JAYTEKZ - Soul Searching
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- Опубликовано: 18 июн 2016
- JAYTEKZ- Soul Searching
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Official "Soul Searching" Lyrics:
So much weight on my chest
I feel so alone don't know how to express
The stress in my heart
The wounds in my soul
The past is the past but I can't let it go and it breaks me
I swear this shit fucking breaks me
I'm desperate, can somebody come and save me?
Cause lately, I've been close to the fuckin' edge
So many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head
I'm so depressed and I feel ashamed
Popping pills everyday so I don't feel the pain
But I don't say shit
I don't ever say shit
Cause every time I try it's like I hear the same shit
Jay, you gon' be just fine
You just gotta give it time, find your peace of mind
But you don't understand the tears that I shed
Sometimes I just cry only wishing I was dead and I'm sorry
I'm truly sorry for the way I feel
I'm so lost in my dreams don't know what is real
This poetry is all I have when I feel deprived
I grab my pad and my pen and I feel revived
I can't decide what the fuck am I here for
I'm doing what I love but my heart's still sore
I still battle with depression on a daily
I see my own reflection and I swear I fuckin' hate me
I said I swear I fuckin' hate me
Got a big heart but my heart's slowly breaking
Chasing all my dreams but I don't know where it's gon' take me
Tired of being broke, gotta start acting shady
Making dirty money, yo, this shit is so degrading
Momma know I'm sorry for this route in which I'm taking
I ain't fuckin' proud of these decisions that I'm making but I'm desperate for some Answers why my heart is always aching
If you hear me Lord, talk to me
All the sins from my past have been haunting me
I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck
Broken into pieces yo my spirits all taped up
I came up, but it feels like I'm coming down
Pool full of liquor swim 'til I fuckin' drown
That's the only way I know how to crack a smile
Taking shots 'til I vomit and I'm passing out
When I'm sober I just feel afraid
I don't know if I'ma live to see another day
I'm tryna' stand but I feel like I'm 'boutta cave
I'm so trapped in my mind like a fuckin' slave
So much weight on my chest got me feeling tired
Plague in my soul I swear is like a wildfire
Like a wildfire spreading everywhere take a look into my eyes see the pain
Yo there's plenty there
See the pain yo there's plenty there
But I don't know if they really care
Where is love is it anywhere?
And if it is yo it's really rare
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can a broken heart be repaired?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Can you tell me yo I need to know
Or is it lost in our own despair?
#JayteKz #SoulSearching #weightonmychest 
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Jaytekz, we have your back dude, you may not want to talk to complete strangers, but if you have no body else, we got your back.
we love you dude, we just want to see you happy
exactly
so true dude... this guy has been broken many times but we're still there for him BIG UP JT
For mf real yo
YES. FUCKING YES.
Thank you all so much for watching this video and sharing wherever you possibly can!!! This is a very personal song, as most of my songs are and I hope you all can understand and relate! I love y'all soooooooo much, and we are only getting bigger and bigger as a movement with each new release!!! Thank you all so much for the love and unconditional support, always! 4NEVER. ❤️
I love your music ❤️
Felicitats keep working, make it far.
got you bro out of all people I've tried to rap like this and u took the words right out my mouth bro
i swear i love you.
forgot to mention if anyone can relate it is me!
Who's still listening in 2020?? Who can relate to every word that is being said??💔
🙋😔
Yup im living this life at the age of 13 I can't smile I can't be happy with out liying about being happy
Me 💔
☺🙌
Every single one
Been fucking with his music since "Fall for your type" went viral on Facebook & I just need to know why hasn't his music been everywhere? Get that corny "fuck hoes do drugs" shit off the radio & put him on 💯
Destiny Perez the mainstream media promote that music propaganda not this real shit he put out
I'm only going to say that I'm going to move on before I get into drag's ones again. pepol are looking at me lake I'm no longer a good man people are fucking my had up .and I'm popping pills dayle .one top of all that stuff my cuz is dead and I haven't seen the out. I need help if not im going to see my cousin soon sorry to my family.😕😕😕
Destiny Collins
Was awesome working with you man! This is amazing :)
This needs to be on iTunes because I want to buy this sooooo bad. This hits me so hard. Incredible.
yesss I wish it was on sound cloud at least lol
+Angel Zambrano Exactly! Sooo good. I can't stop listening to this.
