That's shitty clearly he's got lowgrade stuff I used to use 3-400mg a day for weeks and I never noticed the comedown until like a day after my last use, it makes you depressed, nauseated, lightheaded dizzy anxious its awful
I took some MDMA 5 days ago and I realised that I needed to appreciate my friends more. One friend in particular I told just how intelligent he is and how much I love him for being him. It’s truly changed my perspective on life, and my friends. I can’t even put the feeling that I feel into words right now, it’s 5 days later and I feel incredible.
I totally feel you just took my first MDMA trip days ago, I truly understand by how it can change your perspective on friends and life, I felt like life got more to offer in a good way, I realised a lot of good things when I was surrounded by these true friends I felt lucky!
@@perplex7838 Yeah I've pretty much gotten used to it. But I'm just curious on what I'm doing to my brain, I mean I only turned 16 just now and I abuse this shit regularly. I guess I'm gonna be brain dead by 30 or something
Short summary: •Booster dose: half or less (1.5-2hr after) •Antioxidants prior to roll (1-2hr) and 3-4 days after experience •No 5-HTP on same day or before mdma- use after to help replenish serotonin •Piracetam can potentiate effects and protect brain from neurotoxicity - 2-4 g an hour before taking mdma - following days after roll take piracetam
Dylan OKane I often just use antioxidants like ALA to protect from neurotoxicity and haven’t used piracetam. I would recommend checking out rollsafe’s supplement education site rollsafe.org/mdma-supplements/
I can simplify it further. Have nutrient/antioxidant rich smoothie or nourishing meal 3 - 4 hours before your experience. drink coconut water during the experience(replenishes the electrolyses and minerals MDMA uses), smoke some weed and or take CBD oil as the experience is fading away(neuroprotective properties as well as synchronizing with the MDMA and prolonging the experience), sleep like a baby, wake up feeling reset and ready to conquer the world. Simplicity is key, less is more.
I'm not a heavy user and I don't have a "ton" of experience with it, but here are my 2 cents: 1. Don't take it if you don't feel happy/good with yourself before rolling. Of course, you will feel fine when it kicks but after you're going to have an even shitter mood. 2. Don't abuse it, just use it a few times a year and it won't lose its magic. The secret of doing drugs is not doing them, so when you do them, they're magic. 3. Learn to have fun even without substances, if you're a raver and going to festivals or parties JUST to take drugs you're going for the wrong reasons. Of course, it helps but don't become mentally addicted to it because I know people who can't have fun without it anymore. So, safe rolls guys and remember, moderation is key.
Adrien definitely agree w step one, I remember my 3rd roll I wasn't excersizing a lot and I felt so bad abt myself at the time, and I talk a lot on mdma and I wouldn't stop asking everyone if I'm fat for like 4 hours and it was hella awkward to talk to them again after that
@@relativexistence505 I took MDMA in crystal form 2 days ago for the first time. 150mg, and then topped up twice during the night. I drank and smoked CBD. I felt awful. Agitated and nervous. Nothing like the first time that was great. My guess is I took it at the wrong time. I have been depressed and on anti-depressants (stopped the day before). Anyone else had this experience? I was really disappointed as I was hoping for a therapeutic effect.
TheTruthWillSetYou Free neverrrr take antidepressants & mdma at the same time it can very very dangerous and explains your nervous feeling search it up and you’ll get some more advice on it my guy
Took MDMA for the first time the other day and can I say it was the best high, there wasn’t even a comedown and I feel like it changed my life. I see a complete different perspective on people. I feel so much more confident then I already was and it maybe the afterglow but I feel so much more social and want to talk to everyone since, it’s been 2 days.
my afterglow was like 2 weeks. I literally went to school, work and the gym with so much extra joy and energy. It was crazy. But it will fade. However it can definitely change your perspective on dopamine, socials and life in general
Mental preparation is the key for taking MDMA. Always go into with a clear and positive mindset. If you've been through some hard shit like a breakup or money problems or what ever avoid taking MDMA at all costs!!! The comedown is extremely savage.
Best comment I have heard Comedowns always seek out the negative parts in your life. Breakups, loneliness, money problems personal image etc. These things get amplified x10 Stay strong mentally and realise that your serotonin levels have dropped and need to be replaced
SO true. My last time it took me about a week to feel back to normal. Was super depressed and just longing for my ex... it was the worst. My first time was the only time I never had a comedown. I felt so much happier. I long for that feeling again!
I'm confused, so how it it that they use it for therapy for people with depression /anxiety/ptsd? All I'm reading is that it worked and they feel better. If the come down is that bad wouldn't it make them worse?
A B not necessarily. if there is, for example, a certain trauma that one needs to talk about. Mdma will make people confident to speak their minds and they get it off their chest. even if the comedown always kind of sucks, for those people it is worth it and they still feel way better after the experience, despite their comedown
I think if you're going to do mdma, which I have absolutely no issue with, you should be aware of the comedown and just embrace it. Whatever comes up must come down. Don't try to escape the misery after the pleasure. They're like Ying and yang. The other completes the first.
That's crazy your comment kicked me haahah i have done everything that he sed not to do, i am also suprised how i did not die i've consumed 3 difrent pills also cocaine ,methamphetamine and alcohol jeaus lord thank you lol
Last night I did MDMA for the first time with some friends I haven't hung out in a while with, and damn what an experience. It really changed my perspective on myself and my faults and on other people
@@jacknaylor3513 well, for me atleast, shit load of weed helps, ive tried drinking on a come down and it just makes things worse, i just try to not think too much about it and go on with my day as usual
Here in the Netherlands, you can actually let your 'candy' be tested for free at a local institution (usually there's one in a large city, such as Groningen or Leeuwarden). Pretty neat!
people say you cant sleep but tbh i don’t really mind, it feels so good to just lay in your sheets close your eyes and it’s like you’re dreaming while you’re awake. the time passes by so fast aswell. personally i love it.
trying to sleep on MDMA feels like im searching for the "switch" to fall asleep. like ur finding the switch to turn the lights on. but everytime I find it and lay my finger on it it moves to a different spot. GRRTRRRRRRRRR
Some tips: You need to have your life in order. It's a good idea to do something useful, even a minor thing, before talking Molly. Accomplishment of a simple task, like washing dishes, makes you feel in more order and letting you ride the wave better even when it comes down. Contrast shower is insanely good at boosting my experience. One time it transformed for me a non-peak plato into full-on intense trip. Be careful tho and use your head, cause during the trip you don't feel the temperature properly. Food is actually super-important, it's generally better to eat something soft on your stomach and avoid trash food like potato chips. Empty stomach may intensify you experience at the beginning, but the feeling of hunger may completely nullify afterglow shortly after the comedown starts. To promote your natural serotonin rebuilding I suggest doing something pleasant (yeah, simple as that) - visit beautiful places, listen to music that you like, pet a cat/dog. It works unbelievably good, it may even reset your crash. Stay safe, xx
Ми I disagree, my life was a mess, depression and anxiety was over the roof. I had no money and i had just been fired from a job. So a friend recommended it.. and man did it feel good. I felt like a baby looking into its mothers eyes for the first time. I had such a big smile on my face my cheek bones were hurting. I was so happy that i slept like lion when i got home. I woke up with a new sense of passion and excitement about life. I have realised there was more to life then i had thought, and mdma allows me to sneak into that happiness and every time im not on it, i strive to get myself to that same state of bliss while sober.
Dude!! I thought I was the only one and have never been able to describe....accomplishing a small task right before tripping. For me it was like a ritual I wouldn’t be able to chill unless all my dishes were clean.
Jes Fruean depends on the person I suppose. I am left extremely depressed after any drug use the older I get - maybe because I abused them at a young age. I even get depression with an alcohol hangover now
Over the years I've come to appreciate this substance for what it truly has to offer by using smaller doses and sitting and openly talking. Stay safe and much love
This channel is so extremely helpful thank you thank you thank you for the time and effort you pour into these videos. You are seriously keeping people safe. Thank you.
Never had a comedown from MDMA because I followed the supplementation here. I've been using MDMA at music shows since 2016. I love MDMA. It reminds me of the person I really want to be. Afterwards, I feel so good for the next several days. Very relaxed too.
@@captainjosue I took it one week ago for the first time and this weekend for the second time...do I have to be worried when I'll take it next weekend and then make a few months a pause? Everithing that I ever used was under control, just want to know, if 3 weekends after another can make some damage. Thanks
@@MichalVolarik It's definitely too much to take that frequent. The less frequent the better experience you'll have with MDMA. Just follow the supplementation recommended in the video and you'll be ok. Less is more with MDMA. How was your first time? Awesome right?
@@captainjosue the first and second time was awesome, but now, two days after I feel weird. Everything is ok but my mood is melancholic. I'm not depressed but just "meh"
Either you get a bad comedown if its got amphetamine or other stimulants or you abuse it (like i once did). Once you start using it more and more the comedowns get worse though.
I don’t know if you’ll see this comment cause this video is old but I just wanted to thank you for the attention to detail you put into your videos and for genuinely caring about the community and other people, so much so you try as much to put accurate information out there . Your videos also just have a really nice vibe to them . Thank you for putting them out into the universe ❤️❤️✨
Honestly when you’re on molly, your body knows when it needs water just like any other time, as long as you’re chilling and listening to your body, you’ll be cherry 😊
I took a 50 mg dose for my first time last night and when i woke up, I never felt this great. I'm someone with alot of mental problem and I think this one time trip was what I needed to keep my head up and make my life goes well! I also prepared myself so much by watching your videos. Thank you !
