Using Psilocybin Mushrooms to heal my anxiety, depression & trauma
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- Опубликовано: 11 янв 2023
- I discuss (ramble) my journey using 4.5g of psilocybin mushrooms to alleviate my past traumas, anxiety, depression and overall fearful mental state.
Feel everything, let go and experience life - and most of all, don’t forget to PLAY.
I am not a doctor and would recommend you seek professional advice before ingesting any substances.
#magicmushrooms #mushroomtrip #psilocybin #anxiety #depression #shrooms #mushroomexperience
I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. I tried shrooms and it made me function so much better.
Eek I’m autistic too and might wanna try mushrooms. How do I go about it?
Yeah doc.brenttt is your guide. Man is exceptional with anything psychedelics.
Hello Can he be reached on IG?
Yes doc.Brenttt
All my life I've felt like the fish who's being commanded to climb the tree. I think it's anxiety. Whenever there's a task with any important implications I have this awful discomfort and I hesitate to no end. I really hope mushrooms can do something for me. I'm so tired of pretending to be well. Even if I accomplish something today, tomorrow is going to be the same uphill battle.
I hope it works for you too x
This is beautiful. I took this exact dose in 2021, 4.5g of psilocybin and I had this exact experience... the feeling that nothing can hurt me and physical existence is just a moment in eternity. I felt connected to other beings on earth, knowing that they are connected to me even though we don't really know each other "here". I also came back from the experience willing to enjoy earthly pleasures because we need a physical body to enjoy them.... I felt I am several people at the same time, I also felt the sense of never ever being alone and can relate to the feeling if willing to take other people's pain away but not being able to... the only way is by advocating for psychedelics. I am ready for another heroic dose, I also got some amanita muscaria but haven't tried it yet, waiting for the right moment. Thanks for this, it's great to know that more people are getting "IT"!
That is amazing! Im so happy you had that an amazing experience too 😊 aren’t Amanitas just the most gorgeous mushrooms - I have a painting of them on my wall. I’ve never tried them though. Now that it’s been a year I’m also feeling like it’s almost time again for a booster. Thanks so much fir sharing your story with me, it is lovely to know they’re kindred spirits out there 💜
This is an encouraging story, thank you. Everything you mentioned is a primary source of the fear and terror that fuels my existential OCD - ironically triggered by a horrible trip on way too powerful pot brownies many years ago. I have a tremendous amount of fear around psychedelics despite knowing their potential and feeling stuck and out of options regarding anything else.
Beautiful, interesting and educational story
Hey have u tried those amanitas yet
haven't tried them@@bali5765
"I had a hard time feeling like I belonged anywhere and I just felt awfully alone", I've only watched the very beginning of your video and I couldn't stopped crying. I am hoping psilocybin mushrooms will help me too. I am also feeling very anxious, and have been suffering from "Chronic Fatigue Syndrome" / CPTSD for many years. Chronic stress and childhood traumas are the root cause, definitely.
So far, mild/ high doses didn't do much, except for this "peaceful feeling" you described, I will try again with higher doses. Your testimony is boosting me!
Thank you for sharing your story ! 🌈
Thank you for commenting - I hope it works for you too love x
same, hang in there, there's always light - peaceful feeling is good
When I went to a weekend workshop with Lynne Roberts for Shamanic Reiki, that was what I got too. Just have fun. Don't be so serious. Don't allow yourself to get stuck in the muck of despair. I try to stay connected to my inner child, but it is hard not to get sucked into the seriousness of life or how we humans view life so seriously. Life isn't meant to be taken seriously. It is literally about living and staying open and curious. I still struggle though even though I know that.
It’s so simple isn’t it? But then you fall back into the daily human experience and forget to play and enjoy yourself lol
Thank you for sharing. ❤🙏
Thanks for listening 🧡
thank you for sharing
You are so welcome!
Thank you for sharing your story. This sounds amazing.
Thanks for listening
Thank you for sharing your experience sister! 🌻
Thanks for watching! 🖤
I love this! Thank you so much for such an in depth description of your experience! 🧡
You're so welcome!
One of the most articulate descripton of the psilosybin trip I have found on the internet. Very nice. I have not tried it yet but I am planning to do it fairly soon. Thanks for sharing
Glad it was helpful!
@les2169 absolutely agree!
Thank you for this @Chaneldays it’s absolutely spot on!
Uncontrollable crying from your report
I wish you much love & light moving forward too x
how do think is best and safest o try for the first time?
