**WHY? HOW COULD YOU!?** In the silent chambers of my fractured heart, I search for answers, torn apart. With every beat, there's a cry, a plea, "Why? How could you? Why betray me?" Wasn't our bond strong, forged in fire? Built on dreams, on mutual desire? Yet in a moment, in a twist so cruel, You turned our love story into a mournful duel. I offered trust, my soul laid bare, In your hands, seeking solace and care. But shadows crept, and secrets did weave, Leaving me shattered, struggling to believe. Why? How could you? It echoes in my mind, Seeking reasons, explanations to find. Was it my flaw, or was it your disguise, That allowed this storm to suddenly rise? The tears, they flow, like relentless rain, Painful reminders of trust's shattered pane. In the mirror of memories, now all askew, Echoes the question, "Why? How could you?"
I hope you realize that I will print out and worship this comment with every fiber of my existence until the end of the earth. This is honestly amazing, whoever you are, you should be very proud of yourself.
Hey today I woke up with sun shining through my blinds I'd stayed up till 5:00 AM, I was a bit tired but not enough to Make me wanna go back to bed I had breakfast my parents had to go to Walmart so I was left alone (Right now) And as I was signing on to my computer Feeling good, I just realized how far I had come Years ago I didn't think this suffering whatever end unless I ended it myself I almost did and I realized now that if I had Give it up then then I wouldn't have lived to see this I wouldn't have lived to go on hikes and swim in the lake I wouldn't live long enough to watch myself finally heal I went out live long enoughI wouldn't live long enough to watch myself finally heal. I promise you it gets better this doesn't last forever it can't I'm a living example of that I believe in you And give it your all *_Virtual hug_*
To people coming here who are actually feeling bad, I do not know nor claim to know what your life is like, but if there is even a shred of light in the darkness, try to head towards it, and I know this might sound unfair, but try not to give up. Because at least one person would cry for you if you were gone.
Same like I know I need to cry but then my makeup will get messed up and it will be obvious that I cried . Kids will ask what’s wrong or just make fun of me.
Upon the hill I lay The taunting breeze sways As though my life would ever be the same The gaze of the sun hot, Scorching Was this the life I sought to pave? The currents are uneven and rapid The days dimmed as if there was no light I sought peace, But what came, The grass, Stained red. What have I done? The sky was gloomy, pitiful. Tear stained, I stared into the distance For what has come? A warm embrace enveloped me A gentle grasp, I like this feeling. Tears trail down my skin, My eyes were dry. I look up into the sky.. Pray for forgiveness, Thunder struck. Fell on my knees, Pleading. The once sunny day had come to be a frigid night.
hey people if yall are reading this i hope your okay,yes i know life is hard but. never give up your perfect the way you are, dont mind the people hating,body shaming and bullying you they are just jealous of your beauty,please never give up god will be upset or dissapointed please dont give up your face,nose,eyes,hair,body everything you had is perfect you are perfect very much, im not good at comforting but i hope your okay ,but remember your skin is not paper so dont cut it, your neck is not a shirt so dont hang yourself, your life is not a movie so dont end it, your hands is not a hammer so dont bang it.
tw: mentions of su!cide EDIT: my friend they just texted me- they said that their suicide attempt didnt work but it almost did. that scared me so bad, i almost lost them. (context- they said they were gonna kts and i didnt hear from them for a week or two after.)
I'm sorry that happend. Losing someone to suicide is hard but you shouldn't hate yourself. It was their choice and they shouldn't have done suicide. They should have realized how many people loved them.
