I FEEL his pain, the sound of hurt in his voice really hits me deep. Some of his songs line for line describe or talk about things I've gone thru/endured before...literally every single thing he says I've gone thru. Needless to say that Jaytekz and his music have gotten me thru some really fucked up dark times and I'm forever grateful that.
Frfr bro found jay in middle school and he quit literally saved my life and still is life jus be kicking my ass bro I’m 19 now and idk how iv made it this far don’t know if I should be happy or sad ab that and that’s pretty scary bro😑 much love to you jay thanks bro❤️
This song has saved my life more times than anyone actually has tried to. It’s sad people only care after the fact. But when you’re crying for help. They just stare at you like you’re overreacting. I hope if this message can help anyone. Please know that you are so loved. Even when you may not feel it. Please stay.
Whenever you feel like giving up, think about what your ancestors went through to keep your bloodline alive for you to be here today. All the battles and hunting they went through. Live for them and strengthen yourself. Stop allowing crappy people or these "struggles" to get the best of you. Your ancestors never had cars, air conditioning, grocery stores, TV, shoes, beds, carpet, access to water so easy, canned goods, shampoo, toothbrushes, etc.
@ricky idk how my blood line is still around I'm one of the last and think I will be the last and I'm sorry and will apologize when i finally meet them
@@jamesdrew1877 If that is true. Make sure to go out with a bang. They shed blood for you to live today. Thousands of years ago they probably never thought their children would survive so long. They will be happy you're here today. Make sure to live your life for them. They want you to be happy and enjoy your life for their sake. Strengthen yourself and Thank God for them fighting so hard years ago. Put yourself in their shoes. If you could see your decendants a thousand years from today, how would you want them to be living?
3 years later, Its 2020 now and i still struggle with my mental health, I hope one day I can go back to my old self or someone happier, Not asking for no attention but feels good to let this shit out, No one really cares to talk to in person always feels like they are judging. But am still here for some reason but am lost and scared. This Artist saved my life with his music made me feel like I was not alone, Same thing with X but his gone but not forgotten anyway am just typing to much, Thank you if you made it this far and if you are suffering with any problems am here for you it will get better just give it time I promise🖤
Every day is a new chance to change who you are. The thing that matters is that you learn to be positive. Life is always going to have ugliness. You can not change that, but you can change who you are. You gotta tell yourself in th e morning "what is my life today?" Make it the best life. You only get one life, but you get a chance every day to become someone else to be a better version of you. I have anxiety and I listen to Les Brown almost every day. I recommend you to watch Les Brown. I can tell you are calling for help. Listen to this man everyday. You will have a positive and different mindset about life. You won't be scared and alone anymore.
I feel you dude stay strong man !! You gott stay around for all the future people that you're gonna brighten their day with a few words and pass bys. Just hold onto the pain and put into love snd pasd it on like covid lol lots of I'd in this world just need a little love every day god bless
You took the words out my mouth fr , his lyrics is just so perfect to how people feel nowadays 😔 if you got snap hmu @Blueedreamsx , if you wanna talk cus I honestly feel you @Sofiane Douik
This song got me through really tough times,when I was living every line of those lyrics. 7 years later and I don’t relate to it in the same way but can say it’s one of my favourite songs of all time ❤. Thanks @JAYTEKZ
"I wish this was a nightmare But can I realise that I'm still standing right here The same ground which I fell upon repeatedly Around the same love that has always believed in me Through all my downfalls and struggles I've encountered Never left my side when my life was going downward When I had no strength in myself that gave me power To never let the light die inside through my darkest hour" This hits home for me.
My ex left me in my struggle and my darkest hour and then she thought she could come back to me like nothing but fuck that bitch she can go be with the nigga she left me for and it sad how she was like the grass wasn’t greener it was jsut painted so I was like sucks to suck and took her shit out of my house
ROYALTY _BEAUTI trust me...there are alot of us out there .... That carry this burden you are not alone my sister!!!!! Those that are first will be last!!! Those that are last will be first!!!! 🙏
I can really related , I get worried cause I feel like my depression is getting out of control , but I don't know how else to feel after losing friends and family this year .
Joss Barrera Same ... man just wanna be happy just been busy making sure everyone else was now im just trynna get myself together no one really wants to take that time .
Everytime I've ever felt like there truly was no way out and I mean like about to attempt. I've always turned this song on right before it's saved me countless times I'm hoping it does it again now
In the back seat of a car. Where it all started with your first video. I absolutely love your music. You are truly underrated. You're better than 99% of all these so call music artists and/or rappers these days. Your lyrics truly touch the hearts and souls of those who listen, so Keep doing what you're doing. One day you're going to be bigger than you ever expected.
