Caribbean Mums Try Other Caribbean Mums' Rice & Peas
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- Опубликовано: 14 июн 2024
- Leony, Lorna, Shauntelle and Heather are back!! 🙌🏿 Who do you think will win the FINAL round? 🤔
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Y’all should start giving them their own dish, without them knowing, to see how they rate their dish.
Especially shauntelle... she's just being ginale.
God bless, Jesus loves you and died for you all
I really would love that
So agree with you, that would've been better way. Better still let them taste and rate their own, unknowingly, then switch and let them taste each others, adding the total together, that would been a better outcome and that Chauntelle would've put in her place. She's out of order and very disrespectfull.
@@vetty1405 Idk any carribean person that rude, she represents us bad. Watch her rate her own and be like "no salt, bad texture, it taste like dish soap ZEROOOO 🤭"
Everyone criticized Shauntelle (which she deserve ofc) but none appreciates the warmth of Leony. She's literally one of the sweetest mums in all series of this theme.
Shauntelle too much to be honest. Too toxic.
@@prestonmatthews725 Oof she one of those traditional moms who tell her kids to toughen up and be respectful... meanwhile they plotting a way to cut her off lmho
@@eeee8479 not at the exact time when I wrote this. But anyways she's getting love now 💓
Leony’s voice was soft and she was positive. She seems like a level headed person She is definitely one of the sweetest mums in the series
Facts
Shauntelle really sat there and gave 2/3 of her competition a zero and acted shocked that she got disqualified for unfair scoring lmao
And this was the second she’s done this too 😳
@@michfreedom2588 what other video did she did this in link?
@@kalmiaf3985carribbean mums try each other’s curry chicken
@@kalmiaf3985 even worse she won 😭
@@michfreedom2588 exactly she should have gotten disqualified on the curry chicken one too because she gave zeros on that rating as well
So basically Shauntelle was giving low scores so she could win? If you’re that confident in your food, you don’t need to cheat.
EXACTLY!!🎯💯💯👏👏
Same thing I thought! Cause I'm like why ur rice look white so
Thought the same thing! Every episode she did that 😔
She’s always really bitchy.
Was wondering why she was moving like a pagan, giving a zero score 🤔
Thank you everyone for your kind words ❤❤❤
youre so kind hearted and sweet
We love you Leony
Oh my you’re soooo sweeeeet and kind 😍😇
Omgggg you’re my favorite Ms. Leony. Love you
You are amazing!!!!!!
Oh my, Shauntelle was so negative. Glad she was disqualified.
unrelated but you are gorgeous omg
Me too! She was annoying and her dishes seemed the worst to me
She was disqualified? (Nvm just got to the part)
😂😂😂
I agree! That made my day.....
It's kinda funny that Shauntelle used Kidney beans and her rice was still white as snow.
Seeing her rice explains why she put peas and corn in curry chicken. Her food in inauthentic imitation Caribbean.
Probably used a can
@@kevinjohnson4877 I use canned red kidney beans and I still get color 😂. Like, idk what she was thinking there.
Listen, a cya real kidney beans she use, She never soak them peas deh overnight! Them peas deh never pressure good. Must tin peas she use, cause her rice nav no colour.
"Rice added with peas" 😂😂😂😂 it was soooooo white
When Shantelle knows it’s very good, she gives a low score to drop it down. 😂
You Can you give shauntelle her own food and she won’t like it😐
Ahahahaaaaaa! True!!
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This needs to be doneee. I fully support this idea
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I don’t like that young girls attitude with the braids she’s so unfair and negative, also Jamaicans definitely use gungo peas for rice and peas aswell... on the other hand Ms. Leony is so nice and pleasant...
I don't like her either
Bajan does use black peas
God bless, Jesus loves you and died for you all
fr in other videos aswell she’s so petty
@@annyms5092 Thank you🙏🙏🙏🙂
Everyone is showing love to Leony and I think that's well deserved but I think Heather is a class act as well. She tries to give everyone a fair shake and she seems like she cooks with love.
Thought I was the only one 😂
Basically everyone is lovely apart from shauntelle 😂😂
exactly!!! She's so underrated
Heather is a sweetheart!
