This hits me so hard. The only people who can understand these feelings are the people who have experienced it themselves. I have listened to this so many times. Thank you for making this song.
@@alextrott4228 hey man hit me up. I understand what you are talking about. I'd love to talk with you about it. I don't really know how to message outside of this platform so the best way to reach me is cjsimpson79 on the Google mail.
The fact that the depression is saying "You can be my fallen angel" and he replies the first two times to leave him alone, but the third he stays silent.. that means that depression won. I don't have words. Masterpiece and underrated. Good job
@@Massofman I caught it...but *please* tell me that last moment is a cliff hanger and not a guaranteed win by Depression? Never quite seen Depression anthropomorphized and cast as a well-written seductive demonic Yandere hard dom before. Creepy a.f. but awesome. My next three therapy bills will probably be dedicated to discussing how I could possibly find that persona attractive *headdesk*.
Another thing is how the chorus slightly changes in another way. Instead of saying, “I will make you... just another fallen Angel”, Mack says, “I will take you... you can be my fallen Angel”
I recognized that the first time I came across this song and this is still my favorite song to this day. Well written, execution was brilliant. This speaks to so many people and it needs more attention then what it has received.
Love how some random rapper understands me better than my family Holy sh**. I never expected to even have this seen! Im doin better now for those who were curious ^^
The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain I will make you- just another fallen angel Best chorus ever
@@Massofman dude, I'm loving your music, new fan here and I am already going through old n recent stuff both and sharing your music with friends that will appreciate your style and content. Idk how I didn't hear any of your stuff before but I'm glad I did
It’s so sad that songs like this are so underrated but songs about sex and drugs are the top hits. I have this conversation with myself daily and no one knows.
Keep your head held high the darkest nights always have light hidden somewhere I can relate I don't like asking for help honestly rather struggle but I don't let it own me because I surround myself with things that make me happy friends family etc the harder the day the closer to victory you are
Except...it's not a conversation with yourself. We were created with a spirit of love & power & a sound mind. Thoughts that come into your mind that you don't want there are NOT your thoughts. I made a huge personal breakthrough when I actually believed that. I began to truly start loving myself & understanding who I really was: enough. In spite of your past mistakes & painful soul wounds...you're beautiful & worth more than pure gold or 1,000,000 angels to the God of the universe. Have faith, trust your intuition & never lose hope 💪♡🙏
My twin brother was my biggest supporter, unfortunately he passed from this. I love u Seth!! I'm fighting my department and other mental health for u!! Miss u my friend. Wish you weren't my fallen angel❤
My PTSD doesn’t allow me to hear these words without reliving the pain, the agony, every battle with that inner voice. Hollering this as loud as I can in my car, tears rolling and voice quivering. GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD! When it’s all said and done, the tears slow to a gentle trickle, the memories fade, I come back to reality, feeing somewhat relieved, and hit replay.
Wait ptsd is the cause of getting overly emotional from relatable lyrics? Genuinely not being sarcastic, I have a ptsd diagnoses and wondered why I always like felt memories physically all over again while listening to music like this
I completely agree. This battle is real. I fight it everyday. Had my own battle with depression lately. Wrote my own part 2 version to this...everyone says it's pretty badass...even Mass Of Man heard and liked it. That meant alot more than anyone else telling me their opinion. Every person has this battle in this hellish world
Finding songs that are this relatable are hard to come by. Depression effects millions people. It's hard to explain depression if you don't experience it. This song definitely explains it in a way everyone could understand. Keep it up! We need more songs!
Unfortunately depression seems to win more often than not. I'm here to say it doesn't have to be that way. I've been all the way to the bottom and back. I'm here for anyone who needs it. If you have a story I'm here to listen.
This song hit hard after I lost my mother. Now there’s no one in my team to keep me going. Love ya , I hope life has gotten better for anyone that runs through this. I’m proud for all the survivors here. Keep the good fight ! 🙌
-Lyrics- Hi depression, how you been It's been a long time, we meet again I've been good, the fuck you been up to though Lately you look like you're unstoppable You must not have checked your messages I been trying to get to you desperately It's time you came and repaid your debt to me I just want to be left in peace Why the fuck you got to mess with me So sick and tired of you testing me Don't get to smile, don't get to sleep Sounds like you just need stress relief Cut yourself, or maybe take some pills Cuz no one cares if you die or live Waste of space, another useless soul The world is better if you just go Why you an asshole making it easy As long as I'm breathing, my family needs me Give it a week, and they'll forget your gone Forget your name, forget your songs You think your loved, but that's just a lie I cross my heart and I hope you die You can't cope with this, you can't cope with change You got knots to tie, you got ropes to hang But what do I do when I can't get a job And I can't get the fuck out of my house I'm losing it slowly, my life is unfolding And this isn't what I am about Whoa, tone it down, you gonna bust a vein It's just your fate, this isn't just your face I'm drawn to you, and you belong to me I hope you see that now you're stuck with me The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain I will make you- just another fallen angel Get the fuck out of my head Hold up man, I'm not done with you I'm going to do what I'm going to do Fuck this shit, I'm not comfortable All I ever do is run from you I can't accept this, I crave acceptance I stay expecting the same exact thing The same rejection, the same deflection The same infection, my brains defecting Don't you want to come play with me? We can see the world, at least the darker side of it I got in and left a mark inside your head I'm not leaving till the heart comes out your chest I've seen your soul, it isn't worth your keeping it And your incompleteness is what's been completing The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain I will make you- just another fallen angel Get the fuck out of my head I see dark on the greatest day I fight the pain, I just wanna gain some confidence Locked in a motherfucking box On top as a rock, I don't know how I got in this I do Fuck you, fuck everyone else in the whole world I've been on the edge and I'm unsure I've been feeling like something is building inside of me Killing me slowly, I feel like I'm dying And I have been trying to deal with the stress Life is a mess, I wish I been blessed I wish I was... Dead Maybe you're right You know that I'm right I'm sick of my life You're sick of your life Well come with me now, we can end it tonight We can end it tonight The voice inside your head I am the poison in your veins I toy with your emotions I take pleasure in your pain I will take you- you can be my fallen angel
“It’s just your fate, _this isn’t just a phase._ I’m drawn to you, and _you belong to me,_ I hope you see that now _you’re stuck with me._ This is one of my biggest fears.