@@chelseaclayton-billups5368 Thats the way life is for everyone, everyone has a different thing that occurs but some Can of course relate because they may be going thru the same things.
@@chelseaclayton-billups5368 whats best to do is Maintain the strongest possible and dont lose hope. Think back about the greatest memories and leave the bad ones aside.
there's no mainstream music like this nowadays. what rapper actually hits ur heart n soul when u hear thier song? everyone talks about the same bs but this guy speaks the truth, speaks about what most of us feel inside. lots of props to u homie. keep doing ur thing.
When i get really down, your music is the only thing i go to. Sometimes for a moment, sometimes for hours.. sometimes for days... 🙏 Dont quit makin music G 💯🙏
I’m still listening and still feeling this more and more. Sometimes pain can be too much for one to bare…. Sometimes the loved ones you need aren’t around or refuse to be cuz they think it’s just a phase or I should get over it…it’s not that easy unfortunately
Junior Mejia lol i heard his frist video on insta n since then i have been a fan n i dont comment to get notice...its just that he spits bars i can relate to 😊😶
2023... Your lyrics crossed my mind and I think it was for a reason, your music helped me out in highschool. Thank you so much. Truly blessed to be alive, but times have been getting hard again. Your music will give me more strength.
Wow listening to this song I am trying so hard not to break down and cry. I can totally relate to this song. Depression is real. Your music literally grabs my heart and stomps on it. I feel everything. Then always towards the end of your songs it gives me a self esteem boost. In the end I know I am worth it and I will be alright. You are a very talented young man. You have the gift of writing music and pouring your heart out into the lyrics. Not a lot of musicians can do that. Love this song. I don't understand how you haven't blown up yet when you actually can rap and write music. Many blessings to you and keep writing music.
Omg I fight this feeling every single day 😭 depression eats me alive I wear a mask to hide how I really feel I laugh and I smile when I'm dying inside memories slowly killing me making me feel like I'm just too damaged and broken to be loved I push those who truly care away untill it's too late thanks for making this song mab
I've replayed this song ten times and I can't stop replaying. Damn, I'm so depressed. I need help and I can't go to my parents or family. I hide my feelings and I have the most beautiful woman in the world. I feel so down right now.
If you have the most beautiful woman bro , keep her , communicate with her cuz once u lose her bro , that shit fucks with u mentally so fucken bad . I just lost my girlfriend of 5 years and we planned so much and had so many memories together bro , now im all broken and cant even eat or sleep cuz i just feel so worthless and shit . So communicate with her and talk to her so she can understand and help out too
I honestly haven't heard this since it came out. Was sitting here playing a game heard this and stared singing and crying to it. This song means more to me than I realize. It's helped me prove to myself I'm better than I thought or anyone else thought. Thank you JayteKz and B-Mike to help me through the times I didn't think I would make it
Every song I've ever listened to, your first video was the only one that I could actually feel your pain. Amazing lyrics man. Keep putting your heart in it.
[Verse 1] I always question why I feel so broke and Sometimes I feel like I'm losing hope and I just pray that I can find me You see me smile but things ain't always what they might seem It's been a while since I felt peace This depression has been spreading like a damn disease I hope I find a cure before this shit is too late Grab the rope and end my life like Sadam Hussain [Verse 2] And people got the fucking nerve to judge That's why it's hard for me to vent and don't know who to trust And truth be told I can't even trust myself Contemplating suicide this shit is not good for my health, so pathetic But you ain't seen the tears I've shedded It brakes my fucking heart to see the path in which I'm headed Cause I'm lost, and death has never felt so close Ain't no one else to blame cause it's the path in which I chose So forgive me Please forgive me for my selfish thoughts Apologize for my mistakes and the pain I've caused I've tried my best but my best is not enough I'm tryna hold on but I don't think I'm strong enough I'm slowly dying I'm slowly dying and I'm breaking down The day I'm lying underground I'll be safe and sound And if you know me I know that shit hurts to hear But I've grown weak and no longer can I persevere No longer can I persevere And I can't listen to advice since that shits not sincere So many years I been fighting with my demons Used every ounce of strength to this day I can't defeat them Dreaming of the day that I find peace within my freedom Cause I don't want to wake up I'm so tired of fucking breathing Tired of living life cause I don't understand the meaning And I've been losing sight of what is love cause love is so deceiving Said love is so deceiving J. Cole said it best people change like seasons It's the truth either better or for worse And I'm thankful for my family but it's like a precious