Lorna was a harsh marker but she she also giving scores so it was fair. Shauntelle was wrong
The fact that shauntelle smelled the food like that is so distasteful to me, as a Jamaican it is disrespectful to blatantly smell the food that someone gives you.
I didn't know that! I smell the food so I can enjoy the aroma and have a little "taste" before I eat.
@@xakirax_8864 I think the nuance is in the way u smell it. She smelled it with such a disgusted face like she was smelling dirt and not a meal someone made
😬 🤭 I'm a real food sniffer. My mom told me don't eat what your nose can't take.😄 OG Florida mom though so we're cut different.
@@lynyngragfunkyfoot3765 Same,If I don't like the smell I don't eat it
@@redhidinghood9337 This makes alot of sense ,I agree I must've missed that
Shauntelle is soooooo negative!!!! That’s why she lost her edges🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Leony is such a sweetheart
Shauntelle is honest. People don’t like blatant honesty like Hers.
@@2129823293 every single video I’ve watched with her she’s negative and RUDE.
@@2129823293 You should learn the difference between being blatantly honest and just being plain rude 😒
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Edges gone😭
No dish deserves a zero unless it’s undercooked (raw) or overcooked (burned). If you don’t like it then don’t eat it... just avoid insulting other dishes to an extent where people can get hurt or offended.
If they don't eat it then how would they rate it in the first place?
@@TyeArtisik take a little bite of it
Thank u for saying that she needs to know 😭
She said it was undercooked
wtf she is the one rating it and she didn't like it at all plus it's a no-go for her making rice & peas with sth other that kidney beans...so she has all the rights to rate it a 0.
The fact that Leonys pallet is so recieving, I dont understand how they keep calling her food bland. I dont trust all the ladies
This could possibly mean that her tastebuds are more sensitive than others (yes, this could happen due to gene regulation). Which in turn means that she probably needs less of the seasonings to be able to taste the details of her food.
@@DeerRyNa Very good point
@@DeerRyNa I had no idea that this was an actual thing wow
I said the same!
I could consider this a proper explanation. I remember her mac and cheese is actually nicely baked, it got so much brown bit and the texture looks actually quite nice, though it's a bit dry. I don't think it's "inedible" in any way, to be serious. Leony's dishes look very neat and appetizing, to be honest.
I've been a culinary student for years so clearly I know what I'm talking about. the browning on the mac and cheese deserves a standing ovation. it simply gives away A LOT MORE FLAVOUR than some of those bland looking ones 🤷🏻♀️
OMG thank you for disqualifying Shauntelle. She was so nasty with the 0s for no reason. She was really pissing me off with her negativity. On the curry episode she literally said all they needed was a bit less of salt and she gave it a 0 still. WTF. She pretty much gave 0s out for sport.
She gave Lorna a 0 and said she had nothing to say on it like wtf…
Yeah don’t invite her baxkn
The fact that shauntelle doesn’t know that original rice and peas is made with pigeon peas 💀sis really came on here and embarrassed herself🥴
Mad embarrassing
Factss!
I googled and it's also called gungo peas and it's called arhar here in India.
She did happy she diddnt win but good luck to her
I came here to say this! Like…sweetie 😐
Leony is so sweet, she's the sort of person you wanna be sat near at the party if you don't know anyone there, she will look after you - also I'd hate to be the person who had to tell Shauntelle that she was disqualified
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As a Jamaican I'd love to be the one to tell her.... Let her argue with me😂.. I'd put her in her place for sure
@@justnally609 I'd love to to be a fly on the wall for that one 😉👍
@@debradickson7816 🤣🤣🤣
@@justnally609 👍 🇬🇧
They should really do a south Asian aunties rate each other’s biryani edition PLS
omg yes!!!!
You chose violence !
I’m here for it!!
Oh I can hear the Chaos already
Yessss
Leony is truly a sweet Caribbean mum. Heather is right there too.
we all have a special place in our hearts for leony
holy shit ty for 1k likes
Leony is so adorable 🥺
Ikr
Just an honest lovely woman. God bless her
She's lovely.
