Is it only me that had a Friend who everyone else also loves but when he did go everyone just moves on whit their life and I don’t know how.. and now I’m siting here. Depressed and lonely.. everyone else just move on and me I can’t even stop thinking of him.i just think I’m not strong enough to move on..
I'm in my room, almost midnight, everyone else is asleep. It feels like the time has stopped. It's comforting to not worry about life, money, anything. Right now I want you to know that you are loved. Sleep tight. Tomorrow will be better, stay strong my angel.
[Lyrics ✨:] Cryin' isn't like you What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say I love you I love you And I don't want to Up all night on another red-eye I wish we never learned to fly Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie Didn't mean to make you cry Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say I love you I love you And I don't want to The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dyin' We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way I love you I don't want to But I love you
The word "I love you." I hate it. I really do. The word "I love you" is like a commitment, saying you're one of the most important people to me. I hate the word because, People tell me they love me and then they walk away as if nothing. People say I love you and you lose them, and you cant do anything about it sometimes. Sometimes I wonder how many people are gonna tell me they love me just to leave one day..
@@hihey6937 Im so sorry to hear that, and I completely understand where your coming from. It really hurts knowing anyone at all is allowed to use that word, and could leave without a word at any moment..
i’m sick of caring i’m sick of the world right now i’m sick of feeling alone i’m sick of boredom i’m sick of feeling numb i’m sick of not telling anyone how i feel i’m sick of not being confident in myself i’m sick of hate and negativity i’m sick of stereotypes i’m sick of my life i just want to start over again edit: i love you, more than the world. let your feelings out, but remember i love you, if not anyone else. stay with me and the world, there is so much here for you, love. trust me, you wanna see the future. stay with me. i love you.
please stay. it sounds really stupid and dumb but i really do love you without even knowing you personally. I need you to know that things will get better. my mom always talks to be about how you should always know that everything you feel is temporary. Good or Bad. So the feeling your feeling might feel like it's never going to end but it will. i promise it will. you truly can't start over again but that's okay. you don't need to restart. you can always reshape your life to something that can make you feel happier. one thing to start making you feel happier is to start to tell yourself how worthy you are to at least one person in this world. To me at least. I really do care about you. If your starting to feel bored and maybe useless of yourself do something useful. Maybe start by doing a little bit of cleaning around you. Take in the fact that you are a blessing to be right here on this earth. even with all the crap in the world you are apart of what gives this world a little bit of hope and happiness. I'm happy to have you on this earth. and i need you to sink in the fact that there is hope. don't read this like it's nothing. focus on each word and realize i mean this from the bottom of my heart. If you ever want to just have a deep conversation let me know because i'm always here to talk. i love you very much.
2am over here right now, i am at another place and everyone is already asleep, the room is entirely dark and i can barely catch a glimpse at the opposite side of the river through under the not fully closed shutters. honestly not making this up rn, this feels sooo... magic
You know what sucks? One of my friends said that she was alone, even though she has so many people that have her back all the time. One of my friends was talking to her when she was feeling down about a fight she had with another friend, and when my friend had to go, she asked if I could talk to her to make her feel better. She said she had no one, and I wanted to say so badly that she isn’t, but I just couldn’t for some reason. My fingers were frozen on the screen. She says she is alone, and it sort of makes me feel even worse because I’m even more lonely. None of my friends care enough to talk to me about my problems, and they say I’m an attention seeker when I just want to talk to someone. It breaks me down. If she is lonely, then what am I? I just want to have someone to talk to when I need to. But at the same time, I know it’s impossible. I’m ugly and stupid and just unlikeable, so I know that no one would ever like me. And it hurts to feel that way. It really does.
@@jamesforrey3042 thats relatable but know that im here for you and u are an amazing person and with so many talents and potentials and ur gonna do great things in the world!♥
Thanks, I appreciate that. But don’t worry about it. I’ve dealt with it for a while so I’m used to it now. I wish it was different, but I don’t like to linger on he past for too long. Thank you, though
@@avelynnoelle555 of course, we all have tough times (or maybe even lives) and just a little positivity can go such a long way, I hope you have a good day
It feels like yesterday when we were playing with dolls and watching kid shows then we end up with depression and anxiety and worrying about what Other people think just know you are not alone even though it feels like it there are people who love for just the way you are don’t change yourself for anyone else you are perfect the way you are!❤️
i just wanna feel something. i’m tired of making emotions up in my head. the happiness, the sadness, the love, the fear.. nothing feels real. i’m tired of this emptiness
im in front of my mom right now, and i wanna burst into tears but i just can’t. she’ll worry too much, and i don’t want her to. i don’t want to explain everything and that one person that makes me smile. its him. i know it. i love him and i hate it but i love it. my mom doesn’t know anything about it. she’ll think im acting childish. maybe i am. im just scared and worried.
@@val3ntinaa.668 Dude im sorry..I feel the same way. This girl treats me and my bestie like crap and did somthing i dont even wanna say..now shes not even texting us and this all happened two days ago. And its my fault.
im thinking about my girlfriend who broke up with me today but it was for the best since we both didn't want problems with my parents since im lesbian and they don't really support the LGBT+ and it broke my heart since I love her a lot and i can't stop crying and i can't stop thinking of her and the more i think about her the more it hurts me knowing we aren't together anymore...
Reasons why you should stay alive. 1. We would miss you. 2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There's so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again... 19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don't even know you and I love you. 57. I don't even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is. 65. You've changed somebody's life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody's life. 70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you're proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. The new season of Sherlock 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
Dani puff Lol, that reminds me - I had to subtly tell my mom over dinner that I got my period and I say, “Aunt Flow has visited from Virginia.” My mom’s eyes immediately widen and she nods, my dad starts hysterically laughing, and my brother just stares at us with a blank face saying, “I don’t get it.” Don’t know why I shared this. XD
i feel like outside of my bedroom i’m this funny happy bubbly person but when it’s 2 am and everyone is asleep except me i feel so vulnerable but yet i like it, i have this love hate relationship with my feelings, sometimes i like it cause i want to show to people sometimes i’m not that brave and tough and i’m not actually a heartless demon thing. i’m the person that puts other people’s feeling, happiness and overall heath first, everyone thinks i’m fine cause i’m always helping people but sometimes i’m the one that needs help and needs attention cause i’m only human too, no one can be tough their whole life. my feeling are... i don’t even have words, i have a felling i’m depressed but at other times i’m genuinely happy and laugh with my friends but i never want to go out with them, sleepovers, hangouts, nothing, just sitting home and crying. hopefully there is someone out there like me that can re.ate to this. and remember,you are loved, you are beautiful and you deserve everything. edit: thank you so much for 1k likes and also i just wanted to say if you are reading this that you are loved, you are beautiful and you deserve the world. i would also like to say that it has come to my attention that ever since quarantine has started i’ve gotten a lot more reply’s to this comment and it’s made me upset that people are felling more upset than usual but that’s all i wanted to say, i love you x edit 2: just know i’m consistently reading all of your comments and it breaks my heart that you guys feel like this but it also makes me happier that i’m not alone. remember stay strong, you are here for a reason, you are beautiful. love you all. stay safe x. edit 3: well it’s been 2 years since i commented this. and god i didn’t even know what was coming to me. my mental health has significantly declined over the past two years but currently it’s going steady and has been for the past couple days, but i know it never lasts. i think the worst mental health day i had was a couple weeks ago. i couldn’t even bring myself to get up out of bed. i was so truly exhausted from simply living that i lay in bed until 4pm. i had never felt such an immense feeling of nothing. i also recently lost my bestfriend. he didn’t pass. but it feels like he did. i also fell in love, but with someone whom didn’t love me back. and i still do love him. and i wish he would think about me. but i know he doesn’t. if i could tell all this to myself when i made this comment i wouldnt believe it. because i truely had thought i hit rock bottom when i commented this. but oh how i was so wrong. how there was so far until the bottom from there. i love u all. stay safe 🤍 (17-7-22)
the joe jonas’ I- I’m sorry. I’ve just had a long cry because I can relate to this SOOOOO much and the pain goes away while I’m in school but when I come home to my room, I feel like everything bad is caused by me and that clouds my judgement. I start thinking if I’m good enough for anyone and start tearing myself down because it’s the only way not to feel N U M B...