curse Cause it hurts, when that love is not reciprocated What you once saw in someone becomes pixelated I fucking hate it, the person I once knew I crave it I wish I never met you you're the reason why I'm breaking You're the reason why I'm aching every day You're the reason why I packed my bags and had to get away You're the reason why I'm cracking half and haven't been the same You're the reason why I'm sad and always drench within the rain You're the reason why I had a purpose, ever since I lost you I feel fucking worthless I hope your life from here on out is perfect Ain't no connection left between us like we lost the service [Verse 3] I wish this was a nightmare But can I realise that I'm still standing right here The same ground which I fell upon repeatedly Around the same love that has always believed in me Through all my downfalls and struggles I've encountered Never left my side when my life was going downward When I had no strength in myself that gave me power To never let the light die inside through my darkest hour To my darkest hour, I'mma sprout more than ever like a lotus flower I'll take my wounds and I'll turn it into wisdom I'll become a hero to the children that are victims, I promise you No matter what just know you're not alone Cause deep inside we all come from a broken home But that's what made us, that's what made us who we are Just know there's beauty buried deep inside of every scar Heavens far but your angels are close by Grab your loved ones cherish them and hold tight But don't cry, hold it in, homie don't cry Everything will be okay you'll be just fine Have faith and put your trust in God Believe in yourself and you will beat the odds Take all the pain and embrace all your flaws And you gonna realize who ain't broken after all [Outro] You ain't broken after all You ain't broken after all
This song both breaks amd makes me every time I hear it just want to say a big thank you to jayteks you saved a life more than once here with your wise lyrics keep up the good work brother 👊
❤ I just ground thos song ! So fuckin real , the pain , the ambition ❤❤❤ much love from ya gurl miss lady over here in San jo California keep up the light of hope and faith ❤❤❤❤❤
Your music is the reason people can start confronting the way they feel. Props to you for putting your mind out there we know its not easy but many people can relate. Your lyrics make us feel like we're not alone. Continue to make music that gives you peace of mind ✌
Always listened to you with my father and his friend Bailey. You have a way of speaking and now as I grow to an adult from an adolescent child I realize what the message truly is.
Takes me back to the darkest times in my life, I hope I never get there again. Things are much better now, thank you for this because it truly did help! Much love -Alek
Hang in there brother. You're finally reaching your goals 🙌 your kids look at you like a hero keep fighting.. heros are never forgotten but legends never die
Everyone should know it's good to cry and let it all out, and it's never good to hold it, but never go back to what broke you, cry because it hurts, don't cry because you can't get something back, eventually the scars will heal and teach us to be better in life
Not struggling with mental health anymore. I went to get help. Help is there. Just got to apply yourself. Like anything in life. I feel good depression bipolar n schizo no longer as long as im on my medication. Was against it for so long but stopped fighting with myself . Its ok to ask for help. We dont have to be alone or feel alone. There is people out in life to help. I hope anyone reading this stays n proves yourself wrong . Its worth it. You owe it to yourself. Build yourself. You demons dont have to make you. Love yall no homo. Stay up. 💪 You got this. !!!
Damn crazy when he said, “the person I once knew I craved it, I wish I never met you, you’re the reason why I’m breaking, you’re there reason why I’m aching every day, you’re the reason I had to pack my bags and had to get away” I literally went through all of that
Bro this man is basically telling my passed life and still struggling with some stuff dam I can relate. I understand the pain. No one is alone here keep on pushing don’t give up everyone.
Life still sucks to this day I'm a mom and a fiance. I will be 23 this month and I hate the fact that I'm still here going through what I'm going through. I'm so close to leaving home and not returning. It's so hard and painful. I wish I never existed at times like invisible. I have so much stress and pressure.
dang bro i used to listen to this😕.....i cant blve how broken i was wen i was younger....i found Christ and know my worth now n it pains me to knw how lowly i saw myself...i pray for those who are having a rough time rn
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2024 still listening.. more than ever now..
Agreed still loving jay has such a heart
❤
I hear His Pain in every song he has
I FEEL his pain, the sound of hurt in his voice really hits me deep. Some of his songs line for line describe or talk about things I've gone thru/endured before...literally every single thing he says I've gone thru. Needless to say that Jaytekz and his music have gotten me thru some really fucked up dark times and I'm forever grateful that.
I feel his pain I can relate to a lot of songs.....
Yeah!!
