i love how strangers care about others who they dont even know its just...sweet i love ppl like u i have been bullied on roblox and social media ect and it hurt sm and idk why its my friends friends and whenever i say hi to my friend they say im a disgrace ect so ty for the playlist
I feel this. I when I see people caring about strangers in comments I ask myself “why aren’t these people in my life and the ones who hurt me and cause me pain are”
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in the replys, I know you probably have it worse than me.) Im so proud of you. You don't hear this enough. You have gone through a lot, and made it though things some haven't. Your stronger than you believe. I know it's hard but please trust me, Do not make the wrong mistake of such. Some just can't admit it, but the truth is there's always one person whose day you can make better by just being around with them. You matter. Do not give up on life, whatever you're going through, I promise you're not alone. Go drink water a bite to eat if you're able to. Take some deep breaths, I love you and proud of you for coming this far in life
◢︎Timestamps: 0:00 Last Valentines - PinkPantheress 1:12 Mary - Alex G 4:29 Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me 8:10 Wet - dasey and the scouts 11:05 Christmas Kids - Roar 13:24 Better Than Me - The Brobecks 17:48 I Deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy 19:34 I'VE HAD ENOUGH - Melina KB 23:05 There's something happening - JackStauber 26:12 Taking what's not yours - TV Girl 29:36 bad idea! - girl in red 33:14 Welcome to Kitty City - cyriak 35:04 Our Word - 36 Questions 40:21 Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit 43:08 Ima Kill U - Insane Clown Posse
@@Number1cakewiper if you need to talk there are people out there (like me) who are willing to talk to you. if you need to talk, even if its just to vent im here ok
In the silence of the night, With tears in my eyes, I feel the weight of my existence, As if living on borrowed time. I am a star that shines so bright, Yet all the while I feel alone, A light that guides but in my soul, My light has somehow lost its tone. The moon that rises in my heart, Still fights to break through the clouds, A beacon of hope in my darkest hour, A symbol of courage that "endureth." Oh, how I long to be whole again, To live a life that's truly mine, To find my own purpose and destiny, And shine like the stars and the moon. So I'll rise again, like the morning sun, And with every step, I'll break free, From these chains that once held me down, And step into a life that's meant for me. --moonlovesyou
this is beautiful i hope everything works out i know we don't really know each other but i am here for you when ever you need me.I am willing to listen and share your pain even for a little bit. i love the way you set a theme from you poems i love this and i wish you the very best
Decided to vent because I am in my room at 1 am and everythings hard and its like a diary :') There are so many things that had happened. I am sure this is not the end of pain (life is like that, unfortunately). I see a lot of people commenting and saying to not give up and its better to get up and get better for yourself. There is no better for me. Sometimes it truly feels like that is real me, life is meaningless, the big picture is that we make the meanings in our life. And some people, including me, cannot anymore. It would feel like lying to myself. I don't have a bad life, certainly I haven't suffered as much as others but this is not a competition, this is life. But I am still hurt, hurt from things that have happened and the things that didn't. I am really sad and disappointed. I've lost my uncle, grandfather and my father, and I know that sooner or later I'll lose my mother and I don't know how to bare that. Of course, we all did not have the best relationship but it was the best I couldve had. There were things my grandfather couldve thought me, the time I wouldve loved to spend with him. Due to covid and then war I couldnt come to him and then he passed away. My uncle took his life on 2017, its been years and I am still grieving like it happened yesterday. I spend my childhood in front of a computer and continue to do so, wasting time instead of spending it with my mother. The thing is, it doesn't matter. It will happen anyway and I will blame myself either way. I didn't grow up with my father, he started drinking a long time ago and then passed away. It still hurts. I have failed in many things, and that hurts too. School was hard, and my mental health got worse, to the point I couldnt go there. Doing the courses instead, not sure what was the point in school if a lot of people say that theyd forgotten everything theyve studied. Its outdated and harms the society. And at this point every night I am crying and thoughts of you know what follow me every step of my life. There have been people saying that its only teenage hormones, but I am a young adult now and nothing had changed, only became worse. I am kind of scared going to a therapist because I dont know how it would go (I already lied and made my reputation as a self aware dude that is on a way to being happy). At this point... I am not sure I want to help myself because there is no point and I cant change my mind nor the mind of my mind. It just is. I am raging inside because people dont understand the simplicity of life, the murders, the pain on earth caused by humanity to humanity and others are unnecessary. I dont think I can hold on for long, but as long as my mother lives, I want her to be happy and know that I am safe. Thank you.