Yes! Her and Heather both seem so sweet 🥺 they’re my favs
I've never seen someone get disqualified on one of these 😂
Ik im so glad i clicked
Dutty Chauntell did though 😂😂😝😝😝😝
She was fucking cheating lol
A mess 😂
@@jojomargaux9295 what’s the video called
I love their accents. Could listen to them talk about anything for hours.
Its the british and carribean accents intertwined,love it.
Leony was so sweet and wholesome. And wasn't rude or mean about the other dishes. Not sure if Shauntelle should be apart of the next one. Lol
yes the need to take her off the show
She shouldn't
Leony was the fairest. You could tell she was being completely honest, not trying to win by being overly critical. I like that they finally gave a penalty for someone basically "cheating" the game.
Nah she was overly nice. Heather and Lorna were more fair.
yeah she shows good sportmanship
@@rebeccablackvirus975 probably because you're an a**hole, you think normal compliments are being "overly nice"
@@rebeccablackvirus975 how do you know she honesty didn't feel that way?
You want people to be critical, like Shauntelle, don't you?
@@notthefather3919 I literally mentioned the people who I thought were more fair. Are you illiterate or intentionally being obtuse?
BuzzFeed I thought we informed y’all that we don’t like Shauntelle... she’s a negative Nancy and her dishes are not well received
Rofl 😩
She's so nasty to everyone and rates them so low that she wins by default. It makes these challenges worthless in the end because it's not a fair competition. Spitting out food and giving zeros? No. (Edited to say thanks for the ending Buzzfeed!)
@@GenXBecks mhm it isn’t fair for the rest of them and I feel like she over reacts as well
Lol
It's pre-recorded. They need to finish up their video series before they can change it up.
Leony is a true lady and very humble! I pray God gives me that kind of humility in the face of criticism. 💕
im glad people still value good people cuz wicked one be winning out here
auntie in the red was such a sweetheart! "I'm always trying but there's room for improvement" 😭❤️ she gave and received critiques really well. It's clear that she hasn't a sweet tooth and prefers creamy, coconutty rice rather than dry or spicy rice
I'm glad that Shauntelle was disqualified, and I'm glad that Buzzfeed caught on to her trying to cheat by giving unfair ratings.I feel like she gives other people's dishes zeroes so that her food will receive better ratings than everyone else's. The last time that she won a competition was because she scored one of the other lady's food a zero, even though everyone else gave it a decent rating. That other lady would have won if Shauntelle had rated her fairly.
Don't know why they just don't bring her back. We've had enough of her negativity. Nasty personality that one.
I’m saying
I do not know the other videos with her, but in this case here I thought it could be, that there is coriander in the dish, which for some people genetically tast like soap and she just did not know this herself and so she thougt it's the dish...
@@aminoir4281 I am one of those people that get's a soapy flavor from coriander/cilantro. Even a little bit is VERY noticeable in a dish for me. That said, I would still never rate somebody else's dish a zero. I'd also have a hard time believing she doesn't know about coriander as a Caribbean person.
@@aminoir4281 she’s done it in at least one other video. In this one and the curry, she awarded only 12/60 points, giving four dishes a 0.
Shauntelle can't come back. She Dont need to be invited to NOBODY’s function. You cook your own food, love. Hater vibes.
She fi tan a har yaad. Repugnant
@@prestonmatthews725 right thru!
@@SizzlaFanBenita can i get a translation of what they said?
@@fashionovawigs Preston basically said that Shauntelle needs (She fi) to stay (tan a har) at home (yard) if she’s going to come on this decent show with her negativity.
@@SizzlaFanBenita thank you, I always read patois and feel like I should get my caribbean card revoked (even though we don't speak that in Cuba).
i love how Shauntelle was the judgiest and she gave everyone a zero so she got disqualified. :)
Leony, Lorna, and Heather are definitely more genuine. Shauntelle is just funky asf.
I would definitely remove Lorna from that list.
Shauntelle clearly trying to give everyone an unfair score so she can win. 😂
Edit: Thank you all for the 3.4K likes. Most likes I’ve ever got on any sort of social Media 😁
She is a hot mess. Disgusting!