2022 and still get chills listening to this 🔥
I remember finding this 4 years ago when i was 14 and still come back to listen
@@bigsticksbananaclips4575 Me too, this hits different nowadays
Same
Frfr bro found jay in middle school and he quit literally saved my life and still is life jus be kicking my ass bro I’m 19 now and idk how iv made it this far don’t know if I should be happy or sad ab that and that’s pretty scary bro😑 much love to you jay thanks bro❤️
Everytime without fail I get chills listening to this
This song has saved my life more times than anyone actually has tried to. It’s sad people only care after the fact. But when you’re crying for help. They just stare at you like you’re overreacting. I hope if this message can help anyone. Please know that you are so loved. Even when you may not feel it. Please stay.
Whenever you feel like giving up, think about what your ancestors went through to keep your bloodline alive for you to be here today. All the battles and hunting they went through. Live for them and strengthen yourself. Stop allowing crappy people or these "struggles" to get the best of you. Your ancestors never had cars, air conditioning, grocery stores, TV, shoes, beds, carpet, access to water so easy, canned goods, shampoo, toothbrushes, etc.
@@rickysamuels8201 thank you for this. You’re exactly right.
@ricky idk how my blood line is still around I'm one of the last and think I will be the last and I'm sorry and will apologize when i finally meet them
@@jamesdrew1877 If that is true. Make sure to go out with a bang. They shed blood for you to live today. Thousands of years ago they probably never thought their children would survive so long. They will be happy you're here today. Make sure to live your life for them. They want you to be happy and enjoy your life for their sake. Strengthen yourself and Thank God for them fighting so hard years ago. Put yourself in their shoes. If you could see your decendants a thousand years from today, how would you want them to be living?
❤for u too stay strong
3 years later, Its 2020 now and i still struggle with my mental health, I hope one day I can go back to my old self or someone happier, Not asking for no attention but feels good to let this shit out, No one really cares to talk to in person always feels like they are judging.
But am still here for some reason but am lost and scared. This Artist saved my life with his music made me feel like I was not alone, Same thing with X but his gone but not forgotten anyway am just typing to much, Thank you if you made it this far and if you are suffering with any problems am here for you it will get better just give it time I promise🖤
I'm here for u nd I understand ur pain 😔 but yet were still alive nd I'm grateful 💕
Yo bro shoot yo number I'm on the same feels as u g...lmaoo
Every day is a new chance to change who you are. The thing that matters is that you learn to be positive. Life is always going to have ugliness. You can not change that, but you can change who you are. You gotta tell yourself in th e morning "what is my life today?" Make it the best life. You only get one life, but you get a chance every day to become someone else to be a better version of you. I have anxiety and I listen to Les Brown almost every day. I recommend you to watch Les Brown. I can tell you are calling for help. Listen to this man everyday. You will have a positive and different mindset about life. You won't be scared and alone anymore.
I feel you dude stay strong man !! You gott stay around for all the future people that you're gonna brighten their day with a few words and pass bys. Just hold onto the pain and put into love snd pasd it on like covid lol lots of I'd in this world just need a little love every day god bless
You took the words out my mouth fr , his lyrics is just so perfect to how people feel nowadays 😔 if you got snap hmu @Blueedreamsx , if you wanna talk cus I honestly feel you @Sofiane Douik
This song got me through really tough times,when I was living every line of those lyrics. 7 years later and I don’t relate to it in the same way but can say it’s one of my favourite songs of all time ❤.
Thanks @JAYTEKZ
when he said don't cry shit i was already crying omg 😭
Bryanna G. Lmao my eyes was watery
Bryanna G. Hell yaa u ain’t lieing
I about to cry 😭😢
Real shit same here
Same
Almost forgot about this gem 😭❤️
On god 😭💔
My eyes get watery every time I hear your music because I understand and listen to every word you say
Invisible_Beauty I agree with you because I lost both of my parents
yea same
Invisible_Beauty some here
Invisible_Beauty your beautiful
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That back seat has way too many memories, keep it going bro
;o
so many memories
Fuck dude honestlyyyy
4 years past and I’m still here .. damn I’m lost in this depression I don’t want this anymore
You and me both. Unfortunately I don't think it goes away. You just have to learn to live with it which is something I haven't been able to do either.
Same
Same
Were all struggling with demons. Like he said turn your wounds into wisdom. youre beautiful
I feel you
Still here in 2022. My mom just passed from addiction and tour music is getting me thru. Ilove you. Sincerely!
HOW ARE YOU NOT MORE FAMOUS?! You are saving me, your lyrics, your voice, your vibe. Man you're keepin me strong. Thank you
No joke
Felt every word of this song!!!!