@@fantasma_baya Thank you. Things keep happening and life keeps spinning. Sometimes I think I do deserve feeling like that, for all the times ive let down my family and friends, didnt help, or refused to listen. I do not believe in Karma, but it feels like everything I have ever done (and will do) will lead to the point of me gone in my future 40s. I am curious about death, genuinely intrigued, but so terrified it freezes my mind. I am not the person to judge others or myself, but I am still human and the mind can betray us. I understand that, yet nothing gets better. Thank you for reading again, the feeling of typing things out after holding them in is one of the most wholesome ones. 🫂
@@LadyCrest hey I'm so sorry for the late reply, I got my phone taken away... Although I don't personally know you I don't think you deserve this you seem like a genuinely good person and even if times are tough right now it'll get better in the future you know life is about going through ups and downs and finding ways to get yourself through life and I'll be 100% honest with you I personally believe you're not really going to have a time where you're 100% like happy and satisfied like you're always going to have like things to be a bit unhappy about even if they're just tiny things and just know that You're not alone I feel like everyone's felt this way before, it doesn't really make it better hearing that, but I hope that you keep this in mind maybe you can give this advice to someone else or you can use this answer reminder to not be too hard on yourself, sorry if this didn't help
I'm so glad I found this playlist It's incredible to drown out the people that you don't want to listen to, or create art, or go on night walks so thank you so much I really do enjoy it
thank you so much for putting Dazey and the Scouts on the playlist, they are seriously underrated !! another song that would've fit with this playlist would've been Groan, Sweet Cis Teen, and Maggot- All by Dazey and the Scouts ^^ But seriously what a comforting playlist
you're not a burden....also, if i'm not insecure about my walk (and i have: scoliosis, lumbar lordosis, kyphosis and duck feet🤣) i'm sure you can be too (not insecure). you don't have to feel bad about yourself
I’m just genuinely tired of life. Failing economies, growing wealth disparities, rise of crime, an overall decrease in value of life, and just a negative perspective on life most have adopted. Closed off, reserved and cold. The world cares less about feeling and more about automating us and our lives. The early 2000s and 90s were just so much dreamier
His hair His eyes His smile His way of making me laugh when i was about to cry His way of saying my name His laugh His glint in his eyes His smooth skin His friends His intelligence Oh i love him, but he doesn't know who i am, he doesn't remember who i am So i pretend that i know who i am so that he thinks that im confident ehen really all i know is that i want him, but dont want to stay to make him love me, im tired of chasing him if he could just stop running away then i could be in his arms right now if i wanted to, but i can't, he cant, we cant, he said he loved me, i said i loved him, we loved eachother untill we couldnt anymore, id give my life just to be in his arms one last time
originally i was just going to listen to this because i felt like listening to music i relate to and then i felt like drawing while and i think that the music was an influence on the drawing because i draw tweek tweak from south park with a facial expression that made him look depressed and it looks like hes having suicidal thoughts in the corner of his room- so that happened
Bc it’s like 4:22am and I’ve gotten not a minute of sleep because I’ve been up crying all night and couldn’t sleep… I desperately need to vent and no one else is awake so I’m taking the opportunity…. Recently there’s been a lot going on… my nana just recently got out the hospital so that’s been highly hard on me because I’m scared that her stitches will pop open eventually before they’re healed and then it’s game over for her… and I can’t help but over stress about it because I have very high anxiety and have ever since I was a little kid because of other things that happened… which something related to the past is my biological father… I’ve never felt safe around him and him and my step mom are getting a divorce… which I’m going to miss her… and yes I live with my biological mother which should make it better right…? Wrong… I try to make her happy… I try to do things right… but being the oldest sibling who’s a teenager now I never seem to be able to do anything wrong and all I wanna do is make her proud… but then I have to be one to get in trouble if I make the slightest slip up… and she overlooks all of my feelings and makes me feel as if my opinions never mattered in the first place 24/7… she says I act depressed when I try to act like the happiest person I can be so other people don’t worry about it because they have their own problems and I don’t wanna be a burden to anyone… and she makes me feel as if I can never tell her anything but then says I can talk to her… because I can’t say what I wanna say… I have to say the things she wants to hear… then towards the end of June (since it was pride month) I wanted to come out to her as trans… she not once has respected the pronouns I wanted to go by and she got fully livid about the name change I wanted… and yet she says I have no reason to be depressed… then you’ve also got the fact that I just recently started a Yt channel… cool right…? No… there’s been quite a few people hating even though I put a lot of effort into the edits I make… but yknow who cares about that…? Haha… just about everyone acts like my feelings don’t matter except a few people and even then I feel like they’re still judging me behind my back… I just want to be good enough… for once in my life…
**Tired Soul** In the vast expanse of existence's maze, Where days blur into a monotonous haze. A weary heart, tired of the strife, Feels adrift, done with life. The sun's glow, once warm and bright, Now seems distant, devoid of light. Songs that once lifted, now sound hollow, Echoes of joy, hard to follow. Burdens pile, one atop another, Each breath feels heavy, a struggle to smother. Dreams once vibrant, now gray and worn, Hope's once sturdy anchor, now tattered and torn. Yet deep within, a flicker remains, A stubborn spark, despite the pains. For even when life feels cold and terse, The universe listens, ready to converse. To offer solace, a balm for the soul, To help mend, make the spirit whole. So in moments of despair, when all seems done, Remember, after every night, there's a rising sun. **Note**: If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, please seek professional help or reach out to a trusted individual in your life. It's essential to talk to someone who can offer support.
I always have problem with sleeping, but today I almost had a panic attack because of it. I already have some problem as I get a lot of panic attacks and on top of it I have some kind of ED and gender dysphoria (neither was diagnosed but I still suffer with it). And after it I started to chat with one of my friends who also has a good amount of panic attacks and I told them what is up in my part. And than I realised why it came out. Tomorrow I will have a double gym class and I have some problem with it. At that point my eyes were so teary that I wasnt able to see as much. Than my breathing became heavy. And it started. After I calmed down I felt pretty bad still. And I started to listen to some music what was downloaded on my phone and I thought about doing my first sh and just ending it all. That made me have like 2 more panic attacks if not more... But this playlist is really good! And now I am better after 3 hours. And I didnt do anything and it isnt worth it if you do. And in total I had like 4 panic attacks just in that 3 hours
I've felt my whole demeanor just flipped on its head, everything I've been trying to do never worked and now here I am to just collect dust, its probably my fault but it doesn't make me any less angry. For the first time in while I'm just geninuely angry. It feels like an undying fire inferno and as much as I've been feeding this fire I feel horrible for it.
This is still forever my favorite omg I’m so glad I found it, I listen to it all the time when I just don’t feel like listening to my other playlists haha!! Tysm for making this is so so good haha!
