Signs you're being groomed by an abusive man

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  • Опубликовано: 18 ноя 2024

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  • @jessicascreenwritingservices
    @jessicascreenwritingservices Год назад +256

    That type of abuse is no joke. I was with that type of man for 3 months and it felt like 3 years. It started out with jokes, then transitioned to verbal abuse, then he got so angry he punched a wall. Once he punched the wall, I left permanently.

    • @SR77736
      @SR77736 9 месяцев назад +21

      My ex did that too. Punched that wall right in front of me when we argued. He wanted to marry me and I said no. Rhag was 1 reason why. His dad was abusive and his mom would always say she didn't think her son would hit me. Yeah ok..

    • @Black_swan_fly
      @Black_swan_fly 8 месяцев назад +9

      Same, mine lasted 9 months ...the little time did much

    • @freshmanjeans
      @freshmanjeans 6 месяцев назад +1

      Some show this in the beginning

    • @pookietheplant_
      @pookietheplant_ 6 месяцев назад +10

      Undermining and jabs disguised as”JOKES”

    • @xuemma-pb7ys
      @xuemma-pb7ys 4 месяца назад +2

      my ex dropped his phone onto me ! And he punched the wall and trees and hurt himself .and one time he was drank he dragged me onto the floor ….

  • @samonecharisma3043
    @samonecharisma3043 7 месяцев назад +48

    Verbal abuse is shocking and like you said it’s certain things a man should never call a woman

  • @blacklovesis1019
    @blacklovesis1019 Год назад +214

    Verbal abuse it's the longer you stay the hardest to leave because the person tear you down for a years you start to believe that no one can save you

    • @wagderlinroman1432
      @wagderlinroman1432 6 месяцев назад +3

      So true!

    • @LovelyPeace-si7jp
      @LovelyPeace-si7jp 4 месяца назад

      currently I am dealing with this Im having a hard time finding resources so I can get away I don't have any family its just me he threatening me all the time and the police wont do anything unless he hits me. He's always gaslighting me and telling me I'm a whore a slut and I have sex with every man I come across. he stays out all night and I be so glad bd I can rest in peace I don't care what he does out there and it bothers him I don't care so he'll resort to verbal abuse then jumping in my face chest bumping me wishing I was a man so he could punch me and he has hit me a lot especially in the pass its more financial abuse terrible mental abuse its horrible when I reached out for help it took 3 weeks before they called me back I reached out to domestic hotline I waited for over 20 mins and he was around so I ended the chat still haven't spoke to no one. if I don't perform sex acts he fusses at me for days wont allow me to sleep turns the music up really loud so I can't sleep he is so spiteful and disrespectful and nasty towards other women as well but he'll always say he will fight a dude but I doubt it bc I witnessed him cop a deuce and did not want to fight I hate him and ion hate nobody else I'm trying hang in there but its so hard my mental health is deteriorating badly I see a therapist every week. I cant even wash my underwear I cant do my hair I can't wear decent clothing bc I'm being accused of doing it to other men if I don't do my hair or put clothes on he will talk about me call me unattractive as well as other horrible names I'm not working trying to find a job but I don't want him knowing or figuring out where I work bc he wld show up there most likely drunk and high off of weed cocaine powder e-pills molly Percocet pills heroine bukes and methodone as well as alcohol smh I wish I never met him GOD help me please

    • @lowlowseesee
      @lowlowseesee 3 месяца назад +2

      or no one will ever love you

  • @n.angelicah.1625
    @n.angelicah.1625 Месяц назад +19

    My advice is walk out of an abusive relationship as soon as you can. Trauma bond is usually what keeps people stuck in a toxic relationship.

  • @UnpopularAdvisor
    @UnpopularAdvisor Год назад +234

    Familiarity plays a huge part. Everything familiar is NOT good.

    • @Jesus.SaVeS77
      @Jesus.SaVeS77 Год назад +4

      Gdeve. Hey @ALaneOfMyOwn, That is a Familiar Spirit.
      I Hope 🛐 this bro. @The Shumake Way deals with verbal, mental & Emotionally abuse in relationships, Marriages...In JESUS Name, amen.

    • @PaperMario64
      @PaperMario64 Год назад +7

      This is so true. I wish more people understood this. Many women find a good man and they feel strange and will call him weird or “off”. No, he’s fine. You’re just used to abuse and neglect….I was sucked in by a narcissist that felt so familiar. That’s was the first time I had experienced that. Later I learned about narcissism and realized the familiarity was from my treatment in childhood and that narcs are natural predators that study their prey and know the right lure to trap you.

    • @UnpopularAdvisor
      @UnpopularAdvisor Год назад +4

      @@PaperMario64 🎯 Exactly. Those childhood experiences are the key factors to making us or breaking us as we evolve. When choosing to evolve and grow it is essential to rid of the familiar energy and spirits. I too realized over the years why I was so acquainted with my past partner.

    • @SeanSean-jp9hg
      @SeanSean-jp9hg 10 месяцев назад +1

      So is getting too familiar with your spouse a bad thing ?

    • @UnpopularAdvisor
      @UnpopularAdvisor 10 месяцев назад +4

      @@SeanSean-jp9hg nope that’s not what I mean. I’m talking about characteristics that are familiar to things that aren’t good for you but because you’re used to them (familiar) you see nothing wrong with it.. it could be toxic familiar traits your partner have that you don’t realize is toxic because it’s something you’ve been exposed to your whole life.. basically it can keep you stuck

  • @danilaroche1156
    @danilaroche1156 Год назад +74

    I was abused in 2 marriages and I didnt realize it for years. I thought it was normal. I witnessed my mom being abused for decades. Anyway, God woke me up and got me out.

  • @bonniekerr4964
    @bonniekerr4964 9 месяцев назад +68

    They make you feel like it’s your fault.

    • @kjbkjhkjhjk7775
      @kjbkjhkjhjk7775 Месяц назад +2

      yup I fled him, women left, later I found out he's been accused of SA, and still its "women's fault" that snapped me out of it- when he blamed women. I knew then he was using DARVO.

  • @eventsbykellie
    @eventsbykellie Год назад +333

    Omg. I felt this in my soul. I left my marriage after years of being broken down verbally. To hear a man who is not related to me confirm this is WRONG has brought me to tears. So many people said I was wrong for leaving over how he talked to me. My life has elevated since leaving and I am glad to have my peace.

    • @karenkuske5567
      @karenkuske5567 11 месяцев назад +12

      Big hugs sister❤. I left also.

    • @EmilyGloeggler7984
      @EmilyGloeggler7984 10 месяцев назад +1

      You are guilty of adultery. Wise men will avoid you.