TW!!!! Short story The perfect life wake up to a wet face, get up, walk to the mirror, and look at myself. Oh… that’s right. Part 1: Stop Crying Hot tears trickled down my red cheek. “Look at me when I’m talking to you!” She screams so loud it prices my ears. I mutter under my breath. She groaned “I don’t even wanna see your face”, I hesitated, but then quickly ran up the stairs and closed the door to my room. I crawl onto my bed and cry so hard I get a headache, but this is not new for me. I get headaches all the time, from stress and crying. At Least once a month this whole thing happens all over again. I tie my hair into a high messy bun, change into my pajamas, and lay down in bed. I turn my head around, turn the lights off and look at the time, I think about everything I did and all the things I regret. Part 2: People Don’t Change I hate you. We used to be best friends, I loved you, and I still do. You still live in my heart and I love our memories. But we drifted apart. I guess we aren’t true friends. But I still love you and being around you even after you said all those mean things. “You are spoiled, and ungrateful! You take everything for granted!”. Oh, I mean, you’re not wrong… That night I cried in her arms for hours. Part 3: School Sucks I scream in my head and pull my hair to the point my scalp hurts. Just finish the test and take a break. Okay, I can do that. I start to drift my eyes across the screen to read the question. Ugh! This is so boring I repeat in my mind as I roll my eyes and let out a groan. I randomly select a bunch of answers and submit them. Big red letters light up my screen and tell me I have to do it again. I close my laptop, slowly get up, and- ah… oof my head, I take a Tylenol, rest my eyes, and get back to work. “Did you finish all your work?”, “You have lots of overdue work”, “Keep your eyes open.”, “Don’t cry”, “It will be over soon”, “Overdue work”. It loops on repeat in my head, like an annoying song I… just can’t do this anymore. It’s just too hard not to break down in front of everyone. I get home and just cry. Part 4: Families can be mean (Note: I will finish this just not rn :D)
It's crazy how he just, cheated on me, mentally hurt me, physically hurt me as well. And I never got a genuine apology. And all that time, I let it all slide. I did so much for him. I tried to always be there when things got bad for him. And instead of appreciating me, staying by my side, helping me, he makes me more mentally unstable than I ever could be. How could you.
the aching from your lump on your throat increasing the time you breathe heavily as you hear loud yells towards you it feels normal but at the same time it hurts your ears you feel the need to scream the need to escape the need to run..
How could he? My Dads in jail. He killed someone a few months ago. Every night I just always wonder why he would do that to a stranger, to himself, to ME. I can't even stand getting his phone calls anymore or his empty promises saying he's going to get out soon. The fact is, I'm going to be a grown man by the time I even get to hug my father again. It's so hard...we were finally fixing things between us. He was fixing his abusive behavior, seeing a therapist, and getting over the divorce after years. He was doing so good. I was so proud of him. My family is always asking what I want for my birthday because it's only a week away. I don't want anything. I don't want games, or art supplies, or new clothes. I want him. I want my Dad back. I don't want to go and celebrate anything without knowing he's waiting at his house for me and my sister so we can go out to our favorite restaurant and just be lazy for hours together.
(ok no joke HUGE TW heres a vent that contains topics like s3x, s3xual harassment) not a victim of SA, but s3xual harassment. wanna know the worst part?! she made me frantically apologize and make me tell her that me talking about how mentally drained she makes me feel was all my fault just with 4 words. "we're not friends anymore." i had a great childhood. great family. great friends. but one friend could NOT STOP torturing me. she looked me in the eye last week and said "talking to you makes me feel a tingle down there." which stuck with me. i met her in 1st grade and in 2nd grade she taught me about suicide, self harm, and s3x. then my IDIOT SELF asked what s3x FELT LIKE. i was curios, but i regret it. so much. luckily she never tried to touch me but she told me how much she wanted to. or first interaction of 4th grade was literally her saying 'let's go kiss after library and we'll practice if we ever meet a boy we like. then we can go to the bathroom after music and try to have s3x.' luckily, we didnt have time to do either of those. but now, even this year, she's STILL telling me gross things. it's still happening. help.
I would say the best thing to do is actually tell some adult now as a 12 year old I know that you probably don't want to so maybe try telling that person that but that could escalate the problem so I would just say ghost her irl and if she says something like I'm sorry or I won't do that again just tell her to flip off and never think of that of losing a friend but of getting freed
When it said WHY HOW COULD YOU I felt all the trauma come back all the mental abuse I never told my parents nor close peoples but now that I’m free I’m still trying to help myself but I know my parents didn’t mean it and never had there parents around and never knew how to act I don’t blame them I blame the sh|ty shook I was about to get r@ped in even my friends where one of mine was the one that was the one that would mostly get harassed and yet it still happens yet I’ve never seen her happy any more I’ve never seen her smile anymore I just want the best for her now and it kills me to see her like that…
My dad use to point his gun outside everywhere and it would always scare me, I thought he would shoot my mom because they got into fights all the time and a little bit ago glass was shattered everywhere because of a fight. lucky i was at my grandma house. i wish she was too. she wont break up with him any tips to convince her? please.
I need to let this all out I’m currently on my bed watching this and hearing it I’m crying so damn hard right now bc of my daddy issues it hurt so much it feels like no one loves me it’s hard it feels like there’s so much pressure on my chest I know this is a pile of vent but I just need it to let it out so damn bad..
