Thank you so much for talking about this. I have only suffered with auditory "command " hallucinations but you addressing this will make me hopefully more aware if I ever have visual hallucinations as well.
I am depressed a lot. I don't work so I guess I should count my blessings. Not that working is bad, some jobs really suck! I have a theory I decided I was God at age three when I discovered my insignificance. I thought a lot about infinite space and God. I wondered where God was if space is infinite? I also had an out of body experience. My hallucinations weren't as distinct as yours but the content was very creative and convinced me it was real." How could I have invented this? " I thought. I'm still clean and sober. I can't believe recreational pot is legal! It's another world.
We love you and we love to see new videos from you. Remember, you have friends, who accept you with your depression and don't be ashamed to be opened up about your bad days. Everyone has them. 💙
I must say that I had a few dosies about hallucinations when I was much younger! But out grow out of it! I was also seeing other stuff that was not really there 😢
Love that, thinking of it as a cold. I seem to be on my way into a spiral myself- wondering if it has anything to do with the time change approaching. Are you affected by that? Thanks for another great vide. Will be hoping this ones not as bad for you!
I hope you’ll be ok, I also hope this is not a bad one for you! And yeah, times reeeeaally affect me. October is a particularly hard month for me and most of my hospitalizations have been in October. You’d think I’d catch on to this by now, but nope! It catches me by surprise every time. 😅
I am bi polar and schizoaffective. I am glad finding people that have been through the same thing as me. I am lucky that I have my mind back. I understand what it feels like when figuring out what was real or a hallucination. This year will be three years since my last hospital visit.
Thank you so much for talking about this. I have only suffered with auditory "command " hallucinations but you addressing this will make me hopefully more aware if I ever have visual hallucinations as well.
I am depressed a lot. I don't work so I guess I should count my blessings. Not that working is bad, some jobs really suck! I have a theory I decided I was God at age three when I discovered my insignificance. I thought a lot about infinite space and God. I wondered where God was if space is infinite? I also had an out of body experience. My hallucinations weren't as distinct as yours but the content was very creative and convinced me it was real." How could I have invented this? " I thought. I'm still clean and sober. I can't believe recreational pot is legal! It's another world.
Yeah seriously!! What a wild world we live in.
@@Psychotic.in.Seattle true! This world can be bit wild
We love you and we love to see new videos from you. Remember, you have friends, who accept you with your depression and don't be ashamed to be opened up about your bad days. Everyone has them. 💙
Thanks so much, it helps to be reminded of that.
26:51 love the merch
Thank you so much!
Thanks for the video, hang tight indeed, dealing with a depressive episode myself, sucks but it passes. Lots of love.
Lots of love to you too, I hope your episode isn’t too bad.
Just wanted to say that I love your videos. Thank you for sharing the vulnerable parts of your life😊
Aw thank you!
I must say that I had a few dosies about hallucinations when I was much younger! But out grow out of it! I was also seeing other stuff that was not really there 😢
Thank you for sharing your experiences! Also, I love your shirt! 😊
Thanks!
Love that, thinking of it as a cold. I seem to be on my way into a spiral myself- wondering if it has anything to do with the time change approaching. Are you affected by that?
Thanks for another great vide. Will be hoping this ones not as bad for you!
I hope you’ll be ok, I also hope this is not a bad one for you! And yeah, times reeeeaally affect me. October is a particularly hard month for me and most of my hospitalizations have been in October. You’d think I’d catch on to this by now, but nope! It catches me by surprise every time. 😅
I am bi polar and schizoaffective. I am glad finding people that have been through the same thing as me. I am lucky that I have my mind back. I understand what it feels like when figuring out what was real or a hallucination. This year will be three years since my last hospital visit.
Congratulations on three years! That is so impressive!
Love your hair and the videos❤
Aw thank you again!
I have a mood disorder too
Hey we’re mood mates! Lol. I hope your moods are super even and stable. ❤
@@Psychotic.in.Seattle thank can be most of the time though my father just passed so it had been a pain
@@ThisIsWickidoh no, I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope you’ll be ok.
@@Psychotic.in.Seattle I am ok thank you for you concern
Hang-Tough, ...
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