    • @stefblanco3887
      @stefblanco3887 10 месяцев назад +10

      🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @RMcGee-uf3me
      @RMcGee-uf3me 9 месяцев назад +8

      Very wise of you Strong 👸🏾♥️ God bless you sista.

    • @motowngirl5891
      @motowngirl5891 9 месяцев назад

      Don’t listen other people they don’t know what they are talking about, don’t even tell people your personal business
      The entire world caters to men no matter how messed up they are

  • @Fay1106
    @Fay1106 9 месяцев назад +65

    The scary part is you never see stories of it getting better it seems like it just gets worse or they never change

    • @Holly-d1n
      @Holly-d1n 7 месяцев назад +3

      Right, the abuse makes people sick, and they eventually think they can't leave.

    • @TanequaJohnson
      @TanequaJohnson 6 месяцев назад +6

      It never gets better

    • @FourEyedOwl
      @FourEyedOwl 4 месяца назад +2

      Yeah, then Stockholm Syndrome can kick in and the victim never leaves alive

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад +4

      Exactly it doesn't get better or completely change! The reason is because if u stay they know that u won't leave when they do it again!!!!

    • @Cherrylipgloss2025
      @Cherrylipgloss2025 Месяц назад

      ​@@FourEyedOwlmany women and girls have escaped and will continue to but better yet they won't date or marry or breed with misogynists

  • @mariposamoreno
    @mariposamoreno 3 месяца назад +48

    it’s VERY DANGEROUS to just ‘leave’. most people need to plan that for a long time before going

    • @nallely__rodriguez
      @nallely__rodriguez 3 месяца назад +2

      I’d like to know more about this… why do you think it’s dangerous? I’m curious

    • @samiphilosophy3949
      @samiphilosophy3949 3 месяца назад +9

      @@nallely__rodriguez I know this q isn't for me, but a man's rage IS, in fact, dangerous. The nature of rage is it's out of control. Verbal abuse has ended in death too many times, it's obvious when a man is screaming in your face full of rage that it could be the last thing you ever see in this world. Have you heard the expression, " men are afraid a woman will laugh at them, women are afraid that a man will kill them."

    • @Thats_Sew_Shy
      @Thats_Sew_Shy Месяц назад

      It could be dangerous to announce you're leaving

    • @JoevannaMagnusson93
      @JoevannaMagnusson93 7 часов назад

      @@nallely__rodriguezthey keep your possessions once knowing your trying to leave. they won’t allow you to leave the door. they will hurt you before you leave if they know your running.. people with anger that they can’t control, will hurt anyone ….

  • @itstiffanydarling
    @itstiffanydarling 10 месяцев назад +86

    He attached himself to me; he wanted to get a place together, and I told him I was not moving in with him. I lost and dodged months and years of abuse. I'm so glad he went to another woman.
    Never move in with a man ever.

    • @lowlowseesee
      @lowlowseesee 3 месяца назад +4

      im so happy for you. he showed himself early

    • @JannatHerzallah
      @JannatHerzallah 2 месяца назад +5

      Why are you glad he went to another woman ? May she be safe!!

    • @itstiffanydarling
      @itstiffanydarling 2 месяца назад +1

      @@JannatHerzallah Abuse isn't always physical. Emotional abuse happens. Just because this was my experience with him, it doesn't mean he’s this way with others. I'm glad he is where he wants to be.

    • @SasukeUchiha-xy4vj
      @SasukeUchiha-xy4vj 11 дней назад

      Never let a leech- I mean women move in either

  • @brownparkproductions3488
    @brownparkproductions3488 Год назад +99

    Thank you for this video. This is a must-watch. Another sign of abuse is if the person wants to get serious too quickly. After days of meeting, they will say things like, “You’re the only one who gets me.” Another sign is love bombing. They shower you with compliments and gifts very early on. Those are two major red flags.

    • @recovermylife2976
      @recovermylife2976 Год назад +7

      I disagree with that highly some people just wanna be loved and they fall in love quickly I'm one of those people and I get abused and left used and lied to just because someone is patient doesn't mean they're not toxic sometimes being patient is toxic why would I wanna stay with someone 10+ years kids and not be married

    • @brownparkproductions3488
      @brownparkproductions3488 Год назад +7

      @@recovermylife2976 good point. I’m sorry that abuse happened to you.

    • @lmiller1413
      @lmiller1413 Год назад +7

      Yes. Happened to me. Gave me a ring very early on. Etc. Abuse started when he moved in, and ended when I left.

    • @brownparkproductions3488
      @brownparkproductions3488 Год назад +3

      @@lmiller1413 I’m sorry that happened to you

    • @lmiller1413
      @lmiller1413 Год назад +3

      @brownparkproductions3488 thank you. It was disorienting. Still doesn't make sense today. Thank you for your kind words.

  • @Mel-vb5pj
    @Mel-vb5pj Год назад +139

    We often hear about fight or flight responses, but we seldom speak about the ‘fawn’ response and the ‘freeze’ response. Fawning is when you play down what someone is doing, you kind of go along with it in some way, or laugh it off. Freezing is just sort of pretending it didn’t happen or waiting it out until the moment passes.
    I think these two responses are so common for women when trying to de-escalate situations with men because we are tying to avoid physical altercations.
    Please pay attention ladies, to the subtlety in dealing with people. We have to learn to see the YELLOW AND ORANGE flags, so we don’t have to even deal with the red ones.

    • @argentblade126
      @argentblade126 Год назад +6

      Well said!

    • @MsOrganic1
      @MsOrganic1 Год назад +7

      Such an amazing and well said comment. As a woman I agree with this wholeheartedly based on my own experiences.

    • @yourstruly1984
      @yourstruly1984 Год назад +5

      Yes !!!

    • @user-ee5om8wy7u
      @user-ee5om8wy7u Год назад +7

      Freeze response...is what I grew up with. I feel such a strong fear inside me, that in response to harassment I never react back but just go into silent shock(=appearing frozen). And on the outside I might appear calm, but on the inside I am in a state of "about to have a panic attack"....and I can continue to listen to verbal death threats or humiliation while showing no sign of anger or disappointment on the outside at all....just frozen in time and space. .....
      However, this is also a positive trait, at least in part. The thing is that the best response in the face of abuse is:
      DO NOT REACT -
      RESPOND CALMLY
      So, I already naturally don't react with emotions or screaming, I just have to add to this a calm response. I'm almost there.
      Just learning to say back calmly : "I understand your frustration, but I disagree with your view of the situation."
      Or "I see your point. But I have a different perspective."
      Or even shorter: "Ok. But I don't think so." is a great way to respond.
      Such responses are NON-emotional.
      And they can NEVER be used against you, for example in court, or anywhere in life. . . Therefore, if you freeze in shock, just keep observing and say to yourself: " I'm not being abusive if I disagree"
      So, you do engage - but NOT IN emotional exchange of reactions. You engage in a constructive and calm dialogue. And you are half-way there every time you freeze in fear....."
      I am from Russia. The Soviet History and Russian Imperial past for hundreds of years back is full of violence: hundreds of years of Slavic slavery/serfdom, political oppression regimes and hunger genocides throughout entire Soviet lands (both European and Asian sides of the Soviet world). In our language we have a saying "if a man (physically) beats you - he loves you"🥴..... I actually grew up hearing that a lot in Russian language 😢....the worst part is that over many years I became conditioned and fully brainwashed to learn to like it: any male attention, even abusive, automatically turned me on😢....