Please don't I'm sure at least there's one reason to keep going. A friend, a family member, even a random kid at school, or work. A grandparent. At least one cares for you somewhere, just tell them about it, it will get better if you try to find that one person.
Y’all you do realize that you will be lying there, not really struggling for around 30 minutes of awkward. I’d recommend something different. I get it. Sorta. Death is peaceful. Freeing. It’s the dying that hurts. If you are set on it, I am not going to stop you, but I am going to be sad that a random stranger took their own life. There are better options if I’m honest. I just write everything in a Book/Journal. Some of it is structured. And some of it is chicken scratch. I am 120 pages in. It is satisfying when it accidentally turns into a book, besides if you wrote a book, I would 100% read it You (hopefully) got this
starting uni. shitting my pants yall. never thought i'd get here but it is also horrifying. i've made it to 18 but what more is there? no better time to find out.
*triiger warning, i just need to get this off my chest. I hate holding it in for no one to see anymore.* Im currently crying in my bed, listening to this, wondering if i couldve been better to that one person. I know they wouldnt stay forever, but if i made their time better other than just complaining, an being so whiny. I loved them sp much and i hrew i all away. Even when i heard they didnt have much time, i still treated them like shit. I hate myself for it, i know i made them cry. I just was so stupid to realize that when someone goes away, no one will replace that. I still hate myself for making them suffer. I miss them so much, and no one will make me think i didnt do anything bad. I want to hear it from their lips, even if theyre dead. Even if an afterlife is possible, they wouldnt focus on me anyway. Im just so selfish, and i want to die. I even got told to kill myself by a few girls and a guy. I dont know whats sadder, the fact they were my friends since kindergarten, or that i almost did.
I hope ur okay!! And I know how u feel I lost a friend too but it will get better soon I promise! I will comfort u the best i can but I will be here for u if u need it!! I’ll try to reply as soon as I can
@@FuzzBug IM SORRY IDK HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE😭 I LITERALLY SONT KNOWHOW TO REPLY TO STUFF LIKE THIS AND IM SORRY Edit: 💪🐱 Kiggy stronk kiggy I KNOW IM SPELLING IT WRONG- 💀 KITTY IS SPELT K-I-T-T-Y
!!VENT!!! Why..how could she bbetray me like thta?! After all the crying...after every thing i did for her...HOW COULD SHE STAB ME IN THE BACK LIKE THAT!!!!..i hate my life.
You said u were there for me right? U said you know me so well that u see when I’m feeling bad, yeah why did u lie? You don’t care about me one bit I’m hating myself so much I’m posting story’s about how I feel and yet you don’t understand my situation? I want to kms and u can’t see it? You can’t see how ur best friend is feeling or do you simply ignore it bc I can’t do it anymore I can’t take that shit anymore the sh on my skin is getting worse and you never noticed that they got more? Yeah thank you for that
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example. You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know how much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger who cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
mom: how could you...⚠ me:i dont know why Mom: WHY!!!! Me: IDK!!😖 Mom: YOUR SO F*CKING DESTRUCTIVE😕🤬 when dad GETS HOME YOUR IN TROUBLE dad hasent came home yet its 11:00 me:*sneaks out breaks into a school* goes to teacher lounge gets popcorn makes it from the teacher lounge makes coffee* police: got alerted when i opened the door FYI flordia wasent easy to break windows me: grabs my bag and goes police: saw me running for it *cuts me off at the door* Police PUT YOUR HANDS UP! PUTTTT YOUR HANDS! UP GET ON THE GROUND!⚠ ME: *how upset would they be if i got arrested* dashes into school runs out other door i was wearing heavy ass boots 😅 jumps fence and loses hat* ME: finds hat me: runs into forest jumps school fence hears cars hides in bushes💥 police: stops right in front of me police* regrouping police man im going to head back to the school police leaves me: cuts through forest swamp gets caught in bush🌿 me: army crawling through the water jumps another fence they had it blocked of each side so i couldn't escape me: runs across street*🏹 Me: hears helicopter thought it was a plane i dident risk it hides* i was wet so thermal didn't work good💦 Me: escapes police jumps back through window* me: shaking for at least a week mom where did you get those cuts on your fingers ❤🩹 Fyi i got cut by the window me: oh shit* i fell.🥱 mom: whatever. Im 12 this happened a week ago 99% you cant escape police now 😈 the 1% me😵💫 motives: I DONT WANT TO LET ANYONE DOWN i dont want to get arrested🥲😭 anything is possible it wasent worth it tho this is not encouragement ❌🎭💘 BYE BESTIESS❤❤❤❤
Similar experience: ran away from school, they tased me, got a dog on me, and pushed me to the ground. They handcuffed me and shackled me, sending me to a mental institution. the cops lied to my abusive grandmother and got me beat repeatedly when i got out of the hospital, being told i was selfish and rude :>
Timestamps!!
