thinking of it, until it happens..
But this is MY story.. Dear depression, You started at a young age, and you haven't left. It started when you told me my aunt is dying of cancer I dont need you, and i want you to leave. No one knows, no one will know. All i have is Wesli, and her brother has cancer too. Molly hates me, so does Daubrey, Charloette, and Bailey too. Why are you doing this? My birthday party is soon, and you're going to ruin it. Tell anxiety to stop too, and OCD.. Why do you all hate me? Why does anxiety give me these attacks? Why does OCD make me do these things at night? I want you all to stop. but im not going to lose this war. I started it and i will fight it, and end it. Im not going down without a fight. And if you try this depression, it wont work. I will fight. I will win. and i wont let you 3 stop me... You cannot have me. You will never HAVE me. You are NOT stopping me. And you will burn, And i will win this war, And you 3, Depression, Anxiety, And OCD, You will not stop me.. Sincerely, Elizabeth
+InfiniteAngels LPS in all seriousness, good luck...i no how u feel bout the depression part but i cant even imagine what it must feel like to have OCD and anxiety...in the name of divergent, thank you for your candor (only way i thought to end this comment) :)
I am 11 and has had depression for 3-4 years and and feel like I am the only one and I can relate to this a lot and I would like to say thank you. Thank you for answering my call of help to find help you are a hero along with a ton of amazing people
Yes once I picked up a knife my little sister saw me she asked what I was doing I said "Nothing I was going to cut an apple" but really I was thinking I want to cut myself I don't belong here. I guess today I feel happier I don't pick up knifes because I am scared of death, scared of killing myself. Now I believe I can do something in this world though, God put us on Earth because we all have a purpose. Anyone out there like me?
GirlyMacGamer We are opposites. I used to be scared and happy, but then it changed to wanting self harm. There are so many things that prove that this world is more harmful than good.
+GirlyMacGamer here is an example of how to turn to the lord for salvation. It doesn't have to be exactly like this. Just speak to God from your heart and accept him. Heavenly Father, have mercy on me, a sinner. I believe in you and that your word is true. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that he died on the cross so that I may now have forgiveness for my sins and eternal life. I know that without you in my heart my life is meaningless. I believe in my heart that you, Lord God, raised Him from the dead. Please Jesus forgive me, for every sin I have ever committed or done in my heart, please Lord Jesus forgive me and come into my heart as my personal Lord and Savior today. I need you to be my Father and my friend. I give you my life and ask you to take full control from this moment on; I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ." Amen.
i've had depression for about 8 months now. I was sexually abused when I was 10. The boy who did it moved afterwards. It grew when my grandma died on thanksgiving. At my camp i was harassed for many things. I've had suicidal thoughts but I feel to scared to die. This has helped me and I re watch it when I feel to sad to move.
Me too... Especially on my worst days. It sometimes makes me feel better, but sometimes it makes me really sad because I'm not sure I'll ever overcome my depression. I guess some days are worse than others, but at the end of the day, I am still depressed. For those people who aren't depressed and are reading this, please try to understand that depression feels like you're drowning in a pool of anxiety, loneliness, and sadness. *sad chuckle* Depression really sucks... 😢😥
Depression is a terrible mental illness. And the fact that people use it so loosely is terrible. I've had depression for a few years now, and everyone treats it like it's my fault. They think it's a little thing that wears off with time, but it's always there. It never leaves.
I have chronic depression (genetic), and I can I say I cried during this. This affected me on a personal level. I have a daily struggle to ease the misery over nothing I always feel. Nobody really gets what exactly I mean, and when I do find someone to vent to, I just get anxious and then depressed. This video inspired me. I want not just myself, but anyone with depression to try and do everything you can to give yourself one good day.
I got depression a few years ago and it won't go and I got it because I hold on to my past to much. Because. All my loved ones keep leaving. I miss them dearly.
The thing i hate most about depression is that always when i'm feeling better i think my depression is finally "gone" forever and then suddenly the next day i feel sad again...i hate that, because it's so disappointing
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anyone else not want to live, but they’re too afraid to die? like sometimes if i’m doing something that’s making me choke myself on accident. i get so sick of everything and keep my position whenever i realize i’m choking, but i become so scared of everything that’ll change that i stop. i wake up every day feeling like hanging myself, but whenever i start to get ready to do it, i stop. i’m scared everything is gonna change and i don’t like change. i know it’ll probably make me happy and make me feel peaceful, but i still don’t do it. i know that some people in my life could be devastated and be hurt for the rest of their life, and i don’t want them to feel that way. i’d rather suffer every day and make them happy than make myself happy. btw i do not have any mental illnesses. i’m just saying these things because i relate to the video and have nobody else to tell... if you are still reading this then thanks
I have bad depression... I just don't think people believe me... I cry myself asleep... And I have no idea why... I can't sleep... I now have to have intense therapy, In school and out of school... Almost EveryDay... I can't stop freaking out... I can't stop crying, And this depression will always last, And it will make me cry. But I will live, And try my best, But dang depression, You ruined my life...
Ciao this depression is the side of you that only looks at you mistakes, who or whatever you are the unique parts of you will soon come out and the depression will go love yourself and don't let those mistakes get to you l, I hope this makes sense but good luck
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collin ohlinger That's called sadness and self pity. Wanna know what depression is? Waking up crying for no reason. Not being able to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning. Sleeping a lot because your dreams are much better than reality. Holding a sharpened knife to your own wrists and fighting for the strength to end it all. Not being able to eat for days because all you can do is cry. Or stuffing your face nonstop because the food makes you feel happy even if only for a brief moment. Hating yourself every single second of the day. Hating your life every single second of the day. Praying for it to be over. Hoping something terrible happens to you because you don't posses the courage to end it all yourself. THAT is just a tiny bit of what depression is. Stop being an ass hole about something you don't even understand.
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I'm afraid to die because i love my family but sometimes death seems more peaceful, better, easier
Phoenix you don’t want to upset those who care about you. You’re gonna are god very sad when you die, and you will regret it.
easier but no color
Phoenix I understand completely
i understand it too
No don't do that.You love them and they love you.Keep going okay.
I am afraid to die. But sometimes death seems better than living in this cruel world.
I'm so sorry you feel like that, I feel like that too sometimes.. I really hope you don't hurt yourself though, I hate to see people suffer :I
I feel ya.
JustBorrredd stay strong fren |-/
JustBorrredd |-/
Don't worry things get better I'm so glad I could help, just keep telling yourself that it will all get better one day
wow this gave me chills. this girl has a very powerful voice
Yes she was amazing
i agree wow
Yes, that was breathtaking
clotilde besson ikr!!!
I made the likes 420
Roses aren't always red,
Violets are exactly blue,
The society that we live in never seem
to speak the truth,
Smiles aren't always happy,
And frowns aren't always upset,
People judge too quickly,
And our feeling are what they forget.
Violets arent always blue
You should have more likes this made me cry....I hope one day every one can speak out for them selves and stop living in this cruel world we live in now
I want to die
Kindness is all i have. So true
Smiles aren't always happy cause they are forced
Frowns aren't always upset cause some people are born like that
Ever heard of a resting pissed off face? Guess what.I have it
Her voice is so powerful
Ikr
I know
I know. It's beautiful too.
+Sammer B i know it just screams power!
It gives me goosebumps
I have anxiety and depression (and diagnosed with a lot more) and the hard part is that I want to die but am afraid of dying. So I'm in this endless cycle of denial
chanelnadia I feel you .. I tried to overdose on drugs but I didn't take them .. Just know ppl care about you ((: I am one of them .
chanelnadia i live in this constant state of denial to
chanelnadia same
chanelnadia Same
I am honestly not afraid of dying. I am just afraid of the consequences
I don't suffer from severe depression but rather just mild depression. It's hard enough. I keep it all to myself because my family thinks Im the happiest thing ever. I just feel empty each day. No purpose. Just there. I probably shouldnt be complaining since I've it easy compared to so much other individuals. Thankfully I can have a moment of comfort in music. But this, this is just beautiful.
It doesn't matter if it's severe or mild. Depression is a horrible thing no one deserves. Even though I don't know you I.know that you are amazing and deserve to live an amazing life.full.of love and happiness. I hope it gets better for you!
Ysabel Castro Thank u for that. Thank u.
+Lee Seul Hee talk to someone no matter who it is. i was diagnosed with a mild depression too. its anything but fun. so talk to someone who will help. before its too late.
Mehmet Ali Avci Thank u, I would listen to u then.
yeah for sure (y)
The scariest part about having depression and being suicidal is that even looking at any type of sharp object can have your thoughts screaming "take it! You can kill your self right now and you won't have anyone stop you."