Luckily she got disqualified
Loool
right XD
Her edges told me she can't be trusted
So glad they kicked out Shauntelle.... Way to go Buzz Feed... Everyone deserves a score plus it seems like she cheated but giving most a Zero
Not even seems like she was definitely cheating and being a poor sport. I hope her kids didn't turn out like this 😬
Did they kick her out?
@@michele6162 yessss
@@michele6162 yep! at 6:58
Thank God!!!
Leony is just a real gem of a human. she makes me feel warm and nice inside.
The most beautiful thing about this, is that the children of each of these women grew up eating their food. And to their children, their mums food is the best in the world.
Why on earth have Shauntelle again?? All she does is insult peoples dishes, and more to the point by her statement doesn't know that Rice and peas are traditionally made with other "peas" in particular GUNGO/PIGEON PEAS!! Other non anglophone countries in the Caribbean, for example Puerto Rico/Cuba/Haiti have rice dishes which use pigeon peas/other beans as their version of "Rice and Peas" ! Mek har gweh!! Crosses!!
I know! That’s the whole point of cooking, that you can do whatever you want with it! There’s no set rules!
We use pigeon peas in The Bahamas
I know right! They probs just add her for the drama already knowing her opinion don’t count. I’m angry on behalf of the other mums
@@gagaoopsy8310 Uh. I mean, you can't throw some shit in a pot and call whatever comes out of it anything you want to call it. There are some rules. But gungo peas are used in rice and peas all the time so I don't know what strict rules she's trying to adhere to. She's wrong, though.
@Big Rich Town not all takeaway people can cook right! Try the gungo peas rice and peas again- you might be pleasantly surprised. Subscribe to my channel,I soon come with a recipe for it!
Shauntelle is so critical and got so much to say and her rice and peas looks the worst. My grandma would box me if I give her some rice and peas that looked like that.
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Gyul yuh turn white this nuh rice and peas this must see bean and rice 🤣🤣🤣🤣
If I give my mom any of the food they cooked she will box me 😂😂😂
She deffo had alot of chat for other ppl's rice & peas when hers looked watered down🤣 but chileeeee it was her comments for me🤣. The gurlll BRUTAL🤣♥️. I'm sorry but i died💀🤣
Too Light in color but it may have been flavorful. In any case it's nice to be nice Shuntelle
Leony is so lovely. She's not there to talk shit. She just enjoys the food.
OMG!!!! I was so frecken HAPPY in the end when they said Shauntelle was disqualify!!! Thank you!!! Dont ever bring her back!
Shauntelle... this is also why her edges are missing - karma babes x
Omg I'm finished 🤣
Mychannel why😂😂just why
Oh nooo 😂😂
You’re terrible 😢🤣
i screamed lmaoooo
Shauntelle is that aunt/cousin you don't want to consider in events with such negativity!!
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I wouldn’t even go around and events if someone like this was there. Yuck.
Shauntelle is that one that thinks her shit can eat and her piss can drink
Righttttt
She’s so negative. 😌
3:42 "it tastes like soap" I know EXACTLY what she's talking about. Coconut are very versatile fruit. They are used to make soap but also used for cooking. If you use the wrong grade of coconut oil once it hits a certain temperature it gets a soapy smell/taste. You have to buy coconut oil that is made for cooking. My mom is an excellent cook but she started using a certain coconut oil and it would ruin all her dishes for me. I googled it and learned why. It doesn't happen with all of them but some.
Heather needs her own show. She is really cool.
My girl with the dreads sounds so confident but her rice looks like it’s white rice added kidney beans 🤣🤣🤣
Tinned kidney beans too.😁
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It was a hot mess
Lol
Literally, so embarrassing she just shoulda kept her mouth shut 😬🤣
Shauntelle needs to go please. We don’t like bad vibes here. Her bad energy is causing the loss of her hair.
She did leave she got disqualified at the end 😭
"Causing the lost of her hair" 😂😂😂👏🏾
😂😂😂😂😂 she has bad vibes, her aura is smelly!
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Hahahaha, funny
Love the ending. That lady was giving out zeros to just win and the other 3 were being honest.