0:00 4 Morant - Doja cat
2:51 Alien blues - Vundabar
5:27 The Rare Occasions - Notion
8:43 Chrismas Kid's - Roar
10:57 Six fourty-seven - Instupendo
12:53 Girls - Marina
Tysm!
@@JJ-BONNIE yw lol
@@JJ-BONNIE whats the 5th song? imma add it.
@Mineta_.Minoru I think it's 141 not sure I was half asleep making this lol
Yo, the first song was made by Doja Cat, is a Sound Cloud leaked song from many years ago and it's called "4 Morant"! /lh. :D
I love how I get recommended all of the unpopular playlists because they're always the best
Awe ty
fr
Oh ty for the likes
hell yeah.
Fr
saved to 3am crying playlist :`DDDD
Fr tho
Same I was last night to this
@@celiadelgado4709 are you okay now? do you need someone to talk/vent to?
a playlist in a playlist ❤
Agreed-
The « who would care if I disappeared » is too relatable asf
You know you're gonna cry when it has a meme instead of a "sad aesthetic" image 👍🏽👍🏽 ty
Fuck being productive and having a glow up. I cant fucking take it anymore
**WHY? HOW COULD YOU!?**
In the silent chambers of my fractured heart,
I search for answers, torn apart.
With every beat, there's a cry, a plea,
"Why? How could you? Why betray me?"
Wasn't our bond strong, forged in fire?
Built on dreams, on mutual desire?
Yet in a moment, in a twist so cruel,
You turned our love story into a mournful duel.
I offered trust, my soul laid bare,
In your hands, seeking solace and care.
But shadows crept, and secrets did weave,
Leaving me shattered, struggling to believe.
Why? How could you? It echoes in my mind,
Seeking reasons, explanations to find.
Was it my flaw, or was it your disguise,
That allowed this storm to suddenly rise?
The tears, they flow, like relentless rain,
Painful reminders of trust's shattered pane.
In the mirror of memories, now all askew,
Echoes the question, "Why? How could you?"
This is fucking amazing, fr. Your writing skills are ✨️amazing ✨️
I'm sorry this happened to you, my comments are free to vent in
Wow. im. Just wow.
beautifully written, i hope good things comes to you.
I hope you realize that I will print out and worship this comment with every fiber of my existence until the end of the earth. This is honestly amazing, whoever you are, you should be very proud of yourself.
oh my stars i have no words, i aspire to write like you one day this is so beautiful
Hey today I woke up with sun shining through my blinds I'd stayed up till 5:00 AM, I was a bit tired but not enough to Make me wanna go back to bed I had breakfast my parents had to go to Walmart so I was left alone (Right now) And as I was signing on to my computer Feeling good, I just realized how far I had come Years ago I didn't think this suffering whatever end unless I ended it myself I almost did and I realized now that if I had Give it up then then I wouldn't have lived to see this I wouldn't have lived to go on hikes and swim in the lake I wouldn't live long enough to watch myself finally heal I went out live long enoughI wouldn't live long enough to watch myself finally heal. I promise you it gets better this doesn't last forever it can't I'm a living example of that I believe in you And give it your all *_Virtual hug_*
This is actually motivating thank you
Damn, I really loved this playlist, and how are u soo underrated???😭
Awe idk! Ty for ur support tho!
@@JJ-BONNIE your welcome :)
To people coming here who are actually feeling bad, I do not know nor claim to know what your life is like, but if there is even a shred of light in the darkness, try to head towards it, and I know this might sound unfair, but try not to give up.
Because at least one person would cry for you if you were gone.
Waitin for the bus to arrive, trying to cry but remember that i cant cry. I cant cry. I cant cry. I cant cry.
Same like I know I need to cry but then my makeup will get messed up and it will be obvious that I cried . Kids will ask what’s wrong or just make fun of me.
@@PompompurinFanso real
i cant stop giggling at the picture help 😭(my humor is horrible)
Me either dw
I keep coming back to this playlist it may be my favorite,❤
That's amazing!