What helps from my experience, is the 7 Charka Meditation. Its a simple concept but pretty hard to execute. It is as follows: Get some nice music, get into a medetative(relaxed) state. After one become relaxed, ask oneself (with the sentence one prefer) -> please show me what I fear. Let ones mind work, breath and be calm, thank oneself for the enlightenment. When it becomes to intense, to stay calm or relaxed, one can listen to the music again. If it is to hard at all, one can also open ones eyes and fixate something in ones room (to not "see" as much). The naming of ones fears should release some tension in the later days and when one have crept relaxed it will also reduce the stress reaction in ones body when the thoughts come up and one will have an insight into what kind of negativity ones thought arrises from. - don't push oneself to much, there may be more fears alone that one can handle in 1 session, don't let one become overwhelmed by it, just change ones focus or open ones eyes todo so. (One can also start by asking for minor fears, guilts and so on, one don't have to be greedy and drag oneself into the darkest corner!). Just ask oneself, can one show me a minor fear. In the meditative state can ask or imagine literaly anything and after some time something will come up related to ones question or calling. One can do any of these together or one pic one. (but the greatest impact are all in order - pretty hard to stay calm tho but at the end it creates a sense of wholeness) //if one never meditated before and don't know how, just look up some "Guided Chakra Meditations" on this plattform or any other Positive Meditation, then one just have to chill and listen. // Survival (is blocked by) Fear, Pleasure (is blocked by) Guilt, Willpower (is blocked by) Shame, Love (is blocked by) Grief, Truth (is blocked by) Lies, Insight (is blocked by) Illusion, Beeing in Flow (is blocked by) Attatchment (disclaimer no offence read to the end) Longterm, one need to practise confidence! Look up on the internet how to grow ones confidence and how to deal with being a coward. I guess one don't think about oneself as a coward, but to put it that way, if one is depressed one need to build up extra/new confidence, that will help to train a muscle against the overwhelmingly strong completely out of its mind protective mechanism that is attacking ones identity (for no reason). This mechnism creates fears and fears can be overcome by courage. So tiny small steps of courage on many levels in ones life can grow that mechanism and that will be useful to push back against depression. ((if you would ask me what depression is, it is that ones emotions (all together) become disordered and send to the brain that they are not okay, that makes the self-defense mechanism (the thing that is protecting one(or attacking others) from doing stupid stuff or bad situations and reacts to something like loss or shame with cover up emotions like anger) go berserk and because there is no stimuli from the outside, it defends your emotions with aggression against one (ones identity). That creates the bad thoughts. But your identity is also the mechanism that is inhabiting ones action space, your possible sets of actions or what one like todo. And now comes the cyrle - because if ones identity (ones action-space) is attacked, I at least am not able to fix my emotional needs by action to cure this disordering. And so it goes on and on and on: Emotional Chaos -> Protective Response -> Attacked Identity -> Unable to Act -> Emotional Chaos persists -> Even Greater Protective Response.. So thats why I am saying, know what your bad emotions are, name them and train ones courage to hold against the Protective Response to still be able to Act so one can create order again)) In my Case this comes from "emotional Gaslighting" by my Parents. It created a false sense of how I should go about my fellings. - it is a form of emotional abuse one should be aware of because I think it is very common.
I won over my anxiety and depression and trust me sometimes it does feel like your helpless and trapped but all you got to do is just pray and have faith trust me that's not anybody's faith.🙏🙏🙏👍
Same!! Such truth!! Been in and out of Butler, but still feels like I'm not getting the true help I need. They just want to medicate me, but I need to fight the pain. Music helps so much. That's why I love writing poetry and stories. Just want to be strong and beat this. 😊
595 people in 2019 have no idea what it’s like to struggle with depression the constant daily struggle just to keep breathing.... wait til it hits you personally or someone you love & care about!! There should be absolutely be zero thumbs down for this song & it should be played over every single radio station with links to help available & turned into a television advertisement in every country on every station
@soep gamer not always. Sometimes people do things just to keep themselves busy. Atleast in my experience, I've gone through suicidal thoughts every few weeks. Keeping myself "busy" seems to be the only way to cope with
This song literally describes my life for the past 10 years. Depression is a horrible disease. If anyone needs someone to talk to just hit me up. Thanks for describing depression so accurately in a song. This song is legendary.
I'm 29 and was born with a disability called agenisis of the corpus callosum which is a part of the brain that is missing and causes difficulty with motor controls, delayed learning,vision & hearing impairment, seizures and insomnia. And on top of all that I had to grow up in a abusive home and deal with bullying at school. I never felt I belonged anywhere and wondered why I had to be different from everyone else. Why couldn't I make friends?, why did I freeze up when I wanted to go over and speak to people?, why didnt my dad want me?, why wouldn't my mother ever protect or encourage me?, all of these things have been running through my head having a great time destroying me all the while I had both parents using me as a weapon against each other both constantly telling me that half of me was bad 😢 all this did was fan the flames and made me hate myself and the bullying just left more scars that will never heal. I fight a war in my head every day and I'm afraid to lose. I have found that when we talk about our problems and weaponize that pain in order to use it as a tool to help others in our situation it can help to disarm the inner demons that have caused so much hurt so when you see someone who is broken just reach out and help them the way you wish someone would for you. No one should fight alone and you dont have to either. Stay strong you are worthy loved & wanted even when you cant see it suicide doesn't end the pain it passes it to someone else that cared about you
Can't believe I just found you, but I'm glad I did. Your music spits volumes. As I was sinking these drinks, I got closer and closer. I hope you read this, you saved me tonight. I may be a few years late, but you just earned your biggest fan. Thankyou.
from hearing this in 2018 then playing this now and still feel the same and know every word gets me. and when the depression speaks i can hear another voice singing it in my head.
Honestly man I've been freestyling to a beat just like this forever but it sounds different. Swear a dude named syndrome beats has one that sounds like this too.
i hadnt listened to it in forever but knew it was on his channel, thanks for the heads up, i didnt realize they worked together, agreed on them both making amazing beats.