110% relatable. The only difference for me is that sometimes my bad emotions get really overwhelming and it makes me wonder if I am faking being happy but I just never realized it because I've gotten used to pretending to be okay for others when their not okay..... I wonder..
this is so relatable 😭 it’s the person you love the most is the person who would break ur heart and watch it shatter and get mad at you for comforting them and regret trying to break up with them, it’s so hard to let this boy go even though he did me so dirty, i believed him when he would lie to myself i guess i could say i did it to myself 😭 i’m so stupid for thinking i would actually find real love now..
I’m tired of people thinking im okay. (edit) hi guys for me its 11 months later, im still here. things r better im just tired, but things keep moving. I love you guys and u all deserve to feel again. this was the one of the worst moments of my life, and after so many setbacks I still made it. im still going but im doing better. you guys are everything, you may thing these are just words, but there not. believe me I was in the end of what I thought was my life, but that was something my brain said so much that I ended it up believing it. I'm glad your still here. p.s I go by max now - max Hey everyone ! I made it to 2022 and I’m hella proud of myself. All of yall should be 2, u guys are all strong AF and I really believe that u all deserve the world. Goodluck everyone. May ur life be forever in ur favour! - max hi guys this is the last time im going to update it because ill probably forget but I wanted to say something. I am in recovery, 2 months clean. therapy is going well and im on meds which are working. things really are falling into place. and whilst every day is still hard, and whilst I still think about disappearing, I have changed so much. met some new people and of course there were setbacks but you know what.. OF COURSE THERE GONNA BE SETBACKS!! that's how this stuff works. I might try and update this again, or make a reddit or something- ik I dont know any of you guys but I feel like maybe I could help some of you or you me. my snap is m4x.s47 need anything at all dm me. and this is gonna sound so fucking cheesy but bro I learnt to fucking love myself, my flaws, my insecurities I just learned to not really give a fuck, because you know what proved that to me, how much ive changed in the last year or so. if I can do it, believe me you can too. its difficult but once you learn to love yourself, outside love from others is something nice, but not something you feel like you need to keep going. I promise it will get better bby. lots of love, - max Thought i should update this again !! Ur guys comments are so overwhelming to me. I went thru some pretty tuff bullying at college, lost a lot of friends recently. Even at 18 people can be rough. The point is, when you loose people, take notice of the ones that you actually miss. It’s hard, and I have felt rough hear and there. I am very proud of myself to say i am 110 days clean, and i will keep going. When i wrote that original comment, i was recently in mental unit. And since then, shit has been really hard, but its also been great. I’ve met people ill never forget, but the more important part is, i love myself now. And i can genuinely say that. I am doing well, got some good people around me, ive got a long term boyfriend, because i finally trust myself in relationships. Nothing will ever be perfect, but it can be damn near be. It does get better. It really does. And i know you have probably heard a therapist say that, or a teacher, a friend, a colleague. But for real, and im not saying my word carries anymore weight than anymore, but often the people that say that don’t know. I have been sober from drug abuse for nearly a year now. And im still gonna keep fucking counting. We all have this. And remember, when people say that you should thank others for recovery, and whilst some people can be there and have helped. It’s up to you, and I know that you guys are gonna do amazing. Love you all, and will be here whenever. M4x.s47@gmail.com Hit me up if u need! And to anyone who has anything negative to say, they don’t care, why is it there problem. It’s not, and your heard, and i care about you.
This hits hard when you realise the one you love doesn't exist. At the point that you can imagine him/her touching your skin but then your mom knocks at your door and you notice everything was just a dream. But why it has to be a dream? Nobody told us we are living in the right reality, maybe the dreams are the right reality.
Heads up... YOU WILL GET THROUGH THESE TOUGH TIMES! just a couple months ago I was at my lowest and attempted to overd0$e but it didn't work. Now here I am at the happiest point I have been in in so long. I did not have any hope for my future but now I can see myself growing old and with a beautiful family to care for. I know it may be hard, but look for even the smallest positive in the world to keep looking forward to. Trust me. Love you and I'm praying for you.
@@Apocalypse-V i do!! i really do, i've escaped the trauma i was dealing with and i'm so much better. thank you so much for wishing me well and i hope everything is just as amazing for you ♥
Shes helped you become the person you are today. Without her, you wouldn't have become the amazing person you are. I'm proud of how far you've come, and you should be too.
Mom walks in on me crying “Uhm are you okay” “Yeah, a person died on this show I was watching that’s all,” “uh...okay” I don’t know why I feel ashamed to cry, sometimes in so emotionless, It hurts if that makes sense... it’s sad how many people get this..get some rest okay?... work things out in the morning...
I’m here sitting in my dark messy room and crying to this song and there’s nothing wrong with that sometimes you just have to have moments like this one.....:) I love you
I just feel like i’m not actually here, i’m just here for others enjoyment. I hate it when im alone but i also hate it when i’m with others. I feel as if i’m watching a movie about my life without actually being a part of it.
Crying isn’t like you..... This hit me I used to be a happy person and now I’m almost always crying I think billie was trying to tell me something with this line bye I’m done ranting
i used to be so happy and energetic and full of love until i lost myself in 4th grade. im still the person i used to be on the outside but on the inside its exhausting to be so nice, its annoying. i dont like being nice i hate everyone around me but i try to keep the saltiness to myself
That's why you surround yourself with people who genuinely care about you. People who check up on you when they sense something is wrong. People who are itching to talk to you every day. People with whom you can talk about anything. Trust me, there are many people like this in the world... you just have to befriend them and the relationship will develop. You are not alone, there are many great people in the world that will love you, care about you, and entertain you. Best of luck!
everyone in the comments: crying over a loved one or significant other me: "crying isn't like you" realizing im crying because i lost my happy, loving, innocent self.
yeah, i miss my childhood when I was genuinely happy. now I have to force myself to smile when really all I wanna do is cry. things will get better, maybe not now but soon, kay? I promise. I want to you to get through this and say “I made it, it’s been rough but I’m here...I’m happy”
@@mikachu5263 thank you so much!! 🥺💞 seriously, that really helps. I always wanna be happy and really really try to be and i know i can get their!! it's just a rough time right now and things will get better. thank you for helping me realizing it :)
i feel the same way but we both need to be here right now..no matter what we are going through..pls if you need someone to check up on you..i will be here :)..stay safe..stay strong..for you..for me
Do you know the feeling when you want to cry but you can’t, so you just feel how your whole body switched positions inside of you more intense then when you used to cry. So you just sit on your bed feeling and seeing your world fall apart??? Don’t worry...you’re not alone ^^
Anyone else go to school and smile. And laugh. But when they get home all they do is cry? Cry until you parents call you out for dinner, then go back to endless sobbing? Cause it feels lonely.
SunnySet TV my mother has therapy for her anger and I can really tell it’s helping her. If you’re ever in a bad spot please, please, please talk to somebody you love and trust or find a therapist! ❤️🥰
This... this hit me hard.. I'm currently going through so much right now and this song slowed down just gets to me. Going through a breakup rn but... I love someone else, it's all just so hard.
*me crying in my dark room at like 3 am* AD POPS UP: Do you want new deodorant? Well, we got - *me skipping the ad* *me realising that the ad ruined my mood* *me getting pissed* *me writing this comment*
I just noticed how this song fits pefectly when having a comfort character. You love them but you don't want to because you know the truth. You don't want to get attached to them badly because you know they don't exist :(
i wish i didn’t take the hugs i gave him and the kisses i gave him for fucking granted, he is actually my world and it hurts so much to not be able to call him mine anymore. i’ve never lost myself so quickly and easily and i genuinely don’t know how to get myself back up
mary x ikr but it’s the good sad where u can feel relaxed and tense and happy and sad all at once and I stg it’s so weird but sometimes it’s good ig Oof if I don’t make sense to u then I’m alone on that one 🙃
Positive Minds it’s when you think they will fix you, but they never do and you’re more likely to just hurt them more too. there’s no such thing as your missing piece, no one will fix these deep rooted issues like mental health issues on their own but i always rely everything on them being able to
Am I the only one who loves to feel sad it's like I am getting used to it so all I do is listening to sad songs and cry and be alone and no one notices how sad I feel so it makes feel even more sad and u feel like no one is here for u but u r here for everyone.....