I remember when I was 10 I prayed I wouldn’t wake up the next day and just die in my sleep
me every day fr xd
@@myleghurtsow7364 frrr😭🙏
Upon the hill I lay
The taunting breeze sways
As though my life would ever be the same
The gaze of the sun hot, Scorching
Was this the life I sought to pave?
The currents are uneven and rapid
The days dimmed as if there was no light
I sought peace, But what came,
The grass, Stained red.
What have I done?
The sky was gloomy, pitiful.
Tear stained, I stared into the distance
For what has come?
A warm embrace enveloped me
A gentle grasp,
I like this feeling.
Tears trail down my skin,
My eyes were dry.
I look up into the sky..
Pray for forgiveness, Thunder struck.
Fell on my knees, Pleading.
The once sunny day had come to be a frigid night.
Let me guess some of yall relate to this line "I wonder if anyone would realize if I just stayed silent"
Am I right?
A lot of us do, i do
nop
yep
Absolutely
Yea
hey people if yall are reading this i hope your okay,yes i know life is hard but. never give up your perfect the way you are, dont mind the people hating,body shaming and bullying you they are just jealous of your beauty,please never give up god will be upset or dissapointed please dont give up your face,nose,eyes,hair,body everything you had is perfect you are perfect very much, im not good at comforting but i hope your okay ,but remember your skin is not paper so dont cut it, your neck is not a shirt so dont hang yourself, your life is not a movie so dont end it, your hands is not a hammer so dont bang it.
this playlist hurts and i love it
Thank you i feel a bit better ❤(by crying it out)
♡ crying is good, especially when needed ♡
this is the 47th times I listen to this playlist this week.
How could [ they ] even want to that to me?
How could [ you ] let them do that?
How could [ I ] not see what I was getting into..?
tw: mentions of su!cide
EDIT: my friend they just texted me- they said that their suicide attempt didnt work but it almost did. that scared me so bad, i almost lost them.
(context- they said they were gonna kts and i didnt hear from them for a week or two after.)
I'm so sorry. I'm not good at comforting, but I know it must be hard.. you didn't know what was happening, you are not the blame
I'm sorry that happend. Losing someone to suicide is hard but you shouldn't hate yourself. It was their choice and they shouldn't have done suicide. They should have realized how many people loved them.
The best thing about this playlist are the memes for each song
TW!!!!
Short story
The perfect life
wake up to a wet face, get up, walk to the mirror, and look at myself. Oh… that’s right.
Part 1: Stop Crying
Hot tears trickled down my red cheek. “Look at me when I’m talking to you!” She screams so loud it prices my ears. I mutter under my breath. She groaned “I don’t even wanna see your face”, I hesitated, but then quickly ran up the stairs and closed the door to my room. I crawl onto my bed and cry so hard I get a headache, but this is not new for me. I get headaches all the time, from stress and crying. At Least once a month this whole thing happens all over again. I tie my hair into a high messy bun, change into my pajamas, and lay down in bed. I turn my head around, turn the lights off and look at the time, I think about everything I did and all the things I regret.
Part 2: People Don’t Change
I hate you. We used to be best friends, I loved you, and I still do. You still live in my heart and I love our memories. But we drifted apart. I guess we aren’t true friends. But I still love you and being around you even after you said all those mean things. “You are spoiled, and ungrateful! You take everything for granted!”. Oh, I mean, you’re not wrong… That night I cried in her arms for hours.
Part 3: School Sucks
I scream in my head and pull my hair to the point my scalp hurts. Just finish the test and take a break. Okay, I can do that. I start to drift my eyes across the screen to read the question. Ugh! This is so boring I repeat in my mind as I roll my eyes and let out a groan. I randomly select a bunch of answers and submit them. Big red letters light up my screen and tell me I have to do it again. I close my laptop, slowly get up, and- ah… oof my head, I take a Tylenol, rest my eyes, and get back to work. “Did you finish all your work?”, “You have lots of overdue work”, “Keep your eyes open.”, “Don’t cry”, “It will be over soon”, “Overdue work”. It loops on repeat in my head, like an annoying song I… just can’t do this anymore. It’s just too hard not to break down in front of everyone. I get home and just cry.
Part 4: Families can be mean
(Note: I will finish this just not rn :D)
Please continue writing! ❤
To everyone who wants me to write more, I'm working on chapters 4-6 right now!