Basking in the radiance of all that is. That's it! Thank you for sharing. ❤💫🍄
You are so welcome
Hi, thanks for sharing part of your journey with us! I have been curious about this type of therapy and you answered several questions that I had. Blessings to you…❤
You’re very welcome
I am crying all the video... Thank you so much for sharing!
You are so welcome!
Wow your experience sounds amazing Chanel! It sounds like it has truly helped heal you. When I hear experiences like this it always just reconfirms my beliefs on so many levels. Thank you so much for sharing this with us. Sending you tons of love always beautiful soul. 💖
Aw thanks love. And you thank you for your abundance of kind words and support 💜
Awesome video!I've had Ketamine infusions and had a small "taste" of what you described. I'm so thankful I watched this. It's very reassuring that there's hope for me. As soon as I get ahold of some mushrooms, I'm going to start my healing journey. Best of luck with yours!
Your video helped me a lot, thank you. I really like your t-shirt. 🌻🌼🌱🐝
You talking your experiences helped me.
Aw thank you - I felt like it fit the theme lol. And you are very welcome. Before I went on my trip I tried to watch as many peoples experience as possible to help me irritate myself
Thank you so much for putting into words so beautifully what I have not been able to…. ❤️❤️❤️
You are so welcome 💖
My mom left recently and it's been hard, but I couldn't explain how she felt closer then she felt in flesh.n how there was a spark of corky ness I developed..like I was extremely myself besides the decontrol I had for food I'm better CA se iv studied fasting and I'm now educated on the healing properties and even more educated on LIFE itself and how my mom is still alive and with me 😭, I so appreciate you for taking the time to shate this with the world it was meant and like some other comments i read u have no idea how your saving people with it .thank you thank you!
Im also still going through small feels of everything u were n I want to become a small doser just not in my own home for the psych to b what they can , and I'm glad I know that much cause I've had Simi bad trips so I know how to avoid it. New subb ❤
Thank you for sharing you story x
So beautiful! Thank you for sharing😍❤️🔥🧚🏼♀️✨
You are so welcome!
amazing that after all you went through it was the mushrooms that actually helped heal you! incredible story, thank you!
Absolutely!
Amazing Story Chanel and I can imagine this wasn't easy to talk about. I too was tossed around as a kid, in pretty much every way one can imagine. Spent 25 years drinking, doing drugs and living in anger and depression. I was on anti depressants and 2 sleep meds for years. I spent a year and half doing 2.5-4 grams of dried cubensis mushrooms every 3rd day. I would meditate, exercise, listen to music, play with my dogs, pet my cat and reflect. I would spend hours crying about everything, asking what I did to deserve all this and doing my best to forgive everyone including myself which was wonderful. I still struggle here and there but I don't take any meds. I sleep really well. I'm learning how to move forward in a new way. Leaving my old self behind is very difficult but it seems to get easier every day. Taking large doses every few days is NOT what I recommend! That's just what I felt I needed to do as I had a lot of trauma to sort out. Also, I've been doing mushrooms since I was 15 so I know how to handle feeling when they come up without freaking out. I'm not even saying mushrooms are for everyone but I know how much they love us and want to help. They won't do what you want them to do but they will do what you NEED them to do. One has to give up all expectations of what a trip should looks like. Gotta lean into what comes up and go with the flow...
Thank you for sharing your story
You’ve had a rough road and did the hard work - I can’t even imagine having that many trips each week - your strength is astonishing
@@chaneldays It seems crazy and my friends and family thought I had gone completely off the rails. I had one friend, that smokes meth every day say, "dude! you're going to fry your brain!!" WTF? You smoke meth every day and somehow you think mushrooms are the things that are going to burn me out? okay...People drink every day, smoke meth, do coke, smoke week, take pills yet we think tripping once or twice a week is what a crazy person does. It's the change of perspective that seems to scare people the most. The idea that you can learn too much about ourselves, nature and the universe that just seems too overwhelming for one person to handle. It's not
@@harrollcooke I was meaning more of how much energy trips take, I’m always exhausted for a few days after - doing it as regularly as you wouldnt be possible for me, your energy levels are impressive
Ohhh, I got you. Probably because it was the first time, since I was probably 5 years old that I actually felt alive. Didn’t want to waste a second of it😊
THANK YOU FOR THIS. LOG IT WAS MY FIRST TIME W MUSHROOMS YESTERDAY IM EXCITED TO FULLY HEAL
Honestly this video really really moved me ❤ I felt like listening g to you before u microdosed is me now and everything made sense ❤ thank you for sharing x
My pleasure 😊
Thank you so much for sharing. I know that when I experience then for myself I will be free of bondage. ❤
I hope it happens for you x
Very informative video. Thank you for creating this! I’ve been researching a ton about mushrooms
Glad it was helpful!