I hope you can get better it helps to be kind to others, that makes a lot of people happy, you only get one life, make the best out of the short time we have left
its not true tell me ive been lied to cryin' isnt like you, ooh what the hell did i do? never been the type to, let someone see right through. ooh mm maybe wont you take it back say you were tryna make me laugh and nothing has to change today didnt meant to say "i love you" i love you, and i dont want to, ooh. up all night on another red-eye i wish we never learned to fly, ahh. maybe we should just try to tell ourselves a good lie didnt mean to make you cry, ahh mm maybe wont you take it back say you were tryna make me laugh and nothing has to change today you didnt mean to say, "i love you" i love you, and i dont want to, ooh the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dyin' we fall apart as it gets dark im in your arms in central park theres nothing you can do or say i cant escape the way i love you i dont want to, but i love you, ooh. ooh
i feel like all of you need to read this right now: despite how it feels right now, you're worth it. you're a good person. feeling bad or numb or however you feel right now is valid. you are valid, even when you're sad. you aren't a burden, you aren't annoying, you aren't lazy. you are trying your best and i guarantee there are people who see that and appreciate it. you deserve to let yourself feel good. i hope it gets better despite the pain, you deserve it.
It's not true Tell me I've been lied to Crying isn't like you Oh-oh-oh What the hell did I do? Never been the type to Let someone see right through Oh-oh-oh Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Oh-oh-oh Up all night on another red eye I wish we never learned to fly I-I-I Maybe we should just try To tell ourselves a good lie I didn't mean to make you cry I-I-I Maybe won't you take it back Say you were tryna make me laugh And nothing has to change today You didn't mean to say "I love you" I love you and I don't want to Oh-oh-oh The smile that you gave me Even when you felt like dying We fall apart as it gets dark I'm in your arms in Central Park There's nothing you could do or say I can't escape the way, I love you I don't want to, but I love you Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
i don’t know why but ever shine a certain point in my life, i actually loved being sad and alone yet i didn’t at the same time, i never knew someone else felt the same way cause i’ve felt alone for all these years and usually i’m the happy bubbly one in my group of friends but they don’t see the real me, no one has, until now.
I don’t wanna die. I just want to leave everything for a day. To see who would cry. To see who would miss me. To see who would even notice my absence. edit: Hi everyone :) I don’t know if anybody cares but I’ve been doing better since I made this comment. I’m not going to delete it because I want to keep this edit to show that things do get better. About 5 months ago when I wrote this comment, there were no words to explain what I was feeling, but now I’ve found out how to enjoy this little things and find joy in them. So anybody that is struggling, Please, You matter. You are loved. And I promise it gets better. sike I lied it came back worse than ever lol
let’s just agree that why ever someone’s sad, or whoever someone’s sad. you should never try to one up them like, “oh your boyfriend broke up with you?, well my dad died!” cause that’s just not cool. both are very valid reasons to be sad. and being sad isn’t something to flex about.
Damn I get it I’m 17 my dad walked out 2 years ago he was my best friend he was the best father I could ask for but if he ever decides he’s coming back I’m not greeting him with a hug I’m gonna straight up punch him because the shit he put us through by leaving is unforgivable he’s dead to me anyway.
In my room listening to this song Noticing that u haven’t gotten over that person that treated me terrible Relating to this song Wanting to die But I’m still here For them But one day They’ll regret what they did One day I’ll be gone But I won’t. I’m staying alive Because I know there’s one person out there Who loves me Who cares for me Who will be with me for the rest of my life And that’s the same for you don’t end it There’s someone Just wait I know there is They love you They care for you They’ll be there for you the rest of your life You’re life Is precious I love you We love you We’re here for you Don’t end it I know how it’s like to feel Like that. That dead feeling But we can get over it Together You’re not alone You’re strong You’ve gone this far And you can go farther Don’t end it Don’t. Please.
when will i find that love? when will i even feel loved? i might not even be here to experience that feeling if it ever happens.. but thanks. i hope you're doing good
He's the class clown, always friendly, always caring. I'm the shy girl of the class, willing to listen and laugh with him. He's the class clown, secretly hurting, secretly anxious. I'm the shy girl, wanting to help, too shy to say anything. God I wish I had the confidence to say that I cared about him and that I'm there for him..
Do it. This is more important than you think it is. It may be too late if you don't take action now... Talking to him and telling him that you care can have a huge impact on him without you even knowing.. Good luck
randompersonwithnolife 01 may i ask how did you feel that ? if the original comment says they can’t feel anymore ? how do you feel something that talks about not feeling anything ?
Im sorry for your loss. He loves you and he’s proud of you for pushing through. keep going for him, stay strong because even though i don’t know you or i didn’t know him i still know that’s what he would’ve wanted. for you to keep going and live your life. keep making him proud❤️
Heh... I'm sorry for your loss I had a great grandma but she also passed away.. I was too scared to look at her cuz she was sick and so skinny... I remember she gave me a doll one day.. I was so happy that time but I probably burnt it at the age of 9 because I thought I was too old to play with dolls..... I wish I told her I loved her... I wish I was brave enough to face her and tell her how I wanted to see her... I wish I could hug her... I wish I could taste her sweet strawberries again.... But she is gone now.. I can't do anything except feel guilty...
When she says “what the hell did I do” it just hit me and tears just fall down
❤❤❤
💜💜💜
Sometimes you need that
Sameeeee
he left me after 2 years saying “you know what you did” yeah be loyal care for you help you when things were going down, tbh what the hell did i do.
"I love you... and I don't want to."
that hit
Littlepeke 06 on me tho
that hits different when your thinking of that one person you never wanted to lose
That hit hard
It really did...
Evelyn Martinez or the person you have lost
she’s hurting so much . i really hope she’s gonna be okay .
riley i know it makes me so sad that no one is helping her. she helps me sm and the fact that i can’t help her just makes me mad
She writes music like this as a way of coping and to help others cope. I’ve heard she’s a lot better than she used to be:) don’t worry, she’ll be okay
About a year ago she talked a lot about anxiety and depression but I think she’s alright now
before i liked it was a satan number. 3 sixes. so when i saw that i quickly liked. your welcome.
she's doing a lot better, her boyfriend has really made her happier...
here’s a hug. you’ll be okay, and you’re an amazing person, on the inside and outside (∩_∩)
Tysm🥺
Thank you
tysm
Hug for u too
i've been crying a lot these days.
Same here :(
@@user-iy4mr4qc3l remember that you're not alone :')
Guys it’s gonna get better
Trust me everyone goes thru this
Just these little things that make u cry
It’s ok to cry
I love u❤️
Max JHOOPPPEEE
Max same for some weird reason. One day I cried like 5 or 6 times in a day. My mom says it’s hormones but I don’t think it is.
“I love you”
“But I don’t want to”
that hit me
so so hard....
Lua Collins I wished I couldn’t relate
**ur depressed and u don't love urself**
u: **pulls out a mirror, and looks @ urself and cries**
u: "i love u, but i don't want to..."
Is it only me that had a Friend who everyone else also loves but when he did go everyone just moves on whit their life and I don’t know how.. and now I’m siting here. Depressed and lonely.. everyone else just move on and me I can’t even stop thinking of him.i just think I’m not strong enough to move on..
for real I started crying at that part
why is no one talking about "the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying"? that part always has me breaking to pieces :(
same 💕
YES YES YES
reese kettlecorn ugh. I know..
bro same it always hits me and ive listened to this song literally a million times.
what does the lyric mean to you?
“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying” ...wow
I read this when the exact same lyrics played
@@Feels-Like-Sugar-In-Me samee
I'm in my room, almost midnight, everyone else is asleep. It feels like the time has stopped.