HELPPP
Damn what a sad short story but, its good😄
COME BACK PLEASE 😭😭😭
It's crazy how he just, cheated on me, mentally hurt me, physically hurt me as well. And I never got a genuine apology.
And all that time, I let it all slide. I did so much for him. I tried to always be there when things got bad for him. And instead of appreciating me, staying by my side, helping me, he makes me more mentally unstable than I ever could be.
How could you.
in love w this playlist, underrated srsly
Glad you like it!
WHY WAS THE INTRO SO FIRE LIKE I KINDA WANNA DANCE WHILE I BREAKDOWN NOW
the aching from your lump on your throat increasing the time you breathe heavily as you hear loud yells towards you it feels normal but at the same time it hurts your ears you feel the need to scream the need to escape the need to run..
''How could you do such a thing..How could you..'' They say
i particularly like how i know every single one of these songs. TYSM DUDE THIS IS AMAZING
The playlist bops but the meme made me laugh 😳
Lmfao
I didn't come here bc I was feeling bad, I came here because I'm playing miitopia and my people just got stolen by the dark lord :// (i cried /hj)
"They Never Know How Bad They Need You Until You're Gone..."
-A Wise Suicidal Kid
Help i thought the black haired boy on the thumbnail was sunny from omori-💀
8:48 BASIL
Stopp 💀
😂 me too
BAGEL
How could he?
My Dads in jail. He killed someone a few months ago. Every night I just always wonder why he would do that to a stranger, to himself, to ME. I can't even stand getting his phone calls anymore or his empty promises saying he's going to get out soon. The fact is, I'm going to be a grown man by the time I even get to hug my father again. It's so hard...we were finally fixing things between us. He was fixing his abusive behavior, seeing a therapist, and getting over the divorce after years. He was doing so good. I was so proud of him. My family is always asking what I want for my birthday because it's only a week away. I don't want anything. I don't want games, or art supplies, or new clothes. I want him. I want my Dad back. I don't want to go and celebrate anything without knowing he's waiting at his house for me and my sister so we can go out to our favorite restaurant and just be lazy for hours together.
I hate school. I hope I will not wake up tomorrow
I really hope things get better for you
This is actually perfect ❤
Wow,I know all these songs and one's my favorite song?
Why cry when I could vibe
underrated fr,
Aw ty
@@JJ-BONNIE YW,😘❤❤❤
This is me . Every single image is a reminder of what I am
The picture ate the start is WAY to realatble
They saw my scars
4 mortant, alien blues, xmas kids and six fourty seven and notion being in this playlist? FUUUCK YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
underrated af
AWE TYSM luv u guys fr
@@JJ-BONNIE WOAH that was quick
@@charlie.loves.nature :P I have no life
@@JJ-BONNIE same
@@charlie.loves.nature lol
The first picture is me whenever my mom yells at me
y are the best playlist always underrated
(ok no joke HUGE TW heres a vent that contains topics like s3x, s3xual harassment)
not a victim of SA, but s3xual harassment.
wanna know the worst part?! she made me frantically apologize and make me tell her that me talking about how mentally drained she makes me feel was all my fault just with 4 words. "we're not friends anymore." i had a great childhood. great family. great friends. but one friend could NOT STOP torturing me. she looked me in the eye last week and said "talking to you makes me feel a tingle down there." which stuck with me. i met her in 1st grade and in 2nd grade she taught me about suicide, self harm, and s3x. then my IDIOT SELF asked what s3x FELT LIKE. i was curios, but i regret it. so much. luckily she never tried to touch me but she told me how much she wanted to. or first interaction of 4th grade was literally her saying 'let's go kiss after library and we'll practice if we ever meet a boy we like. then we can go to the bathroom after music and try to have s3x.' luckily, we didnt have time to do either of those. but now, even this year, she's STILL telling me gross things. it's still happening. help.
I would say to just drop them but I'm sure you would have tried that
I would say the best thing to do is actually tell some adult now as a 12 year old I know that you probably don't want to so maybe try telling that person that but that could escalate the problem so I would just say ghost her irl and if she says something like I'm sorry or I won't do that again just tell her to flip off and never think of that of losing a friend but of getting freed
ngl the image made me giggle
I love this so much!
OK, the fact that 4 morant was the first song got me like : OH MAN WE START SO BADLY (in the way that i lterally cry everytime i listen to it)
Pov talking to the 988 is starting to be a daily thing
Hey, if you need to vent my ears are always open.
REAL.