"Give it a week, and they'll forget you're gone, forget your name, forget your songs" I'm poet who writes song lyrics, and this line hit me so hard in the chest, makes me think if, fighting to see tomorrow is even worth it.
Of course it's worth it , the darkest times always can be conquered by our Lord Jesus Christ. Steer your heart towards him and watch your life change. That's biblical as word tells us we will transform closer we get to God.
@@lucifermorningstar5258 I wasn't either for most of my life, took a downward descent into chaos I'd wish upon no one, but it made me who I am now glory to God. Keep strong my man
I respect that, I'm far from what you'd call a Christian. I grew up in a broken home, and in a way it fucked me up. I'm 18 now, but something like that doesn't always go away. Everyday is a struggle, but music has always been here for me to fall back on. Stay strong.
Well it is worth it. No matter what it says. All these things are real but you cannot give into them. We all flirt with a deadly notition but the trick is not to listen to it.
Just discovered this song. I'm in tears it hit me so hard. I'm facing 5 to 15 over something I didn't do (never felt so lost and hopeless). Your lyrics describe how I feel to a T. Thank you for showing me I'm not alone.
I am with you brother or sister, but more importantly JESUS is with you RIGHT NOW, I HOPE U BELIEVE IT, PLEASE BELIEVE IT & KEEP FIGHTING FOR JUSTICE! GIVE IT TO GOD & BELIEVE IN MIRACLES PLEASE! GOD BLESS YOU! I will be praying for SURE!! I LOVE YOU, GOD & JESUS LOVE YOU!!
Anyone who’s ever dealt with severe depression or the effects of being bi-polar say thank you sir..... you are fuckin awesome. I’m blown away thank you so saying what I’ve tried to say my entire adult life.
Suicide is something that happens to other people. That's what I thought. I was wrong. In 2011 my 43 yr old little brother took his life. If I learned anything, talking out loud about it is so important. Thank you for this song, it hits home and describes depression so well. If I'd only known, maybe things might have been different. Knowledge is power. Again, thank you and well done.
❤❤love this song!! So truthful!! Mass of Man ur awesome!! I'm from MA too. Mack Harrison reminds me of GEazy, awesome amazing duet u guys!! Ty, y'all saved my life with this❤
What hits hard for me is the fact this is not the first battle he has with depression but also the last despite he was doing well in life. Depression even says "what the f you've been up to though? lately you look like youre unstoppable" meaning that the depression came when he was in a high point in his life. But after this long dialogue the depression finally wins. We can see that in the last verse Mass is not fighting back, meaning he agreed to take his own life. This hits so hard because its so real. Depression can come even though everything can be perfect in your life and when it comes it can hit so hard that despite your success, you still can give in to the hopelessness and end up taking your own life. Please take care of yourself and if you are feeling low, seek help. Talk to someone. You are loved. Remember that.
Ima drug addict and I've gots alot of mental health issues and I don't know why I'm not six feet under but I've had many times where I coulda been dead but I'm still breathing. I love this song cause it really relates to me and my life.
Adam Kory you are sooooo right!! My 20 year old Son ended his life last year. He was doing the best in his life that he had ever done. Had an excellent well paying job, a beautiful Fiance' and had just purchased a new BMW!!! I will never understand....
I literally just called the suicide outline then came back and found this video. After seeing the title I instaclicked hoping for inspiration.... when it reached the end I was gasping for an answer, will they bring the beat back and beat depression? Idunno I sound like a idiot I think this is a sign.. I'm riding this with you man. You will power through.
This shit hit me hard asf. If you know, you know. People that don't know the feeling don't truly understand. They might say they do, or try to but they never will fully understand it.
First heard this song on Spotify Had to look for the video Can’t believe how much I feel like I have this conversation in my head when I’m feeling down.. Been this way since I was a kid.. now this song should b used for something to show people who this this is a faze that this shits real.
Thank you Tom for being my guide out of dark times and for showing me I'm not alone... That my mistakes don't define me! They help strength me and teach me something that I didn't know... I love your music it inspires me to write my own and help others they way you have to me...❤🎉🎼🎶🎵🎧😊
I've shared this song like 10 times! I deal with depression, bipolar and anxiety. This speaks to me on every level. Daily demons trying to overtake my mind. I hope this song helps many understand what a struggle it is. Blessings to everyone
two years and I'm hearing this powerful song for the first time. wonderfully done, showing exactly just how helpless most are when dealing with ourselves. I very much can relate to this song.
Depression could be human it could be just a voice, a shade or knife that cuts away your shape I always thought that scaring people away would make me feel less heavy but that just added weights
A reality for so many ❤️ keep fighting .. never give up. Don't be afraid to speak up. Seek help. And don't stop. The hardest part is realizing it's "a glitch in the circuit" that is causing lies to replay over an over . I'm determined to overcome it
I don't know how you're not more famous but thank you for voicing what a lot of us feel. I love you bro even though I've never met you. Keep it up. I believe in you
From some one who has suffered from depression for half my life . This song says it all , it's the hardest battle someone can go thro . You never know what someone has going on in the inside, thats why you should always be kind to people , you can say the wrong think and it well kill them on the inside . Love your music keep it up 💯 ❤
But every turn I take he's there just waiting to bring me down it's pissing me off I'm striving for better but better feels like I'm not worth it time but depression makes sure he's there every time
I love songs like this, different & relatable. It's like flipping our thoughts rather in reality or spaced out & high as ever. Love it. I love Falling Angel 2, too. Thanks for the realist rap vibes Mass of Man.
Wow...holy f**k!!!this is sick as f**k hommies for real my new favorite song on replay man..this is the first song I heard by either of yall an I didn't realize y'all were two diff groups two diff rappers man now I wish y'all was a permanent team because y'all compliment one another so much! Got any other songs together?
I love how RUclips has flagged this as inappropriate for some audiences. Yes it can trigger folks. However more can relate to this more than get triggered. Keep up the good work @mass of man
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I feel like he's singing my life
@@mandylynch6341 same. I listen when I'm low.
I have a lot of lows
@@mandylynch6341 it's okay to not be okay. Its not okay to dwell on it. We need people that understand the life and feelings, lows and meanings.