    • @tinaferr
      @tinaferr 8 месяцев назад +3

      Brilliant

  • @keishamurrell3095
    @keishamurrell3095 Год назад +91

    I'm going through this right now. I've decided today to take control of my life.

    • @ManeThingz
      @ManeThingz Год назад +10

      @@it_butters_the_bean2343 same, thats what Im going to do. I will try to apartment hunt on the day that hes working and also move things out on the same days

    • @Ms9mmBeretta
      @Ms9mmBeretta Год назад

      He never fucking deserved you.

    • @chevvonnejohnson8367
      @chevvonnejohnson8367 Год назад +6

      Me too only difference I live abroad outside the U.S. border with 2 kids. Dealing with a narrcisst. Feel my life is upside down and feel so off, drained, and cranky as of late. O hate being used and financially held. I am in the process of getting my things together to sneak away. Will pray for us all❤

    • @wagderlinroman1432
      @wagderlinroman1432 8 месяцев назад

      @@chevvonnejohnson8367same here gurrl ;( I feel your pain

    • @Time4change111
      @Time4change111 7 месяцев назад +4

      Pray Angels, God will guide you through the wilderness and trouble ❤ remember that you are loved, worthy and more than enough. God said so.

  • @happygucci5094
    @happygucci5094 2 месяца назад +14

    Please don’t overlook people that speak really calmly and sweetly- don’t listen to words- pay attention to actions and how they make you FEEL.

    • @MWalk-f7o
      @MWalk-f7o Месяц назад

      Yes this is soooo true. My ex could sell himself as a Tony Robbin’s type in reality he was the devil. So happy I walked away!!!

    • @JaneSmith.9941
      @JaneSmith.9941 Месяц назад +1

      He could always sound SO normal. Kind. Thoughtful. Humble. Even wholesome. It messed with me so much!

  • @stefblanco3887
    @stefblanco3887 10 месяцев назад +26

    I can relate to this. I survived narcissistic abuse. I’ve gone 7 months no contact with him. I’m still healing but better than I was yesterday. Prayers for all survivors of any abusive relationship. I thank the Lord for removing this demonic person from my life. It takes a minute for the love for that person to wear off, but I vowed to never return. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @christianprints316
      @christianprints316 4 месяца назад +1

      Well done, Stef - stay strong! The first year is the hardest, but praying helps as the Lord will deliver you from trauma bonding and heals your wounds over time. For me it has now been 5 years of No Contact, I still pray from time to time for the Lord to help me forgive him when I remember things that he did or said. The silver lining is that what the enemy meant for bad, God used it for good and brought us safely on the other side, wiser, stronger and more discerning. Praying for you sis, and for all survivors. Sending love and hugs 🥰

  • @907GOODEATS-yum
    @907GOODEATS-yum 11 месяцев назад +13

    That's horrible and terrible. Men can be so scary when they abuse women Smh

  • @jaytaylor2090
    @jaytaylor2090 Год назад +106

    Ladies....also a big 🚩is a guy that always and quickly asks you what you're doing and where you're at! Lots of times it within seconds or a couples of minutes after getting on the phone with them. They never offer there location readily and that information is not relevant to the conversation, but they will make it like it is. Even when you call them, they got all the questions!

    • @lowlowseesee
      @lowlowseesee 3 месяца назад +5

      or when they want you to take a picture so they can know where you are at. its time to move on

    • @jaytaylor2090
      @jaytaylor2090 3 месяца назад +2

      @lowlowseesee I've heard about that, bever been asked. But the last guy put a GPS on my car and would stalk me even when I was in the phone with him.

    • @BeenyKay
      @BeenyKay Месяц назад +1

      Also Video calls all the time. I had someone video call me at 5am in morning to check if I'm at my place

    • @Syriariasha
      @Syriariasha Месяц назад

      Or show your surroundings to him on camera ..I’m drained

    • @jaytaylor2090
      @jaytaylor2090 Месяц назад +1

      @@BeenyKay video calls can be very intrusive to your privacy in general!

  • @IK_4
    @IK_4 Год назад +24

    They go through all of that just so they can be physically abusive and get away with it. Think about how sick that is.

  • @kelley-marie8363
    @kelley-marie8363 Год назад +139

    Man of God this is an excellent analogy of an abusive relationship! I was married to an narracistic man and it took me over 20 years to get out of this marriage. Only the holy ghost gave me the strength to leave. DV is demonic and from the devil. I was broken when I met my ex-husband. Now that I have allowed the Lord to heal me and got Christian counseling Jesus has helped me to set boundaries with everyone. I am happy and full of peace and joy. I thank Jesus for his protection, love, and grace! I want talk to other women that have experienced abuse. The love of Jesus is pure and unconditional love. Women and children deserve peace and happiness! If you don't leave DV is a cycle that will continue with your children. Jesus is a delieverr and restorer ! God bless you!

    • @smustipher
      @smustipher Год назад +10

      I grew up in an abusive household. The toxicity was so intense that everyone who was close/involved in a relationship to my father is either DEAD or disabled, no cap: my mother used drugs to cope, passed away from ccancer. Older brother: died of cancer. Younger sister: had a stroke at the age of 39. Another sibling ended up with an autoimmune disease. I left home at 18 and NEVER went back, thankfully I still have my health. Emotional and psychological abuse is REAL ya'll. The chronic stress will TEAR YOU DOWN. GET AWAY from an abuser as FAST as you can.

    • @Girlintheewild
      @Girlintheewild Год назад +1

      Praise God you’re still here and keep letting God use as a vessel on this earth. You’re needed! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @joycewatt8289
      @joycewatt8289 Год назад

      @Kellie-Marie
      AMEN!