Beautiful story and very inspiring. Thank you for your light and wisdom.
You are so welcome
Oh wow, I needed to hear this. Bless. Will consider trying it myself. The desire for total control has held me back. I need a control alt delete system reboot!! A Factory settings reset is so appealing right now. There's just too much noise surrounding me.
Sometimes we get the message right when we’re most receptive - if you do it I wish you a magical reboot!
From the bottom of my heart, thank you! It was like you were guiding me. I'm struggling but I know behind this veil there is a way for me in this reinkarnation too. Hugs
You are so welcome
Thank you for sharing your story. I have had the same experiences.
That’s wonderful!
What a lovely experience! Thank you for opening your heart and sharing with us. I'm considering trying it and I'm hoping to have an experience like this!
I hope it works for you x
HI, I apprecite your story because I too share it. Thank you.
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I’ve been microdosing since October and what you said about not jumping into fight or flight when phone rings etc is what I’ve experienced as part of my progress with the mushrooms. Or when my 24 year old gets in her anxiety stuff I used to get triggered and react myself , take it personally, and now I can say oh she’s not feeling good, and just be patient and help instead of hinder. She is also MD ing and I’m hoping she will do a guided large dose (and me too). Thanks for sharing your experience!
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Thank you so much for sharing this. I have been working up to taking that dose for a while. I'm a bit nervous and having anxiety doesn't help, but hearing your experience has given me the courage to go for it. Also everything you spoke about really resonated with me and is exactly what I already felt to be true being a spiritual person. I was wondering if my two cats would freak me out a bit during the trip but now i'm excited to see how they appear to me :D Sending you love and grattitude x
I hope you have a wonderful experience and get the healing you’re hoping for 🌻💛
Report back on how it went! Anxious people are the most afraid of these drugs and the most vulnerable to having bad trips, while ironically being those who stand to benefit the most.
Dont get lost looking into their eyes...or yours
This is really helpful. I have OCD, I struggle with a benzodiazepine dependency not for physical reasons but because of tremendous fear, and have constant doubt and a terror of death ironically triggered by something a powerful, advanced healer said to me in a state of oblivion about how much her words (she's an atrocious verbal communicator) would traumatize me. Everything I've done has failed to truly uproot the deep fear that I live with every day and that controls my life like a prison. I really hope this works; I don't know what else to do anymore, after 17 fucking years of permanently being in crisis and yeah, my poor adrenals must be exhausted.
I feel for you and hope you find a way out of it x
@@chaneldays Your video has helped a lot. I need better tools than the ones I've got, and this definitely is one.
I am always surprised (but also not) about how similar these experiences are. I saw myself in your descriptions, and I think just watching this I was transported back to those moments and epiphanies. I was told once that after something like this, we now have a red chord linking us to that knowledge, to that essence and love we "discovered". And I try to remember that chord when I am not in those experiences. This video reconnected me to that chord :)
I love that chord analogy - Thankyou for sharing it 💓🍄
That is so enriching for me to pondrr.... Thank you for that "cord" comment. I'm 53 and bought some capsules of Golden Teacher and Hillbilly something. They arrive tomorrow. Did you fast? How long until it kicked in? Mine are capsules so if after a half hour or hour, if I don't feel anything, do I take another? I feel like I live under a black cloud. Your comment really resonated with me. Thank you for your comment, 🙏👐🌹🤗 and please advise.
@@EverybodysSister2023 yes I fast so I don’t eat in the morning and normally start trip around 9-10
If you’re not feeling anything after an hour add a little bit more I’d say
Love your accent and your vibe! Lovely experience you had there. I to am looking forward to moving into nature in the future.. preferably with a wonderful lady like yourself. Try daily meditation to keep your worries at bay ❤
Thank you so much!
Thank you so so much for sharing this, I'm getting close to doing a retreat with some dosing, I've been wanting to do it for some time now, for many of the same reasons, although I'm older and my kids grown. I feel like the time is now ideal, having suffered for some time.. I will report back, many thanks again✌️❤️
Best of luck!
Hello Chanel, loved your video, everything you had to say and how genuine your sharing is. Wanted to suggest microdosing as a way to keep the mind at bay. Thank you for this lovely video, I think it might save some people's lives.