Whenever I see someone cutting something I think " damn that would be and feel so nice cutting my arm"
I looked at my trazidone today and Put it into the cap and just looked at it for 5 mins I was debating
@@bryleighlaughlin4538 One day at a time love.
I almost did. No joke.
@@yoongummy8794 are you doing alright now? Just please try to distract yourself from such thoughts... ik it is easier said than done
Her voice is so powerful... Anyone else think so?
for shure
yes omg !
she is a poet thats why
copying other people's comments? smh
Not copying, I think her voice is very
powerful.
I uses to not understand this video, but now that I am rewatching it it makes me cry. Thank you to the girl in this video.
Ashley Smith same I watched it two years ago and I was like depression is exactly the same thing as sadness but now I want to kill myself
SAME
But how did this just happen to me.?
She passed away
@@SupaStarStatus20 This is difficult to hear. I checked her Instagram only a few days before she passed, and yet until now, I thought she was alive, fighting like the soldier she is. May she rest in peace.
That was beautiful.
***** haha yeah :)
K-Pop Biased That it was
You know I know you replied to your self right
***** What?
just like you
Do you ever feel afraid to be happy?
1000 subscribers with no videos? Yea
Anonymous Ninja all the time
Anonymous Ninja no
Rather afraid of the disappointment that might come with believing you could be happy
I’ve developed a fear of happiness. I’ve been conditioned to expect the worst as soon as things get slightly better. When I feel a single ounce of joy creep in, I reject it because I know that as soon as it’s gone, I’ll be worse than I was before.
I'm not afraid to die. I'm just afraid of how my family or friends will feel when I do. I don't want them to hurt or feel the way I felt. I just want us all to be happy.
julia cho I'm Not Afraid Of Death Just Afraid If My Family Cries Cause Once They Cry They Won't Be Able To Release Im Not Coming Back
I feel the exact same way!
Jaynie Kiel me too...
julia cho I'm only 13 but I think suicide too.
julia cho Same
i cry
i cut
i sob
but somehow i still call myself beautiful
somehow i keep myself alive
somehow im still here
and im proud
im proud of being okay
and saving myself
***** awww thank you so much, lots of love
you got this ❤
Tamara Mondragon Stay Alive my fren |-/
CRAWLING INNN MY SKINNNN
Tamara Mondragon strive through it. you can do it. everything you are going through will not hit you down and you will come out of this smiling. we have all got you.
Anyone else there with depression who has forgotten almost everything about what happened during and before they were depressed??
I recently found a memory card with lots of pictures that I took just a couple of months before I got extremely depressed and I couldn't remember almost anything from all of those pictures... It was really scary.
Absolutely me. It's really scary and I'm afraid to forget all the beautiful memories and moments I'm having now
I also find it pretty scary... But I haven't even thought about possibly forgetting all that is now😰
Yeah - and it's terrifying. I've been depressed for so many years that my memory is gone. I can't remember my childhood. I can barely remember when I met my husband, 5 years ago.
Yeah, I don't even remember exactly when I got it, but I figure about 3 , soon 4 years ago. I remember the concept of feeling numb, alone etc. but I don't remember what I was doing or anything before. I think I was/still am so afraid of remembering being alone(my so called "friend" isolated me for 3 years, might have been why)
Dear Depression,
Why would you make me hurt myself??
Why do you make me feel sad and not happy??
Why do you make me hate myself??
Why do you make me want to die??
Why won't you go away??
Why won't you just leave me alone??
it’s so true though. 💔
trolls maniac oOf
Those are questions I ask myself every day
I find it sad how many people are depressed nowadays - something went very wrong. Everyday we invent things to make life better, easier and such, but somehow all this stuff makes people even more sad. Keep up, to all of you who suffer from depression, there is a place for everyone and you will find joy in your life, one day - dont worry.
Ragnar Lothbrok i dont have depression but sometimes i feel like the girl.
You could have bipolar depression but we all get sad sometimes, hopefully it isent as bad as her, she's tough, ps not saying depression only makes u as sad as everyone else
It could be that nature must balance things out. There must be trials, there must be pain, and as we try to improve as a species things have to get worse in order to maintain balance, because happiness does not exist in a world without sadness.
you guys are both brilliant. thanks
Ragnar Lothbrok It's not that depression didn't exist before or that we are sadder than we were in the past. It is because we talk about it now, we are not ashamed to have depression, It is more socially acceptable to share your emotions and mental health than it was 50 years ago. We have grown as people with our knowledge, mental health and chronic diseases are easier to diagnose now, therefore it seems that there are more illnesses in the world but really they have always existed, we just did not understand.
I actually cry every time I watch this, because it's all true, and I wish I was strong enough to let go.
Never give up, never ever ever.
Everybody is, indeed just do not give up. I know I sound like about everyone but you will find the strength. I promise.
+Emma McDonald i let my fears get to me
+ravenwolf
Honestly I'm not even letting them get to me anymore
They're forcing me
+Emma McDonald They can't force you. They don't rule you, even though it may feel like they do. They're like shadows lurking around you, dark and imposing and menacing, and I know they can make you feel powerless and overwhelmed, but think about it...If you want to get rid of shadows, of darkness - you don't need to build complicated walls or defense mechanisms around you. All you have to do to make them disappear is just...turn on the light.
She is so passionate... 👏🏻😊 good luck on everyone dealing with this
Thanks
thx :3
+It's Raining Tacos - TheMrSNakeBite Thanks =3
thanks :)
Thanks
We need more girls like her in the spotlight
...Your profile picture wants me to suicide
Jessica Y. I agree
妻弟ØRËØ that’s just rude
@@goldenhoshi omg. That was mean and really unnecessary.
women* but i agree
i hate depression so much
Amy here
jimin's jams same
I hate it it's like it's my friend but I don't want it to be
Same
ARMMY❤️❤️
This is so true, going through depression is like hell. I wish it didn't exist. Because of depression I cried everyday, I locked myself in my room, I started to hate myself, I started cutting and starving myself and thinking about/trying to attempt suicide numerous times. It took my grandpa's life and it almost took mine. I'm glad to say I'm all better now but I'm left with scars on my arms but that's okay because it reminds me of what I have overcome. Everyone be strong it will get better, I promise. :)
#thirdworldproblems amirite?
Good for you girl, may your grandma rip
Moonlessnight i relate to this so much. im struggling with depression right now too. stay strong :)
I love your avatar! One week friends!
I hate it when people think depression is all sadness when it's not it's :
.guilt
.insecurity
.sadness
.and nothing
Lily Kilsby listen to me
Your beautiful
Your kind
Your a gift to this cruel world
Your as beautiful as a diamond and a rose!
Your smart
Your worthy of love and care
I'm doing this because I to have depression and I wish people would tell me these things
❤God bless you❤
Mine is mostly emptiness and sadness
Lily Kilsby some days I want to cry because I held in the tears to many times. But I can’t cry. I’m lonely. It feels like I have nothing there for me.
Fantasy world
Your beautiful
Your kind
Your a gift to this cruel world
Your as beautiful as a diamond and a rose!
Your smart
Your worthy of love and care
This applies to you more than anyone. To be able to encourage without encouragement, is a hard thing to do.
No, that's LIFE. DEPRESSION is a debilitating disorder, and it is *much* worse than those common feelings of "guilt, insecurity, sadness, and nothing."
No-one will see or read this comment but. I believe in every person with depression or any mental disorder, believe you can do it. Make it. I'm no humanitarian but your potential is so much more than what your mind tells you, and seeing people live up to their potential makes me so happy. I'm surrounded by depressed people and I can't empathize. I'm constantly thinking, what if they're killing themselves right now? And to think millions of people have been through or are going through what they are, and a percentage may not make it through.
A percentage will not make it through,But you're more than a percentage, are you, You're a person, breathing and thinking,Don't lose yourself, falling, cutting or over-drinking,Such potential you hold.This struggle is temporary. I know it is cold.I know you feel alone. I know you feel scared.But into the eyes of fate stare, as many have stared,You can make it. You can, you know.You have to know this first, though.
Nate Rothwell Needed to hear this. Well said. May God Bless your sweet soul. That is what people need to see.
Nate Rothwell that just made my night. Bless u
Your message is heart-warming, thank you.
Nate Rothwell this is soo beautiful. This should be a pin comment. Thank you for me.
Nate Rothwell ty
[I am sharing this because I need to vent sometimes, also because of the people who might think that they are alone, I am NOT sharing this because I want or need attention. I would never joke or fake that I have depressed.]