    • @joycewatt8289
      @joycewatt8289 Год назад

      @@smustipher
      Praise God. He is faithful! 🙏🏽

    • @Farasview
      @Farasview 11 месяцев назад

      Hi Kelley Marie.. I know this was 8months ago.. but If You see this, Is it Possible for Us to talk.. Sending Love💕 God Bless You!🙏🏾

  • @hurtingfeelingsdaily
    @hurtingfeelingsdaily Год назад +21

    My kids father LITERALLY showed up to my house with my name tattooed on his hand. I was furious. I didnt know why, but i knew it wasn't for any good purpose....especially since i had asked him NOT to. He then tried to get me to do the same. Absolutely not!

  • @Heavenlysky89
    @Heavenlysky89 2 месяца назад +6

    Trauma bond kept me there. Free now and never again.

  • @sheaNERD
    @sheaNERD Год назад +75

    Your video made me realize that’s I was in an abusive relationship and I’ve been allowing abusive people into my life for all of my 20s. I’m 30 now and I need to make a change and do serious inner work before dating again. Some people can be vultures looking for their next victim and you wouldn’t even know that they specifically targeted you because of your unconscious and conscious behavior and thought processes. Thank you so much for giving me clarity ❤I love your videos. Its so nice hearing from a man’s perspective of how certain people can intentionally try to hurt you and if you don’t have enough self awareness and self love it could end up being fatal.

    • @aplusdiva7006
      @aplusdiva7006 Год назад +5

      You can have All the self love in the world. Self love alone will not protect us from being attacked. Abusers also have assistance in their abuse from silence 🤫 .America itself is built off of abuse as well as other countries. 😢its a disheartening reality I'm happy we're talking about it.

    • @hopewilliams7081
      @hopewilliams7081 11 месяцев назад +3

      ​@@aplusdiva7006The young lady is correct, you must love yourself enough to not allow any man to treat you any type of way. She understands she needs to work on herself so she doesn't fall prey to abusers. An abusive man will not deal with a woman who upholds the standards she has set for herself. Not allowing anyone to be a part of your life if they make you feel uncomfortable. Nip it in the bud immediately. If it doesn't feel right leave it alone no matter what anyone else has to say. She's taking time to work on herself and that's what we all need to do.

    • @aplusdiva7006
      @aplusdiva7006 11 месяцев назад +1

      @@hopewilliams7081 I dont worry about other people.... i have my own life to live.... Im living my life so im not trying to be like anyone else, maybe you are trying to be more like her/ him.

  • @motowngirl5891
    @motowngirl5891 10 месяцев назад +20

    When you are in LOVE you will put up with anything, you have to be strong and get out and NEVER ago BACK

  • @jovialjae
    @jovialjae Год назад +54

    This message is so real. I wish this was a mandatory course for young women starting at the high school age. It would prevent alot of future heartbreak. 😔

    • @EphesianRose
      @EphesianRose Год назад +3

      once upon a time virtues were taught in school and classic literature that pierced into the depths of the human psyche and explored the meaning of true love was required high school reading. today the “education” system assists and enables the dysfunction already present in homes. a vicious cycle.

    • @wagderlinroman1432
      @wagderlinroman1432 8 месяцев назад +1

      Facts!!❤

  • @lbrletsbereal3857
    @lbrletsbereal3857 Год назад +48

    My ex said two things that spooked me. He said he was going to make me disappear, and that I was going to always be with him. BYE!

    • @blessedvorgar1
      @blessedvorgar1 15 дней назад

      How did you get away ? My abuser told me he was going to move me in the Middle of no where , away from my friends and family . This is after he tried to force me to Have kids for him I said no , force me to marry him I said no

  • @camiba6773
    @camiba6773 Год назад +41

    The other issue to add is that women and men who are being abused and have children. Please think of your children. they don't need to see their parent being hit. it hurts them. I have watched this with my own parent and I am scarred. i am in therapy and it is not cheap so please save your children's future if you have to change your name or location just do it for your child. it will save their mental health and their life

    • @TititoDeBologay
      @TititoDeBologay Год назад

      I know couples who went to counselling through a pastor with a psychology degree, before getting married then before having children. They postponed kids for a few years.
      They realised they weren't quite ready for parenting,as they still had to deal with some childhood issues.
      I genuinely believe that could be a good option for people who really wants to be good spouses and good parents.

  • @PriscillaLenoraMiles
    @PriscillaLenoraMiles Год назад +51

    Thank You for being a protector for those who need protecting! Knowing what to lookout for and what to do when faced with abusers! God Bless!

  • @mimij4341
    @mimij4341 Год назад +30

    You my soul mate run ladies...

  • @jadamcpherson6100
    @jadamcpherson6100 11 месяцев назад +30

    I left the first time he hit him because I LOVE ME MORE. I pray everyone can get to this point

    • @TelaJillian
      @TelaJillian 6 месяцев назад +4

      Girl yes. Not answering calls slow to text ... One time is enough honestly

  • @bklynbarbie90
    @bklynbarbie90 Год назад +46

    It’s refreshing to see a young man think this way. I’m happy I found your page, been watching for a few months now. Very relatable & common sensical. Keep thriving!

  • @Sirenology_Studios
    @Sirenology_Studios 7 месяцев назад +7

    I get a little thrill of joy when I find good Christian relationship advice. It's so rare. " your body is a temple". A reminder to honor God with our bodies and not honor man

  • @jorianj
    @jorianj 6 месяцев назад +19

    As a survivor of a violent & sexually abusive relationship, truthfully I stayed b/c I was trained to. It's like breaking a wild horse.
    There's the "humane" way, where one patiently builds mutual trust and respect overtime. And there's the "cowboy" way, where they use whips, spurs, chains & run the horse until they have nothing left. The horse is so tired & broken that they eventually give up. Then the training begins.
    In my experience, the biggest red flags are in the beginning. When a person acts TOO perfect, when they buy you TOO much, when they say TOO many perfect things (overt exaggerations, love-bombing, lies). If it's too good to be true, that's b/c it is!
    So please, if someone shines brighter than the sun, I beg you.. don't be Icarus.

    • @SisterDeja
      @SisterDeja 29 дней назад

      "Don't be Icarus" that's a bar that I'm stealing!!!

  • @goodtrouble841
    @goodtrouble841 Год назад +63

    thank you for making this video. i wish more male content creators would speak to abuse & femicide.
    in the case of the mother in St. Pete’s… she had just thrown her child’s father a 21st b-day party at their apartment w/ friends & family 4 hours before he killed her. i just don’t understand what could’ve happened in that short period of time… not that anything would be sensical to this horrific outcome.
    ugh. so heartbreaking 💔

    • @rogers5622
      @rogers5622 Год назад +8

      Sometimes with people like that man , there is nothing that could have changed . Just that rage and need to control .