Thanks for the tip!
okay.. but this gave me goosebumps.... how could you remember everything even your dreams...I am not sure I would have liked that!!!!
Luckily only the good dreams were playing - not the nightmares
Although I totally agree it can help people, when I did dosing it caused me major anxiety! I too was abused and had a lot of trauma… I felt I was able to heal but all of a sudden once doing certain medicines anxiety went off the roof. Some of us can’t do anything! Ugh
I’m sorry it didn’t work for you - I hope you find something that does x
Most people take too much when microdosing. If it's giving you anxiety then you're likely too high for a microdose but not high enough for an actual trip. When I microdosed I used only 50 mg. You need a very precise scale that can measure that small of an amount. Measuring with a spoon can vary greatly. You can gradually try more than 50 mg, but more than 150mg isn't really a microdose anymore and it's not necessary. I had no side effects from the 50mg but I started noticing the beauty in the world. And even after I stopped that beauty is still there. However. This didn't fully cure my depression, maybe if I did it longer. I tried maybe a few months. it would depend on the neurotransmitter that your are actually lacking making you depressed as well. I started taking amino acids and they were life changing as well. Tryptophan, dlpa. And gaba all were very beneficial for me. Trudy scott has a great website about the amino acids. I'm still very glad i used the mushrooms though as it opens your awareness so you can view the world differently. Healing mental health issues is multi-faceted, so I always recommend more than one thing. Learning somatic experiencing and eft/tapping also was life changing. Both are fantastic do it yourself trauma healing tools
Real talk at 29 minits, when I was at my best I'm pretty sure that's the wave I was on, im so stuck in the fear in my head ATM but it's just easier said than done
I seen the roller coaster collider scope when i shut my eyes 2 mine was in black and white checker style tho lol also my youtube music phone screen background was slowly changing colours and i was trying to figure oit if it was me or it was just doing that lol
I'm currently discovering somatic tracking, seems very hopeful, for me at least
Curious, have you went on another journey? If so, have you made another you tube video. I so loved hearing your exp. Gives me and i'm sure others hope! Ty so much for sharing
I take a heroic dose once a year to keep the anxiety and depression at bay - every trip has been very different but I haven’t filmed any of the new ones
I need to order, but am nervous about an unknown place. @@Waynemike287
Btw your eyes/pupils are beautiful! ✌️🕯❤️~TnT
What an amazing video. I'm so glad that you've had such a long-lasting positive experience. I'm wondering if your connection with universal love was different from your experience of Earthly love. I get the impression that our Earthly love is a pale shadow of universal love. Sometimes I think I think we don't experience true love on Earth only an obsessive need. Do you feel the same way?
Oh it’s very different - universal was without doubt - it was perfect and constant - an infinite state.
Human love varies and has difference and fluctuations. Still beautiful though in its own way
I don't have the energy rn to handle a big dose, all this panicing Ive been going through has me at a real low energy, I know I only had euphoria from 5g myself but I'm not so sure if that's necessary I think I just need a bit of extra serotonin rn, you can actually get serotonin toxicity anyway probably not a good idea to take such large amounts as science hasn't even studied it to see if it's safe yet
Pot isn’t for me either , I can relate a lot to this story , and her life . Thanks for sharing . Very well articulated
Thanks for watching!
Taking my first heroic dose tmrw morning🎉Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience with us
Goodluck!