I love my life depression is my battle ❣️
This hits me so hard. The only people who can understand these feelings are the people who have experienced it themselves. I have listened to this so many times. Thank you for making this song.
You Are Very Welcome
FallenAngel i feel like dis rn i should fucking end it but i wouldnt be hurtjng myself i would be hurting others
@@alextrott4228 hey man hit me up. I understand what you are talking about. I'd love to talk with you about it. I don't really know how to message outside of this platform so the best way to reach me is cjsimpson79 on the Google mail.
FallenAngel what's fucked up about it is I can relate to this song...
This. This right here is the story of my life. depression and anxiety and it sucks
The fact that the depression is saying "You can be my fallen angel" and he replies the first two times to leave him alone, but the third he stays silent.. that means that depression won. I don't have words. Masterpiece and underrated. Good job
i'm glad you caught that
@@Massofman I still say it lol
@@Massofman I caught it...but *please* tell me that last moment is a cliff hanger and not a guaranteed win by Depression?
Never quite seen Depression anthropomorphized and cast as a well-written seductive demonic Yandere hard dom before. Creepy a.f. but awesome. My next three therapy bills will probably be dedicated to discussing how I could possibly find that persona attractive *headdesk*.
It never goes away.
@@araeshkigal I wish I had the courage to go to therapy. My depression as ruined a lot of things I love.
That last chorus, the missing "get the f out of my head" that hurt.
Another thing is how the chorus slightly changes in another way. Instead of saying, “I will make you... just another fallen Angel”, Mack says, “I will take you... you can be my fallen Angel”
Both of those are true, showing how he listened to the voice in his head
I DIDNT THINK ANY OF YOU NOTICED THAT!
@@WreckinPoints11 EXACTLY!
I recognized that the first time I came across this song and this is still my favorite song to this day. Well written, execution was brilliant. This speaks to so many people and it needs more attention then what it has received.
I don't understand why this masterpiece is underrated this song deserve more and more .
The media would say this kind of song would motivate suicide lol when all it does is explain it
This song hits home in a whole different way 😭
Glad you enjoyed it
Whats your insta ill be your friend so i will always be here for you
Savanna Bartley same🖤😭
@@krysis1343massofman
@@tylercobb1860 Dont steal my name :p
Love how some random rapper understands me better than my family
Holy sh**. I never expected to even have this seen! Im doin better now for those who were curious ^^
The connected souls understand eachother better than the people in ur direction
Family, friends, significant other...
I know how it is! One of my favorite songs to help fight my inner demons.
I understand that
Bruh... X234568891976543
The voice inside your head
I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions
I take pleasure in your pain
I will make you- just another fallen angel
Best chorus ever
I agree this chorus is so true to me
Take*
Ikr
cuddle bunnyx yeah.
Hit hard
This song explains my life so much. Don’t feel like I matter to anyone. Sometimes I wonder if I would be better off gone from this earth! 😭😭
Both of them killed it, love the creepy lilting melody that "depression" uses on his chorus
Thank you
@@Massofman dude, I'm loving your music, new fan here and I am already going through old n recent stuff both and sharing your music with friends that will appreciate your style and content. Idk how I didn't hear any of your stuff before but I'm glad I did
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It’s so sad that songs like this are so underrated but songs about sex and drugs are the top hits.
I have this conversation with myself daily and no one knows.
Yep my guilt have me like this something
Keep your head held high the darkest nights always have light hidden somewhere I can relate I don't like asking for help honestly rather struggle but I don't let it own me because I surround myself with things that make me happy friends family etc the harder the day the closer to victory you are
Me too
Except...it's not a conversation with yourself. We were created with a spirit of love & power & a sound mind. Thoughts that come into your mind that you don't want there are NOT your thoughts. I made a huge personal breakthrough when I actually believed that. I began to truly start loving myself & understanding who I really was: enough. In spite of your past mistakes & painful soul wounds...you're beautiful & worth more than pure gold or 1,000,000 angels to the God of the universe. Have faith, trust your intuition & never lose hope 💪♡🙏
Because most people who listen to music are younger and most of them aren’t mature enough to understand this type of music.
If anyone needs a loving, caring and supportive brother... I’m here. Feel hugged.
Need more people like this in life
i wished i had a brother that was like this for me ;-;
Hugs back
@@Mommy2anAngelbaby thanks. I kinda needed that too.
My twin brother was my biggest supporter, unfortunately he passed from this. I love u Seth!! I'm fighting my department and other mental health for u!! Miss u my friend. Wish you weren't my fallen angel❤
My PTSD doesn’t allow me to hear these words without reliving the pain, the agony, every battle with that inner voice. Hollering this as loud as I can in my car, tears rolling and voice quivering. GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY HEAD!
When it’s all said and done, the tears slow to a gentle trickle, the memories fade, I come back to reality, feeing somewhat relieved, and hit replay.
Wait ptsd is the cause of getting overly emotional from relatable lyrics? Genuinely not being sarcastic, I have a ptsd diagnoses and wondered why I always like felt memories physically all over again while listening to music like this
@@josephwebb5074 Yes, ptsd can cause a trigger to certain things and emotions come hard, you do not even realize it, till the trigger happens.
@@josephwebb5074Yes. I also have PTSD
No song has ever spoken to me like this
happy to hear i could speak to you through my music
Mass of Man dude this was really good. Thank u man
I completely agree. This battle is real. I fight it everyday. Had my own battle with depression lately. Wrote my own part 2 version to this...everyone says it's pretty badass...even Mass Of Man heard and liked it. That meant alot more than anyone else telling me their opinion. Every person has this battle in this hellish world
@@stuntmanjackyork6982 lol
I totally agree
I cannot express how this hits me...
Looking for ways to explain depression and anxiety to others..
Thank you for this.
One of the most underrated songs I have ever heard. Don't worry on my watch, I will share you to the mases. You are awesome!
Uh over 6million views fam.. not all that underrated
Need people to think like you these days.
Qxx
@@TendoYTL look at the date of his comment, a year ago. This song wasn't that popular before it was really underated
@@zerotwo7090 6mil in a year i still wouldn't categorized it as underrated but not a big deal so.
Its crazy how many people feel like this and can relate to this shit so hard. I hope you all beat your demons asses and come out as the king you are 👑
Mad respect for him putting this song out there so we know we aren't alone in this fight!!