I took 3 quad today it's also only my second day on x and I keep getting depressed off and on is this norm also when I came down off 2 hours of sleep I went to church for the first time in years to get my newborn daughter baptized never felt so good in my life
Akili Preston x is like the champagne of drugs, use it only on special occasions, I’d say try keep it to once a month. Comedown lasts a few days but yeah, mood swings are common especially while on X
Thanks brother and yea I learned my lesson I will only do it when I'm distracted like I went to the casino fri for first time and fri was also my 1st time rolling but thanks again boss
I had the best afterglow from my first MDMA trip and it was based of: being around people that I love, listening to music that connects us, listening and enjoying your mind and body and of course a lot of good weed
Fucking dumb ass, weed just makes the comedown worse because your brain would be getting used to not having it the next day. Also mdma is so powerful that you won't feel shit from weed. Don't listen to this guy.
@@chrisyoung3146 Weed does do shit with molly you must have some bunk ass molly because when i took the pure shit and smoked gas it felt the same. And as for the comedown, you can smoke all you want but it won't make you happy
The first time I did MDMA I had the worst comedown, was with terrible people, didn't have much to do so I got anxious quickly. Honestly, I doubt it was even M that I took, very glad I stopped hanging around that group of people. - Love from Ontario
Aww that's sad, brown sugar mdma is what I took a few weeks ago it was the best night out of my life tbh! Talked to everybody plus I saw soo many old friends from high school lol
I've done "proper" M at edm music festivals and been fine afterward, mind you I also was with people that I knew and trusted, I always had music playing to distract myself, and I was keeping myself hydrated. Oh and I failed to mention that the first time I rolled I was taking Prozac too. Can't help but laugh at myself looking back, it's almost like I was asking for a terrible comedown😂. Glad to hear you had a great experience!
It seems like you can do anything on MD and still have a great time hahah, but yess that would be so sick at a festival! Hope you're serotonin levels get up again, mine finally levelled out high off life yay
lol I went to my first EDM concert rolling. I took three halfs separately, I was dancinng from beginning to end with no problems. I must say that I was with my best friends so i felt safe. the next day the only thing that i felt was an imbalance of temp. so just by feeling the breeze made me feel cold af.
the world needs more people like you ! I think your videos should be showed to students instead of just telling them "drugs are bad" because they are like the most informative ones I have ever seen :) stay awesome and have a nice day
Who else took molly & didn't kno there was such thing as a comedown lmaoo Edit ( 12/11/2020 ) : thanks for over 1k likes . hope everyone is doing ok during hard times . please stay strong and don’t give up! God bless y’all please have faith in yourself . you can overcome any obstacles you are currently facing
Me god damn !!! i took 250mg of Black Molly and 2 Clonazepamme (or something like that) its twice as strong as xanax with weed and alcohol at 15 and didnt know anything about those drugs and i got out of that pretty fucked up but wow it was the best party of my life
Currently me right now. I woke up at 2 am and couldn’t get back to bed because I felt hollow. I ended up finally closing my eyes at around 7am and then my brother came into my room at 9 and said that our cat escaped from the vets so I’ve just spent the last 2 hours on my hands and knees in a forest looking for my fucking cat whilst having the worst come down ever. I literally feel like my soul is trying to leave my body.
I used X quite a lot, and had several week long benders on it. I never experienced a comedown, and only experienced the afterglow effect you briefly mentioned. I think I was probably one of the extremely rare and overly lucky people that didn't get depressed at the horrible shit that I went through. X really helped me to get over it, and helped me learn to connect with others that were unable to relate to my experiences because they had never experienced something so terrible. When I was ready I simply stopped using X and my life improved dramatically. I cannot condone the use of X outside of a clinical setting for this purpose, but it helped me so much. I'm glad that there's somebody (you) helping people stay safe while using, and I hope that the public view of drugs that make a person feel good changes, and that we as a society can learn to use them in a beneficial manner.
My first rave, a young girl (16 years of age), was found dead in a dark corner of the warehouse. People *really* need to be with others who can help them through it.
I’ve done Molly countless times and I’m officially done after this terrible comedown. This is my second worst come down and all I can say is, I don’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I did Molly Saturday night and today is Wednesday and still feel like shit, I feel like I’m still high, my head hurts terribly, my eye balls are sore, my vision is blurry, I feel nauseous, my arm was going numb at some point, chest pains, heart starts beating fast, every time I’m about to sleep my body jumps and I have nightmares and wake up screaming, I feel emotional and feel like crying when I see something sad and I’m not an emotional person at all and never cry unless someone dies. I took so much MDMA and was even hydrated, ate a full meal before I took it and was in a cool fresh environment, which was my condo. I love Molly but I’m officially done and ready to be sober after this one. I’ve been taking the 5-HTP pills everyday since I took Molly, excedrin for my headaches and Vitamin C pills as well. I’m on day 4 and feels absolutely terrible I’m thinking of making a doctors appointment just to make sure I don’t have a seizure or heart attack. I’m not dumb when it comes to buying, it’s pure and good and I trust it but I may have over did it, no one fault but mine. Everyone please be careful, this can have long term bad effects and don’t want anyone to end up like me 😞
Haha, I have the same opinion now. I've only done it four times but this is it. I'm too old, and too tired for this shit. I'm not willing to trade a night of borrowed joy for a week of darkness. I respect the drug too much to ever mess around with it recreationally again. I took far too much and I'm still spaced out, dizzy and tired three days later.
@@OngoGablogian185 yea your gonna need a lot of rest and stay hydrated. You’ll be back to normal in a week. Hope you feel better! Next time just take 2 max, that’s what I’ve been doing and don’t have any bad come downs, just a small migraine in the morning but fine by the end of the next day.
@@Keilakattt Thank you, haha. I'm still getting vertigo at night but it's improved a lot. I had no idea this sort of prolonged comedown could last weeks. Crazy.
I felt so happy on MDMA. No anxiety. All my worries and fears went away. I was so happy to be where i was at the moment (EZOO) and seeing how beautiful and diverse everyone was around me. We did take a pill before taking x which im guessing was the vitamin (it was about ten of us rolling and we all trusted who we bought the pills from ). During the comedown, I did feel a little weird like out of place but afterwards I felt happy I had that experience and was much more grateful and at peace afferwards :)
Felt like that on the comedown before like if u take a lot especially if u keep redosing rather than taking all in one or one redose you get a worse comedown
Honestly when I take mdma (ive done It 4 times, 3 of those times were at a rave) when I do start to come down I dont feel sad at all. Its only when I start thinking depressing thoughts that I start feeling sad. Im just so overwhelmed with the gratefulness for the experience I just had and I also always wait atleast 3 months in between my trips. After this next one im going to start waiting at least half a year. I think people should be spacing their trips out that much. Its healthier, prolongs the profoundness of the drug, and it helps to not get addicted.
Great tips so far, however I'd like to point out, that eating the same day/the days before any stimulant is very, very important. I understand keeping you're stomach empty before dropping, (2-4 hours without food before). But saying that "not eating that day" can potentiate the trip, can be very counter-productive if some teen interprets this as "not eating the same day" = good and healthy. Not having adequate before puts greater risk on both the heart and the brain, greatly increasing stress on the body and increasing the risk of collapse or even psychosis. Just an important fact to point out. Doing lots of drugs on low energy is a very, very bad idea. That's why e.g. speed-addicts make sure to consume salt, sugar, protein etc. to not collapse all of a sudden during one of their "races".
yep true. if you don't eat all day you'll definetly feel shitier and maybe even have some blackouts if combined with alcohol on empty stomach. if you eat you reduce the comedown too. trust me
I just wanna say.. its currently 3:10AM and im sitting here smoking a spliff, laughing my a** off at this some of the parts of this video, while also contemplating my past MDMA experiences haha, all of this while on Covid-19 lockdown :0 so thanks for being so awesome and comedy session also, definitely learning!
Al 3000 there was only one road to LA. US innerstate 15, just a flat out high speed burn through Baker, Barstow and Bardoo. Then onto the Hollywood highway straight into frantic oblivion: safety, obsecurity. Just another freak, in the freak kingdom. *jumpin' jack flash*
I'm always pure afterglow in the days after using mdma. Granted I've only taken the drug about 6-7 times with a gap of at least 3 months between rolling. I think that respecting it as well as your body, and using mdma with the intention of it. being a special and healing experience, it can only do good things for you.
@@mikeyt6519 lucky guy i get you im the same bar doing it at a frequency of more than 1 every two weeks. still man be careful none of us are invincible
I lost both my older brothers in brutal and violent ways. The images and loss haunted my dreams and day to day life. I then went on a bliss quest and started eating ecstasy on the weekends. And with in a month I had excepted the loss and then healed from it. Haven’t had a bad dream about them since. It saved my life and anyone who’s been through “real trauma “ should try it.
Stop guys, don’t do that because of u I have to experience that one day since I am u, but then again u are me so pretty much I did that holy shit am stupid, lol that probs didn’t make sense to a lot of people but to the ones it did make sense to...ye idk thanks for understanding i guess 😂
I get so lovey dovey when I roll lol =). Truthfully, there's no real way to completely avoid a comedown on MDMA. When you're that high, the only other direction is straight back down.
really? ive done molly like 9 times now and never had a come down. the last time i did it i got an afterglow without following any of these steps. i took half and then i took the other half 1.5 hours later. i was drinking water slowly but i dont even think i finished my cup the whole night and i went to go eat in-n-out but i couldnt eat the burger lol it felt super dry so i gave it to my friend but yeah i felt so happy the next day!