First of all, depression isn't something you decide to have, it sneaks up on you and can be all-consuming.
Sometimes I don't even realize I'm depressed before I catch myself constantly thinking bad things about myself, thinking that everyone around me thinks badly of me, and when my thoughts drift to suicide.
I can lay in my bed at night wide awake with negative and angsty thoughts running through my head. And other times I can sleep for the entire day not wanting to be around people. Or rather, I can't be around people. My mind makes me analyze and second-guess everything, it makes me distrust anyone I meet and I convince myself they are talking behind my back, that they secretly think badly of me. It makes me feel unloved, it makes me feel worthless and ugly both inside and out.
I can be waiting for the bus and the thought of walking in front of it crosses my mind. I can be cooking dinner and suddenly those angsty and negative thoughts take over and it would be JUST SO EASY to cut my wrist.
Those are my bad days, my really f*cked up days.
And then there's the numb days. Those days are dangerous in their own way because I don't feel anything mentally.
Nobody knows my thoughts or how I feel because I keep it all bottled up inside. I keep that painful smile plastered onto my face and act like the "normal" woman people around me think me to be, because I am too afraid. I'm afraid that they won't believe me. I am afraid that their eyes that once looked at me with love will look at me with pity, that they will act differently around me and treat me like a broken object that can be FIXED BACK TO NORMAL. But I am not something that can be fixed back to normal, because THIS is the normal me.
This is what I have been living with, or rather coexisted with for so many years.
Some days are worse than others, but I also have those good days you know. The days (and fleeting thoughts during my bad days) when I fight to remind myself how much I am loved and how much I will hurt the ones who love me if I leave this world.
Same here.
I feel exactly the same way
If the exact same way and it doesn't help that I only have one friend because no one else likes me
Basically my life story...
My life. And, like you, I don't know any other way to feel because it's "normal" and oddly familiar
Depression is a horrible thing. A horrific, terrible illness. It feels a way nothing else feels. It's not only sadness; it's draining, it's tiring, it takes your energy and motivation and makes you feel like you are nothing. Anyone saying this doesn't have physical effects as well is wrong.
I have been struggling with depression for a long time now, and I'm finally looking for a therapist. All I need to say is if someone tells you about their depression it can be hard. You don't want others to feel burdened because of your mental illness, but telling them you love and care about them can just about mean the world to them. I know some of the smallest things make the biggest difference, like when someone asks if I'm feeling okay out of the blue. It shows you care, and that's truly helping.
Sometimes you'll feel alone in this world. You'll be surrounded by those who love you, but you feel like there is no one by you. Just remember, things will look up, you just have to stay positive and not push yourself too hard. If you have depression and you're reading this, as someone with depression, I get what you're going through. Sometimes it feels like the whole world will come crashing in, but you'll be okay. I promise
Peabee Neko thanks... I really needed that...
Yes,this is true
Peabee Neko I have suicidal depression
Rainbow Dragon Slayer I would hug you because I have a bit of depression
craigo my eggo thank you I have depression and I feel everything in this video and I try to hide it away but it's a hard thing it started at the age of 8 and went on for 2 years I felt that I wanted it to stop but have no idea I still have it today :(
I'm in the point of my life that I can see no light. This video hit me hard because that is how I'm feeling. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of fighting. Somedays I feel like just to fall asleep and never wake up. But I have to fight because my parents are fighting for me, with me. I have to defeat it but it's just so hard. I just want it to be over with.
Angel wow. My parents don't care. I've tried telling them about my anxiety and depression and they just say that I'm making stuff up. My mom yelled at me for trying to tell her. The first time I met depression was in pre-k. When I was 4 or 5. It's one of the only things I remember from when I was younger. I always knew I was different and hate myself for it. When I was in 2nd, 3rd, 4th grade I wanted to die but I didn't have the motivation to kms. Let's say that if a car was coming for me, I would move out of the way. I would let myself die. My hands are shaking while writing this. It is hard.
Sorry I am awkward I understand how you feel. My parents too didn't believe me at first but when I talked to my elder sister who's studying psychology, she explained my parents all about it. It gets hard I know. But you have to fight. I just want you to know that you are not alone. I'm with you and so are other people who care about you. Try talking to someone who understands about it and you'll feel a lot better. Stay strong.
I undersand i have depression too we are fighting together:)
Angel hunny i feel you... ive been like this for 3 months now...
I don't know you guys and you don't know me but seeing your comments here have made me feel that I have someone out there who can understand me and i know you understand me too. I just want to say that we are not alone. We'll fight this together
My depression is unexplainable
Fucku Youlol yep
Fucku Youlol thank God I’m not the only one.
Probably that's not depression if it unexplainble
Same
🥺
At 14, I went from sad to sadder, world slowly sinking around me til all of a sudden, my world was black.
At 15, I was afraid to die, but the hourglass was what ticked through my nightmares.
At 16, I welcomed death with sweet nothings but he refused me every time.
At 17, I was grabbed by the wrists and had my hands grip the ledge of my sadness.
At 18, I've started to pull myself up.
I know I'll never truly escape this, but I know I can be better. That I can feel better.
It's about me. Thank you for your kind words
Nichole Sinclair Stay strong, its an everyday battle you have to fight with yourself and the world, don't let depression define who you are!
Go to a really big sunny field, lie in the sun, close your eyes and just listen to nature...
Lauren Lind Piano music was my favorite. Music, in general, was my go to. Something I am so passionate about now.
But nature too. Sometimes I would climb a tree, or go up on my rooftop, or hike to a far out spot and just relax while I was there.
Nichole Sinclair I hope that one day, you will wake up and realize that you managed to escape it. :) For now, I really do wish you the best of luck and I wish you the strength and hope to get through each day. Little steps will take you far. And hopefully, it will take you to where you want to be :)
Always remember to be good to yourself
I wish I could tell the people closest to me "I understand" without feeling like a liar.
wow... that just hit me hard...
Woah
I know the feeling dude. I always feel like I'm going to muck up and then someone bigger, stronger, more powerful than me will come and take me away. It feels like I can't make one simple move without second-thinking it, then missing my chance to do what I wanted to.
It's like my freedom has disappeared into the bottom of my heart. The part I can't control. Thank you for reading...
+Cleo Green You don't even have to understand. Just be there for them. Even when they push you away, make sure they know that you're always willing to listen. You don't have to be up in their face about feeling better, or making them go outside. They just need you to be there to hold off the demons for awhile while they regain their strength.
Faewulf yep. as someone with BPD, which isn't depression, but it is another mental illness, just having someone to spill your guts to, it has saved my life.
This made me cry and I never understood depression.
I didn't either though a few of my friends had it. I now have a better understanding of how they feel.
Cherie Salazar I had it when i was on medication.....by far the worst feeling ever
I've had it for a while. Help please. Never go into depression, try to avoid jt
Delaney Mutch I have had depression for 7 years now and i´m only 15 years old, I know from experience that you can´t just "avoid it".., Depression is or can be such a big thing and or felling that you can´t just avoid it!
And may you never will sweet child
Ignorence is a blessing
My drepression has become soo bad to a point that....i'm not afraid to die🙇
Stay strong, it will get better
I'm here for you bro call me 6477726781
Dont hesitate
The scriptures saith, It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. And, The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom...
I hope u kno that ur amazing n that u do mean so so much to so many ppl! I'm sorry I wish I cld hug to tight n say ur so imp to me but I'm still here wen ever u need me like really! I juz feel so so bad that I can't help but trust me I'm here n will always b no matter wat! Also I'm so so sure God has everything planned for u this phase will pass n u will be happy! Remember that u r the one who will bring light into someone's life, remember that person is waiting for u!!! I kno its easy to say but all ik is that ur v v special cause u have survived so far n I'm sure u will do further too!💜
For me it's like I'm not always sad, it's like there is constantly just a weight.
yass
+Darrius Hayes You Cant just say: "Stop Feeling depressed." Maybe you Are trying to Help, but its not Working. dont tell people to Do something that Can Seem impossible to some. WHAT if it was you? Think about something before you say it.
Pancake Paws I think they just mean a way to help. They were just trying to give help to people to are depressed
+Syddy Mola I know, because im depressed. But it just sounds so wrong to say: "Stop Feeling depressed" You have to agree with me on that
You do have a point there I mean if someone told me to stop being depressed then I start thinking that they are angry or upset that I'm like this so then I'll get more depressed because of that.so I agree with you
I feel so alone. I am so alone. I want to fight, but it would take a miracle for a single scared girl to fight of the thousand man army that is depression. I want out.
