NF Hate Myself (slowed+reverb)

Lyrics:
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

[@meowmeow242]

i love this, ty♡
very sad but beautiful at the same time

[@brooklynbailey3278]

I love this song, but I love it even more sloweddddd

[@linthe_monkey5531]

I love this song so much now

[@rhose123cool3]

Same

[@blekblok9417]

if u listen closely u can hear a kid singing with him.

[@urlocalsunshine3200]

Yeah ur right!

[@MizukiAk1yama]

you are right

[@xslowed3832]

Glad I'm not the only one who can hear.

[@valentinesweetheart1353]

mhm

[@yh.99999]

its just a back track with his voice pitched higher but you can interpret it like that

[@wennnus3563]

I love this song✌️

[@amandalewis2985]

You wanna talk about how you feel but you feel like no one would understand or care so your here to let out the emotions you bottle up to hide from people because if they figured out that your sad or mad or something else they try to help you but they never understand or really care or try to help you but someone out there will understand and help you just give it time and no im not saying this like one those cringey poems you see on things like this to make that person look good no i do the same thing everyday that you and other people do and i fear that no one would understand i dealed with this for 2 years and didnt tell anyone till this year and no one really helps because i hide it so well i want help but at the same time i dont wanna get in to it because they wont understand or help me i still deal with this stuff anxiety, depression, trust issues, suicidal thoughts, panic attacks, anger issues, self harm, scared of certain things that could actully happen, blame myself for things i CLEARLY didnt do and other things you might have or do some of these things to we all have different problems all of us some of us just have it worse than others just know there are people out there who love you and care for you and would cry if you did something to yourself some people that you dont even know would be sad so think about happy things if you ever think about doing something bad to yourself peoples life arent equal some are better some are worse just know people love you your friends, some family, strangers to maybe, God himself no matter how many sins you commit or dont commit just know people do truly love you and care about you they might not understand what your going through or how to help but they may try there best to help all for you to make you happy i hope this made your day\morning\afternoon
ight and be safe

[@Isabella77792]

Yes! This is exactly how I feel, Although I doubt it many times. It really sucks to know that many people can relate, But I suppose it's good, So it doesn't make us feel alone, If that makes sense. Thank you for putting in your time, Commenting. It takes alot for someone truly suffering from any mental illness to reach out. Thank you, I do hope you have a good morning/day/night/afternoon/evening too, Best wishes in 2022 💕 Happy Chinese New year! 🐯🎆

[@Itscaammm]

Lyrics
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself

[@ChillHits_]

Thank you for posting this!!

[@jondoudna2730]

I'm done existing.

[@Premsine]

Hello just checking up on you if your alive I hope your doing better! Be strong you can go through it. Think of how it will affect the people around you.

[@thehunterslaier6350]

sometimes i feel like i cant talk to anyone , bc when i do , im either selfish or im thinking of myself ,

[@bcuzIcan-910]

Same, or they call bullshit or tell you you're lying or we have it worse than you. True, others have it worse than me, but does that mean my hurt is insignificant.

[@SGconfusedles]

I relate with this song especially the “suicide thought come and go like a guest to me but I don’t wanna die i just wanna get relief “ I hate the way I look I hate myself in general and I just ruin other peoples lives it would probably be better if I didn’t exist but I don’t wanna die but I wanna help everyone else and escape the pain I feel. But the worst part is that I don’t want to talk to anyone cuz I feel like a burden and I would talk to my therapist but if I say I don’t want to exist they will tell my parents and I I talk to a help line they will send someone to my house i I just don’t know what to do I just want to get away from it all I’m just a burden to everyone I make everyone’s like horrible which includes mine.
Please don’t repot this for being suicidal I don’t want to die I just want to escape the pain I’m going to keep trying for a little longer

[@bcuzIcan-910]

I understand how you feel.

[@bcuzIcan-910]

Stay strong. ❤

[@kenziehawkins4376]

I ca relate to this song, I hate the way I look and I’m insecure bout everything of myself and my friend tries to tell me why am I insecure I’m beautiful, but ik she’s just saying that to make me feel better. :)

[@giulien200]

wow so cool i love this song

[@vxmpty.913]

Bro this literally all my phone backgrounds
👇leave a like if u feel like no one understands u and u feel like this song was made for u

[@yuki_kunnn]

I live a life this song but it's hard when I hate my self

[@_getosgf]

The song is a amazing

[@kandycan]

I hate myself too

[@bcuzIcan-910]

Me too

[@kandycan]

@bcuzIcan-910 it's okay buddy. That phase is temporary. I recovered from it. And you will as well. ❤️