    • @chronicfatiguehermithiker3022
      @chronicfatiguehermithiker3022 Год назад +3

      Maybe she was financially dominant in the relationship, maybe he couldn’t afford to throw someone a party.

    • @munix9351
      @munix9351 Год назад

      ​@@chronicfatiguehermithiker3022 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

    • @goodtrouble841
      @goodtrouble841 Год назад +1

      @@chronicfatiguehermithiker3022 WTF r u talking about? and what topic are you on?? 😒

    • @lv2756
      @lv2756 Год назад +3

      @@chronicfatiguehermithiker3022jealousy maybe

  • @lashuanjones1213
    @lashuanjones1213 Год назад +64

    And every time the cycle starts over it is worser than the last time.

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад +2

      Bible tells us that if we get rid of a demon and let it him back he brings 7 more with him 🤔 think about that!!! Matthew 12:45

  • @lashuanjones1213
    @lashuanjones1213 Год назад +46

    Women need to learn how to defend themselves by taking up self defense classes get a gun and get a concealed carrying Permit can go to the rang.

    • @munix9351
      @munix9351 Год назад +14

      We need to learn how not to enter relationships with men who are no good.

    • @yourstruly1984
      @yourstruly1984 Год назад

      Yes

    • @yourstruly1984
      @yourstruly1984 Год назад

      ​@@munix9351yes !

    • @pinkforeverlove1
      @pinkforeverlove1 9 месяцев назад +2

      Or men could simply not be abusive… just a thought.

    • @stargirl3459
      @stargirl3459 4 месяца назад

      ​@@munix9351 this is really stupid to say,why? Because sometimes , things are unpredictable, the "best person" can change into the worst, just give them a couple weeks, months, years or even decades!!So saying things like this is inconsiderate

  • @NoName-qg4du
    @NoName-qg4du 9 месяцев назад +7

    Know about a man that talked about being afraid cause of women hurting men in a physical way. After he said this though, he started becoming very abusive. Shouting, wanting to control and wanting his way, belittling.. Felt unsafe and told him to leave and he did, without saying a word.. Yet, after he kept accusing us for things we did not do and threatening us over text messages..

  • @PiaLoveBSNRNCCBTP
    @PiaLoveBSNRNCCBTP 10 месяцев назад +12

    Thank you for posting this. I've never seen a black man against abusing women. Nonetheless one speaking against it and making others aware! God bless you!!

    • @Fay1106
      @Fay1106 9 месяцев назад

      What!?

  • @marshajoseph2960
    @marshajoseph2960 27 дней назад +2

    I’m dealing with something like this now. Thank you.

  • @karinturkington2455
    @karinturkington2455 3 месяца назад +7

    Unfortunately, we don't always recognize abuse until many years have gone by or someone else points it out to us. Particularly, when you've been raised in an abusive family, you don't recognize abusive behavioiurs. It's normalized.

  • @Bree_skywalker
    @Bree_skywalker Год назад +39

    It can be as insidious as crazy making. Making you feel like you overreacting to making you believe something wasn’t said or didn’t happen. That was a method used against me to try to make me doubt myself and my reality. It took a lot to be strong, remain assertive and trust myself enough to know that I’m not crazy. If someone knows you are willing to doubt yourself to appease their reality, it will get much worse.
    And absolutely, letting people know it’s happening and saving evidence is a must. I was always being told that I discuss too much of our business. No that’s business that needs to be shared for safety reasons in case something happened. I took photos and kept logs that were easily accessible to family if need be. Protect yourself first. If someone is abusing you, they are not interested in protecting you…they are harming you.. don’t protect them.
    Many abusers no matter what they say are also cheaters. They don’t respect you to begin with. If they are hitting you, they already don’t respect your physical body or your feelings, you have to respect and honor the person and the relationship not to cheat. They already disrespecting you

  • @rebekahmengistu7236
    @rebekahmengistu7236 Год назад +100

    How about the guy that pushes you to your limit and expects you to shut up and not defend yourself or explain as to why you don’t do things a certain way but he gaslight’s you and shuts it down

    • @munix9351
      @munix9351 Год назад +18

      Why are you still there? Are you waiting for him to Bury you and go to your funeral. You hate yourself that much that you want love from someone who detests you?? What are you waiting for? You think that love is supposed to be painful?? If you don't block the guy and move from the city to start a better life for yourself!!

    • @zero1188
      @zero1188 Год назад +3

      Thid is oddly specific

    • @rebekahmengistu7236
      @rebekahmengistu7236 Год назад +3

      @@munix9351 I’m not there lol it’s not me

    • @kaylabean3693
      @kaylabean3693 Год назад +8

      I believe we usually know the truth about a person we’re in relations with, but it hurts to accept it. If it’s your friend, I would try my best to be there for her but also keep a safe distance for yourself, it’s not good to be pulled into that dynamic. When she’s ready, I’m sure she’ll call you for help

    • @happygucci5094
      @happygucci5094 2 месяца назад +2

      This part- don’t fall for the manipulation tactics- if they are defending their behavior using a defense that would only make sense to a CHILD…? Walk away.

  • @sheaNERD
    @sheaNERD Год назад +51

    😢❤🙏🏿thank you so much for this video. I’m a 30 year old black woman who is very kind and sweet. I just ended a relationship with with an abusive guy and I didn’t even know that he was actively trying to manipulate me and groom me for abuse. I just never felt comfortable around him and he would always try to cross my boundaries. At first he loved everything about me and wanted to know everything but then as time went on during the very short 3 months, he would gaslight me and criticize me about my appearance that he loved before and he would also undermine my confidence and my intelligence. I couldn’t put my finger on it but I knew something was terribly wrong after awhile because he would always had something negative to say about any topic or thing I would bring up. He also tried to discourage me from making great career moves that would be beneficial for my future (I’m a Travel Nurse). I figured it was all due to insecurities. He came off like a nice guy but secretly he was terribly troubled mentally.

  • @h.h.3556
    @h.h.3556 Год назад +10

    I hope and pray that everybody, man or woman that are being abused....they soon will have the courage to leave that relationship, heal, learn what selflove is and have a wonderfull live serounded by the right people. AMEN!

    • @TanequaJohnson
      @TanequaJohnson 6 месяцев назад +1

      Amen it starts with self love

  • @daniellebailey6802
    @daniellebailey6802 10 месяцев назад +17

    These dudes don't let you see it until you are in too deep. That's the problem. Even if they try to leave rent is thousands a month. It''s not easy for these women to just up and leave. A lot of them can't make it on their own, especially if they have kids.