+Sabrina Coker I wish we had more rappers like him , he has a great gift his music is very relatable and speaks positive to the mind
+Syck what is your sound cloud name give me a link
+Syck oh my God. Thank you so much man.
He reminds me a Phora a little, much love.
Frfr it does
yeah but he speaks more than phora. phora needs to open up more.
Lil Jesus i listen to phora and jay to thats cool
Lil Jesus yes man... fr
Lil Jesus he should make a song with phora
I was battling depression and i would constantly listen to this song.. IM PROUD OF MYSELF FOR OVERCOMING IT 💔💔
Any advice?
@@dexboii hope you got through your depression ❤❤ eventually time heals everything or atleast eases the pain speaking from experience, I had it for 4-5 years and thought I’d never get out of that dark black hole, turns out I needed to change my environment in order to heal, ig you just gotta put yourself out there and do new and fun things that interest you, Ik it won’t be fun in the moment but you’ll look back at yourself and be proud of how far you’ve come you just gotta put your mind to it 🫶🏾
@@Moolah444 thank you. Life has gotten so much better and I really appreciate it. I had completely forgot about this time in my life and I’m glad I can finally say I’m over the pain. Bad times dont last forever
swear its like your speaking my life
same is like he's speaking my life
Right ....
right
Same bro
Shit man same here
~if you hear me lord please talk to me, all the sins from my past have been haunting me~ 🔥🔥
Great lyrics
im only 17 been in and out of treatment facilitys, group homes and residentials. My parents dont believe in me i was abused for 13 years straight. thanks for making this music i can really relate
Joseph Sheets I can understand u ! Your not alone
I have been sent away many times.. and I cant imagine the hell you are going through. But you are not alone. You were put on this earth for a reason. You are really special. and you inspire me to not give up. Your a fighter never forget that.
Joseph Sheets I'm going through the same thing bro your not alone I'm here if you need anything bro
I spent most of my childhood in a group home from 3 years to 5 13 to 15 and then again weeks after i got out i went in again 15-16 and finally maxed out, I hope you are happy now. i am now 19 and im proud of what ive become
Joseph Sheets I’m so sorry to hear that I’ll be praying for you just be strong work go to school so you can succeed in life don’t let anything or anyone put you down
I still feel this even years after. Took the words out of my head that I couldn’t get out.
Tony Gomez aye
i tried you do the rest..
So much weight on my chest
I feel so alone Dont know how to express, the stress on my heart.
The wounds in my soul, the past is the past.
But i cant let it go and it breaks me i swear the fucking shit breaks me
Im so desperate can somebody come fucking save me
Cus lately i been close to the fucking edge, so many suicidal thoughts in my fucking head. Im so depressed and i feel ashamed popping pills everyday so i dont feel the pain but i dont say shit i never say shit because everytime i try i always hear the same shit jay youll be just fine you just gotta give it time and find the peace of mind but you dont understand tears that i shed. Sometimes i just cry and wish i was dead and im sorry im truely sorry for the way i feel im so lost in my dreams dont know what is real
+OpticsLyrics ill check it out thanks man!!
AlwaysWin12
This made me cry. It's like my thoughts were spilled out into a melody
This touch my soul. Every cell in me.