Ms. Leony was the sweetest of all.
leony is so warm and a really good critic. she's the mom i never had
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BuzzFeed, here's a deal
Make these cooks eat their own food as a bias check
shauntelle would know it’s hers cause she’s the only one without colour
@@yahir4640 not if they're blindfolded 😉
GREAT IDEA!
@@WolfHaley666 GREAT IDEA!
Shauntelle's consistently rating the work of competitors as zero started to get concerning...Leony, Lorna and Heather represent the Auntie gold standard. Next stop, soups and stew peas.
Shout out to Caribbean mothers 💓💓💓💓💓💓 it's not easy being from the region of the world we are from let alone to raise the youth in our culture. Love unu!!!! *STR8*
That’s why shauntelle doesn’t have any head side because she’s too negative and dramatic
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Mi weak🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Imagine being Shontelle’s kids and seeing that we are all roasting their mum in the comment section lol
Roast them too. More meat the sweeter the soup 😂😂😂😂😂😂jk
Well maybe you need to sit your mum down and have a talk with her about her attitude.
Nah im screaming i never heard that before lmaoooo “more meat the sweeter the soup”
@@yaoxiden219 Exactly 💯 she needs to humble herself
Lol they need to sit her down and talk to her about her behaviour
Leony and Heather are both great and very fair with their scoring. I'd love to visit a Caribbean kitchen with either of these ladies cooking! Lovely people.
Leony has such a beautiful smile my goodness. Shes an amazing mom
Buzzfeed can you plz not show shauntelle. She’s just to negative and annoying. Nobody likes her
Yes they need to take her off
They removed her. About time
@@zakiagadsden3553 ikr
Exactly mi doh like r
😂😂 they heard y'all and was like yeah we see it so we ain't gonna count her. Cause these were clearly all filmee the same day and they just recorded what they would say if they loss and what they would say if they won
Meanwhile, Cassandra, off-screen: *Where’s the cinnamon? The nutmeg? The flavour?*
This is meta 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I was looking for this :P
LMFAOOO STOP 😭😭
Y'all don't forget nothing 🤣
Ze Sugar and Milk
Leony is a gem and should be preserved at all costs. :)
Leony is such a sweetheart, she deserves that win, just for being fair
I love Leony she’s so nice and has such a peaceful soul. Shauntelle..... God Bless You.
Can we get more mums like Leony up in here, Buzzfeed? Some of us have to deal with shite parents all day, so it’d be nice to see some tactful and gracious ladies!
Agreed. She’s so warm.
Agreed!
Leony and Heather were great! They really scored fairly
Leony is Such a sweetheart and positive. Thank you for being so respectful towards everyone else.
This doesn’t taste like rice and peas
This tastes like 𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑠
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I died
God bless, Jesus loves you and died for you all
You’d have to be Carrbiean to know lol
@@sheng505 fair point 😂
Shauntelle rice looked bland. No color.
Exactly! But quick to curse out everyone else's dishes!
Fr, i looked at hers and i was like why is the rice so pale... and it looks mushy
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@@mariposaorofusionfoodchann7573 had no seasoning or color. Looked like "caucasian rice". Looked dryish too. I think the only reason Leony liked it was maybe because she added butter and pepper 🥶💪
Literally
I love Heather’s accent!!!
Leony was definitely the best. She gave fair scores and review the lady in back with the short wig was just as genuine.
Leony's dish with gungo peas had more colour than Shauntelle's with red kidney beans lmao! Shauntelle is a poor representation of Caribbean culture, in more ways than one.
I was laughing. Kidney beans bleed color onto the rice most others and her rice was still pale. She is the worst participant for a contest
Shauntelle is from Barbados and Leony is Jamaican so shauntelle can’t chat cause they have different foods but some similar
It look like she used canned kidney beans where most of the colour is lost in the water the beans is preserved in.
@@AshLey-qm1ln she is a poor example for Barbadian food I'm embarrassed😭
Shauntelle is the type of British Caribbean person to always be trying to prove how Caribbean they are
6:57 My respect for buzzfeed 📈📈📈📈📈
Leony is the sweetest! So warm and encouraging! ❤️
I love it how the music stops when shautelle is speaking 😃 😀 😄
you guys should change the ranking system to where they have to rank the dishes either first (1), second (2) or third (3) so a 1, 2, or 3 and then just add the scores so that the person with the lowest score wins and there's less unfair scoring.