***** I know how you feel. I've been dealing with depression for the past 4 or 5 years. The best advice I can give you is to find someone who can help you. Whether it's friends or a therapist. But make sure it isn't a therapist who isn't going to put you on a bunch of meds. Because every therapist I've ever been to has tried that and I've always flat out refused and only the one I see now has been willing to try other things. Not saying meds are always bad but they're not always good either. But yeah unless you're like me and have only one friend who you never see or talk to and is a total airhead I'm sure there's someone you can talk to. It doesn't last forever. The problem is when you become so used to it and you're afraid to not be depressed. Stay strong. Don't let it own you.
Too get out u must fight out, don't give up the war, you have power over the 1000 man army, you can control and conquer them all, you can rise from the ashes, you can feel worthy, you can be you, you can be free with strength and time and help, you can be happy
You don't need to feel lone. Many of us hav or are going through depression. I don't want anyone to lose their lives because of it. Please. Things will get better if you just keep moving forward and dont let it hold you back. I too am trying, :)
***** if you need someone to talk to my
facebook is katelyn love
kik is rabbid_fish
snapchat is rabbid_fish
skype is lassomiadally
You'll get through it. :)
I'm crying because I'm going through this........
Don't worry I am too. People think it's just something you can get over but they don't understand how people with depression feel. They don't understand the hurt and pain people feel. They don't understand how much people with depression would rather take that blade in their hand and just end it all there instead of having to hide behind a fake smile forever. But just think of all the people who love you and care about you and want to protect you and are hurt seeing you in pain and tears. But keep staying strong and keep searching for a reason to live if a simple depressed person like me can do it I'm sure a strong beautiful female like yourself can do it too...
I really wish they'd understand and not get mad when we are being selfish trying to better ourselves. It's all too overwhelming. But thank you, keep on fighting.
I wish depression was a person, so I could drown it before it gets to me. I guess I that's only a wish since it already got to me...
+AmazingFifi xD it's ok I feel and understand your pain. My parents never really got along. And then we found out he was having an affair with another woman who then got pregnant. Money was tight and we didn't really have much food and we lived In an apartment so their were thousands of dollars to pay. I was being bullied and teased and mocked at school but I never told my parents thinking I would be a burden to them.so I cut and. Cried in the silence in my room alone. I had no one to depend on no one to cry with so I always thought I would be alone. Many people in my family left us to deal with our own problems. And all I had to do was sit and put on a fake smile for the rest of humanity until I could finally break down.
+Tecno Muffin it's nice to know some people understand you I'm facing similar problems
I don’t want to keep going. I’m so tired of the constant pain and stress. It’s eating me alive and I try to tough it out but I reach moment when my heart feels heavy in my chest and all I feel is empty. Walking in a world that has cast me out I can only pretend to be happy and sometimes I start to believe it but the pain always comes back. I don’t want to live anymore. I only made it these 6 years because I was scared of leaving my family behind but now I wonder if it matters anymore
Beautiful Misfortune here to talk x
I don't want to die. I don't cut. I'm not sad all the time. I'm not emo. But i have depression. I don't openly share it, usually. I'm not stereotypical. Depression isn't being sad, being suicidal, being emo. It's that feeling inside, that pit, that sinking feeling that's always with you and you know it can never leave. It's a part of you, part of your soul. It's always there. You can ignore it, but it lingers. Always.
And please don't commit suicide. It doesn't diminish the chances of life getting worse. It eliminates the chance of it getting better.
beautiful words
I feel you. I don't want to be rude but I feel like people around me mostly pay attention to the suicide and self harm aspect of depression and not this.
Echoisawkward yeah it doesn't help when somebody's carrying a table and your in their way and they say "just run her over." Or literally 10min after that somebody calls you stupid. Oh no, it doesn't end there. When you realize your crush has absolutely no interest in you and they tell on you bc you didn't go out in dodgeball. It can't be worse than that.
Btw that all happened it 30 min
Echoisawkward I think every human being has experienced real depression in their lives at atleast some point. It almost feels like you wouldn't be a human if you hadn't. Learning about the individual self comes with its pains. You hold on to thought patterns and doubt yourself many times. You get stuck in rigid routines and isolate yourself from people because you don't need to absorb their energy. It feels like the world is fake and buzzing about nothing since most of life we know seems like an illusion.
Everyone who feels depressed just needs to learn patience. Don't act harshly towards yourself. Be compassionate. Recognize that you're lonely, sad, and feel like you can't relate. Also recognize that even the smartest and most outwardly successful people feel it. It's something many of us feel and know inside. We shouldn't be afraid to talk about it openly and honestly.
can we see more of this girl? she is such a beautiful speaker.
Ikr!
I agree
She was doing spoken-word poetry
Ikr
Tonya (or Tanya) Ingram. Her Instagram is in the description.
That really did something to me. I feel... Hope? It can't be, right? You gave me hope, to fight this "unbeatable" mo,ster that is depression.
Well that was some of my typaids right there. I made a typo in a comment this serious. Really?
Femke Vande Walle that is ok
It's fine to make mistakes. I hope you fight depression and win because you nor anyone deserve to go through so much agony. I, too, go through hard times but I am not diagnosed. I just hope you feel better someday and I hope you know that there will always be someone there for you. And if not, come to me or anyone else offering moral support online. Yes, I'm a stranger, but I still care.
Amy Beaver Even tough I'm fine now, it still warms my heart to see messages like that. Thanks.
Sobering. Thank you for being bold enough and brave enough to share your story, to help someone in need!!!
I am afraid to die, but I am also afraid to live...
same!
Same feeling 😔
Inês Grou Story of my life since I was fourteen, you put the general feeling of depression into a simple but effective set of words. The fact that I engage in behaviors which help to preserve my life, such as maintain a healthy nutrition intake, coming home to my room everyday, and stepping a few feet back from the yellow line when the train speeds by, ultimately contradict my will to die. yet withdrawing from friends and family, investing little to no concern of the future, and reeling into a pattern of counter-productiveness contradicts a will to live too. The fear of death keeps me here, but the fear of life keeps me from living.
Depression is not you dear! You are not what this horrible thing is telling you you are, it is hard to not believe it cause it is in your mind. This is why we need to find what we love, to grab on to it and don't let go of our life. I have felt like you are feeling, I steel am, so afraid of dying or harming myself and so afraid of facing my life, my responsibilities, my future. Just grab on to what you really love, not a person something that makes you really truly happy and do not let go. WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS, we will feel happy again and it is going to be so beautiful and so worth all this pain and confusion and fear.
CRAAAAAAWLING IN MY SKIIIIIIIIIIIN, THESE WOOUUUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEEEEAAAALLL
I just wanna hug you and comfort you until I drown that depression with love for good
You're an amazing human being, A++ for the week :)
We all love you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
my demons know how to swim...
Malc 5sos BMTH!
Malc 5sos Its worse when they know how to fly...
One annoying thing: When people say they are depressed when they're not (Don't you hate that??)
yes.
Pet hate
Very much.
+Mmmchutney honest
I think being depressed is different than having depression. Anyone can become very depressed time to time and it can sometimes lead to depression. ^.^ None knows whats going through that other persons head, they might be trying to get help from being depressed so it won't escalate into depression, yet none believes that person and thus the person might now have depression. Though I get what you're saying. ^^
Oh my god. Thank you so much. You literally saved my life. I was going commit suicide this Sunday, I was even planning it. I’ve dealt with so much bull crap that I can’t take it anymore. But, you made me realize that my life is so much more living and there is a reason why I was given it. I will not be silent anymore. I will be loud, let joy overtake to the point where they think I’m crazy. Thank you. God bless you. ❤️
Praying to everyone who suffers from an illness, depression, disease, anything that causes you physical, emotional, or mental pain. I wish I could let go. This video really touched me. I cried.
Every single one of you is beautiful. Amazing. Pretty. Handsome. Nobody can tell you you're not.
I have severe depression and your comment made me happy today, thank you
+Rachel2892 I'm glad. you're welcome. :)
I am 10 and was diagnosed with severe depression u made my day May God Bless You
+Deo LeBrundo hey
I feel her pain she is so powerful it hurts she is showing me I don't need to listen to those voices saying just stop it all. This women has shown me depression doesn't haft to win I believe in her and now she is a great inspiration to me.
Did you write this ?