Popping pills everyday dont help
This poetry I write all day everyday are words of how I feel
I'm tired of being hurt depression suicidal attempts yet I got a loving family
I tell them I love them day by day cause u never know death never stops then beginnings happening
I need a miracle what happened to blessings I'm lost in negativity
great lyrics... very underrated artist
R.I.P
One day I'm going to make a song with you... After the moment that we meet..I promise bruh we walk this road together... And together our movement will speak. Keep spreading your story... I'm here to spread mine. Sometimes moments are hard and I truly want to leave but everyone says suicide is the only crime and every night my mind just lays and bleeds... Full respect to you homie... I love you
Bro keep dreaming and keep your head up
Jay I doubt you will ever read this but if you do thank you so much for all you do you have helped me so much. Your part of the reason I’m still here so thank you so so much. Your music is so amazing and it helps me so much so thank you.
After months of listening. Jaytekz has now become my most favorite rapper.
And from me being a person who started listening to rap since he was 6 that says alot.
He speaks about a part of life that most people wont talk about *not to mention hes a lyrical genius*.
This man needs to go mainstream, most people need to hear his music,
It may save a life.
"I'm so scared of the future so I stay stuck"
Yo jaytekz, i dont know what you're going through. But bro, i feel the same way i look at my reflection and i hate my self. I love your music, i love the way you say the words i want to say but i cant because im scared. From bro to bro man much love bro keep your head up. Just remember bro all that pain and stress is worth it at the end. Like one guy in the comment section said "i dont know if you talk to complete strangers. But im here for you." Well he is right im here if you need to talk homie once again much love and keep your head up bro, you in my prayers bro.
keep your head up
eveyone has a struggle bro keep your head up
Life is hard man. My gf and i just broke up,
Im over coming an eating disorder and im homeless at the moment.
My mentality is that every struggle we go through, just makes a better testimony on stage.
Keep yah head up.
+Alex Maunu thanks for this positive word bro. Ill pray for you bro and for everyone else
I can tell your a real fan friend thanks for being here to make a difference god bless you and Jaytekz
The feels are real💯💯
Fr👌🏼👌🏼
This song still makes me tear up. Everyday I used to wake up before school and pop pills then skip school and hangout with bad influences. I was on the road to complete failure. There was no way I was gonna pass high school so I stopped caring. Life at home was bad, there was alot of fighting. Everyone who knew me looked at me like I was a failure.. no one I talked to understood how I felt and this song explains how I felt exactly.
fix things bro I know can
Jade Hale but it's never to late to change trust me
you and phora should make a music video together ,it would be amazing!!
since you both talk about the Truth
azucena moreno. fr that would be amazing! !💖
Damn right
Spoke my mind, words I couldn't put together. You're not alone
My mind is all fucked up & my chest hurts. Jaytekz music helps me cry out all my feelings.. LOVE YOU!
Ik the feelin
My worst enemy is myself. Why do I always allow others to hurt me. My heart is too big. But I can't help the way I was made.
Mario Hernandez yeah.. Just like me
All your songs... 😔😭😭😭💯They're just how I feel ..
it hits you right in the feels huh!?! lol this dude jaytekz has an amazing gift
+Angel Daddy Zambrano yes he really does .
Tbh👌🏻👌🏻
He's the type of guy who makes you think about life half the time or just explains every thing that he's trying to over come 💯
yea
I haven't heard this in a couple years and still know every lyrics I love this song so much it's like u speaking for me bless u
my greatest friend is lost
this was his favorite song
2024 and still listening to you, so close to the edge i wish i could just disappear
God loves you.. Thank you for not giving up. Your a real artist. Always, Having us fans..
this talked me out of suicide last night... made me realize the changes I need to make in my life.. thanks man dont ever think your music doesn't help people cause it does..