Just took MDMA for the first time at 1am last night and your vids have actually helped me so much, appreciate it man. Glad I can enjoy this beautiful substance safely
I took the highest dose of MDMA a while ago and experienced this weird out of body type of experience while moving through the club. It almost felt as though I was in 3rd person. I also felt pretty relaxed and objective about most things, kinda felt like the ego death u feel on shrooms or LSD. Actually came out of the experience with a better life out look on life because of it, also virtually no come down.
Yh even a small dose u get ego death it's like you open up and be real honest and truthful about everything and you can say a lot of things you wouldn't normally say to people cos you worry what they think and also your outlook on life is a lot better and you talk about deeper shit but cos u get used to feeling all good for the night the day after u feel shit like really numb emotionally and depressed and your more Prangy like you push others away and wanna stay alone rather than when Ur on it your social and open up when u comedown u close yourself and stay to yourself unless your with someone your really comfortable with and not too many people
i have such a huge respect & appreciation for this channel. educating people on this stuff- especially people who are participating in doing drugs, is so important. i love this.
Tubs Mcgee I think you're the one who needs to do research man... Ascorbic acid is used to reduce MDMA's neurotoxicity, not to "increase your roll" smh... source: www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11170222 Please don't spread bullshit misinformation.
Wow - every two to three months...back in the early 2000's when I was clubbing every weekend, we took MDMA EVERY weekend!! In addition to speed, cannabis, cocaine and ketamine, all in the same weekend (at after parties etc). May explain why I feel 'flat' most of the time nowadays, turning 40 this year. Wouldn't change any of it though, we had the best times!
Interesting. I was born in the early 2000's - I am 18 now - and my close friend group is a bunch of stoners who regularly do all kinds of drugs. We aren't as extreme as you were, but some of us (including me) have definitely used too much at some occassions. I just dropped some mdma this weekend and some of us used mdma, speed and cannabis at the same time. Despite having serious issues from the acid, I wouldn't change anything about my life either, as we are having the best of times right now. That's why I'm wondering what is something you would say to what could be a 2019 version of your old friend group?
@@levelFE Fr. X isn't even MDMA cut with some shit. Nowadays it's the shit they cut it with plus some even shittier shit. It's just colorful crappy meth. I don't do anything harder than alcohol because I'm a bit of a prude, but before I knew about harm reduction and testing I didn't have a clue that Ecstasy was just colorful meth/heroin/coke. Down here in the methhead capital it's all just straight meth. I used to be an exo-head but when I got a little more educated I just dropped Exos out of my life. The only ones I get now are these 25$ exos with a Tesla symbol on it.
Vault-Tec Get high in moderation if you do it lots the high will be lessened, be safe. Remember all drugs while they can be fantastic are material things , they work only temporary, don’t start taking so much that you can’t have fun with out drugs.
The funny thing is before finding psychedsubstance I was completely against mdma cause I thought it was super bad deadly stroke-inducing stuff, now I just long to put my hands on some legit mdma lol
Same here. Well MAPS and people like Joe Rogan didn't help. Once you get your hands on some pure, it will be sooo worth the wait. Like he said its best to take once or twice every few years. If you ever run across sassafras, I recommend that as well. Both worth doing. Just have to be smart about it. Hope it crosses your path soon.
+Kieth J well I'm pretty used to wait since I live in a place where you almost can't even find weed, so I'm waiting for everything lol thanks for the wishes man
I'm so glad i'm seeing this now. I tried mdma for the first time earlier this year. I did not do enough research prior so the comedown was a bit brutal. I didn't even realize what was wrong with me until what felt like almost 2 weeks after the experience. Now i know better for next time 😵💫
So basically i have severe depression and anxiety and i decided to take molly last night for the first time. i didnt feel the come up at all until it hit me and i was just rolling everything was good, had some hallucinations, and an overall appreciation for life, only bad things i had going on was the teeth grinding and i was freezing but overall i would do it again despite that. But at first the come down gave me really bad anxiety and i couldn’t be in my bed i had to move locations so i went to the couch rolled up into a ball and instantly fell asleep woke up after two hours and went to bed. And in the morning I NEVER FELT BETTER about life, i went to work happy, and im still in a good mood something i haven’t felt in YEARS
I took mdma once and I’m pretty sure my comedown was while I was asleep. I was kind of depressed the morning after, but not anymore than the typical hangover would leave me feeling.
My worst MDMA comedown experience was 2 years ago and since then i am not looking the same at drugs as i did before. Back in the time when i was strongly addicted to methamphetamines and amphetamines, speed overall, i was a bit scared to try something like MDMA because i used to like to take drugs that make me stay on earth with my mind ( at least i thought that) . I dont like drugs that make you trip because i dont feel my body and mind as one so whenever i had taken different type of s drugs that are not speed, my trip always was bad. So long story short, i met a boy, we were 2 years together and by this time he made me feel safe in is company so i was cool to trip with him. Maybe it was the first time in my life that i knew what is like to feel safe in someone’s company ( i have very very strong anxiety and i have a fear of almost everything in the world) . So the first 3 times when we took MDMA i do had some comedowns but they were not different than the speed comedown, so it was worth it. Its really imprortant to know ythat I was not familiar with that kind of trips and when i saw that the after effects are not so bad to overcome, its obvious i enjoyed it much. And yes my story time: one night we were out ( my boyfriend’s friend was going to work abroad so we celebrate his last day in our town ) ( also all of my boyfriend’s friends does drugs on daily basis so its a common thing when they are out to be blackout ) my boyfriend first took MDMA, me and the others were on speed , so i told myself “ Fuck it, i want to take too’’ ( my first time to trip outside the house ) . So the drugs were good, i had a great time, although i dont really remember much, but i was pretty sure that we took way more than we should. After whole weeekend of destroying my brain, the Sunday came and so my comedown. I didnt slept or ate for 2 days, my lips were swollen from biting and i were everywhere but not in my body. I remember the time when i saw my reflection in the mirror... it was disgusting. Later the night i tried to ate something , but my moouth was full with wounds so it was impossible. Little i knew that the other day drugs overcome will be worse. So the next 2 or 3 weeks was hell. Absolutely fucking hell. Every single thing made my cry. When i open my eyes in the morning, when i see a friend, when i drink my coffee, when i brush my theeth, even when i have sex.. i was so trapped in my thoughts.. one day i cried myself out because i felt guilty to had sex with someone 6 months before i met my boyfriend. I believed so deeply that i cheated on him, i couldnt look him in the eyes, i was in pain all the time... i was so scared that ive never be the same person . This comedown made me realise alot of things about myself and it im thankfull for that. Im clear for 2 years, no speed, no MDMA . I realized when you “borrow” some happiness it will costs you really expensive. Sorry for the long story, i really needed to tell someone who will understands. Thank you Adam, for showing me im not insane.
Hey thanks for pointing out about SSRI anti-depressants, will think twice and ask my psychiatrist for advise about that, you probably saved my life at this point lol
You are 100% in my case i get only the "afterglow" effect. that's the opposite of a "comedown" effect. Better than normal feeling. since i didn't find that much info on youtube on this subject. actually did MDMA 3 nights ago and i just took a litte more than a half of a pill. and i got the "afterglow" effect. I was hooked on 4MMC long time that ruined my serotonin system.. But now? Im even just happy! the second day i continiue to dance.. 15-20hrs after the session. I can talk with my friends more openely! and just feeling amazing! its so cool! I can replecate the smile even now! and its feeling like i got my serotonin system repaired! God bless mdma! next time 4 months from now at my birthday! Thanks for you'r channel, i learned a lot from it!
I rolled on ecstasy last night and I had the best experience of my life now today I feel okay I don’t feel depressed I just feel tired but man I loved mdma amazing experience last night I made sure to stay hydrated and keep calm and not try to overheat everything went well
This is a really awesome and helpful guide, I applied some of the suggestions mentioned in this video, here's my experience. I have taken MDMA 4 times in my life, and the last time was the only one (2 days ago) without a comedown, and now I have a really amazing afterglow effect. (about 250mg in total, which is a lot: 1 initial and 3 redoses). What helped me: 1) Rest beforehand is crucial. At least 10+ hours of sleep before AND after. 2) Multivitamins and magnesium (magnesium for my jaw). 3) Not dancing a lot! Don't overheat the body!!! 3) Drinking a lot of water beforehand (not too much) and eating only healthy foods before the roll. It may not be all, but this is my experience & suggestion. I tried to figure out which of these led me to this afterglow effect, and it may be the low amount of dancing (I only did MDMA at festivals before and danced like crazy, which might have led me to the horrible comedown feeling), and also the sleep is crucial. Have a safe and great roll, everyone!
I tried mdma for the first time a couple of days ago, I did everything this video stated and felt a bit tired the day after but that's it. (I didn't take booster) The roll was great btw.