    • @Fay1106
      @Fay1106 9 месяцев назад +2

      So true

    • @jklpop4664
      @jklpop4664 2 месяца назад +2

      Bingo you hit the nail on the head...that part...

  • @sarahsimpson5952
    @sarahsimpson5952 5 месяцев назад +3

    This is why it’s so important for healthy people who have experienced or observed abuse to tell their story or say what the observed. I grew up thinking this behavior was normal.

  • @amandalee714
    @amandalee714 Год назад +13

    It is incredible how someone can know and understand this crazy-making cycle without having had experienced it themselves. Why is it so obvious to everyone else? Why am I so dumb to have ever let this happen?

    • @yourstruly1984
      @yourstruly1984 Год назад +8

      You're not dumb and it's not that obvious.
      It's very strategic how abusive ppl enter your life and manipulate you so don't beat yourself up.
      Now you know, so going forward apply everything you've learned 🤷🏾‍♀️

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад +1

      ​@yourstruly1984 that's right!

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад +2

      U are not...believe this many of us who always been independent and strong and say "I would never let a man etc etc" yea well never say never...we be the main ones it's not that obvious until it's obvious!

  • @samreynolds3789
    @samreynolds3789 Год назад +14

    Get ARMED & TRAIN OFTEN

  • @Blossom702
    @Blossom702 3 месяца назад +4

    When I would pray and ask the Father for guidance, I would get constant vivid nightmares of my children’s father killing my children and I. Deep down in my spirit I knew I was stuck in a abusive cycle and got out after 5 months. Being stuck in domestic abuse is legitimately dangerous! RUN❗️

  • @marshehutch
    @marshehutch Год назад +16

    This was a whole sermon 🙌🏽. I can attest to a person being amazing in the beginning and then tearing you down from there.

  • @jenniferhaynes8625
    @jenniferhaynes8625 4 месяца назад +5

    Familiar isn't always safe.

  • @themothers
    @themothers Год назад +8

    Ive listened to so many Christian womens spiritual channels and I truly appreciate your content, and having a male spiritual perspective without being another toxic male. Wonderful!

  • @kreestyle8986
    @kreestyle8986 Год назад +16

    Thank you for this video! I am a victim of DV and everything you’re saying is accurate. Can you do a video about the aftermath of leaving a DV relationship? I didn’t know this when I escape my ex but I wasn’t able to function properly. My confidence was abnormally low, I was paranoid, indecisive, sensitive, emotionally fragile, angry, ptsd, and ironically started to become abusive too when intoxicated. There’s a personal battle after the escape and it is brutal! However its an awakening journey I learned a lot about myself and childhood. I had to go into a spiritual wilderness to see clearly. I’m still healing and not 💯 but the Most High is taking amazing care of me and endless blessings.

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад

      Im glad u outta there 🤗

  • @Happinesslover99
    @Happinesslover99 Месяц назад +1

    Yeah this guys playing with me right now saying you just get my temper up.... they actually try to convince you ur special for getting them upset to confuse you with the fact they care etc "I got you right where I want you".... with a smile... he's so playful to manipulate

  • @gloriamathews6452
    @gloriamathews6452 Год назад +20

    It is so good hearing a man's perspective on this issue. Thanks for all you do to bring us these videos. May God bless you abundantly..👍❤👍❤👍❤

    • @Jesus.SaVeS77
      @Jesus.SaVeS77 Год назад +1

      🎯That Part! 💯 This is much needed in this old Evil 🌍, with Very evil Men & Women whether Fam. or Stranger's, etc.

  • @evasccl7846
    @evasccl7846 Год назад +11

    Thank you for openly talking about this subject that is supressed because of shame on one hand and lack of availability and safety for people to talk about this without being judged!
    When it comes to abuse, i learnt and noticed a consistent pattern to keep an eye on.
    Anybody that practices verbal abuse of any shape or form needs to be set a strong boundary... meaning, you consistently do NOT verbally abuse anyone... if you stick to respecting your own boundaries... you soon know when to call somebody out, tell them your boundary and what happens when it is broken, AND most importantly, YOU got to stick to the 3 things:
    1- do NOT verbally abuse
    2- set that boundary clear to others and consequences of crossing it
    3- Stick to it firmly and unapologetically!
    I found original verbal abuse is a reflection of what is hidden inside the heart.
    From a fountain, we never get both salty and drinkable water... it is either one or the other, so let us make sure out of our mouths come words that build, bring wisdom, speaks truth in love, and nurtures the mind, heart and spirit!!
    The inability to sit down to talk about what makes people mad... whilst being cool, calm and collected... is proof that the person needs to heal and grow before getting with anyone else.
    I love you because i see that coolness, calmness and collectedness even talking about subjects that are obviously upsetting and close to your heart due to past experiences you witnessed and lived through and healed from thanks to God ❤
    Your work, builds, pulls the good to the surface, calling out that which needs be NOT entertained.
    You are inspiring in more ways than you are aware of and i thank God for you whilst I pray that He blesses you, your family and the work you do, that it may be a blessing and a light to those who are lost.
    Thank you 🌻

  • @tinalawrence4526
    @tinalawrence4526 5 месяцев назад +9

    He is in therapy but still verbally abusive and turns every one of his problems onto me. He's really controlling my emotions. I'm being supportive but he won't change and I keep repeating myself. I have done all I can do and i'm giving up

    • @stargirl3459
      @stargirl3459 4 месяца назад +1

      Give up

    • @stargirl3459
      @stargirl3459 4 месяца назад

      You deserve what

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад

      U are not the woman he needs to be with...u need to get out of there!!! He not gonna change for u...

    • @red143rene
      @red143rene 3 месяца назад

      Leave... it won't get better. 🙏

  • @jaylanichole2526
    @jaylanichole2526 Год назад +10

    This was so discretely helpful. I hope one day we’ll talk but for now. Thank you.

  • @lauriemorales7605
    @lauriemorales7605 3 месяца назад +2

    Thank you for giving me hope. It's so painful to go through

  • @sabrinalennox2004
    @sabrinalennox2004 Месяц назад +1

    You advice is pure wisdom. Thank you!

  • @louisaklimentos7583
    @louisaklimentos7583 3 месяца назад +1

    Been there ! I always think that I am not as good as other people .

  • @ebonymiller3545
    @ebonymiller3545 Год назад +36

    Also dont be afraid to call police bw have been conditioned to take abuse and not say nothing

    • @jhica5718
      @jhica5718 Год назад +4

      That's the hard part cus even when the victim is in danger, shes still soft in the heart or is too scared to further the drama cus a lot of black guys lose their life in the hands of police over nothing.