@woolymaple4335 how did it go ? :)
@@Pauline_mrt uhhhh not awesome lol
@@woolymaple4335 I hope you're okay! don't hesitate to ask for help with integration :) (I took 40 grams of truffles a few days ago, it was underwhelming, I am really getting fed up)
@@woolymaple4335what happened? 🙃
I love how u went straight for a hard dose at 2g hahaha man.. i was pacing back and forth on 1 gram i was having a panic attack it was horrible.. it was my first time taking it alone, id had 1 gram and 3 grams before that with a friend and man we were laughing so hard i could barely breathe cause i kept coming up with the most random thoughts, i was a "bog slug" just laying out in the swamp in the mud n the magic mushroom man was walking around doing this goofy hillbilly laugh that kept coming out of me that id never done before lol "did you know... A pelican.. is a realbird" i remember thinking that was the funniest thing to say cause realbird was said like it was some sort of species 😂 you took it outside in the garden? man you are crazy.. you dont have bull ants and jack jumpers n stuff? I took 3 grams in a rainforest with a few friends camping a year or so ago and had leaches crawling all over me it was so hectic i was loving life till that moment, they were coming at me cause i was playing music on my bluetooth speaker n being loud talking to my friends.. not a good time.. ive taken a gram and went to a rave, freaked out on the way there it was really hard to go in but i was good once i got in for about an hour then i was cooked n had to sit down, i once tried to take 10 grams with lemon and couldnt get it all in me because it was making me want to vomit andi didnt want to throw up what i had and waste it.. got about 5 grams in and then sat at the kitchen table head in hand nautious af for hours then went to bed, couldnt sleep all night, by the time the morning came i felt the most euphoric ive ever felt i was singing and all it was amazing lol.. anyway.. i took just 10mg last week to try help me with my intense anxiety and depression and panic that ive got atm from quitting smoking and all it really did was make me feel like i was going to be stuck with an eternal need to yawn which i wasnt a fan of, i feel like every time i take mushrooms im like nah thats it im done with this stuff its no good but then i end up so desperate with my mental health that i want to hive it another chance because i wont take man made drugs cause im a naturalist probaly outof fear.. anyway i quit weed 6 months ago and tobacco 2 weeks ago, i got alopecia in my beard after i quit the weed because of the withdrawals from that plus the anxiety from smoking tobacco on its own.. ive now lost most of my beard at this point and havnt been able to leave the house for over a year, long story but i quit smoking weed and tobacco 5 years ago and went through major depressive disorder and anxiety and was bed ridden and like wailing for 9 months and ended up having to go back to just weed alone and then maybe 6 months later i quit that and was fine from memory, had 2 years of a social butterfly stage loving life going to festivals and bush doofs by myself which is crazy for me because i was addicted to amoking sinse 14 and could ever leave the house from like 21 years old and then tried to quit at 26 and thats when i went through hell the first time and decided i no longer wanted to buy land and move away from society even tho id already collected like every fruit tree in pots ready for when i did and now till this day ive got allthese exotic fruits in pots and its so overwhelming watering them everyday and feeding and weeding them and they all need up potting now but i have no room for them because i planned on having them all planted on some property by now and now that im going through depression again ive got my mum keeping everything alive cause im stuck in bed with intense panic and anxiety again because silly me got addicted again a bit over a year ago because i somehow forgot how bad addiction and quitting was, so now here i am, on youtube, with a gram in 4 capsules in front of me trying to figure out how much i need to take to hopefully stop me waking up feeling like im gonna have a heart attack from panicking about all these worries flying through my brain that i cant block out and hopefully help my mood in general so i can atleast get out of my bed ridden state and im here watching your video which i will now restart and watch all the way through but man.. i dunno if i ahould take quarter gram or whoke gram or make up some more n go for a big dose but i think condlsidering how much i felt the 10mg dose last week im not so sure if i should even take the whole 1 gram cause it hit me hard and these shrooms are a coouple years old now, i thought they would have lost potency but apparently not lol, same time i dont wanna take not enough again and waste my time in confused, life sucks.. i feel like i can feel the yawns comong on already and i havent even ingested any, maybe it got into my system while making the capsules.. yea.. i think it has lol
Plus if I take a high dose of shrooms I get sick and last strain I was on I had stomach inflammation
I just realized that I love you! ❤🥰😍❤🧡💛💚💙💯💥💢
Awwww thank you x
brewing in hot water will destroy the actives, thats why you didnt get much from ur 2 g dose or 3 g dose . heat destroy the actives so avoid doing that and youll see the difference . id just macerate it in orange juice if you must , but no heat !
Oh, I’m glad I seen this because I take an SSRI and they say you should take Moore to get an actual result if you are on an SSRI so should I take like 8 mg
@@KeishaKiger 8mg or 8 g ? 8 g is too much , 3 to 4 g dried are manageble and more therapeutic
@@aum5359thank you! I have not tried yet , it will be first time , so I’ll try 4 maybe for my first dose ?😜😄
Not true, you don't know what strength they were since they were wild foraged. Alot of them contain less than 1 percent of active compounds. If you try something like Psilocybin Natalensis, or Penis Envy, the concentration can be over 2 percent. It depends upon genetics and growing conditions. Also, whether it was fresh or dried.
they are doing studies worldwide now how amazing!
It is!
Hi Chanel, thanks so much for sharing your journey experience with us. It was very helpful as I prepare to do my first one. My question for you is this: were you taking antidepressants when you had your journey? I currently take 10mg of Lexapro for anxiety and the woman who is going to facilitate my journey said she is concerned that I won't feel the effects as much because of the antidepressant. I was curious if that's why you ended up taking the hero's dose of 4.5grams?