This is one of the best hooks i’ve ever heard
Dylan glad you like it
Why isn’t this exploding yet?
This should have way more views..
Khadiga Nayef right
The More Everyone Shares This Video The More My Channel Will Grow.
Khadiga Nayef agreed this should be way up there where the people at?
Khadiga Nayef Right I'm so happy I just found it now
Khadiga Nayef spread it post it on all of your social media like im about to do
Finding songs that are this relatable are hard to come by. Depression effects millions people. It's hard to explain depression if you don't experience it. This song definitely explains it in a way everyone could understand. Keep it up! We need more songs!
Try this one. Its a little older but hits me like a truck every time I listen to it. ruclips.net/video/ICB-TbY96_8/видео.html
If you also like rock, check out the Band Citizen Soldier, almost every song is about depression and shit.
@@Pandakyo1000 I listen to them to and they have alot of really good songs.
Unfortunately depression seems to win more often than not. I'm here to say it doesn't have to be that way. I've been all the way to the bottom and back. I'm here for anyone who needs it. If you have a story I'm here to listen.
You are correct in your observations
Mack Harrison is phenomenal in this. Delivery, flow and the hook so on point
This is my all time favourite song, I can't stop listening to it, I listen to it on repeat every single day.
This describes depression and anxiety disorder to me almost perfectly. I felt this more than anything else today. Thank you.
Same here.
My Depression and GAD.
Same
This man should have more then 18k subscribers
Edit: Damn it’s been 2 years already and now you are at 100k subs 🎉
Millions I know
E -motion you missed one 18k and 1
Why only 18k when iam with him
Than
This man should have more then 39k subscribers
This song hit hard after I lost my mother. Now there’s no one in my team to keep me going. Love ya , I hope life has gotten better for anyone that runs through this. I’m proud for all the survivors here. Keep the good fight ! 🙌
-Lyrics-
Hi depression, how you been
It's been a long time, we meet again
I've been good, the fuck you been up to though
Lately you look like you're unstoppable
You must not have checked your messages
I been trying to get to you desperately
It's time you came and repaid your debt to me
I just want to be left in peace
Why the fuck you got to mess with me
So sick and tired of you testing me
Don't get to smile, don't get to sleep
Sounds like you just need stress relief
Cut yourself, or maybe take some pills
Cuz no one cares if you die or live
Waste of space, another useless soul
The world is better if you just go
Why you an asshole making it easy
As long as I'm breathing, my family needs me
Give it a week, and they'll forget your gone
Forget your name, forget your songs
You think your loved, but that's just a lie
I cross my heart and I hope you die
You can't cope with this, you can't cope with change
You got knots to tie, you got ropes to hang
But what do I do when I can't get a job
And I can't get the fuck out of my house
I'm losing it slowly, my life is unfolding
And this isn't what I am about
Whoa, tone it down, you gonna bust a vein
It's just your fate, this isn't just your face
I'm drawn to you, and you belong to me
I hope you see that now you're stuck with me
The voice inside your head
I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions
I take pleasure in your pain
I will make you- just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
Hold up man, I'm not done with you
I'm going to do what I'm going to do
Fuck this shit, I'm not comfortable
All I ever do is run from you
I can't accept this, I crave acceptance
I stay expecting the same exact thing
The same rejection, the same deflection
The same infection, my brains defecting
Don't you want to come play with me?
We can see the world, at least the darker side of it
I got in and left a mark inside your head
I'm not leaving till the heart comes out your chest
I've seen your soul, it isn't worth your keeping it
And your incompleteness is what's been completing
The voice inside your head
I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions
I take pleasure in your pain
I will make you- just another fallen angel
Get the fuck out of my head
I see dark on the greatest day
I fight the pain, I just wanna gain some confidence
Locked in a motherfucking box
On top as a rock, I don't know how I got in this
I do
Fuck you, fuck everyone else in the whole world
I've been on the edge and I'm unsure
I've been feeling like something is building inside of me
Killing me slowly, I feel like I'm dying
And I have been trying to deal with the stress
Life is a mess, I wish I been blessed
I wish I was...
Dead
Maybe you're right
You know that I'm right
I'm sick of my life
You're sick of your life
Well come with me now, we can end it tonight
We can end it tonight
The voice inside your head
I am the poison in your veins
I toy with your emotions
I take pleasure in your pain
I will take you- you can be my fallen angel
Deep!! Love this and I couldn't of wrote it any better
💯💯💯💯
Why is this a mood??
I feel for this.
Teresa Lamorie corr yh, depressions a mood init. It’s a motive 🥴 shut up neek
“It’s just your fate, _this isn’t just a phase._ I’m drawn to you, and _you belong to me,_ I hope you see that now _you’re stuck with me._
This is one of my biggest fears.
What helps from my experience, is the 7 Charka Meditation. Its a simple concept but pretty hard to execute. It is as follows:
Get some nice music, get into a medetative(relaxed) state. After one become relaxed, ask oneself (with the sentence one prefer) -> please show me what I fear. Let ones mind work, breath and be calm, thank oneself for the enlightenment. When it becomes to intense, to stay calm or relaxed, one can listen to the music again. If it is to hard at all, one can also open ones eyes and fixate something in ones room (to not "see" as much).
The naming of ones fears should release some tension in the later days and when one have crept relaxed it will also reduce the stress reaction in ones body when the thoughts come up and one will have an insight into what kind of negativity ones thought arrises from. - don't push oneself to much, there may be more fears alone that one can handle in 1 session, don't let one become overwhelmed by it, just change ones focus or open ones eyes todo so. (One can also start by asking for minor fears, guilts and so on, one don't have to be greedy and drag oneself into the darkest corner!). Just ask oneself, can one show me a minor fear. In the meditative state can ask or imagine literaly anything and after some time something will come up related to ones question or calling.