It feels like none of my friends even care about me, they don't talk to me, ignore them when I say hi but talk to someone else if they say hi, I just feel so left out and tired.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because you're such a beautiful human being and you are worth and enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy:) I know society builds up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy life. But in fact, that not true if you start to realize that you actually deserve all good things happening to you. You will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever fell lonely or sad watch the sky because you know someone at the same time as you is watching the sky too, maybe fell the same way as you do. And I'm glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove you own spot in this world. Maybe you don't fell like you belong here but.i don't want u to leave this world unhappy. I want you to be alive every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want to see yourself just existing. You deserve it what ever happened, it's not your fault, the demos in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they know you are a beautiful person with a beautiful heart, they want to win over you but don't let them win over you, you're not selfish for isolation yourself but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this then please never forget to breath and slime❤ Don't live up to other standards! It's your own story and not theirs. And I love you so much and I send you hugs please don't think you are useless because your not and I'm glad you exist❤ And I'm sorry that no one is there for you to hear you. I wish I could take your pain away,it hurts me to see that pain on your beautiful eyes. I love you through my words I mean it. Just want to you to stay and to hold on a little longer please for me? ❤ Now go and wipe those tears away and smile for me you really don't know that if you smile you can brighten someone's day. I hope one day you will not fake that beautiful smile of yours so please hold on for a bit longer you are worth more that everyone fricking cent in this world. ❤ and I love you so much❤
I’ve been keeping myself alive and I’m proud of myself but the feeling of being alone, empty and just feeling depressed never fails to make me feel like no one loves me. I don’t know, something could be wrong with me cause I can’t get over him. It’s been 10 months since he wanted to break up, we stopped talking 6 months ago. Yet I can’t forget nor let go of this weird love or maybe obsession? Maybe it was because he was my first love. When I thought I got over him, the thoughts and feelings and heartbreak came crashing back. We didn’t date for that long. Something is wrong, I know what I’m feeling isn’t healthy because It’s obsessive thoughts. I love him still but I don’t know why. I could never bring myself to tell him that I still do cause I know he must have forgotten about me already. What’s wrong with me? I crave feeling affection and love. I’m trying so hard to love someone else in order to forget but It’s not working. Cause in the end of the day, it doesn’t feel the same. The love he used to give me was like drugs and I can’t get over it no matter how much I try. I’ve tried please trust me. The thought of him just always seems to cross my mind. I don’t know what to do, all I want is to forget or move on from him so I don’t feel this lonely and empty feeling. Cause I know right now it feels like I just can’t live without him, but I know I’ll do so much better without the thought of him.
I have been diagnosed with IBS not too long ago, I need to take like 5 pills a day, my Melatonin doesn't really work anymore, and iv'e been getting bullied. I'm just 11.
Everyday I come home and wonder whether today mattered sometime I feel bad for existing because I know that for most people either would be happier without me or wouldn't care
dude i’m so fucking tired, i just don’t know what to do anymore. the dysphoria i’m feeling (from being trans) the pressure at school, my mental health, my mommy issues, liking my ex, everything fucking sucks m8. i jus want someone to understand, and be supportive of me. my ex was, her name is paige. she’d listen to me rant, and listen to me cry. she’d be supportive, she’d comfort me. i miss her so so so fucking bad.
I feel like kms. My crush hates me, don’t think anyone loves me anymore, don’t think my friends like me, mentally unstable, depressed, weird, I’m a freak, I don’t fit my own beauty standards, I have almost every mental disorder, I think I’m going schizophrenic, I have insomnia, can never make up my mind, to emotional, and literally going insane and I can’t bare the pain any longer. I just want my suffering to end and I can’t think of any other way. Bye.
I have chronic stomach pains, my mom and dad have taken care of me for years but its only gotten worse over time. Ive gone to multiple GI’s and other doctors and no one has ever said anything is wrong, im just horribly depressed and anxious. This week I started on lexapro and its wracked my system getting used to it. Ive been throwing up for a full week and im still in massive pain. My mom and dad both told me today that im just a frustrating person and Ive done this to myself. I dont know what to do, I feel like I want to die sometimes but I cant tell them that because they just get mad at me. Am I in the wrong? Please, I need someone to tell me. If I am im trying to improve I promise, its been a journey but ive only recently began to get the mental help I need Thank you for your time any responders, it means more than you know. If someone could explain their point of view I could move past this easier. Thank you
Child, you're so brave. I'm so proud of you for hanging on. In my opinion, no one is in the wrong in this situation. You ARE not a frustrating person, taking care of you is your parents' responsibility. You just make sure you're getting better kiddo, don't worry or mind your parents. Parents tend to nag and say hurtful words. You can't do much about their problem. Love yourself and don't gaf about the judgements and hurtful words. It's stressing for yourself dear. I don't know much about your parents nor you. But your parents sound like they do care about you. I believe they are just worried about you and didn't mean to say hurtful words to you. Reminder: Love yourself. Do things which are best for you, self-love is important to get better. Don't gaf about hurtful words. (Sorry if I say anything that offend you or anything. I hope I helped out even if it's a lil) : D Live a happy life < 3
I can relate to the song at the time stamp 17:48 :^} btw can you guys reply to me abt this question ? Anyone wanna see a drawing I did I'm proud of it but my friends aren't
all my friends are being annoying and i dont know if im being selfish/jealous or not. my friends D and C Got together yesterday and they seem to forget im around now, we hung out me, them and another person and they all hung out and i felt kinda pushed out, once the 4th person left they seemed to ignore me completely. i know this is because there dating and im just the random friend. and sometimes i wish they never got together. am i the rude friend? Maybe?
first of all, you don't really sound jealous to me, just left out...second, if they really love eachother, accept the fact that they're together but tell them how you feel a bit left out (of course i'm not saying they should break up) just tell em that you would like to spend time with em
I think ive srsly died somehow ,, im so tired So So Tired. Im drained and my body has been taken apart and pieced back together time and time again, im so tired. They take what they want and leave, im ok w it but they never give anything back? I want to sleep. Its cold. Its. Cold *they references multiple ppl some i still talk w and enjoy being around, some i dont.