Avoid drinking alcohol : The best thing I love about being high on MDMA is that when I take a sip of alcohol it feels like it burns like MDMA is rejecting it telling me it’s bad for my body. Like « Bitch you don’t need that in yo body » haha Btw thank you so much for your videos 🙏🏼 I went crazy on MDMA last summer and I’ve been suffering with anxiety, it’s been a nightmare. Now I’m good again and your videos are helping me so much 💕
I’ve only even taking mdma once so I really know absolutely nothing about it, it was amazing when I was on it. I had my head phones in and danced to Tina turner simply the best for 3 hours(I know rock n roll). I can’t tell you how much I loved being on it it was incredible, I spewed at one point, but I didn’t panic which I thought I would of, I just got on with it and all was brilliant, everything seemed and felt beautiful and amazing. That was until I started coming down. I felt SHIT! I felt like I was a piece of shit on the ground and people just kept standing on me, I felt absolutely minging, I felt dirty, I had chewed my mouth to bits, my body was so fucking sore, and my brain felt like a big puddle of shit. I had to go to the hairdressers later on in the day and when the poor woman was talking to me I told her to stop talking because I felt SO low and didn’t want to listen to her. That was ENOUGH for me😂 people who do take it and just get on with life the next again day like nothing’s happened, hats off to you! Because I was a fucking mess, and contemplate calling the mental hospital. 😂
I had so much fun reading this, I hope if you’ve rolled since, that it’s gone smoother. I have adhd so I’m not sure if that effects me not feeling depressed but I do feel tired as all heck for a few days after a roll.
I wasn’t able to sleep for almost 48 hours after taking mdma. I would keep getting woken up by these little jolts that would happen in my brain anytime I was close to falling asleep. That’s when my anxiety kicked in and made it worse. After reading about other people’s experiences, I realized I just had to relax, and remember that I would eventually fall asleep. Anytime I would feel the jolting sensations, I would just ride it out and continue shutting my eyes, not allowing it to stress me out anymore. And just like that I finally fell asleep. So if you’re running into the same problem as me, just remember to not be so hard on yourself, the key is to relax. You’re not gonna die, and you will fall asleep eventually 😴
I tried MDMA about 4 months ago and i got the afterglow effect. it was when i woke up the next day next to my girlfriend(who also took mdma) and i went out for a walk while smoking a spliff. everything was just so damn amazing. everything was beautiful and i felt really great. tomorrow i will do another session :D. but i will only take aout 80mg of pure mdma(and yes ive tried it. i went black really fast with a eztest kit. wish me luck. and be safe out there guys
When I first did ecstasy at a Rave I rolled the whole night, the 2 days after I was still full of energy, I was social and happy. my muscles were so sore after all the dancing but I still was so excited to go to the gym and went (i dont even have a lot of motivation). After those 2 days I had a fever for 3 weeks 😂😂 worth it tho
First five times doing MDMA, super chatty and feeling awesome, now every time me and co get together to MDMA... we hardly talk but still feel awesome, anyone else noticed this as well?
PangaeanConquest yes cause you get used to it and learn yourself over time. Like making myself consume water every hour or using my Apple Watch to watch my heart rate.
Ive taken mdma 6-7 times one of those times was the following day. I never felt a comedown, it was just like i was high, then i eased out. No depression, anxiety, anything, infact i felt even happier with the world and my life than before i took it
I had this exact experience. It was like taking the MDMA helped my brain realize what it felt like to truly be happy and released w/e blocks it had before.
maaaan your videos are so important to mankind! so much knowledge isn't gonna appear out of knowhere. You surely benefit the living of people. Besides all of the problems that you are having making this videos, don't give up! lov, hugs and kisses from Chile :))
Exactly! It even lasted for a week for me, unitll I did marijuana then, which was shit comparetively. Otherwise I was living the most happy and productive life even after days taking MDMa.
Just do more caps. That's all my friend does and he's never had a comedown ever. He's never had a job either but that's neither here nor there.
LMFAO underrated comment
That's shitty clearly he's got lowgrade stuff I used to use 3-400mg a day for weeks and I never noticed the comedown until like a day after my last use, it makes you depressed, nauseated, lightheaded dizzy anxious its awful
😅😂😂😂😂😂
@@perplex7838 you don't say?
@@perplex7838 Gee, I wonder why...
"Festival season is almost here..." I just died a little inside. Thanks Corona.
Same 🙏
Can't even go on cycle.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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F. Me too
I took some MDMA 5 days ago and I realised that I needed to appreciate my friends more. One friend in particular I told just how intelligent he is and how much I love him for being him. It’s truly changed my perspective on life, and my friends. I can’t even put the feeling that I feel into words right now, it’s 5 days later and I feel incredible.
I'm rolling ATM and I feel ya 💯
@@donattomobties Ill supply
@@donattomobtiesI'll refer you to this specialist online
I totally feel you just took my first MDMA trip days ago, I truly understand by how it can change your perspective on friends and life, I felt like life got more to offer in a good way, I realised a lot of good things when I was surrounded by these true friends I felt lucky!
@@ahmedattar1232 don’t take it for a year now or it’s gonna fuck you up trust me bro been trough a month of pure hell
i mean he does have a lab coat on though, so.... he's technically right
Robert Ruiz lol he look right LMAO
hmmm he must be a doctor, i think
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He's a dumb doctor then!
Piracetam is bought with prescription
First time I did it, no come down whatsoever. Literally felt great for a solid four days. That afterglow is no joke.
Same
Until you use it daily for weeks then you become anxious depressed lightheaded nauseated dizzy forgetful and suicidal
@@perplex7838 My exact situation
@@valle4483 Yep if you're a regular user like I am you'll get used to the feeling and thoughts
@@perplex7838 Yeah I've pretty much gotten used to it. But I'm just curious on what I'm doing to my brain, I mean I only turned 16 just now and I abuse this shit regularly. I guess I'm gonna be brain dead by 30 or something
Short summary:
•Booster dose: half or less (1.5-2hr after)
•Antioxidants prior to roll (1-2hr) and 3-4 days after experience
•No 5-HTP on same day or before mdma- use after to help replenish serotonin
•Piracetam can potentiate effects and protect brain from neurotoxicity
- 2-4 g an hour before taking mdma
- following days after roll take piracetam
got a link for the Piracetam? i want to make sure i buy the correct one.
Dylan OKane I often just use antioxidants like ALA to protect from neurotoxicity and haven’t used piracetam. I would recommend checking out rollsafe’s supplement education site
rollsafe.org/mdma-supplements/
I can simplify it further. Have nutrient/antioxidant rich smoothie or nourishing meal 3 - 4 hours before your experience. drink coconut water during the experience(replenishes the electrolyses and minerals MDMA uses), smoke some weed and or take CBD oil as the experience is fading away(neuroprotective properties as well as synchronizing with the MDMA and prolonging the experience), sleep like a baby, wake up feeling reset and ready to conquer the world. Simplicity is key, less is more.
What about l-tryptophan.
Acetyl l carnitine is nr1
I'm not a heavy user and I don't have a "ton" of experience with it, but here are my 2 cents:
1. Don't take it if you don't feel happy/good with yourself before rolling. Of course, you will feel fine when it kicks but after you're going to have an even shitter mood.
2. Don't abuse it, just use it a few times a year and it won't lose its magic. The secret of doing drugs is not doing them, so when you do them, they're magic.
3. Learn to have fun even without substances, if you're a raver and going to festivals or parties JUST to take drugs you're going for the wrong reasons. Of course, it helps but don't become mentally addicted to it because I know people who can't have fun without it anymore. So, safe rolls guys and remember, moderation is key.
Adrien definitely agree w step one, I remember my 3rd roll I wasn't excersizing a lot and I felt so bad abt myself at the time, and I talk a lot on mdma and I wouldn't stop asking everyone if I'm fat for like 4 hours and it was hella awkward to talk to them again after that
@@relativexistence505 that made me giggle lol.
Idk... that sounds hard
@@relativexistence505 I took MDMA in crystal form 2 days ago for the first time. 150mg, and then topped up twice during the night. I drank and smoked CBD.
I felt awful. Agitated and nervous. Nothing like the first time that was great. My guess is I took it at the wrong time. I have been depressed and on anti-depressants (stopped the day before). Anyone else had this experience? I was really disappointed as I was hoping for a therapeutic effect.
TheTruthWillSetYou Free neverrrr take antidepressants & mdma at the same time it can very very dangerous and explains your nervous feeling search it up and you’ll get some more advice on it my guy
watching this on my mdma comedown I love you bro
"i love you bro" same
you sure your are on your comedown?
Me too bro
Me too I love you all!!
Same hear
Took MDMA for the first time the other day and can I say it was the best high, there wasn’t even a comedown and I feel like it changed my life. I see a complete different perspective on people. I feel so much more confident then I already was and it maybe the afterglow but I feel so much more social and want to talk to everyone since, it’s been 2 days.
4-5 day blues has me here
How much did you take?
my afterglow was like 2 weeks. I literally went to school, work and the gym with so much extra joy and energy. It was crazy. But it will fade. However it can definitely change your perspective on dopamine, socials and life in general
Almost guaranteed it's induced mania.
Never trust if you are more outgoing than usual. It's one of the main symptoms of manic episode.
Mental preparation is the key for taking MDMA. Always go into with a clear and positive mindset. If you've been through some hard shit like a breakup or money problems or what ever avoid taking MDMA at all costs!!! The comedown is extremely savage.
Best comment I have heard
Comedowns always seek out the negative parts in your life.
Breakups, loneliness, money problems personal image etc.
These things get amplified x10
Stay strong mentally and realise that your serotonin levels have dropped
and need to be replaced
SO true. My last time it took me about a week to feel back to normal. Was super depressed and just longing for my ex... it was the worst. My first time was the only time I never had a comedown. I felt so much happier. I long for that feeling again!
Adrian Daret hit the nail on the head there
I'm confused, so how it it that they use it for therapy for people with depression /anxiety/ptsd? All I'm reading is that it worked and they feel better. If the come down is that bad wouldn't it make them worse?