Mayraaa Vallejo samee
Mayraaa Vallejo sameee💔😔
Mayraaa Vallejo its sad to say, same here. 😔😪
Mayraaa Vallejo Same😴💔
this is the only thing stopping me from suicide
Back seat videos always the best
Leonardo Medina
Leonardo Medina you right.
Leonardo Medina pretty sure he recorded voice somewhere else. then edit the car video and and voice together. hope I made sense there
John Ayon yu suck
Leonardo Medina wat if Ur in the front seat?? 😂😂
Wow... blown away with tears streaming down my face. Been through it all and going through more now. Familiar with it all. The struggle is real.
"I'm thankful for my family But it's like a precious curse cuz it hurts when that love is not reciprocated" that verse hit me hard.
"There is a beauty in every deep scar. " That part hits me.
"I wish this was a nightmare
But can I realise that I'm still standing right here
The same ground which I fell upon repeatedly
Around the same love that has always believed in me
Through all my downfalls and struggles I've encountered
Never left my side when my life was going downward
When I had no strength in myself that gave me power
To never let the light die inside through my darkest hour"
This hits home for me.
My ex left me in my struggle and my darkest hour and then she thought she could come back to me like nothing but fuck that bitch she can go be with the nigga she left me for and it sad how she was like the grass wasn’t greener it was jsut painted so I was like sucks to suck and took her shit out of my house
The whole song hits me 😔
*i just cant stop crying no one will ever understand my pain*
ROYALTY _BEAUTI u look like a strong woman 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
ROYALTY _BEAUTI same. I'm about to lose my dad
Jesus does, i don't understand your pain but i love you sister
ill pray for you Debbie
ROYALTY _BEAUTI trust me...there are alot of us out there .... That carry this burden you are not alone my sister!!!!! Those that are first will be last!!! Those that are last will be first!!!! 🙏
Bro I was like 13 or 14 when I first started listening to j now I’m 24 crazy how life works and how fast time flies
Nah on god I was like 12 13 😭I’m 20 now still hits home
"I'm going to sprout more than a lotus flower"
💕
Yes, become better, even after a heart break!
We are worth more than a thousand words!!!
I can really related , I get worried cause I feel like my depression is getting out of control , but I don't know how else to feel after losing friends and family this year .
Joss Barrera same
stay strong guys, lifes a struggle and youve gotta keep fighting
Joss Barrera Same ... man just wanna be happy just been busy making sure everyone else was now im just trynna get myself together no one really wants to take that time .
I feel you and I feel the same way
Took the words right out my mouth
crazy when someone can make a song that is 100% how u feel 👌👌👌👌👌👌
Rissa Boo ik right
Rissa Boo exactly what I feel and needed to say
yess 💯 😭
Everytime I've ever felt like there truly was no way out and I mean like about to attempt. I've always turned this song on right before it's saved me countless times I'm hoping it does it again now
A lot of people don’t understand when you don’t have anybody to speak to it just helps because I don’t have anybody I play this and cry
In the back seat of a car. Where it all started with your first video. I absolutely love your music. You are truly underrated. You're better than 99% of all these so call music artists and/or rappers these days. Your lyrics truly touch the hearts and souls of those who listen, so Keep doing what you're doing. One day you're going to be bigger than you ever expected.
"but dont cry hold it in homie dont cry, everything will be okay you'll be just fine"
Yeah but holding it in is slowly killing me frfr because when. I hold in the pain it comes out another way
@@chelseaclayton-billups5368 Thats the way life is for everyone, everyone has a different thing that occurs but some Can of course relate because they may be going thru the same things.
@@chelseaclayton-billups5368 whats best to do is Maintain the strongest possible and dont lose hope. Think back about the greatest memories and leave the bad ones aside.
Hard asf tho
Will everything really be okay though? It’s been 15 years...
there's no mainstream music like this nowadays. what rapper actually hits ur heart n soul when u hear thier song? everyone talks about the same bs but this guy speaks the truth, speaks about what most of us feel inside. lots of props to u homie. keep doing ur thing.
When i get really down, your music is the only thing i go to. Sometimes for a moment, sometimes for hours.. sometimes for days...
🙏 Dont quit makin music G 💯🙏
I can't express how much I love your music but I do so and I can relate so much.
I honestly never wanted this song to end..
That moment when you feel the same way :( & no one understands you.
Positive Vibes same
same here and i understand you brother!
Positive Vibes I feel u
same
hope everyone here gets through there struggle and makes it out. if nobody else cares I care, just have faith man patience is key
I’m still listening and still feeling this more and more. Sometimes pain can be too much for one to bare…. Sometimes the loved ones you need aren’t around or refuse to be cuz they think it’s just a phase or I should get over it…it’s not that easy unfortunately
Yo....