Tbh I relate to this a lot. Both of my parents hate each other but at the same time love each other. I don’t quite understand how they manage it but yeah
I know i sound a little ridiculous but for me, its because of love and my family, i always feel unrequited love and i fell in love with my teacher 9 years ago and i still cant get him off my mind, and my father is shit because he screams more at me than talking now(it wasnt like that before) and they control my (+love) life and i wish i could be with my teacher and it hurts really bad😞 is it "weird" that i feel this way just because of this?
My gf broke up with me today after she said she needed to work on herself then she said we should get back together and we did and then agin she broke up with me today and I meant to say this happened over a span of time and I just don’t know what to feel bc some people call me a robot bc I don’t process emotions right this girl said she thought I was hit and wanted to have a relationship with me but I have trust issues so I thought she was setting me up she talking me out of killing myself and now she’s asleep while I’m up at damn near 2am venting to strangers who prolly can’t relate and I just don’t know what to do I need advise Ik ending it wouldn’t solve anything so that’s ruled out what next
When I was little (about 7) my mom had been takin to rehab because she was addicted to drugs and alcohol. My father had asked me what I had felt about it, I have told him I didn’t really felt anything about it. Till this day there are still some things that I won’t have any feelings about and I don’t really know why.
Venting Cause It's 600Am And I've Been Awake Since Yesterday Morning At 3:00Am & I'm Tired of everyone, ) I Really Don't Know What To Do My Younger Sister choked me anytime i didn't do what she wanted (and i mean i couldn't breath when she choked me) I Was Scared And I Told My Parents In Front Of Her And She Said She Never Did And They Believed Her - I Was 11) - Whole Different Story ( I Have A Crush But I'm Scared Cause Right Now Me And Him Are Best Friends And We Have A Lot In Common But If My Older Sister Meets Him Everything Will Change And He Will Be Focused On Her Most Of The Time And Become Her Best Friend Cause Every Guy I Meet And Then My Sister Meets They Like Her Better And Ignore Me....( A Whole Different Story Again Sorry ( I Had A Crush In 5th Grade And He Liked Me Back Or So I Thought -We Dated For A Week Or 2 And He Cheated On Me And Started Telling Everyone I Liked Random People I Don't Even Know And A Girl Said I Deserved Getting Cheated On And I Was So Mad So I Told The Teacher And They Didn't Do Anything About it That Same Girl Got My Bff In Trouble For No Reason This Kid At Recess Kept Attacking My Bff So She Kicked Him But The Problem Was She Had A Bat In Her Hand So The Girl Went And Got more people to believe my friend hit the boy with the bat and told the teacher .. a little bit later I Told The Teacher The truth And This Is What She Said: Well i had several other girls tell me otherwise so go play ) and i said: but- ) Teacher: But Nothing Go Play And Stop Being Nosey! ) I Told My Other Bff My Crush Cause I Trusted Her Later To Find Out She Told My Crush I Liked Him I Was Not Ready Yet And He Ended Up Not Liking Me Back - (( I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me I Have Tried To Commit Suicide Over 30 times And haven't told anyone And Please Dont Reply To This Saying I Typed To Much Or Saying Stuff About How I Shouldn't Do Suicide Cause I'm Not Trying to be rude but people do it on other vids and it gets annoying ) My Mom Is Talking To Me About The Music I Listen To Cause The Names Like Suicide By Nf And Teen Idle And Vent Playlists...) (I Am Still Honestly Scared Of My Younger Sister- Sorry For Some Being Crossed Out I Did Not Do It ! Sorry For Typing So Much
I dont wantbto listen to musicnanymore i odnt wantbto care anymore i dont wantbto do anything anynkroenu givebup i givenup i gvie up i dont feel like im real i feel like im going insane i hate how thisbjapepend i cantbtakebthisbamymors
I hope you feel better soon, remember there will always be people who care about you. There will always be someone waiting for you to talk to them, to open up to them.
You remember the old times... Being super happy Not wanting to kill yourself Not a inch insecure! No dirty mind😏 You didn't care how you looked You wanted to be a grown up so bad!! .... What happened to me...why did I change....
If any of you all want to vent it’s ok! There is no problem with venting. Everyone needs to let out what they think once in a while.
it’s sad that strangers are more loving and comforting than friends and family.
yeah, but at least we are. you are not alone
For real
people don’t cry because there weak they cry because they have been strong for too long.
i love how strangers care about others who they dont even know its just...sweet i love ppl like u i have been bullied on roblox and social media ect and it hurt sm and idk why its my friends friends and whenever i say hi to my friend they say im a disgrace ect so ty for the playlist
I feel this. I when I see people caring about strangers in comments I ask myself “why aren’t these people in my life and the ones who hurt me and cause me pain are”
Ne t'inquiètes pas 🤗❤❤❤
I don't think friends would say that to you.
how are you?
Are you ok? Mabye drink some water and get some rest if you haven’t already today.
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in the replys, I know you probably have it worse than me.)
Im so proud of you. You don't hear this enough. You have gone through a lot, and made it though things some haven't. Your stronger than you believe. I know it's hard but please trust me, Do not make the wrong mistake of such. Some just can't admit it, but the truth is there's always one person whose day you can make better by just being around with them. You matter. Do not give up on life, whatever you're going through, I promise you're not alone. Go drink water a bite to eat if you're able to. Take some deep breaths, I love you and proud of you for coming this far in life
this playlist is so good, like it isn't just those songs that are in almost all vent playlists
alien blues [sob]...