Masa Waring obviously she didn't write it, she said she "feels her pain"
Nice fearless. Llama the comment and DAH name and profile pic boots ful
Addicted To Music thank you sir *llama bows*
Quinn Laballe hey read this article @200810 and pay a visit to a youtube channel called infinite waters diving deep
It hurts to be myself. It hurts more at home than school. It hurts to be called stupid just because of a pity test, while I tried me hardest. It hurts to be lonely. It hurts to be depressed.
us kpop fans know what it feels like to be made fun of
Emma :3 yeah, lol
Kpop much 😂
TaehyungIsMyBae You know, Kpop is thrown everywhere, we are Kpop trash. 😂
{BTS} 나탈리 😂👏🏽
Worst of it is, I can act and hide my depression so well people think me to be the happy person.
Holy shit... getting a little teary eyed. Wasn't expecting this to be so powerful.
I've been afflicted by depression for as long as I can remember, and this... this is amazing.
Agree
Holy shit is what I said to myself too. Depression can really eat someone up... I'm glad Tanya was able to get through it and share her story with such passion. I don't move people with my words, but I'm sure one day I can share my story my own way. I'm also only sharing because your comment was so close to what I was thinking and knowing that someone isn't afraid to share helped me. Thanks.
DongleSlongBog You think *this* is powerful? Go look up Shane Koyczan's speech called "To This Day"
DongleSlongBog SAME.
it's so sad that depression destroyed my life. At 9 years old I already had scars on my arm at 13 it was so much more. I didn't want to end my life I wanted to end my pain, but to this day I don't know how. I trying and trying to be strong but every day I feel like I'm losing the battle.
I relate so much to what u have send. I’m 13 and I have scars all over me. Just remember you have people like me that understand what you are going through. You have people like me, even though we don’t know eachother, that love you. I love you and don’t ever forget that.
Keep your head up 😁
We are bird of a feather.
aninxy 01 amen brother
I relate I had depression since I was 5 I started drawing on myself, started eating disorder, I have tried taking my own life when u was 10 im 13 and I ask myself "when is this gonna stop " I'm told that my problems aren't nothing and I'm slowly starting to believe my problem is pathetic and I'm just childish
Depression to me. Is a big black hole you can never get out of and it keeps getting deeper and deeper slowly suffocating me..
It'll get better hon. We will get through this. I know how you feel
same here... and I can't even talk to anybody or just give up, because of my family and people around me...
For me I feel like I'm stuck in space. No one can hear me or help me because I'm too far from human contact.
I'll give you my hand to crawl out
yeah, I guess you're right... but you know I can't talk to them or anything. They don't hate because you don't hate your Family, but they don't like me as well. they told me as soon as I'm 18 I have to move out. I'm the black sheep.. you're absolutely right and I should appreciate that I have my Family around me, but it's not easier for me because of that...depression hits me just as much...
"Stress, anxiety and depression are caused when we are living to please others"
- paulo coelho
Life would be so much better if only i could implement these words in my damn life
People think depression can go away.
Easily with a few pills everyday
Love and support from your friends and family
It'll be okay
But it's much more than that
You need to find the strength within yourself
And that is not easy...
***** A lil bit...
Harmøny Mlp Having friend and family support does help, though. My friends helped a lot. In fact, my best friend, who's basically a sister to me, pulled me out of my depressive state multiple times. Now, I can stay out of that state for the most part.
I hope you have support from friend and family, I honestly do. When people you have trusted are the ones who mistreat you things are alot harder to work through. I have but one person and it scares me to think what would happen to me if they left, I don't know if I would have strength enough to carry on. Being alone is one of the worst things and I hope you get any and all the help that you need
Its not when people tell me to get help im like....why what the hell is it going to do talking to somone isnt going to fix my problems
Depression to me is a lot of work that gives me insomnia and making me not eat or have friends that makes me stressed out and scarred
You gonna be ok , I'm depressed for over than 10 years , I've learned to live with it . I hope you get better
Amal Nachit thx
i dont usually go to sleep until its around 1-3 a.m
I hardly feel like eating
And its gotten so bad that i have gotten social anxiety so it made me scared to make friends
I have only about 1-3 friends every school year since depression entered my life
My father left me, abandoned me, i had a very close friend who died. My whole family tree isn't close, everyone hates each other. Only my mom and siblings are together and they are the only people who truly care about me.
Ive been bullied and betrayed by friends plenty of times. Ive had to move schools and states so many times and every time it was meant for me to make new friends and having social anxiety made it way horrible.
So id say that I've been through a lot, my depression was HORRIBLE a few years ago but I've gotten better and I've been pretty happy lately, i have a nice house, nice school and a good family, 1 good best friend and i appreciate what i have. The only thing im worried about is, my future.
Overall im good. ^^
Sounds like anxiety. =/
•Emily•Way• my mom tells me she would hang me or stab me
I'm Depressed But People Say
"It Is A Phase"
"You Are Being Immature"
"You Are Being In Grief"
Ms. Creepypasta same :( finally someone like me
CPlays 27 Yay Im Not The Only One
Yoits Daisy exactly
I feel how u do I have Anxiety and Depression
:(
same :(
Selena's the boss same
They need to make one on anxiety
I have anxiety/depression and I have fought through suicidal thoughts and i wanted to say anyone who is suicidal please tell someone an adult or friend or even hotlines on google please get help, If i did you can to and now i realize that life is amazing
Anna Brand I have depression back before in kindie i still have it I'm in year 9
Keep going everyone! You are all beautiful and have a reason to live, trust me
Anna Brand
What is so amazing about it day in and day out same old thing
Anna Brand i wish i had that enough strength. I wish people would understand the struggle. I wish..i really wish...
ruclips.net/video/Z9X_-BQIb1Y/видео.html
I don't want to die.. But I want to go to a place between life and death where I don't have to feel anymore..
I know things seem hard now, but talk to someone how you feel, no matter if its anonymous or not, it will make you feel better. Maybe even talk to yourself in the mirror. Find a hobby, be proud of it. Find people who will except you. And most importantly, hug. I know it sounds odd, but hug.
I know how you feel. I'm going through what your going through right now. I dont know if I'll survive it like some people but what I do know is that I'm going to fight, I'm going to fight till I can't fight it anymore. I'm gonna go out guns blazing. I'll be damned if I let this control my life. This thing isn't me. So I'm not going to make it me. Thanks you.
it s even harder when you can't feel anything.
same, I just want to disappear
I just want o sleep sense my dreams are way better than my real life and I would still be in the world......
My depression is getting worse and I feel like I can't do anything because now I'm getting mad at people who don't deserve my anger. I need help.
Peter Parker God loves you !!
Same...
Me too love. Me too
You’re worth it! Keep going beautiful, you have a reason to live
Peter Parker same😔
“Teased for the sneakers my mother could barely afford.” damn
this made me cry do hard because she said everything im feeling and nobody ever made me feel this hopeful that one day things will get better
the other day i wanted to die so badly. when i was holding a knife up ready to stab myself i realized that i couldn't do it. I couldn't just give up that easily. i dropped the knife feeling useless, weak, and worthless because i was coward for not taking that opportunity to end all the pain.
+Genie Mae you're not worthless I understand how you feel. Have hope for today, tomorrow and the next day because one day it will get better. Never lose hope because once it's lost all is lost. You aren't alone in how you feel and please stay strong you are worth so much more than you could even know. Please if you can't do it for yourself do it for me.
+Genie Mae I knw his u feel because I did the same thing, I wanted to do it, but I dropped the knife because my body wasn't agreeing with what my mind was telling me to do. 😢😢😢
God is good for all the things He has done to help us, you all need to understand, God put us here for a reason. We are all important to Him and to the world.
+Genie Mae It gets better, I promise. And that feeling, when you suddenly realize you are actually and honestly smiling and you are happy again... that feeling is priceless. You just have to keep on fighting even though it feels like you can't anymore. You can.
I know how this feels. I deal with depression everyday. I try to not give up but it gets harder everyday. life is like a video game, with no respon. you don't know if you wanna keep trying or just give up and leave. you don't know if this game is worth your time or if it's worth playing. you don't know if you should of even tried this game, or even thought about waking up the next day. you don't know, if there's anyone to help you beat this game.
Unfortunately there are no cheat sheets on how to beat this video game you speak of, but there are many guidebooks giving you new tips and tricks on how to make it past many levels. The game will still be hard to beat but these tips will teach you new ways to go about this level to try and make everything easier. It takes practice.