tayla genther yo man y die if u have aot to life like fr
I'm late but I hope you're ok right now. You're not alone
Well, here i am again, 2 years later 😔
I was hearing this whole cry mg and breaking down, contemplating suicide, had the pills right beside me and when I was about to take them my mom stopped me, and I kept hearing your songs and I wouldn't be here today if it wasn't without you❤❤I love you bro
i love how his lyrics are nothing but real unlike other artist just speaking about sex and weed. I got this on replay💙
Dude Fr most rappers are whack af cuz that's all they speak of is smoking weed and sex it's stupid, unlike him he speaks the truth and reality
I'm on the same vibe its rare finding a artist like jaytekz that actually puts a message in every song he speaks about the truth and just life that's very relatable I wish we could have more artists like him in our fucked up Society lol
+Angel Daddy Zambrano phora and J Cole
+Angel Daddy Zambrano and king lil g
Jaytekz he Is my savor he saves my life the day o tried to end my life his song came on the market blue tooth and I put the gun down because made me realize I ain't alone and that I have to keep fighting because it's a battle and we can let ot defeat us so thank u u saved me love ur music
Ur music been the only thing that keeps me going I relate to every single song u make it shows me im not alone and jm no r the only one going through these things I wake up in the morning u the only person I listen to
I love how he is real about him battling with depression! I can relate to most of his songs cause I've battled with depression every since my walked out of my life. Love you !!
He completes my world😔 These words are completing my life.
So Much Weight On My Chest,
I Feel So Alone Don't Know How To Express
The Stress In My Heart, The Wounds In My Soul.
The Past Is The Past But I Can't Let It Go
And It Breaks Me, I Swear This Shit Fucking Breaks Me.
I'm Desperate Can Somebody Come And Save Me,
Cause Lately I've Been Close To The Fucking Edge,
So Many Suicidal Thoughts In My Fucking Head.
I'm So Depressed And I Feel Ashamed,
Popping Pills Everyday So I Don't Feel The Pain,
But I Don't Say Shit, I Don't Ever Say Shit
Cause Every Time I Try It's Like I Hear The Same Shit,
'Jay, You Gonna Be Just Fine, You Just Gotta Give It Time Find Your Peace Of Mind'
But You Don't Understand The Tears That I Shed.
Sometimes I Just Cry Only Wishing I Was Dead And I'm Sorry.
I'm Truly Sorry For The Way I Feel,
I'm So Lost In My Dreams Don't Know What Is Real
This Poetry Is All I Have, When I Feel Deprived
I Grab My Pad & My Pen & I Feel Revived.
I Can't Decide What The Fuck Am I Here For
I'm Doing What I Love But My Hearts Still Sore.
I Still Battle With Depression On A Daily,
I See My Own Reflection & I Swear I Fucking Hate Me, I Said I Swear I Fucking Hate Me.
Got A Big Heart But My Hearts Slowly Breaking.
Chasing All My Dreams But I Don't Know Where It's Gonna Take Me.
Tired Of Being Broke Gotta Start Acting Shady
Making Dirty Money, Yo This Shit Is So Degrading,
Momma Know I'm So Sorry For This Route In Which I'm Taking,
I Ain't Fucking Proud Of These Decisions That I'm Making,
But I'm Desperate For Some Answers Why My Heart Is Always Aching.
If You Hear Me Lord Talk To Me,
All The Sins From My Past Have Been Haunting Me,
I'm So Scared Of The Future So I Stay Stuck,
Broken Into Pieces, Yo My Spirit's All Taped Up,
I Came Up But It Feels Like I'm Coming Down.
Pool Full Of Liquor Swim Till I Fucking Drown,
That's The Only Way I Know How To Crack A Smile,
Taking Shots Till I Vomit And I'm Passing Out.
When I'm Sober I Just Feel Afraid, I Don't Know If I'ma Live To See Another Day.
I'm Tryna Stand But I Feel Like I'm About To Cave,
I'm So Trapped In My Mind Like A Fucking Slave.
So Much Weight On My Chest Got Me Feeling Tired,
Plague In My Soul I Swear Its Like A Wildfire,
Like A Wildfire Spreading Everywhere.
Take A Look Into My Eyes, See The Pain
Yo, There's Plenty There..
See The Pain ? Yo, There's Plenty There,
And I Don't Know If They Really Care..
Where Is Love Is It Anywhere And If It Is Yo, It's Really Rare..