No - I wasn’t on any medication when taking mushrooms
And yes - it took 4.5g for me to finally “trip”
Hope U don't smoke cigarettes cause that's what caused my alopecia which is an autoimmune disease which I presume is caused by too much cortisol which also lowers testosterone etc, major endocrine disruptor, as is eating animal products and not having enough iodine for thyroid function etc etc god the stuff U learn as a hypochondriac
I am new at this experience and my two Ceremonies were the same as her 1st & 2nd experience - Next 5 or 6 Grams with a shaman here in Mexico
Goodluck!
How many grams should I take? I’ve never tried it before and I’m on venlafaxine which is an SSRI 75 mg and from what I heard if you were on that you need to up your dose to get an effect
I'm grateful that RUclips recommended
your inspiring story & that you shared it in the 1st place! I tried this twice & only saw the popcorn ceiling details moving & had some nausea go away after yawning. How many times did you have to try this before your breakthrough?
I did two smaller doses
Third time I took 4.5g and that did it
But the amount of psilocybin per gram differs based on the individual mushroom
Did you have to do any special preparation (mindfulness exercises) before your breakthrough, or did it just happen spontaneously the 3rd time?
@@BlueCollarPhilosoper it was just the higher dose
Love your experience I’m currently on an SSRI 75 mg of them vaccine and I heard a therapist say that you have to take maybe 8 mg to get an affect if you’re on an SSRI were you on an SSRI? I’m trying to figure out how much I need to take my first experience thanks for sharing.
I have no experience with ssri sorry
i think part of the reason is using boiling hot water…? if water is too hot it can break down a lot of the psilopsybin compounds so you when you were using 3 grams maybe only half of it was availaible due do boiling it in hot water
Yeah I use hot water, not boiling
Mushrooms changed my life…
Me too
Thanks for the video. My friend MD’s all the time. So I have a someone to do this with me. I have one question about being on Xanax or any anxiety medications. My “plan” is to double my amount so I’m not as anxious to even to even start the trip and make the process perhaps easier? Thoughts?
No idea my dude - I’m not on any meds when I do it
@@chaneldays thanks for the quick response! Again thank you so much making this video!!
U don't want a large lot of land trust me my yard is already 2 much work to maintain stuff that, everyone's different tho maybe U are good at consistent hard work since your a parent
Sounds amazing. I have similar symptoms to you. Are you able to provide holistic gp details?
In Melbourne?
@@chaneldays Hi. Yes.
@@robertviggiano mint clinic is good but googling holistic drs Melbourne will come up with more
I used to love looking at my cats too while on mushrooms.
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@@chaneldays we had 2 cats. One would love being around on a mushroom trip. The other, not so much. She could sense that something had changed and she didn't like it. They were both amazing cats.
They've both passed away recently unfortunately. But we had a long and happy life together.
@@damianjones6546 thank you for telling me the memories you have of them x
@@chaneldays thank you for sharing your story. I have suffered with anxiety my entire life. My life is falling apart right now. I am addicted to alcohol. I have some DMT and my hope is that the DMT will help me get out of this hell.
Amazing story, thank you for sharing. Would you happen to know which mushrooms you had?
Psilocybe subaeruginosa I think
Thank you 🙂✌@@chaneldays
Im hoping to get into a study they are doing at a Melbourne university with psilocybin for depression otherwise I'll just do it myself but its scary
I’m Melbourne they are now prescribing it from psychiatrists - I think you have to go to a gp to get a referral but it’s now legal to prescribe through psychs
@@chaneldays yes but it's 25k
Did you do micro dosing at all for your anxiety before you did this full trip? I have been and found it helps with GAD but doesn't seem to help with the more acute anxiety I get from certain situations and triggers
Yes I did - I found I needed at least 3g to feel a sense of calmness but the anxiety would return same day - it took the 4.5 to reset my brain - I now do it every 6 months for a top up
Omg exactly! It’s so frusterating like I’m triggered right now
@@chaneldaysdo you do the tea still, just learning about it. I’ve ordered psilocybin capsules so should I take 4.5 g to get the effect that you’re doing or is your something different that you’re putting in tea?