You gave me chills
I really hope you get through the depressive state of mind left by a heartbreak because surviving it is beautiful..
Awwe i hope he is ok i feel so bad stay up boo dont listen to the haters!😢😢💙💯🙏
Meleah Chiago true
Tallkid jr15 yeah but i feel his pain ik how it is to be like that all or his fans do😢😢💔
Meleah Chiago damn rite we do
Marielena Erazo lol I have seen you commenting on his videos alot
Junior Mejia lol i heard his frist video on insta n since then i have been a fan n i dont comment to get notice...its just that he spits bars i can relate to 😊😶
This song hits different as I grew older. I shed a tear hearing this bro. I love your music, it spoke to me 🤝
2023... Your lyrics crossed my mind and I think it was for a reason, your music helped me out in highschool. Thank you so much. Truly blessed to be alive, but times have been getting hard again. Your music will give me more strength.
His words are everything I feel right now in life . He is Absolutely amazing.
Wow listening to this song I am trying so hard not to break down and cry. I can totally relate to this song. Depression is real. Your music literally grabs my heart and stomps on it. I feel everything. Then always towards the end of your songs it gives me a self esteem boost. In the end I know I am worth it and I will be alright.
You are a very talented young man. You have the gift of writing music and pouring your heart out into the lyrics. Not a lot of musicians can do that. Love this song. I don't understand how you haven't blown up yet when you actually can rap and write music. Many blessings to you and keep writing music.
who's still listening in 2020??
Now 2021???
How about 2022?!
How about 2023?
Me I love his music he helps me with my battles
me it helps me with the thing that i am going and have been through
July 1st, halfway through this hellhole of a year but we gonna make it dawg, trust ☮️
I am 💯% been wanting to give up for a long time mainly since my dad died but his music is what holds me together
Me
Love chilling to your music, got me in my thoughts. Keep it up.
Omg I fight this feeling every single day 😭 depression eats me alive I wear a mask to hide how I really feel I laugh and I smile when I'm dying inside memories slowly killing me making me feel like I'm just too damaged and broken to be loved I push those who truly care away untill it's too late thanks for making this song mab
Ya bro I get da same shit every mother fucking day of my life lol fucking hopeless 😂😂😂
Still listening in 2021
His music will always be apart of me… the words literally hit my soul
I've replayed this song ten times and I can't stop replaying. Damn, I'm so depressed. I need help and I can't go to my parents or family. I hide my feelings and I have the most beautiful woman in the world. I feel so down right now.
Hey There Aye what social media do you have?
If you have the most beautiful woman bro , keep her , communicate with her cuz once u lose her bro , that shit fucks with u mentally so fucken bad . I just lost my girlfriend of 5 years and we planned so much and had so many memories together bro , now im all broken and cant even eat or sleep cuz i just feel so worthless and shit . So communicate with her and talk to her so she can understand and help out too
@@user-dq2ke7cm9f Feel this, so much...
Thank you homie
I honestly haven't heard this since it came out. Was sitting here playing a game heard this and stared singing and crying to it. This song means more to me than I realize. It's helped me prove to myself I'm better than I thought or anyone else thought. Thank you JayteKz and B-Mike to help me through the times I didn't think I would make it
Best artist ever he deserves more cred 😍😍❤️❤️😭
Sophia Mompe hell yeah
Bloody oath
How I been feeling lately I try my best to hold in my tears for my kids it's hard 😞💔
Same here.
Feel for you
Stay Strong and Keep your head up G’
Keep your head up Ik times can get hard fr I’m going through the same thing, it will get betyer
Do it for ur kids kids come first
Thank you.
Him and phora would make the most deepest song ever
true
Jonny Jaimes Phora x Jaytekz x Bmike All In 1
Wit b-mike
It's been a year and I'm still hoping they make a song together
If there’s anything I wanna do before I die is meet jaytekz. And hug him ❤️ he makes me feel like everything will be okay
Same here only concert I want go to
I always wanted to meet him😁
Yesssss ❤️ he’s everything in my eyes and he doesn’t even know ✨
He gives the best hugs🥺🖤
Every song I've ever listened to, your first video was the only one that I could actually feel your pain. Amazing lyrics man. Keep putting your heart in it.