My mental health really needed this😀
When it said WHY HOW COULD YOU I felt all the trauma come back all the mental abuse I never told my parents nor close peoples but now that I’m free I’m still trying to help myself but I know my parents didn’t mean it and never had there parents around and never knew how to act I don’t blame them I blame the sh|ty shook I was about to get r@ped in even my friends where one of mine was the one that was the one that would mostly get harassed and yet it still happens yet I’ve never seen her happy any more I’ve never seen her smile anymore I just want the best for her now and it kills me to see her like that…
some songs can just make you speed run towards a breakdown
My dad use to point his gun outside everywhere and it would always scare me, I thought he would shoot my mom because they got into fights all the time and a little bit ago glass was shattered everywhere because of a fight. lucky i was at my grandma house. i wish she was too. she wont break up with him any tips to convince her? please.
every night i go to this playlist
NEVER BACK DOWN NEVER WHA-
but i've already given up?
Damn... I think I broke my replay button... 😔
видимо у всех одни и теже проблемы. спасибо за плейлист. всем мира)
🤌🏼✨
this playlist is me frfr
I need to let this all out I’m currently on my bed watching this and hearing it I’m crying so damn hard right now bc of my daddy issues it hurt so much it feels like no one loves me it’s hard it feels like there’s so much pressure on my chest I know this is a pile of vent but I just need it to let it out so damn bad..
STOPP BASIL AT 9:49 JUST MAKES ME SOB
I think everyone here needs this, have a cookie 🍪
i can relate to the 4th text
HAHA CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE, I GOT THE ROPE AND THE CHAIR. WE WOKE UP IN HEAVEN WIT THIS ONE BOYS/GIRLS WIT THIS ONE 🌸😨😃💀✌🏼✨🙄♥️
Please don't I'm sure at least there's one reason to keep going. A friend, a family member, even a random kid at school, or work. A grandparent. At least one cares for you somewhere, just tell them about it, it will get better if you try to find that one person.
Y’all you do realize that you will be lying there, not really struggling for around 30 minutes of awkward. I’d recommend something different.
I get it. Sorta. Death is peaceful. Freeing. It’s the dying that hurts. If you are set on it, I am not going to stop you, but I am going to be sad that a random stranger took their own life.
There are better options if I’m honest.
I just write everything in a Book/Journal. Some of it is structured. And some of it is chicken scratch. I am 120 pages in. It is satisfying when it accidentally turns into a book, besides if you wrote a book, I would 100% read it
You (hopefully) got this
starting uni. shitting my pants yall. never thought i'd get here but it is also horrifying. i've made it to 18 but what more is there? no better time to find out.
clean ur pants
i lost my bff, he ran off ignoring me to the new, disgusting perv boy in our class
omg not me roleplaying a megalomaniac bc it makes me feel like something when i hate myself irl-
bro is getting a whole billboard 😭😭🙏
the photo at the moment 8:48 its lit me
i miss my boy
*triiger warning, i just need to get this off my chest. I hate holding it in for no one to see anymore.*
Im currently crying in my bed, listening to this, wondering if i couldve been better to that one person. I know they wouldnt stay forever, but if i made their time better other than just complaining, an being so whiny. I loved them sp much and i hrew i all away. Even when i heard they didnt have much time, i still treated them like shit. I hate myself for it, i know i made them cry. I just was so stupid to realize that when someone goes away, no one will replace that. I still hate myself for making them suffer. I miss them so much, and no one will make me think i didnt do anything bad. I want to hear it from their lips, even if theyre dead. Even if an afterlife is possible, they wouldnt focus on me anyway. Im just so selfish, and i want to die. I even got told to kill myself by a few girls and a guy. I dont know whats sadder, the fact they were my friends since kindergarten, or that i almost did.
I hope ur okay!! And I know how u feel I lost a friend too but it will get better soon I promise! I will comfort u the best i can but I will be here for u if u need it!! I’ll try to reply as soon as I can
I'm sorry this happend to you, I can tell how you feel.
Damn I just trauma dumped
@@FuzzBug IM SORRY IDK HOW TO COMFORT PEOPLE😭 I LITERALLY SONT KNOWHOW TO REPLY TO STUFF LIKE THIS AND IM SORRY
Edit:
💪🐱 Kiggy stronk kiggy
I KNOW IM SPELLING IT WRONG- 💀 KITTY IS SPELT K-I-T-T-Y
@@R0TT1NGclownC0RPS3 MAN I DONT EVEN REMEMBER WRITING THIS IT'S OKAY!!! YOU ARE OKAY YOU DID NOTHING WRONG!!!! anyways stay silly :P
I loved the emoji
!!VENT!!! Why..how could she bbetray me like thta?! After all the crying...after every thing i did for her...HOW COULD SHE STAB ME IN THE BACK LIKE THAT!!!!..i hate my life.