    • @ebonymiller3545
      @ebonymiller3545 Год назад +5

      @@jhica5718 still call the police

    • @yourstruly1984
      @yourstruly1984 Год назад +5

      ​@@jhica5718that's caring more about the abuser than yourself. Its called Stockholm syndrome 😢

    • @gdisprint2928
      @gdisprint2928 Год назад +8

      I’m a bw who is not anti police. I’m 911 friendly and will make good use of my tax dollars if anyone dares to put their hands on me. Man or woman. My father raised me to look after myself and put myself first.

    • @TanequaJohnson
      @TanequaJohnson 6 месяцев назад +2

      The police can’t save you nor a restraining order. My best advice would be to relocate and have a support system to help you thru this process.

  • @carollane8694
    @carollane8694 9 месяцев назад +5

    If you are currently talking to someone online and the algorithm suggested this or similar videos, take that as a sign! Nothing is private anymore, not their convos with you or their convos they may be having with others and that's how platforms like RUclips choose content and marketing to put your way.

  • @v4756nb1rs
    @v4756nb1rs 11 часов назад

    This video was really helpful to me. After 10 years of abuse, I am finally getting out. Someone in the chat replay said that a lot of people are groomed to be this way by parents and that this doesn't always start with spouses. I know that's the truth for me. Thank you so much for speaking about this. And PRAISE JESUS for delivering me from this horribly abusive marriage!

  • @vonellescott
    @vonellescott Год назад +9

    Ex tried to make me fully depend on him and didn't want me being close to my mom and didn't want me to have platonic friendships with my male friends. Didn't want me talking to anyone. Used to tell me he can't eat or sleep without me. Crazy stuff like it's do or die. Had to wake up and run. Initially it's hard when they gaslighting you and trying to make you look crazy and doubt the reality of their abusive nature...

    • @sensimania
      @sensimania Год назад +1

      He couldn't eat or sleep without you, but yet he was able to survive for how many decades before he met you?! Lol! These "below sub-beings" are something else

  • @jhica5718
    @jhica5718 Год назад +3

    Thank u for spreading wisdoms. This is scary and is so common. Its so hard to make the suspect leave.

  • @bd10232003
    @bd10232003 Год назад +7

    Excellent video! I will surely pass this on!

  • @melissalooman3053
    @melissalooman3053 4 месяца назад +1

    THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO. ABUSE IS HORRIBLE. I KNOW. I LIVED WITH IT. IM DONE

  • @abbyb764
    @abbyb764 6 месяцев назад +3

    I made sure I went through the whole process of court the last time my ex was abusive . All the other times I had dropped charges for being forgiving but this last time .. I said this enough and made sure he is sentenced. Especially I have no father in my life , I need to stand my ground and not accept any abuse from no man.

  • @LucyLucy296
    @LucyLucy296 Год назад +4

    This video was a much needed wake up call. Thank you

  • @ChinaLynn-w2p
    @ChinaLynn-w2p 2 месяца назад +2

    Have an exit plan of an abusive relationship. Hospitals have advocates and resources. Ask male colleagues to walk with you to your car. Look for room rentals of homeowners, rent is usually inexpensive. Open a separate savings account and p.o. box for yourself where mail can be sent. Safeguard legal documents and give to trusted friend. Save cash tips and keep separate. Never accept abuse! Never protect your abuser by staying mute! Know when to leave!

  • @AnnikaPitts-gi6gy
    @AnnikaPitts-gi6gy Год назад +5

    This 💯 you are speaking my past relationships this hits different!!! I feel my heart hurting and welling up 😢 thank you for this I needed to hear is today. Your an angel keep doing what you do. God bless you and your wife

  • @gingerelkins1268
    @gingerelkins1268 5 месяцев назад +3

    He told me under his breath- then wouldn’t repeat it-“if you cheat on me I’ll kill your dog” !

  • @KatieSweeney.
    @KatieSweeney. 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you so much for this!! Please keep spreading awareness!! Someone I love, dearly, has been a victim for years and doesn't even realize it. It's heartbreaking and disturbing to witness.

  • @xtrlnl
    @xtrlnl 5 месяцев назад +2

    everyone needs to hear this video

  • @Leila-ie3ms
    @Leila-ie3ms 8 месяцев назад +1

    This is really good as your sharing things that are not spoken about from professionals who talk about abuse. I think people will be able to recognise the signs in a more relatable way 👍

  • @zenobiathedream3103
    @zenobiathedream3103 Год назад +9

    Love and respect yourself enough to were you feel and know the small signs before the big/obvious signs. I ran into a guy that was married and had a DV case and jailed for not abiding by a protection order. I felt the signs so before we went on our first date, I did a background check and it confirmed everything I was feeling from this guy. He was FINE-FINE 😍but I had to let him go EARLY!!!

    • @beautifullyblessedandnatur7457
      @beautifullyblessedandnatur7457 4 месяца назад

      You let a fine piece of trash go 😂

    • @lala5061
      @lala5061 4 месяца назад +1

      Always do a background check...smart girl u are 🤗

    • @SpiritualWarrior96
      @SpiritualWarrior96 3 дня назад

      @@lala5061i want to do a background check but its expensive I honestly feel that background checks should be free when you're dating

  • @stacyshoemaker9177
    @stacyshoemaker9177 Год назад +2

    I hope your channel blows up. Looks good, sounds good. Excellent podcast!

  • @bosslady4146
    @bosslady4146 Год назад +2

    This is what the world needs to hear!! This was awesome The Shumake Way salute ..#AwardWinningBosslady'sRadioShow

  • @neaedmans8127
    @neaedmans8127 10 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you for your honesty x

  • @Saysayso
    @Saysayso Месяц назад

    Thank you!!! I really appreciate you talking about this

  • @SunshinesRay
    @SunshinesRay 11 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you - it’s great having a male perspective

  • @TelaJillian
    @TelaJillian 4 месяца назад +1

    My exit was blocking them from all 3 #s and staying away and just jot contacting them

  • @samiphilosophy3949
    @samiphilosophy3949 3 месяца назад +1

    tysm. I really need to hear this today

  • @Kiikiiy
    @Kiikiiy 26 дней назад

    Thank you so much for making this video. I just broke up with my boyfriend for this very reason, verbal abuse that was become physical and he gaslit me and said he was going to change but became aggressive when I said I was still leaving him and said he’d never let me go. Something in my soul was telling me he wasn’t right fully in the head and everything you’re saying is ringing alarms for me 😩 I pray more women see this ❤

  • @birthdaycakeremix1
    @birthdaycakeremix1 Год назад +3

    everything you saying is so true unfortunately I am the one that got trapped thru pregnancy and the tattoo, I was so vulnerabale at the time I met this person and now im going thru DV , going to have charges pressed on my abuser tomorrow ... I been going thru HELL for the past 3 years and I am only 23 years old . I am ready to start my new life

    • @SmoothOpe_
      @SmoothOpe_ Год назад +3

      I’m praying for your healing and that God will be with you every step of the way as you overcome this ! You’re a survivor ❤

    • @sensimania
      @sensimania Год назад +4

      I hope you pressed charged and that "thing" is out of your life now.