There are many, many, many people who want to help others who are suffering from mental illness or illnesses. There is a purpose for everyone on this planet and we all will find our happiness. You've heard this line a million and two times before but life gets better. These sad thoughts and feelings are only that. They are not of physical matter - meaning that you can change them. These feelings aren't permanent, though they still have meaning. Life really does get better, you just have to push through the mud and keep truckin' on. I've been at the lowest of lows and have made it through. I am living proof that life does get better. It'll get better for you too, sunshine. I shall keep you in my prayers. Much love xx
Morgan Beck thankyou I needed that as I do deal with depression.my friends have suspected I was depressed. They even talked to me one time cause they thought I might commit suicide, to be honest I did think about it and still do sometimes today.but I am getting better,I will not leave without a fight,and I won't stop trying till my heart,till my mind,till my body,and till my emotions give out. I do still have depression but my fight with it is much less than over.again thank you words of inspiration always help even if only 1 sentence or 1000 sentences. For any one else dealing with this know it does get better and say that everyday trust me it helps.
Stfu ur literally 10 years old
Dear Depression:
I don't know if you are here now,
Watching me, laughing as I moved my fingers across the keyboard pathetically.
I didn't know you would ever come to me.
I don't even know if I even know you.
But I will never know.
My parents say I am too whiny.
I don't even bother to explain.
So, if you are here, by my side right now.
Out.
I am done with you.
Poping in and out of my life as if it were a joke.
Ruining everything, muting my creativity.
I shouldn't have listened to you,
And camouflaged my real self.
Everyday I face all my friends and family cheerfully,
And cries into my pillow at night.
It all begun as a small sickness a year ago.
"It will go a away soon" They said
It didn't.
Maybe I will be able to face my sickness,
If you hadn't drained my strength.
Out.
Don't ever come back.
Out.
I am officially done.
Out.
I will defeat you one day.
Out.
Out.
Out.
Sincerely,
Jacob Gong
This is so touching... God bless you..... I hope you live a full, happy life... Carry on..
Well said
+Jacob Gong That was amazing man, you should publish that, you are very talented and you are not alone! Keep your head up there is always hope my friend! May GOD BLESS you! Good luck bro...
This comment made me cry 😢
Jacob Gong Hope you are free of it now .. hope i will oneday :)
Anxiety is an overprotective mother. It has good intentions. It’s just trying to keep me safe. From myself. It saw my emotions as a threat. It took them away and hid them in a shelf up high. I can’t reach my emotions anymore. All I can feel is fear now. It’s fear or nothing. And that just makes me scared to think about. But I’ll grow. I’ll be able to reach them soon. And soon. My anxiety wont be able to stop me.
"This is your open letter, something to remember. We can still keep fighting even though life is not forever." ~ Open Letter by The Amity Affliction
Love that band.
Just what I was thinking when I read the title, such a good band
Yes.
Everyone thinks that depression is a joke or an emotion that lasts for a couple of seconds, minutes, or even hours. Depression is the most real it can ever be and it is something that lasts longer than an emotion.
Honestly depression is more than just feeling sad, I feel like this video missed the mark on that. Depression is laughing with your friends and feeling every ounce of joy drain out of in the 5 seconds after the laughter stops. Depression is sleeping for 14 hours a day and still feeling exhausted. Depression affects more than just emotions. It is physically debilitating.
Tatiana Tchobanova Yeah, this didn't sound like it was about clinical depression. When you have clinical depression, you feel depressed even if there's nothing else wrong in your life. This sounded like she actually had many issues in her life causing her feelings. But I don't see how that makes this poem any less valid since it wasn't meant to specifically address clinical depression.
So many people are uneducated on the subject and don't understand how dangerous a depression can be.
At least people understand what depression is to some extent.
Most people can't differentiate between anxiety and stress. I can't even tell people I'm going through anxiety issues and need time alone because they'll think I have problem with stress (which I have almost never had). Stress is different from anxiety... Very different.
Ren Dickson I understand that depression is a terrible thing and not a regular emotion, but I make jokes about everything so I'm sorry :( Also I've had something like a very long sadness that lasted about a year. and I just didn't want to do anything.. so I have some sort of experience with something more than sadness, nothing like depression though... I'm not going to be one of those fakers.
I was scrolling through these comments and it honestly hurts my heart to see so may people feeling so alone.
I want to tell you, who ever is reading this, that it gets easier, it gets better.
Everyday you have to remind yourself that you ARE better than those people putting you down at school,
You ARE better than the abusive parent at home, you ARE better than your ego telling you you're not enough. Please believe me when I tell you it gets easier.
Peters Realm what?
Easier said than done
Luna Rayne Sorry I wasn't able to respond to you quickly because something went wrong with my notifications.
You shouldn't say something like "It will get better," because that's not always easy to believe. You SHOULD have said something like "You were born on this planet for a reason."
Peters Realm in utterly confused at why you seem to be so pissed off with me? I never commented "it will get better" or anything along those lines?
Arina Whats easier said than done?
OMG this is so inspiring....I'm in tears....her voice and her demeanor are so powerful& confident....I'm just in awe....I understand that dark cloud of depression. Which tries to take over my mind every day...that loneliness that traps me & the voice that tells me I'll never be good enough or loved enough...ive dealt with it for most of my life that when I tried blocking out all the negative & evil things that have happened& tried taking me over that I blocked out so much of the good... ..im 37 now and finally starting to find the good from my past and remain hopeful for the good of today and I'm the future....you inspire me to remain hopeful
This made me cry...Your voice is so powerful 😭😭
I'm 11 and I've been depressed for 4 years...nothing will make me happy but it's okay :)
Cookie Chip You can't be born with depression, you can only be born with a susceptibility to it
Valorie Castillo depression is actually one of the most genetic mental illnesses. it's not just a susceptibility, at least for some with major depressive disorder. you can't really stop it if you do have mdd
I experienced it since 7 yrs old
I need you help too I tried to kill myself 3 times I'm only ten but I'm afraid of pain and plz don't say because I'm ten I happy and just doing this for attention because I do feel like the world would be better without me and that I'm a burden to my parents and anxiety don't get me started on it because it sucks to have
Smallie :3 , same love. Just remember one thing, u have people that support you. I will support you because I am going through the same thing, and we all need a little love some times. So, I love you
Depression.
I remember when I first met you.
Not long ago.
You cam along with anxiety to ruin my life.
And it's only been a few months.
I'm only 12.
Soon to be 13 next month.
And I'm becoming sadder and sadder.
No one in my family understands.
They think that the way I act is only a phase.
That I'll get over it.
All I have are my friends.
The friends who my mother says "don't truly care about me".
The friends that help me get through this whirlwind of emotions and sadness.
The friends who show me that self harm and death is not the answer.
The friends who I can talk to, and I know I can trust them.
Depression, you've told me things, and made me do things, that I would have never thought to do.
Back when I promised myself, when I vowed that no matter what happens in life, I will stay strong, and I will not cut, I will not become suicidal.
You have lead me to break my promise.
To break my mother's heart.
To raise my voice to my older brother for the first time in my life.
To become a person I would have been afraid of.
I'm afraid of death.
I'm afraid of living.
I'm afraid of being loved, and being forgotten, thrown away like I never even existed.
I'm afraid of what will come next.
I'm afraid of myself.
Of what I'll do next.
Of what I'll think to do to myself.
I will stay strong.
I will not loose this battle.
I will fight.
Depression and anxiety will not win.
They may stay, forever even.
They may leave.
Either way.
They.
Will.
Not.
Win.
Sincerely, Alyssa.
To become a person I would have been afraid of.
I'm afraid of living.
I'm afraid of death.
I'm afraid of being loved, and being forgotten, thrown away, like I never even existed.
I'm afraid of myself.
What you'll make me do next.
I will stay strong.
I will fight.
I will not loose this battle.
Depression and anxiety will not win.
They may stay, forever even.
They may leave.
Either way.
They will not win.
-Sincerely, Alyssa.
Aw I started crying :'( that's exactly how I feel Im also 12
Alyssa Cisneros That was absolutely beautiful, motivating, and inspiring. Stay strong, please. You can do this. I believe in you.
Alyssa Cisneros YOU ARE A GREAT AND STRONG YOUNG LADY AND I BELIEVE IN YOU. DEPRESSION WILL NEVER WIN.
I'll be one of ur friends. 😊
It makes me so angry when somebody says to me, "Oh, cheer up already!" I wish I can.
...
But I can't.
+Paintzuri People who say that are not willing to understand our pain, but instead, they want to get over it and not deal with it because they just don't care.
French Doge Yea..
You can never get rid of depression, or grow out of it. but you can accept it and that doesn't mean ending it all, there are ways to overcome depression, surround yourself with people who will listen to you and understand what your going through.
When you are with people who really truly make you smile it gets better from there trust me xx
just know you DESERVE to be loved and anyone who says otherwise has issues.
