Thank you for making videos. They have been validating and help with feelings of loneliness. You have provided me with hope during my recovery. I've only had one episode/freak out and life after was a big change in pretty much everything so it's been taking some getting used to. It's been multiple months and I haven't been comfortable enough to go out and enjoy things, interest and motivation are slowly building and hearing from you gives me hope that I'll be able to fully recover.
i still struggle with this issue almost every day (two years post a few months of psychosis) and this has really helped. thank you! feel like it’s hard to discuss with anyone who saw you like that, so i appreciate knowing that the shame and embarrassment is something that can be moved on from!
Great video! Thank you for sharing (: It honestly scares me everytime i think about the dangerous or nearly dangerous stuff I or other people did in psychosis. I am a little relieved as long as it is "just" embarrassing and not actually harmful. I still cringe at some, but I am also glad that I did not hurt anybody else.
I relate to this hard. Sometimes, I have memories of the weird things I said or did when I was in psychosis and I shudder uncontrollably. (I'm immune to guilt, in general, but shame hits *hard* ). I still don't know what the true reality is, and how many of my memories and beliefs are real or just one big delusion...but I am slowly processing it. Your videos help a lot, so thanks.
I saw that you made a short video about insight in psychosis, which I appreciated watching. If you feel you have enough to say about insight as a topic to fill a longer video then I'd be interested in seeing that! 😊 If not then no hard feelings of course ☺️ Love your channels both on here and TikTok 💛
Your perspective is great. I feel I always learn more about myself by watching others also diagnosed with SZA. Although I have mixed type, there are more similarities than differences. Great video!
I lost all my "coworker friends" after i got fulll blown psychosis at work. It was sad. Thank you for discussing this. I felt violated by my psychosis, because it exposed my innermost insecurities and troubles in an embarassing way in front of people i didnt like
I’m beaming rn idk I feel noticed and you enjoyed the topic and it seems like it helped u and it helped me and just yay for everyone, I hope good hearted people continue to be public, I’m too paranoid and hurt rn to do something like this idea (but not this exactly probs) but at some point in my life it would be cool to start a group or do something to give back and help others especially those whose pain I know so well. I just appreciate ur entire story and I am so happy that you are finding yourself and happiness beyond all the shit you have been through. And am grateful that you are sharing it with ppl to help others feel less alone and have hope. I also want to write a book so idk it’s very full circle feeling and cool to hear all of this. Always chase dreams! 💭💭💭💫💫💫
@@Mpxyzm2by hell yeah, thank you for interacting with me and for the awesome topics, I do sincerely get a lot out of them!! I really hope you write that book, I’d love to read it.
I feel like whatever I try to do I can’t get anything right. Like performing music and talking in my vlog. I always come across as weird no more how much I try to be normal or impressive. That’s schizophrenia to me. I can’t escape being weird.
I had an ultrasound today. My liver enzymes are off. My liver enzymes have been off before and returned to normal. God I hope my doctor doesn't want me to have a biopsy! Because i won't. I am not afraid of dying. My mom upset me today because she won't stop telling me what to do. I live three states away on my own. I thank God I escaped! I don't want to see my family over Christmas. If I have to trick them I will to not go see them. Has your illness made you hard hearted? Maybe my reaction is just normal. But I really don't care for her!
Thank you for putting yourself out here/there for ppl like us ❤️❤️❤️💗💗💗
Thank you for making videos. They have been validating and help with feelings of loneliness. You have provided me with hope during my recovery. I've only had one episode/freak out and life after was a big change in pretty much everything so it's been taking some getting used to. It's been multiple months and I haven't been comfortable enough to go out and enjoy things, interest and motivation are slowly building and hearing from you gives me hope that I'll be able to fully recover.
Me too,wrap in a blanket,hug,calming music,warm drink..safety.
i still struggle with this issue almost every day (two years post a few months of psychosis) and this has really helped. thank you! feel like it’s hard to discuss with anyone who saw you like that, so i appreciate knowing that the shame and embarrassment is something that can be moved on from!
Great video! Thank you for sharing (:
It honestly scares me everytime i think about the dangerous or nearly dangerous stuff I or other people did in psychosis. I am a little relieved as long as it is "just" embarrassing and not actually harmful. I still cringe at some, but I am also glad that I did not hurt anybody else.
I relate to this hard. Sometimes, I have memories of the weird things I said or did when I was in psychosis and I shudder uncontrollably. (I'm immune to guilt, in general, but shame hits *hard* ). I still don't know what the true reality is, and how many of my memories and beliefs are real or just one big delusion...but I am slowly processing it.
Your videos help a lot, so thanks.
I saw that you made a short video about insight in psychosis, which I appreciated watching. If you feel you have enough to say about insight as a topic to fill a longer video then I'd be interested in seeing that! 😊 If not then no hard feelings of course ☺️ Love your channels both on here and TikTok 💛
Your perspective is great. I feel I always learn more about myself by watching others also diagnosed with SZA. Although I have mixed type, there are more similarities than differences. Great video!
Absolutely love ur perspective 💕🩷💓💗❤️❣️💝
I lost all my "coworker friends" after i got fulll blown psychosis at work. It was sad. Thank you for discussing this. I felt violated by my psychosis, because it exposed my innermost insecurities and troubles in an embarassing way in front of people i didnt like
@@idostuff5766 aw I’m sorry to hear that. I feel the same way honestly.
I’m beaming rn idk I feel noticed and you enjoyed the topic and it seems like it helped u and it helped me and just yay for everyone, I hope good hearted people continue to be public, I’m too paranoid and hurt rn to do something like this idea (but not this exactly probs) but at some point in my life it would be cool to start a group or do something to give back and help others especially those whose pain I know so well. I just appreciate ur entire story and I am so happy that you are finding yourself and happiness beyond all the shit you have been through. And am grateful that you are sharing it with ppl to help others feel less alone and have hope. I also want to write a book so idk it’s very full circle feeling and cool to hear all of this. Always chase dreams! 💭💭💭💫💫💫
@@Mpxyzm2by hell yeah, thank you for interacting with me and for the awesome topics, I do sincerely get a lot out of them!! I really hope you write that book, I’d love to read it.
@@Psychotic.in.Seattle :) ☺️😊
Thank you for another video ❤❤❤❤🩵💜🩵💜🩵💜;
Also, best of luck with the book!
Within the context of understanding and respect, you’re singing to Nina Simone’s Choir - you know the song… as always, thank you for your insight.
@@27degreesdescending29 Oh I don’t know which one you mean! I know some of her songs, she’s really great.
Cyndi Lauper’s live performance adaptation of Simone’s “Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood.”
Your my hero
@@ThisIsWickid aw thanks!
I feel like whatever I try to do I can’t get anything right. Like performing music and talking in my vlog. I always come across as weird no more how much I try to be normal or impressive. That’s schizophrenia to me. I can’t escape being weird.
Thx for the shoutout ^-^ !!!!!!
Love your makeup and hair style. 😊😊
@@saharroshan8834 aw thank you so much!
I made my username while coming out of psychosis too btw 😅😅💜
I had an ultrasound today. My liver enzymes are off. My liver enzymes have been off before and returned to normal. God I hope my doctor doesn't want me to have a biopsy! Because i won't. I am not afraid of dying. My mom upset me today because she won't stop telling me what to do. I live three states away on my own. I thank God I escaped! I don't want to see my family over Christmas. If I have to trick them I will to not go see them. Has your illness made you hard hearted? Maybe my reaction is just normal. But I really don't care for her!
10:54 I am also an author💚💚💚💚
@@ThisIsWickid oh cool! I’d love to check out your writing.