Yes I don't know anyone in these comments but you guys are my favorite people even the creator of this playlist (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
🥲thanks
You said u were there for me right? U said you know me so well that u see when I’m feeling bad, yeah why did u lie? You don’t care about me one bit I’m hating myself so much I’m posting story’s about how I feel and yet you don’t understand my situation? I want to kms and u can’t see it? You can’t see how ur best friend is feeling or do you simply ignore it bc I can’t do it anymore I can’t take that shit anymore the sh on my skin is getting worse and you never noticed that they got more? Yeah thank you for that
damn this slaps
Your brothers Jesus 2?
Ok I think I'm totally getting the playlist wify
09:14 fr
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example. You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know how much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger who cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
I hope you will remember my words :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
Thank you this made me feel so much better thank you.
@@BodiBaghead ofc love have a wonderful day💗
mom: how could you...⚠
me:i dont know why
Mom: WHY!!!!
Me: IDK!!😖
Mom: YOUR SO F*CKING DESTRUCTIVE😕🤬 when dad GETS HOME YOUR IN TROUBLE
dad hasent came home yet its 11:00
me:*sneaks out breaks into a school* goes to teacher lounge gets popcorn makes it from the teacher lounge makes coffee*
police: got alerted when i opened the door FYI flordia wasent easy to break windows
me: grabs my bag and goes
police: saw me running for it *cuts me off at the door*
Police PUT YOUR HANDS UP! PUTTTT YOUR HANDS! UP GET ON THE GROUND!⚠
ME: *how upset would they be if i got arrested* dashes into school runs out other door i was wearing heavy ass boots 😅
jumps fence and loses hat*
ME: finds hat
me: runs into forest jumps school fence hears cars hides in bushes💥
police: stops right in front of me police*
regrouping police man im going to head back to the school police leaves
me: cuts through forest swamp gets caught in bush🌿
me: army crawling through the water jumps another fence
they had it blocked of each side so i couldn't escape
me: runs across street*🏹
Me: hears helicopter thought it was a plane i dident risk it
hides* i was wet so thermal didn't work good💦
Me: escapes police jumps back through window*
me: shaking for at least a week
mom where did you get those cuts on your fingers ❤🩹 Fyi i got cut by the window
me: oh shit* i fell.🥱
mom: whatever.
Im 12 this happened a week ago 99% you cant escape police now 😈
the 1% me😵💫
motives: I DONT WANT TO LET ANYONE DOWN i dont want to get arrested🥲😭
anything is possible it wasent worth it tho this is not encouragement ❌🎭💘
BYE BESTIESS❤❤❤❤
Similar experience: ran away from school, they tased me, got a dog on me, and pushed me to the ground. They handcuffed me and shackled me, sending me to a mental institution. the cops lied to my abusive grandmother and got me beat repeatedly when i got out of the hospital, being told i was selfish and rude :>
they shouldent have lied lol👹 no idea how that was selfish goodluck :D
@@JJ-BONNIE
where did you find the pictures?
Pintrest
Wheres Californication😬
i have birhday today and i am alone again
Happy late birthday I'm very sorry you had to be alone but I'm wishing you a very happy day :) *_Virtual hug_*
happy birthday dude!
i'm sorry to hear that, it's best to celebrate it in your own way
The memes really don't help when I'm trying to be depressed dude.
Damn I use humor to cope but yk- 😃
real.
on my last thread tbh
I Thought it was a joke in a First Place...
LMFAOOOO VUNDABAR AND MARINA HELP
8:43 I Basl? Omori reference?
this is everything, why the hell are you still underrated ?
the title is vent..the songs are..not like bruh iv got enough of these are repeating all the time
What's the thumbnail?
sorry but the all pictures are ..
just fucking describing me
I was getting better 😕
NENE ???!?!!?!
10:55?
loser (I’m depressed too)
April 31st wtf??
I wanna make vent art about sh, sa, etc but i have no motivation so im just staring at the paper feeling numb as usual :3
Omg the past is.. guys I can't.... Ummmmmmm comment currently properly 😊
y tf am i in here?