And if you need anything talk to me.💖
Genevieve Clarke
It's ok to know that I deserve to be loved. That's theory. But in my case, nobody in my surroundings shows me love. They pretend to care, but they never come to me to ask me if I'm ok, or just to talk. They talk only when I'm coming to talk to them. I can't stand that hypocrisy.
If they really cared, I wouldn't be a ghost. But I am.
French DogeYeah I understand what you mean I've been in a similar situation, I could never ask for help and I used to have panic attacks and faint when I was younger, nobody talked to me in school and I was just considered as that loner girl in class that never did anything apart from faint. People only came over after I and they only pitied me. Even the teachers didn't really care it was as if they got fed up with me too. They were just 'doing their job'
Situations might be different but the pain is all the same.
I'm just glad I'm not the only one dealing with this. Best of life for you, love, and happiness.
This is beautiful.I feel really happy seeing her smile at the end of the video 😊😔
I'm so sick and tired of trying to fight this...
I've tried my best
The therapists say "meds will help"
I dont want to take meds..i wanna be free
Free from my derpression and anxiety
I wanna be free and feel like I am myself again
And to all of u out there with depression or anything like that, we'll get through it...
Just stay strong
Absolutely, but people should not be afraid of Ned either. They really have gotten a bad rap because many therapists aren't doing their jobs. It's up to the depressed people to take their treatment into their own hands in a sense and educate themselves on the right treatments. Many people do not need any meds and talk therapy will do the trick; please go to a doctor that will not try to force meds down your throat... Try to find the root of your depression (everyone is different) mine was lack of sleep that spun my body into a hormonal imbalance, while also forcing my brain to kill time and overthink which caused more lack of sleep. In that case, talk therapy, was not right for me. Meds were, a sleeping pill/antidepressant worked for me. Here's the thing, antidepressants are meant to only be temporary, most they should be prescribed is for 6 months! Yes... 6 months and they should work. (Again, everyone is different, but they are not meant to be permanent not long term for depression of course.) now, the most effective, is usually a mixture of talk therapy and meds... the importance here is finding the root cause of your depression and tailoring your treatment to that. Just educate yourself enough about these things so you know who is a legitimate doctor who wants to help, and those who want to make a quick buck and get you out of their office!
First try to understand why you have depressions.. Is it because of body issue ? Family problems ? Find out what it is and solve the problem ! Don't wait for a mirable to happen ! Now see all the good things you own. I'm sure you have a house, a bed, food. 75% of the worlds population don't has this privelege. Be happy for that. And if you don't, I can tell you You're special.. No one is or will be like you ! You're one of a kind ! Now believe in yourself, look hard and always look forwards ! Life is to short for all this shit..
Sophie Gokce izzyyt1
Thanks u guys... really appreciate it
Alicia Olsson Look, meds will help. Might take a couple of tries, but they do help, they give you a boost so you can get your life under control, stop wallowing in self-pity and anxiety and leave your room. It's a constant fight but it gets easier to handle. And get a good therapist, it makes a huge difference. If you don't like the one you're seeing, change it. Oh, and you also have to realize that depression is like a fucking addiction, I was literally in love with mine, completely romanticizing it only crying for help but not accepting any. It's fucked up, I know, but it can get better, it WILL take ages and be a fucking battle, but it's doable.
Alicia Olsson Yes! Thats the spirit.
depression sucks no one understands you i wanna die but I want to see my future I wanna see how it's gonna go but I'm not strong enough to continue
If you believe that no one understands you, then it is going to be harder for you to feel better. Know that there are so many people who know what it feels like. Find someone to talk to. You are strong enough to overcome this because you are capable of thinking about your future. Take a couple of minutes a day to relax and think about are the beauties of life. There is so much to live for. Believe and know you are strong enough to seek those out.
Hillary gonzalez yup.
exactly how i feel
exactly me
Hillary gonzalez CONTINUE!!! It REALLY does get better! Just look at Lilly Singh aka iiSuperwomanii! She's one of the happiest people I know! She battled depression. You can too! Don't ASK depression to go away! TELL IT OR MAKE IT! Get up and say that you won't take it anymore and that you're better than it! YOU are the power house!!!💘💖💓💜💙💚💛❤️ DO NOT let it win and DO NOT let play you! YOU play IT! Him or Her! You'll win! You've won the battle ✊️🙌I know that this is just a RUclips comment, but I know that iF you continue YOU will win your battle! Think about saying, "I won!!! Beat that depression!!!"
Think about it!..........Feels AMAZING doesn't it!..... I thought so 😂
I hoped this helped. 😘😘
That's the kind of depression I would like to have.....
The girl in the video is afraid of dying and wants to fight the depression.
I am afraid of living and literally every night I go to sleep I hope that I die during that night while sleeping. And every morning I wake up, being very sad about still being alive.
If you are depressive and you read this, do something against your depression. Being depressed feels horrible, it's worse than any physical injury I have ever had.
She is the most beautiful woman I've seen all day.
She's beautiful! ^^
Her hair is on point
Then you havent seen any ladies today
Agreed
Koke Pasu yes she is so pretty on the outside and inside.
I have to ask: is there someone else than me that doesn't cry when something that should make me cry happens? Like, something that will change my life for the worse happens and I just don't cry. I just become empty and apathetic. Is there someone else with depression that feels the same? Most people seem to cry several times a day, but not me.
it's not just you... it's like everything is still and you can feel the heavy weight in your stomach but you can't bring yourself to cry and you're always questioning what's wrong with you. so all you can bring yourself to do is lay down and breathe out. it gets suffocating with time, though. numbing the pain for a while will only make it worse when you finally feel it
You're not the only one :(
Tyler It takes me a lot to cry too
OMG!
THE SPINNY BOI CHIEF, OUTSIDE THEIR NATURAL HABITAT?!
I HAVE PERSONALLY WITNESSED A MIRACLE!
Kitties and Wolves123 *scurries back to Juli-bean*
i dont wanna die. i dont wanna live.
then break time
BTS is there for their fans and I bet ur probably not trash anyone who likes BTS obviously is the best
EXACTLY
Edgy
same
took me so long to realize how depressed i am... now that i know, then maybe i can move forward. it will get better, i hope. please pray for me. the only thing that scares me is that no matter how hard i work on getting better, there's no guarantee that it won't come back again in the future and knock me out into another episode of absolute existential despair. my depressive episodes are getting so scary, and they hurt SO badly.. the nights become unbearable... somedays the only thing that keeps me from committing suicide is the fact that i wouldn't want anyone to know that I'm suicidal, and i still can't think of a way that would make it look like an accident. please pray for me.
Dee 123 I'm so sorry, and I know how you feel. I'm sending all my love and prayers.. 💞
Helena Carter thank you so much ❤❤
Dee 123 You are totally welcome.. 💗
I hope some day it gets better for you...I try and help as many people out of suicide as I can (10 lives saved and counting) and I hope maybe a comment like this to say
Have a nice day
Even if you feel down remember there are always people out there who Carr. Wether you know them or not. There are people here in this world who don't want anyone to die that way. so plz believe me when I say I really hope you have. A nice day
im praying for you baby
I loved that she said "I am afraid to die" twice. Some people assume if you have depression, you're suicidal & you *want* to die. But the truth is, depression is so horrible it makes you want to end it all, regardless if you're afraid of dying. It will take away opportunities from you, it makes you forget what being happy feels like, makes you feel eternally alone.. We just can't help feeling useless, unwanted. Just keep your head up, one day we will overcome.
i'm actually dealing with depression i cried because of this :( depression is like a hole that pulls you in.
the building is shouting "jump!"
the blade is shouting "cut!"
the pills are shouting "drink!"
Stay strong ❤️
I feel you. Same here. I just hopelessly bursted into tears.
Please don't do anything to yourself...
so true
But for me death is shouting the loudest, so loud it terrifies me.
I have depression, and so does my friends older sister, how i figured out? This is how..
I thought it was a normal sleepover until i looked in the journal,
i was afraid to look, i did not know what i would see.
She told me there was nothing in it "important"...
In the journal i read innocent quotes, like school notes.
I felt a knot in my stomach, getting tighter, as these quotes got scarier.
the last quote i read said this...
"Im not afraid of killing my self, im afraid of the thought of killing myself..."
that was the last quote i read before i slammed the book, putting on the bedside table.
i haven't ever told her about it, and i still see her at school,
it scares me about the thought of my friends sister killing herself.
But i still think the same thought, everyday, the same quote, and i wont stop thinking of it, until it happens..
But this is MY story..
Dear depression,
You started at a young age, and you haven't left.