◢︎Timestamps:
0:00 Last Valentines - PinkPantheress
1:12 Mary - Alex G
4:29 Blow My Brains Out - Tikkle Me
8:10 Wet - dasey and the scouts
11:05 Christmas Kids - Roar
13:24 Better Than Me - The Brobecks
17:48 I Deserve to Bleed - Sushi Soucy
19:34 I'VE HAD ENOUGH - Melina KB
23:05 There's something happening - JackStauber
26:12 Taking what's not yours - TV Girl
29:36 bad idea! - girl in red
33:14 Welcome to Kitty City - cyriak
35:04 Our Word - 36 Questions
40:21 Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit
43:08 Ima Kill U - Insane Clown Posse
Insane clown posse*
i cant do this anymore
@@Number1cakewiper me neither and the song better than me relates to me 😊
@@Number1cakewiper if you need to talk there are people out there (like me) who are willing to talk to you. if you need to talk, even if its just to vent im here ok
yo its limp bizkit
In the silence of the night,
With tears in my eyes,
I feel the weight of my existence,
As if living on borrowed time.
I am a star that shines so bright,
Yet all the while I feel alone,
A light that guides but in my soul,
My light has somehow lost its tone.
The moon that rises in my heart,
Still fights to break through the clouds,
A beacon of hope in my darkest hour,
A symbol of courage that "endureth."
Oh, how I long to be whole again,
To live a life that's truly mine,
To find my own purpose and destiny,
And shine like the stars and the moon.
So I'll rise again, like the morning sun,
And with every step, I'll break free,
From these chains that once held me down,
And step into a life that's meant for me.
--moonlovesyou
how are you feeling?
@@alicegalati2455 right now, sick, isolated, i want everyone to disappear till i am the only one left.
@@deathitself5072 i'm sorry you feel this way, if you need someone to talk to i'm here
this is beautiful i hope everything works out i know we don't really know each other but i am here for you when ever you need me.I am willing to listen and share your pain even for a little bit. i love the way you set a theme from you poems i love this and i wish you the very best
@@deathitself5072let it all out
im definitively gonna commit while listening to these type of playlist lol. love joking about my mental issues!
Decided to vent because I am in my room at 1 am and everythings hard and its like a diary :')
There are so many things that had happened. I am sure this is not the end of pain (life is like that, unfortunately). I see a lot of people commenting and saying to not give up and its better to get up and get better for yourself. There is no better for me. Sometimes it truly feels like that is real me, life is meaningless, the big picture is that we make the meanings in our life. And some people, including me, cannot anymore. It would feel like lying to myself.
I don't have a bad life, certainly I haven't suffered as much as others but this is not a competition, this is life. But I am still hurt, hurt from things that have happened and the things that didn't. I am really sad and disappointed. I've lost my uncle, grandfather and my father, and I know that sooner or later I'll lose my mother and I don't know how to bare that. Of course, we all did not have the best relationship but it was the best I couldve had.
There were things my grandfather couldve thought me, the time I wouldve loved to spend with him. Due to covid and then war I couldnt come to him and then he passed away.
My uncle took his life on 2017, its been years and I am still grieving like it happened yesterday. I spend my childhood in front of a computer and continue to do so, wasting time instead of spending it with my mother. The thing is, it doesn't matter. It will happen anyway and I will blame myself either way.
I didn't grow up with my father, he started drinking a long time ago and then passed away. It still hurts.
I have failed in many things, and that hurts too. School was hard, and my mental health got worse, to the point I couldnt go there. Doing the courses instead, not sure what was the point in school if a lot of people say that theyd forgotten everything theyve studied. Its outdated and harms the society.
And at this point every night I am crying and thoughts of you know what follow me every step of my life. There have been people saying that its only teenage hormones, but I am a young adult now and nothing had changed, only became worse.
I am kind of scared going to a therapist because I dont know how it would go (I already lied and made my reputation as a self aware dude that is on a way to being happy). At this point... I am not sure I want to help myself because there is no point and I cant change my mind nor the mind of my mind. It just is.
I am raging inside because people dont understand the simplicity of life, the murders, the pain on earth caused by humanity to humanity and others are unnecessary.
I dont think I can hold on for long, but as long as my mother lives, I want her to be happy and know that I am safe. Thank you.
I'm all ears, even if we're strangers, no ever deserves to feel like this
@@fantasma_baya Thank you. Things keep happening and life keeps spinning. Sometimes I think I do deserve feeling like that, for all the times ive let down my family and friends, didnt help, or refused to listen. I do not believe in Karma, but it feels like everything I have ever done (and will do) will lead to the point of me gone in my future 40s. I am curious about death, genuinely intrigued, but so terrified it freezes my mind.
I am not the person to judge others or myself, but I am still human and the mind can betray us. I understand that, yet nothing gets better. Thank you for reading again, the feeling of typing things out after holding them in is one of the most wholesome ones. 🫂
you ok?
@@LadyCrest hey I'm so sorry for the late reply, I got my phone taken away...
Although I don't personally know you I don't think you deserve this you seem like a genuinely good person and even if times are tough right now it'll get better in the future you know life is about going through ups and downs and finding ways to get yourself through life and I'll be 100% honest with you I personally believe you're not really going to have a time where you're 100% like happy and satisfied like you're always going to have like things to be a bit unhappy about even if they're just tiny things and just know that You're not alone I feel like everyone's felt this way before, it doesn't really make it better hearing that, but I hope that you keep this in mind maybe you can give this advice to someone else or you can use this answer reminder to not be too hard on yourself, sorry if this didn't help
I can’t believe strangers that I don’t even know are nicer and kinder than pp I know irl. Btw tysm for the Playlist!💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I'm so glad I found this playlist It's incredible to drown out the people that you don't want to listen to, or create art, or go on night walks so thank you so much I really do enjoy it
how are you feeling?