It's comforting to not worry about life, money, anything. Right now I want you to know that you are loved. Sleep tight. Tomorrow will be better, stay strong my angel.
I’m not special or anything.
I love you too
Im crying even more than I was before. I don’t even know you but those words mean everything to me.
It’s 12:05am May 19th 2019 and I relate to Billie so much and the slowed version are more calmer and it feels like time has stopped
Cheryl Bj oh but you are
*“the smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying”* damn 🥺
damn man when i read this comment that part played
when she sings: „what the hell did i do?“
i felt this way too hard.. ouch
Mr uwu I know 😭
Me too T-T
Mr uwu same tho
Me too...
I read this comment as she was singing that part
[Lyrics ✨:]
Cryin' isn't like you
What the hell did I do?
Never been the type to
Let someone see right through
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say I love you
I love you
And I don't want to
Up all night on another red-eye
I wish we never learned to fly
Maybe we should just try
To tell ourselves a good lie
Didn't mean to make you cry
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say I love you
I love you
And I don't want to
The smile that you gave me
Even when you felt like dyin'
We fall apart as it gets dark
I'm in your arms in Central Park
There's nothing you could do or say
I can't escape the way I love you
I don't want to
But I love you
you missed like the first part lol
You missed the start:
It's not true.
Tell me I've been lied to.
thank you!
Thank you
billie eilish makes me feel some type of way. i genuinely hope she’s okay.
i’ve been worrying about her a bit cause most of her new songs are bit sad and suicidal and stuff
@@ehenebery All of her songs are mostly like that, but I've also been worrying. I really hope she's okay.
HARRY
And same
2 songs from here new album were talking about quitting the first one was called goodbye and the other one listen before I go
“The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dying”
That line hit hard..
hey you okay?
Yoshimi Haigh no.
@@yoshimihaigh919 are you okay though?
*this is just a daily reminder of my feelings for her that I don't want anymore. It's beautiful, but it hurts so bad.*
Zoe McDowell feeling are bullshit friend I wish you luck
damn, i’m straight and im feeling things too😭 i don’t wanna
I can’t tell if it’s the song that’s making me sad or the fact that your profile picture is Allura and I really miss her
SAME I DONT NO WHAT THESE FEELINGS ARE BUT I HATE IT
Zoe McDowell samee
Im not depressed anymore, im just lost and confused and want someone to talk to without feeling judged
hey i know you posted this comment a while ago but if you are still struggling and need someone i am here for you... i care
We can chat if you still need to.
Hey, if you still need to talk, I’m here too. Hope you’re doing ok x
❤
i hope you found that someone, and if you haven't, i'm here for you :)
Why are the slowed down versions of songs always so much better than the original?
Edit: thanks for all the likes!
Amara Weaver that’s so true!
Hi bc theyre sadder somehow and I also love sad songs so yeah
Maev O'Shea coz it sounds more like someone talking his feelings
you tryna disrespect my girl billie?😤
kmbrly ekaas not at all! I love the original as well!
‘I love you’, a phrase commonly said but not meant
DONT MAKE ME START CRYING MORE
Seriously people say that after 1 day of knowing someone
Smh it’s used too lightly but means so much more
I always say it to my anime husbands and will ALWAYS MEAN IT 😩
people use it thinking that it's just 3 words that don't mean anything. when those 3 words can save someone's life..
Its used very commonly but no one has said it to me before :( not even my parents which is just sad lmao
i 👏 should 👏 not 👏 be 👏 listening 👏 to 👏 sad 👏 songs 👏 in 👏 my 👏 current 👏 state 👏 of 👏 mind 👏 right 👏 now 👏
Lainee Spanbauer me tooo
Sis fucking same
same
Same here
PERIODT SIS !!!!!!!
i miss when i was young, wishing to live forever and live the best life.
everyone grows up... as sad as it might be everyone goes through it. i promise you are loved and so many people care
we all used to be losing our shit for sped up nightcore and now we're listening to slowed music. daycore?
erica deppressioncore
i call these morningcore because i listen to them at 3 am while crying
- aesthetic_boi - Same sis I feel you
its eveningcore
I say it should be vice versa bc days are so short and nights are long even in the summer
ily
ily2 💕
This comment made me ugly cry. ILY!! 😥😥😧😟😞
❤️ hope this isn't a lie ily2
ily 3000
ilym
“we fall apart as it gets dark”
relate.
wow... I was reading this comment while this phrase sung in the song
tali v you aren’t lying💔😔
Bella Yazell 🥺
tali v
are you okay?
The word "I love you." I hate it. I really do. The word "I love you" is like a commitment, saying you're one of the most important people to me. I hate the word because, People tell me they love me and then they walk away as if nothing. People say I love you and you lose them, and you cant do anything about it sometimes. Sometimes I wonder how many people are gonna tell me they love me just to leave one day..
I hate this comment bc i literally just dealt with this... I hate boys sometimes. but even worse i hate myself because its my fault he left...
@@hihey6937 Im so sorry to hear that, and I completely understand where your coming from. It really hurts knowing anyone at all is allowed to use that word, and could leave without a word at any moment..
i hope u are okay now :)
I want to cry.
I want to yell out all of my pain.
But I can't cry.
I can't pick up words for the pain.
i made a song with your name :) *hugs*
@@ShiroDubz whoa what?? :0 I'll try check it out after school
@Ok boomer Fight me i automatically respect you not because of the 69 likes but because you also have a peppa pig pfp
I want to do that to I want to scream in pain but everyone is here with me. I promise I’ll do it on day.
I can't cry cuz of my parents :)
I Love You is one of the few songs that has ever made me cry.
Lana and the Ocean Eyes Diamonds crying isn’t like you
ooooooh lol
same, along with listen before i go
my sensitive ass can't relate bc i cry at every sad song.
i’m sick of caring
i’m sick of the world right now
i’m sick of feeling alone
i’m sick of boredom
i’m sick of feeling numb
i’m sick of not telling anyone how i feel
i’m sick of not being confident in myself
i’m sick of hate and negativity
i’m sick of stereotypes
i’m sick of my life
i just want to start over again
edit: i love you, more than the world. let your feelings out, but remember i love you, if not anyone else. stay with me and the world, there is so much here for you, love. trust me, you wanna see the future. stay with me. i love you.
You don’t kno how hard this hit I always feel like this 🥺
This hit to hard I don’t want to restart I want to end this for good
This hit so hard I felt like replying to a comment saying "Let's play Russian roulette. Last person standing loses."
I LOVE hiding my pain with humor
I just want to start over🥺 but that will never happen....
please stay. it sounds really stupid and dumb but i really do love you without even knowing you personally. I need you to know that things will get better. my mom always talks to be about how you should always know that everything you feel is temporary. Good or Bad. So the feeling your feeling might feel like it's never going to end but it will. i promise it will. you truly can't start over again but that's okay. you don't need to restart. you can always reshape your life to something that can make you feel happier. one thing to start making you feel happier is to start to tell yourself how worthy you are to at least one person in this world. To me at least. I really do care about you. If your starting to feel bored and maybe useless of yourself do something useful. Maybe start by doing a little bit of cleaning around you. Take in the fact that you are a blessing to be right here on this earth. even with all the crap in the world you are apart of what gives this world a little bit of hope and happiness. I'm happy to have you on this earth. and i need you to sink in the fact that there is hope. don't read this like it's nothing. focus on each word and realize i mean this from the bottom of my heart. If you ever want to just have a deep conversation let me know because i'm always here to talk. i love you very much.
“sometimes friends can break your heart too”
The saddest thing about betrayel is, it never comes from an enemy
@@muazumayr997 yea, sometimes i just think maybe the enemy is a good thing bc they wont backstab u
That hit hard
this song + pitch black room + laying in bed + crying = perfect.
It really is perfect
I’m laying on my floor... I think I lost it
But its not perfect , and you know its not...
terrible.