@@KeishaKiger yes I just steep the mushrooms in mildly hot water with lemon and honey
This is a really interesting story - I have been struggling with this for a long time exactly with what it seems you were going through and I'm wondering if your experience of change was immediately after your trip stopped. Can you tell me if you feel that it has changed the way you feel inside and has it made your day to day better since you have taken them. I have been reading more and more about the use of psilocybin and really wanted to have the experience myself but of course I live in a place where they are not legal so I have no idea where I would find them.
My life is completely different and my brain is no longer my enemy.
@@chaneldays thank you so much for sharing. This is really important to me today because I’m completely desperate, thank you for responding 🙌🏽
I would risk my life to get this treatment. Since I was 2 I don't remember anything that felt "good". My father went from pedophile to sodomy, to full on raping me, and when that got boring he began raping my pets to death and made me clean the blood off him before going back to work. I've come so far, but this fight is pure hell. I just want some semblance of happiness while I'm still on this earth.
I’m so sorry you’ve lived through a nightmare. I understand the trauma of abuse and how your own mind becomes an unsafe alarming place. I was at my most desperate when I decided to try this, I had nothing to lose. And by some miracle it changed my whole life. I hope you also get to experience life with a kind mind and safe place where past hurts do not continue to hurt you. Here in Australia they have now made psilocybin and mdma legal through use with psychiatrists - so you take them under their supervision while they support you- maybe your country might be doing something similar? If not I would say have someone you trust to mind you should you decide to try them - sending my love x
@@chaneldays wow.... That was so touching. I really do appreciate that you took the time to say all that. It feels quite emotional...
@@ChRiStY4t5 I’m happy my words helped a little. I understand what it’s like to live in fear and darkness without hope that it will ever end (even though I didn’t experience the absolute hell you did, I will never understand why this life can serve such darkness to innocent children..) . I wanted to end my own life just so I could stop hurting, but for my kids I tried mushrooms, which was scary for me, but that brought back the light and even though they didn’t erase the memories they made it possible for me to live in peace and find happiness again. I hope with everything I have that you get to experience that - it took me 35 years to get here but hopefully now more ppl will have access to something that might help them when nothing else has - if you do manage to try them i hope that they also free you from your past and give you back your future - you deserve more than you have been given xx
Is this asshole dead or in prison?
@@SandraWilliams-xq8vj internet search shows nothing lol
Chanel what type of mushrooms have you taken? thank you for the video!
Psilocybe subaeruginosa
@@chaneldays appreciated 💐
This is such a beautiful story. I really appreciate you sharing your experience. You are helping alot of people with your story. Thank you and much gratitude to you.
You are so welcome
Idk they aren’t working for me. I’m fine at work but relationship wise not so good I still struggle with anger and depression I think it’s mostly because of me and the person I’m with
It’s hard to get better in the same environment you got I’ll in. I’m sorry they haven’t worked for you.
I never tried magic mushrooms myself but I do wanna try it, the only thing holding me back is my very severe asthma. do you have any advice at all? 😅
I do not as I don’t know how eating shrooms would affect your asthma
Hello and thank you, I enjoyed your video. When you say 4.5g, is that wet or dry and of what species? J
Psilocybe subaeruginosa dry
@@chaneldays Nga mihi nui Chanel no Aotearoa. J
@@chaneldays I also want to have the experience that you had on my first try. I’m ordering some that are in just peel form. Do you have a recommendation of how much I should take for that experience?
@@KeishaKiger different shrooms have different levels of psilocybin. I had to take 4.5g but I’d recommend starting with 2 and seeing how you feel
@@chaneldays I may have misunderstood you. Did you say it took 8 g to get the effect that you had? I was thinking you said you started out on two and then went to four etc. with only having minimum effects.🥰
Are you on an antidepressant? That can make the effects less
No I wasn’t. I just have a high tolerance. I’ve had to increase grams each time I do it since then (but it’s also hard to gauge how much psilocybin is in each shroom)
How would you go about finding a “guide” if your partner/spouse is not the one you feel comfortable with? I don’t have many friends
Do you have any one you feel safe with? Family member maybe?
@@chaneldays not really.
@@sara_7595 there are some professional psychedelic therapists or trip sitters maybe they might be suitable
I bought but don’t know how is taken. Do one smoke it or boil it. Please help
I make it like a tea with honey and lemon
Just put hot water in a cup
And let it sit 10 mins
Hello, can you tell which breed shroom did u take?
Psilocybe subaeruginosa
I have been depressed on and off for 7 years since my divorce. I had a traumatic childhoid and felt alonnes and isolation all my life. do you think a trip could help ne overcoming this kind of depression?