All I can say is WOW!!!!! 🥺
ify 💔 just hang in there u got us fans to support u through this pain we love u don't listen to them haters they don't understand Jaytekz💗
Praying for everyone who is hurting ... just know you are not alone ♥️
Brissa Lopez yo life is a bitch I'm hear kn this earth thinking no one every wanted me in this world I feel you jay
Hmu
Brissa Lopez 😭😭😭😢 my heart got cold with this song
[Verse 1]
I always question why I feel so broke and
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing hope and
I just pray that I can find me
You see me smile but things ain't always what they might seem
It's been a while since I felt peace
This depression has been spreading like a damn disease
I hope I find a cure before this shit is too late
Grab the rope and end my life like Sadam Hussain
[Verse 2]
And people got the fucking nerve to judge
That's why it's hard for me to vent and don't know who to trust
And truth be told I can't even trust myself
Contemplating suicide this shit is not good for my health, so pathetic
But you ain't seen the tears I've shedded
It brakes my fucking heart to see the path in which I'm headed
Cause I'm lost, and death has never felt so close
Ain't no one else to blame cause it's the path in which I chose
So forgive me
Please forgive me for my selfish thoughts
Apologize for my mistakes and the pain I've caused
I've tried my best but my best is not enough
I'm tryna hold on but I don't think I'm strong enough
I'm slowly dying
I'm slowly dying and I'm breaking down
The day I'm lying underground I'll be safe and sound
And if you know me I know that shit hurts to hear
But I've grown weak and no longer can I persevere
No longer can I persevere
And I can't listen to advice since that shits not sincere
So many years I been fighting with my demons
Used every ounce of strength to this day I can't defeat them
Dreaming of the day that I find peace within my freedom
Cause I don't want to wake up I'm so tired of fucking breathing
Tired of living life cause I don't understand the meaning
And I've been losing sight of what is love cause love is so deceiving
Said love is so deceiving
J. Cole said it best people change like seasons
It's the truth either better or for worse
And I'm thankful for my family but it's like a precious curse
Cause it hurts, when that love is not reciprocated
What you once saw in someone becomes pixelated
I fucking hate it, the person I once knew I crave it
I wish I never met you you're the reason why I'm breaking
You're the reason why I'm aching every day
You're the reason why I packed my bags and had to get away
You're the reason why I'm cracking half and haven't been the same
You're the reason why I'm sad and always drench within the rain
You're the reason why I had a purpose, ever since I lost you I feel fucking worthless
I hope your life from here on out is perfect
Ain't no connection left between us like we lost the service
[Verse 3]
I wish this was a nightmare
But can I realise that I'm still standing right here
The same ground which I fell upon repeatedly
Around the same love that has always believed in me
Through all my downfalls and struggles I've encountered
Never left my side when my life was going downward
When I had no strength in myself that gave me power
To never let the light die inside through my darkest hour
To my darkest hour, I'mma sprout more than ever like a lotus flower
I'll take my wounds and I'll turn it into wisdom
I'll become a hero to the children that are victims, I promise you
No matter what just know you're not alone
Cause deep inside we all come from a broken home
But that's what made us, that's what made us who we are
Just know there's beauty buried deep inside of every scar
Heavens far but your angels are close by
Grab your loved ones cherish them and hold tight
But don't cry, hold it in, homie don't cry
Everything will be okay you'll be just fine
Have faith and put your trust in God
Believe in yourself and you will beat the odds
Take all the pain and embrace all your flaws
And you gonna realize who ain't broken after all
[Outro]
You ain't broken after all
You ain't broken after all
Is this actually how he feels inside himself
Love it !!
@@ethangifford1402 i can relate 100%
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Shits easy to understand it's not spite we're listening to just saying
I think I finally know what it’s gonna take to end the pain. Not worthy, not good, always alone and struggling. Can’t do it no more
Good stuff as usual my dude!
Jay, this song more then likely helped so many. The meaning behind it goes so deep. Major respect 👏
awh i love you don't cry 😭😭❤ keep on staying strong ! 💖
This song both breaks amd makes me every time I hear it just want to say a big thank you to jayteks you saved a life more than once here with your wise lyrics keep up the good work brother 👊
Chicago got the best upcoming artist
Chicago Street TV to be honest
*WHO'S STILL LISTENING IN 2019??* 💗😭
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Omg i cried so much to this song 🥺 he’s saying everything that always go through my head 💯
how are u now? hope all has cleared up n ur living happy :)
This made me cry I wish I could be there to make you happy instead of getting heart broken 💔
Who’s listening in 2024 💔💔
❤ I just ground thos song ! So fuckin real , the pain , the ambition ❤❤❤ much love from ya gurl miss lady over here in San jo California keep up the light of hope and faith ❤❤❤❤❤
your music always relates to what im going truh i love you jay
Your music is the reason people can start confronting the way they feel. Props to you for putting your mind out there we know its not easy but many people can relate. Your lyrics make us feel like we're not alone. Continue to make music that gives you peace of mind ✌
Still listening to this in 2021 he will never know his true meaning to this world..
only music can connect to the heart but the heart aint enough when its broken
I love how i can feel him when he sings and every song always so much meaning 💯🗣🗣
I've followed this man since he dropped his first backseat rap, and he's been like this since I've heard.