For me: this song + late night + lighten candle + starring at the moon + thinking of my ex bestfriend = blissful sadness
RUclips: *We sad today.*
Me: *Wh-*
RUclips: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY!*
Lmao!! Me rn
youtube u suck
I- RUclips be playin 😭😂
Me: who "we"?
and its *raining*
2am over here right now, i am at another place and everyone is already asleep, the room is entirely dark and i can barely catch a glimpse at the opposite side of the river through under the not fully closed shutters. honestly not making this up rn, this feels sooo... magic
moodomoi I feel you
I love you for this .
Sameee
3 am here
Holy shit wow.
her voice makes me feel safe and loved.
same here
This is how many people cried to this song
🔽
ivy Edwards almost :,)
Thank you for the likes xxx
@@odessaazionsgf On Instagram? ^^
Myrlisen Saga yes xx
Same tbh
god im so lonely
i want to be with someone
but at the same time i dont
omg me
You know what sucks? One of my friends said that she was alone, even though she has so many people that have her back all the time. One of my friends was talking to her when she was feeling down about a fight she had with another friend, and when my friend had to go, she asked if I could talk to her to make her feel better. She said she had no one, and I wanted to say so badly that she isn’t, but I just couldn’t for some reason. My fingers were frozen on the screen. She says she is alone, and it sort of makes me feel even worse because I’m even more lonely. None of my friends care enough to talk to me about my problems, and they say I’m an attention seeker when I just want to talk to someone. It breaks me down. If she is lonely, then what am I? I just want to have someone to talk to when I need to. But at the same time, I know it’s impossible. I’m ugly and stupid and just unlikeable, so I know that no one would ever like me. And it hurts to feel that way. It really does.
@@jamesforrey3042 thats relatable but know that im here for you and u are an amazing person and with so many talents and potentials and ur gonna do great things in the world!♥
Thanks, I appreciate that. But don’t worry about it. I’ve dealt with it for a while so I’m used to it now. I wish it was different, but I don’t like to linger on he past for too long. Thank you, though
@@jamesforrey3042 ur gonna make some amazing friends in the future! I know u will
*so many breakdowns, so many attacks, i can’t do it anymore* 🥺.
i believe in you, keep going
noo bby, it will get better! stay alive you’re worth it, we love you,
nyla- awe omg thank you so much, i love you too🥺
Sutton Knight thank you sm🥺
@@avelynnoelle555 of course, we all have tough times (or maybe even lives) and just a little positivity can go such a long way, I hope you have a good day
It feels like yesterday when we were playing with dolls and watching kid shows then we end up with depression and anxiety and worrying about what Other people think just know you are not alone even though it feels like it there are people who love for just the way you are don’t change yourself for anyone else you are perfect the way you are!❤️
honestly, it’s so exhausting to smile or laugh
Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you
good thing i have been practicing since i was 10 :)
I'm 14...
I forgot how to laugh..it all sounds fake something really funny has to happen for me to muster up a smile at all..
it’s not the song, it’s the memories it takes us back to.
amen.
That beautiful moment me and my mommy were eating icecream and laughing. Such a beautiful moment. Take me back to it.
damn....no cap there..
Yes..but the song is beautiful too.
THIS
i just wanna feel something. i’m tired of making emotions up in my head. the happiness, the sadness, the love, the fear.. nothing feels real. i’m tired of this emptiness
only angel you’re worth so much love. Tomorrow will be better angel
like you’re clueless all the time, you don’t cry, but you don’t feel like smiling either. i don’t know what i’m doing at this point..
Same girl
I just want to feel something other than pain...
Me too
all i do is wake up, go to school, come back home, eat, sleep and its driving me insane like i don’t feel anything anymore
I know this feeling but it’s okay trust me it’ll get better just stay strong
please hold on, you are loved
At least u aren't stuck in a car all day and hear ur parents arguing the whole time...
@@Ayesha056 i love you
@@ayvariley you are amazing i love you
*when you think of that person while listening to this song so it just hits different*
im in front of my mom right now, and i wanna burst into tears but i just can’t. she’ll worry too much, and i don’t want her to. i don’t want to explain everything and that one person that makes me smile. its him. i know it. i love him and i hate it but i love it. my mom doesn’t know anything about it. she’ll think im acting childish. maybe i am. im just scared and worried.
@@val3ntinaa.668 Dude im sorry..I feel the same way. This girl treats me and my bestie like crap and did somthing i dont even wanna say..now shes not even texting us and this all happened two days ago. And its my fault.
al0e v3ra ikr
im thinking about my girlfriend who broke up with me today but it was for the best since we both didn't want problems with my parents since im lesbian and they don't really support the LGBT+ and it broke my heart since I love her a lot and i can't stop crying and i can't stop thinking of her and the more i think about her the more it hurts me knowing we aren't together anymore...
@@val3ntinaa.668 i mean, atleast you have a mom :)
everyone in the comments: crying about losing a significant other
me: crying about losing the person I used to be
gromit I love u
honestly same i was so happy and carefree exactly a year ago and idk how my world fell apart
I feel you ❤️
you - can u read my mind?
your profile pic is a big mood
Reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
this means a lot, thank you
Thanks:")
This should have 5,000,000 likes 🥺 sometimes I write fake puff comments “oh you’re so great” but you don’t know how much better this makes me feel
thank u sm
u safe me, thank u so much
2022 and I still cry to this when I'm feeling down. It takes me to a dark ,quiet place in my mind 😩🕳
NO I CANT BE HERE IM ON MY PERIOD AND EMOTIONAL ENOUGH.
M E
Dani puff Lol, that reminds me - I had to subtly tell my mom over dinner that I got my period and I say, “Aunt Flow has visited from Virginia.” My mom’s eyes immediately widen and she nods, my dad starts hysterically laughing, and my brother just stares at us with a blank face saying, “I don’t get it.”
Don’t know why I shared this. XD
sAme
Saaaaame lol
SAME
i got an apple music ad of billie singing this at a concert 😳
atleast yt cares abt u🥺
sCaRy
It’s a sign
Me too and it kinda sounded like blue bird-
Eww apple🤢
i feel like outside of my bedroom i’m this funny happy bubbly person but when it’s 2 am and everyone is asleep except me i feel so vulnerable but yet i like it, i have this love hate relationship with my feelings, sometimes i like it cause i want to show to people sometimes i’m not that brave and tough and i’m not actually a heartless demon thing. i’m the person that puts other people’s feeling, happiness and overall heath first, everyone thinks i’m fine cause i’m always helping people but sometimes i’m the one that needs help and needs attention cause i’m only human too, no one can be tough their whole life. my feeling are... i don’t even have words, i have a felling i’m depressed but at other times i’m genuinely happy and laugh with my friends but i never want to go out with them, sleepovers, hangouts, nothing, just sitting home and crying. hopefully there is someone out there like me that can re.ate to this. and remember,you are loved, you are beautiful and you deserve everything.
edit: thank you so much for 1k likes and also i just wanted to say if you are reading this that you are loved, you are beautiful and you deserve the world. i would also like to say that it has come to my attention that ever since quarantine has started i’ve gotten a lot more reply’s to this comment and it’s made me upset that people are felling more upset than usual but that’s all i wanted to say, i love you x
edit 2: just know i’m consistently reading all of your comments and it breaks my heart that you guys feel like this but it also makes me happier that i’m not alone. remember stay strong, you are here for a reason, you are beautiful. love you all. stay safe x.
edit 3: well it’s been 2 years since i commented this. and god i didn’t even know what was coming to me. my mental health has significantly declined over the past two years but currently it’s going steady and has been for the past couple days, but i know it never lasts. i think the worst mental health day i had was a couple weeks ago. i couldn’t even bring myself to get up out of bed. i was so truly exhausted from simply living that i lay in bed until 4pm. i had never felt such an immense feeling of nothing. i also recently lost my bestfriend. he didn’t pass. but it feels like he did. i also fell in love, but with someone whom didn’t love me back. and i still do love him. and i wish he would think about me. but i know he doesn’t. if i could tell all this to myself when i made this comment i wouldnt believe it. because i truely had thought i hit rock bottom when i commented this. but oh how i was so wrong. how there was so far until the bottom from there. i love u all. stay safe 🤍 (17-7-22)
the joe jonas’ I-
I’m sorry. I’ve just had a long cry because I can relate to this SOOOOO much and the pain goes away while I’m in school but when I come home to my room, I feel like everything bad is caused by me and that clouds my judgement. I start thinking if I’m good enough for anyone and start tearing myself down because it’s the only way not to feel N U M B...