It started when you told me my aunt is dying of cancer
I dont need you, and i want you to leave.
No one knows, no one will know.
All i have is Wesli, and her brother has cancer too.
Molly hates me, so does Daubrey, Charloette, and Bailey too.
Why are you doing this?
My birthday party is soon, and you're going to ruin it.
Tell anxiety to stop too,
and OCD..
Why do you all hate me?
Why does anxiety give me these attacks?
Why does OCD make me do these things at night?
I want you all to stop.
but im not going to lose this war.
I started it and i will fight it, and end it.
Im not going down without a fight.
And if you try this depression, it wont work.
I will fight.
I will win.
and i wont let you 3 stop me...
You cannot have me.
You will never HAVE me.
You are NOT stopping me.
And you will burn,
And i will win this war,
And you 3,
Depression,
Anxiety,
And OCD,
You will not stop me..
Sincerely,
Elizabeth
+InfiniteAngels LPS in all seriousness, good luck...i no how u feel bout the depression part but i cant even imagine what it must feel like to have OCD and anxiety...in the name of divergent, thank you for your candor (only way i thought to end this comment) :)
Tiana Vibhakar I Have been getting help, but, my friend tried suicide the other day. He didnt die though, But, You win some you lose some.
I am 11 and has had depression for 3-4 years and and feel like I am the only one and I can relate to this a lot and I would like to say thank you. Thank you for answering my call of help to find help you are a hero along with a ton of amazing people
At some point I thought she was about to rap
Ikr these rhymes are 🔥heat🔥
own it!
I... am so sick of wearing that fake smile, every single day. I am sick of pretending to be okay. Anyone else out there like me?
Same here :(
Same
Yes once I picked up a knife my little sister saw me she asked what I was doing I said "Nothing I was going to cut an apple" but really I was thinking I want to cut myself I don't belong here. I guess today I feel happier I don't pick up knifes because I am scared of death, scared of killing myself. Now I believe I can do something in this world though, God put us on Earth because we all have a purpose. Anyone out there like me?
GirlyMacGamer We are opposites. I used to be scared and happy, but then it changed to wanting self harm. There are so many things that prove that this world is more harmful than good.
+GirlyMacGamer
here is an example of how to turn to the lord for salvation. It doesn't have to be exactly like this. Just speak to God from your heart and accept him.
Heavenly Father, have mercy on me, a sinner. I believe in you and that your word is true. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that he died on the cross so that I may now have forgiveness for my sins and eternal life. I know that without you in my heart my life is meaningless.
I believe in my heart that you, Lord God, raised Him from the dead. Please Jesus forgive me, for every sin I have ever committed or done in my heart, please Lord Jesus forgive me and come into my heart as my personal Lord and Savior today. I need you to be my Father and my friend.
I give you my life and ask you to take full control from this moment on; I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ."
Amen.
I'm tearing up and I've got chills.
T, you are a beautiful human being and your sharing your story is BRAVE.
Keep pressing on.
i've had depression for about 8 months now. I was sexually abused when I was 10. The boy who did it moved afterwards. It grew when my grandma died on thanksgiving. At my camp i was harassed for many things. I've had suicidal thoughts but I feel to scared to die. This has helped me and I re watch it when I feel to sad to move.
I keep re watching this because it makes me feel like I can fight my depression
You can
+Lauren Sa me too. Just never give up, and stay strong.
+Lauren Sa Yeah, i do so as well. Hope you'll be alright.
me too and I think I conquered depression because of this video
Me too... Especially on my worst days. It sometimes makes me feel better, but sometimes it makes me really sad because I'm not sure I'll ever overcome my depression. I guess some days are worse than others, but at the end of the day, I am still depressed. For those people who aren't depressed and are reading this, please try to understand that depression feels like you're drowning in a pool of anxiety, loneliness, and sadness. *sad chuckle* Depression really sucks... 😢😥
Depression is a terrible mental illness. And the fact that people use it so loosely is terrible. I've had depression for a few years now, and everyone treats it like it's my fault. They think it's a little thing that wears off with time, but it's always there. It never leaves.
Panic! It's Sara. relatable
Panic! It's Sara. I'll always have depression. I fake being happy. nobody knows the gravity of depression
i've had it for almost 12 years now, but atleast i know where it came from. not that knowing it makes it any better, just worse.
You didn't choose to have depression, it wasn't your choice just as it wasn't our choice either. I understand you.
I have chronic depression (genetic), and I can I say I cried during this. This affected me on a personal level. I have a daily struggle to ease the misery over nothing I always feel. Nobody really gets what exactly I mean, and when I do find someone to vent to, I just get anxious and then depressed. This video inspired me. I want not just myself, but anyone with depression to try and do everything you can to give yourself one good day.
I got depression a few years ago and it won't go and I got it because I hold on to my past to much. Because. All my loved ones keep leaving. I miss them dearly.
The thing i hate most about depression is that always when i'm feeling better i think my depression is finally "gone" forever and then suddenly the next day i feel sad again...i hate that, because it's so disappointing
i completely feel you
that is actually the worst thing about it.
Same
YES I CAN RELATE A LOT.
I can relate to this comment
I feel like I have no one anymore. People who called me their best friend don't want anything to do with me anymore.
adam house same.... but it'll be alright
adam house same
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adam house same :(
same
I'm crying right now, thats beautifully said. Had a really rough day and little things like this motivate to keep on going
Keep on being motivated things will be okay
please don t be sad.
anyone else not want to live, but they’re too afraid to die? like sometimes if i’m doing something that’s making me choke myself on accident. i get so sick of everything and keep my position whenever i realize i’m choking, but i become so scared of everything that’ll change that i stop. i wake up every day feeling like hanging myself, but whenever i start to get ready to do it, i stop. i’m scared everything is gonna change and i don’t like change. i know it’ll probably make me happy and make me feel peaceful, but i still don’t do it. i know that some people in my life could be devastated and be hurt for the rest of their life, and i don’t want them to feel that way. i’d rather suffer every day and make them happy than make myself happy. btw i do not have any mental illnesses. i’m just saying these things because i relate to the video and have nobody else to tell... if you are still reading this then thanks
I have bad depression...
I just don't think people believe me...
I cry myself asleep...
And I have no idea why...
I can't sleep...
I now have to have intense therapy,
In school and out of school...
Almost EveryDay...
I can't stop freaking out...
I can't stop crying,
And this depression will always last,
And it will make me cry.
But I will live,
And try my best,
But dang depression,
You ruined my life...
Panic! At The Disco Beebo we all need to die
we will fight through this together no one deserves to live a bad life on this buetiful world we have live it to the fullest
Ashy we can go through this together❤️ I am going through this rn and it’s horrible...But knowing that there is someone else out there helps❤️
Ciao this depression is the side of you that only looks at you mistakes, who or whatever you are the unique parts of you will soon come out and the depression will go love yourself and don't let those mistakes get to you l, I hope this makes sense but good luck
Ashy Thuoght it was worth mentioning > a short video > (What is true cellular detox and cellular detoxification DR Dan pompa) Regarding health it explains Alot. What is important regarding disease reversal is (cellular health) a wise quote > fix the cell to get well. Regarding the said mentioned to a large extent the science is in. Seek and thee shall find. Sharing wisdom heals. I will leave this site shortly.
This is the best thing I saw today. "I will not give up. You will not silence me."
Vishakha Yadav Have* seen* today
+Vishakha Yadav I've watched RUclips all day and this and another video by Buzzfeed called What it's like to be an outsider
I had depression once then I realized my life could be worse then I got over it.
MacduffProd It was I actually went to several psychologists to be treated for depression do to the fact I was bullied a lot.
collin ohlinger That's called sadness and self pity. Wanna know what depression is? Waking up crying for no reason. Not being able to find a reason to get out of bed in the morning. Sleeping a lot because your dreams are much better than reality. Holding a sharpened knife to your own wrists and fighting for the strength to end it all. Not being able to eat for days because all you can do is cry. Or stuffing your face nonstop because the food makes you feel happy even if only for a brief moment. Hating yourself every single second of the day. Hating your life every single second of the day. Praying for it to be over. Hoping something terrible happens to you because you don't posses the courage to end it all yourself. THAT is just a tiny bit of what depression is. Stop being an ass hole about something you don't even understand.
You Don't Know me Yeah I did that. Only it was more of holding heavy objects over my head wandering if I should let it fall.
LEO J Thank you very much.
LEO J You wanna know how I got over it. I confronted my bullies and left them bloody.
"I'm afraid to die"
Hit me in the soul and again tears running down my face
Man.