Always listened to you with my father and his friend Bailey. You have a way of speaking and now as I grow to an adult from an adolescent child I realize what the message truly is.
i always love hearing your music because i can relate to every word you say...
2:30 anybody else loved this part?
Paola Gonzalez best part
Paola Gonzalez yes
yes
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ya..I do
This is Honestly how I feel like if you feel The same 💔💔💔😭😭😭
Shut up stupid bitch
Itreallybelikethat bruh ong but it stays hitting:/
I'm with u on that I feel the same way thinking about ending my pain
Takes me back to the darkest times in my life, I hope I never get there again.
Things are much better now, thank you for this because it truly did help!
Much love
-Alek
I love you Jaytekz!!! You're amazing!!! Hang in there, you're one of the strongest out there in my eyes.
jayteks man this song touched me dude your my number one man thanks for making music that make sense
I'm always crying before he says not to. And when he does, it just makes me cry even more
Just dreaming of the day I find my piece within my freedom
Hang in there brother. You're finally reaching your goals 🙌 your kids look at you like a hero keep fighting.. heros are never forgotten but legends never die
+Always, Jaytekz you made me cry watching this. it's so emotional to me. You are very talented thanks for this...😘👌💓
+Always, JayteKz
Me to
Yaneth Loves youu your beautiful
OMG im crying your words are so powerful!!😭😭😢😍💙
Everyone should know it's good to cry and let it all out, and it's never good to hold it, but never go back to what broke you, cry because it hurts, don't cry because you can't get something back, eventually the scars will heal and teach us to be better in life
Not struggling with mental health anymore. I went to get help. Help is there. Just got to apply yourself. Like anything in life. I feel good depression bipolar n schizo no longer as long as im on my medication. Was against it for so long but stopped fighting with myself . Its ok to ask for help. We dont have to be alone or feel alone. There is people out in life to help. I hope anyone reading this stays n proves yourself wrong . Its worth it. You owe it to yourself. Build yourself. You demons dont have to make you. Love yall no homo. Stay up. 💪 You got this. !!!
his emotions😪
Damn crazy when he said, “the person I once knew I craved it, I wish I never met you, you’re the reason why I’m breaking, you’re there reason why I’m aching every day, you’re the reason I had to pack my bags and had to get away” I literally went through all of that
I can relate with you on so many levels. Damn!!! Made me feel the chills.
He is in so much pain it’s dark I know I been there I feel him
5 years later im just finding this, this means the world to me 🖤 Sometimes I feel like nobody gets it but this proves I'm not alone
Bro this man is basically telling my passed life and still struggling with some stuff dam I can relate. I understand the pain. No one is alone here keep on pushing don’t give up everyone.
@JeahWinder
I understand where your coming from but I don’t have anyone and I am alone and all I want to do is end right here
Life still sucks to this day I'm a mom and a fiance. I will be 23 this month and I hate the fact that I'm still here going through what I'm going through. I'm so close to leaving home and not returning. It's so hard and painful. I wish I never existed at times like invisible. I have so much stress and pressure.
dang bro i used to listen to this😕.....i cant blve how broken i was wen i was younger....i found Christ and know my worth now n it pains me to knw how lowly i saw myself...i pray for those who are having a rough time rn
This song hits home how i feel everyday gotta stay strong for my kiddos 💔😭😭
This hits my soul really hard
Who is still listening in 2024 ?
Saved me in 2020 Putin what I never could in word helped me see myself.
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I am
Ayyye jaytekz is a mf clasicccc
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Still remember the dark place I was in when I first heard this...listening to it now made me realize I'm out of that hole now.
This is so deep and ino this came from heart....Ur passion will take you far ➡ All Emotions
Made me shed tears love this song.
Nyla Banuelos same
Glad I found a song that speaks to me love your songs
Nyla Banuelos Right Who Doesn't
my mood once again.😪
2021 and still got you bro
Who's still to listening in 2024
Everyday ❤️
Dec 29th 2016 til now
Every damn day 😢 thank y'all for still being here