Can A Broken Heart Be Repaired ?
Can A Broken Heart Be Repaired..
Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know Or Is It Lost In Our Own Despair..?
Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know.. Can You Tell Me Yo, I Need To Know...
Or Is It Lost In Our Own Despair...
Sometimes I feel like im the only one that feels like this, but than again I replay Jaytekz songs and I realize that there's millions of people out there feeling the same way. I really love this man's words, they get to me every time and if im still here, its because of the song "Broken" and this one. Much love, Jaytekz 💯❣
Everyday become a battle for me coz I have a lot of thoughts about my past. This is the reason why I listen to this song. My heart is totally breaking down and im always low. Thank you for helpning me and others to get through our shits. You are an angel🙏
"When I'm sober I just feel afraid"
This line explains addiction in so few words
Your music is all through my Phone an tablet it's all I listen too! honestly your flesh may be so torn bit your soul is so pure and wise! God has a plan for you I'd love to meet you one day man! your truly an inspiration! I Love you just because of your lyrics..noone is perfect but I feel you...every word! hold on an keep moving! alot of people look up to you!
This song is my life right now
I just love this ..
I never heard a REAL song that actually relates to me & other people ... this is why I love listening to jayteKz , I'm so glad I found you & started listening to you .. 💖
You are amazing , those words went straight to my heart .. i can understand you i've been there too.
Seriously, you made me cry 😭😢😪💔 every single word you said relates how i feel & am 😭💔
frfr i gotta listen to u everyday just so i can tame the demons in my head. i understand n know every word u be speakin. ur songs lifted me a lil. i have bad depression n suicidal thoughts..one day i was gonna go through with it but i went and listened to u. u held me back n made me realize what i got infront of me 💖😔thank u 💯💟
This song speaks to so many people. Thank you for sharing this, many can relate and feel like we're not alone. You are saving lives.
Love it :D
I am so glad I found your music . Now I can medicate the pain .
Your music just gets me .. honestly feel like my parents don’t love me.. they never listen to what I got to say and just always push me aside
I couldn't fight back my dreams, it your songs who made me now to stand strong
Love you
i just chill listen to this song🔥💯
I feel the same way you do. I found your music about 10 years ago when my depression was at one of it's peaks, and recently I found an artist that isn't main stream, but still known, and he has done something amazing for a lot of people! Look up Dax. The song "Dear Alcohol" and also "Dear Alcohol open verse challenge". I think you and a lot of your fans like myself can be helped by just listening. I hope we all get thru this fight but if nothing else, I hope we all get thru this night!
Shout out of respect and true words to jaytek real struggle we all need help instead of going through this hell.....
it's good to know theres someone out there that feels like I do thank you
i listened to this about 6 times and read through alot of comments, i love it
You are so amazing everytime I'm going through something listening to you helps a lot!!
no one deserves to feel this way at all. everyone is beautiful and will live the life they want you just got to find your spark in the dust.💎
I love everyone reading this keep on keeping on we will be home one day God loves you God bless
I realte too this song , I cry , and cry, I know how u feel jaytekz I feel like dying , It hurts I try too change but it's who I am , I am 13 almost 14 and I've been through alot
Hey Karina if you need someone to talk to add me on insta Lil_54
Always love who you are
you spelt relate wrong also a lot
Bro, this song hit home for me. its awesome dude.
God uses him... push on young brother!
this song man ... when song hits close to heart 😓 ... you can feel all the pain he going through... keep your head up
Please keep rapping and writing bro. You inspire me and help me and struggles.
through**
I'm new to you but I felt every word you said keep writing on
1 year later, I'm still here brother. This shit keeps me alive
you are the only reason im still living jaytez! i love you!
This song literally feels like its my life story. I’ve been fighting for long I just want to give up. I get closer and closer every day.. 😪 I just don’t know anymore.
I feel the same way and rn I feel like just ending it but something just holds me from doing it and idk why
popping pills so I don't feel the pain 💔😪💊
same here
Need help...