@@themangle-laggle Im good thanks for asking really
thank you so much for putting Dazey and the Scouts on the playlist, they are seriously underrated !! another song that would've fit with this playlist would've been Groan, Sweet Cis Teen, and Maggot- All by Dazey and the Scouts ^^ But seriously what a comforting playlist
I feel insecure about my body and how I walk I always feel like a burden to people when I'm around them
you're not a burden....also, if i'm not insecure about my walk (and i have: scoliosis, lumbar lordosis, kyphosis and duck feet🤣) i'm sure you can be too (not insecure). you don't have to feel bad about yourself
if there was an ad i would of punched my laptop screen
I’m just genuinely tired of life. Failing economies, growing wealth disparities, rise of crime, an overall decrease in value of life, and just a negative perspective on life most have adopted. Closed off, reserved and cold.
The world cares less about feeling and more about automating us and our lives. The early 2000s and 90s were just so much dreamier
His hair
His eyes
His smile
His way of making me laugh when i was about to cry
His way of saying my name
His laugh
His glint in his eyes
His smooth skin
His friends
His intelligence
Oh i love him, but he doesn't know who i am, he doesn't remember who i am
So i pretend that i know who i am so that he thinks that im confident ehen really all i know is that i want him, but dont want to stay to make him love me, im tired of chasing him if he could just stop running away then i could be in his arms right now if i wanted to, but i can't, he cant, we cant, he said he loved me, i said i loved him, we loved eachother untill we couldnt anymore, id give my life just to be in his arms one last time
originally i was just going to listen to this because i felt like listening to music i relate to and then i felt like drawing while and i think that the music was an influence on the drawing because i draw tweek tweak from south park with a facial expression that made him look depressed and it looks like hes having suicidal thoughts in the corner of his room-
so that happened
even though this a vent playlist all these songs are my jam
never thought icp would be in a vent playlist but im here for it
Bc it’s like 4:22am and I’ve gotten not a minute of sleep because I’ve been up crying all night and couldn’t sleep… I desperately need to vent and no one else is awake so I’m taking the opportunity….
Recently there’s been a lot going on… my nana just recently got out the hospital so that’s been highly hard on me because I’m scared that her stitches will pop open eventually before they’re healed and then it’s game over for her… and I can’t help but over stress about it because I have very high anxiety and have ever since I was a little kid because of other things that happened… which something related to the past is my biological father… I’ve never felt safe around him and him and my step mom are getting a divorce… which I’m going to miss her… and yes I live with my biological mother which should make it better right…? Wrong… I try to make her happy… I try to do things right… but being the oldest sibling who’s a teenager now I never seem to be able to do anything wrong and all I wanna do is make her proud… but then I have to be one to get in trouble if I make the slightest slip up… and she overlooks all of my feelings and makes me feel as if my opinions never mattered in the first place 24/7… she says I act depressed when I try to act like the happiest person I can be so other people don’t worry about it because they have their own problems and I don’t wanna be a burden to anyone… and she makes me feel as if I can never tell her anything but then says I can talk to her… because I can’t say what I wanna say… I have to say the things she wants to hear… then towards the end of June (since it was pride month) I wanted to come out to her as trans… she not once has respected the pronouns I wanted to go by and she got fully livid about the name change I wanted… and yet she says I have no reason to be depressed… then you’ve also got the fact that I just recently started a Yt channel… cool right…? No… there’s been quite a few people hating even though I put a lot of effort into the edits I make… but yknow who cares about that…? Haha… just about everyone acts like my feelings don’t matter except a few people and even then I feel like they’re still judging me behind my back… I just want to be good enough… for once in my life…
this is like the best playlist I've ever came across on- it has all my favorite songs in it, underrated asf, great job
**Tired Soul**
In the vast expanse of existence's maze,
Where days blur into a monotonous haze.
A weary heart, tired of the strife,
Feels adrift, done with life.
The sun's glow, once warm and bright,
Now seems distant, devoid of light.
Songs that once lifted, now sound hollow,
Echoes of joy, hard to follow.
Burdens pile, one atop another,
Each breath feels heavy, a struggle to smother.
Dreams once vibrant, now gray and worn,
Hope's once sturdy anchor, now tattered and torn.
Yet deep within, a flicker remains,
A stubborn spark, despite the pains.
For even when life feels cold and terse,
The universe listens, ready to converse.
To offer solace, a balm for the soul,
To help mend, make the spirit whole.
So in moments of despair, when all seems done,
Remember, after every night, there's a rising sun.
**Note**: If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, please seek professional help or reach out to a trusted individual in your life. It's essential to talk to someone who can offer support.
that was amazing, you have pure talent! It was nice and it had a heartfelt meaning!
I always have problem with sleeping, but today I almost had a panic attack because of it. I already have some problem as I get a lot of panic attacks and on top of it I have some kind of ED and gender dysphoria (neither was diagnosed but I still suffer with it).
And after it I started to chat with one of my friends who also has a good amount of panic attacks and I told them what is up in my part. And than I realised why it came out. Tomorrow I will have a double gym class and I have some problem with it. At that point my eyes were so teary that I wasnt able to see as much. Than my breathing became heavy. And it started. After I calmed down I felt pretty bad still. And I started to listen to some music what was downloaded on my phone and I thought about doing my first sh and just ending it all. That made me have like 2 more panic attacks if not more...
But this playlist is really good! And now I am better after 3 hours. And I didnt do anything and it isnt worth it if you do. And in total I had like 4 panic attacks just in that 3 hours
I've felt my whole demeanor just flipped on its head, everything I've been trying to do never worked and now here I am to just collect dust, its probably my fault but it doesn't make me any less angry. For the first time in while I'm just geninuely angry. It feels like an undying fire inferno and as much as I've been feeding this fire I feel horrible for it.
This is still forever my favorite omg I’m so glad I found it, I listen to it all the time when I just don’t feel like listening to my other playlists haha!! Tysm for making this is so so good haha!