  • @jalynnmarie4218
    @jalynnmarie4218 Год назад +4

    You have to plan and take the steps to leave. Often with the physical and mental abuse comes financial abuse. So when it’s time to leave you have to plan, save, move in silence keep the faith that it want always be like that and you will get out safely.

  • @ahavashalom4093
    @ahavashalom4093 Год назад +13

    Domestic violence hotline
    Human trafficking hotline
    There is help!
    Love y’all
    God bless!

  • @leahlynn9052
    @leahlynn9052 Месяц назад

    I live here in St Pete. Guess this is my sign to watch this video in full

  • @suuchi6309
    @suuchi6309 Год назад +1

    Omggg I’m so glad I watched this! I’ve never been in an abusive relationship but i know way too many women close to me who have, so i watch & send videos like these all the time. I recently broke up with a guy i only dated for THREE MONTHS & i couldn’t really prove it until now but i felt like he was tryna groom me. The details in this video just confirm I WAS RIGHT! He even went as far as tattooing my name on his brow & gaslighting me like i told him to do it. I’ve always trusted myself but i trust myself so much more knowing i was spot on & left in the smartest safest way possible.

  • @francescamiller4340
    @francescamiller4340 Год назад +3

    Thanks to God for not letting a toxic relationship, or marriage be the cause of death because it could've happened a long time ago!

  • @abbyb764
    @abbyb764 6 месяцев назад +3

    Men/boys can be so mean … poor women

  • @CuriousTora
    @CuriousTora 5 дней назад

    This resonates so much with me. My ex was like that. He used to be my best friend so I ignored all the red flags when we started dating even though they were right in my face. So happy I got out of there.

  • @nak1707
    @nak1707 10 месяцев назад +1

    Yes, I married someone with all of those tactics.

  • @charmaineespeut4627
    @charmaineespeut4627 Год назад +62

    If someone threaten you in a joking manner. Know that every joke has a little bit of truth in it. If they can say it they can definitely do and will if you allow them. Couples shouldn't play fight, push eachother, throw objects at eachother in a violent manner, violently shake eachother, threaten, hit, punch, bite, stab etc. A person that loves you will NEVER harm you physically or verbally.
    Like Shumake said abuse doesn't start physically it start off psychologically. Anyone that loves you isn't going to tear you down. There is a difference between criticism and straight tearing someone down to make them feel awful.
    Ex:
    Criticism: I like your presentation but I think you should add music to make it more entertaining!
    Tearing down: Lol you are going to present that?! You are definitely going to fail. You are so stupid you can't even do that right.

    • @ForbsieLaLa
      @ForbsieLaLa Год назад +8

      I don't take those threat jokes lightly at all

    • @queenreporter
      @queenreporter Год назад +1

      No to the music. It is distracting!

    • @AnnikaPitts-gi6gy
      @AnnikaPitts-gi6gy Год назад

      I was told do you want me to strangle you! I will knock you from one side of this wall to the other! Then told as if I would do that when I said don’t ever say that

    • @ceyciemateo9411
      @ceyciemateo9411 Год назад

      He did “play” choke and slap me which confused me because he wasn’t angry so Idk if it’s abuse

    • @charmaineespeut4627
      @charmaineespeut4627 Год назад +4

      @@ceyciemateo9411 Run because he won't be playing once he is angry. He is testing you to see what you would allow.

  • @xoTeaBellox
    @xoTeaBellox Год назад +14

    I was with an abusive guy who convinced me to date him. He asked and asked and asked and eventually said lets see where this takes us. I thought the smirk on his face was happiness. Little did I realize it was because it was little win for him in a bigger scheme to destroy my self esteem little by little. He owned a business and his life became his business. I was okay with him doing what he needed to do to be successful, but he always promised a future with me while I had to pay for food and drinks or help his mom with the bills. Or take off from work from my full time job to work for him for free so he didnt have to hire and pay an employee. He played cruel tricks on me, telling me I could watch podcasts or listen to music while I worked. The next day he would post a sign about employees losing their privilege to watch videos. When I asked he never could give me a straight answer and now that I look back it gave him the perfect oppurtunity to use and blame me for his employees losing the privilege to watch videos. Making them all hate me, of course no one would say anything to me so I didnt know what was going on.
    Another incident, he asked me to go to his work to help out after i had gotten out from a long day of work. When I got there and asked what he needed help with he gave zero direction and a few minutes, maybe half hour, later would send the employees home and close the shop. Again, at the time, I probably looked a bit impatient and useless to the employee who didn't know why I showed up because, honestly, I didn't know why I showed up. He could've told his employees anything, like I'm controlling or I'm not very helpful with his business or I wanted him to shut it down and go home and tell them he wanted to stay open and keep working. I'm speculating here, but with all the manipulating, lying and gaslighting tactics I've seen him use on me and others. I know he schemed and plotted to sabotage the relationship and make sure it looked like it was my fault. And when we left he would always want to go to a little tavern where he would complain that I always wanted to eat out and he didn't have money to pay for the bill because he's paying all the bills for his business and he has enough stresses and pressures in his life. I just ended up paying because I would get tired of hearing a grow male who is capable complain about picking up the bill when going out to eat was his idea.
    He ended up with a younger girl that works for him right after he made me homeless. And to this day he believes he was in the right and entitled to betray me.

  • @Rose-dl6xg
    @Rose-dl6xg Год назад +1

    Hi Brother Shumake way. Thank you so much for you important topic. I think it's truly wonderful, that you don't abuse your wife. That's says a lot!! Your helping to make a difference in this world. God Bless you, I pray God leads you to further His desire to protect woman, and men from getting stuck or threatened to be in an abusive relationship. To God be all the glory!!!

  • @Elephancia
    @Elephancia Год назад

    This makes me feel confrontable but i need to hear it cuz i wanna change

  • @StichSquirt
    @StichSquirt 4 месяца назад +1

    Stalked me at shelter followed in buses from work to shelter was thrown out cause of him

  • @jessicadomijan9092
    @jessicadomijan9092 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for this thoughtful video. It's really healing to hear this from a man.