110% relatable. The only difference for me is that sometimes my bad emotions get really overwhelming and it makes me wonder if I am faking being happy but I just never realized it because I've gotten used to pretending to be okay for others when their not okay..... I wonder..
this is so relatable 😭 it’s the person you love the most is the person who would break ur heart and watch it shatter and get mad at you for comforting them and regret trying to break up with them, it’s so hard to let this boy go even though he did me so dirty, i believed him when he would lie to myself i guess i could say i did it to myself 😭 i’m so stupid for thinking i would actually find real love now..
hope everyone has a goodnight..
i genuely have no words for that. I have felt that way my entire life and so many times ive wanted to give up but you have to keep fighting.
Crazy how we went from saying "i love you" every night to never talking at all, in just one day.
“I love you, and I don’t want to”
love yourself before loving someone else darling.
ily
sweet dreams beautiful/handsome
ily2 pooh aww thanks 😭🥺
omg thank youuuuu PREACHHHHH
I’m tired of people thinking im okay.
(edit) hi guys for me its 11 months later, im still here. things r better im just tired, but things keep moving. I love you guys and u all deserve to feel again. this was the one of the worst moments of my life, and after so many setbacks I still made it. im still going but im doing better. you guys are everything, you may thing these are just words, but there not. believe me I was in the end of what I thought was my life, but that was something my brain said so much that I ended it up believing it. I'm glad your still here.
p.s I go by max now
- max
Hey everyone !
I made it to 2022 and I’m hella proud of myself. All of yall should be 2, u guys are all strong AF and I really believe that u all deserve the world. Goodluck everyone. May ur life be forever in ur favour!
- max
hi guys this is the last time im going to update it because ill probably forget but I wanted to say something. I am in recovery, 2 months clean. therapy is going well and im on meds which are working. things really are falling into place. and whilst every day is still hard, and whilst I still think about disappearing, I have changed so much. met some new people and of course there were setbacks but you know what.. OF COURSE THERE GONNA BE SETBACKS!! that's how this stuff works. I might try and update this again, or make a reddit or something- ik I dont know any of you guys but I feel like maybe I could help some of you or you me. my snap is m4x.s47 need anything at all dm me. and this is gonna sound so fucking cheesy but bro I learnt to fucking love myself, my flaws, my insecurities I just learned to not really give a fuck, because you know what proved that to me, how much ive changed in the last year or so. if I can do it, believe me you can too. its difficult but once you learn to love yourself, outside love from others is something nice, but not something you feel like you need to keep going. I promise it will get better bby. lots of love,
- max
Thought i should update this again !!
Ur guys comments are so overwhelming to me. I went thru some pretty tuff bullying at college, lost a lot of friends recently. Even at 18 people can be rough. The point is, when you loose people, take notice of the ones that you actually miss. It’s hard, and I have felt rough hear and there. I am very proud of myself to say i am 110 days clean, and i will keep going. When i wrote that original comment, i was recently in mental unit. And since then, shit has been really hard, but its also been great. I’ve met people ill never forget, but the more important part is, i love myself now. And i can genuinely say that. I am doing well, got some good people around me, ive got a long term boyfriend, because i finally trust myself in relationships. Nothing will ever be perfect, but it can be damn near be. It does get better. It really does. And i know you have probably heard a therapist say that, or a teacher, a friend, a colleague. But for real, and im not saying my word carries anymore weight than anymore, but often the people that say that don’t know. I have been sober from drug abuse for nearly a year now. And im still gonna keep fucking counting. We all have this. And remember, when people say that you should thank others for recovery, and whilst some people can be there and have helped. It’s up to you, and I know that you guys are gonna do amazing. Love you all, and will be here whenever.
M4x.s47@gmail.com
Hit me up if u need!
And to anyone who has anything negative to say, they don’t care, why is it there problem. It’s not, and your heard, and i care about you.
Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you
@@myreenn thank you so much, means the world to me, same for you. :)
me too. do you need someone to talk too? we love you okay?
@@elliebryant340 thanks so much, I’m already talking to someone but thank you so much for asking, I hope ur good
Same but at the same time talking to people about how I feel makes me feel so selfish so I just keep it all to myself
nobody:
me singing this while crying:
i love yoooOUOOUOOououOUOU
LMAOOOO same
me 😌
Omg my dry broken out cheeks just smiled including my tears.lmaoooo
me, not being able to cry and just sitting in the corner, alone, in the cold and dark, feeling how i am breaking inside, but i cant do anything abt it
not nobody
This hits hard when you realise the one you love doesn't exist.
At the point that you can imagine him/her touching your skin but then your mom knocks at your door and you notice everything was just a dream.
But why it has to be a dream? Nobody told us we are living in the right reality, maybe the dreams are the right reality.
This hits different when your at your lowest part of life.
You never know the lowest if it's a bottomless pit
yo ho✌
Heads up... YOU WILL GET THROUGH THESE TOUGH TIMES! just a couple months ago I was at my lowest and attempted to overd0$e but it didn't work. Now here I am at the happiest point I have been in in so long. I did not have any hope for my future but now I can see myself growing old and with a beautiful family to care for. I know it may be hard, but look for even the smallest positive in the world to keep looking forward to. Trust me. Love you and I'm praying for you.
@@kylie9138 So glad you didn't give up, keep going💪
@@kylie9138 thank you
imagine listening to this while reading those old, cute, fun late night texts.. woah
@Peachie Keen ITS SO HARD TO NOTTTT
Damn I cried instantly
Im not that brave tbh 🥺
@@jhonenvasquezslaundrybasket id rather you not be :( it does hurt lolll
*Just wow.. 🥺🌍*
we are listening to the same song, yes.
but we are all thinking of different people.
unless..
We should all think about the most important person ourselves💭❤️
burton Oml your right
I’m thinking bout that anime boy that I’ll never have cause he unreal af
@@cola3222 me too and its midoria izuku🥺😭
i'm not depressed, i'm just dealing with a lot.
Are you ok? remember you aren’t alone, i’m here if you need anyone
@@lindseywooten3243 Oh, well..Thank you! :))
@@morgueymorgue Take care of you, I hope you feel better now 💫
@@Apocalypse-V i do!! i really do, i've escaped the trauma i was dealing with and i'm so much better. thank you so much for wishing me well and i hope everything is just as amazing for you ♥
@@morgueymorgue I'm so happy for you !! 💫
i miss the old me, the happy me, the me who didn’t wish to never wake up when she went to sleep.
Shes helped you become the person you are today. Without her, you wouldn't have become the amazing person you are. I'm proud of how far you've come, and you should be too.
i miss being happy.
The younger me
I right there with you
Hey , do you want to talk ? You can give me your socials and we can talk about anything :)
Mom walks in on me crying
“Uhm are you okay”
“Yeah, a person died on this show I was watching that’s all,”
“uh...okay”
I don’t know why I feel ashamed to cry, sometimes in so emotionless, It hurts if that makes sense...
it’s sad how many people get this..get some rest okay?... work things out in the morning...
i feel that
I feel u
Yeah...
Same, maybe because people are forced to be "strong" even tho everyone needs to be emotional sometimes.
Ok but like I was reading comments after crying then I saw this why do I feel like crying againnnn😢😢
I’m here sitting in my dark messy room and crying to this song and there’s nothing wrong with that sometimes you just have to have moments like this one.....:) I love you
Giselle Hernandez! THIS IS WHAT IM LIVING RN
ily too
stella ❤️❤️❤️
Giving me wattpad vibes.
Hadassah Taylor ❤️
I remember when I listened to this everyday 3 years ago and it always HIT HARD 😭
I just feel like i’m not actually here, i’m just here for others enjoyment. I hate it when im alone but i also hate it when i’m with others.