A B not necessarily. if there is, for example, a certain trauma
that one needs to talk about.
Mdma will make people confident to speak their minds and they get it off their chest. even if the comedown always kind of sucks, for those people it is worth it and they still feel way better after the experience, despite their comedown
Bro I’ve never been so brutally exhausted and also completely wide awake, at the same time.
It like being a rag, twisted, and pulled at both ends.
Dont drink alcohol with MD
That's just amphetamines or amphetamine like substances in general
thanks Batman
Im here on a comedown and I couldn't have said it better myself
cba
I think if you're going to do mdma, which I have absolutely no issue with, you should be aware of the comedown and just embrace it. Whatever comes up must come down. Don't try to escape the misery after the pleasure. They're like Ying and yang. The other completes the first.
nicely said
Preventing the comedown might also mean you prevent potential damage ...
Well said but he overcame the come down in limitless
Adam, you should know that five years later, videos like this are still helping people. Thank you!!
I'm surprised I'm alive after listening to this.
Andrew /// same 😅😅😅😅
How am I not dead
That's crazy your comment kicked me haahah i have done everything that he sed not to do, i am also suprised how i did not die i've consumed 3 difrent pills also cocaine ,methamphetamine and alcohol jeaus lord thank you lol
Andrew /// Right? At raves I sink about 6 caps and I’m rolling for dayssss
boy for real
Last night I did MDMA for the first time with some friends I haven't hung out in a while with, and damn what an experience. It really changed my perspective on myself and my faults and on other people
Facts !!!
I just did it for the first time man, any tips with coming down? I domt know what to expect
@@jacknaylor3513 well, for me atleast, shit load of weed helps, ive tried drinking on a come down and it just makes things worse, i just try to not think too much about it and go on with my day as usual
Any drug will do this to you first time you use it
@@speedcrazy13 fair point, ive tried many more since and true
Here in the Netherlands, you can actually let your 'candy' be tested for free at a local institution (usually there's one in a large city, such as Groningen or Leeuwarden). Pretty neat!
Sjoerd van der Heide 1: ook in Amsterdam? 2: ook onder 18?
Ebolakaas ja, en ja
Stan Gabes sheesh leip
Ja klopt maar je bent wel je pil kwijt godverdomme.
@@sanderdegreef379 Je kan vaak ook gewoon een klein stukje laten testen
Your videos have saved at least one persons life and for that thank you ❤️
Probably more
Probably like 6
Luiz Hernandez if we get crazy maybe even 8
_ Ralph dare I say ten?
@Jack T does that count as two?
people say you cant sleep but tbh i don’t really mind, it feels so good to just lay in your sheets close your eyes and it’s like you’re dreaming while you’re awake. the time passes by so fast aswell. personally i love it.
trying to sleep on MDMA feels like im searching for the "switch" to fall asleep. like ur finding the switch to turn the lights on. but everytime I find it and lay my finger on it it moves to a different spot. GRRTRRRRRRRRR
Shutter your eye lids
exactly!
Raymond Boeijen should try sleeping on a strong LSD dose, was on 5 250ug tabs last night and honestly couldn’t sleep been up for so long
I get that with trying to piss on MD. Drinking a couple pints of water and not being able to piss is a nasty combo.
While I'm going through this torture my girlfriend who has also taken it is sleeping like a baby
Some tips: You need to have your life in order. It's a good idea to do something useful, even a minor thing, before talking Molly. Accomplishment of a simple task, like washing dishes, makes you feel in more order and letting you ride the wave better even when it comes down.
Contrast shower is insanely good at boosting my experience. One time it transformed for me a non-peak plato into full-on intense trip. Be careful tho and use your head, cause during the trip you don't feel the temperature properly.
Food is actually super-important, it's generally better to eat something soft on your stomach and avoid trash food like potato chips. Empty stomach may intensify you experience at the beginning, but the feeling of hunger may completely nullify afterglow shortly after the comedown starts.
To promote your natural serotonin rebuilding I suggest doing something pleasant (yeah, simple as that) - visit beautiful places, listen to music that you like, pet a cat/dog. It works unbelievably good, it may even reset your crash.
Stay safe, xx
Ми I disagree, my life was a mess, depression and anxiety was over the roof. I had no money and i had just been fired from a job. So a friend recommended it.. and man did it feel good. I felt like a baby looking into its mothers eyes for the first time. I had such a big smile on my face my cheek bones were hurting. I was so happy that i slept like lion when i got home. I woke up with a new sense of passion and excitement about life. I have realised there was more to life then i had thought, and mdma allows me to sneak into that happiness and every time im not on it, i strive to get myself to that same state of bliss while sober.
Won’t doing that in turn release more serotonin and actually reduce building up? Lol. I mean I’m just playing by your comments logic
What if I take a shower with someone
Dude!! I thought I was the only one and have never been able to describe....accomplishing a small task right before tripping. For me it was like a ritual I wouldn’t be able to chill unless all my dishes were clean.
Jes Fruean depends on the person I suppose. I am left extremely depressed after any drug use the older I get - maybe because I abused them at a young age. I even get depression with an alcohol hangover now
Over the years I've come to appreciate this substance for what it truly has to offer by using smaller doses and sitting and openly talking. Stay safe and much love
This channel is so extremely helpful thank you thank you thank you for the time and effort you pour into these videos. You are seriously keeping people safe. Thank you.
I feel the same way about him. I am so grateful to his channel.
Don't do school and stay in drugs kids !
but I don't have enuf drugs to be in them
EL 32 Pretty good meme 😂
Sorry God didn't know what was right or wrong you never told us :(
understandable have a nice day
I love you
Never had a comedown from MDMA because I followed the supplementation here. I've been using MDMA at music shows since 2016. I love MDMA. It reminds me of the person I really want to be. Afterwards, I feel so good for the next several days. Very relaxed too.
How often do you take it?
@@MichalVolarik I don't take as much as I use to. Before, once a month. Now, once every 3 to 4 months. Great experience
@@captainjosue I took it one week ago for the first time and this weekend for the second time...do I have to be worried when I'll take it next weekend and then make a few months a pause? Everithing that I ever used was under control, just want to know, if 3 weekends after another can make some damage. Thanks
@@MichalVolarik It's definitely too much to take that frequent. The less frequent the better experience you'll have with MDMA. Just follow the supplementation recommended in the video and you'll be ok. Less is more with MDMA. How was your first time? Awesome right?
@@captainjosue the first and second time was awesome, but now, two days after I feel weird. Everything is ok but my mood is melancholic. I'm not depressed but just "meh"
step 1. smoke a blunt
step 2. repeat step 1
right drink some Gatorade smoke a couple grams in a backwood you wouldn't feel shit 😂I've only had a comedown with bunk mdma
Hte _Fgeti that procedure was executed tonight, still not sure how many we rolled
Hte _Fgeti have a few keys of k too
Either you get a bad comedown if its got amphetamine or other stimulants or you abuse it (like i once did). Once you start using it more and more the comedowns get worse though.
Hte _Fgeti works for me!
I don’t know if you’ll see this comment cause this video is old but I just wanted to thank you for the attention to detail you put into your videos and for genuinely caring about the community and other people, so much so you try as much to put accurate information out there . Your videos also just have a really nice vibe to them . Thank you for putting them out into the universe ❤️❤️✨
Nice comment :)
Honestly when you’re on molly, your body knows when it needs water just like any other time, as long as you’re chilling and listening to your body, you’ll be cherry 😊
RIP the people who did and died, there's like a warning on that, may want to watch the video one time at least.
I took a 50 mg dose for my first time last night and when i woke up, I never felt this great. I'm someone with alot of mental problem and I think this one time trip was what I needed to keep my head up and make my life goes well! I also prepared myself so much by watching your videos. Thank you !
Cathryn Blais there was no comedown because 50mg isn’t enough to make one
Are u sure ?
I took 3 quad today it's also only my second day on x and I keep getting depressed off and on is this norm also when I came down off 2 hours of sleep I went to church for the first time in years to get my newborn daughter baptized never felt so good in my life
Akili Preston x is like the champagne of drugs, use it only on special occasions, I’d say try keep it to once a month. Comedown lasts a few days but yeah, mood swings are common especially while on X
Thanks brother and yea I learned my lesson I will only do it when I'm distracted like I went to the casino fri for first time and fri was also my 1st time rolling but thanks again boss
The white lab coat honestly makes me trust this guys loads more
No cap 🤣🤣
Hes wearing it for a laugh basicaly, he doesnt need to prove to you hes trustworthy
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Shatafaka
You trust his loads?
I had the best afterglow from my first MDMA trip and it was based of: being around people that I love, listening to music that connects us, listening and enjoying your mind and body and of course a lot of good weed
Fucking dumb ass, weed just makes the comedown worse because your brain would be getting used to not having it the next day. Also mdma is so powerful that you won't feel shit from weed. Don't listen to this guy.