One can do any of these together or one pic one. (but the greatest impact are all in order - pretty hard to stay calm tho but at the end it creates a sense of wholeness)
//if one never meditated before and don't know how, just look up some "Guided Chakra Meditations" on this plattform or any other Positive Meditation, then one just have to chill and listen. //
Survival (is blocked by) Fear,
Pleasure (is blocked by) Guilt,
Willpower (is blocked by) Shame,
Love (is blocked by) Grief,
Truth (is blocked by) Lies,
Insight (is blocked by) Illusion,
Beeing in Flow (is blocked by) Attatchment
(disclaimer no offence read to the end)
Longterm, one need to practise confidence! Look up on the internet how to grow ones confidence and how to deal with being a coward.
I guess one don't think about oneself as a coward, but to put it that
way, if one is depressed one need to build up extra/new confidence, that
will help to train a muscle against the overwhelmingly strong
completely out of its mind protective mechanism that is attacking ones
identity (for no reason). This mechnism creates fears and fears can be overcome by courage.
So tiny small steps of courage on many levels in ones life can grow
that mechanism and that will be useful to push back against depression.
((if you would ask me what depression is, it is that ones emotions (all together) become disordered and send to the brain that they are not okay, that makes the self-defense mechanism (the thing that is protecting one(or attacking others) from doing stupid stuff or bad situations and reacts to something like loss or shame with cover up emotions like anger) go berserk and because there is no stimuli from the outside, it defends your emotions with aggression against one (ones identity). That creates the bad thoughts. But your identity is also the mechanism that is inhabiting ones action space, your possible sets of actions or what one like todo. And now comes the cyrle - because if ones identity (ones action-space) is attacked, I at least am not able to fix my emotional needs by action to cure this disordering. And so it goes on and on and on: Emotional Chaos -> Protective Response -> Attacked Identity -> Unable to Act -> Emotional Chaos persists -> Even Greater Protective Response..
So thats why I am saying, know what your bad emotions are, name them and train ones courage to hold against the Protective Response to still be able to Act so one can create order again))
In my Case this comes from "emotional Gaslighting" by my Parents. It created a false sense of how I should go about my fellings. - it is a form of emotional abuse one should be aware of because I think it is very common.
I won over my anxiety and depression and trust me sometimes it does feel like your helpless and trapped but all you got to do is just pray and have faith trust me that's not anybody's faith.🙏🙏🙏👍
It’s a tough battle I deal it with it everyday
My fear to but it got me trapped already.. it won't be with us forever we will get rid of depression it's just hard atm
Ur cute 😍
“I’m the voice inside your head I’m the poison inside your veins” that’s describing how dangerous depression is.
Yeah but most of the people dont believe in depression
Facts hard to stay some days but don't lay down
@@AaronHumphrey-xk9oi fr the part that hits hard i only know this from my dad he used to listen to this and now i js found it the meanin hits tho
This song hits me soooo dam hard😭.
Can’t stop listening to this.
Same!! Such truth!! Been in and out of Butler, but still feels like I'm not getting the true help I need. They just want to medicate me, but I need to fight the pain. Music helps so much. That's why I love writing poetry and stories. Just want to be strong and beat this. 😊
595 people in 2019 have no idea what it’s like to struggle with depression the constant daily struggle just to keep breathing.... wait til it hits you personally or someone you love & care about!!
There should be absolutely be zero thumbs down for this song & it should be played over every single radio station with links to help available & turned into a television advertisement in every country on every station
Real talk !!!
@soep gamer not always. Sometimes people do things just to keep themselves busy. Atleast in my experience, I've gone through suicidal thoughts every few weeks. Keeping myself "busy" seems to be the only way to cope with
I Love When you find an artist as they are putting out new stuff
Happy To Hear I Gained A New Fan.
MASS OF MAN you've gained two!
Three*
*Five
six
Dear God wrap Your Loving arms around the broken hearts listening to this through tears ..fill that empty space with Your Love and grace amen 🙏
This actually made me cry it hurt so much to know what it feels like.
This song literally describes my life for the past 10 years. Depression is a horrible disease. If anyone needs someone to talk to just hit me up.
Thanks for describing depression so accurately in a song. This song is legendary.
I need someone to talk ro
My manic depression, PTSD, anxiety and bipolar are spiraling outta control
This song hits every key point!!
Dude.. I'm alA 23 Year Old Woman with Chronic Illnesses. Both physical and Mental
This Made me Cry.
I felt this.
💔
Hang in there Mia, I’m also 23 and constantly ill. Just put some headphones on, blast some music & forget the world. We’re all here for you
Its only a illness if you let it
I'm 29 and was born with a disability called agenisis of the corpus callosum which is a part of the brain that is missing and causes difficulty with motor controls, delayed learning,vision & hearing impairment, seizures and insomnia. And on top of all that I had to grow up in a abusive home and deal with bullying at school. I never felt I belonged anywhere and wondered why I had to be different from everyone else. Why couldn't I make friends?, why did I freeze up when I wanted to go over and speak to people?, why didnt my dad want me?, why wouldn't my mother ever protect or encourage me?, all of these things have been running through my head having a great time destroying me all the while I had both parents using me as a weapon against each other both constantly telling me that half of me was bad 😢 all this did was fan the flames and made me hate myself and the bullying just left more scars that will never heal. I fight a war in my head every day and I'm afraid to lose. I have found that when we talk about our problems and weaponize that pain in order to use it as a tool to help others in our situation it can help to disarm the inner demons that have caused so much hurt so when you see someone who is broken just reach out and help them the way you wish someone would for you. No one should fight alone and you dont have to either. Stay strong you are worthy loved & wanted even when you cant see it suicide doesn't end the pain it passes it to someone else that cared about you
I'm a 20 year old male suffering with depression, anxiety and DID :')
"your incompleteness is what completes me"......awesome word play
I love these types of songs....
when the artist have a convo with/her anger, sadness, fear etc
@Shane do you know anymore of these type of song that you can give me a link
Well i know of one and it's a guy falling to his greed
@@tomasrodriguez2106 what is it
Matthew Buterbaugh "dance with the devil" by Immortal Technique
sometimes these convos literally happen with just your mind without the music and rhymes
I like this music. It doesn't glamorise mental health issues like most music nowadays, it spreads awareness. Jaytekz and this guy are amazing ❤️❤️❤️
Can't believe I just found you, but I'm glad I did. Your music spits volumes. As I was sinking these drinks, I got closer and closer. I hope you read this, you saved me tonight. I may be a few years late, but you just earned your biggest fan. Thankyou.
from hearing this in 2018 then playing this now and still feel the same and know every word gets me. and when the depression speaks i can hear another voice singing it in my head.