I feel as if i’m watching a movie about my life without actually being a part of it.
JOABYFC I love you bub it’ll get better I’m always here. Tomorrow will be better angel
This is exactly how I feel wth ... but don’t give up cuz I didn’t... i love you 💕
OMG I THOUGHT THAT WAS JUST ME
i hope you're doing better.
JOABYFC I feel you on a whole other level
I feel like a background character in my own movie😕 I feel like I’m just here for no reason what so ever
You’re destined to someday be happy, if it’s not now that’s okay so just wait for it :)
Honestly like, I had such a carefree attitude but now I’m just…existing
same bro🥺
Same I feel like the world revolvs around literally everyone else and I’m just in a little bubble by myself away from all the happy and fun
maybe the movie hasnt started yet 🤔
Crying isn’t like you.....
This hit me I used to be a happy person and now I’m almost always crying I think billie was trying to tell me something with this line bye I’m done ranting
Same, I used to be really cheerful, i always used to smile.
No nothing is more like me than crying and being sad, what happened to me...how will I get better?
Same i use to always be happy i hate seeing people tearing others down because i know how much it can hurt people
I want to start over
i used to be so happy and energetic and full of love until i lost myself in 4th grade. im still the person i used to be on the outside but on the inside its exhausting to be so nice, its annoying. i dont like being nice i hate everyone around me but i try to keep the saltiness to myself
I miss being happy and I’m so sick of pretending I’m okay. It sucks when you realize you aren’t as important to someone then you thought you were.
they don’t care when you’re alive
they “care” when you’re dead
This.
I think they don't even care when you're dead, they just do it to have a clear conscience
People receive more flowers when dead than alive, regret is a much stronger feeling than gratefulness
That's why you surround yourself with people who genuinely care about you. People who check up on you when they sense something is wrong. People who are itching to talk to you every day. People with whom you can talk about anything.
Trust me, there are many people like this in the world... you just have to befriend them and the relationship will develop. You are not alone, there are many great people in the world that will love you, care about you, and entertain you. Best of luck!
Then let me die, i wanna be cared about
everyone in the comments: crying over a loved one or significant other
me: "crying isn't like you" realizing im crying because i lost my happy, loving, innocent self.
yeah, i miss my childhood when I was genuinely happy. now I have to force myself to smile when really all I wanna do is cry. things will get better, maybe not now but soon, kay? I promise. I want to you to get through this and say “I made it, it’s been rough but I’m here...I’m happy”
@@mikachu5263 thank you so much!! 🥺💞 seriously, that really helps. I always wanna be happy and really really try to be and i know i can get their!! it's just a rough time right now and things will get better. thank you for helping me realizing it :)
Brynn Vura anytime
Same. And I didn't just lose myslef. I lost everything.
@@0veyturte851 if you ever need to talk to someone im here :(
I don’t wanna die, I just wanna restart life yk.
i feel the same way but we both need to be here right now..no matter what we are going through..pls if you need someone to check up on you..i will be here :)..stay safe..stay strong..for you..for me
yup...
Hopefully when I restart life I forget everything so the memories wont haunt me.
@cc33 facts.
this
Do you know the feeling when you want to cry but you can’t, so you just feel how your whole body switched positions inside of you more intense then when you used to cry. So you just sit on your bed feeling and seeing your world fall apart???
Don’t worry...you’re not alone ^^
I am, but ok.
Anyone else go to school and smile. And laugh. But when they get home all they do is cry? Cry until you parents call you out for dinner, then go back to endless sobbing? Cause it feels lonely.
Yep you have to put your fake face on and prented everything's ok when it's not
Something about that is concerning, and if this continues I recommend therapy.
It really hurts when you are called and have to continue to hide so no one worries
SunnySet TV my mother has therapy for her anger and I can really tell it’s helping her. If you’re ever in a bad spot please, please, please talk to somebody you love and trust or find a therapist! ❤️🥰
i'll join your lonely sobbing
The original song makes me sad this one I feel like you can feel your heart breaking in it 💔
This... this hit me hard.. I'm currently going through so much right now and this song slowed down just gets to me. Going through a breakup rn but... I love someone else, it's all just so hard.
*me crying in my dark room at like 3 am*
AD POPS UP: Do you want new deodorant? Well, we got -
*me skipping the ad*
*me realising that the ad ruined my mood*
*me getting pissed*
*me writing this comment*
Nadine Mehanna hope you’re doing okay love
Me using an AdBlocker
outstanding move
MOOD
MadBr0tchen what adblocker do you use? I really need it.
@@whirrvr uBlock Origin 1.18.6 on firefox
I just noticed how this song fits pefectly when having a comfort character. You love them but you don't want to because you know the truth. You don't want to get attached to them badly because you know they don't exist :(
he’s breaking my heart and making me break inside and out but i love him and i need him and can’t live without him
i wish i didn’t take the hugs i gave him and the kisses i gave him for fucking granted, he is actually my world and it hurts so much to not be able to call him mine anymore. i’ve never lost myself so quickly and easily and i genuinely don’t know how to get myself back up
You deserve better take care of yourself you beautiful human ❤️
You should send him that.
unkownaccount and he told me he didn’t live me back
he left and i don’t know what to do without him. nothing feels right... i just feel so sad and empty without him
I just cannot cry anymore. Like I wanna just scream rn. I wanna drown in my tears but I just can't... Let me cry.. please.
It's been one month now, I hope you feel better now love xx (ps: we all love you here)
@@higha555 yes indeed I am getting better :)) still the trauma is still hounting me around but I'm handling things!
@@sunnyshere1358 good I'm happy for you ❤️ have a nice day love xx
Weeb Sunny i feel the same way .. if you need someone to talk to i’m here
I feel the same way. Sometimes.. when something sad happens, my eyes start feeling tears.. but then it all goes away.
I want to cry.
this song just got 100 times more sad
mary x ikr but it’s the good sad where u can feel relaxed and tense and happy and sad all at once and I stg it’s so weird but sometimes it’s good ig
Oof if I don’t make sense to u then I’m alone on that one 🙃
BELLARKE
i love how her voice in the second chorus (3:10) only starts building up until she's nearly screaming, it just makes me feel some type of way
your comment is underrated
the worst mistake i've ever made was loving someone else before i chose to love myself.
Positive Minds that happen to me, I can totally relate.
Feeeellllttt
yess:"
Me too.
Positive Minds it’s when you think they will fix you, but they never do and you’re more likely to just hurt them more too. there’s no such thing as your missing piece, no one will fix these deep rooted issues like mental health issues on their own but i always rely everything on them being able to
_hey , its okay_
_:) ily_
well it may not be okay now but i sure hope it will be at some point:) ly too jess
he didn't mean to say that he loved me
𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙤𝙤 ;𝙬;
Liaaaar
🥺
Am I the only one who loves to feel sad it's like I am getting used to it so all I do is listening to sad songs and cry and be alone and no one notices how sad I feel so it makes feel even more sad and u feel like no one is here for u but u r here for everyone.....
Aya Ahmed I love you angel.
same ://
crying is my coping mechanism HAHA
always. im kinda getting used to crying everyday now.