@@AvatarRoku999 ur a idiot.dun mdma plenty of times weed makes it alot better and helps with comedown.stop speaking out of ur arse
@@AvatarRoku999 where do u get ur info probably the dumbest thing I have ever heard
@@chrisyoung3146 you can't even spell. And what i said is all true. I get my info from science. Shut your dumbass up
@@chrisyoung3146 Weed does do shit with molly you must have some bunk ass molly because when i took the pure shit and smoked gas it felt the same. And as for the comedown, you can smoke all you want but it won't make you happy
The first time I did MDMA I had the worst comedown, was with terrible people, didn't have much to do so I got anxious quickly. Honestly, I doubt it was even M that I took, very glad I stopped hanging around that group of people. - Love from Ontario
Aww that's sad, brown sugar mdma is what I took a few weeks ago it was the best night out of my life tbh! Talked to everybody plus I saw soo many old friends from high school lol
I've done "proper" M at edm music festivals and been fine afterward, mind you I also was with people that I knew and trusted, I always had music playing to distract myself, and I was keeping myself hydrated. Oh and I failed to mention that the first time I rolled I was taking Prozac too. Can't help but laugh at myself looking back, it's almost like I was asking for a terrible comedown😂. Glad to hear you had a great experience!
It seems like you can do anything on MD and still have a great time hahah, but yess that would be so sick at a festival! Hope you're serotonin levels get up again, mine finally levelled out high off life yay
lol I went to my first EDM concert rolling. I took three halfs separately, I was dancinng from beginning to end with no problems. I must say that I was with my best friends so i felt safe. the next day the only thing that i felt was an imbalance of temp. so just by feeling the breeze made me feel cold af.
First time i took MDMA was with my sister & friends lol, can't have better people around you than your own family.
the world needs more people like you !
I think your videos should be showed to students instead of just telling them "drugs are bad" because they are like the most informative ones I have ever seen :)
stay awesome and have a nice day
MDMA and magic mushrooms opened up my mind so much and has given me a new perspective on dealing with my OCD. Absolute game changer
Who else took molly & didn't kno there was such thing as a comedown lmaoo
Edit ( 12/11/2020 ) : thanks for over 1k likes . hope everyone is doing ok during hard times . please stay strong and don’t give up! God bless y’all please have faith in yourself . you can overcome any obstacles you are currently facing
678 404 770 470 my first time lol, I was depressed for like a week. All I could think about was the next music festival.
Me god damn !!! i took 250mg of Black Molly and 2 Clonazepamme (or something like that) its twice as strong as xanax with weed and alcohol at 15 and didnt know anything about those drugs and i got out of that pretty fucked up but wow it was the best party of my life
Currently me right now. I woke up at 2 am and couldn’t get back to bed because I felt hollow. I ended up finally closing my eyes at around 7am and then my brother came into my room at 9 and said that our cat escaped from the vets so I’ve just spent the last 2 hours on my hands and knees in a forest looking for my fucking cat whilst having the worst come down ever. I literally feel like my soul is trying to leave my body.
good luck on your comedown man :D
Rowan Jupiter you found your cat? :(
I used X quite a lot, and had several week long benders on it. I never experienced a comedown, and only experienced the afterglow effect you briefly mentioned. I think I was probably one of the extremely rare and overly lucky people that didn't get depressed at the horrible shit that I went through. X really helped me to get over it, and helped me learn to connect with others that were unable to relate to my experiences because they had never experienced something so terrible. When I was ready I simply stopped using X and my life improved dramatically. I cannot condone the use of X outside of a clinical setting for this purpose, but it helped me so much. I'm glad that there's somebody (you) helping people stay safe while using, and I hope that the public view of drugs that make a person feel good changes, and that we as a society can learn to use them in a beneficial manner.
Too much blood in the drug stream also known as a comedown
MDMA guide: 20 minutes of video
LSD guide: just dont freak out
i guess i know what i prefer
Eryan724 MDMA is a little more straightforward though. LSD is a loopy complex spiral, a much more intricate and varying experience.
MDMA: fun
LSD: faster Development negative or positive
You could easily make a 20 minute video about how to create a good set and setting for LSD.
MDMA is really a lot simpler and more predictable.
Cid will fuck yo life man. Molly will fuck it for a lil
My first rave, a young girl (16 years of age), was found dead in a dark corner of the warehouse. People *really* need to be with others who can help them through it.
What does her dying have to do with “ being helped through it “ lmao helped through death? What they gonna be at the light ? Guiding her ? Lmao
@@NEO_RKX 😂😂😂😂
@@NEO_RKX helping her through the experience so that maybe she didn’t have to die, ya fuckin dumbass
@@NEO_RKXi think he meant helping them through a bad experience, although u probably would’ve comprehended that if you read it properly
I’ve done Molly countless times and I’m officially done after this terrible comedown. This is my second worst come down and all I can say is, I don’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I did Molly Saturday night and today is Wednesday and still feel like shit, I feel like I’m still high, my head hurts terribly, my eye balls are sore, my vision is blurry, I feel nauseous, my arm was going numb at some point, chest pains, heart starts beating fast, every time I’m about to sleep my body jumps and I have nightmares and wake up screaming, I feel emotional and feel like crying when I see something sad and I’m not an emotional person at all and never cry unless someone dies. I took so much MDMA and was even hydrated, ate a full meal before I took it and was in a cool fresh environment, which was my condo. I love Molly but I’m officially done and ready to be sober after this one. I’ve been taking the 5-HTP pills everyday since I took Molly, excedrin for my headaches and Vitamin C pills as well. I’m on day 4 and feels absolutely terrible I’m thinking of making a doctors appointment just to make sure I don’t have a seizure or heart attack. I’m not dumb when it comes to buying, it’s pure and good and I trust it but I may have over did it, no one fault but mine. Everyone please be careful, this can have long term bad effects and don’t want anyone to end up like me 😞
How much mdma did you eat? And probably you're fine right now :)
Haha, I have the same opinion now. I've only done it four times but this is it. I'm too old, and too tired for this shit. I'm not willing to trade a night of borrowed joy for a week of darkness. I respect the drug too much to ever mess around with it recreationally again. I took far too much and I'm still spaced out, dizzy and tired three days later.
@@OngoGablogian185 yeah
@@OngoGablogian185 yea your gonna need a lot of rest and stay hydrated. You’ll be back to normal in a week. Hope you feel better! Next time just take 2 max, that’s what I’ve been doing and don’t have any bad come downs, just a small migraine in the morning but fine by the end of the next day.
@@Keilakattt Thank you, haha. I'm still getting vertigo at night but it's improved a lot. I had no idea this sort of prolonged comedown could last weeks. Crazy.
I felt so happy on MDMA. No anxiety. All my worries and fears went away. I was so happy to be where i was at the moment (EZOO) and seeing how beautiful and diverse everyone was around me. We did take a pill before taking x which im guessing was the vitamin (it was about ten of us rolling and we all trusted who we bought the pills from ). During the comedown, I did feel a little weird like out of place but afterwards I felt happy I had that experience and was much more grateful and at peace afferwards :)
Felt like that on the comedown before like if u take a lot especially if u keep redosing rather than taking all in one or one redose you get a worse comedown
Usually get a bad comedown cos I get Fucked all night go hard or go yard
This is extremely helpful. As a junkie, i just wanted to say thankyou
Loooool
You wildin out lol
Thank you! I’m more than glad I learned that I shouldn’t mix MDMA with my SSRI, you saved a life
Pro-tip, buy sparkling water (somethng like bru or perrier) in a club setting, you will drink way slower
maevian but your body veat increases so you habe to drink much more water!
Why would u drink slower?
@@Tallguymark I thought i read somewhere that's it's better on mdma to slowly sip your water instead of chucking it down
@@golovaraoul8989 yup, thats true
Sarah xx that is a misconseption, the biggest risk on mdma is drinking too much. Just stay hydrated but dont drink too much
I'd love to see you on the Joe Rogan Show!
Henry I second this!
Henry everyone like this!
+Austin is gay
He's not a doctor.. and this is basic knowledge you can find online
truuuuu
Honestly when I take mdma (ive done It 4 times, 3 of those times were at a rave) when I do start to come down I dont feel sad at all. Its only when I start thinking depressing thoughts that I start feeling sad. Im just so overwhelmed with the gratefulness for the experience I just had and I also always wait atleast 3 months in between my trips. After this next one im going to start waiting at least half a year. I think people should be spacing their trips out that much. Its healthier, prolongs the profoundness of the drug, and it helps to not get addicted.
Tis the season to do Molly fla la la la la la la la la.
Kemry wob wob wob
Hahahaha nice
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Great tips so far, however I'd like to point out, that eating the same day/the days before any stimulant is very, very important. I understand keeping you're stomach empty before dropping, (2-4 hours without food before). But saying that "not eating that day" can potentiate the trip, can be very counter-productive if some teen interprets this as "not eating the same day" = good and healthy. Not having adequate before puts greater risk on both the heart and the brain, greatly increasing stress on the body and increasing the risk of collapse or even psychosis. Just an important fact to point out. Doing lots of drugs on low energy is a very, very bad idea. That's why e.g. speed-addicts make sure to consume salt, sugar, protein etc. to not collapse all of a sudden during one of their "races".
dynamite YES. my body n brain definitely took a blow from me not eating before drug use to "intensify" it. learned real fast
yep true. if you don't eat all day you'll definetly feel shitier and maybe even have some blackouts if combined with alcohol on empty stomach. if you eat you reduce the comedown too. trust me
Makes a huge difference. Eating during a roll I find boosts it a lot too, even just get some fries in you for salt.
I just wanna say.. its currently 3:10AM and im sitting here smoking a spliff, laughing my a** off at this some of the parts of this video, while also contemplating my past MDMA experiences haha, all of this while on Covid-19 lockdown :0 so thanks for being so awesome and comedy session also, definitely learning!