2018 yes, but not anymore. u know the truth.
This is so good!! Thank you for using our beat :)
not a problem!
So good
Honestly man I've been freestyling to a beat just like this forever but it sounds different. Swear a dude named syndrome beats has one that sounds like this too.
Syndrome & Jurrivh made this beat, its called Exodus. Jurrivh played the Piano for Syndrome, they both produce amazing beats.
i hadnt listened to it in forever but knew it was on his channel, thanks for the heads up, i didnt realize they worked together, agreed on them both making amazing beats.
This song is amazing. I can relate to this so much.. wow
One simple word.
Incredible
Ivan Catalan I'm saying 💯
Thank you
“I’ve seen your soul it isn’t worth you keeping it, and your incompleteness is what’s been completing it.”
🔥🔥#chills
"Give it a week, and they'll forget you're gone, forget your name, forget your songs"
I'm poet who writes song lyrics, and this line hit me so hard in the chest, makes me think if, fighting to see tomorrow is even worth
it.
Of course it's worth it , the darkest times always can be conquered by our Lord Jesus Christ. Steer your heart towards him and watch your life change. That's biblical as word tells us we will transform closer we get to God.
@@joshuaford9131 not really a religious person, but it was nice seeing someone cares.
@@lucifermorningstar5258 I wasn't either for most of my life, took a downward descent into chaos I'd wish upon no one, but it made me who I am now glory to God. Keep strong my man
I respect that, I'm far from what you'd call a Christian. I grew up in a broken home, and in a way it fucked me up. I'm 18 now, but something like that doesn't always go away. Everyday is a struggle, but music has always been here for me to fall back on. Stay strong.
Well it is worth it. No matter what it says. All these things are real but you cannot give into them. We all flirt with a deadly notition but the trick is not to listen to it.
I wish there was a way to see how many times I replayed it❤
They have a RUclips repeater that keeps track
@@PunkehPants what?! Where can I see it?
Feeling suicidal all the time and not being able to shake it. Your music saves me everyday, Thank you and keep it up. Your music is epic
Just discovered this song. I'm in tears it hit me so hard. I'm facing 5 to 15 over something I didn't do (never felt so lost and hopeless). Your lyrics describe how I feel to a T. Thank you for showing me I'm not alone.
You can get through this! Be strong and keep pushing forward
I can relate
I am with you brother or sister, but more importantly JESUS is with you RIGHT NOW, I HOPE U BELIEVE IT, PLEASE BELIEVE IT & KEEP FIGHTING FOR JUSTICE! GIVE IT TO GOD & BELIEVE IN MIRACLES PLEASE! GOD BLESS YOU! I will be praying for SURE!! I LOVE YOU, GOD & JESUS LOVE YOU!!
Same I have court Feb 22 2024 and I didn't do nothing the police and the court system is screwed up
I got court on the tenth of this month I'm looking at 5 years for some so called friend trust no one my brothers an sisters
Anyone who’s ever dealt with severe depression or the effects of being bi-polar say thank you sir..... you are fuckin awesome. I’m blown away thank you so saying what I’ve tried to say my entire adult life.
"You're sick of your life? Well come with me now we can end it tonight" as he rubs his head gave me goosebumps
Especially when you consider going with them demons encouraging you to go. So tempting
Hits so hard. Especially lately. 20 years of it and depression is finally beating me
I suffer from depression and this song has saved my life a few times. 💕 this song.
Oh you sweet Ohio guy 🥺
Suicide is something that happens to other people. That's what I thought. I was wrong. In 2011 my 43 yr old little brother took his life. If I learned anything, talking out loud about it is so important. Thank you for this song, it hits home and describes depression so well. If I'd only known, maybe things might have been different. Knowledge is power. Again, thank you and well done.
Sorry for your loss !!!
💙💙I’m sorry .
Absolutely brilliant! You nailed exactly what this is like!
I feel like I'm about to lose against depression but I found this song about a week ago, gives me a little bit more hope to find light
Happy to hear that
Hey buddy its been a year or even longer.
ofcourse you don't know me but i'm just wondering how you're doing?
whatsupp?
Nov 11 2019. I hope your still with us how r you doing
Dude im in the same boat. Check out citizen soldier let it burn. Its another good one
It's been a year since this comment.. I hope you won ur battle with depression bud ❤
Ive never found a song to describe how I feel. Thank you so much.
Why is this song so underrated?
Because ppl listen to cardi b and Harry stiles instead. The world is crazy
5 mill is good for this
If you think these guys are underrated check out “I prevail”
Because its about depression and its real as fuck but everyone fake these days.
@@matrixdeprogrammed1271 i mean Its true tho i do
This is a incredible song. Hits home with me in a big way
This is awesome. I wish more people liked music with an actual message, like this.
chloe price thank you so much
❤❤love this song!! So truthful!! Mass of Man ur awesome!! I'm from MA too. Mack Harrison reminds me of GEazy, awesome amazing duet u guys!! Ty, y'all saved my life with this❤
What hits hard for me is the fact this is not the first battle he has with depression but also the last despite he was doing well in life.
Depression even says "what the f you've been up to though? lately you look like youre unstoppable" meaning that the depression came when he was in a high point in his life.
But after this long dialogue the depression finally wins. We can see that in the last verse Mass is not fighting back, meaning he agreed to take his own life.
This hits so hard because its so real. Depression can come even though everything can be perfect in your life and when it comes it can hit so hard that despite your success, you still can give in to the hopelessness and end up taking your own life.
Please take care of yourself and if you are feeling low, seek help. Talk to someone. You are loved. Remember that.
Ima drug addict and I've gots alot of mental health issues and I don't know why I'm not six feet under but I've had many times where I coulda been dead but I'm still breathing. I love this song cause it really relates to me and my life.
Sometime you just feel like nobody love you ..
Adam Kory you are sooooo right!! My 20 year old Son ended his life last year. He was doing the best in his life that he had ever done. Had an excellent well paying job, a beautiful Fiance' and had just purchased a new BMW!!! I will never understand....