Exactly! Thank you for using logic
Yes that's the only way to get a fair score when you have Shauntelle and Leony at the extremes.
This!
THIS ! @buzzfeeduk @buzzfeed
this is such a great idea!!!
I’m glad they disqualified Shauntelle because she’s the most negative on every episode they did. It’s one thing to be critical, it’s another to be completely disrespectful.
I died laughing when Ms. Leony sat there enjoying her meal 😂😂😂😂😂😭
Shauntelle being disqualified was the most satisfying ending to anything ever
Shauntelle, what goes around, comes back around. Your karma has arrived. 👌🏾🙌🏿 1.3.2021
Thank you for disqualifying shauntell. She rude and need not come back.
Riso e fagioli (rice and red beans) or (Riso e piselli) Rice and peas are very popular in italy too especially in winter. We fry mixture of spices (celery, carrots etc.) some pork chunks (for those who eat it) and half glass of white wine. Then smell. It is lovelly. Add some tomatoes paste and beans or peas. When ready add water to boil some salt to boil and then cook rice (you can also cook rice in pan and avoid boiling so it does not lose all its proprieties. Buon appetito.
Leony was fantastic! Loveliest mum I've seen on the series so far.
I would hate to be Shauntelle server.
She disgust me nahh lie
God bless, Jesus loves you and died for you all
She must make ppl spit in her food! She just ah demon gyal!
Leony is so lovely. She still rates it high even if she doesn’t particularly like it. Just shows how sweet she is
We need more of these ladies trying each other’s Caribbean dishes!! please bring them back to try more meals, I would literally pay to see more videos with all these ladies in it 🥹
For example, you could have these moms trying each other’s oxtails, saltfish, rasta pasta, cabbage & plantains, jerk/brown stew chicken, etc.
But all in all, I would love to see more videos from these moms. Shauntelle and Lorna are so funny, and Leony and Heather are so sweet.
Soooo glad they saw her snakey tactics 🙌🏻
I need to see the deeper purple colour from the red kidney bean. They need to boil the kidney peas until dem soft. Then add coconut milk or the hard version and add spring onion , scotch bonnet, thyme. Then add the rice. But take the scotch bonnet out before it buss.
I appreciate you
Can you recommend me an alternative to coconut milk? Cos I'm allergic to coconuts but I still wanna have a go rice n peas. 😅
You can’t really replace coconut as the flavour is distinctive. You can still make the dish without coconut but be sure to add plenty of fresh seasonings and perhaps stock. Won’t be exactly the same though.
@@misspiggy3606
I see. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing. We appreciate you!
Glad to know she was disqualified😄.. Always scoring people low, when it reality her dishes be lookin a mess 😫😫😫😫
I love these videos. 💛
Leony is always so pleasant , love watching her in these videos 😍
I'm honestly glad that they realized that simply giving everyone else a low score is an easy way to win, because that's been a problem ive had with this game.
Lorna is softening a little bit and that twist at the end made me HOLLER! 😂 Miss Shauntelle had it coming! LMAO
Lorna's was actually funny. Everyone has some pride in their food so they'll think they're number one. But everyone is still fair while Shauntelle's terrible
I like Lorna, you can tell she cooks better then them lol
@@elray5531 Lorna is the one aunt that you want to avoid, because you know a negative comment is coming for you.
Heathers my favourite and the fact she makes everything spicy makes me like her even more.
Love these videos 😘
Shauntelle talks tooooo much LOL. Her rice was proper white though. Get her off Buzzfeed, too negative.
Maybe Shauntelle can better use her time finding her edges than being a hater
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Leony is so articulate, warm and honest, you can't help but like her, she's the opposite of Shauntelle.
when Shauntelle got disqualified 😂
Shauntelle always gives everyone a low score to win. Boo. Leonys is sweet! I love her.
She was saying All that and then her rice and peas looked like that 🤣
Shauntelle giving everyone 0 but she her food looks like she learned to cook in turtle bay
That twist at the end had me LIVING