WHERE WAS THIS VIDEO 9 YEARS AGO? :')
Al 3000 there was only one road to LA. US innerstate 15, just a flat out high speed burn through Baker, Barstow and Bardoo. Then onto the Hollywood highway straight into frantic oblivion: safety, obsecurity. Just another freak, in the freak kingdom. *jumpin' jack flash*
Activisa Con Xans yeuh
I'm always pure afterglow in the days after using mdma. Granted I've only taken the drug about 6-7 times with a gap of at least 3 months between rolling. I think that respecting it as well as your body, and using mdma with the intention of it. being a special and healing experience, it can only do good things for you.
Dee Ef Sea never had a comedown or hangover in 10 years of doing it at end 20 hits a night
@@mikeyt6519 lucky guy i get you im the same bar doing it at a frequency of more than 1 every two weeks. still man be careful none of us are invincible
I lost both my older brothers in brutal and violent ways. The images and loss haunted my dreams and day to day life. I then went on a bliss quest and started eating ecstasy on the weekends. And with in a month I had excepted the loss and then healed from it. Haven’t had a bad dream about them since. It saved my life and anyone who’s been through “real trauma “ should try it.
I sleep like a rock after MDMA I love to sleep after MDMA
”Avoid cocaine, amphetamine and alcohol while taking mdma” me thinking what an idiot i am after taking all of them in one night 🤦🏼♂️
worst hangover, ever!
I love looking at comments like this they make me feel really good about the comedowns
same! alcohol, weed, cocaine, and molly all in one night. i don't know wtf was wrong with me man
@@cybergirlfr1end just makes so much sense when you are high but no more sense after^^
Stop guys, don’t do that because of u I have to experience that one day since I am u, but then again u are me so pretty much I did that holy shit am stupid, lol that probs didn’t make sense to a lot of people but to the ones it did make sense to...ye idk thanks for understanding i guess 😂
You have saved so many lives including mine with your harm reduction videos. Thank you.
you are the best bro.
thanks for all the knowledge.
Mdma er ulovlig i Norge Amed!
I get so lovey dovey when I roll lol =). Truthfully, there's no real way to completely avoid a comedown on MDMA. When you're that high, the only other direction is straight back down.
As real as it gets
but worth every sec
True, but you CAN bring a "parachute" along though.. Instead of cement shoes, get me? :)
The down is all part of the experience imo
really? ive done molly like 9 times now and never had a come down. the last time i did it i got an afterglow without following any of these steps. i took half and then i took the other half 1.5 hours later. i was drinking water slowly but i dont even think i finished my cup the whole night and i went to go eat in-n-out but i couldnt eat the burger lol it felt super dry so i gave it to my friend but yeah i felt so happy the next day!
Just took MDMA for the first time at 1am last night and your vids have actually helped me so much, appreciate it man. Glad I can enjoy this beautiful substance safely
I took the highest dose of MDMA a while ago and experienced this weird out of body type of experience while moving through the club. It almost felt as though I was in 3rd person. I also felt pretty relaxed and objective about most things, kinda felt like the ego death u feel on shrooms or LSD.
Actually came out of the experience with a better life out look on life because of it, also virtually no come down.
That doesn't sound like MDMA. More like 2CB
Ket
Where you shaking ? Cause I started shaking my fingers all day and I couldn’t stop
Probably not mdma
Yh even a small dose u get ego death it's like you open up and be real honest and truthful about everything and you can say a lot of things you wouldn't normally say to people cos you worry what they think and also your outlook on life is a lot better and you talk about deeper shit but cos u get used to feeling all good for the night the day after u feel shit like really numb emotionally and depressed and your more Prangy like you push others away and wanna stay alone rather than when Ur on it your social and open up when u comedown u close yourself and stay to yourself unless your with someone your really comfortable with and not too many people
i have such a huge respect & appreciation for this channel. educating people on this stuff- especially people who are participating in doing drugs, is so important. i love this.
And then he got addicted to Kratom haha, love you Adam.
Get some C vitamin tabs too. Super cheap. take 500 - 1000 mg before rolling and maybe 2-4 hours into the roll.
Ya vitamin C increases your roll but it makes it shorter. Do your research before giving advice
Tubs Mcgee I think you're the one who needs to do research man... Ascorbic acid is used to reduce MDMA's neurotoxicity, not to "increase your roll" smh...
source: www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11170222
Please don't spread bullshit misinformation.
lol fuck me right
Johnny Littledick yeah fuck you
Johnny Littledick jk
When he said do only one x pill a month i had a mild heart attack cuz i remembered how many pills i would do in couple a days
@Evan Hasa i heard you can never feel the same way as the first time is it true?
Pavel Berov that's with a lot of drugs
CLOREROSA420 he means take it once a month not take 1 pill every month
@@pavelberov2593 on the chemical side, you can return back to the first time feeling. It's the mental placebo that you cant recreate
Hard I had around 10 last month😂😭
Wow - every two to three months...back in the early 2000's when I was clubbing every weekend, we took MDMA EVERY weekend!! In addition to speed, cannabis, cocaine and ketamine, all in the same weekend (at after parties etc). May explain why I feel 'flat' most of the time nowadays, turning 40 this year. Wouldn't change any of it though, we had the best times!
Interesting. I was born in the early 2000's - I am 18 now - and my close friend group is a bunch of stoners who regularly do all kinds of drugs. We aren't as extreme as you were, but some of us (including me) have definitely used too much at some occassions. I just dropped some mdma this weekend and some of us used mdma, speed and cannabis at the same time.
Despite having serious issues from the acid, I wouldn't change anything about my life either, as we are having the best of times right now. That's why I'm wondering what is something you would say to what could be a 2019 version of your old friend group?
early 2000 had the best quality of mdma and ketamine, i meant in Asia, now its like shit, and a lot more expensive.
@@levelFE Fr. X isn't even MDMA cut with some shit. Nowadays it's the shit they cut it with plus some even shittier shit. It's just colorful crappy meth. I don't do anything harder than alcohol because I'm a bit of a prude, but before I knew about harm reduction and testing I didn't have a clue that Ecstasy was just colorful meth/heroin/coke. Down here in the methhead capital it's all just straight meth. I used to be an exo-head but when I got a little more educated I just dropped Exos out of my life. The only ones I get now are these 25$ exos with a Tesla symbol on it.
try microdosing or a normal dose of psychedelics it can possibly fix ur brain
Vault-Tec Get high in moderation if you do it lots the high will be lessened, be safe. Remember all drugs while they can be fantastic are material things , they work only temporary, don’t start taking so much that you can’t have fun with out drugs.
my comedowns tend to be amazing. i havent had a bad one. i become insanely happy the day after
IronLeeGaming well lucky you cuz i feel bad anxiety and depression for 3 days. Its shit and feels endless despite it being only 3 days
Same here I ger after glows
Me 2
Same I've been so much happier ever since I took it
Lol that’s what it’s like for everybody at the start the comedown will come downtown worry about that
The funny thing is before finding psychedsubstance I was completely against mdma cause I thought it was super bad deadly stroke-inducing stuff, now I just long to put my hands on some legit mdma lol
Lowlandweller _ Just be careful that you get legit MDMA , and not mcpp or pma/ pmma
Same here. Well MAPS and people like Joe Rogan didn't help. Once you get your hands on some pure, it will be sooo worth the wait. Like he said its best to take once or twice every few years. If you ever run across sassafras, I recommend that as well. Both worth doing. Just have to be smart about it. Hope it crosses your path soon.
+Kieth J well I'm pretty used to wait since I live in a place where you almost can't even find weed, so I'm waiting for everything lol thanks for the wishes man
It's kinda risky, but look into deep web market places, stuff is easy to get off there
Ive taking almost every shit except opium/heroin/crack... MDMA is the only drug im willling to take again someday
Love the work you do man, good that your working with MAPS research and fighting the good fight for addiction, health and mental health.
I'm so glad i'm seeing this now. I tried mdma for the first time earlier this year. I did not do enough research prior so the comedown was a bit brutal. I didn't even realize what was wrong with me until what felt like almost 2 weeks after the experience. Now i know better for next time 😵💫
So basically i have severe depression and anxiety and i decided to take molly last night for the first time. i didnt feel the come up at all until it hit me and i was just rolling everything was good, had some hallucinations, and an overall appreciation for life, only bad things i had going on was the teeth grinding and i was freezing but overall i would do it again despite that. But at first the come down gave me really bad anxiety and i couldn’t be in my bed i had to move locations so i went to the couch rolled up into a ball and instantly fell asleep woke up after two hours and went to bed. And in the morning I NEVER FELT BETTER about life, i went to work happy, and im still in a good mood something i haven’t felt in YEARS
I took mdma once and I’m pretty sure my comedown was while I was asleep. I was kind of depressed the morning after, but not anymore than the typical hangover would leave me feeling.