@@aka.bratz2825 add me on insta @lil_54 i can try...i wont leave no matter what
I usually drink so I don’t feel the pain.
Help help talk to someone don’t hurt yourselves that makes it worst I’ll be praying for you all
I remember about a year and a half ago, I used to play this song and many other Jaytekz songs at night while i sleep. I was in. Horrible state in my life and i was with a girl who never even cared about me until I finally cut things off with her. She still to this day tries to contact me but I try my best to avoid her. She’s part of the reason I’m so depressed. But these songs used to help me so much. Thank You Jaytekz. Please keep the music flowing🤙🏼 You’ve helped a lot of people, keep doin what you’re doing.
You put words down that I can't express. When I listen to your song I feel like I can express myself so thank you for the outlet. You are truly inspiring.
wow i love your music . your speaking everything that i feel
write 2 things down a day youre greatful for even small things like clean clothes youll see the good soon
good idea thank you sir💯🙏
yea i just realized how good life is to me
+Ruben Muniz ya hope it helps anyone i had to do it as an assignment in schoool in 6th grade groaned the whole time. did it on my own later on just to see and it helped me notice more good for sure
That's actually an amazing idea. Will do!
+Panda Casey right on let me know how it works
JayteKz is the reason why I'm still here💖
Been listening to this song on repeat for over a year.... might be Jays biggest fan... real talk. I cry then I get strength to keep on keepin on. Your music hits my soul SUN. Got all your songs on spin n a playlist for them days. Don’t go pop n 4get us. Stay in ur lane cuz we need and love you... 100
Don't wanna see you give up man you have talent and I'm sure everyone can agree your lyrics are inspirational keep it up man
Why do I feel this pain
Hurt
Loneliness
Depression
I think it's time to say goodbye to the ones I love and leave this world
No don’t leave the ones you love it’s going to get better trust me!
Please don’t die everyone will miss you your loved ones love you open up to someone life is worth living
Don’t do that
Still rockin in ‘22 🎉❤
Spoke the truth. I feel tht way everyday. I just wish i could forget the past.
you might not reply but damm I been sober for a year and it's the hards thing coz it's a baddle I fight with everyday just wanna let u know that appreciate what u do I swear God guide me to you coz I was in the point to kill my self but then I heard your lyrics your story your pain and i felt so understood I didn't feel alone so I hear u to motivate me becomes iam worth living iam worth fighting for another day .. much love and my God keep guiding you .. God bless u and your amazing music. .
best rapper with feel :3
Jaytekz your songs get to me so hard n are helping me so much I battle myself every day...to live another day is to fight another war
Unfortunately people are so stuck on what the radio feeds them and true artist slip through the cracks like him. I was at a bar last night and a lady was speaking to me about music and how it saved her life. I feel like we could all relate to her to him , to this.
See. This is good stuff that people can relate too because I know I can. But then you have the people that rap about nothing. Keep it up yo. You make people feel like there's still a chance.
I can relate💔
This is real music
Bro even after 5 years this sing just hits me now that I've grown older it hits deeper
Amazing, keep it real. 👌💕
damn I relate!!!!! hit the heart!
This song helped me so much it reminds me of myself
Remember Jay.
Your fans are here for you, keep going, depression fuckin sucks.
showed my friend this she cried
2019 anyone?
The past is the past.. the price of your mind .. is making sure you make others happy .. your making your life of depression death or dying ... your pain is beautiful . A broken heart can't be repaired
You make me feel like half the songs are about my life I realized that I'm not the only one out there that feels like this inside I'm glad I ran across your music when I did I was going THRU some bad depression at that time I thank you from the bottom of my heart bro your music pick me back up an pointed me in the rite derection an I thank you for that jaytekz you'll always have a fan her I been rocking with you now for about 3 maybe 4 years an I still slap all your song on RUclips bro well stay up bro an be safe out here late