It did for me - but it’s not a guarantee
@@chaneldays where can I ger the mushrrooms from legally?
@@satriani19751 in Australia currently through trials with psychiatrists
I'm so afraid of pesticides in the mushrooms. Any thoughts? Thanks
That could very well be an issue - some ppl try to grow their own or go into forests. Hopefully, eventually , they become legalised and distributed at pharmacies
Can I see a study or people with panic disorder?
I have no idea - you’d have to research
In Australia psychologists can prescribe it so they would know what’s best
Hello is that ok for suidal thought?
It helped stop mine but be careful and always have someone with you
@@chaneldays have bad effects cos need someone ?
@@smsimpleme2832 because you don’t know how it will affect you so it’s best to have someone there to take care of you
@@chaneldays ,what effect to you when you take it ?
How do you find a reliable source
I first got them from a trusted friend but now I forage my own - in Australia you can now get them prescribed by a psychiatrist I think other countries are also allowing psilocybin to be used through therapy
@@chaneldaystrue but it costs 25k
@@Mannsy83 does it really?
@@Mannsy83 ok so far I’ve seen a clinic charging 3.5k for a heroic dose - they expect once trials are over costs should go down but in the mean time it seems it would be a couple k which is ridiculous
@@chaneldays could you link me that clinic? Because I can only find 1 which is 25k
How did.you.feel.afterwards?
Tired with a headache. But mentally and emotionally - fantastic
Im surprised you can remember it all i remember me n my mate would be laughing helarioisly at something and then id just be like anyway.. cause id completely forget what we were laughing about and neither of us could remember and the laughing fits would just stop so abrubtly and id be like damit well.. there goes that.. 😂 and it just kept happening over and over again i found it all hard to remember the next day, all i know is the funniest things ever said by people were said that day 😂
Sounds like you had a lovely time though
@@chaneldays yea definitely a fun time when your with a close friend 😂 I took .25 last night about an hour before bed hoping it would help with my hectic morning anxiety but i still have the panic feeling just not so much the thoughts that usually come with it, might try 5g again earlier in the day in a week or somethin and lay in bed n see how that goes I dunno, Ive taken them alot of times but it's been a while n I do get scared as there is no long term studies out there or really any intensive studies at all it's scary when U find out everything that's known about them is just here say and personal experience
Nyang
You stopped caffine right? The adrenal killer
I did not have caffeine for around 10 years
I now have one a month as I find absolute restriction stresses me out
@@chaneldays smart, ive tried to detox for over a year, but so depressed due to injuries n cant work out so I always relapse. And damn, its like the devils juice, so toxic for your health. Drink for few days n binge eat n then lay in fetus position for 2 weeks until the adrenals stabalize haha - repeat
Sunburn is definitely a thing 😂 a study on people wearing sunscreen every day regardless of weather etc vs those told to wear it when they thought they needed it over 4 years showed that 90 peecent of skin aging is just from general uv exposure, hated learning that recently as an obsessed tanner, the oeople who wore sunscreen everydays skin had no signs of aging and actually looked less aged that when the study started, but then u cant just wear any sun screen u can only wear mineral sunscreen cause homosolate etc in chemical sunscreen are endocrine disruptors and kids wearing it has way less testosterone bla bla i have health anxiety.. dr greger from nutrition facts channel is your 1 stop shop for health science and health anxiety if your like me lol worth it tho, gotta be vegan n take ya b12 n avoid salt sugar and oil and limit sun exposure and eat ground flax seeds and seaweed for iodine and avoid all animal products etc
I don’t really care about how my skin ages. I haven’t worn sunscreen as an adult, I prefer the vitamin d and if it means wrinkles so be it
Life is a trip, boomers bring us back to reality...
Have you tried it a second time yet? 😄
Yes I have done shrooms 1-2x a year since then to keep my mental health in good shape
Gesh you weren't tripping off 3gs?
Nope
It's illegal here how do people get it so easily?
They grow in nature or I guess other ppl know where to buy it
Try a keto diet and see where it takes you for your immune system.
Too wordy…….get to the point 😊
I appreciate how thorough she was 🤷🏼♀️
😂😂😂😂😂u said 😮💨🤨🫤... I can see your skeleton 😭🦴😂😂😂😂 🩻
Sorry sorry sorry this tickled the shit out of me ! I can relate not to seeing that but just the serious n keeping it calm n staying grounded of the experience I'm a regular so I know the feels 😊 enjoyed this video u n your partner bond is amazing ❤❤😊
😂 thanks x