I swear the artist's with a message and purpose are not shared or talked about, This is deep af and can relate along with the rest.
I literally just called the suicide outline then came back and found this video. After seeing the title I instaclicked hoping for inspiration.... when it reached the end I was gasping for an answer, will they bring the beat back and beat depression? Idunno I sound like a idiot I think this is a sign..
I'm riding this with you man. You will power through.
Thank you man wish you the best
umreli will you can always talk to other people, trust me us stragers can understand more than yiur close ones
kelly1st why is this so true?!
kelly1st true but...why?
Stay strong and reach out when you need help ❤️❤️
This is one of the best written, most lyrical songs I've ever heard and I think whoever wrote it has been spying on my mind my whole life!
This shit hit me hard asf. If you know, you know. People that don't know the feeling don't truly understand. They might say they do, or try to but they never will fully understand it.
I feel a really deep connection to this song, thank you very much... this song helps me fight the demons
Your very welcome
First heard this song on Spotify
Had to look for the video
Can’t believe how much I feel like I have this conversation in my head when I’m feeling down..
Been this way since I was a kid..
now this song should b used for something to show people who this this is a faze that this shits real.
Same here Sam. Just know we are not alone...
Sam Davies that’s literally what just happened to me I herd it once and immediately needed more
me to but the thing is i am a kid and im still rocking it out
Thank you Tom for being my guide out of dark times and for showing me I'm not alone... That my mistakes don't define me! They help strength me and teach me something that I didn't know... I love your music it inspires me to write my own and help others they way you have to me...❤🎉🎼🎶🎵🎧😊
I've shared this song like 10 times! I deal with depression, bipolar and anxiety. This speaks to me on every level. Daily demons trying to overtake my mind. I hope this song helps many understand what a struggle it is. Blessings to everyone
two years and I'm hearing this powerful song for the first time. wonderfully done, showing exactly just how helpless most are when dealing with ourselves. I very much can relate to this song.
The verse * and your incompleteness is what's been completing me * by depression hit so hard
This song got me through the hardest time believe it or not. Mass of man, Gawne, and em. Saved my life in that.
Mount of times I've listened to this song and it never gets old
What a masterpiece! I found it on Spotify but with the video it's complete. Thanks for this song.
dude playing depression is a really GOOD actor.
i actually believed he was depression.
I think it's the rapper
The guy playing depression is mack harrison mass of man is the big dude the little dude is mack harrison
if you dont know this guy... he is depressed
😂😂 Underrated comment.. That's fucking hilarious
Depression could be human it could be just a voice, a shade or knife that cuts away your shape I always thought that scaring people away would make me feel less heavy but that just added weights
Definitely a banger. Been vibing out of this nonstop for the last couple weeks since coming across it.
IF YOU FEEL THIS..
SHARE IT..
EVERYONE SHOULD HEAR THIS SONG!
EVERYBODY NEEDS TO SHARE THIS****
Rachel Rock agreed!
A reality for so many ❤️ keep fighting .. never give up. Don't be afraid to speak up. Seek help. And don't stop. The hardest part is realizing it's "a glitch in the circuit" that is causing lies to replay over an over . I'm determined to overcome it
Eeek!! :) that made my day to wake up and see this .. comment seen and loved by Mass of man himself !! ♥️♥️ :) :) that's awesome
This song hits me on every level
Damn I can relate… 😢💔 very awesome guys this is real Rap, real Music it’s art with meaning.
This song is everything. I relate so much that I've listened to it nonstop. Thank you. 🙏
This guy Harrison could be a good villain actor
I believe so too,,, he reminds me of my ex JAMES MACAVOY no joke haha in his performance in SPLIT
John Worbes
Mack Harrison you really are amazing, thanks for making this art
He reminds me of Moriarty from the British Sherlock BBC series.
John Worbes man I'm confused because of these guys names, but harry mack, and mack harrison are different guys right?
I don't know how you're not more famous but thank you for voicing what a lot of us feel. I love you bro even though I've never met you. Keep it up. I believe in you
Literally just sent this to my wife saying, "listen to this, literally never felt a song more relevant to my mindset lately". Shits magic.
From some one who has suffered from depression for half my life . This song says it all , it's the hardest battle someone can go thro . You never know what someone has going on in the inside, thats why you should always be kind to people , you can say the wrong think and it well kill them on the inside . Love your music keep it up 💯 ❤
mack would make the best super villain in a movie hope some one sees his potential.
This who have to be the most underrated song ever this is literally amazing and so relatable I wish I would have found it sooner
GachaVal Playz same
To all those listening to this song and want to end your pain. there is hope. no matter how bleak it seams dont let the voices win.
There is no hope. I'm tired.
@@minniemouse350I second this
❤
Don't give up
But every turn I take he's there just waiting to bring me down it's pissing me off I'm striving for better but better feels like I'm not worth it time but depression makes sure he's there every time
You guys are solid. Never heard of either of you but I'll be binge watching all of the content you both have. Keep it up.
I deal with depression on the daily and this song does help me. The first song I listen to every morning
Same here
This song says everything I can't. I listen to this and feel understood, this is exactly what it feels like! I listen to this every day too.
Same every morning💜💯
Real talk.. hard af!
syke1414 thank you
I love songs like this, different & relatable. It's like flipping our thoughts rather in reality or spaced out & high as ever. Love it. I love Falling Angel 2, too. Thanks for the realist rap vibes Mass of Man.
Wow...holy f**k!!!this is sick as f**k hommies for real my new favorite song on replay man..this is the first song I heard by either of yall an I didn't realize y'all were two diff groups two diff rappers man now I wish y'all was a permanent team because y'all compliment one another so much! Got any other songs together?
SO powerful. I just re-watched for about the twentieth time. It gets better every time.
thank you nan
I love this song with all my heart
Love this it's just perfect! 👍
Brilliant song Mass. It perfectly plays out so many peoples fights with depression!!!
I love how RUclips has flagged this as inappropriate for some audiences. Yes it can trigger folks. However more can relate to this more than get triggered. Keep up the good work @mass of man
Does anyone else think that songs like this, giving you something to relate to, are really helpfull sometimes
Sometimes, but now is not one of those times.
😁