I love this playlist, thank you for making this
ty for this playlist, and i love the picture lol
this hits hard when you’re laying in bed about to pass out and these just blast in your ears
It feels like none of my friends even care about me, they don't talk to me, ignore them when I say hi but talk to someone else if they say hi, I just feel so left out and tired.
I love it!!
Ooh a vent playlist with so many songs I haven’t heard!
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because you're such a beautiful human being and you are worth and enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy:) I know society builds up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy life. But in fact, that not true if you start to realize that you actually deserve all good things happening to you. You will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever fell lonely or sad watch the sky because you know someone at the same time as you is watching the sky too, maybe fell the same way as you do. And I'm glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove you own spot in this world. Maybe you don't fell like you belong here but.i don't want u to leave this world unhappy. I want you to be alive every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want to see yourself just existing. You deserve it what ever happened, it's not your fault, the demos in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they know you are a beautiful person with a beautiful heart, they want to win over you but don't let them win over you, you're not selfish for isolation yourself but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this then please never forget to breath and slime❤
Don't live up to other standards! It's your own story and not theirs.
And I love you so much and I send you hugs please don't think you are useless because your not and I'm glad you exist❤
And I'm sorry that no one is there for you to hear you. I wish I could take your pain away,it hurts me to see that pain on your beautiful eyes. I love you through my words I mean it. Just want to you to stay and to hold on a little longer please for me? ❤
Now go and wipe those tears away and smile for me you really don't know that if you smile you can brighten someone's day. I hope one day you will not fake that beautiful smile of yours so please hold on for a bit longer you are worth more that everyone fricking cent in this world. ❤ and I love you so much❤
I’ve been keeping myself alive and I’m proud of myself but the feeling of being alone, empty and just feeling depressed never fails to make me feel like no one loves me. I don’t know, something could be wrong with me cause I can’t get over him. It’s been 10 months since he wanted to break up, we stopped talking 6 months ago. Yet I can’t forget nor let go of this weird love or maybe obsession? Maybe it was because he was my first love. When I thought I got over him, the thoughts and feelings and heartbreak came crashing back. We didn’t date for that long. Something is wrong, I know what I’m feeling isn’t healthy because It’s obsessive thoughts. I love him still but I don’t know why. I could never bring myself to tell him that I still do cause I know he must have forgotten about me already. What’s wrong with me? I crave feeling affection and love. I’m trying so hard to love someone else in order to forget but It’s not working. Cause in the end of the day, it doesn’t feel the same. The love he used to give me was like drugs and I can’t get over it no matter how much I try. I’ve tried please trust me. The thought of him just always seems to cross my mind. I don’t know what to do, all I want is to forget or move on from him so I don’t feel this lonely and empty feeling. Cause I know right now it feels like I just can’t live without him, but I know I’ll do so much better without the thought of him.
hey are you ok?
I have been diagnosed with IBS not too long ago, I need to take like 5 pills a day, my Melatonin doesn't really work anymore, and iv'e been getting bullied. I'm just 11.
you don't deserve to be bullied, if you need me i'm here
Everyday I come home and wonder whether today mattered sometime I feel bad for existing because I know that for most people either would be happier without me or wouldn't care
dude i’m so fucking tired, i just don’t know what to do anymore. the dysphoria i’m feeling (from being trans) the pressure at school, my mental health, my mommy issues, liking my ex, everything fucking sucks m8. i jus want someone to understand, and be supportive of me. my ex was, her name is paige. she’d listen to me rant, and listen to me cry. she’d be supportive, she’d comfort me. i miss her so so so fucking bad.
you ok?
nope@@sup-vm9wp
@@reidscoffee hi
its me, or im the only one dancing and enjoying the last song-💀
my love has asthma and will probably pass away in april 🤠
ooc // I stopped drinking like three weeks ago and it absolutely sucks I hate this so much but it’s not like i can go back to it.
i’m done with not being able to say how i feel.
This one goes hard hollup-
I feel like kms. My crush hates me, don’t think anyone loves me anymore, don’t think my friends like me, mentally unstable, depressed, weird, I’m a freak, I don’t fit my own beauty standards, I have almost every mental disorder, I think I’m going schizophrenic, I have insomnia, can never make up my mind, to emotional, and literally going insane and I can’t bare the pain any longer. I just want my suffering to end and I can’t think of any other way. Bye.
hey, are you ok? if you need a friend i can be one
@@alicegalati2455 honestly, no. I don’t think I’m ok, and if we could be friends that would be amazing
@@dalenorth5377 i would gladly be your friend!
@@alicegalati2455 thanks
I have chronic stomach pains, my mom and dad have taken care of me for years but its only gotten worse over time. Ive gone to multiple GI’s and other doctors and no one has ever said anything is wrong, im just horribly depressed and anxious. This week I started on lexapro and its wracked my system getting used to it. Ive been throwing up for a full week and im still in massive pain.
My mom and dad both told me today that im just a frustrating person and Ive done this to myself. I dont know what to do, I feel like I want to die sometimes but I cant tell them that because they just get mad at me. Am I in the wrong? Please, I need someone to tell me. If I am im trying to improve I promise, its been a journey but ive only recently began to get the mental help I need
Thank you for your time any responders, it means more than you know. If someone could explain their point of view I could move past this easier. Thank you
Child, you're so brave. I'm so proud of you for hanging on. In my opinion, no one is in the wrong in this situation. You ARE not a frustrating person, taking care of you is your parents' responsibility. You just make sure you're getting better kiddo, don't worry or mind your parents. Parents tend to nag and say hurtful words. You can't do much about their problem. Love yourself and don't gaf about the judgements and hurtful words. It's stressing for yourself dear. I don't know much about your parents nor you. But your parents sound like they do care about you. I believe they are just worried about you and didn't mean to say hurtful words to you.
Reminder: Love yourself. Do things which are best for you, self-love is important to get better. Don't gaf about hurtful words.