My worst MDMA comedown experience was 2 years ago and since then i am not looking the same at drugs as i did before. Back in the time when i was strongly addicted to methamphetamines and amphetamines, speed overall, i was a bit scared to try something like MDMA because i used to like to take drugs that make me stay on earth with my mind ( at least i thought that) . I dont like drugs that make you trip because i dont feel my body and mind as one so whenever i had taken different type of s drugs that are not speed, my trip always was bad. So long story short, i met a boy, we were 2 years together and by this time he made me feel safe in is company so i was cool to trip with him. Maybe it was the first time in my life that i knew what is like to feel safe in someone’s company ( i have very very strong anxiety and i have a fear of almost everything in the world) . So the first 3 times when we took MDMA i do had some comedowns but they were not different than the speed comedown, so it was worth it. Its really imprortant to know ythat I was not familiar with that kind of trips and when i saw that the after effects are not so bad to overcome, its obvious i enjoyed it much. And yes my story time: one night we were out ( my boyfriend’s friend was going to work abroad so we celebrate his last day in our town ) ( also all of my boyfriend’s friends does drugs on daily basis so its a common thing when they are out to be blackout ) my boyfriend first took MDMA, me and the others were on speed , so i told myself “ Fuck it, i want to take too’’ ( my first time to trip outside the house ) . So the drugs were good, i had a great time, although i dont really remember much, but i was pretty sure that we took way more than we should. After whole weeekend of destroying my brain, the Sunday came and so my comedown. I didnt slept or ate for 2 days, my lips were swollen from biting and i were everywhere but not in my body. I remember the time when i saw my reflection in the mirror... it was disgusting. Later the night i tried to ate something , but my moouth was full with wounds so it was impossible. Little i knew that the other day drugs overcome will be worse. So the next 2 or 3 weeks was hell. Absolutely fucking hell. Every single thing made my cry. When i open my eyes in the morning, when i see a friend, when i drink my coffee, when i brush my theeth, even when i have sex.. i was so trapped in my thoughts.. one day i cried myself out because i felt guilty to had sex with someone 6 months before i met my boyfriend. I believed so deeply that i cheated on him, i couldnt look him in the eyes, i was in pain all the time... i was so scared that ive never be the same person . This comedown made me realise alot of things about myself and it im thankfull for that.
Im clear for 2 years, no speed, no MDMA . I realized when you “borrow” some happiness it will costs you really expensive.
Sorry for the long story, i really needed to tell someone who will understands.
Thank you Adam, for showing me im not insane.
I’m glad I found this video, keepin this saved for next time💓my come down was okay, but the depression whooped my ass for about a week.
5:25 I love this grown, bald, smart man dancing like this
This guy is a GODDD!! love your videos buddy. Keep doing your things!!
I didn’t know the guy from “Hot Ones” was into Mdma, LIT! 🔥
Hey thanks for pointing out about SSRI anti-depressants, will think twice and ask my psychiatrist for advise about that, you probably saved my life at this point lol
This guy is saving lives!!!
You are 100% in my case i get only the "afterglow" effect. that's the opposite of a "comedown" effect.
Better than normal feeling.
since i didn't find that much info on youtube on this subject.
actually did MDMA 3 nights ago and i just took a litte more than a half of a pill. and i got the "afterglow" effect.
I was hooked on 4MMC long time that ruined my serotonin system..
But now? Im even just happy! the second day i continiue to dance.. 15-20hrs after the session.
I can talk with my friends more openely! and just feeling amazing! its so cool!
I can replecate the smile even now! and its feeling like i got my serotonin system repaired!
God bless mdma! next time 4 months from now at my birthday!
Thanks for you'r channel, i learned a lot from it!
Psyched Substance is the upgraded version of Erowid. Well done man. Keep it going. Educate and decriminalize!!!
You're just to lazy to read..lol
I rolled on ecstasy last night and I had the best experience of my life now today I feel okay I don’t feel depressed I just feel tired but man I loved mdma amazing experience last night I made sure to stay hydrated and keep calm and not try to overheat everything went well
Ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Thanks!
Sleeping after MDMA is so easy for me bruh i spend like an hour clenchin and i fall asleep without even noticing lmao
Tensh
This is a really awesome and helpful guide, I applied some of the suggestions mentioned in this video, here's my experience.
I have taken MDMA 4 times in my life, and the last time was the only one (2 days ago) without a comedown, and now I have a really amazing afterglow effect. (about 250mg in total, which is a lot: 1 initial and 3 redoses). What helped me:
1) Rest beforehand is crucial. At least 10+ hours of sleep before AND after. 2) Multivitamins and magnesium (magnesium for my jaw). 3) Not dancing a lot! Don't overheat the body!!! 3) Drinking a lot of water beforehand (not too much) and eating only healthy foods before the roll. It may not be all, but this is my experience & suggestion.
I tried to figure out which of these led me to this afterglow effect, and it may be the low amount of dancing (I only did MDMA at festivals before and danced like crazy, which might have led me to the horrible comedown feeling), and also the sleep is crucial.
Have a safe and great roll, everyone!
I am on an MD comedown... It feels like i have no heartbeat and I am breathing too quickly, I am tired and have a headache
and you cute too
Down bad lol
@@matt-ti9ed I guess ….
I tried mdma for the first time a couple of days ago, I did everything this video stated and felt a bit tired the day after but that's it. (I didn't take booster)
The roll was great btw.
Took an x yesterday. I didn't use any of your products but just listening to you I feel better. Just for that, I suscribe!
Avoid drinking alcohol : The best thing I love about being high on MDMA is that when I take a sip of alcohol it feels like it burns like MDMA is rejecting it telling me it’s bad for my body. Like « Bitch you don’t need that in yo body » haha
Btw thank you so much for your videos 🙏🏼 I went crazy on MDMA last summer and I’ve been suffering with anxiety, it’s been a nightmare. Now I’m good again and your videos are helping me so much 💕
I’ve only even taking mdma once so I really know absolutely nothing about it, it was amazing when I was on it. I had my head phones in and danced to Tina turner simply the best for 3 hours(I know rock n roll). I can’t tell you how much I loved being on it it was incredible, I spewed at one point, but I didn’t panic which I thought I would of, I just got on with it and all was brilliant, everything seemed and felt beautiful and amazing. That was until I started coming down. I felt SHIT! I felt like I was a piece of shit on the ground and people just kept standing on me, I felt absolutely minging, I felt dirty, I had chewed my mouth to bits, my body was so fucking sore, and my brain felt like a big puddle of shit. I had to go to the hairdressers later on in the day and when the poor woman was talking to me I told her to stop talking because I felt SO low and didn’t want to listen to her. That was ENOUGH for me😂 people who do take it and just get on with life the next again day like nothing’s happened, hats off to you! Because I was a fucking mess, and contemplate calling the mental hospital. 😂
I had so much fun reading this, I hope if you’ve rolled since, that it’s gone smoother. I have adhd so I’m not sure if that effects me not feeling depressed but I do feel tired as all heck for a few days after a roll.
This is me right now girl omg
ME HAHA MEEE. It’s scary!!!
This literally describes it to a tea
I wasn’t able to sleep for almost 48 hours after taking mdma. I would keep getting woken up by these little jolts that would happen in my brain anytime I was close to falling asleep. That’s when my anxiety kicked in and made it worse. After reading about other people’s experiences, I realized I just had to relax, and remember that I would eventually fall asleep. Anytime I would feel the jolting sensations, I would just ride it out and continue shutting my eyes, not allowing it to stress me out anymore. And just like that I finally fell asleep. So if you’re running into the same problem as me, just remember to not be so hard on yourself, the key is to relax. You’re not gonna die, and you will fall asleep eventually 😴
When you dance, you look like you are demonically possessed especially when you pull that face. But in all regards, thank you for creating this vid!
I tried MDMA about 4 months ago and i got the afterglow effect. it was when i woke up the next day next to my girlfriend(who also took mdma) and i went out for a walk while smoking a spliff. everything was just so damn amazing. everything was beautiful and i felt really great. tomorrow i will do another session :D. but i will only take aout 80mg of pure mdma(and yes ive tried it. i went black really fast with a eztest kit. wish me luck. and be safe out there guys
I tried molly and have been happy as hell since
When I first did ecstasy at a Rave I rolled the whole night, the 2 days after I was still full of energy, I was social and happy. my muscles were so sore after all the dancing but I still was so excited to go to the gym and went (i dont even have a lot of motivation). After those 2 days I had a fever for 3 weeks 😂😂 worth it tho
First five times doing MDMA, super chatty and feeling awesome, now every time me and co get together to MDMA... we hardly talk but still feel awesome, anyone else noticed this as well?
PangaeanConquest same
PangaeanConquest. When i pop off i just chill with my ppls or go drive somewere lol. Ion get into the rave dance shit like everyome else
One of my friends has been doing every weekend and when I see him he is usually just smiling and not talking
Same here for a weekly user..
PangaeanConquest yes cause you get used to it and learn yourself over time. Like making myself consume water every hour or using my Apple Watch to watch my heart rate.
I’ve actually never had a comedown. Just watching this for a friend whose first time will be with me tonight.
Hello Hi nice of u
this came out on the date I was coming down hard :/
Ive taken mdma 6-7 times one of those times was the following day. I never felt a comedown, it was just like i was high, then i eased out. No depression, anxiety, anything, infact i felt even happier with the world and my life than before i took it
I had this exact experience. It was like taking the MDMA helped my brain realize what it felt like to truly be happy and released w/e blocks it had before.
Yeah that was me on the second time, the first time I had work in the morning so that explains a lot
That's awesome. :)
I've taken it 3 times in one week and never had come down or any depression afterwards
Gofish it's addictive once u feel like u wanna stay there always.
maaaan your videos are so important to mankind! so much knowledge isn't gonna appear out of knowhere. You surely benefit the living of people. Besides all of the problems that you are having making this videos, don't give up! lov, hugs and kisses from Chile :))
Honestly everytime I took mdma the only thing I felt next day was an incredible well being. Wich I really miss, since I'm mostly deppressed.
Exactly! It even lasted for a week for me, unitll I did marijuana then, which was shit comparetively. Otherwise I was living the most happy and productive life even after days taking MDMa.
Really shocked I’m alive I’ve been doing everything wrong for years lol
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