Aya Ahmed same, we’re all living the same lives:(
Absolutely breaking down rn.
i remember the first time i listened to this and what a bad state i was
now look at me
back in that same state
And over the same girl :’)
I hope you can get better it helps to be kind to others, that makes a lot of people happy, you only get one life, make the best out of the short time we have left
F0573R I’m so kind to litterally everyone but no one treats me the same
Me wait for the best, and Dortmund yourself with kinder people
same here
the part that always gets me:
“we fall apart as it gets dark i’m in ur arms in central park” idk why🤒
Rachel Gonzalez same🥺🥺
Rachel Gonzalez this is my fav part
i cant take you seriously with the profile pic lmao but yeah
Same
ok but it's weird cause that part of the song came on when i saw your comment
its not true
tell me ive been lied to
cryin' isnt like you, ooh
what the hell did i do?
never been the type to, let someone see right through. ooh
mm
maybe wont you take it back
say you were tryna make me laugh
and nothing has to change today
didnt meant to say "i love you"
i love you, and i dont want to, ooh.
up all night on another red-eye
i wish we never learned to fly, ahh.
maybe we should just try
to tell ourselves a good lie
didnt mean to make you cry, ahh
mm
maybe wont you take it back
say you were tryna make me laugh
and nothing has to change today
you didnt mean to say, "i love you"
i love you, and i dont want to, ooh
the smile that you gave me
even when you felt like dyin'
we fall apart as it gets dark
im in your arms in central park
theres nothing you can do or say
i cant escape the way i love you
i dont want to, but i love you, ooh.
ooh
Thanks!uwu
@@ashthepotatolizard8700 uwu
i feel like all of you need to read this right now:
despite how it feels right now, you're worth it. you're a good person. feeling bad or numb or however you feel right now is valid. you are valid, even when you're sad. you aren't a burden, you aren't annoying, you aren't lazy. you are trying your best and i guarantee there are people who see that and appreciate it. you deserve to let yourself feel good. i hope it gets better despite the pain, you deserve it.
It's not true
Tell me I've been lied to
Crying isn't like you
Oh-oh-oh
What the hell did I do?
Never been the type to
Let someone see right through
Oh-oh-oh
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh
Up all night on another red eye
I wish we never learned to fly
I-I-I
Maybe we should just try
To tell ourselves a good lie
I didn't mean to make you cry
I-I-I
Maybe won't you take it back
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothing has to change today
You didn't mean to say "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to
Oh-oh-oh
The smile that you gave me
Even when you felt like dying
We fall apart as it gets dark
I'm in your arms in Central Park
There's nothing you could do or say
I can't escape the way, I love you
I don't want to, but I love you
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh
me been looking for that thanks
❤️
Thank youuuu :)❤️
That last sentence hit different
I feel like I'm in love with my own pain..
thank u for voicing exactly how I feel
Me too. It's like you want to get rid of it, but you love it, and you cant..
Oh my god same
always
i don’t know why but ever shine a certain point in my life, i actually loved being sad and alone yet i didn’t at the same time, i never knew someone else felt the same way cause i’ve felt alone for all these years and usually i’m the happy bubbly one in my group of friends but they don’t see the real me, no one has, until now.
I don’t wanna die. I just want to leave everything for a day. To see who would cry. To see who would miss me. To see who would even notice my absence.
edit: Hi everyone :) I don’t know if anybody cares but I’ve been doing better since I made this comment. I’m not going to delete it because I want to keep this edit to show that things do get better. About 5 months ago when I wrote this comment, there were no words to explain what I was feeling, but now I’ve found out how to enjoy this little things and find joy in them. So anybody that is struggling, Please, You matter. You are loved. And I promise it gets better.
sike I lied it came back worse than ever lol
Me too!!
Same
same
me too I just wanna see if people would notice.
i felt this on another level.
"The smile that you gave me even tho you felt you like dying" that one hit hard for me
Everyone: crying to this song
Me: not being able to cry?
Same here
d a n g - that hit hard-
me too, no matter how much i want to i can't, the tears just don't come, ever.
ur not alone..... i can relate
i can’t cry either... it’s hard to cry.
everyone crying about an ex whom the lost:
me: crying about losing my happy self from always being told i am a disappointment.
It will get better love its only a matter of time I'm here for u
buba u arent a disappointment the ppl that told u that u were a disappointment are the disappointments
Its gonna be ok 💞
let’s just agree that why ever someone’s sad, or whoever someone’s sad. you should never try to one up them like, “oh your boyfriend broke up with you?, well my dad died!” cause that’s just not cool. both are very valid reasons to be sad. and being sad isn’t something to flex about.
same
this feels more deeper and more... magical, its beautiful♡
ARMY ♥️
@@زوجةكوكالاصليةوالباقيبطاطا-د6ت i knew this was gomma be the comment....why do follow army not focus on the comment instead 😐
dad: "why are you acting like that everyday"
me: u broke my heart before a boy could.
Damn I get it I’m 17 my dad walked out 2 years ago he was my best friend he was the best father I could ask for but if he ever decides he’s coming back I’m not greeting him with a hug I’m gonna straight up punch him because the shit he put us through by leaving is unforgivable he’s dead to me anyway.
@@Unknown-2. im so sorry.
im a guy, and my mom did the same to me... maybe we'll be okay
Mom: "it took 9 months to form your heart don't let someone sit there and break it"
that hit me hard wut
I love your mother 😭
dOyOukNowbTs this hits hard
this hit hard
i needed this. thank you.
Me: *crying and holding my pillow*
Ad : Did you know geico...
Me: * 😐 skips *
* continues crying *
PLEASE
LMFAO JNSKJNEJK
LMFAOOO
XD
BRUHHHH I wasn’t trying to laugh
In my room
listening to this song
Noticing that u haven’t gotten over that person that treated me terrible
Relating to this song
Wanting to die
But I’m still here
For them
But one day
They’ll regret what they did
One day I’ll be gone
But I won’t.
I’m staying alive
Because I know there’s one person out there
Who loves me
Who cares for me
Who will be with me for the rest of my life
And that’s the same for you
don’t end it
There’s someone
Just wait
I know there is
They love you
They care for you
They’ll be there for you the rest of your life
You’re life
Is precious
I love you
We love you
We’re here for you
Don’t end it
I know how it’s like to feel
Like that.
That dead feeling
But we can get over it
Together
You’re not alone
You’re strong
You’ve gone this far
And you can go farther
Don’t end it
Don’t.
Please.
i’m- 🖤🤏🏻
when will i find that love? when will i even feel loved? i might not even be here to experience that feeling if it ever happens.. but thanks. i hope you're doing good
@@andre_f4 you'll feel it soon . And YOLO don't look on negatives even though the may take you captive face it . EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING
you are the best person ever that made me cry ilysm
No one stays forever, not even family
“ you cant do anything right ”
“ stop getting emotional ”
“ your too nice ”
Well im sorry because im on the tip of a iceberg
An iceberg thats slowly sinking
It feels like someone’s stabbing my heart.
The saddest part is that person broke my heart and he didn’t even hesitate.
its same with me.
Yea, my ex literally just left me 2 weeks after we got together and didn't even look like he was conflicted
It’s been it’s been 9 months and I’m still broken.
He's the class clown, always friendly, always caring. I'm the shy girl of the class, willing to listen and laugh with him.
He's the class clown, secretly hurting, secretly anxious. I'm the shy girl, wanting to help, too shy to say anything.
God I wish I had the confidence to say that I cared about him and that I'm there for him..
hey you can do it!
Do it. This is more important than you think it is. It may be too late if you don't take action now... Talking to him and telling him that you care can have a huge impact on him without you even knowing.. Good luck
Iam class clown and i have a crush on girl that has a boyfriend
You can do it bb!
If he’s hurting you have to be there for him he might not have anyone else
Everyone is talking about how they're sad but I can't feel anything anymore....
wow sis I felt that
randompersonwithnolife 01
may i ask how did you feel that ? if the original comment says they can’t feel anymore ? how do you feel something that talks about not feeling anything ?
@@inx5903 that hurt my brain skskss
randompersonwithnolife 01 skskss
Same here 🙃
i want my grandpa back. give him back.
there was no warning, he’s just gone.
Im sorry for your loss. He loves you and he’s proud of you for pushing through. keep going for him, stay strong because even though i don’t know you or i didn’t know him i still know that’s what he would’ve wanted. for you to keep going and live your life. keep making him proud❤️
Im soo sorry for your loss 😭💞im sure he is watching u and protecting u from heaven 💕🥰and he is sooo proud trust me !!
Heh... I'm sorry for your loss I had a great grandma but she also passed away.. I was too scared to look at her cuz she was sick and so skinny... I remember she gave me a doll one day.. I was so happy that time but I probably burnt it at the age of 9 because I thought I was too old to play with dolls..... I wish I told her I loved her... I wish I was brave enough to face her and tell her how I wanted to see her... I wish I could hug her... I wish I could taste her sweet strawberries again.... But she is gone now.. I can't do anything except feel guilty...
same.