(Sorry if I say anything that offend you or anything. I hope I helped out even if it's a lil) : D
Live a happy life < 3
you ok?
I deserve to bleed describes me perfectly
I can relate to the song at the time stamp 17:48 :^} btw can you guys reply to me abt this question ? Anyone wanna see a drawing I did I'm proud of it but my friends aren't
all my friends are being annoying and i dont know if im being selfish/jealous or not. my friends D and C Got together yesterday and they seem to forget im around now, we hung out me, them and another person and they all hung out and i felt kinda pushed out, once the 4th person left they seemed to ignore me completely. i know this is because there dating and im just the random friend. and sometimes i wish they never got together. am i the rude friend? Maybe?
first of all, you don't really sound jealous to me, just left out...second, if they really love eachother, accept the fact that they're together but tell them how you feel a bit left out (of course i'm not saying they should break up) just tell em that you would like to spend time with em
I think ive srsly died somehow ,, im so tired
So
So
Tired.
Im drained and my body has been taken apart and pieced back together time and time again, im so tired. They take what they want and leave, im ok w it but they never give anything back? I want to sleep. Its cold. Its. Cold
*they references multiple ppl some i still talk w and enjoy being around, some i dont.
im sick and tired of my fuckin dad yelling at me and talking shit about my mom and i. im about ready to run away because of him
Tbh I relate to this a lot. Both of my parents hate each other but at the same time love each other. I don’t quite understand how they manage it but yeah
Great 🤩💖
I know i sound a little ridiculous but for me, its because of love and my family, i always feel unrequited love and i fell in love with my teacher 9 years ago and i still cant get him off my mind, and my father is shit because he screams more at me than talking now(it wasnt like that before) and they control my (+love) life and i wish i could be with my teacher and it hurts really bad😞
is it "weird" that i feel this way just because of this?
you ok?
@@sup-vm9wp more or less
@@ArianelovesGames-ue1wd hi
i hate my best friend.
My gf broke up with me today after she said she needed to work on herself then she said we should get back together and we did and then agin she broke up with me today and I meant to say this happened over a span of time and I just don’t know what to feel bc some people call me a robot bc I don’t process emotions right this girl said she thought I was hit and wanted to have a relationship with me but I have trust issues so I thought she was setting me up she talking me out of killing myself and now she’s asleep while I’m up at damn near 2am venting to strangers who prolly can’t relate and I just don’t know what to do I need advise Ik ending it wouldn’t solve anything so that’s ruled out what next
When I was little (about 7) my mom had been takin to rehab because she was addicted to drugs and alcohol. My father had asked me what I had felt about it, I have told him I didn’t really felt anything about it. Till this day there are still some things that I won’t have any feelings about and I don’t really know why.
are you ok?
im too lazy, my cuts arent deep enough and i dont know who i am anymore
what happened to me?
Venting Cause It's 600Am And I've Been Awake Since Yesterday Morning At 3:00Am & I'm Tired of everyone, ) I Really Don't Know What To Do My Younger Sister choked me anytime i didn't do what she wanted (and i mean i couldn't breath when she choked me) I Was Scared And I Told My Parents In Front Of Her And She Said She Never Did And They Believed Her - I Was 11) - Whole Different Story ( I Have A Crush But I'm Scared Cause Right Now Me And Him Are Best Friends And We Have A Lot In Common But If My Older Sister Meets Him Everything Will Change And He Will Be Focused On Her Most Of The Time And Become Her Best Friend Cause Every Guy I Meet And Then My Sister Meets They Like Her Better And Ignore Me....( A Whole Different Story Again Sorry ( I Had A Crush In 5th Grade And He Liked Me Back Or So I Thought -We Dated For A Week Or 2 And He Cheated On Me And Started Telling Everyone I Liked Random People I Don't Even Know And A Girl Said I Deserved Getting Cheated On And I Was So Mad So I Told The Teacher And They Didn't Do Anything About it That Same Girl Got My Bff In Trouble For No Reason This Kid At Recess Kept Attacking My Bff So She Kicked Him But The Problem Was She Had A Bat In Her Hand So The Girl Went And Got more people to believe my friend hit the boy with the bat and told the teacher .. a little bit later I Told The Teacher The truth And This Is What She Said: Well i had several other girls tell me otherwise so go play ) and i said: but- ) Teacher: But Nothing Go Play And Stop Being Nosey! ) I Told My Other Bff My Crush Cause I Trusted Her Later To Find Out She Told My Crush I Liked Him I Was Not Ready Yet And He Ended Up Not Liking Me Back - (( I Don't Know What's Wrong With Me I Have Tried To Commit Suicide Over 30 times And haven't told anyone And Please Dont Reply To This Saying I Typed To Much Or Saying Stuff About How I Shouldn't Do Suicide Cause I'm Not Trying to be rude but people do it on other vids and it gets annoying ) My Mom Is Talking To Me About The Music I Listen To Cause The Names Like Suicide By Nf And Teen Idle And Vent Playlists...) (I Am Still Honestly Scared Of My Younger Sister- Sorry For Some Being Crossed Out I Did Not Do It !
Sorry For Typing So Much
how are you feeling?
I dont wantbto listen to musicnanymore i odnt wantbto care anymore i dont wantbto do anything anynkroenu givebup i givenup i gvie up i dont feel like im real i feel like im going insane i hate how thisbjapepend i cantbtakebthisbamymors
I hope you feel better soon, remember there will always be people who care about you. There will always be someone waiting for you to talk to them, to open up to them.
hey are you ok?
1000th view
goodbye
Hey are you ok?
You remember the old times...
Being super happy
Not wanting to kill yourself
Not a inch insecure!
No dirty mind😏
You didn't care how you looked
You wanted to be a grown up so bad!!
....
What happened to me...why did I change....
you ok?
Please unblock me,I miss you